drscorpio

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Here is an example of what I am talking about. This is the only one I have found since the purge. It's okay, but I really don't get off on its whole "faggot your only purpose and worth comes from serving real men" vibe. There was one about submitting to black tops that I really liked on PornHub and another that was small cock humiliation. If anyone knows of where I could find either of those or any others like this without a woman's voice, I would appreciate the links. [think before following links] https://www.xvideos.com/video39081702/edging_hypnosis_for_faggots

It sounds to me like someone who is trying to work up the nerve to get bred for real and is trying to make swallowing a load more than it is.

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That would go in the regular Poz Fetish area.

My late husband was not only into me taking loads. He actually loved to watch and be the one who found the tops. I would often wake up after sleeping in on a Saturday to find that he had been on the apps and websites lining up tops to breed me all afternoon. He always loved fucking my cummy hole at the end of the day. We didn't live near a city with a bathhouse, but the few times we got to visit on a trip, he would put me in the sling and recruit guys to breed me. We were both devoted barebackers when we met. We fucked bare from the beginning although we did monogamy for a while in the beginning. We discovered our compatible kinks for my being a cumdump and his whoring me out after we opened our relationship. I'm not sure how to tell you to find a guy like this. I do make it a point now when I feel like a hookup is becoming a fuck buddy to ask him if he would enjoy whoring me out sometime. I haven't had any take me up on this even though most of them seemed turned on at the thought. Good luck to you!

There is a thread set up each year for people to post their load counts. Here is the current one: Here is the one from last year. Towards the end, you can see people give their final total for the year. You can do a search to find the threads for older years. I don't remember when we started. Personally, I took 34 anally and 6 orally last year which I though was an okay total for there being months of lockdown when I wasn't getting any. I cannot compete with the big city bottoms, but I do okay for living in a small town.

If it smells too bad, I just cannot do it. I really prefer to host for just these sorts of reasons. You never know what horror show is going to be behind that front door.

You're welcome!

I got hit up on Grindr by the young guy (21) who I had fooled around with in my office after work without either of us coming. He lives a little way out of town, and he had just gotten off work and was hoping to play before driving home. He offered me head; I told him I wasn't really ready for anything else since I hadn't showered yet today. He said that was cool, and he was at my house in less than 10 minutes. We got naked and onto the bed. He sucked me good and working my nipples which totally does it for me. He kept brushing a finger across my hole. Then he started maneuvering so his cock was brushing against my hole. I knew this game well enough, so I reminded him I had not cleaned out but gave him permission to go for it. We tried a couple of positions before settling on me on my belly and him on top. His cock is about 6.5" but nicely thick, and he has a barbell piercing on the underside. He was driving into me pretty good, and I was totally into it. After a few minutes he said, "I can cum on command. You just tell me when you are ready." I let him go a good while. It felt good, and I was getting off on testing his control. I finally told him to cum in me. He moaned and sped up and pumped me full of his load. He still lives with family, so he had to bolt pretty quickly. He was really a decent fuck, and that piercing felt really good. I hope we do it again soon.

Moved this story here from the General Bareback Stories forum because of Poz Fetish content.

Poppers are totally what got me to take my first raw cock.

I had mentioned that I had connected with a guy on A4A (of all places) who lives about an hour away. I was up in that city for my PrEP checkup, and we had made plans to meet afterwards. He was not responding to texts when I was ready. I did a little shopping and hit him up again. Still no response. I was determined not to waste the thorough clean out I had done. I got on the apps, but I didn't see anyone I wanted to pursue that bad. I noticed that one of my fuckbuddies from last year (24, tall, young black guys with about 7" always good for multiple loads) was close by. Even though he's always had an excuse for not meeting since Christmas, I thought it was worth a shot. He answered immediately and told me to come over to his place. When I got there, he was in the middle of some bad thriller on HBO Max. I excused myself to the bathroom to check that I was still ready to go since it had been a couple of hours since I cleaned out. Everything was okay. I went back out to the couch and we made out and stroked a little while he finished the movie (kids nowadays - I wasn't in a hurry). After the film, we both took a turn in the bathroom. I came out to find him standing naked and hard in the living room. We made out a bit, and I dropped to my knees to suck him. He was really aggressive with me quickly moving to fucking my throat roughly. After several minutes of this he picked me up, turned me around, and bent me over the couch clearly planning to use only my throat slick and spit as lube. I asked to grab my poppers; he grudgingly agreed. Honestly, this was the most aggressive he has been in 3-4 years of fucking around. With me back in place bent over the couch, he pressed his cock against my hole. I tried to reach back and add some spit to my hole, but he wasn't having that. He pushed firmly in until he bottomed out in my hole. Man, that stung! I asked him to pull it out and put more spit on. He added the smallest amount and went back in. I was squirming and whining a bit. He stopped grabbing hold of my hips firmly. He said in a stern but reassuring tone, "You can take it. We both know how your ass self-lubes. Give it a minute, and it will stop hurting." He was right , of course; I did know that. Within a few minutes, my ass was sloppy with its own natural lube like it always is. What followed was 30 minutes or so of brutal fucking. I did my best to keep my back arched and push back, but he was constantly shifting his angle and pushing me up on my toes to stay in place. My legs got a hard work out and were stinging and burning, but my hole couldn't have been happier. We both did poppers throughout; he's still young enough that they don't make him go soft. At some point, I realized he was filming his dick sliding in and out of my hole which was hot. Eventually though, my legs were about to give out. I told him as much. He said lets move to the floor. He put a big cushion on the floor and put me on my back on top of it. He put my legs over his shoulder and went back to pounding. After a few more minutes, he was clearly getting close. "I want to get this on film." I held my legs for him, and he filmed himself finishing inside me. He pulled out a little to show the cum but scooped it all back in. He gave me a few more long, deep strokes. "I think I can cum again. Can you handle a little more?" I told him sure, and he went back to pounding. After 4-5 minutes of railing my hole, he shot another load again captured on film. So I got ghosted, but it all worked out. I eventually got an apologetic text from the first guy; he had to work late unexpectedly. I have reconnected with my fuckbuddy, and he seems willing to go back to regular hookups. And I have about 7 minutes of my being fucked and bred twice which is something I always wanted to see. All in all, it was a successful day.

Here's a good reference: [think before following links] https://www.niaid.nih.gov/diseases-conditions/treatment-prevention Undetectable = Untransmissable The chance of passing the virus to the partner is "effectively zero." The are a few caveats: the Undetectable person has to have been undetectable for a while - six months usually, they have to still be undetectable (meds do stop working for people from time to time), and they have to be taking their meds regularly. All that said, poz guys generally watch their health closely because they have to. You probably are safer having sex with undetectable guys. You would be even safer if you went on PrEP. No matter how smart or careful you are being, the most (and maybe the only) effective way for a neg bottom to stay neg is to take PrEP.

Moderator's Note: I had to hide a number of posts and give a few penalties. You are allowed to describe sex that you had while you were underage, but the description should be brief and clinical. If it sounds like a story from one of the erotic story sections, you have gone too far. Straight/Bi encounters still do not belong in this part of the forum. You can read the full discussion here:

Moderator's Note: I split this unrelated story out of someone else's thread.

The quality of interactions on the apps has gone way downhill in the last few months. All my buds have commented on it. There was another thread talking about a related issue in here last week.

Moderator's Note: A few observations: The original post is from 11 years ago. I assume whatever was going on between Flashcard and his fuckbuddy has resolved itself by now. Also, he hasn't been on the forum for a year and a half, so he isn't getting your messages. Finally, the last thing he posted was picks of himself being fucked by a hung black man who he referred to as his boyfriend; I don't know if it is the same guy or not.

Because we call a guy a slut if he takes lots of cock, but we don't necessarily call him a slut if he gives lots of cock.

@losolent, this is another great story! Thanks for sharing it with us.

About 25 years ago, I started a fuck buddy relationship with this hot, well-hung black guy who was very closeted. He was always worried someone would find out he slept with guys, so he was super flaky. I think we actually hooked up less that 1 out of every 5 times he hit me up. Why did I put up with all this? He had easily an 11" dick - not super thick but definitely a BBC. This was at the time I was becoming a complete barebacker. I didn't usually discuss things ahead of time, but I always tried to talk the top into going bare when we were in the middle of things. The first time he actually let a meet happen I waited until we had done mutual oral and were ready to fuck. "You know you don't have to put that rubber on," I said as he picked up the package. He didn't saying anything and continued to put on the condom. He fingered and lubed my ass. He raised my legs to his shoulders. Once he got inside and began to really fuck me, he rolled me further over onto my back. I was rolled up into a ball, and I really could not have gotten out from under him without a struggle. He looked me in the eye and slid out of my hole. He reached down, slipped the rubber off, and then slid back inside me. In due time, he filled me up with a huge load. Despite his continual flakiness about meeting, he was never freaky about raw. We never even talked about condoms again. He must have bred me 15-20 times over the next couple of years before he finally disappeared for good.

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I have three things to report only one of which is technically a load. A guy hit me up on Grindr last week right at 5:00. We have talked several times, and he seems reluctant to bareback. That meant I haven't pushed too hard to meet. He asked me if was needing some relief here at the end of the semester. I said sure, and he offered to come suck me off. Normally, I am not that into getting head, but it sounded like fun. He came up to my office and proceeded to give me one of the best blowjobs ever. We ended up swapping head (he has a frenum piercing which was hot to play with) and nipple work. I actually got him to fuck me bare for a while, but the a/c wasn't on in my office. The sun was coming in the windows, and it got too hot to finish. We are supposed to have another go. He promised to "paint my insides white" next time. Last night, I actually made a connection on A4A, so I guess it isn't completely useless yet. Young black guy with a nice BBC. He lives about an hour away. I am going to be in his town for my PrEP checkup next week, so we are going to meet up then. About an hour ago, I got hit up by the short, young black guy who I have been giving head for years. He came over and he fucked my face while he worked my nips. At one point, he grabbed my hands and moved them around to his ass. He's got fucking buns of steel. It was nice to feel his hot booty while he finished in my throat.

Super hot story - that line, however, made me laugh and laugh.

Moderator's Note: First, please go read this thread and try to understand what it is telling you. We only allow Poz Fetish in one section of this forum, The Backroom. The staff works very hard to shut down everyone who talks about Gifting/Chasing in the rest of the forum. Since we only allow these posts in this area, you were out of line going off on guys for being into this fetish in the place they are allowed to talk about these things. Furthermore, if you see something on the forum that you think is out of line, report it. Don't go off on the people posting. Don't tell them how disgusting they are. Things get heated enough on here without direct personal assaults. Unfortunately for you, ChemSex is also segregated into The Backroom. You are going to encounter Poz Fetish mixed into the Chem Sex. I think you are being a bit naïve is not acknowledging the huge overlap between the ChemSex community and the Poz Fetish community. You may not be into PozFetish, but many guys who are into chems are. Now as to the substance of your complaint about that thread, I have looked over the story. It does violate our new policy on Promoting Harm to the Community. It needs to have the AIDS and Death Fetishism edited out. I have temporarily taken the thread down. I am going to review your infraction. Again, if you had done the correct thing - reporting a problematic thread - instead of doing what you did - going off on your fellow members and calling them names, this whole situation could have been resolved without your having to take a break from the Forum Finally, another way you could have handled this better would have been if you had expressed your concerns to me directly about your warning. Then this conversation would not have to happen in front of everyone else. You actually have violated another rule by complaining in public rather than doing this, but I am going to call it a even for now. Please do not do this again. If you feel your infraction was unfair, send a PM to either the person who gave you the infraction or the admin, rawTOP, and your infraction will be reviewed.