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Well taking ErosWired’s concept into account that gay men have multiple virginities to lose (oral active/passive and then fucking active/passive) My anal passive was in college- sophomore year- it was tge mid 70’s and I went to a small coeducational college in a small town in New England- so not a Lot of choices or opportunities fortunately I did manage to find a few (3) other guys and we came out to each other - long story short- I don’t remember all of the details- but the guy ( not one of the three) who I had a huge crush on told me about losing his virginity to a female friend of ours - and somehow that gave me the courage to get one of the three (Robby, a senior and far more experienced) to have sex - he was a top spent the night in his room (basic college single bed) a little high face down with him on top - he fucked me 4 or 5 times before I left in the morning - I remember the first few times really hurting- - and I can’t remember if I came at all during the night- I assume I did not sure why - we never did it again Summer after I graduated, while back home for the summer, I dated a guy - and was always the bottom- always anal That fall after college, I moved to Boston- the hay day of gay bars - so managed to get lucky a few times- always a bottom Then I started dating this guy (Tony) who turned out to be a total bottom- kind of surprised me that HE expected to be tge one getting fucked so I did it was at my apartment- I can still see the bedroom- queen size box spring and mattress on the floor- took up most of the bedroom - and that was the night I discovered that as much as I liked getting fucked - I really loved to fuck too while those two times are still vivid (or as vivid as a 40 - 45 year old memory can be) I have no real memory of the first time I got sucked off to completion- nor the first time I sucked someone off while I love tge taste of cum - I am not really into sucking guys off - and I have always (except at a bookstore through a glory hole) had trouble cumming while getting sucked off ( I am sure a shrink would have lots of ideas about that!) I view both events as very positive events really glad that I lost my first virginity to someone I knew and trusted and that I lost my second virginity to someone I was also involved with and comfortable with the first was a very key part of my cumming out to myself- that yes - I was gay - it made clear why making out with girls never gave me a hardon and glad I finally hooked up with a bigger bottom than me to teach me that was really was vers Lost touch with both Robby and Tony long ago (long before computers and email) but I still think of them both- fondly and with gratitude (oh - and as losing my virginity with a woman…. Hasn’t happened yet - and I don’t think their is enough viagra to allow that to ever happen- though if I meet the right cute young ftm trans guy who is comfortable with the idea I think I would be open to losing my fucking a vigina virginity)

I think here the key word is that the men “identify” as straight it reminds me of the old line of friends hooking up and the next morning one of them saying “boy I was drunk last night, I don’t remember anything that happened” if the guy was hot and was up for what I was looking for I would not care how they “identify” although I have never hooked up with a straight guy - I do like the fantasy of a “straight” guy fucking my “pussy” because “his girlfriend won’t let me fuck her raw” or “a guys pussy is do much tighter than my girlfriends cunt” or “my girlfriend never lets me bang her pussy this hard” so if you are a hot “straight” guy who likes to fuck a I nice tight faggot pussy raw and as hard and rough as you like …..

Interesting title for the story…. at the beginning of the story you think it is from the narrator’s point of view - and think he is just “newly single” for the evening then you meet Anthony and find out he is “newly single” so it must refer to him then you get to the end and wonder if maybe the Narrator will soon be “newly single” for more than just the evening when he gets home, either by his choice- or his husbands….

But the courts have considered corporations as “people” I other cases In Citizens United they were given the right to unlimited political speech companies have been allowed to not make wedding cakes based on religious freedom man’s Obama Care can not require birth control to be covered because it infringes on the religious beliefs of of companies so - sad but very true and this is just the most recent (I was about to say “last” but I doubt it will be the last) case of the courts doing this

And if you are lucky it is going to move out… and then back in again, multiple times. and, assuming you are not the first guy he has ever fucked he clearly knows how to get it out which is not to say you will not feel it pulling out - it will definitely be a different experience than with tops with smaller tapered heads ….. I too am looking forward to your report on how it goes - how it - and you felt And if you will be asking him to fuck you again- or if you are going back to smaller heads and thicker shafts

I think there is another story on here where the partner is watching on cam and so can’t stop as the top barebacks the bottom and just has to sit there angry…. And horny… and a little freaked at how turned on they are by watching it if there is a next chapter- I will be interested to see how your relationship with Matt changed now that you know he has taken someone else’s load

And you were left to wonder, did Matt stay angry and go right home? Or did Billy apologize and sweet talk Matt into staying a little longer and then maybe talk him into taking another load- maybe a bit rougher? And this time without you watching???

I get it - online hookups can be weird- will they look like their photo - will you like them - will you be as horny when they get to your place as when you arranged the hook up…. so maybe instead of online- go to an adult bookstore or porn theater (are there any porn theaters anymore?) but if you are there - seeing the actual guy and his cock …. Maybe you will have the courage to suck a few of them then as you build up the self confidence and are able to accept the fact that you are a cock sucker- you can go back online and start serving guys there

I actually wanted to bite “all of the above” because it is - it is unethical- but sadly legal- unless they agree with the user not to share the information- they have the right to make money however they can so than it becomes a question of corporate culture- do they sell to anyone- or do they only sell to companies that sell cars, or lube ,or …. or are the willing to be so greedy (and sadly most companies are) that they are willing to sell to anyone- even those parties who may have nefarious intentions towards the site’s users

Save for the getting spun part this sounds REALLY hot!! would love to be a total bottom bitch for a hot verbal younger top (more than kinky that you were born the same year I graduated high school) and then maybe breed his ass while his cum is still leaking out of mine

Save for the getting spun part this sounds REALLY hot!! would love to be a total bottom bitch for a hot verbal younger top (and then maybe breed his ass while his cum is still leaking out of mine)

Thanks for sharing the hot pics i hope he becomes a regular and that you will keep us updated…..

Damn the last sentence of part 26 “I’m not a virgin anymore” end of chapter- perfect timing- great writing… looking forward to the next chapters (I mean- how can you not look forward to something called “the Demise of Lewis” …. Woof)

Thank you @LetsPOZBreed for bringing this up - (and @PozTalkAuthor for thoughts as well) it is reassuring to know that younger guys are dealing with some of the same issues as we enter this post COVID Mpox world. I had been through a bit of a dry spell before Covid- and then was part of a very cautious social bubble during Covid- so did nothing- and then just as I was getting ready to start playing again Mpox came along and up here in Boston -they really messed up the vaccine- roll out - so now that I finally have that - I realize that it has now been well over 4 years since have done anything (aside from a few visits to my massage therapist- and he doesn’t count as he gives legit massage) And, while @PozTalkAuthor sees the the number 50 looming up - 2025 will be my 70th (Which is really freaking me out - ah - if only I was only turning 50 again) @LetsPOZBreed while you got through the shut down with porn, I got through with phone sex (there is a free one I call - and thank goodness it is free or I would have been bankrupt by 2020) but like a lot of porn - most phone sex tends to be toward kink. But now as I think about hooking up again with a three dimensional guy (and not just on the phone) I am no longer sure who or what I am looking for …do I really want heavy kink? (Does my leather still fit?) or Do I just want a more old fashioned kissing and fucking? It also doesn’t help that Boston doesn’t have a bathhouse- so if I want to try tgat - Providence is a an hour drive - a long drive for maybe finding no one interesting - and like a few others - even before the shutdown I had been loosing interest in just big random fucks I want some sort of emotional spark in addition to a physical one (as I have found in the past that the physical is amplified by the emotional) thanks for starting this thread and to all the guys who have posted on it - oddly a comfort to know I am not the only one going through this -(it is the same nervousness I had as a young man just coming out in the 70s and trying to build up the courage to go to those first gay bars….will I know what to do? Will anyone find me attractive? Will I find any of tge guys there interesting?) so maybe I need to go reactive my Daddyhunt profile and put my toe back in the water All this really makes me miss the bars - online seems so transactional- in the days of the bars you went out and even if you didn’t hook up - you got out of the house- had a drink- enjoyed tge music, hopefully chatted with a few bar buddies, and still had a nice evening. online- if you don’t hook up you just wasted a couple hours alone at home ….( But that is a rant for a different thread)

This is a great story- well actually it is Fucking Hot!! and while I would love to read another chapter … I will also enjoy imagining multiple next chapters on my own

Asking is always good Or if you are looking to swallow, and you like being blindfolded, you could always post a sign - either on the wall in your cubicle or just write across your chest “urinal” or “urinal and cum dump”

Very hot and sleazy story-thanks

Great first chapter I can’t wait to see where you take this… although as you have posted this in the gift giving section…. I am assuming the lessons will not just end with Neil learning to “swallow” cum???

Amazing writing- hopefully the beginning of a great queer gothic novel looking forward to the next chapters

I support keeping it at 18 but I also support what are sometimes called Romeo and Juliet laws - so that if one partner is over 18, but not more than two years older than the other- that that would be ok so if you are a HS senior (and over 18) but your date is only 17, or even 16 - you can still have fun after prom…. ( or when you come home for Christmas break freshman year of college) lets face it - kids fuck - so let’s make it as safe for them as possible by not making them have to sneak around any more than they normally do, but 40 year olds should not be fucking around with HS kids

I love WS When I first guy I got to play with piss I was vers - drinking and feeding I was really hot the next time was with a hookup (met at the Ramrod) went back to his hotel room where he fucked me bb (without asking if I took it raw) and then pissed in my ass - it was really hot a few years later met up with a guy specifically to fuck him and then piss in his ass - that was SO HOT!!!! I felt like I was cumming the whole time I was pissing in his ass unfortunately he was like an hour drive away- so didn’t happen again a few years ago saw this cute cub a few times and he loved being on his knees- looking up at me while I pissed down his throat I miss him something about a naked guy on his knees looking up into my eyes while he drinks straight from the tap…. Love it (especially if I know if I can fuck and breed his ass afterwards…..) and would love to find a guy who would let me piss up his ass again

short and to the point - woof! looking forward to reading the rest of Tom’s adventures now that he is opening up to what he really wants …..

Oh my - very nice!!!! (and I can see why you might have had trouble finding a picture “small” enough to post of that monster cock 😉)

Oh - where is it? I hope to be able to make it back to Paris again next year and would love to make a pilgrimage. and - being into water sports- I have started a picture collection of urinals from around the world and would love to add a photo of this to my collection (one of my favorites was in Trinity college in Dublin - it was a gang urinal - one large (5’ tall by 6’ wide maybe piece of porcelain slightly curved at the bottom with a drain along the bottom- so basically you were just pissing against the wall - - unfortunately there was no one else there that I could take a piss with) - so I guess it was the complete opposite of a glory hole)

Although you are not technically his “student” He is in a position of authority- so he may need to be cautious… I work at a university and we have to sign and agree to very strict policies - I can be fired if I have sex with an undergraduate student (even though they are of legal age) and I would need to file a lot of paperwork (and get approval to have a relationship with a grad student) And if you live in an area that is not very accepting of gays (and if he is around 36 … he is still sort of new in his career) he may be cautious because he doesn’t want to - can’t risk - coming/being out i would advise staying as things are…. At least for a while longer to get a little further in your education- and let him get further established in his career and enjoy the friendship and mentorship he is providing for what it is