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blackrobe

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  1. I'm glad for you. I hope you poured filth in Drew's ear as you pumped and bred his ass.
  2. I expect tops to marshal their resources and maximize their pleasure in that kind of situation. That said, being the cunt that doesn't get inseminated at an orgy would be a difficult thing. Especially so if you'd had great dicks stroking your cunt walls all night and still were unbred.
  3. I've heard it and looked through the web site. There's some things that resonate, and he seems heartfelt in his vocation as a fag (by his definition), but I find it difficult to balance his reveling (in truth, rhapsodizing) in the stories he relates about Alphas and fags who contact him and his seeming reticence to share his own stories of service - both good and bad. The site seems ungrounded to me, and comes across as sensationalist and rhapsodic which I'm sure isn't his intent. I find his posts about "cunting" to be intriguing and yet so frustrating in how muddy and unclear they are about what cunting is and does for the Alpha and the fag. I was interested in the chastity content too, but it didn't really explore deeply enough into the first-person drives and desires of the Alpha or fag. YMMV.
  4. I suggest that once your ass is topped up with his load, you focus on all the men's seed in your ass and fuck your load into Drew. Then he'll get the message that regardless of how many loads you take, he'll always be taking your dick and seed.
  5. I've always had a strong sense of needing to earn each man's load, often meaning having to intuit what he might need, or simply obeying. The satisfaction I feel comes from seeing, feeling, and hearing him taking pleasure and gaining release.
  6. I'm looking for *strength* in the men who fuck my cunt. I certainly have a size difference kink, and l am always happy to have a big man cover my body completely with his and overwhelm me mentally and physically. However, the size difference kink cuts both ways, I'm just as happy to have a powerful man smaller than me, and with more strength per pound, own and overwhelm me in the same way. If I can serve their needs and be true to my nature at the same time, it's ideal. To Tallallman's observations: I connected with my receptive and hungry cunt less than two years ago. I'm 57 and, after being raped as a child, I'm a very new and authentically submissive bottom. I've experienced agism, there is no doubt. But at the same time, I've found men who value and enjoy my nature, my cunt, and my authentic self. I've been fucked and filled by a super hairy muscular daddy 6" inches shorter than me who, at 74, controlled me exquisitely and made me feel like his boy receptacle, by a 40-something muscular athlete who after 4 months without fucking just needed to breed a dad and fill him, and by a 29 year old son who slipped me his name and number on a receipt because he knew I was destined to be on his dick. There are flawed human beings who will dishonor your offering, but there are worthy breeders who will use and own and fill your cunt if you can let go of resentment and anger and be who you are.
  7. I'm curious who you see those kinds of men as being. I've found that underserved tops are often very skilled, or very enthusiastic, or both. I've found some slimmer very muscular Asian men are very horny breeders. What other types fall into the underserved breeders category? I'm also not very attracted to pretty and very obviously groomed men. I like the rougher, less primped and self-conscious breeders. Men with... something about them that I can't define well. Calling them ugly doesn't feel right. There's a concept of being "conventionally handsome", but I like the unconventionally handsome men.
  8. I didn't realize this when I first moved to the US. In my home country p3rv and p3rvy was more associated with looking with sexual interest or intent. Someone might say "What at you p3rving at?" or "You only go to the beach to p3rv." I'll note that Fetish seems way too narrow if it refers to only clothing or objects. If I have an MPREG fetish or a cum fetish, there is no clothing or object involved, yet both are fetishes. The more clinical term, paraphilia, is much closer to how I think it should be scoped (source: Wikipedia): The wiki entry also brings up the arbitrary nature of what is considered atypical in this context. Worth a look.
  9. We have similar taste in this type of man. I'm always hoping there will be a big bush filling my crack as he enjoys my ass and fucks his potent seed into me. The feeling of his fur inside my hole. Grrrrr.
  10. I recommend stainless steel over any other materials. Ensure the fit is snug when you are completely soft. The tip of your nub should touch the end of the cage with no gap. An open design is better for cleaning and long term wear. Its also good if your master wants to tease you and watch you leak with frustration. Custom built is best, but you can find pre-made that might fit. This model is a Mature Metal Jailbird custom built for me. Good luck.
  11. I'd very much enjoy owning a submissive top and training him to be a breeding service utility.
  12. I think you've proved your hypothesis wrong based on your choice of comparison. Being called a Nazi has not lost it's punch even today, and even though the majority population of a nation were members of the Nazi Party it was never diluted. There are however, important differences to be called out. A person can perform an act that is racist and a person can be a racist. Within that world there is also conscious and unconscious racism (bias). It is possible to exhibit unconscious racism while consciously believing you are not racist. People born in the US have been born and raised into a racist system that is an artifact of it's history, it's politics, and it's culture. The same is true of many colonized countries, starting with the indigenous people, and extending to people kidnapped, sold, and transported as slaves. People living in the US are aware of the systemic racism to wildly varying degrees. I wasn't born in the US, but I was born into a country with it's own racism. And I've lived here long enough and learned enough history to see and sense the racism here. There is unconscious bias you soak up without even knowing it's happening. If you've never been attracted to a person of color, if you've never had sex with a person of color, and those people of color are part of your community, that requires some careful self-examination. I understand the concept of sexual selection, but even it doesn't provide an out or an explanation for why an individual might rule out an entire racial group (or groups) as sexual partners. Clearly it doesn't as we see interracial relationships all around us.
  13. Am I living on the wrong coast? I've been seeking long fucking breeders but they don't seem to be very common. I love a three hour fuck session with pullouts only to change position. Yes, I want and need to earn your load in my cunt, but it's so much more important to feel the breeder enjoying himself in you.
  14. That may be so, but from reading some of the "last load" recollections here there are enough that lie, obfuscate, or otherwise conceal their poz detectable status. While that's the case, we need to act as though everyone might be lying about their status and take steps to protect ourselves.
  15. My insurance company is paying for Descovy, so his sweeping generalization is just that. And there is a very important difference with Descovy. It has less of the medication that causes kidney and sometimes liver problems and as a result is much better tolerated by the general population and those with kidney or liver issues.
  16. I'm curious, what is it about Seattle Dad's presence that you connect to?
  17. Aren't bindings more effective when adding sex magic?
  18. You can't help but take that dick.
  19. Their bush is filling your mouth and their balls are on your chin.
  20. I don't think the OP is overly territorial, just trying to figure out whether there's a boundary here they care about. My experience of non-performative dominant breeders is that they like a variety of subs and bottoms to use and enjoy. I like a variety of dominants and tops to use and enjoy me as well, so in that the expectations are balanced. Now, that doesn't mean I don't feel envious of all the other boys he's fucking and pumping his seed into. But that understanding can be fuel to focus and become his best boy. It sounds like the OP needs to use his words and just get this out in the open. If this dom has other bitches he fucks, then you can have other doms and tops to bitch-fuck you without restriction. You need to find a balance you can live with because by their nature dominant breeders are going to want to use whoever they like.
  21. Once I'm fully sensitized, very light touches can make my whole body spasm.
  22. Yup, I'm a submissive bottom whose nipples are wired to my ass. The problem I've found is that the men who do like to play with my nipples are very timid about it, rarely getting to even 20% of what I can take. The right level of intensity in nipple play can turn me into a growling, primal animal on your dick. I'd love to find a guy willing to explore how he can control me and get my ass to spasm and contract on his dick using my nips.
  23. Generally, you're considered a minor if you are under 18, or under 21 if the discussion is about drinking alcohol. However, the age of consent in US states varies. While 18 is the age of consent in California where you are, it's as low as 16 in other US states (19 states/territories are at 16 years). It's definitely possible to be a minor (under 18) and over the age of consent in many US states.
  24. The wording is, at the very least, ambiguous. Making it explicit that "young" means 18-21 years old would have been much better. That it wasn't made that clear given the rules could be seen as leaning into intentional ambiguity. I find younger guys of *legal age* problematic. I'm naturally drawn to very clearly sexually mature men with significant secondary sexual characteristics. In part perhaps because the man who raped me as a 12 year old was in his 40s, athletic, and hairy, and definitely in part because the idea of having sex with someone who looks very young, regardless of their being of legal age, totally squicks me out.
  25. I can't find the open hours or rules on their website. Are they somewhere arcane?
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