PigBoyDallas

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The spa I go to has a big tub area with a fountain spray in the center and guys hang around it for JO and fucking. Speaking from experience the guys getting fucked usually have already been fucked and opened up before then, so its not so tricky, but if you haven't been fucked yet its damn near impossible as water isn't a good lubricant. Guys take it into the bathroom stalls or a shower, sometimes the sauna to get opened up and ready first. It was pretty much the same story at a pool party I was at recently. The guys who got fucked, myself included, had already been fucked so it wasn't so hard to take a cock while in the water.

I've had sex off and on with the BF of a bud for a while now. My bud doesn't know about it. It all started when I was out on the North Haven trail at night and I saw a hot guy sitting shirtless at one of the parking areas. I went in for a closer look and it was Eric, the BF of my bud. I was surprised and so we started chatting and then the awkward question came about what I was doing out on the trail and I answered saying "the same thing you're doing out here." He had no comeback, and honestly there's no reason why a young guy is hanging out by a trail shirtless other than looking. Eric and my bud don't live together and I said it was cool and that I wasn't going to tell my bud, that it was none of my business. He tried to pull the whole "I don't do this often" thing and said that they have an open relationship. We chatted for a bit and wound up getting in his car, taking it to a safe place and bred each other raw. He didn't have any condoms, so it's pretty clear he gives and takes other guys raw too...got no room to talk as I do that too. Also had a hookup with a white 20-something guy off of Grindr a while back...went to his place a few times, swapped loads raw, said he was single. Ran into him at a party with a bud of mine who isn't super-close but I know socially. They've been dating for two years so Grindr boy clearly cheats on my friend. I could tell he recognized me. He pulled me aside at one point and begged me not to tell his BF. I said it was cool and I wasn't going to. He did ask if I had the same number and said I did. Got a text from him the next day and we hooked up again and have off and on since then. Another strange one was the BF of a girl I've been friends with since Grade School. Her BF, Cody, always pinged with me as he's super friendly, very good looking, comfortable around gay guys, but not at all gay acting or sounding. Kind of like one of the other posts I ran into him at Paris, the ABS near me that has video booths. He was in a booth getting drilled raw by a hung Latino boy and once the Latino unloaded in him he drilled the Latino boy raw. As they were about to head for the door, I quick went back out into the hallway so I could catch him before I exited the booth. He looked startled when he saw me and I went inside the booth and closed the door. He knew he was busted and there was no way to explain it away. I told him it was cool and that I wasn't going to say anything and he could trust me as I were there just like he was, looking for the same thing. I was horny as fuck and really wanted to breed his ass but didn't want to be a dick and force him into it. So I was upfront and said I'd always found him very attractive and had the hots for him, but figured there was no chance anything would happen. He seemed less scared but I don't think he connected the dots yet (he's not the smartest guy frankly). I moved in close and told him I'd seen him and the other guy through the glory hole and that it was OK and I wasn't going to say anything adding that I was there to get off and asked if it would be weird if I jerked off in the room with him. He admitted he'd gotten what he wanted and was leaving. I said that was cool and that I'd just jerk off by myself or he could watch if he wanted or I could find another guy to hook up with. He said it would be weird to have sex with me but liked the idea of watching me doing it with another guy. So I went back out in the hallway and soon enough found this cute younger Latino guy who was looking. I told him my BF was in a booth and wanted to watch me fuck him. He was down for that and we went back in the booth and got down to it while Cody watched, me spit and stick the little boy raw and blasting my load inside him then taking him the same way. Cody had pulled his dick out and was jerking it while the boy was fucking me and stuffed his cock inside the boy while he was drilling me until they both got off. Once we were all done it was back to awkward silence and the kid dressed and headed back out into the hall. Clearly Cody likes Latino meat and has no problems going raw with other guys. He quickly dressed and said he needed to go and left without saying anything more to me. I've run into him at parties with his GF and he's acted like nothing happened. I don't have his number so I can't really find out more about what's going on. I'm pretty sure he has a Grindr profile as I see a guy on there who matches his description right down to a tattoo on his arm.

Totally 6 guys for five loads. Its all about the loads for me!

LOVE ginger guys here...any shade of red, love it when they have freckles and pale skin, especially blue eyes. They move to the head of the line with me!

Been noticing a lot of it too. Some mention they like my profile says I bareback or they ask if I'll take them raw, which I always say I will. I don't ask a lot of questions, all too glad to take their loads but yeah, guessing their GFs won't let them rawdog them. Most don't mention whether they're married, engaged, dating, or whatever but its obvious they're straight or bi. I've had more than a few saying it was so much easier with me than with a girl.

It was a quiet Monday and out of the blue I get a text message from a guy saying he knows my fuck bud Caleb and was I interested in hooking up. I asked for his stats and a pic and he sent me his dick pic and body/face. Nice sized uncut dick, thicker at the base taping to the head, and he's blonde, nice defined body, OK face. He says he can host and he wants to get off. I say I'm down and if he knows Caleb they've probably played and he almost certainly does raw like Caleb does. I say I can come over now and get his address. I don't ask his status and if he's looking to top, bottom, or flip as honestly I don't really care. I'd take his load anyhow and hope he's the same way, but I know guys his age and Caleb's don't ask a lot of questions and just go raw. I get to his home and he introduces himself as Chris and I'm struck by how tall his is and how deep is voice is. He has to be over 6 feet and meets me wearing just nylon shorts. He asks me if I want some water or anything and I say I'm good and follow him back to his bedroom. He closes and locks the door and I can see he's got the sheets on his bed pulled down and towel laid out and I kind of want to chuckle as white guys are all the same like that. He pulls his shorts down and I drop to my knees to suck his cock. He's shaved his pubes which is kind of weird but I know some guys do that and I'm loving the taste of his dick. I pull off my t-shirt and am eagerly sucking him and he tells me to slow down and then after a bit asks me if I want to suck him off or get fucked. I'm not lying when I say I want him to fuck me and he laughs lightly and says "right answer". I stand up and move over to the bed laying on my bed and he fumbles in the night stand and pulls out some lube and says he doesn't have any condoms and is it OK if we don't use them. I said it was cool and his face was pretty nonchalant like he expected the answer. He lifted my ankles up to his shoulders and started lubing up my ass and cock and sliding in me. Or trying to at least. I kind hate hooking up with younger guys as their technique isn't the greatest and his cock kept sliding out even though he had about 7 or so inches. As tall as he is he's kind of gangly and all legs and arms whereas I'm not. I finally asked if it would be easier if I was facedown and he laughed and said probably and so I flipped facedown even though I wanted to see his face and eyes and he came inside me. Now that I am facedown he's inside of me more easily and I'm struggling with how much it hurts when he shoves his cock balls deep in me as his girth at the base is straining my ass, but I'm also loving it. He's pounding away saying little, just groans and moans coming from him. He breathing is getting more labored and he says he's getting close. I tell him to cum inside me and not to pull out. I can hear him laugh saying he hoped I'd say that. Not long after I heard a loud groan and "oh fuck, oh fuck yeah" and could feel him unload inside me. His strokes faltered and got uneven and again I told him not to pull out. But his dick softened and I could feel it sliding out of me. He gasped when it finally slid out and he rolled on his back next to me saying it was his turn. I'd just assumed he was top looking for release but apparently he wanted to get fucked too. I rolled on my side and started jerking my cock hoping he wanted it the same way I just took it and wasn't going to ask questions. I already knew he didn't have condoms so wrapping wasn't going to happen. He's reaching down stroking my cock now looking in my eyes looking serious and tells me I can't tell Caleb that I fucked him. I tell him that's cool and that I won't, but inside I wonder what the story is. I'm getting seriously hard thinking of fantasies and dying to know. Clearly he doesn't want Caleb to know he bottomed so maybe he doesn't bottom for Caleb either. Or maybe he has a BF or BF. I'm ready to fuck now and ask him how he wants it and he admits he wants to be face down. Fine, not like I care, I'm putting my load in him. Chris is now face down and I'm lubing up his ass and my cock and soon enough sliding in him and finding his ass gives almost no resistance. Clearly he's either been fucked recently or a lot, maybe both, but he's moaning with delight telling me how good my dick feels inside him. Someone hesitant to get fucked would never say that. I tell tease him saying I bet he wants me dick and wants me to cum inside him. He's telling me what I like, how bad he wants to get fucked, how bad he wants it and wants my cum inside him. I'm making him beg for my load and he is and that I don't know his story is driving me crazy but makes me want to cum inside him all the more and soon I blast an intense load in him letting out a loud groan and he's in heaven telling me not to pull out, to pump my load deep inside him, and how hot my load feels. I'm still stroking and determined to pump another load inside him, telling him there's more where that came from asking him if he wants that second load. He's frantic now saying not to pull out and how bad he wants more of my cum. I'm wondering if he begs for Caleb's loads like this or if he takes loads from other random guys this way. Hell, he really hardly knows me, hasn't asked my status, all he knows is that I know Caleb. And he's keeping secrets about wanting to get fucked raw from someone, so it must be a BF or GF. Looking around his bedroom he's clearly athletic and into sports so I'm guessing a GF who can't know. A GF who won't put out and let him rawdog her, so he finds guys like Caleb and I he CAN rawdog, who want his loads. But she also can't give him what he wants, which is a cock up the ass and hot load of jizz as well. Cause he likes to take it the way he gives it: raw. I've worked myself up so much I blast another load inside Chris with a satisfied groan. I slide out and can see his ass is a cummy gaping mess. I roll on my back panting to catch my breath and Chris looks over at me and says "Damn dude, that was hot! I needed that!" He rolls on his back and I can see he's rock hard and I start stroking his cock which brings a smile to his face. He's throwing off a lot of precum and get up to straddle his cock and lower my ass down on it facing him and can see him smiling up at me as I start riding his cock. I'm not stopping until he pumps another load in me and I'm able to take him easier now even at the thick base. He's saying nothing as I do all the work, but can see as he's getting closer to cumming and can see his breathing changing. I've been jerking my cock trying to time me cumming right as he does and him cumming and feeling his load flood my ass gives me just what I need and I spray my load on his chest and face. He seems startled I've shot so much and so hard. I'm spend and lay down on his chest as he laughs and says what a mess I've made and that I should clean it up. I roll on my side and start wiping it off his chest and fingering it into his mouth. I finger quite a bit in and he eagerly eats it and eventually asks me if I need to shower. I say I do and he leads me into the bathroom and grabs some towels before getting in the shower with me. On the way there I see a few photos of him with the same girl and it strikes me maybe that's his GF. As we shower we're playing with each others dicks with both of us getting hard. He slides back in me teasing me more. He admitted he was glad I wanted to fuck him and he was hoping I would as he really wanted to get fucked. I laughed and said I'd thought he was all top and was surprised he wanted to get fucked. He laughed and said "Yeah, most guys do" and it was a slip up as now I knew he does have other guys fuck him and apparently quite a few if he would say that. I didn't know what to say so I gave an enthusiastic "hot" as a response and was tempted to ask more before quickly adding that any time he wanted to get fucked I was glad to do it. But I still wondered why I couldn't tell Caleb I fucked him and truly I had no ideas, but its hot that Caleb is sending guys his way. I asked if he and Caleb hook up with some of the same guys and he admitted "Oh yeah" a little more enthusiastically than I expected adding "quite a few". Caleb had admitted he fucked around a lot and it was hot knowing they probably did three ways or more, sending guys each other's way. I said that was cool. He asked if I hook up much and I jokingly said "not as much as I'd like" and left it at that. He laughed and said he guessed I did pretty good but didn't push further. Chris cut off the water and we toweled off and got out of the shower and I dressed. He thanked me for the fun and said now that I had his number to text me if I wanted to hook up. I said I would and that he should text me whenever he wanted it. He smirked and said he would and I have no doubts he will.

I don't think its immoral or whatever to ask to see a guy's test results before you fuck raw. A lot of guys will probably pass you up as other guys won't be so picky. And its not because they have something to hide...guys on Prep get tested regular and results are online and not easy to send or have personal information. If you do anonymous/confidential testing it doesn't have your name on it and it may be a few weeks/months old. How do you know if you've been exposed to HIV since then? I know a guy who's poz detectable who picks up anonymous results thrown in the trash so he has something to show guys to claim he's neg (he gets off on stealthing guys). I know some guys have wanted to do Oraquick tests before going raw and I get wanting to do that. Seems expensive, but I get it. I escort off and on and know other guys who do too and that's something that happens. Ultimately you take the chances even if you think the guy is on the level.

Depends on the fuck bud really. One lives next door to me, but I live with my parents and have to be careful they don't see what's going on, but we hook up several times a week. There's Subway Kyle who will text me a couple times a week for me to come by...sometimes to flip, sometimes just bottom, sometimes just top. There's cheating garage boy who likes it a couple times a week, usually get a text from him in the morning once his BF goes to work or at night once the BF has gone to sleep. I've got three neighborhood boys around 18/19 that I do it with pretty regular too, all Latino, all verse, all barebackers, get with all of them at least once a week but usually more. There's a few other guys where its maybe once a week or every other week, it just depends.

Anonymous. I get bored with the same guy.

Spit, precum, or even hotter if their ass already has a load in it. Failing that, lube.

I go commando. Like having my ass and cock ready to go!

Wish that would happen with all the guys who want to wrap to fuck me

Never been to a gay bathhouse as I know guys there are picky as hell and probably not interested in me. I seem to have better luck at adult book stores, parks, the gym, and the one Korean spa in town that's not gay. It seems like guys in those places are more serious about wanting to hook up and jump to it. I think that with "gay spaces" guys tend to be picky and waiting for "the perfect guy" forgetting that the "perfect" is the enemy of the good or right now. But then again I'm a fuckslut and if a guy is fairly attractive and I'd do him, I do him. I don't have time to waste and I make my move. It probably helps if you go to something like CumUnion or an intentional sex party sort of thing as guys are there with the intention of fucking. A dealer in our neighborhood has a weekly Friday night thing he offers for guys at at house, guys pay a door fee, go into the spaces to hook up and get down to it. It's nothing fancy...honestly its pretty raunchy...and fuck like animals. It's hot. Are there guys off to the side holding out for something better? Yeah. But most guys are on the mattresses fucking and getting fucked like the pigs they are. Some of the guys holding out are the "pretty boys" who feel they can do better and pass up guys coming on to them. But most everyone is getting nasty on the mattresses. And honestly, there's nothing you can do to change others...but what you CAN change is your perception. Hook ups are a numbers game. Not everyone is going to say yes. You have to run through a few guys to get to yes. Just run through more guys and you'll get to yes.

I don't even bother watching porn where guys use condoms unless they eventually ditch the condom and go to bareback or the condom breaks/gets torn. I feel the same way about guys pulling out to cum...what a waste! I wanna see the guy cum inside the guy's ass knowing he took the seed and got bred. Love raunchy talk and hearing guys beg for the load, hearing the top groan knowing that they've shot deep inside the bottom's hole.

I fucking LOVE Kaden Alexander and would love to take his big thick cock and his loads. I love this video where he's breeding Kaden Porter raw and cums inside his ass at around the 17:10 mark. Porter must have loved it too as he shoots a big load jacking off. [think before following links] https://www.peekvids.com/v/kaden-alexander-kaden-porter-guys-fuck-without-a-condom/GvFn1L8jQIo

LOVED Johannes Lars...would GLADLY breed him only I would NOT pull out to cum. Sad that none of them let the guys cum inside them.

Most guys now do Chaturbate, OnlyFans, and other online stuff instead to generate interest and drive people to their own websites. That way they get paid direct and its fairly steady revenue if you know how to work it. I know some guys who did porn before it dried up and died are on there like Johnny Stone, Ethan Steele, and quite a few others. They're still in good shape and have followers. I have buds who do it and I've done it too but didn't stick with it...honestly it takes a lot of effort and work to make it pay off. But the old days of porn studios are pretty much gone along with DVDs and VHS tapes. I mean, they are still around but its not like days when people would go and rent DVDs or buy them. It all went online. Its like that for music too...easier to go direct to the public, make more money that way. The guys I know who do the whole Chaterbate/Only Fans stuff do OK...you're not going to get rich doing it, but it helps pay bills, sometimes you get guys who tip nicely, want private shows, or something more.

Never dated for a number of reasons and don't know that I would, but perhaps if it is the right guy and he accepts me as I am. I find cheaters super hot and wanna hook up with them bad. I love the bad boys who are breaking the rules and fucking their loads into someone other than their BF, wife or GF, or taking loads without their other half knowing. Open relationships are cool too...I know in a lot of cases its a don't ask/don't tell thing but ones where I can make it a three way are hot too. Have a few open couples I play with together and apart and that's hot

I would strongly suggest finding a therapist to talk to about this. Sexuality is a scale and few guys are all straight or all gay, most are in the middle somewhere. Sexuality is also fluid. You may not have been attracted to guys before but now are, nothing wrong there. Also, please consider this. You are grappling with insecurities and doubts. You look at Tom and see a confident self-assured man. You wish you could be him. Perhaps you'd like him to be your protector or maybe a father figure of sorts, perhaps a mentor. We often confuse these feelings with sexual attraction but the truth is it gets blurry and confused. Being a father is challenging and confusing as well as frustrating. Perhaps you're feeling inadequate or not up to the task of being a father and a husband. That's understandable. We all have feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt. Talking this over with a therapist will likely help sort things. But some of the behavior you describe is a bit unusual and odd quite frankly, bordering on obsessive. I don't say that to judge, but thats indicative that you need some help.

The heat is still pretty bad here in Dallas so there's more guys on apps rather than out on the trails and I got messaged by this skinny white guy this morning. Slender smooth body, 20, about 6' tall, long lanky dirty blonde hair, long slender uncut cock, so-so looking face looking to fuck and get fucked back home for the summer from UT. Yep, he certainly looks UT, probably smokes a lot of weed, hooks up with guys from bars, goes to Hippy Hollow to sunbathe nude, maybe hook up with guys and go into the woods to fuck. Looking at his pics its clear he sunbathes nude so he fits the type. He's upfront about wanting it raw and as his profile says he's neg I say I'm down to take his load and give him mine. He can host once his parents go to work and so I shower and head over at the time he said, texting once I get there. He messaged back it was cool to come in and so I did. He greeted me at the door wearing nothing but a pair of nylon shorts and I was struck by how deep his voice was and that he had a slight drawl. He smelled like weed and asked me if I wanted to smoke a quick bowl or if I just wanted to get down to it. I said I'd be down for a bowl and he said to hang out for a second as we went back to his room to grab his stuff. As he did I was looking around at the house and could see pictures of what was likely him in high school and it was kind of surprising as he was pretty clean cut with short hair. UT Austin will do that to you. He came back and we headed out on patio to smoke. As we smoked we chatted a bit. He'd already been upfront that he's not looking to date as he heads back to school in August and is just looking for fun with guys and maybe a regular thing. He was upfront about getting with other guys and I'd said that wasn't a problem, not pressing for more details, and he chuckled at that saying he guessed I got with other guys too. I didn't lie and said I did and he chuckled again saying he was glad I was honest and that so many guys online were uptight about that or slut shamed, especially because he wanted it raw. He was worried he wouldn't have luck back in Dallas with guys and that it was much more laid back and fun in Austin. I told him how jealous I was as Dallas felt the same to me. He joked that he was doing OK in Dallas with a smirk and I teased saying he must be getting plenty and he pretty admitted he was. We paused at times to shotgun back and forth and soon we stopped smoking and were kissing more. He'd laid back and I was on top of him grinding my hard cock on him as we kissed. I'm sure he was aching to take my seed as much as I wanted to take his and he was a surprisingly good kisser. He's hard too and we're both starting to sweat and he suggests we should go inside. We're both rock hard as we head into the house and I notice he has a massive wet spot in the front of his shorts so clearly he's precumming pretty hard. As we head into his bedroom he pulls off his shorts and I can see his cock is absolutely covered in precum, so much that it looks like he shot his load and a thick rope of cum is slowly stretching down to the floor. He loops a big gob of it with his hand and puts it up to my mouth and I eagerly lick it off his hand, enjoying how tasty his cum is. I quickly pull off my clothes and get on his bed and he tells me to go face down and I can feel him smearing his precum on my ass and teasing my hole with his cock head as he fingers his precum in my hole add his spit to the mix. He's slowly sliding his cock in me and as I've been fucked recently I'm not exactly giving much resistance. He's balls deep in me pretty quickly and I'm loving how deep his cock is inside me as he's kissing and nibbling the back of my neck telling me how nice my ass feels. He must be throwing off a lot of precum as he's gliding inside me easily as he's caressing my body and telling me softly how much he wants to cum inside me. I'm telling him how bad I want his load and not long after I can feel him blasting it inside me. He's panting and his breath slows as he keeps kissing my neck telling me how hot a fuck I was. He slides out of me and rolls me on back and asks me if I like to rim guys. I say I'm not really into that, so he asks me to finger his ass while he gives me a blowjob and swings around so he can suck me and his ass is close so I can finger it. He's giving me a great blow job and I have to tell him a number of times to slow his roll as I'm really close to cumming and finally he switches around to straddle my cock and starts working up my cock and his ass with his spit, slowly lowering his ass down on my cock. I'm having a flashback to Caleb, the twink that rode me the same way a few days ago and know that I get way too excited and cum quickly when a guy rides my cock, but I know I can easily pop a second load in this guy and that he's also clearly not a first time and not going to freak. I'm balls deep in him quickly and he's very verbal riding my cock, saying he loves how thick my cock is, how bad he wants my load, and for me not to pull out. I'm egging him on, telling him to beg for my dick and cum, to tell me he wants to get bred like a slut and he does as he's told, calling himself a dirty slut, a cum pig, and a cum dumpster. I was kind of shocked that he went there, but I guess maybe that's how verbal he likes to get. I'm guessing he's all of those things too, probably hooking up with random guys all the time in Austin and letting them breed him raw, no questions asked. He's loving it and I give him the load he wants so bad. He's been frantically jerking his cock and tells me he's about to cum and gets off my dick and spreads my legs, shoving his cock inside me again. He lifts my legs up over his shoulders as he's pounding me balls deep and pulling out almost all the way, drilling me hard. I'm loving it and soon feel him blast another load deep inside me with a loud groan. He's panting and sweating like crazy and slides out of my collapsing on top me, kissing me as he does, thanking me for giving him what he wanted. I almost want to laugh as I got two loads off of him and more than anything I was wanting to get fucked. That I got to load his ass was the icing on the cake. We keep kissing and he tells me he'd like this to be a regular thing if I'm cool with it. I tell him that would be cool but he admits he can only host while his parents are at work. I tell him I live at home with my parents but can do car play or outdoors if he's down. He says he is and that he normally sneaks out of his house to hook up with guys once his parents go to bed at night, which confirms him being a slut like me. I laugh and tell him I do the same thing and he playfully slaps me and says we're too much alike. He tells me he's glad that I don't mind he plays around and I laugh saying its not like we're dating and I've got no room to talk as I play around too. He laughs at that saying that's why he likes me and adds he likes to keep it no strings and light and easy. I say I do too and I kind of don't know where to go after all this. Part of me wants to hang with him and maybe fuck him again, but I don't want to be too clingy. Part of me wants to shower, but mostly I want to have his smell on me and his cum inside me for as long as I can. Finally I tell him I want to fuck him again and he obediantly drops down to suck me hard. Once hard he straddles me again, this time no spit, just his sloppy cummy ass taking my raw cock. He's right to the nasty talk telling me to cum in his his slutty ass and how bad he wants my cum. As he's riding me I'm enjoying him stroking his long cock, wishing he had another load to drill in me, but also guessing as soon as I left he was going to line up another guy to come over and breed him raw. He has all day and nothing to do and I'm guessing that with his body he'd have no shortage of guys wanting to load his ass, especially knowing he takes it bareback. I'm guessing by the end of the day he'll probably have hooked up with another 2 or 3 guys and begged for their seed as they breed him too. Maybe do like I do and go to the gym and find guys to breed him in the shower. Or hang out at the trail hoping to find a guy and maybe go somewhere and park, riding his dick raw and letting him cum in his ass too. He's all too eager a slut like me and I've worked myself up and blast another load deep in his guts as he's screaming for me to cum inside him. I'm thinking of the clean cut image of him in the p‏e in the living room and clearly he is not his parents clean-cut young boy anymore. He is a dirty cum whore who loves having random guys come by to load his ass raw. Once we're done he asks me if I want to shower and I say I'm good. Honestly, I want all of his sweat, cum, and funk on me for as long as I can. I slip my clothes back on and thank him for the fun. He walks me to the door naked and asks what I'm up to later. I say I have no plans and to message me but that it'd be hot to hook up again. He agreed with that and gave me a deep kiss before I headed out. Clearly he's going to have a lot of fun before he heads back to school.

Seems to be the opposite for me. Most guys want to switch to SC almost right away to get RT pics of me to know I'm for real. I hate doing that as SC has always been for friends, so set up a separate account for hookups. Once most guys see my pics and feel comfortable it gets down to hooking up quickly. I do get some "photo collector" types who want to chat and get photos but I cut things off quickly. I guess I'm kinda mercenary, I want to get down to fucking pretty quick and if they want to chat too much I move on. That said, I have chatted with some pretty cool guys on some of the apps. Have one 20 something guy who just moved here from rural Texas that I've met with a number of times and am seriously considering dating and two couples who are a lot of fun. Sometimes chat is cool and OK. It just depends on what I want TBH.

Its been hot as shit here in Dallas and when Caleb, a fuck bud, offered me the opportunity to come swim in the pool at his place I took him up on it. Caleb's one of the cute Anglo boys I've been messing around with who just graduated high school and has nothing to do while his parents are at work. He didn't get a summer job and instead is doing whatever he wants all day long. Sometimes that's me coming over to get fucked and I'm down. He's been all top with me, not that I mind as he's really hot and has a nice sized dick. I have no idea whether he's gay, straight, or bi, and honestly don't care. That he's fucking me probably means he's at least bi, maybe gay. He's never mentioned a girlfriend, or for that matter a boyfriend, so hard to know. He did admit he's been with guys from school before and its clear from fucking me that he's probably been fucking some of them too. But he's never asked me to fuck him and I pretty much just let him take the lead. I got to his house already wearing my swimsuit and before we're even out to the pool he's pulled me into his bedroom and fucked a load into me. We shower off after together and he made fun of me for wearing a bathing suit saying he had no plan on wearing one and that I shouldn't either. I have a raging hard on as he didn't get me off when we fucked and I could only guess maybe he was planning to play in the pool. We grabbed some towels and headed out to the pool naked and jumped in. I was kind of worried that they might have cameras out in the back by the pool and he laughed saying he'd turned them off and does that when he swims as he likes to go naked. He admitted he preferred to swim naked and we were messing around in the water, kissing and playing with each others dicks. It was nice to be in some reasonably cool water as it's into the 90s here and a heat index over 100. At one point we stopped messing around and he started kissing me, deeply and intensely as he was stroking my cock and I was stroking his. It seemed like we were about to do more and honestly, I was down for him fucking me in the pool. I'd done that before at Spring Break and it was pretty hot. Caleb suggested getting out of the pool and laying in the sun a bit and as I did he said he needed to go in the house for a moment and said he'd be right back. He came back with two beers and his bottle of lube. It was a little early for having a beer but I didn't care and as for fucking outside I'm always down. He handed me a beer and we clinked our bottles and he smiled at me and we laid back on our chairs sunning ourselves. He was quiet for a while then said he had a confession to make. He'd been at a party a week before and hooked up with a guy who wanted to fuck him. Caleb admitted he'd never been fucked before but was curious but kind of scared as he didn't really know the guy. He'd gone to his place and messed around and wanted the guy to fuck him, but found it was too painful and he was kind of scared as he didn't really know the guy and admitted he isn't on Prep. The guy wound up cumming on Caleb's ass and fingering his load inside Caleb, but Caleb admitted he didn't enjoy that. He admitted he wanted to get fucked but didn't want it like that. I asked what he meant and he said not with a stranger, but with someone he knew and trusted, someone who would be gentle and take it easy. I said I understood and that was how my first time was. He laughed and said he knew that I would get him and understand. And I got what he meant. He wanted me to fuck him and be his first. And now I got why he brought the lube out with him. I was kind of amazed this hot boy wanted his first time outdoors and was kind of shocked as he admitted to not being on Prep. That he didn't bring any condoms with it was clear he wanted it raw too. I pushed our chairs together and got back on, leaning in to him and started kissing him, shifting my body so that I was pressed up against him and he could feel my hard cock grinding on him. He was saying nothing and neither was I, I didn't want to disrupt what was going on. He paused for a moment to look in my eyes and said that he wanted me to fuck him, wanted me to be the first guy to fuck him, and that he trusted me and wanted it from me. I hardly knew what to say. I was flattered but wanted to breed him bad I could scream. Caleb laughed and leaned back and I realized it was to grab the lube from beside his chair and hand it to me. "What would be easiest" he asked me and it seemed he genuinely didn't know how he wanted this to go down. I said it would probably be easiest for him to ride my dick so he could control how much entered him and what felt good. I laid my chair flat and rolled on my back and he lubed up my dick and started doing the same to his ass facing me with a look of fear on his face. He slowly lowered his ass down on my cock and I was fighting every urge to orgasm just looking at him. This was truly a fantasy coming to life and I was hoping he wasn't wanting his first time to "special" like some of the first-timer's I've been with. I could tell from his face it was a mix of pleasant and scary feelings that he enjoyed but which hurt. I remembered my first time and how I felt and started telling Caleb that it was cool, he was doing great, and asking if it hurt and also felt good. He admitted both were true and I told him to keep going. I was almost balls deep inside his ass and struggling desperately not to cum. Once I was all the way inside him I told him again he was doing good and to slowly start riding my dick. He did as he was told and I could feel my whole body shudder and I knew I was going to cum. Caleb looked stunned at what was happening and his eyes opened wide asking me if I'd cum. I said I did and apologized saying I'd gotten way too excited. He was still riding me gasping for breath and I noticed tears were slowly streaming from his eyes. I asked if he was OK and he said was, but didn't know what to expect but it was so different. I leaned up to pull him towards me and he collapsed on top of me, my cock softening and slowly slipping out of his ass. I always feel bad with first timers as they have expectations that never match reality. Probably no one could have given Caleb what he wanted or expected, but maybe his first time wasn't so bad. He wasn't saying anything and honestly I was scared to ask questions, but he pulled me closer and tighter and thanked me. Honestly, I liked having his weight on top of me. I didn't feel at all guilty that I was the first guy to breed his ass. I'd wanted to from the first time we met. I'm glad my seed is deep inside him. I hope its all he can think about. But I'm not an asshole. Caleb isn't some "thing". I do like him and if he wanted to date I would be down for it. But I'm probably just some piece of ass to him, to use, fuck, and breed. We live in very different worlds. Caleb slowly seemed to recover and kissed me, thanking me, and it seemed genuine. He said we should get back in the pool and we did, even though we were slick with sweat, cum, and lube. We were swimming around again but not as close as before. But we drifted together again and he pulled me in to him and turned me to face the wall of the pool. I could feel him enter my ass and was eagerly begging for him to fuck me and cum inside me. He was on fire and pounding me hard, but saying nothing. I didn't care as I wanted his load in me and loved that we were doing it in the pool, out in the open. He blasted his load in me and said we should go inside, and we grabbed up the empty beer bottles, lube, and towels and headed back to his room. Once there we headed to the shower to wash up, kissing deeply and intensely as we did. I apologized for getting too excited and cumming too quickly and said we could do it again. I regretted it almost immediately. He was apologetic, saying he was kind of freaked out but really enjoyed it and wanted to do it again. More than anything I wanted to fuck him there in the shower or go back to his bed and breed him again, but I knew that was just too much. I pulled him in and was kissing him, saying how hot he was and asking him if he was OK. He said he was OK but admitted he needed some time to process it all. I said I understood and admitted I felt bad as I didn't want him to be wierded out or hate me because of what we did. He said he didn't blame me and admitted he wanted it and knew what he was doing. I told him I cared about him but was only going to leave if I knew he was OK. He said he was and I left without saying more. Sometimes first times go great and sometimes you never know what went wrong. I feel like this is one that just went wrong.

I have since then. Usually he messages me at night once his BF has gone to bed. Meet up in the garage to swap loads. It’s hot as he has his BFs load in him already and I’m churning it deeper into his ass along with mine. He loves it because his BF will have no idea another guy has added his load to him. He’ll breed me too and make me lick his cock clean after. Sunday night he was hanging out in the garage as I was leaving as he had another coming over to breed him so clearly he’s getting a lot of action in the garage.

Haha...not a whole lot to tell. He's a jock, just recently graduated the Catholic High School near here...hit me up some months back after school looking for sex on Kik. Blonde, smooth, shaggy hair, big nipples, nice thick uncut cock, good looking, super friendly and chill. He hosted me, said he'd done stuff with buds including "butt stuff" as he called it and he realized he liked it a LOT and wanted it more often than he could get it from his buds. He didn't mention bare, just got me hard, straddled my cock and lowered his down on it to ride me raw first time. Was hot as he was really into it and super verbal, looking in my eyes saying how bad he wanted it, kissed me, and everything. I was hoping he wanted to fuck me but he isn't into fucking guys, just wants to get fucked, which hey, cool by me. He admits he has other guys fucking him too, prefers regular buds doing him, but yeah, apparently jock boy loves getting it in the ass raw.