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bibearbtm

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  1. If you aren't hooking up that often, PrEP on demand may be an option. You aren't taking many Truvada pills to affect your kidneys I would think. Of course, I'm not a dr.
  2. I started having sex with men in the later 80's, so I always used condoms and was mainly a bottom. I did meet up once with a guy for piss play. He wanted me to piss up his ass, so I did. The whole scene was a turn-on so I got hard and fucked and came in him. I felt a bit guilty after that and returned to condoms only. I found a bareback website in the mid-90s and was turned on by guys having BB sex. I had to try it, so found a hot bear guy to fuck and breed me. He and his partner owned a bear porn production company. He bred me 4 times in total over a few months. I was hooked and started using condoms less and less, but tried to sero-sort hookups. The bear moved to NY so I didn't see him for a number of years. He was back in CA visiting family and we hooked up. He was poz undetectable by then and said he had tested poz soon after our earlier encounters, so may have been poz when he was breeding me. That was a rush! We had a hot flip fuck session and bred each other. I started PrEP in 2014 until the pandemic, and haven't been on PrEP since. I still only fuck bare.
  3. At 11, I started getting mounted by man's best friend (please don't ban me - just stating a fact!). I found that I really loved getting fucked and was a bit obsessed with it. I did it every chance I got until I went off to college at 17. It never occurred to me to get fucked by a man until around age 23 because I was attracted to girls. I often wonder what would have happened if I had access to men to fuck me at an early age. I likely would have been a total slut. Would I have ever gotten married and had kids (I'm very hetero-romantic, but bisexual when it comes to sex)? Would the urge to bend over for men overcome any desire for a romantic relationship with a woman?
  4. Unfortunately, the first time was with condoms. I found I was turned on by gay porn so eventually wanted to try anal. This was around 1990. I don't recall where I found him, maybe one of the old usenet groups, but he was also a bi married guy looking for his first time. We rented a motel room and flip fucked each other, but wore condoms. Obviously, we didn't need them since we were both gay virgins, but that was the scary AIDs era. I enjoyed the bottom role much better. The second fuck was a hot older, well experienced, gay guy with a good sized cock. He also wore a condom, but it came off sometime in my ass. I'm not sure if he came in my ass, or the condom, which came off when he pulled out. In any case, I was a bit freaked out. I didn't try bareback until around 1995 or so. Once I did, I rarely fucked with condoms. I refused condoms altogether around 2014 when PrEP came about. I'm not on PrEP now, and still refuse condoms.
  5. I was around 21 in college. This would be in the mid-80s. I had a long term girlfriend who later became my wife. I befriended a gay man my age through our mutual interest in European sports cars. One day I thought I'd check out the only ABS in this college town. I looked at some gay porno mags to see what turned my gay friend on. I found I was turned on. I had never thought about sex with guys before although I did like putting things in my ass starting around 11. I bought a gay magazine and a straight magazine. I jacked off many times to that gay magazine. After college, I moved to the SF bay area for work and would rent gay videos at an ABS when my GF wasn't around. I had my first gay experience soon after with another married guy. It was both of our first time, but, unfortunately, we both wore condoms. A few years later, around 1991, I took my first load and had a hard time using condoms after that.
  6. I was 11. I don't want to go into details as that may violate the rules, but I was at my grandma's house. She had two male pets, one small and one large. I'm not sure what made me think of this, but I was lying in my grandma's bed in such a way that I could see down the hall. I let the smaller pet lick me. It felt great but soon I felt like I was going to pee and I couldn't stop it, so I ran into the bathroom and shot my first load into the toilet. I'm trying to keep this factual and not erotic in the hopes I don't get an infraction!
  7. Maybe not disgusting, but I did end up filthy. My wife was away but I didn't want to host. A guy with a BBC who had bred me before wanted to meet up. We met nearby at a Taco Bell and decided to find a place in the industrial area nearby. This was at night, so all the businesses were closed. We parked behind a building and went behind a dumpster. I pulled my pants down, bent over, and he eased his big cock in my ass. Just when it was feeling good, we saw headlights coming down behind the building, most likely security. We got in the car and left. We drove around and found a construction site that was empty. They were renovating a building. While we couldn't get into the building, there was a block of concrete outside that was the perfect height for me to lay back on and have him fuck me missionary. He was back in me in no time and fucking me good and hard. After about 10 minutes, he shot a huge load in my ass. When I got home, I was covered in dust and dirt, but it was worth it.
  8. I think many guys can separate their emotional sexual orientation from their physical. I am 100% straight when it comes to love. I am not attracted to men in a romantic sense at all. But I am definitely bi when it comes to sex. Perhaps the guy mentioned in the first post identifies as 100% straight when it comes to emotional attachment.
  9. Yes im here a lot in warmer weather.
  10. It’s been a few months since I’ve been fucked. Im a member of a clothing optional resort. It’s mostly hetero but more and more gay guys are coming. I came out here as it’s finally over 80. I have a trailer I keep here, so I pulled it out to camp for a few days. Didn’t expect any action as most people come on weekends. I’m also usually here with my wife but she stayed home. I get set up and look on the apps and found two HOT guys on sniffles that are here. One I’ve chatted with before but never hooked up. I started chatting with him and mentioned that I’m around if he wants to go for a ride. As he was about to leave, he said he’d stop by and fuck me and his buddy, the other hot guy on sniffles, would watch. They come into my trailer and I got down on my knees to suck them hard. The guy I’ve been chatting with has a thick 8” cock and his buddy is average thick and about 7”. He lubes me up and has me bent over the table and shoves his big cock in my ass. I haven’t had a cock in my ass in a few months so it hurt a bit. He goes beast mode on my ass while his buddy watches and jacks his cock. After about 10 minutes, he blows a big load up my ass. He pulls out and his buddy shoves his cock in, unexpectedly, and pumps me for about 30 seconds and blows his big load up my ass. They towel off and head out. Now I’m sitting here with cum oozing out of my gaping ass onto the towel I’m sitting on.
  11. I was fucked once by a hung coworker with a big piercing. It was hot but I felt some pain when he went deep. I don’t know if it was the PA or not. I occasionally just feel some discomfort at times. I’d definitely love to take another PA again to see how it goes.
  12. Maybe not quite the same, but I was fucked and bred while on a zoom call for work, but my camera and mic were off. It was still hot bending over for an anon guy who was pounding me while folks were blathering on about some work related stuff.
  13. @Tommy Tank's stories never fail to get me so horned up! I've jacked off so many loads to this story.
  14. I still use Vaseline to jack off, and to pre-lube my hole. Sometimes I use coconut oil, which may be a better option for those who like to rim and felch but don't like the vaseline taste.
  15. I started man on man sex in the late ‘80’s when I was in my mid 20’s and recently married to a woman. It was condom only for many years. In the mid 90’s, I discovered a bareback story website (I forget the name now) and found it a huge turn on. So was bareback porn. I got to where the porn had to be bareback or I couldn’t get off. Using the website barebackcity.com, I hooked up with a hot bear for the purposes of getting fucked raw and bred. I was immediately hooked. We hooked up a few more times after that but I started to get fucked raw more than wrapped with other guys. I hooked up with this hot bear years later and he told me he found out he was poz around the time he was breeding me. He had a hot flip fuck session, bare of course. I continued to mostly fuck BB until I got on prep in 2014. Luckily, I never got HIV before then. Now I only fuck bare. I stopped prep during the pandemic and haven’t bothered to get back on it.
  16. I had a guy once fuck me with a piercing. He had a big dick. I'm not sure if it was his piercing or I was just sore inside (which occasionally happens), but when he went in deep, it was a bit painful. Luckily, he didn't take too long to pump his big load up my ass. I'd love to take another PA and see if the pain is still there.
  17. I started off getting fucked with a condom, but was finding bareback porn a huge turn on. This was around the mid 90s. I really wanted to try to get fucked raw and take the tops cum up my ass. I think I used a site called barebackcity.com to find a local BB top. Him and his partner owned a bear porn company. He was a super hot hairy bear, maybe a few years older than me at the time (I was ~30). His cock was a thick 7" or so. After the usual foreplay, he lubed me up and stuck his raw dick in me. It felt SO good knowing he was raw. He fucked me for about 15 minutes and announced he was going to cum in my ass. That was such a turn on. He fucked and bred me two more times after that before moving away. We crossed paths about 20 years later and hooked up. We had a hot flip fuck session and swapped loads. I learned he was Poz undetectable. He's not sure when he got pozzed but he may have been when he bred my ass years earlier. That was so fucking hot thinking about that. After my initial BB encounters, I started taking it raw about 50% of the time, slowly working to 100% in a couple of years.
  18. Wow - I had forgotten about that! I used to love to look at the JC Penney catalog, usually at girls and women's bras and panty section, but I did like looking at the bulges in the men's underwear section, too. I didn't think much of it at the time, but it's making sense now. 🙂
  19. Mine came in my 20's. I'm not really attracted to men and never thought of gay sex. My best friend came out to me and I was fine with it. One evening when I was alone, I went to the local ABS and rented a couple of gay videotapes out of curiosity. I became incredibly turned on. I had already played with putting things in my ass since I was a teen, and now wanted the real thing. I eventually found another married guy on one of the old net news local groups (this was before the WWW) and we rented a hotel and flip fucked with condoms. It was both our first times, but it was hot. I was off to the races after that. This would be in the late 80's. I eventually tried bare in the mid-90's and haven't used a condom since.
  20. I finally got bred last Friday after an 8 month dry spell. My wife and I moved to a new town and she no longer works, and I work from home, so it's been difficult to get away to hook up. Last Friday, she went to visit a friend for the afternoon, so I cleaned up and got on all the hook-up apps. I found one guy who wasn't a flake and he agreed to a quick pump and dump in my garage. He shows up and parks and walks into the side door to the garage. He was a cute latino chubby guy with a decent sized uncut cock. I drop to my knees and start sucking him hard. I turn around and bend over the work bench. He shoves his cock up my ass and fucks me for a good 10 minutes. It felt so good having a raw cock up my ass as it's been too long. He finally picks up the pace and slams in me hard and unloads. I clean him off and he's on his way out. Right at this time, my wife calls and asks who is at the house? Apparently, my neighbor wasn't sure anyone was home and texted me and my wife about a stranger at the house. My wife was furious when she got home as she knew what the guy was there for. I gave her a lame excuse but she didn't buy it. She has since calmed down. Looks like I won't be hosting again.
  21. I always had crushes on girls and women and never felt that way about guys. I still don't. I was a horny kid, though. Through a set of circumstances I can't mention here, I found that I loved having things in my hole at age 11. In college, I became good friends with a fellow car guy and he eventually came out to me. I didn't think anything of it as it wasn't any big deal to me. I think that planted a seed in my brain as when I went into a porn store, I picked up some gay porn mags out of curiosity, and found I was very turned on. It wasn't until after college when I was married that I tried sex (with a condom) with another married guy. That started my down low hook ups, in which I eventually dropped the condoms. Both my ex-wife and my current GF know that I like sex with guys on occasion, but not how much! Given my experience as a teen (that I can't mention here), it should have been obvious that I would have liked to have been fucked by guys, but it never entered my thoughts until my friend came out to me. I sure wish it had and wonder what my life would have been like if, like many here, I hooked up with men as a teen.
  22. I've had a some success with sniffies. I've had about 5 different guys over for a quick pump and dump in my shed when my wife is away. Being an older chubby guy, I don't appeal to that many on sniffies (or grindr), unfortunately. My last success was a couple of weeks ago at a nudist resort I frequent. It's mostly straight but some gay guys, and closeted married guys are there. I'm usually with my wife so hooking up is not very common, but I was there without her this time. I found another married guy - big bear of a man, who had only fucked once before and wanted to try it again. He came over to my trailer and I sucked him hard. He was about 7in. He slowly pushed into my hole and fucked me for about 3 minutes before shooting a big load up my ass. We didn't manage to hook up again before our wives arrived.
  23. I agree. I insisted on condoms for many years. About 20 years ago, I decided to try taking a guy BB. That was it. I rarely got fucked with a condom after that. Being married, it was a bit stressful, but I couldn't stop. It is addicting taking a stranger's raw dick and especially their cum up my ass. I didn't do it very often, maybe once every couple of months, and mainly through hookup apps/sites, but I couldn't stop. Luckily, I never got pozzed before PreP became available.
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