How Old Were You When You Took Your First Load?

[SissyKink]

I wasn't molested by a grown man, but I was groped several times by 3 boys when I was really young. One of them even told me he'd get me pregnant lol. I also almost got penetrated by a friend after teasing him and 2 cousins would take my pants and shirt off and rub my legs and waist. Given all that plus wearing my mom's dresses and heels at night, it was pretty much clear where I could be headed. Its amazing how femininity can be pointed out by masculine boys at that age. 

I'm pretty certain that early experiences whether it'd be molestation by adult or same age males, and other experiences, makes having sex with men easier and the feeling of being in "her" position is more natural. Being molested, touched inappropriately etc etc is like a calling card for bottoms. So for any guys fantasizing about m4m sex and think it'd be soo fun to be a bottom, it'll be harder for you to let men penetrate you and stick cock in your mouth, if you didn't have these things done to you.

[RobertXX]

When I was a little kid no one worried that something could happen to you. Back than adults felt safe leaving you with adult strangers, they where more afraid of you doing something bad like breaking windows if you where with other kids.

Where I lived among kids we did knew there where a bunch of weird adults and adolescent who would try to get you in their cars, or in the public toilets and so unless you wanted free candy in exchange for something you had to stay away. I think some of the adults knew but maybe they did not think it was such a dangerous thing. My parents where in the middle of a divorce so I was often handled to my older brother who would be more interested in chicks and drinking beer than looking after me. Eventually one day while I was alone playing with plastic dinosaurs in the dirt this group of 3 guys ranging from 14 to probably 40 the oldest came by and started talking bout dinosaurs. I guessed it was cool they wanted to talk to me and after asking me if I was alone they asked me if i wanted to see their dinosaur collection at home of one of them. Fun thing was they actually have dinosaurs toys. Obviously it ended up with me doing all sorts of things with them and to them. I did not feel threatened, mostly just amused on how my body could feel and how it made me feel generous doing things to another man. They would pick me up or use me in the public toilets, at times took pictures with a polaroid. One day I was playing with my friend and they came and eventually picked him up as well. I was bit jealous because he got more attention that time but eventually I got to join them as well. I started playing with my friend at he's and my house and after a while we just stopped wanting to go with those people, we felt we had enough going with each other. Eventually I grew older and started going to the public toilets looking for cocks and noticed I would take pleasure feeding my cock to other guys, I realized I liked topping older guys. I feel that what happened was normal back than, lots of friends passed  by those guys hands and no one seemed too traumatized apart from the enhanced sexual apetite. Obviously we all know now that was wrong and it would forever change our sexual life turning most of us in submissives  bottoms I guess.

[Guest FatSnuffPig]

I was at 5 and at 11.

But obviously was not considered worthy of more than just being touched. I was obviously not good enough and was rejected. 

But I would of accepted a lifetime of abuse and slavery of course.

[coastalbender]

I was not molested, but I wanted to be.

[pozbrad]

Yep, when I was 12yo a neighbor caught me jerking off outside in the wooded area behind my parents house to a gay porn mag I had found. He said he wouldn't tell my parents if I let him have some fun, and back then I was terrified of my religious parents finding out I like other guys. I ended up loving having this older man have his way with me and I know damn well it's the reason I'm such a cum pig now. He was the one who got me into sucking off random men through a glory hole and letting random men breed my ass. If he hadn't shown me all this wonderful stuff I'd probably have ended up like most stuck up twinks (gasps in horror lol) Instead though, I'm a poz cum slut that happens to be a twink, god knows I'm getting more dick than I would have if I wasn't like this too  

[HornyForPozSeed]

On 12/19/2017 at 10:56 AM, pozbrad said:

Yep, when I was 12yo a neighbor caught me jerking off outside in the wooded area behind my parents house to a gay porn mag I had found. He said he wouldn't tell my parents if I let him have some fun, and back then I was terrified of my religious parents finding out I like other guys. I ended up loving having this older man have his way with me and I know damn well it's the reason I'm such a cum pig now. He was the one who got me into sucking off random men through a glory hole and letting random men breed my ass. If he hadn't shown me all this wonderful stuff I'd probably have ended up like most stuck up twinks (gasps in horror lol) Instead though, I'm a poz cum slut that happens to be a twink, god knows I'm getting more dick than I would have if I wasn't like this too  

wish i had a neighbor like yours, would have loved to take all that anon cock and cum up my young little boi pussy

[tricklesdown]

Me and another boy pulled our pants down at same time behind a building. This was a very rural farm-like setting.

I had a close encounter with an older bully who tried to make me suck  his cock but i pulled away. It was a bunch of us younger boys at a school bench and he was grabbing at anyone of us. It must  have been on a weekend. But i  wonder if that experience led to my growing increased compulsion to suck  cock. 

Then once my mother made a long green dress and made me wear it in front of an open sliding glass window as punishment, hoping others would see me, i am sure, and add to my embarrassment. I wonder if that played a part in my increased submissive tendencies.

In physical tussles i always ended up on the bottom with other boys with their crotch in my face while being pinned down. That has made me wonder if i was pre-wired.

And i had a friend show my his cock that had crabs (tiny white little spiders). He was applying a burning ointment that made them un-burrow from the hair follicles and climb to the top. I was shocked he showed me. 1st time i had seen another cock up close. Not sure if i had any sexual feelings at that time. We were in my car. I took it as educational.

I never had any emotional attraction to guys. Just to sucking cock. Being black, I have almost always been more attracted to whites and their cocks.

Once I had scheduled a meeting but regretfully did not follow thru with a white guy whose main thing was being sucked and having his ass licked. He wanted me naked all the time and loved being very very verbally abusive all the time. Even racially. That was very appealing to me and made me weak. He was stronger and commanding. i guess i would have served him like a slave...

well that manifested in my head for years and...

[closestperv13]

I was when I was 8. Although it did help me realize I was gay later in Life, it definitely did fuck me up. 

 God, am I a sick fuck... ??

[evilalex]

On 2018-01-02 at 11:35 AM, closestperv13 said:

 God, am I a sick fuck... ??

My favourite kind

[evilalex]

Were any of you ever forced to appear in CP as kids?

[karluspig]

I was 11 and he was 27....my older sister's bf. For 2 years i was his toy...and loved every minute of it. Once he invited 2 other men to use me. Unfortunatly he dumped my sister and lost him.

[UncutCumHole]

Not molested. Enjoyed every moment in that park gloryhole. 

Edited January 5, 2018 by UncutCumHole

[ukgaywanker]

i was a regular cocksucker by the age of 12, and had already been fucked a couple of times too. i had 3 molesters who l would visit as often as possible, i  loved being abused and still do now

[BlackDad39]

I was 7 when my white step dad came into my room one night and tied both me and my ssister to our beds. Our mother was away for work. he made me watch him finger her first, then he told me to copy him while he made me suck him. It was scary as fuck. 

[Guest cardoc49]

8 hours ago, BlackDad39 said:

I was 7 when my white step dad came into my room one night and tied both me and my ssister to our beds. Our mother was away for work. he made me watch him finger her first, then he told me to copy him while he made me suck him. It was scary as fuck. 

hi Blackdad: sorry to hear about your stepdad - he seemed to have been hurting you both in a total unacceptable way