indianbottom25 Posted February 2, 2016 Report Posted February 2, 2016 I am a total bottom because of my small cock. 10 cm when hard but very think. It is about 4 cm when flaccid. It affects me a lot in that I have to hide it at urinals, it makes me nervous to actually follow through with meeting a top because of the fear of what he will think. There are 2 tops I sometimes hook up with that are into small cock humiliation and that makes me more comfortable with them.
Cdoobud Posted July 28, 2016 Report Posted July 28, 2016 by the time I was 17 I knew that I would never be able to please females or males. I will never forget the humiliation of my first time with a female at 16, we were both virgins and after the obligatory 6 months of dating we went all the way. She was very kind, but of course my 4.25 inch penis slipped right inside her moist pussy. About half way through she whispered "I don't think it's in". Buried as deep as I could go, I knew my inexperienced lover would never be pleased. Then the awkward times afterwards (we had prepared sheets for the blood) and nothing but a wet spot of my cum that had leaked out of her. So I went into her parents bathroom and got a hair brush, parted her legs and inserted it, gently and smoothly entering in and out as she played with her clit. After possibly 30 seconds of gentle stroking blood engulfed the hair brush in a cum and blood mixture. I finished her to orgasm knowing that a small hairbrush had provided my young lover with more pleasure than I ever could. She was sweet and kind but I lost all interest in women sexually after that knowing that I couldn't please them. My next experience was @ 18 at an adult bookstore. The other guy put his ass to the big opening in the wall.. I slid into him easy and within 30 seconds busted my nut. As I went to pull up my pants he turned with his face into the hole and said "don't tease me bro.. Fuck my ass". He had no idea I already had. So I took a different path. I grew into a masculine man of 6"3 225lbs. I take good care of myself. Being a bottom bitch is a full time job to me. I keep myself in shape, tanned, shaved, to look my best for my tops. I arrange my diet, my bowel movements and my enemas into daily practice so that I can be the best bottom I can be. I can and do normally fully orgasm without an erection, or penile stimulation while being fucked. I have come to feel like I am gentically blessed. I have a very tight nutsack with very small balls and my cock hides like a scared turtle during play only exposing with I would consider a large clit. I only refer to my sexual organs as a clit, and my hole as a cunt. Perhaps because of my physical size I have never ran into a top with less than 5 but I have enjoyed being fucked by many a man from the 5 to 6.5 range and enjoyed each of them. I come to terms with the fact that I am not a sexually alpha male a long time ago. Quite simply it's my job to bring them pleasure in what ever way they choose to utilize my body or orfices. To me there is nothing more sexually fulfilling than a straight married craigslist man that isn't getting laid at home and is only average in looks and size limiting his options with a heterosexual affair. Rarely do they actually touch my clit, they are far more likely in my experience to suck a fully enveloped nipple. The pride in their faces when they see my clit shoot cum as they fuck me, and feel my ass muscles tighten around their cocks as I orgasm. Of course everyone likes something different. That's why I always have a bottle of poppers in viewable distance, if they ask me to take a hit they are usually an experienced fucker that wants a nice wet open hole, if they don't I assume they want me tight and I remain totally focused on messaging their cocks with my cunt muscles. When I have been in bathhouses I always keep myself totally exposed. Given my physical size I think it's imparitive because one could easily assume I'm a top. I do the same at public beaches of parks. I leave nothing to the imagination that I could be the top they are looking for. I have enjoyed hundreds of tops over the last 20 years and only a handful were bad experiences (usually caused by an over zealous top trying to fist my cunt that has no desire to be fisted, or incredible long nails). I never converted poz and was never worried about it, possibly the luckiest dude in Houston. So two years ago I went on prep mostly because I really really enjoy being with married men and despite their poor choices I don't want to punish their wife and kids... There is no feeling greater than a married man impregnating my cunt and the way they behave after they have butted deep inside my pussy. If I don't orgasm through anal sex I never ever sexually stimulate myself in front of a top. My role is exclusively to please him. It's that simple. If he plays with my clit or sucks it, it still remains flaccid and hidden. Sure it feels good, but they usually move on after a couple of minutes and if they don't I will orgasm that way right into there mouth even though I am still flaccid. I assume that's what they wanted if they won't leave it alone but unless there is very ruff nipple play I have never gotten an erection. When it has happened there is shame that overcomes me like a kid bringing home an "f" in PE lol. I'm not impotent but as a good bottom I know my restrictions. I go to the gym to work out, not for sex. Testosterone is flowing like crazy after a daily workout. I use the private showers and stroke my hard clit to orgasm. On the rare occasion it has become a cruise situation I still do the same. A 4.25 inch hard clit is attractive to no one and only a distraction to an alpha male. I am bata male simple as that, born and bread to please other men. I have only been in one monogamous relationship and it lasted about 8 months. He never saw my clit hard. I got up at 4:30 every morning and had a bowel movement and enema knowing he would be up at 5:30. If he wanted or needed to be pleasured it was my role to do so. Bottom line is, to be a good bottom is a bunch of damn work but worth it in the end (pun intended). I guess my point is that I find conflict with the size matters post. If you are over 5.5 and you feel alpha my hole is willing and ready to make you feel good. It's not my job to criticize something you can't control. I have one job--- to bring a warm clean fertile cunt to you when needed. 1 3
SmallPaul1 Posted July 29, 2016 Report Posted July 29, 2016 Small sick bottom here. Always knew I was built to be a bottom.
analluv27 Posted August 6, 2016 Report Posted August 6, 2016 I really like this thread. My dick is about six inches long but since I rarely top I prefer to be used as my top wishes. One of my masters told me that my boi dick doesn't belong to me and I can only pleasure myself when he allows it 1
otrguy Posted August 13, 2016 Report Posted August 13, 2016 like to hear more from castrated guys. what is it like?
4666 Posted February 16, 2018 Report Posted February 16, 2018 I'll love this tread and check in on from time to time. It's searches well on google by the way. Here's my story and I don't like labels labels and I don't judge anybody. I identify as straight in my everyday life. I am happily married and love the female form. I have everything I've ever wanted.. Family, love, education, money and a success business! By choice, I have no male friends. No hangout buddies, no fishing or hunting buddies, etc. I think because Its too much work and never understood the value. So no men who i hang with outside of my work professional life. However, I have a deep, dark secret i hope to take to my grave one day . I have an alter-ego split personality of sorts. I love to lay naked in bed and talk about life with other men in the middle of the night. I've been meeting men for over 30 years online and going to all the places men go to do gay sex things like Adult theaters, xxx booths, gay clubs, parks and of course motels. Problem is I am not attracted to men or cock at all. I don't like hairy, muscular and especially don't care for hard cock, balls or cum. Seriously. I have learned to enjoy getting my cock sucked and fucking a wanting bottom boy ass - the more sub and fem the better. Yes, I do chase Trannys. With the use of a secret identity and profile I have an entire alternate persona I not only now acknowledge but respond to automatically. And that profile has close to 1000 actual contacts I have met and fucked. Over the years I have slowed down and found good clarity on the matter, now approaching 50 I am only interested in meeting smooth, sub TRUE BOTTOMS with TINY SOFT DICKS. There is a certain type of guy I alway pursue who I think is the ultimate bottom who has managed to mentally hard wire the nerve ending of ass to to his clit-lete resulting VERY HOT SEX, but to me nothing feels gay here (SORRY LOL - PLS NO HATERS). To see his tiny dick jiggling and leaking and his face as i thrust and pound is just a HUGE PART OF MY SEX LIFE NOW . So much so that i can't go for too long without it and sometimes fantasize about it when it makes no sense to. So to answer the question , YES A BOTTOM'S SIZE MATTERS TO SOME TOPS. Small and soft is sexy as hell and what I seek out exclusively in guys. 2 2
backtails Posted February 17, 2018 Report Posted February 17, 2018 Small dicks that can't fuck are hot if I'm with a small dick guy. Big dicks that don't know how to fuck are hot when I'm with a big dick bottom. Average size dicks are hot too if I'm in that guy's ass...
btmtalent Posted February 17, 2018 Report Posted February 17, 2018 Small dick bottom here (between 3.5-4) when completely hard. I really get turned on when a guy talks about how much bigger than he is than me
ChainedBoy Posted February 18, 2018 Report Posted February 18, 2018 I’ve cum to appreciate little dick bottoms as it a easier for them to ignore their dicks when I fuck them. They also don’t get in my way and are therefore potentially less distracting. I fully support your freely showing your little dick in the baths. Well done.
CumBustion Posted February 18, 2018 Report Posted February 18, 2018 I guess b/c most of the dudes I fuck with are total Tops, most of them didn't seem interested in my dick (which is about 5in erect). Some will play with it while fucking me or try to reciprocate by sucking me off, but I usually stop them and tell them I want to hit my P-spot till I cum. The better the fuck, the softer I get. My body knows to derive pleasure from the huge cock buried in my hole.
backtails Posted February 18, 2018 Report Posted February 18, 2018 For me this is one of the times when the guy I'm with is the hottest. Small dicks that can't fuck are hot. Big dicks that don't fuck are hot. Average dicks are hot. It's hot if the bottom is hard but it's also hot if he's soft because it means his ass is giving him all the pleasure. I don't really even have a preference. Almost all ass is hot in its own way and almost all bottom dicks are hot in their own way.
btmtalent Posted February 19, 2018 Report Posted February 19, 2018 Meant to post of pic of my tiny dick in the first post... 1
bttmsubslut Posted February 20, 2018 Report Posted February 20, 2018 On 1/30/2011 at 9:49 PM, rawTOP said: Yup. You just described what I tell bottoms I see with little dicks - almost word for word in some places. i have a very small dick and im a total bottom. my dicklette is in chastity most of the time too. at bath houses, men know what i am. they don't even have to say anything. they just bend me over and fuck my holes. my holes are here to serve men. im a submissive whore.
Ozpig Posted February 21, 2018 Report Posted February 21, 2018 On 2/1/2011 at 12:57 AM, bigdick4you said: i dont even look at a bottoms dick. its totally irrelevant to me. a bottom is there to please tops like myself. i would never touch a bottoms dick! a good bottom only thinks of sevicing a tops dick and milk dick with his holes. he does what the top says and takes the fuck position that a top wants. absolutely a 100% correct. My little dick is irrelevant. My sex organ is my butt and it is there for the pleasure of tops my job as a bottom is to totally surrender myself to the top and be used by him in the way he sees fit.
Ozpig Posted February 22, 2018 Report Posted February 22, 2018 On 5/25/2011 at 2:26 PM, leantop said: Be proud of your little dick and it's total irrelevance. It must be a good reminder to you of your true purpose, to open your hole for tops and let them use it. spot on. 1
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