How it happened: from innocent to toxic load chaser :-P

[BBareguy84]

I was 20 living in Bonn, close enough to Cologne. Very happy with how i pictured live as being gay would happen for me. Having a successful career, doing my thing and then meet a MAN: he would be dominant, masculine. We would stay together and then on night of my wedding he would cum inside me and make me his. 

All of that had been working for 3 years now. Don't think I was 100% innocent. A lot of men had already fucked me. But always SAFE and I was always watching for them to put a rubber on (and keeping it one). Porn wise I would only watch raw sex. But that was different. 

So when I met Enrique: a guy who clearly hot and nice, but not a future husband material I was definitely making sure that condoms would be used. That is until he once during sex turned me around spat on his hand and slid his dick inside me. It happened so quick and it did feel good so I just let it be. And I wasn't too worrried, until he started moaning and then stopped. The latter happens in three seconds.

"did you just cum inside me?"

"yeah, that was hot"

"wtf man, you didn't even ask"

"shut up, you loved it. And btw I need to get some stuff done, so do you want to get a shower before you leave"?

In my mind I was raging inside. what an freaking A**h*le. 

 Enrique had quite a reputation. My dream of my future hubby making me HIS was gone. And now I had... THAT. Ohh man. this was really NOT how things were supposed to go. 

Don't ask me why and how, but It activated something in me. 

 

So next thing that happened, was me heading out. (I did not that the proposed shower). And there I went went, feeling dirty and used catching a train to Cologne. Wait, Cologne, I didn't live there. 

As I am entering Pullermanns bar, I am asking myself: what are you doing. 

It was such a big blur, but here I, go walking in as the twinky slim guy with bright green eyes. Naughty, but also naive and shy. 

Ordered a drink, not much conversation at the bar., so I finished my 7up almost immediately. Had never been to this place. But was drawn to go to the back. A big guy looks at me, not really handsome, but still attractive. We kiss and slowly I go down on him. He turned me around eats my ass out and after some minutes goes inside. He goes slow, but deep. It's quite a big cock. But I'm taking it well. After three minutes I just say. 

"Give it to me" "Dump it inside"

He stops: "are you sure" 

"yes, give it to me" 

He stops, pulls my hair: "you filthy slut" and starts pounding. 

Within two minutes he is done. 

There is no time for me to think, so another guy has moved me more central and has already started fucking me. I can't even see his face. 5min max and he is done. 

Another guy is putting his dick inside my mouth. "suck me" he is really not my type. But I realise if I suck him my ass will be up. I turn him towards the wall and bingo within 10 seconds I hear someone undoing their belt and shoving his dick in. It's half hard.

He asks me "how many" I mumble "two" 

That gets him hard. He fuck me for four/five minutes but doesn't cum. Another guys is taking over. I turn around there's a circle around me. 

I can only think of getting cum, getting poz seed inside me. I yell, "give me poz seed".

That doesn't work, most guys walk away. "shit what did I say" I think in my mind. 

The guy who earlier didn't came is still hard and standing next to him. Before I realize what I am doing I already slid my hole over his cock. "cum inside me.... 

[[...]] 

 

40 minutes later I walk out. The old guy at the bar says: "your poor little pussy" whilst shaking his head.

When I get home I'm shaking, how many loads do I have inside me 7, or 6. Or maybe 8, I couldn't really see if that one guy came inside me. And then there was that other guy that came in my mouth. That was gross, not something to repeat well unless for the future BF. Cum need to be in my ass. Especially hiv seed. 

All is this is turning me crazy: WTF is wrong me with? Why am I doing this. I decide until the tests come through I won't do anything...

[[...]]

Couple of weeks later the tests come in it's a Friday, all negative, pfff. What are relief, but how further. 

That same day, I'm off to Cologne. Met his through Romeo: what was his name again, something like PozTopXXL Profile status "needs discussion" I had to take his load. 

He hadn't even shared a facepic and I already said yes. 

When I walked in it was good to see he looked alright. He was more than double my age. But fit. I instantly felt good already about taking his load. He was being friendly, but it was hard to be social I could only think about taking his poz seed inside me. 

"How long have you been positive already" 

"I am actually negative" 

"really?"

"yeah, I got my results awhile ago and I haven't had sex" I lied (not having sex was the truth, but my results only came in today) I judged myself. WTF was I doing. 

He looked at me and his eyes opened up. "even better" 

"Are you taking medication?" I asked, a bit nervous. 

He laughed a bit mean. but he didn't reply. Instead he said: "Take your clothes off" 

somehow I didn't feel as horny anymore, but I complied. He took his top off and kept his green track pants on. I think it was Nike, but it could have been something else. He cock was huge, I started suck it. I could definitely enjoy myself with that for awhile. 

Too bad through, 2min max, was enough for him. He wanted to get inside: aggressively his put his wet from precum and saliva fingers in my ass. And then he stick his dick inside.

That really hurted. I asked him to stop." I might bleed" he stops takes out his dick a bit and put some poppers under my nose. "shhhh" he starts to kiss my neck and tells me to relax. The poppers help: I feel more relaxed.  We kiss and I actually start to relax fully. 

He fucks me until he cuma. When he takes out his dick I feel how open my ass is. His cum is dripping outside of me. 

I start to stand up, and bring my hand to my ass. Catching some cum. Damn, it tastes so good. 

He laughs and says: "ur a real piggy"

On which take my fingers out of my mouth. I laugh a bit awkwardly and start picking up my clothes.

"What are you doing?" 

"I'm picking up my clothes, to get ready"

"Oh no... I am not done with you yet" "Or, do you want to leave"

"ehh no" 

"good... so stay" ....  "I got some friends who will be very interested in a guy like you." 

"you mean other tops to fuck me" 

"yes other tops shooting their viral loads inside you" "that's what you like right" 

My dick is giving the answer, I can't remember it ever being so hard.

There's more to the story, but I can say the evening was rough in the best way possible. Three daddy tops fucking me, chatting with me and shooting their toxic loads inside me at the end. 

Who pozzed me I dunno, but that night was fucking awesome. 

Thanks Enrique, for waking the true cum whore inside me that I was destined to be 😛  

Pics: me in 2004 vs me now 

[Fantasist]

Hot story!!! I too crave toxic poz seed in me! 

[evilqueerpig]

You're a sexy fuck....and now that you're POZ...even sexier!

[Sfmike64]

You're a sexy little whore. I'd love to breed you full of my Daddy cum.

[seattlebbbtm]

Hot

[Rubbottom]

Damn! This is so hot to read.

i’ve been recently acting as an anon cumdump as well, without any results. I have yet to find anybody who is toxic and willing to gift me actively... But I keep on searching 😋

[Hellboy]

Hot

[Guest bluecollarotter]

Thanks for relating your poz journey.

And welcome to the POZ Brotherhood.

[mjkuhl]

Quite the history man.  You are one hot guy.

[bottombehr]

19 hours ago, BBareguy84 said:

I was 20 living in Bonn, close enough to Cologne. Very happy with how i pictured being gay would go me. I would meet a man he would be dominant, masculine. We would stay together and then on night of my wedding he would cum inside me and make me his. 

All of that had been working for 3 years now. So many man had already fucked me. But I was always watching for them to put a rubber on. Pornwise I would only watch raw sex. But that was different. 

So when I met Enrique a guy who clearly hot and nice, but not a future husband I was definitely sure that condoms would be used. That is until he once during sex turned me around spat on his hand and slid his dick inside me. it felt good so I just let it be. Until he started moaning and then stopped:

"did you just cum inside me?"

"yeah, that was hot"

"wtf man, you didn't even ask"

"shut up, you loved it. And btw I need to get some stuff done, so do you want to get a shower before you leave"?

In my mind I was ragging. what an A**h*le. 

 Enrique had quite a reputation. My dream of my future hubby making me his was gone. And now I had... THAT. Ohh man. 

It activated something in me. So he I went feeling dirty and used catching a train to Cologne.

As I am entering Pullermanns bar, I am asking myself what are you doing. 

It was such a big blur, but here I go walking in twinky slim guy, green eyes. Naughty bit also naive and shy. 

Ordered a drink, not much conversation at the bar. finished my 7up almost immediately. Had never been to this place. But drawn to go to the back. Big guy looks at me, not handsome perse but still attractive. we kiss and slowely I go down on him. He turned me around eats my ass out and after some minutes goes inside. He goes slow, but deep. It's quite a big cock. But I'm taking it well. After three minutes I just suddenly say. 

"Give it to me"

He stops: "are you sure" 

"yes, give it to me" 

He stops, pulls my hair: "you filthy slut" and starts pounding. 

Within two minutes he is done. 

There is no time for me to think another guys has moved me more central and has already started fucking me. I can't even see his face. 5min max and he is done. 

Another guy is putting his dick inside my mouth. "suck me" he is really not my type. But I realise if I suck him my ass will be up. I turn him towards the wall and bingo within 10 seconds I hear someone undoing their belt and shoving his dick in. It's half hard.

He asks me "how many" I mumble "two" 

That gets him hard. He fuck me for four/five minutes but doesn't cum. Another guys is taking over. I turn around there's a circle around me. 

I can only think of getting cum, getting poz seed inside me. I yell, "give me poz seed".

That doesn't work, most guys walk away. "shit what did I say" I think in my mind. 

The guy who earlier didn't came is still hard and standing next to him. Before I realize if this is my doing this I already slid of his cock. "cum inside me.... 

[[...]] 40 minutes I walk out. The old guy at the bar says: "your poor little pussy" whilst shaking his head.

When I get home I'm shaking, how many loads do I have inside me 7, or 6. Or maybe 8, I could really see if that one guy came inside me. And then there was that guy that came in my mouth. Not something to repeat, cum need to be in my ass. Especially hiv seed. 

What is wrong me with? Why am I doing this. Until the tests come through I won't do anything...

[[...]]

Couple of weeks later the tests come in it's a Friday, all negative, pfff. What are relief, but how further. 

That same day, I'm off to Cologne. Romeo: what was his name something like PozTopXXL Profile status "needs discussion" I had to take his load. 

He hadn't even shared a facepic and I already said yes. 

When I walked in it was good to see he look alright. He was more than double my age. But fit. I instantly felt good already about taking his load. He was being friendly, but it was hard to be social I could only think about taking his poz seed inside me. 

"How long have you been positive already" 

"I am actually negative" 

"really?"

"yeah, I got my results awhile ago and I haven't had sex" I lied (not having sex was the truth, but my results only came in today) I judged myself. WTF was I doing. 

He looked at me and his eyes opened up. "even better" 

"Are you taking medication?" I asked, a bit nervous. 

He laughed a bit mean. but he didn't reply. Instead he said: "Take your clothes off" 

somehow I didn't feel as horny anymore, but I complied. He took his top off and kept his green track pants on. I think it was Nike, but it could have been something else. He cock was huge, I started suck it. I could definitely enjoy myself with that for awhile. 

2min max, was enough for him. aggressively his put his wet from precum and saliva fingers in my ass. 

That really hurt so much. I asked him to stop." I might bleed" he stops takes out his dick a bit and put some poppers under my nose. "shhhh" he starts to kiss my neck and tells me to relax. The poppers help: I feel more relaxed.  We kiss and I actually start to relax full. 

He fucks me until he cum. When he takes out his dick I feel how open my ass is. His cum is dripping outside of me. 

I start to stand up, and bring my hand to my ass. Catching some cum. Damn, it tastes so good. 

He laughs and says: "ur a real piggy"

On which I laugh awkwardly and start picking up my clothes.

"What are you doing?" 

"I'm picking up my clothes, to get ready"

"Oh no, I am not done with you yet" "Or do you want to leave"

"ehh no" 

"good, so stay" ....  "I got some friends who will be very interested in a guy like you." 

"you mean other tops to fuck me" 

"yes other tops shooting their viral loads inside you" "that's what you like right" 

My dick is giving the answer, I can't remember it ever being so hard.

The evening was rough in the best way possible. Three daddy tops fucking me, chatting with me and shooting their toxic loads inside me at the end. 

Who pozzed me I dunno, but it was fucking awesome. 

Thanks Enrique, for waking the true cum whore inside me that I was destined to be 😛  

Pics: me in 2004 vs me now 

Love the pics...you the stud!

[BBareguy84]

Cheers guys for the love, I thought was going to be able to edit the post throughout, but now we even have a RAW version of the story 😛

I'll consider doing another story at one point if you guys are interested to hear more

Edited December 16, 2020 by BBareguy84

[evilqueerpig]

Definitely interested

[drscorpio]

3 hours ago, BBareguy84 said:

Cheers guys for the love, I thought was going to be able to edit the post throughout, but now we even have a RAW version of the story 😛

I'll consider doing another story at one point if you guys are interested to hear more

Moderator's Note: You can only edit a post for about 10 minutes after you make it.

[drscorpio]

On a more personal note, thanks for sharing the pic of innocent, untainted BBareguy84. Imagining that sweet boy in a dark room with his ass up begging for poz loads was almost enough to get me off all by itself. 

[shinelover]

Super hot story, handsome. I'd love to read more 🥰