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I have done some research about BDSM relationships that are considered to be patterned off of BDSM values and principles, which are quite clear. It is a kink that is very much based on mutual trust and understanding - a lot of people just think of it as Dom/Sub or physical "abuse" or "torture." But in really, it is something that only works if you start from a position of trust. It began with real conversation about limits and absolutely off limit things. Ethan shared the Doms, then we talked about mine. Ethan then made commitments he promised to uphold under any circumstance. Trusting that was the jumping off point. I either had to trust he would do as he said, or I was fucked regardless - either because I'd feel my limits and the consent I gave was not honored or because he was up to something nefarious. Neither ended up being true. Very quickly, I saw no examples of him not honoring our agreement and his commitments and many relationships, the trust was then easy to invest fully in. Psychologically, it calmed any tension and anxiety I had, made me more open to escalating physical/mental experiences that would come... I'm thankful it was never abused, but I would have done nearly anything by about day 3 had they asked me.

I love the psychological aspect of having total unmitigated trust in someone else.

I’m coming to PS this March or April for one week to be a sex pig! I want little sleep and I will be a cum slut the whole time (hopefully naked the whole time) and wondering if there are suggestions for lodging and best places to visit? Part two of the question, I love wearing my cage and just wondering if it’s a turn off when I’m in any of the places?

My misunderstanding. You started talking about whether I was "this sensible during sex" and then began talking about "when we get beginners." I thought you were connecting the two. 🙂 Apologies. I do agree correct breathing during FF - as well as in life, sports, anxious situations, etc. - is critical. But I think there's other physical training that would help prepare FF bottoms. @Erik62 - I'll keep notes of what I did and hopefully videos/pics of the outcomes. 🙂 One thing that was suggested was having an "FF Coach" - someone who could help you with the physical parts but you didn't necessarily have a sexual relationship with. So I recruited an ex to come and push my limits with the butt plugs. Not accept me wanting to stop when he feels I can go further! When I set my mind to something, I get the job done 🙂 Also, I am sensible when I need to be and 100% not sensible when it comes to actually having sex...

Slack hole porn bottom here and yes, ther is more than just taking penis that gets us to the levels you are seeing on film. A lot of near daily toy and plug play/training and frequent play with other guys goes on to get us to the gaped ruin you see in our scenes. Training with incremental toys, like the Topped Toys Gape Keepers and Grips are a great way to stretch. Just know that guys have different size hands and some collapse easily and some do not. Starting out you want a small to medium hand tio to get in you. It may take a couple stretching sessions to get the hand in you the first time but once you do, it's a whole new level of Pleasure. Your mental state is also important--you have to want to have the hand filling your butt. poppers help relax everything too (the nitrate based brown bottles NOT the spray stuff). You will love the experience when you get there. Also, asspig is a great way to meet other FFisters

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I have yet to work up the will to take the plunge. My fantasy is a bondage scene where I have no control, and if I get seeded, then so be it. But I suspect that if it happened, I would not be particularly discerning.

Sorry you misinterpreted my response. I was referring to the Topic as a general discussion of Trainees & the ways to prepare one self. I was in no way inferring that you, individually, were a beginner or were inexperienced in taking either cock, toys or fists.

I started to move my hands more quickly across the Cage and attempt to figure out as much as I could about my new “home.” I wasn't sure what to think. I felt safe with Ethan, but in terms of Dom/Sub stuff this had now gone way past anything I had ever done. Normally it was just restraining someone and fucking... but living and “relaxing” in a dog cage? I was overwhelmed yet not worried...but my mind was trying to process things and wasn't really doing so good. Based on my assessment, the cage was large. Not large like it was a kennel where someone could move around, but suitable for a large sized dog. It was about 4-5 feet long, 3 feet wide, and maybe 3-4 feet tall. The sides and top were very open but certainly had enough metal to keep anything inside it inside. I had seen dog cages like this, so I had a general idea in my mind what it looked like. I hadn’t ever seen one that was large enough to hold a human inside…but this seemed large. I heard the door of the cage open. "What do you think, Boy, do you want to try it out? Get in your house, Boy. I'll help you." "Yes, Sir." He pressed me down to my knees and then forward into a crawl position. HOLY SHIT! “Good boy! I'm gonna put on your collar. This always stays on. When we go on walks, I'll put your leash on. When you're inside or in the yard, you can roam freely on your hands and knees. Sometimes, I'll let you stand up, but otherwise, you'll be on your hands and knees. Do you understand, Boy?” "Yes, sir." He must have crouched down because he used the opportunity to slap his dick across my face, presumably because I was about to be put in the Cage. He grabbed the back of the collar and led me crawling forward to the door of the Cage. He told me to be careful of the small lip I needed to crawl over and continued to lead me inside until I was fully inside the cage. "Try to move around, Boy, get used to your home." "Yes, sir." Now that I was inside, I could tell how big it was relative to my body. I could not stretch out my body. I had to stay in a crawl position or could cross my arms on the floor and put my head down on the floor of the Cage. Ethan opened the door on the other side of the Cage. “Boy, I’m putting a water bowl over here in the corner where your head is on the right side.” I couldn’t really tell where the water bowl was but there was only so much space for it. The Cage was like any other dog cage you could buy at a pet store. I moved my body side to side, tried to sit up to ascertain the space above me, and inched forward to find the water bowl to see how much room I had in front and behind me. I had about 4 inches on either side of my body, so there was no way for me to turn around and face the other direction. There were about 8 inches above me, so there was no chance of sitting up. There were 6-8 inches in front and behind me, maybe less. There was a pad on the floor of the cage that felt like neoprene or something waterproof, but it was thin and I could feel metal cage beneath the pad that made up the floor of the Cage. "How do you like your home, Boy? It’s your Boy-cave! Are you comfortable? I'll bring you some treats and a toy later for when you're in your cage. Don't worry, you won't be here all of the time, but when your Daddy has to go on an errand, or pick someone up, or whenever I want you to, you'll stay in the Cage. Do you understand, Boy?" "Yes, Sir." "I'll be right back. I need to grab your first toy." He walked away and presumably to the Trunk. He returned to the kitchen and set something on the kitchen table a few feet away. It was notable because it made an odd sound being set on the table. He moved back to the side of the cage. "Boy, I lied to you, you'll get your toy in just a few minutes but first I want to do some training. This will train you to have good form and to be obedient to me.” (I couldn’t what he was holding but he tapped it against the Cage a few times.) “It will teach you control and also remind you of the limits you must stay within. Are you ready, Boy?” I was moaning just from the sheer exhilaration of all of this. "Yes, sir." He moved to one end of the cage, where my hole was. I then felt more lube spread over my hole and fingered inside of it. He must have been on his knees given he was reaching inside of the Cage to do this. He began to insert what I instantly recognized as an anal bead into my hole – the shape was familiar as was the rubberized connection between the balls. I’ve played with several types of anal beads – some are all the same size, and some start out small and grow larger. Based on the small first ball, I was betting these were graduating and I was in for more and more hole stretching as he proceeded. He proceeded slowly but eventually got to the fifth and last ball. My hole was well worked at this point, but the fourth and fifth ball still required some focused relaxation. The shape of the balls alone makes them harder than a dildo or plug of the same size to take. He finally pushed the fifth ball inside. I felt like my head was going to explode from the intense sensation of having my guts filled with the anal beads and the stretching my hole was enduring. I groaned and then let out a huge breath. "There boy, that's step one. Are you ready for step two?" "Yes, sir" I responded, breathing quickly, feeling amazing and warm, the end of the anal beads dangling from my hole. I wondered “steps of what?” He then slid something that felt like wood between my legs, turned it to cross my legs, and began attaching a second piece to the first on the other side of my legs and .... around my balls? I couldn't really tell what was going on, I was moaning and panting, my balls were getting stretched between these pieces of wood. I had never seen a Humbler before, but I started to get a sense of what it did. If I were to try to get out of the position I was in on my knees and bent over, the Humber would pull on my balls, harder the more I tried to get out of that position. "Boy, this is meant to teach you obedience. If you try to get out of this position, it will continue to become more painful as it pulls on your balls. You and you alone are responsible for the pain you feel. Do you understand, Boy." "Yes, sir" I whimpered. It didn't hurt, but when I tried to make a small adjustment in my position, I already felt a noticeable pulling on my balls. "Boy, the final part is this, you also can't crouch down more. Right now, I'm attaching the anal beads to the top of the cage. If you try to crouch downward, it will tug on the anal beads inside you and pull against the inside of your hole." "Yes, sir." He walked to the side of the cage where my head was and opened the door on that side, reached in and put the ball gag back in my mouth. "I'll be back in a few, Boy. I've got a surprise for you. Stay here and be a good Boy and show me how good you're going to be for the rest of our time. I won't be far, don't worry." "Yes sir" I attempted to say through the ball bag. I heard him put on his clothes and exit the front door. I was immobilized, blind, speechless, my hole was stretched open, my balls were stretched...and I was in a cage I couldn't get out of. I had no idea how long I would be there. My mind raced with many thoughts: Ethan’s told me that my life would not be in danger…he did say that right? Did he say that? Yes, he said that...I can trust Ethan. He hasn't done anything to hurt me, he told me we were going to be Dom/Sub...maybe I just don't have enough experience. This is Dom/Sub type stuff...why would I worry? He told me I would be safe. I'm going to be alright. This is okay. When will he be back? I'm safe. The lack of ability to see anything combined with the silence, the confinement, the additional restraints preventing my movement without considerable and intense pain made my brain spin out of control until I told myself to breathe, in and out, counting my breaths. Three in, three out. Three in, three out. Over and over...I found some quiet and calm from the thoughts in my head. And then the brain kicks in again...then you breathe... HOLY SHIT, I have no clue what is going on... (TO BE CONTINUED....)

Looks tasty! If I were a top in San Diego, I’d be first in line.

Yeah, I get a bunch of people that have no photos on their profile and ask for photos as the first or second message. Mostly bots, I think. Park cruising is way more rewarding, and at a minimum, it's a walk by the river or the beach.

I am going to get a hotel room in the San Diego area - within the next two weeks - for a full day and night of breeding. I’d like to get the details (where, when, who) all planned and worked out in advance as much as possible - it’ll make the “hole” experience more enjoyable for everyone. 😈 If you’re a top or vers who is interested in having some fun (can be a quick cum and go, or we can hang out for longer and get even more twisted if that’s what you’re looking for). I want to be strapped into my sling making sure my hole is always wide open and ready to take all loads - from any guys who want to dump their seed deep inside me. No loads refused. My plan is to have a few or more guys scheduled ahead of time - keeping the fun flowing and having too many people in the room at the same time. DM me if you’re interested in joining, and we will set it up I want to make this as easy for everyone as I am 🐷 This is real, I’m seriously going to get the room and do this - want to schedule it for a day that works best for as many of you as possible!

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I've that them occasionally thought my life and strangely, they never seem to correlate to not having cum for a while. I'd be jacking off every day as a teenager and would still occasionally have a wet dream and one of my most recent times I had cum earlier that day. I also had "dry dreams" when I was 10-11, before I had started shooting sperm - same sexual dreams, same feelings of an orgasm, but dry and no mess! And at least one was about being in a public restroom or locker room or something similar, watching men. This was long before internet and I was a pretty sheltered country kid, so how did my 10 year old mind come up with those dreams?? 🙂

As a trucker I love to get fucked in my sleeper. Hot story.

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Yes! me too. After years of avoiding poz men for fear of getting HIV (but being turned on when I watch them fuck with abandon), I now search them out. I'm on PrEP so I have no fear--plus U=U. The first time a poz guy came in me and then pissed in me--I felt like the true pig I was meant to be

Expand the types of guys I hook up with--races, cultures, looks, weights, ages, etc. There are so many different types of men in this world. I think Ive been missing out by focusing on specific types.

Hey, verbalBTTM, what's your name on NKPs

NKPs has had trouble at least two times in the last two days, including right now--just when I was about to set up a hookup!

Tell us more!! How'd you pick them up? What did you say? Were they really brothers?

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@Erik62 I'm neither a beginner, nor have I not had giant things up my ass, including being fisted in to the double digit number of times! 🙂 I fuck myself with my current buttplug (and I mean in and out over and over) which is not small! 🙂 It seems to me, though, that like any other thing that involves muscle memory and ongoing practice, there might be something more than just breath, relax, etc. Like any good sport, surely there's a playbook a coach would work from. 🙂 The breathing and mental clarity parts I've got! 🙂I do appreciate the response! 🙂

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