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Last summer I had been through a stressful few weeks at work and I really needed a break. I took a couple of days annual leave and booked myself a long weekend in my favourite place in the world - Hamburg. I have quite a few friends there but this time I didn't tell anyone I was going to be there - I just wanted to spend some time on my own relaxing. I also had not had much sex for a while and fully intended taking advantage of all that Hamburg has to offer in terms of clubs and cruising grounds. I flew in to Hamburg on the Friday morning, checked in to my hotel, had a freshen up and went in to town. I wandered around the shops for while and about four o'clock I went in to a Starbucks in the centre of town. The lad who served me was a fit young blond lad with floppy hair. He smiled engagingly as he served me and I took my drink upstairs and settled in a comfortable chair. I was beginning to unwind now and I was in no hurry to move as I listened to the chilled out music they were playing and enjoyed my drink. It wasn't particularly busy in there and after a while the lad who served me came upstairs and began to clear tables and tidy up. He was a fit lad and as I watched him bend over tables to clear them I got a good look at his arse and as he bent over further, his shirt rode up and I could see the top of his pants and his arse crack. My mind began to wander and I began to imagine pulling his pants down and bending him over the table. I had just got to the point in my fantasy where I had finished rimming him and was just pushing my cock up his tight arse when I suddenly felt someone was watching me. I looked across and met the eyes of a smartly dressed dark haired guy who was sitting on his own with a laptop and a coffee. . He looked to be in his early thirties, dressed in a smart shirt and tie, dark trousers and smart shoes. He was looking straight at me, a knowing look in his eyes and as I looked back at him, he looked at the lad's arse and grinned at me. I had been well and truly busted, but I didn't really care. The lad finished clearing the tables and went back downstairs. By now the place had thinned out and there was no one else near us. I looked over to the dark haired guy again and he smiled. He leaned back a little and spread his legs, giving me a good view of the outline of what looked like a fairly big cock through his dark trousers. No one else could see him and he took hold of the bulge in his trousers and began to run his hand over it. I looked at him and ran my tongue over my lips. He grinned again. I didn't really think it was going to go any further but then he closed his lap top and put it in his bag. He got up and as he walked towards me he looked right at me. He then indicated behind me and I realised he was heading for the toilets. He looked at me again just before he entered the toilet and the look was unmistakeable. I waited a minute or two and then I made my way in to the toilet. There was no one at the urinals and I could see the first cubicle was empty. The door to the second was open and I pushed it. He was in there, standing as if he was pissing - but I knew he wasn't. Within seconds I was sitting on the toilet and he was standing in front of me. He unzipped his trousers and pulled them down along with his smart designer pants. I had guessed his cock was pretty big when I saw the outline through his trousers but it wasn't just big - it was fucking huge! I leaned forward and took it into my mouth and he sighed as I began to suck him. I sucked him for a while and he was really getting into it. I could tell he was fairly close to coming and, although I knew we had to be quick, I didn't want it to be over too quickly. I pulled off his cock and motioned him to turn round. He turned round and tried to bend over but it was too cramped to get my tongue up him so he bent over the toilet and I pushed his shirt up over his back, pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue up him. His arse was hairy, but his shit hole was even hairier and I enjoyed every minute of licking his hole out, moving down every now and the to lick his big hairy balls. After a while he stood up and reached into his bag. I thought he was going to produce a condom but it was a small sachet of lube. He looked at me questioningly and indicated that he wanted me to bend over the toilet. I nodded. I am mostly a top and to be honest I had hoped I might get to fuck him but I was so horny now I really wanted that big hairy cock right up me. Soon I was lubed up and bent over the toilet and he was pushing his bare cock against my hole. I hadn't been fucked in a while and I won't pretend it didn't hurt as he pushed slowly but surely right up my arse. He began to fuck me and soon I was enjoying every minute of it. The fact that we were fucking in the toilet of a coffee house in the centre of a busy city made it even more of a turn on. He was thrusting his cock up me hard and fast now and I knew he wasn't going to last much longer. Just when I thought it couldn't get any hornier, he pushed me forward and I bent right over the toilet as he banged me even harder and groaned and I knew he was shooting his load right up me. He kept thrusting and I knew I was taking a big load up my unprotected arse. We were both out of breath as I stood up. He kissed me and then pushed my head down towards his cock. It was clear what he wanted me to do and I bent forward and took the cock that had just been up my arse into my mouth and licked it clean. There was no one about when we left the toilet and he winked at me as he went downstairs and out in to the street. I went downstairs and ordered another drink and as I sat upstairs sipping my drink they were playing "Waterloo Sunset" by the Kinks. I could feel the stress of the last few weeks melting away. I could also feel the nice warm sensation of a big load of spunk up my arse.

My Dad and I used to fuck around. Yeah, my real Dad. But I thought we had moved past it, until he fucked me again over Christmas this year. It all started when I was younger and Mom went back to work full time In the evenings. Evidently this put a real crimp in my father's sex life, and so I ended up filling in. I mean, I had heard my parents having sex. A lot. My room was right next to theirs and sometimes they weren't quiet. You see, when I was growing-up, my family was very hippie liberal. Lots of nudity. Sex was discussed from an early age. I took occasional baths with my father, or sat and kept him company while he bathed. I also knew about his porn collection and would often sneak viewings of it after school. There were a lot of Playboy magazines, but also some real hard core stuff. Anyway, when Mom went back to work, Dad started masturbating in the evenings. I know as much because I could hear the porn videos and the faint squeaking of his bed. He also almost never closed his door all the way. Being curious, and a bit twisted I guess, I started sneaking out into the hallway and watching him. It was strangely erotic watching my own father masturbate and shoot his load. Erotic, but also shameful. I knew it was wrong, but I still got hard. Eventually he caught me spying. I figured he was going to go apeshit, but all he did was call me into his bedroom. "You might as well get comfortable and have a wank too," he told me. That's how it started. Every night we would watch porn and jack off together. But then one night he put his hands behind his head and told me he was tired and I should jack him off. And I did. His cock was heavy and thick in my hand. He came quickly and it ran down my hand. I was excited by and ashamed of what I had just done. But I didn't stop. Soon after it was "You know, I could sure go for a blowjob like in the videos." And again, I gave him what he wanted. I had already experimented by having given blowjobs to my cousin and my best friend and a couple of other guys, so I was good at it. Apparently my Dad noticed my skill and appreciated the fact. I still remember the first time I blew him and being rewarded with a mouthful of his saltiness, and the compliment "Damn, you're good at that!" After that I was his cock sucker. We rarely talked-- just got naked, watched the porn, and I would blow him. The whole time I was fairly conflicted about the arrangement. Here I was, horny, getting sex almost every night (when I didn't have late school functions or excessive homework). But the sex was with my Dad. Within a year or two, we transitioned to fucking. I don't really remember what prompted the change, but one night just as I was getting into sucking him he pulled me off saying "I wanna try something different tonight." With the porn playing, Dad had me get on all fours. He got out a tube of KY, smeared some on my hole, some more on his cock, and then started to push his dick into me. It hurt. A lot. It took a few tries and a lot more KY, but he managed to get all the way inside me. "Damn you are TIGHT!" I remember him saying. And then he started humping me. For me, this was a lot different than the blowjobs. Sucking Dad's dick was much less of a transgression in my eyes. I was just helping him masturbate with my mouth or something. But now I was being fucked, and that just seemed wrong. It was uncomfortable. It was degrading. It was something that a wife (my Mom) should be for-- not me. I was suddenly ashamed and embarassed that I was in my parents' bed, letting my Dad have his way with my ass. I zoned out watching the big-titted woman on the video getting butt fucked as well. I remember wondering of she actually enjoyed it or not. Then Dad tensed up, an I knew he was cumming inside my ass. I also noticed that the fucking left me rock hard. While my father cleaned up, I jacked off, full of hot shame. We fucked a lot after that, not a lot of talking. And always from behind. Eventually I moved out of my parents' house. After that, divorces, jobs, his new girlfriends and marriages kept me safe from any repeat sessions. Until this past Christmas. He came to visit me for a couple days, alone. His newest girlfriend had to work so she couldn't make the trip. To be honest, the thought of us having sex again hadn't really even crossed my mind. I had come to terms with what we had done, and realized that he was probably responsible for my fetish for older 'daddies', but that was it. Besides, my Dad was around 60 by this time. Well, evidently the men in my family are always horny bastards. We had been drinking and watching football games when it was time for bed. I got him set up in his room and retired to mine. It felt like I had just fallen asleep when suddenly I felt him. It really startled me! "Dad, what the fuck are you doing?" I exclaimed. "I think you know" he said. And I did. I could already feel his erection pressing against my ass. Dad wanted sex, and as much as my adult self was repulsed by the idea (and truth be told, with him, at least at that moment), I knew I would relent. I would again give up my ass to Dad, even after all this time. I pulled off my boxers and started digging in my night stand for the necessary stuff. I lubed up my ass, then reached back and lubed up my father's cock. It was thick and heavy in my hand. And familiar. So much like my own cock now. I assumed the position, and took a hit of poppers. "Son, are those drugs?" he asked. "No, Dad, they're just poppers. They help me relax." Hrmph was all he said as he thrust into me. So many thoughts and feelings swirled in my mind while Dad used my ass for his pleasure. I was ashamed for what I was doing, of what I was allowing him to do, and also ashamed that my cock was hard and that the sensation of Dad's cock sliding in and out of me was such a turn on. It didn't take him long before he was wheezing and squirting his load into me, donating his sperm and his DNA as he had done decades earlier in creating me. When he was done, he pulled out and slunk back to his room for the night. And I was left to jack off in hot shame, turned on like the bottom cum whore that I am. The bottom cum whore that Dad had made.

Just took a load from a hot older latino. He ate out my ass while I sucked his cock. Once we were both lubed up with spit, he pulled me to the side of the bed and then slid his 8.5 dick in my hole. Fucked me hard, teasing my hole and slaming deep. After 20 mins or so I felt his breathing change and he asked me if I wanted his poz cum. I begged him for it and his pace increased. He growled as he unloadrd in me, cum running down his balls. I came so hard, without even touching myself, streaks of cum staining the sheets.

I've been getting myself on a habit of working out four days a week, trying to maintain my pleasantly cub-esque form, and have been fairly happy with the results thus far. The gym is in San Francisco, and while it's not a 'gay gym' officially, about 90% of its members are the same guys you'll see at the Eagle Tavern donning their leather and smoking their cigars later on. As a result, I've always found this gym to be a fucking turn-on with the ripe mansmells, the beards and chain collars, and the almost mandatory eye-fucking of one another. The place is sexually charged. I normally work out Monday-Thursday after my office closes. I've tried going to the gym with my coworkers who basically do all cardio, no lifting, and the place is filled with early 20's girls in their yoga pants and the gym "bro" type grunting to show off to the aforementioned girls. That place wasn't for me. This week I found myself too busy with work on Thursday so that I wasn't able to make it to the gym before it closed. Friday and Saturday are usually a night of drinking with a few friends, or slutting around by some means (which I did end up doing, by getting my hole bred by a hot Latino bear both nights into the wee hours). Therefore, I found myself waking up early to get there on Sunday before it got busy. I was still pretty tired from the long nights before, but could either sleep for the rest of the day or go find something (someone?) else to do. As I had anticipated, the gym was fairly empty when I got there. A few older men on the cardio machines, not even watching each other but rather watching the news. I figured I'd be in and out within an hour. Getting changed in the locker room, tumbleweeds could've rolled by, it was empty! I stripped down to change and enjoyed a free moment to just let everything hang out. The smell of this locker room always made my dick chub up a bit, and my hole pucker. I stuck one leg up on the bench so that I could reach back and finger my hole a bit. Still wet with cum from the night before, still loose. I started with two fingers, then worked up to three fingers; This was heaven. I started to hear footsteps on the tiled floor so quickly quit my shenanigans and started getting into my gym garb. The footsteps approached me and I looked to my left to see a beautiful, mid-40s man opening his locker. He sported a full, dark beard, huge biceps and a baseball cap that basically said "I don't give a shit". I tried to be subtle while I glanced down to what he was sporting below the waist. Some mighty toned calves (friends don't let friends skip leg day!) and a sizeable package pushing the front of his shorts forward. I stood up, locked my locker and caught his eye, at which point he gave me a smirk. My hole puckered again. The gym floor was still empty and I had access to all of the weights I wanted. I decided it should be chest day and made my way to the rarely-empty press bench. Racked em up, got down and started to pump. After my third set I saw the same daddy from the locker room approaching, and dead stopped in front of me. I unplugged my earbuds and looked up at him stuttering something like "uh, s-sorry, 2 more sets, I promise". His voice was just as sexy as he was, deep and confident when he responded "No, it wasn't that. I used to be a trainer and I think you could be benching more...." I thought about what he said and he was right. I had planned on taking it easy today since my coffee hadn't even kicked in, but I should've been taking it seriously. "You're right. I can handle more" I responded. He grabbed two nearby 35 pound weights and slid them onto the bars, adding about 15 more pounds than my last record. "Think you can handle that?" he inquired, looking me dead in the eyes. While nervous, I wanted to impress this guy. "Sure, no problem" I said, trying to hide the trepidation in my voice. This would be a challenge, I knew. I think he saw right through me and added "I'll spot you, just in case." He positioned himself above my head and I caught a smell of his ripe balls, which made my cock jump. I had hoped he hadn't noticed. FOCUS, I told myself, but it was hard. Halfway through the first set I started struggling, but Daddy was right there to cheer me on. "You got this, keep breathing. Three more, almost done. Two more. One aaand done. Nice job kid." I was sweating already, probably half from the workout and half from this quintessential man hovering over me. "Take a few minutes and then we can finish your last set". I didn't know if I had another one in me but I wasn't about to say no. When I got back down under him I could see his shorts slightly tenting... and then I caught it. He had positioned himself just right so that I could somewhat see up the leg of his shorts and what a sight it was. A veiny, uncut cock, semi-hard that looked wide enough to tear me open. My heart was racing, but I took a deep breath and tried to get back to the task at hand. I made it through five of my eight reps and that was all I could do. I was a bit embarrassed failing in front of him but he just gave me this picture-perfect smile and said "Good job!", which made my heart flutter again. We introduced ourselves, me and Chris and him as Tom, I said thanks, and we parted to finish our workouts. Through the rest of my workout, he was always somewhat nearby on another machine or bench, working those massive biceps. I couldn't help but continue to steal glances, and caught the fact that I wasn't exactly being subtle about it. I was redeemed by the fact that I caught him doing the same thing a few times. After a pretty hefty session, I called it quits since I could barely lift my arms at that point. Daddy was nowhere to be found so I couldn't say goodbye, and I headed for the showers. I crammed my sweat-drenched jock and clothes into the locker, grabbed my favorite soap (gym-provided soaps always suck) and made my way, towel wrapped around my waist, to the showers). Two of the six shower stalls were occupied when I arrived so I took my favorite one at the end. They had plastic walls and doors so there was, unfortunately, no peeking. A few minutes into my shower I found my dick would just not go down, and my hole needed some fingers crammed up there to play with that load of cum from the night before. I started to furiously jack my own cock, while ramming three fingers in and out of my battered cunt. This wouldn't take long, especially after Tom's obvious teasing. I was lost in the moment on the verge of orgasm when I heard my door open and shut, and tried to cover myself to turn around when I saw Tom in his naked glory coming in behind me. My heart was nearly beating out of my chest but he wasn't about to play the hey, will you wash my back for me? game. Instead, he grabbed my by the back of my head and forcefully kissed me. Wow this man could kiss, and his beard brushing my face felt so good. When we broke off the kiss, I just looked at him unsure of what to say. "C'mon boy, I saw your mouth watering when you looked up my shorts. I knew exactly what you wanted. I saw you fingering your hole in the locker room before getting dressed." Shit, he saw that? Well, no harm I guess if this was the result. I looked down at his cock, and damn! At full mast it was even more impressive: veiny, thick, uncut and about nine inches long. I definitely hadn't seen one like that in a long time. When he noticed me looking down, he chuckled. "Yeah, I knew you wanted it," and with that he pulled me in for another deep, wet kiss. I felt his hand creeping down my back to my furry ass, and then felt one of his fingers prod at my hole. "Well, looks like someone beat me to the punch. How fresh is that load, boy?" I could feel myself blushing. "Last night..." "Hmmmm, so it's not from this morning? Well, we'll just have to fix that. Push some out for me." Flushed, I pushed out as much cum as I could into his waiting hand. He brought it up to his face and took a quick lick at it. I saw his dick throb harder when he did that, and he brought his still-cummy hand down to his cock, smearing that slime all over it. WIthout another word, he pushed my hands up against the wall and lined up his cock with my hole. I was glad, at that moment, that I had been fingering my hole all morning because a cock like his was meant for destruction. "You want this, boy?" "Mmmmmm" was all I could mutter out, getting the feeling he was going to give it to me whether I liked it or not. Hi lined up that foreskin-lined-head of his cock right up against my hole, and I pushed my hole out to try to ease the entry. As he pushed forward a bit, I felt the head pop in and I shuddered. It hurt a bit, but nothing unbearable. Then he shoved in a few more inches, brushing hard against my prostate, at which point a giant gob of precum decided to puddle around and drip off of my own rod. "Ready for the rest?" he asked. "Yes, please give it to me" I whimpered, lost in the ecstasy and taboo of getting fucked in the shower. And he did, he gave it to me, all of it. In one long stroke, he bottomed out in my hole, making me gasp loudly into steamy air. Quickly, he used his right hand to cover my mouth, quite tightly, and stayed perfectly still. "Shhhh boy, we don't want to attract any uninvited attention. I don't want to lose my membership here, I just started!" With that, he began thrusting in and out, slowly. My ass felt so full, so perfect at that time. The way my ass should always feel. This is what I needed, something more intense and primal than just pump 'n' dump from the bar. He started picking up pace and really battering my swollen hole. Every time his head brushed my prostate I shuddered, and more precum leaked out of my cock. This was bliss. He began long-dicking me, all the way out, then all the way in. Every time he pulled out my hole was left gaping, which just made him getting back in that much easier. "God boy, that load in your hole feels so good oozing around my cock. I'm gonna blow soon. You want that?" "Yes!" "Yes what?" "Yes SIR" I whispered, ready to do what EVER this man wanted. "You like servicing men?" "Yes!" "I'm not going to say this again. Yes what?" "Yes SIR, I live to service men!" "Good fucker. Your hole is meant for it." He started to furiously thrust his cock all the way into my guts, causing a pleasure/pain that was indescribable. I couldn't stand it anymore and reached down to stroke my own cock. Suddenly, his hand flew down to my wrist and snatched it away from my poor neglected dick. "If you like servicing men, you need to learn that that's your job. Your dick doesn't have anything to do with that!" Like a dejected puppy, I just whimpered "Yes, SIR." My cock was so hard that it hurt, but he was right. He grabbed my other wrist and crossed my arms behind my back with a deadly grip. "Just be quiet boy, I'm almost there." Using my restrained arms for leverage, he pummeled my hole until I felt his cock growing even fatter. My hole was making sloppy sounds around it and then his arm flew around my neck and held me there while he emptied his balls into my guts, as deep as his cock could go. He held me there, my slightly choking around his massive bicep while he shot volley after volley of seed into my swollen hole. After several minutes of sitting just like that, my own cock still straining for attention, he slowly slid out. His load went so deep in me, nothing could possibly fall out at this point. Tom turned me around and looked me in the eye before pulling me in for a no less passionate kiss than before. "I want more of that hole." I nearly jumped with excitement at the prospect of getting another intense session like that. "Yeah? When?" "Later today." Well there we go, I had plans for the afternoon. We wandered out of the shower, drying off, and heading back to our neighboring lockers. While getting dressed, I had to ask. "So when?" "Give me your phone." "Okay" I said, handing it to him. "You're a slow learner, aren't you?" It took me a minute, before realizing the error I had made. "Yes SIR," I responded, taking pride in the fact that I had figured out what he meant. "Better. We'll work on that. Here," he said, handing my phone back to me. He had entered his contact information and an address, not far from the gym, and a time. "You come take care of this cock again, and then you can come to my Superbowl party." "Yes SIR, sounds like fun." I figured a few beers and hotwings after a wild day would be a good way to relax. "You mind helping out at the party, boy?" "No, not at all SIR." "Good, I can always use a bit of help at these things." "Yes SIR, I can do that." "Good. It was nice to... um... meet you, Chris" he said with a wink. All dressed, he grabbed his duffel bag and headed toward the exit. He stopped in his tracks and turned around: "I don't want you touching that cock, or emptying out my load. Got it?" "Yes SIR, got it. I'll just go find some clean clothes and get something to eat, and then I'll head over." "Just wear what you've got on, it's nothing fancy" he responded, with a little evil in his eyes. "But my jock is pretty much soaked fr-" he cut me off at that. "I know, boy. Do as I say, and you'll be rewarded." "Yes SIR, understood." "I'll see you then." He grabbed a muscle milk from the cashier and headed out the door. I was close to follow and I caught a glimpse of him getting into the passenger side of another man's truck, who must have been waiting for him. From inside the truck he caught my eye and I smiled, and then he turned over to talk to the other man and pointed at me with a big grin on his face. The driver grew his own big shit-eating grin and they drove off. I couldn't help but wonder what he said to the other guy, but I imagine it was something along the lines of "That's the dumb slut I just bred in the shower who was whimpering like a fag as I fucked him."., just a few hours to get something to eat before I head over to his place to ride that dick again, and enjoy some Superbowl festivities...

---continue--- Life’s been hectic for a few days and forgot about the app. Me and my bf were messaging back and forth on a day he was bored at work but couldn’t get away and I was home alone. I was horny so thought I’d check the app. I logged on and had a few messages, one being from my very own bf. BF: So, I see you are on here. Shit, he saw me on here. Why didn't he say anything and waited for a reply here? Me: Just chatting to people and such, say’s right in my profile hun. You? I asked him wondering what he’ll say, wasn't long before he did message me back on the app BF: The same, interesting people on here. Me: defiantly, keep having to block people wanting to hookup only. BF: I hear you, back to texting babe. With that he resumed sending just text messages about whatever we were talking about. I checked other messages, mostly from other people I did just chat with. Caught up with them when I noticed I was growing hard. I knew my bf wouldn't be out of work for several hours. I decided to contact that guy again. Me: Hey. The guy: Hey, how are you feeling? Me: Pretty good, but bored. You? The guy: Horny as fuck. Me: Cum over. I need cum in me now. The guy: Sure thing stud. Be there in 15 minutes. With that he went offline; I kept texting my bf while I got ready. I unlocked my door, cleaned out, took my clothes off. I was lying in my bed when the guy came in. Surprising he brought two new guys with. I put my phone down ignoring my bf for the now 3 cocks that were going to go inside of me. Each guy got dressed and slowly jacked off while I went and got face down in my bed. The guy who’s fucked me before teased my hole with his cock head. I started to moan and wanted to remember this moment for some reason. Me: Hey, mind if we video this with my camera? *I point to my webcam on the desk* The guy: Do what the cheating slut asks. *one of the guys turns it on* The guy: for your boyfriend slut? the guy asked as he slid his cock in me/ Me: When the time is right. Yeah, fuck me. And that’s all that was said for over an hour and a half with the exception of moaning and grunting. Each guy must have blown two loads in me each. I only knew of the one guy’s status. One of the guys mounted me for one last amazing fuck. He was going slower than he did the other few times and more verbal which then I found out his status too. Guy: Yeah take it pig. Me: mmhmm. Guy: Take my toxic nut to your boyfriend. *he slams into me* Me: fuck yeah! Guy: Will you share my poz cum with your bitch?! *he starts fucking faster* Me: FUCK YES! *he’s going balls deep with what I just can only imagine is a beer can thick 9” cock* Me: HE’LL ACCEPT YOUR GIFT THROUGH ME! Guy: HERE’S MY TOXIC SEED SLUT!!! He again came inside of me. He slowly moved his dick out of my cummy hole. He then goes and fingers me a few times, lightly scratching the walls of my ass. I felt helpless laying in a pool of my sweat enjoying the glow from an amazing fuck session. Soon, he stopped and got dressed. He left shortly after with the rest of them. I still haven’t cum and went back to my phone. A few messages from my bf where there and I told him I ran out of juice and didn't notice till a while ago. He bought it. I asked what his evening plans were, he said just chilling at home playing games. I suggested we go out to eat to a nice restaurant and get a motel room for the night. He liked the idea so I went to book it. He sent me a text to forget the condoms. Pfft, like I was going to bring them. I then remembered something while getting off my now sweat drenched bed. I went to my computer, smiled to the camera; and then stopped the recording. I got out my butt plug and put it in its right place before I went to my shower to get cleaned off for the night. =====that’s it===== I'm very busy so don't expect another chapter soon. I have a few other ideas’ I want to write. This probably wasn't the best chapter. Oh well. : P

I'd always been a pretty straight laced guy. At the age of 30, I'd done my share of partying, but had never lost my head. I'd been safe, responsible. I was proud to reach 30 without ever contracting an STD. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't a stiff. I'd experimented with drugs (weed, coke, Tina, g, e) but nothing too major. And I drank. Man, could I toss back the booze! On the particular February night this story takes place, I'd done just that. One drink at eight had turned into multiple drinks at different bars. I'm a fairly decent looking guy, so I've always been able to flirt at least a shot out of a bartender. By the time I stumbled into my apartment, it was 3:00 A.M. and I was trashed. So, I did what any drunk horny homo does: I got online. Usually, I dirty chat until I pass out but, tonight was different. Almost immediately I saw someone I knew: Justin. Justin was a very hot guy I'd fooled around with a couple of times and then lost track of - the way you can with tricks. He had a huge cock, but was always kind of boring in bed. He was pretty vanilla and never had the throw-down that I wanted. So, you can imagine my shock when he typed "Come over. I'm going to slam for the first time and I want you here." Now, I'd never slammed before, in fact I rarely did Tina. I didn't like the fact that I had difficulty getting hard and cumming when I partied. But, to watch a friend get slammed and party who I didn't know particularly well intrigued me. My rising cock sealed the deal. I was out the door and on the way to his house within five minutes. When I got there, the door man buzzed me into the building without even checking with him. I guess I was expected. I got on the elevator and I thought, I'm not going to party even if there's smoking. I'm going to watch him get slammed, see how slutty he gets, and jack off. That's all. This plan was confirmed when the door was opened not by Justin, but by someone else, who introduced himself saying "Hi, I'm Mark." "Hi Mark. Where's Justin?" "Oh, he's in the bathroom getting ready. Come in." Mark had answered the door shirtless and as i looked at his face and body all I could think was, Mark is poz, probably with a high viral load. He had defined muscles, but the were very pale with veins prominent everywhere. When he shook my hand, I noticed his nails were really long and looked kind of sharp, which was weird. Well, I thought, I'm definitely not partying. Do not want to loose my inhibitions with this guy. I walked into the apartment and found Justin getting out of the shower. "Hey, bro!" he said. "Glad you can make it! I really want someone here I can trust." His body was just as amazing as I remembered. t was hard not to stare, he was so beautiful. His dick, even soft, hung longer than my dick when hard. "No worries. The idea gets me hard, man! Watching you get chemmed!" "It does?" He reached out and felt my rising cock in my jeans. "Fuck yeah, dude. I didn't even know you partied!" "Only on occasion. In fact, I'm taking a hiatus to Tina for awhile, and want to end it with a bang." He started unzipping my jeans. I grabbed him and kissed him hard. "Let's get you fucked up, man!" We went into his bedroom. Mark had laid out three full needles in a tray. "Oh, Mark" I said, "Just in case one of those is for me, I can't tonight. I have work early and can't get fucked up - I'll watch you, 'tho." "Really?" he asked, "cause your dick seems to say otherwise" as he extracted my now hard cock out of my boxers. "I know, man. I wish I could, but really, I have to be responsible tonight." "It's cool. I understand." Justin sat down on a chair, worked a belt around his arm and started pumping his fist. His cock looked like it wanted action, so I started stroking it. "Yeah, Ryan!" he moaned. "Keep doing that. I need a distraction if I'm gonna do this." I knelt down and started sucking his now hard cock. It was so big, I had to concentrate to get it in my throat. "Just keep thinking about him, bro, and enjoy it!" Mark said. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mark prepare a point, and ever so slowly he inserted it into one of Justin's now prominent veins. I knew Justin was hit - he sucked in his breath, held it, and coughed. This had the mark of a good session. Mark undid the belt and pushed Justin's newly pointed arm up over his head. I sucked his cock down to the pubes and forced myself to hold steady, notwithstanding I really was on the verge of gagging. While I was not interested in any chem involvement, I was very interested in satisfying my slutty tendencies by pleasuring myself (and Justin). Justin leaned back, head against the wall, arm resting on his head. All he said was "Oh, fuck!" "You sure you don't want one?" Mark leaned in and asked me. I shook my head no, Justin's cock still in my mouth. Then, quite abruptly, Justin pushed my head off his cock and stood up, swaying a little. I got to my feet and moved to balance him. "You okay, bro?" "I need to go to the bathroom" as he stumbled into the bathroom and slammed the door shut. "How much did you give him?" I asked Mark. "Not much. Certainly not enough that he should have a bad reaction." "I'll go check on him." I walked to the bathroom door and I knocked. "Justin? You okay?" The door opened and Justin gestured me in. "I'm fine" he said. "More than fine." He grabbed me and pushed me up against the door, shoving his tongue into my mouth. I was stunned. Justin had never been aggressive before, but this new behavior was what I wanted. I moaned my approval of the animal the slam had brought-out in him. "I was just pretending" he whispered, continuing "I just met that guy online and, between you and me, I think he's poz." "I thought so, too" I replied quietly. "I think he might be full blown." "Really? Fuck. That crossed my mind. That's why I did this. Go out there and tell him I'm sick. I'll come out in a minute and tell him I just need to go to bed, that I got too much T. Then, you tell him you'll stay to make sure I'm okay. After he's gone, we'll fuck like sluts!" He shoved his tongue into my mouth again, grinding his dripping cock into my crotch. Pulling back, he grabbed my shoulders and flipped me around, bending me over the sink. Pushing my head into the mirror, he ground his cock into my ass crack, which, I thought, was a whole lot more interesting than if I blew him and simultaneously jacked-off. Just as long as I didn't party. Roughly pulling my head back up, he whispered "Get out there, bitch - and get rid of him." Pushing my cock back into my jeans, I zipped up and left the bathroom to find Mark was sitting on the bed. "Everything okay?" he asked. "Naw, man. He must be a light weight. He's really sick. It was kind of gross." "Fuck. Does he need to go to the hospital?" Before I had to come-up with a reply, the bathroom door opened and Justin stumbled over towards us, and unsteadily moved to crash on the bed, only to slide off the edge of the mattress and end-up sitting on his ass at the foot of the bed. Damn, he's good, I thought. For a second even I was convinced by his act. "I'm so sorry, Mark, I've gotta crash" said Justin as I moved to help him onto his bed. "It's okay. It happens - even to those with experience. It's just a matter of chemistry." I felt a little guilty, doing this to Mark. He seemed like an okay guy, especially for a dealer. And as for his supplies, well, at least some were now wasted. But, at the same time, I needed to feel Justin touch me again like he had in the bathroom. I liked his aggression and was happy to play along if I got a good fucking out of him. "I think I need to rest. Ryan?" Justin weakly asked. "Yeah?" "Will you stay in case I get sick again?" "Sure." "I think I should go," Mark said as he started to put his shirt back on. As he turned from me, I saw a bio-hazard tattoo on the small of his back. Yep, definitely a good thing he was leaving. "Sorry, Mark" Justin continued. I could not get over what a good actor he was. I almost believed he was sick. "I'll talk later." "No problem, really. Don't get up. Rest." "I'll walk you out," I offered. When we reached the door Mark turned to me saying "Glad you're here to watch him." "Yeah, it's no trouble" I said, thinking about how I hoped to be taken care of as soon as he was gone. "If you need anything, or if you want to party sometime, here's my card." He slid his card into my front pocket, letting his hand slide down and then up my hard on. "Thanks, Mark. I might take you up on that." He smiled and walked down the hall. I closed the door, waited a second, locked it, and rushed back to the bedroom. Justin had put on some porn and was standing up, stroking his eight inch cock. "Damn, I thought he'd never leave!" he said. "Come here, boy." Eagerly, I walked up to him. He grabbed me, and planted another intense kiss on my mouth. "Strip!" Without thinking, I dropped my trousers and pulled my shirt off over my head while I kicked off my shoes. "Faster, bitch" Justin said, lightly slapping my face. Damn! Dominate too? This had all the markings of a hot session, particularly as both times Justin and I had had sex, I'd fucked him and our experiences had been very vanilla. This was a whole new side of him, a dimension I liked - a lot. I stepped out of my boxers and stood before him naked, as I reached for cock, only to have him slap my hand away. "Did I say you could touch me, faggot?" he (almost) snarled. "No." "No, what, bitch?" "No sir!" "That's right! Are you going to do what I say?" "Yes sir!" "Everything I say?" "Yes sir!" "You better, faggot, or I will punish you. Believe me!" My hard cock was dripping pre-cum. This was exactly the kind of scene about which I'd fantasized, but hadn't had the guts to actually investigate. I knew I would do anything he said, no question. I felt the part of my brain that made rational choices slowly disappearing. "On your knees, bitch!" I quickly sank to my knees, opening my mouth and moving towards the beautiful cock I was prepared to worship. Justin slapped my face away. "Did I say suck it, faggot? Huh?" "No sir." "Did I even say open your mouth?" "No sir!" "If you can't obey, boy, I'll tie you down and make you obey." Th thought made my cock (and asshole) twitch. Would I let Justin tie me up? I'd never been tied up before. The copious stream of pre-cum seeping down my shaft and onto my balls told me all I needed to know. "Now, stand up." I did as I was told. Although I suspected it might get get me in trouble, I couldn't resist taking scooping up and tasting some of my pre-cum. Fuck! I love the taste of cum! Justin let me suck my finger dry before the punishment came. "Stupid faggot!" he yelled. "Too addicted to cum to listen to simple instructions?" "Yes sir." "Lay down on the bed." I had never tasted Justin's cum. When we fooled around in the past, it had always been very safe. I wondered if I'd get to taste his cum tonight. Now in his dominate, uninhibited, tweaked up state, anything was possible. I wasn't moving fast enough. Slap! Again I was ordered "Lay on the bed, you fucking faggot bitch!" Justin slammed me to the bed. Part of me wondered if his neighbors could hear us, but another part of me couldn't care less. It wasn't my apartment. "Stretch your arms out," he ordered. I did what I was told. Justin pulled ropes out from a night table and tied my hands to the bed posts. Ropes in his nightstand? Had he been planning this all along? Surely not, but what other explanation was there? Had Justin's range of sexual interests changed? For that matter, the question briefly crossed my mind Just how good of an actor was Justin? Had I walked into an elaborate scene he had concocted to get me tied up and helpless? I had come to his apartment thinking I'd be in charge. How wrong my expectations were. In any event, any worries I had melted away with the thought of his amazing cock, and the possibility that I might get to swallow his cum. I wanted to taste him so badly, to feel him shoot his load down my throat. I hoped he'd pull out a little, letting a blast or two land on my tongue so that I could savor it before swallowing it. "I'm going to breed you tonight, boy." Quickly I was pulled out of my fantasy. Breed me? I had never had a bare dick in my ass before, let alone had anyone cum in my hole. I was negative and proud of it. Breed me? This had gone too far. "No, man. No unsafe sex." Justin slapped my face, harder this time. Much harder. I was stunned. "You don't get to say no, boy. In fact, I'm going to make sure you beg for it!" It was then that I heard footsteps coming down the hallway. Shit! Someone else was in the apartment. My heart started to race. I pulled on my ropes, but they were too tight. I couldn't get away. It was then that it finally sank in just how helpless I was. I started screaming. Another slap. "Shut up, bitch!" Just slid his belt over my arm. I was trying to absorb Justin's intentions when I saw Mark who said to Justin "Hold his arm down." But how had he gotten back in? I had seen him walking down the hall and had locked the door. Then I began to understand what was at issue: Mark wasn't merely Justin's dealer. Whatever the relationship between the two, Mark apparently had a copy of the key to Justin's apartment. I'd been played. Justin looked down at me and told said "Have you figured it out yet, bitch? Huh? Mark is my master, the way I will be yours. After tonight you will not only be my slave to do with as I please, when and where I please, but you will also have the glorious gift he has given me." I felt the coolness of an alcohol swab on my arm and felt a needle stick me. Mark was inserting a needle into my arm, he draw a small amount of blood, and then the contents of the needle disappeared into my arm. Before I knew what happened a surge of warmth invaded my arm and quickly moved throughout my entire body. For a second I couldn't breath and then coughed, and again coughed harder. Then the transformation commenced: my mind moved from its normal plane of existence and I found myself to be a new man, a different man. Not a man. A boy. A bitch. A hole. And I needed to be used. I needed to be filled. I heard myself moaning uncontrollably as the slam hit me. Wave after wave of it. I couldn't stop moaning the word Fuck. "See?" Mark said. "I told you this would be good." "Oh my god!" I moaned. "Fuck!" I felt a hunger inside me I'd never felt before. I needed to be fucked and I needed to be fucked now! I wiggled my ass around on the bed. "That's it, you fucking whore! You aren't going to fight me anymore, are you?" I shook my head no, still riding the uncontrollable waves of pleasure the slam had brought me. Why hadn't I done this before? "Even when I want to breed your cunt?" I shook my head again. "Say it, cunt!" "No sir!" "You'll beg for it, won't you slut?" "Oh, god! Yes Sir! Please breed me sir!" "Even when I tell you it's a positive load I'll be dumping in you?" "Yes sir, I want your poz load!" "When my master dumps his load in you, you'll beg then too, won't you, faggot?" "Yes sir, I want all the cum I can get!" "That's right. And you were right, boy. He is toxic. His viral load and cell count make him almost full blown. But, that makes you want it even more, doesn't it, bitch?" But, before I could let the thought really take hold, I smelled something under my nose. A hand held my mouth and one nostril shut, forcing me to inhale deeply from my only open airway. Poppers. English, by the strength. I was flying. I knew I'd let and do anything for these two. Even if they untied me. At this point, I wouldn't leave. "Yes sir!" I responded as the poppers traveled to my other nostril. "Good boy!" My new master said. He grabbed my ankles and pushed them over my head. I felt my neck strain as my body was bent in half. Without lube, without warning, what I'd been craving since the needle left my arm was given to me. I felt the head of his dick push into my hungry asshole. The pain was excruciating. But, it only turned me on more. Mark leaned down to my face, held it towards his, spit in it, and said "You are starting to feel it, aren't you? Pain is becoming pleasure to you, isn't it? That will increase. In time, we will teach you to feel even the most intense, brutal pain as pleasure, but your mind and your cock will scream from more. You will need pain to become aroused. Pleasure, sex, your body, your soul, your life. After tonight, none of it will be the same." Justin's cock was all the way in at this point. He had slowly pushed the full length into me, massaging my prostate. I thought I might shoot my load right then, no touching. But, as quickly as that pleasure and gentleness came, it was gone. Justin pulled all the way out of my ass in one quick move that made me gasp. Nothing happened for a moment. I heard a noise to my side. It sounded as if something was being sprayed. "That's it, slave" Mark whispered. "Feel it." Justin slammed back into me, his full length going in so far, I screamed in pain. A new rag was put in my mouth. There was something on it, a chemical. I could tell right away because it was cold. "Breath that in through your mouth," Mark said. "Deeply." I did what I was told. My head started to spin. Between the Tina, the poppers, and this new cold chemical, I had never felt so overwhelmed. Tears streamed down my face from pain, yet my lust and desire were never stronger. I needed more. I wanted more. I moaned for more. "What do you want, bitch?" Justin asked me, as he continued to power fuck my twisted, bound body. Mark pulled the rag from my mouth. I heard the spray sound again. "Everything, sir!" I cried. "You want to be my boy?" Justin asked. "Yes sir!" I moaned. "You want me to use you? Hurt you?" "Please, sir!" "You want me to own you, cunt?" "Oh, god! Yes, Sir!" "Well, you know what you have to do, don't you?" he asked. In another sudden move, his cock was out of my ass. I felt empty. I expected a sudden power thrust that would send me back to the wonderland where pain was becoming pleasure. But, it didn't come. I got nothing. My ass squirmed, seeking blindly for my master's dick. "Oh no, bitch! Not until you tell me. Do you know what you have to do?" "Yes sir." I said, still squirming. I had never felt this empty inside. "And what is that, boy?" The chemical rag was back in mouth, stronger than before. Mark plugged my nose. I had no choice. I inhaled deeply. He removed the rag. "I have to take your master's cum, sir." "Good boy. And why, faggot?" I felt his hand brush against my gaping asshole. I shivered, wanting it to slip inside, needing anything to fill me, replace what was missing. "Because he will give me the gift, sir." "So you do listen, boy. Very good. And you will take this gift from my master?" "Yes sir." "Knowing that we will not stop using you, abusing you, until we are sure you have the gift?" "Yes sir!” "You have pleased your master and my master with this. You quickly have learned that you are not important, just as I am not important to him and he is not important to his master." "His master?" I asked, excited at the possibility of even more men using me. "Yes. His master: AIDS. He is it's bitch. And, soon, you will be it's bitch, too. But, first, you have to ask for it. You have to want it. Only then will I own you." I didn't think. Beyond want, I knew what I needed. I asked. "Please, sir!" "Please what? You have to say it, bitch!" "Please infect me with AIDS. I need it. I need it inside me. I need to be owned by you, master. Please! I'll do anything!" "That's all you needed to say, boy." I heard some movement on the bed and I wondered what was happening. Even though no one was holding my legs, I still kept them wide in the air, hoping. I didn't have to wait long. I had never been this turned on in my entire 30 years. I wanted everything from these men. I needed it. In the matter of one hour, I had changed from a guy valued his negative status, one who never took risks, a guy who fundamentally wanted a regular relationship into a moaning, pleading, bitch who would do anything to make my master happy, even if it meant taking highly toxic loads in my ass. I didn't care anymore. I just wanted more. I felt the head of a dick brush my hole. I moaned. I was going crazy and they new it. From between my legs, I heard Mark say "You stupid fucking faggot!" He pushed inside me, all the way. I moaned in pleasure. His cock was not nearly as big as Justin's, but it was definitely thicker. Feeling my hole stretch in a new way drove me even wilder. "Oh, god, yes! Fuck me!" "You like that poison cock, bitch?" "Fuck yes, sir! I love it!" Mark pushed two fingers into my ass, along with his cock. I had no idea why, but I knew I loved be filled even more! "There's no turning back now, bitch" I heard Justin say. He had taken Mark's place as the devil whispering in my ear. "Do you know what he's doing to you? He's digging into you with his fingernails. Those long nails of his. They are sharp. There's no way it won't take now!" Knowing that Mark was cutting into me, mixing his precum and soon his cum not just into my asshole but directly into my blood caused a lust in me I can't explain. This was happening. Up until know, it wasn't just talk. It would happen. I trembled. An orgasm greater than I've ever experienced rocked my entire body. I shook and moaned uncontrollably as shot after shot of my cum flew, hitting me in the chest,face, and hair. I could feel cum dripping under my blindfold, starting to burn my eyes. "Holy fuck, boy! You're making me-" Mark began to moan. I realized he still had one hand inside me, scraping and scratching me, while his free hand gripped into my leg. His long fingernails sank into my skin, causing me to moan and convulse in pain and pleasure along with his orgasm. I felt shot after shot of his toxic seed shoot into me. With each shot, I knew I would never be the same. Finally his orgasm subsided. I felt his cock begin to slide out of me. My exhausted legs began to fall back to the bed. "Oh, no you don't, faggot!" he said, slapping me sharply where he'd just wounded me. I knew I'd have marks for a while from his claws. "You keep those legs up, boy! Let that cum and blood flow into your body, becoming apart of you." I imagined his virus slowly moving through different parts of my body, taking over. Soon it would be everywhere throughout my body. "I am apart of you now" Mark said. He stood up and crossed to my head, removing my blindfold. "Look," he ordered. "See what I've done? There's no escaping now." I looked down at his thick cock. It was coated in my blood. "Clean it, faggot. Taste what I've done to you." I had no time to protest before they both grabbed my head and forced Mark's blood-covered cock into my mouth. I gagged. "That's it," he said. That's it." Slowly I started to lick his cock. Leftover cum was still seeping out of his piss slit. My desire took over. I started to suck. The more cum I tasted, the more I wanted it all. "That's it, boy. Become one of us." They continued to roughly push my head into Mark's pubes, but they didn't have to. I had surrendered. The taste of his cum, my blood, and my dirty ass became intoxicating. I wanted it all. When all the flavor was gone, I still continued to suck, hoping for just one more little taste, but, I had gotten it all. Mark pulled his cock out of my mouth and inspected it. "You've pleased me, boy. I think you are ready for the final steps." With that, Justin was back between my legs, forcing his long cock to the hilt. I could feel my hole ripping even more. The pain made me moan, I couldn't take anymore. My orgasm was just as powerful. My drained balls pumped and pumped, but little came out. My dry orgasm rocked my balls with pain as if I'd had blue balls for weeks. This pain caused even more pleasure, making me shake and convulse more. "Do you love it? "Yes" I moaned. "And do you love your master?" "Yes!" "Tell him." I looked right at Justin. Our eyes locked. "I love you, Master." "I love you, too, boy." Justin came, shooting his load into my torn up ass. He fell against my chest, moaning into my chest. I felt his tongue tracing my chest and I'd never felt anything like it. The pleasure was coursing through me along with the virus. Justin raised his head up to mine, his red lips moving towards mine. "Now I own you. You belong to me. I control you. You will never again do anything unless I tell you to, do you understand?" "Yes, Master." Justin kissed me. It was the roughest, most passionate, violent kiss I'd ever experienced. "Cleaning my cock binds the deal. Once you clean the cum, shit, and blood from me, we are bound. Do you understand?" "Yes, Master." His cock entered my mouth. I knew what I wanted. All of my lust and longing went into licking and sucking him clean. The taste had the same intoxicating effect, causing my cock to stiffen and drip. As I lay, exhausted, bound to my new masters' bed, I knew that I would never be able to leave, escape, even if I wanted to. I was theirs.

It’s been a few days since I saw my boyfriend last. He’s always working and it doesn't help I live on one side of the metro while he’s about 20 miles on the other side. He hasn't texted me in a day or two and I was bored and horny today. I decided to re-download an app, hopping just for a little chit chat from people. After looking a while I came across a picture of my boyfriend, I wasn't angry, but annoyed as he told me he never used this app anymore. Then again, I was on. I decided to dropped it and just continue my search for someone to talk too. *received a message* Looked at the guys profile, cute and hot he was looking for fun and friends. I viewed the message. The guy: what are you up too? Me: not much, on from boredom, you? The guy: the same, up for some fun? Me: What kind of fun? The guy: What kind of fun you think I’m asking about. ; ) Me: If it’s hooking up, can’t do, in a relationship. The guy: That doesn't matter. *Image of his cock came through* I looked, and saw possibly the biggest cock I've seen, thick, veiny, and hard. Me: Very nice cock sir. If I wasn't taken I’d definitely blow you or let you plow me The guy: Your boyfriend doesn't need to know, what’s your address? I was tempted, I haven’t bottomed for a long time Since I started dating my boyfriend. He’s always the bottom and was always the top, it was tempting, but… Me: Sorry, can’t, really tempting, but can’t. The guy: Come on, address. ; ) You know you want my 10”s in you. At this point my cock was hard and I was jacking off like crazing. What I did next I shouldn't have done and hopped to god no one would find out. Me: *gives address* Hurry before I changed my mind.” The guy: Will be there in 10 minutes, have the door open and be face down. I stopped jacking, opened the door slightly then took off my clothing. I laid down in the bed me and my boyfriend slept in many times when he was over. I pre lubed my hole and had a few condoms to the side just in case. I heard the door open, not a word only the sounds of shoes being taken off. Heard someone come into my bedroom and heard cloths being taken off. I heard some clanking then a zipper and then a thud. I could feel he was close. I was now feeling regret that I was now hooking up with someone, but was too late, was too afraid to stop, didn’t know what he would do if I backed out. Slap, slap, slap when his cock on my ass. I ask him about condoms and he said nothing as he push his big mushroom head into ass. I ask him again about condoms and he push his cock in a little bit. It stung and hurt. Only my ass was lubed, his cock wasn't. He kept pushing in, pain was shooting through, I ask him to stop. He didn’t, “I’m almost all the way, relax you cheating slut.” That slightly turned me on. He hit that one point in my ass, pain was being replaced with pleasure, but pain didn't want to go away either. “How much more” I asked. “Want more?” He said then nothing but pain shot through as he pushed balls deep into me. “FUCK!” I screamed. The pain was so much I was crying. He started moving out, one, two, three inches then slamming back into me. This went on for a few minutes. After a while it felt amazing. The pain I had just felt turned to pleasure. He started pulling out more then back in, this was going on till all I could feel was his head. All that you could hear in the room was light moaning, skin slapping, and some grunting. I was so close I nearly came a few times. “I’m close, keep fucking me.” I said, he picked up his pace, then slowed down, picked up, then slowed down, like he’s teasing me. “I’m close” He shoved in again then pulling out, “Here’s my dirty load you cheating slut!” Then he drove his cock into my gut, filling it with his seed. Once he was done filling me he fucked his seed in me for a while, from this I came, I came hard on my bed then collapsing in a pool of my own spunk. He pulled out and before I could get my composure he was already dressed and heading out the door. I didn't think of what he said for a few days and didn't say anything to my boyfriend. My boyfriend came over; slept in the same bed I was fucked in. I fucked him, with a condom, because he has a thing for latex, not really for safety. A few days go past again and I decided to go back onto the app, I was bored, I noticed he left me a message which I thought seemed odd. He was online The guy: Up for round two? I have a few buddies that would also like your hole if you’re interested. ; ) I went to reply to him but clicked on his profile instead. What I noticed wasn't there before, it shocked me. It stated that he was Poz and not on meds. Fuck I thought. That’s what he meant by dirty load. Me: Is your profile correct, you are poz? Are your friends also poz? The guy: Yes, all of us are? So, what you say? Me: … Me: You know the address. My boyfriend texted if I was free that afternoon. I told him I’d get back to him later that day. Then my door opened once again, guess it's too late to back out now. ======that’s it======= I was bored, so I wrote this. This is fictional, this never happened. Hope my spelling and grammar are correct.

To all you bottom sluts out there, do you still do sleepovers and walk of shames or do you leave right after coitus? I must admit, I often like having another round in the morning and love walking home in the morning with a fresh load...

Fuck, what a Saturday night. My regular HIV+ (gone off meds) fuck buddy came around towards midnight. He fucked me almost stupid, and dumped his toxic juice deep inside me. He's not really into fisting, but I asked him if he would oblige. OMG, I had the deepest fisting I have EVER had in my life. Fuck, it was amazing. From the outside, I touched his fingers as he went deeper and deeper into my body. He almost made it to the elbow. Next time, we're going to go for the elbow inside me, too. I have never felt sensations like that before. I felt like my entire soul was being filled by his arm. His dick is big enough, but having that forearm pushing the cum deeper into me, was more than I can describe. I bled a bit, so his poz seed is definitely in my system yet again. I'm quite tender today, but need more of the same - fucker is visiting his brother today and tomorrow, otherwise he would come and service me again this evening. Can't wait for the next time. Fuck, fuck, fuck it was hot.

Not a walk of shame lol but I dont do spend the nights, I might be there all night but no sleeping, Especially if I dont know the person well. You can stuff your fat cock in my ass and I'll suck your cock, but I'm not trusting enough for sleeping in unknown zones lol

as more of top I prefer a bttm to do a sleepover and do the walk of shame this next more after I have loaded him a few more times.

some will certainly care if you are bleeding and it make you feel even worse if they stop fucking you and express disgust let your body heal is my vote

Hi guys...latest update... Went to club Ottawa for blackout thurs jan 28. Got there early to get my favorite room and, of course, simce i get really slutty when i drink, i had about 8 shots of vodka on the way So i get there around 11 AM, head to my room and start loosening my hole with this nice triple ripple butt plug i have along with my fav poppers. I head to the gloryhole booth leaving tje door wide open and presenting my ass to all cummers. BTW guys, when you see that the dude wants to get FUCKED - not fingered, not massaged - so if you don't want to fuck my hole please move along!!! So i swallow a few loads and i love that but was really there to get fucked. So i headed to the dry sauna and started sucking this older guy with a really nice cock. While i was deep-throating him some anonymous stud slid hos hard cock inside me hole. He was gentle at first but tjat quickly changed and i got my first pounding of the day! Omg i love getting fucked! He shot his load in me tje same time i got the load in my mouth - perfect! I kept my ass in the air and waited a few bit sadly no one else took up my offer At club Ottawa there is this back room with a kinda of double bed - i made way back there. A guy was laying on the bed with his hard cock right at the edge so i started sucking. In no time i felt someone move up behind me and start fucking me! I kept lips wrapped around that hard cock while my ass was getting used. My fucker said he was gonna cum so i stood up and leaned back into him telling him to cum in my ass. He was more than happy to unload in me. When he finished i bent back over and resumed sucking cock. Believe, it took mere seseconds for the next cock to slide in me. I really love this shit! One cock dumping in my ass and being quickly replaced by another! The next guy took about two minutes before he unloaded in me. No problem for me though - i was there to take load after load. The guy I was sucking came in my mouth and another guy took his place. By this time i had both an audience and a lineup! I heard guys saying what a slut i was and that just made me even hornier! I love being a slut! After each guy came in my ass someone else quickly took their place. I stopped "counting" after 10 loads. I must have been there for a couple of hours when i needed a break. I stood up and said "Thank you" and headed back to my room. A guy named Ivan followed me into my room, layed me on my back and kissed me as he slowly fucked me. After he came in my ass he asked for my number and i gave it to him. I had a couple hours nap then headed home with cum leaking out of my ass! I truly can't wait for the next blackout thurs!

Why not be 100% open? Doctors are usually smart and realize the only they can help you is if you are honest with them. Mine tried for a couple of sessions to talk me into safe sex but realized very quickly that that is not going to work and that I'd rather change docs than get a rubber anywhere near my cock or ass

John had shown me that I was far from a full-fledged card-carrying top man and once I became poz, he helped me understand my feelings about it, that in fact it was a release of fear that had been holding me back, keeping me in a repressed state of being. Limiting my thoughts, holding back my true desires. He introduced me to an entire new world of sex and allowed me to experience the parts of me I had repressed. Thanks to him, I was transforming into a full time bottom pig, with an insatiable cunt that needed filled with cock, cum, piss, toys or fists. Exposing my hole to men was something he taught me to be proud of and that once I did that regardless of the man, it was my place to pleasure them. That for me, my cock and my cum were last on the list, if at all. He had taken time to train my pussy into a full cunt. He put me in long-term chastity preventing me from using my cock other than to piss through a slit in a tube locked and caging my nads. He taught me it was okay to be verbal, to express myself and not only state what things made my cunt feel good, but to praise the man who was exploring it and using it to pleasure his own cock or his own perversions. He took me through the various forms of kink but through experiencing them in a mutual and sexual way. He wanted me to explore my perversions and extend my reach into those things I had only fantasized about. We had bareback parties, literally every single weekend for nearly 2 ½ years. Our home was well known by the regulars to the point that if things fell through for them on their nights out, they’d swing by our place knowing full well a party was most likely underway with tops, bottoms, and versatile guys there, but always guaranteed my cunt to fuck if they wanted it. They knew the environment was a safe one to feel good about being who you were without hang-ups or judgments. Partying was approved, but it had to be responsible or at least be with a buddy who was monitoring the high. In our sling room men who fucked me were provided with a grease pen to write their first names on one particular portion of the wall. If they were repeats they weren’t to add their name to the list. When I sold that house and had to white wash the room for showing, I counted 232 names on that space. John’s being the first. It was remarkable that that many men had not only been through my front door, but had entered seeded my cunt. Becoming the poz’d cum pig was, as I’ve said a long sequence of life experiences. After becoming one, it seems that the story had only begun. Upon arriving home from work one evening, I was greeted at the door by John holding a shot glass. “Drink up.”, he said, “I just mixed that up for you.” He handed me the shot glass and I looked in it. It was cum. I smiled and downed the shot glass of his fresh load using my tongue to clean it out properly. He had a way of surprising me that way. Another time while watching TV he jumped in the bed with popcorn, one bowl for me, one for him. Mine was “buttered” with his cum after he’d jacked off over it. We were kindred sprits as I liked to recall my habit of sticking my precum drooling cock into guys drinks. Now it was me eating a mans cum freely and willingly in many ways. “ I got another surprise for you” he said. “Two guys are coming by this weekend who are in town visiting. We’re going to have them over early on Saturday before the group party and have a little private one.” He was blurting all this out, obviously excited by the plan as I went in my room and set my things down, getting undressed. “That sounds cool, where are they from.” “Palm Springs and they’re up here for Pride Weekend.” I stripped naked and walked into my bath now fully equipped with my own shower shot, specially ordered by John from Fort Troff sporting an 18” rubber hose for deep cleaning. He sat on the toilet as I got in the shower and began my daily ritual. John taught me that regardless of the prospects, it was my responsibility to always be clean when at home, if anything for him. I found this a good routine as it kept my cunt cleaned out and it also provided a much needed training of flushing my deeper bowel. “Ya, they emailed me responding to the ad for this weekends party. They’re both tops.” I turned my head quickly… “really?” He knew me all too well. I was game for any group session, but it was far and few between I was treated to a room of top men. “yup, both bareback and both are poz.” “Woo Who!” I yelled back as I continued to wash myself. “Hurry up and get out of there” he said leaving the bathroom, “I’m hungry”. I finished washing up and brushed my teeth. I took the clippers out and freshened up my flat top. I ran the trimmers around my nipples and finished drying off. I headed to my room. Although we lived together, John and I had separate bedrooms. This was for several reasons. First, we all need our space. Second, he snored like a freight train. Third, he couldn’t keep his fingers or cock out of my ass, and I could keep my ass or mouth off his cock. We decided early on it was best. It was also nice to “visit” each others room for a little fun from time to time and then still be able to get a good nights sleep. That was important for both of us. Beyond that, we had too much shit to fit into one closet or room and I liked having my dog in the room whereas he didn’t. I walked in my room and John was sitting on my bed and continued on with his news. “They want to party and I told them about how I transformed you to a bottom pig. They’re partners and love breeding poz cunt together, tag teaming them. Here’s their pics.” As I was listening to him, I put on what I usually wore around the house when it was just John and I. I pulled up my black leather chap shorts that left my ass fully exposed and on through the front opening, my chastity clad cock and balls hung freely. At this point I’d been in chastity about 3 months. I wore it 24/7. I looked at the pic and was delighted to see two very handsome men in their mid to late 40’s. One was white, the other black. The white guy looked to be about 6 feet tall, buzz cut and goatee, broad shoulders, muscled hairy pecs, huge protruding nipples, nice guns, and from what I could tell through the jeans well packed. His partner was smooth, a bit taller shaved head, pierced nips, clean-shaven and lean muscled swimmers build. He wore black leather pants and it was hard to make out his crotch. My cock chubbed as much as possible in its restraint but more importantly, my cunt started to ache. That good ache like it was in need of filling. “Fucking hot John.. damn!” “Ya boy, I’m going to film it for them too. They said you could wear a hood, but they wanted to videotape the action and I told them we were good with that. Now turn around for me..” I signaled an approval by shaking my head yes and turned and got up on my bed doggy style as I did nearly every night when John was home. John leaned forward and tasted my cunt running his tongue over it lightly and then sticking his tongue inside me sucking on my ass lips.. “Mmm, fresh meat!” He reached over his right side and I felt the all too familiar coolness of the plug he would insert into me. He placed one hand on the center of my back pressing down so that my ass went up and he twisted and dropped the intruding plug into my cunt, spreading my lips but securing itself against my hole with its leading edge. “Won’t be long we’ll need to move up a size cunt boy” he commented. A single strap went through the end of the plug and snapped into the back of my chaps waist band, while the other looped through the base of my chastity device and snapped back on itself. I stood up and his hands ran to my nipples. “Good boy.. you cleaned them up for me.” “Yes sir.” I replied. Turning back to face him, he placed the black flexible cups over my nipples and released allowing them to draw my nipple fully up into them. First one, then the other. He leaned into me and kissed me fully pressing his tongue into my mouth. Alright, let’s eat. I followed him in the kitchen, letting the dog out the back door and sat at the table. He’d prepared a small meal and we ate talking about the weekend’s prospects and our visitors from out of town. “Look, if we hit it off with these guys, there’s a chance we could stay with them when I take you to Palm Springs. They said they had a huge house and held parties often.” He’d been telling me he was going to take me when the time was right, and I knew it was approaching. When we finished eating I cleaned off the table, put the dishes in the dishwasher and let to dog in. John retired to the den downstairs off the sling room and adjoining play space. He yelled up to me from the basement. “Hey boy, you almost done?” “Yes, just need to finish up the pots and pans.” I replied. “You’re desert is down here.” I knew what that meant. I finished up the kitchen and brought two drinks down to the den. John was sitting in “his chair” as he called it because it was low to the floor but built like a recliner with room for me between his legs. He was wearing a bathrobe and had the news on. I handed him his drink and he pulled me down to him and kissed me, reaching up removing my nipple cups. I knelt down between his outstretched legs and opened his bathrobe exposing his naked body. I sat on the flat pillow on the floor beneath me placing my hands on his thighs; I took his cock in my mouth. I pressed my plug against the hardness offered from the concrete floor and pillow against my ass, pushing into my prostate. He had taught me how to pleasure a cock with my mouth and not to use my hands. Even with those stubborn hardons that slapped back up and away from me, I was to use my head, mouth, and tongue to work their cocks back to my mouth without the use of my hands and continue to service them. I became quite skilled at that. I began sucking John’s cock. I loved his cock, it was full and thick, even when he was soft and had an amazing piss slit that I enjoyed lapping my tongue through and around. He’d pumped his poz loads into my cunt now for nearly 10 months and fed me orally on a regular basis. He knew I loved cock, and he only continued to feed my need for it to where I no longer just sucked cock, but learned to worship it, to feed from it and to nurse on him. I truly desired cock. His recent spraying of cum on my popcorn and offering me a shot glass was only another progression toward teaching me to love and crave cum, without the benefit of a cock. In time, he would teach me to lap cum up from where ever he found it and he was teaching me that too. I was not ashamed, but proud of who I was becoming. I came to find these sessions of servicing his cock this way as he had his drink, watching TV as relaxing for me as I’m sure it was for him. He had no agenda, he did not demand that I suck harder, faster or even force me to make him cum under any schedule. It was simply me servicing his cock. My mouth on him, where it belonged. It was in my control to nurse and feed from his cock and he let me explore that need. He would often cum and feed me his load but even after that did happen, my mouth remained on his cock long after and I made him feel as he said, “the way a man should feel, with a boy between his legs always making him feel good” In time he would also teach me, at my request to drink his piss from his then flaccid cum drained cock. It was me who sought out that new experience, as I wanted more of him. On rare occasions we would sleep in his room, my head in a harnessed hood strapped and locked to his waist. His cock would remain in my mouth all night with him telling me that it was my pacifier. I would take his piss and cum all night long as it was offered. He had made me feel good countless times, and even now as he was training my cunt, he was still a master at knowing what to do, how to teach me without forcing anything on me but allowing me to explore my animal and to let it out. He did not demand I call him Sir, or that he was even my Master. He was simply a top man and I was one that wanted to please him as best as humanly possible. He treated me as a man, equal in that right but with the understanding I had a need to give of myself to a man in those ways. I wanted him to be proud of me and to make him happy. He did the same for me. He coached me and praised me; always sure to let me know that what I was doing or wanted was normal and to be expected of any true cunt boy. During the time I was nursing on his cock like that in the den he would drink his drink, smoke a cigarette, being sure to rub my head or stroke my face and comment on how good I was making him feel. He encouraged me. I would begin to move on my plug, being sure to stimulate my cunt as I sucked this mans cock and began to taste his precum. I would purposely pull back allowing his stringy mass of precum to run from his piss slit to my tongue and let him watch me lap it back up. I wanted him to see my enjoyment in this place between his legs. Time passed casually between us and after nearly close to 2 hours, he had already cum and I had cleaned him of all remnants of his orgasm and had enjoyed playing with his soft cock in my mouth until my spit began to turn dry. He occasionally stroked my nipples as I nursed and when all was finished leaning down kissing me, he sent me to bed. “See you in the morning.” That morning was Friday. I had to go to work. John met me in the kitchen as I put the kettle on. He reached down between my legs and unsnapped the strap holding my plug in place and then spit on his fingers rubbing them around the outside of my hole, I leaned over the sink. He turned and twisted the plug and it came free from my cunt. He tossed the plug in the dishwasher. I felt empty. “Go get ready for work. I’ll make some breakfast.” I got in the shower, washing the dried sweat from my legs formed under the shorts and bending forward felt of my cunt. It was in “bloom” as John would say, standing slightly open on its own and lips swollen like most mornings. I washed it freely with soap and turned to allow the water running down my back to flush over it. It felt really good. The thought crossed my mind how I’d become so focused on my cunt. Pretty much ignoring my cock. It felt right. Friday came and went like any other day including my evening routine with John. He’d met up with his connection and obtained his party supplies for Saturday. We spent most of Friday evening cleaning up the play space to ensure it was free of any remnants of lube, grease or dirt. He set out the new bottles of poppers and lube and mixed up some J-Lube and put it in the fridge downstairs. I stocked the rest with beer, soda and water. I washed any soiled play towels and folded them placing them back on the shelf. We went about our business getting things ready. Saturday at 3:00 in the afternoon, the doorbell rang. By now, I had spent 2 hours preparing myself being fully washed, face shaved except my goatee, hair removed around my nipples, cock cage rinsed through with water pressure from my shower shot and of course my cunt clean as clean could be. John had me in the den and porn was playing on the screen. I was sitting on a rim seat, dressed in my collar, my chap shorts, ankle high boots, and of course my plug. He had previously used the pump on my nips to the point they were sticking out from my pecs a good inch. He’d trained them well too over the past few months. I was proud of my tits sticking out from my pecs. I remember thinking how I wished some of those guys I had fucked over the years had had some nice pig nips for me to fondle and play with as I fucked them. To this day my nips show under sweatshirts, and even jackets over that. They were hard as nails and folded over only at the base when tweaked. I felt natural in this state. I could hear the men talking and laughing upstairs in the kitchen as John offered them drinks. My excitement was overwhelming me as I considered how much admiration I held for John for doing things like this and my nervousness over pleasing these men. I heard them coming down the stairs. “Is it okay if we change before we meet the cumhole?” I heard one ask. “Sure, go ahead and change here, I’ll be right back.” John came to the doorway and looked at me and ran his hand over his face, a signal to me to close my eyes. I did as he instructed and I heard the door close. I could feel my hole pushing the plug outward and then sucking it back in, and couldn’t decide if it was doing it on its own or if I somehow was trying to get ready for what was to come. As I focused on that, I could hear sounds of chains, zippers and ripping like Velcro. My mind began to race. Then I heard clearly, “have you bumped his cunt yet?” from one of the men. “No,” John replied. “I thought you might want to meet him first with a fresh clean cunt and have the honors yourselves.” “Sweet, I like the sound of that,” came from the other man. This was my signal that I would be partying under John’s control, not my own. I was okay with that and trusted him to control that. The door opened and I sat straight in the rim seat. I felt eyes on me and they talked more and commented on my body. John spoke highly of my skills telling them they’d be pleased. I felt hands on me. Over my pecs and my nipples being tugged followed by more praise from the men. I felt a hand slip under the rim seat and pull on my plug enough to make me squirm, but not enough to remove it since the straps would not allow it. I felt another hand fondle and bounce the weight of the chastity device up and down between my open thighs slapping it around a bit, and then a mustached mouth pressed against mine and I opened my mouth accepting his tongue. He slipped it in and licked my mouth and then he spat into my throat. I swallowed and then opening my mouth at the coaxing of a hand on my jaw, a finger slid in my mouth accompanied by a cock. A large cock and I began to suck him. His hands on the side of my head feeding me his cock. I felt hands beneath me releasing my plug. It was John, leaning into my ear saying, “good boy.. that’s so good of you to suck that mans cock for him.” The plug was removed and immediately replaced by a man sliding under me. It was mustache/goatee man. I felt his bristles on my exposed cunt. “Awe fuck yes, sweet looking gaping hole on this boy.. “ and his tongue darted in and out of my exposed stretched lips. This is the only way I knew that the cock in my mouth belonged to the black man. It was longer than average, and without opening my eyes I knew it had to be longer than 8”. It was thick as well but glided evenly like a straight arrow, and I hadn’t felt his balls on my chin yet, or else they were contained in something else. John approached from behind again and placed a blindfold over my head. This helped, as I no longer had to strain to keep my eyes closed. I continued having my cunt eaten out with him using his hands to both spread my cheeks further apart telling me to move on the seat to hold them further apart and him gingerly fingering my now exposed rose bud. His tongue was amazing and I felt my cunt opening more. After a while, the goatee man said, “Chris, you gotta have some of this.” And the man whose cock I was sucking pulled away and I thought they were swapping, but I was soon rewarded with John’s cock in my mouth. Regardless of where we went or how fucked up I may have become I always knew John’s cock, blindfolded or in a dark room or even through a glory hole in my ass, I knew it was his. You might think I couldn’t in my ass, but we had a signal. He would enter me fully and then wait a moment and pulse his cock a few times. He had great skill at that trick, making his cock head well and his cock jerk inside of me. It was then I felt Chris underneath me. He had long fingers and narrow hands. He spread his fingers over my ass and pulled me further apart and he commented to his friend, “Holy shit, this is one beautiful cunt” as his tongue disappeared into me he wrapped his lips around my cunt lips sucking on them, nibbling, and jabbing my open hole with his tongue… his hands released his grip on my ass and again he forced me to widen my stance on the seat so the chair held my cheeks wider apart. I felt the skin at the base of my spine where my crack begins stretching. His hands cascaded up my torso and he began to twist my nipples and pull down on me forcing his face further up my wanting hole. John continued to slowly glide his cock in and out of my mouth, occasionally allowing its full length to fill my throat and holding my head he said “hey Chris, try this out” and as I gasped for air my cunt pushed further out into Chris’ hungry mouth. He immediately moaned uncontrollably beneath me, I felt his breath as he breathed harder and I heard goatee man say, “fuck what did he do?” John explained what he’d done and goatee man said he wanted to try that too. Chris reluctantly got up and allowed his partner access to my cunt and as goatee man slid under me for a second time, John said, “Chris, you try this end. This is something you guys should do more of for each other when you tag team.” My mind was racing thinking just how hot it was that these three men were talking about me as though I wasn’t there, that I was their toy to experiment with. It made me all that much more horny and my desire to please them peeked. Chris slipped his now raging cock into my mouth. It was much fuller than it had been. He glided it back and forth over my tongue and asked goatee man if he was ready. I felt goatee man purse his lips directly around my exposed swollen lips and push his tongue deep into me.. “Um umph” he said.. and then Chris proceeded to enter my throat holding my head. He was larger than John for sure, and stretched my throat he was surely longer as I still hadn’t felt his balls on my face.. I gagged hard, three times and as I did I heard goatee man moan and growl beneath me and I felt what must have been 2 inches of my insides push outward into his mouth. I heard the bottom of his feet behind me stomping the floor in his boots and his hands were up on my nipples twisting them. The men repeated this several times before goatee man removed his mouth from my cunt and said, “fuck yea, this cunt is ready for a bump I think.” I was escorted to the sling space. The room had been prepared and porn was playing on the screen. I was familiar with the dialog on the screen and the music. It was one of the hardcore ass play and fisting videos. Goatee man asked if we could muffle the volume on it and if he could play some of his music he’d brought along. John obliged and the TV went silent and the room soon filled with Dungeon music. The sounds of steady techno music mixed with moans and chains and whipping sounds filled my headspace. I was placed in the sling, my feet and hands bound to the restraints. I was slightly disappointed as I still had not seen the cocks of both men, and had only sucked one. Goatee man remained a mystery. I felt someone move around behind me in the sling just over my head and felt John’s hands on my pecs softly stroking me. He often did this to reassure me and relax me “your being a good boy and these men are going to need you to pleasure their cocks tonight. You know how to do it and I know you’ll make me proud. I want you to enjoy your place tonight and be good. If you want or need anything you just ask me, I’ll be right here.” He reached down and I felt the familiar wetness of lubricant on my nipples and nipple tubes adjoined to a single tube lay across my chest. I heard the electric pump start. Within moments my nipples were sucked up into the tubes and the pump shut off. John released the clips on the tubes and left the cups dangling sucking fully on my nipples. I felt goatee mans mouth on my fully exposed cunt. He was eating me freely again, and me strapped in the sling unable to do much. He told me to slide down in the sling a little. I did and found that my ass was now fully spread since my legs were pulled back further. It was comfortable. A pillow was put under my head. “How big a bump can he take John?” goatee man asked. “Pretty good actually, but hey we can always prime him more if we need too.” “is this good?” asked Chris and John said, “oh ya, that will be good for now.” From the sounds of it, it was probably more than John anticipated so I knew I was in for a jolt. I heard the preparation going on while goatee man continued to lap at my cunt pulling back and commenting on it. I felt the long insertion of the small kitchen baster John used to apply my booty bumps with. I felt the rush of warm liquid enter me deeply and as usual, I felt a plug placed in my open hole. Another pillow was put under my lower back. “Don’t want to waste any of that boy” said goatee man. “John,” I asked. “ya, what is it, you feel okay.” “I feel good, is it okay for me to talk too?” The guys laughed, but in truth no one had given me heads up on whether or not they were into a scene or if this was to be natural. John leaned over me as did Chris and goatee man. John apparently had called them over close. “This is all natural boy. No scenes. You let yourself go and we’ll be doing the same. Do what comes natural to you.” “Thanks, that’s all I needed to know.” John explained to the guys that in my desire to please I would often over think things but that once I had settled I would be fine. Chris leaned into me and said, “I just want to feel your body baby and I want to breed you deep with my cock. I love pig cunts like yours” “Me too buddy.” Said goatee man. Moments went quickly, the tubes removed from my nips and they were soon being sucked, bitten and pulled. The plug was removed from my cunt and I began feeling one toy after another being used in my hole. The men praising my progress as we went and at one point expressed their amazement at how I had successfully taken 3 toys at once not just in my cunt but that they were fucking me with them in unison. “We might have to double fuck this cunt when you bring him down to Palm Springs John” one of them said.. who I don’t know. I was flying. I could hear my hole getting sloppy as it sucked and spit back. “I need to fuck him now that his cunt is talking back” John said, and I was immediately rewarded with his cock. He commented on how loose my hole was and I felt his fingers enter me with his cock.. I felt my cunt expand to his touch as it always did. I felt him stretch me more and I begged him openly to turn me out and to whore me out. “fuck he’s flying now” goatee man said, let me have some.. and for the first time I felt his cock. As high as I was flying, I paid attention because I had to know. I felt his hands first, they were thick and I felt my cunt filled with parts of his hand, how much I don’t know. This was followed by his cock and although my hole was stretched with his fingers in it as well I had a hard time knowing how thick his cock really was, but what I did discover is how long it was. It felt like one of my larger toys that reach 9 or more inches and I openly told him so. He wanted me to tell him more. I told him how I had not tasted his cock yet or felt it till now and how I had anticipated it and wanted to feel it. I begged him to fuck me. He pulled on the chains of the sling and swung me back and forth in his approval until I did feel it’s full girth and length. I was right, had to be at least 9 and very thick. John continued praising me calling me a good cunt. Chris came around to the side of the sling and held the sling still and stuffed his cock in my mouth again, while goatee man began to pile drive my cunt. Sweat ran from my body pooling under me in the sling. Chris chocked me with his cock and my cunt pushed out around goatee mans cock even more. “Oh fuck yea, do that some more, gonna make me cum”. Chris continued his abuse on my throat and I in turn continued to push out against that fat cock inside me. Goatee man slapped my ass repeatedly and told me he was going to give me his poz seed deep in my gut. I became vocal through the fat cock in my mouth and throat trying to yell out yes, yes, please. It took a few more times of Chris forcing his cock in my mouth that caused Goatee man to erupt in my well opened cunt. He shook violently and moaned loudly calling me a filthy poz cum whore that he was going to use again. He dismounted me telling John he’d trained a hot cunt. That made me proud. John told Chris, “get in there man and give him some more. He needs it and wants it don’t you?” he asked. “yes please, fuck me, all of you, flood my cunt like a whores.” I loosely responded. Goatee man said, let’s get the blindfold off him” and came over and removed it. My eyes were flooded immediately in the pool of sweat that had been held back from my forehead. It stung. Goatee man quickly wiped my eyes with a towel and leaned over and kissed me stroking my body with his hand. “Good cunt boy.. fuckn good cunt!” At the same time Chris was lining up to fuck me and I looked between my legs and up in the mirror on the ceiling above me to see his long straight cock taking aim. “Fuck how big is that monster?” I asked. “10 and your cunt will like it just fine.” Before he put his cock in me, I felt his fingers inside of me, and again looking in the mirror watched as his long skinny fingers adjoined together slid fully up my cunt to the widest part of his hand. He could go no further. “yea man, you’re opened up like a total whore.” With that he began stuffing his cock inside me. I watched in awe as he entered me slowly making me take his massive black cock. He looked me in the eye and shoved the last part in until at last, I felt his balls slap my ass. He held still for a moment and then told me how he could feel Mike’s cum in me. Goatee man’s name was Mike. Finally. Chris started a slow motion of fucking me and as he did Mike and John said they’d be right back and left the sling room. Chris and I were alone about 10 minutes all the while he was deep dicking me and drilling me using his fingers to spread me wider around his cock. He’d stick his finger in my cunt and pull it out and suck on it and occasionally would offer it to me. I told him that if my hands were free I’d be scooping it up myself and feeding him and myself from my dripping cunt as he fucked me. He seemed to like that and reaching over my head released one of my restraints. I proceeded to show him my hunger for what was in my cunt and freely dug my fingers in next to his cock and pulled the cum from inside of me and ate it. I did this repeatedly and fed Chris from my fingers too. As I did this John and Mike returned to the room and witnessed my crazed feeding. This set Chris on the edge and he announced he as going to dump his seed in my cunt calling me his bitch and I begged him for it telling him I would soon be eating his cum from my cunt too. He stiffened, holding the sling close to him and I felt his cock jerk in my ass as I clamped down best I could on it. To add to his pleasure, I coughed, I coughed hard and repeatedly, his eyes got wider looking at me with a questioning look on his face and I said, “I don’t have a cock in my throat to let you feel what I gave Mike, so I’m doing the best I can to simulate it.” Chris smiled, blurted out “good cunt boy heres some more cum for you to use tonight” his eyes closed and he moaned loudly dumping his cum deep in my ass. When he settled down, John came over and dragged a larger butt plug through my crack getting it wet with the juices flowing from it. He turned and I knew what he was doing, he was coating it with more Tina he said, “Here’s your candy fucker.” And put the plug back in my open cunt. He unstrapped me and sent me to the den. “Stretch a bit and then sit in your rim seat boy. It’s 5:45, others will be arriving in about 30 minutes.” Chris and Mike came into the den shortly after fully dressed. “Hey pig boy, we have to run but we’ll be seeing you soon.” I thanked them both repeatedly for their cum and for opening my cunt. They smiled and said “No, thanks for the video.” Mike gave me a hand salute walking out the door and back upstairs.

When you are a size queen like me, you just cant say no to a big cock-- not even a toxic one that might give you HIV. Now I'd been barebacking for awhile, but i aleays looked for neg guys-- or at least guys who lied and said they were neg. But its hard to find negative barebackers- and i really like raw cock. Well, i found this one guy's profile on BBRT enticing, so I started chatting with him. His profile said he was "huge and uncut"-- so I just had to find out more! His profile also said "ask me" under status. Of course he was Poz--- but he also proclaimed to have a 9x7 piece of meat. We chatted off and on for a few months anD exchanged pics, there was always some reason not to hook up-- besides my overall fear of him being positive an having a cock that would rip me open. One night, after I had a few beers, I found myself on BBRT and feeling incredibly horny for a fuck. And big cock stud was on. And he IM'd me. Him: you lookin? Me: yeah. I need to get fucked bad Him: you finally gonna let me breed that sweet hole? Me: will you go easy on me? Him: yeah-- I know I'm big. Don't worry Him: and you're ok with Poz? Me: would you pull out if I asked? Him: yeah- I can cum either way Me: yeah, I think we should do this Him: can we film it? Just for us. I like to rewatch my fucks later Me: as long as you don't post the video anywhere Him: cum on over. Bring poppers He gave me the address which was only a couple miles away. And soon I found myself knocking on his door. I was met by a thin, wiry daddy guy, in his 50's and a bit shorter than me. He ushers me in and leads me to his basement which could best be described as seedy. Ratty carpet, bad panelling, a threadbare plaid sofa, empty liquor bottles and full ashtrays everywhere. We go to the couch and sit. I'm nervous as hell, but the porn is playing and it gives me something to watch. Seeing my hesitation, he pulls off his shorts... Holy fuck. That cocknof his flopped out and I was mesmerized. It was every bit as impressive in person. Moreso actually. Thick as my wrist, especially in the middle, with all this extra foreskin hanging off the tip. He was also flopping yo about mid-thigh And he wasn't even fully hard yet! "Why don't you suck it for starters?" he suggests. I knelt and tried to work that monster as best I could, but at my best I could only fit about half of it in my mouth. So I mainly concentrated on his skin-- tonguing it for all I was worth. Pretty soon he was all full mast and so was I. "You ready to get the fuck of your life?" I nodded yes. He led me over to his desk area and his computer. He fired up the computer's camera and started recording. Then he pushed me down and had me suck some more and get him good and hard and wet. While I sucked he talked up a storm-- giving me feedback, telling me how it felt, what to do. Then he asked me if my ass was ready. He stood me up and squirted lube on his massive cock, then he had me lube my ass. He spun me around and had me brace against the panelled wall while he rubbed his fat cock head against my crack. "You might wanna hit them poppers about now," he suggested. So I did. My alcohol buzz mixed with the fresh poppers sent me soaring and the next thing I knew he was using short quick thrusts to work his head into my ass. It felt in-fucking-credible! While he slowly worked deeper, he kept up a steady litany of "Yeah, open that ass up-- take my big ol Poz cock in that pussy!". Stuff like that. I kept hitting the poppers hard, but it didn't help much when he got to the thickest part of his tool. "Whoa! Damn that's thick-- I can't take it all," I told him. "Okay," he said, then he grabbed my hips and shoved violently into my hole. I screamed in pain and tried to get away, but he had me pinned to the wall by that giant prong of his. I know I was whimpering a lot, but he didn't care. He told me to just do more poppers. "I know it hurt- but it was for the best. Trust me, yours wasn't the first tight ring I've had to bust. Besides, When I promised you the fuck of your life, I kinda meant of your death too." And then he started really fucking me. Okay, I admit the pain of him ripping past by sphincter sucked, but what his cock did inside my body was nothing short of amazing. The fat part of his cock steamrolled my prostate with every thrust, and the knob of his cockhead kept popping up into my Colon with every thrust. I could feel him poking so deep in me-- deeper than any cock or toy had ever been. It hurt... Deliciously. "Yeah boy! Take that Poz cock! Wrecking your guts with my dick of death! You love taking this Poz meat, doncha boy?" And I did. He probably drilled me for about 15 or 20 minutes solid- and by the end I was fully bent over, bracing my hands on that wall and pushing back into him. And he was fucking me with every inch-- coming out just so the head was in, then slamming back in. My cock was drooling precum everywhere. "What's your status, boy? You neg?" "Yes sir," I managed to get out between grunts. "You know I'm Poz, right?" "Yeah..." "Well, I'm getting close, boy-- where you want my load?" The poppers and alcohol (and the amazing cock) had done their trick. "Don't stop fucking me!" I heard myself beg. "Well Here it cums boy! Here it.... Fuuuuuuuuuck yeah! Breeding your neg cunt with my toxic seed! Take my dirty load bitch!" When he started shooting, he planted his cock as hard and as deep as he could. He also had one of those spongier cocks that really swells and pulses as it cums, so I felt every shot of his venom jizz up inside my colon. Then I came-- all over the panelling and that nasty carpet. I didn't even touch myself, my orgasm just... Happened. He stayed inside me for a few minutes, slowly thrusting and withdrawing his meat. Working his load into my guts. Which is exactly what he said while doing it. Eventually he did what felt like the longest pullout I have ever felt, and his dong popped out with a wet plop. Them he turned off the video and we cleaned up and got dressed. He showed me bits of our "movie"--- damn, it WAS hot seeing that much cock wrecking my butt! He promised to email me a copy for my enjoyment. "And this is just for us, right? No posting online?" "Don't worry," he told me. A couple weeks later I got sick-- and I knew. Sure enough, my next HiV test confirmed it. I Tried looking For big cock daddy online, but I almost never saw him on. I emailed several times, but months went by and I never got that copy. Evidently it was "too big" to email. And when he was online, we could never find a time to repeat the fuck do I could get a disc. Then one day I got an email from an acquaintance of mine (a friend of a good friend) and I though "how unusual" for him to contact me. In his email he sent me a video link and said I should watch it. It was for some bugchaser or bug share website.... My heart stopped. Damn if it wasn't our video, right out there in the public domain. You could see my face, me sucking his cock, me taking hom raw... I sorta freaked out a bit, to be honest. Then I watched the whole thing while jacking off. It a fucking hot clip! He had edited it down some for time, but you could hear me basically beg him for his toxic load and then there he was knocking me up with it. Evidently lots of guys liked it because it got a 5 star review and had been watched several thousand times. Plus there were comments posted like "I love how that bugchaser begged for you to breed his cunt!". Stuff like that. Although the site where the video was originally posted is gone, I still run into our video now and again on dirtier sites. And it always reminds me of the fuck of my life. And my death.

I’m going to start by stating that what I’m about to reveal is all true. Any inserted pics are real and are of me. I’ve been an avid reader and part-time participant in the hook up section of this site for years, but I’ve never posted a story, even though I’ve unloaded countless times reading those of others. Many of the stories are about a single event that guys focus on as their transformation, their conversion; they use words like being impregnated, bred, seeded. Don’t get me wrong they’re all hot and fuckn sexy words to use, and I relate to the impact of how words impact and enhances our sex. But I’m going to be honest and say that for me, becoming a poz’d cum hungry, cock worshiping fuckn bareback bottom pig that wants the let my animal out, was no single event. It was what I like to think of as an evolution over many years. It started with the first man’s cock I saw at the age of 6 and from there the journey started. It was my oldest brothers, 14 years older than me. We stripped down to put on swimming trunks, and from my vantage point sitting on my bed, him standing in front of me, all I saw at eye level was his masculine, hairy, meaty thick cock and heavy hung balls swinging in front of me. To this day I can still see it. When I saw my brothers cock, I distinctly remember a tightness in my mid-spine, I remember my hands began shaking and I felt flush all over. I was light headed and then I became warm all over. That feeling still strikes me today when I’m presented with a full meaty man cock, the only exception is that now I know that signal is my instinct, my animal, now my mouth drools and my fuck chute starts to expand from the inside and contracting. Through this journey I opened some doors myself, others were opened and I walked through, some I ran through. Sometimes eyes wide open, sometimes eyes wide shut. There wasn’t a single path I took that I was forced down by anyone other than my growing desire for cock and my growing insatiable need for more. More cock, more cum, more sex, more connection, always more. Before I focus on the single event that I know poz’d my fuckhole, you need to know that until 10 years ago I was a total top. I spent 8 years in the military; I’m 5’11” and average 180 lbs. I’m masculine, buzz cut, goatee, nice pecs 46” chest, hard nips, and hung thick about 7 ½. For years I lived just beneath the surface of the gay lifestyle. Yes, closeted. I had a girl friend, her daddy was the mayor of the town my military base was in, but I had my fuck buddies, most were military, some not. Some were the sons and brothers of guys I served with, but I was always the top. Always bare. Every roommate I had in the military, I “had”, except for one. I made a game of seducing the military hotties, getting them stoned, or drunk The scare of the 1980’s didn’t stop me because in my mind I was the one seeding hole. I was the one getting some twink to swing on my lob and swallow my jizz through some greasy glory hole. I picked up tricks in arcades and hitchhikers downtown and used their mouths and holes in my truck or at their places. I wasn’t concerned. By the mid to late 1990’s however, the number of willing cum junkies was diminishing rapidly. I was now out of the military and my source of fresh young and easy inexperienced drinkers and stoners was cut off. It was a new game. I came out to my girlfriend, and she came out to me. A lipstick lesbian.. ah well.. who could ask for anything better when we both needed a “date”, we were set. All these years later, we’re still best friends. It was in the late 90’s when it hit me like a ton of bricks. Condoms were on the menu and I didn’t want any. I thought I was destined to a life of yanking off or glory hole blowjobs. It was during that time that I acquired a taste for glory holes, and within a year, it was me on my knees sucking some amazing cocks. It was me licking my lips through an open hole in the plywood at arcades in Houston to entice my next load. My appetite grew to where I literally went to the arcade every day for lunch, and after work I was there until nearly 11pm at least 4 nights a week and longer on weekends. I had sucked cock in grade school and high school and ate my share of teen cum loads, but nothing like this. I began using the Internet more and more, and over time I had a steady train of men, gay, bi, and married coming to my place for head. Then I started secretly filming it. I filmed myself giving blowjob after blowjob to these unnamed men. So many that I have two four-hour tapes of myself sucking and swallowing sperm. I’d transfer the film to tape and spend hours watching myself, but more I was focused on the faces of the men I was sucking off. What worked, what was it I was doing that made them go over the edge and feed me their spunk. Over time, I started referring to these tapes as my training aids.. I was learning how to be a better cock sucker, a better provider.. and today, I am still told my mouth is amazing. I simply reversed my role and became the cock sucker I had always wished I had. Sucking cock was and still is a passion, but that too transformed to worship; to using my mouth only without hands ~ licking, tasting, suckling and nursing on a man’s nads until he feeds me. That rapidly became my reward. It was late 1999 when my lust for more grew greater. I was chatting with several guys on line through various sites. One in particular caught my attention. He was a masculine, built hot top man with a massive cock that he would occasionally pump. He got into my head. He was a master at getting what he wanted, and even then I thought I had my shit together. He coached me with his words, asked me pointed questions about my sexuality, made me start questioning why I hadn’t given up my hole. He had me send him pics of myself finger fucking my ass, then over a short period I surprised him with a pic of a plug in my hole. We chatted for about 3 months, and then he informed me that he’d just become single again and wanted to hook up. Knowing he was a full top gave me some hesitation but I wanted to taste his cock and let him get off in my throat. I toyed with the idea for a few days, and then responded that I’d be there on Friday night. I arrived on time and we had some small talk while he offered me a drink. He invited me upstairs to his loft over looking Puget Sound in Seattle. Once in the loft I saw two large king size mattresses raised up off the floor about thigh height, covered in black play sheets. Three of the walls had large mirrors on them with stands of white Christmas tree lights strung all through the rafters in the ceiling. On the far wall was a large 40 some odd inch screen with bareback porn playing on it mixed with some serious hole stretching and toys. On the lower tier of the wall, extending the full length of the room were shelves packed with an arsenal of hole toys, gear, leather, straps, chains, bottles of liquids, jellies and other oils. I was amazed, my spine began its contractions sending my brain the message that this was not going to be a typical night of suck and swallow. As we sat down on one of the mattresses, we began to undress. It took little time for us both to be naked and I was pleasantly impressed by what I saw. I reached out to him and he fell on top of me and began to lick every part of my body. I felt his cock grow rapidly as it pressed into my thigh sending its own heat to my groin. I grabbed his ass and it felt like marble and as hard as his cock. He stuck his tongue down my throat and pinched my nips… “ouch man, take it easy…” He looked me in the eye and said, “hey boy, no problem, let’s relax before I show you a few things.” I sat back on the mattress with my head against a pillow on the wall and admired his body as he walked across the room to flip out the lights leaving only the strands of lights showing in the room. He offered me another drink he’d taken from a small refrigerator and I drank it slowly at first because although it was only a Sprite, the glass must have been dirty. It tasted salty. I figured being a good guest, I’d just swallow it faster and that the liquid would eventually wash off anything on the glass. He sat back down beside me on the bed and began to kiss me gently, making out with me, darting his tongue in and out of my mouth. My eyes were closed. A few moments went by and I opened my eyes and felt nauseous. I told him I thought I was going to puke. He put me on my stomach and began rubbing my back, telling me to take deep breathes, that it was okay, that I was just starting to feel the buzz. “The buzz?” I asked, “yea man, I gave you a little G to settle our nerves. I’d never used anything other than pot in my life. I had no idea what this shit was, but I know I was, as he said, relaxing. That night was spent with him eating my hole, fingering my hole, me swallowing his cock and eating his cum. The entire time he was telling me what a “good boy” I was, and how he loved licking and tasting my “pussy”. He said it so many times that I began to respond to his comments of praise. Telling him how good my pussy felt up against his goatee and tongue. Mentally I went to a different place. I found myself being encouraged to expose a part of me I knew existed but had always repressed and hidden. He cupped my cock and balls as he tongue fucked me, and milked my cock of my load and smeared it all over and into my hole.. and he ate me. It was with this man that I spent every single weekend for the next 3 months. He never put his cock in my ass, but before our time was over, he had introduced me to a sling, to receiving a booty bump of Tina, and most importantly, he transformed my physical and mental being from a top with an asshole, to a curious bottom with a pussy. He ended up getting back with his ex, but on our last visit he told me that he had taken me on a journey that he wouldn’t forget. That he hoped in someway he’d helped me realize that I was meant to take cock in my pussy, and my pussy was meant to be transformed further into a whore’s cunt. In truth I sort of understood what he was saying, but only from what he had been telling me and from the porn he’d been flashing at me in my drugged induced states of mind. It was right about this same time that the man who took me the rest of the way walked in my life. His name was John. I met him about a year prior in the park cruising and I’d had the pleasure of blowing him from time to time. One afternoon John called and told me he wanted to see me and about an hour later he was pulling up in my driveway. We had a drink, smoked a few cigarettes and we caught up on what we’d being up to. I shared with him, at least in parts, my recent adventures and the fact I’d found out I had a pussy after all. He grinned and told me he’d love to try it out for himself sometime but that the real reason he had come over was to ask if he could rent out a room from me. He and his partner were splitting up. We discussed it and came to an agreement. Since we were both in construction, I told him if he’d help me with finishing off my basement, I’d give him a lower rent. The following weekend John moved in. John was four years older than me. He was tall, smooth muscular swimmers build, shaved head and brown eyes and about 8”. He was a top. About 2 weeks after moving in and getting settled, I came home to find that the sling I had ordered arrived UPS. I took it to the basement and told John that my project was beginning. It took about a week before the play space was done, as was the adjoining ‘party room’. The sling was hung and I immediately began the process of buying my own toys. John asked if he was allowed to use the room as well and of course I agreed. He added his own toys and gear to a shelf on the far wall. The weekend approached and as I got home from work a car was leaving my driveway. I didn’t’ recognize the guy but found out later that it was John’s connection. John showed me what he’d purchased. Two eight-balls of Tina, 8 vials of G, some E and something called “Special K”. I was amazed and wanted to know about the K. He put his arms on my shoulders and looked me in the eye and said, “I’ll show you if you want, but it’s your pussy I want this weekend, are you up for it?” There went my spine again.. and he knew I was up for it. He told me to clean out good, that I should use his shower attachment in the guest bath. He asked me if he could freshen up my buzz cut for me and I agreed. He told me that he had laid out some things in my room he’d like me to wear. I felt a feeling of being taken care of, like he was primping me, and I said, “man, no one has ever gotten this into a scene with me before.” He came in my room, me standing there naked, and he said “hey buddy, this isn’t a scene, I want to experience your sex, and I want you to let yourself go for me. You’re always the one in charge at work, you’re in charge at everything all the time, but now I want you to be my pussy boy and I want you to FEEL like my boy.” I blushed and told him I was beginning to get real excited, but was a little nervous too. “We’ll fix that soon enough.” I went down to the basement naked with the gear. He had me go to the restroom and there he proceeded to buzz my head. When he was finished, he asked me if it would all right to take digital pics from time to time of our playing and I agreed. He handed me the gear he wanted me to wear, a leather collar, ankle high black leather work boots with low rise red socks. Then he told me to go to the sling and get in. I went in the new play space, and saw on the black charcoal painted walls where he’d written with a white grease pencil lude comments like “take my pussy” and “seed my cunt”. Over the top of the sling on the wall behind it and the section of chain link fence was an arrow pointing down with the words, “poz my cunt”. I climbed in the sling and waited, music began to fill the room. It was Butt Boy. I’d heard it before but somehow in this space it seemed surreal. A moment later John entered the room and set a large tray down on the stool under the sling out of my line of vision. He had put a towel over the tray so I couldn’t see what was on it. He took my feet, one at a time and put them through the leather stirrups. The toe of the boot made it tough to fit through, but he was able to get them in saying, “you won’t be getting out of these without untying the boot.” Then John leaned forward and, rubbing my pecs gently and making my nips rise, said, “Do you trust me?” From somewhere deep inside I knew I did. Here was a man I hardly knew that I let move into my house. I’d given him a key. He’d been there just over 3 weeks, and I knew somehow I wanted to give myself this experience with him. I said just that, but not quite in those exact words. He smiled and then left the room, returning with a standard kitchen chair and my camera to take a few pictures. After the pics, he sat down in the chair and leaned forward. He told me to scoot down in the sling, to let my ass hang off and just over the edge… “come on boy, show me your pussy for the first time.. let me see how beautiful your boypussy is before I transform it into a cunt.” I did as he asked and he met me with his mouth. He started slowly, tasting me, saying words to me that made me feel like a virgin bitch about to loose her cherry. I squirmed and wiggled my hips and flexed my ass cheeks. From time to time we’d share intimate sexual fantasies. Then John sat back and I saw him focusing on what was under the sling. I saw the towel in his hand as he draped it over the seat of the chair and sat back down. Then he told me he was going to give me a booty bump of T. But before that, he wanted me to do a small shot of G. He handed me a shot glass, the G was mixed with coca-cola. “Go ahead, take it.” I asked him if he was going to do any and he said not to worry, he’d be following me along shortly. I took the shot and swallowed it quickly. I liked this method and used it from then on when doing G. I didn’t have to fight a long ass drink of shit I couldn’t stomach. This was a direct shot. John reached over and began to put some kind of locking device on my cock. “What’s that?” “I don’t want you touching yourself. You need to focus on your pussy and what I am doing to it. You need to listen and respond (laughing) as best you can.”. I was in a chastity device. My cock locked in a metal tube and handcuffed around my ball sac. I couldn’t jack off, but I was able to piss through it which he had me do to use my chem’d piss later. I began feeling Johns fingers on my ass, he spit on his finger and probed my ass. “you are fuckn tight boy! Making my cock throb, fuck!” I grinned and he told me I was going to be bumped. I saw a syringe, not like one you’d get a shot with, a little larger, like one you’d use to give a baby liquid, except longer. I felt the length of the tube enter me, and then he paused, “look in my eyes boy, keep looking in my eyes until I say you don’t have to.” I did as he asked. Then he squeezed the plunger, and I felt a warm rush of liquid. It wasn’t a lot of liquid, just a small amount, but the warmth grew until it was hot and I wiggled around in the sling.. “oh fuck John, is it supposed to burn?” “Relax boy, just sit back a second, let me sooth it for you… and with that he spit on his finger again, and it disappeared under the sling, then back up my hole.. it burned more and I thought it was from him inserting his finger without enough spit. “John, it’s burning all over now.. “, he stuck another finger in and began to massage the inside of my pussy. I kept my eyes locked on his, he on mine.. and I began to spin. “yea fucker, you’re feeling it aren’t you?” All I could do is moan and my eyes began to flutter in my skull. “Your fuckn daddy gave you a big bump of T boy, and I rubbed more in there bare with my finger. You’re already getting real wet and opening up for me boy.” I closed my eyes and he began his magic. My pussy was expanding to his touch, sucking at everything he put near it or in it. Over the next hour he coached me, telling me when to relax, when to clamp down, asking me what I was feeling, praising me, telling me I was a good boy, how much he loved my pussy and asking me if I wanted to be made a poz cunt. I knew I wanted it and told him so. I took a broken deep breath and blurted out, “yes, please, help me be who I am, please.” He smiled and had me open my mouth, he spit more G into my mouth and I swallowed it pure. More pictures, more porn playing but this time it was extreme hole stretching porn. I watched the screen as skilled holes took large and then larger toys and fingers and hands, and feet and cocks. John asked me what I needed, “I need to get fuckn chemed hard and have my pussy taken Sir like that!” pointing at the screen. That’s all he needed to hear. “You want me to turn you out boy? You want a gaping cum dripping cunt don’t you boy?” he asked. “Yes, I want to be a cunt that you’ll be proud of, that men will want to use.” John blindfolded me and strapped one hand to the sling, locking it in the wrist cuff. With the other he drew it out straight to the side and strapped my wrist to the handcuffs bolted to the sidewall. He introduced me to Special K. He took a straw and put it up my nostril, pinching the other, “snort it for your dad boy.. show dad how much you want your pussy taken.” I inhaled thinking it was T. In no time my teeth felt numb like coke does but it spread through my body and beneath the blindfold I was “seeing” an array of swirls and color.. I moaned and smiled and felt suction on my nips. “you need some swollen pig nips to adorn this cunt I’m gonna give you boy. Something for dad to fiddle with and suck on when I fuck you”. He placed nip pump tubes on my nips and pumped them up and then I felt him begin to probe my hole again. Large amounts of lube went in my hole and I heard something pumping it in like a caulking gun sounds, followed by a substantial plug. All the while, he was praising me for being a good boy. Then after a few minutes, I felt him strap my extended bicep down to something, and he asked me to breath real deep and not to move.. I did as he said. He asked me how my hole felt and told me that if I hadn’t noticed, it was actively sucking on the plug all by itself. The image hit my brain and I felt I was where I belonged. Then I felt the prick in my arm.. “deep breath boy”.. and the strap removed from my bicep. I coughed hard, not once or twice but three times.. “what do you say boy?” “what the fuck?” “I just slammed you boy.. now what do you say to your dad?’ All I got out was “thank y….ssrr” I was spinning in no time and yet somehow I was still connected to his voice. John sat back down and removed the plug from my ass and then continued to coach me, talk to me, praise me, and replaced one toy after another, fucking me, opening me, telling me how beautiful my pussy was. He put most of his hand in my pussy and began fucking me that way. He shoved a vibrating fat dildo up my ass and that is when I had my first anal orgasm, followed quickly by my flaccid, caged cock, spewing my load of cum out. John cheered “fuck yea pigboy, you’re doing so great!” and congratulated me on cumming with my “boy cock”. He took my load in his mouth, licking it up and spit it in my mouth and fingered the rest up my warm cunt. He continued working my begging eager cunt until I was in total abandon mumbling, begging and asking him to open me more. “boy… I want to breed you.. do you know what that means?” I could only mumble “more please, more”. He removed my blindfold, wiped my face with a towel and had me drink some water. I want to make your cunt a poz cum dump, are you okay with that? “Yes, please, more I want to learn more and make you happy.” I meant it, I had one moment of contemplation and then I felt him touch my open cunt with his thumb and I pushed down until, as he said, my “rosebud just invited him in”. John spent the entire evening from the time I got in that sling around 7pm until the next morning late hours working my cunt. Spreading my lips, rubbing k on my cunt lips until they drooled and hung free and wrapped around whatever he put in there. He stopped calling it a pussy and referred to it as a cunt. He said it was because it was now holding itself open, was wet and drooling and had a nice set of swollen lips hanging from it. He would “diddle” in my hole and tug on my lips to show me. He sucked and chewed on my open cunt. He took pics and showed me what had become of my “top man asshole”. I was born again, and proud of my cunt. He told me to show it off whenever I was around him. We rested some on Saturday afternoon and were back at it Saturday night. This time however, he had me using mostly K, and within about an hour had me taking the biggest toys he had. It was then that he finally put his cock in me with a toy at the same time and unloaded his poz cum in my cunt. From then on, he loved seeding me in any fashion he could. He kept me naked and squatting or in some fashion that he could have easy access to my exposed swollen cunt. We spent the next 7 days naked and converting. He called into my work and took vacation days claiming I had to go out of town. I was chemed up most of the time. He took me to parks to take cocks in my cunt, to arcades and one night we went to the baths at club Z where he let the door open and any walk ins could fuck me bare. On the 5th day he got on line and invited 9 other guys, versatile and tops over, all poz to share his freshly transformed cum hungry poz cunt. He was as proud as I was, bragging about it in the hallways at the baths. It was about a year later I ended up in the hospital with PCP pneumonia. A viral load of over 380,000 and Tcell count of only 30. I had full blown AIDS and was put on AZT. I recovered in time, am on meds, non-detect now with Tcells about 800, but John was around to see me through that too. He died of AIDS in 2005, his body refusing any cocktail combination. From my first time with John, that experience, my stepping off into the place I knew I belonged, trusting a man, and pleasuring one with my cunt, I began a ritual of nearly every weekend for 2 ½ years of being a cum dump for him and others, spreading my cunt to take cock and seed. I continue that journey now and it has been full of perversions, carried out in bath houses and sex clubs, bars, house parties and alley ways. John took me to Palm Springs, LA, New Orleans, Chicago. We attended large group barebacking parties, one in Laguna where I was the only bottom chemed and strapped in a sling for a group of 17 men for a full day while they enjoyed partying. He whored me out in Palm Springs at resorts, and achieved yet another transformation as my cunt fully excepted full fists for the first time. To this day my hunger continues to be fed by those things I have yet to enjoy, those men I have yet to pleasure with my cunt and those I enjoy repeating. My conversion has been an evolution, and one I would not change.

I had been working with this guy for quite some time. We had both identified each other as gay, and truth be told, I thought he was drop-dead cute. Not only was he cute, he was younger and shorter than was I, and his hair was a dark ginger color, cut short at the back and sides and brushed to the side, floppy on top - just like I like it. You may know from earlier stories that I have a thing for guys with nice hair, its not so much the colour as the style and a texture. This guy's hair was thick and I imagined it was going to feel great. We had always got on well and when we were alone had a few chats about his boyfriend, who lived a long way away at a different university and they only got to see each other during the holidays. Now my cute co-worker was a bottom, and he occasionally remarked that every time his boyfriend fucked him it hurt because there was a long distance between fucks. At some point he even showed me a photograph of his boy friend's cock. To be honest it was nothing to write home about. During our conversations he also mentioned he would like to find a discreet guy to fuck him during term time so when his boyfriend was around, he could take his cock and enjoy himself. So naturally I showed him a photograph of my thick cock. The look of conflicted lust crossed his face. I could tell he was torn between getting laid and being true to his boyfriend, but I reasoned nothing however cure his horniness other than a proper cock inside him, even if the cock was poz, as was mine. Now he didn't know I was poz, and as he never brought it up, I was happy to leave it that way. Even so I had pretty much written him off as his guilt complex made it too much effort to work through. Then one night this all changed. We were at the company's Christmas party recently and a couple hours into the party we crossed paths and as I could see he had had a few drinks and was somewhat looser, I thought it a good time to see if he was still horned-up, I could even see the bulge in his trousers, so I decided to go for it. I reached under the table and gave his hard cock a squeeze which made him gasp. It was time to fuck this boy. I told him I was going to the toilet and wanted him to come so I could give him what he needed. When we got inside the toilet was empty as it was fairly late, and many of the attendees had already departed. No sooner had we entered the cubicle then he began kissing me, driving his tongue into my mouth. I buried my hand in his thick ginger hair and it felt as good as I thought it would. We turned around in the cubicle and I pushed him down so he sat on the toilet. I unzipped and got out my thick poz cock, wet with toxic pre-cum and drove it into his mouth right into his throat until he gagged. God could the boy suck cock. He took it into his mouth and throat like a depraved crazy guy. I grabbed the top of his hair and pulled him deeper onto my cock until his eyes were watering. I told him to use as much spit as possible to make my cock wet as I was going to shove it in his ass and give him what he needed. At that point he got all worried about his boyfriend but I told him that he's already been sucking me so he's already crossed the line and we weren't going anywhere till I'd emptied my balls deep in his ginger pussy. I stood him up and turned him around, reached round and undid his trousers which fell to his ankles, then dropped his boxers revealing the cutest ass you'd ever seen, he put his knees on the toilet and bent over, his ass cheeks just opened up and left his tight twitching hole exposed. I wasted no time. I lined-up my wet poz cock with his hole and in one motion drove it deep into his guts. He grunted with genuine pain. His grunt may have said 'stop', but his cock never lost its erection, so I pumped him hard, fucking him deeper and deeper with every thrust, driving into his ass so deeply that I popped into his inner ring and I held still, grabbed the top of his hair while I ran my tongue up the back of his neck. He shuddered with pleasure and then I whispered in his ear, “I'm going to shoot my poz load deep in your inner ring!” He looked at me out of the corner of his eye for a moment but nothing came out of his mouth. He just bowed his head forwards as I pounded his ass, using his head of thick hair as an anchor, I built up momentum. I could feel my balls tightening and my cock was on the brink so I drove it home just as my cock swelled and spew volley after volley of highly toxic cum deep in his guts. It crossed my mind that I was shooting so much cum it almost felt like I was pissing in his ass. Yeah, I could feel the warmth of my load surrounding my cock so I knew he was full. Pulling out, my cock was laced with cum and blood from his torn ring. It was one hell of a beautiful sight. I couldn't help the snicker with pleasure. He turned around and collapsed onto the seat, lost in thought. I thought he looked sated, as he should have been given the fuck I had given him. I noticed his hair was in a real state after the fuck and his cock was still hard. I drove my still hard cock into his mouth to clean it as he wanked himself hard. As he shot his load over the floor I pulled out his mouth bowed his head forward and shot my second poz load over that sexy ginger hair. He looked up at me totally exhausted. I pulled him up and told him to raise his trousers because I wasn't going to let him waste my poz cum: it had to stay deep in his bowels. Using my second load, I styled his hair and sent him out of the cubicle. Turning around he asked "Why?" “You didn't ask and you didn't stop me”, I replied. He looked at me and smiled, turned around and re joined the party.

I guess I should mention, I’m a dealer, distributer, delinquent, deep dicking druggie. My suppliers are good, and my payment varies. When I first moved to this little Texas town, I was just happy to have my own place. Finally out of my parents place. Finally out on my own. Finally able to really pursue my entrepreneurial endeavors. I started selling when I was 15, and over the course of 4 years I’d built good solid professional relationships with the worst types of people. I knew how to run them from city to city, hide them, and just my luck I had such an innocent face, I’d never been busted for anything. Now in this do nothing town I could really be the king of my own area. But this story isn’t about how I became big, or how I dropped out of college but kept my apt only blocks away from campus. This story isn’t about having the best X, T, MJ for miles and how I sold it cheap to all the college boys and girls. This story isn’t about how I found out I was gay, or my first string of gay hook ups. This story isn’t even about how I got pozzed from all the bareback fucking I was doing. No. This story is about Leo. Leo the black haired, dark eyed. 5’9, 195 lbs, 22 year old, natural, muscle jock with an emo/skater self grown self-hatred of how much he wanted big dick up his ass. My God, If I believed in God, I would have said he was Him and worshiped that muscle ass till my dick fell off and then some. How can you describe perfection seriously? The guy looked like he walked off a porno shoot, with a face so sad and mopey that he practically begged to be used. He was huge, and hot, and the moment Jesse, my regular customer, a lil amature tweeker walked in with this hunk shuffling silently behind him. My jaw hit the floor so fast I got a nose bleed. No joke, my nose started bleeding, and sure maybe it was from the line of coke I had a few hours before, but I’d never over done myself before, I was always in control, and seeing him was a whole other story. Mind blown. I regained my composure quickly and tossed away the shirt I wearing as I used it to wipe the drops from my upper lip. I smiled to myself as it was their turn for their jaws to drop. What can I say, I was hot too. Just not Leo hot. I guess I should also let you know that about me. My grindr profile says 5’11 160 Latino Muscular single Jock Tribe. I was toned and slim with good rounded muscles in all the right place just proportionate to my lean frame. Tall, lankey, muscley and just slight peach fuzz of hair in all the right places. I was 27 and could pass for 23 and my swimmer/runner/biker jock frame, yes druggies can also be athletes, have you never heard of Lance Armstrong?, made even the straight boys think twice about their sexuality. You can verify it with some of my straight customers. I made a point to play off my nose bleed as just me taking off my shirt and it seemed like it worked just enough, or maybe the two boys were just taken aback by my sudden strip show, either way, They were fresh out the gym and I was ready to give Leo a whole different type of workout. “Hey sorry about Leo, he just tagged along but he’s cool” Jesse spoke up . It was also the first time I learned Leo’s name. Jesse was a slim tall boy with no muscle, me at 18, with a nice firm bubble butt, not me at 18, and the face of cute little puppy dog, and I still got mine, and yes, I’ve fucked his hole since his freshman year, put so much toxic jizz up his little pussy, made hims scream in high heaven pleasure and pain, turned him into a total cum dump, and helped him through all his latent daddy issues. Basically, the boy be my bitch. He’s working on his master’s in psychology and I could tell he’d been working out, which was the whole reason I invited him over. I wanted to try out the updates on his goodies. From the look of his whining face, I could tell he was kind of hoping the exact same thing, but Leo ironically enough cock blocked us both for totally different reasons. I had Jesse’s bag of MJ all ready to go, and handed it to him with a shrug, and nod at Leo. He nodded back, and unconsciously an evil little smirk crossed my mind. “Gay, Straight, Bi, or you don’t know.” I asked bluntly. I couldn’t remember if the drugs turned off my filter or this was just my natural persona. Leo was taken aback and blinked so fast you’d have thought I slapped him. My evil grin turned into a smile. “Fuck you.” He said and a stupid smile broke out across his face. I smiled back, so I’ll take that as gay gay gay, I thought. “I don’t have any money…” Jesse broke in. Honestly, I had kind of forgotten he was even there. “You know what that means.” I replied moving my eyes slowly back to him from Leo. Jesse broke out in a little giggle and Leo looked at him awkwardly. “You smoke?” I asked him. “Yeah…” He replied knowing that there was something missing in the conversation. Just not knowing that is was my dick up his cunt. “Well lets smoke. Shut the fucking door” I said bluntly again. Jesse instinctively walked to the living room sat on the couch and start rolling up papers. Leo and I looked at each other for a while. I picked up my joint, lit it, inhaled and passed it to him. He took it and did the same. Jesse was right, he was cool. I waved him to living room sitting in a large chair while he took a seat on the couch between Jesse and me. He took another puff of the joint and passed it back to me right before breaking out coughing. I smiled more. As the joint ran out, I lit up a bowl of Jesse’s still unpaid for bag, and passed it around, letting my lips lick around the tip of the pipe as Leo passed it to me, trying to taste his lips off the pipe itself. The high was setting in I could see Leo’s face smiling idiotically and Jesse was in his own little world, looking hungry and begging. I guess now was as good a time as any. I patted my hand on my crotch and Jesse crawled off the couch slowly eyes half open n red and began rubbing his face in my sweat pants mouth open and drooling. I looked up and saw Leo staring while high little Jesse was trying to suck my dick out of my pants. His mouth was open eyes fixed on what he was seeing. Jesse was moaning and drooling a nice wet stain around my cock till finally I push my pants down and let my fat dick slap him in the face. I was only 7 maybe 7.5 inches but the thickness is what got guys. I couldn’t tell you how many inches around it was, but just hold a beer can, its thicker than that without question. My eyes were fixed on Leo as he was fixed on my cock. His eyes were wide, as so many other guys found out before him, my dick was not one to be sucked. My cock was for opening up sweet boy holes. Jesse drooled and licked and stuffed his face, till he looked up and saw me looking at Leo and Leo looking at him. Jesse switched gears and crawled to Leo, He unbuttoned Leo’s pants, and then it was my turn to be surprised. He was sporting a beautiful 8 inch buttfucking pole. Jesse nearly squealed with delight as he swallowed Leo whole causing Leo’s head to fall back and a soft moan escaped his lips. My cock began to drip as I stroked watching Leo receive Jesse’s amazing head. Jesse drooled and slobbered and moaned over and over sucking in Leo’s cock as if he was trying to use it to breath. Leo’s hips began to buck into Jesse’s throat as he was losing control to pleasure and high. His eyes shut as his bucking was getting rougher and rougher then suddenly he opened his eyes and looked directly at me stroking my dick. “I’m gonnacum!” he announced looking right at me. “Cum.” I said softly returning his stare and without breaking eye contact, he shuddered shivered and filled Jesse’s mouth with cum. I nearly came myself. Jesse had just pulled off his cock, when Leo stood up, pulled his gym short up, adjusted himself and made for the door. “I got to go” he said, and without waiting for a response he left. I looked at Jesse who looked just as confused as I was, but I was also pissed. I walked to door locked it and looked at Jesse, “Bedroom. Now.” I said and he crawled to the room, tossing clothes off as he went. When he reached the bed he bent over the side and with out a word, I spit in my hand and shoved my unlubed cock at his hole. He screamed, “DADDY! SLOWLY PLZ!” “FUCK THAT!” I responded. I was pissed, at Leo, at myself. “Fuck slowly!” I pushed my cock at his hole again, it began to open. The familiar hole knew what was coming and was trying to catch up. I pulled out spit on his hole, onmy cock head and pushed again. This time Jesse’s twink hole gripped my cock and he screamed again. I began to shove my cock into the warmth of his ass shoving open the walls of his ass as he screamed into the sheets biting them grabbing ahead trying to pull his body off the side of the bed away from me. I pulled back a bit and saw red on my cock. Fuck it. I thought I spit down where my cock lay on his hole and shoved again not stopping for his screaming for his hole till my balls reached his ass. Usually Jesse was much higher when I abused him like this. And his hole had already had my cock at least once that hour. I just wasn’t in the mood today. I gripped his hips and slammed his hole again and again while he screamed and tried to run. After what felt like only a few minutes to me, I pulled out and could see my cock was covered with pink and redcream. As I flipped him over his eyes were tear streaked. “You want lube.” I asked grabbing the T laced lube. He nodded vigorously while sucking in the tears. “Do you want me to stop?” I asked He shook his head vigorously now and opened his legs and ass. I couldn’t help but lean in a kiss him. Despite it all, he still loved it. As my tongue pushed into his mouth, I pushed 3 fingers and a large glob of laced lube in his hole. He let out a dull but strong noise into my mouth on my tongue as I worked the lube and the fingers in on him, and I kept my mouth on him while I applied a second serving, and by the end of it his moaning softened head rolled back and I pushed my cock back into him. He gasped and moaned, “ Ohhhhhhhhddaaaady.” I fucked him steadly popping his hole again and again, and all he could do was repeat his mantra, “Ohhhhhhhhdaddy” I couldn’t cum. All I could think about was Leo. I smoked and fucked Jesse’s hole all afternoon, night into the next morning till I couldn’t stand it anymore. Jesse’s hole was a gaping train station that could park a ford focus and by the end of it I still couldn’t cum. Jesse lay now on the floor breathing, and had stopped making sounds shortly after 3am. It was noon now and he just lay there. Slowly his legs came down as I left to kitchen and when I came back he was still laying there. I lit up a joint and told him I was going to the gym. I called a buddy of mine to come to the house and watch him while I was out. I came back a little after 5, and heard sex noises going on when I got to my front door. My buddy and another mutual friend of ours were in the middle of plowing Jesse from both ends, when my friend looked up I couldn’t help but notice he looked bored. “What the fuck you do to this guy.” He asked, “His hole is a fucking cave.” I couldn’t help but smile, “Same thing I’ll do to you if you don’t get the fuck out of my house. Take him too” The dressed up and helped carry Jesse out of my house. I wish I could say this was the first time this had happened, but Jesse was a tweaker at heart, and trips to my house usually ended this way for him. I’m sure I’d see him again in a month or two...then after a moment remembering the night before, maybe three.

I was on vacation in Chicago one summer visiting a friend when I found out about the Bijou theater. One night, around 11:00 PM I was looking on-line for the local bathhouse when I found a reference about the theater and the play space it offered. I took down the address and was off to check it out, arriving there about midnight. I paid admission, purchased some poppers, and when the clerk explained lockers were offered for guys who wanted to strip down, I rented a lock. Jackpot! I liked to wander around nude, and now I could without fear of loosing my wallet. He buzzed me in and I walked into a dim theater where I found old porn from the 70s playing, so I took a seat and waited for my eyes to adjust. Soon enough I noticed there were only two other guys in the theater, one of whom was asleep or passed out, I wasn't sure, and the other, who happened to be in my row, was an older guy, balding with a gray mustache and sideburns. He looked like an aging 70s porn star with a lot of mileage on him. I started to feel a bit self conscious as he kept looking my way. In fact, he started to creep me out a bit, so I focused on the porno and tried to get into it, taking a hit of poppers to enhance the action. It worked. With my first sniff I was feeling my head spin and my cock get hard. Those nasty 70s porn boys were fucking on a dance floor to disco and I wanted to boogie in the worst way. I glanced over to the dirty old man in my row to see he had pulled his cock out and was stroking away. It was big, about nine inches. I couldn't stop looking over at it, and decided it was time to reward this nasty fucker with a little show so I got up and made my way to the lockers in the back. They were in a small room with a spiral star case that led up to the play space. i stripped down to my tighty whites and my keds high tops and put the rest of my clothes in the locker and walked back to my seat. As soon as I sat down I took another hit of poppers and looked over at that dirty daddy with the big tool. He was still stoking it and staring right at me. I could see the lust in his eyes and feel his appetite for me. I pulled my cock out and started to stroke it. When I looked over at him he had stuck his tongue out and was gesturing like he was licking out a hole. Fuck! I could feel the heat rise from my cock and my ass all the way through my body. I got up and headed to the play space up stairs where, upon arriving at the top, I saw many little booths with large glory holes in the partition walls. I wandered down the rows, but the place seemed to be deserted, so I let it all hang out: I dropped my shorts and walked about wearing nothing but my keds high tops. Then, as I rounded a corner, another, about the same age as the guy on the first floor, came out of one of the booths. He was fully dressed, had a full head of grey hair, a short trimmed beard and mustache and he was a little chubby. He began to talk to me as though it was normal to see a naked guy in his keds high tops. He asked how often I came there and I replied I had never been to a place like that before. When I said I was nervous, He told me I was a strapping young man and I should be proud to show my body. Just then the guy from down stairs came around the corner. he was totally naked. I could see how skinny he was. He had skinny legs with bone knees and no ass. His arms were as skinny leading to hands with long fingers. He didn't seem to have an once fat on him except through his mid section which was kind of thick. I could notice his face closely. His upper cheeks had a strange sunken look. He stood there beating off. I couldn't help getting a boner. My heart was racing, maybe from the poppers, maybe from the danger or both. Then the other man said lets get in a booth. He took me by the arm and led me into one of the booths and shut the door. He put his arms around me and said " now just relax" and we kissed. At that he said "good boy". He held the bottle of poppers up to my nose. I inhaled deeply. Then he said "that's it son" he rapped his arms around me again and reached back to my ass and spread my cheeks apart as he backed my ass to the hole in the wall. I could hear the door in the next booth open then shut. Then my new Daddy said "Put your bum through the hole and let that nice man on the other side check it out." I could feel fingers spread my cheeks apart and then something warm and wet push against my hole. Daddy encouraged me, saying "Let him check your bum to see if it's a pussy." At that I could feel a boney finger enter me and slide in deep. i could feel it feeling around up inside of me. Daddy asked if the man was checking my bum and I nodded. The the finger withdrew and the warm wet tong pushed up inside of me as daddy made me take another hit of poppers. I could feel it push deep into me, tasting me. I said to daddy that the man was eating my hole. Daddy made me take another hit of poppers and said the man was going to turn my boy hole into a pussy and asked if I wanted that, If I wanted to be a pussy boy. I told him I did and daddy said good boy and we kissed and daddy's tong entered my mouth. I had two tongs inside of me now, two men new what I tasted like. Then the nice man on the other side of the wall stopped eating my hole. in a few seconds I could feel something hard push against my hole then push up inside of me. I long shaft slid deep inside of me. I could feel it push past my second sphincter. and into my belly. Daddy asked me if the man's cock was inside of me. when I said yes, he made me take another hit of poppers. The man began to fuck me deep, pistoned into me like a machine. Daddy asked me if I liked that big raw cock in my pussy. I told him I did and he gave me anther hit of poppers. Daddy said that the man's big raw cock was going to fuck my pussy and make it into a cunt by putting sperm in my pussy. He ask if I wanted the man to put his sperm in my pussy and knock it up. I told him I did. Daddy made me take another hit of poppers and then held me tight. We kissed and then he said in my ear," good boy, Good boy, let that big raw cock breed you." "It's going to impregnate you with poz seed". " Your getting knocked up son". "Good boy!" He put his hand on my belly and pushed "I can feel that big raw poz cock inside of you. This is were it's going to put it's poz seed. My head was spinning and my heart was pound in my ears. My hole was getting fucked like a cunt. That's all I wanted in the moment was to be a cunt and get knocked up by that big cock inside of me. To receive its seed, be injected with cum and be permanently impregnated. Daddy held the poppers up to my nose and then I said,"daddy I'm getting knocked up, I'm getting knocked up daddy." He said "that's it son take that poz seed in you cunt". At that the cock inside of me began to speed up its thrusts and I could feel it get harder. Then three hard deep thrusts as a loud moan came from the other side of the wall. I felt the cock inside of me spasm as it squirt sperm deep inside my gut. After a moment, the cock began to slowly come out of me. I had a full filling even after it was all the way out and I knew it had put a big thick load in my cunt. I could the door to the next booth opened and the man left. The hole thing could have been a dream except for the wad I could still feel inside my gut. Daddy opened the door to our booth and led me to a sling. He made me get in and for the next several hours, I was the cunt for the hole place and several other men that showed up. I went back to my hotel and fell asleep with my belly full of cum. The next morning I woke up and it had all absorbed into the walls of my colon. a few days later I woke up with morning sickness. I was pregnant. I had the fuck flu. I had really gotten knocked up by a half dozen men but I think it was the first one that was my baby daddy.

My load soaked my fuzzy chest, firm pecs, all the way up to my well trimmed beard. I was surprised at the amount since this was my third load of the day, all produced while watching a video of the ripped 19 year old stud who was renting one of the smaller apartments in my building. On my computer screen, the webcam recording showed him going from fully clothed, to naked and hard, to shooting his hot teen spunk onto a pair of black lace panties(left on his bedroom floor by one of the sorority sisters who shared the 3 bedroom apartment above his). Every time I watched it, I always ended up cumming when he reclined on his bed and described fucking her in the stairwell only 5 yards from his landlord's (aka my) door. As the vid rolled on to his massive explosion, I began to get hard again but had to put it away before I rubbed myself raw. How did I find myself stroking to my hot, young buck-of-a-tenant? With a little luck, some careful planning and a bold goal. This was only stage one of my plan to transform Derek from a normal, innocent young ladies man into my personal plaything. It all began when he walked into my rental office and asked if I'd had a chance to look at his application for the smallest unit, hidden near the back of the building in the basement. Normally I do not rent to college guys, due in part to their irresponsible tendencies, and in part to my perpetual hardon whenever I am near one. Derek could see my reluctance before I spoke, and cut me off with a well thought out list of reasons why I'd be lucky to have him living there. After the usuals, like tidy habits, quiet hobbies, etc., he added that he was working two jobs to pay for school since losing his athletic scholarship due to a blown out knee. His warm smile, round cheeks, deep blue eyes and dusty blond hair made me want to say yes, but his tight tee shirt and shorts led me to say no. Still he persisted, practically begging, since his dorm was too loud to study and all the other apartments within walking distance of his jobs and the school were either too expensive or taken. I apologized and waved for him to leave, knocking down a stack of flyers accidentally. He bent to help me recover them, causing his sagging briefs to reveal his firm bvd covered buns. When he stood up, his shirt rode up, giving me a tantalizing view of the most chiseled abs I'd ever seen in real life. He moved in two days later, and soon his fan club included all of the ladies in the building as well. After he was let go from one of his jobs, I decided to take advantage of the situation, hiring him on as afternoon help in the office. Now that we were spending a few hours a day together, I discovered just how naïve Derek truly was. Everyday some girl would find an excuse to come interrupt us in order to check out Derek, but he would just blush and get shy. One of the smutty sorority girls from the third floor even came by in her bikini (on her way to the pool lol) and the only thing that proved he was alive was the obvious outline of hard teen meat in his pants. "damn those are nice tits." I said once she left. Derek was caught off guard but agreed whole-heartedly. "fuck yeah man, and what a sweet ass." he added while trying to discreetly readjust his hefty hard on. "wish she'd invite me out for a swim." "if you asked," I laughed at his innocence. "She'd let you tittyfuck her in the middle of times square." This began our free discussion of sex, which proved, as I thought, that Derek's experience was limited to some sloppy head from drunk party girls, and 4 sessions of missionary with a girl from his high school. Since he was too shy to approach girls outright, I suggested he try meeting them online. At first he seemed hesitant, until I told him about sites where girls with webcams would strip and masturbate if he found the right one. The next day was spent with him regaling me with tales of smutty bimbos creaming on cam, and his desperation upon discovering they'd do more if he had a cam too. Begin phase one: I offered to let him use the office computer after closing time as long as he was careful not to be seen. Meanwhile I downloaded security software so each of his sessions was saved for my pleasure. After a few weeks of scenes where he'd only whip it out at the end and usually cum off camera, I became proactive. The thing I should have mentioned before is my real profession: drugs. I make a tidy living selling to the local campus and surrounding area, with a select few of my employees living in the apartments, right next door to unsuspecting students and model citizens. One such employee was the same girl that gave Derek a fashion show in her string bikini, and she owed me big. A few months earlier she'd given in to temptation and spent 3 days with her ass in the air at a local frat house, getting gang banged and smoking almost 300 dollars in Tina, which she still owed me. She had no problem with my plan to work it off by seducing Derek and convincing him to perform a stroke show for her while she was "out of town." All it took was getting her to catch him at the computer one night and she had him. Friday night I could hear them fucking on every surface of his apartment, and from the sounds of it, he was talented. The following morning he was at my door by 7, recounting every glorious moment. "I could pound her cunt forever Mr. E," he praised. "it sucks that she is going to visit her family this weekend, but she wants to video chat tomorrow night. I want to make her squirt on the keyboard." "Then you better get some moves Derek," I said, leading him onto phase two. "Why don't you watch some dudes who jack off on cam for money, see what they do that works best, then copy it for her?" The result of his research was the video I can't stop watching, with another session the next morning. As expected, Derek became obsessed with getting her on his cock, which was difficult to fit in with his classes, afternoons in my office, evenings bussing tables at the old Chicago's, and the 90 minutes a day in the gym. He skipped a couple work outs to hook up with her, before I told her to only be free during his bussing shifts instead. this leads us to Phase three: deciding between paychecks and pussy. "so what should I do, sir?" he always called me by my last name or sir, which had me hard in no time. "Do I keep giving up shifts for the fuck of a lifetime, or do I tell her I can't do it then?" "first of all, she is just a piece of ass Derek," I educated him in the secret to women. "She seems magical now, but I bet I can find you another slit who is even hotter if she can't be bothered. Second, didn't you say you'd been doing those cam shows every weekend with her? Why not do a live show for a paying audience? Chances are you'd make enough in one night to equal a month at that shitty restaurant." He declined, but left with a look on his face that told me he wasn't as sure about it as he let on. When he went to his 'girlfriend' that evening and told her he needed to work, she informed him that he could either do her when she was free or she would find a new stud. Stunned and a little heartbroken, he went to work, but texted me when he was on his way home that night: Taking u up on offer 2 find new girl, and decided to do the pay show. C u tomorrow. Saturday night he did his first show and made enough that he quit his busboy gig before the clock hit midnight. A week later, he'd done three shows and had enough to splurge on some beer and brats, which I shared in. He'd never had any beer before, except a sip here and there to seem cool at parties, but my influence was having its desired effect, so he'd finished his third when my 'surprise guests' arrived at my door. Lana and Lois were two of my regular clients, buying enough each week to provide their clients with enough crystal for any and all dates they scheduled. As pros go, these two were the least skanky, but they still had the hints of 'will fuck for cash' in their clothes, make-up and long hair. Lana was some sort of Asian/Hispanic mix, with dark red loose curls, and per my instructions, she was wearing a pair of tiny shorts and a tight tank top. Lois was creamy white with black straight lochs, and her huge breasts were barely covered by her tight, see through dress. Derek sat in silence while I lead them inside and asked them to join us while I got them their goodies. Phase 4: introduce Derek to drugs as a side dish to hot pussy. As expected, his jaw dropped when I admitted to selling drugs to these "sweet grad students." if Lois hadn't sat in his lap when I brought it all out to measure it, he probably would have run for it, but after some drinks, he was all too eager to let her grind into his lap. Accepting a couple beers, they playfully flirted with us both, suggesting all the wicked things they could imagine happening if they got high with us. By the time I brought out a pipe and asked Derek if he minded if we smoked it, Lois had taken his hand and slid it between her thighs, riding his fingers and whispering how horny Tina made her. "Tina? Who are you talking about?" Derek asked, his eyes drifting to where Lana had joined me on the couch, her hand in my fly getting me hard. "this," she said, loading some crystals into a pipe, lighting it, and exhaling a giant cloud. "is Tina. Wanna try some? It make Dicks throb, pussies drip, and orgasms like you won't believe." "I don't do drugs," Derek said, regurgitating the line he'd been hearing since he could crawl. "isn't it bad for you?" "Yeah, but so am I," Lois moaned as she slid off his fingers and walked over to hand me the pipe. I took a huge hit and shotgunned it back to her before reaching out and tugging on her dress so her tits popped out of it. I leaned forward and took her nipple in my mouth while Lana and Lois hit the pipe, shotgunning back and forth. Derek stood up and walked over to our miniature orgy, pressing his huge bulge against Lois' bubble butt, but still declining the pipe. "Don't pressure him if he doesn't want to, he's just a kid Lois." I said dismissively, taking a huge hit while Lana fished out my hard 8 inch Dick and swallowed it whole. Really, I was fed up with his prudishness, and I winked at Lois who turned around and backed Derek into his seat. "That's okay," Lois said, stripping out of her dress entirely. "Lana and I will just fuck around with your boss. Maybe you can join us next time, but I guess it's just us grown ups tonight baby boy. Lock the door on your way out." Derek sat speechless while the three of us continued getting naked and grabbed the pipe to head for the bedroom. "How... How do I smoke it?" Derek's soft voice stopped us as we were almost out of sight. I smiled before turning back around a walking over to show him in nothing except my dogtags and socks. "go ahead and get him started while Lana and I get ready for you two." Lois said before pulling Lana into the bedroom and shutting the door. They knew I wanted to be alone with Derek when I got him addicted to meth, so I'd always be the first thing on his mind when he smoked it. "Hold this but don't inhale until I tell you," my hard dripping meat pulsed while I lit the torch and cooked the crystals, until a thick white cloud swirled out of the round bowl. "Ok, now suck as hard as you can boy." Derek did as he was told, inhaling until he couldn't anymore, then coughing hard for a minute while I took my turn. We did that back and forth, and in only a minute or two, Derek's whole body came alive and started humming for sex. "Get undressed for those hot bitches. We're wasting the smoke boy," I said, watching Derek peel off his tight tee shirts and slide off his basketball shorts, leaving him in tennis shoes and a pair of white briefs that barely contained his massive rod. "this time, exhale your smoke into my mouth and I'll do it for you too." When he leaned in to shotgun, his briefs grazed my thigh, causing us both to drip precum. When I returned the favor, I got closer so our lips were almost touching, bring our hard cocks together, separated by the thinnest of cottons. His next exhale, I leaned in and our lips rested against the other's, as I felt the pulse of his racing heart pumping through his shaft and head. The last hit before we went in the bedroom, I put my arm around his shoulders, and peeled away his briefs with my free hand, kissing him hard and gripping his penis for a long moment before striding away. When he recovered from shock, he ran after me, and we spent the next six hours trading off using the girls' in every combination imaginable. By the time we shot our loads, Lana was practically blacked out on the floor and Lois was hanging from my neck, sandwiched between us while we double fucked her pussy. I locked eyes with Derek as I covered his Dick in my semen, which freaked him out enough to make him pull out and spray his load on her ass. While Lois and I went to shower, Derek grabbed his clothes and ran off into the night... End of part one. Still to CUM: Derek craves more Tina, needs cash and agrees to fuck a girl on camera in exchange. Instead Derek discovers the last Phase in Mr. E's plan: taking Derek's cherry.

A FB recently told me that I had great legs, and would make a hot CD ...... from the shoulders down, that is. I am masculine, and like masculine men. Nothing turns me off more than an effeminate man. Don't take offense, that's just a preference. I like men, and I like my men to be manly. But when Steve said that, I was intrigued even though I laughed it off. A few weeks later, when I was at the drug store, I bought a pair of thigh-high stockings. I was a little twisted up at the time, and I blamed it on the fact that my head was so high in the clouds. When I got home, I did a quick half-shave on my legs, pulled on the stockings, and went to my mirror. Not bad. Probably would look better after a smoke, so I took a few hits, put on a tank top, and looked in the mirror again.....and I did look better. Over the next few weeks, I added to my collection: a few undies, a black lace cami, more stockings. I had never considered going CD, but I was enjoying it. I grabbed a hotel, got my goodies, and put up an ad on CL. Within minutes, I had a slew of responsesl I set them up one by one, and by the time the night was done, I had taken over 25 loads. Amazing. I dont CD often, but when I do, I can be sure of plenty of breeding, Last week, I was in Bowling Green and put up my ad - and got 12 breedings. Not bad for a small town. I will never be passable, but you can put a pillow over my head and go to town if you are in the area. My pics are in my gallery.

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Timing IS everything.... Logged in specifically to check out the forums other's perspectives, or suggestions, as I feel that urge to go down on and service a masculine, married/straight, hung dude... No reciprocation expected. I've had varied experiences, but invariably they end up down between my legs having a go on my cock. What I've worked out this far is: When posting profiles, less is more, be direct and then followup via chat, text, etc what's on the table... Leave no room for interpretation. Resist the impulse to explain or justify all the bullshit challenging 'Tops don't suck cock' thing... Just do it mate, because you fucking can¡

I don't think it's something you can learn (unless I don't know about it). It just happens. It happened to me a few times when the top just hit the right places and his cock pounded my prostate over and over. I start leaking precum and then shoot a load without touching my cock while he was fucking me. It is a great feeling. I always hope it happens but often it doesn't. Usually when it happens I can continue getting fucked and want more and more and shoot another load (even three once). That's not always the case as I asked/explained in another thread (Question to bottoms: Can you continue once you have cum?)

I agree with Omver It all depends on the Guy and his load for me. Guys that Gush out loads I can feel and love it and I can feel it in my throat. It almost makes me Cum when I feel jets of cum in my mouth

Fulfill My Fantasy I have had some Group Party Sex with a small group of friends and think its HOT. I have a Fantasy to have a group of College Guys Party and get into some Hot Action outside my home area. Depending on the Location and Guys I am willing to Travel and even get Accomodations for a long weekend (3 days) The location should be in a place our actions will go either un-noticed or be acceptable. A motel Mini Suite/Deluxe Room, Private Home or even Bathhouse/Sex Club would work. An ideal mix of guys would include at least 1 True Blonde, 1 Redhead & 1 Tall Guy over 6'3" all others Under 30. The Group can be the same all weekend or can change during the weekend as long as a couple guys stay all weekend. *** Everyone should be OK with Drinking, Smoking, Party Favours ect. but Not expected to partake in them if they choose. Send Age Stats Pics and other info Email: HotFunGuyUnc@ymail.com SKYPE: HotFunGuyUnc99

Absolutely agree, black cock is the best.

Throat fucking is def one of my favourite activities, love to take it balls deep, and love gagging. Could do this for a long time.

A twink has been messaging me for a while on BBRT and NKP. Thought he was just a timewaster, but he messaged me earlier tonight and thought I'd call his bluff. Asked for his address and phone number, which he gave me. He didn't ask for my number so I didn't offer it. He's only about 10 minutes from my place so I figured no harm in testing him out. I got to his place, pushed the buzzer and he told me to head up. We hadn't discussed any scenes apart from loading him up, but the door was open and I heard some porn on, so i just went in and closed the door. I looked through and he was on his knees with his arse in the air. Bingo :-) I went in, stripped off behind him and had a good look at him. He was true to his word. Early 20s and nice furry arse. Figured I'd eat him out for a bit, which seemed to hit the spot. I had a bit of precum by then, which i figured was good enough. Put my cock head on his cunt then he just pushed back. His cunt felt great. Had to do my best not to shoot my load right away, but as it turned out I managed to dump a couple of loads up him. Right little cumdump. I'll be going back for more and will try to get some pics next time.

I was on my way home from a birthday party, and I was thirsty so I stopped to get a soda. I happened to check my growlr messages and lo and behold, I got a message from an old fuckbuddy. He and his bf were in town, and their hotel was across the interstate from where I was. How could I refuse? After drinking a little and smoking some pot, they led me into the bathroom. I sucked both of them to hardness, and then fucked the bottom but didn't come cause I wanted to get fucked too. The top, with a giant cock, tried to put it in me without any lube. I asked if his thinner-girthed partner could fuck me first. He fucked me for a while. He warned me he was going to come, and I pulled him deeper into me with my legs. He came. Then his partner mounted me. It hurt, even with the loosening and the cummy hole. I had to take a break for about a minute, but then he slid right in. He stretched my hole wide open. He fucked me for a good twenty minutes, alternating with my fucking myself on his giant rod, before blasting a load to join his boyfriend's. Both of them are still inside me as I write this.

Have a semi-regular that is always up for a good fuck, morning, noon or night. He's fairly short - about 5'8, but his BBC is truly big - and he pounds it deep when he cums, i caught up with him last night after a bad day at work. I really just wanted to get used and pounded, and he was available. So I drove into Old Louisville, found a spot on Fourth Avenue, and went around back to his apartment. He was naked, semi-hard, and opened the door wide, i took my time coming in, letting anyone looking see what was about to happen. No talk was necessary. We went back to his bedroom and he threw a clean sheet across the bed. The place was a wreck as usual - food wrappers everywhere, dust and trash. I'm sure I could find a crack pipe without having to look too hard. I knelt down and sucked him until he was hard. He grabbed the back of my head and shoved his dick all the way down my throat a few times - a nice choking sensation for me. After a bit, I stood up and went face-down on the bed. After some hot rimming, he lubed up and slid in slowly, letting me get used to the length. Once I was, the ride started. We fucked for about 30 minutes, in every position. For the first time, he started kissing - always gets me very hot. With his dick up my hole and his tongue in my mouth (and some smoke in my lungs from the ride over), I was crawling with lust. He turned me over and wrapped his arm around my neck, and squeezed. Yes! I love to be choked while I get fucked. He whispered in my ear, "Are you my bitch?" I couldn't answer - no air. "I said, ARE YOU MY BITCH, BITCH?" I finally choked out, "Yes, daddy, breed your bitch." "You want that poz cum in your hole?" "Yeah, fill it up, shoot in me. Breed me. Do it." "I'm breeding you right now, bitch," he said it over and over as he continued to slam me so hard tha I could not feel him shooting - only could sense the growing wetness as he emptied his balls into me. Eventually, he let go of my neck, kissed me tenderly, and got up. I am still bruised, and it feels awesome.

Huntsville - Get hit up on Grindr by a black 22 year old - 5'8" 130# asking what I was up to and if I was "Looking"? He attached 2 pics, one of him from the side with his cock hanging down and the other a full-front with his cock semi-hard, appearing to be absolutely huge! When a guy sends me only cock/body pics I assume he's a top. So I sent back my ass pics and a pic of me taking a raw black cock. I said "Yes, I'm looking, but I only take raw cock." He said, "OK, where do I come to"? That was easy! What wasn't easy was the set up of this hotel. It's literally in the airport terminal and the elevators to the guest floors require a key. That drives me nuts. But a determined whore will get his way. So when he arrived I told him which elevators to go to and I put a key on the floor of the elevator and sent it to the first floor. 20 seconds after the door closed he sent a message saying he got the key. I gave him the room number and by the time he got there I was ass up, face down. At his age, he got hard without needing any oral (which is perfect for me). I don't carry lube with me, so he ate my hole a bit and used that spit to slide his freaking HUGE cock into my hole. After 7 or 8 inches I thought he was done, but I was wrong. That cock was massive. Must've been 9 or 10 inches. He fucked me good while I hit the poppers. Then he stopped and told me to roll over. GRRR. OK, fine. So I have my legs in the air and he tries to suck my cock. Well, when I'm getting fucked I don't stay hard. It's like my cock goes away unless I play with it. So he just decided to breed me. He fucked me pretty hard and we did this hot, intimate, lips touching but not kissing fucking. I was holding him and he was pounding me. Imagine the ass on a hot black 22 year old that runs and plays tennis. I had a great time just grabbing onto his cheeks as he pushed in and out of me. He spread my legs really wide and thrust in extra deep when he shot his load. Then he slowly collapsed down onto my chest. I rubbed his back and his arms and caressed his head as he lay there. He didn't get up for 90 seconds or so. He was nice and sweaty and his cock never got soft enough to slide out. It was quite hot. I still have his load in me but I have to go to bed so no more load taking tonight. Tomorrow looks like I'll be in Boca again, so hopefully get to have dinner with my dad and maybe meet up with this young Latino boy I wanna give a massage to. Have a good night, Pigs!

I could read your posts as I bate my cock non stop! I agree with the others, you're in top form mate, and reckon you gotta finish what ya started, now that we're all boned and already keen for more...

Fkn love men whose yearning for cock supersedes concerns about implications to their sexuality, or masculinity. You got serious balls, mate. Bare in mind that your intro experience to either sex with men or using T, are deeply linked in your consciousness, and have opened up heaven's gate , raising the bar for any and all sex you'll have onward. Know yourself a bit better by isolating their use, and keep talking to your mates out there, as you go from one big cock to the next

Clear please. I'm happy to admit I can't drink any old piss, it's got to be beer or water or something. Had a guy drink nothing but orange squash and the piss tasted sweet, horrible, prefer salty. It was just unexpected.

You're much better off going to sleaze clubs or saunas, guys are flaky on all hook up sites. Recon seems to be about the best. Bbrt is hopeless most of the time. Vault in Euston is bb heaven on naked nights, mon and Thurs eves.

Guys, Once the op system changed here, I guess I have not been following this thread: So In June I posted this: Year to Date: Loads Taken anally raw: 889 Fisted: 106 Gave Fist: 48 Breedings: 30 - all turned poz :-) July: Loads Taken anally raw: 112 Fisted: 8 Gave Fist: 19 Breedings: 30 - Stayed the Same August: Loads Taken anally raw: 90 Fisted: 6 Gave Fist: 2 Breedings: 30 - Stayed the Same September: Loads Taken anally raw: 148 Fisted: 28 Gave Fist: 18 Breedings: 30 - Stayed the Same October: Loads Taken anally raw: 99 Fisted: 21 Gave Fist: 6 Breedings: 30 - Stayed the Same November: Loads Taken anally raw: 260 Fisted: 58 Gave Fist:21 Breedings: 30 - Stayed the Same December: Loads Taken anally raw: 115 Fisted: 40 Gave Fist: 17 Breedings: 6 - all turned POZ Totals for 2014: Raw loads in my ASS: 1713 Fists in my ASS: 171 Fisted another ASS: 131 Breedings: 36 for 2015 Guys often ask "How do you get so many loads" - (A) Going the gym or YMCA each morning and hanging out naked in the locker room for extended periods, I always find a horny married or bi guy that is willing to loose his load - sometimes two of three!! ( Bookstores along the road © Sex at Five parties I list on CL at a local fuck hotel Friday Night Fucking at 5PM, (D) Bathhouses. Always a clean ass ready to FUCK!!

The pungent scent of sweat and spunk permeated the air as sounds of hard fucking filled the small basement room and echoed off the ceiling, the slapping of skin on skin, animalistic grunts of exertion and gurgled whimpers of pained pleasure. I closed my bag looking around, it was rather poignant to see the pair of innocent little white ripped up briefs screwed up on the desk right next to the used point and tourniquet the head of security not five minutes earlier had tied round my little helpers arm. The sound of flesh against flesh brought me back to reality "That's it, boy" growled Bonsu as he relentless ploughed his fat ten inch cock in and out of Noel's chemmed up little fuckhole "you keep squeezing dat white boy cunt on your new Papa's big black cock!", not that the boy could make any noise except gurgle as his face and throat was being filled by another black guy whose name I did not know, I had to stop and admire Noels little white body being ravaged by the massive black men, his sweet athletic body I’d enjoyed so much over the past few days arching and writhing under the two men. I chuckled thinking what his mother would say about her sweet little Christian son being a fuck toy for older men now, especially for black men old enough to be his father or even grandfather, I knew Bonsu well enough to know that Noel would not be able to walk right ever again. I picked up my bag and lit a cigarette “I’m out of here”, Bonsu looked over his shoulder grinning at me as he fucked in and out of the boys gaping cunt “see ya next year Bad Santa Bruno”

Being fucked by a longtime Poz/AIDS Guy is the best way to have intense mansex and (maybe) getting a new strain of HiV. I always take the load up my ass. It does´nt matter, how my fucker looks, the only thing is possible: Getting his sperm dumped in my mancunt.

Chapter VIII Well, another morning and ready to get to work soon. Standing in bathroom of my motel room and staring in the mirror. It has now been about 36 hours since I had had my first m2m sex. I had been totally straight and now, wow, first gay sex, and then found out he was HIV+ and had let him cum in me not only that time but some more times. Then the next day meeting a friend of his and letting them both have sex with me and cum in me multiple times each and both were poz. What the hell was I thinking and doing? So conflicted now. Pick up a hitcher and now standing here trying to get my mind to work and figure out what to do now. I knew what I had to do. As I was turning to leave the bathroom and head to work, Steve, the hitcher, was coming in. He had gotten up to tell me good luck at work. I could not help but look down as he was naked, as we had all fell asleep that way last night. His absolutely beautiful cock was swinging between his legs as he moved. 12" and almost as big around as my wrist, wow, what it could do in my hole and I felt the familiar tingle there and my own cock twitch. Damn, stop, no time for that. I told him I still had time and was going to call a doctor today and see about getting something called PEP, I had read about. I told him I just could not get my head around becoming poz. He told me he understood and told me about a doctor here in this town to go see who dealt with HIV at a clinic. He then grabbed me and before I knew what he was going to do planted a big kiss on me and with his cock pressed against me I couldn't resist and kissed back. As I headed out the door he yelled he would be waiting when I got back. Work went much smoother this time and I called the clinic and was surprised as they said if I could get away they could see me that afternoon late. This also put my mind more at ease and made the day go faster. Then I begged off early again to head to the clinic. I got to the clinic and the nurse/receptionist gave me the usual forms to be filled out. He told me they were pretty slow today so it would not be long to wait at all. I had a seat but it was only for about a minute when the nurse called me to the front desk. He told me I had put down I was married on the form but was there to see about HIV? I told him I had gotten kind of dumb and picked up a hitcher and before I knew what I was doing had had sex with him and had never been with a guy before. I then told him that he then told me he had HIV and that is the reason I was there. He asked why I had done it and I told him I still had no idea and that before I knew it I had let him have sex with me several times, even knowing about it. He kind of grinned at that and told me he knew what I was saying. I kind of let that pass. He then asked if I had noticed any bleeding from my hole and I told him I had. He then said the doctor will probably want to do a rectal exam also and maybe even with a scope to look inside also. I went to sit down but again just a very short time and I was being called to go to the back to an exam room. The nurse/receptionist showed me back. I remarked he seemed to do a lot and he told me he was the only nurse and receptionist they had. He took me into a room and did the usual, bp, temp and so forth. He then told me I might as well disrobe and handed me a gown to put on. He then started typing some things into a computer as I took off my clothes. I caught him kind of eyeing me as I got naked but didn't pay much attention to that. Then as I got the robe on and he was done typing he stood up and told me the doctor would be there shortly. I couldn't help myself and glanced down at the front of his scrubs and noticed a definite tenting to them. He went out and I had to smile knowing he had gotten hard watching me get undressed. They both returned shortly. The doctor asked me a few cursory questions. Noted that I had a little time left but I would definitely need to start PEP quickly to have the best effect. He told me he had better check for tears, especially after I had described the cocks sizes that I had let do me. He was kind of shocked I had let not only my hitcher do me but then and turned around the next night and let his friend in on it too. He had me lay down on my back and the nurse helped get these things set up and my legs into them. I asked what kind of thing they were and the nurse told me they were commonly referred to as stirrups and normally used to examine women. I could see that. The doctor then took a quick look at my hole using a magnifying glass and told me he could see a couple of small tears but nothing bad. He then told me he was going to do a scope check and he would be back in a bit with it and went out. The nurse then told me he would get me prepped for the doctor. He would probably be gone a bit as another patient had come in and he would stop and look in on them real quick before returning. He then got between my legs and started to wash the area with some warm soapy water. It felt so good as my hole was still terribly tender from being used so much the last two nights. He then told me he was going to appy some lube for the scope to enter easier. He started to apply the lube around my hole and then inserted his finger to lube the inside of my hole. I couldn't help it from what had happened the last couple of nights and my cock started up and the tingle of pleasure caused me to moan. The nurse then looked me in the eye and straightened up. He kept his finger in me and I felt it rotate around my hole and he told me he needed to loosend it up some for the scope. I couldn't control the tremor that went through me from the pleasure and then he drove another finger into me and I almost came up off of the table with the intense feeling that caused me. I then felt another finger and then noticed the nurse smiling as he revolved his fingers back and forth in me. His other hand seemed to be busy also and then I felt what I was sure was his hard cock at my hole as his fingers came out. I couldn't move as the surprise of the moment caught me completely unready for that. His cock kept going in further and further and then I felt his balls hit my ass as he was all in me. I started to ask what the hell he was doing and he all at once pulled his top off and started to fuck my hole hard. I looked at his chest and was shocked to see a biohazard symbol tattooed around one nipple. As I looked up at his face he grinned and told me that yes he was poz and since I already had it in me to go ahead and enjoy another load. I could not move. He then told me we didn't have much time and he needed to cum fast. He then started to pound my hole really hard and fast. It was only a matter of about 3 or 4 minutes and he told me here it comes and he planted his cock as deep as he could and I could feel it twitch as he unloaded his toxic cum in me and my own cock exploded my load all over my stomach at the same time. As he grabbed the warm soapy water and was washing my up again the only thing I could think of was I am such a damn slut. Letting another stranger use my hole. How could I ever refuse a cock if I couldn't even refuse one while waiting to be examed. He got me cleaned up quick and then applied some more lube and was just finishing when the doctor came back in. He got his scope ready and soon had it in me and looking over my insides and the feeling of that scope in my just used hole didn't help what I was feeling any either. He commented to me that he thought I had told him my last load had been last night. I kind of hemmed and hawed a little but told him that was right. He told me it sure looked more like some fresh cum in me but he could be mistaken. The nurse standing behind him was grinning ear to ear and I had all I could do then to keep from laughing. The doctor told me he saw nothing unusual in there though. He had drawn some blood earlier too and told me to wait he would have some the results for that in a bit and then we would get me started on meds. He then went to check. I got the robe off and started to dress and the nurse was telling me he was glad I hadn't said anything. He told he was sorry but just could not resist as my ass had looked too tempting and my story of already taking several poz loads had just got him too excited. I told him not to worry as it had felt great to me too. The doctor came back in in about 15 or 20 minutes later and told me my blood work came back pretty normal. It was too early for anything to show up anyway. He then explained the PEP to me and told me how much to take and how long and so forth. He then told me I would probably need another exam in about a month and then probably again in about 3 months to make sure. He told me he liked things started at certain times and I was to start the meds the next morning without fail. I told him I definitely would. He also told me I probably should not have sex with those guys again to make sure also. I told him I wouldn't. I really wasn't so sure of that though and was just hoping. I left then and on the way out the nurse was waiting at the outer door and as I stopped to say goodbye he grabbed me and planted a kiss on me. It caught me by surprise but I didn't resist and he told me after to come back sometime soon and see him.

Chapter V I had to open my mouth very wide to get the head of Steve's cock in my mouth. I could taste his precum and it was a lot of it. I couldn't believe someone had that much and I slowly sucked on his head. His hand on the back of my head didn't push me down but just gently held me there. He was whispering to me and telling me how good that felt. I had no idea what to do really but just kind of sucked and licked his cock head. I was thinking, what the hell am I doing and why and I had no idea but could not seem to stop myself? There was little taste but what there was wasn't too bad and I kind of was getting turned on as he moaned softly. I kept it up for a bit and it must have been a good 5 minutes or more and then I felt his hand on the back of my head gently pushing down and I tried to open my mouth even further to take his huge pole in me. Soon I felt it hit into my throat and I started to gag and he let up on my head and eased out just a bit until I could breathe better and then back in gently. He kept it up and eventually I could tell he was going down into my throat a ways, still not all of his 12" but I would guess that I was taking a good 9" or maybe a little more in. He then started to help me as he started to raise up off of the bed and fucking my mouth. I could hardly believe that he was still producing so much precum but I was beginning to love the taste and his cock in my mouth felt wonderful. As I was sucking him I felt his hands start to pull me around on the bed till he could reach my cock. As he took ahold of me it dawned on me that I was hard as a rock again. Usually took me a lot longer to get up after cumming like I had when he had sucked me. He started to stroke my cock nice and easy and slow as I continued to suck him. He then pushed on me some and the next thing I knew I was on my side and then on my back and his cock was still in my mouth. Steve then all at once pulled his cock out of my mouth and told me to wait a minute as he wanted to get something out of his pack. He grabbed it real quick, opened it and reached in and it looked like he got a tube of something out of it. He turned back and was already squeezing some of it onto his cock and told me I was going to love this. I asked what that was and he told me it was flavored lube. I had heard of that but never tried any and as he got it rubbed all over his cock he climbed on top of me and leaned over to put some on my cock also. As he did that I for once was not looking at his cock and he was sitting on his ass so I was looking at his back and noticed he had a tramp stamp tat, but only got a glimpse of it as he again raised up and lowered his cock towards my mouth. The tat had seemed to be some sort of almost circular figure but kind of openings around it too, just too quick for me to see it good. As his cock came down I opened my mouth and guided it in myself this time and started to suck him again. He was right, too, as the flavor turned out to be one of my favorite things, Strawberry. I really went to town sucking then and felt his mouth envelope my cock too. I was almost in heaven with the feelings and the flavors and I thought this is great, crazy but great. As we were both sucking, every once in a while he would stop and lift up and reach down and rub a little more of the lube on his cock for me and then would dribble it on my cock and I could feel it running down my cock and balls and into the crac of my ass. About the fourth time he did that I felt his hands on my ass and they were massaging my cheeks again and then one hand ran up and down the crack and around in a circle of my hole again. The tickle about drove me wild again. All at once he went deep on my cock with his mouth and as he did I felt a finger push against my hole and with all the lube it started to enter and I lifted right up off of the bed and was moaning around his cock at the pleasure. I then felt his finger come back out and he grabbed my legs with both hands and raised them way up as far as he could and then I felt his mouth come off of my cock and his tongue licked down the underside of it and then he was licking and sucking my balls for a little bit. Steve then went down lower and all at once I felt his tongue licking around my hole and again the feeling made me lift right off of the bed. He kept licking around my hole for a bit and then I felt him dribble more lube on my hole and his tongue was on my hole and pushing to get in. I about went crazy from it and lifted my ass trying to get more and more and I could feel his tongue enter a little bit. He kept that up for a while driving me wilder and wilder and then I felt his hand again come there also. As he kept licking my hole I felt his finger there again and this time it slipped right in. He kept licking and then I felt more lube being applied and his finger going in slow circles as he seemed to be trying to make my hole open more or something. Pretty soon if felt like another finger was in me too and the feelings were getting more and more intense. I was loving this and wanted to keep on going. His cock was magnificent in my mouth and I sucked him as good as I could. Soon it felt like he had more than two fingers in me and he was hitting something in my hole again that was driving me even more wild than before and then he quit licking me and looked over his shoulder at me and asked how I liked that, I stopped sucking him long enough to mumble around his cock that it felt great and he told me he now had all 4 of his fingers in my hole and my eyes had to pop out of my head almost when he said that. I didn't know a hole could open that far before and let his cock out of my mouth long enough to tell him that. He kind of laughed and said it could take more than that. WIthout taking his fingers out he then turned around on the bed and was between my legs then facing me and started to suck me more as he pushed my legs even higher up raising my ass off of the bed completely and I craned my neck to see . He was looking me right in the eyes and smiling around my cock in his mouth. He then let loose and keeping his fingers in my hole and turning and twisting them and driving them in and out too and sometimes I could feel his fingernails scrape some but it was so much pleasure they didn't matter. Steve then leaned more and started to kiss my cock and then up across my stomach and then to my chest, licking and sucking and kissing. As he got to my chest he detoured a little and sucked on a nipple and then across to the other one, never taking his eyes off of mine while doing it. Up he came until his head was right above mine and he was smiling and looking me right in the eyes and I felt his huge cock against my ass and next to his fingers still in my hole. He then asked me if I wanted the best thing yet or not. I could not think of a thing better than what I was feeling right then and I told him I was ready if he could do something that was better but couldn't think of anything better. He really grinned then and all at once he pulled his fingers out of my ass and I felt the huge head of his cock push in. I almost jumped out of my skin. I asked him what the hell are you doing and he told me he was doing just what he had said and I should take it and enjoy. I was pretty much upside down almost and pinned down and could really not do much anyway. I was wondering again what the hell am I doing? He held still for a bit letting my hole get used to the head of his cock in me and then started to push forward and I could feel his cock entering me little by little. I told him it was hurting some and he said that it would go away soon. He kept up the pressure and then lifted his body up some and I looked down to see that at least 3/4ths of his cock was in me now. I was shocked and had no idea I could take that much in me. His cock was so big I could feel it entering and it was hitting that spot continually now that his fingers had been hitting and the pleasure was starting to kick in again. I was squirming now and he told me he knew I would love that and started to pull back and then in again slow and easy rubbing my spot in and out and my own cock was tingling and nobody touching it. He kept up the slow rhythm for a while and then started to get a little faster and harder and soon he raised up again and as I looked down there I could see as well as feel his entire 12" of cock were entering me and I could feel his balls slap my ass on the instroke. He had been right, the pleasure was now far more than it had been before. I was now moaning and almost begging for more. As he quickened his pace some more he began to talk to me. He was telling me how great my nolonger virgin ass felt. It gripped him tight and he love the feeling and it was making him want to pound my hole faster and harder. He was also saying things I had no idea of like, going to seed your hole, going to mix our DNA, going to pour my babie in you and they will grow more in you, you are joining the club now, going to poz that hole good. I had no idea what he was talking about but it felt so good I didn't want to ever stop. He pounded my hole and got faster and harder and I don't know how but seemed to get deeper too. It felt better than anything I had ever felt before and I hoped it would go on forever. After what had to be a good half hour he really got to pounding my hole even harder and looked me in the eye again and asked me if I was ready for his cum in me as he was ready to cum and he told me when he did I would love it too. I told him to fill me up if it feels so good. He then rammed me and almost doubled me up with about a dozen more really hard thrusts and then groaned and told me here it is, take my poz cum. His cock was so big and buried so deep in my hole I felt every vibration of it and then felt the heat of his cum as it entered me and he kept cumming and cumming and grinding into me. After what seemed like several minutes he finally quit cumming and collapsed on me. His cock seemed to stay up quite a bit and then I noticed that my own cock had cum also and I hadn't touched it and his orgasm had pretty much overcome mine so I just now felt how good my own cock felt too. Steve's cock finally went down enough to fall out of my hole and he held me tight and kissed my neck and kind of rolled off of me. He was whispering to me how good that had been and hoped his seed took. Had no idea what he was talking about but I was too wrapped up in the afterglow of great sex to think about it. He kind of rolled onto his stomach then and laid there with his head turned to me looking at me and smiling. I returned the look and smile also. I then told him I had to get up and go pee. He just told me to hurry back. I went to the bathroom and as I started to pee, I could feel something running down my legs. I reached between my legs and got some of it on my fingers and then looked to see it. It appeared to be his cum running out of my ass, and a lot of it, and then I looked closer as there was definitely streaks of red in it. I thought to myself what the hell did his huge cock tear me open somehow. I got done and went back to him and asked him to take a look at my ass. He asked what was wrong and I told him it looked like some blood leaking out of my hole. He looked and said it looked like blood to him but not to worry. I asked why and he said he probably scratched me with his fingernails but that was what he had wanted to do. I asked what the hell for and he told me it made it better for his babies to get into my system. I told him I didn't understand that at all and then he said to look at his back. I then got a good look at his tat and noticed it did look like something I had seen before but couldn't place it. I told him it was a nice tat but so what. He then told me that was a biohazard tat and he was positive. I then told him oh ok now I remember and I am positive that is what it is too. He laughed and told me he knew what it was, but what he meant was that he is positive, HIV positive. My mouth dropped open and had to have hit the floor. I stammered, what the hell have you done to me? He then told me he has scratched me inside on purpose and had fucked me as hard as he could to make sure of more possible tears inside of me so the virus would be sure to get into my blood fast. I could only sit and stare and wonder again, what the hell was I doing? Just a few short hours ago I had been totally straight, married and never fooled around and then had picked up a hitchhiker and now had had gay sex with him and then found out he was hiv positive and he had cut me up inside my ass and it was most likely in my blood already. It dawned on me that he was talking again and telling me how hot I had been and didn't I love the feelings? Wasn't it the best sex I had ever had? As he was talking I also noticed he was stroking his huge cock and it was almost all the way up again. I found I could not take my eyes off of it as it grew to its full length and hardness again. I could only think omg it is magnificent and reached for it again. Before the night was done he had fucked me three more times and had cum in me 4 times more and I had loved every minute of it. I was to be there for two weeks of work and invited him to stay the whole time before taking off to hitchhike again.

Recently I've been diagnosed hiv positive. Very recently, the past few weeks. And although in the months up until this diagnosis I have engaged in extremely risky sexual acts, and slept with many guys in my most recent trip to NYC, it was still a surprise. "I don't want this" repeated throughout my head over and over again the day the news was revealed. I went through all the usual emotions. It's still fresh in my mind but it's something I have to deal with for the rest of my life. It got me thinking that maybe I should write some of this down, and relive the actions that got me here. Maybe some will find it sexy, or informative, maybe some will be able to relate. Maybe I'll make a few online friends through this, I certainly hope so. So here goes... I spent three months in New York City, from March to June. Think of it as a very long vacation. It left me with a lot of time on my hands. Time to get into some trouble. Just through idle searching on recon previously, I had came across a few Tops who I thought would make for some interesting meetings. The only thing was I hadn't been fucked in a while, at this point I had only bare backed around 3 or 4 times. So I was very tight and very worried about not being able to accommodate a guy and making him angry. I am naturally very submissive around men I like, and the opposite around girls. I'm bisexual by the way. A fact that was questioned many times in New York, more so by gay men than women. Guys couldn't seem to get their heads around the concept. While I'm not the most manly of men, I'm certainly not feminine or camp nor does that personality type attract me sexually. Although I did find over there they were great company, just not my thing in the bed. So with this fear in mind, I thought it would be better too seek out oral tops first and work my way to anal. Not long after I settled into the city and got my bearings(living in Bay Ridge, Brooklyn) I found myself arranging to meet a "rough throatfucking dom" sounds like my kind of guy! I absolutely love being throatfucked and he was the guy to do it. His face and dick pic matched my strict criteria(he had a face and a working penis) so soon enough I was on my way to meet him. He lived on Christopher St. in Manhattan, for anyone who doesn't know nyc. This is in the West Village a very gay area of the city, along with Chelsea, what was once the hangout spot for all the bohemian musicians of the 60's and 70's, a great area which I frequented constantly. He buzzed me into his apt building. As I climbed the stair my heart began to race. I was getting nervous, after all we didn't exactly get to know each other in our conversation online. It went like this: "Def interested in brutally throatfucking you, work your skinnyboy throat pussy like a real pussy. I'm free today after 5. Interested to see how much of a brutal face fucking you can take" What I got from that wasn't much, but I knew he turned me on, and he seemed serious about throatfucking. I made sure not to eat the entire day. Something that comes natural when knowingly meeting up with guys as nerves and excitement usually suppress my appetite. I got to his door and it opened before I could knock. "Hey" he said in his deep southern drawl. I had never found an accent sexy before, but this after all was my first american man, a country I have loved from a distance. Turns out he was from Arizona, his voice was fascinating, deep and rich, but really calm. My nerves turn to excitement immediately. "Come in." He was wearing a white wife beater, black Y-fronts and white socks. He looked very different from his profile picture, much better in fact, which made me question why he hadn't updated it in seemingly some time. I asked him if I should remove my clothes and he told me just the shoes. We then walked into the living area, which was carpeted with a leather couch. He knelled me down on the carpet in front of his bulge. He pressed my face against his cock. Then it went from 0 to 60... Once he whipped his cock out of his underwear I knew I was in for it. Holy shit, pictures did not do it justice. It was massive, about 8 inches long and curved to the right, but the girth was something else. It really thickened towards the base, with a full bush to bury my face in. No warm up with this guy, he wasn't interested in a gentle blowjob. No, he meant what he said, unlike so many guys on online hook-up sites, he was the real deal. I opened wide and he rammed it straight down my throat, the bend was very noticeable and uncomfortable in this particular position. It was pushing at my throat, like it was trying to break out. He only began to hump once the dick was fully swallowed which was a nice touch and something I think most throatfuckers should do. He had his technique. He was digging for the right spot, to him it was all about the feeling, when you watch throatfucking videos, you can tell what's for show, none of what he did was theatrical, it was all functional. He wanted his dick as deep in my throat as possible, and once he hit the right spot he would, as he said he would, fuck it like a pussy. It was painful and hot at the same time. At one point I tried to breathe as his cock was deep in my throat. This, in addition to his pubes up my nostrils, caused my to gag hard. Eyes started to water, and mouth began to produce some much needed lubricant, after this the whole experience became much more enjoyable. He didn't say much as he was reaming my tonsils only the occasional "Good, goooood!" and grunts of encouragement. He reminded me to cover my top teeth, which I did immediately, hoping I didn't scratch him. He began smashing my face with his pubic bone. He was really enjoying himself, I was trying to endure the pain, and enjoying it also. When he slowly pulled his cock out of my mouth, thick drool dribbled from his cock onto my t-shirt. Shit, I have to walk home like this! But then I looked at his dick. the shaft had a streak of blood on it. Oh no, did my stupid teeth cut him, will he freak out, am I going to get beat for this. He either didn't notice or didn't care, because he started jerking off furiously. He was having a good time, which made me very happy. He then pulled my shirt off, lay me on the couch with my head hanging over the back(the classic). And proceeded to pump my throat like the pussy he said it was. For some reason this position was much more comfortable, it seemed to work better with his curved. Before I knew it, he was about to cum, his thighs squeezed my face and drove his dick deep while cumming. No pulling out. I didn't even get to taste it. Straight down the hatch. He tapped me with a few smacks on the cheek as if to say "good job boy" then sat down on the couch, exhausted and happy. He jerked his semi for a while while I knelt at his feet and he asked me a few questions about Ireland, why I was here, small talk. He told me he really enjoyed it and would like to do it again. Yes! Validation, something I always aim for is a guy wanting to meet again, someone who has had so much fun with me that he'd repeat the session if given the chance. So far, everyone I've met has wanted to meet up again, not everyone actually has, but it's good enough for me that they want to. I asked to use his bathroom and as I was washing out my mouth I finally found out where the blood came from. I had bust my top lip while he was bashing his groin against it. Damn, my two front teeth. I thought as long as he had fun, I'm happy. I left the apartment optimistic about the rest of this trip. However I had absolutely no idea what lay ahead of me. Bathhouses, breedings, 3somes, orgies and being introduced to the strongest drug I've ever tried, crystal meth!! Okay, so this is my first blog, first time really talking about a sexual encounter. Please let me know if you liked it or not, or want to hear more about my stay in New York. It really was an experience with a lot of firsts, which feels good to be sharing with you guys. Thanks for reading. BH

Friday I was at work and got a text from a fuck bud. He was chatting me up and getting me all hot. I told him I'd come over about 5 and let him load me up with his poz loads. As I was walking out of work at 4 another fuck bud hit me up and told me his bf wasn't home and he wanted me to stop by. So I stopped by on my way home and he took me into his room and handed me the poppers and lubed my ass and shoved in. He's pretty thick so I had to really huff the poppers and take it like a man. He pumped me for about 10 minutes and had me beg for his poz load. I was begging and moaning as he nutted deep inside me. He pulled out and I cleaned him up and got dressed and left. I then headed over to my other buds house and he was hot to hear I got another poz load. He didnt even want me to suck him he just pushed me on the bed, ass up, and slide inside my sloppy hole and pumped me full of his poz loads too. It was so fucking hot, two poz loads from two tops within an hour.

S1R (that #1 is not a typo) you are a Maestro, you've got me BoneFuckinRockHard Wet and learrning some new moves. Thank You

Throat fucking someone and watching them try to run away from it is funny. I'm like "you wanted it so you're going to have all of it." They can be tearing up all they want...and yet their mouth is still on the dick.

“You!” I said, and it exploded out of me. “Oh, fuck... You!” Bill’s smile was a slow, dangerous thing. He reached around the back of my neck and squeezed once. “Good boy,” he said. Behind me, Mac’s tongue slipped form between my spread ass cheeks and he rose, huffing. My whole body sagged as his tongue pleasure/torture stopped. “There’s gratitude,” he said, but he sounded more amused than anything else. I couldn’t look away from Bill’s gaze – his dark eyes, the small lines around them, the dark hair greying just a bit at the temples, and the hard, masculine angles of his face. Beyond him, I saw Mac climb onto the bed where Mark was tied up. Robert, still lying on his back, nodded at him, and then reached out and almost lazily tickled Mark’s exposed underarm, making him jolt up against his bindings. Bill’s hand slid down my arm, and he started to untie my wrist. He did one, then the other, and then moved behind me. As his fingers brushed the taped rope around my ankles, I watched Mac spit once onto Mark’s already slick pucker, then line up his dick and slowly push himself inside. Mark’s body tensed and curled, but the sound that came deep from his throat was guttural and definitely one of pleasure. My other ankle was freed, and then Bill’s rough, calloused hand slid around my waist and pulled me. I awkwardly got down from the chair – my legs and arms felt like rubber, spongy and weak from my thrashing – and his arms wrapped tight around me from behind, turning me to face the four poster bed for a moment. His hard-on pressed against the small of my back, and the heat from his hairy body was electric. He was squeezing me tight enough that it was just shy of uncomfortable. “Look how happy that boy is,” Bill said into my ear, and I watched as Mac began to pick up the pace. He’d taken Mark’s shoulders in his hands, and was bucking into him with long, gyrating thrusts that made Mark’s chew at the gag in his mouth. Mac smiled at me as Bill started to walk me backwards out of the room. In the hall, Andrew passed by, naked, heading toward the room we’d just vacated. He didn’t say a word, and I knew he was waiting for his turn with Mark. From the far end of the hall, I could hear Big Al’s voice, and just barely heard the gurgle that was likely the result of him face-fucking Tim. I was shaking. No doubt Bill could tell, but he continued to steer me, and pushed through the middle door in the hall, where a bed waited that was only slightly askew. This must have been the room Robert and Mac had been in, judging from the clothes on the floor. “Boy, from the first time I saw you, I wanted you,” Bill said, and he gave me a little shove. I fell onto the bed, stomach first. “And seeing that whore ass now, I’m not sure I’m ever going to let you go.” I shivered again, and rolled onto my back, looking up at him. He was standing over me, his dick hard and its purple swollen cockhead almost spilling a single drop of precome. His thick, strong body, dusted with that dark hair, seemed tensed and ready to spring. And his smile wasn’t entirely kind. I bit my lip. What was I thinking? Maybe this was a mistake. “Tim,” I said, not sure what else to say. Bill smirked. “Tim knows what he is.” As he spoke, he moved forward slowly but purposefully, and I slid back further onto the bed. He got onto the bed between my legs, and his hands slid up and down my calves, before sliding under them and starting to lift. “Tim’s a good fuckbuddy. But you’re a boy. A whore boy. Whore boys need daddies to keep ‘em in line. And keep others lined up for ‘em. But a boy has to belong to one daddy, that’s for damn sure.” I was breathing so rapidly I could barely catch my breath. He lifted my legs, then gripped both ankles with one hand while he tugged a pillow from the head of the bed and pushed it under the small of my back, then did it again. My chin was pressed against my chest to look at him above me, and he nodded at my legs in his hand. “Grab your legs, whore boy,” he said. I obeyed on some reflex born deep. I shivered again. Mac’s assault on my ass had been one thing, and had turned me on so completely I’d agreed to... Oh my god, what I was agreeing to... This was insane! I had to stop this, I had to – Mac buried his mouth on my raised pucker, wrapping his hairy arms around my waist and tugging me up against his face. Coherent thought vanished almost immediately, and I was writhing and bucking against the hot feel of his tongue drilling into me. “Yeah, that’s a whore boy,” Bill said, coming up for air for just a moment. “You’re going to be my whore boy, aren’t you?” “Yes!” I yelled the word, and Bill’s grin was triumphant and feral. He buried his tongue in me again, licking, biting, shaking his head, swiping with his tongue, spitting, slurping, and making me thrash and grind myself for a few minutes more, until I started to speak, utterly out of my mind with what he was doing. “Oh! God! Fuck me! Please! Fuck me! God, ruin me! I’ll be your boy! Your whore boy! Please! Oh! Please fuck me and ruin me oh God!” He shifted so fast the reality took a moment to sink in. One moment his tongue was driving me wild, the next both of his thick hairy arms were to either side of my head, pinning my face between them and forcing me to look right up and into his eyes, and his hard cock was pushing hard into me, with nothing but the last few remnants of Big Al’s spunk, and a whole lot of saliva, between us. He entered me with a single, deep shove that made me cry out in an animal way, then held perfectly still, his dick buried inside me, eyes locked on mine. “Fuck!” I gasped. He nodded. “Yeah, boy. Now I fuck you. Now I make you mine.” And he did. He started to fuck me with strong, even thrusts, pulling almost out before burying himself back in. The angles the pillows made were perfect – he obviously knew what he was doing – and every stroke sent incredible sparks up and down my spine. I couldn’t think. Couldn’t concentrate. He shifted his arms, first took my face in his hands ,then turned his hands so his thumbs both slipped into my mouth, and while I sucked on them, he increased the pace of his fuck, going faster, and harder, with every grunt. Our skin grew slick against each other, and his dick – though it hit just right and was making me crazy with how he rubbed me inside – was growing painful as it pounded into my ass. He was smiling, this man who was fucking me raw and who had chosen me in some way the first time Tim had introduced us. It wasn’t a friendly smile, but a possessive one, and angry. He was grunting louder now, and his sweat dripped down onto me as his thrusts grew even harder, and I started to whimper around his thumbs. I let go of my legs, and wrapped them around the back of his ass, pulling him into me, hoping he could understand what that meant. My hands gripped at his shoulders and made a low, moaning noise around his thumbs. He pulled his thumbs free, and when my mouth opened, he spit into it. I stared in shock, and he growled at me, grinding his cock into me with a force that made me whimper. “Yeah, you’re ready, aren’t you whore boy? You’re ready for daddy to make you his? You want me to ruin you now, don’t you boy?” “Ruin me!” I begged him, and he buried his dick to the balls and his hot load burst deep inside me.

I whimpered. I twisted and writhed. I closed my eyes and bit my lip and groaned deep in my chest, but Mac’s tongue didn’t seem to tire in the slightest. His hands were gripping my ass cheeks and his strong thumbs were holding them apart while he drove his tongue into me with a series of deep and hot strokes that seemed designed to drive me insane. The litany of filthy talk that Bill was pouring into my ear wasn’t helping me control myself, either. “Oh, baby, give in,” Bill said, and I could hear the teasing promise of relief. My dick ached it was so hard again, and my back twisted as I tried to find a position that didn’t make me feel so completely vulnerable and totally fuckable. This was crazy. What was I doing? Mac’s tongue drilled in particularly deep and wet, and my whole body shook, my mouth dropped open, and I heard myself say, “Please!” Big Al laughed, and I glanced at him, feeling a shameful heat rush to my face. “I’m gonna go check on Tim. Maybe fuck his face a while,” the huge man said, and left the room. His voice trailed after him, a bit louder from the hallway, “I’ll tell Andrew where to find you.” From the four-poster bed, Robert began to grunt loudly as he continued to hammer his dick into the prone – and bound – and blindfolded – Mark. Bill turned my head to make me look at the scene on the bed. Robert was slick with sweat, his blond chest hair now dark with it, and Mark was covered in a sheen of perspiration of his own. His head sagged under the onslaught that Robert was delivering. Robert’s arm shifted, wrapping around Mark’s neck, and he pulled hard on him, still thrusting in short rough bursts. “Tell me you fucking want it, boy!” he nearly yelled into Mark’s ear. I heard Mark’s gagged reply – “Efffffff, Uhhhrrrr!” – as I saw Robert ram himself in deep and growl out a long, low, “Fuck!” He’d just come deep inside Mark. “Yeah,” Bill said, his voice excited. “That’s what you want, isn’t it, boy?” Behind me, Mac’s tongue circled, twisted, licked, dove – I was nearly sobbing now, hyperventilating in my attempt to suck in a completely breath. On the bed, Mark had collapsed as much as his bound limbs would let him, and Robert rolled off him. His dick came free with a slurping sound, and I saw the spunk dribble down his thick shaft as the hairy sweaty man lay on his back beside the prone young man. I twisted and writhed on the hot wet tongue drilling into my pucker. Bill took both sides of my head and met my gaze, smiling almost cruelly. “Think how that’d feel, boy – all those cocks, all that freedom....” He leaned in closer. “Tim loves it, and he knew you’d love it, too.” Behind me, Mac buried his tongue deep and flicked it inside my hole. I could feel the mix of cum and spit dripping onto his chin, and I let out a groan of animal need. My ass wasn’t full enough. A tongue was always like this – it drove me mad, wanted me to be more full, wanted that slick wet heat to be something thicker, harder, and longer. “Look at your friend,” Bill said. “Ever seen him more relaxed?” Bill turned my head to look at where Mark lay. His back was moving slowly, taking in huge slow breaths on the bed. His legs and arms sagged in the ropes, and his little round ass – now rubbed raw and red from the hairy men who’d topped him – was wet with sweat and spunk. I groaned with frustration and need. “Fuck!” I nearly screamed the word. Mac’s tongue darted just right and I shivered bodily again. “Oh, fuck! Please!” I was nearly crying. Any moment now I would be. “You want a dick in your whore boy ass, don’t you, boy?” Bill asked, in a deeply amused tone. “Yes!” I begged, “Yes!” I clenched my jaw, pushed my ass back hard onto Mac’s face. I could feel him rooting in my pucker like a man possessed. I felt my eyes fill with frustrated tears. “You’ve had the only clean dick in the house,” Bill said. I sobbed. “So,” Bill said, leaning in close again, and wrapping his rough hand around the back of my neck. “You’re going to have to ask us for our dirty cocks. You’re going to have to ask all of us to ruin your hole with our dirty, hard, raw, rough,” each word was punctuated with a shake of my neck, “mean, daddy cocks.” Mac’s tongue drilled and twisted, and I squirmed and writhed. Insane. This was insane. I shivered again, shook, and then - “Please!” I yelled. “Please! Ruin me! Fuck me! Please, god, please!” Mac didn’t stop for a moment. I was definitely crying now. “Who first?” Bill asked, his smile wicked, as he added “But understand, boy, you’re asking for all of us, eventually.”

the most guys to use my holes happened in a Toronto bath house too. I went into a guys room to suck his cock. Very soon he was holding my head down on his cock while total strangers fucked and filled my ass. Not sure how many guys fucked me or how many loads I took, but before the guy kicked me out of his room he made sure to charge me up with a load of his own.

Now that it had been close to a year of being around John and his efforts at exposing me to the things that I’d only dreamed of before becoming a poz cum whore, he informed me that for Christmas, he was taking me to Palm Springs to spend 8 days at a gay resort. I had done a few Internet searches and read about the various resorts, all of which I noted were clothing optional. They ranged from what I referred to as the vacation get a way spots for the plastic and the LTR guys, guys who were either so full of themselves they would use the resort as an opportunity to model, and those guys that were, for a lack of better terms, stick in the mud types, and then there were the ones on the other end of the spectrum that advertised sling rentals, public spaces, outdoor slings, sauna’s and the types of locations I was drawn to for anonymous cum collecting. The only thing that could have been better was a resort with dark allies, an industrial warehouse setting, locker rooms, showers, bathtubs for pissing, an all-nude bar with an array of slings and St. Andrew crosses and a fisting bench to even things out, but alas I didn’t find that in any resort. Ideally if I had one of my own, I’d build it in a warehouse making it a den of perversion. In preparation for the trip, John included a month at a tanning bed since I was about as white as the page I’m writing this on. He too would join me in our tanning sessions so that we didn’t burn or look like the walking neon lights. The one thing he did have me do however was wear an altered pair of bikini underwear. He instructed me on how to ensure that only a thin line circled my waist and that the back covered the globes of my ass. He carefully cut away the pouch so that my cock cage would fit through the opening and prevent the material in back from being stretched incorrectly. He told me that doing this would ensure that my ass would remain white against my bronzed skin and as he said, “be a becon in the night” when he paraded me around naked or in my jock to draw attention to my ass. I liked that idea. The place he chose was on No. Palm Canyon Dr. It had the variety of what he wanted to have me experience which included public spaces, sling rentals, more than 2 dozen rooms, a sauna, Jacuzzi, pool and allowed day/evening passes. It had an assortment of videos in the library and a TV in each room that played non-stop porn. Other resorts were more the image I enjoyed (leather, etc) but were limited on rooms and access by outsiders, and that wasn’t part of his plan. He wanted general access to the resort at night when the bars emptied and he also wanted to allow the daytime crowds, the closeted ones to have access. We left on Friday morning and flew into Palm Springs arriving just before noon. John had me pack light using my back pack and I was surprised when all he had me put in my bag was my trimming shears, razors and shaving cream, toiletries, collar, about 4 each of changes of red and yellow socks, my chap shorts, and an array of jock straps; some soiled some clean. Beyond that, I hadn’t seen him pack much of anything either in the way of toys, lubes, poppers or anything that would indicate what was in store for me. We got our rental car, a convertible and I had to chuckle to myself thinking how I must look like a fucking tourist. I mentioned to him that next time fuck the Chrysler and lets get an open jeep. John looked at me as we were leaving the airport and did a U turn. I told him it was okay, I didn’t mean to complain. He told me that actually what I had suggested was far better and he hadn’t thought of it. We went back to the car agency and he falsely stated that the car was malfunctioning, loosing speed. They quickly offered us another vehicle and John said, “ How about that red Jeep Wrangler over there?” he pointed. Ten minutes later we were leaving the airport and I thanked him telling him it was much more comfortable being in the jeep than that soccer mom car. He laughed and agreed, placing his hand on my knee he said, look, I want you to take off your shirt and put on your chap shorts for me. I was already wearing my boots; so it wouldn’t take me long to switch out the clothing. We hadn’t removed the side panels so I had enough privacy to switch outfits and I did. At the next traffic light, John pulled his shirt off over his head and in the Southern California sun, his bronzed torso looked so appealing. I liked looking at him this way, natural, excited and happy to be with me. I grinned and looking at a map was trying to find our way. John knew his way around PS since he’d been there plenty of times. I’d pretty much figured out where the resort was form the airport but instead of turning left on N. Palm he turned right. “You needed to get in the turn lane there.” I said, “Don’t fret your head over it, I know where I’m going we have a couple stops to make first” he said. I sat back and still looking at the map occasionally just to see our placement. He gave me shit about it and said I just couldn’t relax and had to try to be in control. I took his assessment of my behavior to heart, knowing he was right. I tossed the map in the glove box, rearranged my balls and sat back. John had removed my chastity device that morning for the flight. I hadn’t had the full freedom of air against my nads in a long time. “Don’t get too comfy there” he said looking down at my cock. “Why?” I asked. “because in about 10 minutes you’ll be caged again anyway.” I thought to myself how long it had been since I had a hard on and came that way. It had been a long time. I had cum several times without a hard on through the chastity cage when John worked my cunt, and those orgasms were intense, but I hadn’t stroked the full length of my cock in months. We had swung north on N. Palm Canyon then left just after the Pizza Hut. He drove into a large, more than obvious, expensive development. We went several blocks and stopped in front of a gated driveway. He jumped out telling me to stay put. He walked up and rang the bell at the gate and talked into a speaker. The gates opened. John drove the Jeep into the drive, the gates closing behind us. “Come on, hop out.” “Where are we?” “We’re at Mike’s” he said. I jumped out, my ass and cock exposed in my shorts and walked up the walkway to the front door and was greeted by Mike. “Hey guys, glad you could come down this week.” He motioned us in and we went into the large entry way and then into a front large room off the kitchen. “Your box is over there near the patio door” he pointed talking to John. “Great, this was much easier and we really appreciate the effort.” “No problem, all I did was sign for it a couple days ago. Bring it back before you leave and I’ll drop it off at UPS”. John in all his planning had boxed up all the items from home that I had pondered over. He had packed toys, gear, some porn tapes we’d made together and other odds and ends. “Ok, we’re ready to go. Sorry we can’t stay but we need to get set up and checked in. I’ll call you this weekend Mike to set things in motion.” John said as we walked out the door, “Hey, hang on,” Mike called back. “Come here” he said to me. “I have something for you.” Mike went to the kitchen and came back with a full paper lunch bag just barely folded at the top. It was slightly heavy, as its contents seemed to be subject to tearing the bag. “You be careful with this and carry it for John and no peeking inside until he tells you. This is from me and I’m hoping to see you use it.” He said. My cock stirred. “Thanks Mike, I appreciate it and whatever it is, I’ll be sure to show it off for you.” He laughed, “oh yea, I know you will.” John and I left and proceeded to the resort. He had reserved a room on the second floor, and the very last room on the balcony. The room overlooked the pool and Jacuzzi and gave a front row seat view of the main lobby and entry into the compound. If you got up on your tiptoes you could see over the front wall into the street out front, but otherwise, it was secluded and private. “I chose this room so that guys would have to walk down here to look in this room, not just happen upon it or walk by over and over again. I also chose it because this balcony will be perfect for you to stroll down and show off your ass to the majority of men here.” I wasn’t quite sure what he meant at the time about the men having to walk to the end to “look in the room”, but later found his plan to be well thought out. As we unpacked our goods, John handed me the chastity cage. “Go ahead and put this on for me..” I think he sensed my initial disappointment and put his hand on my waist. “You know how important it is for you to focus and I know you enjoy it.” He was right. I slipped into the bathroom and took a piss without the cage on. I spit in the clear CB3000 tube and slipped my cock into the short down turned tube using my little finger to stuff my skin and meat into it. My piss slit spread open as my skin dragged on the unlubricated sides. I closed the clasps around my balls and inserted the posts. Then I closed the lock through the primary post returning to the room and handed John the key. “Good boy, you look so hot in that new cage I got.” He had left the metal one at home, and this one although restraining was much more comfortable and lighter plus you could see my cockhead and piss slit through the clear tube which made me think how now at least I could see my cum not just feel it. John picked up the phone and called the front desk. “I’m sending my buddy down to pick up the sling, is it ready?” he asked. “Okay, he’s on his way.” Looking at me he told me to go down to the front lobby and pick up the sling he’d reserved. “Before you go, remove the chap shorts. I want you to go down in your cage and boots.” My heart began to race a bit in my chest as I looked out the window. I was going to actually be allowed to walk naked in my slightest of gear in a public space and actually talk to someone. I’d been an exhibitionist before, but in closed quarters, a safe place you might say, but outdoors in a public resort was a new experience. The front desk had said they wanted time to clean up the sling they had for us when we arrived. I did as John asked and removed my shorts standing naked in my boots except for my caged cock. The chastity device forced my balls down and spread them wide between my thick thighs, almost presenting my nads as being smashed against my body by an invisible board. It did look cool in the mirror as I passed it on the balcony and walked down to the front lobby. Several men around the pool glanced over but didn’t say anything. I looked back up over my shoulder and could see John watching me from the balcony. He was now stripped down standing naked wearing a ball cap there in the open air smiling down at me as he light a cigarette. It excited me. As I got the sling the clerk was really attentive to my cock cage. “you been wearing that long have you?” he asked. “Yes, about 4 months now.” I replied. “I didn’t see it on you when you came in.” “No, it was the traveling and airport routine so we took it off.” He handed me the sling and had me sign the paper. “Have fun sport!” he said. Walking out into the sunlight again I thought it odd he would call me sport when he was about 10 years my junior, but figured it was just his way of being friendly. He was a hot looking guy, muscled, tanned with brown hair draped over his eyes. His body was smooth I could tell and from the package he had showing in his shorts I figured he was above average in the cock department. I had the sling over my shoulder holding it with one hand and in the other a cloth bag containing the straps to hang it with and stirrups. I rounded the pool and there were two men, naked sitting on the side of the Jacuzzi who hadn’t been there previously when I went past the last time. They were both hot looking, muscled and tan with great bodies in their late 30’s or early 40’s. Their soft meaty cocks laying on the pavement below them made my cunt twitch. I looked up and there was John, looking down grinning as I carried the sling past those two men, up the stairs and to our room, I looked back and their gaze followed me all the way there. I felt natural here. John spent another 10 minutes or so setting up the sling in the front room between the two queen sized beds. We had to move the nightstand between the beds as the sling mounts were positioned that the sling would have easily swung backwards and knocked over the lamp or slightly graze the nightstand. “Let’s take a walk around the grounds. Toss on your cotton shorts I don’t want your ass burning”. I did as he suggested and he slipped on a pair of his own and slipped into his boots. We left the room and walked the full length of the complex. There was an outdoor workout room, a dark maze area around the back, a large tent erected in the side yard which we weren’t sure what that was for, another semi-outdoor room with bunk beds in it and porn playing, lockers, a steam room, a dry sauna, a large room where breakfast was served, and over 2 dozen guest rooms all facing the center courtyard. We went to the lobby and got a few drinks. Walking back out he said, “we’ll have to get some food and drinks and shit from the store and stock the room this afternoon. I’m going to leave you here and I’ll be gone about an hour, okay?” he asked. “Sure, I can wait in the room.” I replied. “No, I don’t want you in the room. I want you to get some afternoon sun. I’ll oil you up and then you can lay under the misters, those should keep you cool enough.” I agreed and we went to the room. John pulled from the drawer one of my red soiled swimmers jocks with the narrow band. “Here you go, slip this one on and I’ll get the oil.” I bent forward to slip my legs through the straps and saw behind me a man looking into the room through the picture window. He was openly groping himself under a towel. He was about 50 years old, built nicely with silver fuzz on his chest and a goatee. John came back from the bathroom and waved to the man. He nodded back. “Turn around and face the window”. I did. John proceeded to pull my jock strap off of me showing the man my caged goods. The man’s hand began to stroke himself faster and deliberately. John stood up behind me and poured the oil out over my shoulders allowing it to cascade down the front and back of me. He then began to massage it into my skin, all over me, including my ass, thighs, calves and feet. When he reached my crack, he stuck an oiled finger, then two, and then three into my cunt. Then he turned me so my back was to the window and had me bend over. He pulled my white ass cheeks apart exposing my cunt to the man in the window. I was so excited by this. I could see from my vantage point the man remove his towel and toss it up over his shoulder. I could see the thick upper shaft and fat cock head just over the windowsill but could not see the length or base of his cock and balls. I could tell it was a pleaser though and I wiggled my ass slightly. Then John continued with his show and stuffed his fingers back into me so the man could watch and fucked me slightly for a moment. John left me bent that way as he went to the box and retrieved one of my hole plugs and slipped it up past my outer ring until it clamped down on the hard rubber. “Okay, I want you to go straight to the pool side, lay flat on your back and keep your ass out of the sun as much as possible until I return. If you get too hot, come on back up and get showered up. Don’t get in the pool” He kissed me and walked past me and out the door. He stopped and talked to the man who had been watching us briefly looking back into the room at me as they did. I got one of the large towels and went to the pool, locking the door behind me. The man who had been watching was further down the balcony now strolling past other rooms and peering inside. I went to a chair and stretched out. I considered just laying back and taking a power nap thinking I would probably need one. I drifted in and out and from time to time would look up around me responding to noises of water splashing, men passing by, being cordial to say hello to passers-by. Several men had begun to gather on the opposite side of the pool, completely naked, their legs spread widely allowing me a full view of their meaty cocks and heavy balls hanging in the heat of the desert sun. There they were all lined up, some reading a book, others like myself sunning with their eyes closed, while others where looking right at me. There were some wearing dark sunglasses that prevented me from telling just where they were looking but they were turned in my direction. A thought ran through my mind as I openly eye-balled their cocks, wondering how many of those very cocks I was viewing would be erect and dripping taking aim at my spread pussy and seeding my hole soon, and I reveled in the reality and possibility of it. As I looked at each man I thought of a specific area of the resort that he would take me in and breed my cunt. I wondered how many of them were carrying poz seed, seed to plant in my cunt and continue to feed me my deepest desires. I squirmed slightly in my chair feeling my plug tug on my cunt.. I love that. The time passed by quickly and I saw John come through the gate. “Hey, help me out.” He shouted over, drawing attention from the men across from me to his voice. I jumped up and went to his side taking two large bags as he turned and went back out the gate for the rest. He returned with two smaller bags and we went to the room. As we ascended the stairs he had me stop in front of him and on the staircase in front of anyone who could see, he reached up and removed the plug from my cunt. He ran it under his nose and licked it. We walked back up to the room. We put things up and had a beer on the balcony standing in plain view of the pool. He had removed his clothing again, and I was standing in my jock. He openly slid his hand down my oiled back to my ass and began to fondle my hole. Diddling his fingertips in and around my opening, playing me like an instrument, he knew just how to make me purr, tickling me but sending sensations of want and desire through me. Standing to John’s left side the men below along the pool and Jacuzzi could see his manipulation of my cunt and my reaction as I pushed back and slightly bent forward over the rail as if to be looking at the floor below us. “I love playing with your cunt in public boy.. and I’m going to share it with all the men who want it this week. This is just as much fun for me as it will be for you. I get to show you off and show off playing in your cunt I helped make” I turned and kissed his shoulder and thanked him for being such a great Santa as he slipped the third finger inside me and using his thumb massaged the outer ring of my expanding cunt. He tugged slightly on my lips, pinching it between his thumb and finger. I moaned just slightly and drank my beer. “I love how you keep yourself exposed to me so I can just reach down and touch you and how you’ve come to worship my cock and make me feel good without asking” he continued. “I have you to thank John for allowing me to explore myself through you and I will always be your cunt.” He smiled and said, “well, you may always be my cunt, but you know we won’t always be together.” I nodded and repeated what he had told me from day one. That we were meant to be together for a while to experience what was to be experienced, but that everything runs its course. The important thing was that we both left better for having been there together. We spent another 20 minutes on the deck sharing a few words here and there and I finally could not resist. I had dropped to my knees and sucked on his cock freely there on the balcony, my ass turned toward the railing showing my cunt to anyone who could see it. “That’s it boy, show off your cunt just like I taught you. That’s your sex right there and you be proud of it. With that cunt you’ll get what you crave, cock and cum inside you” John rubbed my head and when he decided it was time to go in, he had me stand and he led me back into the room, closing the door and the drapes. “Phew it’s hot out there” he said, “let’s shower up. I stripped out of my boots and jock and went to the large shower enclosure. John followed. He stood behind me soaping my body and allowed the water to run over me. We turned and I soaped him, washing him completely. I slipped to my knees again and ran my tongue in his ass crack. He leaned forward and I hungrily ate his asshole. He liked that and I liked doing it for him tasting his musky manhole. He turned to face me and presented me with his erect cock, stroking my head attempting to shield my face from the water. Reaching up he aimed the showerhead to my back. The water ran down over my back and down my ass and over my exposed hanging cunt lips. He reached down and fondled me more as I nursed on his cock and licked his balls. I sucked John more, up until his balls began to rise. “I don’t want to cum right now so let’s hold this off some” he said. “Clean out that hole and I’ll be out here waiting.” I spent about 30 minutes deep cleaning with the shower attachment he’d brought and felt squeaky clean, and deep cleaned. I got out of the shower and dried off. He put out on the bed what I was to wear. My collar, red socks, and boots. But before I dressed he had me lay on the bed he ran my electric clippers around my nipples removing any hair at about ¼ inch away from my nipples. “We might shave your chest this week” he said, “really make those tits stand out.” he applied the nipple tubes to my nips, using the manual pump, pumped my nips up filling the base of the tubes a good inch or more. He disengaged the tubes from the pump leaving the cylinders pulling and sucking on my tits and then pulled a larger tube from the box. He told me to get on all 4’s. I did as he asked. I was on the bed right under the window, my head near the headboard. The curtains opened. We waited a few moments and John sat behind me and began to apply a good quantity of bag balm to my cunt, rubbing it into the flesh and my ass lips, massaging it, and slipping his slimy fingers into me. He had taught me that using bag balm from time to time would moisten and help stretch the superficial flesh of my cunt and nips. It made the skin soft. It helped prevent cracking and promoted pumping when on my nipples. “I haven’t done this with you before, but want to start this now. I’m going to pump your cunt.” My thoughts went to first how it would suck my insides out and I felt a twinge of fear, to thinking how my cunt would end up like my nips all hard and inflexible. “What about my hole John?” I asked. “What about it?” “Will it get hard and rough?” “No” he laughed.. “it will help expand it and train it to drop open when I touch it. You’ll have nice ass flaps some day” I loved the thought of that and pushed my ass up further in the air, spreading my knees further apart on the mattress to give him full access. “Do it!” I said. “Hang on I want someone to watch me do this.” We didn’t have to wait long; one of the men I’d seen at the pool walked up to the window and peered in. John looked him in the eye and motioned him to come around to the door. John opened the door and the man entered the room standing in the doorway looking at my upturned ass. “Fuck that is a nice fuckn ass” he started. “I was checking that out when you guys walked up here and saw you take that plug out his hole, fuckn hot.” The man sounded as though he was from the south. He had a drawl in his speech that made his masculine looks that much hotter. John replied that I was a good cunt, and this was my first time in PS and he had brought me there to share my cunt with other men. The visitor liked that idea and said he’d love to have a go at my fuckhole. John said that we’d be having the door open around 7 that evening and would welcome anyone who wanted to join. “What about you man?” the visitor asked John, “you get fucked too?” “No, I’m a top man and although I fuck in groups, my seed goes in this cunt. I’m turning him out this week and making him enjoy being a whore” That was the first time I’d heard John express that. I’d seen him fuck other guys at our parties, even let some of them suck his cock, or eat his ass but I had always assumed he was spreading his cum and sharing it with others as I had my cunt. It made me feel closer to him somehow and not in a way that made him my boyfriend or anything but just part of him. John continued to rub my cunt with the bag balm and then applied the opening of the tube to my hole. He began the pumping and shortly after the tube took a grip to my upturned hole, he turned it slightly to position it just right and then finished pumping until I vocally told him it was beginning to hurt. “Fuck yea man’ the visitor said, ‘you can see that rosebud, what a juicy fuck that will be.” John coached me through it as he always did, calming my nerves, I focused on his voice and I relaxed and felt my cunt expand in the tube. The visitor told us he’d be back that evening and was looking forward to seeding my swollen cumhole. Several other men came to watch through the window, John inviting them in to advertise my swelling cock sleeve and then he shut the door and the drapes after about 15 minutes. “I think we got enough interest in these guys, they’ll spread the word about this to the other guys looking for easy pussy.” He removed the tubes from my nipples first and marveled at the hardness and thickness of my pig nips. He ran the flat of his hand over my pecs and my tits jabbed at the air. “Oh ya, they’re primed” He reached down and turned the tube on my cunt and it slipped free. “Don’t move” he asked. He ran his hand down my crack and felt my exposed flesh, “Stay still.” He went across the room and grabbed the digital camera and snapped several shots. “Sweet Christ.. this is hot..” he leaned forward and displayed the digital screen to me showing me his work. “Awe John, that is fucking unbelievable.” I reached back to touch myself there to feel of myself.. It was indescribable and I felt like a whore should. Swollen nips and swollen cunt. It was approaching 6:40 and we’d laid on the bed for about an hour resting. I actually cat napped a bit and felt refreshed when he woke me fully. He was standing before me in his black leather shorts that I always loved. The cod piece fully packed and protruding from his firm hips. He was shirtless and wore his boots and leather biker hat. His left arm was adorned with his black and red 1” wide armband. “You need to wash up your hole and get that balm out now.. hurry along.” I jumped from the bed and dodged into the shower again using warm water and soap I flooded my ass and cleaned out once again. It didn’t take long at all. John met me as I rounded the corner into the room. He handed me a glass of water. Drink this down, all of it. I did as he asked and he watched me. “now get dressed.” I put on my collar and socks and boots and stood there. “Let’s get you primed, get up in the sling and lets lay out the main course.” He said. I sat in the sling, lying back raising my legs as I did. He took my boots one at a time and threaded them through the ankle stirrups and restraints finally securing them one at a time. “Show me your cunt.” I scooted down and placed my cunt in full view of him spreading my legs wide and finally resting in a comfortable position. He had hung the sling so that my head was just the right height above the rest of my body without the use of any pillows or pads. I felt the air run through my spread thighs and I got a case of chicken skin. He ran his hands quickly back and forth over my thighs and told me not to worry, I’d be warm soon enough. He tossed a spare blanket from the closet over me for a moment and I began to warm up. John slipped behind the half wall between the main room and the kitchenette and I could not see what he was doing. I watched the porn on the screen. A nice sling pounding by a group of men tearing into some willing bottoms ass. Nice mood setter I thought. John came back in the room with the paper bag Mike had given us. Okay, it’s time for you to see what Mike had for you. I lifted my head and looked over into the bag. It looked like a small cardboard box. John lifted it out and displayed a box of new syringes. My throat got tight. Although we partied we were responsible with each other and trusted each other. I told myself that this trip would be no different and that I could trust John. “Wow, a whole box?” I asked. ‘Well, a box yes, a whole box, no, there’s about 20 rigs in there but added to it is the materials to use with them. Mike supplied us with an 8-ball for when we go to his place on Sunday for a party. I purchased more from him and we’ll be using that tonight and part of tomorrow”. John returned to the counter behind the half wall and I watched now knowing what he was doing. He was preparing a rig. My heart was already racing with anticipation. I shivered still under the blanket not sure if it was because I was cold or from the pending slam. I tried to focus on the video and I felt my cunt sucking at the air. He walked back over toward me and set the prepared rig on the bed next to the sling. He had set up a flat surface using a board from the TV stand shelving for me to keep poppers, water and smokes there if I needed one. He turned and went to the box and retrieved one of the videotapes we had made of our sex parties. He turned the channel on the remote and inserted the tape into the drive on the base of the TV. The screen went blue, and then up came the film. It was one that was centered on the expansion and use of my cunt by men, not all in the same session but watching the tape you wouldn’t know that. I was always clad in the same gear, little to nothing and my cock was encased in each one. The slight differences of hair cut or tan was lost in the close up shots of my cunt expanding to wrap around whatever was presented. Toys, cocks, fingers, plugs, booty bumps, with a few shots of fresh cum running from my gaping cunt. My vocal responses flooding the room as I begged for more and the men talked dirty to me. I replied as though speaking another language being filthy in my speech describing my desires and what I felt and needed. He put a towel on the end of the bed and began spreading out the array of toys from the box. He had purchased some new ones I hadn’t seen before and the shapes and size of some of them excited me. There was one in particular, a shiny black one that looked like a horses cock and was very long and got thicker as it went to the base. He walked up to me and pulled my still erect nipples. “You’re going to enjoy this, I promise and I won’t be far from you tonight if you need anything. I may be out on the balcony at times, but I will always be within sight or sound of you, okay?” “yes sir.” John took a section of rubber medical tubing from the box and wrapped it around my upper bicep. He began rubbing my arm and I instinctively formed a fist. Flexing it and opening it. I watched as he found my vein. “Okay, you’re off.” He said and stuck the point into my flesh. “I always hate that part, “ I said. “I know, but it won’t last long.” I watched as the vile filled first pink then red mixing with the rig of Tina. My heart racing I knew what was coming and I exhaled deeply as he pressed the plunger. I opened my hand and he removed the point, bending forward he placed his mouth over my arm where the point had been and removed the tubing. He looked me in the eye. The sudden unexpected coughs came first, followed by a metallic taste racing across in the back of my throat and tongue, that was followed by the immediate mental thought of what am I going to feel, how much did he give me followed by the warmth and heightened sensations that grip your appendages and then rush back to the center of your very being. And the rush turned and centered on my exposed cunt. I became aware of my out stretched legs, I wanted something immediately to touch my cunt. John removed the blanket as he watched me start to fly rubbing my chest telling me I was a good boy. My eyes began to flutter in my skull as he walked across the room and turned out the ceiling light, opening the door, pulling the drapes back fully and came back to me, leaning forward and on his knees he began suckling on my cunt. I was lost and at that same time grounded right there as I felt the sensations of his attack on my exposed flesh. He spoke to me of how he was going to take me further in my transformation, exposing my cunt publicly and whoring me out. He was going to allow any man who walked in that room to place his cock in my mouth or cunt and breed me. These men, he explained, won’t be prescreened like we did at home on the Internet; they would simply walk in and use my cunt. As he continued to allow his voice to overtake my consciousness, I heard him say that I would be fully fisted tonight, that I would accept his full fist and have other men watch as he punch fucked my cunt open even further than ever before; then turn me over to them. I could only beg for him to take me there. All I could do was start to plead “yes, awe ya, please?” I looked up at the screen and I saw toys entering my cunt and I begged him to feed my hole with toys, with something hard.. he complied and lathered one with the large tub of Crisco on the floor beneath me. The light from the table behind him shown perfectly on me in a soft glow and stopped short of my neck. I was able to see clearly in the dark without the light blinding me as men walked up to the window and gazed inside watching us. They were talking and watching. I saw the video camera resting on the dresser top, aimed at my ass. I saw the solid red light knowing it was running. I felt John lather my ass now with the lubricant and the initial pressure, although light, of the toy that was about to enter me. I looked to the sidewall to my right and saw in the mirror that it was one of my larger toys disappearing inside my cavity with such ease. “You’re a good boy, taking this big meaty cock I have for you.” he said. My mind swirled around the fact that it wasn’t a real cock, that it was just a toy, or was it a real cook as I looked back up at John standing there pushing his hips into me; that fat cock still lodged inside me, he was fucking me with that.. it was his fat cock, the toy was an extension of him and it was his cock fucking me now, widening me and filling me. He stepped back and punched the end of the toy repeatedly, I felt my guts move as if a wave had hit me. “Okay to join?” we heard. I looked up through haze and John looked over in what seemed to be slow motion. “Fuck ya guys, come on in, this cunt is hungry.” I heard him say. Three men entered the room, each in various stages of undress, one fully naked with his cock pointing the way in front of him, the other two stripping as they walked in. John stood up from his position and the men surrounded me, each feeling of my cunt and the huge toy stuffed inside it. “Oh ya, this fucker is needy isn’t he?” one said looking to my eyes, knowing my dilated eyes had given me away. “Why yes he is, and he’ll beg you for it.” I took my cue, I had been zoning some but it was to be expected. I began telling the men how it was my first time in PS and that I was being trained to be a poz’d, chem’d cumwhore and needed my cunt trained properly like a whore with as much poz seed as possible. How I ached to have my cunt filled and stuffed and dropped open in public and wanted each of them to cum deep inside me. There was little hesitation if any at all as one man took control of the toy in my cunt and began ramming it, eyeballing the other toys on the bed. “He take all of these?” he asked. John said, “all but the last three on the end. Those are for a bit later when I make him my puppet.” The men knew what he meant, so did I. “I’m poz” one said, “me too” said the other, the last looking at the first two said, “fuck, I don’t know but I’m not passing up my go at this cunt.” One by one each of these men had his turn with me. They worked in unison spitting in my face, calling me a whore and pile driving my stretched exposed cunt with various toys. I asked for their cocks, their fingers and their cum. One of the men took two of the averaged sized dildo’s and began to punch fuck me with them one at a time, alternating between the two back and forth until he shoved both in side by side, stretching me as he twisted them and turned them. Another was liberally coating my chest, legs and arms with a layer of thin Crisco, spreading my sweat all over until my tanned skin was shinning in the light. As I was being fucked with the two dildo’s I told them they were going to make me cum. “fuck you aren’t even hard man I don’t think so’ one of them said. John, standing near by with a boy sucking on his cock looked over at me, watching. “No, really, I think I’m going to cum.” I said. Then I felt a release, but it wasn’t cum, I was pissing bolts of warm yellow chem’d piss out my cock cage. With each entry by the man shoving dildo’s in me, piss shot out of my cock and drooled across my torso from the opening of my cage. One of the men bent over me and lapped at it, spitting it into my mouth. “Woo-ee!” he said, “lets hold off so he can piss.” The man fucking my cunt stopped momentarily while they got John’s empty glass off the dresser and held my cock down over the front of the sling, pointing the opening into the glass, I released my piss. “Hey” John called over, “in that box there is a toy with a funnel tube connected to it. Go ahead and stuff that in there and fill him with that piss.” One of the men got the dildo with the attached funnel and shortly after they were filling my hungry hole with my own chem’d piss. It was amazing as I felt my body absorb the recycled Tina, the best booty bump I could describe. While this was going on they were discussing fucking me and one lined up between my thighs and pulled the plug out slowly. I hadn’t absorbed all the piss but was gaining ground with the affects of it. He slid his hard cock into me and began to slow fuck me, pulling the sling so I swung on it. I looked at John, now he was fucking that boy over the end of the other bed, slapping his ass. I liked watching both the live porn and up on the screen, the video showed John fucking me. The guys liked the porn, thought it was cool to watch and commented how it was something different and more personal. The man inside me began to ride me harder, the other two feeling his nips and putting their hands on my opening as he fucked in and out of my slopper. One got down under the sling and I felt the most amazing thing, his tongue was licking the cock going in my ass and my hole at the same time. He convinced my breeder to pull out and stuff it in his mouth and back in my cunt. The cock sucker commented on how good it tasted, my cunt juices and piss mixed with precum. The man stood firm, gripping the sling straps pulling me in for one last plunge when he emptied his balls in me, groaning he looked at John saying he’d just dumped in his whore’s cunt. John looked at me and asked “What do you say cunt?” “thank you sir! More, I need more.” The man who’d fucked me, pinched my nip and slapped my open cunt with the flat of his hand. “you’re welcome and I’ll be around all weekend.” The other two tag teamed me for a while, each taking turns and then pushing the other aside to take aim and sink their cock into me. They came inside me soon after the other and left the room thanking us. Just as they were saying their so-longs, I noticed the man who had been watching us earlier in the day through the window when John prepared me for the pool. He walked slowly toward the door keeping eye contact with me as if waiting for me invite him in. I motioned with my head for him to come in and he walked up to the sling and put his fingers on my cunt, slipping them in and pulling them back out to examine them and stick them in my mouth. “Nice…” he said. “Thanks, I need you to fuck me.” I said. He bent pulling his shorts off and I saw the full length of his bare cock.. it had to be at least 7 ½” long, but was as thick as my wrist. He stepped forward rubbed his cock head on my open hole. He bent down and sucked on my cunt for a moment and stood back up to plant his cock inside me. He didn’t last long. He humped like a rabbit, but his girth felt good. He dumped his seed, and walking out thanked John. John and I had a few moments alone then, and he walked over to the kitchenette and I heard the paper bag. Surely he wasn’t going to slam me again so soon I thought. He spoke to me about how sexy I was, and how proud he was to have a cunt like me to whore out. He was pleased and I was too. I waiting for him to return marveling in how I was feeling, how slutty and dirty I was but so turned on being this cunt in a sling transitioning to a full chem’d whore. John approached and I saw nothing in his hands other than a glass of water. “Drink up we need more piss for your cunt and you need hydrating.” I swallowed the large glass of cold water, I looked up at him and as he stepped in between my thighs he said, “Here’s your candy-cock whore” and sank his Tina coated cock head deep in my cunt. “Now what do you say?” It was my first night in Palm Springs with John, I’d just finished taking my fourth load in under just over an hour and he had planted his Tina coated cock deep in my cunt. “awe, yea, fuck yea man, I need that…” I moaned and gyrated my hips, bucking back up against his hips. He hand his hands firmly planted on my pecs as he pushed harder and began to make his cock swirl around in a circle inside me, coating my insides with his candy-cock. He looked at my eyes and told me how much he was enjoying making me his whore taking men’s poz seed. I replied telling him how slutty it made me feel to have those same men leave after breeding me without saying much to me, but being sure to thank him as they walked toward the door. “That’s what happens to a whore, you’re nothing but a fucking cunt for them to use, get used to it.” I felt a new urge rise up in me to show him just how much I understood that. As he backed away from me, pulling his dripping cock from me, he walked around the side of the sling and fed it to me. I opened my mouth tasting the tart remnants of cum mixed with my tina juiced ass. “Tastes good huh?” he smiled looking down and I could only nod my head as I cleaned his cock off. Swallowing the sticky fluid adding to my high. In the mirror behind him, I saw a man looking in the window. I had heard footsteps first and it registered with me what John had said about having the last room at the end of the balcony. Anyone coming that direction was coming for one reason, to look in our room, and John used that signal to put on his show for the voyeur’s. John spit in my face as I sucked his cock and he reached down between my spread legs and began to man handle my cunt. I felt one of the average sized dildos being used as he verbally coached me to clean his cock. I lost sight of the man in the mirror as he was headed for our door. “Come on in.” John invited the stranger to join us, I looked back in the mirror and saw another man. The dildo was removed from my ass and I felt fingers and then a cock slapping my opening making a wet “fwap” sound. The man was hard. “Look what’s knocking at your door slut.” John said, pulling his cock from my mouth. I turned and saw that the man had a respectable 8 or so inches, was uncut and sported a nice PA. He was average built, like he worked hard for a living at some labor-intensive job. He had firm hands, great arms and a broad chest. He had thick hair all over his forearms that brushed my skin as he would touch me. He stepped back a moment and took the dildo John had removed and put it back in, sliding it effortlessly back and forth. “How long have you been whoring him out tonight? How many loads?” John said 4 loads, just over an hour.” “Nice” he replied. As he kept using my hole he ran his finger over the top of the toy and collected a mass of juice and cum, he reached up and stuck it in my mouth, opening his as though showing me what he expected. I licked and sucked his finger clean tasting more of the mixed fluids. I began to hump my hips up to meet the invading toy, wanting him to go faster, deeper. “Good fuckn whore!” his tone with me was much different that it had been with John. It was deeper, more forceful. “You want my cum in your twat fucker?” he asked. “Yes Sir, please breed me.” He turned and looked at John. “You mind if we blindfold this bitch?” he asked. “Not at all.” John brought out a bandana first, a red one, and tied it over my head and eyes. Although I could still see through it, I knew this was his attempt to help keep the sweat out of my eyes. He placed the leather blindfold over that. “I like a whore but I don’t want him looking at me knowing what I’m doing. I want him to feel me, not see me” he said. “He’ll treat you right, won’t you cunt?” “Yes Sir!” The man removed the toy and I was sent into a private space of visions created only by the sensations and feelings I was having as he completely and totally ravaged my cunt with his cock, his fingers and whatever else he was using to stretch me open. I know he was using the array of toys on the bed available to him. John came up beside me again, turning my head and having me suck his cock. I felt his hands on my head, I felt the burly man’s hands on my thighs and in and around my hole as he attempted to stretch my cunt over the widest part of his hand, his fingers wiggling inside of me to open me further. Then I felt more hands, on my nips and pumping action. There was someone else there. My head was turned and another cock slid into my mouth, not fully erect and tasted of a fresh shower. As I sucked the new cock, he praised my mouth, telling John what a great cocksucker his whore was. It grew as he fucked my mouth and throat. It was a nice thickness, I could feel the large ridge around his plump cock head and taste his precum. He went past my gag reflex and I opened my throat to him. The cock in my hole began to swell, and as Mr. PA man dumped his load in my cunt he let loose a page of verbal remarks calling me his fucking bitch, and that we was going to impregnate my whore pussy, the tubes were suddenly tugged off my nips without ceremony and replaced with his mouth as he fell forward on me chewing my tit. I slipped the cock from my mouth and thanked my breeder repeatedly for his cum. “Did you charge my cunt? Did you give me your dirty seed?” I begged to know. “I did bitch.” I heard him talk to John as they walked away from the sling and I felt a set of thighs between my legs. “You sucked cock so good now I need some of that pussy too. You want some more cock you whore?” I responded by wiggling my ass, spreading my thighs more by bending my legs and humping the air. “Yes please, please fuck me.” “Your whore pussy is swollen out past your crack man, and that cage keeping your worthless cock in place makes me hot. Wiggle that little bitch package boy, make your nads bounce for me and push out your pussy.” he said. I wiggled side to side and then humped up and down allowing my caged nads to flop around for him. I pushed as hard as I could and was rewarded with more verbal responses from him. He placed that plump cock head in me and slid in easily, a nice squishing sound and as he pulled back, a suction sound. “fuck man, you are a whore, a whore with a sloppy gaping cunt.” I felt him put his cock back in me and then I felt that dildo again, the one from earlier that John had been using on me. “Let’s see if you can take both cocks bitch.” From behind him I heard John edging him on, “Ya, that’s it man, show that whore how to get double fucked and like it.” The images in my head of my cunt being double stuffed with a cock and a fuck toy sent me over the edge. I felt that familiar twinge again. “I’m gonna piss!” I said. “Yea? You gonna piss your sweet dribble out of your faggot whore cock boy?” my new top man asked. “Here, put this in there with your cock instead.” I heard John say. “Oh fuck yea, that is hot.” I felt the dildo removed and be replaced with what felt like the funnel plug. “Let me help get this in” John said. “Spread that cunt boy!” now John was speaking to me in a more authoritative tone than I was used to. “Come on, open that cunt and take this plug. Don’t you dare piss yet.” He said. The plug popped in finally as best it could next to the mans cock. My nads were pulled down and I heard the sound of my cock cage hitting the side of the funnel. “Piss bitch” my top man said. I started to piss slowly and I felt my hole push out. “Oh fuck yea, this whore is primed I can smell that piss is ripe with chem..” I felt the warm fluid begin to fill my hole. My top began moving his hips slowly, “oh fuck that is so hot. I can feel it around my cock… oh, uh oh…” his cock slid out quickly, he shoved the plug in harder..I arched my back.. “Lay down bitch, take this like a good whore.” I lay back down, breathing heavy I felt my burn begin. The piss was a short one, I knew I had more but it wasn’t coming out. The plug was removed and I was then being fucked again. “That’s a good sloppy fuck now sport.” He said. Sport. I knew now it was the desk clerk from earlier in the day who called me that. I knew he had a nice cock, and I was right. Now I had the image of him in my head as he fucked me. He twisted his cock into me, drove into me and continued to use various implements on my hole as he finally began to pump faster and I knew my reward was soon to follow. He jerked and slammed his cock into me grunting with each bolt of cum that shot inside me. He remained there until he went soft and his cock fell from my gaping hole with ease. I felt fluids running out of me and down over my ass and pooling under my ass in the sling. “Don’t waste that shit man.” He said, I felt his hand under me then he put those same fingers in my mouth. I ate from them and licked his hand clean. “Thanks for the great fuck man, I’ll be sure to pass it on.” “See you later whore.” Then I heard the door close and the sound of the drapes being pulled shut. John removed my blindfold and bandana. I didn’t mention that I knew that had been the hot front lobby clerk. “Time for a quick filler up” he said, and he returned with a new rig of meth. “Before we do this. I want you to get down, stretch a little, drink some more water. But let’s put this plug in you first.” John plugged my hole before he had me stand. This time, the plug was one of the larger sized. “Fits good now.” He said smiling. I took my break, and then he had me sit on the bed. He slid the point into me and I lay back, feeling twisted and hungry. He put me back in the sling, opened the door and several more men walked in shortly thereafter. I lost track of time, of faces, real and perceived of the men who used me that night. They ranged from drop dead hunks to old, skinny, short, tall, fat, young, hung, not so hung, hairy, smooth, black, white, latino. They used me like a whore, stuffing me with everything in site and John maintaining my high with the occasional bump from his candy cock. By early morning, I was in the steam room, up on all 4's as i took cock in the blur of the steam. John came to get me slipping his cock into me and deposited his own cum to the mixture. He told me we needed to rest I was going to a party later that night at Mike's where me and 2 other bottoms were going to be providing our services It was Saturday afternoon, John had me lay down and rest for a while after the long night of sharing me as his whore. I didn’t really sleep long, but had several periods of rest, he made sure I enough that I’d be able to attend Mike’s party at his house. I got up and John had me do the preliminary clean up and while I was in the shower he repacked our backpacks with items he wanted to bring along with us. He had me put on a pair of shorts, nothing underneath and my boots. He put his ballcap on my head and gave me his sunglasses. My eyes as he said, “should not see the light of day” and laughed. It was true, the bright desert sun was too much for my eyes and I smiled, “ya, it’s fuckin rude man.” We loaded up the Jeep and removed the side panels and top. The resort let us store it in their locked supply area in the back. We took off headed to Mike’s arriving a mere 10 minutes later. “Sit here and wait until I tell you it’s okay to come in, I need to check something out.” I sat in the jeep and enjoyed the feeling of the afternoon sun on my chest and legs. I noted that there were about 7 or 8 other cars parked out front on the road as we drove up, and in the driveway, only Mike’s cars. I knew 2 other bottoms were slotted to be here with me, and I began wondering how much fun it would be if there were 3 bottoms and only a hand full of tops. My mind flipped gears and realized I was thinking like a whore. 18 months ago, I’d have been happy with one top, now I was getting concerned there might only be half a dozen or so. After what seemed like 20 minutes, Mike came out to the Jeep. He reached out to grab the backpacks and told me to get out of the Jeep and follow him. He took me through the side gate entry to the back yard not through the front door. I followed him through a garden that wound around the side of the house where there was a hot tub, then around the back of the house we entered through a set of double doors into a hallway. This part of the house was not actually adjoined to the main house. It was a separate building altogether. We turned right and entered a large room with vaulted ceilings and one wall was completely glass looking out onto the pool area. The walls were painted in a dark slate color and in the center of the room was a sling. Against the sidewall were closed and locked cabinets, a counter with a double sink and a small refrigerator. Scattered around the room were several vinyl chairs and a large overstuffed couch. Mike went to the far wall and slid open two doors revealing a massive TV screen. Coming back he pulled a cart on wheels over near the side of the sling. “Stip down to your boots boy while I finish setting up.” He said. “Where is John?” I asked. “Don’t worry about it. He’s mingling with the others.” I stripped naked as he had asked. “You want that cage on your cock boy?” “Yes,” I replied, “it feels right.” “Good answer fucker.” And as he said that he reached over and tugged down on my gathered nads. “Fuckn bitch clit.” Mike had me stand, arms outstretched and he inspected me. “I want to make sure you’re okay before I lock and load you. You feeling okay, not too tired, ready for a long night?” he asked. “Yes Sir!” I replied, “ready and willing.” He turned me with my back to the sling and helped me in. I asked him how many men were there and he didn’t answer me. I asked him how many would be, and again he didn’t answer me. He stayed focused on getting me in place. “You’ll be here for a short time before I’ll be opening the den to the others. You are one of three bottoms that I have out here in separate spaces. The three of you will not see each other until tomorrow morning outside on the pool deck. Each space is set up differently. Obviously you’re in the sling room right now. There are two others. Throughout the night you’ll be moved until you’ve been used in each one. Got it?” he asked. “Got it.” I replied. “I’ll be back in few to ramp you back up, I want to see you twisted on the gift I bought for you fucker. Watch the porn on the screen while I’m gone.” I sat back in the sling, drinking from a bottle Mike had given me. The screen came to life and I began watching some late 70’s hot porn. No condoms then, and these guys were fucking hot, like the men you’d meet on the street. There was no clock in the room, but I guess it was about 30 minutes before I heard someone out in the hallway. The door across the hall to mine opened and closed again. I could hear nothing. Although it was still light out, the direct sun was gone having passed over the mountain range to the west. The large glass window facing the pool area had lower operating portions and was open. I could feel the change in the air, as it was somewhat cooler. Up on the screen, two muscled hairy chested and hung men were sharing a young boys hole. I heard the door across the hall open and close and another door beside mine open and shut. The first man on the screen blew his cum load on the cock of the other man fucking the boy. What a hot scene that was I thought. Then my door opened. Mike and John walked in the room. “Hey fucker, you feeling good?” John asked smiling. He was in his black jock and boots, as was Mike. My eyes went to their bulges and I suddenly wanted them to do to me what I saw on the screen. I pointed to it, “Look at that, isn’t that fucking hot?” I said.. “I want that.” John looked at Mike with a knowing look in his eye and Mike said, “you got him right where he needs to be man, nice job.” “We’ll be doing plenty buddy.. just go along for the ride and be a good whore. Tonight you’re going to experience things you have only seen or heard about. First we’re going to start you out at the level you’re already accustomed to, and progress from there.” John said. “Now finish up that bottle of water so we can strap you down.” I drank up the rest of my water and lay back. I lifted my feet and had them through the stirrups as Mike tightened the cinch around my ankles. I looked over and John had the rig in his hand. “Okay cumslut, here’s your candy.” I put my arm out to him as Mike secured my opposite wrist in the restraint. My arm was prepared, and John put the point to its target. “Fucking taking your vein whore before we take your cunt.” Mike growled as he openly groped himself in front of me. My eyes focused on his full crotch as John released the strap. I was accustomed to this feeling now, the cough, the taste in my mouth, the fluttering of my eyes. Mike and John stood back a moment watching me until I set into a level keel. High and twisted I rocked in the sling, humping my hips up and squirming my ass, I felt my cunt push out. “He’s fine, let’s go.” The lights in the room went out completely. It was still possible to see, but shadows began to cast across the room. I saw movement in everything. I closed my eyes and became impatient in no time wanting my hole filled. Music began to fill the room. Techno of some kind, but it had a beat I could focus on, and my body began to respond to it. It wasn’t long after that when the door to my room was swung wide open and blocked. I could hear the other two doors opening as well. “Okay you fucking pigs, stalls are open.” Mike yelled in the hallway. I could hear footsteps in the hall. The light in the hall had been turned down and a red light of some kind was illuminating the space. Men began to pass by the room, stopping to look in and leave to the next. It reminded me of the baths. I looked outside and saw it was now dark. The pool area was dimly light I saw several men sitting around the heated pool, drinking, smoking, and some were stroking their cocks looking in the direction of the “den” as Mike called it. I wondered if each room had windows like mine. Whores on display I thought to myself. That made me even hornier, on exhibition like this was far superior to the small window in our resort room. Two guys entered my space and approached, both wearing chaps with their sex fully exposed. Both had PA’s, tats and facial hair. Both were shaved bald. Each were in their mid 40’s. “Let’s get this slut started.” One said to the other. There was very little ceremony, I have to be honest as the first up between my legs spit on his hand stroking his cock and roughly felt my hole. “Dry as fuck, get down there and get him ready,” he ordered his equally hot friend. The other man dropped and began licking, sucking and tonguing my hole.. I heard him spit. I heard him giving his friend head, and then I felt both his tongue and the head of the other mans cock against my opening. He slid into me and began to pile drive his cock into me. His friend came to my face and presented his cock for me to suck. I opened my mouth and took him in my mouth. The two of them using my holes for a short while before they swapped places. Again they shared what I was offering. They spent about 20 minutes with me, and I openly begged them for their cum, but they didn’t. I tasted precum, that was it. I had precum in my gash, but that was it. As they were leaving, the second and less aggressive one leaned over and spit in my mouth. “I’m going to do you a favor fucker.. “ and reaching into his waist pack, brought out a small bag of powder. He leaned forward and with a wad of spit on the end of his tongue he blew it up my right nostril. Taking his pinky finger and dipping it into the bag, he shoved his pinky up my nostril and widing it, going deep I felt a slight burn. Then he went between my legs and spat at my puckered cunt, then licked it slightly. “Push out your lips for me bitch.” He said. I pushed as hard as I could. I felt his fingers on my outer ring and more of his candy being spread on my cunt lips.. he cleaned the remnants off his fingers as he shoved them in my ass. The two of them walked out of the room and were soon replaced by another man. I felt a new sensation and thought it was familiar to me as “K” Not too much, but just enough. You been fucked yet? I was asked. “Yes, but no cum in me yet.” I replied. “No cum? Awe isn’t that too bad.” He said. He mounted me as unceremoniously as the last two had, a little spit and I had him to his balls. Then it dawned on me, there were no poppers on the stand next to me, no more water, no lube. “I’m not going to seed you either bitch, just use your hole to build up my load for one of the other whores.” I felt used. I felt cheated. I wanted that cum and I asked him again to please give me his load. “I got a poz load man.. you take poz loads?” I shook my head yes and recounted my experiences so far this weekend. He listened intently, I felt his cock pulse a few times, but he didn’t cum. He stood still, not moving, ordering me to stay loose and not try to milk his load. I did as I was told, even though it went against my instinct. He reached forward and tugged at my nips. Damn it I thought, my nips aren’t full like they should be, where was my pump? Again, I felt less than I wanted to be. “Okay slut, I got something for you.” I heard him say and I was thrilled at the thought of taking his load and I began to tell him thank you and expressing my need for his cum. He laughed. “I told you I’m not going to cum.. but I will fill your gut with my piss.” Slowly I began to feel his piss shoot from his cock and fill my hole. I felt the familiar warmth followed by the scent, knowing it was chem’d. I thanked him just the same and before he left the room he had me clean his cock with my mouth. “Later” This continued for several hours until John finally came in the room and I asked him where my pumps were that I needed my nips full and how come no one wanted to cum in me? “You’re making me so fucking proud man,” he said, “it’s all part of your night. You’ll understand soon enough.” John went to the counter area and unlocked the cabinets. From my vantage point I could see an array of toys and gear. In one end was a stainless steel box. He went to the fridge and returned with a bottled water that had a nipple on it like a baby bottle. He tilted it up over my head and as he fed me the bottle, he reached down between my spread thighs and fingered me. “That’s it fucker, be my whore.. suck that down and then I’m going to ramp you up one more level.” Men entered the room to watch. It was a new feeling, being fed through a nipple and fingered. I felt taken by him again. I felt like I wanted that nippled bottle to be his seed, or his piss. My thoughts went to wanting my nips to be as big as that nipple and wondered if they would be. I openly moaned. The men seemed to like that. I removed my mouth and told him I would need to piss. “Piss right where you are.” I put my mouth back on the bottle sucking in the fluid and as he fingered me deeper my bladder was released through my cock cage. Some of it being fingered into my hole as John captured quantities of it and cupped his hand like a funnel running it into me. The rest coated my balls, ran between my thighs and dripped to the floor beneath me. “Now you smell like you should.” He leaned down and sucked up the small pool of piss from my navel and licked my cunt. “fuck yea.. you’re such a good whore.” I had nearly finished the water when the nipple was taken from me, and John returned with a new rig. He found a new spot on the opposite arm and injected me quickly. “next one will be in a new room, so enjoy this.” Again, I felt the comforting embrace of the Tina and I shook lightly for a moment.. the other men in the room gathered close. I don’t know how many, or what they looked like. I only know my cunt was being driven and plowed hard. A hand went over my face and covered my eyes. It was fast followed by an article of clothing tied around my head. I could not see. I felt sensations of cock, fingers, and toys entering me. I felt several hands spreading me wider and then my ankles removed and placed in straps that reached back behind my head spreading me as wide as I could, my knees toward my elbows. I heard pieces of comments, remember some of what they wanted.. I responded to everything, if I didn’t they took it. “Fuck he’s getting real wet without any lube.. “ one said…followed by, “just like a trained whore will do after enough friction and precum” “no, it’s the K I put in his lips” another voice said.. “give him some more then..” I felt a large toy enter me deeply.. “Ya, he can take it deep, lets put it deep” The toy was removed and replaced shortly after. “Feel that cunt?” I heard, I shook my head; it’s all I could do as I mumbled, moaned and begged for them to use me. “Fuck yea..” I felt the tingle deep this time. They planted some K deep in me with the toy. It didn’t’ take long and I heard my hole gushing with liquids.. my own.. it was sloppy wet. The clothing was removed from my face, I looked down through over my sweat coated body and saw a man approaching with a long tube.. and a gas mask. Another man took the clothing they had used and sprayed something into the cloth stuffing it in my mouth. They put the gas mask on me. The cloth had a new affect as I felt my insides unfold starting at my rib cage.. “Oh fuck yea.” Followed by moaning and verbal comments.. “look at that fucker open.. he’s ready.” Another said. Following that my mind circled and I felt an almost out of body experience, completely focused on my cunt. I could see myself in the sling being taken by a circle of men. I felt my hole being stretched and stuffed. I felt my own sweat mixing with my piss and their sweat. I inhaled more of the cloth. A hand reached up under and removed the soaked cloth from my mouth. “Get him down now guys.” I felt my hands and ankles removed. I looked up and it was John. “Stand up slow.” He said. I sat up in the sling. I felt my legs regain their strength slowly and I stood. John was in front of me and I fell forward for a moment into his arms. My gas mask tube caught between us he whispered in my ear. “You’re going across the hall now, it’s time.” I was led to the next room some under my own power, and I saw before me a dark red painted room. In the center of this room was a medical examination table, to the side a sitting sling. My cock, even caged, wanted release. I was put on the exam table, legs in the stainless steel stirrups. There was lube and grease all over the base of the table and some gobs of it on the floor beneath the sitting sling. I knew someone else had just been here. Music began to fill the room, a different beat than that I’d heard before. John approached. He showed me he had coated his cock with more tina. “You don’t need another slam for a while, this is just to maintain you.” he inserted it into me. “John?” I asked, “thank you.” I said. He removed his cock and took the tube of my gas mask turning my head toward him. “No, thank you.” he said placing his cock in the opening of the tube.. men began to approach and one in particular kneeled down in front of my exposed cunt on the exam table and swung the stirrups up and out making me slide down slightly. He began to massage my cunt.. and John lifted the hose above my head and my mouth and face were flooded with his piss. I swallowed all I could. The man working my cunt told John, “you said you wanted to film this, you better get your camera.” John left the room.. “I’m going to open your cunt tonight whore, I’m gonna be your trainer, I got small hands but I’m going to use my fingers and then my fist. I’m going to use whatever I need to use to open you.” Another burn as I knew he had just bumped me again with something. I closed my eyes and felt my hole push out.. he coached me like John had in the beginning, telling me to open my cunt, knowing how much I responded to his verbal dirty talk, he knew he had a goal in mind, and he was telling me what to do. A hand raised my hood and a new cloth was put in my mouth, again, the same spray that had been there before. I felt myself unfold again.. and I felt my hole take more than it had ever done, not in depth, but in girth.. I heard jeering comments, I heard them tell me to show off my cunt, they each promoted my being a whore. Then I saw my nip pumps and felt John apply them.. he pumped me full. I pissed and again it flowed freely where ever it needed to. Some was used on my hole, some scooped up and wiped over my chest and stomach. I pushed my cunt out as hard as I could. I felt the stretching and finally I felt my cunt sucking on a large object.. “you’re pulling me in fucker.. you’re getting there.. keep it up.” This went on for well over an hour, in and out, fucking me with his small fist, pulling the walls of my hole open with his fingers and sinking his hand back into me. I didn’t know how deep, I couldn’t see. John stayed close by filming and other men would reach down and feel my opening as the other skilled man trained me to open for him. I began to feel the burn and the pressure. I told them I was feeling full. As the hand was pulled out of my hole and the topman rubbed my belly, he pressed down, and running his slimy hand over my stomach from my ribs down to my cock, he pulled all the way out and I released a wet slimy fart that left my hole standing open… “he’s ready for the sling.” He said. Before I was put in the sling, John gave me another slam. Again, I was sent to my headspace. My legs were put through the straps up to my thighs, the lower back strap across me, I was suspended in air my cunt drooling below me. My nips full and hard. I felt right again with the world. Men began to circle and share my exposed dropped cunt. Reaching under me they probed me, their hands slick with j-lube. John had me lay back enough as I had not yet really sat back and down all the way. A higher strap ran across my shoulder and he had me lock them under my stinky arm pits. A game of grab ass was under way, except in this one, it was penetration by hands and fingers.. “give him just a little more K” john said, right on his exposed gash. A dry paper towel ran across my opening several times rubbing it clear of lube.. the K was massaged into my rosebud. It didn’t take too long for it to have its affect. Three men were left now in the room with me, laying on the floor under me with their hands extended upward reaching into my hole.. the music had a beat to it, and they were using my hole sharing it to the beat of that dungeon music. I was being punch fucked and my cunt was making suction and sloppy sounds that can only be appreciated by those who have experienced it.. lube ran from me to the floor down their arms.. we were a sticky mass. As I came down from the high and found myself suspended there and alone I reached down and felt my cunt. It had dropped fully open. As I did this, John walked in the room. “Don’t worry slut, you don’t need a diaper yet.” I smiled at him.. he walked over and pulling my nips sucked my tongue into his mouth he squatted and lowered a hand between my suspended legs and fondled my gaping cunt. He groaned and told me it was taking great shape. Looking in my eyes he asked me if I liked that in his daddy tone..”yes I do..very much.” I said. “uh huh, I know you do fucker, and I’m going to love sharing this open cum hole more and more. You want that?’ “yes please!” John helped me down from the sling. I slumped on the floor for a moment and he knelt beside me rubbing my back and chest. He walked over across the hall and returned yet again with a bottle of water with a nipple on it. “you seemed to like this so here, let’s feed you some more.” I took the nipple in my mouth and sitting down with me, he pulled me across his chest holding the bottle near his own nipple. I sucked at it looking up at him as he looked at me. “Good fuckn whore.., so fuckn sweet.” He said, running his other hand down between my legs he aggressively worked my cunt deeply and I raised my legs to plant my feet flat on the floor to provide him full access. “Just like a bitch..I want some of that myself” he said and had me lay flat and put my boots on his shoulder. He reached behind him and scooped up the globs of lube from under the sling and began to enter me himself. My cunt burned and I told him.. he took the bottle of water and made the lube more slick again. Returning the bottle to my mouth, he fully fisted me to his wrist. He looked me in the eye and spit in my face. “Fucking whore!” he said. We left the room and went across the hall to the third room. I asked John what time it was. He whispered in my ear, 4:00 a.m. You got 3 hours in this room and then to the pool at 7. In the third and last room, there was a large bed covered in play sheets. They were spotted with cum, piss and lube. This room was the smallest of the 3. It had a sling also, but it wasn’t flexible made of leather or other fabric. It was a leather coated board. John sat me down on the bed, he inserted a rock into my cunt and then had me snort a line of K. “No more slams tonight. You don’t need it”, he laughed. I got on the board and he secured my feet. “here’s some spray type poppers you seem to do so will on.” He grinned and handed me a full spray can and a cloth. I took a hit to see if it was the same and it was I liked them a great deal. Several men came in the room and began to fuck me. They were more in the party mood now, focused on only what was in front of them, while others were laying across the sticky sheets talking and making out, sucking cocks. I phased in and out for a while at first and then noticed a new guy. He was fucking hot, muscled, smooth chest with nips that I wanted on my own chest, and he was stroking a thick meaty donker cock. He was about 6’2”. He stood like that off to one side and behind the group making lewd faces at me, shaking his head yes and darting his tongue in and out of his mouth as he watched a cock bury itself in my cunt. “fuckyea” he mouthed letting his drool drop to his fist around his cock. At this point I’d lost count of who or how many loads I was getting. I was sure to thank each one for their cum, telling them I had hoped they were poz loads.” Finally it was the muscled man’s turn. He knelt down and sucked on my cum filled cunt and shook his face back and forth over my opening coating his face with my juices.. he stood up glistening and licking his face as far as his tongue would reach and stuffed his meat into me. It was easily taken.. “You are one sloppy fuckn whore pig, you know that?” he asked. “Yes, I know I am and I love being this way for men.” He smiled and what followed was a long fucking, slow then fast and hard, over and over until I begged him to cum before I had to leave the room and go outside. From time to time John would come in and pump my nips or give me his piss. My high well maintained. John stood near muscle man and said something to him that made him grin and said fuck yea. John jacked off onto the mans fingers. Finally muscled man wrapped his hand around his cock and stuffed both into me. I bucked and moaned. “Lay down bitch” he said.."look at that man, he just shot his wad inside that cage.. fuck!" I did, the sensations and the fact John let him use his cum in my hole made me cum. He began to jerk his cock off in my hole with John's cum. John got down and took the head of the cage in his mouth and vacuum sucked my cum out and ate it. Although I’d like to say I felt muscle mans seed shoot in my cunt, I couldn’t. I felt him jerk and knew he was cumming and by his facial expression of surprise and release. He was a silent cummer. “There’s a fat poz load of dna for you.” he said. “See you outside.” I left the room only after John put a much larger plug in my hole. We went to the deck and I was rinsed off with the garden hose. It felt good. I was so hot and sticky. I looked behind me and two other guys were being led outside. One black kid about 20 and the other a guy in his 30’s looked as though he’d been crying. We were all washed up and given some fruit and water. The two other bottoms were escorted away shortly after breakfast and they left. John sat down next to me on the lounge chair. “Good fuckn party huh?” he asked. “Yes, it was, and my cunt feels like you could put that melon in there.” He laughed.. “good, I’m happy you’re enjoying yourself.” Mike came over and chatting with John mentioned they’d be doing another one next weekend if we were still around, we were welcome to join. John told him he’d be interested, but that he’d let him know. “How about you whore? You interested?” Mike asked? “Hell ya, can we skip the first room though?” I asked.