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*****Part 2****** Two months later we moved in together or rather he moved in with me. I helped him move all his gear including a large bag of drugs he'd been given to try and control his HIV. We loved each other unconditionally, had regular sex and continued the safe sex regime. We lived in my rooms for the next three years. Peter finished a PHD and then a teaching degree. He was so well thought of he was offered a post at Cambridge. I finished my degree and decided that I needed to do completely different. With money inherited from my Grandparents I took over a bookshop in Cambridge dealing in anything from second hand student literature, popular fiction and even comic books (which actually made more money than anything else) Eventually we bought a small terraced house in the centre of city within easy walk to the University and my shop. Despite my pleading Peter would not entertain any thoughts of unprotected sex. By now due to various side effects Peter had come off all medication but, despite this seemed healthier than ever. 2014 and finally we could be married in the UK. A date was arranged and a small celebration with just a few friends and family. On our wedding night we went home to our small house and our big bed. We stripped our clothes and held each other admiring our shiny wedding bands. I took Peters cock in my hand, determined that tonight we would consummate our marriage fully. I dropped to my knees and took him in my mouth. He was already wet with precum. I tasted his nectar and slowly moved my mouth along his shaft, cradling his balls in my hand. I stood and kissed him deeply. His hands found my ball and cock, tenderly caressing them before reaching around my back and feeling my hole, as he'd done a thousand times before. I moved to the bed and lay down pulling him ontop of me. I opened my legs and put them around him, pulling his body close to mine. I reached down and took hold of his cock and placed it at the entrance to my hole. I said "I want you to breed me, consummate our marriage and make me pregnant" I think the years of nagging, the heat of the moment and my determination finally got through to him. Slowly, very slowly, he eased into me. To me it almost felt for the first time we were actually having sex. No lubricant and no condom, just my husband inside me. He looked at me and hesitated for a second. "Do it, give it to me. I want you so badly. Poz me, make me truly yours" Then we began to fuck. Hard and fast. He flipped me onto my front and fucked me for ten minutes like that before turning me back over and fucking me face to face. We fucked like that for a further ten minutes. Sweat was pouring from our bodies. His cock felt better than it ever had before, bigger, deeper and more sensitive inside me. I hadn't even touched my own cock but was close to my own orgasm. Then he got that look in his eye. The look I'd seen a thousand times before. I thought he might try and pull out before he came inside so I made sure to tightly wrap my legs around him and my hands on his buttocks pulling him inside me. He reached the point of no return and thrust himself deep inside me shooting his sperm inside me and coating my insides with his seed. At the same time, overcome, I climaxed, coating the flesh of our stomachs with my own semen. For the first time I felt complete. Our bodies completely as one.

I first met Peter in the summer of 1989. I'd just finished my first year at Cambridge and he had finished his third year studying classical literature. I'd walked into a small cafe very close to the University. The cafe was crowded with summer visitors and he was sat alone on a table for four. All the other tables were taken and I asked if one of the chairs at his table was free. He'd been head down reading some heavy thesis on Chaucer and looked quite relieved by my interruption. As he raised his head I was immediately attracted to his smile and open features. He had the most blue, blue eyes and light blonde hair parted at the side with a floppy fringe. He was wearing an old fashion tweed jacket mismatched with a pair of faded levis and a pale blue polo shirt. I had never felt such an immediate chemistry with another human being. I sat and we began talking about University, our subjects and what our plans were for the summer. The conversation was easy, unhurried and warm. After half an hour or so Peter said he'd have to go as he still had a pack and get to the train station for his journey home for the summer holidays. I watched as he paid his bill at the counter then made his way to the door, briefly looking round to give me a wave goodbye. I have to say I was more than a little disappointed that he'd had to leave and I wouldn't see him until after the holidays. Sods law, I thought. I just meet someone like him and I won't see him for months. In fact it was almost a year until I saw Peter again. I'd returned to University in September to continue my studies and kept an eye out for him but, he didn't appear to be back. I didn't want to appear too keen or that I was stalking him so, kept kept my enquiries fairly discreet. I found a few students who were were in the same year and even returned to the cafe several times, but there was no news as to where he was. Eventually I gave up and and concentrated on my studies in medieval history. Easter was particularly late the following year which reduced the time for revision before work needed to be submitted before the summer holidays. That Spring was warm and I spent many hours studying in the grounds of my college. One sunny afternoon in late May I was perched on a wooden bench. I was feeling confident that I'd done more than enough work to complete the year and had started to relax a little. I closed my eyes and lifted my head so I could feel the warm sun on my face when a voice said "Oh hello, you look very chilled" I opened my eyes and saw Peters smiling face. "Oh hello stranger, what happened to you? Just for a moment a dark look appeared on his face "Oh, I took a break as a relative was unwell but, he's okay now so I'm back. I had to defer this year but I've kept my studies up so, I should be fine for next year" He sat on the bench and we talked for a long time about anything and everything. As before, the conversation was easy and warm. As we talked it was obvious to me that we were attracted to each other. We arranged to meet a pub in town that evening for a pint or two. We met in the White Swan at eight, if I remember correctly. We had a beer and after an hour or so I asked if he'd like to come back to my rooms. I was impatient to get him alone and see where it lead. I hoped to my bed. My abode was two rooms plus a kitchen and bathroom in a large Georgian house. Thankfully very private, although I'd only taken a couple guys back for one night stands in whole time I'd been there. I opened the front door and lead Peter into the lounge. "Would you like coffee or something else? He smiled then laughed and removing his jacket he said "Definitely something else" We moved toward each other at the same moment. Our mouths met and our arms were around each other in one fluid motion. His body felt hard and warm. As we pressed together I could feel our erections being pressed together through our clothing. I felt dizzy and so, so horny. I reached down and felt his hard cock. He was slightly larger than average and I began to gently massage it through the denim cloth of his jeans. His hands were on my buttocks pulling me close to him. His tongue in my mouth exploring. I pulled the shirt out of his jeans, undid the top button of his waistband and slipped my hand inside. God his cock felt good. He undid my belt, button and zipper and pulled my trousers and underwear down in one movement, briefly grabbing my cock and now naked arse. I pulled my shirt over my head then undid the buttons of his jeans as he slipped off his shirt. We were naked now except for our socks. I pulled Peter toward the bedroom. "One second" He said and reached into his pocket for his wallet. We reached the bed and fell onto it, Peter on top of me. He moved down the bed and began to suck me. His warm, wet mouth felt so good on my hard cock. At the same time I felt a finger slide between my arse cheeks and touch my hole. I wanted him inside me so badly. I opened my legs and said "Please fuck me, I need you now" Peter reached for wallet that he placed on the bed. He removed a small sachet of lube and a condom. He rolled the condom skillfully down the length of his shaft then tore the sachet open. I really wasn't bothered about him wearing a condom but was glad of the lube. He sqeezed the packet onto his fingers which he then gently, while kissing me passionately, sipped them inside me lubricating the internal walls of my arse. He then sqeezed the remaining fluid into his cock. Then he lay ontop of me and very slowly slid his cock past my sphincter and deep inside me. It felt wonderful. He began fucking me gently as we continued to kiss passionately. I'd never felt like this before. It didn't just feel like sex, a quick fuck. This felt much more intense. As deep as his cock penetrated me, I wanted more. I wanted our bodies to melt into each other, to become one being. He began to fuck faster now. Every now and then he would withdraw fully and inspect the condom before plunging back, deep inside me. After ten minutes or so he pulled away from my mouth, pushed his cock inside as deep as he could, looked me in the eyes and cried out as his orgasm took hold. I could feel his jerking inside me as he emptied his ball inside me, or rather into the condom. He was still for a while then slowly withdrew from and inspected the condom again before taking my cock in his mouth. It only took half a dozen strokes of his mouth on my engorged cock before I myself cried out and filled his mouth with seed feeling like my entire being was entering his mouth. We lay for a while just holding each other. Caressing each other. We had literally only known each other for less than a few hours in total but, I knew beyond all doubt that I loved this man. We hadn't just had sex, we had made love. From then on we met everyday. Always at my rooms and every time we had sex Peter used a condom. We became as close as two human beings can be. We even told each other we were in love with the other. One night, about six weeks after our first night of passion, we had had sex and I was still ravenous for him. I wanted him to fuck me again. He told me that he really wanted to but he didn't have anymore condoms. I told him I didn't care. I wanted his to cum inside me. I wanted his seed in me. "Look, I'm not going to fuck you without a rubber, no way" He was very serious and I was a little hurt, thinking he may catch something from me. I said "Look, I haven't had sex with anyone but you this year and I was tasted for STDs after my last partner. I wouldn't risk giving you anything, I just wouldn't. I love you and would never risk our relationship. Peter looked at me. Hi facial expression had turned serious. There was moister in his eyes. I thought he was going to cry. I put my hand on the side of his face and kissed him gently. "What on earth is the matter Peter, please tell me" He looked distraught, like he was about to break down. Then he told me everything. He said he had been in a short relationship with another student two years ago. It wasn't anything serious, just sex. He had let the other guy fuck him occasionally, although Peter was really a top he knew the other guy was really versatile. Anyway, last year they broke up. Just after Peter had met me and gone home for the summer he felt ill. He thought it was just a summer cold at first but, then he got really ill. He'd been taken into hospital with pneumonia and while he was there they did tests and, there was a long pause at this point but eventually he told me he'd been diagnosed with HIV. I was more than a little shocked. I couldn't believe it. Peter looked so healthy. He said that that's why he's obsessed with condoms. He loved me more than anything and didn't want to give it to me. He said he was so sorry for not telling me and would completely understand if I never wanted to see him again. At this I leaned forward and took him in my arms and held him more tightly than I ever had before. I told him I loved him more than life itself. That whatever happened I would always love him. We both cried and held each other before we went to sleep. I didn't want there to be any barriers between us e physical or otherwise. If he was poz, I would be poz. ****To be continued ****

Been a long time since I posted. Sorry guys! Here's a good one after a bad breakup. Some might call me an idiot, but I was in a bad place. The guy I thought of as my soulmate told me he changed the locks and not to come back, just like that for no reason. I was heartbroken and had moved to Texas from Massachusetts all for him. I got myself a hotel and decided sex might make up for the hole in my heart. A no pic top hit me up almost immediately on Grindr. He said he needed a bottom to satisfy him, raw and he was hung. He showed me a gigantic uncut 10-11 inch dick rock hard and said he needed me now if I was down and could host. I agreed immediately and said I had poppers. He said he didn’t need them just my open hole and lube, which I had. When he got to my hotel pretty quick, I hadn’t thought of it but he never showed a face pic. When I opened the door I took a step back in total abject horror. He was not a looker. Maybe a little older than me, but not by much and I was only 29. He was slim, latin, a bit shorter but his face was marked and not at all attractive. I set my feelings aside and let him in with a smile, hoping he didn’t notice the step back I took. I wanted to at least see this dick in person. I took a hit of tina, I admit I was really trying to fill this hole in my heart with drugs and dick...the guy didn’t want any but he was cool with whatever opened my hole to him. I only took one big hit and held it. I blew it out as I sauntered over to the bed, he was already naked and stroking. I took off my pants since I had no shirt and showed off my black man six pack, hairy abs and chest as well as my ass but I was slim trim black dream to most guys and I said to hell with shaving since I love hairy men. And this guy was hairy too. He got on the bed so I could suck him and that monster was already at half-mast. When I put it in my mouth it grew so quick I couldn’t believe it, and it was wider than any cock I’d ever taken. Not to mention longer, I didn’t dare gag though on this sweet dream of a latin penis. I was gonna give my hole up gladly and his looks suddenly mattered not a bit compared to the majesty of his penis. I’m a loyal guy and with a penis like this I was worried I’d misplace my lust for falling in love with him after just one fuck...but I didn’t care I swore I’d try not to. He got up and got behind me pulling my hips closer to his engorged super straight hotrod of a dick. It was cut, majestic and as wide as my wrist. I hit the poppers in anticipation of being taken as he used the Gun Oil to slick his rod and put more on my hole to mark the target. That’s when it hit me, he was gonna do me bareback. “Oh yeah,” I said casually, “I’m neg by the way, never would usually go raw, but your dick is so hot...you neg too?” “Yeah man, glad you’re neg,” He said with a grin, “I really need to hit hole raw when I wanna get off, and if you open I’m gonna rail you all day.” “You probably shoot a huge load,” I gasped as he pushed into me and I sniffed the poppers again greedily to open completely. Heat took me and my back arched and my hole relaxed as his monster cock pressed me open wide eagerly with lust in his eyes that I couldn’t see with my head down, but as he gripped my waist to arch my back, I knew he was wanting to take me completely and utterly, “Don’t cum inside me baby...I know you’d knock me up if you’re not definitely neg.” “I can pullout...but I maybe I’ll change your mind,” He promised and pushed me open mercilessly. I gasped and my hole opened like it had been waiting my entire life for his dick. My hole ached as he stretched it and I continued to hit the poppers to make my pussy willing to compensate for this raw dick that was breaking me open wide. It hit a climax where in my chest, head, and hole all at once knew I was ready to submit fully and then the rest of his cock rushed into me with no reistance. The fucking that began...I have no words to describe it. He gripped my ass cheek with one hand and forced my back to arch with the other and my hole ached willingly for him so I naturally felt I was matching to his dicks perfect placement to take me. I kept giving it up and I felt my hole get so wide, even as the tip of his cock hit some place in my ass that didn’t want to let him through. He forcefully pinned me down in place to stretch my hole. More poppers let that second hole give in and he pressed through slowly but surely until it caved completely and I gasped in ecstasy. “Who owns that black pussy boy?” He demanded as the slap, slap, slap of his monster cock punctuated each word he spat out. “YOU!” I moaned desperate to satisfy this man who must’ve been part sex god for all that was happening to me. As my hole opened more and more, I couldn’t help but think he was gonna cum in me even after promising not to and then I felt it. A geyser of a load, he tried to fuck me in a way his huge orgasm wouldn’t feel like a load shooting into me, but he got the timing off just a bit so I felt that raging load spunk my naive boy hole. “You didn’t cum in me baby, did you?” I begged, hoping he’d pull out or confess. “Nah boo, that’s all precum,” he said without missing a beat and continuing to pound me. “Oh my god, that’s so much, my hole feels full of it,” I panted knowing I couldn’t stop him and he wasn’t stopping either. I still couldn’t let it go though, this bastard nut in me after his empty promise. His dick was softening slightly now and I was going to casually mention it but he beat me to it...was he psychic or just that good? “Squeeze that dick softly when I pull out and then relax completely in time with me baby,” he cooed sexily to me while rubbing his hands over my ass and back. “Yes baby,” I complied and squeezed gently as he pulled out and then when he pushed in immediately opening. I hit the poppers again for maximum loosening effect and it wasn’t even three pumps before his cock felt MASSIVE again. I tried to stop squeezing, it was getting too large and his dick was gliding without effort due to all the cum inside me. I think a half inch of cum was around his dick so it wasn’t even touching my hole it glided so smooth and he was getting even harder than before. “AH! Baby, please!” I babbled incoherently, my cries muffled by the pillow I stuffed my face into. “Take it,” he ordered, “you know you want it.” “Yes, you can cum in me,” I sobbed pathetically giving in, he already nut me. I might as well say it. “I can?” He gave me a particularly deep thrust that made my legs ache to spread wider. “YES! Please, baby it’s yours.” I couldn’t believe I said it. “You made me wait to nut you so I’m gonna teach your hole a lessen before I cum inside you.” He didn’t even take credit for the load he gave me….he was pretending this was gonna be the first time! Why was that so hot? Then he gripped my ass again more firmly than before and pushed my cheeks apart as he revved up to plow me. The pounding was slow, deep, driven with heart thudding aggression. I panted breathlessly into a pillow, even forgetting the poppers and just trying to let myself stretch more, his dick was harder than before and I had no hole left to give. He ground his hips into my ass and forced me wider. My eyes bulged, and I felt a pop and swore there was a snap as my ass gave into his cock and he reached my third hole. I swear on my mother’s soul if I had not felt that myself I would have called any bottom a liar a third hole existed but this monster cock proved beyond all doubt it could be reached. Just like that I was his. He nut me deeply and completely. He rubbed at my top of my ass hole because his dick was pulling out my ass lips as he stroked and tried to keep the cum from pulling out since I was so full it was coating every inch of my hole and his cock. God this was I dream come true. I couldn’t help but feel it’d be worth it if he pozzed me...maybe I could be his personally fuck boy, loyal and submissive. I’d do anything and be sorely used. Maybe I was biting off more than I could chew...but he was just getting started.

this is a story I wrote, which is fictional, but does have a lot of aspects of a very very similar situation that I experienced through my life that made me realize I had become a submissive cumdump. If anyone in south California wanted to meet up as well, just DM I’d love to meet new people with similar interests! Had to make some changes to make sure I’m within the rules. I hope everyone enjoys the story: PART 1: I had always shunned the idea initially that I could enjoy bieng with men and having sex with them, that it could even more pleasurable than just jacking off to orgasm. Over the years the idea of gay sex grew on me, and I started watching gay porn. Watching all these guys bottoming and seemingly actually enjoying it, really turned me onto the idea more. At that point when still 18, I started using weed, especially weed brownies my friend was making, I decided to combine them one night, and hearing sounds slow down, the moans sounded much more pleasurable, the lighting on their bodies, the emotions everyone was having when getting penetrated just seemed like something I wanted at that point to happen to me. I would get some condoms and a nice sized cucumber one night while high at one point to see if I would really enjoy getting pounded by big cock, I slowly opened myself up, and as soon as the pain finally went away, and I started to feel all kinds of amazing sensations down there, that was the moment I realized I might be a bottom, or even more than that: a submissive bottom cumdump. I was always nervous to actually meet people in real life, so I would always resort to self play. For many years I would slowly get comfortable playing with just myself, letting myself slowly get accustomed to thicker and deeper things inside of me. I eventually stumbled across a wide array of kinks, so many things I wanted to try but too nervous to make happen in real life. That’s when I also learned of “party and play” something that actually helps someone lower their inhibitions seemed to just get my mind racing and thinking I could feel liberated in doing what I actually wanted to do. At a certain point, I was content with weed, cigarettes, and drinking, but I wanted to achieve new HIGHS in terms of pleasure, I just felt like I was missing out on it all. I was 25, and at that point in my life I was keen on trying new things, and one weekend I found myself with absolutely nothing to do, and this was around the time during COVID where things began to lockdown, so i took my chances and I was ready to try and actually meet some guys and see where things went before everything really shut down. I opened up a Grindr profile, and some other gay hookup profiles, with some pictures of my body and ass. I received a couple of responses, but one had made me very interested. It was of an older man in San Francisco, he was planning a party with a group of guys, and provided his address after just a couple of messages. I got the address, prepared myself, put on a chastity cage ( cock cage, meant to restrict your cock and indicate you enjoy bottoming), and left straight to his apartment. I had read the stories on breeding zone, i knew I had to be prepared for anything, if things pick up fast I should go with it, and just enjoy myself while it happens. I arrived to his apartment entrance, and he buzzed me in. The lobby was empty, but I heard the elevator bell ring, and the doors opened, out came whom we will call Darrell, he’s in his late 50’s, white, in shape and in sleeping attire. He didn’t speak much just nodded to me to get into the elevator with him, so I did. When the doors closed, he leaned in suddenly and aggressively grabbed my cock, he immediately felt the chastity cage, and looked at me in surprise, probably not expecting me wearing it but was actually happy to feel it on me, he grinned, and he started to kiss my neck, and felt around inside my pants my chastity and ass. Noticing my nervousness, he commented “ don’t be too worried, we’re going to have a good time” I asked him if he knew how many others are coming, he replied two more at the moment. We got to his apartment, and it was a fairly big place, he laid out some towels on the floors and furniture. He sat down on his computer, and he asked me to sit next to him. He was on a website looking for more people to join on that night, he asked me” have you done this before?” “ No, I haven’t, I have been with a guy before, but not like this. I didn’t even realized at the time, but he had a large tray with the appearance of large glass shards on the tray, and a glass pipe on the side of the tray, he went to grab the pipe and used a torch on it. At the point my mind started to race with all kinds of naughty thoughts , as it was the first guy I had met who was actually into Partying. I was apprehensive at first, but I slowly gathered the courage, and took my first hit. “Just a small inhale” he mentioned, “get used to the feeling.” I took just two hits, and I started feeling confident, and I felt like I could say exactly what I wanted to say, I found easier to express myself with just a small amount of the subsTance in the pipe. He added another large powdered up shard into the pipe, and he took a big hit of it, he leaned over to me, and he took a kiss from my lips, something I was almost instantly inviting because of how hot it seemed, and he started blowing his cloud into my lungs, “shotgunning” as they call it. I was still sitting on the chair, but he got up and got very close to me, almost like he was making sure I could not escape the position I was in. He practically pinned me to the chair with him basically sitting and leaning on top of me, he lit up his pipe, took a huge hit, and shotgunned it to me. He did this a couple of times, and I was clearly enjoying it, I was quite happy with the way I was feeling, and it was almost empowered in how submissive I was feeling and I sank into the seat and got comfortable, but after he was done smoking first, he started having me hit the pipe myself, at this point I was comfortable with the smoke, so I started taking large hits, only a few hits were needed to put me into the next level. As I started feeling this amazing tingling sensation all across my body, i also started to feel myself trying to get hard, but as my cock strains inside the cage, I found my whole body start to get into a state of lust and complete arousal, and started feeling the need to surrender and give up my holes and be the true slut I was quickly bieng trained to be. He got me up from the chair, removed my clothes and walked me to the center of the living room where an extra-large towel laid in the center. He told me to lay down on the towel, and he went to a closet to get out a large duffel bag, inside I noticed a wide array of sex toys, dozens of anal toys, and other kink tools. He places a table, and puts what looks like a butt plug, dildo, cuffs, lube, and something else I can’t figure out yet. “Put your ass up” he proclaims, I feel the urge to obey, so I get in doggy position, he gets on one knee, puts on some gloves, and starts to lube up my hole. “Have you every partied hard?” He asks me. “No I never have” I reply. “ Tonight im going to make you feel things you’ve never felt before, boy”. “please sir” is the only thing I can reply from the rush of excitement and pleasure I’m getting. He continues to force his fingers into my ass, at this point he had about 3-4 inside when he quickly grabs the dildo and thrusts it inside me, I whimper in pain, it was too much at once and I started to get a cramp. “Your okay boy” he lets me know. Although it hurt a lot, the stuff I had smoked quickly put me back into my default state of extreme arousal. He is able to get the dildo more than 2/3rd the way in( about 8 inches insertable). At that point I was on my knees, face and chest to the floor, with my ass HIGH up, as he toyed with the dildo inside my hole and I’m achieving a state of lust and bliss. The I hear his phone vibrate, he leaves the dildo deep in my hole, removed his gloves, and walked over to his phone. “Your so sexy, keep playing with yourself like a bitch boy, I’ll be back quickly.” He leaves his apartment and goes down to the lobby, I assume he is getting other people back up to his apartment. So I have no issue obeying his commands, it just feels too good to stop. I stay on my knees for a few minutes, but I get slightly exhausted and lay down on my stomach, with one of my legs up to my side, so I can still reach back to the dildo and stay comfortable enough to keep indulging in the sensations. Every thrust is just another thrust of pure ecstasy. Another minute passed, and suddenly I hear the door open up, in comes the my host again, along with a white guy and a black guy wearing big and tall clothing that fits him perfectly, he’s almost hits door frame on his head when entering the apartment. His guests finally arrived, and I was the first thing they saw when they walked into the apartment: completely naked on the living room floor with me toying myself, the black guy, Tyrone we’ll call him, grins and starts to approach me almost immediately, while the white guy, James we will call him, stands at the entrance observing the scene play out. At this point in the encounter I know what is about to happen, we are a room full of horny men, and I’m realizing how much I enjoy the idea of having sex with men, and I’m about to experience it in the most amazing way for the first time, but most importantly, I’m moments away from being a true cumdump.

As a Black man who loves, "Black, White, Puerto Rican, EVERY body just A Freakin'! (basically ALL races and most types), I am NOT going to cum inside a bottom who asks me to pull out! Cause I'm NOT trying to catch a RAPE or ATTEMPTED MURDER case (cause I'm poz even though I'm U=U)! Pretty sure I've already told this story somewhere on BZ, but I got all the way in this bottom, and I SWEAR it was one of the top three holes I'd been in up to that point. And he asked me to pull out! 🤬 But I did, cause I'm NOT trying to catch a case! Years later he told me that he wished I had been a little more forceful! 🤬🖕 🤬🖕🤬 WTF!!!!!

Okay, so major update for this story. Firstly, thank you to all you pigs who want more for your patience. Right, the major news is I have for the FIRST time ever finished a story, I cannot believe it. I must have about a dozen stories here unfinished, and I am afraid that is how they will stay. This one however has as of just now the five final parts/chapters to share. However, when I post parts/chapters I always find myself making a few little tweaks to text after copying and pasting onto here.... BUT right now I am very sleep deprived so want to do it when I have had a good sleep. So all going well the final five parts/chapters will go out tomorrow night (24 hours or so.) I did do some rewrites but too many ideas and developments were hitting me for a potential sequel, so I have just cut several big chunks out as to wrap it up much quicker. I'll see you tomorrow! 😴

I went cruising at a park last weekend, and ended up taking two loads. The first guy was a bit heavy set (personally I really like when guys are bigger than me) and I blew him just off the trail. I have a bit of an exhibition kink, so I stripped down naked and got to work. His cock wasn't overly long, but it was thick enough to make my jaw a little sore after 15 minutes or so. He got pretty rough near the end and was using my throat as a cocksleeve, until he buried my face in his pubes and shot down my throat. It was just deep enough in my throat to where I couldn't really taste the cum. Pretty fun time, he even took a photo of it for me 😉 Unfortunately he wasn't up for a 2nd round, but after another 20 minutes or so I ran into another guy cruising. He was a lot leaner and just an inch or two taller than me, and I asked if he wanted to fuck me. He said he didn't have any condoms but still wanted to fuck me, so I told him i was on prep (a slight lie) and that I'd been tested recently. That was good enough for him, so I quickly slipped my jeans off and bent over against a tree. I passed him a little bottle of lube, and he quickly started easing into my ass. We started off a little slow, I absolutely love the feeling of when a cock slowly slides into my ass, pushing my hole open. We started to pick up speed a little, and he was getting pretty vocal calling me a slut who'd bend over for strangers. He got even more into when I told him I'd already sucked off someone else, telling me I should just save myself the trouble and do both at the same time. After about another 10 or so minutes he was grunting and told me he was going to fill me up, and I begged to get bred. After a moment or two he pulled out of my ass, he must have been deep when he came because none his cum dripped out. We parted ways after that, and on the way back out of the park I could feel the cum seeping out of my ass and down my leg. I eventually got home and took a shower, started playing with my ass again, had one of the best orgasms of my life.

First cruising night in Berlin and I tried a visit to the bar BULL. I stripped to my jock and made my way to the dark room. There were quite a few guys around the room and a couple of guys getting fucked. I knew I had to go for it and bend over a circular table in the middle of the room if I wanted guys to understand I was the main cumdump for use. Fairly quickly I had a finger inside me performing the spunk test. As a cumdump I was disappointed not to offer a pre loaded cunt but I hadn’t had time to get loaded beforehand. The guy moved on. Then I felt I hard cock against my hole. It pushed in balls deep, he withdrew and moved on. This is part of proving you are here as a cumdump. Guys love to stand around and watch a hole take multiple strangers raw dicks. No questions asked and no rubber in sight. I took another couple of quick entries, clearly just trying to rate my hole before using it. My hole was on display for a few minutes as guys walked around looking and watching and touching. A few fingers pushed their way in. Then I had a thick meaty dry cock push at my hole and I let him. I love the sensation of a strangers dick forcing its way in. He said inserted his dick as deep as poss with a few groans then started fucking my hole. As guys watched he fucked and groaned his way until he needed to release. I was fed a cock to suck on, I opened wide and got to work on this strangers tool, with no big fuss the guy fucking me squirted his anon load inside me. He made it clear to those watching I had just been bred. The cock in my mouth was immediately pulled out and slid into the dripping cumload in my ass. Another cock found my mouth. I took another load and another and another. I counted 7 guys taking a turn in me one after the other and I never saw their faces. I had no idea who dumped a load in me or just creamed me. After taking multiple loads I needed a drink and made my way to the bar. I sat on a stool with my m8 while several guys hovered around, I’m sure spunk was dripping from my used hole as I sat at the bar in my cummy jock. After a few minutes I was ready for more cumdump action. Once again I resumed my position bent over a circular table in the middle of the dark room. Once again my hole was fingered by several guys and a rock solid cock made its way into my mouth. Looking down I recognise his l m, he had fucked me already. A complete strangers cock teased my cummy hole for a few moments before sliding in. I now had 2 cocks in my mouth and one in my hole pounding away. I think the 3 guys knew each other as they rotated around and I was made to suck the cock that had just been in my cunt. I was being fed cum ass to mouth. All three of them watched as each of them dumped a load in me. When they had done they moved away and I felt yet another cock slide in. I was fucked real hard and I could hear the cum being fucked out of me. This guy was vocal and spoke German, I have no idea what was being said but it was clear he wasn’t afraid to be watched as he issued abuse and creamed my hole. When he was done I took his load like a good cumdump. I think I took between 15-20 cocks that night and have no idea how many dumped a load in me. I walked to my hotel dripping! I love Berlin!

I used to be in the industry. Everyone pays in one way or another. here, you're paying for access and the space and not getting arrested

Probably the most random was in an alley while on a smoke break.

I'd like to hear your thoughts on that. There's someone, older than me (41) and I'm nearly 20. Theoretically he is a str8 guy. He is divorced and he has a son. Maybe I have a porn-fueled daddy fantasy, but I think this is not the case. I had one more time an experience with an older guy but it feels so much different. With him it was pure lust. I'm not saying lust is bad, on the contrary. But that one feels less of a sin. I'm not putting it theologically, I'm not much of a believer but it warms my heart. Our connection was always deep but then something occurred and that was a turning point. We got very close. We slept together more times than I can count. Not with the intention of having sex. Has anyone felt cold inside? Needing a hug until the night passes? Something like it. It was difficult for me to say whether I loved him as a parental figure or if lust was involved too. Until very recently that I was horny. Sometimes in nights I think I lose control. Without being drunk or anything, I feel bolder at night. My sexual drive takes control. And I touched him while we were half asleep. He was aware of that. He let me undress me and kiss him. I touched his body but when I tried to reach for other parts (his asshole for example) he stopped me. I didn't know what I would do. I didn't have a plan to fuck him or get fucked, it was my hands that wanted to search. He told me not to do that. Not in an angry way. He sounded scared/worried. I felt scared too as if I was trying to harm him. We stayed hugged, we continued. I jerked him till he shot. He told me that this is the first time that it happened to him and he can't explain it. He said that he loves me but he can't have sex with a man. I am confused. I do believe he didn't have any similar encounter with a guy. And our connection hasn't changed. Since then we still sleep together and now we kiss although we weren't before. My question is, could under certain circumstances love feelings backfire and result in a sexual encounter? Could that be answer for all of that?

Around 10:00 this morning. Yesterday afternoon I was in a hardware store and recognized a guy I fucked a couple times several years ago. He recognized me also so we started talking and I asked him if he still played around. He said every chance he got but he had something already set up for last night so he couldn't play with me just then. We exchanged phone numbers. He called me about 9:00 this morning and said he could be at my house in a half hour. My wife is away for a week so it was perfect timing. You know it's going to be a good day when you breed a hot ass before noon. After I came and pulled out he grabbed his cock and shot a huge load on my bedsheets. He left after that. My bed smells like cum and is making me horny again so I'll probably lay down for a nap soon and add another load to my sheets.

3-5 minutes when I top. Less if it’s a cummy well used hole. Thinking about the last dudes nut all over my dick churnin in some btm who’s gonna wake up with regrets gets me busting ropes fast and deep.

I think it would be hot as fuck to have a man breed me and get pregnant. Have his DNA grow inside me for 9 months and get bigger and bigger.

Hey Guys! I'm trying to figure out a good spot to host a gangbang cumdump event. I'm 25. Hung bottom. Hungry for cock. Starving for cum. I have a credit for $50 on booking. So I want to beat my previous load record which is 12. Any suggestions on the hotel let me know! Also here's a picture of me. 😈

Aint never pullin out to shoot

A back door delivery, then?

I think that the barebacking community and bug chasing community are both rather distinct. They are of course linked, and share a lot of the same desires however there are many barebackers/raw fuckers that have no desire to convert. You can be a barebacker without being a “bug chaser” not every no loads refused cumdump bottom I’ve met wants to specifically convert, they just think it’s hot taking as many strangers loads as they can, but some do crave that “bug”. I will say that it requires some mental gymnastics haha but if you want to be a total bareback bottom just get on prep mate and/doxypep if it’s available where you are. Good luck

BRAVO @parTyTopSD on your first and amazing story - THANK YOU for informing the readers that this story is complete in its own and that there wont be more chapters as I agree with @TaKinGDeePanal that some stories don't need more chapters as they are perfect ... and BETTER a short but FINISHED story than those many authors who keep their audience hanging .... BRAVO and hopefully we shall read more from you !!!!

I was 19 when I took my first from a 70-year-old Daddy at the Mid-Atlantic Leather conference. He spun me up mow I'm a slut for being fisted.

Most younger cum-dump bottoms only want 5-minute tops. They don't want to be away from their iPhones for that long.

Every place is a gay cruising space. It’s your frame of mind that makes it so. I’ve hooked up twice on the train between KC and St.L. And with a guy I met on SF’s BART.

With cooler weather more guys are at the gym in the mornings and its way cruisier, but also harder to find a shower stall to use to play in. It's actually kind of funny to see so many guys lingering by the shower stalls waiting but apparently people have complained about guys using the shower stalls for sex and now they have a guy making rounds to ensure guys aren't doing stuff in the showers and posted a notice for guys to please be quick when showering as a courtesy to others. Needless to say thats put a damper on fucking in the showers. But its frustrating for all the guys who usually are getting off in the showers as now we have to take it out to our cars or somewhere else. There's nothing worse as then you have find some way to clean up after or go into work feeling like you smell of lube and cum. I'd finished working out and went back to the showers to find them all occuppied and guys waiting and spotted Miguel, who's one of the usual cruisers playing around in the morning waiting. He's a really good looking light skinned Latino guy, who just turned 25 and you'd think he was Anglo until you see his big dark brown uncut cock and balls. And while he has a boyfriend he apparently can't get enough and is always fucking and getting fucked by other guys. He's using a towel to screen it while another guy is jerking his cock. We smirk at each other as I know what's going on. I've fucked around with him several times before and he's a hot fuck and I love taking his loads and pumping mine in him. I know he can't host as he lives with his boyfriend Juan and Juan works from home. I hate the idea of him shooting his load on the floor and so I go up to him and whisper in his ear that if he wants to we can go and fuck in my truck and that I'd take his load. He says he's down and we head back to the lockers to dress and head out. The guy who'd been jerking him was shooting daggers with his eyes but victory is mine! We get in my truck and drive a short distance to park and I leave the engine running to keep the heat going as we quickly strip down. Miguel jokes that the guy jerking him had to stop multiple times as he was so close to cumming and that it won't take much for him to cum. He's quickly spitting on my ass and his cock and thrusts it balls deep in me faster than I'd wanted. My hole was already a bit sore as it's been getting a working out and I'm moaning like crazy, but it isn't long until he blasts a massive load in me that I can feel. He isn't slowing down his strokes and he admits he wants to cum in me again and I'm loving that I'm getting the loads his boyfriend should be getting. Miguel isn't very verbal when he tops but I'm more than making up for that, moaning with delight, telling him how good his cock feels in me, and how bad I want his cum. He does get into that though and tells me to beg for his cock and cum and I do. And before long he blasts his second load in me, calling me a dirty slut as he does. He'd been stroking my cock as he'd been fucking me and once he cums a second time slides out of me, straddles my cock and guides it inside his ass with no lube. I enter him with ease and his face lights up as that happens. I can only guess he got fucked by his boyfriend or someone else already or maybe both and now I'm going to be adding my load to theirs, churning it all up inside his guts. Despite his big cock and being a hot top, Miguel LOVES to get fucked and is super verbal when he's taking a cock, and today is no exception. He loves that I call him a dirty slut and he admits he not only took his boyfriend's load that morning but also from another guy before he got to the gym. He's begging for my load and telling me how hot I feel inside him and I finally blast my load inside him, shuddering hard as I did. I loved that my seed was now mixed up with the seed from the other two and could only imagine he was probably going to take still more loads after I was done. I wished I had more time to pump another load in him, but I need to get to work and already won't have time to shower first. I grab a cleanup towel and hand it to him first so he can clean up and the use it after him to do the same and we both dressed again. I drive back over to the gym and ask if he wants to go back to his car or the gym and he smirks at me and says the gym. I can connect the dots, he wants to go back and see if he can hook up with another guy to fuck him. That's the kind of slut he is. He thanks me for the fun and hops out and I head to the office hoping I don't smell too much like I've been fucking, but put on some cologne just in case.

I've been getting good results with Sniffies and was on it only a few minutes when I got a few guys interested. One was this cute 23 old redheaded guy who couldn't host, but was down for car play. He had pretty massive uncut cock and loved I wanted to fuck him raw and cum in his ass. I told him to meet in the parking lot of a theater north of me as no one would be there late on a Sunday night, he could get in my truck and I knew places to park and fuck. I love guys off Sniffies as most never ask your status and just go for it. I gave him the address and headed there hoping he would show. He said we couldn't use his car as it was a mess and as he pulled up I could see what he meant. It kind of looked like he was living in it, but wasn't going to judge. He waved at me, got out of his car and got in on the passenger side. He was every bit as cute as his picture. We chatted a bit as I drove and learned his name (Wil) and that he had just moved here from Tennessee. I told him I was down for him to fuck me too if he wanted which made his face light up and I told him I wanted it raw too and wanted his loads. I parked in an empty parking garage at a vacant building nearby and left the engine running so we had heat as it's been really cold lately. We started making out and slowly undressing each other. He had to have me stop several times while I was jerking his cock saying he was close and finally I told him he should fuck me. He was throwing off a huge amount of precum and got down to suck him and loved how he tasted. He had to ask me a couple times to stop and apologized saying he was really horny and that he should fuck me but he wouldn't last long. I grabbed the lube out of the glove box and pulled my jeans off to straddle his cock, lubing it and my ass up and then slowly taking him inside me. His face was lighting up again as I took his dick and told how good he felt inside me. I was riding him more aggressive and I could feel him shudder and let out a loud groan, along with feeling his load burst in my ass. I was telling him to stay inside me and how good he felt as he kept shuddering. Clearly the guy needed it bad! I started kissing him telling him how hot it felt and that he was a good fuck. As we did he started stroking my cock which was now precumming like crazy. I asked him how he wanted to get fucked and he said on his back so I could fuck him hard, adding that he wanted me to pound him hard and pump my load inside him. By now his cock has slid out of me and he's repositioning on the bench so I can enter him. I lube up my cock and his ass and enter him with pretty much no resistance. He was very verbal as I entered him, telling me how good my cock felt in him, how bad he wanted my load, and telling me to fuck him hard. I love guys who are into getting fucked and don't just lay there and his eyes were lighting up as I was pounding him, pulling almost all the way out and pounding all the way in, fast and hard and he moaned with delight. Clearly he either gets fucked regular or got it recently and I was tempted to lean into him being a slut. So I tested the waters asking him how bad he wanted it and he told me pretty explicitly how bad he wanted it. I told him he probably loves to get fucked and he admitted he wants it all the time. It still shocks me that a hung dude like him loves to get fucked and is so verbal about it. I teased him that he probably has no problem finding guys to fuck him and he joked "not as many as I'd like". I'm guessing he's being falsely modest and I was tempted to ask when he got bred last but was close to cumming. He could sense it and told me to keep pounding him and not pull out. "Not a chance of that" I joked and soon enough I blasted a huge load in him that left me panting and short on breath as he was crying out "fuck yeah" and "cum in me". I kept stroking as honestly he'd got me really worked up and part of it was me making up a backstory in my mind. If he hooked up with me and let me breed him raw he was probably let other guys breed him raw too. I told him I wanted to pump another load in him and his face lit up and he told me to play with his nipples and that he liked it rougher and to maybe choke him a bit. I loved what I was hearing and loved hearing him moan as I twisted and played with his tiny little nipples and I kept my strokes going him, teasing him that he liked it rough, which got a moaned "uh-huh". I got the same moaned "uh-huh" when I asked him if he was a dirty little slut and a dirty little pig and that he loved taking loads from random guys and that he gets bred regularly. Whether or not any of that is true or not is anyone's guess but based on what I'm experiencing it must be true. He asked me if I liked that he was a slut and I started choking him lightly and said that yeah, I liked that he was a slut. And that was no lie. I love redheaded guys like him as they're usually pretty slutty, usually have big cocks, and have high sex drives and he was all of that. "You like it that I let random guys fuck me" he asked as I choked him hard and told him yeah I did as his face was turning red. I was working myself towards another orgasm and he was begging for me to cum in his ass and use him like the slut he is. I played into that calling him a dirty slut as I choked him harder and pumped another load in his ass, letting out a loud satisfied groan. He was gagging as I choked him could make out him begging for my cum and not to pull out. I was thoroughly satisfied as I'd gotten what I wanted and I was sure the slutty little pig I'd just loaded twice was too. He was already eagerly stroking his cock as let my choke on his neck loose and told me what a hot fuck I was and that he loved me choking him as I pounded his ass. Then his face lit up and he said he wanted to fuck me again, but this time he wanted me on my back. I said I was cool with this and we swapped places. I loved that he didn't lube my ass up again and instead just slid his cock back inside me using just his precum. In fairness I could feel his load leaking out of me as I fucked him and knew my ass was flooded. I loved that he was forcing and churning his load back up inside me again and told him to do just that which lit his face up. "Guess you're a slut too aren't you" he teased. I said I was and to use my slutty hole and to make me his cumdump. Now that he was in control of the fucking he was really pounding me hard, just as I was doing to him, and I was loving it and told him so. Even though I'd been fucked earlier in the day his cock was a lot girthier and was stretching my ass out. I was moaning like crazy, telling him how hot his cock felt and how bad I wanted his load. He was now calling me a dirty slut who loved having random guys breed me and I groaned out that yeah I was, which lit his face up like a Christmas tree and he leaned into that saying he bet I got fucked all the time and I admitted I did. He wasn't letting up, continuing to pound my hole rough, fast, and hard. Now he was really into it, saying that he knew I wanted his load, that I was a slut, and that I loved getting bred raw, all of which I admitted to. By now I was begging for his cock and loads and for him not to pull out. He built to a climax and again unloaded a massive cumshot inside me that I could feel as he groaned loudly. He was thrusting for all he was worth to pump his load deep in my guts as I begged for it and for him not to pull out. He was spent and collapsed on me panting and soon we were kissing deeply and pasionately. I told him how hot it was and he laughed and said it was hot as fuck as well. We laid there for a while and it felt nice to have another guy with me and I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in to me. His dick softened and slid out of me and I didn't care as I loved having his body next to mine. I really wished that either one of us had a place to host and I felt a real connection to him. We kept up the kissing and he thanked me and said he really enjoyed being with me. I said the same and really meant it. And we laid there for a while and there comes that awkward point where while I enjoyed the sex, I feel exposed and worried about being busted and just want to get home and in this case, since its late, go to bed. So I told him I'd enjoyed it and I was down to hook up again, but needed to go. He looked sad but understood. He admitted he enjoyed it a lot and wished I had a place as he'd like to spend the night with me, which felt sweet and sincere. We pulled out clothes back and I drove back to where we had left his car. He looked a bit sad and dejected and turned to me and said to message me if I wanted to do this again. I said I would. We kissed some more and he got out like he didn't want to, and got back into his car. I waited to make sure his car would start and rather than him pulling off, he plugged his phone into the charger and it looked like he was checking messaged rather than driving off. I waved at him and smiled and drove off, watching him in the rear view mirror, part of me wondering if he would follow me, part of me wondering what his situation was. I hope to hear from him but know he may be a bit of a hot mess and maybe more than I can handle.

Oh fuck, he’s gorgeous. Please let him be poz 😈

This isn’t complicated. You want something that has a risk attached, but you want it with no risk. Your distress comes from the fact that you can’t have what you want, and you’re too afraid to get it any other way. No amount of fretting is going to change it. If you want bare, you accept some risk. Period. If you absolutely cannot tolerate the thought of coping with what would happen if you got HIV, then put going bare out of your mind. Make the decision and quit worrying about it. There are lots of things in life we have to choose not to do, and we live with the choices. On the other hand, there are ways to approach it by drastically reducing the risk - PrEP - being the biggest factor. Ignore these people telling you to find friends who are givers/chasers. If you don’t want to become positive, they’re going to give you lousy advice, and conceivably try to harm you - avoid like plague. Even if you mitigate your risk of HIV to the max, the more you fuck bare, the more certain it is that you’ll ultimately pick up an STD. Again, if you can’t deal with it, no bare for you. It’s something you have to accept. There’s nothing anyone here can do to get you over your fear of the water. We can give you information. We can tell you what we’ve done. But making the decision to swim is all you. We can’t push you into the pool.

Part 5 - While his husband was asleep A few months ago I was staing in Hamburg for the weekend. I had arrived in the early afternoon and spent the evening enjoying a meal with some friends. I had been particularly busy at work and was looking forward to a relaxing weekend in one of my favourite places in the world. I was also very horny and had not cum for several days. It was a nice warm evening and I was intending to go cruising later. It was quite late when I left my friends and, as I was quite tired, I decided to go back to my hotel and have a rest. I had a shower, stretched out on the bed and went online for a browse on one of the hook up sites I use. I noticed a fit loooking guy on line just a few hundred metres away. He was mid 30s, slim and good looking. I don't always make the first move on apps but I left him a footprint and said "Hi" He messaged me back straight away and we began to chat. He told me his name was Daniel and he was from England. He was staying in Hamburg with his husband for a few days and was in the Motel One which was situated next to my hotel. He said his husband was asleep and he was horny. We chatted for a while and then he sent me some more pictures, including some face pics and some of his arse. Our chat became more explicit and he told me his husband was mostly a bottom and every now and then he liked to be fucked. I thought we were just going to chat but Daniel suggested getting together and said he would leave a text for his husband in case he woke up saying he couldn't sleep and was going out for some air. Daniel had already told me he wanted me to fuck him and I asked him if he played safe or if he liked to go bb. He told me he always played safe (which is what his profile said) and asked about me. I told him I liked to fuck bare and asked if he was up for it. He said he couldn't fuck bare because of his husband and added "I'm not on Prep or anything." He was a really fit lad and I was really horny so I was tempted to agree to a condom fuck, but I knew from experience that so many safe only guys will fuck bare rather than miss out on a fuck if they are horny enough so I said I didn't really want to use a condom and we agreed to leave it. About ten minutes later Daniel messaged me again and asked if I was still up for fucking him. I asked if he wanted to go bareback and there was silence for a mintue and then he messaged back "Yes." A short time later I met Daniel in the foyer of my hotel. If anything he was even better looking than his pictures suggested - tall, slim and boyish looking with dark hair and was dressed in a T shirt, jogging bottoms and trainers. As soon as we got to my room he was all over me, kissing and feeling my cock and my arse and soon my pants were down and he was sucking my cock. Soon we were on the bed and he was naked apart from his T shirt. We sucked each other for a while and then he moved on top of me and pushed his arse into my face as he sucked my cock. He had a really fit arse - pale, slim and smooth with some dark hairs around his hole. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue right up him. He moaned and kept sucking me as I licked his hairy arsehole. We kissed, sucked and rimmed for a bit longer and then he asked me to fuck him. I wondered if he would mention condoms again but he didn't. He knelt up on the bed and I pulled his cheeks apart, lined up my cock and pushed it slowly up his arse. He grunted as I pushed right up him and I gave him a moment to get used to it and then I began to fuck him slowly. His arse felt quite tight and I fucked him gently for a while and then began to fuck him harder. He was really into it and was moaning softly and pushing his arse back on to my cock and moaning "fuck me...fuck me..." After a while he pulled away and moved on to his back. He grinned at me as he raised his legs in the air and I pushed my cock back up him. I was getting close now and I began to fuck him really hard as he took hold of his cock and began to wank himself. I thought about his husband sleeping nearby with no idea that Daniel was on his back being fucked bareback and was about to take a load of cum in his unprotected arse. I fucked him for a bit longer and then told him I was going to cum. He nodded and seconds later I was shooting what felt like a massive load of cum deep into his arse. I felt like i was never going to stop cumming - I really bred him and just as I finished cumming in him he shot a big load of cum all over himself. If Daniel was having second thoughts about fucking bareback he certainly wasn't showing it. He laid back on the bed, a blissed out look on his face and grinned at me. "I really needed that," he said. He lay on the bed for a bit longer and then said he had better get back. He asked if he could have a shower before he left and when he had finished he pulled on his pants, jogging bottoms and trainers, kissed me and went off back to his husband - his cheating arse loaded with cum. I had another horny experience with a guy whose partner was asleep one time in Ibiza. I had not long split from my partner and was spending a long weekend there with some friends. On the Saturday night we went to a few bars and then went clubbing. After a few hours I was ready to call it a night but my friends wanted to stay longer so I left and said I would see them back at the apartment later. As I walked along the cliff path I saw two figures up ahead. One of them was a stocky blond guy who was obviously very drunk and having some diffculty walking and the other guy, who was tall, thin and dark haired, was struggling to support him. I caught up with them. "Need a hand?" I asked. The dark haired guy flashed me a smile and said "Thanks, that would be great." Between us we supported ths blond guy and the dark haired guy introduced himself as Callum and told me the blond guy was his partner, Scott. They were from the north east of England and spending the week in Ibiza. I had noticed them both on the beach earlier that day when I had passed them. Scott had been wearing shorts but Callum had been naked and I had noticed his slim, hairy body and had also noticed his cock which, though soft, looked long and thick. Our progress was quite slow and Callum chatted to me as we made our way back to their apartment. He was a really nice guy and I had the feeling he was flirting with me a bit. His partner was pretty much out of it and it took us some time to get him up the stairs and into their appartment. When we got in Scott wanted to piss and we took him into the toilet where I held him up and Callum held his dick as he pissed like a racehorse. It was all quite horny. When we had got Scott on the bed he went out like a light almost immediately. Callum thanked me again and offered me a cold drink. It was a really warm night and I was thirsty and soon we were sitting together at the table in the kitchen area, enjoying a cold drink. The apartment was open plan and the kitchen area was only separated from the sleeping area by a partition wall which came out to about half way across the room. Callum and I got on well and after a while he fetched us both another drink. Soon his hand was resting on my arm and he moved closer to me and kissed me. We could hear Scott snoring on the other side of the partition wall as Callum pulled me up and kissed me again and soon his hand was on my cock and then my cock was out and in his mouth. He sucked me really well and before long I was close to cumming so I pulled out and he stood up. We changed places and soon I was sucking on Callum's long, thick cock and enjoying every minute of it as he moaned softly and pushed his cock into my mouth. After a while I motioned to him to turn round and soon my tongue was right up his hairy arsehole. He moaned softly as I pushed my tongue right up him and after a while I stood up and rubbed the head of my cock against his hole. "I'd love to fuck you," I whispered. "Do you have a condom?" he asked. I shook my head. "Shit," he said. " I really want to...." He hesitated, "But I can't...." I was still pushing my cock against his hole and as the head of my cock entered his arse he groaned and said "Oh fuck....fuck!" I pushed my cock into his arse and he bent forward. "Do it," he whispered "Do it......Fuck me!" My cock went up him quite easily and soon I was right up him. He pushed his trousers and pants right down and spread his legs as I began to fuck him. He was moaning softly now and I could hear Scott snoring on the other side of the wall as I fucked his partner bareback. Callum was wanking as I fucked him and after a while I was ready to cum. I took hold of his hips and began to fuck him harder and after another ten or twelve thrusts I shot my cum right up his arse as he wanked his out in front of him. It was a really horny fuck - all the more horny as Callum had originally asked about a condom before letting me bareback him just a couple of feet away from his sleeping partner. The first time I fucked with a guy while his partner was asleep was back when I was a student. During my first year at university I had discovered public toilets and enjoyed some very horny experiences - sucking, fucking and being fucked in toilets all over Glasgow. When I came back for my second year having spent part of the summer at home, I had just turned 19. I decided I would like to try to make some friends so I went along to a gay social group. I had to be careful as I was still very dependent on my strict, religious parents and so I cautiously chose a group which met right over the other side of Glasgow in an area where I didn't know anyone and I was fairly confident that no one knew my parents. I enjoyed the social group - although most of the people I met there were much older than me and I was the youngest by some way. I liked one couple, Paul and John, who were in their mid forties and who welcomed me and looked after me a bit when I joined the group. The meetings were on a Friday night and aftewards they would all go to a pub nearby for a few drinks. I had to leave to get the bus back across Glasgow and after a few weeks Paul suggested that I stay overnight with them so that I could stay later. Paul and John lived near the top of a block of high rise flats on a council estate just outside Glasgow and I had a great view of the lights of Glasgow by night from the window of their spare room. The flat was a bit cold so I slept in a T shirt, underpants and socks. Paul worked Saturday mornings and had left by thet time I got up and John made me some tea and toast. I liked John - he was a big, chubby guy with dark hair and a really nice, friendly smile. The second week I was there, John came into my room on the Saturday morning with a cup of tea. He sat down on the bed and we chatted for a while. As we chatted, his hand made its way under the covers and rested on my leg. He looked at me and as I didn't react he pulled the covers back and moved his hand onto the front of my pants. I was already hard and did not resist as John pulled my pants down and went down on my cock. He sucked me really well - it was one of the best blowjobs I had had - and before long I blew my load in his mouth. John came off my cock and grinned at me. He took hold of my legs and gently moved me round and soon he had me kneeling on the bed. He pulled my cheeks apart and pushed his tongue into my hole. I wasn't sure about this - I hadn't showered or anything, but John didn't seem to mind and soon his tongue was right up me. I had been rimmed a few times, but never as well as this and when he began to finger lube into my hole I moaned. I felt the head of John's cock on my hole and I could tell his cock was long and thick as he began to push it up my arse. John fucked me slowly at first and then he began to fuck me harder. It was just what I needed and I enjoyed every minute of it. After a while his breathing got heavier and he started thrusting harder and I could tell he was cumming in my arse. When he pulled out I turned round and lay on the bed. John looked at me. "Are you alright?" he asked softly. I nodded. "Have you done that before?" he asked. I was just about to reply when I realised from the concern in his voice that he thought I was much more inexperienced than I actually was. I decided not to tell him that I had been getting fucked in public toilets and parks all over Glasgow for well over a year and instead I told him shyly that I had done it just a couple of times with a lad I had met at uni. "Are you sure you're alright?" John said. I smiled at him and told him I was absolutely fine and had really enjoyed it. He relaxed then and grinned at me. "Maybe we can do it again?" I nodded and smiled at him again and we agreed that no one needed to know. I really liked John and I enjoyed our regular Saturday morning fuck sessions. One week Paul was not working on the Saturday and I assumed that meant that I wasn't going to get my usual fucking from John. That Friday night I was just dropping off to sleep when John came quietly into my room. He told me Paul was asleep and soon I was lying back on the bed and my cock was in John's mouth. After he had sucked and rimmed me for a while I knelt up on the bed and he pushed his cock up me. As he began to fuck me we discovered that the bed was quite noisy in stillness of the night and so he moved me over to the window and fucked me there. I still remember looking out at the lights of Glasgow as I leaned forward, my pants at my knees, and John fucked me hard up the arse while his partner slept in the next room After that we went back to fucking on Saturday mornings but a couple of times John sneaked into my room on the Friday night after Paul had gone to sleep and we fucked by the window. John still thought I was innocent and inexperienced and somehow this turned me on even more. He had no idea how active I was and also had no idea that I had discovered a public toilet near the bus stop where I waited for my bus back across Glasgow in the morning. I discovered it by accident one morning when I really needed to pee. I knew there was a park near the bus stop and thought I would find a convenient bush or something but when I went into the park I discovered a public toilet set back from the entrance. When I had finished a much needed piss I had a look around and found to my delight that there was a good sized glory hole between the two cubicles and quite a bit of graffii on the walls. I soon discovered the toilet was very active and I had a lot of very horny experiences in there. I lost count of how many cocks I sucked in there and I would quite often get fucked through the glory hole - backing on to a cock with John's cum lubing my arse. Quite a bit of action went on round the side of the cubicles in an area by the sinks which was tucked out of sight. One day I went into the toilets and found a really fit, dark haired young guy in city council overalls being sucked off round by the sinks. The guy sucking him was about the same age as me and was small, thin and quite nerdy looking lad with glasses. I watched for a while and then the thin guy motioned to me to join them. I got my cock out and soon he was taking turns sucking me and the dark haired guy. I was really horny and was about to blow my load in the nerdy guy's mouth when, to my surprise, the dark haired guy pulled his pants right down and bent forward, pushing his hairy arse out. I was even more surprised when the nerdy guy stood up and went to push is cock up the dark haired guy's arse. His cock was massive - big and thick and seemed way out of proportion to the rest of him. His big cock went up the dark haired guy really easily and I realised that he must have been lubed - and probably had already been fucked in the toilet that day. It was all very horny - especially when I got my chance to fuck the dark haired guy after the nerdy guy shot his load in him. I encountered the nerdy guy again a few weeks later and he took me into a cubicle and fucked me bent over the toilet, shooting what felt like a big load of cum up me to add to the one John had pumped into me earlier in the morning. When he finished cumming and pulled out, we changed places and I fucked and loaded his slim, tight arse. One time I was sucking a mid 30s guy off in the toilet and he asked me if I wanted to come back to his flat and have some fun with him and a couple of his mates. I spent the rest of the morning taking cock in my mouth and up my arse as all three of them fucked my mouth and my arse repeatedly. Of course John didn't know anything about any of this and I let him think he was the only one fucking me. I continued to go along the social group for about six months, but I really wanted to meet some people my own age. I liked John a lot and wanted to let him down lightly so I told him that I had met a boy at uni and wanted to be faithful to him. John believed me and said he understood. As far as I know, his partner never found out that John was fucking me and that quite a number of times he did it while his partner was asleep in the next room. Part 6 to follow

Part 4 - Almost caught with my pants down The last six months with my partner were very difficult - we had drifted so far apart and I think we both knew it was over but neither of us seemed ready to end it. During this time I was fucking around quite a bit and took more than a few risks - and on a few occasions I came very close to getting caught cheating. One weekend we were staying down on the south coast with a friend of my partner's that he knew through work. I had met Paul on a few occasions and found that we didn't really have much in common but I hadn't met his partner. We drove down on the Saturday morning and arrived around lunch time. We all went out for lunch and I got chatting to Paul's partner, Sean. I liked Sean a lot and found we had a similar sense of humour and a number of shared interests. I also quite fancied him - he was in his late 20s, small and quite geeky looking, with dark hair and glasses - a look I really go for. We were starting to flirt a bit and, although we had to be careful in front of our partners, I got the feeling that he might be interested in me too. Our partners were going out on the Sunday afternoon to an exhibition and I couldn't help wondering if there might be a chance of getting together with Sean while they were out...... As it happened, I got my chance sooner than that. We went to bed that night but I wasn't really sleepy and after a while I said I would get up and get myself a cold drink. My partner nodded sleepily and I pulled on a pair of shorts and a T shirt and made my way quietly downstairs. When I went into the kitchen I found Sean sitting at the kitchen table. I explained I had come down for a cold drink and he smiled and said "Let me get it for you," He stood up and I saw that he was wearing only a T shirt and a pair of white pants that didn't leave much to the imagination. Sean saw me checking him out as he handed me my drink and grinned. He asked if my partner was asleep and I said I think so. We chatted for a while and then Sean pulled me towards him and soon we were kissing. He put his hand into my shorts and felt my cock as my hand went down the back of his pants and my finger found his arsehole. He pushed me gently against the worktop and got down on his knees. He pulled my shorts down and took my cock into his mouth. I leaned back and closed my eyes as Sean began to suck my cock. It was one of the best blow jobs I had ever had and I enjoyed every minute of it. Sean sucked me for a while and just as I was getting close to cumming, Sean stooped sucking me and stood up. I thought was going to get the chance to suck him now but he turned round and pulled his pants down. He bent forward, spat on his hand and then reached round and rubbed the spit into his arse. He repeated this a couple of times and then pushed his arse out, looking over his shoulder. I knew we were taking a big risk but there was no way I was going to pass on the chance to fuck his fit arse. I stood behind him, pulled his cheeks apart, lined up my cock and pushed. My cock slid up him quite easily and he grunted as I began to fuck him. I knew we would have to be quick and I was quite close to cumming anyway, so I fucked him for a while and then took hold of his hips and began to fuck him harder. He was moaning softly as I fucked him and after about ten or twelve more thrusts I told him I was going to cum. He reached round and pulled me close against him as I shot my load right up his arse. When I finished cumming I pulled out his arse and he turned round. I got down on my knees and he pushed his cock into my mouth and after I had sucked him for a short time he rewarded me with a nice big mouthful of cum. A short time later I was making my way quietly up the stairs and when I went into our room I was surprised to find my partner sitting up in bed reading. I had assumed he would be fast asleep and realised that he could easily have come downstairs looking for me. He asked me what had taken me so long and I said Sean was down there and we got chatting. My partner nodded and, putting his book down, said he was going to sleep. I laid awake for a little while, enjoying the taste of Sean's cum in my mouth and wondered if he was enjoying feeling of my load in his arse. The following afternoon our partners went out and Sean and I wasted no time. He led me to what was obviously a spare room and soon we were on the bed, kissing, sucking and licking. He sucked my cock again and then turned me round. He pulled my cheeks apart and pushed his tongue up my arse. Soon he was kneeling up on the bed and my tongue was deep in his arse. We sucked and rimmed each other for a while longer and then Sean lubed himself up and knelt up on the bed. I pushed my cock up his arse and began to fuck him. I fucked him for a while and then I pulled out and he laid on his back with his legs in the air as I pushed my cock back up his arse. I was getting close now and I told him I wanted to breed him in his own bed. He looked surprised but then his look changed to one of excitement and he nodded. I pulled my cock out his arse and he stood up and led me to the bedroom he shared with his partner. He knelt up on the bed and I pushed my cock up back up his arse. I was close now and I fucked him as hard as I could as he urged me on, telling me to fuck him harder and cum in his cheating arse. Hearing him say this pushed me over the edge and I shot what felt like a massive load of cum into him. A few months later my partner and I were spending a few days in Ibiza with a group of my partner's friends. I didn't have much in common with this group of friends - they had very clear views on cheating and on things like cruising,casual sex and darkrooms and were inclined in my view to be a bit judgemental - especially when it came to barebacking. They were nice enough guys though and I enjoyed the break but I was feeling bored and horny. On the second night we were all drinking in a bar in the old town. It was a nice modern bar and, needless to say, did not have a darkroom. The bar got very busy and I got chatting to a group of lads from the north of England. When they left to go on to another bar I went downstairs to the toilet. I had realised earlier on that, although the bar did not have a darkroom, it certainly had a very cruisy toilet. A number of guys were wanking at the urinal and as I watched this, the door to one of the cubicles opened and two lads came out, one of them buttoning up his jeans. The other lad was a slim, blond English lad I had seen the bar earlier on having a laugh and camping it up with some friends. He had clearly had a few drinks now and, as I got my my cock out and joined the guys wanking at the urinal , the blond lad went down on the guy next to me. It was all very horny and after a short time, the blond guy was down on his knees taking turns to suck me and the guy who had been wanking next to me. Once again I knew I was taking a big risk - my partner or any of the others in our group could come into the toilet at any time. After a short time, one of the cubicles became vacant and the blond lad got up and motioned to the two of us to follow him. Soon we were all in the cubicle and the blond lad was sitting on the toilet taking turns sucking us. After a short time he stood up, turned around, tugged his shorts and pants down and bent over the toilet. The other guy was up him in seconds. He was a fit guy, mid 20s, quite stocky, with a nice big thick cock and I was really turned on as I watched his big bare cock thrusting up the blond lad's pale, slim arse. He was one of a group of German lads I had seen on the beach earlier that day. He was fucking the blond lad hard now and before too much longer he threw his head back and pushed his cock hard up the blond lad's arse and held it there, obviously shooting a load of cum deep into him. When he pulled out I didn't hesitate. I pushed my cock up the blond lad's arse and began to fuck. His hole was slippery with cum and this turned me on even more. As I fucked him the other guy began to finger my arse and soon he was pushing his finger right up me as I shot my load up the blond lad. I wasn't sure how long I had been away from the bar and thought I had better get back. I pulled up my pants and left the cubicle just in front of the other two. As I washed my hands at the sink, one of our friends came into the toilet. Alistair was there with his partner, and although I didn't know him that well, I quite liked him. He nodded to me as I left the toilet and went back to join my partner and our friends. I hadn't been missed and thought I might take advantage of this to pay another visit to the toilet later on.... I chatted to some friends for a while and then I saw Alistair returning to the bar. He had been down there for some time and I couldn't help wondering if he had joined in the action in the toilet. I was curious - Alistair had always appeared very committed to his partner and I had heard him voicing strong feelings about casual sex and cheating on more than one occasion. I had another drink and then I noticed Alistair heading down to the toilet again. I waited a while in case he had just gone to take a piss - I knew he had had quite a lot to drink - and then when he did not return I made my way quietly down to the toilet. It was even busier now and all the cubicles were occupied. The walls of the cubicles went from the floor to the ceiling so there was no chance of seeing if Alistair was being a bad boy in one of them. There was a lot of wanking and sucking going on and the blond lad was now bent over the urinal being fucked. As I wondered just how many loads he now had up him I noticed a group of guys in a little recess area between the cubicles and the sinks. Two guys were fucking in the recess area and two other guys were watching and wanking and I saw straight away that one of them was Alistair. Alistair's had his back to me, his trousers and pants were down at his knees and I realised that Alistair had quite a fit, chunky arse. I had certainly never thought I would get to see it but here he was with his pants down in the toilet of a bar and I was curious to see how far he would go. He was kissing the other guy now as they wanked each other off. I decided to hang back so that he couldn't see me and after a while they stopped kissing and I watched as Alistair slid down and took the guy's cock in his mouth and began to suck him. The other two guys had finished fucking and moved away and Alistair and the other guy moved round so that the guy was leaning against the back wall as Alistair continued sucking his cock. I assumed he was going to suck the guy off and I was just thinking maybe I had better leave them to it and get back to the bar when Alistair stood up. They kissed for a while and then the guy offered him what was obviously a bottle of poppers. Alistair took a deep sniff, then turned round and leaned against the wall, pushing his arse out. The guy stepped up behind Alistair, pulled his cheeks apart, and pushed his bare cock slowly up Alistair's arse. He stopped for a minute to let Alistair get used to his cock and then began to fuck him. I couldn't believe what I was seeing - I knew Alistair was a bit drunk but I never thought in a million years I would see him let some random guy fuck him bareback in a toilet with his partner upstairs in the bar. He was taking a massive risk - they were hidden from sight but if his partner or one of the others came into the toilet they could easily be seen. I had my cock out now, wanking as I watched Alistair sniffing the poppers and wanking as the guy fucked him hard up the arse. I shot my load at the same time as the guy pumped his cum into Alistair's unprotected, cheating arse. I was quite close now and I watches as the guy pulled his cock out. I had a great view of Alistair's hole, gaping open with some cum sliding out of it and I wanked over that image quite a few times later. I knew a lot of guys often did things on holiday that they wouldn't do at home - but this was probably one of the most unexpected things I have ever seen and I couldn't quite believe I had witnessed it. A little later we were all back in the bar and soon we were all making our way back through the town to our accommodation, Alistair chatting happily to his unsuspecting partner. The following day we were all spending a day at the gay beach at Es Cavallet and we got the bus down there in the early afternoon. The bus was busy as it often was and it was standing room only by the time we got on. I looked at Alistair, standing with his partner and again thought back to the scene I had witnessed the night before. I was starting to feel a bit horny now and I could feel the guy standing behind me pressing against me. It was one of the lads from Manchester I had chatted to in the bar the night before, a fit, dark haired chubby guy called Mike. I wasn't sure if he was doing it on purpose but I discretely pushed back against him. He moved slightly and soon I could feel his cock pushing against my arse through his shorts. I pushed gently back and we kept this up all the way to the beach. I had a definite hard on now and had to tie my sweat shirt round my waist when I got off the bus so that no one could see. I had enjoyed the experience and it had made me very horny and I hoped I might get the chance to go cruising in the dunes later on. I would have to be careful not to make it too obvious though. I enjoyed resting on the beach and swimming in the sea and just as I was feeling pleasantly relaxed I saw Mike making his way along the beach. He passed quite close to where we were and looked at me as he passed by. I looked around, no one was paying any attention and my partner was deep in a book so I said I fancied a walk along the beach. My partner barely looked up as he nodded and soon I was following Mike into the dunes at a discreet distance. I followed him for a while and soon we were in a little clearing by the sea. He grinned at me and took my hand, placing it on his cock which was now hard in his shorts. I had realised on the bus that he obviously had quite a big cock and when I pulled his shorts and pants down I was not disappointed. I sucked Mike's cock for a while and soon I was bent over sucking him and he was fingering my arse. I sucked him for a bit longer and then he produced some lube. I lubed up my hole and bent over. Mike produced a condom. "With or without?" he asked. "Without." I said and he grinned. Seconds later I was braced against a tree as Mike pushed his big thick cock slowly but surely right up my arse. He gave me a minute to get used to it and then he began to fuck me, slowly at first, and then he began to fuck me harder. I hadn't had a cock this big up my arse for quite some time and I enjoyed every minute of it. As we fucked, I had a great view of the sea, with the sun shining on it and I felt good. Mike was fucking me hard now and after a while he told me he was close and asked if he could cum in my arse. "Fuck yeah," I moaned. He asked me if I was sure and I nodded and almost immediately he started to cum in my arse. He seemed to cum for ages and when he had finished he pulled out and I went down on his cock and started sucking it. He grinned "You dirty cunt," he said. The last time I cheated was one of the most risky fucks I ever had and once again I came very close to getting caught. We were staying with a friend of my partner, Joe, and his new boyfriend, Rodrigo. Rodrigo and Joe had been together for about a year. Rodrigo was a very nice guy and he was also very attractive, dark skinned and well built with a lovely smile. He also had a very cute body and a fantastic arse. I found him really attractive, especially as Joe had let slip that Rodrigo had a really big cock. On this evening he was wearing shorts which did little to hide his massive packet. I found it hard to take my eyes off him, especially when he bent over to pick something up and I had a great view of the top of his pants and the crack of his arse. I realised he had picked up on my interest but he didn't seem to mind and I knew that nothing would come of it so didn't see any harm in flirting with him a little. That night as we were all going to bed I found myself alone in the living room with Rodrigo. He grinned at me and I could see his cock was hard in his shorts. He saw me looking and grinned again. As I watched, he pulled the front of his shorts down and I had a perfect view of his hard cock. He was still grinning as he wanked it a few times. Just then Joe called to him and he stuffed his cock in his pants and we both made our way up the stairs. The next morning we had planned to go out for breakfast but I was feeling tired and a bit off colour so decided to stay in bed. The others went out and I went back to sleep. I woke up later, feeling much better. I had a shower, then pulled on a T shirt and a pair of pants and made myself some tea and toast. I knew the others would not be long and so I sat down on the bed. I was horny and, as I thought back to Rodrigo with his cock out of his pants I began to play with myself. Just then I heard the front door open and a few minutes later someone came up the stairs. I thought it might be my partner but there was a tap on the door and then Rodrigo came in. "Hey," he said, with his trademark grin. "how are you feeling?" I told him I was feeling much better and he grinned again and came towards me. "We don't have long" he said as he pulled his cock out and seconds later I was down on my knees sucking him. He sighed as I sucked his cock and then I licked his big balls before going back down on his cock. I sucked him for a while longer and then I reached into my holdall and pulled out some lube. "Fuck me," I said. We both knew we would have to be quick and soon I was kneeling up on the bed and he was pushing his cock up my arse - neither of us mentioned condoms and soon he was right up me. I felt like I was being split in two as he began to fuck me. I was trying hard not to make too much noise as Rodrigo fucked me with his big thick cock. It was one of the best fucks I had ever had - a quick, hard, horny bareback fuck with an amazingly good looking guy. Rodrigo was fucking me even harder now and soon I could tell he was getting close. I could actually feel the cum pumping into my arse as he thrust up me again and again before he finished. Rodrigo was still up my arse when we heard the front door opening. He pulled out quickly, stuffed his cock back in his pants and disappeared out of the room just in time and I pulled the duvet over me, trying hard to stop the cum sliding out of my gaping arse. Soon we were all back downstairs and I couldn't help feeling a bit guilty when Joe commented that I still looked a bit flushed. I split with my partner shortly after that and never saw Joe or Rodrigo again. I knew the next few months would be difficult and they were but I was soon back on my feet again and enjoying some more horny bareback sex. I was no longer cheating - but the same could not be said for some of the guys I was fucking with........ Part 5 to follow

In July I was told by my new work place that I need to go to longbeach ca for training. Knowing I had a hotel room for 7 nights I quickly changed my location for several of my online profiles. One of my kinks has always been cnc play but I kinda lost interest in it the last few years. I still had it listed as a kink and got hit up by a Dom top with a blurry torso pic and nothing else. He said he loved cnc play and seeing his bottom struggle as he fucks them. I tell him I enjoy rough play but not into cnc much anymore. He promises it will be a good time. After a few weeks going back and forth we agree to hook up. I fly in 9pm on Saturday and he says he gets off work at 6pm and will be waiting. My flight was only and hour so I cleaned out before I left home. He tells me to check in and strip and put on a blind fold. At this point I was really intrigued because I had no idea what he looked like. On the uber ride to the hotel I started to second guess if this was a good idea. I got to my room and had a couple of drinks and decided I was horny and just go for it. I messaged him and he said he was ready and in the hotel bar. I was like oh shit thus going to happen right now. I finish my drink, prop the door, and blindfold myself with a beanie. I'm face down on the bed and it wasn't 5min and I hear him come in. In the weeks leading up to this we discussed a few hard limits but neither one of us wanted a "plan". The first thing I hear is is belt taken off. I was fully expecting the sting of his belt but instead he pulled my arms behind me and wrapped his belt just above my elbow and cinched it. He claimed on the bed and roughly started grabbing my balls, ass, nipples, and just feeling me up. Finally I feel his cock at my lips. He told me to clean his precum off his cock. He held my throat while I licked his cock and I was pleased to feel he was uncut but had no idea what size he was. While I was licking him clean he reached down and felt my hole. I was assuming to see if it was clean but I was wrong. Once he was licked clean he picked my underwear off the floor and dried off his cock. He shoved them in my mouth and told me he didn't want me to wake up the neighbors. I was kinda on my side and he straddled my bottom leg and pushed my top leg up towards my chest. I felt him wiping more pre cum on my leg and then say that would be too much lube. That's when I realized he was going in dry. I tried to relax for what I knew was coming but didn't he a cance. He rammed in hard and I let out a groan. A half second later he shoved in again and I felt that sharp deep pain. I yelled into the gag and he said don't scream yet I'm not even all the way in. The 3rd shove got him balls deep and I could feel it deep. He leaned down and told me he need to straighten out my guts so he could give me a proper raping. My hole was clinched tight and I was trying to relax but with the rough entry I couldn't. He repeated that a few more times until the mix of ass lube and pre cum lubed enough he could start fucking me. He pounders for a few minutes and then blew his load deep in my ass. When he finished he took out the gag and made me suck and clean his soft dick. I was just laying there feeling completely used and abused and so horny. I was kinda bummed it ended so fast. I heard him getting dressed i was expecting him to untie me but he just left me there and said he would be back. I just laid there with my gaped out hole wondering what was coming next. A short time later he came back in and poured a drink. He told me as soon as the viagra kicked in he was really gonna rape my hole. A few min later he was back on top of me thanks to his previous load he got balls deep in just 2 shoves and then fucked the hell out of. Me for a solid 20min before breeding me again. When he was done I cleaned his cock and he untied me and left. I have no idea what he looked like but it was a hot fuck. Every cock I took that week I was reminded how rough he was.

The Philadelphia "Blue Ball" held in January was a circuit event I went to for years because A. I'm from Philly and could stay with my BFF. and B. It was one of the most economical circuit events to go to. The VIP, which included access to the "private lounge" included bathrooms with private stalls and doors that locked. This allowed you to play with people, without committing to leaving the event with them. Sort of a "test run" so to speak. That "uncharge" was next to nothing. I believe the three day event was $175 to $195, something like that. Or maybe that was because I was FWBs with some of the event personnel, I am not sure. Unfortunately, the organizers were arrested for embezzlement, all the proceeds were supposed to go to AIDS charities, not to decorate their condos. A bunch of them went to prison, both state and Federal. Fast forward, the "circuit boys" left (me) and the "do gooders" came in (those who did not, or would not, participate in sex in a public place or enhancements). The event is now nothing what is was like "back in the day", I still proudly have my "dog tags" that allowed me access to the "back rooms", oh excuse me, the VIP room.🤫 God I miss those days. wonton sex, no judgment zones, and non-stop flights from Tampa to Philly. My flight benefitss now make me change planes in Newark, it SUCKS!

That's the ultimate submission, honey! For the neg, because they give their complete dedication to their partner. The end of old life and beginning of the new one. And for the poz, it's such a pride. Loving their partner as much as feeling the desire to share the most intimate part of you. A ring? You can lose it, it can get ruined or even stolen. The virus, at the most it can be STEALTHED!

Take your time for doing so. We won't leave here any time soon.

...every gay bar in Berlin! 😜

If all the FTM guys in all the gin joints in all the world (who wanna commune with naked gay guys fucking anything that moves in a bathhouse) came into mine, I'm sure the number and proportion would be so infinitesimally small as to be unnoticeable! I just don't see why folks are getting their knickers in a twist over this. If you encounter even one, consider yourself exceptional and buy a lottery ticket I say! 😎

My platoon sergeant in the service. He was a short African American man. I was taking a shower one night late and he came in to shower he took the stall across from me and starting lathering up, I notice how big his low hanging cock was and starting getting a hard on, he noticed and asked me if I was enjoying the view, of course I said "Yes, sir!". He grab his cock and started stroking it getting it rock hard. He walked over to my shower stall and told me to bend over that he has been eyeing me for some time and wanted to breed me.

I can only speak for Lab, Bull, Tom’s and Prinzknecht. You won’t have a problem getting into any of them. Deffo do the Lab on Thursday and Friday. The door is only open for 2 hours (21:00 till 23:00 on Thursday, 22:00 till 00.00 on Friday, I think)- get there early, ideally before the doors open, and be prepared to queue, especially on the Friday: to 2-4-1 nights are very popular). The Sunday afternoon session there is also pretty good. The other three are just regular bars with dark(ish) back rooms where guys fuck, and it’s unlikely you’ll have to queue for any of them. Best time for the Bull seems to be late, ie: after midnight. It’s the sleaziest of the three and definitely my favourite. Tom’s and Prinzknecht are similar- not sure what the best times are for those, though I imagine it’s probably the same as the Bull. New Action is a leather bar, and I’ve never felt suitably attired to enter. Not sure if you’re into saunas, but if you are, then the Boiler on Sunday afternoon is probably your best bet. Having said that, it’s the only place in Berlin where I’ve experienced any attitude: a lot of the guys who go are stunning, but they know it, and seem to spend most of their time posing for each other. Have fun!

Love a hairy ass...Thank You for not shaving

I got to go to the bathhouse Sunday and Monday and got fucked four times and fucked three others. Sunday was busy but no one seemed to want to fuck me so I took matters into my own hands and fucked a hairy bear in a sling and an Asian guy in my room. I went to the gloryhole maze and was sucked off and blew a huge load down a cock suckers mouth. Monday was quiet but did get fucked three times and took two loads, one was a spit roast in a cubicle, super hot, and the other was a quickie in my room. I ended up getting sucked off by a sexy man who made love to my cock.

hey sexy! 🦠☣️

Fuck yeah same bro it’s what our jockpussies are for right? Alpha nut balls deep inside

I've taken the last month off from going to the sauna, for that very reason. It was becoming an obsession, going every week for as many cocks and as much cum as I could get. I wasn't enjoying it anywhere near as much as I used to, so I did other stuff on a weekend instead. I'm back there today and really looking forward to being a cumdump again. Fingers crossed!

Can't say that I have, if only because I've never had a ton of sex crammed into a short period. But regardless: if you aren't feeling it, don't feel like you need to do it. Your body may well be trying to tell you something, or it might be part of your brain telling you that you need a break for mental health reasons.

Genetics do play a role, of course. Since a FTM person typically has XX chromosomes, one of those came from his father. So if he transitions and is on testosterone, and his father was a hairy man, it might well trigger the "hairy" gene to express itself more than if his father had been relatively smooth. So not every trans man is going to have a hairy chest no matter how much testosterone he's prescribed. If you're a cis man, however, you have a Y chromosome from your father, which itself may be coded for "not so hairy" (particularly if your dad wasn't hairy). That doesn't mean higher testosterone levels wouldn't help you, but the effects might be more limited. On the other hand, if (as austin picked up on) your testosterone levels are somewhat low, just getting them up to average or higher might make a dramatic difference.

Has a strong kink around the mid shaft area which is why I think I seem to frequently hit the G-spot (prostate) from what I have often been told.

Part 8; ''Contracts'' Some might say that cleaning Sir's Dick was a bit of a mistake as when I started to clean it, it was in a semi erect state. And now? He was fully erect again! How could this be. He'd only just cum a short while ago. - You've done such a good job boy I think you should get on Sir's chair with him, facing him, and sit on his Dick. I needed no more encouragement, and I hopped on for the ride, my cunt impaled on his Fuck Weapon balls deep. He put his cigar on the table, wrapped his arms around me, and thrust his pelvis upwards to fuck me slowly as we kissed passionately. I moaned in ecstasy through the kissing and fucking. What more could a pig want. - Now I understand more how hungry your cunt is boy, it is doing it a disservice having you on your LSD come K high, having my cum blasted deep into your guts, and only having my Dick in it. You deserve more. He reached over for the K bottle and measured out another small dose, and bam, down went my third dose. - Ugh, so damn bitter. He stood up with me impaled on his Dom Dick and he carried me over the the sling, threw me in, restrained my ankles and wrists, and continued to fuck me. Only fifteen minutes or so had passed when... - I'm becoming numb again in my cunt, Sir. He gave me a knowing smile, got the crisco, and got to work Fisting my hungry cunt again. For the next several hours we alternated our play between Fisting and fucking, the sling and being on the vinyl covered mattress, with plenty of passionate kissing, and sweat! We were near the end of our session, and at nearly 8am we had been going all night. I was now lying in the sling getting Fisted... - How far are you now Sir, at your elbow? - About half way up my bicep, boy. He unrestrained me and took me over to the vinyl covered mattress, put me on my back and entered me with my legs in the air and wrapped around him as his body was close to mine with his face close to my face too... Nothing could stop my destiny! - Fucking hell pig, you are super loose now, I can barely feel your cunt even touch my Dick now. My favourite. Let's make it so you are loose all the time. - FUCK YES PLEASE, Sir. I'd LOVE my fag-cunt to be permanently trashed. - So, if I was t☣️xic and not on meds now you would not care if I came deep inside your piggy guts now? - No Sir, I would not care. Was that me, or the drugs, or both talking? - Damn. That's fucked up. I have a very good friend. Terry. 66 years old. I know he is highly charged. He said to me the other day over a beer that his current viral load is.... I don't know what exactly, I am sure he said it is over 14 million now. I know he'd like you. Would you care if he fucked you without a condom and came deep inside of your cunt? - If it was what you wanted I would not care. I am here to serve you, Sir. He withdrew from me and wandered off. Upon his return a few moments later his executioner hood had been replaced with a Gas Mask, but he was still in his Leather Waistcoat and knee length Police Boots. He flipped me back onto al fours but this time he had my head so it rested on the vinyl covered mattress, my forearms resting either side of my head, and my head facing the mirror. We now both went quiet, and all you could hear now was the squelching coming from my one cum load, well fucked and very well fisted cunt, and his Vader sounding breath from the Gas Mask. Taking a firm hold of my hips he launched into an immediate firm and steady fast paced hard fuck. A few short minutes went by and Sir's pace quickened. The grip on my hips tightened, Sir's breathing became erratic, he slammed in and held his Fuck Weapon deep inside my piggy-fag guts as his Gas Mask covered head tilted upwards and once again I heard his almighty roar. And this pig was getting load number two! The nipple clamps were now released from my weeping boy-tits, a butt plug was planted into my now gaping cunt, and we both went to his bed. He slept soundly. Me, well, not so well... I was still high! Once he woke up he without saying a word rolled me onto my front, took out the butt plug, entered me, and fucked me for a few minutes until he shot his load. And that would be part of my job description as his soon to be live in house boy, to give up my body to his desires anytime he wanted to have me. I could never say no. Not that I would want to. Over the next week I recovered from my night of chem play, quit my job, quit my flat share, signed the two contracts for two years for being a live in house boy and for being a sub in training, and moved in with Sir. Oh, and in that time my little boy-tits had time to crust over and heal. They definitely were bigger now than before. The sub training contract stipulated that I were to make myself available for 8 hour training sessions 3 times a week on a Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday starting at 8pm after a 1 hour forced workout (usually focusing in on building up my glutes to being even more beefy and muscular than they already were) to take place in the cellar play-dungeon which would always include; fucking, fisting, rimming (me to Sir), breeding, tit workouts with the clamps and other tit devices to give me those huge pig-tits Sir knew that would look great on me, toy play, etc. Not all training sessions were to be with hard Chems, sometimes just poppers. I'd still do my own workouts at the gym on Monday, Wednesday, and Sunday. The rest of the time was to train my mind how to in short live and breath being a sub in every waking and sleeping moment. I also signed my name to the fact that no other man was allowed to touch me for at least the first year which Sir would then review. He did little to my knowledge have a plan tucked up his sleeve for the 1 year review! The house boy contract stipulated that I was in charge of all the cleaning, cooking, and serving of food. Sir was in charge of ordering what we needed. I would also clean Sir's Leathers and act as a table if he was desiring to use me as such at such a particular time. And of course not forgetting the boot shining -- I was good at that, and I loved it! It was a Wednesday and I had been living with Sir and being trained by him for two and a half weeks now. My little boy-tits were becoming more accustomed to the training into getting them bigger, and my cunt was definitely becoming much looser. Last night's training session there were no Chems involved, just some poppers. Sir and I were having breakfast. - Remember the first night we had together I told you about my very good friend Terry. - Yes Sir, I remember what you said about him very well. - He will be coming over this evening at 8pm. When you get home from the gym where you would normally have your two hour window of ''you time'', you will do a warm water enema which you know how to do by yourself now, and go down to the cellar. We'll be having a bonus training session with the toys to make your cunt nice and loose for when my special guest is here. - But Sir, I thought... - Go on boy. - I thought no man was to touch me for at least the first year of my training. - Correct. I want you freshly opened up as you will not just be serving us food and drinks, but you will be putting on a toy show for us.

Here is a great place to make some poz and chaser friends who you can share your thoughts with without fear of rejection. I find that part of accepting and acting on these desires is to meet others who will encourage you on your journey 👋

I feel like I've told this story on here, before, but... I hooked up with this older guy in a restroom. He wasn't exactly masculine. 😉 (Read, "old retail queen.") But his dick was 10 and 3/4 inches... and FAT even in proportion to its length. I couldn't get my fingers around the base, and the head was like a tennis ball. It was like some stupid cartoon or Photoshop of a big fat dick... only it was real. I examined it up close and personal many, many times, though about all I could do was lick it and admire it from all angles. I even considered knitting little outfits for it and dressing it up.

I'm happy to say with my viral load deep inside you, there will be a new life growing within you.

This is actually a true account... I met Coco through a mutual acquaintance. I was still new to parTying and had few to no reliable connections to hook me up with parTy supplies. So I accompanied my friend S***** when he offered to introduce me to his dealer.I was a bit freaked to say the least, especially once we were turning onto his street, which was in the heart of a bad neighborhood in Central PHX. We got to his place and knocked, and that was how I met Coco. Nothing to swoon over, he was about 5'10" and someone who would check the "more to love" box if he filled out a dating profile. He was a complete asshole. I was told he was bic and that he had an 11" cock. He was part black, white, and PRican. Anyways he gave me his number and told me to call if I needed to stop by again. I started going on my own, and after a few transactions when he decided I was cool, he told me to chill for a bit and handed me a bong. He had to show me what to do. So he tells me to hit it a few times and I'm higher than I have ever been before up to that nite. We start talking and he starts up the porn he had been watching before I arrived. It was a straight porn, but the dudes got me horny. We kept smoking and do some hot rails. I'm so f'd up by this point my lips get loose and I ask if he is really as hung as I had been told. He said yeah, but I asked him to prove it. He dropped his bball shorts, no undies and sure enough, a girthy uncut and hardening 11" cock jumped out of the waistband and slapped his stomach... he told me I could touch it if I wanted, so I got off my chair and climbed on his bed with him. He took off his muscle tee and before I knew it I was sucking his cock in nothing but a jockstrap I decided to wear that evening just in case I decided to hit up Chute... He asks me to lay on my stomach and put a pillow under me and handed me his bong again. He was saying my ass and running his cock up my ass crack and over my just shaved hole. He asks if I have ever had anyone that big up my ass. I tell him no. And freak out a little. I feel him lubing me up with massage oil, and he asks if I played safe, because only fucked with conforms. I said usually safe and he said cool. Next thing I know he is rolling a magnum down his cock. I was so nervous and tensed up. He tried for 25 mins to get in me,but I couldn't relax, especially knowing he had house guests who could return at any time. He didn't have a bedroom door and his room was was right off the living room and front door, which was also open since he had a security door. Anyway, he finally gave up, I got dressed and left. Nothing happened again until about a year later. I showed up at his place on Halloween night, drunk and needing some Tina to sober me up. I stopped at an ABS first to get a cockring and some Gun Oil because I needed them. This store had an underwear section. I found a jockstrap I liked and decided I'd buy it since I was drunk and impulsive. I got to his place and somebody else answered the door, and I followed him to Coco's room. I smoked a bowl real quick, but was still pretty buzzed. I asked if I could jump in his shower to try and sober up, plus I was sweaty from dancing all nite. He said yeah and handed me a towel. It was kinda a small I found when I was drying off. I left my backpack by his desk and had just the jock I had just purchased. So I put it on and put the towel around my waist, which barely reached. I came out of the bathroom and they were both still smoking and surfing porn. I sat down on the bed and they passed me the bong. His houseguest asked if I slammed, I said only a couple times and he asked if I wanted to since he hated doing it alone. I said sure. He tied a rubber hose around my bicep, found a vein immediately,and administered what was about .45... it was strong and as soon as he released the hose and raised my arm I was coughing and was rushing. I just laid back into his pillows and started rubbing my nips and chest. I started to sweat and undid my towel to wipe my face and neck, laying there in just a cockring and jockstrap. He slammed next while Coco did hot rails, he didn't like needles. I start rubbing my clock through the pouch and the friend starts massaging me, and tells me to turn over, pulls my hold back and up and tongues my hole while Coco watches and is rubbing his cock through his bball shorts. Then the friend goes to his bathroom to piss and shower. I'm still buzzed, rushing, and high as a kite. I take my jock off, and am just stroking to some BB porn on my laptop. Coco tells me to show him my ass... and asks if he can take some pics. I say sure, just no face shots. He asks when I last took some dick, which I truthfully admitted not recently. It had been about 4 months. He tells me he still wants to fuck me, especially since he wasn't able to get it in the last time. He said he would hook me up with more Tina as trade. I was so high I a agreed. So he starts to rim me and play with my hole, I hand him the bottle of Gun Oil I just bought and he pours it all over my ass and works it in my hole, he goes to his desk for a second and gets a good sized shard and works it into me. It burns but its nothing I cant handle. He is now naked and stroking his huge cock. The friend comes back in wearing just boxers and has a new slam prep led for me. Again he administers it, I cough again, only longer because its stronger. We open up the blinds to his patio door and his window. He lived in a crush, but seedy apt complex that had a mostly gay population. He puts me on my back while the friend is kicking back, smoking and stroking. He asks if I'm ready and I nod... I just assumed he wrapped up based on our safe play only conversation,so when he asked how his raw cock felt in my bare hole I kinda got nervous and started to tighten up. He said not to worry, he was clean and rarely barebacked, especially with gay dudes. I finally relaxed and my body started to loosen up, as did my very stretched and very cock stuffed hole and he was only halfway in. He added more lube as he slowly sank more of his 11" into me. He told his friend to take some pics of him opening me up. And next thing I know one of his regular customers enters through the patio door. He didn't know I was a bottom so was little surprised to see me with Coco's dick balls deep in me. So he is watching and smoking, and Coco pulls out so I can get on all fours. His customer is comments on my "phat bubble butt" and how he never woulda guessed I was a bottom and never woulda guessed I had such a nice ass because I always had on baggy sweats or dickies workpants and oversized tees that hid my ass. Coco spreads my bubble butt cheeks and adds more Gun Oil, then starts to reenter me and my still tight, but willing asshole. Coco just keeps telling me how hot my hole is. How tight, warm, wet, and soft it is, how hot it feels every time I tighten up and work my ass muscles. I am meaning into a pillow when I am given the bong to hit, which I hit hard and blow some massive clouds as I am being fucked bareback by my drug dealer and his huge raw uncut cock. I can feel him precumming in me as he is fucking me. Before long he is fucking me deeper and faster so I know he is about to blow. He had already told me he would pull out, but never did. He just kept fucking me, fucking his load into me and lubing my hole with his cum. He finally pulls out and can't believe how good my ass felt, better than any pussy and no fears of me getting knocked up. I needed something to drink, so put on my jock, my sweatpants and hoodie and walked next door to Circle K for Gatorade. On my way back I saw his regular leaving. He saw me and invited me to co.e smoke and chill with him across the complex, his girlfriend was staying with a friend. I agree, and we get to his place, I immediately take my hoodie and sweatpants off and go get cleaned up in his bathroom. When I return he has a bi porn on his flat screen and a loaded bong. He is in a muscle shirt and bball shorts. He looks rough in the face, but has a pretty hot body from what I can see. We pass the bong back and forth and then he loses his clothes and is stroking his cock. I decide to blow him without asking, he gets harder in my mouth. After I kneel down on the floor and jerk off while I am sitting up straight. The next thing I feel is his hand pushing my shoulders forward and bending me over. He spits on my hole, then his cock and mounts me from behind. He is nowhere near as big as Coco, but still above average and grabs my hips while he long strokes his raw cock in and our of my just fucked hole. He hits all the right spots and before I know it I am cunning, which makesy hole spasm and tighten around his cock, causing him to lose his load too. He pulls out and then eats my hole. Tells me my ass is amazing and so much better than his girl's pussy. It was a good night.