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The Fall Part 1 Ok, about me, well I grew up in a small town in Texas. I wouldn’t say I was poor, because we always had food, but we were not rich. Not that anyone in the small town would be considered rich. Even though we were some of the poorer people, I always had friends, I was very gregarious and personable, and I was good at football and girls always liked me, so making friends just came naturally. After high school I went to college and just found myself, I had a great time, made great grades and my future just fell before me. After college I got into medical sales, and just found my calling and climbed the Corp ladder very fast. Bringing us to today, I live in Austin, I am a medical sales manager for a medical equipment manufacturer and have made over $500,000 a year for the last 3 years. I far cry from how I grew up. Life was great. I was no big deal for me to go out on a Saturday night and drop over $1,000 on dinner and drinks. I worked hard and played hard. I had a nice sports car but drove a tesla for a work car. I had a very nice apartment downtown Austin and absolutely loved life. On a random Tuesday night, I am in Dallas at a networking event and run across an old friend of mine, Colby, well not really a friend, we went to high school together. Actually, I don’t know if we had ever talked. He was really quiet, and a lot of people made fun of him calling him gay and queer, not than anyone knew if he was gay, but remember small town. But nevertheless, it was random to see someone from the town we grew up in. after all I graduated with less than 100 people, very small town, so we were both surprised to see each other. I came up and introduced myself and he remembered who I was he was surprised that I remembered him. We spent most of the evening catching up. He moved to Dallas immediately after high school graduation and lived here ever since. The night flew buy, but eventually I had to leave, and we said our goodbyes. Laying in bed around 1:30 in the morning, I see a notification come across my phone, and he had sent me a FB request, I immediately accepted it and shortly after got another “Ding”. He sent me a message: Colby: Just wanted to say it was good seeing you tonight Me: It was, definitely made the night more fun than I was expecting Colby: oh, I wasn’t expecting you to respond tonight. Colby: but yes, I really enjoyed it Colby: you come here often lol Me: Not really, I mostly cover Austin and San Antonio, Dallas isn’t in my area. Colby: too bad, I was hoping we could hang out Me: You ever in Austin? Colby: no, I am kind of grounded here in Dallas Me: Grounded?? Parole Colby: lol, no! it’s a long story for another day We ended up chatting for over an hour that night until I passed out. Over the next few weeks, we talked about every day and grew pretty close. It wasn’t until about 3 weeks later that he told me that he was gay: Me: random, I was invited to attend a meeting with our team in Thursday Colby: Of course it would be Thursday Me: why? Colby: me and my boyfriend have plans with friends Me: Boyfriend? I had no idea Colby: no idea I was gay or that I was seeing someone Me: lol, both Colby: omg! Your gaydar is broken honey Me: lol, yeah I had no idea Colby: is that a problem? Me: no, not a problem, just didn’t know Colby: good! I enjoy talking with you Me: Me too! Colby: So come another night Me: I may not come, its not normally something I would attend in person Colby: so you were making a special trip for me? Me: lol Colby: Come Me: you wont even be there Colby: we could meet up for a drink afterwards Me: Boyfriend would love that Colby: your straight, its not cheating Me: ditching your boyfriend for anyone would probably upset him Colby: Just come, I want to see you Me: we will see 😉 I was definitely very confused by what was going on, now I’m not stupid, I have always known I was attracted to both boys and girls, but I have never even remotely given any sexual attention or flirted with a guy, and here I am just talking to this guy all the time and ignoring most other things and making a special trip just to see him, what was happening? I didn’t know, but I know I was enjoying it and besides, were just friends. I ended up going to Dallas for the meeting and got a hotel to stay the night rather than driving back. Me: Im on my way to Dallas Colby: Yay! I cant wait to see you! Me: Me too! Colby: im so excited, I might kiss you! Me: you better get me a drink first lol Colby: deal! Colby: where are you staying Me: The Adolphus downtown Colby: fancy pants! Me: lol, its close to our office Colby: ok, I will come by around 10? Me: See you then All day long, I was anxiously excited, what was happening, what where his expectations, he knows I’m straight, is he really this excited to see me just as friends, is he thinking more will happen. My mind rushed all day, but it didn’t change the fact that I was excited to be there. He practically messaged me the entire night, which im sure went over great with his boyfriend, but I really didn’t care, I was happy. About 10:30 he showed up and met me in the lobby and told me we are going to the club. We walked to a night club close by and had a great night Colby: lets get you that drink I owe you Me: lol Colby: I am going to kiss you later Me: better make it two drinks After a couple drinks Colby: lets dance Me: I don’t know Colby: come on He stood up and grabbed me by the hand and pulled me out on the dancefloor and the night flew by drinks, dancing more and more touching Around 1:00am Colby: you ready to go Me: sure Colby: I’m ready to get out of here, its too loud We walked back to my hotel and in the lobby we were saying goodbye and there was the awkward silence, we both knew what the other was thinking. There was no “he thinks im straight” we were both thinking the same thing right now, and somehow I knew he wouldn’t make the move, if I wanted it to happen, it would have to be me. My heart was pounding through my chest. I was so torn on what to do, my entire life, I had hidden this away and here I am just fully going with it. Me: you want to come up? He didn’t even say anything, he just looked me in the eyes and nodded his head yes. It was that look that we both knew what was about to happen. As soon as we got on the elevator he kissed me, that’s for the drinks he said. We got to the room and it didn’t take long before he kissed me again, which quickly escalated into being on the bed and clothes coming off as we rolled around the bed in the covers. When his mouth hit my rock hard cock I knew I had made the right decision, it was the best blow job I had ever had. He quickly got up and grabbed the lotion out of the bathroom and a condom he crawled back on top of me looked up at me as he slid the condom on my rock hard cock, he slowly crawled up and started to kiss my neck and whispered “I want you in me so fucking bad” as he reached around and grabbed my cock and aimed it towards his hole and slide down on it. There it was, I officially lost my gay virginity and it was amazing, better than I could have imagined. The intensity the passion, was more than I describe. It didn’t take me long to cum and when I did, he leaned over and kissed me and said, we have to do that again! And then he got up and got dressed Me: where are you going? Colby: I have to go home Me: to your boyfriend? Colby: jealous already? Me: no Colby: laughed and smiled, I have to be at work at 6am, so I need to get home to try and get 2 hours of sleep Me: 6am! Wow that sucks! He crawled on the bed and kissed me really deeply Colby: you better come back soon, I want that great cock again Over the next week, we chatted a lot, and the chat had changed, it was very flirtatious, very sexual, very emotional, so of course it wasn’t long before I came back. Over the next couple months, I went to Dallas about once per week and would usually stay Friday and Saturday night, we would go out and have amazing sex, but he would always leave, which was definitely sending off red flags. After about 3 months, we were laying in bed after having sex and he was laying there with his head on my chest and said Colby: what are we? Me: what do you mean? Colby: exactly what I asked, what are we? Me: don’t you have a boyfriend Colby: I could end that Me: do you want to end that? Colby: do you want me to end that? Me: maybe Colby: you’re still in the closet though, how would that work? Me: you go home every night, so how does that work? Colby: come stay the night with me Me: wont your boyfriend get upset Colby: not if you’re my boyfriend Me: would you be my boyfriend Colby: no Me: what?!? Colby: come back next weekend and I will be single and you can ask me again Me: ok, but we are staying the night Colby: you can come stay at my apartment The next weekend, I came back the happiest I can remember being, we went to dinner at a nice restaurant and I officially asked him to be my boyfriend, he immediately wanted to get the ticket and go home, and I had no problem with that. We got to his apartment, which was a little more rundown that I had expected. Definitely a low-income housing, which I was not expecting at all. We got in his apartment, which was very clean and went to his room and started to make love, not sex, make love. When he grabbed the lube he crawled on top of me and said: Colby: If were boyfriend and boyfriend, I want you to cum inside me, as long as you are sleeping with anyone else, is that good with you? Me: yeah And he started lubing up my bare cock and slid down on it and it was even better than before, I had no idea how much bare sex felt than protected sex. We had sex multiple times that night and by the end of the night, he told me I scared him because he thought he was falling for me and then fell asleep. The next morning I got up and he was gone, so I went to the kitchen naked to get something to drink. As I was standing at the fridge, I heard a noise behind me and turned to see a tall black naked man standing in a door to another bedroom staring at me. I almost dropped my cup and stood there speechless as he approached me. I couldn’t help but notice his giant cock just hanging there, I definitely looked to long and by the time I realized I was staring and looked back up he was grinning as he approached. He got within 1 foot of my face and just stood there and then just made a moaning sound. Random guy: nice And then he rubbed up against me as he reached in and grabbed the carton of orange juice and took a huge drink straight from the carton and then set it back in the fridge Random guy: I hope to see you around more And then walked off. As soon as he got in his room, I ran back to the bedroom and shut the door. But the image of that cock was burned in my mind and the adrenaline rush had my heart pounding, I was so excited and turned on and couldn’t get his cock out of my mind. Shortly after, Colby opened the bedroom door Colby: I got coffee and bagels Me: who the hell is the other guy in there? Colby: oh, you saw him? Me: yeah, I about had a heart attack Colby: it’s my dad Me: your dad? Why didn’t you tell me he was in there Colby: long story Me: and you’re not going to tell me? Colby: My dad left home when I was in elementary school, just disappeared and then about 2 years ago, I get a call from a parole officer that my dad has the option for house arrest if he has a place to go, and I must be here every morning to verify he is here. Me: I am so sorry, I didn’t know Colby: I know, I should have told you. But how do you say, “oh by the way my dad was realized from prison for robbery, reckless endangerment for having sex with people without telling them had HIV, herpes, syphilis and every other fucking std a person can have, prostitution, assault and battery. Yeah, how do I say that”. Me: I am sorry, I had no idea Colby: I know, I’m not mad at you, I just hate him being here. Leaving me when I am so young and look at the person he is, who the fuck goes around fucking people and trying to give them aids! He is just a piece of shit and for some reason I felt obligated to let him stay here. Colby: just stay away from him, please. I don’t even talk to him, he stays in his room, I stay in my room. He is disgusting to me. The parole officer told me that when they arrested him, he was about 120 lbs., just eaten up with diseases and track marks from shooting up drugs, sharing needles with people and then banging dudes from money and drugs and just giving random guys aids! He has 1 more year here and then he is gone, and I hope to never see him again. Colby: please just stay away from him, I don’t trust him. I don’t know what he would do, but I just absolutely don’t trust him Me: don’t worry, I am with you, I will be where you are Colby: I know this is a lot to just take in, that’s why I hide it. I am ashamed Me: its ok, its ok Over the next couple of months, things were great, I would stay with him every weekend and then go back to work during the week and we would talk most days and for hours at night, and life was really good, I was really happy. I hadn’t really come out to my family, friends, work or on social media, but in Dallas it was completely different. It was like I had two lives, a work life in Austin and a social life in Dallas. On our 6 month anniversary of dating, I took Friday off and showed up on Thursday night and took him out to dinner at a nice restaurant and had a few drinks and we went back to his place and while we were having sex he stopped and told me that he loved me, I told him that I loved him too and it was great, it felt great. I don’t know how else to describe it, I was happy and was in love. The next morning, I woke up and he was gone to work, so I got up and was going to go into the kitchen to grab something to drink and remembering last time, I reached down to grab my pants to put them on, but when I grabbed them, I suddenly stopped and paused for a second and then set the pants back down. I opened the bedroom door and walked to the kitchen to get something to drink, I kept an eye on his door, but it was closed. I opened the fridge and grabbed the orange juice and took out the carton and then I heard a noise behind me. I stood there froze with the orange juice in my hand with my back to the door. My heart was pounding out of my chest, fear, excitement, im not sure which was the most prominent feeling. Then I heard a deep scratchy voice directly behind me: Him: I knew you would come out here this morning Me: unable to speak a word He takes a step closer; I can feel his breath on the back of my neck. I feel like my heart is going to rip out of my chest. Then I feel his cock press against my bare ass cheeks, and I tense up stepping away and almost instantly I feel his firm hand grab my hip and pull me into him, feeling his cock pressed up against me, I’m getting hard now, and I can’t control it Him: what are you so nervous about? I stay there, I don’t try to get away, I just freeze feeling his cock Him: I knew you fucking wanted it Me: Completely speechless, just trying to breath Him: Nobody will be home for hours, bring me that orange juice And he walks away. After about 10 seconds, I slowly turn around to see him completely naked walking into his bedroom. He leaves the door open and turns facing me and sits down on the bed with his legs spread wide open and his cock hanging there. He grabs his cock in his hands and starts slowly jerking it looking directly at me.

I moved to Ft Meyers Florida Two houses down there live a set of twin brothers They are about 45 or so . We got talking and it lead to sex Neither is gay but they occasionally hook up with men Monday night they came over and after a few drinks asked me if I play with men Yes I do. The one reached over and kissed me The other played with my dick and ass We went in the bedroom and off came the clothes They were both hung They said they both only top. The one started to play with my hole He put the head in and I said go ahead deep. He did and started to fuck me. He got excited and said he was close to cumming . I then just pulled him in deep so he had to come in my ass The other brother said he wanted do and just went right in, It was not long till he came too, We rested a while and then each came in me again we plan to meet again in a couple of weeks

TDS, of course, is "Trump Derangement Syndrome" - the psychological disorder that makes people support and trust a man who's been held liable for hundreds of millions of dollars in fraud, has had to file six bankruptcies, who's been convicted of 34 counts of fraud in the state of New York, who faces dozens of other felony counts in state and federal court, and who, at last check, thinks illegal immigrants are killing and eating pet dogs, thinks "political asylum" is the same thing as "insane asylum" (and that immigrants seeking asylum are thus Hannibal Lecter-clones), thinks the army under George Washington captured the airports to defeat the British, and that having electric-powered boats means having to choose between electrocution and being eaten by sharks. Yeah, his supporters are pretty deranged.

"Russiagate" is the right-wing's nickname for a very real thing: the documented fact that Russia was working behind the scenes to get Trump elected in 2016. What the Mueller investigation found is that (a) there wasn't evidence that the Trump campaign was aware of those efforts, nor was there evidence they were NOT aware of it; (b) they were eager to meet with foreign agents who claimed to have "dirt" on Clinton, even if it turned out that they did not; and (c) there was a seriously open question as to whether Trump obstructed justice in the course of the investigation (which AG Barr chose not to follow up on). That's the truth. The lie is Trump's claim that it was all a hoax. As for Covid vaccines, well, if you're part of that nutball conspiracy theory, there's nothing really to discuss there. I'd suggest you debate some of the million-plus people killed by Covid but oops, you can't, they're dead. Nepotism? Do you HEAR yourself? Biden didn't give any of his kids jobs in his administration, and while some of his relatives may have tried to cash in on their family name, it was (a) essentially all AFTER Biden left office and (b) not with Joe Biden's cooperation. Unlike, say, Jared and Ivanka having administration jobs AND continuing to do business with American adversaries like China, and cooking up deals with foreign nations like Qatar and Saudi Arabia for private profit. And Trump - unlike every other president - tried to overturn the duly chosen electors of several states he lost, all in a pathetic attempt to cling to power, and whipped a crowd of supporters into a frenzy and set them loose on the Capitol while the electoral votes were being counted. They overran the Capitol, did millions of dollars of damage, caused the death of several police officers, and all the while Trump sat back watching the carnage from his office and refused to address them to tell them to stop for hours - despite pleas from his chief of staff, attorneys, and even his family. I have EVERY confidence that the Democratic leadership - in Congress and in the White House - is thousands of times better than that.

As someone who works in healthcare (3rd shift), I cannot tell you how many times two males nurses or a male doctor and a male nurse have snuck off in the back of the ER and fucked. It’s pretty quiet around 4am. Sometimes I’ve been in the room with them while they fuck and I beat off. You have to be careful because of the charge nurse. It is so hot!! It happens a lot.

Took multiple last night. I currently have 4 regulars that fuck me. One of them hit me up around 6 pm and when this one hits me up, it's usually he wants to fuck now. Within 30 minutes I was on my knees sucking his cock before getting fucked and taking his load. Thinking that would be it for the night, I showered and sat down to watch tv. At 7:30 another regular hits me up, this one likes my cock locked in a cage and walking in to find me head down, ass up in a jockstrap. This is one of my favorite regulars, always rims me before fucking me, has a perfect 7.5" cut cock, and is 100% for walking in, fucking me, breeding me then going home to his girlfriend... which he did. After he left I got on sniffies and posted "Chastity wearing bottom looking to add more loads to the two I have already taken. Anon, head down ass up, bareback and breed only". Almost immediately I have multiple responses. One of them being a younger horny hung 26 year old that would be passing through in minutes... I gave him instructions on where he would find me and 25 minutes later he's walking through the door, pulling his cock out, lubing up and sliding his big cock in. He didn't last long but he fucked hard until he was breeding me, and I like nothing more than feeling a guys cock pulsating in me as he breeds me. This one I hope comes back to fuck me again! Once he left I'm back to sniffies, still locked and horny. I'm mostly looking for big cock now, so I'm responding to guys that send pics and some info... The one I started chatting with was 8.5-9" and pretty thick. The biggest cock I've taken was 9" which is one of my regulars. We chat for bit, exchange more pics before I'm giving him the instructions on where to find me. A little while later, he's walking through the door to find me ready for him. I had to suck his cock to get him hard until he said enough and slid his cock in and fucked me. He was verbal, calling me a slut and a faggot as he fucked me slow then hard asking me if I want his load. Wasn't long before he was balls deep unloading in me. Now hoping this one becomes a regular too! I could have taken more loads but I was tired and had to be up early this morning. I did respond to several and tell them I'd be free tonight if they are. The most loads I've taken in one day is currently 6, hoping to beat that soon.

Right? And frankly, if anyone does a good job (read "exhaustive") of "point by point," it's BootmanLA. He didn't "deflect," he identified the flaws in the examples of "faults" given. No doubt there are faults in the Democrat party. i was struck by the commentary i watched on the "liberal media" that fact checked and identified the wrong stuff Harris said in her nomination acceptance speech.... was that "fake news?" Nah, i think the press did their job. Voting democrat is not a tacit full endorsement of the democratic party. At this juncture, it's pretty much the only choice over having an egomaniacal crazy in the highest office of the land.

Meme from pantsuitnation: "My immigrant husband"

Possibly, possibly not. The vaccine works against certain strains, and if you have a DIFFERENT strain, the vaccine might still offer protection against the ones it does work on.

I’ve had my hand and cock up a guys ass, but never taken it myself. If a guy can stretch me open, I wouldn’t decline.

I've posted before about a couple I play with sometimes. They are both dom. For the last holiday weekend I planned a long hotel stay to get some cock. I asked if they wanted to come play one night but the were both heading out of town for the weekend. The wife was bitching because he flight was leaving 2hrs be for hers. I offered to pay for an uber if she wanted to play a bit before she left. So I check in Thursday and get ready. She text me and said hubby wants a double bj when he drops me off. When they get to my hotel she comes in and says he is going to be late we have to work fast. She says you take his cock im gonna eat his ass. I instantly drop down and he pulls off his shorts. I started sucking while she stripped. It was the crazy. Once her tongue was in his ass he came in under a min. He cleaned up and left and the wife was asking what I wanted. I told her it was up to her. She said she wanted to warm me up for all the cocks I was going to take over the weekend. I grab a big strapon and she said no she had a different idea. She got the lube and started working her fist in my ass. Within 15min she was working on getting another hand in. She has only had 2 fists in a couple of time but I had 2 bottles of poppers on the night stand. She tore the seal off one with her teeth and handed it to me. A little more fisting in and out she told me to take a bit 3 hits and then slid a second hand in. For about 30min she is pushing both her arms up my cunt. The whole time talking dirty telling my I'm gonna be so stretched out . She finally pulls out and sits on my face. I make her cum and then look at my phone. I had a message from a regular fuck bud that he was ready to go. He is a young skinny black kid with an impressive dick. She still had a bit before her uber so she told me to ask him if she could stay and watch. He seemed excited and said he was 3min away. She gave me a look and said let's give him a show. She had my hands tied in front of me and handed me the poppers then un latched the door. A couple hits and she had both arms about mid forearm when he walked in. The look of shock as he started to undress was amazing. She told me to get him hard which only took a few seconds. Then she told him to get ready and as soon as he was she brought both hands out in a fist and told him to go in balls deep. He slammed in balls deep. They both started talking about hot hot it was playing with my sloppy hole. He came in me in just a few minutes and the second he was out she put her hand back to feel his load. I had 6 more tops that night and every one commented on how loose I was. Not one complaint.

So, I’m in Berlin. This city is always full of gays (I mean visible gays) but now,?supposedly because of the Folsom it’s extreme. I arrived late in the afternoon, very tired. I needed some rest and I decided to have a solid night. The next four days I will have opportunity to be just a hole or cock. So, I decided to visit Ajpnia, because the atmosphere there is unique. It didn’t disappoint me. Furthermore, I supposed (based on my latest experiences) that I would be the top. Funny, but I found more guys that were supposed to be bottom but finally they fucked me. I couldn’t count, but if I’m not wrong, was fucked by 8-10 guys, and two bred me. I finally came into a mouth ya bottom. Anyway I fucked him more times before. Not he was the only one, finally I fucked at less 5’guys. it was a real versatile night.

Tolerate corruption? You mean the way the Democratic leadership pushed hard on Sen. Menendez until he resigned before going to trial? The way we pushed Anthony Weiner out of office? Where, exactly, is this toleration for Democratic-specific corruption manifesting itself? Let's compare Menendez with, say, oh, I don't know, George Santos, who had to be expelled by the House because he was so corrupt he refused to resign - only to then admit his guilt and plead guilty to felonies trying to avoid a very long prison sentence. See how it works when you do direct comparisons? You made casual reference to Pelosi and insider trading, without a shred of evidence (or maybe you just don't understand what "insider trading" actually is). If it were up to me, members of Congress and their spouses would be forbidden from owning individual stocks at all, and presidents would be required to put all personal assets (except, perhaps, one home) into a blind trust. But that's never going to happen when you have someone like Trump as president, or when members of both parties own substantial stock holdings, even if those are tilted towards Republicans.

It is fundamentally dishonest to equate the Republican Party, which enthusiastically supports a con man looking to break our institution to pave the way for an oligarchy, and the Democratic Party which may have some corruption but remains committed to the basic principles of our constitution and liberal democracy. It isn’t even worth going point by point with people who claim otherwise. The vast majority of those people are right wingers pretending to be something else, or they are remarkably ill informed.

I’ve become a bit of a chaser lately. Was horny on Monday and put an add up on buddy „looking for poz guys“. Not long after a guy messaged asking where I am and that he wants to give me his pozcum. I sent him my location. 30min later he arrived. Asked me to wait doggy on the bed which I did. He came in started rimming my hole. After it was nice and wet he pushed his raw cock inside. Fucked me for a few minutes and shot his toxic seed inside.

Playing with a sexy UPS driver in the back of his truck, while parked on a busy street. It's been a long time fantasy.

With certain responses here, I guess one shorthand way of answering "what is woke" would be "The opposite of all those people saying 'I got mine, fuck the rest of you'".

Since I'm older now and guys always want Daddy to fuck them, for me, the fantasy is being gang banged by a bunch of hot jock boys. A baseball or hockey team would work. One of them would be my son and he loves whoring out his Dad to his teammates.

part 3 When we got into Tom's car I started looking through all the apps and websites in search of any activity for us to start with. I looked on sniffies and saw there were quite a few groups around town advertising for some group fun and a few check-ins at the porn shops in town too. I told Tom about what I found and he said we would check them out but first he wanted to take me to meet a special friend first. My curiosity peaked at this and he wouldn't tell me he just kept saying it was going to be a surprise so I relented and just kept searching for more and more hookup opportunities. We kept driving for a little longer and we pulled up to a very nice modest house making me wonder again what we were doing. Tom parked in the driveway and proceeded to get out and I followed suit. We got to the door and Tom rang the doorbell and we waited. We didn't have to wait long and when the door opened up I was shocked to see a very beefy strong man answer the door completely naked and hard. He was an older man probably in his forties with tattoos covering every inch of his 7ft body, his rippling muscles accented his full tan and piercings in every part that a man would find super sexy. His 12 inch thick cock was pierced with a very large prince albert and there was a jacob's ladder leading down to a nice set of big balls. The curve in his shaft made the jacob's ladder look even more impressive and I had to rip my eyes away when Tom shook me to get my attention. I blushed as I looked up at this man and he smiled and asked me if I liked what I saw and I blushed a bit and told him he looked so sexy. He again smiled at me and winked making me blush more and he grabbed Tom by the waist and pulled him in for a sloppy kiss and ushered us both in. Once inside Tom and this man started to make out again and he proceeded to strip Tom right there in the doorway. Once Tom was naked we walked over to me and started to do the same to me and the feeling of his mouth on mine made me shake some with how soft his lips felt. When I was naked he stepped away again and Tom finally told me who he was and what we were planning on doing here. "Kyle I'm sure you can tell that Rob here and I know each other fairly well and I have kept him up to date on what you and I have been up to as well as your status now and we agreed that you needed more from the source that gave me the gift." I looked at him in shock switching again to look at Rob imagining in my head of Tom being fucked by this titan of a man and I almost lost it right there and we hadn't even done anything yet. I stood speechless for a moment more and then Tom told me more of what would be happening. "Rob here agreed to start our day with a group breeding session here at his house and you and I both are going to be the bottoms for over 50 poz guys so they can add their bugs to us to bring to college and pass along and afterwards we are going to let Rob here tattoo and pierce us both since he is a highly successful tattoo artist and piercer." Hearing this made my dick jump since I had never bottomed for so many guys before and it excited me to no end. I jumped into Rob's arms and started to make out with him like crazy and I felt his cock at its full hardness already start to poke and probe at my hole. Rob kept thrusting up and down, never missing a beat as he continued to shove his pierced tongue down my throat. Rob set me down and said he wanted to make sure the full party was here before he started to fuck. He took both of our hands and led us down into his basement. We started to hear the thumping of music as we descended down the stairs and we were met with applause after Rob opened the door and all in attendance saw us walking through the door. It took us a moment to adjust to the dimness of the room and when our eyes adjusted we looked and saw a full on sex area with so many naked and hard men ready to fuck. Everything you can imagine was in this basement from slings, fuck benches, st andrew's crosses and so many other things for fucking and we were going to be doing everything here. Rob turned the music down so he could address the crowd. "Alright you dirty fuckers here we go we have Tom and Kyle both here now and like I told you before these sexy young men want everything you can think of done to them and make sure that you all give them a load in their holes so they can make sure to spread it around with them when they both make it to college." After you shoot your first load in these boys you are free to use them again or to use anyone at the party but only after you shoot your first load in them so they get the full potency. "So without further interruption let's get this party going." The large crowd cheered as Rob turned the music back up and we were swarmed by the biggest fuck party I could ever imagine. We were both led to the sling area and lifted into them by many hands and strapped in. A screen was wheeled over to me and to Tom and I could see two cameras attached to the screen and the screen was split into two sides. I could see myself and I could see Tom on the other side so I knew they rolled over one where he was to. Rob walked up to me and told me he set this up so it could be streamed live for any dirty horny fucker who wanted to see this party and so I could see everyone fucking Tom as well. I thanked him for all of this and he gave me that amazing smile again and walked to the end of the sling telling me since Tom was his already POZ son from the start it was only fair for him to be the first one to add his strain in from the father source. I was salivating as I saw that Rob had changed the ring in his PA to one that had a rather large ball at the entrance of his piss slit and I looked at him and said for him to bring it on and make me his POZ son too. Rob lubed his cock up and lined the tip of it right at the entrance of my hole and I whimpered with excitement as a bottle of poppers was brought to my nose and I inhaled deeply a few times in each nostril and I was so warm and floating on the high. Rob told me to look up at the screen and I could see that Tom was about to start getting worked over too and he was looking right at the camera so he was eye with me and he told me he loved me and to have fun. I said it right back to him and right after the word fun was uttered Rob took that as his cue and slammed every inch of his thick ramrod into my suspended hole. As stretched as I was from all of the training I was able to skip the sensations of pain all together and I felt nothing but total bliss as this titan fucked me hard. The crowd of men all applauded seeing me take his schlong like a champion and kept cheering more and more to ampt up the both of us. While Rob was plowing my innards I looked and saw that Tom was receiving the same treatment on his end and I loved seeing him be a champ with getting fucked as much as I was too. More poppers were offered me to and I made sure I got a nice big dose making me flying on air again. Feeling Rob's large cock rubbing onto my prostate was getting me ready to blow my own load and I shouted that and he told me he was close too which made the crowd applauded and then someone grabbed a tube which looked like a penis pump and grabbed my cock quickly and inserted it into this tube. Once it was inserted the one who put it on showed me the end of the hose that attached to the tube and I saw a very large electronic butt plug. He rushed over behind Rob and inserted the plug into Rob and Rob saw my confusion and he told me he didn't want any of my load to go to waste so when any of these guys fuck me and make me cum they get my strain while I get theres. This made me smile and I could feel the suction and the pumping start from the tube. Rob fucked me harder and harder and In one final slam I could feel his cock swell and pain my insides with all the hot POZ cum that made my brother and essentially me become POZ. I was in pure ecstasy and my ass clamped down hard on his cock and I started to shoot what had to be the biggest load of my young life. I watched as best as I could so I could see my cum be sucked through the tube and be deposited into Rob's ass and I knew it was a success when Rob told me that the butt plug expanded and shot my load in him. I was breathing heavy and I looked back at the screen and saw my brother doing the same and I knew he got his first load of the day too. He saw me looking into the camera and we smiled at each other and shouted at the same time. WHO'S NEXT?

He raised his eyebrows “did you just cum” I felt so stupid nodding, he grinned and put his arm round my back pulling me close to him and whispering in my ear “sweet” before he bit it “so 15 minute game son?” my body felt like jelly as if my bones had disintegrated and I leant against him “what is it?”, he held me close to him as he hailed a taxi, don’t you worry son, you’ll learn soon enough” The cab ride to his house was surreal, he did not care about the driver, and I found out on that ride that rape is not always about cock, it’s possible for a man to rape your mouth with his tongue and have you do things so fast that your mind is twenty steps behind your body. I found myself in his house, we kissed, and then he put out lines of coke on the table telling me to ‘sniff them up like a good puppy’, the coke was hitting me hard, my head muddled and then my t-shirt was off followed by my jeans, socks and boots, he grabbed me holding me against his powerful bulk as he assaulted my mouth with his tongue again as he roughly groped my hard cock and arse thru my cum soaked briefs, he pulled his mouth away from mine leaving me panting for air as he smiled ripping my briefs off me “so here is the game Robbie boy”, naively I looked round me looking for a play station or something (I know dumb) “what game?”, he grabbed my hand and rubbed it up and down what was a serious piece of meat down his trouser leg “its simple boy, you suck me, and if you make me cum within 15 minutes then I won’t beat and rape your arse till it bleeds” I groaned, the coke was fuddling in my head as I slipped onto my knees my face rubbing onto his crotch, he shoved a bottle of poppers under my nose that sent me into a spin, I still remember his words “breathe through your nose boy”, my head was spinning and them my focus came back as I watched him undo his trousers letting them fall to the floor, his cock was big, not enormous like in many stories but larger than mine, thick too, the end glistened with a glob of precum, I looked up at him as he smirked, “you can leave now or suck, 15 minutes starts at first lick”, even in my coked and poppered mind I sensed I should leave but his cock was so beautiful, I leant forward and licked the jap eye on it, he laughed sitting down pulling me with him my mouth on his cock, I looked up at him, my mouth engulfing his cock as he looked at his watch and then laid back sighing “atta boy, ticky tock the mouse ran up the clock”

Woke up feeling extremely horny on Sunday morning, definitely needing to get some cock. Decided I was going to head into the boiler house sauna in Dublin so cleaned out, showered and headed into town. Arrived at the sauna around 12:30, paid the entrance fee and headed inside, changed in the locker room and headed upstairs. There were a nice number and type of guys already walking about including a few hot daddy types that I definitely liked the look of. I grabbed a quick shower to make sure I was as fresh as possible lubed up my ass and headed into the steam room. I’d never seen it so busy there was at least 10 guys in there. I had my towel over my shoulder as I leaned against the wall eyes closed taking in the heat. It wasn’t long before I felt a hand start to play with my cock. Soon the hand had reached behind and started to finger my ass. A bottle of poppers was held to my nose, I inhaled deep in both nostrils and let the rush wash over me. The 1 finger was replaced with 2 then 3 fingers and I was given the bottle again this time inhaling deep about 3 or 4 times. I was putty in the guys hands as he pushed me forward and bent me over the bench in the steam room the fingers were taken out and my hole felt so empty. I needed something more. I didn’t need to wait long as soon I felt a cock teasing my hole. Normally at this point in a sauna I reach for the condoms as I generally play safe in a sauna type setting but today the thought never entered my head. I was horny, high from the poppers and totally lost in the attention my hole was now receiving. The teasing went on for another bit as I took more hits of poppers, as the rush hit I pushed back onto his bare cock taking him deep inside. He started to fuck me firmly and steadily and as he did a cock was presented to my mouth which I proceeded to greedily devour. I was lost in a cock-bliss but still aware of the audience. The guy fucking me gradually increased his pace and after a few frenzied seconds of slamming my ass he moaned loudly and came hard pumping a load inside me. I continued to suck the cock in my mouth and soon I was rewarded with a mouthful of tasty cum which I happily swallowed. The guy pulled his cock from my ass and leaned over, whispered in my ear enjoy my babies slut, he turned and left the steam room. Instantly I wondered does that mean what I think it does - did I just take a poz load. I didn’t have time to dwell on it as no sooner had he gone that another replaced it. I hadn’t planned on taking loads and certainly not multiple loads but I couldn’t help myself, another few hits from the popper bottle under my nose and I was lost in a world of pleasure. In the end I swallowed 3 loads and took at least three in my ass and had a couple more shot on my back, maybe they were pox loads, maybe they weren’t but fuck I loved being the centre of attention. After I got home that evening I did freak out a little but soon after resigned myself to what will he will be. My next test results will let me know.

Hey guys I just want to give you a heads up that I am going to try and write as many chapters to this story as possible and I don't know how long it will be in-between them so please be patient with me and let me know what you think about it I love all comments especially dirty ones lol I have made a discovery that is going to change lives forever and now I need to test it. I have been going to school to be a doctor and my main focus is HIV and now I have discovered something that will change the world of HIV forever. 4 years previous My name is Kyle and I have been HIV positive since I was 18 after my first hookup with a highschool friend and it changed my life forever. I was shocked and scared at first as was the rest of my family when they saw I was sick and rushed me to the hospital and they heard the results from the doctor. They all took care of me when I got discharged and made sure I took my meds that the doctor prescribed me and they never treated me any differently. When I was better and finally got out of bed without feeling I was going to die I went into my bathroom to see if I looked as I had felt over the last few weeks. When I saw my reflection I was pleased to see that I still looked like the cute surfer boy with my blond hair and blue eyes staring back at me. I ran my hand over my chest and tweaked my nipples and went further down my six pack abs and onto my hard dripping 7 inch cock. It was hard and leaking but I did feel inside that I was different as I swirled around my precum over my thick mushroom head. I felt more energized and hornier than I ever had in my life and some feeling deep inside me said that I needed more sex now that I was no longer neg. I turned around and looked at my ass in the mirror and saw the same muscular bubble butt and slid my finger down my crack till I reached my hole. Once I touched my hole I felt an increasing sense of hornyness and it was like my hole had a mind of its own opening and swallowing my finger all the way through to the base. This caused me to moan and buck my hips more than I can remember over my years of pleasuring my ass and I loved how intense it was. I added a second and then a third finger and like before my ass opened up easily accepting them like the first. I moved my three fingers until I found my prostate and I had to control how loud I was moaning so I didn't have any unwanted intruders to find me like this but I had never felt this much pleasure in my ass before I couldn't stop. My orgasam came with so much force I held onto the bathroom sink as ropes and ropes of cum coated the mirror and the sink. I stood there panting and in a cold sweat and quickly sat on the toilet as it felt like my legs were about to give out on me and quickly tried to catch my breath. Once I felt better I looked at the mirror to see all the cum that landed on it start to drip down onto the sink and pool with the loads that landed there already and quickly grabbed some toilet paper and cleaned up all of it and flushed it down so no one would see any evidence. Just as I finished and returned to my bed there was a knock on my door followed by my dad and mom walking into my room to see how I was doing. They were both happy to see that I was feeling so much better than I had been during my sickness and said that if I felt well enough that the hard part must be over and I could try and return to my normal day to day activates. While they were talking to me I couldn't help but think that my life would never be normal again after what just happened in the bathroom but I smiled at them both and said that I thought so too. They hugged me and left after saying that they hope to see me down stairs soon for dinner. Once the door shut I pulled up my laptop and started to see if there was anything online to explain to me why my body reacted so intensely to what I did but couldn't find anything to help me with it.I closed my laptop and put on some comfortable clothes and made my way downstairs to join my family after being stuck in bed for so long. I sat in the living room watching some tv with my dad and big brother Tom while my mom was finishing up making dinner. At dinner everyone chatted like normal and my Tom asked me what I was going to be doing next after highschool with graduation next month and as he said this he smiled and slid a large envelope my way. My parents both asked me what that was and I didn't say anything but opened it and read the first page. It was an acceptance letter to my first college choice (the same one my brother went to) that I applied to before I had gotten sick and I burst up from the table and shouted that I had gotten into the college on a full ride. I looked at my parents shocked faces as they didn't know that I had applied months ago and they didn't know either that I was going to study to be a doctor. This brought on cheers and hugs from all of my family and when my brother hugged me he said that he saw that my acceptance was delivered and hid it away and waited until I was better to see what it said. Once the cheering died down my mom and dad started to call all the relatives and tell them that I was going to be going to the same college as my older brother and that I wanted to study to be a doctor. While all this chatter went on my brother pulled me into the living room and told me he had a secret he wanted to share with me. He looked both worried and proud and I asked him what was it. He bent down and whispered in my ear that he knew that his friend was the one who pozzed him because he was the one who pozzed my friend after he fucked him. Welcome to the brotherhood my little bro. I looked at him in shock and awe and felt my cock get so hard digesting this news. I never knew my big brother was gay and now after hearing that he was poz and was the one who infected my friend who in turn infected me I couldn't handle the emotions and urges that flowed in me I came right in my pants without touching myself and It was just as intense as it was earlier in the bathroom. Tom could tell what was happening to me and he rushed me into his bedroom and quickly stripped me out of my clothes and put his mouth on my cock as I was convulsing and shooting more and more cum down his throat. I panted as I finished and I felt like I blackened out a bit and Tom picked me up and kissed me sharing some of my load and told me after we finished kissing that I was going to be so ready for what was to cum when I would get to college.

It was a Friday night, and 18-year-old college freshman Alex had just finished his last class of the week. Excited to let loose after being cooped up in lectures all day, he decided to sneak into his favourite bar with some friends. The loud music, bright lights, and strong drinks were exactly what he needed to unwind before a long weekend ahead. As the night wore on, Alex found himself alone at the bar nursing his third beer when an older man approached him. He couldn't place the exact age but guessed mid-forties he had that certain charisma that only came with age and experience. "Hey there handsome," the man said with a smile, "What's your name?" Alex hesitated before answering; something about this stranger made him uneasy. But he couldn't shake off the allure of attention from someone seemingly older and wiser. So he told him his name and found out that his name was Mark. They hit it off instantly, talking, drinking and dancing. Before long, Alex decided to call it a night, he wanted to head back to his dorm place. On their way out of the bar, however, Mark offered him a ride and the offer to crash at his place. Since it was late Alex gratefully accepted his offer, they got into Mark's car and drove off. Alex quickly found himself inside a luxurious penthouse suite overlooking downtown Boston, things took an unexpected turn for Alex when he found himself face-to-face with a fully stocked bar and two lines of cocaine laid out on a glass table. Confused but curious at the same time, Alex watched as Mark casually snorted up one line before turning to him with devilish eyes gleaming in anticipation. "I think you should try this," said Mark, his voice now laced with authority and command as he held out the second line towards Alex who hesitated for a moment before taking it from him nervously. The coldness of the powder against his nostrils snapped him back to reality—this wasn't just about having fun anymore; this man wanted something more from him. As if reading his thoughts, Mark produced handcuffs from somewhere behind his back and snapped one onto each wrist before locking them securely together against a heavy-duty eye-hook in the headboard of his king-size bed. Panic set in for Alex as he realised what was about to happen, or rather, what Mark had planned for him all along. Mark climbed onto the bed and began unbuttoning his dress shirt, revealing a well-toned torso with a scorpion tattoo just above his briefs. Mark lowered his briefs releasing his angry 9" engorged cock. His gaze locked onto Alex's terrified eyes before he pounced on him like a predator stalking its prey. In one swift motion, Mark pulled down Alex's jeans and underwear exposing his ass cheeks to the cool air of the room. Mark grabbed onto Alex's hips roughly and flipped him over, pushing him face-first onto the bed, hard enough that the impact sent pain shooting through his body. Alex felt his ass cheeks spread wide open for Mark. He felt the hot breath of his attacker against his neck before Mark thrust his oozing raw cock into Alex, his enormous cock splitting open the tight ass of his victim. With each powerful stroke, Alex felt the head of Mark's cock slicking up his busted hole in thick pre-cum that oozed out like venom, seeping into every crevice within Alex's body as it relentlessly invaded him. Mark's voice grew more menacing with each thrust, his words dripping with toxic intent. "You think you can resist me? You're mine now, boy. I'm going to fill you up so full of my cum that there won't be any room left for anyone else in your pathetic little life." He laughed darkly as he saw the realisation dawn on Alex's face—this was no game anymore; he had been violated beyond repair. Tears streaming down Alex's cheeks, crying out in despair knowing that there was nothing he could do now but endure this painful torment inflicted upon him by an experienced predator who seemed to take sadistic pleasure in watching him squirm underneath him. Mark leaned over him, chuckling darkly at Alex's moans and whimpers, whispering dirty words of encouragement into his ear while pounding away relentlessly at his now ruined fuck hole, driving home the message that he was helpless under Mark's control now. The fucking continued for what seemed like an eternity until a humiliated Alex felt a warm stream of liquid seeping out of him and onto the sheets below, signalling his ultimate submission to this twisted game of power play between an experienced daddy figure and a vulnerable young man who had willingly walked into his den of sin. The feelings of humiliation and degradation were overwhelming as Mark's monstrous cock pounded away mercilessly at his prostrate form, leaving no doubt in Alex's mind that he had been utterly defeated. Alex sensed a change in Mark's breathing, feeling the familiar pulsing sensation against his prostate gland, Alex knew that it was too late now. Mark's toxic load was about to explode within him, filling up his hole with his potent cum until there was no room left for anything. "Please don't cum in me!" Alex begged. With a primal roar that echoed through the empty penthouse suite, Mark let loose his venomous load inside Alex's ass like an eruption of molten lava from a volcano's core. The hot sticky fluid flowed freely out of him in massive waves, each stroke sending another torrent surging into Alex's already overwhelmed system until finally...with one last powerful thrust...Mark released his hold on Alex and collapsed onto the bed beside him—panting heavily as he stared down at his ruined victim with an unholy gleam in his eyes. As Mark finally pulled out of him with a loud groan followed by a long slow stroke that sent shivers down Alex's spine, he looked into those cold dead eyes once more before collapsing into an exhausted heap beside him. "Enjoy my Poz babies slut., that was a toxic potent load you just took. No one's going to watch your worthless hole now. Imagine being used up and un-fuckable at 18?" Mark laughed in his face. Alex cried silently into the pillow as he felt the cold steel of a butt plug against his tight hole as Mark forced it home to keep his Poz babies in Alex. A sensation so foreign and unwelcome that Alex couldn't help but scream out in pain as it slowly began its descent into his body.

Just booked my ticket for the biohazard party. My first ever! Who else is going? Hope I'll see you there

I never refuse any cock…faggots don’t chose we are chosen. Advancement and commitment are realized when you suck the 2 inch cock of a 400 pound man with the same lust as that of a 8 inch trophy Twink. You crave and are addicted to cum, not the provider. Lately I have bern wearing a blind fold…totally anonymous. I have found this enlightening for several reasons. I crave and desire the pure lust of sucking the cock of anyone without evaluation, caveats, or determination of attractiveness, I find being totally oblivious is the essence of my purpose. The deprivation of visual inputs, being without knowledge of physical characteristics has centered my focus 100% on the only thing that’s important, the worship and service of cock. I find my focus is enhanced and concentrated only on the cock in my throat…there are no external distractions. Today I hosted all all day blow bang…blind folded, kneeling in a corner wearing only a jock strap, From 9 am, unknown men walked thru the door and fed me their cocks. They continued every 30 minutes for 5 hours… my only perception… the feel of their cock in my throat, their length, their girth, the taste of their pre cum and ultimately their cum….thick, watery, huge or a few drops. I felt like the faggot I want to be. I wonder who they were…the next door neighbor, the son of a friend, the homeless pan handler, or the elementary school teacher…I’ll never know, I like that.

This is the start of the true story of how I took my first bareback, if you like this part I’ll tell you rest, this is in the chem sex part as there are chems later, if continued. I was in my early 20’s, not bad looking, some said handsome, pretty cute, pretty good body, I’d moved up to London for work and for the first time could explore my sexuality proper for the first time, I soon found that I was attracted to older men, 20/30 years my senior, there was something about them that got me so hard and turned on. I was regularly frequenting a pub called the Kings Arms or KA in Poland Street in the west end, and I met a lot of big daddy bears that well made me pop my cork, and then I met him. His name was David, he oozed manliness, well built and tall I was in the KA having a drink after work when he walked in, I can still remember my first sight of him because he took my breath away, suited and booted, shaved head, a cocky grin on his face and a bulging crotch that belied its contents. Back then I was shy and I thought I was being discreet and circumspect stealing glimpses of him, now I realise that I must have been so obvious it’s painful. I saw him start chatting to another young lad; I just sighed picking up my beer and went outside for a cigarette. I was miles away daydreaming when I heard those first words “you got a light?” that brought back into reality I looked round to see the ice blue eyes staring intently at me, I nodded lighting his cigar, he smiled, a warm friendly smile “good boy, thanks” and then “so why did you not say hi earlier?”, feigning innocence I shock my head “I dunno what you mean?”, he threw his head back laughing “I saw you checking me out boy”…that word ‘boy’ made me feel heady and hard, I gulped, bit my lip, took a sip of my drink and blushed as red as its possible for a person to blush, he stepped close up to me “its okay lad, what’s your name?”, the heat from his body and his towering presence was intimidating and sexy at the same time, I shuffled my feet and looked up into his eyes “its Rob”, he grinned broadly “nice I like that name, I’m David”, I put my hand out to shake it “nice to meet you David”, he brushed my hand aside and leant in and kissed me right there on the street, I swear I almost dropped my drink and almost lost my load in my pants at the same time. I stood there as he pulled away from me, I was hot and sweaty, the tension in the air could have been cut with a knife and the electricity between us was at about 10,000 watts, I looked around me, no one was paying any attention to us, I looked back at him and he smiled again “So Robbie boy, do you like to play games?”, I must admit I was confused and croaked “games? Yes I love them, why?”, that smile again and a twinkling in his eye as he moved even closer to me, so close I could feel the heat from his body as he leaned in “good Robbie boy, I like games too, wanna play the 15 minute game with me?”, he kissed my cheek as I softly asked “what’s the 15 minute game?”, he chuckled pinching my nipple through my Fred Perry t-shirt “if you come with Daddy I’ll show you” and right then and there in the street I spunked my briefs

Bull. Small governments can be heavily tilted toward one pole or the other just as readily. And not all legislation is legislating "morality". I don't want Gaza leveled either, it might surprise you to know. But that's the thing: in this country, we elect people to make choices for our government, and for good or bad, successive governments on both sides have chosen to support Israel, while only sometimes expressing support for Palestinians. If I were making the decision solely for myself, we might or might not have a very different relationship with Israel. Or with a state of Palestine. If I disagree with the status quo, it's up to me to urge change. But that doesn't mean I get to "opt out" of things simply because I don't like some of the choices my government makes. That doesn't follow. There's actually no consensus on ANYTHING - I can guarantee you that I can find people opposed to just about every policy choice in the entirety of government - so we go with a "majority rules" system, with the exception that certain policy choices are invalid because we've written or amended our constitution to say so. If we had to limit things to "the smallest possible sphere" we couldn't get taxes appropriated to pay for declaring when or if we go on Daylight Savings Time. That's ONE thing that can lead to inflation. So can the mere act of jacking up prices when you (or you and your fellow corporations) simply decide you can charge more for something and people will pay it because they have to. Mises and Rothbard and Hayek believed, or pretended to believe, that consumers could temper that by simply refusing to pay inflated prices and finding cheaper alternatives, but that doesn't work any more. No startup can afford to establish, say, a textiles factory in the US to make socks to compete with ones produced for pennies in southeast Asia, and couldn't sell them at a competing price if they could build the factory. And given how the GOP, in particular, has hollowed out our anti-monopoly laws to allow a handful of giant companies to dominate practically every industry, there's not much chance of that changing, either.

Also going - got my tickets.

As others have said I'd avoid dubious sources - you have no idea what's in it or if it's fake. You generally get what you pay for. Have a look at [think before following links] [think before following links] https://www.iwantprepnow.co.uk/buy-prep-now/ They were testing prep supplied by some overseas online suppliers in the days before it was generally available on the NHS - not sure how recent the information is though. That said, it is important to take Prep with the support of a clinic - you need to be tested clear of HIV before starting - taking it when you're already positive can lead to becoming med-resistant. You also need kidney function testing while you take it, and there are various common medications you shouldn't take when using Prep. In the UK the medical records at the sexual health clinics are separate to your general medical records. My clinic can see my general records but nothing from the sexual health clinic goes into the general records, unless I ask them to. I would seek advice and support from a reputable clinic.

I’ll take dick any position he wants. There are benefits to missionary, doggy, prone bone, all of them. And when I’m topping, I like working through all those positions as well.

Chapter 6 – So, it’s Jason! Chapters 1 through 5 tell about a time when I surrendered all bodily authority to a friend of mine. I’ve been slammed, fucked, fisted, blown, and more. There’s been another guy besides my friend, Steven, there through most of it. I had been blindfolded, but I’m now meeting the other guy for the first time. Well, it wasn’t really the first time. We’d seen each other at the gym several times and chatted a couple of times. I was always excited to see him at the gym, especially if he was nude, but never thought we’d get into a scene like this. “Hey, Craig, I’m Jason.” We shook hands, which seemed a little odd since he had (quite recently) jacked off inside my ass. “Good to meet you, Jason,” I replied. “Somehow, it feels like we’ve already met,” he chuckled. I could only nod in agreement. I knew from my tactile research that Jason was well-built and had a hairy chest and ass, a great dick, and a beard. But now, I could see those full, sensuous lips and stunning green eyes. It had been his eyes that first attracted me to him in the gym. His hot and hairy body was a treat, too. Truth be told, I had jerked off to this fantasy man a few times. He had always seemed like a nice guy, but I thought he was both out of my league and a guy who was probably into vanilla stuff. He was very attractive, and it was now obvious that he went far beyond vanilla in his play! I turned to Jason and said, “You know, I’ve lusted after your ass so many times.” “It’s all yours”, he replied with a sexy grin. First, we were going to get him and Steven more spun. With the slam from earlier and Jason’s load of chempiss, I was feeling no pain. We fired up the pipe, got some good clouds rolling, and had a nice relaxing smoke session. We were playing with each other’s cocks and holes, but I was waiting to go after Jason’s ass once he was in the sling. Once we had enough smoke, I led Jason over to the sling. Steven stayed behind, saying, “I just want to watch this.” That was when I remembered telling Steven about the hot guy I was lusting after at the gym. We both saw him there one night, and I told Steven how much I liked the other guy’s body. Now, the other guy (who I now knew was named Jason) was spread ass in the sling, spun out of his mind, and ready for me to do a full ass assault on him. That’s why Steven is such a good friend. Jason looked amazing lying in the sling. His hairy chest rose and fell with each anticipatory breath, and his abs looked awesome under their coat of hair. His ass was gorgeous: hairy, spread wide, and pulsing as he awaited my ministrations. But the first thing I did was to walk up to the head of the sling and stick my tongue in his mouth. We engaged in a hot makeout session, and then I trailed my mouth and tongue down his body. Of course, I paused at his nipples to swirl my tongue around them, suck on them, and lightly nibble on each. Jason was groaning and moving around in the sling as I teased his body. While I was sucking one of his nipples, I was hit by the smell of his armpit since he had his hands behind his head. I eagerly dove into his pit, licking and nuzzling to get his fantastic aroma all over my face. I worked my way further down his body, pausing to run my tongue through the hair around his navel, burrow into the bush around his cock, and take a few licks at its head. But his ass was my destination, so I sat back down on the chair at the base of the stool and placed my hands on his ass. It felt so great since it was firm and furry. He had a good coating of hair all over his ass, but a wonderfully dark thicket of fur surrounded his hole. Previously, I could only imagine the fun I’d have with this man’s ass; now, I was ready to experience it. I pulled his cheeks apart, letting me see the sweet pinkness in the center. I blew lightly on it while rubbing my hands all over his ass. His hole pulsed eagerly, and I knew that he was as excited and ready as I was. I licked my thumb and used it to stroke over and around his hole. Getting the hair around a hole all matted down with saliva and lube is ridiculously sexy, and I looked forward to making Jason’s hole happy. I lowered my head to his ass and, at first, just rubbed my stubbled face around his ass. The aroma of him was enticing, and I could feel the stirrings of an erection in my cock. It’s rare that I get hard when I’m partying, but Jason was getting me hard. My tongue zeroed in on his hole, and I licked all around it. Seeing all that hair getting wet with my spit was so sexy. I used the tip of my tongue to lightly rub over the top of his hole. His hole was throbbing in anticipation of what would come next. After using the tip of my tongue to tease him, I moved to licking his hole with my whole tongue. I went as low as his balls and then dragged my tongue through his furry crevasse, over his hole, and up through his crack. He had been sweating, and his crack was salty from it. I was literally lapping it up. But his hole was my goal, so I went for it. I used my tongue to probe the inside a bit and then went for a full rimming assault. When I eat ass, I basically make out with it. Licking, sucking, probing, swirling my tongue around. Jason got the full effect. At one point, he tapped me on the head to let me know that he wanted to do some poppers, so I eased off on the movements I was causing to let him hit the brown bottle. Once he was feeling the poppers, I dove back into his ass with renewed vigor. I wanted this handsome stud to feel as good as he had made me feel. I increased the depth of my tonguing and added a finger or two into the mix. I wanted to get his ass opened and ready for the next phase of play. After the poppers rush wore off, I slowed my rimming. Eventually, I sat back and looked over the array of toys that Steven had. I selected a natural looking dildo that was on the larger size and held it up to Jason. “Can you take this?” “Fuck, yeah. I can take that and a lot bigger ones, too.” Damn, this was going even better than I thought! I lubed up the toy and then slid it around his hole. Getting the lube distributed this way allowed us to move on to bigger and better things as the session progressed. Soon, I placed the toy at his entrance, looked up to confirm that he was ready, and pushed it. It slid in easily. I kept pushing until about half of the toy was in his ass. Then, I started to twist and rotate the dildo inside him, moving it around to expand his ass. Jason was clearly enjoying my work, and I was excited to see this. I pulled back on the dildo, almost taking it out of his ass. Watching the hair drag through the lube on the dildo was enticing to me, and I shoved the toy back and forth, enjoying the eroticism of seeing his ass open up before me. Eventually, I got to the point where I was standing up, pushing the dildo all the way into his ass before pulling it back again. Since my cock was pretty firm, I did what comes naturally and dropped the dildo and shoved my cock in instead. I was fucking my fantasy guy from the gym! Admittedly, I’m not much of a bottom, but I do like to fuck an ass every now and then. Steven knows how rare this is and came over to sit on the floor and watch. Jason’s ass felt great on my cock. Warm and welcoming, his ass was a great ride. He offered me some poppers at one point, but I refused them since I didn’t want to lose my erection. He did them and began to ride my cock. I simply stood there while he rocked himself back and forth in the sling, impaling himself on my dick. I looked down at Steven and saw that he grabbed a dildo and was shoving it in his own ass and stroking his cock as he watched us fuck. I fucked his ass for a while, but my cock was losing its firmness. I knew that we needed to get something more into his ass, and I had some ideas. With my cock embedded deep in his ass, I asked Jason if he wanted my fist. He nodded, and that was all I needed to pull out and lube up my hands. When I fist a guy, especially for the first time, I like to learn my way around his ass. So, I started out with some external massage and stretching. Three fingers went in easily, so my fourth was added soon after. I was using all four fingers to drive in and out of Jason’s ass while my thumb rubbed around his ass when my fingers were inside him. He had opened nicely, so I added my thumb into the rhythm. I used my hand to probe around his ass, not penetrating deeply but feeling his muscles relax to let me in. Steven dumped more lube on my hand, and I used the other hand to rub it around. I also put some fingers from my other hand in Jason’s ass to sense the tightness. He was ready. Looking into his green eyes, I placed my hand at his hole and began the entry. He accepted my fingers quickly, but my knuckles were a bigger challenge. I used the thickest part of my hand to massage and probe, and soon, he was ready to take my whole hand inside him. With another look to check that he was OK, I shoved my hand inside his ass.

Bareback, 15 with a guy who was 19 or 20. Didn’t have lube so he used spit and lotion. That part was not so good. Obviously didn’t even know how to prepare but it wasn’t an issue. Family portraits were taken later that night so there’s a permanent record of my teenage post-fucked face.

Athletic Trainer 5 The three of them all chug down their Gatorade. “What took you so long?” Brad asked “I decided to take my guest home. He was barely awake enough to tell me where he lives. I'm here now” Luke put down his bottle and looked at Noah's cummy dick then looked back at him and asked “May I?” “Anything you two wanna do. I'm all yours” Noah said Luke grin and said “that's what I like to hear” He swallowed Noah's still hard dick whole at once. His tongue rubbing all over Noah's dick, licking up every drop of his man juice and sucking it hard. When Brad was about to put his legs down, Luke push them back up and slid three of his fingers in Brad's freshly fucked hole. Seeing that Noah also reaches down and slid three more of his fingers in Brad's hole. “I really opened up Daddy's cunt, didn't I” Noah said with a proud smile Noah quickly found Brad's prostate. He gently making a circular motion rubbing around it. Luke turned his finger around as he stood up and started making out with Noah. Luke tongue aggressive enter Noah's mouth and wrap around his. Almost as if Luke's tongue is stroking Noah's a few times before letting his tongue go. Noah's fingers were massaging around Brad's prostate so, Luke rested his fingers right on Brad’s prostate at first sliding back and forth then he began to apply different levels of pressure. The first strong one made Brad let out an uncontrollable high pitch moan and instinctly he spread his legs even wider apart. The constant stimulation made Brad keeping his mouth open the hole time. Luke straddle over Brad's face and gently lower his cock in Brad's mouth. The first time Luke fingered Brad. Perhaps because Luke's a trainer or whatever the reasons may be. He sure knows his way around a man's body inside and out. He remembers the first time Luke played with his ass. He accidentally shot his load just from Like fingering him, but that didn't stop Luke. Brad tried to stop him bc he just cummed but Luke grabbed Brad’s wrists and held them together and looking right at his face as he continued to play with his ass. Slow and fast. Soft and hard. Caress then rubbing. Somehow Luke knew before Brad even felt it because Brad remembered Luke said “here it is” just before he felt a second orgasm. It was stronger and the previous and a lot more cum. His second load got on Luke's face initially. Then the rest erupted out of his head like an aged volcano. Releasing everything within him non stop for 45 seconds to a minute. It looked two it was two additional loads amount of cum. Not only that. It was only about 1 min or a minute and a half later that he reached orgasm again. He didn't even know his body could do that. “Oh fuck…oh fuck” Brad started groaning but he could hardly speak with Luke filling up his mouth. Brad was not about to bust his nuts like that. “No no not yet” He reached down to stop Luke and was tryin to get rid of the urge to cum because he was so close. Luke stopped for a few seconds then resume doing what he was doing and pick up his pace fucking Brad's face. Brad knew exactly what he was supposed to do so he shoutted “PLEASE SIR.. . Please”. Luke heard that and had a smile on his face even though Brad couldn't see it. He gave Noah a wink then slowly pull his cock out of Brad’s mouth. When Luke pulled his dick all the way out Brad gasped hard for air. Noah was watching while stroking his cock and was so turned on by how Luke dominated Brad. Brad felt kinda embarrassed because he was supposed to be the dominant one today but anything Luke does feel amazing. “So… what do you guys want to do?” Luke asked Brad and Noah looked at each other but neither said anything but smiled at each other. “If you two aren't sure then I know what I want. First, get on the couch and face each other. Give each other a slam. Here. Then a passionate kiss then I want you both to present me your hole so your both should face away from me” While Brad and Noah were tying up each other's arms. Luke walked around and drizzled a generous amount of coconut oil on their shoulder and instructed them both to rub the oil all over after they slammed. The two quickly found each other's veins and acted like excited puppies. On the count of three, they both slowly forced the shot in one other. They both held their breath for a bit when they handed Luke the syringes. The moment they let the drug loose, they passionately wrapped their arms around each other and started applying the oil all over one another. They were both lost in the sex craze that overtook their body and feeling each other’s body up and down. Luke watched for a minute or two then said “Alright boys. Show your holes to me” Both Brad and Noah faced away from Luke and leaned over the backrest of the couch. Luke spread both of their legs wider apart and had one of their legs overlap each other. Brad and Noah continued to make out as Luke slid his lube up, hands up and down their butt crack. He pulled both of their hard dicks back a bit so they pressed against the couch back pointing down. He slides his hands up and down the shafts of their dick admiring how hard they are and lightly fondled their balls and made them moan lightly. At the same pace while he slid his hands up and down their butt crack, he'd slide some of his fingers in their hole but only briefly to get them to moan but then slide out when his hands slide away. He repeated the same repetition until he got the tip of 4 fingers in their hole “Brad. Grab the rag and maximum impact next to you and I want you two to share a good hit. One at the time or together…. that's up to you two” Brad and Noah followed Luke's instructions and after hitting maximum impact, the high was too intense that they both just rest with their head pressed against each other. Luke carefully instructed them to take deep breaths in and out then as they continue the second cycle of breathing exercises on their own he slowly opened up their holes with his hands “That it babes. Surrender your holes to me. I love how it feels to be inside of you both” Luke leaned down and gave both of their butt cheeks a kiss for encouragement. “Now both of you take a deep breath in with your breath open through that rag as deep as you can for as long as you can. Hold it for 30 seconds before letting it out.” Luke kept his hands inserted firmly right against the knuckles of his hands and watched these obedient piggies followed his instructions. As they began letting their breath go, Luke could feel the tension on his hands easing so he pressed his hands forward gently, more so letting their hole press against his hands, and he erased his hands into both of their holes “that's it. You both swallowed Daddy's hands. How does it feel?” Luke's words woke them up as neither of them have ever been fisted before. They both were shocked by Luke's words. Luke felt their inside tighten out of panic and said “relax. I'm not going to move. I didn't force my hands in so you are safe. I'm just going to hold it still. I need one of you to give that rag a good spray and you both take a deep breath from it once more. I'm not moving. I promise” Brad sprayed a ton of maximum impact out of panic and the two breath in through the rag hard twice more on Luke's instruction and fell back in the trance. Luke with his hypnotic voice said “push out and enjoy the sensation that you feel. Every bit of it. Gaspe if you have to but surrender your hole to me. You are totally safe. Daddy will take very good care of your hole so relax” Luke started sliding his hand in and out but hadn't pulled his knuckles back out just yet as he felt both of them are still too tight for that. “now. Without causing discomfort to yourself. If you can, you can reach your hand back to feel Daddy's cock. Feel how hard your amazing holes make my cock hard and dripping. Stroke my cock and imagine it in you” as Brad and Noah did that. Luke applied pressure against their prostate and made both piggies moan as they are both completely lost in the trance and their cock dripping precum like a leaky hose. “Feed Daddy's precum to each other boys” Brad and Noah take turn sticking their index finger in each other's mouth and licking each other's finger thoroughly “Take another deep breath through the rag then let your breath out slowly” Luke said. As Brad and Noah once again entered deep trance, he swiftly worked his hands out of their gaping holes. Both moaned to the sudden feeling of emptiness. He pushed a shard into each of their ass while they are both feeling the darkness around them and nothing else. “Now I need Brad to turn and lay on your back while looking into Noah's eyes. You may kiss him if you wish. Noah in just a few seconds I want to keep your hole open wide, take a deep breath then slowly let it out and lower yourself at your own pace” Luke grabbed both his and Brad’s hung cocks and held them together and lube them up nicely and watched Noah swallow both of their cocks with his hole. He handed Noah some Gatorade with G to prepare him for the pounding to come. Noah's eyes rolled back as far back as they could go but his effort was barely enough as his hole only let in the tips of Luke and Brad's combined dick. The pain slowly brought him back to reality and just when he was about to pick himself up and pull up, Luke quickly covered his face with a heavy dosed maximum impact rag and held it tightly. Like a doll, Noah went limped but not unconscious as he moaned louder than ever swallowing up two cocks with his hungry hole. Luke gently rubbed both of his nipples and pinched them lightly as if he was squeezing milk out of Noah’s hard nipples. He leaned into Noah's ear and whispered “just like that. That's a nice wet cunt, made to please daddy's rock hard cock. Just a little more so until you feel our balls on your ass. Look at these hard nipples and that long trail of pre cum hanging off the tips of your cock. They are proofs that you are meant for this. Take it boy. Take them all the way.” Just before Noah lowered himself all the way to the base. Luke grabbed Brad's ball together and made sure Noah's hole swallowed his balls before reaching the base as he swiftly slid his dick out. He pulled Brad forward toward him as Noah started fucking himself with Brad's cock all the way in him. In his mind, he thought he was still getting double fucked. Luke slide his dick all the way in Brad's unexpected hole and his hand quickly covered Brad's mouth, making sure his dragstic reaction does not break Noah out of his double fucked trance. Luke started pounding Noah's cum left in Brad's hole out of Brad's wet cunt as his dick taking over declaring every part of Brad's wet hole his own. Every time Luke thurst forward also causing Brad to thrust up, making Noah thinks he's being double fucked by these two hot studs. He loved the sensation so much that his bouncing dick was spreading his jizz everywhere until Luke held it steady and pointed it toward Brad. Brad, resisting Luke's pounding, manages to crunch up far enough to swallow Noah's head. Unexpectedly, Noah let out a stream of warm piss. He was so high up on g that in his mind he thought he was cumming, which was too at the same time. At the sight of it, Luke took it easy on his pounding and lifted Brad's legs up further so Noah's dick is easier for him to suck on. Brad couldn't contain the piss coming out of Noah's dick but he heard Luke said “swallow it. Every drop” as Luke made sure the tip of his dick is applying pressure right on Brad's prostate. Brad wanted to moan out loud but kept himself together and swallowed up most of Noah's chem piss. His blue eyes now bloodshot and pulpil dilated and felt his dick erupted deep in Noah's ass. Luke resume thrusting on Brad's prostate made sure that Brad flooded Noah's hole with his chem filled cum for the next 30 seconds. As Luke finally lowered Brad's pelvis and pulled his dick out of Brad's tight ass. Noah fell over. Asleep. “Looks like someone may have a bit too much g. I know you are not done yet. Why don't we clean up his place a bit then carry on at my place” Luke is well aware Brad has a thing for him. He just not ready to be tamed yet but he sure doesn't mind having a hot fuck session with Brad whenever he can” Luke carried Noah to his bed. Lay him on his side with pillows behind his back and pressed against the wall on the other side. When he came out to the living room, brad has already cleaned up everything and left Noah a note with their numbers. It's way late into the night so neither of them think they will run until anyone is walking around and they both think the security guard is gay anyway so they both grabbed their clothes and walked out of the door fully naked back up to Luke's apartment. As they walked up, Luke asked “was it everything you wanted?” Brad said “no quite but it most certainly was unexpected” Brad started replying to his text “but I have to go. I don't think I have it in me to go again tonight. That was two whole body orgasm I just had back to back” As Luke unlocks his door, his hands reaches back to stroke Brad's cock. Brad thought Luke was taking too long unlocking his door and rushed him “hey dude. Hurry up before someone comes up. I'm not worried about us naked. You know what I'm worried about” Brad whispered the last sentence to Luke As they both entered the door Luke backed his ass up toward Brad's now hard again cock. As he swung his front door shut and said “no quite because this is what you were hoping for!?” As he pushed his hole again the head of Brad's dick letting it penetrate Luke's wet hole Brad threw his phone down in front of the couch and said “WTF….. You wanted this didn't you. Your cunt is already pre lubed. And in case you are wondering….yes. This has been what I've been waiting for. Since you started it…..” Brad bend Luke forward on his couch and thrust his dick all the way in and pounded Luke's ass hard as fast for about a min. He paused for a second and reached into his shorts and spread a thin line across his fist and put it in front of Luke's nose. ”This is my best shit. Just this amount is gonna make you a whore through the weekend.” Brad watched Luke snort it clean and said “now beg” “Oh god. That was something” Luke quickly felt his body burning up and said “fuck me Brad. Fuck me” Brad resumed pounding and growled. He quickly reached a dry orgasm but it didn't feel any less satisfying to finally have Luke's meat tunnel squeezing on his dick. “ohhhh ooohhhhh. Ahhhh….fuck …. fuck. Your hole man. It feels so fucking good. Fuck dude. This doesn't count. You still owe me one that I want to be in the driver's seat and do it at my own pace but I do have errands to run. Here. I'm gonna go run some errands. I'll text you when I can come back. When I said I'm coming back. I need you to stuff some of these in your hole and your body will know what to do next. I gotta go” Brad toss Luke a baggie and left in a hurry. He wasn't kidding about that line he made Luke snort. Luke’s Head is burning hot. Lucky for him. He didn't really take Jason back to his place yet. Jason was unaware of Luke's condition but he knew Luke's had a quickie and sounded like Luke hadn't gotten off yet when Luke walked into his bedroom was about to head into the bathroom to play with his own hole in the shower, he saw Jason awake on his bed stroking his hard cock. “Oh hey….sorry. I was just about to get going but I heard you had a guest so I didn't want to intrude….. I'll get going…..” Jason said but before he could finish his sentence Luke already has his whole cock in his throat and slobbering on his cock. He completely forgot Jason was still there but he was just what Luke needed right at that second. Jason let Luke wet his dick enough and didn't say much more he grabbed Luke by his face and gave him a passionate kiss then threw Luke to the left of him and climbed on top of Luke and pushed his dick in all the way. Luke let out a moan of relief and clinched his butt against Jason's hard young cock. Jason loved Luke's body response and grabbed Luke by his hair and shoved his face into the pillows and put all of his body weight on top of Luke with one leg on the knees he mercilessly pounded Luke's hole and gave Luke the remedy he needed at a fast rhythm. After about 2 minutes Jason screamed “oh my god….your hole. Is so addicting. Ahhh Ahhhh Ahhhh” Jason shot his second big load raw and deep in Luke's ass then collapsed on top of Luke. After a minute or so Jason said “I need to get going to let my dog out. Can we……can we do this again?” Luke turned around and gave Jason a satisfied smile and said “maybe…..if we do. Don't forget. You'll have to play by my rule next time.” Jason quickly got dressed and said “for that ass. I'll do anything” then he heads out the door. Luke didn't get up and lock the door. After a minute or two, someone entered his condo and locked the door. Before the person got to his bedroom Luke shouted “bring the bong in the closet with you. Strip down to what I told you to wear and crawled in here” His bedroom door opened, the security guard still have on his tie but nothing else but a jock and crawled into Luke's room like a trained puppy. Luke took a bit hit and shotgun it at him. Then Luke said “go ahead”. The guy swallowed Luke’s dick but got slapped by Luke on the side of his head then Luke said “do you not see what I'm showing you?” Luke intentionally exposed his hole to him “suck the cum out of my hole then spread it all over my cock with your mouth. I haven't cummed tonight. Saved it all for your cunt hole so you better milk it good” This is what Luke likes to do with his boys. He has had many trained willing whores at his disposal to keep him satisfied during his free time. It is just in time he gets the boys from earlier tonight to this obedient state.

So, the Scottish guy returned. All day I hardly could focus on my work because my thoughts were always about the sex with him and the opportunity for a repeat. Since yesterday he missed my real piggy behaviour, I promised him to wait for him without taking a shower and being full with piss. I kept my word and texted him that I was waiting for him. He showed up soon and started to sniff my smelly hairy pits, my balls and soles. I also was eager for his manscent, which was like an aphrodisiac to me. I sniffed his balls, and soles. I pampered them with my tongue. We have an extremely passionate foreplay with lots of kisses. Once I felt that I needed to pee. We went to the shower, he went down on his knees and I opened the tap. I started to spray my golden shower and he opened his mouth and swallowed almost everything. I licked the rest off his body and face. He stood up and I went to my knees and started to suck his cock. I gave him a nice deepthroat suck until he pulled me up. We continued the kissing for a while. Then I turned back bent over the wall and positioned his cock into my hole. When he was inside he stated to fuck me like no tomorrow and he deposited his extreme amount of jizz. When he pulled his cock our, a huge amount of jizz spilled out of my hole. The rest is just being absorbed. It was so intense that I just started to beat my cock , when it exploded shooting all my loads on his cock. And now the miracle is coming; he lives in Berlin and we will meet there.

You haven't listed what country you live in on your profile. There are some countries where it is criminal offense to order medications from overseas. Packages can be checked by border control, and if linked to your home address, could result in prosecution. Just make sure that you are not breaking the law before you proceed. I had a friend that used to order Prep from the far east before it was available on prescription in the UK. The issue is that you don't know what is in the tablets. You run the risk of them being completely ineffective or worse still, they may contain something that could make you very ill due to an allergic reaction. A lot of these medicines produced overseas can be genuine but other have been found to be contaminated and manufactured in backstreet laboratories. If you live in the UK Prep is available for free form sexual health clinics. Your doctor does not get informed that you are receiving the medication unless you give them permission to do so.

@IrishBoi: To answer your question, I'm going to give you what is strictly my opinion, and that is "No, you should not become poz." It's not just that "stay negative" is my default advice, although it is; it's that you have identified several potential issues you'd need to resolve. For starters, you note that all the poz people you know are undetectable. That is, in fact, the status for the overwhelming majority of gay men in the developed western world who are poz and who know it. Of course, there are always poz men who don't know (and thus have never gone on medications), and there are a handful - not many - who avoid meds, sometimes to their detriment. But they're a small minority of poz men in the west. Second, as you note, a lot of undetectable guys want nothing to do with chasers. They became poz not deliberately but because of misplaced trust, a broken condom, substance abuse problems, a drunken fling, or whatever. Some of the ones who've been poz the longest gave up trying to prevent it, back in the days when infection rates were high, so they could stop stressing and worrying about every single sexual encounter. But almost all of them decided they'd rather live a long life, and the introduction of modern HIV medications made that possible. Not a lot of them are going to want to give that up just to help you "cross over." Third, you yourself note that you have issues with taking pills, and while I wouldn't call my HIV pill "massive", it's larger than the ones I take for controlling my blood pressure, my cholesterol, etc. On the other hand it's considerably smaller than my daily vitamin or the handful of joint/heart supplements I also take. If you did manage to become poz, I can assure you: unless you're one of a very few lucky non-progressors, within a relatively short period of time, maybe ten years, you'll likely be fighting to stay alive and active, if you can't take the medication. Fourth, you say you've "fully considered" being poz, but I can assure you, the reality, especially if you can't take medications, is nothing you've thought about. If you don't know anyone poz who isn't undetectable, and haven't watched anyone in the hospital who's wasted away from 200 lbs down to 120 in five months because his body's giving out, you haven't "fully considered" anything. Yes, yes, I get it: there's a forbidden element to HIV conversion, which many of us have eroticized. But the reality is really divorced from the fantasy if standard treatment isn't an option, and it sounds like it isn't for you.

I'm always amazed, while generally anatomically similar, how different things are down there - different angles - different feelings on my cock - and different levels of intensity for them. I definitely LOVE all aspects of the deep ring opening up for me - and it gripping my head as I pop in and out. Some guys that ring comes up quickly, almost half stroke in, and usually is much more of a struggle to open. Position seems to make a big difference, and they think they won't be able to take all of me - until suddenly all of my manhood slides in hip deep. The bottoms' pride of accomplishment seems to be almost as good as the stimulation itself. Other times, sometimes after a lot of warm up a "firm hand" is needed to get hip deep - its just not gonna go in without a little push. A good kiss, some dirty talk, and then just slowly muscling it home. Always provokes a good squirm - but moments later - they are ready for more and are in heat! Then there are those that are quite "hung inside" - and only those really really deep thrusts hit the ring. Maybe not even push thru but mash it good. You can feel it - they can feel it - but it's only when you want it to be felt! This seems really common, especially on the taller fellas but so many exceptions to the rule here...

I refer to that room within a room as the inner sanctum. Conscious breeding past the second hole is a spiritual experience for me which is why I don't knowingly breed atheists nor agnostics.

So there I was, stark bollock naked sucking on David’s nice cock, it truly was a beautiful knob about 7.5 inches, thick, as I sucked I ran my tongue over the veiny surface eliciting words of encouragement from him, as well as ‘tick tock’ I sucked using every ‘trick’ I had, swirling my tongue, deep suction, everything, I was nervous, I had been fucked plenty of times but not by anything like him, I had tears in my eyes as I worked looking up at him as he smirked “my cock looks great in your gob boy but it will look better up your bum” and always as the minutes counted down, “tick tock 12 minutes left”, my jaws ached but I kept sucking, something in me drove me on as I knew if David fucked me it would be it would hurt, his cock seemed to grow even thicker in my mouth as he rested his hand on my head helping me to bob it up and down on his cock “seven minutes left boyo, sweet I wonder if you’ll do it?”, I held his balls, so big they barely fitted in my hands as I frantically sucked him, and all the time those words over and over again counting down “tick tock five minutes”, then “tick tock three minutes”, and then he grunted “one minute boy, that’s all you have before I get to rape your boy hole”, I sucked harder, I was literally sucking as if my life depended on it but I did not achieve my aim as his final words rang in my head as he pushed my face off his cock “tick tock, times up, now its fucking time”, I teared up, I know I did “I can do it” but he simply smiled in a cruel sarcastic way “nope son times up” I knelt on the sofa, my arse was bright red, he’d not lied about beating me, I’d been spanked so hard that I had tears and snot running down my face, as he’d dragged me over his knee I’d struggled but with that first stinging swat on my big round arse I was shocked and then with every slap of his hand on my bum I became more and more submissive under his control until I just laid over his knees my body shaking with as spank landed on my arse. Back to kneeling on the sofa, one of his big hands rested on the small of my back just above my arse, I dared not move as he shaved my arse and crack with a cut throat razor “if you move boy you’ll get cut”, the cold steel of the blade felt strangely soothing on my hot burning bum as he effectively removed my last remnants of ‘manliness’ away, he was whistling as he shaved me, a song I can’t remember but it was surreal as it was almost as if he was doing a household task rather than shaving a lads arse at least 20 years his junior. His voice had a mix of desire and pure mocking as he cleaned the shaving foam off my arse “sweet, lovely smooth boy bum, just right for Daddy”, desperately I pleaded over my shoulder with him “please let me try again, I can suck you off”, he actually sneered at me as he massaged my hard cock and balls “nope baby boy, my sweet little cub you made a deal and you lost”. He slapped my bottom again, hitting the already red raw tender flesh “so my boy you going to give it up or do I have to rape you?”, my shoulders sagged I did not want to get raped and though I was terrified my own cock was hard in his other hand as he gently massaged it, I was still looking over my shoulder, my green eyes meeting his steel blue ones, I whimpered “please don’t rape me”, he rubbed my bottom and spat on my hole “as you asked so nicely there’s some lube” I shuddered and shook my head “please Daddy, that’s not enough”, I’d called him daddy without even thinking, he smiled at me “I like you calling me Daddy”, I bit my lip looking at him “I like calling you Daddy but”, he slapped my arse making me cry out “but what son?”, I was crying, deep heart felt sobs as he rubbed his fingers up and down my crack, rubbing and feeling my hole which despite my best intentions was yearning for him to fill me, “I need more lube than that, please”, one of his fingers poked at and penetrated me pretty roughly making me yelp as he immediately started to finger fuck me “no you don’t son, and as your Daddy I know best”, and then he sniggered “I may booty bump you if you ask nicely son”, again my naivety came to the surface, showing him how inexperienced in some things I was and as he fingered me and wanked me at the same time I groaned “what’s a booty bump?”. The smile on his face reminded me somewhat of the ‘joker’ from batman “well I’ll tell you what son, I’ll show you then its time for part two of the 15 minute game”, I croaked “part two??”

As someone (and I can't remember who, unfortunately) put it: it's like being on an airplane where meals are still served, and the flight attendant tells you that your choices are chicken, or a shit sandwich filled with shards of glass. Being undecided at this point in the election is like looking at those choices and asking "How is the chicken prepared?"

That's what I think to myself when a man is fucking my hole and I'm telling him to breed me. Feels like freedom.

Just took a load at end of my block which is a dead end by some random stranger. He had a small but thick cock. Came a lot. I’m in bed now thinking about riding my dildo to push it in deeper. I did that w the other loads I took this week. 4 load I’ve taken in the past 4 days.

Go to Meat Market at Club Church, where they put a blindfold on you and tops just fuck you as they please. If you're in shape you'll get 20-25 easily.

18 year old Twink? Go hit the cellar at Cuckoo’s Nest.

You're very welcome. As @Poz50something noted, there's some sort of myth about a "community" of poz barebackers that you can join by becoming poz, but it's just that - a myth. It wasn't always necessarily so. Back when AIDS was first discovered - and when HIV was identified as the cause - the affected community DID have to come together, because we were shunned not only by panicked straight people, but also by other gay people who weren't poz. You're way too young to have seen the reaction to the world as a whole when gay men suddenly started dying of a mysterious illness, one that couldn't readily be diagnosed until the onset of one or more of what were called "opportunistic infections" - the kinds of infections that were killing gay men whose immune systems were completely collapsing, even though these infections were almost unknown in the broader world (or were easy to treat in other cases). I was fortunate, if one can call it that (and I hate that word in this sense) that I lived in a relatively small city far from the big population centers where HIV initially spread rampantly - New York City, San Francisco, Los Angeles. Once HIV was identified and a test developed to detect its antibodies, we learned that as many as HALF of gay men in San Francisco - one of the two centers of gay culture in the US - were HIV positive. Virtually every one of those people tested then are dead, many decades ago. The problem for the rest of the country, of course, is that thousands and thousands of gay men traveled to those cities from other places every year, having sex with locals, and bringing the infection back to their local community. Local mores being what they are, it didn't usually spread as far within those smaller towns and cities, but it didn't stay contained to the original person, either. Public reaction was predictably horrible. One very prominent conservative pundit called for mandatory tattooing of a "positive" indicator on the asses of gay men who tested positive, so that at least anyone who had sex with them would be informed (as though most of us weren't being up front anyway). Ambulance companies would refuse to transport early victims to the hospital because they didn't know if the disease was transmitted by air or not, and gay people weren't important enough, generally speaking, that anyone was outraged by that kind of behavior. In that kind of environment, the healthier poz guys stepped up to help care for others (along with, to be fair, a lot of negative gay men willing to help). Even more so, lesbian groups did even more; since they were (broadly speaking) far less likely to get infected, they did a lot of the "on the ground" work of caring for their poz friends and brothers. They were often the only reason gay men didn't literally die in the streets, as they helped establish some of the earliest hospices to care for the dying. That was then. Importantly, even though there WAS a community of people coming together in the face of being poz, it was a community none of us WANTED to be in. There's only been this "eroticization" of HIV in the last couple of decades. In fact, I'd say there were perhaps five main overlapping periods: --Panic and fear, because we didn't know what was going on (until about 1985); --Resolute fighting and demands for improved care and treatment (1985-early 90's); --A kind of resignation that if becoming poz is likely or inevitable, we might as well let it happen so we can stop stressing after every sex act (early 90's to about turn of the century); --Dawn of hope that new medications could extend life by some substantial unknown amount of time (1996-2010 or so); and --The discovery that getting to undetectable meant inability to transmit the virus, coupled with the development of PrEP to prevent infection in the first place (early 2010's - present). As far as I can tell, the eroticization of HIV infection didn't begin to take hold until the third and fourth periods - people began fantasizing that, well, if I'm going to become poz, let's make it deliberate and something done knowingly to me, making me part of that community. The irony is that the "community" was already on its way out, because government had finally sort of gotten its act together and was helping provide treatment, and being able to become undetectable meant HIV-positive people didn't have "that look" that outed them as poz. Most of the things that brought us together - fundraisers for HIV care, to pay for special HIV hospices, demonstrations to demand research and action - were going by the wayside.

Just left...after 4 years, He owns a piece of my heart. i have no idea if He realizes it, i think He likes me, but mostly i'm convenient sex. And that's fine, sex is better when it's convenient and available. He owns my hole and can have it whenever He wants. It had been a couple of weeks, then last night He called after i had just gotten home from a 13 hour shift at the end the hospital. i didn't get the first call, but He called again. He said: "I know you don't usually do anything cause youre tired at the end of work, but i really want it." i responded: let me prep for you and i'll text You when i'm ready. i sucked Him, and He was very horny and vocal, then wanted to breed me. Damn, it was so good. Creamy and gaped, on His way out He asked if He could come by today... and He just left. Again, i'm full of His seed and gaped.

I've certainly asked my scene partners about their experience living with HIV. I think it comes down to HOW you ask - if they volunteer their status, it's not really being nosy. It's disclosure, which is proper. There's also context, and everybody's story is different. For me, I think the correct way is to ask in person so the inflections of voice may be heard. Texting and Grindr do not offer this possibility unless you are sending recorded voice messages, which can be rather impersonal and like talking to a wall. I enquired with my scene partners if they feel comfortable sharing their story, their experience. One guy got it completely by accident - he went and had some fun too soon after doing a modification to his body and came in contact with infected blood. Another one's boyfriend lied to him about his status. And another got it from a downward spiral of drug use, whoring around, and not caring who seeded him. If they aren't comfortable, don't pry. If they are, listen and be prepared to offer a sympathetic ear. And certainly don't go to a place of judgment, even if they say it was their own damn fault. One guy who told me his story broke down in tears because he hates that it turned out that way. And he was still struggling with the result at the time we were getting to know each other even though years had passed.

I sat there in what most would consider a sleazy motel room waiting for my appointment to arrive, it wouldn’t take long maybe an hour, unless he was really hot and our chemistry clicked. I looked over to the wall clock, it read 10:15, he was late I checked my phone, no message, I was about to open the browser and schedule another when his text came through C: “sorry sir my bus was late, please wait for me, be there in five minutes” M: “ok but not another minute later or you go without” C: “yes sir, getting off the bus now, running for your location” I had purposely selected a Motel off the beaten path, as I liked my privacy and my clients were a special bred. I checked my phone again, 10:17 pm September 19th 2028, just warm enough out to make the boy sweat a little and be musky. It was just over 10 years since the turmoil when a minority elected a faux leader who would pit citizen against citizen, race against race, rich against poor and middle class. It was a turbulent time and the nation was finally beginning to heal from the wounds afflicted. It was also a time of discovery and progress, a time to rejoice the medical breakthroughs which would lead to a different kind of turmoil. I was just a teen when the political strife occurred but shortly after my 18th birthday I got infected with the gift that keeps on giving. I came late to the HIV scene and was one of the new epidemic as they called it. What the authorities didn’t know is I sought out my gifter and willing got impregnated with his virus, it was after the country had had enough and I didn’t think I had much to live for anyway, I choose not to take meds and slowly progressed towards AIDS, I had no respect for those who I had sex with or didn’t think I was desirable, I don’t know why I did it other than low self-esteem and not being able to see a bright future, I guess you could say I didn’t give a flying fuck. Then as the turmoil was ending and the healing process of joining the different factions together a breakthrough in HIV research was announced, through clinical trials they were able to Cure 95% of the participants and the remaining 5% remained stable without any further anti-retroviral drugs, although they still showed antibodies present and active RNA of the bug in their system it was not progressing beyond just replacing itself, not spreading. The country celebrated that the epidemic could now come to a close, and all those infected could be immunized and Cured. I had found it hard enough to find someone who was willing to fuck the virus into me, with so many of those infected on medications and undetectable, just as he had difficulties finding a willing recipient, with so many of men having sex with men on Prep, and the rest requiring condoms, bugchasers were hard to cum by, even in metropolitan areas. Now the government was promising to cure anyone who had been infected, it would be next to impossible to find gifters for those who like me had a twisted mindset, and wanted the virus to live on. By my early 20’s due to my failing health I was on public assistance and was required to go get immunized so that I might be cured. The whole time I was thinking what the fuck I fought so hard to get the virus and now they were taking it away with just a shot or two, fuck , fuck FUCK, what was I to do? I had connected up with a group who routinely had Pozzing parties, for what few Bugchasers who were willing to come out of the darkness into the light of the Poz Brotherhood, so after I was immunized I headed over and took as many high viral loads as there were cocks hard enough to fuck me, many like me who had sought out the bug continued chasing trying to gather new strains and other virus’s. and we were equally willing to fuck some Negative holes to keep the bug growing. I think I took 10 loads of highly infectious bug seed that day and went home with my 22 year old hole dripping with toxic seed, HIV, HPV, gonorrhea, and syphilis, with a little chlamydia thrown in. I would be dripping and sore for days as the various bugs fought back against the CURE. Days later I was sicker than a dog, I hadn’t had the flu this bad since my seroconversion four years earlier. I became dehydrated, nauseous and had aches all over my body, the night sweats were epic and the fever would bounce around between 99 and 104. I was also so weak I barely was able to get out of bed, yet my cock was constantly rising to the occasion, when my friends would come over to check up on me, give me sponge baths and feed me some nutrition I would end up making out with them and then breeding them with my new found libido or if they had me in the tub I’d drink their piss and present my empty hole to them so I could take on more loads, I was sick but extremely horny. After my bout of flu that lasted just under 2 weeks I began to feel better than I had in years, I had the energy of a teenager again, not to mention the libido, the wind would blow or a cute guy would walk by and my once shrunken phallus, due to the meds they forced me to use, to stay on assistance, would spring to life with a renewed vigor. Where I once was lucky to get it hard enough to breed a guy at around 6 inches was back to the 9 that I occasionally got in my teens, that and my cum loads were just as powerful as they were when I was pre HIV. Guys who I occasionally hooked up when during my AIDs diagnoses were constantly calling to get my big cock buried into their holes, many of them having taken the CURE as well, my doctors after 6 months told me while I was not free of the virus I was stable and no longer needed medications to keep me such. I had a renewed vigor and was soon working a relatively high paying job and became no longer eligible for assistance, I moved into a nice townhouse and started having hope in the future again as the country was beginning to heal from the turmoil. Then it happened one of my regular fuck buds stopped calling, and he disappeared, we had met up about a month ago, just before he called to say he was under the weather and cancelled one of our fuck sessions. I didn’t think it odd at the time but then more of my friends who gave me benefits stopped calling, seemingly disappearing from the radar.

A lot happened over the next few months. Simon texted me a few times, but I didn't want to see him, I just wanted to put the whole thing behind me and forget it had ever happened. I went back to my boyfriend, and everything pretty much returned to normal. Then I started noticing that when Simon would get home, he wouldn't always be alone. I'd hear his hip-hop music pumping as he drove onto our street, then I'd hear him walk past my window, but with the click-click-click of some girl he'd picked up at the clubs walking next to him. Sometimes they'd be talking, and it seemed like I never heard the same girl twice, it was always someone different. Then they'd go back to his place and do who-knows-what. At first it didn't bother me, he had his life and I had mine. But then I started thinking back to the way he had nibbled my ear and kissed my neck when we were cuddling, and how his chest felt pressed up against my back…. And the thought of someone else getting to feel that instead of me -- a lot of 'someone else's -- made me feel cheap, like it hadn't meant anything to him. And then it made me feel angry, that they all got to feel that and I didn't. And then I realized I wanted to see him again. So I went crawling back to him, just like he'd said I would, and I think he liked that even more than if I'd given in right away. For the next few months, he had me over whenever he couldn't find any 'bitches' to fuck. And he loved to humiliate me: one time he made me wear panties while we were cuddling, the next time he fucked me late at night outside on the balcony. Another time he made me talk to my boyfriend while he was deep inside me, and the next time he wrote "SLUT" on my forehead in marker before he'd let me go home. He always let his roommate fuck me afterwards, just like the first time, and he never let me see the roommate, so I still didn't know what he looked like. He was always thinking of some way to make me feel like worthless trash, but he could be so sweet and tender when he felt like it, that I just kept going back. Meanwhile, I caught my boyfriend cheating on me, and I stopped talking to him for a while. Well, Simon didn't like that at all, and after he gave me a piece of his mind a few times, I got back together with my boyfriend. I don't know if he liked the thought of my boyfriend sleeping around behind my back, or if he just liked fucking a cheater (me), but whatever the reason, Simon fucked me extra hard when I told him I'd gotten back together with my boyfriend. And lastly, this high school boy and his family had moved in across the street, and I sometimes saw him and his brothers playing on the sidewalk with their bikes and their skateboards or whatever. The boy was beefy and Latin, and good-looking I guess, but I never really paid him much attention…until I noticed Simon chatting with him every once in a while. They would goof around and laugh, and pretty soon I started hating that boy. Why didn't Simon ever goof around with me? Why was he always trying to humiliate me? I tried to ignore them. Anyway, it was a Friday night, and Simon was hungrily eating my hole, making me tell him about my latest date with my boyfriend. I hated talking about private time with my boyfriend when I was with Simon, I always felt like Simon was laughing at him for being such a blind fool. But every time I stopped talking, I got a hard slap on the ass, so I kept going. When I got to the part where my boyfriend had fucked me and had cum inside my ass, Simon moaned approvingly as he ate me out. Then he moved up and started lining his hard cock up with my hole, like he'd done so many times before. Having prepared for this, I said, "Hold on one sec, I have some --" and I reached down into my jeans and pulled out a couple condoms I'd brought with me. Simon had fucked me about six or seven times now, and he'd never used a rubber, and he'd never pulled out. I'd been too afraid to say anything before, but now I thought maybe he cared enough about me and my health (and my boyfriend's) to wrap it up. He knew I wanted his cock, but he really did hook up with a lot of other people, and I didn't want to catch anything or give anything to my boyfriend. "Can you -- can you wear one of these this time?" I asked him. "The fuck is that?" Simon asked. He was not happy. "They're…condoms. We've hooked up a few times, and I just thought…we should be safe, you know?" The room was dark, but from the pale light coming in through the blinds, I could tell he was staring at me, unamused. I saw something dark and a little scary flash behind his eyes, then he said, "Open it." So I opened one of the wrappers and took out a condom, not sure why he was looking at me like that. "Unroll it." "But, it has to go on your --" I started to say, but he raised his hand and lifted it back, so I stopped talking and quickly unrolled the rubber like he said. "Now throw that shit on the floor," he said, and I realized he wasn't going to put it on. I threw it down, then he made me do the same with the other one, then the wrappers. "We're not gonna have this conversation again, are we?" he said, looking into my eyes menacingly. I shook my head, and after a second, his expression softened, just a little. "Now turn around," he ordered, "face down, ass up." I did what he said, and he gave me a brutal fucking that night, pulling all the way out and slamming all the way back in, making it hurt more than usual. I realized he was probably looking at his bare white cock every time he pulled out, and plunging it all the way back into my submissive hole just to prove a point. Finally, after what felt like forever, he said, "I'm gonna bust my fuckin' nut inside your cheatin' ass, just like your boyfriend does." And he did, just like all the other times he'd fucked me. After he came down, he pulled me up against him and cuddled tenderly with me, as if our conversation and that brutal hate-fuck had never happened. As he was gently kissing my neck, he quietly remarked "I need your help, baby doll." My heart fluttered. He needed me for something?? Well that feeling got crushed immediately when he continued, "There's this kid across the street I wanna get my dick inside, and you're gonna help me." "Me?" I asked, "What do you need me for?" I could feel my blood start to boil, as I thought of Simon laughing and talking to that new kid like they were buddies. I hoped that wasn't who he was talking about. "This Mexican boy Jaime just moved in across the street," he started explaining, and I felt something in between heartbreak, anger, and jealousy, as I knew it was the same kid. Why wasn't I enough for him? Then I realized how stupid that thought was, when I was the one stepping out on my boyfriend. "He turns 18 in a few days, and I wanna be the first one in there, cuz that shit ain't goin' stay cherry for long, nahmean?" If I was understanding him correctly, Simon wanted to take this kid's virginity before anyone else did, but god he was young! And so innocent. He still played on his little trick bicycle and scooters with his little brothers. Had I looked that innocent when I was 18? Then I remembered one of the first guys I'd hooked up with had been twice my age, so maybe 18 wasn't such an innocent age after all…. "So what do I do?" I asked, still not understanding what any of this had to do with me, and not really wanting to be a part of it, either. "I just need you to be there for…moral support," he said, "to make him feel comfortable 'n' shit." This still didn't make sense to me, but as he nibbled my ear and slid his hand down to my cock and balls, I agreed to help him. He needed me, and that was enough. A week later, I was back at Simon's place working on his cock while he was texting with the kid, who was trying to get away from his family and come over. I just wanted it to be the two of us, without that stupid kid ruining everything. But it's what Simon wanted, and he knew I couldn't say no to him. So I stayed on his fat cock, trying not to think about how many people he'd fucked with it since I'd seen him last. "Oh snap," he said, "kid's comin' over. Can't wait to get this hard cock in that phat virgin ass!" As he said this, he pushed my head all the way down on his cock and made me gag for an extra long time, slapping my hands away when I tried to come up for air. Finally he let me go. After I had caught my breath a little and wiped the slobber off my face, he took me delicately by the chin and pulled me right up to his face, so close I thought he was going to kiss me. "I'm so glad you're here, baby doll," he said to me so quietly, "I couldn't do this without you." And I think at that point I would have done anything this man had asked. "Now get back on my fucking dick," he said, and pushed his cock back down my throat for a few jabs, before extracting himself from my hold, getting to his feet, pulling on a pair of shorts on and leaving me alone in the bedroom. Why was he always messing with me like this? Did he like me, or was I just a fuck to him? And why did I keep coming over?? When he came back into the room with Jaime, he was grinning from ear to ear, obviously pleased with his latest catch. Jaime looked happy, too, but nervous. I watched as Simon took off Jaime's clothes, and saw that Jaime was already hard. Simon had him lie down on the bed on his back. "Have you ever gotten your dick sucked and your ass licked at the same time?" he asked Jaime. Jaime shook his head. "Well you're about to," Simon said, as he lifted up Jaime's legs and dove in. I took that as my cue to work on this kid's cock, so I did, even though I knew nothing about him and technically hadn't even spoken to him yet. What was I doing? Well, Jaime loved the attention, and I started warming up to the whole idea, too. He seemed like a nice-enough kid, and in a way I guess it was hot to work with Simon to make him feel good. I started rubbing his body and playing with his balls, and he liked that, too. Then Simon started working a finger inside his hole, and after Jaime relaxed onto that, a couple more, asking "Are you ready to get fucked, Jaime?" "I think so," Jaime answered, so Simon spat on his cock a few times and lined it up with his hole. "I'm just gonna go in a lil' bit so you can get used to it, alright?" Jaime seemed okay with that, and nodded. So I leaned directly over where Simon's hard white cock was rubbing against Jaime's virgin brown skin, looking so evil and menacing. I could stop all this right now, save this kid's innocence, keep him from the life of cheating, lying, humiliation, taking loads from complete strangers, and worrying about the consequences that I'd found myself in since I'd met Simon, but then I got another flash of all the times the two of them had been joking around easily, right outside my fucking window, rubbing in my face how happy they were together, and how much more Simon liked Jaime than he liked me. And that's when I decided this kid deserved what was coming to him. If he was going to get the fun, easygoing Simon in public, he was going to get the sick, twisted Simon in the bedroom, too. So I spat a few more times on Simon's cock, and watched with dark satisfaction as it sank, inch by inch, into this kid's dumb, unprotected hole. To his credit, Jaime took Simon's thick cock like a champ, eyes closed in concentration. Then, when it was about halfway inside, Jaime opened his eyes and said, "Oh wait, are you wearing a rubber right now?" I surprised even myself by saying, "Don't worry, he's only like this much inside you," holding my fingers barely an inch apart. "He's just letting you get used to him." "Oh really?" Jaime asked, obviously in some pain. "It feels like he's all the way in already." "Just relax," I said, rubbing his hairless boy-chest, "this is your first time, so you have to let him loosen you up. Do you want me to suck your cock again?" He nodded, so I went back down to his cock, and I saw Simon give me a big grin, like he was so proud of me. A nd that's when I knew I was doing the right thing. When Simon finally got all the way inside Jaime's ass, he started to slowly pull out and push back in, as I slowly worked on Jaime's cock, not wanting him to cum yet. Simon was getting into a rhythm, and as I looked up at him, I could see the satisfaction on his face. Then Jaime asked, "Okay, can you put a rubber on now?" But Simon didn't say anything, he just kept fucking him slowly. It was weird to be watching Simon do the same thing to this kid that he'd done to me the first time he'd fucked me. Jaime didn't know what to do, so after a few seconds, he looked over to me for help. But instead of helping him, I said, "Don't worry, Simon's always really careful, he almost never hooks up and he always plays safe except with people he trusts. I have a boyfriend but I still let him fuck me because he's always safe. Wait, you're clean, right?" The kid nodded with wide eyes. "Okay good," I said, "then he can trust you, too. You don't have anything to worry about, just relax and enjoy him inside you. Is he starting to feel good yet?" He nodded again. "Awesome, you're doing so great," and he smiled at me. God, this kid was dumb and deserved whatever he got. I went back to playing with his hard cock and balls to distract him, while I watched Simon looking like a stud, pounding his thick meat into this formerly innocent high school boy, taking this prize he'd had his eye on for months. After Jaime was opened up and stopped asking about rubbers, Simon really started fucking him with gusto: on his back, on his side, on his hands and knees, on his stomach, and then on his back again. "You're doin' so great, kid," Simon said with a big smile, obviously happy to be the one corrupting this teenager, continuing by commenting "You're almost done." With that, he started really pounding Jaime, making him feel it, and sending shockwaves through the kid's beef that were hot to watch. Jaime took it like a pro, and I was amazed his cock stayed hard through it all -- Simon really was being rough with the kid, but I liked seeing him in discomfort under Simon's onslaught. Then Simon started moaning, and I knew he was about to cum. I half expected Jaime to beg him to pull out or something, but I guess my lies to him earlier about Simon being 'careful' and 'safe' had done the trick, because he just watched Simon get closer and closer as he fucked him, and didn't say anything. Simon gave a few last, brutal thrusts, and moaned loudly as he shot his cum of unknown status deep inside this dumb teen's unprotected hole. I could tell Simon was very pleased with himself, because his mouth was open in a big smile as he looked up at the ceiling and slid his cock in and out a few more times. He slowly pulled out, then crashed on the bed between me and Jaime. "Fuck, kid, you were great," Simon said, which made Jaime smile, too. "Definitely worth the wait. And that was your first time getting fucked?" Jaime nodded. "Fuck, that's hot, son." After catching his breath for a few seconds, Simon looked down at Jaime's cock and said, "Looks like you're still hard. You ready for the other part of the deal?" Jaime nodded with a big smile. Well it sounded like Simon was going to get Jaime off, or maybe let Jaime cum on his chest or something. That sounded alright, but it looked like my part in this entire twisted thing was over. Then Simon was on top of me in a flash, grabbing me and pulling me down onto the bed. He'd done this to me enough times for me to realize I was wrong again, and that the other part of the 'deal' was the kid fucking me now, whether I wanted it or not. And incidentally, I didn't. Simon never lined up guys for me to fuck after he'd fucked me, actually he always did the exact opposite, and let his roommate fuck me, too. And he and Jaime had had this 'deal' the whole time, and hadn't told me? Is that how he'd gotten Jaime to come over? And was that the only reason he'd said he 'needed' me to come over tonight? I felt totally used and stupid, once again. As Simon held me down, Jaime climbed on top of me and lined his cock up with my hole. Simon spat a few times, probably showing Jaime how to lube up before fucking an ass, and then Jaime was eagerly shoving his hard teenage cock into me, never once asking if I wanted it or if I was ready. I couldn't believe I had kept this entire night from derailing when I'd convinced Jaime to take Simon's cock without worrying. I could have stopped this whole thing back then, and then I wouldn't be getting split in half by this horny teen who just wanted to get off and didn't care if it hurt. Maybe that's why Simon had given me that satisfied look back then, because he knew I was making sure I'd get fucked by yet another stranger, I just didn't know it at the time. And because of my stupid talk to Jaime about not needing condoms, here he was sticking it in me bareback. After a few tries, with Simon holding me down as I screamed into the pillow, Jaime got his young, hard prick all the way inside me, and immediately started pounding me as hard as he could. You'd think someone who'd just taken a cock up his ass would have a little more sympathy and patience, but Jaime fucked like he was just trying to get to the finish line as fast as possible. He pounded me mercilessly for a few minutes, then just as I was starting to loosen up, he moaned, slammed all the way into me, and started shaking all over. "That's right kid, give him your teenage cum," Simon encouraged him. "You didn't even ask if you could bust your nut inside him, so fuckin' hot." Jaime rolled off me once he'd finished shooting all of his load inside me, then Simon got off me, too. "Did you like that?" Simon asked, but I knew he wasn't talking to me. "Haha yeah, a lot," Jaime said, out of breath, "that felt so good." "Good. So are you gonna keep lettin' me tap that ass?" Simon asked. Jaime thought for a second, then he said, "Okay, but do I get to keep fucking him too?" Before I could say anything, Simon answered, "You know it, anytime you want, just keep lettin' me get at that hot ass of yours. I'll text you his number." "Haha, deal," Jaime said, the stupid twerp. I looked up at Simon to protest this arrangement -- the neighbor kid fucking me so Simon could keep fucking him -- but Simon gave me a warning look, so I stayed quiet. Is this how it was going to be? Simon pimping me out to more and more guys because he knows I can't say no to him? I could never predict what he was going to do. Why did he like it so much when other guys fucked me? I didn't understand him at all. Simon sent Jaime back to his family, full of his cum, and once again cuddled up next to me in bed. At least this was one thing he did with me that he didn't do with Jaime. "You were fuckin' perfect, baby doll," he whispered into my ear as he kissed my neck again. "The way you got him to take my raw cock was incredible. And you heard how happy he was after you let him fuck you? I told you I needed you here, baby, I need you. We make a great team, don't we?" Simon was messing with my head big-time. He was getting me to do all these sinful things, and to take huge risks that I never would have taken just a few months ago. Part of me just wanted my simple old life back, back when it was just me and my boyfriend, before I'd even met Simon, but I think I was falling for Simon more and more, because instead of telling him all the things I was upset about, all I said was, "Mm-hm." And all I was thinking about was that he needed me, and that we were a team. And if all I had to do to make him happy was to let a few guys fuck me every once in a while, I guess I could do that….