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I began to "chia" 5 days ago because I was going to a sex party this past weekend. I noticed that my bowel movements were more solid, but also odorless. By the time the party rolled around, I needed very little prep time and for the first time in years didn't need to take Immodium to stop the traffic. Was fucked for several hours with no problems. The chia seeds also have many other benefits. Just ask our friend Google.
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I agree with those above. I think it's particularly important to start meds if you plan to continue barebacking. I cooled it until I got my viral load down, primarily because I wanted to know my meds were working before I continued to take unmedicated loads. Besides, if you infect someone and you know you're toxic, there are the legal and moral aspects to consider. If you're having anonymous unprotected sex with a high VL, maybe it's easier for you to say the other person should have taken responsibility for his health. But if you know you're toxic, and the person is someone who could trace it back to you, your life could get complicated really fast. I told my regular fuck buddies when I converted. All three initially dropped me, but get this, two eventually returned and started breeding me again when I became undetectable. My one MAJOR regret is that one of my occasional buds from out of town bred me when I was not undetectable. I couldn't bring myself to tell him. I have since lost contact with him. The fact that I could have infected him haunts me to this day. -
I asked my doctor about this. He said it's not advisable but he did not sound the alarm bells.
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The more I live, I value friendships, romantic relationships and the ability to be a depraved sex pig on occasion. I have found a man that allows me to have all those things and it's beautiful. I take him to sex parties and we just fuck everything we fancy and meet at the bar and laugh about it. Then we head home and sleep in each other's arms. Or we spend the entire weekend just watching movies. Or cooking. Hanging out. Going for a walk. I can't get with the whole online thing although I do lurk. I want to feel a guy's energy. I want to negotiate what we do on the spot. I am full of contradictions at times. I have some fuck buddies whose last name I don't know. I fuck or get fucked by sometimes the same guys at parties and we've never even spoken. I have deep friendships with guys spanning decades and we've never had sex. I've hooked up with guys and felt a connection so strong that I could sit and talk with them for hours. I've stopped trying to label everything or understand it. And I don't have enough time or energy to make sense of everything I have experienced. If it works for me, I just go with the flow. I do think being constantly tethered to the internet makes guys impatient, insensitive, lazy, indecisive, picky and intolerant. The internet is like cable tv, offering you one thousand channels filled with a lot of rubbish and you miss out on something good because you're too busy surfing.
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Any week spent in Berlin will yield similar or better results. The guys come to you, or you hit a bar with a darkroom, do some outdoor cruising or go to a sex party.
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These hormones that are in meat and dairy products have these kids hitting puberty at alarmingly early ages. So it's no wonder you can't tell how old they are. Years ago I was in Morocco and this guy who I thought was in his early 20s was well over six feet tall and looked like he could beat the brakes off a pussy. Just by chance I found out he was SIXTEEN. When he showed up where I was staying, I paid him (he was a hustler) but told him to leave. Homosexuality is illegal there and I probably would be up under the jail there if I had fucked him.
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So if he had lied and said he was neg, he could have bred you by now and you wouldn't even be on this forum asking strangers what you should do. #ignoranceisbliss #tellmeyourenegevenifyourepoz #eyeswideshut
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The parents of this 19 year old in my neighborhood are away this week. He tried to get my hole yesterday but it was Valentine's Day and that day is for my bf. Anyway, the kid hits me up again today so I said why not? I got there, undressed and saw where he had prepared the bed for us. Totally unnecessary. He kneeled down and sucked me for a bit before I leaned on a table at the foot of the bed and took a hit of poppers. He fucked me like that and dropped two loads in my hole. I got dressed and left. Save those clean sheets for the next trick! Gosh I've become low maintenance. I don't think we said 5 words to each other. His parents are loaded it seems.
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Tell Me Your Thoughts On Privacy vs. GeoLocation
bbzh replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
I am not a big fan of geolocation. I really value my privacy, especially since my race makes it easy to identify me where I live. I am actually on the verge of disappearing completely off social media because I am simply not able to manage what information is where or when and how it is communicated to others (for example LinkedIn pisses me off by telling everyone in my network about work anniversaries or if I looked at their profile. WHY???) As some have pointed out here, broadcasting locations could have sinister implications (eg stalking, outing people as gay, barebackers or poz, or even alerting people when you are away from home etc). It's not so much that I have something to hide. It's more that I want absolute control and full knowledge about what information is out there about me at all times. Moreover, I don't think a guy's proximity to me significantly increases the likelihood we will hook up. Maybe if I'm travelling, but I would argue it has the opposite effect when I'm home. I see guys right around me on Scruff but I have only hooked up with them once or twice. Maybe I'm just weird but I kind of cherish the anonymity here and I share a lot more of what I do and think because of it. -
Bear friendly, clothing optional gay campgrounds
bbzh replied to Abrasax85's topic in General Discussion
That would be Timberfell in Tennessee. I took multiple loads from this one guy all over the grounds back in 2011. And I felt every one of the loads going in. Nobody asked about condoms the entire time I was there. -
I came home from work at lunchtime yesterday and took a load from my bf. He was on cloud nine! He went home around 7:30 pm and I texted a guy nearby with a big dick and asked if he wanted some head. He said hell yeah! So I sucked him off and swallowed his load. He wrote me after to tell me that I give the best head and that he is looking forward to the next time. Still horny, I got online and this dude - about a half hour away who's been begging to breed me since we fucked in October - asked if I wanted his load. So like a good trooper, I drove over and let him beat tha pussy up. On the way back, I texted one of his friends and said I had his buddy's load in me. That got him horned up and he wanted to fuck as well. None of these guys have cars so I think from now on, every other Thursday night, I will operate the Pussy Wagon. If a top needs service, oral or anal, I will make my rounds between 8 pm and midnight. God bless this ministry.
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Is there any possibility to uproot your life and move? You need a break from this situation and a new beginning. If you can't move, it will be difficult to maintain a relationship with this woman even if it's nonsexual. Too much baggage. No harm intended but you need to talk to a therapist in my opinion. Too many balls in the air. Come to terms with being poz, take care of yourself FIRST. And please stop worrying about how your girlfriend will feel, what your parents will think etc. Nothing makes me sadder than to see adults living their lives in fear and in shame. Be the captain of your own ship and stop letting other people control your life. If people can't accept you and everything that comes with that, then do they really deserve to occupy such an important place in your life? You can divorce your family you know. It doesn't mean you stop loving them or are ungrateful for what they did for you. And you can come out the closet, if you choose to, without telling people you are poz. If your parents say it hurts them to have a gay son, you can turn it right back on them and say it hurts you to have homophobic parents. Whatever is eating away at you at the moment, trust me, if you let it go, it will let you go.
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I'm really uptight about a lot of things, but I give guys the benefit of the doubt on the tardiness issue. Maybe traffic is heavy, public transport is late or maybe it took a little longer to clean out properly. I'm willing to be flexible if it means I am going to get to have raw sex with a guy I'm attracted to. Yes people can and will flake on you, but it's part of the game. Think about all the extra bullshit straight guys have to put up with and how much money they have to spend to MAYBE get laid. We've got it easy. If a cumdump being late is your biggest worry, then you're living a fantastic life already. Take it in stride. There'll be other holes.
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Maybe I'm wired wrong but i live by the phrase, "fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me." I totally get being turned on by a guy and really, really wanting to hook up. However, if he doesn't have enough respect for you to keep a date (how much commitment does that require???), why give him a second thought? He obviously didn't really like you. Block his ass and get on with your life. Next!
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My advice is to organize hookups in cheap motels or go to saunas, parks or adult bookstores. And try not to give out any information about yourself. When I have guys at my place, I do require some information about them but that's more about my safety and not because I want to be clingy. There are plenty of bottoms who will play by your rules given that there are fewer tops than bottoms. Just be firm and don't send any mixed signals. However do keep in mind that some bottoms can get attached if you start regularly drilling their holes. Just find a few holes and keep them in rotation. Fuck bottoms in different age groups. Old bottoms tend to know the deal and are less needy.
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My advice would be to: 1) find someone poz who you trust and talk about your feelings or locate a support group, 2) take a sex break, 3) get on meds and get your viral load down and 4) if you engage in sexual activity, perhaps go for anonymous encounters where HIV status isn't discussed (eg park, sex cinema). 5) This is really important: think long and hard before telling anyone that you're poz. Once the information is public, you have no control over how and when it could be used against you. Tell people who really need to know, and not just because you really want to tell. 6) If you ever become interested in dating, date a poz guy. If you date a neg guy, use rubbers and don't disclose your status until you both know you have feelings for one another.
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Just took a load from an eighteen year old in my neighborhood. I'm old enough to be his dad! Loved his Australian accent. The kid sucked dick like a pro too. He didn't last long before he blew his load up my hole. I noticed that my kootycat was still sore from taking so much dick last weekend. That's a shame because three of my regulars have hit me up wanting to get in my hot pocket.
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Went to the 100th edition of the No Limit Party in Mainz, Germany on Saturday. Was fucked 21 times (a personal best for me) and took at least ten loads. The best part of it was being there with my bf. He is normally the "top" in our relationship, but he let me drill his hole at the party. One of the many highlights of the evening was getting fucked by a skinhead who whispered happy new year in my ear after he loaded me. Another was a big dicked versatile guy who fucked me senseless and then bent over for me. I filled his sloppy hole with my man juice. I don't know how those guys manufacture so much cum because every hole I fucked was leaking cum. Once we got back home, my bf said "I'm so happy with you. I couldn't ask for anything more." Right back at ya kiddo!
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Does anybody know what happened to barebackcity.de? I found this link (in German): http://www.steffen030.de I feel sorry for those who paid for a membership but can't access the site! If the site is gone for good, it will be missed. It was a great source of info about bareback parties in Germany.
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1) dicks going in multiple asses one right after the other 2) dicks going from ass to mouth 3) breeding holes 4) felching 5) snowballing I was a having a fourway a few weeks ago and one of the guys presented me his freshly fucked ass to be eaten out. I was like whoa, yo, uh, can I think about it first?
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It could be that the guy in question found someone else he'd rather meet. I think a whole host of variables come into play to be honest. How horny is the guy? Is there someone else close by who is willing to visit him? Did a regular fuck buddy become available? How much time does he have before he has to go to work, to bed or before the bf/wife gets home? I'm pretty stern with guys. No picture, no address (which I google) and not willing to exchange text messages? Then, we are not fucking. I made one exception recently with this new guy in my neighborhood. He would not text me because he doesn't want his bf to know he's fucking around. I was glad I was flexible in that case. :-) One other point: I am not constantly using my cell phone so it would be rather hard for me to hook up with someone on grindr etc. I literally forget about those apps for days at a time. And I am not willing to leave them running in the background because they kill my battery.
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You're a total cumhole but your profile says Versatile-Bottom
bbzh replied to hungry_hole's topic in General Discussion
Very interesting thread! I consider myself a true versatile bottom, because 8 times out of 10, I will choose bottoming over topping. In anonymous situations, I tend to want to top more -e.g. at a sex party or in a darkroom. I will admit that I tend to take a pass on total bottoms when I feel like topping. It's just not a turn on for me to fuck a guy who will take a 100 cocks. I like tight holes. And I last as long as I want when I decide to top. Other triggers to get me to top: guys who are reasonably fit, guys who are shorter than me, guys who are younger than me, really submissive guys, exotic looking guys Even though I go through phases where it would probably be more accurate to market myself as versatile, I don't because where I live, black guys who top tend to be highly sought after and I would attract too much attention. I have this one guy stalking me now that wants to get bred by a black guy. It's kinda creepy actually. My ideal guy is actually a versatile top - someone who prefers to top but will bottom under the right circumstances. I get really turned on by guys who understand how to fuck and get fucked. I'd also like to add that if I take Cialis or Viagra, somebody is getting fucked for damn sure. -
As someone who bottoms more than he tops, I am very diligent about cleanliness and have my own ritual for making sure I'm ready, but if BbRob is packing more than 8 inches, the fact of the matter is, he is more likely to run up on some stuff than somebody with 6 inches. I know that doesn't change how repulsive he finds a dirty hole, but cleaning out for a really big dick is not that easy. My bf is about 8 inches and trust me, he can't have my hole at certain times of the day because, well, my hole has a day job. :-) If the bottom with the dirty hole was hot, I might try to help him learn how to be ready instead of just calling him lazy and unprofessional.
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My bf is mostly top and we use poppers every time we fuck. His dick actually gets harder after he takes poppers. The only time there is a problem is if I open a fresh bottle and forget to tell him. Inhaling too deeply from a fresh bottle does seem to cause a slight problem for him. I don't use poppers when I top.
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That captures it nicely for me. I don't consider you a true barebacker unless you are willing to give or take a load without peppering the other guy with a 1,000 questions before hooking up. This is why I love Berlin. The cum goes in the hole. I know I am giving people too much of the benefit of the doubt when it comes to maintaining their sexual health but the occasional STD comes with the territory - although it's been a long time since I caught something. The guys where I live are starting to get piggier and Lord knows I have turned down some really HOT guys who insisted on rubbering up because I don't want latex in my ass. They are starting to fall into two groups. I have guys who I suck off regularly but I told them I expect them to shoot in my mouth. If they are not willing to do that, I'm not interested in future hook-ups. And thank goodness I've found a few guys who will cum in my ass and who have started to self-organize into play groups. Of course it's a little tricky finding the time to be available since I have a bf (open relationship) but I think it's worth sticking to your guns and seeking out what you truly want and not making any compromises. The beauty of being a pig is that when I can't find what I want in the moment, I have more than enough recent piggy episodes to beat off to. Being a member of the brotherhood to me also means not letting anybody lecture you about barebacking. It also means not having safe sex plastered on all your profiles but then fucking raw anyway (although I totally understand that guys do that to keep their friends and co-workers out of their business).