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  1. bbzh
    I stopped counting. It would be easier to count raindrops! I couldn't guess the number of guys I've slept with to within one hundred if my LIFE depended on it. You know you're a ho when you see a guy someplace and he tells you he has fucked you, but you can't confirm or deny it.
  2. bbzh
    I am in Paris for a long weekend. I didn't feel like having sex at all yesterday because it was so freaking hot outside. But today I scored cock from a variety of sources. The first guy who had a 9 incher was from Grindr - he fucked me silly and shot off in my mouth afterwards. Afterwards he told me that he really liked seeing my big ass bouncing all over his cock. Then I went to a sex cinema in Pigalle and got nailed in a nasty, piss smelling darkroom (why oh why?) by an Arab. But the best so far was a French-Canadian who just left my hotel room. I could tell him in French exactly what I needed and how he was making my hole feel. When he announced he was about to cum, I clamped down on his cock and milked him dry. Then to show him how real pigs get down, I sucked him clean. After he left, I pushed out his load and ate it. Now I am wondering where can I go tonight to continue my cum-catching activities.
  3. bbzh
    Just wanted to add here that I've asked tops who fucked me if they came inside me and I have gotten a clear "no". I go to the toilet later and "voila". It just makes me believe that people are probably shocked at the question and lie because they want to avoid a potentially awkward situation or being judged. Unfortunately these things happen when you hook up with guys for anonymous sex.
  4. bbzh
    At a sex party I go to regularly, there is this guy who loves to walk up to guys and ram his cock in. He doesn't want the guy to use any lube. If he sees a guy try to apply lube, he walks away. He's done it to me a couple of times. If I have been fucked and have loads in me, I allow it because I am attracted to him, but I do find the behavior rather troubling to be honest. He always has this big grin on his face when he does it, which makes me think he's some kind of sadist. Maybe a few of us should gang up on him at the party and give him a dose of his own medicine.
  5. bbzh
    To the OP: I understand why you are puzzled somewhat, but come on now, we all know that guys play word and mind games to get what they want. If you don't want a preloaded hole then you have to say that upfront. And even if you ask the question point blank, you still might not get an honest answer because of: 1) where you met the guy (BBRT) and 2) he said that he was looking for a dump and go scene. If a guy is presenting himself to you that way, then he is presenting himself to EVERYBODY that way. You were nothing special for him. Just another guy with a cock that wanted to cum in a hole. I think if you were a regular fuckbud, you might be treated a little differently but that guy was after loads that day. He probably thought it increased his chances to score more dick by being vague than to be very clear and miss out on yet another dick. I'm not coming down on you for feeling the way you did about the situation, but I sometimes think we (collectively) expect too much integrity from casual sex partners. You didn't know this guy at all, and were willing to fuck him raw and cum in him. That also says something about you. And that's not a read. It's a total waste of time and energy to try and hold people in these sorts of situations to such high standards. Hope for the best and expect the worst is what I always say. And one more thing: I do think that bottom was trifling. How much effort is it to walk to the toilet, push out the loads, wipe and or wash your ass before presenting it to the next guy?
  6. bbzh
    I've had a few married guys in my day but I encourage gay guys to not give up on looking for meaningful relationships with other gay men. Becoming preoccupied with married guys can be a distraction. At the end of the day, married guys are just using you as a receptacle for their cum. Keep in mind that the wife and kids do allow the married guy to have companionship and love in their lives. What are you getting out of it? Hoes are a dime a dozen. I stopped fucking a married guy (who still contacts me) because I decided that it was unfair for him to maintain this double life and reach out to me only when his balls were full. So basically I can't have your dick when I want it, but you think I should drop everything I'm doing and give you some ass because you happen to be free today? Oh I don't think so (rolls eyes). I'm in a relationship now which is open. Technically, I would fuck a married dude. But only when it works for me.
  7. bbzh
    I would not tell my status until I was sure he had feelings for me. Why the rush? That being said, you do have to play safe until you are ready to disclose. You are in a delicate phase right now. Don't add extra drama to your life right now.
  8. bbzh
    I would advise you to buy a clear butt plug, some lube and some poppers. Search this forum for tips on how to clean out properly. And then over the summer break, find a bottom and do everything to the bottom that the professor has been doing to you. Even better if the guy is versatile.
  9. bbzh
    This sounds like it could backfire big time. As in somebody with a mean streak making sure you never do this again. And the worst part is, many would say you got what you deserved. No-shows are part of the hassle of trolling for sex. Don't inconvenience yourself so much and don't inconvenience them. Maybe your success rate improves.
  10. bbzh
    Welcome back. You'll be just fine man. When I first seroconverted, the best thing I did was befriend a poz guy (no sex) and I asked him a million questions. Once I calmed down and became undetectable, he started planting his seed in me. Still in touch to this day.
  11. bbzh
    After you get on PrEP, please let your next stop be a therapist's couch. #noshade
  12. bbzh
    There's this big misconception out there that couples have to share everything with each other and it's simply not true. In fact, I would go as far to say that we all need a zone of privacy. Not allowing people to have this is what leads to the lies and deceit. Your bf shouldn't have been having bb sex without telling you, but that's water under the bridge now. I think you should open the relationship and opt for a don't ask don't tell approach. That being said, you do need to be respectful towards to each other and agree on a few ground rules.
  13. bbzh
    Don't say anything. And stop barebacking if you don't want to get infected and/or get on Prep. There are plenty of people who think they are probably neg, but are poz. You knew what you were doing and what the risks are. Stop trying to make this about him. It's about you. You dodged the bullet. So stop playing with loaded guns.
  14. bbzh
    Talk to him about your desire to play with others. He might feel the same way. It does take time to figure out how to negotiate an open relationship. Most people think it's simply about having sex with anyone whenever you feel like it. I can tell you that it's not. Put some rules in place and revisit them regularly.
  15. bbzh
    My bf walked up on me yesterday getting nailed bb on the beach. Even though he knows I get fucked raw by others, it is still kind of awkward when it's confirmed for him. I think he was pissed, but then he went up into the dunes and got nailed. So I guess we were even after that. LOL.
  16. bbzh
    I am on vacation with my bf near Albufeira in Portugal. We went to the gay beach on Sunday for an afternoon of sun and fun. The bf went first into the dunes and came back happy. I went myself for about an hour and was fucked three times. The best was from this local guy with a big dick. I poppered up and he fucked me raw until he dropped his load. When I got back to where my bf was, I told him what I did and he fucked me right there on the beach in front of other guys and added another load.
  17. bbzh
    @originalposter: I think this is the guy you have written about here so many times before. Your "friend" has got you exactly where he wants you. He knows you are sexually attracted to him and you are desperately yearning for companionship and sex from him. You are probably not willing to use the services of an escort for a variety of reasons (e.g. you feel your looks don't warrant it or it just doesn't feel right) but what your "friend" is doing to you is far worse than what an escort would do. Why can't you just block this guy and find another guy? Or if you are willing to pay for things like trips then make it clear upfront how much you are willing to spend? There are no boundaries here. And I think he has played the game many times with you where he said no sex, and then suddenly wants to use you as a backup dick when he can't find another guy. Just end this nonsense. Please? I am really starting to feel sorry for you. You have been doing this for two years now and your only "outlet" is to come here and ask for sympathy from strangers. And then you go right back to doing what you are doing. Given the ratio of tops to bottoms, there are plenty of guys that would let you fuck them for free. But you are letting this guy fuck YOU and your head in the process. If you are not willing to listen to anything I have said, then you would at least have to agree with the statement that you actually like what is happening. I can't think of any other reason why someone who appears to be intelligent enough to express his feelings in words would keep making the same mistake.
  18. bbzh
    Bunker didn't work for me but I got what I was looking for at Cine Atlas in Pigalle. Not for the timid though. Watch out for pickpockets. I left there full of spunk. Was there on a Friday afternoon.
  19. bbzh
    I've attended three biohazard parties in Berlin, all in different places since 2011. Except for maybe the first one, the locale was not big enough for the number of people they let in. If you are the least bit claustrophobic, you should probably pass on the party. At times, you simply cannot move. And it gets very hot (temperature wise) so keep that in mind. I'm also not a big fan of parties where there is really no way to shower or wash up. Dicks are going from ass to ass to ass and you're just hoping and praying that the guys have cleaned out well.
  20. bbzh
    Agree with your last post poz1956. No mandatory testing. It's a slippery slope that could be applied to other areas of one's life. As an individual I do have a right to privacy and your wish to know about my health does not trump my right to decide if I want to share it with you. I know plenty of people in the US who have missed out on getting jobs because of their credit history. Or because of what they are posting on Facebook. So what if a potential employer wanted to know if you were poz? The story above about people trolling for raw sex but not wanting to really know if you are poz or neg is very real. So it's best to tell them what they want to hear. But throw in there that if they are really concerned, they should go get tested with a partner and stop relying on stupid lingo like DDF and clean. Guys will say whatever they need to for a fuck. The really honest ones are in the minority. In an example of how tides are perhaps turning against the safe sex nazis, I was at a sex party in a sauna last night. The owner of the place has a deft strategy of giving the bare backers a wrist band so that they can easily identify who else wants to fuck raw. If you see a hot guy with no band, and you want to fuck raw, you pass him on by. And trust me, if you see another guy over in the corner with a bracelet taking loads, it attracts more loads. At one point I ended up in an area with 6 guys and we were drilling and seeding each other like crazy. It was so hot.
  21. bbzh
    I've had a doctor who wasn't prescribing meds to me issue the same warning about generic drugs. If a higher priced brand name drug is allowing you to keep a life threatening condition in check, perhaps it's worth the extra cost.
  22. bbzh
    Thanks for episode 12 of this saga. It reads much like the others: (see below) Perhaps you might try updating one of the many threads you have started about this guy instead of creating a new one every time. October 2012 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...-I-feel-guilty October 2012 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...Is-this-normal January 2013 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...xpect-too-much January 2013 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...-Am-I-changing February 2013 https://breeding.zone/threads/18820-Is-it-over July 2013 https://breeding.zone/threads/21961-Moving-on August 2013 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...-Ups-amp-downs August 2013 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...ored-so-easily October 2013 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...s-this-strange November 2013 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...Still-miss-him March 2014 https://www.breedingzone.com/threads...Is-he-worth-it
  23. bbzh
    I'm usually able to fit my ass like a glove to the dick in my ass. If I've played with a guy before and I know the rhythm of his fuck, I can and will "let it loose and then lock it". And that drives most guys to the edge. But I don't even try this with the jackhammer tops.
  24. bbzh
    I've followed the sometimes long replies here and my view hasn't changed. If you don't want HIV, it's your responsibility to protect yourself, not someone else. Assume every dick you back up on is diseased, whether the owner of it knows or not. Period. And quite frankly, I disagree strongly with trying to shame or scare people into disclosing, whether it's on moral or legal grounds. If you want to tell people you're poz, then go right ahead, but keep in mind that you can't untell them. I get plenty of raw sex and I know exactly what to say to get it - without outright lying about my status. "I'm not sure" is what one of my poz undetectable buddies answers. It is technically a lie, but it is what all guys should say unless they know for sure their status (ie had no unsafe sex since their last neg test). Unless you are going to march the guy into a clinic with you to be tested together, everything we are discussing here is academic. It would be nice if people were honest about everything but they are not. I prefer raw sex and I waste no time in telling guys that they will be unsuccessful with me if they are looking for a safe sex encounter. And you're not going to quiz me or lecture me on my sex life. There are plenty of other choices, so choose someone else who values what you value.
  25. bbzh
    I struggle with the scenario presented here. I'd probably tell the guy what he wants to hear not because I want to intentionally deceive him per se, but to spare myself the drama of him falling apart at the idea of taking a poz load. But here is where I stand firm: I don't think anyone in an anonymous situation is entitled to know the other person's medical history. If the idea of pozzing scares you that damn much, choose abstinence or a condom. So you don't want to know my name, but you want to know about my health, even though you are knowingly and willingly taking loads in a sauna? Get the fuck out of here with that bullshit!!! It's guys like the one in this story (who took the load) who end up pozzing people. And he fucking gets a free pass because his ass hasn't been tested. While the one who knows his status, and is probably on meds, and is probably non-infectious and didn't stealth is the villain. Makes sense to me. Not!

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