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I always imagine Jim as FTM getting his fronthole fucked..with the stogie biker dude making return visits as Jim's belly swells with his baby..and another orgy with celebratory cigars as the guy's labor starts..

I was raped by several people from 4 to about twelve. I hated it. I am not attracted to anyone resembling my rapists. It began with my female cousins I have cerebral palsy and wore a body brace for the first several years of my life. My cousins quickly realized that I couldn't get to my feet once prone, so they started pushing me onto my back, fondling me, forcing fellation on me while fingering my ass, etc. Dad caught them the first time when I was three and warned them to stop, but claimed it must be partly my fault as 'All boys want the pussy'. Needless to say, when I was sent across the street to my grandmother's where the girls stayed each bridge night, they took it as carte blanche . They began to rape me with the handles of household tools while saying things I didn't understand I was terrified, as I figured that the bleeding meant I'd die. Stupid, but when this began, I was four. They progressed to threatening to hurt me if I didn't perform cunnilingus, and reminded me that Mother beat all the kids in our family if we did anything 'abnormal', so that I wouldn't tell on them. They later progressed to other forma of abuse like pushing my hands or feel into fireant hills, applying honey or syrup so that palmetto bugs would swarm and bite me, etc. This culminated with them getting me up into a tree on my parents' property and pushing me out when I was eleven. That got them sent back to their mother, where the stepfather gave them the clap and knocked up, so he was caught. Unfortunately, I tried to go to a local Roman Catholic Church for help when I was about six or seven. The priests there had it in for me because Mother left an extremely violent abusive relationship due to her first husband being an alocholic and drug addict and being prone to beating her and my half siblings. They claimed that remarriage made her a whore, 'whoredom' was an 'inheiritable sin, like the sin of Eve' and that 'God was punishing me for being a whore, by sending people to treat me as I deserved'. If I'd known then that being 'sent flyers' was RCC code for a church that was sent many contact-offender priests to hide their crimes from parishoners, I'd have never tried for help there; but the RCC scandal was decades in the future, at that point. A local man, a retiree with a need to hurt, humiliate and degrade his victims, used to use eavesdropping by the confessionals as a way to find 'scapegoat' kids like me to abuse. Back in the 70s, a man willing to devote his time free to watch the children of struggling families in the neighborhood could do no wrong; he was trusted implicitly and any adult nearby would just hand us kids over to his dementia-addled wife when she came round and said we were due at her house for babysitting. She's bring us kids there and he's tell her to walk to the bingo hall, and once she was gone, he'd start scaring or hurting us. I believe he was impotent and only our fear made him functional. He was very fond of threatening us with his pistol. He was an amatuer photgrapher, and took 'trophy' pictures of us during his abuse sessions. As I had childhood-epilepsy, he became very aroused when the flash would trigger a seizure in me. I often came out of one to find him sexually assaulting me or threatening me with the handgun. This went on till he committed suicide when I was almost 9. A few months later his wife founds the trophies and called my father in a panic. He got her to burn them, but he saw the photos of me and decided I was a willing participant who had been desperate for sex and had somehow 'corrupted or seduced' his friend 'Because thats what you queers all do to straight guys.' Dad started encouraging my mother's beatings of me, because he thought that would turn me straight or 'fix my morals' or something. She was trying to beat the disability out of me anyway I'd tried telling her about the lesser abuses of my cousins but it was too 'abnormal' and she'd beat or hit me 'for lying'.

Harry_Daddy, KS 's other story is 'Becoming the Pig', also in this section.

*grin* Thanks CigarBear68! Been following you for awhile!

I've got a fetish for cigarmen and big stogies..and oddly, the breeding/impregnation thing, especially if its a transman getting knocked up.

*grin* Still hoping for the dudes to enjoy a few stogies, as I mentioned awhile back, but thats my only suggestion. But hey, I have a fetish for barebacking cigarmen :)

Please, continue this! Loving all the cigarsex!

Sadly it would be an issue for me. I have a compromised immune system due to being premature and I am disabled. With Medicare/Medicaid cuts, and disability of $700/month, there's no way I could afford PrEP even if sideffects didn't wreck my already somewhat-marginal health. Needless to say, HIV has always been a specter to me, even more than the rest of those of my generation . Sadly, 'manageable' is relative in health terms and I just can't get past the 'This will kill you if you don't respond well to meds, can't take them, or otherwise lose access.' I don't mean to be an asshole, as the previous poster living with diabetes said, but..the health risk looms larger, to me.

Big bearish bearded guys with big cigars

Awesome story! Got any more where sluts take huge cocks? The pregnancy-risk is a massive turn-on too

I love this story, but I have to say.. I hope Mitch doesn't get infected; it'd be a real let-down, especially him getting it from a gangrape like that. I sota want them to end up a couple and not get HIV because of the asshole Coach.

*chuckle* Still hoping my cigarsex idea shows up somewhere

Please continue stud! Dying to read more of your hot stories!

Hey, If you're still looking for fetishes to add, I've got something of a kink for cigars and cigarmen.. Love to see the dudes enjoying them during sex

Thanks guys!

Any reccomendations for titles or pornstars to look for?

DEFINITELY want to see the Epilogue, please!

Hairy guys, bearded guys, bears, cigars.. Those are the major kinks.

WCCockpit, please post the epilogue! I love your zooish story elements!