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I am missing a lot of the gay genes, which I guess is why I crave DNA form other men-- but if there happens to be a guy on here loaded with the creativity gene, we should come up with a simple but identifiable marking for our doors, so other BZ guys can spot it and as word gets out, sperm donors can find our rooms and open holes and use them- in my head something basic and very easy for all of us to bring - and something that the hotel staff would not be prone to remove. I have several door hangers- like the Do Not Disturb type the hotels use for the maids- with Bottom inside please disturb-- but they tend to get pulled off the door by the roamers, or they fall off. I was thinking something more basic- like a colored sheet of 8 1/2 x 11 paper folded over the top of the door, or____ ( see, I really DON"T have that creativity gene LOL)

I switched over to Stribild a few months ago ( 1 pill a day vrs the 2 med combo I was on for the last 5 years) I never had dreams or at least could recall having dreams for decades- but doing the Stribild, I often have dreams , and dreams that I can actually recall. I don't find them especially troublesome, but I wonder if I am getting as much rest at night as before , when I don't recall dreaming ( or, maybe I am getting better rested- cleaning some of those trapped thoughts out of the brain cells) . And yeah, Sustiva is one of the components in the drug, so I am sure that is what is kicking up my dreams- now if I could only get into a dream pattern of gang bang sex and sling play over and over.....

I find it a bit uncomfortable - I hate it when I have to have blood drawn at the docs and the nurse is sticking the needle into my vein- so the scene is not something I would watch . One thing I am concerned with , is that guys will see this and may attempt it in their own play, without knowing what they are doing, or worse, doing it and making a bad cut and things go from kinky to catastrophic in seconds. Not only could a life be lost, but other lives could end up in a jail cell because of trying to be ( bad pun warning) cutting edge. Yet, a few years ago fisting ( or pissplay, or " fill in the kink") was so totally taboo and only a few fetish vids were available. Now, FF play has become the trend among many- so I guess with the right disclaimer, or if presented in more of a training/ educational format, I "guess" I can see how this might have some purpose/place in the gay video market

Thanks man - been a very very slow sex weekend , and this story has helped get my slut juices flowing again

I sure as FUCK will be going !!! MAL has the friendliest, most sexual men around ! And the men of the DC area just seem to come out in droves to satisfy the many visitors. The hotel is great- hell- when Nasty KinkPigs were the room key sponsors last year and the room keys all had the FCUK party on it, you know the hotel is on board ! (And the FCUK party/ DJ were awesome- great lights, sound,and the back corner chill room was - ahem- delish!! And what other hotel has a viewing hallway, where you can line up on the 11th floor and look over and into all the rooms on the other sides of the hotel --most with their curtains wide open and guys in slings, in dog crates, on St Andrews crosses, tied up on the bed, etc- or the basic 2 or 3 guys in the window blowing each other!? I would go just for the window show . ( although the CODE DC party and the 3 days of FFA parties are sure damned good lures too!) I hope to get my 2015 load counts off on the right foot - and what better place than MAL-- now, all I need is a broker/ hole wrangler to keep cock in me the weekend <g>

Staying home for vacation week- had my weekly fisting session with the hole trsainer- he managed to get both my balls into my ass, then pushed in one of those hollow butt plugs to wedge them in place- and they stayed for a bit until I shot the plug and my balls out of my hole. After the 2 hrs of use, I was ready hungry for a lot more,so I went to the sleazier tubs last night. $9 lockers; I was holding out high hopes for a night of endless cock. Instead, the place was full of 5 ft tall and 5 ft arounds- I was the youngest thing there- I am am not chicken in anyones book. Struck up a conversation with a stocky black guy in the sauna, but didn't read any vibe from him, so I headed out and found the sling and tossed my hole in it. The black guy passed by about 10 times in 2 minutes , then came in and asked if I was ready for a fuck- he dropped the towel and planted a hard 8 or 9 inch cock into the hole-I think he was waiting for the cry of go slow or not so deep- I grabbed the sling chain and pulled him to the hilt up inside me. After proclaiming me a freak and a fine hole, he fucked deep and hard and I finally got a breeding. Some very short muscled guy tried to fuck me afterwards- but his limp cock would not respond ( and from his glaze, I would guess he was on some T or something) He moved on, and I went to the steamroom to relax before leaving. A guy in the hottub followed me into the steamroom- a fast dance and I was on my knees and he was feeding me cock. Nice and hard, abnormally large/swollen balls. As I was sucking his hard cock I began to feel water in my mouth, and quickly realized he was pissing thru a hardon. I took a good long series of gulps, then made a quick rotation and offered my ass up to him-he had his cock clamped with his fingers, and shoved in, then let go with a long flow that I could feel working its way up and into my gut.Once he had emptied his bladder, he started power fucking my chute, uttering "nice" over and over. Our skin kept making sloshing sounds as he pounded my butt, and with each thrust a small shot of his piss would fire out of my hole. His pace raced, he froze, and then just as silently, he pulled out and left the streamroom. I sat down and felt the fullness of his piss in me- but thanks to the fucking he had given, none was leaking out. I finally hit the shower, and slowly, gradually, some of it flowed back out- enough that I could dress and get home before a river let loose. Needless to say, there is a CL ad up in the missed connections section today; I really hope to hook up with that man again- a 12 pack and afternoon football game-him drinking from the can, me between his legs all day drinking from the tap

OK- everyone is touching on the concept of getting watered down piss as your entry to watersports. But really, it is going to be a warm liquid either of some flavor or not-- the bigger thing is to rewire your head-- once you get your mind into accepting piss, it is no issue afterwards. For those afraid of the flavor; just make a cup of beef or chicken bouillon broth and drink it a few times, thinking of it as piss. Then, when you get the real thing, the saltiness of the piss will be very familiar- just like the broth was, and just as warm- and of course you enjoyed the broth, so why wouldn't the piss be just as enjoyable-- you just have to trick your mind into not freaking out over something it really wants and likes. And remember, a guy might cum once or twice and shoot an ounce or two, but a good pisser can go all night long and deliver pint after pint of pleasure

Well, I have a head start on a lot of the guys who are just in their 20's, so I hope they understand they have time to catch up <g> I came of age in the early 70's ( thanks to a dirty old man who was the small town post master) He could barely get half hard ( yeah young'uns- this was in the stone age before Viagra) so I was often fucked by a green plantain or a metal cigar tube. Disco was getting going, and even in upstate NY gay bars were opening.I went to college in the city ( NYC) and kept a loose tally back then.By the time I was 21 I had tracked almost 2500 loads in me-oral or anal. By the time I hit 30, I had taken more than 3500 loads, and since a lot of my action was in bookstores or gay movie theaters ( ah, the old Adonis and Gaiety theaters in Times Square area) or the baths I figured most of the loads were from new guys- not a lot of repeats that I knew of. I dropped into a 19 year relationship and that really toned down my sex life and loads from strangers- but since breaking up in 2000, my sex life has rocketed and I now can account for about 8,000 different cock passing through my throat or ass

A top cock is a top cock - if HE wants the rubber he still gets my ass-- but HE has to buy or find the damned thing, and my standing rule is after he cums, he has to pack the used rubber back into my freshly fucked hole as deep as possible-- I have had a lot of guy who wanted rubbers get off on this idea- and I still got the load-- and usually I can hold the rubber for at least 8 hrs- or if I am getting multiloads during the night, each guy after the rubber man is fucking into a floating rubber,knocking a little more of his seed out with each thrust

FLfucker- you handled it perfectly- you knew there had not been any hose ritual done and so when shit hit the fan so to speak, rather that freak out or throw blame, you just fucked on and came strong. As a total bottom, I am always aware of my hole and whether a clean fuck is assured--if it is not, then there is no fuck. And I really think it all falls back to an ex lover who used my ass and always assumed it would be spotless- and when that day came and it was not, he got very accusatory about it not being clean- looking back; the sex life dropped way off shortly after that. I guess I just didn't want to listen to him bitching about my shithole actually serving a purpose other than him !

Well, 1st of the new month, so it was time to look back over the last month and see how committed I was to getting loads-- I was sort of saddened by the low numbers- I had much higher hopes <g> So, in October I WAS able to take 18 loads in my ass, 7 down my throat, and 5 fistings. The last was a surprise- I really thought I had been fisted more than that, and maybe I was and just failed to mark it down on the calendar , but I did host family twice during the month, so I had some distractions With October in the books, I am now at a year to date total of 164 loads taken anal, 47 loads taken oral , 124 fists taken--still just 3 fist given, and no change on piss- stuck at 15 Faggot Hole- I am eager to hear where you are at- you have an amazing count going. And speaking of loads- I would love to start a boycott against Halloween- there wasn't a single cock to be had all day yesterday- I was ready, eager and really hoping to get the counts up before the last stroke of the clock at midnite-- and all I was able to score was a FF bud last night ( not complaining about him- he is good ffun) But really- all the boys men were so focused on being "fabulous" at the street party or private parties; none had the time to fuck !! I suggest next year gay men skip the whole Halloween costume crap and just organize rolling orgies and gang bangs- dress code naked and play required

Hey Vers- wish you were here right now- had my 2 hour fist session this afternoon followed by a FB inviting me over to take a load from him-- and now my hole is just sitting here on idle waiting-- you could have seconds and thirds if only........

If any of you follow some of my writings you know I am off Thurs and Friday- this past week we had a weather low in the Gulf of Mexico blowing rain into the area all week- Thursday was gray and rainy all day, and despite hosing out and being ready all day, and online on all the hook up sites, I got nothing- not even one of those endless e mail types- so rather than drive to Miami that night for patio play at the Latin bar, I stayed in. Friday wasn't much better-but drier. A guy who had been hunting my hole for a few weeks hit me up late morning- and by 1p he was on the way and I was more than ready. He said he used condoms on poz guys, and I let him know that would be his choice, but after he unloaded in it I expected him to push the whole thing back in my ass for safe keeping<g> He showed up, and we got to work with me deep throating him till he was good and hard- then he went to work on my ass- had me bed over the bed face down and fucked me.I never heard a condom package tear open, and sure as hell, he was doing my ass raw.Halfway to loading my ass, he said he wanted to fuck me outdoors- and so we headed to the backyard bare assed and he had me suck him back to full hard, then he went to town fucking me in the drizzle and deep seeding my hole. We headed back in to the house, I figured he was going to dress and split ( he said he was running errands and it would be a cum and go) As we chilled, and he dressed, I go us a couple sodas, and continued talking. Next thing I knew, he was undressing and ended up having me suck him as he jacked, feeding me a 2nd load. This time he dressed and did leave- sure hope for more of this fine meat. Then a FB saw me on BBRT, so I cut to the chase and asked him over to fuck my ass and to push the other load in deeper. He was over in 15 minutes and planted the 2nd load of the afternoon up my hole.While waiting for him, a 3rd FB hit me up , I let him know I was about to get bred- and he wanted in after that guy was done, so as soon as load 2 was in , I went online and told him to come by. He did, and after a bit of oral play, he put me on my back and pumped in load 3. A few rain squalls blew thru after that and the men stopped seeking hole- so I headed to the local sleaze baths for $9 locker night. At the bar in back a FF FB of mine was talking with the bartender- when he saw me he advised me he had the big room, and he was ready to play--for me to get a beer and hurry up and down it. Went to his room and began deep throating him, then he put me on the bed with my head over the edge and began skull fucking me-- not a good angle after just pouring a beer into my gullet- so he moved me onto my back, pushed my ass up and started fucking my ass. With all the earlier fucks, it was open and a little sloppy with their cum still, in spite of a quick douche I did before leaving home and heading out to the tubs. He pulled out and began working his fingers in, and with about 2 ounces of coconut oil for lube, had his hand inside me in just a few pushes. He ended up fisting me for about 25 minutes, before we took a break. He went for another beer, I went to the steam room for more cum,but after sucking a decent sized cock to full hard, when I turned and bent over, he bolted. I cruised a while, but nothing really caught my eye- most were obese guys in their rooms on their bellies with a mountain of ass facing the door. I grabbed a beer from the bar just as it was closing, made a walk around as I drank it, then headed to the sauna. Not a single person in the wet area, so I went in the sauna and laid out, ass open and inviting. Soon after, a 35-ish year old guy came in and sat , slowly revealing more and more of his crotch, and I moved my leg to give full exposure to my hole. He moved closer, and I moved up between his legs and began sucking him. He put both hands on my head and held me on his cock, moving my skull as he wanted, and I felt fingers on my ass- soon I was getting fisted by someone as the guy held my head on his crotch. The hand exited and was replaced by a cock-still, I had no idea who it was as the guy really had my skull locked into his groin. Whoever was fucking me soon came, and then the fist resumed using my ass- I have no idea if the guy fisting me also fucked me, or if there was another guy in there that took a shot at my hole. The fister pulled out and I heard the sauna door open and close, and the guy let my head free-- I offered him my hole, but he declined, saying he only fucks with a condom- and he didn't have one with him. FUCK! I got up , and headed out for cooler air. Of course my ass was starving, so I went to the dark hall, and a beefy guy with a decent and thick cock dropped his towel, so I went down on it. Seemed like he might have hit a dirty hole earlier in the night- the cock was clean but his bush had a - "aroma"- to it that I was not into, so I pulled off, and turned and bent over.Wham, he was in my ass in a second, pumped furiously for about a minutes, and shot a good sized load up into my gut. By now it was midnite, and the energy/crowd had shifted- I sat and waited for a fresh wave, but after an hour and nothing, I gave up and headed out.

For anyone who is serious about tracking their activity loadwise- or if you may think some of the guys posting here are full of (shti) --- I have a wall calendar -one of those monthly ones with inspirational pictures of the college I went to ( I am sure they keep hoping for a big donation) Every day I am fortunate enough to have my mouth or hole used, before I hit the bed for the night, I post a tally to the square for that day. Since I am 110% bottom, all numbers are loads (or fist or piss) taken. I mark the loads/activity as A- O- F- P- and then the number for each type over the last 24 hours. And sadly, I have too many days ( usually my work days) where I make no marks at all. BUT- the calendar is on the door to my laundry/pantry room off the kitchen, and I see it multiple times a day, so I am always reminded of what I should be doing, rather than what I am doing at that moment. I also can see my better days for getting some, and can get a feel for the trends-so I plan my diet and days off accordingly. Sort of funny looking at this- the college sent me the free calendar hoping for donations, and I am using it to track cum donations-- who da thought it !! LOL { And, as if this hasn't rambled on long enough- I ONLY count fucks where the person has actually cum - which is frustrating for me- for example-last Thursday I got fucked and loaded, then he worked another 30 minutes trying to load me again but wasn't able. So, all that work, just 1 load.Later that night at the bar I was deep throating all night but from the 4 or 5 men I worked so hard on, only 1 was "done" for the night and fed me his cum- so 5 cock sucked extended periods, 1 load, only 1 load oral marked. Thursday afternoons my fist coach comes around for 2 hours and works my ass into a sloppy open hole, flogs my balls and cock, and often sounds my cock during the sessions, and packs my ass with various dildos- but for all that, it only registers as 1 fist. I may take 5 piss loads from 1 guy in a session, but it is 1 person, 1 mark. I sort of hope that all the other guys use a similar reporting standard- but no matter-- I KNOW where my load level is month to month, and what I need to work harder at )

For other non German natives cruising this listing and looking for a good hotel in the middle of the gay area, I was over in November of 2013 and stayed at the Quentin Design Hotel and it was perfect ! I checked out Berlin.com and was able to book the hotel thru it at half the price of the mainstream travel sites like Kayak or Hotels . My only regret was I got a stomach flu/ bad dick the 3rd night out and spent 3 days in the room riding the toilet--thankfully I chose Quentin with en suite toilets, so I was 5 steps away from the many races to it

Happy October 2nd guys. I was going to post on Tuesday, but kept hoping against all odds that I might get one more load in before the calendar page turned ( never happened tho, dammit!!) So , in September Loads taken in my ass 13 loads down my throat 9 fists taken (my Thur sessions were 2 hrs each) 14 and not a single guy was willing to use me as his urinal, sort of pisses me off! / SO my year to date, with September number included are : Loads taken anal 146 loads taken oral 40 fistings taken 119 ( and still riding at 3 fistings GIVEN !! Gasp! My bottom card is still at risk of revocation! LOL And piss loads swallowed a poor 15 ! / My next vacation week is in November, somewhere around the 13th thru the 22nd. If you know of any sleazy events in your city that time frame- drop me a PM and let me know- I really need a HUGE bump in loads to make 2014 a suck-cess, and I can fly on the cheap thanks to my work