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Well, moved the slut dial a little this past week- had one of my regulars wanting my hole, but couldn't give it to him when he wanted- just as well; I began hosing when he hit me up ( about 30 minutes b4 he wanted it) Not happy with the hosing process, I suggested maybe later at the end of work (his) would be better--and cleaner. About 4p he msgs me asking if I was FINALLY ready for him--sort of an attitude and it sort of pissed me off, but I was starving for cock and cum, and indeed the hole had fought me all afternoon,each time I thought it was good it would fail the hose test.But I felt good finally, and set up the room and he showed about 50 minutes later. As I was sucking him, I could hear the pig oinking on BBRT telling me I had messages, so I got up off my knees and we moved to the bed, he fucked my ass and unloaded in it. He got off my back and went in to the toilet to wash off, then dressed and split. I checked the messages, and there were 2 guys chasing- one from earlier in the afternoon. I sent a message( I thought) to the newer messager-but in fact had sent it to the guy who kept messaging and dropping earlier. He came right back and wanted sloppy seconds. Gave him directions, and eventually he made his way to the house (after going to the wrong address at first--almost lost his cock to a neighbor!!) After a quick call, and redirecting him to the house, he showed up- short Asian guy, kind of hard to understand and he seemed pretty skitterish, especially when I stripped in front of the living room window--so I moved him back to the bedroom and sling- and began undressing him--he had bandages in several areas of his stomach, ,and his cock had a PA in it with 2 pointed cube ends but it was a cock and a potential load, so I went to work on him, getting him hard and working the points of the PA around to where they were not hitting my tongue as much. He began trying to fist my ass as I was sucking him- the only wetness was the previous mans cum, so I moved him to the sling, where I had more lube laid out and several dildo's. He shoved the cock in my ass,just the cum for lube and I could feel the PA scraping as it worked in- but I gave in to the moment and he fucked for a few minutes,pulling out and jamming back in, before he got some lube and began fisting my hole, then he proceeded to try to work both hands up into me-still not enough lube but he was pretty persistent and came pretty close.He then shifted and had a hand in my hole and pushed his cock in , and I could feel him working his cock around inside my hole with his hand, He used a vibrator on my cock with his free hand, and made me cum ( a rare event) before he too shot his load. As he was wiping off the lube from his hands, I asked about the bandages- he was about 10 days out of gallbladder surgery! (and then he proceeded to show me the incision areas--eww!) After he left, I did a fast check, but there was no blood , so I guess either the PA was tucked safely, or my hole has gotten tough and can take a scraping and still remain intact. Def would not have played with this guy in a sex club or tubs- esp with the gauze all over his gut- but as cock crazed as I was- he filled the need

I have never been into eating , licking or anything oral with hole--mostly because I am totally shut down at the first whiff of brown in play. As a bottom, I may spend 2 or 3 hours ensuring my chute is spotless , and have cancelled fucks if I cannot have it clean for my top. Now, I have NO problem taking the mans cock in my mouth and sucking him clean of any lube and ass /cum juice--if it is from my hole. But there is only the smell of his cum, and my lube on his cock. I understand the ass is designed to pass shit thru it, and all that --but it doesn't need to smell like it during sex. ( And that applies to anything near the hole-- I once played with a couple- was really getting into being the middle of the action- until I went down on the one guys cock and as I bottomed out in his pubes, I could smell the leather cock ring he was wearing stunk of crap-probably had been wearing it while douching out, or maybe when fucking someone else earlier or the day before...as hot as the action was, it ended play for me- choke me on a big cock, not a smell more associated with an unflushed toilet in a gas station)

BTW-- to all-- if you have taken the precautions and did the planning for your health care in future days towards the end of your life--not particularly an end of your life from ANY virus or illness- but in the known fact we will ALL expire one day-- if you have appointed a friend or family member to act as your power of attorney for health care {POA}-- PLEASE do them a huge favor-- they will be the person the medical staff will turn to to decide end of life care for you ( such as hospice care with only palliative care ( which means pain meds but no food or water until death occurs) Now, while you are well and have a sound head- come up with a really wrong question for your POA to ask you when the day comes--something such as" Wasn't Ms Kitty your favorite hedgehog?" when in fact you never had a hedgehog as a pet-- this will be a coded conversation between you and that person- when you are asked, you know the end is near; the person you have put all faith in is having to make some very hard decisions on your behalf, and when you answer YES!!, it will let him know you are aware; you support his decision, and YOU can begin your own process of saying goodbye. Often, esp with gay men, family may not want to let go and might even resent the suggestion-or be unwilling to hear the words yet- but the coded question is known to the 2 involved. AND- the person making the life ending decisions for the ailing person will have the mental relief after death occurs of knowing the dying knew and more importantly agreed to the choices being made. BTW part 2--if you have not done power of attorney, wills, do not resuscitate orders, and the like yet--do it now--NO one has ever lived forever--and damned few people knew exactly when and where they would die. Now, enough about death- everyone should be out fucking and living TODAY.. but do get things in order for those left picking up your dirty jocks long after you have gone

Just read this post, and ironically, our local NPR ( Natl Public Radio for those non-USA based guys) station had a guest on yesterday who wrote a book about the whole grieving process--of course, I was driving to work and only caught a bit of it--but the truth she spoke was this : Grief takes hold, and ignoring it or fighting it is pointless--it will hang on until you allow it to process out. She suggested allowing grief to take a seat at the table with you- to let it run its course much like a cold or flu- and to push thru as it gets easier to deal with it, and resume your own life. I don't know if it will get thru, but the NPR station here is WLRN,it is an ORG URL, and the air date was 15 Jun in the Topic Currents talk section. The author, and book title , is below ( again, not sure if it will get thru, or if a filter bot will block it) CAM, you did what you thought was right at the time-you urged your friend to seek care,he chose not to. Undoubtedly, he knew his status long before you got infected, and was either unconcerned about YOUR health and life, or his- or both. You showed caring and concern, and are still on the Earth today thanks to it. Use these days to live, and don't linger too long on looking back. The book-- Grief Specialist Claire Bidwell Smith: "When Life is Over, Where Do We Go?"

Well, the sad answer is no, the area has remained sexually numb at best-- but it has not just happened-- I began noticing the sex club 321/Slammer had lost the "energy or Vibe" a couple years ago- guys roaming but hard to get anyone to settle in and really play hard. Online was a sort of reliable source for some play-- but even that has gotten profoundly unresponsive. Ft Laud used to NEVER have less than 10 hook up now ads on BBRT at any time- in recent weeks there have been times when there were 4 or fewer on, and a couple of those were the perpetual type -and the poster was offline. I too went out Friday to the bath house- half priced rooms--should have been active-- and yet, I was lucky- truly- to suck 3 cocks (none came) and got fucked by 2 guys in the room- 1 was a small Asian guy who I think was hoping for a wedding ring , the other a guy who was a bearish type and was actually a great cummer- neither were 10's or maybe in some eyes a 5 even--but I was eager to get bred and they were more than willing to help- which is the attitude that tops and bottoms used to seem to have all the time. I was off Thurs thru Sat, and sad to say, only sucked off 1 guy Thurs, and no play at all all day Saturday- (As a side bar- I even hit one of the gay bars Friday for the after work $2 drink happy hour- had heard it was where EVERYONE went--got there a little late, about 530- and found a parking spot with no problem; went in the bar and the bar was sparsely populated- hung out till 7pm and while it did get a little busier...was only about 1/2 of a "crowd", and the number of guys on their phones checking sites or texting was really noticeable --lucky for me a friend from years ago happened to arrive and we caught up b4 I ran to the tubs--otherwise-- zzzzzz

Read this as my warm up before hitting the tubs this afternoon-- almost has a cadance to it like a lot of hypnosis files-- hmmm--wonder if we are all being subconsciously trained to submit to BBC by reading this?? ( hell, too late for me-- I was onto that a long time ago !)

Hey guys- I have been online yesterday and today on most all the sites- BBRT, A4A,Recon,Asspig, NKP, etc-- anyway-- I went the full day yesterday without a hook up. Not even a "wanker" who just wanted to email till he came--zip, nil, zilch, zed!! Had the same problem last week too- all 3 days I was off and hunting. So, I thought it might be me- until I saw there were only 5 guys with hook up now ads here in Ft Lauderdale on BBRT-- that is unheard of ! So I gave up a little bit ago and went for lunch at the gay plaza- always a good place for viewing men walking from bar to pizza parlor to gay mens clothing shop...grabbed a slice and sat in front of the pizza place, and realized I was the only person outdoors at noon- no one walking thru the parking lot, no one browsing/cruising along the side walk-- in fact, the only real sound was a locust or cricket chirping away. As I pondered where everyone was, I got a call from a good friend up in New York City--lamenting that he was striking out on all the hook up sites there, got so bad yesterday that he went to the West Side Sauna- and was greatly disappointed. Even the bookstores were not producing any cock for him. SO- my general question is- has a new wave of hook up apps taken over and replaced the way we are hooking for sex, has global warming driven everyone inside and made us all lethargic, is LeBron James live on TV penis exposure making us all fixate on it rather than hooking with a real one?? Would love to hear what you are experiencing in your area, or if you have discovered a new source for guys looking to fuck..

Hey all- I have been trying to get laid all day today and have had no luck-so maybe I am just a tad bit crabby at this point. But damn, sure wish guys would take a couple of minutes and revisit their profiles and at least mark down country and region ( state in the US) if not city as well.. . No, I am not trying to stalk you--but when you read a guys post or reply to a post, it is nice to look at their data off on the side and see they are local or at least in the same hemisphere.

well, I have no idea how many coworkers know or do not know- I really do not want to play with anyone I work with and as such, where my ass goes should be none of their business, or interest. That said, I work with a fairly large number of gay men ( percentagewise about 15%) and they obviously can get online-and none of my profiles shy away from disclosing my interests/status--I am sure they can connect the dots. And maybe even gossip or whisper behind my back-- here's the thing-- I could give a crap what THEY think or say--none of them are supporting me, and honestly- the school yard name calling is so far behind me I am not opening that door to them ! I have a bio tat lower back at the waist/beltline, and work outdoors- so there is a chance it has flashed one or two in the course of working. The nub of it all--since my ass is not up for "grabs" by any them-- why should they know or care?? The men I do cruise of give my hole to know early on what the score is- and if they side in staring at the bio tat-then they really have bought in to the whole hole

Great pics guys ! And as far as metal in a bottoms hole-- fuck it-- their hole should be YOUR hole, while fucking anyway. I have had 00 guage PA's in me, and to be honest I loved it-- the only reason I am not a fan of metal cock- or maybe better- the only time- I am not a fan- is when trying to suck the guy up- lots of fillings in my mouth, and without fail that damned PA will make metal to metal contact and my whole mouth feels like I am chewing aluminum foil and batteries ! Funny thing- after almost ( or more than) 10,000 cocks in my sexual years, I can still recall vividly getting plowed on the back nature walk at Cathedral City Boys Club in mid afternoon by a big bearish guy with a huge PA- he just bent me over, rubbed the metal up against my hole, and began pushing in-- once thru, he fucked me until he shot as guys looked on, pulled almost out and left the ring hanging off my ass lips for a visual to the other men--then popped it all the way out, slapped my ass and walked away. No names, no thanks, -just used abused and moved on . I loved it enough to have it in my memory all this time <g>

Hey BD-- I think you and I have similar benefits-- and I bet I could help you out on having a spare hole around for the next DC gangbang <g>

Hey guys-- and especially hi to the regular followers- I was sort of bummed during May about the number of loads/action I was getting in May, especially the end of the month when I was on a 10 day vacation and decided to stay home and try my luck online. It was Memorial Day weekend and my birthday- so I had big expectations of non stop fucking-- well, you know where this is going--- days of not as much as a single endless emailer on the hook sites ..grrrr. So I was really surprised yesterday when I did the numbers off my wall calendar and realized just how many loads I HAD gotten! In May, (all are taken loads ) I was fucked 17 times,was fed a load 4 times, and took 16 fistings. And, I even gave 2 fistings-- but I prefer not to admit to that or I might lose my bottom certification <g>) So, at the end of May, my CUM-ulative totals are :60 loads/fuckings in my ass, 17 loads taken orally, 44 fistings received ( and yeah, a couple given) and 2 piss sessions . As I just posted over in the last load given/received-- last Friday was a real boost to my slut numbers- took a no tell motel room right next to the gay Latin bar in Miami, so I was able to do the bar and do the room for action--but really the patio was sufficient for most of the action after the sun set and the pigs came out In the arena of shameless promotion- during June my ass is available Thurs thru Sat, so if you are looking to run my hole and load me up- get in touch--1 load or a gang bang, it all works for me as long as the cum is in me

Hey guys- not to rage a pity party,but did a staycation and should have gone almost anywhere but home ! Seemed like almost every man in S Florida was gone elsewhere. Frustrated ( and really really over doing any more home improvement chores) I e mailed a guy I had played with once b4 down in Miami last Friday.He was dripping eager for my hole--but had no where to meet. He mentioned a cheap motel near where he worked, then I thought about the one next to my favorite Latin gay bar ( the one that has a ffun patio) I pulled it up online and discovered they had a web presence- but no booking option- so I called and they had a room. I went back and forth with the Miami guy, and after an hour of thinking about it, I decided to just do it-- confirmed the room was still available, and let the guy know I was headed down. Let a 2nd FB know I would be at the bar all night, he msgd back he had plans --grrr. Got to the motel and into the room- kicked a palmetto bug out the door, and decided to keep most of my things in the car and just the lube and toys in the room. Let the guy know the room number- he was on the way up already, and then the FB hits me up wanting to drop by. Had to put him on hold until #1 had the chance of playing, and #1 was only 5 min out anyway. #1 came in with a satchel, stripped and went right to work on my hole. I noticed he had a glass pipe and a box laid out on the side table, but the afternoon was spent just plundering my hole- including stuffing his balls and cock up my hole and pushing in as deep as he could. We went at it, breaking out a double headed dildo and grinding hole to hole, then he would go back to fisting my ass. Around 6p, he realized the time and hurriedly cleaned up to go get his friend for their dinner date,saying he would try to return around midnite. All the while we were fucking, I was getting text msgs --after he left, I checked them and they were from the FB, wanting to do a 3 way, wanting to know if we were playing, etc. As I was reading them, I noticed and arm on the window and someone looking in- I texted him back and told him the room number- and almost at the same time the guys outsides phone buzzed! I opened the door, and it was him- he came in and dropped his shorts, I sucked him for under a minute before he wanted my ass- I got on all 4's on the bed and he began sucking my asslips, chewing and semi biting them for a few minutes to ensure they were as puffy as could be for him--once he was satisfed, he began exhaling lungfuls of air up into my hole,inflating my gut,and after several of those, he slid his cock in and had me push the air out as he fucked. About 5 minutes of this and he unloaded into a condom, and quickly stripped it and went to the bathroom and tossed it into the toilet, wiped off at the sink and said he might see me at the bar later. No action in store, I threw on shorts and a tank, and went across the parking lot to the bar-lone customer- and had a beer. Killed time watching the street traffic , and as the evening progress guys began showing up- one in particular caught my eye, and I went back in and to the patio,he followed and I was soon eating his cock to the base, as he pinched my tits and began exploring down my back- finding my hole still lubed from the ass play in the room. Next thing I knew, he had 4 fingers in,pulled back and grabbing my shoulder with one arm ,pushed his whole hand up into my hole as I worked his cock- fisted me for about 5 minutes before pulling out of my mouth and ass, and wandered around. All in all, he fucked me 2 times over the evening, and fisted me 4 more times--once while I was deep throating a long haired guy in the dark corner--left the bar in rain at 3 am- just a little after a group of drunk fem boys arrived and began doing some sort of sing along to the video playing- and not in any sort of key. Had about 4 hrs of sleep-sort of- before leaving in the morning and heading to the nude beach to let my hole bake in the sun-- but no additional play ;-(

Check out WarpMyMind, I found the MP3 files by ArkGearCub were pretty good ( DirtyFuckingSexPig) The site can be a bit buggy to get around or find things in ( esp when you use the filters) but if you spend a little time in it, you will find some decent files, for free

It really depends on the setting and the day-- if there are guys online and they are active and wanting to fuck, then by all means, fuck me fast and go ( 15 or 20 minutes is about right) On the other hand, if there has been nothing online all day and someone DOES want to play, I generally will comment how quiet the net has been, and how much I would really love to hook up and take as many loads as he can put in me. Sort of the cue for him to take his time, pace himself and know that he is not cock blocking me from any other play. If I am at the tubs, it is a different story of sorts. If the tubs are slow and quiet, then a long loud and sloppy fuck is wonderful-- just bring a hard cock to the party! ( I was at the tubs last night and this guy with a pinky cock hit me up in the steam room-- nothing was happening, so a cock is a cock- he mentioned he wanted to fist me too--all good.He led me back to his room, and after sucking him, licking his balls and generally pulling every trick in the book out- he still was not remotely hard or making any move towards fisting my hole. At that point I bailed-and I suspect he knew he wasn't going to be able to get hard but just led me on sensing what a cock pig I am. Oh well,karma will reward me and be a motherfucker to him one day <g>) If the tubs are hopping, then I prefer the fucker to be verbal and make a lot of skin to skin contact, and to use my ass for about 10 minutes, 15 tops if he actually nuts up my hole. But when a lot of guys are out and hunting, I don't want to get tangled in one guys sheets

Swapped yesterday off from work, and hunted loads all morning and afternoon- but the internet was dead quiet here, again. Then about 4p, one of my anon FB's hit me up - we have had trouble connecting recently, so I was guardedly optimistic. Some back and forth, then he went silent--FUCK, another misconnect ! About 20 minutes later, he hit me back up, and said he wanted to come over in about 20 minutes, same set up as always- me in a jock in the sling, bedroom door open,blindfold on, and a vibrator all the way up inside my hole. Oh, yeah, and he was bringing someone else along.SWEET!!! Ended up in the sling waiting about 4 minutes before they arrived, heard them walk in, undress, and the bud began fingering my hole ( I think...)Then the anon FB mounted my hole and began pushing around my hole, then I felt more pressure as the other guy began mounting the FB. Once the other guy was in, he began fucking,setting the sling in motion and rocking my bud in and out of my hole as the vibrator kept up a steady shake in my hole. Bodied shifted, the FB pulled out , and the guy who had been fucking him took my ass and fucked for a minute or two, pulled out and the FB slipped back in, the other guy began adding a finger then two then 3 up alongside the FB's cock in me.This sent the FB over the edge and he grunted and gave a few more hard pumps before unloading into my ass--as he pulled out the other guy slammed in and pumped about a minute before shooting his load up and inside. As he pulled out I quickly wrapped a hand around his cock and milked any cum off it and then licked my fingers off.The FB had already begun guiding the other to the bathroom to wash up, they came out of the bathroom after a minute or so, dressed , and headed back out the door to the driveway.Once the car was started and I no longer heard the engine, I hopped out of the sling, removed the blindfold, and got online for more--but the net was still slow. So, headed off to the Club Baths here for half price locker night - a little action here and there- but nothing great until I was chatted up by a team member. Mentioned how slow it was, and he suggested I ought to follow him--he pulled out a nice 8 inch cut cock and I went down to the pubes on it. Halfway into fucking me, they paged him on the speaker system to help someone get back into a room, so I never did get his load , dammit

On the flip side, as a 110% sub bottom, I prefer the top to be all man- fit ( not a gym goddess but trim) , engaged in the activity, wild and kinky but sane about it , and determined to get his nut as deep up my hole as he can, as often as he can, no questions asked ! If he is lisping and dripping Gurl, be-yitch, and the like at me, calling my hole a pussy, etc,dangling wrist bracelets and gold necklaces, I lose the edge--my hole WILL still service him till he cums, but repeat visits will be far and few between.