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FUCK! So many things have gone away in Amsterdam! Drakes Guesthouse,Black Tulip, StableMaster...I heard Dirty Dicks and Eagle were shuttered after the owner died in the US ( but at least one has reopened??) I hope Berlin isn't sucking all the life out of the other great sex cities of Europe--- we could lose so much if that happens and then one day the Berlin political environment goes conservative

Hmm, well RawTop, I was slut in the 70's in NYC in my late teens and very early 20's, had at least 3000 different cock in me by the time I graduated college. Then I moved for work and was picked up by a guy who actually made me breakfast the morning after, and we ended up being together 19 years. He was all about monogomy, me, maybe not so much so. And after about 7 years our sex stopped ( but not the love/relationship) and we morphed into outside sex on a don't ask don't tell <brag??> basis. It all ended with him having an affair for a year behind my back- we tried to go the relationship coach route but it failed and I moved out/away and into a house wit.h a couple- as a slave to the one man. THAT lasted all of about 4 months, and since then I have been single (almost 14 years now) I have fuck buds and friends, but I think twice burned and I now have barriers and walls up to settling in and enmeshing myself into someone else to any depth or degree. And, I do love that my bedroom is a king bed and fuck bench and sling-- I would think finding another man who would think that was suitable decor would be just too complicated. And of some of the pigs I play with- hell, most, are either married to a woman, or are partnered and play outside their relationship (known or on the sly) and so they are not really candidates for relationships (and besides, if they are cheating on the BF now, why would I want to become that boyfriend down the road and experience the same cheating?) BTW- well over 9000 different cocks in me at the very least at this point-so the last 14 years have not been a waste <g>)

Brother, keep on writing ! You are doing great! And please,please promise to write all the way thru to an ending!! I love the guys who write for us, but damned if it isn't a little like hook up email when a story gets really going-- then suddenly there is no more--just like some guy on BBRT all hot for hole and when the time comes to get his address--he is offline ARRRGGGHH But I digress-- please keep this story going-- you are doing wonderfully

A few days late, but maybe I was hoping for some sort of a recount and better numbers <g> During March, I was only able to land the following: Loads taken anal 14 Loads eaten ( oral) 5 and fistings taken 3. Way off on all counts-- and NO piss in 3 months ! WTF ??? Anyway, now that I have ranted, my YTD numbers; March included, are Anal 35 Oral 11 Fistings 13 (all received- I gave no loads or fistings)

You guys ever have a contact on one of the hook up sites that you WANT to play with, and HE wants to play, but schedules never seem to work out? I have had one like that for too many years--until today. We passed e mails back and forth all week, my ass tied up with work till today. Too often, my free day something cock blocks the other guy and the hook never happens. We had set today after 11a to look for each other on line- I was on by 11a, but he wasn't responding. Finally around noon he said he was on the road, and was looking to use a hole all afternoon- shot him the address, and he was going to be here by 1p. Just b4 1p , he texted to say he was making a pit stop, but would be over in 30 minutes. Hmm, would it happen or not... and I had 2 regulars wanting a Friday fuck hole. Put them on hold ( explained why) and then he showed up. Ended up in the sling with him using my holes for the next 3 1/2 hours- lots of fisting and fucking, but especially lots of ball and cock both in the hole at the same time. He really gave my hole a work out, but never to the extent that it would be out of service for other guys later on this evening ( and tomorrow) . And, I finally got a good long piss enema in the sling- as soon as he emptied his bladder, he pulled his cock out and slammed his fist up and in, when he pulled the fist out, he plugged my hole with an exotic-erotics horse cockhead butt plug--nothing could leak out with that flared cock head in my hole. Going to take a while to get all the coconut oil and J Lube off me, but then, not in a rush-- it might come in handy in a little while- the men are about to finish dinner and get online hunting a hole to breed for the night--and I will be prelubed and ready to roll!!

Famine to feast, part 2. Yesterday ( Fri) was my work week Sat- I had a few guys I had put off till my weekend for play, and was expecting to be used by one at 10a, so I skipped breakfast and hosed out right away after waking. And damned if he sort of drifted off the radar--but one of the new fucker guys from 2 days earlier was on, and wanted in my ass again so I packed up some lube and headed over for his 8 inch uncut cock. Nice thing about Florida-all I had on was a pair of shorts, tank top and flip flops- and was naked in his room in 10 seconds after going in his front door. Sucked and scoured my tongue under his foreskin for a while, then he said turn around. I had mentioned he needed to try jacking his cock off inside my hole during the previous visit, and so I was sort of ready for that yesterday. And he recalled it too, as I felt his cock slip out and then a few fingers push in, pull out and a good amount of coconut oil applied to my hole, then the whole fist pushing in-A deep breath and he was in,and I was encouraging him to feel around and explore my hole. As he got more comfortable in my hole, I suggested it was time to put his cock in there too, and jack it some. He partially pulled his hand out, and slipped his cock into his hand, and pushed back in. He tried to jack, but began getting a cramp in his wrist, so he resumed fucking my hole- when I reached back and pried the lips open he went wild and really banged into my hole ( maybe he was thinking about vagina to peak??) and too soon was gushing a load into my hole. I milked his softening cock as much as I could with my asslips before releasing him and sucked his cum coated cock to the edge of him pissing-- but he wouldn't give me any piss. Pulled on the shorts and t and thanked him, and headed home to find more. Unfortunately, another guy I had set to Friday hit me up with just 2 hours till he had to check out of the hotel, and had a few excuses why hooking up would be difficult ( OK-I got it, he wasn't interested-just say so) A FB wanted in , but was at work- and left me on wait for too long- so I began lining up a FF bud when the doorbell rang. A hot 26 year old with a thick 8 was there- we had played a couple times in the last 2 years, so not really even a FB- but he had been at a neighbors house getting a BJ and video'ed, and was up for more play and knew i was home. Ended up getting him to orgasm 3 more times over the next 3 hours and fucked thru a storm passing overhead- chilled out with him another hour and then , after he left, I realized I was hungry and tired- and pulled the hole down for the night. Sat noon now, and eagerly hunting for some fresh loads from the Saturday men -- fingers crossed it will be as fun as the last few days have been

Ahhh! Caviar !!!

Been in a sex slump for a while, no way at this rate that I will even come close to my 2014 load totals--and the internet has been especially off/quiet the last few months; not just for me,but many of my friends have expressed the same concern/frustration. So I was pleasantly surprised 2 days ago- got home from my morning coffee and crotch watching on the Starbucks patio, stripped and went out in the back yard to water the garden--and as I always do, water my hole. The veggies were all soaked, and my ass was hosed clean, and I went back into the house and signed into the laptop, I had about 80 minutes before I had to head in to work. Just got online and BBRT oinked at me, and then Adam buzzed . So I checked BBRT 1st, and a vers bottom wanted to fuck me. Did a fast hello e mail, and that I was 110% bottom ( in this town, a lot of the bottom guys try to bait and switch in the hopes of getting cock ) He wanted to fuck. SWEET! Checked the A4A msg, and another guy was in the neighborhood and wanted a cum and go. By now BBRT had replied back- we were getting close to sealing the deal, so I asked if 30 min would be OK, but that I wouldn't be up for a marathon since I had to work. He was good with it-I hit the Adam guy back and told him to come right over. He was here in 8 minutes, I was naked and went right to work getting him undressed and then sucking him hard. His phone buzzed, and he was antsy-probably the BF/husband/wife- si I lubed my holeup in an obvious motion, and braced on the side of the bed- he jammed in and fucked for about 3 minutes before unloading. I knew to act fast, so I spun and went back down on him before he had a chance to have fuckers guilt, and tongue washed him spotless. He pulled on his shirt and shorts, thanked me and was out the door. Let the BBRT guy know I was on my way, he was eager, and while trying to sign out, a one or two time fuck top msgd me on BBRT wanting to fuck.Damn, just no time ( and this guy has a HORRID flake out record) so I deferred him till my day off (today) Got to the BBRt house, and the guy had the most delicious cock- sadly he had washed under the foreskin but still - perfect fit down my throat, and when he moved to fucking, it went in and rubbed all the right spots.I had about 15 minutes I could spare for the fuck, and he was really holding off shooting, so when I told him I was going to be late if he didn't cum soon, he had me pry my ass lips open, he jacked for about 15 seconds, then slammed in balls deep and gushed out a load. I left him in draining for a minute before pulling off his cock and dropping to my knees and licking his cock clean of any cum he, or the other guy put in me. Thanked him, tossed on my shorts and raced home, put on 2 pair of boxer briefs ,the work uniform, and went in to work. Somewhere around 7 hours later I could feel some trapped air fighting to get out, and when I went into the toilet stall, a blasted out a belch of ass air ,along with some traces of lube/cum. Fingered my ass, and it def was old cum mixed in there <ahh, ambrosia Lol> Now if I could only carry 2 loads of cum to work EVERY day LOL

Wow, great reading thru the replies--in Ft Lauderdale so many of the men are doing some drugs of one type or letter. And I do not use anything, so I feel like I am the oddest odd man out. But then, every now and then , you DO find a guy who is also a non PnP:er and the connection tends to be stronger and more of a repeat. I probably have about 15 regular/semi-regular FF tops that use my hole, and to the best of my knowledge, none use anything more than poppers. But trying to hook up off BBRT , A4A,or NKP always tends to draw out the party guys --and generally they are looking for someone who has stuff to bring-- I can filter them out immediately, as well as the guy who emails 4 times in a row -" Looking? " at times I have listed in my profile as NOT being available

Yeah, I did-- early 80's in a small southeast Missouri city--the park was the central hook up spot, and I cruised this guy for a while. He got in my van, and we headed back to my apartment . Once in and up in the loft bedroom , I was blowing him when he suddenly wrapped his legs around my skull and began punching me. I somehow used my height and body to push him back enough that I could roll backwards down the stairs, then at the landing got on my feet and bolted out ( bare assed) and banged on all 3 neighbors doors, 2 AM and no one answered immediately, I went to my van,which was unlocked, and hopped in locking the doors--just then a neighbor opened his door and I yelled for him to call the cops, and about that point the guy exits my apartment. I had some laundry in the van and had pants and a t shirt on by the time the cops showed up, and gave them a description of the guy, who had taken off into the woods. The next day in the news, a local woman who had a new age kind of shop on the main street was found naked and dead in the upstairs apartment over her shop--I strongly suspected the same guy was involved and called the detective assigned my case, but he dismissed it as if there was no connection. About 2 days later, the same guy tried to beat up another park regular, but the victim was a brawler and beat the snot out of the thug, and after that the guy was not seen again-either he moved on, or decided fags were a bit tougher to attack than he had thought

I have a few regulars I offer my holes and sling up for --and they know I work and also insist on offering my hole up spotless--which means, as a rule, no spontaneous I want it in 5 minutes kind of servicing-unless I have posted that I am ready for immed service. I would still love to find a position in a business,one where I could provide a real function like inventory management or some function where I would contribute, and earn a wage and more importantly, insurance (health) benefits- but also have the understanding and flexibility that I would be there fro satisfying men throughout the day.