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I started fucking guys in 1985, after a couple of years sucking and being sucked at public toilets, actually the first fuck resulted from a note written on toilet paper passed under the stall (it said meet me outside).He gave me a phone number and we met up at his apartment some days later when I turned up with a condom which I wore fucking him. I recall he was a bit surprised at the condom, obviously he wouldn’t have provided one. So I’d used condoms from the very start. The following year I was in New York on my first trip abroad and had been picked up by a guy who spotted me alone leaving a gay dance. He got me to uplift my bag from the hostel I was staying at and sleep the night with him in his apartment (despite condom use the signs were there that I would become a slut). He explained that his strategy for avoiding AIDS was to only pick up young guys arriving from the country at Port Authority! Although we slept together, the guy was a perfect gentleman and we didn’t fuck, but instead the next day he took me to his ‘rap group’ at a gay community centre. All very New York and very 1980s. I was a shy 25 year old and was invited to speak during this session of about 15 guys. As well as explaining that I was travelling to London to come out to my family, which elicited a lot of advice which made me even more nervous that I hadn’t thought things through, I was somehow asked about my sexual practices. I made the statement that I always had used condoms and thus did not miss raw fucking I.e. what you don’t know you can’t miss. This caused quite a lively discussion, the gist of it mainly being “oh dear boy, you don’t know what you’re missing” mixed in with “good boy, keep up the good work, it’s too late for us”. I haven’t thought about that session from 30 years ago for a long time but I was glad that they let me into their meeting and opened up. They were nice men and I imagine many of them will have died of AIDS, I think effective treatments were not available for some time later. Enough of the rambling, the short answer is I don’t think I ever imagined wanting or actually barebacking. The introduction of high quality treatment of HIV infection in recent years would not have changed my mind really although it did mean I lapsed into raw sex occasionally, and then more frequently, without undue concern but a little guilt. The game changer for me was PrEP and, alongside that an understanding of U=U, and that has turned me into a full time barebacker comparatively suddenly about 4 years ago.

Its good to keep score, it keeps you on the ball and aiming to do better. So I looked at my current totals and those I reported previously and am pleased to observe the improvement. in the last 10 weeks I’ve increased the rate of fucks I’ve been having from 4.1 per week to 4.8. As importantly the rate of loads taken or given has tripled from 0.5 to 1.5 per week. i also noted the number of fucks I’ve had this year (since February when I started counting) is 95. So I hope to reach 100 soon, maybe tonight...

I’ve just been to Kaiserbrundl sauna in Vienna a veritable institution amongst European bathhouses. It cost €22 or about US$25 which included a pair of rubber “slippers”. It’s a large bathhouse with all the facilities you’d expect and a few that may surprise (such as a restaurant). It’s spread out over at least 3 floors but probably 4 - it’s so large and such a labyrinth that I’m never quite sure where I am. One facility it doesn’t seem to provide is condoms and it charges 50 cents for a small sachet of lube. I am a bit critical of that since most of us need lube and charging seems penny pinching at that entry price (I always take my own supply for topping and I prelube with oil-based cream for bottoming which usually lasts a few hours so it didn’t affect me.) in relation to condoms I don’t use them as Im on PrEP but for other guys it is their choice and I think sex-on-site owners and managers have a responsibility to support those choices. As it happens I doubt many condoms would be needed as all the guys I hooked up with or saw went bareback without discussion.

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Had a good time at Vienna’s classic Kaiserbrundl sauna last night. I started surprisingly by causing a Japanese guy to cum down my leg by an extended session of my nibbling his nipples while standing in an open nude cruising area. Later I got a guy to cum just with some caressing, kissing and frottage. While I was starting to think I had unknown erotic skills I was a bit worried as I was there for the fucking and I hadn’t yet gotten any. I needn’t have worried as I got saguaro in the steam room hard and then to fuck me. When I got back to my hotel room 3 hours later found he’d deposited a nice load. However, the highlight(s) for my evening were in one of the dark huge communal beds that are one of the Kaiserbrundl’s nice features for both resting and action. I was lying in there hoping to get fucked. A tallish guy lay down on his front next to me so he clearly was a bottom wasn’t going to fuck me. However, he reached over to feel my cock and although only semi-hard he seemed to like what he felt. So I took this as my invitation and reached over and stroked his ass. All this was in semi-darkness so you can’t see faces etc. He had a nice ass, slightly hairy, and I gave it a quick lick before pushing my cock in, just pausing and pulling out to apply some oil-based lube. I gave him a good pounding before depositing my load in him. That seemed like a good night’s work completed so I stopped by the small bistro within the sauna, one of the best I’ve seen in a sex venue, and had a light meal and beer. After that I returned to the dark communal beds still hoping to be fucked. After a while the same guy reappeared (I could tell by feeling the hair on his head which was slightly spiky - as I was leaving I recognised a tall muscular Chinese guy as almost certainly being the bottom I’d now fucked twice). I didn’t need to be asked and once again mounted the guy and started fucking him. As I’d already come by now I knew from experience I could stay hard indefinitely while topping - except if I took a whiff of poppers. The bottom had been using poppers and kindly shared with me which entitled him to a free second load. Satisfied with a well-spent evening I headed off into the night.

I recently fisted a guy for the first time which I thought would raise my score, but I’m still only 117.

In New Zealand, if you’re eligible (as young guys fucking around bareback will be) PrEP is paid for in the public health system so the drug is free although you pay a $5 dispensing fee for a 3 month supply. You also have to see a doctor every three months and get the necessary laboratory tests. A doctor costs about $40 and the lab tests are free. Actually you can dispense with some of these small costs if you use a pharmacy that does not charge the dispensing fee and if the doctor is willing, with the lab results, to write a repeat prescription without a further consultation (a repeat prescription alone would be about $15). These are NZ$, US$1 v NZ1.6 or so. If the guy is not at high risk the drug is not free but the arrangement is still reasonably affordable, about $100 a month locally for a months supply or less if self-import on the internet (which is legal) with a NZ prescription.

I take it as compliment and feel pleased that as the bottom I’ve given pleasure to someone else.

I’m barebacking through Europe for the next few weeks and in my last two nights in Lyon I went to LeTrou cruise club. About 1/10the size of the club I’d attended before (1er Sou-Sol) but way more guys. Good layout for a relatively cramped club with several mazes, dark corners and a mix of small and large booths. Several raw and several condoned fucks top and bottom. But the highlight for me was with a hot looking young guy who was just clearing out of a large booth with a bed after a session with another guy who caught my eye, looked me up and down, and asked “Actif?” That’s a French word I know and I nodded vigorously and mumbled something about my versatility. Back in the room we start with the sucking, then he rimmed me, and I started fucking him raw doggy style. After a while he stopped me, cleaned me up with some more sucking and got me to lie on my back. At first it wasn’t obvious what he was going to do and my high school French wasn’t thorough when it came to describing sexual positions and practices. Eventually he did sit on my cock but rather than fast, deep and furious he instead went for fairly gentle slow edging in and out on my cock. He was very skilled and it felt great. After a while I couldn’t hold back and was able to inject a good load up his ass.

A few days ago I went to 1er Sou-Sol a gay cruise club in Lyon but 10 times bigger than any cruise club I’ve been in. Huge. Over two levels with the basement having the atmosphere of a church crypt or wine cellar with rough hewn stone walls and brick arches etc. and dark, very dark, I’d be surprised if there haven’t been the odd injury from falling down steps, hitting head on rock walls or low ceilings, etc. great place. The downside is that being so large it can feel empty even with quite a few guys. Only there weren’t a lot of guys when I was there, only about 4 or 5 and a little later maybe 7 or 8. It was only after a couple of extra guys arrived that I got any action. I saw a new guy go around a corner into a maze area (much of the place was a huge maze I was still baffled after 2 hours) and not come out so I followed him in. I found him seated and so I crouched down and once he undid his pants I started sucking him to make him hard. Once he was hard h3 turned out to be quite big, and I was keen to get his cock in me. He started fucking me raw for a few minutes when one of the original guys who’d been at pains to avoid me bustled into our little possie. I was astonished to find that while we were actually fucking the interloper saw to it to steal the guy away from me - no attempt to wait till we tired, or to create a threesome, no he was just going to take him. And as he was much younger, with a harder body and spoke French he succeeded. I stayed around although not touching and the guy had the audacity to actually attempt to push me away - I took his hand and shook it as if that was what he had intended. I was disappointed given that I think I would soon have taken his load, how quiet the place was and the fact I wouldn’t score again that night, I felt he had crossed a line and had acted rudely but I suppose all’s fair in love and cruising. And I must acknowledge the sex between the two guys was electric and more energetic than I would have managed with a fair amount of rimming, kissing and sustained fucking.

I learn so much useful stuff from this site that I was never taught at school.

I only started counting in February when I noticed this topic and when I read that you could download an app to keep score, which I have (kountr). So far by 6 June I’ve taken 11 loads and deposited 4 loads. That’s from a total of 74 fucks (32 bottom, 42 top).

Last night I went to a sauna in Montpellier, France. Think we’re slow and so in the steam room (hammam is a common name used in France) I touched the ass of an older French guy of perhaps 60 or 65 as he was leaving. He responded well and without delay I was fucking him raw standing in the steam, which was pretty mild. So far, so good, well within my comfort zone and expertise. However after 5 minutes fucking he reached back over his shoulder and ganded me a rubber glove. Clearly he wanted me to fist him. I had never done this before and, honestly, it had not been something I’d ever wanted to do. However, having had the opportunity presented I was happy to oblige. I knew enough to form my fingers into a pointy formation. Beyond that I knew little. And the bottom guy didn’t speak English to give @ny explicit instructions. So I gently eased in my fingers and then my whole hand and the up to my wrist. The guy clearly wanted more and he tugged on my arm to go deeper, ever deeper. Eventually I was in up to my elbow which I though was pretty good for a novice. My question is what else should I do? I wiggled my fingers a bit. I though afterwards that maybe I should have made a fist within him. i don’t think I’ll get another chance to fist but if I do I’d like to do a good job. any tips to share?

My partner knows I bareback other guys as I’ve involved him every step of the way in my getting PrEP, first on the internet when it was a very new thing, later on a clinical trial, now just regular prescription through my doctor. I explained to my partner, who knew I was going to bathhouses at home and overseas on business, that guys were using condoms less and that you couldn’t trust them not to take them off during sex. My partner actually parcels out my Truvada into a pillbox for the week and brings me my pill with a cup of tea each morning. He also knows - I tell him - when I get STIs and have to have injections, a pill or courses of pills. On the other hand my partner doesn’t know the extent of my raw fucking. When I first went on PrEP I naively thought I would continue using condoms. My partner probably thinks I still do, perhaps. He doesn’t know what a cum slut I have become or the extent of my barebacking.

In the last few days I went to a sauna in sitges Spain for €15 (approx. $11) and one in Montpellier France for €11. The standard of facilities couldn’t explain the 25% difference. Rather I think that because Sitges is a party town attracting a lot of gay men they can charge a premium.

I’m in Sitges Spain and I’ve been to a bar (the XXL) with a backroom for the past two nights. I got bred on both occasions. The first was by a good looking guy who may have been a light skinned Moroccan, very sexy. It was a frustrating cruise area with some narrow dark areas and a quite well lit large room with a circular bed and sling. For about an 2 hours (this was now 2am) guys had been circulating around or just standing and no action - I had done my best to pep things up by taking off my pants and just wearing a jock but most guys remained fully clothed. I had left in disgust for 30 minutes to try cruising the dark beach but had been warned off by a cop. I returned to the backroom and about 20 other guys just stood around the large room. I caught the Arab guy’s eye and we moved to the bed and I sucked his night hard uncut cock. He then fucked me bending over the bed in front of the other guys and deposited a huge load in me. On the 2nd night I concentrated on the narrow dark areas. Eventually I was rewarded with a hot session in a tightly packed narrow space standing up. Despite the confines we kissed and both sucked watch other before he started to enter me. He had a very long cock and it hurt quite a bit on the first thrust. I had to manoeuvre to try to wriggle down and get some lube from my pants pocket on the floor but managed to lube him and we were back fucking. Although we were standing I could feel the exquisite pain of him reaching my 2nd ring. Suddenly he stopped and squeezed by other guys and left. I assumed he had come and a big load in me confirmed this later. On both occasions I held the loads in as I walked 15 minutes back to my holiday rental apartment. I then tried videoing the cum coming out on both my iPad and phone. If you’d like to see the videos they’re on my twitter account at @traveller_gay. It turned out the first load was so large it gushed out and flooded the lens on my iPad which went murky. I licked and swallowed that cum and filmed the rest coming out but with my phone had got a photo of the gusher by chance.

I am travelling several countries at the moment was struck a few days ago by the variations in pricing for visits to saunas and the like. Back home my local cruise club was $8 for years, which I thought was good, but crept up to $13 and has stayed there for several years and now seems to me the ‘right’ price and still affordable to go every Saturday and sometimes another day. At home I don’t tend to go to the sauna as all my favourite ones have closed and the closest one that remains is $25. On my travels I’m now in Barcelona and a nearby town Sitges which provided a good contrast in pricing, at a cruise club 3 days ago I had a great time with a day pass (in/out) for €5 (about $5) but last night forked out three times that for a sauna (€15) where the sex was no better and the steam room lukewarm. I thought it might be interesting to discuss what guys pay for their local or favourite bathhouses or sex-on-site facilities. What do you reckon is good value? What makes a place especially worthwhile? Is it particular facilities, layout (for me I like a darkroom) or is it just the vibe such as the general willingness to bareback?

I’m travelling in Europe and am now in Sitges a seaside town outside Barcelona. This morning I headed out to a nude gay beach north of the town. After a swim I cruised in the forest nearby. I didn’t have much luck only getting one chance to suck a cock albeit a very large and salty one. I packed up after an hour cruising and headed back to town but after a km or so spied a young guy in the forest on the other side of the railway tracks well off the path for returning to town. Hoping to strike it lucky I headed over and started climbing the hill into the forest and within a few minutes we had rendezvoused in classic cruising style making it appear we had by chance crossed paths. He immediately dropped his trousers without a word spoken and revealed a cute slim ass. Without delay I had my cock, already hard in anticipation, deep up his ass. He was gasping at taking the length and girth of my cock and I had to gradually work back to full penetration but we got there and eventually he shot a big load. As is frequently the case in these encounters there were no pleasantries exchanged and instead he wiped himself off and virtually ran away. Quite possibly he has a wife or girlfriend in the village. In the afternoon I resolved to head to the sauna. I was somewhat shocked to find it closing in mid-evening to reopen at 1am! I was mentally committed by this point and duly turned up at 1am and left two hours late at 3am. In between I fucked a guy raw within 5 minuted of arriving and later started sucking in the steam room a guy with a massive cock and shaved pubes, both turn ons for me. He signalled an interest in my asshole and I duly obliged by sitting on his cock, taking all of what must have been 8” at least. I never have been a great fan of sitting fucks and the angle and slippery surface made things awkward and he kept slipping out, which was a shame, and needing to re-enter, which was a delight. Anyway no loads in either fucks. The only other fuck was a downer as the guy insisted I use a condom.

As explained in my last entry I had a day pass for a cruise club in Barcelona and all the guys from 2-5pm insisted on condoms when fucking but I wondered whether things would change in the evening. Well I completed the experiment by returning for 2 sessions between 9 and 11pm. I’m pleased to announce that all sex was bareback in the evening. I wonder what the sociologists would make of that. for my own part I fucked 5 times in the evening, 3 top, 2 bottom, all raw. The highlight for me was a young slim guy (my type) spied me fucking from the outside of a booth through a gloryhole. When he felt the size and hardness of my cock he obviously decided he had to have me and he pulled me out and led me to a booth. After some fore play, mainly forced upon both our nipples (one of his being pierced), I ascertained that he was receptive to being fucked - just using the usual body signals, we didn’t speak each other’s language. He bent over and, unusually for me, I rimmed him. Boy was it great to rim his young ass and I periodically rimmed him some more as we paused in fucking from time to usually when he stopped to sniff some poppers . My only regret was I didn’t seed him; probably because he was the hottest guy there at that time and wanted to see who else he could score; and I don’t blame him. A very lengthy and memorable fuck.

In Barcelona today and have been popping in and out of Boy Berry, a cruise club, courtesy of a 5 Euro day pass ((excellent value, I’m already down to 125 cents per fuck, never mind the sucking). I first went in for 30 minutes three hours ago and have gone in twice more and it’s now 5pm. So far I’ve fucked 4 times, topped once and bottomed 3 times, taking one load. i noticed that virtually all the guys who’ll fuck insist on a condom (yet laughably they don’t carry one in their pockets even though they can be picked up at the front desk). Maybe PrEP hasn’t yet reached Spain? The only exception so far is a guy that started fucking me with a condom then to my relief took it off after a few minutes. I caught his seed. i will return after dinner to get my full money’s worth from my day pass and hope that’s when the eager barebackers attend.

I received 3 loads, and deposited one, in the last 2 days which is the best I’ve done for a while. I’m In London UK for 2 days and wanted to make the most of it and went to Pleasuredrome one day and Vault 139 the second. Vault allows you to come and go so I actually went there twice before and after going to a theatre performance (holding a load inside). Although I took a load there I wouldn’t bother again with Pleasuredrome but Vault was awesome: a cruise bar with a huge number of guys, slightly seedy basement and action going on all over, all raw as far as I could tell. Highlight of my afternoon session at the vault was a young slim good looking boy who was packed in a corner with a guy he was kissing and another playing with his cock. I’m not one to force my way in on a session and stood near but not touching or interfering. The young guy who was the centre of attention casually reached out and touched my cock, liked what he felt and motioned for me to fuck him. I obliged and entered his ass which was very slim. He didn’t stop kissing the other guy, although he had to stop occasionally as the session got heavier, and the other guy generously shared poppers with all 3 of us twice while I was fucking him. Other guys crowded around to watch and grope me but the young guy tried to push them away. I usually go on for a long time when topping but the poppers had their effect and I dumped a good load in the guy.

I’ve been told a number of times that I’m a good fuck, and that’s always nice to hear, and I’ve heard that both when I top and I bottom so I hope that both my ass and my cock are good features but which is best, that’s an interesting question. I think it would be the shape of my cock. My cock is of reasonable length, straight and is uncut but those are not the specific features that guys especially comment on. These best feature is that my cock gets thicker as you move up to the base. So it is relatively easy to ease into a guy’s hole but then it gets interesting as I push further in. Often I will get gasps of pain or ecstasy and of great satisfaction. Occasionally I will get guys refusing to fuck because I look too big but the novices often only look at the length and it’s too late for them when they realise they should have checked the girth!

Just started a 6 week holiday travelling in UK and Europe. Last night was my first opportunity to get out to a sauna. Shortly after arrival I was in the steam room and was coaxed to suck a guy with a big cock. With some bobby language I communicated a willingness to be fucked and seconds later he was entering me. We had a pretty good session, although I had to take care not to slip off the wet and steamy platform, regrettably interrupted by another guy entering and my top leaving. Alas no load. I got fucked a second time later but with a condom. Interestingly the 2nd guy had a small cock, while I prefer big I take guys as they are and am happy to fuck with small guys, and during the fuck I squeezed with my anal muscles (I don’t know what they’re called) and the guy said he wanted me to do more of that to make it tighter which I did. I used to do that kind of squeezing but largely got out of the habit as a guy asked me to stop it saying I was tight enough as I was and the squeezing was making it hard for him to get in. Admittedly he had a big cock ... I’ll have to review my technique as I don’t get much explicit feedback, just a lot of general satisfaction and gratitude, but not inve had two guys expressing asking me to do the opposite thing ...

Last night at cruise club, I’d already fucked three guys, one through a gloryhole and two standing fucks in a dark room. I took a break, had a coffee then went back into the maze for a while and then found a room where a guy was lying face down on a bed in the dark completely naked (the cruising was generally clothed). Although I couldn’t see him well I ran my hand down his body and liked what I felt, especially his bubble butt. So I locked the door, stripped and climbed on him. I lay on top and started easing my cock in. It’s actually a position I find a real turn both when I’m topping, as here, or bottoming, perhaps to do with the skin contact or perhaps the near total control it gives the top. From on top I could now see the back of the guy’s head and he looked to be Japanese- or I fantasied that he was as I like Asians and I have some fond memories of some hot fucks at some Tokyo and Kyoto bathhouses. As my cock entered him and I started my rhythm he was quietly moaning which I found a turn on. With the moaning, his hot body, combined with the earlier fucks it wasn’t long before I shot my load deep in his ass. He seemed duly grateful.

In a room at a cruise club I had just finished an extended but ultimately unsatisfying fuck (Asian guy had insisted on a condom, I’d fucked him till he was sore but I hadn’t cum). The other guy had cleaned up and slipped out and I was just starting to exit the room when I noticed a cute young guy with black hair eyeing me so I stain the doorway and cruised him back. He could see my still hard cock pressing against my pants and came closer and reached over for a feel. To seal the deal I slipped my cock out and one he’d seen its size and felt its hardness he squeezed past me, bent over the bed and dropped his trousers. He was a cute young guy with a firm bubble butt and smooth olive skin - and a cute asshole. I wasn’t wasting time and shut the door and positioned my cock for entry. It felt good to enter him raw after the frustration of the previous guy who had insisted on a rubber. He never spoke but after screwing for a while he reached back held my cock and repositioned it at the opening to his asshole and I’d re-enter and we’d be off again. This happened several times while he’d also be sniffing poppers. I had to try to guess what he wanted but eventually I think I worked it out. Left to my own devices I was going fast and deep and I know some guys, especially youngsters, find it hard to take my fairly wide girth at the base of my cock (although most experienced guys of course love it!). I think he preferred slower, not all the way in, and concentrating on repeating entry. I was happy to oblige and it was hot screwing this cute young guy who was obviously enjoying every minute. It was my 4th fuck of the evening and I was honoured to deposit my load deep within him.