Jump to content

leatherpunk16

Senior Members
  • Posts

    1,033
  • Joined

  • Last visited

  • Days Won

    3

Everything posted by leatherpunk16

  1. I've been working my hole lately, and I found this is not a thing you can fast-track. If you do it every day, you run the risk of injury. Kinda stinks to have your eyes bigger than your hole and go for the biggest dildo you can find. Start with buttplugs and smaller dildos. Give yourself time to stretch. When you are more experienced with it - say after a month or two of regular practice - you might be able to do it more often during a week. Once a week for 5 minutes probably won't get you there. But maybe 3-4 days a week WITH SPACE IN BETWEEN will be more realistic. In my own experience, I tried to do it for a few minutes daily. I tapped out by the fourth day. I was bleeding and my poops weren't fun. They hurt a lot. Every hole is different. Take your time, and be realistic about your goals and what you can reasonably accomplish.
  2. Wow, how very current and relatable.
  3. I've had gono twice in the past 6 months. Not sure which guy either one of them came from. I look at my crusty underwear in the morning and say, "Aw, not this shit again..."
  4. I have not changed my beliefs. My habits will indeed change! (Is that a parodox? My habits change, but what I believe does NOT? Hmmm.) Here's how it will change for me. We sinful fuckers of the Earth will all be equal before this scourge. And when it's over, it'll be over, and there will be a few less people in the world. For them, they don't get to do all the things they still wanted to do. That could just as easily have been you or me, so we ought to live for the day and do the things we enjoy. Because tomorrow might not happen. That was the reality before it all started, but now it hits home a little more. It's not as within our control as before. I'm looking for a major change in my life, so I'm going to start doing more and enjoying more. That will probably include taking more loads. Since this began, I've started a small journey of learning to bottom and LIKE it. Regular practice with my toys, which I seldom used before, are a big part of that. When I can get fucked again, I expect at least ONE guy to try cumming inside me. Most of the time they give a good fuck, but don't deposit anything. It's usually me who ends up blowing a wad. I have gone off my PreP. A good friend gave me his bottles when he switched to Descovy, and I was taking them just fine. Now that I have zero chance of any action for the foreseeable future, I may as well keep it until then. I have been approved for my own pills from the doctor, but they have not yet arrived. They would just go to waste while we wait this out. And when that day comes, it's back to barebacking and chasing (although I can't say how successful this will be considering I'm taking a proven blocker for such things.) I'll be off it for good when I'm ready.
  5. I think what we SHOULD accept is that it is a very real possibility that we will get something we don't want from a top. Some of us want to be pozzed up. Others are fine with getting just gono. Others would prefer to not catch anything. I'm not favouring one over another, but given what we are doing, bottoms need to reconcile the fact that if we whore it up enough, something will come our way. Might be the best thing ever. Might be the worst thing ever. All a matter of perspective and how ready we are to deal with the consequences of our choices. That said, you don't owe your hole to anybody. It's YOURS. You are responsible for your sexual health and your own orgasm.
  6. For those of you who enjoy such things, I got some cigars yesterday, and torched one up last night. Here is a photo of me skoming it. Haven't done this in ages, not since before my husband died. And the last time before that was in my teens, so this isn't something I do. 

    But the world is ending, so we may as well do the things we enjoy, or WANT to enjoy.

    IMG_20200330_202015.jpg

    1. Show previous comments  3 more
    2. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      Ryan, the next thing will be putting a ring through my dick. Does that excite you, too?

    3. bugRyan

      bugRyan

      Ummm, very very much.  Would be even better if I was there to watch.

    4. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      When the studios and parlours reopen, I'll be sure to do it and get pictures. Maybe video if they will allow it. I'll be sure to send it to you in that case.

      Someone's becoming a pig. Either it's midlife crisis for the second time, or this is all part of a journey leading to a great climax.

  7. Indeed it is not ideal. I had to get treated and tested right before the Toilet Paper Madness began, and they wanted to do bloodwork to re-approve the Truvada. So I did it, and got the result the next day. And then the madness started. They were in a rush to deal with my thing before the other one started.
  8. I've been taking it less often. Instead of daily, it's now closer to 3-4 times a week. I don't want to refrain from opportunities for 3+ weeks to cycle back on it when I can just be ready to go. A lot of guys are going to have pent-up sexual energy as soon as they're permitted to release it, and we ought to be ready for them.
  9. Yes, with Hugh Hunter and possibly others.
  10. I like a lot of things. So far the fetish list includes - fisting (especially deep fisting) - piss play - musclemen - freakishly tattooed guys - big dicks, race unimportant - poz fetish - hairy daddy types with alpha attitudes - smoke - cum (facials are a current favourite) - gunge (if you don't know what this is, think of mud or slime or being covered in shaving cream) - leather & rubber I think that's it for now.
  11. I seriously hope not. How can this turn somebody on? Would you fetishize cancer or a flesh-eating disease? Probably not. There might be a VERY small percentage of bugchasers who will fetishize COVID, but I can't imagine even that being popular for a single day.
  12. I guess this is how we dealing with the trauma this could cause. We turn it into art and literature. I'd like to say "good story", but...
  13. Got my blood tests yesterday after a 4th round of gono. All negative, and my kidneys are fine. So no more bugs... for now. 😈

    1. NLbear

      NLbear

      So you're all clear for your next porn shoot then?

    2. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      Yeah, whenever that might be. Now that IML has been postponed, I won't get to shoot as soon as I would like. And I'm separated from my good video camera so I can't make my own dirty films, either. 

  14. I have never felt it. I've been bred a few times, mostly by my ex, and I held on to that seed. No dripping, no inner pulsation, or anything. I've always had to ask "Did you do it?" I was getting nailed by this dude at CumUnion last May, and he growled a bit when he came. I was on my back looking up at him, and didn't see any O face. But he came to a gradual halt and I asked. Yes, he pumped his black seed into me. We got up and got a drink. Nothing more. I was expecting to be a runny cum mess, considering how much he was putting into the breeding, but alas, nothing. He may as well have faked it for all I knew.
  15. Ah, damn it. 4th time I've had gono in the past ten years, and 2nd in less than six months. I've been total bottom since my last bout, so it could have been any number of guys. 

    My money's on that repugnant top from a few weeks ago.

    1. bugRyan

      bugRyan

      You give me your bug and I'll give you my bug when you are finally ready.

    2. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      Sorry, I made him go away. I'm supposed to be shooting porn soon, and I can't be hanging on to that shit.

  16. At the moment, I'm a professional musician. I'll be giving that up when I change my home. In twenty years, I've done all I can here, and it's surely not enough to live on, so I don't have to limit myself to exclusively THAT. I'll probably work some unskilled labour job (something retail most likely) until I get settled and find a new career. Human Services generally include state-funded things. I won't have much money to start out, and I may have to live in less-than-adequate conditions until I'm settled. This may include things like housing, healthcare, food stamps, etc. Or maybe I will be fortunate and not have to do those things, but they are for people who need help for a brief period. I don't intend to make it a life-long crutch. So far I've uncovered a good arts scene and definitely gay pride stuff. There's also a Steamworks! As a rising porn actor, they may be glad to have me for events or something. Plenty of extracurricular things to do that might help me find my way. Thanks for the replies, guys.
  17. Leatherpunk16 is considering a move to Seattle this summer. Can any local Seattlites help me out with planning? How's the leather scene? What's the job market like? How about affordable housing and other human services? I'm doing research and I'm a little unsure of how to begin.
  18. Last night, I won a porn award for Best Newcummer. Came from Ravens Eden. For those who don't know, it's one of many porn awards given out yearly. This one, however, is nominated and voted by the fans. Evidently someone liked me enough to nominate me (Shannon O'Feral) and I tied with Archer Croft for the win. If any votes came from any of you, thank you for your support. Every ONE vote made a difference. I anticipate new things for me as a result of winning, and way more seeding and breeding as a by-product. 

    1. Show previous comments  8 more
    2. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      Next time you can when I got nominated for my gunge play stuff. Assuming anyone is bold enough to nominate me.

  19. I used to have a guy who came around to get fucked. I keep the sling in my basement, and when I told him that I once made a film down there, he started questioning me about how often I do that. It was just that one time - the glare of the lightbulbs in the ceiling aren't conducive to video because they cast a downward glow and form lines. It's only unattractive but distracting. Now he won't come over at all because he's concerned about secret cameras. I would never do that, but I can't prove to him that there ISN'T one hiding somewhere. A lot of guys I have played with know what I do, and they get similarly suspicious. Sometimes they won't play. Isn't this a risk we all take when we play with others in unknown locations?
  20. Got some GREAT dick yesterday afternoon. A bi guy came to my house for a roll in the hay. I swallowed his dick, which he claims no one's been able to do before. Wants to know how I got all the way to the hilt. He has never taken dick from a guy before, but he's practiced with toys. I got his anal virginity. He did a good job. I plowed that hole, and he LOVED IT. He did anxious about taking my load, and we were having such a great time that I pulled out and finished on his chest. Didn't want to scare him off or cause him doubt. 

    Meanwhile, he plowed me so hard with his 8 inch shlong and fat mushroom head. Passed the 2nd sphincter, and it was wonderful. I got his load. Also nice. And when I pooped this morning, no blood! Best part. He wants to make it a regular thing. I do too. 😀

  21. I admit to being a picky bottom. I started having sex as a barebacker, but always had to be the top because of the multitude of bottoms in my town. I figured this would make it easier to find a Mr Right because all the guys were available to me. That never happened like that. Lately I've been bottoming a LOT more than normal. Maybe it's out of exhaustion as a top. Maybe I'm still bugchasing. But I find I'm picky about who I lie down with. My physical composition is such that if you aren't packing at least 7 inches, I won't enjoy the sex much. If you can't penetrate the first ring (like my ex), we're gonna have a bad time. The best sex I've ever had has come from thick, big-dicked guys who know how to plow. Even sex with my late husband wasn't THIS good. When Cupid comes to tea with me, he must bring a Banker's Notice, two sureties, and a huge dong. 😝
  22. I think you're right about that part. Milk the dick a bit to see what comes out. However, discharge sometimes masquerades as pre-cum, and some guys just don't note a difference. And every guy is different. Some of us gush like fountains with pre-cum, others don't at all (like myself). At least this way I know if I've got it when something comes out because that's not the norm for me. It's also possible that I am equally wrong about this statement. Don't go by me until someone else verifies this. All that said, you shouldn't swear off cumdumping forever based on this one time. It happens and is part of the ho life. If your posted status is to be believed, you already have the Big Bug. A round of gono should be peanuts in comparison. It can be cured and made to go away for a long period. The other one, not so much. Just take it easy, get treated (or spread if you're into that but I suspect you are not), and put it behind you.
  23. I used to be a member of a piss club in Chicago. Started going in February of 2016, and went regularly throughout that year, but dropped off it by 2018. The last time I went was in August of 2019, and the party was totally dry. Turned into a bareback party very fast, and almost NO ONE was pissing. Real disappointment. I've done piss in my porn videos, and would love to try the following: I'm going to empty a bottle of beer into a bottom's hole, and then let him flush it out into my mouth. Then when I have to piss it back out, he'll be swallowing it. Does that still count as piss play, or am I talking about something different? Seems like a mix of felching, ass-to-mouth, and piss.
  24. Shot an independent porn film late last January. Met a guy at his place in Rogers Park. Not ordinarily the type I go for, but he was receptive to the idea of making a video. I had to be his bottom. After kissing and body contact, he pulled out a modest dick with foreskin. I was not expecting that, but it was a nice surprise. He even had a little dick cheese stuck to the head. I choked on his dick, and before long, he had me bent over on the bed. He railed me in a few positions, and eventually had me on my back. I seldom get in this position, but on this occasion, I was completely at ease. My heels were pointed at Jesus, my buttcheeks were spread widely, and he pounded away like he hadn't fucked in a while. Meanwhile, he's got a tight grip on my own dick and is jerking furiously. We were both covered in his sweat. I told him to release my dick or else I would blow. It's bad etiquette for the bottom to cum first. But it was too late. I gushed cum out like a fountain while he's plowing me senseless. The double sensation was too much. He gathered the cum of my abdomen, spread it on his own dick, and kept fucking before breeding me with his own load. One of the best fucks I've had in the past year!
  25. Had a terrible hookup last night. "Pat" came to the house, and was not as advertised. He smelled bad, was missing several teeth, dick smaller than expected, and he checked out early due to anxiety. No loads given or taken. He actually thought there would be a "next time". Fat chance, creep. Hopefully that's the end of that.

×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

By using this site, you agree to our Terms of Use, Privacy Policy, and Guidelines. We have placed cookies on your device to help make this website better. You can adjust your cookie settings, otherwise we'll assume you're okay to continue.