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blackrobe

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  1. I hear you, orionboy1. I've learned the same lesson from my own history.
  2. It's actually worse than you think. Being asked questions about your abuse can trigger PTSD and cause you to relive it for days or weeks it if you haven't received the help you need. It can be deeply retraumatizing to have a sexual partner take obvious sexual pleasure from your being raped or abused. It's a kind of betrayal that can set recovery back months and kill the trust in your relationship.
  3. I think this is the right general approach, with a Romeo and Juliet law added.
  4. I don't think banning (non-realistic) cartoon images of fictional characters that are minors really contributes to making children safer. I'll get to why in a second. I understand that the goal of those who want to ban all images interpreted as minors is to protect children. I'm 100% behind banning pornographic photographic images that contain minors. That is sexual abuse and sexual exploitation on a life-ravaging scale. I've personally known men who had that happen to them as boys. Banning these kinds of images is, it's hoped, going to dry up the demand that would lead to sexually abusing and exploiting more children to create them. I think that's a fair and credible intervention. Banning pornographic cartoon images of clearly fictional characters is a much harder case to make. Firstly because there is no child victim in the creation of the image, and second because it might be that the availability of clearly non-realistic pornography with fictional characters diverts men and women who might otherwise abuse children into an alternate outlet for their sexual needs. There is something else to be considered here. Society has failed spectacularly at protecting children from sexual abuse and exploitation for many hundreds of years. Tackling images instead of changes in human interactions that protect children is the wrong priority. Research has shown that even when children tell adults they are being sexually abused, the vast majority of the time the adults don't believe them and no action is taken. As a result of societies failure we have always had a significant community of adults who were sexually abused as children with all the kinks and paraphilias that result from that kind of early and, many times, traumatic introduction to sex. Older/younger fantasies where the well-adjusted adult projects themself back to the time when they were a child and experience the first rush of sex with their parent/cousin/sibling/teacher, etc. and kinks about size and age differences that these cartoon images can trigger. Having created these kinked-out kids through its negligence, is society going to "protect" them by taking away a non-harmful way for them to live with what was done to them and experience a rewarding sexual fantasy life that hurts no one? I'd assert that the case for banning pornographic cartoon images of clearly fictional characters is far from proven.
  5. Being seen like this as a top moves your mind and body into the place he wants it is so powerful. It connects my cunt and my mind in a surrender and submission that is unconditional and longer lasting than your use of my fuck meat. Men whose eyes rarely leave mine as they drive me to a place that both terrifies and summons me like this are rare. It makes watching your face and feeling your body as you possess me and colonize my body with your DNA almost sacramental.
  6. Getting fucked deep and well prepares the bottoms guts for your DNA to be planted. Deep breeding means I get to absorb maximum DNA you want me to carry inside me. I don't just want that, I need it. If he doesn't get that its his job to cherish your seed in his gut until you are part of him always, find a bottom that does. If you're attached to him, I suggest you get a wearable plug and put it in him as soon as you've bred him. Only remove it to put more loads in, and tell him this is how you need your seed respected. Hypnosis can also be a great way of getting men to connect with their cum holding instincts.
  7. While I understand where you're coming from, I love getting the cock and seed of straight and bi men pumped up into my cunt. It means I'm getting virile seed inside me that otherwise might go into a woman. I like diverting the cum they might otherwise get into my juicy fuck meat where I'll cherish it in ways they can't, and where it confirms their man needs my cunt to fuck and cum and cheat in.
  8. I was supposed to get a solid fucking and breeding from a tall, athletic black man on Tuesday. We'd been dancing around. Me keen to fuck and proposing times, and him just not responding so we could make a plan. Finally got him nailed down and drove the 30 minutes to get to his place. As usual, I text before I get there to check in and he replies "Ok. A friend is here....fyi". Huh? Surprise! I arranged to play with him, not him plus one. I asked if the guy was leaving and got no reply for more than 15 minutes so I said "Okay, change in plan + no communication = I’m out." Then I get this right away,"They aren't leaving and I apologize but I didn't recall it being a one on one scenario. I guess that is my bad. I don't know what to say in this case. If you aren't comfortable with this I can only say I'm sorry." There was no mention of another guy in any of out chats, but I can roll with it if there's an effort to bring me along. I said "Getting fucked and bred by two guys is +++. Getting surprised is - - -." Then he replied "Again, my apologies. I throw my hands up because I don't know how to make this right. [A] friend who was staying here was supposed to be gone... he's not. Another friend dropped by, unannounced and unexpected. I am sorry." Wait, what? That's when I realized that it was him and two other guys. Bonus surprise! I'm a spontaneous guy and can take a change in plans but my spidey-sense was going crazy at this stage, and I decided to trust it. "So, three guys then. Damned shame. My ass has been extra hungry. I'm out." I posted a BBRT quick connect ad feeling pretty pissed off. This man was, at best lazy and laissez-faire liar, and at worst manipulative and exploitative player. I drove the 30 minutes home trying to let the sun sooth my aggravation. [Be patient, the load part is coming.] I got a few replies to the BBRT ad from men wanting to fuck me, including a (grand) daddy bear guy who seemed like he wanted a boy to use. We exchanged some messages and since we seemed like a good fit, we made plans to get together the next day. I picked him up from an appointment, a bearded polar bear shorter than me and about 15 years my senior, and drove him home where he reached up and claimed my nipples right away, pinching and rolling them firmly in his thick fingers. I responded to his touch and he led me into the bedroom where he stripped me and himself naked and exposed his fingertip sized nipples. I pinched and licked and sucked them and his cock filled out more and more. He put me on my back on his bed and worked my nipples, cock, balls, and hole resting his hard cock in the well of my hole when he could. Daddy ate my hole and licked deep into it enjoying my smell and taste, relaxing me for his cock. I was pretty tight so he grabbed some butt plugs to help relax and open me up. The first slender plug made me relax and enjoy the feeling of someone entering and exiting my ass. The second plug stretched my hole open along the flaring top and I focused on Daddy's smiling face and relaxed for him. Removing the plug, he lubed up his cock and rubbed the outside of my hole with it, popping his knob inside me and then out a few times. Then daddy leaned forward slowly, my ankles in his strong grip, and slid into me inch by inch, his weight helping me open to him until he rested completely in my opened cunt. After a few minutes of slipping all the way in and out of me, Daddy pulled my ass of the bed and started fucking up deep into my cunt. I was so relaxed and enjoying his cock in me so much he said my eyes were rolling back in my head. He slowed down and changed position a few times because he said my hole was so silky he would cum too soon. My favorite position was when he pushed me back on the bed and pushed my legs back so I was folded in half and climbed onto me so he could fuck into my cunt hard while he pinched my nipples so hard I writhed on his cock. While he was slamming his dad cock down into my fertile cunt with his full weight and strength, I started to beg for him to breed me. Please, Daddy. Please. Until he thrust and pumped each jet of his load down into me. All seven days worth. It was a lot because I was full of his seed and my ass was coated and dripping with it as well. Today my hole is tender, my nipples and pecs are sore, and I feel well fucked. Even feeling so sore, I really want my cunt fucked and bred again today. Lifetime loads 10.
  9. I wasn't proposing self-locking, instead I was thinking of your offering your genitals to a key holder to control.
  10. Have you considered locking your cock in chastity? Not much hotter than a desperately horny locked boy getting his cum fucked out of him as he's bred.
  11. What you describe is ideal for me also, so I get it. At the same time, scoring three honest and intense fucks with loads each time *as requested* by the bottom sounds like he's learned about being careful what you wish for.
  12. He got exactly what he asked you for and, short of telepathy or other psychic powers, there was no way to know otherwise unless he USED-HIS-WORDS. If he doesn't want your hard fucking cock and its multiple loads, lots of other bottoms will. I know I would.
  13. Let's review actions and outcomes... Cute couple. Good sex. Beaucoup orgasms. No problem here. You tell them yes and then stroke thinking about how good their shared DNA will feel mingling in your arse, and how much you want to breed them both so your DNA is part of them always.
  14. Only 13 more holes to breed by the end of June to stay on track for your goal. That's solid work. If you need to run up the loads shared count at any point I'm happy to help out.
  15. I met a bearded Brazilian bear at a porn theatre. I sucked his hard average sized cock and then he started controlling my sucking by holding me on his root using my jaw. Then he started pinching my nose shut so I had a mouth full of cock and no air to breathe. He let me go and let me get my breathe and then did it over and over, his cock weeping precum into my mouth. Definitely a Dom vibe. He spoke almost no English and showed me a condom with a clear "Want me to fuck you?" gesture. At this stage, I hadn't been fucked in years by any cock covered or bare, but he's flipped my sub switch and I assented. He turned me around, pulled down my jeans and underwear, put on a condom, briskly fingered lube into my hole, and then got his hard furry cock up my cunt in about the same time you took reading about it. Once he did, I learned that I was in for a rough return to fucking. He pushed my head down low and gripped my hip and thigh hard as he pounded his hard meat up into me. As he did, his balls and thick strong thighs slapped me into rocking forward so his cock pulled out of me a little, all so he could pull me back onto him hard and fuck up into me with an echoing slap. I realized I was moaning with the intensify of his fuck, all the nerve endings around and in my cunt waking up so sharply to his cock and its owning of it that I wasn't aware of the sounds I was making. Finally, he started to jack-hammer his cock into my cunt telling me he was fucking his seed into the condom preventing my owned cunt being bred. When he pulled out, I was gasping with the onslaught of his fuck. My mind fuzzed out by a Dom who'd fucked my cunt into wakeful need after many years of numb slumber. I owe my hungry, wakeful, and needy cunt to that Brazilian Dom top.
  16. I've met guys in porn theaters or in stairwell hook-ups that I'm very sexually compatible with. They've said they would date me, but I'm in an open relationship so that's not going to happen. With one of them, I became friends and we see each other at a specific porn theatre where I service him and swallow his cum. I hunger for him to fuck my cunt. He has a 9", very hard, very responsive cock that I know would get right up into my cervix and maybe even breach my womb to make a direct seed deposit. I'm looking for a few men to fuck and breed me regularly. I'm happy for it to be anything from anon no-names ass-up fucking and loading to a friend who I hang out with and who fucks and breeds my cunt as many times as he likes and maybe get kinky and pervy along the way. I'm not interested in dating or anything romantic, just knowing you well enough that you're okay with getting your cock up in my guts and working your hardest to get me pregnant with your seed.
  17. Believe me, giving up my arse to be bred by a stronger, younger guy pushes all kinds of buttons. When you know what you need, and what you're built for, you can relax into being that.
  18. Yup, this is it exactly. It's about a younger top lodging his dick in your mind as well as your cunt. So much so that you still feel him in you, owning you, when he's not there.
  19. I'm reading "weird" as unusual in this question, since I don't like the implication that people are judged or shamed for their kinks and fetishes. Working with hypnosis subjects there are two fetishes that stand out for me. One was a very masculine hairy bodybuilder who wanted to experience sex and orgasm as a female, I worked with him in trance to feel his feminine nature bubbling to the surface, causing his body to morph into her richly female form, and then to experience being fucked and pleasured through her pussy and breasts and nipples. She was so sexy when she orgasmed, her voice all soft and high. The other was a guy who first wanted to have sex as a dragon in a mating flight, and then be fucked and impregnated by an alien with an ovipositor (fucked and having eggs pumped into his ass cunt to stay warm and safe until they hatch). Neither were my thing, but I got pretty turned on by trancing them both into feeling an experience they desperately wanted, but couldn't have - because reality.
  20. This is one of those cases where hypnosis can step in to help with the impossible. I'd get into doing the trance work on the bottom so he saw and felt a giant fucking him.
  21. I feel the same way about being fucked and bred by real dads. The instinct to inseminate and create progeny in every fuck hole is one I'm happy to encourage. Especially if it means getting a pent-up horny dad cock fucking up hard into my cervix forcing my womb open for that fertile baby juice.
  22. Getting fucked, but not long enough, not hard enough, not deep enough, and with no fertile load getting pumped up into my needy cunt is just torture.  Its like being starving and having someone put delicious food in your mouth, not letting you chew, not letting you swallow it, and then taking it out leaving the hunger but no satiation. 

    Where are the cocksmen proud of their cunt fucking and breeding craft? 

    1. melvin0095

      melvin0095

      Perfect way to put it.

  23. Yes, but many of us really want you to fuck and fill our bodies with that deep baby-making desire and your fertile load. Feeling how much you want us swelling with your child is no small thing. Its one of the reasons I like dads with young kids in me, the breeding instinct can't be faked. MPREG is a fetish. Bareback can be part of that fetish is some cases, but that doesn't make it a fetish.
  24. Hypnotic states vary in depth from mild daydream like states to very deep trances. I've had guys go into trance just by talking to them about their kinks and needs. Just because it doesn't look like what you think of as hypnosis, doesn't mean it isn't some level of hypnotic state. This guy might have been like me, rawcunt. He likes finding men with something powerful pent up inside them and gets a charge bringing it into his conscious life.
  25. I've audited a bunch of these files myself, to see what kinds of inductions and suggestions they contain. I'm not a fan. First, because an induction and set of suggestions need to be tailored to the needs and desires of the subject. These files tend to be either fairly generic inhibition lowering, workout driving fare, or very specific Master taking over a man and converting him to a slave. Second, because knowing how a man is wired and his drives you can get inside his mind and work more effectively to make needed changes to meet his needs and your own. Lastly, because listening to these kind of files can pollute what and who a man is and that can make it harder for me to find the thing men are inside and bring it into the light. Hypnosis isn't a one-size-fits-all game.
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