Where did you get (or give) your last load?

[backdoorjimmy]

I've been getting laid by the same three guys for a while. They're all roommates and they work as roofers, so when it rains they don't go to work. It's been raining a lot lately so I've been able to spend more time getting my pussy stroked out. Over the weekend I was there almost non stop being spoiled.

The youngest roommate is 18 and he so sweet. I spent the night in his bed on Valentine's day and he my ass was completely satisfied when I went to sleep. On Saturday morning he fucked me as soon as he woke up and then he made me breakfast 💘 It was so romantic. I spent the rest of Saturday and all day Sunday with all three of my men, then I had to go to work yesterday. My pussy was itching for cock all day so when I got off work I hurried back to their place to have it serviced by all three of them.

When I went home last night it felt like I was floating on a cloud. I slept in this morning and I'm in such a good mood right now. I'm horny to see them again but they did such a good job that I can wait until I get off work tonight.

[blondy]

I normally don't bother with Sauna's on the weekends, but decided to see what Wet was like on a Saturday afternoon - was reasonably busy but there wasn't a lot that I found interesting: the one guy that I connected with was looking for a bottom so that was definitely a fail 😞

 

So I took a pass out and came back later in the evening - definitely more interesting then.

Edited February 19, 2020 by blondy
Unfinished

[leatherpunk16]

Shot an independent porn film late last January. Met a guy at his place in Rogers Park. Not ordinarily the type I go for, but he was receptive to the idea of making a video. I had to be his bottom. After kissing and body contact, he pulled out a modest dick with foreskin. I was not expecting that, but it was a nice surprise. He even had a little dick cheese stuck to the head. I choked on his dick, and before long, he had me bent over on the bed. He railed me in a few positions, and eventually had me on my back. I seldom get in this position, but on this occasion, I was completely at ease. My heels were pointed at Jesus, my buttcheeks were spread widely, and he pounded away like he hadn't fucked in a while. Meanwhile, he's got a tight grip on my own dick and is jerking furiously. We were both covered in his sweat. I told him to release my dick or else I would blow. It's bad etiquette for the bottom to cum first. But it was too late. I gushed cum out like a fountain while he's plowing me senseless. The double sensation was too much. He gathered the cum of my abdomen, spread it on his own dick, and kept fucking before breeding me with his own load. One of the best fucks I've had in the past year! 

[blondy]

I normally don't bother with Sauna's on the weekends, but decided to see what Wet was like on a Saturday afternoon - was reasonably busy but there wasn't a lot that I found interesting: the one guy that I connected with was looking for a bottom so that was definitely a fail 😞

 

So I took a pass out and came back later in the evening - definitely more interesting then.

 

I was in the darkroom and heard what I thought was an Asian guy being fucked - I've found that several of the Asian bottoms that I have fucked over the years have a distinctive whimper and this guy was true to the type.  Once my eyes adjusted, I could see that the noise was coming from a three way, and I couldn't work out which one of the two being fucked was making the noise (the one in the middle who was fucking/being fucked) or the one who was the bottom. 

 

When the top guy eventually pulled off, it was the bottom that was making the noise - I decided to continue watching the shadows fuck and eventually the meat-in-the-sandwich pulled off and left.  The bottom started looking around for more tops and he felt my rock hard cock ... and at that distance I could tell that he was indeed an Asian guy, so jackpot!

 

I stuck my hand down to feel his ass: was loose from all the fucking he'd had but was also quite dry - perfect as it gives plenty of friction.  He knelt in front of me and presented his ass - no wanting to suck, the slut just wanted to banged and banged.  So I slide inside him and started to pound away at his loose hole.  The whimpering started up again with a bit of quiet verbal - "fuck me", "fuck me harder", "fuck me faster" ... of course I was obliging 🙂  I lent against his back and whispered in his ear that I was going to cum inside him ... "breed me" was the answer, so I fill him with my 5-day load.

 

I pulled out and he turned over , laid on his back and raised his hole for me to continue to fuck.  I slide back inside his noise moist hole and continued to fuck a second load inside him ... he continued with the verbal, was a super hot time and I blew a second load.

 

Was a really hot time, and what made it even hotter was when I waited outside the dark room to see him leave - he was one of these innocent looking dorky Asian kids: the type you think hang out in the Uni computer lab ... when what he actually was was a total bareback bottom slut that loved getting pounded anonymously in bath house.  I got hard again and went to find another hole ...

[Guest ff-whole]

Yesterday, I just couldn't help myself and had to visit the NZ Sauna in Amsterdam again...
So in the toilet I cleaned up and after a good shower, a visit to get a little lube around my asshole my first stop was the steam room... In the back there was already a little sucking action going around... My dick - which for this occasion I had my piercing in - was grabbed and sucked a bit... a couple of guys started stroking my chest and my ass and one pushed a finger or two inside my asshole, which I strategically opened by bending forward and lifting one leg up slightly... a few moans from me made the crowd clear that I was ready for anything they wanted to do to me... This was a slut ready for the taking - was all I wanted to convey... But strangely the crowd dissipated... On a bench a bit further was a bald guy with quite some tattoos and one on his chest looked a bit like a HIV Poz tattoo in the dark but it was more a simplistic circle tribal tattoo. But for a moment it had me thinking...
His dick was not to thick but nice and stiff, so I started sucking on it and he was very responsive... Meanwhile another guy with a small dick entered my asshole and started pumping but he didn't last very long... I don't know if he came and he turned around and moved out of the steam room real quick. I asked the guy on the bench which I was sucking if I could sit on it and he approved, so soon I turned around and slid my ashole nicely and whole over his dick and started moving... Oh man the crowd looked on interestingly and I didn't care at all... Soon he started to moan and shortly after that he started to try to move me off... I told him I wanted it and rejected his pushing but he was nice and said 'later..., I need a shower..' so not being a jerk I moved off him and turned around, and he smiled and told me that he was looking forward for more later on and he needed to cool down... I asked him if he came but he said no... 
Unfortunately I never gotten the chance later on to have him again... too bad.

I love to get fucked in semi darkness with a crowd looking on or even better willing to participate...

Much later in one of the dark rooms the crowd was packing but mostly just looking and not fucking... I waited on my knees on a bench but to no avail. A guy with a nice dick sat next to me so I started sucking him while still bent over in the hope that one of the guys would take me from behind, but I wasn't that lucky. The guy I was sucking had a nice Red Bull soda can size dick with to steel cock & ball rings which I sucked for about 5 minutes after which I asked if I could sit on it... He said 'not without a condom' to which I replied 'too bad, but if you have to..." So he put on a condom and again I lowered myself on his apparatus, all the way down... I got to suck a passerbys' dick for a moment but it was not that good... The guy with his dick in my ass the pushed me gently off [again... grrr...] and told me to hold out my hand. Not knowing why he put a rubber glove over my hand and then took out some packages of lube which he poured over the glove. I got the idea... He pulled up his legs and without any difficulty I slipped my hand in his nice hole. After putting some more lube over my arm as well, I managed with his coaching to have my arm almost to my elbow inside of him... I have small hands and a thin arm so I tried to slip my other hand next to my arm as well, but he couldn't take more the 4 fingers... he said I could put one finger next to it but I told I already had four in it...  He then asked me to pull back a bit and really make a fist and twist it slowly around in 180 degrees turns... meanwhile he told me to suck his dick again... All the time my ass was up in the air but I didn't get any fuckers inside of my own ass... However the guy on the bench loved my fisting and although he didn't come, he soon pulled my hand out and started to get up, and getting ready to leave the dark room,so I thanked him for the session but he said: 'no thank you...'

The rest of the afternoon and early evening - after six the towels were picked up because it was naked night and more younger people came in - was quite uneventful... lots of pairs and just standing and walking around and not fucking at all...
Damn, I was ready to shout: 'come on you sissys, you all wanna go home your nuts still full of cum...?' But I kept quiet... took another dip in the jacuzzi, had a tosti to eat at the bar and took my last shower and left. Not quite satisfied although the first fuck with the guy with his tattoos in the steam room was nice...

I might go tomorrow afternoon again...

Edited February 19, 2020 by ff-whole

[Sfmike64]

On 2/14/2020 at 10:07 PM, dudeintown said:

I had finally crossed the line. I could not help myself. I got so frustrated with the guys wearing condoms.

being ass up on the dark room fuck bench can be hit and miss most nights. I go to steam works as apps don’t work for me in the small city that I live in- likely not their type. Spending late evenings as an all-loads-taking cumdump on my knees on public display is so much easier in the sauna - hate standing around waiting.

I often get raw cocks drop by but lately all the guys seemed to be wearing rubbers. I hate the feeling as it scratches and rubs my hole - much prefer raw cock.

Use oil based lube to lube up your ass and condoms will break easily. Then you get their loads. Most guys won't pull out and put on another condom.

[dudeintown]

much better now.

went back to steam works on sunday expecting much of the same but hopeful for getting loads in my hole.

damn...when it rains, it pours...

i arrived and hopped onto darkroom fuckbench - almost immediately i got a thick raw cock plugged into my hole - great start.

this  managed to get an audience happening. i never looked back and don't know what he looked like-didn't care as i just wanted his cock and load in me.

he fucked my hole long and hard.

a thick cock was shoved into my face from the side of the fuckbench-i made sure  to be as noisy as possible with slobbering sounds and sighing moans as i sucked his cock.

more guys appeared to arrive to watch. mating calls maybe...

'where do you want it?'

'yeah - i want it, in my hole!'i answered.

the top quickened his fuck rhythm and eventually shot his load, held his cock inside before slowly pulling out-my hole felt wet and filled.

load 1.

encouraged by this the next top walked over and stuck his cock in my hole. the guy i was sucking didn't wanna blow so eventually walked away. no loss - as i was thoroughly enjoying this new cock fucking my now cummy hole.

in time he gave me load number 2.

this time unannounced - but i had made sure to reach out my hand under my balls  - catching the drippings of cum leaked from my hole as he pulled out - 1 and 2 splashes into my hand - i wiped my hand over my face and mouth while sucking my fingers clean - cumdump bliss.

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where i got my last load was from the bearded bear cub with the thick hung cock watching behind me.

after getting these 2 loads, i got up to have a short break and have a drink.

i returned to the fuckbench.

the bearded cub came back, eventually entered my hole and steadied his rhythm which i enjoyed.

he pulled out so i guess not ready to cum. after a short break i went over to the sling room and hopped in.

again the cub found me presenting my hole and gave me an intense deep fuck, we both sharing amyl.

i reached out to push his cock back into my hole when it flops out - covering my hand with cum dripping from my hole -again hands licked clean.

the cub stopped to have another break. 

i walked back to the fuckbench to rest - the sauna was almost empty now.

in time the cub found my hole again. i settled in for another fuck.

another top  watching this decided to fuck the cub as he was fucking me. i positioned myself and pushed back to accommodate this. the cub was enjoying this. he pulled out and then swapped places with the other top. i was enjoying this a lot.

in time the cub got on the fuckbench next to me and the top entered his hole.

i slobbered and sucked the cubs nipples as he was getting his hole filled-he moaned and snorted his amyl.

i sniffed into the cubs armpits and smacked both arse cheeks-the top was turned on watching this and blew into the cubs hole.

the cub moved to get up-i whispered in his ear 'i wanna clean you out'-i got up around to his arse as the top pulled out.

i spread his thicc butt, breathed in deep the cum odour from his freshly impregnated soaked hole. got on my knees, stuck my face into his butt and stuck my tongue into his hole.

cum trickled onto my tongue.

warm cum on my lip tasted sweet, the smell filled my nostrils. i ate and sucked on his hole enjoying a freshly felched cum load.

his cock and balls in my hand throbbed, he wasn't going anywhere. he stuck his arse out even more as i grazed my beard up and down his hole and taint.

i covered my face and hair with the cum leaked from his arse. a good long 5 minutes of this happening as guys stood behind me watching - what a desperate and shameless slut i am, will do anything for a cum load.

i left shortly after thoroughly satiated.

i will be back again soon.

 

[Jaynaslut]

My black Daddy has been breeding me every other day for the past 2 weeks I truly am his bitch I come an go from his crib an all these different people I dont know see me an I go back to his room an everyone knows he fucks me they can hear it when Im moaning and crying an begging. I bring Daddy weed an we get high an I work his cock deep in my throat. he fucks my throat balls deep now an LUVS my throat an pussy. I tell him its the best dick ever while he fucks me an its true! I get cross eyed from how much it stretches me an I never want it to end. Today he fucled me on my back ankles on his shoulders an he pounded it deep an I was begging crying an he loaded me for like a minute solid it seemed just kept cumming an cumming an then he stayed like that for a min in me an we just rested. It was beautiful an awesome

[Barebackpiggy]

I was back at the sauna today. It was late afternoon when I arrived and after cleaning out and showering, I headed straight upstairs to the sling. 

On the stairs heading up I made eye contact with a beefy bear and I just knew I was going to be bred by him.

I hopped onto the sling and an older chap started fingering my lubed up hole, but then left. Then around the corner came by beefy bear, hard cock in hand and went straight for my arse.

He went in raw of course and was a descent size and girth. We shared some poppers and he got into his rhythm. He held onto my hips as he fucked me to gain some control of the thrusts. His breathing quickened and I knew he was close to breeding me. 

I started clenching my sphincter muscles and this pushed him over the edge. He grunted loudly as he blew his load into my cunt. He left his cock in me as he cooled down and it flopped out when he recovered his composure. We both thanked each other as he left, my hole now silky and loose with his substantial load. 

Unfortunately there was no takers for sloppy seconds, so I hopped off and went downstairs to the sauna. 2 older lads were playing and I joined in. One of them felt my cummy hole and obviously knew I'd been bred. I hoped this would lead to another breeding but they were only interested in oral.

I left after a while to cruise the corridors upstairs. I passed my bear friend again who was getting changed. He gave me a cheeky wink, must have enjoyed the ride.

Some time later I was on the sling again and a smooth lad came up to my hole. I could hear him fiddling with plastic and I knew he was putting on a condom. 

Sure enough, I felt that unmistakable feeling of a covered cock in me. He got into rhythm and over the next 10 minutes, built up to a climax. When he pulled out I felt that sensation of a deposit up my arse. I thought it may have been lube, but no, it was cum. He had either stelthed me or the condom broke. Either way I was happy to have a second load in me.

I wandered some more but it was quieter now. I went back to the sling for 1 more try. 2 lads came in, 1 gave me his cock to suck and the other sat on the floor with his face at my arse.

He got straight into rimming my cummy hole. He got right deep and his 3 day growth felt awesome rubbing against my hole. I hoped he would stand up to fuck me, but no, he was big into rimming.

The cock at my face left and the rimmer was obviously wanking himself as he rimmed me. He thrust his tongue in deep and I heard him cum on the floor. 

It was early evening by now so time to leave. I haven't cum yet myself, might head back on Saturday night for some more.

 

 

 

[HotLoads]

Stopped by the local abs to have some fun.  We are in a sorta rural area, lots of hung rednecks and lots of out of town gas drilling workers.  Most of them are just stopping in and getting off and want to get out fast.  The nice thing is that the abs used to have these 12x12  buddy windows that you can open or close.  In between them was a piece of plexiglass.  A few of them had gotten cracks in the plexiglass and the abs removed them.  Talk about an awesome glory hole!  Went in and sat down, was stroking and next booth becomes occupied by a dude, tall, blue jeans and flannel shirt, I recognize the cock as soon as he starts stroking.  (he has always commented about loving to fuck my hairy ass with his big cock) About 8 1/2 and nice girth.  I kneel down and start slurping, get him all hard, stand up and start backing up on that cock.  Get him all the way in and just stay there and let him do all the work.  He likes to ram, slow, deep, shallow, pulling out, slapping it on my ass crack then sinking it back in.  I love the way this guy fucks me and when he shoots, look out.  It is so intense.  I can fell him spurting in my hole and then he just stand there, filling my hole.  He shoots incredibly big, big loads.  He pulls out, I sit back down and he dashes out to the rest room to head out.  I went out to the front and got some more tokens since I had some extra time to kill, went back into a booth and pulled my jeans down, but pulled my shirt over my cock so if someone came in and was just gawking, they couldn't see my cock or ass. (there are alot of creepy older guys that come in here as well)  Well, luck pans out, I hear the door chime and a few minutes later, another tall dude, jeans, flannel jacket and workboots came in next to my booth and closes his door.  He drops his tokens and he picks his movie selection and then starts unzipping.  Noticed the wide band wedding ring on his finger.  He works his cock a bit behind his shorts then drops them.  OH Lord!  A nice large, about 9 cut cock.  Knelt down, he could see that I did that and instantly turned and put his cock through the hole.  After getting him hard, and stroking him, turned around and touched his cock on my ass.  Seemed like maybe he didn't want to fuck, but then pushed it through further and in it goes.  He's having a hard time staying hard, so I get down and suck him some more, get him rock hard again.  Turned around and put that great cock in my hole.  No sooner did I work my hole over that entire cock, I felt him shooting up inside me.  As soon as he finished, up go the jeans and hear the work boots walking out towards the front to leave.  I started chuckling to myself.  Decided to leave, but I did leave happy with 2 big hot loads in my hole.  On the way home, I turned on the phone and there was a message from a dude on Grinder.  Staying at a hotel wanting to know if I wanted a 5 day load.  Of course I agreed, the hotel was on the way home!  Not bad for a Wednesday.

[Davidc]

1 hour ago, HotLoads said:

Stopped by the local abs to have some fun.  We are in a sorta rural area, lots of hung rednecks and lots of out of town gas drilling workers.  Most of them are just stopping in and getting off and want to get out fast.  The nice thing is that the abs used to have these 12x12  buddy windows that you can open or close.  In between them was a piece of plexiglass.  A few of them had gotten cracks in the plexiglass and the abs removed them.  Talk about an awesome glory hole!  Went in and sat down, was stroking and next booth becomes occupied by a dude, tall, blue jeans and flannel shirt, I recognize the cock as soon as he starts stroking.  (he has always commented about loving to fuck my hairy ass with his big cock) About 8 1/2 and nice girth.  I kneel down and start slurping, get him all hard, stand up and start backing up on that cock.  Get him all the way in and just stay there and let him do all the work.  He likes to ram, slow, deep, shallow, pulling out, slapping it on my ass crack then sinking it back in.  I love the way this guy fucks me and when he shoots, look out.  It is so intense.  I can fell him spurting in my hole and then he just stand there, filling my hole.  He shoots incredibly big, big loads.  He pulls out, I sit back down and he dashes out to the rest room to head out.  I went out to the front and got some more tokens since I had some extra time to kill, went back into a booth and pulled my jeans down, but pulled my shirt over my cock so if someone came in and was just gawking, they couldn't see my cock or ass. (there are alot of creepy older guys that come in here as well)  Well, luck pans out, I hear the door chime and a few minutes later, another tall dude, jeans, flannel jacket and workboots came in next to my booth and closes his door.  He drops his tokens and he picks his movie selection and then starts unzipping.  Noticed the wide band wedding ring on his finger.  He works his cock a bit behind his shorts then drops them.  OH Lord!  A nice large, about 9 cut cock.  Knelt down, he could see that I did that and instantly turned and put his cock through the hole.  After getting him hard, and stroking him, turned around and touched his cock on my ass.  Seemed like maybe he didn't want to fuck, but then pushed it through further and in it goes.  He's having a hard time staying hard, so I get down and suck him some more, get him rock hard again.  Turned around and put that great cock in my hole.  No sooner did I work my hole over that entire cock, I felt him shooting up inside me.  As soon as he finished, up go the jeans and hear the work boots walking out towards the front to leave.  I started chuckling to myself.  Decided to leave, but I did leave happy with 2 big hot loads in my hole.  On the way home, I turned on the phone and there was a message from a dude on Grinder.  Staying at a hotel wanting to know if I wanted a 5 day load.  Of course I agreed, the hotel was on the way home!  Not bad for a Wednesday.

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That’s not a cat flap , it’s a slag flap 😀

[LittleCumSewer]

just took a load blindfolded from a regular anonymous breeder. he's probably fucked me more than 30 times and I have no idea what he looks like. nice thick meaty cock and seems to shoot big loads in me.usually by himself, sometimes with another guy.he only hits me up when he wants to shoot his load in my ass.texted me "hey cumdump, get over here and take my load before you hit the bathhouse and get that sloppy fuckhole filled with dirty loads.i got a five day load for that pussy" then went over, got on his couch in fuck me position, took his load and was out of there in ten minutes.

[Cumjunky215]

14 hours ago, HotLoads said:

Stopped by the local abs to have some fun.  We are in a sorta rural area, lots of hung rednecks and lots of out of town gas drilling workers.  Most of them are just stopping in and getting off and want to get out fast.  The nice thing is that the abs used to have these 12x12  buddy windows that you can open or close.  In between them was a piece of plexiglass.  A few of them had gotten cracks in the plexiglass and the abs removed them.  Talk about an awesome glory hole!  Went in and sat down, was stroking and next booth becomes occupied by a dude, tall, blue jeans and flannel shirt, I recognize the cock as soon as he starts stroking.  (he has always commented about loving to fuck my hairy ass with his big cock) About 8 1/2 and nice girth.  I kneel down and start slurping, get him all hard, stand up and start backing up on that cock.  Get him all the way in and just stay there and let him do all the work.  He likes to ram, slow, deep, shallow, pulling out, slapping it on my ass crack then sinking it back in.  I love the way this guy fucks me and when he shoots, look out.  It is so intense.  I can fell him spurting in my hole and then he just stand there, filling my hole.  He shoots incredibly big, big loads.  He pulls out, I sit back down and he dashes out to the rest room to head out.  I went out to the front and got some more tokens since I had some extra time to kill, went back into a booth and pulled my jeans down, but pulled my shirt over my cock so if someone came in and was just gawking, they couldn't see my cock or ass. (there are alot of creepy older guys that come in here as well)  Well, luck pans out, I hear the door chime and a few minutes later, another tall dude, jeans, flannel jacket and workboots came in next to my booth and closes his door.  He drops his tokens and he picks his movie selection and then starts unzipping.  Noticed the wide band wedding ring on his finger.  He works his cock a bit behind his shorts then drops them.  OH Lord!  A nice large, about 9 cut cock.  Knelt down, he could see that I did that and instantly turned and put his cock through the hole.  After getting him hard, and stroking him, turned around and touched his cock on my ass.  Seemed like maybe he didn't want to fuck, but then pushed it through further and in it goes.  He's having a hard time staying hard, so I get down and suck him some more, get him rock hard again.  Turned around and put that great cock in my hole.  No sooner did I work my hole over that entire cock, I felt him shooting up inside me.  As soon as he finished, up go the jeans and hear the work boots walking out towards the front to leave.  I started chuckling to myself.  Decided to leave, but I did leave happy with 2 big hot loads in my hole.  On the way home, I turned on the phone and there was a message from a dude on Grinder.  Staying at a hotel wanting to know if I wanted a 5 day load.  Of course I agreed, the hotel was on the way home!  Not bad for a Wednesday.

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I need to visit them rednecks and give your hole a rest.  Where r u?

 

[NLbear]

I don't cruise online often anymore but last night I was horny as fuck. Regular Friday fuckbud was away and none of the other ones were available or in the mood. Plenty of flakes and rejections but I finally hit the jackpot with a couple from the UK staying at a hotel. An early 40s vers guy and a mid 50s top. "Warned" me they only fucked raw (no problem!) but were "safe" (whatever that meant). Went over and stumbled out of the hotel almost two hours later with 5 loads and jelly cramped legs. 

A bit of chitchat first but came down to business quickly. Vers guy pretty hairy bearish guy with sizeable cock and stamina. The top a slim smooth guy (not really my type). Not as well endowed as his mate but thick cock and big hairy balls. Vers went straight for my hole when I was on my knees ass up sucking the Top. Had to give up blowing the Top as Vers pounded the hell out of me for a long time and finally shot his load. Top was next. Equally aggressive fucker but took less time cumming. Then Vers guy again while his friend sat back and watched and occasionally fucked my throat a bit to stay hard. Vers fucked again for a long time (made me shoot my load in the process). Top pounded a 2nd load in me and then the Vers guy again for a final fuck. Aggressive in bed but really nice guys. Said they were here for the (long) weekend and might be up for a repeat.

[analluv27]

Wednesday night after work rode up to Harlem to see this Latin guy I know who loves how I kiss and blow. Went to his apartment meet him in the stairwell we started dfk until I felt his hard on poking me and I dropped to my knees started sucking him running my tongue all over that dick. He then grabbed my head and started thrusting my head up and down on his shaft until he came. I swallowed everything we kissed again and I left for home