What Is Your Current Hiv Status? (Poll)

[PozBottomACNJ]

I'm poz, all my medical diagnoses say AIDS.   No idea who infected me, and honestly, don't care. I've been taking cocks and loads bare, for over 45 years (59 yrs old now. do the math lol!), 

Diagnosed about 5 yrs ago, but doc thinks I've been poz for many years before that. Never any sign of the "Fuck Flu", so no real way to know...

Got right on meds, and  was declared undetectable within the year.

But if I hazard to guess, it would have been probably 15-18 yrs ago, while in an adult bookstore video booth area, in Atlantic City, NJ. Guy had just got done giving me wonderful fucking, came in me, of course, and as he was getting ready to leave, he started to say something like "I've got to tell you something, that you might not want to hear". I remember stiffening up, as suddenly thought he was going to say "I've got aids".. he must have noticed my reaction, as he finished with "You're too cute to be straight.." I relaxed a little then, said thank you, as he opened the booth and left, with me still bent over, naked, in the booth, his cum sliding from my hole, as I was hoping for someone else to come in...

Of course, I've also taken quite a few Homeless men in my ass and mouth, all bare, and I know my hole has been torn, more than a few times, by really long cocks, and quite a few really thick ones.

I've had guys just ram their fingers up my ass, DRY, and while painful, I admit that I enjoyed the treatment. 

I've never had a guy come right out and tell me he was poz, but there have been more than a few, that I knew were poz, at least two, that I knew had full-blown aids, and who passed away months later.

***Correction***  There was a tranny hooker who had been breeding me almost every time we met, which ranged from once a week, to a couple years, we hooked up for years, and then lost track of each other. 

When we finally ran into each other, she was in her final stages of AIDS... she lost a LOT of weight, and it showed. She told me that she was dying of aids, but we had been friends for so long, I just hugged her and held her for a while.   I went up to her apartment a month or so later, and begged her to fuck me, bare. She started off refusing, but finally gave in, and bred me a couple times over the next week.   I didn't see her after that, and was told by her roommate, that Angie had passed from complication from AIDS a month before... I miss that old Queen, and not just for the sex (she was blessed with a THCK cock!), but for the personality, and the love...

I'd like to think that I got her last load(s)...

Edited April 17, 2023 by PozBottomACNJ
Added that I'm now on meds

[TaKinGDeePanal]

4 hours ago, versmetropig said:

the one I am on now does have one side effect - I had a set of washboard abs through my 40s and still had some definition in my early 50s, but since taking this, I now have a bit of "hard belly abdominal swelling" which saddens me.

From memory, my first chemdaddy also had the same swelling. Never thought of asking him about specifics of meds, as I didn't think it was my place (he was the one who encouraged me to go on PrEP). You still look damn hoT! ❤️

 

Edited April 17, 2023 by TaKinGDeePanal

[damsonffpig]

Poz now for over 22 years....  As a result of a routine STI check 5 months after seroconversion (not realising it was seroconversion at the time), the clinic insisted I had an HIV test too.  (This was just 12 months after my previous neg test.)

Being honest I was very surprised I hadn't tested poz long before ......... even thinking I had some sort of immunity.....I was just very lucky as I really struggled with wrapping up and always preferred it BB, plus when topping it always impacted upon my ability stay hard, so BB was always the natural way.   As a bottom...its skin on skin all the way...

After receiving my Poz test, I then worked it back to the 3 weeks of flu in early January actually being seroconversion and the hung Spanish guy I had met at the sauna just before Christmas, who just wanted on thing, which was to fuck my ass.  We met at the sauna then went back to his place......despite my wanting to fuck him to, he insisted his ass was out of action so mine got all the action that night......  I took 5 loads from him...we were both horny as fuck and he just kept cumming.....  After Christmas and then what I now know to be seroconversion.....I went back to see him again at the end of January, when he made sure I collected 3 more of his highly toxic loads.   It was just the best sex and I can honestly say have no regrets as it was a really positive experience, getting rid of the underlying fear which sometimes stopped me and opened up my sex life and types of sex completely....seeking out other poz guys and leading to trying new things including taking my first fist...no looking back after that......

As a result of a cancer diagnosis 2 months following my HIV diagnosis, plus 2 lots of surgery, my CD4 plummeted and I was on meds within 11 months of seroconversion and undetectable 2 months later.....The cancer was cleared and once surgery healed I went on to explore even more sexual adventures etc., some of which I had not explored before 

[Guest]

I will be celebrating 14 years of being POZ on June 11th. 

I tested poz in my 20s the news was in no way shocking as I knew I eventually will become poz. My early 20s I seesawed between safe sex and BB. Over time the I just started to lean more & more into BB. It went from sometimes BB, to mostly BB, and later only BB. It took about 4 years of BB with neg before I tested poz. I was well aware that if I kept going with this that it would not be a matter of IF I became poz but when & I honestly was ok with that. I had enough poz friends to know I’ll be fine.

In the end becoming poz really was more freeing than disappointment. Once I tested poz I felt relief that I no longer have to worry about it & that I can now enjoy sex without fear or anxiety. It truly was a freeing diagnosis that took away a lot of stress and allowed me to enjoy sex the way I wanted to. 

[BBArchangel]

I’m negative. I’ve been negative for quite a long time. I’m also on Prep., and Prep has freed me up to fuck bareback with anyone I want.

[Guest]

@BBArchangel I am also neg on prep and enjoy the freedom of BB sex. I agree there is a freedom I have being able to BB and play with poz men.....it allows me feel free enough to smile at a guy breeding me knowing he's with U+ or unmedicated poz.

[Poz2play]

On 2/18/2015 at 5:47 PM, ancusp89 said:

AIDS/HIV+ on meds, low viral load and low CD4 count. Because of previous opportunistic illnesses which led to my AIDS diagnosis, my status remains an AIDS diagnosis.

 

 

Last fall I got my diagnosis of AIDS after about 6 years with HIV with no meds.my boyfriend had just seroconverted when he was toxic and we did it and I seroconverted a few weeks later and never started meds after my diagnosis at that point I came out and stopped hiding that I was homosexual which was the best thing I ever did my friends were surprised that I was homosexual and that I was HIV positive they were more surprised that I was a chaser. Ex girlfriends were not surprised that I was gay but 

[usmcemen]

Poz, undetectable, on meds. 

[Annapaulamass]

Tested neg for hiv and other stds and hepc. I will take PreP because I love cum a lot and love the feeling of someone unloading in or over me. Got quite a lot bareback from doublelist and dirty porn theaters / saunas last year.

Edited April 19, 2023 by Annapaulamass

[PromiseYouPullOut]

On 5/8/2017 at 4:05 AM, Hole4u2fuck said:

I made the decision to bareback and take all loads on Jan 2, 2006 and have taken anywhere from 150 to 300 loads every year since. I get tested once a year and my last test last September was neg. That said it's bound to happen sooner or later that I become poz.

Hi there. It’s almost six years later from your comment. What is your status these days?

[Hole4u]

As of last October I’m still neg. I’ll test again in a few weeks. I’ve taken hundreds of loads since then. 

[Guest]

Just neg here.

[Leo177]

Probably neg, but i don't really test

[Guest]

Poz on meds. I was off my meds for 6 months (couldn't afford it, even with discounted prices) which put me back into the hospital with a CD count of 8. I just had an update my CD4 count is 137, and my VL is 2570. So I'm still toxic. I probably will be for the next couple of months.

[concerned1]

Negative on PrEP (I take it daily).