What awakened your sexuality in your early years.

[Guest]

When we were children we had our favourite comics TV cops or favourite singers who , well we took an innocent shine too either by admiring their physique, eyes or do one thing even you know. For me I remember seeing a picture of Freddie Mercury dressed in a leotard sing . Adorned with his long hair but very prominent was his crotch. And I mean prominent. I began to question why I was looking at this man. I was only ten or eleven. Yes even then our beloved Freddie had a big following. But looking back, well his bulge had me staring. What or who awakened your appeal for men or all male appreciation 

[Guest]

Bluto

[tallslenderguy]

Boys my own age.  i can even remember Their names.  i've written about it elsewhere on BZ, but at 7 (we were both the same age) a boy down the street (Danny Newberry) took me into His bathroom one day and showed me an enema nozzle. He was very excited as He explained to me what it was and where it went, nothing happened between us, but when i got home, i found our enema nozzle and it became the first thing to go into my ass. 

i had a crush on another boy (Craig) at the same age, second grade, and can still see Him in my minds eye... i used to just stare and pine over Him watching Him play dodge ball. i became fixated on the kind of shirt He wore and had to have one.  There were others, i was boy crazy even at that age, and it never went away, we all just got older. Now i do pretty much the same thing at work and at the gym, i like Guys. i think i may be gay?

As for actors/celebrities?  i crushed big time on Jim Morrison of The Doors, and David Cassidy on The Partridge Family.  He sang this song: "I Think I Love You" and i'd swoon every time i heard it lol. 

Edited April 2, 2023 by tallslenderguy

[tighthole64]

Great to hear these stories!  I was a "late bloomer' sadly.  I can however remember the HUGE cock on one of the guys in my gym class.  He was porn star hung.  Sadly think he was embarrassed by it, and tried to hide it as much as possible.

Also remember seeing my dad in shower, admiring his cock.  Nothing ever happened between us, but wondered why I didn't get his cock gene

[backdoorjimmy]

If I think back far enough, it's probably the first time I smiled and blushed when I saw a cute boy. But the time I can actually pinpoint was when I was randomly hanging around my mom and her friends when I was maybe 8 or 9, and I overheard one of them talking about taking it in the ass. It was like someone flipped a switch in me. I don't know any other way to explain it. I just knew for sure that I was meant to do that, too. Of course, I didn't act on it for years, but that's when I became obsessed with my ass.

[Guest]

For me, it was the first time I tasted my own cum and got curious for taking some from the tap.

[evilqueerpig]

For me it was when I was 6 or maybe 7, Mark Goddard, Major West on  Lost in Space, those formfitting costumes.

[NLbear]

The men's underwear section in de department store's catalogue. I still have a thing for big bulges.

Then age 9 my teacher. No idea of sexuality yet of course but later I realized he was hot as fuck. 

[leaker30]

My brother wasn't born yet so I was less than 5 years old so this was late 70s.

Mom and dad were separated for a few months, so mom and I moved back home to her mom's (my grandma). Mom was the second oldest, so my 2 uncles and 1 aunt still lived at home.

My aunt was a senior in high school and had a boyfriend named Darren. I remember hugging and kissing on him and saying I wanted a boyfriend and mom and grandma saying boys don't have boyfriends, they have girlfriends, and I was adamant about saying no, I wanted a boyfriend.

I quickly learned that that was not acceptable and staying in the closet still I came out freshman year of college, but I still remember that from so long ago.

[Heir2012]

I was attracted to a basketball player at the school I went to. He was a senior and I was around 6 or 7. I'd drift off to sleep thinking about him. 

As for cartoons, I remember watching The Jungle Book and being turned on by Kaa hypnotizing Mowgli. 

[ellentonboy]

When I kissed a girl I didn't get a hard on,  in 7th grade I kissed a boy and got an immediate hard on.   I tried kidding other girls and it didn't work, by the end of 7th grade I was blowing other 7th grade boys and I got a hard on and I could shoot my load.  For me, it was an easy decision.......   Never had a doubt,, high school, college and grad scuoll were easy, knew what I wanted.

[Ieatcumholes]

I joke that I come from "promiscuous genes." I was my father's 6th child by the 4th woman, and he was only 25 when I was born. My mother had her 1st child at 16 and me at 21.

My earliest "sexual" memory is in nursery school at 5 or 6 with a boy of the same age. There were two toilets in the bathroom, so it wasn' unusual for two kids to be in there together. We must've done whatever we needed to do and my memory is of us with pants and underwear at our ankles and grinding our crotches together. So I knew at a very early age that I liked "outies" and not "innies"...

Had I been heterosexual, I'm sure I would've had more children by more women than my father did. I was 11 when I had my first ejaculation. Had that been with a "fertile" girl instead of a boy, I could've been a father by the time I was 12. Had I passed those "promiscuous genes" on, I could be a great-great-great-grandfather right now, and I'll be 59 this year. 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

[Jimmi]

An episode of Batman and Robin where Robin was tied up and swallowed by a giant clam. I found it stirred something in me.  It wasn’t just stirring gay impulses but also BDSm ones.

Edited April 3, 2023 by Jimmi
Unnecessary apostrophe.

[MuscledHorse]

I grew up in  south Florida and had asthma as a child. Since I liked to swim, my pediatrician suggested my parents put me on a swim team to help build my lungs. So, I grew up in a speed and seeing other guy's cocks at a young age. I was masturbating at 7 and knew exactly what i was drawn to an what i wanted to do with a penis if only i could touch one. I had several crushes. Two of the guys on the high school football team, Lou Ferrigno's the Incredible Hulk, Tom Cruise in Risky Business....  The idea that we are asexual Ken and Barbie dolls til we turn 1 and magically sprout genitals and a libido is a fable the bible wavers tell themselves and reinforce through penis shame and guilt from practically the moment we are born.

[hntnhole]

For me the progress was almost in infintisimal steps.  I always knew I didn't like girls, their silly behavior, giggling, flirting, trying to manipulate boys, blah blah blah, and I always liked playing sports, "boy" stuff.  But I remained completely ignorant of any sexual component, or at least it was so religiously drummed out of my mind that I wasn't aware of the possibility.  Until.  When I went away to undergrad, pledged a frat, and one of my pledge-brothers brought me out.  I blame the extraordinarily repressive Organized Religion that was drummed into me as a little kid.  Jesus wouldn't like this, or that, or the next thing, and the Evil One was hiding behind every tree, every shrub, waiting to gobble me up to eternal damnation. 

What a hideous thing to do to a little kid.  However, I've made up for it in spades, and glad I have.  At some point at some car show - I was still in undergrad -  there was a booth selling t-shirts, and I bought one saying "Bend Over, I'll Drive".  With uttermost glee I wore that shirt till it fell off of me in tattered exhaustion.