What awakened your sexuality in your early years.

[Pozguyinchi]

When I was about 5 or 6 my dad to me to his club. They had a pool and they were giving swimming lessons while my dad golfed. When finished we showered in the locker room. While drying off and getting dressed a man walked by with red hair and a huge cock. I just stared. My dad looked at me and chuckled and said. That’s big right? I shook my head yes. I didn’t feel it was wrong or unnatural. It wasn’t until much later that I was made to feel that my thoughts were different. I am thankful my dad embraced the moment and didn’t scold me for looking.

[PozTalkAuthor]

16 minutes ago, Pozguyinchi said:

When I was about 5 or 6 my dad to me to his club. They had a pool and they were giving swimming lessons while my dad golfed. When finished we showered in the locker room. While drying off and getting dressed a man walked by with red hair and a huge cock. I just stared. My dad looked at me and chuckled and said. That’s big right? I shook my head yes. I didn’t feel it was wrong or unnatural. It wasn’t until much later that I was made to feel that my thoughts were different. I am thankful my dad embraced the moment and didn’t scold me for looking.

 

Damn, lucky guy, to have had a father who didn't make you feel wrong at that time! 

Mine didn't even want a hug from me... Never

[Pozguyinchi]

7 minutes ago, PozTalkAuthor said:

 

Damn, lucky guy, to have had a father who didn't make you feel wrong at that time! 

Mine didn't even want a hug from me... Never

Sorry about that. I had a great childhood. My step dad was able to make all of my fantasies come true and then some.

[PozTalkAuthor]

21 minutes ago, Pozguyinchi said:

Sorry about that. I had a great childhood. My step dad was able to make all of my fantasies come true and then some.

 

Yeah, I have a step dad too, he's the one I call dad. First man I felt safe with, never had anything sexual but he made me understand to embrace my attraction for men without any shame

[ijoey]

5 hours ago, Pozguyinchi said:

When I was about 5 or 6 my dad to me to his club. They had a pool and they were giving swimming lessons while my dad golfed. When finished we showered in the locker room. While drying off and getting dressed a man walked by with red hair and a huge cock. I just stared. My dad looked at me and chuckled and said. That’s big right? I shook my head yes. I didn’t feel it was wrong or unnatural. It wasn’t until much later that I was made to feel that my thoughts were different. I am thankful my dad embraced the moment and didn’t scold me for looking.

makes me think the old man had taste?

[ijoey]

On 4/3/2023 at 12:29 AM, Jimmi said:

An episode of Batman and Robin where Robin was tied up and swallowed by a giant clam. I found it stirred something in me.  It wasn’t just stirring gay impulses but also BDSm ones.

omg me too,  love watching people sexually suffer a little....

[BlindRawFucker1]

Up topic, I mentioned that the scents of naked boys in the locker room is what set me off in the first or second grade.

 

My first attraction was when I was 12, entering the 7th grade.  He is also blind.

 

We’d known each other for several years at school since second grade, it was a residential school.

 

Suddenly, starting 7th grade, we became very close.  We’d cuddle, dressed, and role around on his bed.  We kissed once.

 

Then, we went on a overnight school trip.

 

There were four boys to a room, and we shared a bed.  Before going to bed, the three of them played around a bit.  I was a coward and didn’t play with them.

 

When we went to bed, we dared each other to sleep naked.  We took off our clothes, and our bare hips touched.

 

Unfortunately, he tried to roll over on me, and I was scared.  I said no.  I jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom.

 

When I came back, he blamed me, and said I was evil and sinful.  Our friendship was destroyed.

 

He started making comments about me at school.  The funny thing is, he shortly became extremely attached to another boy.  I don’t know what happened between them, but I know the other boy was, and is absolutely gay.  He propositioned me once.

 

My boy left the school, grew up to work at a school for his career, got married, had two kids and now divorced.

 

I really would like to know what he really is.

 

I knew from then, I definitely wanted dick and cum in my mouth.  I don’t believe I would have wanted to be fucked yet.

[Ragnar13]

Kid who sat in front of me around 6th grade. Taller than me and starting to fill out. Was the first boy in class to get hair on his upper lip, couldn’t take my eyes off it. Then I started to watch his crotch. Then a lot of other crotches. Lots of jackoff material before I discovered the world of gay porn.

[OzzieCumdumpster]

My first memory that lit my torch, was having a sleep over at one of my best friends house, his parents house had fully tinted windows so people couldn't see inside. In all the time I knew my friend I had never had a sleep over at his, he would come to mine and would always bring Playboy, Playgirl and hustler mags over that we would jerk to aged 11.

So i was seeing naked women and men, and with hustler seeing guys fuck women, I was mainly fasciateted with the cocks, back then I use to jerk my friend off especially when we camped in my backyard. But the weekend I slept over his house his mum picked me up and went to thier house, when I got there my friend took me to his room and told me to take my clothes off as he was doing the same, his mum called out saying she had some snacks for us, he opened the completely naked and told me to come with him to get the snacks, was a little bashful not knowing what to do, when his mum called me to come and get my snack and saying that she knew I was naked and that there house was a nudist home, I slowly walked down the hall feeling a little embarrest, I I saw Tristen's mum completely naked sagging boobs I remember as she rarely wore a bra. But when I saw Tristen's dad my eye fell to his cock, it was uncut and big, Tristen said out loud stop look at dads snake otherwise it will grow to full length, his parents laughed and said it is natural to be naked, I felt embarrest as I realised then that I had a very small cock compared to Tristen and his dad. But that is when I really knew I prefered cock, didn't mind seeing his mum naked, but always got butterflies when seeing his dad.

When I came out I was booted out of my parents house, and Tristen's parents took me in. By this time I had lost my virginity, and one evening while watching TV I gave Tristen and his dad a blowjob, his mum was really understanding and said she knew I had a preface to men when I was 11.

She never minded me sucking her husband off as he was big 10.5 inches long and she said it saved her from getting a sore jaw and yes when she was out both Tristen and his dad used me for sex. My friend and his wife are my best friend and again they like being naked and they both love having me.

[Cream4u]

My awakening stated when I was a young boy stating in my puberty... getting hard ones all the time... that when my farther started yo get interested in me. Looking at me when I was under the shower... asking questions. And then came the first time he wanted to inspect my cock if i cleaned it proper ... under my foreskin which I had not. He made sure it got cleaned with his mouth. I loved it. 

[analluv27]

For me right around puberty came across my brother’s porn tape Viva Vanessa starring Vanessa Del Rio. In particular the scene where Vanessa hooks up with Angelique Ricard unbeknownst to her is Trans. 
That’s when I started coming to the realization that I’m bisexual though I didn’t have a word for it . Two maybe three years later I’m sucking my first dick and haven’t looked back 

[1hornyjohn]

Being fucked in the showers after sport at school

[Guest]

the late night channel four films like My Beautiful Laundrette, Beautiful Thing, The Living End, My Own Private Idaho... few others too but they were the main thing. Also Scum, i get the tv version and the film versions of scum mixed up but the one that showed the more detailed prison rape scene, that too.

[Nagato20]

In 7th grade there was a guy name cristian who was a pretty much a bully always aggressive and into peoples faces. I didn’t have an issue with him but he also happened to have a gym locker right next to me and one day I happened to get a good look at his very muscular body and his nice big dick. This sparked something in me so every time I would try and take a better glance and a longer glance until he finally noticed. He didn’t make a scene out of it but one day he waited for me to be leaving  the locker room so he grabbed me by the neck and dragged me to the bathroom. Took me to the back stall and started asking me why I’m looking at him when changing if I’m a fag or something. He ended up pulling his dick out and making me suck him off. It didn’t take long before he blew his load in my mouth and told me to swallow it. He told me I’m his bitch now and walked out. I sat in the fooor with my dick rock solid in my shorts. I ended up sucking his dick fairly often in and out of school all through 7 th and 8 th grade. Sadly he eventually moved so he never got to  fucke me.

[Guest]

Nothing awaken my sexuality, I born like that, I knew from a very early age that I was different, I had a massive crush on a boy when I was in Pre-school, when I was 7 or 8 I used to play with make up and girly stuff.