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PART 2 The door quickly opened to the man I had seen in the picture Mike sent me. He was in his early 40s, built, muscled, about 5’7”, but with that hot look of a former college jock who’d drunk a few too many beers. He was shirtless and answered the door in just a pair of skimpy old style 70s coach gym shorts. He exuded confidence and sex appeal. “You must be Adam. Mike’s told me a lot about you. Come in. I’m Justin.” He ushered me into the large spacious room and put the do not disturb thing on the doorknob. The curtains were open, but there was no way anyone could see us, we were 25 stories up, facing the lake. I made a mental note to remember to ask him to fuck me on the balcony outside. We chit chatted for a bit but quickly got down to brass tacks. Mike had apparently negotiated my fee with him in advance. I was a little surprised and thought “so now he was my pimp, too?” But that thought just make my hole pucker. Justin handed me an envelope with 5 $100 bills in it, which I tucked in my backpack. He said “Are you nervous, Adam?” I nodded and laughed a bit. “Yeah, a little.” “Don’t be. I’ve known Mike forever. In fact, he’s going to stop by later.” I was sitting on the sofa, and he handed me a plastic cup that was sitting on the coffee table and said “here, drink this. It’ll help you relax and have a good time.” I took the cup which was fizzy and brown so I just assumed it was a Coke. I took a few sips. It tasted a little weird, but I was so nervous that I drank it all quickly. He laughed and said “there’s more where that came from later.” I didn’t know what G was at the time, since the only thing I’d ever done was smoke weed. Justin smiled and said “When Mike showed me your picture, you reminded me of someone that he and I both know. A guy your age. I want to play out a daddy/boy scene where I fuck that guy. Mike said you’d done that with him before, right?” I nodded. “So I’m going to call you Jake, ok? I’m also going to call you a lot of other names. Does that turn you on?” He reached over and touched the back of my neck with his strong hand and massaged it a little bit. All I could do was moan and say “yes, Daddy.” He laughed and said “Good. If anything does’t feel right, just tell me and we’ll readjust. But I think what I have in mind for tonight is going to turn you on very very much.” He sat down next to me on the sofa and leaned over so we started making out. His short trimmed beard and sexy green eyes were making my cock rock hard and I couldn’t stop exploring his furry chest with my hands. I rubbed his nipples and he moaned and said “you can do that whenever you want, son.” I grinned (I loved it when Mike called me “son”) and rubbed his nipples harder with one hand while I reached down to feel his cock inside his shorts. It was incredibly thick and I could feel his foreskin moving over the head of his dick even though it was still inside his shorts. I was starting to swirl from the G and he could tell that I was feeling it, so he just picked me up and moved me to the bed. He laid me on my back and slid his shorts down so that his mostly hard, massive cock was dangling down. He rolled me on my shoulders and pulled my shorts off quickly, while I shucked my tank top. I was completely naked on the bed except for my sexy jockstrap which he made a point of complimenting. Justin grinned at me and said “FUCK Jake, you look so damn sexy,” then he shoved his face into my hole, rubbing his beard and tongue all over my ass. I moaned and reached down to grab his face and pull it as far into my ass as I could. The only thing I loved more than getting my cunt eaten was taking big fat daddy cocks in it and I knew that Justin was only moments away from sinking his cock into my greedy cumdump. He kept his tongue and beard in contact with my hole and I just held onto the back of his head for dear life, while he shoved his tongue as far up my asshole as it would go. I couldn’t do anything but moan like a little pig while my eyes rolled into the back of my head. I was one happy little faggot. Justin came up for air “You like that, son? Fuck, Jake you look so hot. Daddy’s gonna love breeding your pretty little cumdump. I got a bunch of loads for you. You want my cock, baby boy?” I just moaned some more and said “fuck Daddy! Yes! Your boy needs your cock. Please give it to me.” He chuckled a little and said “hang on baby boy, I have another surprise for you,” then I felt his index finger slide into my spit lubed hole. After a minute or so with him pushing his fingers in and out of my hole, loosening me up for the onslaught to come, something started to burn a little bit. “What’s that?” He just laughed and said “You’ll find out in a few minutes, boy. You ready for Daddy’s cock Jake?” It was still a little weird that he was calling me by another guy’s name, but ultimately I didn’t care because I was incredibly turned on and knew I was gonna get bred by a hot Daddy while making a bunch of money in the process. If calling me Jake turned him on, that was fine with me. Just fuck me harder. I could feel more burning in my ass and Looked up at Justin grinning ear to ear saying “you feel that son? How does your pussy feel, Jakey boy ?” I had to catch my breath I could feel my heart pounding and my asshole was on fire in a way I’d never felt before. “Oh Daddy, it feels amazing. Please put your cock inside me. Please.” I looked up at him with my best puppy, hang dog look, begging for his cock with my eyes. I was still rolled onto my back with my ass high in the air when he made me flip over so I was on my knees like a good cumdump. Mike had taught me how to arch my back so that he could get all the way inside my hole. Justin laughed and noted this. “Mike’s taught you how to position your pretty little pussy, hasn’t he, son?” “Yes, Daddy. Now put your cock in me, please? I reached back and pulled my big hairy cheeks apart so Justin could see my hole winking at him. Justin just laughed again and said “don’t worry Jakey. Daddy’s gonna give you all of his big fat daddy cock just like you always wanted it.” He reached down and ate my ass a little more, shoving his tongue as far as he could inside my hole, then he pulled up and spat a couple of big loogies onto my butthole. “You think you can take my cock with just spit for lube, baby boy?” “No, Daddy, can I have some poppers too?” Justin just laughed and said “that’s my boy, Jakey. You don’t want more lube you just want more drugs. Good little fag whore.” I blushed a little, but I liked him calling me names and I loved the daddy/boy scene he was playing out. He handed me a bottle of poppers and I took 6 or 7 huge hits off them so my head was completely spinning. My hole continued to burn and get hungrier from whatever he had shoved in there, and he spat on his cock and started to tease my cunt with the head. “You sure you want this dick, baby boy? Daddy’s not sure you can take the whole thing. Do you think you can, Jake?” I moaned like a cheap whore and backed up, trying to get the head of his cock inside me. He laughed and moved away, teasing my hole with his cock head. “Fuck daddy! Give it to me. I need it so badly.” Justin just laughed some more and continued to tease my hole, waiting for my body to absorb the drugs. My hole kept getting hungrier and hungrier and finally he slowly slid a little bit of his huge cock into my ass. “Come on now Jake, tell Daddy what you want. Beg for it, baby boy.” “Oh Daddy! Please give me all of your cock. I need it. My hole is so hungry and only you can satisfy me with your cock, Daddy!” Justin moaned loudly and said “I’ve been waiting for you to say that for a long time, Jakey boy. I need to be inside you. Here we go.” He thrust his cock all the way inside my ass until it was incredibly full. I gasped and then tried to relax so I could handle all of his enormous daddy cock. It was so long I felt it pop past something inside me and then just started to feel warmer all over and hungrier in my hole. “Of fuck! Daddy what did you do to me? Your cock feels amazing all the way inside me, but my hole is on FIRE!” Justin reached over and touched my face, kind of petting me like you would an overexcited dog. “Don’t worry baby boy, you’re safe with me, I just gave you something called T, to make you have more fun. I put it in the piss slit of my cock so it’s melting all the way inside your pretty little furry pussy.” FUUUUCK. He was giving me drugs from his cock into my ass, and there was nothing I could do about it. Which was JUST fine. My body heated up and my hole opened wide to take his dick. I felt like my brain was completely scrambled but my ass was on fire and I needed him to fuck me. HARD. Justin could feel this too and he quickly started to thrust in and out of my ass, fucking me hard and using my pussy like it was meant to be used. His cock was the biggest one to ever fuck me and I was begging for his cock to fuck me harder. “Please Daddy, I need your cock. Rape me harder! I need your cock using my pussy! It feels so fucking good. Please Daddy. Just keep doing what you’re doing.” Then I felt another wave of the drugs in my asshole and couldn’t really talk anymore I was so spun. Justin grinned at me with an evil glint in my eye and said “I’ve been waiting to do this for so long, Jakey! I’ve wanted to fuck you forever and now my cock is all the way inside you just like it was supposed to be. Take my fucking cock you dirty little faggot!” Justin went into overdrive and grabbed onto my hips so he could pound my cunt really hard. I grabbed onto a pillow and just moaned into it, feeling my head explode over and over with pleasure that his cock was giving my hole. After a few minutes of sustained, heavy pounding he cried out “FUCKKKKK! Jakey! I’m gonna breed you! Do you want my load son! Tell me you want my load!” He was begging me to beg him and I finally found the ability to speak again. “DADDY! Please give me your load! Please cum all the way up my pussy as far as you can shoot it! I want to feel your cock cumming in my hole!” Justin kept on fucking me and finally after another minute of full on pounding he stopped and his legs stiffened and he fell forward on my back with his furry chest. He was breathing heavily and I could feel his cock throbbing deep inside of me, launching volley after volley of cum into my cunt. I reverted back to moaning and gibberish and just saying “thank you daddy! Thank you for breeding me!” Justin just keep repeating “Oh Jakey!” Over and over again. Justin’s breathing came back to normal and we rolled onto our sides and began passionately making out, after a minute or two his cock began to get soft and slide out of my hole. He reached over to the nightstand and grabbed a buttplug and immediately shoved it all the way up my ass before I had time to react. It was BIG. I sighed because I was suddenly full again, but my hole was still on fire. “Don’t worry,” Justin said. There’s way more where that came from.

Part 1 (Chem stuff comes in Part 2) Finally. Away at college for a few months and I could breathe. Growing up in a small town, I was eager to go to school in a big city so I could come out, get some more sexual experience (other than trading blowjobs with my best friend under the bleachers of the football field at school) and finally hook up with the older men I’d been fantasizing about for a long time. I’m Adam, and I’m a short, 5’4” tall, furry 18 year old student at a big college in the midwest. I have a nice uncut dick and a big fat hairy ass. I knew I wanted to be somewhere like Chicago when I applied to schools, so I only applied to colleges in big cities. I was horny 24x7 and knew it would be far easier to satisfy my hunger for cock in a large city. The first few months, I figured out how online cruising worked and had a lot of good luck using Sniffies and Scruff. Luckily I had a bike to ride around and my school was near the L so I could get all over the city quickly. I had a couple of regular hookups, including one older guy named Mike who had taken my ass cherry and taught me how to love my greedy butthole. I was in love with Mike’s 6’ tall, beefy, hairy Dad bod and the thick swirls of chest hair on his pecs. He didn’t have a beard but he was one of those guys who shaved every day and still looked like he needed to shave 5 minutes after he was done. Needless to say, his sandpaper chin felt amazing on my boy pussy and he loved leaving loads in my hole. I loved taking those loads, it was even more fun when they leaked out of my cunt and left a tiny wet spot on the seat of the L train when I got up to exit. One Friday morning, Mike texted me and asked me if I’d be interested in meeting a friend of his who was in town on business and looking for a younger guy to hire for an evening. I’d never thought about selling my ass, which I willingly gave away for free, but he was Mike’s friend so I said sure. Mike sent me a pic of another hot early 40s Daddy who I’d be happy to give my hole to, but Mike said he got off on paying boys for sex. Who was I to say no? He also sent me a pic of the guy’s giant uncut dick. I was immediately in love. It was bigger than any cock I’d ever taken before, immensely thick, and I knew I had to have it inside me. His name was Justin and Mike sent me his phone and room number at a hotel in the Loop. He told me to be there at 5. Yes, sir! This fag boy is never late for a good daddy dicking. After I was done with classes for the day, I went home, showered and cleaned out my hole (thank god I had a single room with its own bathroom!) so I would be squeaky clean for the cock I was dreaming of. It was still warm out, so I put on a skimpy pair of nylon shorts a tank top and a cute jockstrap that Mike had given me, which framed my big furry ass really well. I remembered to put the bottle of poppers Mike gave me in a pocket of my backpack and headed out. I’d been instructed not to wear deodorant or cologne and to be on time. I gave myself a lot of time and walked into the lobby of the hotel at 4:50PM, with my heart pounding. I was incredibly horny, as usual, with the added thrill of going to meet a John who was going to pay me for sex. My cock was hard in my jockstrap and my ass was tingling, knowing it was about to receive the hard fucking it so desperately needed. I caught the eye of one of the bellhops who was a cute guy just a little older than me with thick curly hair and a trim beard. He was on his way up with a cart full of suitcases and held the door of the elevator for me. It was just the two of us and he said “You’re lucky to be wearing so little, this uniform is hot and sweaty when it’s this warm out.” I laughed and agreed and he took the opportunity to start at my ass. It’s a nice big ass if I do say so myself, and he just smiled and said “I get off at 10.” I smiled and said “I’ll just bet you do.” We quickly exchanged phone numbers and then the elevator stopped on Justin’s floor. I reached over and kissed the bellman, and he grabbed my ass cheek, slipping his hand inside the waistband of my jockstrap. “FUCK, kid, that’s a nice ass. Hope I get to sample it.” I pulled away from him, smiled and said “you will. Don’t worry. Always room for one more.” No one I went to high school would’ve guessed that shy little Adam would’ve gone away to college and in three months be shaking his booty at hotel staff on his way to turn a trick for money. The bellman licked his lips and said “I sure hope so.” Then the elevator door closed and he was gone. I quickly found the room, adjusted my dick and ass in my jock and knocked on the door.

It’s an occupational hazard of being a bareback pig slut. I’m versatile. A lot of guys when they see my dick, they Want to get fucked. But my ass gets hungry and I have needs, so I take a lot of cock also. I’m poz, but all the other STIs get treated and I move on.

True story and the stuff wet dreams are made of: Extremely hot day here yesterday. Within 2 mins of putting a “Sling is up, house is cool, hole is hot….” post up on Sniffies, a “Registered Profile” (no stats or pic) guy HMU with, “I am looking for an ass to just drop my load in and then leave. You down?” and this pic. 5 mins later a 30-something handsome guy is at my door, kissing on me, grabbing my ass and fingering my hole, all cummy from the guy who left 30 mins before. He tells me he’s got a 5-day load and not much time so we move to the bedroom where he strips off the business shirt he’s sweated through and his pants in like 20 seconds. When he stripped off his briefs, he was more than half hard. It’s obvious his dick in the pic is soft because when fully hard, it’s substantially bigger than I expected. I hop in my sling and, eyeing poppers on the table, he says, “Take a big hit”. So I do. Just as the rush hits me, he slides in balls deep in one push, using the cum already in me as lube. He goes from zero to 60 in 10 seconds and I’m suddenly on the receiving end of a furious fuck by a very thick 7” cock. Fucker beats up my hole from every angle and all I can do is grip the straps of my sling, push out my hole and open up for him. Just how I like it. And, from the, “Fuck yahs” from him, he apparently does as well. After about 7 mins of all gas and no brakes, he hands me the poppers and says, “Take some big hits and really open up for me because I’m gonna seed you”. I’m riding the rush, my hole is gaping huge, he’s riding my butt nut unmercifully when all of a sudden his eyes roll back, he freezes balls deep in me and howls as he shoots his load. Very hot. Except his orgasm doesn’t stop or even slow down like most guys. It goes on and on and on. He keeps howling, jabbing deep as he can go and I can actually feel his cock pulsing. He keeps going and going and all of a sudden my lower gut is gurgling. For a quick second I wondered if he’s pissing in me, yet realize that he’s pumping an insane amount of cum in me! And I can literally feel it. When he finally started coming down from the high of his jizzing me, I confirm that by asking, “Dude, was that all just cum?” He just smiled and said, “Yah. I cum a LOT in general but that really was a 5-day load”. 5 mins later he’s dressed and out the door and I’m unable to keep all of his load in me. I’m doing my best yet a lot is running down my legs. I’ve got a couple go-to fuckbuds that love sloppy seconds, so I text them. One of them responds he’ll be right over so I left the door unlocked, hopped in my sling and….. …..that’s another story

Happened to be in Florida this year and staying in Fort Lauderdale. The same weekend was the Stonewall Pride Wilton Manors Gay Pride. I wasn’t sure what to expect with DeSantis tooting Florida as the conservative capital of America. I figured “Hell, I’ll have a drink or two anyways.”. I prepared and dressed in slutty accessible clothes. You know the ones. Who gives an f*** if they get torn or dirty and are easy to pull off and down. Boy, was I presently pleasantly surprised! It was down and dirty, fucking all around the pool table that night, and for the next two nights that I went to afterwards. They sure did know how to treat a Cali boy, right. My ass was rode all night long as I leaned against that pool table. And such a variety of men! Buff, bears, bellies! Clean, goatees, ZZ Top beards! Latino, white, black…. All shoved their cocks in my hole and used it like they should. After each load, I eagerly got down on my knees and clean each cock off tasting the mixture of juices and cum from my ass. One of my favorites was a slender black guy from Chicago with a dick that matched his body. Nice and long he liked to long stroke me and fucked me several times. Another was a heavyset but still muscular black guy that was in the bathroom when I went to take a break. The bathroom was kind of an open air area between the main building and the outside patio. He caught me looking at his thick, meaty member that he was washing in the sink. He asked “you like? “ with an African or Jamaican accent. When I said “yes”he nodded, pushed me over the sink and proceeded to fuck me hard shoving that girth deep in to me. With one hand, he grabbeds fist fulls of my hair, which he yanked on as he proceeded to pound me. I knew my place was to serve him. All in all incredibly fulfilling and rewarding weekend in Florida, that I was not expecting. Definitely would recommend to the other pigs out there!

Part 3 I regained my composure and took to wandering my way through till I made it to the dark room. I heard many sounds of groaning and dirty talk as well as the slapping of flesh on flesh and enjoyed every moment of it. I could tell who the slaves were by the glow sticks that were hanging on their collars and there many piercings. I could tell they were fit slaves when they bounced from the dicks in their holes and the glow sticks bounced on their bodies. I went to the one nearest to me and started to feel it's body while it's hole was being plowed by a big muscle bear. I reached up and twisted it's pierced nipples causing it to groan in pain and pleasure. I ran my hand down it's body further and smiled as I reached below it's pelvis and felt nothing there knowing he was cut as well as Cum Garage. The bear fucking him enjoyed the reaction the slave was getting and tightening it's hole around his cock and with a final slam and growl I knew he just filled it's ass with his toxic cum. He pulled out and I went behind the slave and started to finger it's hole making sure to scratch it's insides causing it to be in more pain and was able to get all five fingers in this slaves cunt. I was enjoying causing this slave pain and the other men in the room seemed to enjoy it because they started to chear me on. One walked up behind me and started to rub on me and I felt something metal being put into my hand. I knew that it was a metal condom after moving my hand around it and feeling the tip of it as well and I knew this was about to be even more fun. I took my fingers out and put on the condom and leaned in to whisper into the slaves ear "you're really going to enjoy this". I wasted no time and slammed into the slave burying my cock into it all at once causing it to scream out in so much pain. This brought so much applause and moans from the men cumming into the slaves or the bottoms they were plowing. I loved the feel of the warm blood pouring from this slaves ass onto my cock and I knew I was coming close too cumming In it I leaned close to it and asked it if it was enjoying my destruction of its hole. The slave said yes master thank you for making my hole ready for you cum master I know now that I will convert to one of my masters poz slaves. I asked it how long has it been a slave and it told me that it was just purchased today and it was a virgin until tonight. Hearing it say that made me blow my load right then and there with one final slam into it. I stood there for a moment later making sure I was drained fully before pulling out and seeing this slaves now wrecked hole. It was going to need some repair work with how much damage was done but everyone knew it was worth it and the slave was still moaning for more. After I was done I pulled off the metal condom and turned to leave and clean up and was met with a bottom on his knees wanting to clean off my bloody cock. I slipped it into his eager mouth and he licked and sucked every bit around my cock until there was no trace of blood on it. The music stopped for a moment and the announcement that it was time for the lottery drawing was starting and all who entered it needs to be there if they want to win. The anointment said that the slaves were welcome to be brought too so the fucking didn't have to stop and the four slaves were unlocked and led to the main area on their hands and knees. We all made it to the main room and saw cum garage tied to a st Andrews cross on full display. When everyone was settled in the main room the fucking continued but everyone was as quite as they could to hear the drawing. Jack walked up on stage naked like the rest of us and started the drawing. "Good evening gentlemen and welcome to tonight's lottery drawing, I hope you all have enjoyed yourselves on our poz night and I see you all are enjoying the slaves as well." "Tonight we have a special treat for you, tonight we have a top of the line slave that will have the pleasure of going home with one of you sexy men for a total of three days." That got a hoot from all the men. "Before we start the drawing though I just want to bring up the man who is responsible for bringing this fine ass slave to us." Please welcome up Eli." The room erupted into thunderous applause as I walked up onto the stage. Eli here owns one of the most prestigious slave farms here in Florida and I couldn't be any happier that I had the opportunity to purchase such as fine slave. Jack handed me the mic, hey everyone I'm happy to be here to see Cum Garage's transformation since being here and I'm proud that it has been bringing everyone joy now enough talk and let's see who this slave will be with for the next three days. I walked up to cum garage and hit him in the balls with the mic and seeing him moan in pain and walked off the stage handing it back to Jack. All right guys get out your lottery tickets and we will begin. A tablet was rolled over with a bowl of ping pong balls and Jack asked me if I would do the honors of the being the ball handler. Everyone laugh and applauded again and I said I'd be honored. I reached into the bowl and pulled out the first one as Jack reminded that they had to have all 6 numbers to win Cum Garage. Alright gents the first number is 23, I reached in again and pulled out 7, then 2, the 14, 19 was next and Jack had a drumroll for the last number and it was lucky 69. Everyone was quiet after the last number was called for everyone was looking at their cards and then you could hear a loud cheer coming from the back of the room. All right guys it looks like we have our winner come on up and claim your prize. You could see a tall man walking up to the stage while everyone applauded him and smacked his ass on the way up. He was amazing to look at and had to be extremely viral with how muscles and wasted he looked at the same time. He had bulging muscles all over and his veins popped out on each part of him. He was bald and pierced as well and every inch of him was covered in tattoos with the largest one being a deep red biohazard with the word AIDS at the top. He climbed to the top of the stage and swung his impressive 12 inch cock as a helicopter showing off his large piercing at the tip.Jack handed him the mic after asking him to introduce himself and tell us all about him. His name was Derek and he went into telling how he had been positive since he was 13 from his neighbor and since then he made sure to always gain more strains bringing him to full AIDS status at age 20. He was 40 now and he said his viral load was in the millions now and he has given his gift to over 900 guys now. Everyone was in awe from hearing his story and applauded again when Jack was handed the mic and asked Derek to give us a show with Cum Garage. Derek wasted no time in unhooking Cum Garage and grabbing his head and slamming his cock down his throat. Derek held it there until it started to turn red from lack of air and about threw it down on the stage and plunged deep into it's ass while it was panting for air. It's panting turned to screaming as it was being fucked so roughly it blacked out. Derek kept plowing in it's ass making it wake up with more screaming and more applause from the audience. Derek kept up the abuse on its hole for another 5 mins before slamming in all the way and shooting his AIDS cum in it. A final round of applause and cheering as Cum Garage was carried off the stage by Derek and led into his room. Jack got back onto the stage and announced that next month there would be another drawing so come back and see if you're the next lucky winner. The crowed dispersed and they went back to their fucking and I went up to Jack and shook his hand and thanked him again for having me tonight. Jack smiled at me and said I was always welcomed here and that he would be looking for more stock in the future. With that I went to my room got dressed and made my way back home for the night. Please comment what you think your comments will help with any new chapters that may cum in the future thanks for reading.

yeah she wasnt mad about it at al but she was very surprised lol she said she was planning on getting pozzed anyways but had never considered getting castrated or having her cock removed and turned into a pussy. she also said that destroying her own balls felt so twisted that she wanted to get other boys to let her destroy theirs. last time I heard she had gotten a few boys to say yes and had already destroyed 2 sets of balls with a large mallet.

Hey guys! Had a great day yesterday. Went to the local ABS, the Olde Un in Columbia Missouri. I took 3 loads and got shot on while there. 1st load came from a bear daddy who has fucked me twice there already and blew up my hole. 2nd load was another daddy type. 3rd load was shot on me and I begged him to shove it in. I used my briefs to wipe it up and ate it off them. 4th load was a hot middle aged muscled guy who pounded the fuck out of me. Then I left and went to my new daddy's house. He fucked me and left blood. All in all I need more lol

I started my first long term relationship with me chasing. I wanted to be poz and my to be bf was my gifter. Once I converted I was so in love with my man that I did whatever he wanted. First it was fulfilling whatever his needs were sexually. It pleases me to please him. It morphed into me pleasing other men for him and ultimately me being whored out at his request. I was around 22 and was told to go to an address by my boyfriend one day. When I arrived there were three men that used me over and over until they were spent. When was leaving they told me that I was to tell my bf that he was paid up…for now. I knew at that moment I was a sub poz whore.

All this whittering about strong dreams being a reason not to take a medication that can prevent a lifelong, incurable illness…HIV is a nightmare you can’t wake up from. There are lots of meds that have side effects, but we take them anyway because they do what we need them to do and we just have to choose which sucks less. It’s been seven years since the question was first asked, seven years in which men have been taking PrEP and not suffering any major problems as a result - which isn’t really all that surprising since the FDA wouldn’t let it be prescribed unless it had been demonstrated to be safe and effective. Should anyone have a similar experience today with a physician as the OP had back when the topic was started, I would advise him to find another doctor at once. There’s no longer sufficient medical reason to advise a patient a known history of risk to forego prophylaxis, unless the patient has a specific contraindicating condition. And these comments about the doctor being a gifter, or wanting the OP to become infected, are beyond ludicrous. No doctor who meant a syllable of his oath promotes disease.

If wearing a jock or similar makes the bottom hotter for taking loads, well .... fine. But I don't get hard for a jockstrap or other fragments of gear - it's the Hole that interests me. If a bottom doesn't like his junk touched, fine. I don't need to touch/feel his Cock/balls. All I need is unencumbered access to his Hole.

my owner has talked about getting me castrated for years and now that I am on hormone therapy he is going to have it done in thailand. except I will not be keeping my cock or my balls. everything is coming off and being replaced by my new fuckhole. as I pretty much only TAKE loads, there is very little reason for me to have a cock. my new fuckhole will get a lot more use and will allow more men to use me at the same time! I once met a man in thailand who was into getting his girls a “surprise castration” where he would have his girls get breast implants and while they were under, have their balls removed. a couple of them also woke up with no cock. these are girls who had consented to letting him do anything he wants to them but they were still pretty surprised to find out they had been castrated. one girl I met had woken up from her breast implant surgery to find their cock and balls gone and to learn she was intentionally pozzed but she was happy about all of it. he got the doctors to save the balls then had the newly castrated destroy their balls with a hammer. he only had a couple of them eat their own balls and I think he sold the rest. the girl who was fully castrated and pozzed told me he was gonna sell her balls but she asked if she could eat them so he let her eat one and smash the other into paste with a hammer. dude is seriously twisted but all his girls love him. I can see why. I’m not sure what they will do with my balls but he said he might have me destroy them.

This is a complete work of fiction I do not know the names of the bathhouse but I do know it is there It had been weeks since L742 had come to the facility and I have pozzed up and helped modify many slaves since then but I was curious to see how L742 had been doing since it was hauled away to its new owners. I looked at the shipping records and saw the bathhouse that bought him was here in Orlando Florida. It was only an hour away from my farm so I decided to drop in and see it. When I got to the bathhouse I went up to the counter and asked the attendant if it was possible to speak with the owner if they were in. The attendant looked me up and down and licked his lips. "Well you're in luck sir mr Walters happened to be here tonight for his routine inspection so if you would wait right here I will get him. He took another look at me before leaving the counter and in moments he walked back through the entrance door with a very handsome man. We shook hands and I introduced myself and told him I came into town curious as to the slave he had purchased. He looked at me in shock realizing I was the one who had trained their slave and who pozzed it which shortly turned into a wide grin. Kyle, this man here is to never be charged when he comes to mark him in our system so anyone who is on shift will know when they run his ID that he has a forever free membership and room here with us. Kyle smiled and complied with a look of lust when he looked at me and I knew he wanted me. Once that was settled Mr Walters walked me through and started to show me around. I could see that he paid no expense with the lounges, the pool, hot tub and the many rooms throughout the bathhouse. Mr Walters tell me what has become of L742? Please call me Jack, no need to be so formal not when it is I that is standing before slave royalty. Well Jack just call me Ethan. I will leave it to the slaves and others to treat me as much. Jack laughed and started to take me to the back of the bathhouse where I could see an employee only sign. When Jack opened it I could see it standing chained to its cage. It heard the door open and immediately went to its knees and lowered its head as a slave should when its betters and owners arrived. L742 had some more modifications done to it. Jack added gauge piercings to its ears and many more to its sack making it look like a pincushion. A collar was added around its neck with the name Cum Garage on the tag hanging from it. I was even pleased to see as I walked behind it that its new name was also tattooed as a tramp stamp with arrows pointing to its cum chute. I whistled and said wow Cum Garage you've come a long way in the three weeks haven't you? It shivered which made me smile seeing it hasn't forgotten me and remembers the sound of my voice. Jack snapped his fingers and Cum Garage stood in his cage with his hands clasped behind its head. Two more snaps and it bent over and spread its ass showing me an amazing biohazard brand on its hole which made me smile. I looked at Jack and he nodded to me, handing me the keys to its cage. I opened its cage and I unlocked the chains and it walked out and imeadly got to its knees and started to unbutton my pants and pull my cock out and started to suck it. I was in shock after knowing how this slave was before being sent here and I looked at Jack and he explained that Cum Garage was a bit to handle at first but after a time with their workers extra training he became a well managed slave giving no issues to being used as a pleasure slave. I reached and shook his hand congratulating him on a job well done. We chatted for a bit longer and in that time Cum Garage took it up on its self and impaled it's ass on my cock and took it to the hilt. I moaned when I felt my balls hit its ass and Jack smiled happy to see his slave taking care of me. I came in it's ass and no sooner after Cum Garage slid off my cock it bent down to clean me off and Jack grabbed a spiked butt plug and shoved it right up its ass. Once finished it stepped back into its cage and I walked out with Jack saying how impressed I was and asked if Cum Garage was his only slave here. Jack said there were four others and they were all being used in the dark room at the moment and I was more than welcome to add my strain to them as this was Poz night and he would be honored to have me as the guest of honor. I asked why Cum Garage wasn't being used and Jack said that he used it as a lottery drawing for it to be brought home by the winner for 3 days so he wanted to keep him aside until the drawing at midnight. I loved that idea and decided that I would stay here for the night to see how the night ended and Jack showed me to my room. Once at the door Jack told me he would love it if I also added my strain to his as well and I asked the same with a smile he said yes and we both walked in and got fully naked. Jack was a sexy man ripped with muscle. He was covered in tattoos as well with each on accenting to his muscles and making him even hotter than he was before. His cock was fully hard and his precum was dripping from his massive 8 inch cock with a large PA dangling at his head We started making our fiercely and exploring each other's bodies and before long I took his cock into my mouth to the root in one gulp as he picked me up and swung me upside down so we could 69. It was so hot and we got the attention of many guys who stood at the door watching us and stroking their cocks. After 10 minutes of sucking we both decided it was time to fuck. Jack laid me on the bed and lifted my legs up and started to eat my ass like it was his last meal coating my insides making them sloppy wet causing my eyes to roll in my head. Jack pulled up from my ass and aimed his poz tool at my hole and in one thrust he was in balls deep making me moan in nothing but pure pleasure and making me see stars. He took long strokes pulling all the way out and shoving it back in with enough force to shove the bed Everytime. We looked in each other's eyes and started to make out again as he pile drives in my ass. Jack broke the kiss to tell me he was about to mix in his strain and started to find me harder and harder. On his last huge plunge in my ass he stayed there as I squeezed my ass hard to add to the pleasure of his orgasm. I could feel each pulse of cum coming from him and as soon as he pulled out with a pop I grabbed him and flipped him over and started to give him the same treatment he gave me. We were both panting and sweaty after I came in him and pulled out after adding my strain to his and we laid there for a few minutes. Jack got up first after seeing that the drawing was going to be happening in 3 more hours. He kissed me once more and told me to go enjoy myself and he would see me later. Part 3 or no part 3?

Find a new Doctor. Truvada has been used for years on HIV+ patients. Hep C is usually transmitted by blood. He is steering you away from PReP for no good reason.

When home, I don't like peeing into the toilet because of the ahoying splashing ricochets . So instead I pee into the sinks, bath, shower or when not around any of those - in one of the buckets I put in every room especially for that purpose. I'm naked all the time at home, so my dick is always prepared for release.

Part 1 This is a complete work of fiction and an intense story ease let me know if you like it and want more I started this as a way to help guys live out their dreams of becoming a poz slave but now it was 2040 and the government reinstalled the slave act to help the flow of income in the country. Now again I started this just to help guys become what they wanted but before it was just a kink now I have fully opened my slaving ranch for those who really wanted to be a real poz slave. My name is Eli and at 28 I bought a ranch in Florida thinking of making it as an animal breeder for horses and other animals. I had a vast amount of land to work with and much success in breeding trophy horses that would always win in competitions which made everyone want to buy a horse from me. This all made me a very rich man and when I heard that the government started slavery again I sold the animals I had to others and remodeled my ranch to a slave training and selling ranch. I put in the paperwork to the government to make it official and when they did my background check and saw my success in training animals they requested that my farm be the main slave headquarters in Florida to which they paid me handsomely to do and I was more than happy to accommodate with the only request that each and every slave that came through my property became HIV positive and that the only one that would make them as such was myself and they happily agreed to my terms. It's been two months now since the government started bringing slaves to my ranch after giving it a major makeover to house over 500 slaves at a time and business has been booming more than ever before. A government staff was in place to help groom the slaves and get them ready for the market. A building was built to house the staff of 200 so they didn't have to travel far from their work and there was a crop of slaves that took care of their home while at work too. I strolled in the pens taking in the inventory of the fresh slaves and I was happy to see that almost all of them were in prime condition ranging from 18 to about 30 years of age and modified in all different ways. I walked up to the closest pen to my left and looked at the chart on the wall. This slave named L742 was a 19 year old boy that was arrested for sexual assault on his highschool football teammates and it's future was already sold to be a castrated Nullo and used as a pleasure slave at a gay bathhouse it was just waiting for me to poz it. I looked into its eyes and saw nothing but anger that he was here hanging with it's arms and legs chained to posts spread out. It couldn't speak because of the gag in its mouth and I smiled at it and grabbed at my cock to let him know what was coming. I opened the pen and walked up to it and started to rub it's body. The years on the team did it's body well developing it's muscles giving it strong arms and legs with a nice six pack as well. I cupped it's balls and cock before they were going to be gone and gave them a nice squeeze causing it to jerk and moan in pain. It made me smile and I slapped them for good measure. I got behind L742 and whispered in his ear "if you like to assault others just wait until you get assaulted by real men". I started to take my clothes off and walked in front of L742 and let it see what was about to happen. At 6ft I was strong and muscular just like it was and after years of taking care of animals and working out I was more muscular that it was but what I really wanted him to see was my 12 inch cock with my large PA and heavy balls full of poz cum. Its eyes were wide with fear and it started to pull on it's restraints more causing me to chuckle. "That's right slave this is about to go into that ass of yours multiple times until my big takes effect in you and with how viral my load is it will probably take effect right away then you will be modified and sent to your new home to please real men". I went back around to it's ass and spread it's ass and went right in with no lube because I wanted to make sure to tear its ass and let my swimmers do their job. L742 screamed so loudly in his gag it made his ass clamp down and my cock twitch inside him. The sounds attracted some nearby workers and they applauded me as I broke in this new slave. I was happy with the attention I was getting and took out the gag to really here it scream. I pulled all the way out resting my PA right at its hole and dove right back in it in one plunge emitting more screams as it yelled calling me a sick fag and to get out of its ass. I grabbed him it by the throat and pulled it close and said to it that it was the fag now and it needs to know it's place. I kept plowing its ass for a good while and I knew it was getting close to shooting it's last neg load and last load forever I called to one of the workers and they brought the cup to collect it's last load. Its ass clamped down so hard when it came it made me shoot my viral load up it's chute at the same time. I shook for a bit as I felt my cock start to soften and I pulled out and inserted a metal butt plug that was hanging in the pen. It had small barbs on it to ensure it was in pain and that it would keel all my poz cum in L742 as well. With it's last load shot we didn't wait any longer and the medical tray was wheeled in with the doctor ready to start the modifications to L742. As the pozzer everyone who is set to be nullowed gave me the honor of cutting it off. We had a special machine like a guillotine that would home down with an electric heated blade to cauterize the base so there's no bleeding. The machine was brought up in line with L742's cock and we made it hard again. L742 started to cry and beg for me not to cut off his dick but it knew it's fate. The workers who stopped by the pen to watch this started a countdown from 10. After 1 I pushed the button of the machine bringing the blade down quickly causing L742 to scream so loudly and so much that it then passed out from the pain. A few hours later L742 woke up and saw he was fully modified now with his number tattooed on his arm and chest as well as branded on his ass, balls removed and it looked down at where it's cock should be and saw a metal straw for it to piss from. It looked around and saw it was in a lodging truck and saw my face as I closed the door leaving it with me to remember before total darkness. More to cum

OK so I recently talked to my doctor about starting prep. I was shocked when he told me that he didn't think it was a good idea. He said we still don't know the long term side effects and that too many of his patients were getting infected with HEP C. He did say that if I really wanted it, he would prescribe but he warned me about the increase in other STDs going on. Part of me appreciates what he's saying but part of me wonders if he just doesn't like prep? BTW, my doc is open about his HIV status. Oh and I'm getting vaccinated for HEP on my next visit. Thoughts?

Chapter 14 A few weeks later Jake wakes up and feels achey with a sore throat. He tries to push through. He eats some breakfast and gets ready to head to the gym but never makes it there. He grows increasingly weak. He lays down on the couch and falls asleep for hours. When he awakes his dad still isn’t around so he texts him. Jake: Hey Dad where are you? I woke up feeling horrible. Can you pick up some food on your way home? Jason: Really? Of course, I’ll get you whatever you need. What are your symptoms? Jake: Fever, body aches, sore throat Jason: Classic symptoms! You must be serocoverting. I’m gonna run to the store quick and I’ll be home shortly. As he waits his dad, Jake remembers back about a year ago when his dad was horribly sick and he helped nurse him back to health. That must have been when Dad converted he thinks to himself. His father returns with food and other provisions to help alleviate his symptoms. Jason greets his son on the couch and embraces him, kissing him on the neck. Jake immediately notices the huge bulge in his dad’s pants. The dickprint framed by a wet spot at the head of his cock. His dad is clearly excited about Jack’s illness. Jake sighs, “Dad I’d love to help you out with that but I can’t even bring myself to get up off the couch to get a glass of water. “Don’t worry son. I’ll take care of everything. I’ve got some soup for you and I’ll make sure you get plenty of fluids.” Jason states. He kisses his son on the forehead and lays him back down. He adjusts himself and goes prepares lunch for his son. Jason and Jake spend the day watching movies on the couch. Jake’s falls in and out of sleep. The idea of his son serocoverting has Jason hornier than ever and his dick simply will not go down. He fights the urge to fill his son as he lays next to him incredibly weak. As he gets his son ready for bed, Jake asks for a glass of milk. Jason seizes this opportunity and jerks his dick until he shoots a massive load in the glass. He then fills the the glass the rest of the way with milk and serves it to his son. Jake gulps it down, licks his lips and rests his head on the pillow. “That’s my boy”, Jason says and kisses his son on the forehead. Seeing Jake guzzle down his toxic cum has Jason rock hard again. As his son sleeps through the night, he sneaks over to Tyler’s house and tells him the good news. The two beefy men take turns fucking each other and swapping loads as they wait in eager anticipation of Jake’s full conversion.

I think this is a big factor in the amount of Sperm the balls produce. Years ago, I often heard the bottom say something like "I felt it shooting up my Hole", and I could easily sent it 6' or more. Now, not so much - literally.

Just now. Guy of Sniffies hit me up saying he has a load for me, so who am I to say no? Claimed to be Chubby, 8", 220, black ... more like fat, 280 6" (but stll black). Oh well, I was face down, ass up like a good cum dump should be when he came in, but he moved me around until I was ass up on the couch.. Where he proceeded to really fuck me. He pounded me for a while then he made me beg for his cum, so I did and was promptly rewarded with his load in my ass. I sent him a text on Sniffies to say thank you, and he said he needed some more of 'that ass' so I told him it was where he left it. About 15 minutes later he texts 'OMW, Be on the couch'. OK... so I wait around and when he drives up I assume my position on the couch... He starts fucking and pumps in load #2. Takes a 5 minute break, then pumps in load #3 I can feel the cum running out of me... Takes another 5 minute break and starts fucking me when my phone rings... he told me to answer it while he was fucking my ass... luckily it was a cold call so no idea who was who on either side... then he gives me load #4. He asks for a glass of water, then sets up his phone for a facetime chat, and as soon as the other end answers he mounts up and starts a conversation about what a cum dump I am and how much he enjoys fucking my fat white ass, and then hos friend is telling him to fuck me harder and give me another load... so them I got load #5. Honestly, nothing like this has ever happened to me, so I am happy that I was able to give him that much enjoyment, all the while getting my ass plowed, which felt sooo good. He took a shower then headed out after which I sat no the couch and marveled in the fuck I just received while the cum oozed out of my well used pussy.

After Shawn shared his toxic load, Rik left the PEP pills on the bedstand - the three that were soaked in Rik’s cum and the other three. Rik got cleaned up, and then the Brad and Justin tended to adult responsibilities around the apartment … there was stuff that had to get done, so they did it. When it was bedtime and the three studs were climbing in bed, Justin noticed the PEP pills were still on the bedstand. “Rik, don’t forget to take your meds. Your PEP window is closing fast.” Brad said, “You’re not going to take them, are you?” Rik pulled them close and said, “It doesn’t make sense for me to fight something I really want. I want your infection more than anything on this earth. Brad, please stop your meds, like Justin did. Both you guys can let your viral load climb to toxic levels. I want to seroconvert from your poz cum. Will you guys do that for me?” Brad looked at Rik and said, “I’ve secretly always wanted to poz you. From the moment we got together, I wanted to share my DNA with you and convert you. I only took meds to be undetectable because you were neg. I didn’t think you would be ok with me getting a biohazard tattoo, and that’s only reason why I don’t.” Justin said, “Brad’s no lying. He told me many times after our support group meeting that he fantasized all the time about sharing his infection with you, but didn’t want to lose you.” Rik said, “It’s settled then. If Shawn’s load converts me, that’s fine. But I want you guys to breed me as much as you can until I do convert. I want your disease.” Brad’s cock was rock hard hearing this from his boyfriend. He said, “Then we have work to get done. Get on your back and let me in.” While Brad was working his cock inside Rik’s battered hole, Justin was lying alongside the boys, making out with Rik. Justin tweaked Rik’s nips and said, “Once you convert you need to get your nipples pierced. Deal?” Rik could just nod his head in agreement. Justin continued, “You need a tattoo as well to celebrate your big decision too.” Brad said, “He has to earn his biohazard, let’s not jump the gun.” Justin said, “Rik is such a fucking pervert, he got off when we wrote “Neg4Poz” “Cum Slut” and “Poz Me” in magic marker on his back. My vote is he gets a tattoo on his back saying “Poz Loads” and then have an arrow point down to his asshole.” Brad said, “Fuck … you’re going to make me cum!” Rik said, “Come on, stud. Breed your poz cum into me!” It was then that Brad shot the first poz load into his boyfriend that was meant to actually transmit his virus. As his load boiled in his nuts and started to inject Rik, there was no feeling of concern about Rik’s future. The goal of this orgasm was to spread his disease to his boyfriend. He thrust his hips against Rik’s hole like never before. He was fucking him with new purpose. Justin shared that same purpose, and he was next to fuck Rik that night. Seroconversion couldn’t come fast enough for these three boyfriends.

John and Michael, William and James, Robert and David, Joseph and Christopher are couples who meet on the first Thursday of every month. What they all have in common is that they are all poz. The meetings started many years ago. In the beginning, the group was sort of a men's own poz support group, but over the years the group's activities have changed. Today, men gather to celebrate poz pride. Men are united not only by HIV, but also by the fact that they are all more tops than bottoms. They have rotating organizing responsibility in the group. This month it's John and Michael's organizing responsibility. John and Michael have been together for 13 years. Michael is the couple's vers. and John is 100% top. At first, John and Michael were in a monogamous relationship, but Michael's cheating was revealed when he infected John with Chlamydia. As a result of the event, the couple opened up their relationship to other sexual partners. It was clear from day one that the fucking would always take place without rubber, and before long Michael got HIV, which infected John six months later. The couple's responsibility for organizing is to get a bottom for the meeting. In the group, all the fucking is done raw and the hope is that the bottom would be negative and unmedicated. All couples are medicated normally, but usually the medicines are left on a break for the Thursday meetings. John and Michael found this month's bottom in their own backyard. 25-year-old Eric, who lives next door to them. John and Michael paid attention to Eric when they noticed him always coming to the balcony when John and Michael were sunbathing on their own balcony. John and Michael always wore tiny speedos that showed off their big bulges. One day John bumped into Eric in the yard and started talking to Eric. Soon, Eric came over to John and Michael's place to drink wine and talk some more. Eric was a perfect find! 100% bottom with very little sex experience. Eric had just broken up with his first boyfriend, with whom Eric had been in a relationship for three years. The relationship had not worked because both boys had been more of a bottom. Eric visited John and Michael to talk almost every night. Little by little, John and Michael always told more about the beauty of free and raw sex. They noticed how Eric became more horny time after time. John and Michael also deliberately teased Eric with bulges and showing Eric their biohazard tattoos. Eric was hooked. John and Michael were sure they could get Eric to reveal his unmedicated hole to men right away if they wanted to. Instead, they wanted to save Eric's unprotected hole for the Thursday club. The night before the club meeting, John and Michael told Eric about the club. The men said that the positive men's Thursday club meets once a month to fuck raw. They told everything else honestly, but not that Eric would be the only bottom of the night. - What do you think, do you want to come spend the evening with us? I'm sure our friends would like you very much. Remember that the Thursday group is only among men and no one uses any kind of protection. As it should be, persuaded John.

The reason for the oral and anal swabs in addition to bloodwork is that they've found the its possible to have gono and chlamydia and not have it detectable in the blood stream for quite some time. It can then easily be spread because the bloodwork came back negative. Swabbing orally and anally is now the adopted standard of care for a full STD screen in addition to the regular bloodwork. My doctor's office does both swabs every time I get a full screen for STD's, which I get every six months.

Fuck yeah I miss it! The DL bros I'd meet up just disappeared after CL died...nothing like studs with wedding bands or GFs!

Waiting room @ doctor, young man in front of me looks around and asks: "what's this wireless network called "talking HIV?" I stare at him and smile: "me! My phone hotspot! Why? Any trouble?"

my fuckhole is going crazy .. 😆

Black cock is god

Years ago I had a relationship with a very dominant man. He wanted to own me. One of his terms was to submit to a trial period 1 year when he would remove one of my balls, cook it and share it. If we were still together after another year, he would take the other one and share that as well to seal my being owned. He was an EMT and therefore was medically trained. He had done this with another slave as well. (He had me admire his handiwork). He didn't want me to be effeminant, just absolutely and irrevocably owned. " A perfect fuck hole" as he described it. He would also control the hormones to keep me furry. I wasn't ready for it at that time, but I am now. Have no idea where he is now unfortunately.

My first post, got so turned on reading the comments here, not very experienced but so turned on by bb and want more. Last load was on the way home from work, I messaged a fuck buddy about how horny I was and needed to fuck. He messaged straight back saying his bf was still at work and to come over quickly, loaded his beautiful hole.

not really no. I was trained to accept regular infections as a natural side effect of being a total cumdump. when hundreds of different strangers use your guts as a place to unload their balls, you will catch bugs now and then. I even had a boyfriend tell me that is the mark of a true cumdumpster. plus its not just the sheer number of men who breed sluts like us, its the type of men typically willing to fuck cumdumps and the kinda trash they fuck before and after breeding us. if you wanna stay clean you gotta decide if you want it more or less than being a cumhole for lots of strangers.

Hey buds, as some of you know I've been out of the game for a year and a half now due to health (lung) issues. I just lost my mojo and had no desire, much less stamina. During my daily inhalation treatments I always watch the porn you guys have posted here - thanks for that! Then somehow last Friday I found myself suddenly coming back in heat for no apparent reason. I couldn't believe it. Started pumping my tits again - they're pigtits, wired to my hole. And then hit up an old regular FB. He was totally up for it and came over on Saturday. He has the hottest body and cock and always finds me ass up, door open. He bred me so fucking gone that I saw stars - it had been waaaay too long. I then resubscribed to BBRT and posted an ad there - picked up another load Saturday night. So I kept posting and the joined sniffies on Monday. Have been bred 3 more times, twice yesterday including a hot one from sniffies. After some chat he was over in 15 minutes - wanted me blindfolded and ass up, which I complied with. It was so hot being an anon cumdump again, not know who or what he was. It only took about 10 minutes from him to pump a hot load into me, slap me on the ass and leave. I must confess that I did check out my RING door camera and saw him arriving and leaving - he's totally HOT!!! Nothing I could ever have imagined. I pray that he hits me up again. Sorry to be so long winded but I'm just glad to finally be back in the pig pen again getting my tits worked hard and my hole used and bred. Reading and watching Breeding Zone every day has totally encouraged me to get back into it and brought me back into heat. Hope the ride lasts. Thank you guys! OINK!!

It's stuck in my head too. Forget how I first saw it. I mean, I've heard of it for slaves in the bible (what a fucked up book!). But the power dynamic and sexual nature of it wasn't something I was exposed to till much later. And it's stuck in my head. Especially in regards to a true Master/slave environment with a total power exchange relationship. It I don't know if I'd ever have this done to me. But if I had a Master that I'd bonded with over years and we wanted 100% power exchange, I'd almost certainly consider that as a condition of full, complete, and irrevocable ownership.

So it's been a while. Should I write about Tyler's trip to Mexico?

Brock stepped off the last concrete step into a short, narrow hallway. In the room beyond, he could see there were mismatched sofas ranging from floral paisley that looked like it had been lifted directly out of his grandmother's family room to a broken down leather La-Z-Boy that appeared to have lived a short, hard life in a frat house. Brock crept to the door and surveyed the very dim room in front of him. There were 10 sofas in total facing one of the unfinished concrete walls like theater seating. That appeared to be the goal, as there was a porno flick playing on the unfinished wall from a beat up projector. That was the only source of light in the room. Four men were scattered amongst the sofas. A mid 40s, average build business man in a Grey suit sat on the paisley sofa nearest the door with a very obvious erection under his suit pants, idly rubbing himself through the fabric. A muscular guy in designer label clothes sat in the far back corner, an obscene bulge quite evident in his joggers but he didn't seem to be giving much attention to it or the flick. A slight, nebbish man who wore a plaid button up and khakis sat transfixed on the film, the film reflecting off his glasses contrasting with how still he sat. The last guy was dressed much like Brock. He was seated in the front row, so Brock couldn't tell much about him other than he wore a ball cap, a plain shirt, and jeans. Of the four on the sofas, he was the only one who appeared to notice Brock, turning his head slightly toward the door. The porno on the wall appeared to be something very low budget. In fact, it looked like a home movie that had been recorded on a Handycam or something. The timestamp in the corner read 07/03/2005, which was two months ago, and the title was "Zeke." A younger guy - probably in his early 20s - with long blond hair was sitting in his boxers on a cheap metal futon being interviewed by someone out of frame. "So what brought you here tonight, Zeke?" The guy out of frame asked. Brock turned his attention away as Zeke was starting to answer. Behind the sofas, the projector sat on top of a half wall. A fifth guy stood behind the wall. His pants and briefs were around his ankles and he was stroking himself hard. He was a stocky guy and from the look of his stiffer-by-the-second dick, he had a short, beer can thick dick. Brock was a bit taken aback that someone was just openly jerking off, but he was immediately reminded how horny he was as his teenage dick strained against the tight denim of his jeans. The man saw Brock, then he used some spit to slick his cock up a little and continued wanking while staring openly at Brock for a few seconds before turning back to the film. Set into the walls on the left half of the room were four small alcoves. Small amounts of light from the central room barely made it into them and they were pitch black otherwise. Still more curious than anything, Brock started toward the nearest. Inside, there was another guy jerking off. He had tied twine around his dick and scrotum in some kind of home made Oxballs style cockring. His average sized dick was engorged and purple under the constraint of his knot work. He idly played with his dick, leaking some precum which he was enthusiastically licking from his fingers. He nodded to Brock, which may have been an invitation. Brock was oblivious, though, as he continued to the next alcove. Inside, he found a very roughly constructed plywood "table" at about the right height for fucking. An orange light bulb cast an eerie glow on the table. No one was in that alcove currently. The last two alcoves were two entrances into the same small, dark room. Inside were two construction workers. They still wore their vests. Each of them had his pants undone and around his thighs. Both appeared to have above average dicks. Kneeling in front of them was a man who had to be in his 60s. He wore nothing but a jockstrap. He was alternating sucking each of the dicks in front of him. "I'm gonna cum," one of the construction guys announced casually. The older man took his dick all the way down his throat and swallowed every drop of the man's seven inch uncut dick before turning his attention to the other dick. The guy who'd cum stuffed his dick back in his pants, buttoned up, and walked out of the alcove past Brock. Brock turned back to the film. Zeke had been joined on camera by a second man, Dale. The new guy was middle age. Dark hair and eyes. A bit taller than Zeke, but Zeke didn't look particularly tall. Dale looked like the "best friend's hot dad" in every teen sex comedy movie. Neatly trimmed beard, just a little bit of gray starting to come through, obviously knew his way around the gym. USDA Grade A Certified DILF. Zeke was now standing naked with his hands clasped in front of his groin. He looked a bit more uncomfortable now. Dale was walking around him groping him and pointing out tattoos and other details about him. Everywhere he would touch, the cameraman would get a closeup. "Alright, now we need some closeups of your dick and your ass, and then we can start the next part of the interview," Dale said as casually as if he were asking him to make some copies or fetch a coffee. Zeke seemed reluctant, but he eventually unclasped his hands. He had a decent size dick, even totally soft. "Oh yeah, this is going to work great, Zeke," Dale said enthusiastically. He unbuckled his pants and pulled out his semi-hard dick. Commando. Brock had watched a lot of porn. I mean, A LOT of porn. But he had rarely seen anything this...rough. There was no editing to speak of, just one continuous shot from the single camcorder. Everything about it felt so amateur and real. Brock's dick pulsed it's approval. Dale had one of the largest dicks Brock had ever seen. "Might be as big as mine," he thought. The only word he could think of to describe it was "photogenic." Thick with a couple prominent veins. Large head, but proportionate with the rest of the shaft. "Show me what you can do," Dale said, gesturing to his cock. Zeke got down on his knees and took the head of the man's dick in his mouth. Brock found his way over to an empty couch in the back and his left hand went straight for the steel pipe in his own jeans. He realized he hadn't touched his own dick since he'd gotten here. Even through his jeans he felt like he could explode instantly. In the flick, Dale was groaning as Zeke worked his head and the first bit of the shaft. He placed his hand on the back of Zeke's head and was less than gently coaxing Zeke further down his shaft. Zeke seemed to be much more comfortable with Dale's meaty head against his tonsils than the had been minutes ago. Zeke was also quite talented from the look of it. Before long, Dale's entire dick was sliding effortlessly in and out of his throat, skullfucking Zeke. A mixture of fluids dripped off Zeke's face as he accepted the massive length and girth of Dale's dick into his throat. A hunger burned behind his eyes. "Please fuck me, sir," Zeke coughed out during a quick break when Dale had pulled completely out to show the camera his dick layed across Zeke's face. "You sure you're ready, kid?" Dale chided. Zeke responded by scooping up a handful of the fluids still on his face and smearing between his cheeks. Then he laid back on the futon and presented his hole to Dale. Dale took off his shirt. Between his navel and his pelvis, on his muscular lower abdominals, he had a single tattoo: an orange scorpion. It wasn't a complicated tattoo, but it was exquisitely done. On screen, Zeke asked if the tattoo meant what he thought it meant. Dale didn't answer, he just shucked his pants and began smearing precum on Zeke's waiting hole directly from the head of his massive dick. "Does that mean what I think it means!?!" Zeke said more urgently this time. He looked genuinely terrified. He began to squirm, but Dale had him in a bad position and 40 extra pounds of leverage. Brock found himself confused, but undeniably aroused by the scene on the screen. Why had Zeke been so terrified of a tattoo? What did the tattoo mean? "This is gonna hurt," Dale said as he plunged his massive member into Zeke's hole. He had slicked Zeke's hole and his own cock with a generous amount of precum, but even that was not enough to prepare Zeke. Zeke screamed. He writhed. The pain was evident in every fiber of Zeke's body. Dale was clearly enjoying it, but he held back for the benefit kd the camera. The cameraman got a close up of Dale's cock impaling Zeke's hole. You could see Zeke's hole spasm, trying desperately to eject the sudden intrusion. Dale didn't move much until Zeke had calmed down a bit. As Zeke's hole adjusted, Dale began short, slow strokes in his hole. "Yes, the scorpion tattoo means what you think it means," he said matter of factly. "You told me you were serious about becoming a member," he added. "The club...," Zeke sputtered. "I wanted to join the fuck club, not get POZZED!" "They are one and the same," Dale replied. "Trust me, the benefits are worth it." The pleasure of the fuck was beginning to set in for Zeke. His cries and sharp breathing were quickly turning into moans and panting for more. Dale pulled his dick out of Zeke. The coating of juices on his dick had streaks of red through it. He flipped Zeke over face down on the futon. He plunged his cock back into Zeke's battered hole with the full weight of his muscular body behind it. Zeke was rocking his hips on every thrust to let more of Dale penetrate him. Dale shoved Zeke's head into the mattress of the futon as he slammed his dick into Zeke's puffy hole. The cameraman got a closeup of Zeke's angry red pucker as Dale hammered his length into him. The camera panned back out to a wider shot and Dale wrapped his muscular arm around Zeke's neck. "I'm going to poz you up, kid. And then sex will never be complicated again. You want fucked. You take cum. Someone wants to fuck you. You take cum." Dale said, mere centimeters from Zeke's ear. Dale slowed down his strokes. "Do you want it, Zeke? Do you want to fuck freely? Do you want more sex than you can possibly imagine?" "I want it," Zeke mumbled. "Say it like you mean it, kid." Dale had pulled Zeke up against his chest by his hair, his dick still dripping red tinged fluids. It was poised just outside the wreckage that used to be a sphincter, looking very much like a stinger ready to inject a lethal dose of venom. "I WANT IT! I WANT YOU TO POZ ME" Zeke shouted. Dale threw him back down on the bed, inserted his dick firmly into Zeke's hole, and, as if on cue, began emptying his toxic payload into Zeke's guts. The camera captured every flex and spasm of Dale's dick. In agonizing detail. Every spurt of cum was clear as Dale's venom painted the inside of Zeke's guts. "Welcome to the nest, initiate." Dale said as he pulled out and disappeared out of frame. Zeke stayed face down on the futon as the camera got some closeups of his ruined hole. The cameraman's arm appeared from out of frame and threw a business card onto Zeke's back. It was black with a scorpion embossed in an amber orange color on the side facing the camera. "Instructions." The cameraman said and then the camera was put down on a tripod or something, still recording Zeke. Zeke sat back down on the futon. For the second time, Brock noticed Zeke's cock, but now it was rock hard. It was fairly long. Probably around 7 inches. And average thickness. Zeke slicked his hand with some of the juices seeping out of his hole and jerked himself off without ceremony. Zeke was dressing himself on screen when suddenly Brock felt a hand grab his shoulder. He yelped and sprang up from the couch. He whipped around to see the cashier from upstairs with a stern look on his face. "This area is for members only," he droned, grabbing Brock's shoulder again and pushing him toward the door to the stairs. "I...uh...I was looking for. Uh. Bathroom? I thought the bathroom was down here." As the older man escorted him to the stairs, he stopped to take the disc out of the player hooked up to the projector and put a new one in. He put the disc in one of those plain sleeve cases labeled "070305 'Zeke' 22."

This writing is entirely a product of imagination. Nothing is true and this does not encourage risky sexual behavior. Chapter 2 - Eric's Insemination A positive men's Thursday club was organized at John and Michael's home. John had agreed with Eric that he would send the message when everyone else had arrived and Eric could come. John met Eric at the door and took him by the hand and led him into the living room. In addition to John and Michael, there were 6 unknown men in the living room. Very quickly Eric realized that John and Michael were clearly the youngest of the couple. The other men were clearly older than 35-year-old John and Michael, and one couple was the oldest. Maybe even 70 years old. John introduced men to Eric and Eric to men. Eric noticed how the men visibly rubbed the bulge in their pants during the presentation. - Now that we are familiar, we can also make a closer acquaintance. Eric, how about you undress in front of us so we can all see your young body, said Michael. Eric undressed himself, first socks, shirt, pants. The men sitting around nodded and commented approvingly. Eric felt shy and hesitated to remove his underwear. John tossed Eric the white jockstraps and said that Eric could wear them if being completely naked made him shy. Eric grabbed the jockstraps and rushed into John and Michael's bedroom to change his underwear. Soon Eric came back into the living room wearing the jockstraps John had thrown. The men stared lustfully at the young meat. - Eric, you could get to know each member of the club better now, urged John. Eric went to the first man and held out his hand. The man grabbed Eric's hand and guided it directly to his own bulge. "Open it," the man growled. Eric got down on his knees in front of the man and began to unbutton and unzip. Soon the man's hard, thick and sweaty cock was standing hard in front of Eric. The man guided Eric's head with his hand towards the cock and between Eric's open lips. "Oh my god, the young lad's mouth feels so good," said the man. Taking turns, Eric ceremoniously opened the front of each man's pants, getting to know each of the eight cocks. Eight different types of cocks: thick, long, curvy, cut, fat, uncut, pierced... The men were now all undressed and Eric could only see cocks standing hard around him. And dangerous looking tattoos. Michael got up from the ottoman he had been sitting on and pushed it into the middle of the room. Come on, negative boy, get on all fours on that ottoman and show us your lovable ass. Shyly, Eric settled on the ottoman pushed in the middle of the room for the men to worship. John waved two used condoms in his hand and said that he had picked them up in the morning at a nearby cruise park. John sucked the fluids out of the condoms with a syringe and squirted the unknown men's loads into Eric's pink hole. Who wants to start, asked John. In the blink of an eye, William, the oldest member of the club, rushed behind Eric and said "me"! The sight of a young innocent and unprotected ass had made 75 year old William's balls boil. He wanted to empty his first load inside so it wouldn't go to waste. William worked his swollen cock straight into the balls deep. Eric moaned in pain as a horny William began pounding Eric's young ass. Within minutes, Eric could feel William's cock throbbing inside Eric and squirting fresh sperm into Eric's ass. When William had calmed down for a while, Michael handed William a permanent marker, with which William drew the first line on Eric's buttock. A new cock was inserted into Eric as William moved to Eric's front and inserted his cock into Eric's mouth to be cleaned. For the next few hours, Eric's ass was hammered non-stop, mouth cleaning one spermy cock after another. In the end, there were 17 lines on Eric's butt, which meant that Eric had received 17 hot loads up his ass. Eric had gotten more cock up his ass in a few hours than he had in his entire life combined. Eric was lying on his back on the ottoman and Michael was holding Eric's legs on either side of Eric's head. The hole was wide open and sperm was pouring out. William's mate James licked and sucked Eric's hole and collected the sperm flowing from the hole in his mouth. Finally, James snowballed cum into Eric's mouth. You are such a lovely innocent cumdump, James complimented Eric. You need to tell us right now if you catch it the first time, James continued.

CODA TO CHAPTER TWO: Four hours later I was back in my apartment, lying on top of my bed, more horned up than I'd ever been having taken a couple loads and having been slammed for the first time. Even though it was 4 AM in Los Angeles, I let my tweaked brain convince me to text Manny. "Hey. Sorry about earlier. My phone died. Call me when you see this." In two seconds my phone was ringing. "Hey" he said. He sounded like a high person trying to sound sleepy. "How are you? You're up early." "Oh. Yeah. Well..." I was afraid to admit what I'd done. Cause he had been so adamant about us only partying together and never partying apart. I let the silence hang between us. We both seemed to be listening to each other's breathing looking for clues. I started touching myself as I slowly reached over to the nightstand to quietly grab my pipe and torch. My cock got hard. "I wonder whether either one of us has slept," I said. I heard him moan. And the faint sound of porn in the background. "The thing is, Manny. I know you had a really strong argument for us not partying on our own..." "I did." he said, a little breathless. "But I have to admit to you.... Sometimes I just. I mean, don't you ever feel like you just have to load the pipe and smoke a little?" And with that I lit the torch and did the quietest big hit I could. He probably would not have heard any evidence of it had he not asked me a question which I chose to answer as I was exhaling the huge white plume of meth smoke. "Yeah. As a matter of fact, I am right now." And then I brought the torch closer to let him hear it all as I heard him moaning "Oh fuck" followed by his own torch and smoking. Then without either one of us taking our hands off our engorged pricks, he made his heartfelt confession. But it was both a confession and a huge pornographic trigger for us both. And he knew it would be. "I feel terrible telling you this. But I got high alone yesterday and I fucked the teenage kid who lives above us." I was dripping like a faucet now. "Had he ever done drugs before?" "NO. His mother's a recovering heroin addict and his father is an alcoholic so he's always stayed away from drugs. But he asked me about it after seeing me carrying a water bong into the apartment and as soon as I saw his Mom leave for the night shift at the hospital I was up there like a sick [banned word] that I am, getting hard thinking of of how I was going to bring hi over to the dark side." "Donn't beat yourself up. You couldn't help it. You were high." There was a long pause. "Are you high now? Yeah. But not enouh. And we both smoked deep as he stroked his cock and I stroked mine. Before he hung up I could swear I heard the words "Fill me with your poz cum" from the porn he was watching but I decided not to ask him about it. When I hung up, I got back on Grindr and within 15 min. was letting in some guy I wasn't all that attracted to but who promised to get me higher than I'd ever been.

I used to fantasize about being castrated with no meds, but then I had a surgery on one of my nuts. I was awake under only a local and I about passed out when the doctor stuck the needle in my scrotum to numb the area. The pain from that was almost more than I could imagine. I don't think guys who fantasize about losing their balls with no meds really understand what pain is! And I am pretty pain tolerant.

My bottoms won’t get completely willing. A fully willing bottom for poz cock isn’t hot for me. I mean, if they don’t care about the virus anymore then the danger/risk dies so it defeats the purpose for poz stories, for me at least. But they can get get partially willing. Having conflicted feelings about what they want. Barriers crumbling but still apprehensive.

Where are you getting your data? And remember, that probably takes into account patients who did not take the prescription correctly. Data usually includes that or states that it doesn't.

I started hooking up with Older (50+) men when I was 14. I wish I could have started even earlier. I would tell my mom I was studying or hanging with friends, when in reality I was getting picked up off the street by strangers off the internet and having my innocent young hole filled with anonymous loads. I still love being a bottom cumdump for all older tops.

When I was 7 my 14 year old uncle started to get sexual with me. Started with just handies, then it progressed to blow jobs, then he started full on fucking me raw. I remember crying the first time cause it hurt so bad. Eventually it had to stop because my mother found out. What I wouldn’t give to relive those moments again. Or to get his cock again as an adult. I masterbate all the time thinking about him raping me.

Rob's cock fucked me at a steady pace, not pulling too far out before ramming his hips into my ass. My head was pulled back into the sling from behind by William, a poppered up cloth covered my lower face, a blindfold covered my eyes. The poppers did their job, loosing my ass and my inhibitions. Rob slowly stroked my cock and every once in a while would grab my balls, using them to bring the sling into him. Rob pulled out and they traded places. The poppered rag was removed and Rob's balls were placed on my face near my mouth, they smelled of a long days work, but not too fowl. William had no problem entering my ass, his cock was about the same, but his boney hips hit my ass and thighs rather than Rob's large stomach. Part of me enjoyed the fact a large dirty man was using me for his pleasure. Suddenly there was a sound of someone entering the house and Rob placed the towel over my face as he went to meet who ever it was. William didn't skip a thrust, both him and Rob were good at keeping a steady pace, it allowed me to focus and build up the feeling from inside me, keeping me hard which was rare while being fucked. Rob came back into the room and William seemed excited to see who it was, but never stopped fucking me. "Rumor had it you had picked up a car tonight. What's the story?" The man said. "Broken windscreen, was under the overpass," Rob said. "He's one of Mikey's!" William said, and added a bigger thrust or two. "Mikey... Mikey?" the man said. "The San Fran exec you picked up Pete," Rob said. "Oh that asshole... literally." Pete said, and they all laughed. I heard the sound of a belt and pants being undone. There was a large thud on the ground and Williams cock exited my ass. I was immediately entered by I'm assuming Pete's cock, it was new, and went in without new lube. The blindfold was ripped off my face, the strap behind my head yanking hair out. I gasped into the rag, as my hair was pulled bringing my face to look at a Sherriff's deputy. "This was found on the side of the road by a clean up crew today, is it your Prep?" Pete brought an allergy pill bottle to my face. I gulped, and then nodded. "Thought so, deputy watching the prisoners didn't catch your plate, but caught make and model. Do you know the fine for littering son?" He asked, the entire time fucking my burning hole. I shook my head no. "We get so much of it up here from you city fucks that it's $3400. You got $3400?" I again, shook my head no to his question. "That's usually the case, but luckily for you, Rob got a hold of you first, you won't see a judge, but you'll definitely be meeting the squad." He laughed. "How many loads have your guys dropped?" He turned to ask holding his cock deep inside me. "We haven't yet, and now that we know he was Prep'd you might want to bring the rookies by for a go before we convert his ass." Rob said. Pete tossed the container to William and pulled out of my ass. "Good idea, I'd say strap in kid, but they've got you covered. It's going to be a long week." "We got him a week?" Rob said. "Rick's got Covid you didn't hear? Shops closed until he can come back" "Looks like we got'im a week then." Rob said and caught the pill bottle that was tossed his way. William came over and started exploring my ass with lube covered fingers from both hands, inspecting, and working my hole. "Looked like drinks are in order" Rob said, and left the room to grab them.

Rimming and being rimmed is one of my favourite parts of gay sex, if my hole or their hole is leaking cum all the better. I love to clean up a messy hole, where there's cum smeared in their crack. Lick that up then explore that puffed up fuck hole with my tongue, digging it right in. I love it when you suddenly taste that musky cum as their hole let's out a little every so often. Always makes me rock hard

After stopping for dinner I got back on the road, the cold air of the valley lengthened the crack made by the rock that hit my windshield earlier that afternoon. I drove for about 15 more minutes before another rock hit my windshield causing it to practically shatter in place, it was tough to see, and too cold to stick my head out the window so I pulled over and called AAA. They were able to get a hold of a local tow service but even still it'd be an hour or more until I could get service. I fell asleep in the drivers seat and it was pitch black other than the cars driving by. I was awoken by a knock on my window. I got out of my car and was greeted by a large man. He was very nice and hooked my car up before helping me up into his cabin. It was a quiet ride to a garage where he parked and said, "Look AAA pays me to bring the car to the garage but you're on your own for a ride elsewhere and for a stay. Rental car joints won't be open until tomorrow morning." "Well that sucks, Is there a place to stay around here?" I asked. "Well, you kinda have a choice." He said while working. "Ok?" "You Uber across the valley to Bakersfield and find a hotel." "Or?" "You stay with my partner and I" He smiled and slapped his hands on his pants. "That sounds a lot better than waiting for an Uber and paying for a janky hotel, Let me grab my bag." I said and threw my go bag over my shoulder. "Smart boy" He said helping me into his cabin again, "But there will be payment." It felt like forever until we arrived at a pretty humble place in the middle of nowhere. I was a combination of horny and worried. I've been fucked by strangers before, even gone into homes I didn't know, but usually people knew where I was and I knew what I was going there for. "We got company tonight William" The driver, Rob, said as he entered his house. "Where did you- Oh hello", William said as he entered the room and saw me. He immediately started to eye me up and down and started to ask me questions, name, where am I from, and in between talking to Rob like I wasn't even there. "I love your job Robert, What happened to his car, etc." "Sounds like you had a rough night, go clean up." I went to the bathroom with the go bag, I cleaned myself out and showered. When I got out of the shower, my clothes weren't on the floor by the bag. I figured that there would be fun tonight, so instead of wrapping myself in the towel, I dried myself off and exited the bathroom naked, with only my chastity device. "Oh your poor cock, we can take care of that if you want sweetie" Willam said covering his mouth with his finger tips and staring at the device. "No, I'm good, thanks though." I answered. "You enjoy being locked up?" he asked. "I just get more out of submitting, thats all." "Have you ever been locked up?" "Tied down, yeah, but not locked." "Thats good enough for us" he said leaving the room. Rob entered the room out of the shower with just a towel on, He looked just as I'd imagined, big belly, strong arms and tons of hair. He smirked and made a comment about how he knew I was a bitch, and sat on the couch in his towel, then undid his towel. His cock was soft, and looked small, but there was also a lot of hair. I'm used to the clean cut men of Weho and 10inchscorpions high ticket crew. "Willam is just preparing the room, but we can get started," he patted the couch next to him. I sat next to him and leaned in to go down on him, one hand rested on my back, and the other behind his head. His hand started lightly rubbing and exploring as I started to lick the tip of his cock, navigating his belly and his hair. His cock started to grow in my mouth until it was almost too big for me to reach his balls with my tongue. I gave it my best, now horny as hell and very curious what was in the room Willam was in. William came out and started to explore my ass with his hands, probing and seemed to be checking my clean up job. He spread my cheeks and dove in, tonguing my hole causing me to clench in surprise. His finger pushed his saliva into me and he continued to lube me up with his spit. "This one came prepared Rob," Willam said taking a breather, "His ass is delicious." Rob grunted to acknowledge him, slapped my face full of his cock and said, "he just gave you a compliment trucker bait" I lifted my head and thanked William and then added, "It's Straightbait". "The fuck?" Rob said pulling me fully off his cock and spitting in my mouth. "The fuck you mean." His spit was surprisingly clean and not fowl like I've had before. "On porn websites, I'm Straightbait" "That sounds like our night got a lot more interesting." Rob said, turning on the large screen TV across the room, then reached over me to grab the bluetooth keyboard. He pulled up my videos and after a quick search, clicked on one of my gang bangs. He pulled me off his cock, and lifted me up by the throat. My hole was wet and cold, his cock was wet and ready. He placed me down on his cock, facing him, William was behind me, guiding his cock into my ass. Not the biggest by far that I've had but my hole was happy to be filled again. He hugged me close, my head on one side of his. William walked around the couch and shoved his cock in my mouth standing behind the couch and rob who was slowly moving his cock in and out. My chastity device was pressing into his stomach and seemed uncomfortable for the both of us. Rob grabbed my hair and pulled me off Willams cock. Grabbed me by the throat, clasping both hands on either side of my neck and lifted me, choking me, airborne and walked with me like a rag doll to a dark room. He placed me on my feet, the floor was cold, and I could feel it's roughness. A light turned on over a torn up car and Rob went to the wall, grabbing bolt cutters off a rack. "that thing comes off, But you're still not cumming slut," rob said. He used the bolt cutters to tap my inner thighs making me spread my legs. He placed it on the small lock and snipped it off. Grabbed my whole cock and device and painfully pulled it off me. He then twisted my arm behind my back and bent me over like a prisoner unable to see where I was being taken. We walked to a room where he pushed me into a sling, grabbed my ankles and locked them to the chains on either side. "What were you on in the gangbang, meth?" "no" I answered. "GHB? What was it slut" he said gripping my balls. "Xanax if anything." I answered. "If anything?" he said pulling me by my balls. "I just like poppers and I'm good" "Well no shit, thats impressive" Another TV turned on to our right. William picked another video. "Hey Rob, Did you notice his ass?" "What about it?" he said shoving a thumb into me, a nail scratching on it's way in. "He looks like one of Michaels." William said choosing a 10inchscorpion video. "No fucking way, Mikey?" Rob asked. "You know a boy by the name 10inchscorpion?" "Yes sir, I've met Michael." I said, my head back, enduring the assault on my hole. "You've met him!? he let you see him?" "Yes sir." "Damn you must be special, or a damn good fuck." Rob said pulling his fingers out, then slapped my ass. "You, you guys know him?" I asked. "Know him? HA, we pozzed him little one, Little Mikey is all grown up." Rob spit on his cock and pressed it into my ass again, starting what was going to be a long night.

I piled up the sheets and loaded them into the washer in the hallway, I stayed naked because now everyone who could come through that door knows about my secret and has probably fucked me at this point. Katie was on the couch, rather close to Thomas like she was hitting on him at a bar. "We're deciding your fate, you an join us if you suck him off." Katie said pointing at Thomas's friend. Thomas ignored me as I got down on me knees in front of his friend. I never learned his name but his cock felt good in my mouth, I of course wanted to know what it'd feel like in my ass. Katie was asking them when this all started and Johnny chimed in, about very first party where she left for work and Thomas found me with her toy and poppered up in her bed. "Is this true?" Katie asked me, my mouth full of dick. The friend pulled me off his cock by the hair. "Yes" I muttered before being shoved back down on his cock, working it as best I could. "I guess it's only fair, that night I got railed by my boss Mark over the hood of his car." She said. I was surprised she had cheated but also after what I've done behind her back, I couldn't be mad. My cock strained against the chastity device. Johnny continued the story and I could tell Katie was more than interested. We got to the part about the videos and the channel. "THAT WAS HIM THE WHOLE TIME!?" she yelled a little too happily. "I had been legit masturbating to the idea of it being him, but the whole time I thought it was you!" she said pointing to Johnny. "Nope no video of my pozzing sadly, but there is plenty of footage of him!" he said kicking my side gently. "Can we- I have an idea." she said, and walked into her roommates room. She came back with a large bottle of lube and set it on the coffee table next to me. "I want to fist him, and then Thomas do you think you can go again?" "The lube will ruin it but yeah.. sure." Thomas said. "I'll piss in this bitches ass, that should rinse the lube out right?" The friend said. "Haha! yeah that'll do the trick." "Ohmygod, has he done piss stuff before?" Katie asked. "He's the buildings urinal at work!" Johnny added. "He drinks it?!" Katie asked. "By the bladder full, don't you buddy." Johnny slapping my ass. I nodded but the friend didn't think it was enough. He pulled my head off his cock again. "Yes" I said, foamy saliva dripping off my lips. "This whole thing is just so amazing" Katie said, squirting lube into her hand. She rubbed lube all around my sore asshole and crack. And not so slowly went from 1 finger to 4. Her hands aren't small but her hand and wrist are super skinny, I've definitely taken bigger. Her thumb slipped in and she was now wrist deep in my ass. She worked it around, twisting and clenching her fist before pulling out and entering again, really wrecking my ass. She started to go deeper, and she was loving it, I might have been enjoying it more. "I've seen him take bigger fists, add your other hand." Johnny said. "Oh I know I've seen it too in videos." She answered. Then slowly this time worked finger after finger in along side her forearm. My ass felt like it couldn't stretch anymore, and Johnny must've read my mind, because a rag of poppers was placed under my face on the couch. Poppers worked it's magic and her second hand slipped in, air released from inside me between the space of her arms. and she started rubbing her hands together and moving them in and out. "Move over" Thomas said. One of Katie's hands slipped out and the other hand started to. Thomas slipped his hard cock into her hand, inside my ass, and he started to use her hand to get himself off inside my asshole. Each thrust I felt his cock expand her hand, her knuckles pressing and expanding my hole. The rag was ripped from under my face, poppers were added and it returned, sending me into a spinning decline of inhibitions. I started to moan and ask for it harder, asked for more poz cum. I wanted to be used up. Steven, Cory and some friends came in through the front door, and immediately saw the scene on happening in the living room. "Johnny you fucking idiot, why isn't this being filmed!" Steven said. He didn't even bat an eyelash at the fact it was Katie's fist inside me. Johnny jumped off the couch and grabbed the camera, and it started to film it all. "Tell me you want to be pozzed bitch." Thomas demanded. "I-" "I want him to be pozzed" Katie broke in. "Destroy his good for nothing ass." "Oh it's good for something!" Steven laughed. "It's that cock and those balls that are good for nothing." I later saw on the video that Katie got the most evil look in her eye right then. Katie reached down and tightly massaged and pulled my balls down. "Can you knee them Thomas?" she cooed. Thomas pulled out, her hand stayed inside me and his knee drove into my balls as she held them away from my body. I yelled into the rag. My ass clenched onto her hand and she moaned. Thomas put his cock back into my ass and into her hand and started to really pound away. It wasn't long before he was cumming deep into my ass with his usual yell. Katie slowly slipped her hand and his cock out, making sure not to pull out any cum. "I've got a second pozzing tonight, so I'm out. Bitch... If you don't fall sick this week. You're going to go get tested and we will do this again next weekend." Thomas said, slapping my balls again before putting his pants and slipping on his shoes. "And you, you crazy bitch, keep an eye on him. You've got my number." He said to Katie and pointed at the rest of the guys in the room. I was sent to the bathroom to shower, with strict instruction not to use the bathroom. I finished and walked naked from the apartment bathroom to grab a water bottle, Steven and his friends admired the view and made sexual comments to me. I got back to the room and Katie was laying on her side, holding my second box of preP, "Close the door." I closed the door and made my way to the bed. "You're a sick fuck, you know that?" Katie said tossing the box of preP my way. "Thomas's cock is really good, and he fucks really well." I said. "You really have been masturbating to my videos?" "Yeah, I've even done it while you were asleep next to me." She said with a smile. "It's fucking hot, but I still don't want you fucking me, I'm going to be finding some good cock myself, and I might be sending guys I want to see fuck you your way too." "Thomas will be pissed knowing you're setting me up to get fucked." I said. "I know, I'm looking forward to it." She said. "What?" I asked. "You think you're the only one to see what lengths he will go to to poz you? Your ass and balls getting abused gets me off way too much for him to poz you too easily. That little secret will stay between us. " she said pointing to the box of PreP. "Are you going to go up to San Jose?" I asked. "Yes, but you'll be staying here. I'll see what sick shit you get up to during the week on video, and you'll be joining me on weekends, San Fran is only an hour up the road. I want more live shows." She said. Then she grabbed the box of meds and packed it under the bed in a shoe box. "You need a tattoo on that dirty ass."

I like your doctor! I took truvada for over 6 months.. It made me feel ill. Sick.. nauseated.. My joints hurt. I told my doctor about these symptoms. Told him it is not worth me feeling so bad every time I take it. He said barebacking is a choice.. As I told him I will always bear back.. No matter what. As I explained to him having sex exclusively with guys with HIV or AIDS.. is so incredibly euphoric and hands down the most incredible sex I have ever had. I would never stop. I wish your doctor was my doctor.. My doctor is positive as well.. Can't tell you how many times I would want to tell him how much I would love to sleep with him.. would love to have risky sex with him! Accept his HIV DNA. I had a lot of vivid dreams as well.. many different categories.. most of them sexual.. I would love to ask your doctor to share his HIV with me.. ☣️✔️

Chapter 2: Tom's first visit We did have a great summer, that's true. What guys in their 20s don't. But, throughout it all there was this sense of foreboding, that this man I'd come to think so much of, rely so heavily on, that was in effect my best friend, brother, and role model wrapped into one, was going. He would no longer be part of my life in the same way. I wouldn't see him almost every weekend, and usually in between either. I knew I was going to miss him, and I started to miss him before he'd even gone. I remember the last time I saw him before he left for Germany. The day after his leaving party, me, Drew and few others went for a Sunday roast in the pub nearest to Jake's flat. One by one the other peeled off. Then Drew, probably sensing that Jake and I needed to be alone, went back to the flat they'd only moved into together two weeks before Jake was asked to move. "You alright?" Jake asked... "Yeah, I'm good" ... "No, you're not, you've been quieter than usual" ... "I'm just a bit hungover" ... "Yeah, you drank a lot last night. But seriously man, are you ok about all this, about me going away. I can always stay". I was floored, here was Jake saying he'd stay, in an instant I could banish the foreboding that had been growing stronger and stronger over the summer. "No, you can't. You have to. You can't pass up this opportunity. You know that the London team aren't ever going to give you the chances the Germans will. And you've already sorted everything". Our conversation moved on to other things, and eventually it was time to go. Our hug goodbye was longer than usual, I'm shorter so I always ended up with my head in his neck, I breathed in more deeply, hoping that it would mean that I remembered his smell better. And then he did something he'd never done, he moved and kissed my forehead. "Don't worry. You'll be fine. I'm only ever a call/text away. You'll come visit, and if not before, then I'll be back in a few months at Christmas. Plus I'm counting on you to keep Drew in line". I looked at him, my eyes about to water, and he just said "You don't need to say anything. I'll see you soon". I turned and walked. Usually after a day in the pub I'd have ben lazy and taken the bus the three stops to my place, but I walked, wanting to prolong things as much as possible. As I turned the corner into my street, the tears started, and they didn't stop for a good few hours. Jake flew away a few days later. That wasn't the end of things, we continued to text as normal as if that goodbye hadn't happened. In the end I didn't feel as bad after he'd left as while I was preparing for him to go. Then again, I threw myself into work and tried to be more social. Meanwhile, with no boyfriend for a couple of years, and only a handful of hook-ups my fantasies and porn habits became darker as I sought out more and more of a kick to get me off. About three or four months before Jake told me he was going, I rediscovered bugchasing. When I was at university at one point I'd found a website called "Bareback Exchange", initially it freaked me out, but eventually it was the only thing that got me hard. Somehow I managed to quit the habit, but if I'm honest it was always there. While everyone thinks I'm innocent, and it's true I don't hook up much, but when I do play, I play hard. Or rather, raw. I definitely can't top with a condom, and I'm never going to be hard or that into it if the guy topping me is wearing one. Mid-fuck I'll get them to pull out, and I'll pull the rubber off and suck them, hoping that he won't reach for another one when I start rubbing my ass against his dick again. It had reappeared as something that got me off every so often. But around the April before Jake left, before I even knew he was going, my bugchasing fantasies started again, and they never left. Then getting myself lost in my fantasies became the only way to take my mind off the fact Jake was leaving. And by the time he left, I'd normalised them to the extent where I could only cum thinking about getting my cubby ass pozzed. Despite that, I'd not actually become a chaser. I told myself, if I kept it in my head that would be ok. That I didn't need to take that step. Inadvertently, I think that's probably why I didn't actually have as much sex as other guys, I knew that if I was going to have sex I didn't want what most guys were offering (condoms and vanilla experiences). But also that I was too scared to have the sex I really wanted. I digress. Jake and I continued to text. I saw Drew a fair bit, but not as much as I ever did with Jake around. But enough that I could "keep him in line" as Jake had asked. I was never quite sure what he meant, it was well know that they had an open relationship. I think he meant, Drew not going to sex parties or saunas. Which for the most part was fine. We did go to XXL occasionally, including the dark room, as far as I know Drew only ever did oral in there. And there was a night when we got very drunk and I sucked him off, we almost fucked, but we came to our senses and realised that was a violation of Jake's trust. But after about six weeks, Jake text me, "easyJet are having a flash sale, book a ticket, come and see me in a few weeks". Drew had already visited, so it wasn't like I was breaking some sort of code. So I booked a ticket for early November. I landed on Friday afternoon, Jake had tried but couldn't get the day off work. So once getting to the train station I dropped my bag in a locker (god love continental train stations) and had a wander around a new city. I grabbed some food, saw some sights. And at 4pm Jake text to say he'd managed to leave early. We met at the main station, hugged and then picked up my bag. And no, before you ask, we didn't do that romantic run together sort of hugging. Jake had initially stayed in a hotel for a few weeks while he looked at some apartments his company had found. He'd only been in his new place about a month when I got there. It was small, but sufficient for one person on their own. It was in a nice neighbourhood with a good commute to work and the city centre. After having some dinner, we headed out to some bars. We drank a lot as we caught up, it was just like old times. Saturday night, was a bit of a repeat, there were only a few gay bars, but rather than finish up in the mainstream bar, Jake decided we'd go to the HardBar - essentially the bear/leather bar. There were some guys Jake knew there and we got chatting to them. It seemed like he was settling in well. Sunday morning, as I woke up hungover I realised I hadn't opened any of the apps yet, so I fired up the triple set of Grindr, Scruff and Growlr. I also remember Jake mentioning one called Romeo that's better on the continent, so I thought I'd check it out. I scrolled through the screens, checking some guy's profiles out but given I was getting a plane in a couple of hours didn't bother to message anyone. When I got back to London and turned my phone back on, I got a notification of a message and an album unlock. It was from a very hot beary guy in his late 30s, not muscled but the right sort of chunky to know that he could easily throw me about if I ever got in his bed. And in his private gallery was one of the thickest, most wonderful cocks I have ever seen, to this day it's almost certainly in the top 3. "Saw you at Hard last night. Very cute. Are you here long?" he'd written. "Sorry man, wasn't a long visit, just got back to London", I replied. "Oh, too bad. Let me know if you visit again" he messaged back within a few minutes, "sure thing" I replied. "Just landed, was great to visit, thanks for inviting me" I text to Jake, "Great to have you, see you at Christmas." he replied. Christmas came and went in a blur, Jake went to see his family, but was back in London for New Year at the now customary house party that our wider social group had established. At some point when we were catching up he told me to "It's the winter flight sales, come visit again in the summer, so I don't miss celebrating your 30th, I know you don't really do anything to celebrate birthdays, so why not come visit then". The following week we made plans for me to spend my 30th birthday weekend visiting Jake.

A couple weeks went by, and I hadn't gone over to Simon's or seen Jaime since that night we took Jaime's virginity. My boyfriend had been pretty busy at work, too, so I hadn't gotten any dick in two weeks and I was definitely in the mood again. Today was my and my boyfriend's three-year anniversary, and I was hoping he was in the mood, too. We'd made plans for dinner and a rom-com at his place, and I was looking forward to it. He'd been extra sweet and thoughtful since we'd gotten back together, and extra passionate in bed. As I was getting ready, I got a text from a number I didn't recognize: "R u at home rn? Want sum" What the hell was this unintelligible nonsense? I ignored the message and went back to getting ready for dinner. A few minutes later, I received another text: " This is Jaime" Fuck, I'd forgotten Simon was going to give him my number. Well I didn't want to see Jaime, especially not on my and my boyfriend's special night that I'd been looking forward to for weeks. I texted Jaime back that I was busy, but he quickly reminded me that Simon had said he could fuck me whenever he wanted. Then he said he'd just been at Simon's place, and that Simon had just fucked him. I guess the thought of Simon rubbing up on this kid and being inside him, instead of inside me, made me both jealous, and horny. I hadn't seen Simon in weeks, and I guess I missed him, so after some thinking, I told Jaime he could come over, as long as he was fast. Jaime was outside my building a few minutes later, and then I was letting him into my apartment. "Nice place," he said, as he started taking off his clothes by the front door. "Thanks," I said, dropping to my knees, and glad he wasn't wasting any time. I got his cock hard while he got undressed, and then I led him back to my bedroom and took my own clothes off. Jaime pushed me onto the bed and put me on my back. Then he put my legs over his shoulders, spat on his cock, and started pushing into me, commenting as he did so "I'm so horny from Simon fucking me," as his bare cock started sliding into me. It occurred to me that this kid had never once fucked or gotten fucked with a rubber; all he knew was barebacking. "He fucked me so hard this time," Jaime continued, "and he wouldn't let me jack off. He told me to come over here and fuck you." "Where did he cum?" I asked, already knowing the answer, but wanting to hear him say it. "In my ass," Jaime said, as he got all the way inside me, explaining "It's still there right now." I was still nervous about all this cum-swapping that was going on, and I knew it was the riskiest thing I'd ever done, especially considering how much Simon got around. But the thought of Simon's seed being planted deep inside this young cub while he was fucking me, made me want to take his cum, too. I knew it didn't make sense, but in a way it made me feel more connected to Simon, like he was fucking me, too. And that made something switch inside me, and before I knew it, I was pulling this kid into me, and whispering into his ear to fuck me hard and give me his seed, telling him I needed it, and I wanted it so bad. I couldn't believe what I was saying to this boy, who was a complete stranger except for the one time two weeks ago that we'd met and he'd rape-fucked me and cum inside me without asking permission. But I was horny, and his dick was hitting the spot, and feeling him heave and pant on top of me was just what I needed. Plus I could just smell Simon's cologne still on him, and knowing Simon's cum was buried in his ass right now made me feel like Simon was there, too. My nasty whispering apparently did the trick, as, after a few sweaty minutes, Jaime started panting and moaning in my ear, and I knew he was about to cum. Then all of a sudden, I remembered I was supposed to meet my boyfriend that night, and that we'd probably be fucking. How could I explain some stranger's cum inside my ass when my boyfriend stuck his cock in me? "Wait, don't cum inside me," I told Jaime, "cum on my chest." I figured Jaime would do what I told him, because I was older than him. Well, apparently I was wrong, because he just kept moaning into my ear and fucking me. What the hell? Had Simon created a Mini-Me clone or something? Jaime was completely ignoring me! "I have to see my boyfriend tonight, don't cum inside me," I said, with a little more urgency. But Jaime kept going. I tried pushing him off me, but he was stronger than he looked, and he easily threw my hands off him. "Simon said I had to cum inside you," Jaime whispered hoarsely into my ear, "he said you had to get used to taking cum." What kind of monster had Simon created in two weeks?? And he was listening to Simon over me?? I didn't know what to do, because I really didn't want my boyfriend to find out I was being pimped out by my next-door neighbor and sleeping around behind his back (and especially not on our anniversary), but I also wanted to please Simon, and I liked that Simon was thinking about me even when I wasn't with him…even if it was for something perverted like this. While I was trying to decide what I should do, Jaime suddenly grabbed me tight, pushed all the way inside me, and started moaning really loud, and I knew he was cumming inside me for the second time. And instead of fighting him off again, I grabbed his ass and pulled him into me, accepting that he and Simon had made this decision for me, and that there was nothing I could do about it now. When he'd caught his breath a bit, he pushed up off me, wiped the sweat off his forehead, and said with a smile, "Fuck, that was even better than last time." And I had to admit, he was getting better. How often had Simon been fucking him? As he pulled his softening cock out of me, he said, "Keep my cum inside you." I started to say again that I was going to see my boyfriend tonight, but he interrupted me with, "Simon says you have to." He stared at me until I closed my mouth and just nodded. Simon says, so what could I do? Jaime left my apartment with a satisfied look on his face. Simon had given his cum to Jaime, and Jaime had given his cum to me. Jaime's work was done. But mine was just beginning -- I still had to go over to my boyfriend's for our anniversary. I let him know that I was running late, and he said that was fine, dinner wasn't ready yet. I quickly took another shower, trying to think how I could keep my boyfriend from discovering the load inside me. Maybe I could say I'd lubed up before coming over? But I'd never done that before, so he might be suspicious. Ugh, my life had gotten so complicated since I'd met Simon. Why couldn't I just stop seeing him? I finished getting ready and drove over to my boyfriend's place. He let me inside with a hug and a long kiss. The place smelled amazing (he told me he'd gone to the farmer's market, and he'd been working on dinner since last night), re-runs of our favorite show were on TV, and he had a glass of wine waiting for me. As I watched him cook, and listened to him talk about work, food-shopping, and the latest tricks his vintage Mustang had taught itself, I started to forget about my complicated life, and Jaime, and Simon, and Simon's mysterious roommate, and just enjoy how easy things were when I was with my boyfriend. My boyfriend Todd was a chemical engineer, a little older than me, a little taller, and definitely more built. He was a Midwesterner, genuine, and easy to be around (even if I did get sick of trying to explain to him what sashimi was, or getting him to understand that no, cottage cheese is not a kind of pudding). Todd had only been with a few other guys when we'd met three years ago, which I think was part of the reason he'd decided to go "exploring" with other guys, to see what was out there. When I'd caught him cheating, I'd stopped talking to him, but Simon insisted I get back together with him, which is what I eventually did. Since then, Todd had been super affectionate, and more aggressive in bed, even. Things were actually better between us now, and I was almost glad he had cheated. And I know we should have gone back to using condoms until he could get tested again, but when we got back together, he went right back to fucking me bareback and cumming inside me, and I guess I never told him not to. Anyway, as Todd was trying to explain to me the difference between bituminous coal and anthracite (somehow this related to his Mustang story, although I couldn't remember how), I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. When Todd's back was turned, I looked down and saw it was a text from Simon. My heart skipped a beat, since I hadn't heard from him in two weeks, but then I felt the weight of all the lies and the guilt that I'd almost forgotten. When Todd had finished his car story (which I really had tried to follow, unsuccessfully), I excused myself to the bathroom, and when the door was closed, I looked at Simon's text: "Jaime says u took care of him good. Is his nutt still in u like he told u?" Ugh, I'd forgotten about that problem. I still didn't know how I was going to explain that to Todd. I wrote back "Yes. I can't really talk now though, I'm with bf. D on't know what to tell him when he finds Jaime's load" Simon's reply was fast: "Hot. U'll think of something. Oh and tell him I said happy anniversary" How did he know it was our anniversary? I didn't remember telling him, although who knows what I'd said when his tongue was up my hole all those times. Well of course I wasn't going to tell my boyfriend that the guy I was cheating on him with (well, one of the guys, anyway) wished him a happy anniversary. Simon was just teasing me, like he always did. I flushed the toilet and washed my hands, and when I came back out, Todd didn't suspect anything. I hated sneaking around on him. But I couldn't quit Simon, either. I tried not to think about it. The dinner was incredible, the rom-com was perfect, and we both had plenty of wine. Todd started getting handsy as soon as the credits started rolling, and he was taking off my shirt and sliding his hands down my pants pretty quick. I felt his hard-on pressing into me, and I immediately undid his pants and swallowed his cock down to the base. It felt so good to choke on him, and he grabbed my ears softly and sighed. Before long, we were in his bed, and he was throwing my legs over his shoulders and spitting on his bare cock, just like Jaime had earlier today. He gave me a big smile, obviously really happy I'd come over, then he started to push in. I squeezed my hole shut a little, hoping he wouldn't notice I'd just gotten fucked already, and I think it worked. But eventually he got his cock all the way inside me, and when he did, he made a moaning sound I hadn't heard him make before. Then he started sliding in and out, and he seemed to be in ecstasy. "Oh baby, you feel so good," he whispered, with his eyes closed. He fucked me like he was in a trance. "Oh god, you're so wet." He really seemed to like it, and started fucking me harder, and more urgently. Then he leaned down and kissed me passionately. He'd never fucked me like this before. "Oh baby, you feel so good," he repeated, "I'm not gonna last long." He picked up the pace, and really pounded Jaime's load into me, moaning loudly. I wondered what he would say, if he knew he was bathing his raw cock in Jaime's cum? If he knew he was actually having sex with two people tonight, instead of just one? Would he be freaked out? Or would he be turned on by the risk and the sleaziness? After just a couple minutes of piledriving me, Todd started hammering into me, moaning loudly, and throwing his head back, and I knew he was cumming inside me, adding his hot load to Jaime's. He came so intensely, I thought he might black out, and his orgasm seemed to go on forever. I couldn't imagine how much cum I had inside me now. After he finished, he leaned forward and started kissing me all over. "That was amazing," he panted. Then without another word, he lay down next to me, sighed, and fell sleep. Phew. It looked like the big dinner, the wine, and that epic orgasm had done the trick, and he was out before he could ask me why my hole had been so wet inside. Hopefully he wouldn't remember in the morning, and I wouldn't have to answer any questions. But as much as I loved being with my boyfriend, I couldn't help but think about Simon, too. Things definitely weren't easy when I was with him, but at least I didn't have to sneak around and lie when I was with him. Actually, I didn't have to think at all -- Simon always did the thinking for both of us. I knew it didn't make any sense, but even as I lay there next to my amazing boyfriend who would do just about anything for me and who was so easy to please, I wondered when I could see Simon again….