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Grindr hookup last night. We said Dad and lad looking for young bottom. We got chatting to a 19yo boy and he was well up for it so we got him over. When he arrived he looked much younger than his years - like a fucking choirboy. We stripped off and got down to it. He sure surprised us. He spread his legs wide, presenting his hole. Drew mounted him and pounded his arse. The boy was loving it and begged Drew to breed him. Drew pumped his seed deep inside the boy’s hole and pulled out. Then he looked at me and asked “is Daddy gunna fuck me now” Those of you who know me know that “Daddy” is a trigger word for me. I forced my raging hardon up the lad’s hole and fucked him as hard as I could. He had no problem with me thrusting my cock roughly up his arse. I was surprised that such a young-looking lad had the experience of a cum dump. We kept hold of him for hours and we plastered 6 loads up his chute.

Visited a hot muscle top friend in LA who invited me over for a fuck date at his place.He slammed himself and told me about Slammer and maybe taking me there if I were interested. He had me sucking his silicon enlarged fat cock while fingering my arse before giving me a booty bump. He claimed the first one didn't work and planted a second one deep up my ass. In no time I was flying and he planted his fat cock deep down my throat. Soon he suggested heading to Slammer because he wanted to fuck me in public. He put me in leather gear; leather pants and a tight leather vest showing off my athletic body and bubble butt. I felt horny as fuck when we drove to Slammer in his open Jeep and he loved showing me off as his fuck toy. In Slammer he gave me another booty bump in the bathroom and dragged my fuelled ass to the sling room. He told me to completely undress and started fucking me with the door open. Soon a small crowd formed to see me getting powerfucked by this bull and his impressive fuck tool. He encouraged the other guys to use me as well. After he was done fucking me another top took his place eating my ass and fucking me while I begged a tall and muscled young Texan to work my nipps. He edged me with the tit play while guys were taking turns eating out my ass, fingering it roughly and fucking it. The Texan shoved some fingers up my hole while I was being fucked. He was intrigued and added more fingers. I was sucking cocks from bystanders and moaning when he started forcing my ass to open wider. He leaned in and asked me if he could fist me and he knew by my moaning that I was ready. He stood beside me while he worked his big paw up my ass and with his other hand he kept working my tits. I wanted him to destroy my ass with his large fist. He worked my ass hard and loved seeing the results of his hard work. When we took a break I headed over to the gloryholes and got fucked and fisted some more before my fuckbuddy came and found me to take me home.

I was in Blackpool for a few days over New Year, and had 42 loads pumped up this sleazy hole while there. My last loads on New Years Day were probably the horniest and most intense. I went in to the sauna, smooth, lubed clean hole ready to get all spunked up. Straight upstairs I went in the darkroom and bent over the gym horse - arse on offer for anyone who wanted a wet warm hole to fuck and dump in. Soon a guy came in, had a feel of my hole and came round side taking his towel off and a thick 6" cock flopped out in front of me. Taking a hit of poppers, my mouth was straight open worshipping his meat and feeling it throb as he groaned. Soon there was three other guys in the room, one of them fingering my hole as I sucked the first guy off. Soon I felt him slapping his cock around my hole before he was pushing straight up. I'm instantly in my happy place, hard cock in each end - spit-roasting these holes. More guys came in the darkroom, and at peak around 8 were there at same time. The first guy fucking me shot his load, a nice thick load of spunk straight up my arse. Then the whole room came alive, lots of arse to mouth swapping and breeding of this hole, and after about 50 minutes I had 6 loads dripping out of my arse, and could still taste the guy who exploded in my mouth. The room quietened down after this, and I wandered downstairs slightly dazed from so much fucking (and poppers)...I decided it was time to blow my own load, so got my arse in the sling took a hit of poppers and was wanking hard. A fit young muscled guy walked past, and was watching me. After about a minute, he was over shoving another thick hard dick into this sloppy hole. I was close to shooting my own load, as he started pounding away, so I took my hand off my own cock. But was too late - the feeling of the other loads spurting out of my ass, and his dick wrecking my hole sent me over the edge, shooting my own cum everywhere. He didn't stop though - and after couple of minutes pounding me hard and deep he grunted and dumped his own load....my last for now....deep up my wrecked cunt. In 2024 I took 679 loads in total, and these were the first 8 loads I took this year. Wonder how many guys can I give this cum hungry hole to in 2025?

Since I’ve been getting fucked since a young age, and totally getting off on it, I will compare your hunger to bottom to me needing my first fist many years ago. It took a lot of patience. Practice. I played with my hole by myself and I let Others have a chance at it. And I finally met the man who I decided would be my first. I remember waking up on a Friday morning. I was in a stage of what I call coasting. I wasn’t awake and I wasn’t asleep. But I was faced down on my bed, hard dick into the mattress. And I started thinking about Kris and our date that night. My hole was twitching and my dick was hard and I was imagining him playing with my ass. Before the alarm hit, I had made up my mind that I wanted Kris to be my first, and I wanted it to happen that night. When we hooked up, we played around for a while and he was the 1st to climb into the sling. His ass was Gifted in very quickly took my hand. I’m not sure how long he played but at one point I looked up at him in the sling, and he was smiling at me and he winked. He said “your turn”. I got in the sling and within minutes he made a comment to me that he had never felt my ass so relaxed and open. I didn’t mention my dream State earlier that morning. But within about 10 minutes, his hand was up my ass. so I am a firm believer that it’s a mindset, and a physical hunger that let me go past that point. And I will forever be grateful to him. Today, I love having my ass played with including having a paw stuffed up there.

Didn't know what too choice 🤣🤣

Grace is something that has always fascinated me, like a dancer moving across the stage, effortlessly, efficiently, their feet barely touching the ground but still moving, always moving. How is it possible for something to be so quiet, so fluid, yet so deliberate? This topic captivates me, and I’ve tried to bring that same grace into my life. I practice it in the way I move—swift but calm, like a dancer, not to be confused with swift but deadly, like a ninja. It’s in the way I set the table, or even just put something down. The trick is to move quickly at first, then slow down in the last couple of centimeters, so the plates or cups land softly, without a sound. When I’m stressed, there’s always this tendency to rush, to fumble, to move too fast. To an observer, it must look panicked, unprofessional, and messy. So I remind myself to breathe, to take things one step at a time. And when I do that, I’m always surprised by how the job still gets done just as quickly, but it feels so much better—calmer, more elegant, more me.

We are in the middle of an extreme cold snap in Ontario at the moment. This got me wondering who keeps fucking outside even in extreme cold conditions. I don't normally but a number of years ago hooked up with a guy on Squirt. Neither of us had a place to host. So I met him in a small park near both of us around midnight. It was about 20 degrees Celsius below zero. Fuckin fridged! When he arrived we skipped all foreplay. I dropped my pants; despite the cold I'd gone commando. I turned and leaned against a tree. He unzipped, spit on his cock and roughly pushed in my hole. Thankfully his cock wasn't very big. It was among the quickest pump and dumps I've ever received. He pulled out and fled before I could even thank him. I loved to hear if you've had a similar experience?

Thank you for reaching out to ask about the story! Long story short, last April some family stuff happened and I ended up having to move across the country without much notice, which took away my writing time for a while. Since then, I slowly got back into the erotic fiction writing through Literotica and ended up launching a substack for my writing (it’s erotic fiction, but not specifically bug chasing). I am putting a lot of my efforts into that right now since it’s what’s helping pay the bills, but I do have most of another chapter for this story written and sitting in my google doc waiting to be finished. I’ve been waiting to feel really inspired to work on it, but now that I know there’s an audience for it, I hope to at least finish and post this next chapter for you! Also, funnily enough, the story I’m working on on Literotica is about a guy who keeps getting cucked by his dad, and I feel like I could turn it into a good bugchasing story with only a couple of tweaks. Maybe I’ll take a stab at that after Bloodline.

or maybe the lad won't have the courage to ask the older guy right out, if he's poz. Or even if he does, the older guy will either not answer directly or will merely say that he's 'clean' or 'recently got checked out at the GU clinic' and 'not to worry'. .... just enough to reasure his victim enough so that the lad returns again on Saturday. Dressed in full 'head-to-toe' black rubber; leather or lycra, the older guy proceeds to seduce the young lad, getting him to relax and (via ordering the lad to touch; smell; lick etc, his skin--tight attire), getting the youngster turned on by the attire. Eventually he and positions the lad (face down) on his bed, where upon he securely ties the lad down and tape-gags him. Once his young victim is totally helpless and his neg? arse utterly defenceless, only then does the older guy say that he is poz (detectable) and that before the dawn arrives, he will ensure the lad is impregnated with his deadly poz gift! Oh, how the lad will struggle......in vain!

I was introduced to Crisco by an old leather geezer at the bathhouse -- a guy whom I would not normally look twice at but he was wearing a t-shirt with the word "BREED" printed on it which inexplicably made me want to bury my meat inside him. The old man and I had an amazing old skool piggy AIDS-era pozfuck with Crisco.

Fuck i love Slammer. Slam up in the toilet and go to the dark rooms. fuck yeah

Which makes me ever so glad to be an unmedicated poz old troll... 🙂

Luke and the General General Murtala Muhammed of Nigeria stood 6’ 11,” his jet black skin shimmered in the light, his shoulders and arms plated with muscle, and his huge v- shaped torso drew the eye down to his 14-inch cock, as big as a child’s arm. The head was pierced with a large thick ring, and the entire shaft plated with barbells. Back in Nigeria the General had three wives and dozens of mistresses. With a seemingly endless sexual drive, he’d fathered upward of twenty-five children. But the General had a secret, a secret he could only satisfy in the anonymity of the Western sexual underworld. The General had an almost insatiable need to punish young blonde male ass. Rooted in the teasing he’d endured from a group of British boys at the elite private boarding school he’d attended, that teasing had fueled him as a revolutionary figure and it drove him, on this night, to this particular male brothel in Chicago. Because if there was one man who would have the kind of no-holds-barred blonde twink he savored, it would be the Uber-nasty Karzinski. When the General had phoned, Karzinski said he had the perfect boy. And when he had seen Luke, he’d been thrilled. “How long you in the states? The boy’s with two of my toughest trainers for about 72 hours, then I’ve promised his sore pussy to my biggest boys as a reward for work well done,” Karzinski said, “I can have him rested up—even as short as thirty-six hours.” The General had looked at some other boys from Karzinski’s stable—two 19 year olds and a twenty-one year old—but none were as appealing as Luke. “No, when your boys are done give his hole your loads of chempiss and supplement that with a quarter. Leave him in the dark with one of your thickest plugs. Also, charge me the torture supplement. I need to pierce some white-slut balls tonight.” Luke was starry-eyed at the sight of the General, his massive body, and his huge, huge cock. “I am the General,” the massive black man crowded, “And you will call me master, sir, or daddy.” With that last word he clipped a set of big heavy tit clamps on Luke. When Luke hissed, the General laughed. “Listen colonialist whore, I am going to hurt you much worse than that tonight.” The General had Luke kneel, and he slipped his massive cock into Luke’s mouth. “Make a seal bitch, and drink the piss from my superior African cock.” Luke drank the piss, rank from chems, obediently, his green eyes locked worshipfully on the giant black man and his muscles. When he was finished, the General facefucked Luke hard for about 1/2 hour ignoring how the smaller young man puttered and retched. He grabbed the curly mop of blonde hair on Luke’s head and lifted him up. He took his huge right hand and slapped Luke across the face five times. “You need to learn to suck cock like the wore you are,” the General said after each slap. Luke face was bright red, the outline of the man’s hand clearly outlined. He’d busted the corner of Luke’s lip, and a little drizzle of blood ran down. Grabbing Luke’s hair again, he roughly brought him to a poll in the corner of the room with a small rough wooden seat with a cutout for Luke’s ass, and then the General shoved Luke down to sit on the little bench. He quickly bound Luke’s upper body to the pole, leaving his pecs and tits free and then he yanked the tit clamps that Luke still work and replaced them with a heavy pair with sharp teeth, smiling darkly as Luke hissed in pain. He cuffed Luke’s ankles onto a spreader bar and bound his legs into a sitting position. Satisfied that Luke couldn’t move, he put a wide collar, that forced Luke to look straight forward, around his neck. The General then yanked out the plug in Luke’s ass, dropped a 1/4 gram into his palm, and then swiftly entered Luke with his hand in bird position, Luke cried out by the General just pushed into Luke’s second ring. Luke wailed at the sudden stretch and then groaned as the General deposited the Tina around his hole. After swiftly pulling out the General grabbed a bigger round plug he’d preselected and pushed it smoothly into Luke’s hole. The General stood, his proud 14 inches rearing mightily, and he said “Open your mouth wide whore.” When Like obeyed his pushed his cock into Luke’s mouth until about 10 inches were lodged inside and then he bagan to fuck, each time going a little deeper. Luke tried hard to control his responses, but the cock was a monster and he still retched and gagged. The facefuck lasted about thirty minutes, leaving saliva and some stomach juices running down Luke’s face and body. “That was better,” the General smirked, before backhanding Luke, “But you still have a lot to learn about pleasing me.” The General then went over to the big duffel he’d brought in and sat it down. “I am going to show you the kinds of pain I enjoy giving men, sometimes because they displease me, sometimes only for my own enjoyment.” Luke couldn’t see what was happening below his neck but he cried out when the General ripped the clamps off his tits. He then gasped when he felt the General’s mouth on his right it, the General chewed and nipped and it felt good, and then the General bit down hard several times and Luke screamed. The General did this to his other tit, and then he felt the General wipe his nipple and Luke smelled rubbing alcohol. And then the General quickly and efficiently pierced each of Luke’s tits, his cock rising at the sound of Luke’s screams. The minute those screams subsided, he then pierced each of Luke’s boytits in the other direction. As Luke felt the second needle prick his skin he begged, “No, please, sir, ahhhhhh.” Once the boys tits were pierced, the needles forming an X, the General said, “Open. Try harder.” He face fucked Luke, pleased to see he took another inch, for about 10 minutes. When he pulled out, “See slut, I know how to motivate you.” The General moved on to cock and ball torture, first squeezing Luke’s nuts until he screamed and begged. Then he used a series of small wooden hammers and clubs on Luke’s balls, letting the pain pile in waves until Luke was begging him to stop. Once the General had Luke screaming in pain, he would switch back to squeezing or slapping the boy’s smallish but swelling balls with his big hand. Once he was satisfied the balls were tender and sore, swollen to about twice their normal size, he carefully laid Luke’s soft cock out on the board with his balls flat on either side. Then he used a series of tiny little needles with plastic handles to pierce the skin around each one, stretching them out so the actual egg of the testical was very visible. Luke groaned and moaned, but he realized there was little he could do to stop this pain. Once the nuts were secured, he slipped a leather bit into Luke’s mouth and tied it tight behind his head. He then proceeded to pierce all around Luke’s soft boycock, the little needles fixing his dick to the board. Luke hated this, and he groaned and pleaded, but the man worked on without a care or concern. Satisfied that all the skin on Luke’s genitals was fixed painfully into place, the General slapped Luke hard, five times with his right hand and five times with his right. And then before the boy could overcome the shock of the painful slaps he efficiently and quickly sent long needles into the exact middle of each of Luke’s balls at exactly the same time. Luke screamed and screamed as the General sat back, smiling and jacking his rock hard cock. Once Luke settled down, the General pieced through the middle of Luke’s cock, making sure the needle when through the little bundle of nerves on the underside, affixing his cock to the board. Luke only cried out at this, his mind trying to protect him from all the pain emanating like fire from his most private places, nearly passing out. But he woke up and screamed like hell when the General pierced his cockhead in the other direction, making a T shape with the second needle. By this point Luke’s eyes were glazed over, tears streaming down his face. The General smiled and then started connecting electrical wires to the piercings in each ball and at the end of Luke’s boy cock, now slowly dripping with precum. The General removed Luke’s bit and scooped some of Luke’s precum up and shoved his fingers into Luke’s mouth. “Looks like you’re a pain pig, whore.” Luke mindlessly sucked on the man’s big fingers. He then forced Luke’s mouth open and slid his cock in as far as it would go and turned on the little TENS unit. At first the electro was relatively soft, and Luke was distracted by the forceful facefuck. But as they began to hurt he would open his mouth to yell and the General would pounce, his thick cock like a snake striking prey, and he’d lodge his cock further down Luke’s gullet and fuck. Soon, as Luke continued to scream and shout, the big man got the entire length of his cock into Luke ‘s mouth. The General adjusted the unit to repeat the most painful part of the program and fucked and fucked the boys throat, Luke’s screams muffled by the huge tube of flesh that was soon becoming the center of his universe. After about ten minutes of torturing the boy at the highest level, the General stopped the shocks and settled in, rough fucking the boys face. Luke was a mess, saliva and mucus ran out of his mouth each time the monster cock was pulled out, only to be punched into his throat in one big brutal push. After another fifteen minutes, the General decided he needed to cum, so he set the little Electro unit to deliver a continuous tattoo of five second jolts of electro into poor Luke’s tortured cock and balls. As Luke opened his mouth to scream, the General began fucking the open throat hard. This went on for five tortuous minute, until finally the General, feeling his load ready to burst, flipped a switch and the electro shocked Luke continuously. Luke was in agony, his arms locked in a rictus of pain, and then the General’s cock shot buckets of cum, coating Luke’s tongue, throat and filling his stomach. Satisfied that his orgasm was complete he pulled out, and smiled down at Luke’s screams. He kept that agony up about ninety seconds before he turned the unit off. Luke was crying, great silent tears, blood trickled from his lip—the additional slaps and brutal facefuck had opened his wounded lips. A trickle of blood bubbled from his right tilt and the tip of his cock where it was pierced. The General smiled coldly and removed the boys collar. He held Luke’s chin in his big palm, “You like pain, whore?” Luke looked at him and unconvincingly said, “Yes, sir.” The General laughed and slapped and slapped Luke, each slap hard and fast. When he stopped he said, “You do not lie to me. I am the master of your body, try again.” Luke shakily said, “Yes and no, sir.” The General smiled and forced Luke’s mouth open and sent a big wad of spit into Luke mouth. “That’s better,” he said. Luke soon found that removing piercings hurt as much or more than they had going in. The General worked quickly—“I am doing this kindly, quickly, this time whore because you are new and I am eager to use and abuse your boy hole,” the General said quietly, reaching in for a passionate forceful kiss as he pulled both needles out of the boys balls at once. Once every needle was out—Luke was quietly weeping again from the pain, the General removed the ropes and pulled Luke up by his shoulders. Luke was still wobbly so the General loosely bound him to the pole and then gently bathed his tits and sore, swollen ballswith rubbing alcohol and antibiotic ointment, and then wrapped them in several layers of soft cloth. The General did the same thing with Luke’s dick. The General stood in front of Luke, holding one ball in each hand. “What am I the master of, whore?” He said. Luke looked up and said, “You are the master of my body.” And then Luke screamed as the General squeezed his sore nuts hard through the bandages. The General made Luke suffer for a solid minute before smiling and stepping back

He didn’t poz me, he was just the first to expose me to the pleasure of poz/neg power dynamics… i love how he knew I would be powerless in his presence he was nude as I arrived showing all his assets then let the magazine tell the story as I was leaving I imagine now his pleasure in the shock on my face, and knowing I was mute and terrified as he kicked me out With a ”see you Saturday same time” you know I went back…

He fell down on top of me exhausted, his sweat dripping mixing with my cum. He spit out “that’s a good boy” as he thrust his hips deeper and held me forcibly in place. Did he say second load? This just might have been the fuck of my life but I didn’t consent to no condoms, nor one let alone two loads. Before he got off me the terror set in and the prayers started. “God what did I do. Please let me be ok. Let him be negative. Let this be safe.” But I was also aware I needed to be cool, appreciative and thankful. Every Top, and especially every Alpha deserved respect — and a man this ripped and powerful deserved it four times over. As he lay there breathing heavy and sweating from his tight muscled frame I thought “that was amazing” and “I wonder if he’ll fuck me again.” Eventually he got up, grabbed a towel, pulled out and pressed the towel onto my hole. “Want a water?” he said as he turned and struted out of the room. When he quickly returned I was sitting on the edge of the bed cleaning up. He threw me a water bottle and said “I’ve got to shower, you’ve got to go” and he kicked my jeans on the floor closer to my feet. His dick leaked a drop of precum as he guzzled his water. In the time he was done with it I was dressed on my knees and milking his dick. No eye contact since he bred me he stood me up, and walked me to the living room. I grabbed my shoes by the door and sat on his couch to tie them. That is when I saw it — in slow motion I noticed on his glass coffee table were three issues of P-O-Z magazine. I froze, my stomach dropped and blood drained from my face. I could hardly think or move. I looked up — and with solid eye contact he said “I’ll need that ass again Saturday.” He turned opened the door wide and said “see ya kid.” Dizzy I took a step into the hall, I tried to look back at him as the door closed and light shut off. I never got his name. As I walked in the dark leaking cum, I wondered “how did I just get a strangers Poz load up my ass?” And “am I going to again on Saturday?”

Was a guy this hot this ripped really using me? Me? For an Alpha like him I should be just average but maybe just for tonight I wasn’t. His dick needed a hole and mine was the one he chose. Alpha’s choice, always. Damn, look what I caught! A muscled Daddy. I knew I’d do anything to please him. Yet fear was present with every stroke. This was not allowed. I’d barely ever taken a raw cock, and only from a boyfriend several years prior. My generation was educated. We knew better. In the 90s no one rode raw (right?) and certainly not me. But here I was I was loving it and could not say no. Time lost. I was lost. Absent. Man using His hole. And by now he was REALLY loosing it. Drilling me. But that meant one thing. Through my haze of pleasure and consciousness one thought continued to rise up “you know better than let him cum I’m you.” Raw for a bit was one thing but I wasn’t nuts. “Uh, Sir? Time for a condom?” I said meekly with a whimper. “There will be plenty of time for that boy, I’m just getting us warmed up”. And with that he flipped me over, pushed my knees back and fell on top of me. His 9” Daddy Dick funding a new access and he got what felt like 2” deeper. His rough face against my lips he started tongue fucking my throat. I could taste my ass on him. His five o’clock shadow tearing my soft skin. He mangled my mouth. This Man knew how to kiss and fuck. He was very experienced which both excited and terrified me. Well used men in the 90s were to be feared not fucked. My type “knew better” but here I was unable to stop a raw assault at 330am. He had me where he wanted me, and I couldn’t ever say no. My assault continued as I noticed a ceiling mirror. My furry legs spread wide inviting this lean schredded Dad to raw dog my hole. I fully let go grabbed his ripped v-shaped muscled back I wrapped my legs around him my ankles pressing his hips deeper. His sweat ran off him coating me, my cock my balls, running down between us further sweat lubing my ass. This man was good. As his ass destruction continued, my shock took over a bit. I was being near cock raped bareback by a stranger, and he was old enough to be my father. Had I learned nothing? Between my own moans I was able to whisper into his ear “Sir, um, Sir….. uh….. please….. uh……. please don’t……. uh……… cum in me, uh…… I…… I…… can’t…..” as his assault on took new heights of pounding. He whispered back “too late kid” as he feverishly drove deeper and faster. In moments my ass started convulsing… it was vibrating and tightening around his dick. Hot waves of energy rushed up and down me my ass became something it had never been before. My pleasure was unreal, separate from his cock beating. With my ass tensing my cock leaked like a faucet but without an orgasm. My balls released the pleasure was all in my ass chute. Dad said suddenly “that’s it kid, a fuckin ass orgasm on your — FATHERS — COCK — HERE — COMES — MY — SECOND — LOAD ! ! ! !“ And he lost it, arching his back, jerking up onto his heels he pulled me with him and started POUNDING and SCREAMING with EVERY THRUST. “TAKE MY LOAD SON ! ! !” He yelled as he jerked and trembled and gasped.

Grabbing my hips holding me still, he belted “no condom, Dad’s gonna enjoy this awhile” and he dicked me with four of his nine. Trembling from fear and hunger, all I could do was submit to this Alpha. He pulled out and thrust in half a dozen times, as I got used to his half dick and wide girth. I hadn’t felt a raw dick in years. I knew it was “wrong.” He was a stranger. I also knew his power was no match for me. I moaned and exhaled. My elbows buckled my chest and head fell to the bed — ass firmly held in air by his hands and cock. “Dad’s turn” is all I heard as I felt this stranger burry deep with an intense thud. I gasped as his nine inch thick raw cock took me to a new place: complete submission to his will, his command and his raw demands. Before I knew it he was pounding. I was at his mercy.

Year was 1998. I was 26, a tall and lean boy, with a chest of dark hair and a buzz cut. A hungry naive bottom boy living in Boston. The web was new and recently graced by a gay hookup site. Little did I know how access to quick cock would change my life and my desires forever. A Wednesday at 2am. One of those nights you’re cock hungry for the right guy to appear, or the right guy to offer, but as it gets later and later you give up hope. In moments like that hunger and desperation grows and common sense shrinks. And then he appears. “Muscled Top 45 Looking for Now” — with low res photos too small to get a good look yet easy to decipher an overly ripped, faceless, muscular frame.

I posted this on another BZ thread …. If you look up stats in Guinness Book of World records, you will see my name as the worlds best ass eater; I’ve won 18 consecutive gold medals. Seriously, I probably am the best tongue you ever will get up your hole. Whether I use my tongue, fingers, dick, toys, or my favorite, a speculum, I like to get your ass open and relaxed. I not only want to latch onto your ass hole, I want to dig my tongue up your ass. I want to feel the skin texture change from the wrinkles of your ass hole to that smooth porcelain finish inside. I want to hit nerve endings with the tip of my tongue that not only make your eyes roll back in your head, but make your eyes spin!

I got sick about 3 weeks after an anonymous hook up with a black guy in the local park. He had a very large dick and we only used spit for lube. He fucked me hard and for a long time but I was in heaven. No talk of status or condoms and when I got home my boxers were wet and pink. I woke up achy and a bit feverish and as the day went on I felt worse but I planned to visit a bath house that night and didnt want to cancel it. I fucked a few guys and by the time I got home I had a high fever, chills and very achy. Now I began to worry because it was August, not flu season and began to think My encounter may have pozzed me. I was sick with a high fever, night sweats and body aches but after 4 days I began to feel better. As I got better my fears of infection dissipated but about 2 months later I decided to test and tested poz. Looking at the timeline I'm 99% sure that guy pozzed me. What sucks is that I never saw him again

Personally since I’d began to read Jaygusher stories I’m just craving for more stories with fit neg guys and old pox trolls (visualizing myself with old men wanting to bred me, resisting then giving them up my body ). It’s even became the type of scenario I search in porn (but it’s never as good as jay’s stories… the closest I find being a MAP video where a young guy come in a gay bar for the first time, the barman asking him “do you know what kind of bar it is”, then after the young had resisted to them the two guys from the bar double fuck him… good but not as good as the masterpiece Jay is giving us.)

Hey mate, it’s ok. pros: people can cum & go all night unobstructed (last time I was there I took 15 loads). there’s no security - there is a reception but they leave at 5:30pm and the apartment has a door entry system or you can just give the guys who are coming the door code. you get a lot more space for less money than you pay at Holiday Inn. It’s a full 1 bed apartment with a full bathroom and it’s fine for douching etc. cons: it’s a little basic but you’re only there to get your hold filled, not moving in. its a bit student digs (ish) - when I was there the stench of weed on the corridor was horrendous and I was opposite a Chinese family who had their front door wedged open and were cooking the most foul smelling food. Plus, they had a kid running up and down the corridor all night. Obviously none of the cons put a stop to anything and if you love black & Asian dick, you’ll love it!

At least 2 to 3 times a day. More on.really stressful days. Record was 12 in a day.

There were 2 clubs that I ranked best in the world. Man’s Country in Chicago and Club 80 in Melbourne. i flew to Chicago 6-8 times a year with the only plan being a long weekend at Man’s Country. And I headed to Melbourne once a year to visit Club 80. i have incredible memories of both places. I still jerk off to some of the men I met in both clubs!

I’m not sure I’ll have the same POV as everyone else since I tend to hate toys, but always start off tight. That said, I have several sets of these and they’ve been put to several sets of uses by several tops. 1. You can use them progressively to stretch and loosen up. Usually, you buy a set in multiple sizes for this. It makes for a stepwise progression and alternative to a speculum or other stretcher. 2. You can also use them if you want to stay open for pouring in liquids (yeah, the entire list of things you can pour in). They also sell them with plugs. 3. If your lips tend to get inflamed or your partner needs you to be a lot looser, you can use them to eliminate the friction. 4. You can also use them to practice getting looser if you need it. 5. These will stay in place and continue to stretch you while they are in. Just be aware that a size much larger than you are ready for will hurt like hell. You need to use lube to put it in and and you won’t feel your partner entering your hole (imagine a really, really, really thick condom). if you prefer butt plugs to dildos, these are probably going to be an obsession.

What 🤔??? Not just because your a nice guy 🤣🤣🤣🤣???

I was in Blackpool for a few days over New Year, and had 42 loads pumped up this sleazy hole while there. My last loads on New Years Day were probably the horniest and most intense. I went in to the sauna, smooth, lubed clean hole ready to get all spunked up. Straight upstairs I went in the darkroom and bent over the gym horse - arse on offer for anyone who wanted a wet warm hole to fuck and dump in. Soon a guy came in, had a feel of my hole and came round side taking his towel off and a thick 6" cock flopped out in front of me. Taking a hit of poppers, my mouth was straight open worshipping his meat and feeling it throb as he groaned. Soon there was three other guys in the room, one of them fingering my hole as I sucked the first guy off. Soon I felt him slapping his cock around my hole before he was pushing straight up. I'm instantly in my happy place, hard cock in each end - spit-roasting these holes. More guys came in the darkroom, and at peak around 8 were there at same time. The first guy fucking me shot his load, a nice thick load of spunk straight up my arse. Then the whole room came alive, lots of arse to mouth swapping and breeding of this hole, and after about 50 minutes I had 6 loads dripping out of my arse, and could still taste the guy who exploded in my mouth. The room quietened down after this, and I wandered downstairs slightly dazed from so much fucking (and poppers)...I decided it was time to blow my own load, so got my arse in the sling took a hit of poppers and was wanking hard. A fit young muscled guy walked past, and was watching me. After about a minute, he was over shoving another thick hard dick into this sloppy hole. I was close to shooting my own load, as he started pounding away, so I took my hand off my own cock. But was too late - the feeling of the other loads spurting out of my ass, and his dick wrecking my hole sent me over the edge, shooting my own cum everywhere. He didn't stop though - and after couple of minutes pounding me hard and deep he grunted and dumped his own load....my last for now....deep up my wrecked cunt. In 2024 I took 679 loads in total, and these were the first 8 loads I took this year. Wonder how many guys can I give this cum hungry hole to in 2025?

19 loads so far Planning on embracing my sub nature more this year - hosted anon dump and go for horny guys in my area, bottomed for a couple, got passed around at the sauna and went to a guys hotel for him to watch me get fucked and invited who he wanted to do so. Been pretty eventful year already;) want to do more today but think my ass deserves a break for a few days

I do have first-hand experience with my younger brother and our dad. My bro and I started to mess around when I was 12 and he was 11. Our dad caught us numerous times but only said 'stop it'. It wasn't angry or stern, so of course we continued. We began to spy on dad in the shower, and twice he jerked off. I am sure he knew we were watching. Two years later he finally approached us and became part of our demented and extremely passionate threesome. My brother is now married and our dad passed away at a young age. Now, maybe I am imagining things, but my 16 year old son seems to be showing some interest in more than a typical dad and son relationship. I am taking it very slow, but I think it could happen...

Luke’s Swollen Hole is Busted Open Again—at his request At some point, after they had used his swollen hole for hour, they had moved to the floor and double fucked him, sometimes actively, sometimes resting between them with a depth trainer or a small balled rigid toy deep up up his cunt. Luke quivered and mewed, his mind torn between the desire they kept hot through big spurts of Tina piss or surprise bumps of Tina on the lining of his stretched out hole and the soreness of his cunt from anus to deep inside. There was a place deep inside his pussy, that felt like his core, this place burned with maschoistic need to continue to be used. It was this place that thrilled when one or the other of the men would slide his big cock out and run his closed fist deep into his insides, releasing a small pile of Tina and fist him alongside his buddies’ hard cock. It this aching, burning need to be stretched, that drove him to ask to see the dildos he hadn’t taken. It was that need that made him immediately start to touch himself when he saw the giant, brutal head of a annihilator dildo—a semi-hard monster with a 12 inch around head a 18 inch thigh base. Luke started pinching his tits, rubbing his abs, and begging his daddies to hurt him, stretch him, with that monster cock. Enrique and Jason had been delighted to comply. Jason slowly worked his fist into Luke’s hole, fucking him, then released a 1/4 gram of crystal from inside his hand. They then got an adjustable stool—the toy weighed nine pounds—and lubed the boys hole as deep as the little nozzle would reach. The lubed it up slid the head inside gently. They’d given Luke complete freedom of movement, and a big bottle of poppers with a nose pump. Luke was huffing and he groaned loaudly but he opened his legs, welcoming the big toy and enjoying the massive stretch. They paused for a second until Luke asked for more and they pushed the big head further in. As it started to part Luke’s inner sphincter, Luke huffed and puffed like his life depended on it. When they got the head about halfway in, they waited until Luke was breathing evenly. “Now Luke,” Jason said firmly, “You said you wanted this toys so you are going to take a least half of it, but you don’t have to take it all.” Luke nodded, “Thank you daddy, but I need this. Once the pain is over it feels fucking amazing.” Luke looked up, pleadingly, “If it gets hard, will you keep getting me higher. The pig inside me is begging to be used like this.” Jason took over and slowly pushed the toy until the widest part of the head was at the second sphenticer and he held it there. Luke huffed and puffed and then Jason pushed the toy in slowly. He worked the boys hole very gently barely moving the toy, then he slowly pulled out of the boys second hole and then slowly went back in, holding Luke at the widest part of the enormous head. Luke was in piggy heaven, it was hurting and immensely pleasurable at the same time, but Jason was doing everything with the greatest restraint. Meanwhile, Enrique got one of the smaller lube tubs they had and dumped in a half gram, another ecstasy, and a big pile of fisting powder, he then filled it halfway with chempiss and took it over to Jason. Jason handed off the big toy and finished filling the tube and then grabbed a long thin plastic tube marked with inch’s. The toy was only 12 inch’s of insertable length, but to be safe he though they should start at 20 and then lube their way down. Enrique was slow fucking Luke’s hole. Pulling the monster dildo out all the way and then very slowly sliding it in, each time giving the hole maybe a centimeter more. Luke squealed every time the giant head went into his second hole, but he was enthusiastic about the fuck. The boy clearly had tons of drugs in his system, but he’d asked to get used by the monster dildo and so Jason waited until Enrique pulled out. Jason then slide the tube into the boys hole about 20 inch’s deep. Enrique picked up the monster cock and slipped it inside Luke’s sagging cunt alongside the narrow tube. Luke gave the smallest grunt as the big head entered his second hole. “You don’t really need it but we want you higher,” Enrique growled, “But first you are going to make your daddies proud.” Enrique pushed slowly until he was about six inches deeper, the boys hole stretching wider from tip to mid-shaft. Luke handled it well, but he was panting “Oh fuck, oh fuck.” “Whore, we’ve not even begun to fuck you yet,” Jason growledm and then he began pumping the thick lube, concentrated with Tina, all at once into that deep spot. Even as high as he was, Luke still shouted at the sting, his body shaking as Jason removed the tube. As soon as the tube was free Enrique began to slowly, slowly, push. Enrique pushed very gently and very slowly, but he also never stopped. Luke was groaning loudly,but he kept his legs open and pushed out, trying to take the huge tool. Luke was plastered in sweat—from the drugs and from the effort needed to accept the monster dildo—his asslips stretched and stretched, thinner and thinner, as the base of the dildo continued to widen his already stuffed hole. Since the boy was too lost in pain and pleasure to do it himself, Jason made him do lots of poppers. For the last four inches, Luke panted and cried out, but he didn’t fight the deep stretch, and he kept his body fluid. And while he’d taken toys at nearly thirty inches up his boypussy, the nearly thirteen inch head was a big challenge as it approached its sixteen inches of insertable depth. For the last two inches Luke was silent, his mouth open as if in a silent yell as his outer assplis stretched nearly twenty inches and the huge head stretchinto his gut deep. They fucked Luke with the monster toy for seven or eight hours, sweat pouring off of his body and theirs. The ten pound toy had given both top men a good arm workout. The toy was too big and heavy to punch fuck with, but Luke still got a pretty hard fucking as his hole got looser and looser. They would get him opened at one angle, and then grab his attention but shifting to the right or to the left. Jason especially like to fuck Luke’s outer hole, then his second ring, then take the toy out and plunge it back in to the root. Luke squealed and groaned but the Tina made him crave the stretch and the X kept him calm. He was so focused on his ass, neither his mind nor his body showed any resistance. When his hole started swelling shut again, they would slow down but fucked him to the full depth for a while before lubing the tool up with thick white lubricants and coating the underside of the big head with Tina and opening Luke’s hole up again. Then finally they decided they were getting tired and the boys hole was swelling shut again so they gently fucked him, still as deep as it would go, enjoying the way Luke’s face showed conflicting feelings of pain and ecstasy. Luke had been back and forth from the sling to his hands and knees on the floor and so they ended up on the floor with both their cocks inside. The boys hole was so loose, they had to stick one of the largest depth trainers they owned up it to make it tight enough for their cocks to stay inside the boy. From time to time one or the other of the two top doms would lift Luke into the swing, and then one man would stand behind the swing and pull Luke up and the other would stick his arm out and then the one behind would let Luke go and the force of gravity would make him swallow the other man’s arm. They almost made him take it full depth, to the shoulder, which they had easily done before his hole had swelled up. Usually this would lead to both men deep fisting Luke, and sometimes with a little bump to make it easier. But other times Lule would lie there and wonder why he still liked it, why he needed it, even through the aching pain. Finally the top men decided they were done, and so they each took a big thick depth trainer and put the handle around the base of the shaft and balls and they double penetrated Luke, their huge cocks rubbing against each other until they came, Luke moaning and grunting between them. They stuffed a big buttplug up his ass and left him, with his belly full of big loads of their of potent piss, and his ass still moving with desire, in the sling. About twenty minutes later, Karzinski and several of his biggest burliest guards showed up. They fucked, punched and fisted Luke’s swollen pussy for four more hours. Luke took even the biggest-handed guards arms past the elbow, and Karzinski punch fucked Luke to the shoulder. Luke cried out and occasionally screamed, but he knew not to resist. But for the last hour, as each of them punched his sore pussy as deep as they could, tears streamed down his face. Each of the men dropped a huge load in his hole, and then Karzinski dumped a pile of Tina in has hand and shoved it into Luke hole to dissolved it. He then put the big plug in, and left Luke alone in the dark, his arms and legs bound to the sling. Pulsing disco music began to play as familiar hunger began to build deep in Luke’s fiery boypussy. For around an hour, as Luke lay bound in the swing, potent chempiss with an extra quarter of Tina was absorbed until the delicate walls of his colon. He became almost incapable of thoughts, but of only need, a need to have his hole stretched and used, to be slapped around and fucked. Any sense that he might need to be coming down, or relaxing, after over 72 solid hours of very hard abuse, went out the door. Luke could only think of the next fuck, and then the door to the dungeon opened and the dim lights went up, and Luke realized that for his next fuck, he would be fucked by a god.

I don’t like the term ugly or repugnant but I get the meaning of someone not conventionally attractive. I much prefer someone who looks “lived in”. That’s why I never really got along with the young pretty boys. They’d all be scouring the bars for an Abercrombie model and I’m on Craigslist about to go get my anus blasted open by a guy who looks like this.

Timmy and Peter walked home together at the end of the day. Although the sauna was open until 10pm, it was rarely busy at that time and Bill said with a smirk he was happy to take care of any latecomers. Peter’s mother was still out, so they headed round to Timmy’s place. “Hello, you two.” Said Timmy’s mother as she opened the door and ushered them inside. “You look happy with yourself, Peter. How many cocks came up you today?” Peter flushed. He still hadn’t got used to Timmy’s mother and her involvement in their sex lives “A few” He mumbled. She laughed and smacked his fat arse. “Grandad’s in the living room. Go and say hello whilst I make some tea. If he gets in your pants just don’t drip spunk on my sofa.” They went through to the lounge. The old man was sat on the battered sofa watching horse racing on the TV. He was wearing only lounge pants and his naked torso sprouted grey hair. “Hi, lads,” He said. “Come and sit on the couch, Peter.” Peter went and sat beside him. “How’s it going, Timmy?” He said, undoing Peter’s trousers. “Alright, I guess,” Said Timmy. “It was busy today. A bloke came into fix some plumbing and ended up with Sid and Arthur’s cum up his arse!” Grandad laughed as he released Peter’s cock and began to stroke it. “Ah, well. I think I know who you mean. Was it Kevin the other guy’s partner?” As he spoke, he dipped his head and began slowly licking and sucking Peter’s little cock. Peter lay back, red faced, watching the old man’s head bobbing up and down. It was hot in the room, so Timmy stripped off his clothes and sat naked in the arm chair watching and stroking his cock. “Yes.” He said. “Took to it like a trooper. Well pregnant now I should think.” Timmy’s mum came in carrying some tea. “Crumbs,” She said, watching Grandad fellating Peter. “Can’t leave you alone for 5 minutes. Get your mouth off his cock and drink your tea.” There was a knock at the door. Timmy’s mum went down the hall and opened the door. To her surprise, it was Timmy’s maths teacher, Mr Jones. “Hello!” She said, I haven’t seen you since Timmy left school.” “Oh...hello...”He said, now a little shy. “I heard Timmy didn’t go off to college, and I wondered how..you know..how he was getting on?” She looked at the short, overweight old man with his pink face, wispy white hair and pudgy fingers tugging anxiouly at a grimey shirt cuff. She had always had her suspicions about Mr.Jones and there was something about his creepy manner which raised those thoughts again. Should she let him in? The expression on his face would be priceless. “Timmy is here with his friend, Peter. Why don’t you come in? Mind you, you will have to take us as you find us!” She took his coat and he waddled off down the hall. As she hung it up, she heard him say “Oh my!” in a high pitched, lispy voice. In the living room, Peter was now naked and kneeling on the sofa being none too gently buggered by Grandad who stood behind him. “Who...who’s..this then?” He gasped. Timmy’s mother took in the open-mouthed old teacher as he saw the big cock sliding in and out of the fat upraised backside and said. “Here’s Mr.Jones come to see how you are getting on, Timmy” Mr Jones glanced across, and did another double take as he saw his former pupil naked and stroking a rather stiff erection. “Wow!” Timmy sat forward, grabbing his tee-shirt and hiding his cock. “ Wh...what are you..doing here?” Mr Jones couldn’t speak. His mouth was dry, and his trousers were uncomfortably tight with the sight and smell of sweaty sex before him. “Would you like some tea?” She asked sweetly, “I’m sure grandad won’t be long. Timmy, put down that silly shirt and come and give me a hand.” Timmy slowly dropped his tee shirt and stood up. His cock was ramrod stiff and Mr Jones almost reached out to touch it as Timmy went past and into the kitchen. “Nice of you to..oof that’s soft...to come round, Mr Jones.” Said Grandad, sweat dripping on to the upraised buttocks “ Can you ...oh yes...stay long?” Mr Jones licked his lips “Well...I...I don’t want to intrude” Grandad shook his head “No bother.. oh yeah I’m definitely cumming!” He gave a gasp and his wrinkled buttocks quivered as he shot into Peter’s bottom. “Thats better!” He gasped stepping back until his wet, slimey cock fell out of the arsehole followed by a drool of sperm. Mr. Jones felt his heart miss a beat as he saw the sperm rimmed hole. He’d been fucked bareback! “erm… isn’t that rather...you know..risky?” He said, nodding at Peter’s dripping hole. “Well, now..”said Grandad. “You might be right. But that’s what an arsehole is for – to be bred and filled with poz babies. Peter here is already pregnant, aren’t you lad?” Peter looked over at Mr. Jones, wriggled his fat bottom and said “Hello Mr. Jones, remember me?” “Oh my.” Mr. Jones felt himself sliding into a situation which scared him, but which he also felt a growing craving to take further. He really should go, these people were depraved. But he couldn’t go, he felt too excited, too drawn like a moth to a flame. “You look like you need to sit down.” Said Grandad. He took Mr Jones hand and guided him over to the sofa, sitting him down between himself and Peter. “So, you taught these two young men maths?” He said, putting his hand onto the teachers thigh. “Y..yes..”He said, his eyes drawn to Peter’s little cock which was standing up from his belly. “What’s your first name, mate?” Said grandad, beginning to pull at his belt and undo his fly. “James...Jim..”Said the teacher. Grandad had his belt open and pulled down the zip. His big belly billowed out and his cock made a tent of his underpants. “Well now, Jim, lets just slip these down, shall we?” Grandad tugged at his trousers and pants and slipped them down to his ankles. Jim closed his eyes as his cock was exposed to their gaze. It was small and wrinkled and only just stood out from his thighs “Ah, here’s the tea.” Timmy’s mother appeared with a tray which she put on the table. “Do you take sugar?” She asked. Grandad’s hand had slipped beneath the teacher’s ample bottom and was probing his hole. It must have been wet with something because it slipped inside “yes please...oooh..ooh.”His eyes widened as the finger slid sensuously in and out of his hole. “Mr. Jones name is Jim” said Peter. “Well don’t mind me.” She said, sitting in a chair and raising her cup. Timmy had returned and stood behind the sofa. Grandad looked up and winked at him, nodding at his cock and then at Jim. “How are things at the school? He undid Jim’s shirt and took it off, revealing a flabby pink torso with big brown nipples. “F..fine..it’s end of term now...”blushing furiously at being naked in front of Timmy’s mother. “That’s good.” said Grandad, “ Now just turn round and kneel on the sofa. That’s right, show us your lovely arsehole. Beautiful” Jim found himself kneeling on the sofa, bottom sticking out and face to face with Timmy’s erect cock. “Isn’t it lovely?” whispered Grandad, carefully smearing lube over Jim’s arsehole. “I bet you didn’t know he’d grown into such a big one. Why don’t you hold it?” Jim reached out and held the quivering, stiff flesh and knew he was lost. He knew what he wanted which was to feel this wonderful cock inside him. “He’s poz, like me and Peter,” Grandad whispered in his ear. “Does that make you want it in you more?” Jim groaned and lowered his head. He couldn’t speak. He could call a halt. He could leave. But the thought of taking Timmy’s cock and in front of his mother was breathtaking. Grandad nodded his head and Timmy went round behind the big bottom of his old teacher. He pushed his cock at the pink slit and the head slid inside Jim raised his head and his eyes went wide. What was he doing! This was madness! “Easy,” said Grandad. “Just let him put it inside you and see how it feels. Here, try this.” He produced a brown bottle and unscrewed the cap. “Wha..what is it?” “Just something to help you relax. Sniff” Jim took an experimental sniff and felt his head swim and his body melting. “Oh gosh!” He said. As he spoke, Timmy slid his cock fully up into Jims arse, smiling across at his mother who mouthed “naughty boy!” at him. The teacher’s arse was hot, wet and tight and Timmy knew he wouldn’t last long. “There now,” whispered Grandad. “Isn’t that nice? Do you want him to stop?” Jim was overcome. The cock sliding in and out felt so wonderful, so right and the poppers made him want to stretch his hole even wider. He just sagged and closed his eyes as Timmy fucked him. His thrusts were getting harder and his cock was throbbing. “Do you want him to stop, Jim? Or do you want him to shoot his poz cum in you and give you a baby? Jim gave a little sob. He had a vision of himself kneeling being fucked by Timmy and what was going to happen. Yet it felt so right, as if the most natural thing in the world was he should be impregnated by this young man. “Yes please” He whispered back. Grandad nodded at Timmy who was pleased to be able to let go at last. He thrust in further, feeling his cock throb, his balls tighten, then he was spurting, spurting into the hot wet hole. Jim felt Timmy orgasm deep inside him and knew he was being filled with tainted sperm as grandad kissed his cheek and whispered “welcome to the club, Jim.” When Timmy finished, he pulled out slowly so only a drool of cum leaked out. Timmy’s mum got to her feet and picked up a towel from the tray. She wiped Jim’s arse with it and said “ Well now, I expect you could use some more tea, eh Jim?”

It wouldn’t be the first time I was so cock hungry I would accept an invite, but never this late and never without interrogating him about “status.” A blind acceptance was very rare. Was I really willing to drive the next town over at 230am to get dicked by a stranger on a school night? I took another look at his photo and I was out the door. On a third floor walk up, he told me not to ring the bell or knock “I’ll hear you on the stairs” he said. As I reached the top, the door swung open — and I was shocked. Much older than expected this man was fully naked fully hard fully shaved and bald. A ripped veiny muscled God standing before me at an easy 55. I was stunned by his nude nearly hairless frame. And I could count every vein, everywhere. He was jacked and “schredded” long before I knew what the word meant. He said “We good?” but he knew the answer before he said it. I was easy prey for him, and my eyes showed the hunger I had as he walked me in to his house. I took off my shoes by the door and walked into his bedroom. Dimly lit, only a sheet on the bed, a bottle of lube and a mirror opposite. “Strip” he said. I did. “Get on the bed, all fours, face the mirror.” Before I was in position his hands met my ass, quickly parted my cheeks and his tongue burried inside me. I could barely catch my breath. I was dizzy from his power, muscle, age, look and cock. Easily nine with a slight side hook. His veiny Daddy Dick mirrored the almost unnatural nature of his body. How was anyone at any age this ripped? Zero fat just skin on muscle, head to toe. Even his handsome face was a bit hollow, and veins on his skull. That’s it! He was like a muscled skeleton — and one I was powerless to resist. True Alpha power does it again. Luring an innocent at 3am to use any way he wants. I was new to hooking up, had only done it a couple times. Always made sure I asked “the questions” as I’d been taught and even followed the fuck by a real date (to legitimize it). A consolation prize for the failure of “no sex before the first date.” As though sex alone was wrong or bad, much like fucking without condoms as all the HIV pamphlets passed out at Pride each year said). I looked up at the mirror in front of me as the shredded Stallion stood behind my now drenched tongue-gaped hole. Hungry from 6 hours of online cruising, dizzy from his ass eating, fully in lust for his surreal muscled look and cock. Fuck it. I was ready.

The lights came on at 3:00 A.M., just as the security started ushering the masses out of the club. Once out on the street, Luke looked for familiar faces of his friends and saw no one he knew. He was drunk and shirtless and sweaty. He checked his phone and saw the text message string saying all had left, some heading to after parties, some heading home. “Shit” he said to himself, not wanting to pay for a cab all by himself. When looked up from his phone, he noticed a man eye-fucking him from just a few feet away. He looked back down at his phone, suddenly feeling shy and drunk and happy, and when he looked up again, he briefly studied the stranger. The man was least 15 years older, maybe more, all muscles, tattoos, and piercings. He’d apparently just exited the leather bar next door and not the night club from which Luke emerged. The leather man was totally not Luke’s type, but Luke was drunk and horny, and needed a ride home, preferably without his gossipy gaggle of friends to judge any decision he made at this particular point. Pulling on his shirt, Luke glanced back down at his phone, trying to focus sufficiently to pull up the text messages from his friends, but as he did so, he noticed in his peripheral vision a pair black boots approaching. Looking up, Luke found the leather man was his side. “Hey. I’m Steve.” “Luke,” he replied as he automatically stuck out his hand. “Wanna come back to my place?” It was the most direct pickup line Luke had ever heard. “Yes," Luke replied, even before he could consider the alternatives. Twenty minutes and a cab ride later, Luke found himself walking through Steve’s massive loft wondering what he was getting himself into. From behind, Steve approached him and began caressing the 25 year old prize with his strong, knowing hands. Luke, it should be said, had a boy-next-door aura to him, and at 5’11, 170 pounds, he was muscular and lean. Inhibitions were flaring up as the alcohol buzz wore off a bit, and Luke wasn’t sure he was game for this tryst with an older guy. But that didn’t matter, as Steve was decidedly in control. Coming up behind Luke, Steve reached around Luke, unbuckled the younger man's trousers, pushed them to the floor, tweaked Luke's nipples and simultaneously grinding his his crotch against Luke’s supple ass. “I probably shouldn’t…” Luke whispered with a little resistance, until he felt the whiskered jawline making its way between his butt cheeks. He moaned in delight. “Fuuccckk” he said as Steve’s tongue penetrated his hole. Steve enjoyed making Luke melt, and as hot as the foreplay was, he knew it was only going to get better. Soon, he'd be leaving an indelible mark in Luke's cunt, marking it forever that he had been there. And indeed, Luke's cock was rock hard. If he had been asked, and had he been able to answer coherently, Luke would probably have asserted he had ever been so aroused as he was under Steve's expert attention. Luke was, in fact, dripping copious quantities of pre-cum, and that was before either Luke or Steve even touched Luke's cock. After a few minutes, holding Luke's body against his, Steve stood up and undid his belt and pants. They fell to the floor. Now, both men were half-dressed, with their shirts on and their pants/underwear on the floor below. Luke felt a massive dick pressed downward in his crack and felt Steve’s hairy legs against his. Luke was questioning the trajectory of the night. This was not a romantic encounter – this was him in a stranger's house with his pants on the floor about to get fucked. He’d never really had such a tryst, and it felt cheap and raunchy (albeit exhilarating and hot). Was he going to let it go forward? Did he even have a choice? Luke tried to turn around, figuring his exit plan would be a blow job and a kiss goodbye, but Steve knew his seed needed to be implanted in this twenty-something-god. He knew it from the moment he saw Luke. And Steve wasn’t going to let the power shift in this encounter, even if such would involve Luke’s perfect lips on his cock. So he just held Luke tighter with one arm and grabbed his cock. He glided the tip of his dick up and down Luke’s crack, lingering at his moist hole. “Fuck” Luke said, as the feeling of the Steve's dick against him was utterly overwhelming. Naturally his brain flirted through an array of concerns, but he finally settled on letting this happen. “Slut it up tonight” he said to himself, kind of proud at his decision. Steve positioned his dick against Luke’s hole and began to press forward. In response, Luke tensed-up in pain as the monstrous tool invaded his ass. Steve, however, knew how to get his way, and calmed Luke urging him “Relax, boy. Let go and take it.” Steve's deep, resonate voice did the trick, and Luke responded by doing his best to open up as Steve’s huge and veiny dick made its way deeper inside him. “Fuuuck” Luke moaned. He’d never taken such a big dick before, and his body was tearing to accept it. Ever patient, Steve slowly sunk in, pushing in a little and withdrawing a little, gradually getting deeper and deeper. He finally bottomed out, balls-deep in Luke's ass. As Steve reached full depth, he kissed Luke’s neck and announced “I’m all the way in." Luke smiled in satisfaction. “Hot. So fucking hot.” Luke was elated that the most painful part of the encounter was likely over and was ready for the pain to become lustful ecstasy. And the slut inside him was kind of proud for him taking a stranger's raw dick. Steve withdrew a little, and then pressed back into Luke’s ass. And again. And then he pulled almost all the way out and slammed back into him. Finally, Luke was there: Steve's monster dick had invaded his ass completely and was now thrusting in and out with less resistance and more pleasure. Steve meanwhile, had found his fuck rhythm, and was pounding Luke’s ass with tempo and determination. Both men were sweating through their shirts, and beads of sweat ran down their legs. Steve’s balls were smacking against Luke’s. A few more minutes of Steve ravaging Luke’s cunt passed, before Steve grunted into Luke’s ear “I’m close.” Luke whimpered. “Fuck yeah” and let out a few moans. “I’m gonna breed you," Steve announced. Luke loved this kind of dirty talk, so responded “Fucking breed me. Shoot your load in me,” flexing his ass muscles to work and milk Steve’s huge cock. Steve rammed his dick deep inside Luke and a spasm of pure physical pleasure erupted as Steve’s toxic load spurted into Luke’s torn interior, coating the young man's fuck chute, and exposing Luke to the wrath of Steve's prior exploits. With Steve’s raw dick still in him, fucking the big, virus-laden load ever deeper into his ass, Luke feverishly jerked his cock until he shot his thick load onto the carpeting. Afterwards each man pulled-up his pants, and exchanged numbers with the other. Luke also had to borrow cab money, and with that he headed home. **************************************************************** To be continued.

Part 1 A bit about us. I’m a mid-50’s guy, definite Dad-Bod, not too bad to look at, with a hole that has been kept pretty tight over the years. I love to give head, get and provide a good rim session, and while I have been known to be versatile once in a while, I really love being a bottom. PAUL is this hot mid-30’s guy, 6’, fit, muscular blond stud with a 7.5” cock and low hanging balls. He loves fucking. He is also one of the truly versatile guys out there and loves taking cock almost as much as giving. His cock gets extremely hard, he can last forever, cum, stay hard, and then blow another load and then another as he pounds you like a jackhammer over several hours. He’s been a paid FB for a while and wants to help me on my desired to get fucked well and be trained to be a cum dump. We started of slow, where he’d add another guy who could give multiple loads. We’d done this several times. Tonight, PAUL has lined up 5 guys to use my hole. On my last attempt at a larger group, I got nervous and ended up limiting it to PAUL plus two others. He’s been encouraging me the past week to let go. I decide to trust him and am ready to make it happen. We pick a relatively discrete hotel and make our plans to meet for our evening of debauchery. I arrive at the hotel, fully prepared and call him. His plan is as follows. He’ll finish at the gym, come to the hotel, dump a fast load and then run home for a quick shower. After cleaning up, he’s coming back ready to lead our evening of fucking. I go to the bar for a couple drinks to work up the courage and am excitedly imagining the evening ahead of us. I get a text from him and am told to “be ass up and ready to be bred with the door unlocked”. I’m hiding my hard-on at the bar, but jump up, and head to the room. I quickly undress, lube my ass and obediently comply to PAUL’s command. I turn up some music and I’m laying there at the edge of the bed, my ass sticking up and head in the pillows, when I abruptly feel hands hit my ass and the sudden motion of PAUL breaching my ass with his dripping cock. He is as hard as granite, and is dripping pre-cum which is further lubing my hole. He begins a greedy fuck, horned up from his workout and being surrounded by hot studs at the gym. He quickly sinks completely into my ass and allows me a second to accommodate his cock. Soon he is plowing his cock in, pulling out and repeatedly stabbing his rock hard dick back into my ass. I’ve worked myself up over the past several hours and I too am rock hard. Quickly I’m pounding my ass into him as hard as he is hammering me. Our bodies are slamming each other and I demand every inch of him inside fuck my hole. He yanks me further to the edge of the bed, and accelerates his rapid assault on my ass. I’m screaming “fuck yeah!” as he demands I take his cock. He suddenly slows down, and starts moving from side to side and in circles, telling me how he loves my ass and how tight my hole is around his cock. He is dripping with sweat now renewed from his work out at the gym. I’m feeling like a pig in heat and can’t get enough of his cock. He pulls out, flips me over and commands I take his cock in my mouth. I can taste my ass on his cock. The sweet pre-cum from his leaking cock is mixed with his salty sweat and I devour every inch of his dick. I’m taking in the dank aroma of his sweating body and breath in the musky smell of his sweat dripping balls. My neck relaxes and he is now ramming the back of my throat for all he is worth. I breath in through my mouth in time with the pounding. I can taste his dick, covered in ropes of pre-cum, which is almost pouring from his slit, as he continues working my mouth and throat. I struggle to breathe when he pulls out and then commands me to get my ass back on his cock. He urgently re-enters my ass and resumes his aggressive pounding of my hole. By this time, we are both worked up into a passionate frenzy. He is again pounding my ass as I throw back as aggressively as he is ramming in to me. He is dripping sweat onto me as he fucks me. This session is an all out assault, making sure I know he owns my ass. He tells me that he is going to fill my ass with his cum and spend the evening breeding me. He is going to savor watching guys use and fuck my ass till the cum is pouring out of me. I’ve grabbed my cock but he swats my hand away, letting me know I’ll only cum when he allows me to; if at all. Soon he is grunting and marking my ass his turf as he drops what is the first of several loads he plans on dumping in my ass this evening. PAUL collapses onto me, keeping his hard cock fully buried in my ass. This guy has stamina and the ability to stay hard for hours. Soon he is slowly pushing in and out of my ass, knowing I’m loving the feeling of fullness and familiarity of his cock buried in me and forbids me to cum. Slowly he pulls out and holds me, our sweat drenched bodies entwined as we both recover. PAUL stands up, pulls me into him and passionately kisses me. He looks at the clock and looks at me. He says he is going to run home for a few minutes and will be back in 15 with our first guest dick of the evening. He commands me to not jack-off while he is gone. I lay back down on the bed, slowly relaxing and recovering from one hell of a great fuck. I’m slowly chilling out knowing this is going to be one hell of an evening. In no time, I get a text from him letting me know he is back and has our first guest cock of the evening. As I hear the door click and open, I’m greeted by PAUL and Kevin. I have a thing for scruffy, bearded guys that have a nice amount of chest hair. Kevin meets that criteria and is hot. He is around 5’5” and weighs maybe 135 lbs. He is thin and muscular with just a small amount of a belly to indicate he’s not a complete gym bunny and knows how to have fun. He has a trim beard and as he pulls off his shirt and drops his jeans, I am getting worked up as he is definitely an otter with the perfect pelt. I look at his cock. Fuck!, I am impressed with his 8” already hard dick. On his small, tight body, his dick is a sight to behold. I can’t hold back and am pulling him to the bed and guiding his cock to my mouth. His dick is a natural fit for my mouth and throat. I want that cock and soon I’m bobbing up and down, riding his dick in my mouth. He’s sliding down my throat and I’m covering every inch with my mouth and tongue as if starved, desperate to have dick. His cock is now the only thing that will keep me alive. He’s got the back of my head in his hands and guiding and controlling me, ordering me to devour every inch of him. PAUL’s phone buzzes and he tells us he’ll be right back. Kevin continues to fuck my face and I am enjoying being his cock worshipping slave. PAUL is soon back and is introducing us to Javier. Javier is a Latino, around 6’ tall. He’s in decent shape, not a muscle guy, but a guy who looks like he works for a living in manual labor keeping fit naturally. He and PAUL both are quickly removing their clothes. I come off of Kevin long enough to drink in Javier’s body and see he sports a good 10” cock that is as fat as a beer can. I’ve never seen such a huge cock but as amped as I am, I know I’m up for the challenge. I return my attention to Kevin as all four of us lay back on the bed. Kevin is now laying back and I’m going down on his cock. PAUL tells me to get my ass back up in the air. While I'm serving Kevin, next thing I know, Javier is pulling my ass cheeks apart and he starts licking my ass. He’s got one of the those great big, plump, talented Latino tongues that is just made for eating ass. He’s letting me know he loves it and is soon chomping my hole. He is licking, sucking, biting and tongue fucking me. I can tell he has found PAUL’s load in my ass and is sucking the spoils back out of my ass. PAUL has moved around is now positioned so that he has Javier’s mouth and balls at his disposal and goes down on him. Javier continues tongue licking me for the next ten minutes. He is just devouring my ass and lubing it up with his mouth. I've never had such a complete rimming and it is driving me wild. At the same time, I’m giving Kevin an epic blow job and his dick is leaking almost non-stop in my mouth. His pre-cum is smooth and sweet and I’m loving it. He pulls my head off and announces he needs to have his cock in my ass. Javier and PAUL pull away and relax back on the bed making out themselves. Javier starts blowing PAUL as Kevin directs me onto my back and throws my legs over his shoulders. Kevin slowly inserts his dick into my ass, allowing me to get used to his massive cock. I’ve always stated that PAUL has the perfect dick for my ass at 7.5” and rock hard. Kevin however is larger and thicker and I’m loving the new sensation. My ass slowly stretches to Kevin’s girth and I’m soon feeling relaxed and ready for more breeding. Kevin begins pounding my ass and grunting. He is a buck in heat and he is fucking me with solid determined strength and aggression. He is letting my ass know he is loving this and he is going to fuck me like the stud he is. After pile driving me, Kevin flips me over on my stomach and continues drilling my hole. PAUL has assumed a similar position and the bed, leans over and starts kissing me as Javier slowly enters his ass. I can tell PAUL isn’t used to this big of cock and see a bit of trepidation in his eyes. I have him look at me, concentrating and look deep into his eyes. I get him to connect with me and get out of his head and he is soon relaxing. We’re both now getting fucked by these rabid animals and the two of us are scarfing each other’s tongues as we are getting bred. Kevin is pounding hard and I feel him start to tense up. He screams he is going to fucking breed my ass as he cums in my hole. PAUL, taking it all in, instructs Javier to pull out and move over so Javier can replace Kevin and start fucking my wet sloppy hole. Javier pulls me to the side of the bed. I snort some poppers, scared he is going to damage me. I’m soon completely relaxed and begging for it. Javier seeing I've swallowed his dick with my ass, and is soon pounding me. Not to be left out, out of the corner of my eye, I see that PAUL has been working into position and he guides his own dick to enter Javier’ ass. Slowly PAUL impales himself into that primal Latino ass. This drives Javier absolutely crazy and he begins pounding me even deeper. We get the rhythm down for this fuck train and are soon rutting. This goes on for a few minutes when Javier starts moaning, screams out and desperately cums in my ass. Javier is bearing down on PAUL's cock as PAUL is hammering his ass. PAUL doesn't cum as I know he's got another purpose for this load. PAUL pulls out as Javier collapses on the bed. We all lay on the bed entwined in each others arms as we recover. We tell the boys we need a break and they slowly dress and then leave. PAUL tells me the next guys aren’t due for a couple hours. We decide we are hungry so PAUL and I both get up, jump in the shower for a quick rinse, and then head out to find a quick bite to eat. PAUL still has not allowed me to cum. My balls are aching, but PAUL makes it clear, I'm to not touch myself and learn to deal with the ache in my balls.

I went to Sweatbox sauna in Central London today. Not over packed but I got 2 loads inside me during the 3 hours I was there. One guy fucked me (sadly with condom) in the porn cinema and asked me to suck him off (no condom) and he shot a big load down my throat. Yummy! A little while after I wondered into the small darkroom they have and felt my way onto a guy with a lovely big hard cock. After some sucking, I turned around and offered my hole. He eagerly fucked me and after a little while said those magic words "I'm about to cum" and he shot a nice juicy load deep in my hole. 2 hours later its still there!

I once ran into a guy in the supermarket in San Francisco who had been a popular performer back in the Catalina Video Days. He hopped out of a beaten up old van driven by a guy who was considerably older than him. They both looked very worn down by the world, a bit shabby and unkempt, but I still would have know this performers face anywhere. I had unloaded to his image a great many times over the years. When we ran into each other inside the store I said "hey aren't you XXXX" and he replied "I am!" and then I told him how much I had loved his films. In spite of everything, he flashed me this great smile and said "Thank you for remembering. I appreciate that" and winked at me, and off they went.

I don't just like watching grandpas, I love to fuck them. Getting hard just posting that thinking of the last one I plowed in a gay bar bathroom stall a few weeks ago around 8PM on a Sunday before his early bed time.

I am in a tunnel with my sister and her friends. I am 14 years old, and we are bored. I’ve seen this tunnel before on one of my walks around the park near my house, water trickling out of it, dark and gloomy, my curiosity piqued, but I never dared to wander through it, though I always wanted to. I am excited when someone suggests it, and here we are, walking through it after checking if the coast is clear, it is. There are six of us: me, my sister, her best friend, and three other friends who I’m not very close to, but I’ve seen them around school. They bring along three flashlights, and we break into groups of twos and threes, each holding a flashlight, and we walk slowly into the tunnel. It’s summer and hot, so there isn’t much water coming out of it, but we walk slightly to the side so our shoes don’t get wet. Soon, the light from the opening disappears. There is echo, it’s cool, and some of us are talking, which is comforting, here in the dark, except for the beams of our flashlights. The path splits into two, one way much too small and the other barely wide enough for us. We decide to hang around the junction for a bit, talking about what teenagers tend to talk about, nothing in particular, before deciding to head back. I look into the darkness, and the darkness looks back at me. A shiver runs through me, fear of the unknown, and I tell myself that one day, I’m going to come back here and finish what I started, to continue this journey through the darkened tunnel of the unknown. I never did Although, sometimes, in later years, I would come back here alone and venture into the tunnel, just to the point where the light cuts off, and jerk off until I come, just for fun. I would look into the dark, and my imagination would go wild with all the monsters lurking in there, thanks to all the horror movies I grew up with. I have a favourite quote from Avatar: The Last Airbender that goes something like this: “Sometimes life is like this dark tunnel. You can’t always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you just keep moving, you will come to a better place.” I think about how true this is to our lives. Sometimes it feels like we are walking in darkness, not knowing where life is taking us, but that’s part of the process of living—facing the unknown, which is what makes it special. Sometimes, it’s all about taking one day at a time, at your own pace. For me, it’s not about blindly believing that everything will get better if I just keep walking, but about trusting in the act of moving forward itself. Even when the light at the end of the tunnel isn’t visible, I have this quiet sense that the act of continuing—step by step—will bring me somewhere I’m meant to be. It’s not about guarantees, but about faith in the process, faith in myself. That’s how I choose to make peace with the darkness, by embracing it as part of the journey.

EVERY Chapter, so far is just so piggy & everything that I would want my sex life if the opportunity was given me. MORE 😜😜😜!!!

INCREDIBLE STORY!!

Part 2 I was spun out of my mind but when those words came out of his mouth, I gotexcited. I was finally going to get fucked. Papi tossed me a pillow, "lay face down and stick this under your hips." While I got in position, I heard him a large hit off the pipe. He got behind my ass and flicked the plug in my hole. I moaned and raised my hips up a bit hoping he would notice my willingness. I wanted his cock inside of me badly. He grabbed a hold of the plug and pulled it out in one motion. Before my hole could tighten up, he blew his hit right in me. I gasped, having never felt something like that before and felt a faint tickle inside my ass from the clouds. He grabbed the lube and starting with two fingers, he twisted them inside of me pressing on my prostate. I started moaning when he added a third finger but when he tried putting four in, I took a sharp breathe. It was too much at the time, my hole was just not ready for that thickness so he just stuck with three. Those three fingers twisted, scissored, popped in and out of my ass as he added more lube to my now open hole. I started begging for him to fuck me, pushing back on his fingers. He pulled his fingers out and I could hear him jacking his cock, getting some lube to go with my spit. Little did I know when he had reached for the lube, he had also grabbed his bag of crystals. He picked out a few small shards and tucked them under his foreskin. He knelt behind me, pushing my legs farther apart while pulling my hips up slightly. I felt his cock sitting at my entrance, sliding it up and down my crack. He stopped at my hole and slowly started nudging his cock into my hole. Between the fingering and stretching from the butt plug, the first two inches of his cock slid into my hole. I gasped, I couldn't believe he was inside of me. My splincher was stretched and even though he still had a lot to go, I felt like a stuffed turkey. I could feel him holding his cock for a couple more seconds before putting his hand on my hips. In that moment of entry, he had held his cock so his foreskin would be pulled back as he entered. The shards he had tucked under were now exposed to my wet ass and started melting in my hole. "Please Papi, please fuck me. I need your cock inside of me" I begged while he slowly rocked his cock in my ass. I felt him pull out a little before sliding back in. My ass felt like it was on fire as he started hitting my prostate. He was halfway in and with each thrust his cock it felt like it was getting fatter and fatter with each inch. I lost track of time, minutes or an hour went by but I finally felt his pubes and hips on my ass. The fire in my ass died down to a smolder, but the pressure on my prostate was soaking my jock in precum. I might have even cum there was so much but I was so focused on his cock in my ass that nothing else mattered. He layed down on my back, pushing deeper into my ass. "How's my cock feel in your ass? I love taking white boys cherries, they are so sweet." "Papi.. papi... Papi..." I moaned as he sucked on the back of my neck. "I want more, please fuck my ass." He ground his hips into my ass, I could feel his cock pressing into my ass in new places. I could feel him start to pull out slowly before thrusting back in. He went from an inch to over half his cock, hitting my prostate every time. He pulled up off my back to get better lervage thrusting into my ass. The feeling of his cock pulling out to his head before thrusting back in is a feeling I will never forget. For the next ten minutes, he pounded my hole. I was moaning uncontrollably that I couldn't even hear the porn playing in the TV. Suddenly he popped out of my ass and told me to come here. It took me a minute to get back up on my knees when I heard the torch click on. I realized he had the pipe back in his mouth and was sucking in a huge hit. I saw his clock out of the corner of my eye and was a little shocked to realize it was midnight and I had been there for hours. Papi leaned into me, kissing my lips and forcing me to shotgun the hit he took. While I was exhaling, he already had the torch going again and brought the pipe up to my lips. I started slowly sucking, taking in my biggest hit so far before he let the torch go out. He pulled my head to his, mashing our lips together as we shotgunned until nothing was left. We did that three more times, all the while the white haze around us got a little thicker from all the clouds escaping our lungs. He pushed me back down so I was on my back looking up at him. I grabbed my original pillow to stick behind my head so I could see him easier while he grabbed extra pillows to prop my ass up. Once I was situated, he didn't give me a second before he grabbed my ankles, threw them on his shoulders and slide balls deep in my ass. I cried out at first, but then settled into the long dicking he was giving me. "Fuck me Papi, pound my ass!" He started to bend me in half which I never thought I was that flexible. Must have been the tina loosened up more than just my hole. He was really pounding my ass at that point, his cock almost coming out of my ass and his balls slapping my cheeks on his return. He was staring into my eyes the whole time, watching my reaction as my former virgin hole got destroyed. "Where do you want me to come baby boy?" "I want you to cum inside me Papi." "Right answer" he smirked before he crushed his lips into mine. He let my legs down so his arms could wrap around me providing better leverage to fuck me. I instinctively locked my legs around his waist as I moaned into his mouth. I would loosen them as he pulled out and squeeze them as he thrust in. His pace and breathe quickened as I could tell he was getting close to finishing. The next couple minutes felt like the most brutal fucking in the world, I wasn't sure if my ass was going to close after this. His body shook as he slammed into me deeper than before and just held it there. He was cumming inside of me, I could feel the pool getting bigger and bigger the more ropes of cum he shot. At this point the wetness in my groin felt even more as I realized I had just cum as well. I felt him rest his full body weight on me. He stopped kissing me and was sucking on my neck, adding to the hickeys already there. I turned my head to give him better access, seeing the clock again realizing that it was past 3 am. Holy shit, time flys when your losing your virginity I thought. Eventually his cock deflated enough that it popped out of my hole and I could feel a cool breeze. I moaned as he did, suddenly missing that feeling of being full. "You are such a sexy boy and I'm thankful you let me pop your cherry. I can't wait for next time," he said while resting back on his pillows. I laughed nervously, "yeah next time." I rolled over to the side of the bed and tried to stand up. It took me a few tries but I was finally able to stand and get my clothes back on. "Give me your phone, I will let you know about next weekend and maybe you can stay the whole time. Your ass was so tight and I want us to play more." I got my phone back noticing he texted himself. He got off the bed to walk me out. At the door, he grabbed my ass to pull me back in for a deep kiss. "I'm already getting horny thinking about next time," he said. He slapped my ass and shut the door behind me. I was so high it took me a bit walking down the steps to my car. I started telling myself "I am blocking his number, there isn't going to be a next time. This was all to much and the smoking was just crazy." My ass had other thoughts as it still felt hot from the unknown booty bumps and his load of cum. When I stepped off the last step, my ass twitched and a glob of his cum leaked out. In that moment I knew I would be back.

I was kinda bored the other night so I headed to the park. There was a new moon, and it was extremely dark. A couple cars were in the lot, but for all I knew they were bashers or undercover cops. The park can be a dangerous place at night, so I erred on the better side of caution. Once in the Tearoom I stopped to let my eyes adjust. It was pitch black, except for incandescent flickers as vehicles traversed the lot. At the urinal, a Tall Dude was getting sucked by a Young Guy. I must have missed part of the action cause his pants were already down around his feet. An Old Fart stole up behind him, spat on his Shaft, and rammed it up the Youngster's Ass. The Kid squealed like a pig, though it sounded kinda funny since his mouth was stuffed with Cock. The Punk struggled to pull off; but the Dude fucking his face gripped his head tightly, and the Troll behind him locked his arms about his waist. He was impaled beyond escape. A few minutes later both men cried out as they shot inside the Kid. The Boy protested vehemently, but choked and gagged as the Tall One spooged down his throat. The two Assailants pulled out; and the defeated, ravaged Youth slumped to the floor. One of the men wrapped his arm around the other, like they were lovers or good friends. The Troll rebuked the Punk, "You're a Tight Fuck, Sonny Boy; but ya gotta learn to play the game." I glanced down at the sobbing Youth. He looked like he was gonna puke, but climbed slowly to his knees. He asked why I hadn't intervened. I shrugged; but he persisted, "WHY!?" "I thought you were havin’ a good time." "Getting’ raped by a couple of Perverts? You call that fun? Fuck you!” Ungrateful Dude! That Boy's response reminded me of how I was ungrateful once. It was during a thunderstorm. I didn't think anyone'd be in the park, but decided to chance it. I was surprised to find several cars in the lot, one of which was a black van. No sooner did I walk into the john than I saw a huge bulky man standing near the urinal. Fuck was he built! In his late 30's, 6'5", solid muscle, bald head, and wearing fatigues. Needless to say I was more than wary—especially of someone who towered over me like that. I looked at him awestruck as I walked past. I'd gotten soaked from the rainstorm and dried myself with toilet paper. I saw the Guy was staring at my stall. I didn't know if he was cruisin’ me or what—so I decided to get the hell outta there. As I walked by he grabbed my arm. He pulled out his Cock. It was a Monster—9", thick as a beer can. He pushed me to my knees and slapped that Monster ‘cross my face, commanding, "SUCK IT!" I did as I was told. It was hard getting the whole thing down my throat, but he fed it to me slowly. Gradually my lips grew moist with his PreCum. He ordered me to follow him to his black van. I noticed all the other cars had gone. It was just he and I left in the park. He pushed me inside. "Got a handle, Sonny?" 'Of course, you Stupid Shit!' I thought; but replied succinctly, "My name is Charles." "Well, Charlie Boy, you and me are gonna party.” He pulled a syringe outta his pocket. Till then I'd done nothing more extreme than Poppers. The Dude took off his jacket and stuck the needle his arm. Fascinated I watched the liquid shit disperse. "Your turn, Boy." He pulled off my Tee. "I don't like needles, Sir." "Yer gonna love this one." God, it was sleazy the way he grinned. He grabbed my trembling arm and plunged the dirty needle in. With the enthusiasm of a condemned man, I watched the once clear fluid, now tainted pink, inject into my bloodstream. I sat transfixed and waited. He roused me from my reverie by gnawing on my Nips. He pulled me to his chest and demanded I succor him in kind. He pushed me down on his Mammoth Shaft and soon Spittle and Precum were drooling from my lips. As I struggled to take him down my throat, he berated me with oaths and curses. I grew erect. It was the drug, I knew. Soon I was slurping on his thick Dick like a Sex-Crazed Prostitute. It was the drug, I knew. The Fag made me pig-out on every inch of his athletic bod. I sucked his Dick. I took his Loads. He batted me about, and I deserved it. The drug again, I knew. He sat on my face, and I ate his shitty Hole. He fucked me raw and took Viagra to keep erect. In turn I used the Poppers he provided. His beefy fist squirreled up my Rectum—up to the wrist—while I begged and moaned for his whole arm. It was the drug, I knew. How hot he was and what and what a worthless Shit I was! The drug again, I knew. He convinced me I was a Fuckin' Slut who’d eat out any Hole that came along and stretch my legs back over my head in accession to all Cummers. It was the drug, I knew. I licked his jockstrap and sucked it clean—the Sweat and Piss and Shit and Cum out of his undergarment. The influence of the drug, I knew. My Pussy was on fire by then. I could have taken a fuckin’ baseball bat and wanted to fuck on forever. The drug again, I knew. I stuck my fingers up my Ass, scooping out the red-brown Goop, and ravaged down the sacrilegious excrement. I woke in the morning, slumped over my steering wheel, with one horrendously sore Ass. I’d learned what a Fuckin' Slut I was—who’d eat out any Hole that came along and stretch my legs back over my head for ingress by all Cummers. I had to be honest—confront myself. It wasn’t just the drug. I knew!

Chapter 2 He said it was so much fun he was still craving more He said it was so much fun he was still craving more. I told him that the bath houses in the next town were a fun place to go if he wanted to try again. I told him to think it over and let me know. He called texted me the next morning and said he needed to talk to me. I texted back and said I would be home after 6 and able to talk. He called me right at 6, I wasn’t sure what he was so anxious to talk about. He told me that he really need to get more up his butt and would do anything to get it. I knew then that he was really hooked on the Chemsex. I asked him if he looked at the website on the paper he put in his jeans after the party. He said no that he forgot about it and put his cloths in the wash and the paper was destroyed. I texted him the information and logon details and told him to look. On that site was video clips and pics of what all he got into. It showed him getting booty bumps, slammed, fucked by the Cruel condom on the dildo and how pink it was. It also showed him sucking cock for both cum and piss, taking cocks up the ass including the two cocks with the Bio Hazzard tats on them. All the face parts were blurred out. We did have the originals incase he wanted to see his face in them. He called me back less than an hour later. He said that was hot and wanted it again. I told him in a month but if he wanted to get some action try the baths in the next town. One is clean and pretty much vanilla play. The other has a rep of being sleazy and really wild. I asked the kid if he was keeping the hair off his pubes. He said yes, smooth as a babies bottom. I told him that at either lace if he walked around naked he would get lots of action because he looked like a teenager and guys go for that. I didn’t tell him that in the sleazy one he would be considered only a piece of meat and all the guy would be ripping his ass up. There are guys there that lean toward the molesting side and he would be prime meat. He asked me about drugs. I told him at the upscale one probably not, at the sleazy one drugs are all over the place, trying to avoid them is the trick. I didn’t tell him that at the sleazy one all sorts of STIs and HIV+ unmedicated guys go there. He told me that his girl friend was going to be out of town for a couple weeks and he had a four day weekend coming up. I told him to let me know what he wanted to do.

I was that guy started in middle school in the bathroom, though i never sucked anyone off to completion. I was still that guy in high school, some of the guys in middle school ended up going to the same high school. I def became that guy in high school, when i got more experience and started becoming a nut draining throatasaurus lol. For some guys I was their first head, and sum I was the first person to drain them babies

2. Seth "I want to fall asleep with my dick in your hole," Jon said. I had felt each drop of his sperm shoot into my hole and I thought I had completely drained him. But his dick was still hard and very much lodged deep in my hole. It was a queer feeling, to be so comforted by another man so completely dominating me. I wondered if this was how girls felt, when a man was inside of them. "Me too," I said. "I like your arms around me." "Me too. Feel your body against me," Jon said. "Feel so relaxed. So safe here," I said. I could feel Jon's breaths slowing down, as he recovered from his orgasm. I pressed up against him, his cock still semi-hard in my hole, the last bits of his semen dripping into my body. "And you. You're inside me." Across from me, Cal and JP were cuddled up as well. Cal smiled at me before he rolled over to face JP. The two started whispering to each other. Despite them being only a few feet away, I couldn't hear what they were saying. It didn't matter. Jon was whispering into my ear. "You ok? With falling asleep like this?" "Yeah," I said. Jon relaxed and his body pressed up against me. In my gut, there was a pleasant warmth radiating out. It was the cum that these men had so carefully injected into me, and I treasured the sensation. However, just as I was about to fall asleep, the warmth disappeared, like it was blown out by a sudden gust of wind. It startled me, and I must have jerked my body. "Stay here boy," Jon whispered in my ear. "Stay on me, and just enjoy it. Enjoy my dick inside of you and the feeling of connection." He pulled me a bit closer. His arms, wrapped around me, were firm and muscular and it was easy to lose myself in the feeling of comfort and happiness. I closed my eyes again. Jon's dick was still hard inside of me and it was what I focused on as I fell asleep. "You think you need it?" JP said to me. I was in a bright room, somewhere in their apartment. I was naked and immediately realized that my cock was stubbornly, embarrassingly soft. I tried to look around, but I was trapped in my body, unable to move. I was dreaming, although it was still unclear if it was a dream or a nightmare. "Do you boy?" he asked again. Before I even realized what I was doing, my mouth said "Yes." I wanted the ability to control the dream, but my brain was not allowing me to. I had to let it play out. I had to find out what was at the end. "Not that it matters," JP said. I was scared, but also excited. I wanted to play with my dick, but when I tried to reach for it, I discovered I was bent over a bench, my hands handcuffed to eye hooks bolted into the thick wood. I knew it was a dream, but it felt so real. Even the unsteady timeline and complex causality seemed plausible, explained away by the very lacunae in my brain that no doubt caused them. A new man appeared in front of me. "This is Michael," a voice in my ear whispered. I tried to turn, but found it strangely difficult to move my head. "He's a friend of ours. And wants to try out your ass." "Of course," I managed to mumble. The scene tilted in ways that in the real world, gravity made difficult. But then it was back to normal, only with Michael's cock buried deep in my ass. It felt like I had tried to resist, but it had been futile. "How does that full-blown AIDS cock feel in your ass?" the unknown voice asked. All I could focus on was the hard dick sliding in and out of my hole. I knew it was Michael. He was fucking me raw, but it felt good that a man was pleasuring himself using my body. I knew that the strange man had just told me something, something that was crucially important for me to remember. Something that I absolutely needed to remember, but in the dense fog of a dream, I completely forgotten what it was. "Feel good?" the unknown voice asked me. All that really mattered was how good Michael's cock felt in me. "Fucking amazing," I said. It didn't matter what he had told me earlier. All that mattered was how it felt to have a man's cock in my hole. How it felt to have Michael's thick shaft in my hole. "Goddamn hard cock in my hole." There was something I was supposed to be scared about, something about the beautiful, masculine cock filling me up. But I lost it as soon as I tried to remember. It wasn't important. The only important thing was the raw cock pounding my hole. In the uncanny tilts and shifts of dreams, the geography of my body morphed. I was no longer tied down to the bench; I was on my back in the bed. The sun was setting, painting the bedroom in golden red tones. Michael was on top of me and his cock was still buried in my ass. The setting could have been romantic. "Fucking take my cock, bitch boy," Michael grunted. His cock slammed into my ass. I expected the familiar, comfortable feeling of a man's cock. But instead, it was a blinding explosion of pain. I yelped from the hurt. "Just take it faggot," Michael whispered in my ear, as he held me in place, prolonging my agony. "You'll be better for it. Not just a worthless faggot." "A better faggot," I replied, still struggling to understand why this was so agonizing. When Jon had been in me, it had felt so good. When Cal had bred me, it had been complete bliss. When JP had filled me with his seed, I had thought I had been in heaven. But Michael was torture. Even his pre-cum burnt. "No. Just a faggot. Not a better faggot," Michael said. He slammed his cock into me again, and I winced. "Take it, faggot. You were just begging me for my infected dick." "I want to be a better faggot." I heard the words. They were in my voice. But I couldn't believe that I had said it. All I wanted was for the torment to end. "You know how to do it, faggot," Michael said. "So easy." He had told me something. So easy to do, and I wanted it so badly. But it had also been utterly terrifying. It was something I had nightmares about for years; only now it was part of my most important dreams. "Cum in me," I said. It was what I wanted. The warm semen would lubricate my dry hole. It would help soothe the burning. I turned to JP, who suddenly had been next to me the entire time. He was staring at me, staring at me getting fucked, and was stroking his cock. "Do it boy," He said. "Do what he wants you to do. Do it for me." I looked back at Michael. "Please," I said. Michael's eyes glinted and he smiled. For a brief, perfect moment, I thought nothing was going to happen, and I would be spared any more pain. But then Michael slammed into me, and the bright, burning pillar of pain erupted into my hole. "Uggh," I grunted, as I jolted awake. I tried to remember the dream, before it flew away on diaphanous wings. I was getting fucked. The man was suggesting that I get infected with HIV. Someone else said it would be good, and that made me feel safe. Safe, despite the monstrosity of the suggestion. As I thought about it, my stomach clenched even while my dick throbbed. I reached down, and there was a drop of pre-cum. "You ok?" a voice asked. A soft beard rubbed against my neck, and warm lips nibbled on my ear. I was still in Jon's arms. His cock was still in me. "Yeah," I said, happy to have a familiar warmth next to me. I may have only met him in person a few hours earlier, but we had talked so much, I feel like we had been friends much longer. "Bad dream." "Oh?" Jon asked. An arm drifted down to my groin. He wrapped his hand around my cock, engulfing my own hand already there. "Doesn't seem all that bad to me." "Scary?" I offered. "And sexual." One hand was already resting on my hard cock. "Definitely sexual," Jon said. He reached between us, and found his own cock. "Here," Jon said. "Come here. Tell me about it." He gently pulled his dick out of my hole. It was still hard, even though we had been sleeping at least a few hours. "Still hard?" I murmured. "Yeah," he said. "But it needs a rest." He gently rolled me over so that I was facing him. Behind me, Cal's hand reached out, and rested on my butt. The two men were protecting me, making sure that I was never out of their reach, and could always avail myself of their personal space and the safety that came with it. "Now, tell me what you want about your dream." He kissed my forehead. His beard was a little scratchy, but it felt good against me. "Someone was fucking me. Fucking me hard. And." I paused for a second. I knew that Jon was HIV-positive. But he also bragged about how healthy he was. We had talked about it, but with him being undetectable and I was going to be on PrEP, it didn't matter much. "And," Jon asked me. One arm was wrapped around my back, holding me close to him. The other hand had found Cal's arm, and was guiding it towards my asshole. "I knew about him. Like he had AIDS." "Was he fucking you raw?" Between us, my cock was pressing hard against Jon's stomach. "Yeah," I said. Jon's cock was also pressing hard against my stomach. It seemed perverse, even downright evil to be getting an erection talking about this. But there was no mistaking that we were both hard. "How did you feel? When he was fucking you raw?" Jon asked. "A bit scared." "But you know, PrEP protects you even then." "Yeah," I said. "But, maybe, maybe sometimes I forget a dose." "Did you forget a dose in the dream?" Cal's hand had rested on my ass cheek; it was clear he had fallen back asleep. But Jon's finger had found my hole, and were gently tracing out the edges. It was still wet from sweat and spit and semen, and each stroke of Jon's finger sent chills down my spine. "I can't remember," I moaned. My cock was throbbing from the memories. "Did he cum in you?" "I don't know. It's...it's all slipping away." True to their reputation, the dream had slipped away; the details forgotten and only the purest emotions remained. "Do you want him to cum in you?" "No," I answered quickly. But then I thought about it. How hard his cock was. How it had felt sliding into me. How strong I was. As Jon said, the drugs I had taken would protect me from the dangers. "Yes," I countered. "Maybe," I continued, then gave up. "I don't know." "Yeah? You don't know?" "Well. In the dream. If he came in me," I began. I trailed off. Jon pulled me a little closer, and pressed the tip of his finger into me. I could trust him with anything. "If he came in me, good things would happen." Jon pushed his finger further up my asshole. "Really good things." "Better than the minor risks?" Jon asked me. "I wish I knew what they were. The good things. But yes. The good things were worth it." I found Jon's lips and gave him a long kiss. I was glad I had the dream with him. There was no one else in my life that could have understood it like him. And for you? Have the good outweighed the bad?" "For what?" "For being you know," I stumbled. "You know. Poz and all." He took a second before he answered and considered it carefully. "Yeah," he finally said. "If only for Jean-Paul. And Cal. They are worth everything. And more." Even in the darkness, I could feel him raise his head and look at the two men sleeping peacefully behind me. Instinctively, he knew where his men were. "We never had to be afraid. Never afraid that our love would end up hurting each other." "Oh," I said. I wasn't sure what else to say. I hadn't expected something quite so personal. "It's easier now. We were all undetectable the last time we were tested. You're on PrEP. Bareback fucking isn't a death sentence. Not like the way it was." I leaned in and kissed him. He was right. It no longer mattered that he was poz and I was not. We were both on drugs that would protect us. We didn't have to worry about anything, whether as simple as a kiss, or as complex as raw sex. "Yeah," I said. He pulled his finger out of my hole but kept on massaging it. I lay still for a few minutes and enjoyed the firmness of his cock against my stomach. "How long has it been?" I finally asked, breaking the late-night stillness. "Being poz?" he whispered back to me. "Yeah." "Gotta think. Over 15 years. At least. Yeah. 17, I think." "Do you know how? How you got it?" "Old fashioned way," he said. "Got fucked raw." "Did you know?" "I'm not sure I cared. It was a, well, a." He paused for a moment; I couldn't tell if he was embarrassed or just searching for the perfect phrase. "A sleazy time of my life," he finally said. "And I got what I expected from it." "But," I asked. I felt like there was more to it than he had said. "No. No regrets." He pressed his finger back into my hole. I grunted in pleasure. "But no need for those worries now. We can be safe and raw at the same time." "Yeah," I said. I reached down and felt his cock between us. It was fat and hard, heavy and engorged. Right at the tip was a bead of pre-cum. I ran my finger through it. "Pre-cum," I whispered. "Poz pre-cum." "Yeah, boy. Feel my cock. You know what I'm thinking?" "Tell me," I said. "Getting back inside you. Feeling you so close to me. Feeling you so open to me. Sharing everything with you." The words were intense. As plain as they were, in the context of our discussion, they carried so much more meaning and intensity. They were dirty and even a bit nasty. "You want that?" he asked me. His finger was pressing against my asshole, daring me to answer anything other than the truth. "Yeah," I said. I still hadn't fully waken up yet, and my answer was directly from my body, not my brain. But my brain didn't mind; it was still remembering the intense sexual feelings from my dream. "Good," Jon said. He rolled me on to my stomach and dove behind me. "Really good," he said, as his tongue pressed up against my hole. "Fuck," he grunted as his tongue pressed into my hole. "I can taste my cum up there. And JP's." He swirled his tongue around a little, then paused. "And Cal's sperm." "Please, Jon," I mumbled semi-coherently into the pillow. Jon's tongue had put me over the edge. I wanted his dick back in me. "Give me a minute. And I'll give you my dick," Jon said, before diving back into my hole. He pressed his tongue back into me, pushing a wad of spit up there. "Mmmmm," I moaned, as he probed my hole with his tongue. As pleasurable as his fingers and tongue were, they were nothing compared to how his dick would feel, and I could barely tolerate any delay before Jon forced his dick back into me. Nevertheless, I forced myself to relax. I closed my eyes and focused on his tongue tracing out the edges of my hole. It wasn't the same as getting fucked but even so, it still felt amazing. It was calming, gentle, and slow. It would be long and easy, no urgency for either of us to get relief. It was a chance for both of us to learn more about the other, and I was glad that I was doing this with Jon. I knew there would be time later for me to explore this with JP and Cal. "That feels really good," I muttered. I wasn't quite falling asleep, but it was hard to stay awake. I had always known that the crossing between wakefulness and sleep was not always a straight line, but only then did I realize how many of the paths would detour into sex. It pushed me deeper into my trance-like state of sexual arousal. My dick was throbbing, but slowly, at the exact same pace as Jon's tongue was circling my hole. "Really good," I muttered again. "I know," Jon said. "For me too." His tongue returned to my hole. We continued for what might have been just seconds, but could have also been hours. I sort of lost track, as my mind drifted off, trying to remember my dreams and contemplating what Jon and I had discussed. What if I did forget a dose? Especially so early in my treatment? It was a dangerous, dark thought, and I tried to put it out of my head. "Will remember in the morning," I mumbled and repeated. "Remember in the morning," It was so faint I wasn't even sure if I heard it, or just felt the subtle changes in my breath. It quickly fell in rhythm with Jon's rim job. "Fuuuuck," Jon said, gently detaching his lips from my asshole. It had been a long, perfect kiss, and I knew he was ready for more. "I want to get inside you." "Do it, Jon," I muttered. This time I knew it was loud enough for Jon to hear because he climbed up between my legs and rested his cock on my wet crack. "Please." "Fuck, you are wet and ready," Jon whispered as he pressed into me. My hole put up the slightest resistance before opening up and welcoming his shaft into me. "So fucking hot," Jon continued. He had lowered himself on top of me and was resting on his arms. I could just barely feel his chest hair against my back. "Cum in me," I said. I had just asked an HIV-positive man to cum in me and my dick throbbed at the thought. "Please, Jon. Give me your load." Saying it so clearly was a revelation. I wanted to feel Jon so completely, and I wondered if his cum would feel different if he wasn't poz. Or if it would feel different if I wasn't taking PrEP. I could always forget a dose. It would be easy. But it would be so risky and dangerous. Yet it was a gift I could give these men. In repayment for the world they had opened up for me. "Fucking hot boy hole," Jon whispered into my ear. "Gonna breed you good," he continued. "Please, Jon," I grunted. My hole was hungry for hard cock and hot seed. There was little I would not do in order to get fucked and bred by Jon. The very least I was going to do was milk his shaft until he shot me full of his very special seed. My imagination had already started to spin out fantasies about far more intense activities that I would be utterly willing to do with Jon. "Of course, my boy," Jon said. He lowered himself on top of me, using his weight to push his dick deeper into me. It felt right for another man to be inside me, his raw cock scraping against my guts and dripping his pre-cum into me. In high school, I had been terrified of being gay. But now, in college, it was almost cool to be fucking another guy. However, this was different. It wasn't just about trends. It was about something permanent and eternal. It was about the ways two men could show their affection for one another. Not to mention showing off our erections. "I'm going to enjoy this fuck." With that, he relaxed on top of me. He was warm and heavy on top of me, enveloping and comforting me. I felt safe in his arms, and closed my eyes. I focused on the slow yet relentless thrusts of Jon's cock into my hole. I must have finally reached a point of cum-satiety that I although I wanted Jon to cum, I didn't need him to cum right that second. I could focus on the individual sensations of the fuck. The overall effect of Jon's fucking was calming. I found myself in a near-trance: not quite awake, not quite asleep, but entirely happy. Jon's arms were wrapped around me, his raw cock was deep inside me. He was dripping pre-cum into me, but I wasn't afraid. I was on drugs to protect me. He was on drugs that also protected me. The two of us were doing everything that we needed in order to defend ourselves. Together, we were safe. Nothing could hurt us. "I'm dripping inside of you, boy," Jon whispered in my ear. His voice was soft and gentle. "Dripping my poz cum inside of you." It didn't matter. The virus was defenseless against the chemical weapons we had deployed against it. Instead, it was just a matter of two men sharing the closeness that only bareback fucking could provide. "Give it to me," I murmured. It was late and I was sleepy from all the fucking over the course of the evening. It was a pleasant sleepiness, and I was sensitized to every breath and every heartbeat from Jon. I could even feel his dick throb in slow waves as more of his pre-cum dripped into me. "Give me your dick." "Give you my raw dick." "Drip your pre-cum into me," I mumbled. Something about how normal this all felt was affecting me. Although it was wonderfully normal and unremarkable, I was still in awe that Jon and JP, Cal and I had been so relaxed about sex. It was something fun, something we could share and enjoy. "I'm gonna fill you with my poz pre-cum," Jon continued. He whispered it in my ear, then gently sucked and nibbled on my ear lobe. It sent chills through my body. "Give me your pre-cum," I said. "And fill me with your jizz." "My poz jizz," Jon said. I had read stories about guys getting pozzed up. There was always a scene where the poz top would remind the bottom of the virus he carried. It had been so hot, but yet so dangerous. A quick fuck, a forgotten load, and my life would have been forever changed. But it didn't matter tonight. My body was protected and immune. "Fill me up. And fall asleep inside of me." "Of course, my boy," Jon said. He gave me a peck on the cheek, then rolled me over onto my side. He was lying behind me, spooned up with me, and his dick deep inside me. "Sleep," he said, as he wrapped a thick arm around me, pulling me in tight.

Part 29 Rob sulked in his cage for the rest of the afternoon. The party tonight couldn’t come fast enough as far as he was concerned. “It is my time to shine.” he thought. “I’ll be getting all the cock tonight just like I deserve.” He didn’t know that there were plenty of people that agreed that he was going to get what he deserved; their reasons were different than Rob’s however. When someone finally came to get him for the party, he crawled out of his cage as fast as he could just like an excited puppy. When they got to the prep room, Rob jumped up into the chair. He loved this part. He hoped they gave him a really large slam; Rob wanted to be totally flying when the Tops started to fuck him. What confused Rob was that when he hopped into the chair, they tightly restrained his arms and legs. It had been sometime since they had to restrain him for a slam or a booty bump so it didn’t make sense to him that they were doing it now. It also seemed weird that there were a couple of guys with video cameras in the room as well as some extra lighting equipment. They had never videoed his prep before. “Maybe there are just here to follow me when I enter the party room,” Rob thought, “Although that doesn’t explain the lights.” Nick arrived and pushed a small cart into the room. He was dressed in full leather which was also unusual for pre-party preparations; especially since Nick generally spent little time on the actual party floor. Rob couldn’t tell everything that was on the cart as some items were covered with a towel. He did see the syringe that he knew contained his meth. Nick pointed at Rob’s hard cock and said, “I see you’re ready for your conversion.” Rob shook his head slightly and replied, ”What do you mean, don’t you think you’ve already converted me to a cum dump?” Nick said nothing but a wicked grin appeared on his face that really scared Rob. Nick grabbed something off the cart and walked up to Rob’s face. Nick stuffed a dirty jock strap into Rob’s mouth. He then said, “I need you to shut up and listen to me for a minute.” “Your followers on the website have been asking for this since the first time you were fucked on camera.” A voice in Rob’s head screamed “What the FUCK is going on!” Nick stepped back a little and continued his explanation to Rob. “You may be wondering about all the cameras and extra lighting.” Rob nodded his head to acknowledge that fact. “Well we are streaming this little party LIVE tonight.” “This party is actually turning out to be one of the highest selling pay-for-view events that we’ve had all year.” “Your “favorite” bar Renegade in Ohio is actually holding a special event to view this in the backroom of club.” “I’d ask you wave and say hello to the folks back there but it looks like you’re a little tied up right now,” Nick laughed. Nick held up a piece paper to the camera and said “Here’s part of the contract this cum dump signed showing that this is CONSENSUAL.” Nick then grabbed another document from the cart and showed it to the camera, “As you can see from these test results, this slut is also negative as of earlier this week.” Nick turned to Rob and started shaking his head. “To tell you the truth whore, I’m a little surprised by this result after all the raw loads you have taken; but then again it would take a while for that PReP you were taking to flush out of your system and of course we really didn’t start feeding you the corticosteroids to impair your immune system until a few days ago.” Rob felt a knot in his stomach and a lump in his throat as he came to the realization of what Nick and others had been implying about this party and his next conversion all along.” He struggled against his restraints but to no avail. The pre-loaded point was the next thing removed from the cart. Rob started feeling the effects almost immediately and reflexively started flexing his ass hole. Nick then held up a white bristle bottle brush. He coated the stiff bristles with Tina powder and slowly pushed the brush into Rob’s ass. Rob gasped through his jock gag as the brush was inserted and twisted inside his ass hole. The camera man squatted close to Rob’s ass hole to capture a close-up of Rob’s preparation. All of the men invited to the party had high viral loads but it didn’t hurt to make Rob’s ass a little more receptive for their tainted seed. They actually competed with each other to see who could convert the most neg bottoms. The brush did its work on Rob’s fuck chute. The bristles appeared pink as the brush was thrust in and out of Rob’s hole. Finally the brush was pulled from Rob’s battered ass and held in front of the camera. Every bristle was coated in pink ass slime. Rob was ready to receive his celebratory gift. At this time Rod was flying so high that all he cared about was having something back in his ass. The emptiness he felt with the removal of the brush was driving him insane. Rod was led to the party area. The room looked pretty empty compared to usual; the only things present were the stage, the sling and all the video screens and extra lighting. Rob was securely bond in the sling. He stared up and could see his winking bloody ass lips on the screen overhead. He heard the sound of a gong as the attendees entered the room. Due to his blurred vision he couldn’t tell if he recognized any of the guys walking toward him. That is until the first guy reached the top of the stage and started slapping his massive 11” cock across Rob’s face. Rob looked up and saw Dolf staring back at him. Glancing at the video screen overhead confirmed it was Dolf; Rob recognized that black scorpion tattoo on Dolf’s monster cock. Rob opened his mouth to wet Dolf’s cock, but he knew the reason Rolf was there was to breed his ass. He just hoped he could lube the cock enough with his saliva so that when Dolf thrust it into Rob’s ass the damage would be minimized. “Hello pig, it’s about time you were ready to receive my toxic load,” Dolf said with a sneer. “You were always destined to be a cum dump so just accept your fate.” Dolf lined his cock up to the entrance of Rob’s ass. Ron clenched his ass to try to save himself but Dolf pushed too hard. All Rob could do was grunt as he watched the scorpion disappear into his hole on the video screen. Rob had thought he had the ability to accommodate any cock, but the length and girth of Dolf’s cock was so much that Rob felt like he was being fucked for the first time. He felt pleasure from the drugs yet there was also a feeling of searing pain as Dolf drove his cock balls deep into Rob’s ass. “Take my Poz cock,” Dolf bellowed as he started pounding Rob harder and harder. “I need to keep up my record of 100% conversion rate whore, so open up and take my cock.” “Let the scorpion crawl home.” Dolf continued to stretch Rob’s hole. All Rob could do was moan in pleasure and grunt every time Dolf’s balls slapped his ass. .Dolf liked the way Rob’s ass tightened around his fuck tool. It was tight but accommodating. Rob’s ass gripped and milked his cock to perfection. Rob closed his eyes and panted as Dolf power fucked his ass. He was brought out of his trance by the feel of metal banging against his teeth. He opened his eyes to see a cock with a large PA waving in his face. Rob moved his gaze up from the pierced cock to see its owner. The cock belonged to Jesse the bartender. Jesse slapped Rob’s face with his cock and said, “I got a special invite to tonight’s festivities since I was the one that discovered you.” It had never dawned on Rob that it was Jesse that had initially set him up. There was nothing Rob could say so he just opened his mouth to accept Jesse’s cock. As he was running his tongue over Jesse’s piercing and cock head he felt a prick and tasted a little blood. He jerked his head back. Jesse pulled his cock out of Rob’s mouth and started laughing. “Do you like my jewelry,” Jesse asked. “I wore this ring especially for you tonight.” Rob then noticed the PA had several sharp spikes over its surface. “When is Dolf is done loading you up, I’m going to help plant some of his seed deeper with my cock.” “And of course I’ll be adding mine as well.” Sure enough as soon as Dolf spilled his toxic seed in Rob’s hole, Jesse stepped up and began poking his spiked cock in and out of Rob’s already damaged hole. Jesse was not gentle at all; he made sure to drive his spiked cock all along fuck chute. When Jesse finished adding his load, the next Top stepped up to breed Rob’s hole. Rob’s mind tried to focus his thoughts on the cocks that pummeled his fuck tunnel. The thought of being infected was pushed to the back. He’d worry about that later, for now he just wanted to be fucked. He tuned out the Top’s cries of “Take my toxic cock.” “I going to breed you hard pig.” “Open up that hole and receive your gift.” One of the last Tops to breed Rob was a frail looking guy. In fact, a couple of the other guys had to steady his thin wasting body as he stuck his disease ravaged cock in Rob’s hole and began to thrust. Even though Rob’s ass was loose and sloppy by this point, the Top still enjoyed the ride and added his deposit to the cum bank. After a few of the Tops added their second loads to Rob’s ass there was a break in the action. Dolf appeared on stage carrying a large glass full of a creamy white liquid. “Several of our members couldn’t be here tonight but they wanted to contribute to your gift,” he said. He dribbled a little of the liquid across Rob’s lips. Rob lapped it up and swallowed. He had suspected the fluid was cum, the taste now confirmed that thought. Rob opened his mouth wide so that the remaining cum could be poured into his mouth, but Dolf started to shake his head no. “This is also special seed and it belongs where it can work its magic.” Rob’s legs were hoisted a bit higher. On the video screen over his head, Rob saw a funnel being pushed into his ass. With the funnel in place, Dolf poured nearly a quart of toxic cum into Rob’s receptive ass. When the last drop slid through the opening, the funnel was removed. A huge butt plug was then forcibly inserted into Rob’s ass. Cum squirted around the edges of the plug while it was being pushed in, but once in place, the rest of the cum was sealed inside. “Now we just need to leave everything to incubate a while,” laughed Dolf. Rob was carried back to his room and placed in his cage. His hands were cuffed to the bars so that he wouldn’t be tempted to remove the plug. Dolf leaned over the cage and leered at Rob. “Go to sleep pig, your dreams are about to fully come true,” sneered Dolf. He spat in Rob’s face and then walked away.

Part 23 The jockstrap party was just as the name implied; the guests had to wear a jockstrap for entry. While some members would wear leather or latex jocks, the majority would wear cloth. The cloth variety made it much more erotic for the Tops as the bottoms sucked their cocks through the fabric. It was especially hot when the jocks were well used and sweaty. Nick’s decision was to set Rob up bent over a bench with his head and arms in stocks. His legs were restrained and kept spread with a spreader bar. That way both holes could be used. To further emphasize that he was just a cum dump for any cock, Rob was also blindfolded. As Nick put the blindfold on he instructed Rob,” You are to focus your energy solely on serving cock with your mouth, throat and ass.” Rob felt the tourniquet on his arm and then the now familiar prick. As he began to fly, his first cock of the night was pressed against his lips. He had no idea who the cock belonged to, but obediently opened his mouth and began to service it. It was actually Nick that was face fucking Rob. He wanted to test Rob’s compliance with the instructions he had just been given before the guests began to arrive in large numbers. He didn’t say a word as Rob greedily sucked his cock. Nick noted that Rob had come a long way in the past few days with his oral skills. Rob’s gag reflex was diminishing and he was being more aggressive with the use of his tongue and throat muscles. Nick smiled to himself because he knew Rob’s psyche was breaking. Tanner had just finished strapping Red to a fuck bench when Nick caught his attention. Nick motioned Tanner over and held his finger up to his lips to indicate for him not to talk. Nick then pointed at Rob’s ass and nodded. Tanner understood the message. He loved the feel of Rob’s muscle ass so his cock immediately hardened and he drove it into Rob’s ass. Tanner wondered if Rob recognized the feel of his cock. After all he had just fucked him a few hours ago. Then again, Rob had been fucked by a lot of different cocks the last few days so in his drug clouded brain he probably wasn’t able to match a cock with a face or name. Nick and Tanner spit roasted Rob for a few more minutes and then Nick pulled out and motioned for Tanner to do the same. They stood there for another minute before they heard Rob moan and utter the words “Someone please fill my holes, I’m so horny.” They had some more work to do; the doors to the party would open in about 10 minutes and they still had to turn on all the video screens and program the final bottom line-up and locations into the feedback tablets. When they were out of earshot of Rob, Nick asked Tanner how Rob’s bottoming skills were progressing. Tanner smiled and said “ He is starting to push back, clench his ass and milk the cock in his ass, so I think mentally his role as a bottom is starting to sink in.” “Great,” said Nick, “He’ll be good and ready then for the next stage by the time that PReP works its way out of his system.” “He’s going to make us a lot of money.” The doors to the party opened and the early arrivals rushed to the available bottoms. Rob felt a crusty jock strap rubbing his face and immediately went to work. The dried cum on the jock flaked off as Rob chewed and sucked. The cum flakes dissolved as they mixed with his saliva. Rob recognized the taste and its recognition caused him to drool more. He could feel the cock hardening within the jock and soon the head was poking over the top of the strap. After Rob swirled his tongue around the head, the Top could wait no longer and pulled his jock down and fed Rod the entire length. Meanwhile another Top had stepped up and was fingering Rob’s ass. Rob started grinding his ass against the fingers and was rewarded as they were replaced by a thick cock. Having a cock pumping both his holes was satisfying his craving somewhat, but he guys’ were pumping too slow for him; his hormones were wanting more. Rob struggled with how to communicate that to the Tops. His mouth was stuffed so he couldn’t talk; his hands were in the stocks so he couldn’t grab the guy in front to pull him in farther. He had limited movement of his hips so couldn’t push back too much. Through his haze of desire an idea finally came to him. He rapidly flicked his tongue around the cock in his mouth while simultaneously suctioning it like a vacuum. It worked; the Top started fucking faster and deeper. At his backend he started squeezing and releasing his ass muscles around the cock in rapid succession. That technique got the Top plowing his ass to also increase the depth and speed of his strokes. Rob started to feel more relief to his yearning. Both Tops were about to feel relief as well as the sensations on their cocks were driving them over the edge. Both Tops shot their loads simultaneously inside Rob’s wet holes. The next Top at Rob’s face didn’t even bother with the rubbing of his jock covered cock in Rob’s face. He had heard the moans of pleasure from the previous Top and wanted to get right down to action so he drove his cock balls deep into the awaiting mouth. However, in keeping with the jock theme of the evening, he had removed his jock and held it over Rob’s nose while he skull fucked him. “Breathe in my funk you filthy pig,” he growled as he fucked Rob’s throat harder. The smell of man sweat was becoming just another one of those scents that triggered Rob’s pleasure centers. Especially when it was in conjunction with a hard cock in his mouth or his ass. It was even better if there was a cock in both holes. That soon became a reality when another Top stepped up to use his ass and add his batter to the mix. Rob sucked one Top after another for several hours. He also collected multiple loads up his ass during that time. He was filled with enough cum that he was finding it difficult to keep it inside. No matter how hard he clenched his ass some cum inevitably leaked out each time he was fucked. There was a pause in the fucking as some sort of contest was taking place. From what Rob could ascertain it was a jock strap contest and the winner got to pick one of the bottoms to fuck on stage. He heard a winner announced and was anticipating he would be released and moved to the stage to be fucked. Even though he was still fighting the idea that he was a bottom, he was sure in his head that everyone wanted him regardless of his sexual position. He really expected that he would soon be moved to the stage and fucked. However nobody came to get him and he was not brought to the stage. Soon he heard the crowd chanting as the fuck show with some other bottom started. He actually felt a little dejected. Even though he couldn’t see who the contest winner had picked, he was sure that he was hotter than whoever that bottom was. Rob then felt the presence of someone next to him and heard him say, “Hey loser, how does it feel to be the only cum dump not being fucked right now,” “That’s right, every other bottom in the place has a cock in one or both of their fuck holes right now.” “You’re a worthless loser.” A dirty jock was then shoved into Rob’s mouth and a thick cock began pounding his ass. The whole time he was being fucked, the Top emphasized to Rob what a worthless cum dump he was. When the Top seeded Rob’s ass he just walked away and left Rob with the jock still in his mouth and cum leaking out of his ass. That was Rob’s last fuck of the night. The blindfold was removed and he was led back to his office. The remaining party goers just ignored him as he was led through the crowd. He saw there were men of all types in attendance that night, but since nobody would even return a glance with him, he was completely clueless as to which if any of them had fucked him. He was still feeling the effects of the drugs and wanted more cock, but instead he was being ignored. As he settled back into his cage the feeling of rejection set in and he just curled himself into a ball and tried to sleep.

I make no effort to deny it, I was diagnosed with severe chronic depressive disorder over a quarter of a century ago. Thanks to a lot of counseling, it is not a huge issue in my life any more, but I do to pay attention to what kind of crap that condition causes. I continue to see a therapist who, in my opinion is quite good. When I started seeing her, she was fairly young. She is very attractive and as I said, very good at her work. But when I first started seeing her, she was not overly experienced in queer issues. As we talked, I was never sure if she was comfortable with the subject. of course over time, that aspect of my life became a common, but certainly not continual, part of my life. I did notice that she would figet a bit as some conversations might get more to towards the "bedroom" subjects and not about general gay issues. I was never sure if it was continuing discomfort or if she was enjoying my "story" more than a young, attractive white girl should". While I am not proud of it, and I can say we never talked about the results, one session i decided to find out. I relayed a relationship that had a lot of kink associated with it. I had waited for the right time to tell the situation (both to fit it into our talk in a more "normal" fashion and for a day when she had on the right outfit). I knew when I saw her in a fairly sheer top and almost too tight white britches, the day had arrived. Long story short, her very, very erect nipples gave themselves away and, by mid session, a wet spot started growing between her legs. No doubt, my story was turning her on. I never did that again....I do appreciate her work....but I had to know.....and once I did, I appreciated that she was human....and not just my therapist.

Part 5 Steve had sent the following text to Billy: “The boy just told me he’s horny and wants to come over. I told him you and I were both going to fuck him tonight. See you in a few. Oh, and you’re welcome.” Billy grinned upon receipt. Dinner plans with his fuckbud Steve had apparently evolved. A little while later, Billy let himself into Steve’s apartment. Walking back into the den, he encountered Luke on his knees, his head bobbing back and forth on Steve’s long, thick dick. Steve saw Billy and grinned. Luke then noticed the stranger out of the corner of his eye, removed himself from Steve’s throbbing dick, and quickly made it to his feet. “Luke, this is Billy. Billy, Luke,” Steve announced. Feeling self-conscious, Luke extended his hand and avoided eye contact with Billy. “Nice to meet you, Luke.” Billy grabbed Luke’s hand, and then put his other hand on Luke’s shoulder, “Relax, buddy, I don’t bite.” Luke eased up a bit and smiled as Billy added “Looks like I’m a little late to the party,” sizing-up Steve's erect dick which protruded from his jeans, awaiting someone - anyone to resume ministrations. Billy leaned in, kissed Steve, and stroking Steve’s dick as part of his greeting. Luke took the opportunity to assess Billy. Probably in his mid-thirties, Billy was about 6’2, 175 pounds. Skinnier than he or Steve, Billy had a boy-ish look, with a mop of shaggy brown hair and a scruffy, handsome face. He had sleeves of tattoos on both arms and an earing in his right ear. Luke found that he had sex appeal, but different from that of Steve: Billy seemed mischievous and fun, another man unlike any Luke had been with before. “Luke here was just worshipping my POZ dick. He’s taken my loads all weekend. My poison is brewing inside him. He’s becoming my toxic slut.” Steve broke the kiss to say. “Hot,” Billy remarked as he removed his shirt, revealing a torso full of tattoos, including a scorpion to the left of his belly button, similar to the one he did for Steve the day before, and a biohazard tattoo between his shoulder blades. “Billy’s been taking my loads for years. He is your destiny, Luke. Forget the bullshit life you’ve lead before now 'cause now you’re a fucking slut. My slut. Our slut. Your hole and your dick are fucking poison to everyone but us.” The words were sinking into Luke’s brain as Billy sank to his knees, pulled down Luke’s shorts, and began sucking Luke’s increasingly hard cock. Luke and Steve began to kiss. Once Luke’s dick was hard, Billy alternated between Steve’s and Luke’s cock, licking, sucking, jacking, tonguing them both while the two men kissed above. Steve was precumming a lot when he pulled Billy back up to his feet and ordered “Bedroom.” Each man pulled off his clothing as they stumbled down the hallway, Steve pulling-up the rear to herd his flock. Steve pushed Luke onto all fours, spit on his hole, and lined his prick up with it. Luke braced himself as he felt the pressure of Steve’s massive dick head against his hole. Steve pressed, and Luke’s back arched in response to the pain. Positioning himself in front of Luke, Billy presented Luke with his dick to be pleasured orally. Luke assessed this asset for the first time. Billy’s dick was uncut, about nine inches long, somewhat thick, and curved to the right. His body was clean-shaven. Right above his shaft appeared a tattoo of the letters 'HIV' in red outlined in black. As Billy guided his dick towards Luke’s beautiful lips, Luke had another moment of self-realization. His ass was on fire with Steve’s bare, POZ dick inching itself deeper into his guts, and he was literally about to be face to face with three letters he’d always feared. He thought about his friend’s words of caution during their run earlier, and all of the caution, fear, planning, and pretenses that had guided him through life so far. But he realized there was no turning back now: Steve was right, he was now a fucking slut. He was, in fact, Steve’s fucking slut, so Luke was more than ready to open mouth wide as possible, determined to give Billy’s cock what it deserved. Even so, Luke found Billy’s dick to be fun to suck. With ample foreskin and and interesting bend, Luke's tongue had plenty to explore, even if Luke somehow didn’t quite decipher the tiny blisters Billy was sporting at the time, (more toxicity to the brew inside Luke's body). Luke deep throated him as best he could, licked his balls, stuck his tongue in the slit to extract as much precum as possible. Occasionally Billy pulled his dick away from Luke’s mouth and would slap him in the face with it, grunting endearments like “Swallow my whole cock, you faggot,” or “Yeah, suck on my diseased dick you slut.” Luke's dick responded to each utterance with a twitch of excitement. Occasionally Luke would cry out in pain from Steve’s huge, just-spit-and-precum-lubed cock. Steve wasn’t being gentle in pounding Luke’s hole, which was, in fact, all but wrecked. So after about ten minutes during which Steve and Billy skewered Luke from both ends, Steve made the announcement for which Luke had been looking "I'm close, buddy!" Luke responded by pulsing his ass muscles and pressing back on Steve’s dick as Billy held his dick deep in Luke’s throat and ground his crotch against the boy’s face as Steve muttered "Oh, fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck," pushing deep into Luke’s ass, and then adding with a shout “I’m cumming, I’m blowing my load in you, slut!" A toxic wave of cum crashed in Luke’s ass, which again unhesitatingly accepted Steve's poison, which flowed from Steve’s massive dick in several pulsating volleys of jizz into Luke’s ass. Luke’s sex chute was lubed up with Steve’s cum. With Billy’s cock deep in his throat, Luke looked upward. The letters HIV immediately in his gaze, then a scorpion, then an array of tattoos before his eyes met Billy’s. “Now it’s my turn,” Billy announced with a grin.