When you are a bottom, as we all know, you have the highest risk of getting an std of all possible sexual roles. Allowing you're top to fuck you without a condom can be for several reasons. For me it is out of love, comitment and surrender. For me allowing the top to come in me is very special to me. So some time ago a top with whom I already had several times sex with and that was always wearing a condom on our previous dates and had some trouble keeping his erection apparently due to the condom I allowed him to enter me without one.
Just before we were going to start fucking I gave him a blowjob and tasted regularly some small spurts of precum that had a delightfull and salty taste that made me real horny. Also realising that I am taking some fluids of another man in me always triggers me.
I kwew from the beginning that he wanted to fuck me without but he was very respectfull and kept using a condom. So last time when we were making love I took off the condom that he already had on his penis a I told him he could come in me without. This was a very erotic moment. I thought he diserved it and I feeling some butterflies in my bellly for him I thought I also wanted to have his semen in my belly. He was very happy with this and I saw that he appreciated that I trusted him.
I wanted to appreciate the most as possible this moment and I layed on my back so we could make love seeing each others facial expression and having the most intimate communcation possible.
It is for the biggest part psychological but I really enjoyed every inch of his penis entering me bit by bit. Not using a condom made it more easy to move a lot and I could move with my hips with every stroke he was fucking me. Him seeing my ecstatic face was for me also a surrender of showing my feelings to him without any restraints. More the usual making love to reach an orgasm we were both enjoying each stroke of his penis in me. Most gay people do not like to hear it but I really felt very feminin and I wanted heis seed in me to breed me and his DNA to remain in me with all my hart and body.
So after quite some time that he were fucking we both were feeling we were coming to orgasm and we stopped moving. I only made some small movements with my hips to get him over the edge feeling his penis start to pulse and I felt he started spurted deep in me. I pulled him even closer to me to being bred as far as possible and receiving his sperm the deepest possible that it could stay as long as possible in me.
He did really a good job, his semenn did not come out later on an I really felt a fantastiv bliss.
Sometimes it is the right thing to do and remoce the condom8 :)