In 1984, my first job was working for my uncle Eddie at Recycle Construction, he liked to party and I loved party favors. Eventually, he invited me to go stay the weekend up in San Francisco at his friends. We started partying with a few older guys like my uncle, then things turned sexual, it was the first time I realized my uncle was gay--it wasn't long before I found myself in the mix--every young man's dream of parties, pleasure and being popular--older men loved me--treated me like royalty. Condoms weren't ever mentioned, never saw anyone use one back then, just raw bareback play Such fun times wish I could go back.