tallslenderguy

i love this song, but haven't figured out if i watch it more to hear the song or watch the first guy who sings (second from the right). i am fucking in love every time i watch Him. sigh. It occurs to me that there are four distinct types of guys in this group... Who's your favorite?

Oh wow, good thoughts. Honestly, it never occurred to me that i could lose a load without giving permission... which is prolly presumptuous on my part. it's so hard for me to grasp any bottom taking a Man and His cock and not wanting the load, though i know it happens lol. Also a good point that once a Top is in the process of orgasm, prolly anything said at that point will end up having a positive connotation haha.

Nothing fills me with feelings of 'conspiracy' like an american presidential race. my reason does kick in and i know better (i hope lol) than there being some powerful organization pulling all the strings behind scenes, but over all, i think presidents in america are bought and paid for, not elected. i watched several of the democratic debates and felt a tiny bit encouraged (but only a "tiny bit") by some of the articulate intelligence of some of the candidates. But with each successive debate i watched the intelligence wane and get replaced by canned slogans designed to have mass effect. sigh. When it came down to Biden, my response was WTF?!? i kinda liked the cute gay guy, the two women and Bernie (though concerned about his age). Biden was not even on my list? Yeah, i too have concerns about his mental decline, but that is not a hidden issue, eh? If it's obvious to us, it's obvious to the powers behind him and the fact that he is still their choice sort of supports the notion that presidents are token at best? That others in power are making the day to day decisions? Reagan was in mental decline the last couple of years of his presidency. i don't think we really have a government "of the people, by the people and for the people." That representative government is long gone. i read a book a few years ago. "Infidel" by Ayaan Hirsi Ali. It's a fascinating biography of a woman who grew up in a strict Muslim culture in Somalia and Arabia. She managed to escape the constraints of her cultural upbringing (thus the books title: "Infidel"), immigrate to the Netherlands and in a short period of time become a citizen and member of parliament. To me, that speaks of a representative government. In the US, we get handed two candidates every four years and are told that constitutes a "choice." i cannot remember an election where i ever felt represented.

Also following this with interest. i am never passive, but always measured, trying to respond to what i perceive my Top wants... or more accurately, i don't want to do something my Top doesn't want. i hate pretend or 'role play,' this is all real for me and i feel silly and fake trying to produce 'dirty talk' that may not be there. It's different every time, the actual connection produces the results... i suspect on both sides, Top and bottom? The Top evokes the response in me, He's in control, so what i say and how i respond is very connected to who and how He is. I typically do not hook with guys who don't want to be in control. Even if they are versatile, we aren't hooking unless they are feeling in Top mode. It's a thing with me, i'll forego sex if i feel the chemistry isn't there because i Hate a disappointed partner, "Breed me" sounds and feels demanding to me, not my personality, though i have been known to say "please breed me." Some Tops want begging and know how to get it. For instance with me, if a Top rubs the tip of His cock along my crack or on my hole, teases me with hope of Him penetrating me, i start to feel desperate and begging comes naturally... though i won't usually volunteer begging words, they are right there and real if He says something like: "you want my cock?" or "beg for it." But it's a response to Him. A Top asking for response is one level, and one He evokes with His power. What sends me over the edge is when a Top announces what He wants or is going to do. When a Top tells me He is going to breed me, it's like He is putting an emotional/psychological collar on me right from the start... i'm already His. When a Top announces while He is breeding me or cumming, that's probably the most powerful moment of our connection. Sometimes i say things, sometimes i don't... it really is a response to Him. i almost always moan, cannot help that. i have also whimpered, but that takes a very particular kind of Top, and it's one who wanted it and worked for it. i am not a natural whimperer lol, and if i whimper, it's because He knew how to get me too.

i don't think the general meaning of the word changes with the user, but the intent or response does? To me, the general meaning of the word "faggot" is a bottom guy who adores, craves, needs, wants, etc. ad infinitum, a Man. i think there are some people who do not accept that there are faggots for all sorts of reasons, and they try to hurt faggots thinking they are 'bad.' i believe there are some who have some faggot in them, who haven't come to a place of self acceptance and maybe hate their self vicariously by hating other faggots. Then i think there are the faggot opposite: "Top, Dom, Man, breeder, penetrator, etc. ad infinitum" who recognizes and is attracted to a faggot as the natural connecting place for Who They are. There seems to be infinite variations on those? "Faggot," for me, is just an extreme label for who and how i am. When i connect with an 'extreme' Top, being a "faggot" just means i am completely receptive of who He is and wanting/needing to be the compliment, receiver (lover) of Who and how He is. To me, faggot is a term used to try and express a complete giving over, and the Tops use of faggot can be a recognition and affirmation of that facilitating the bond between Man and faggot.

i work 13 hour shifts one week on, one week off. i'm a nurse at a hospital, so taking care of Covid patients and wearing PPE all day gives perspective. On the other hand, been talking to a Dom online for a few weeks and submitting to Him, so i haven't had an orgasm even from jacking in that time and am deliciously and crazy horny. i pretty much lust after every guy that walks past me at the hospital all day, staring whisfully at them. When i'm off, stuck at home for a week alone, spend time online on forums like this one, couple of kink forums, discussions. Pick up sites, getting cruised and having to say no is really frustrating. i edge a lot when i am off work, but then have to turn on Netflix or something to distract myself so i don't cum. installed a walk in shower, new quartz counters in the kitchen, lots of house painting and the garden is looking really good. but fuck, i need a Man.

Thanks babe, back to work on Friday

This Covid social isolation is making me pretty wild and crazy, and imagine its having similar effect on many here, especially those of us who live alone and rely on hook ups for connecting sexually. i've been talking to a Dom on line who has had me orgasm free for about a week now, and i 'm climbing the walls watching guys get bred online and edging and holding back from cumming. a guy contacted me earlier today wanting to do an aonoymous walk in breeding and i was a good boy and said "i want to, but we can't." now im sitting here dying for it, wishing He was here breeding me. fuck

Wow. i was picturing myself opening the door and bending over, glad i haven't been tempted thusly. Well done on you.

The Covid virus is becoming a sort of chastity device, keeping us from having sex with each other. i'm getting some persistent requests from guys wanting to hook up, despite my frankly reminding them of social distancing. It reminds me of guys who don't seem to read profiles, it's like you haven't said anything at all to them lol. They don't even acknowledge my comments about social distancing and continue to wanna hook up.

i think we're going to see a lot of change as a result of Covid-19. i'm watching all the restaurants i frequent, many have just closed, presumably for the duration. Others are trying to survive offering take out, when that wasn't their primary service prior to the pandemic. i think a lot of small businesses will simply go under from lack of capital. it seems to me that prior to Covid, there was already a trend of bath houses closing down? What business can go several months without revenue and survive? Banks are gonna get richer. The government will also, probably endorsing loans. Something like this has the power to further remove individual power and indepence. i think viking8x6 has it right when He alludes to a vaccine. Without a vaccine, lots of social activities will have to change, and some venues for those activities may not be able to change that much or that long and will cease to exist... at least for a length of time.

Okay, this info changes it up a bit to me. It seems to me that there is some strong potential for Him becoming a Top who is "into loving mummy hole." If "He thinks it's hot to and extent" i'd go the angle of giving Him control. If it were me and i love Him, i'd tell Him how much i love Him and want Him to own and control my hole and pursue Him whoring me out. For me, if i am really into a guy, those other guys become like living dildos with cum that He is using on me. I.e, when one of them cums in me, i am focused on Him watching and totally loving Him for owning and using my hole this way. LOL, of course, that's me, not sure how you feel about that? But you might find that He absolutely loves cummy hole, especially when He is responsible for making it that way.

In my opinion, one misses the point of a dedicated relationship if one is hiding and lying... unless that's what you're getting off on? And what of your mate? He "caught" you, how did he respond? Did it hurt him? Was he angry? Was he okay with it? If he's okay with it, seems you have an open relationship, but that doesn't seem to be the case? It seems like you are just lying and purposely deceiving your mate and that doesn't seem like a good basis for a relationship to me. It would be interesting for him to read your post and respond.

i know this is an individual thing, not saying this is a standard, just my take. i've never worn a diaper, but have fantasized about a Top/Dom giving me one to wear, putting one on me. Putting one on myself loses meaning for me because for me they can be a tool of power that a Man can use to humiliate me in an affectionate, caring manner. i'm like that with most things, like toys, etc.., They only gain power when connected to the user, and that can be very powerful indeed.

At the end of the day (or beginning) i love it when a Top pisses on me announced or unannounced. For me, His piss is much like His cum. His body made it and He is putting on me in a way i get to retain a part of Him, and fuck, yeah, i love that. i love having and carrying a part of Him around with me because i fucking love Men. So, attitude or not, i know He is doing it because He gets pleasure from it, and damn, i get pleasure from the pleasure He is taking in pissing on (or in) me. i'm having to restrain myself from cumming just thinking about it

i so get this... wanted to believe there was such a thing, but similarly found myself out-Alphaing those who identified as such... then i got totally Dommed by an Alpha and now i know it can be real. But in my experience, it's not a universal, black and white thing. Just because a guy identifies as "Alpha" or "Dom" doesn't make him such with me. I.e., He is only Alpha or Dom if He manages to elicit submission from me. It isn't automatic, even though deep down i may wish and want it. For me, it's disrespectful to the process and the natural phenomenon to pretend and just role play submission. i have experienced more wanna be alpha's than actual Alphas. It sort of blows my mind how many (on both sides of the fence) equate just acting out a D/s scene as actual D/s. For me, it was almost a magical experience. It literally makes me laugh (inside) when a guy expects me to automatically submit to him just cause he says so, especially after having experienced the real thing. We didn't even use the words "Dom" or "sub," but He identified a place inside of me, (i've come to label those places as "collaring places") and had the knowledge and ability to place a collar on that emotional/psychological 'place' and i couldn't submit any harder than i did... it was fucking whole hearted.

Gives new value to the "golden arches"

i've been pissed in several times by Tops without them asking, and i confess i deeply appreciate it. i love Guys and love when they leave a part of Their Self (or what They have made with Their body) inside of me. i feel the same way about my changed hole. It's changed by the Tops Who have 'marked' it. i've never been pissed on, always in, but would prolly love the Guy who did. i guess i understand the Tops who like to ridicule a bottom, but to me it's a natural expression of affection for a Top to 'mark' a bottom. For instance, when a Top pisses in me, i hold it in so i can absorb Him into me... then when i pee it is His piss that He put inside of me. He's imregnated me. His scent on me, like His piss, is also a form of 'impregnation' to me. After i have sucked a Mans cock, His cock scent is on my face and it makes me high to walk around after breathing in His scent. For me, matter of fact/affectionate humiliation is so much more powerful than aggressive... but i understand that's just me. i love mind fuck.

Not proud of this, but has happened a few times in the heat of the moment. At glory holes when i present my ass during sucking and a guy pauses and puts a condom on first, i have been known to suck him with the condom on so i can bite the end off prior to him breeding me.

Ahh babe.. first off, you have a sweet ass. Secondly, i think one has reason for hope as long as were alive, especially if you have experienced approaching that place. We're all different, but each time it happened to me, it was a surprise. The very first time this sweet babe of a Guy first edged my penis. i don't like to cum that way, but my penis is okay for edging and making me more horny for my mate. Anyway, He knew what He was doing, i had no idea. He edged me, then flipped me and started to finger me, purposefully working more of His fingers in (this too was a first for me) till i was sort of shocked to realize He was going for the whole hand lol (i said it was a "first"). When i connected what He was doing, my head spun around and i asked "what are you doing?" (i was naive lol). He just reassured me and backed off a little, but He had me really going (and again, seemed to know exactly what He was doing) and at what seemed like perfect timing, removed His hand and slammed HIs cock in and i shot like a cannon. i was a combination of shocked, ecstatic and embarrassed (i left a huge puddle on His sheets). Shocked/surprised because i had no idea i could come that way, it just happened. Another memorable time was at a restroom i frequented for understall breeding. i probably had been edging, but i don't honestly remember. Again, edging was just something i'd do to make my hole hornier. As a side note, i have come to see similarities between myself as a bottom and a woman. i am not feminine, nor do i have any desirer or inclination to be a woman. i was married to a woman for many years, so i am intimately familiar with how a womans body works sexually. my experience is a woman can orgasm from clitoral stimulation, but that ideally, they like 'g spot' (internally stimulated) orgasms better (or both). i feel like i am wired similarly. For me, my penis is more like a clit and i don't really want to cum that way. i used to stimulate my wife clitorally and she'd consistently want me to penetrate her right before she came... i.e., she didn't want to cum just having her clit stimulated, even though she could and i did that to her on many occasions, it left her sort of frustrated even though she came. i think its odd, but i am very much the same way... Okay, sorry, tangent. Back to understall. Guy came in and sat in the stall next to me, and was often the case after signaling, He slid His legs and hard cock under and slid in my presented hole. It only took Him about three thrusts and i was shooting, hands free. Again, total surprise on my part. i wasn't trying to cum that way, it just happened. For me, from experience, trying to make it happen is more of an impediment? i've had guys who brought me very close, but i suspect my being conscious of being close, fucked it up? i.e., for me there's something about relinquishing complete control and Him being in charge that helped make it happen. I.e., in each case with me, my Top literally made me cum, and any trying on my part just got in the way.

i too have wondered if we're not going to see a sub sub sub group of guys who wanna chase and 'gift' Covid? At what point does the term "sociopath" become fitting? There is this study that can substantiate chasing/gifting as a thing in 2008 (study published in 2014 from data collected in 2008/09) [think before following links] https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4768590/ i've wondered if the chaser/gifter sub culture gained momentum when HIV meds advanced to the current level of disease management? I.e., a difference between HIV and Covid is HIV can be managed, and AID's can be largely reversed. Covid is more akin to Russian roulette. i think the concern of "...a life time regime of any of the HIV treatments... affect them adversely" is valid. Given the current degree of management, if one has HIV taking a similar regimen of meds (an additional antiviral to Truvada or Descovy for instance), they can typically achieve undetectable status. It is true that all medications have side effects, some experience them more than others, some more deleterious than others. PrEP is marketed as individual protection, but it could be argued that the greater benefit is reducing the prominence of the disease in general. Presumably, if we could have, say a period of universal abstinence where everyone got tested and treated for STD's, we could presumably eradicate those diseases. If everyone that has HIV knew, was on meds and only had sex when undetectable, there would be no need/use for PrEP. Back to the real world. PrEP is not a "placebo" without side effects, but it is preventative. So one has to weigh prevention against management... or eventual death from AID's. As to the "discordant thinking gong?" i think a major difference is Covid is not a sexually transmitted disease. One doesn't catch it from cum, but snot (sorry, but it's true lol). So unless one has a snot fetish (lmao, it too is a thing), i think the comparison suffers. The gifters/chasers i read are about transmission sexually, not hooking up to sneeze or cough on someone (Top?) or be sneezed or coughed on (bottom?).

Thank you for this. We are pressed with personal protective equipment (PPE) shortages at the hospital where i work. With my first Covid patients, i had to wear the same surgical mask all day (13 hours). But, with 'precautions,' i could not wear it when outside the patients isolation room, so had to store the mask in a bag and reuse. This is an example of crises 'management." Two months ago if any healthcare professional had suggested reusing a mask they would have been put on disciplinary action and forced to take education courses on proper use of PPE (i.e., it's only protective if you dispose of it after use). We all knew this, but we're up against a wall with PPE shortages. As it turns out, those regular surgical masks afford little protection, N95 masks are now the standard and they are 95% effective in the most ideal conditions. Bottom line is, when one works in a hospital, one is at risk. i choose my profession and love what i do, but it makes things better when patients work with us instead of against us. Thank you to those of you who care and are being careful.

i've been fucked prolly thousands of times and can count the number of times i have cum hands free on two hands. For me, it just has happened, the right combination of factors. It's not just something physiological i can learn or practice, it's really dependent on the Top i am with, and a huge part of it is mind fuck for me. For me, it's the most sub feeling i have ever felt, not only having my orgasm controlled and dependent on Him, but having the orgasm because of Him penetrating me.

damn, amazing. More than the physical, this is an emotional/psychological dream of mine. i want my mate having control over my orgasm, Him controlling and causing an orgasm in me through penetration is the ultimate. fuck.

i've read with envy the posts of guys who say they feel the 'spurts." i don't. Some guys are really obvious when they cum, others not so much. Some keep fucking while and awhile after they cum, others drive deep several times in unison with Their ejaculation. i fucking love the gasps and breathing sounds some Guys make while cumming. Fuck, yeah. i also start swallowing internally when a Man announces He's ready to or while He's unloading in me. Damn... i hate social isolation lol. i don't get guys who almost seem to try to hide their orgasm? For me, having a Mans ecstatic pleasure/orgasm in me almost edges out receiving His cum, or it's at least it's equal for me.