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GUT 101-- everyone knows to listen to it , and we always try to push the instinct away to satisfy an immediate want or craving- Fuck me, I have done it too many times myself- picked a guy up in a park and took him home( even tho his car was right there- fucker ended up trying to beat me up or kill me- managed to escape by rolling down the stairs from the bedroom loft and ran out the door naked yelling for help. Had a guy cruise me on the gay beach- obnoxious and fucked up- ignored/ got rid of him, but next time I came to Ft Lauderdale I didn't make the association(until much later) and ended up playing, then being his "slave" and again-the gut was correct on the 1st impression- the guy turned into a psychotic, stoner with bi polar issues. I would love to say I have learned from experiences past--but I think we all try to compromise and bargain with our inner feelings-- for the moment-- but men, if it is not sitting well in your inner being--there IS a reason for it and really , we ALL need to start tuning in to that little voice more. And , they more insistent and pushy the guy becomes-- the higher those red flags should be popping up- my read is he is either fucked up, or wants to fuck YOU up

Interesting to see this bubble back up from my original post 6 months ago-- and a little timely too perhaps. I am in the Ft Lauderdale area, huge mecca for gay tourists and for gay men who are escaping their past relationships, small towns, or family pressures ( or who just are fed up shoveling snow in the winter) One neighborhood, Wilton Manors, is almost 35 or 40% gay,per the census, and many of the gay bars and clubs, shops and food options , are concentrated along the main strip. In the last year, there has been a shift, a change in the strip,bars suddenly closing ( owners making off with a lot of cash and staff left with bad checks??) ownership changing and new, out of town money coming in--just in the last 2 weeks there have been a couple of bars that shut suddenly reopen as a new venture. In talking with a local man who had a business on the strip up till June, he mentioned he had heard the rumor on the road is that many of these new clubs are not coming back up as gay, but are aiming for a wider range of people of all genders/interests. I think the rights and freedoms we as gay beings have scratched out, are now coming around and killing the "exclusivity" of a gay business. And killing that edginess and rawness many of the places had--gone are the unmarked door save for a red light overhead, or the mandatory 3 pieces of leather to get in- where men used to be open and groping, now pansexuals and leather women are also mingling, and the sex vibe is not much more than a wimper, if at all . The younger generation never knew the hide and seek games to finding our tribe in a dark bar- now they are more likely to invite 5 of their co workers out to the "gay bar" for drinks and dancing. - clubs that used to have posters of bulging cod pieces and Etienne stylized men are now hanging crystal chandeliers and putting in tables and seating.Everyone is busy checking social media to see if they are missing something somewhere else--oblivious to the hot guy,alone, and very available, just 3 feet away. I can only hope the ying and yang - the wild of the 70's and the technical isolation of 2015, balance sooner than later and people begin interacting sooner than later

Oh boy- December was the worst month ever for me- not a single sex encounter ( Nov food poisoning after Thanksgiving killed play thru the beginning of the month--then it seems my immune system forgot to stop after the food poisoning and I ended up in the hosp for 4 days unable to move a lot of the major joints- seems I had something called reactive arthritis-where an overactive immune system goes out and attacks itself yeesh!) Only good ting about the 4 day hospital stay-they had no idea what was fucking with me-but since I am gay and active- they chased down EVERY single possible STD,protozoa,amoeba,parasite,lost IUD or anything else --and everything came back negative-- sort of shocked me from the level of play and places I have taken cock in the last 4 years... Anyway- for 2015, as I hang a new wall calendar to track my successes ( the power of positive thinking??) in 2016, this was my final tally on 31 Dec Loads taken anal 146 Loads taken oral 33 Fisting sessions rcvd 82 Piss play scenes(could be multi piss play but all from 1 person) 12

Hungry hole wrote "strange that in BreedingZone guys refer to fucking, breeding or taking loads as "sleeping" ... Last guy I really slept with was a partner ( psychotic, but still it was a traid partnership thing) Once I got out and on my own, I have not had ANYONE in 15 years sleep over, and only crashed at one guys place twice in all that time. Def miss the contact and sounds of another body in bed, but then too- no odd noises at 3 am from his nostrils ( or other openings) , no wildly flung arms waking you from the deepest sleep. And no morning breath to wince off as he wants to resume some deep passionate kisses, even though his breath is somewhere south of a barn floor LOL

Thanks WhtHole- milked out a fresh nut from my otherwise distracted nuts- and I def was in need of that draining !!

Dear Santa-- I have been such a pig slut this year, and probably won't get shit from you anyway, but if you could squeeze WhtHole hard and get a story out of him for my Christmas nutt... \ \ Fuck!! Santa DOES exist !!!

Well, in the vein of this Grindr thread- how many of you guys get a hit from a 21 year old guy, generally about 1700 miles away, that goes along this line- Him) You have a hot look Me) yes, thanks for the msg- you are a long ways from me, my profile says local only Him) I just got back fro working out and I am horny Ha Ha Me) Of course, are you a robot or do you not read the profiles or the msgs being sent to you Him) Do you have any pics to share?? Me ) open his profile and block him. Without much variation in distance or msg body, I get about 4 or 5 of these a week when I have the app going-- and damned near zero local hits

...different from asking "Why don't more total tops sometimes get fucked?" / A thousand lashes to you!! Suggesting even in passing one of the few true tops still around should discover anal sex !!! What were you thinking?? As a 110% bottom in a town that Rand MC Nally maps has officially changed the name of from Ft Lauderdale to Ft Bottomdale on their newest printings, where Google maps auto suggests Ft Bottomdale-- WHY would you even plant a seed in the few remaining tops heads?? So , any true tops reading this forum, PLEASE know anal sex is terrible- you DEFINTELY do not want to go there. You cock will get smaller each time you take cock in the ass, and soon Saturdays will be spent at IKEA looking at fabric covered chairs aisle after aisle-- so just don't bend over and take it !! Keep on plugging bottoms and reinforcing your masculinity- but just say NO to taking it up the poop chute

Damn it !! November did not turn out to be a month of Thanksgiving as I had hoped- or even of stuffing the cavity as much as I wanted. But, I was able to get 8 loads in my ass, 1 down my throat, 5 fistings- including 1 at a dungeon party ( my 1st time at one of them) and 3 loads of piss in me; and on me- so really there might be more piss than 3, but it was the same guy in 3 different encounters, always pisses up my ass and then on me as I push it out onto his chest ( i am so damned LOL) Anyway..my year to date ( as of Dec 01 that is) load tots are: Loads taken anal 146 Loads taken oral 33 Fisting sessions rcvd 82 Piss play scenes(could be multi piss play but all from 1 person) 12 And so of course,i had vacation in late Sept and had a bout of A Fib with the heart that fucked up play. I had my last week of vacation start the day after Thanksgiving and a day before PigWeek was starting- played that Friday, did a pool party Sunday that had WAY too many limp/shriveled dicks, and as I was getting ready for a PigWeek event last Monday I snacked on some packaged chicken salad, and about 2 hours later I was the food poisoning express- and stayed out of play all week- so, so much for a miraculous cum from behind ending to 2015!! Unless.... Uh-Santa?????

Great rewrite to the ending- sort of a completion of the circle of "life". And, THANK YOU for writing in general, but especially for linking all your sections here at the end- I always refer guys to BreedingZone to read YOUR Dr Mike post and to spider out from there- now , I may just have to send them to Mikey <g> You are the best man. ... now- what will the next installation be???

Hi Mike. The guy you WERE fucking took you to the hilt, now one closer to your age ( 26) cannot--so I am stepping out on a limb and guessing you were boning an older, maybe more relaxed hole and sexuality wise guy before.?? If so, then sure- the new guy is probably still in that kid in the candy store phase where he wants it all now and is not willing to A) work on/for it go slow and be honest about his abilities and even maybe C) his own sexuality is in flux and while his COCK brain wants to be banged silly, his upbringing about man and a woman crap floods him as the deed is about to really happen. So, you can try to force yourself on him and scare him away, or take it slower and do what others have suggested with rimming and fingering to relax him. Try focusing on him a couple times versus your orgasm - work him to an orgasm and leave your cock out of it once- he may try to take care of you afterwards and that is cool. I bet tho, he runs home and takes a 30 minute hot shower to wash the "sin" off. Last option, fuck both those guys- I have a willing hole and can take daily, multiple fucks- and as long as you are not more than 12 inches, I will ride you to the pubes and grind back hard enough that you will end up hairless when we are done<g> (and if you are over 12 inches, see the part about going slow and easing into the hole, and by fuck my 2nd sphincter will be yours )

I have been taking loads raw for the last 44 of my 59 years- got a partner in 1984 and we fucked raw until I tested poz in Jan of 1987- then the few rare fucks he threw after that were always wrapped, and not very good for either of us. I was still staying slightly satisfied with some porn store sex and park play. Moved out in 2000 and have been a certifiable slut since,and while a few rubbered up cock have hit the hole ( hey, some is better than none) better than 99.89% of my lifelong cock were raw, and I just keep working that percentage closer to 100%

Well, I am way late reporting October results, I just kept waiting to wake up and discover my lack of loads was not just a bad dream - but I guess I really was knocked off the fuck train last month. And all the bills from the hospital for my little cardiac scare really are driving home the point <g> So, once I shook off the scare and got back to being a pig, I was only able to shake out 3 loads in my ass, 3 down my throat, and I was back in the sling and got 3 fists. Brings my year to date ( as of 01 Nov) totals now to 138 loads taken anal ( and yeah, many more fucks without loads donated...grrr! ) 32 loads were pumped down my throat so far, 77 fists found a warm and open space to roam around in my ass, and i was rewarded with 9 piss loads in either my mouth or up my ass this year. About to head to a dungeon party in an hour, and certainly hope it turns into a meat market with as many paws consuming my cunt as possible, but since this will be my 1st time to this event, my inner fear voice keeps warning me not to build up too many expectations and hope that I don't get pushed to the side by some pig in the latest gear <g> And, hoping to also help boost my numbers this month, Ft Lauderdale is having PIGWEEk starting 28 Nov and running a week all around the city- their web site is the same as the event name,in case any dom tops have not heard of it and want to come use me <self promotion NEVER hurts, much..> I do know they got 2 of those industrial picnic tables and have been busy converting them into multi man fuck benches, so this is getting my horns up and sharpened ( and my elbows too, should I have to work my way onto one of them)

I don't know- cut off circulation will cause the blood to clot, when you unband, isn't this a good way to throw a clot and end up with a stroke- might render more than just your balls useless

May be dragging my fingernails over the chalk board , but I went thru a "slave heart" phase some 16 or so years ago- as a long term partnership was ending and I was hunting a way to escape that . I even spent a few days visiting a Master who ran a S & M slave training facility- curious if I was really a slave or if I was just escaping the hurt of the relationship. HE felt I was indeed a slave at heart, and I returned home, made life changes over the next year ( left the partner, transferred to a new city, and moved in with a "Master" and his boy) What I soon realized, was this guy who wanted a slave was NOT a Master; but a bi polar, paranoid addicted person who needed more guiding than he was providing. After a few "Jerry Springer"type months, I packed up and left his house, and have not been back, and after reporting his stalking, he has stayed away as far as I know. The training facility Master--sold off the property, moved a few times, and is now a Monk up in the Pacific NW, his slave became a Wiccan Priest. So, I guess what I am trying to illustrate- your fantasy is to be a slave, but the reality of it is--too many men may call themselves Masters who are not--play, explore, and live your life-- but do not think you will be able to let go of all that you have become to this point-- I found out quickly I could never become a "Yahs Mahster" robot- esp if the Master was a fucking idiot. I still identify as a sub bottom- but by fuckin god- do something stupid or show no regard for MY care and safety, and your ass ( and cock!) are out the door and off the dance card. "Just because someone TELLS you to do something and you do, you are NOT his slave"

Well, late posting my September numbers-- and in fact there may be no October, maybe even no November numbers to post- after a very vigorous fuck a thon on the 29th ( 5 hours) which was preceded by a 6 hour session with the same guy on the 24th, I woke up on the 30th and was experiencing atrial fibrillation ( and no, I really doubt fucking brought it on) Anyway- the A Fib is not reversing, so I am now doing a bunch of pills including a blood thinner/clot fighter until the cardiologist gets me on the table and shocks my heart dead, then restarts it with another shock ( he really promises to restart it, but fuck, if he does not- I will never know and really- at that point, I guess I could care less ! ) ANYWAY <g> in September, I was fucked in the ass and loaded 16 times, fisted on 10 separate occasions (tho a lot of the fistings were in the long sessions and were multiple insertions over 4-6 hours--but counted only as 1 event) Had men feed me their load 4 times, and had piss 5 times this month ! AND , that more than doubles my piss year to date number ! So, as September was being put away and my ass was stuck in a cardiac care unit bed of the local hospital, my year to date loads taken are now ( and may remain) Fucked in the ass- 135, shot down my throat 29, fistings 74, and piss taken in either end 9. Been pissed about the fibrillation, but after being put on the blood clot prevention/thinner today- and the dire warnings about how easy I can bleed on it--really pissed about the meds fucking with my getting fucked !!

I was out last Tuesday night at ramrod for underwear night ,here in Ft Lauderdale, and there was a twin pair wandering around-Puerto Rican, similar in looks,but still each had their own personna and style. Sadly, all I ever got was a glimpse of the shaft and base of the one - the other was always busy cruising around. And, next day I began having A-Fib issues ( a 1st time event for me) so it looks like I will not get much of a chance of seeing them anytime soon- out of the running for at least 5 weeks

I ended a long term relationship about 15 years ago, and thought I had the "slave heart". I moved out, quit a job and moved in with a guy who said he was a Master. I identified as a slave- until I actually was living in his house with his boy-- and realized the guy was the next guest on a Springer show-- fucked up, not a leader but a totally addicted and fucked up person. I managed , thru some trauma- to extract myself from that house- and since then I have allowed myself to really explore- a process that allowed me to identify as a sub bottom. That said, i am not the "doormat" and only go as far and as perverse as I feel comfortable going that day , that moment. today I played with a dom top who has been perverting and pushing me- while he thought he was being challenging by putting a latex glove on his foot and teasing my hole-- i was determined to show him i was more than capable of taking his tests and probes- and ended up fucking myself on his foot- to his shock/astonishment. Part of it was a personal test- could i- would I - take it.And part of it was admiration that he was willing to put in some effort to push me to do more- that made me ride that foot= to fuck my own ass on it - to his pleasure/shock / amazement. I view him as a dom, yet when we are sexing, I am always focused on his pleasure- maybe the sub side of me-- but often that requires me slipping a butt plug up his ass as he is fucking me with his balls and cock, or pissing his piss out of my ass after he has loaded me- back onto him ! Am I suddenly a dom? No, not really- even as i am doing it- i am doing it for his pleasure ( and 90% of the time, mine as well)

Same pig top from Thursday's 6 hour fist and fuck session hit me up today for my ass. I had a bad weekend- 2 different bath houses, and both left me without even a single load. And then yesterday-not a single fuck all day long. So I was in a bad mood and had actually eaten a big meal last night, and then he calls today.FUCK! Worked like a SOB to hose out as deep as I knew I would need to be- he was coming in 2 hours. I scrambled, and had some disasterous flushes, but then--it flushed clean, the crampy feeling was gone, and I knew I was ready. He showed up right on time,i ate his cock as he undressed. Moaning and content with my efforts, he began in on my hole, and quickly had his cock and balls all up inside me. Over the next 5 hours, I had just about everything he could find in my hole- his fist to mid arm, cock and balls, piss, at one point his foot ( in a latex glove--don't think he was expecting me to take him up on it--but I had the pleasure of watching his eyes as I ate the toes, then slid on down onto the arch of his foot--once it was seated, I began fucking myself with it--he just had this huge ,wide eyed look on his face. At another point, about 3 hours in to play ( and a rum and coke and some water later) he needed to piss- I was already in the sling and he had been fisting and fucking me- so I had him unhook the leg straps from the front end of the sling and winch my legs way up and back to the rear chains-pointing my ass to the ceiling.Once in position, he then pulled a chair up to the sling, stood on it, and pushed his cock into my gaped hole, and let it flow. When he was done, he pushed an inflatable butt plug up into my hole, pumped it as large as it would go, then got side tracked and left me upside down-his piss running deeper and deeper into me. Finally let me down, and we headed out to the outdoor patio so I could let the piss out and onto him--except---when the plug came out and he was under me waiting for the piss shower--nothing came out. i was finally able to spray him with my own piss. He used my hole for another 45 minutes before having to head back to his home. And I still have not had his piss stream out- I guess it is absorbed into my guts now-- so it is time to head to the local leather bar for underwear night.. and maybe an offer to top me off some more