Guygonebad

Always in my ass!!!! The only loads to go in my mouth are if they are felched out of my ass or someone else’s ass! Though I will always obey an Alpha top’s command to take his load in my mouth.

I just love being on my knees, ass up, presented to the top...the sound of the belt buckle being undone, sound of the pants going down and coming off, the first touch of his finger in my hole, then the tip of his hard penis, the initial pressure at my hole, the first slide into me...that process excites me so much...I just want my top to enjoy. I’m then thinking about getting his sperm inside me, him leaving it inside me, giving it to me. All these thing are going through my mind as he’s pumping me hard or weakly, doesn’t matter. It’s so great to be a CumDump!!!

I have had multiple black Alpha tops ask me to use it, to describe how I want them to fuck and breed me,?to verbally describe their cocks. I did as they requested, but it makes me very uncomfortable, so unless my black top requests it, I would not use that word.

I’m lucky that I need to travel for my job (before Covid-19). Before the pandemic I traveled a lot (mainly North America) with some international travel. I was CumDumping all over the world. Some of my favorite places were Mexico City and Bogota, Columbia. In Bahrain in the Middle East. But my favorite, most interesting place was Mumbai, India!!!! The men breeding me were amazing and interesting!!

So hot...I went to college at Northwestern and would take the “L” to the Bijou. Loved that upstairs, once I was liberated I went a little crazy there. I never did the sling though. My favorite position was to be fucked through the hole, bending over and sucking another cock on the other side of the booth and have the guy want my ass too. I’d wait until the ducking finished, then turn atrium f and back up to the other hole! Great times.

Right!!!! Boy do I wish it was still there...do you remember the upstairs maze?

I posted this partly elsewhere, but glory holes were an early part of my journey. This was before PReP. I would take anonymous cocks at bookstores with condoms. My first “anonymous bareback” recollection that ultimately has led me to today chasing Poz conversion was when I got stealthed by a really hot guy in an adult video booth. I was bent over, jeans at my ankles, ass pushed out. He was fucking me with a condom. He fucked a long time and I thought I was in heaven having this hot stud fuck me. Finally, he grunted, a few hard thrusts, and he pulled out. Afterwards I always checked the condom. He pulled it off his dick quick and threw it into the basket. As we were both pulling our pants up, I started feeling wet and cum was dripping out of my hole. I fingered my self and I was full of cum. I grabbed his arm and said, “what did u do to me?” He pulled his arm away from me, opening the booth door to leave and said, “giving you what you really deserve, sometimes you don’t get a choose buddy.” Then he was gone. I’m standing outside the booth door, one hand holding my jeans that we’re almost on the floor, my wet ass exposed, guys leaning against the wall staring at me. Back in the booth I squatted and squeezed out his huge load (and it was a huge load), I looked at the condom. It had a hole, he’d had only the ring at the base of his penis, he’d been wholly bare inside me. I went home, my pants wet. I cried that night, but soon I was remembering how good it felt and how hot the risk was. I also jerked off and it was hot So after what happened I kept reliving all that cum coming out of me (it was a lot I have to say). Dreamed about it. But I kept taking condomed cock. They were never quite so satisfying. I kept thinking not just about bare, raw cock, but the risk of it. Finally I wanted more. I wanted anonymous bareback, it was the real freeing of me; myliberation. The stealthing of me was 6 months or more behind me and now I dreamed and fantized about it. So my second time I went to the old Bijou Bookstore in Chicago. They had an upstairs glory hole maze area, some open areas with a sling, etc. I snagged a prime both, big butt hole cut in the side next to another booth. I stripped 100% naked...I could feel the old cum on my feet (true pig) and put my butt hole against the opening and said I to myself that I would take whatever cock wants to enter me. I was there almost 4 hours...9 P.M. to 1 A.M. on a Friday night. The first few cocks had condoms and that was fine. I was breathing heavy until I realized they were covered and after each one I checked..no cum in me. It was the 4th cock, (I distinctly remember 4th) white guy...he fingered.. spit. Slowly tested me. When he pushed in, I reached back and felt the base of his thin cock and realized he had no condom on. He quickly pulled out and said, “sorry guy, I’ll put it on.” I pulled away and said, “it’s ok if u go bare.” That was my first acceptance of personal responsibility for going bare, and accepting the excitement and risk. He slide in me...it felt so fucking amazing!!!! When he got close he kept saying, “I won’t cum in u. I won’t cum in u.” I told him to cum in me and he immediately did, then he zipped up and ran away. I squatted and pushed his cum out. My heart was racing...what did I do!!! But as soon as that booth door opened again my ass was back on the hole..a few more condom guys used my ass..then as the night wore on, another guy put it in raw and never even asked, never said a thing, ejaculated, left. Some guys started with the condom, then ditched it. My cock was rock hard, my heart was racing. Towards the end of the night, this guy came in, I heard him unzip, his fingers slid into my wet hole. Then he pulled them out. He pushed my ass away. I turned to look, he’s bent over, looking through the hole, he says, “you take raw cock?” I gulp, my face reddening as I look at him, “yes.” First time I admit to a guy face to face I’m going raw. He says, “you got Poz loads in you?” I say, “I don’t know.” He pulls away, stands up. I think he’s leaving, then I feel his hand tapping my butt. I push back against the hole. His good size hard cock roughly pushes into me and he fucks until he cums.” He pulls out. As he’s leaving, he says to me, “...fucking whore.” I got 6 raw loads that night and I was liberated!!!! I was free!!!

Several years ago I went through 6 months of total training at the hand of an experienced master. I understand the “one off “ master training, but in my opinion, if you are really serious, invest the time to find a good ongoing longer term training situation with an experienced alpha master. It took me lots of time to find the right Alpha Master. I did through sites like this, but devoted to BDSM, even some straight sites. But once I connected to a few guys in my area, they connected me to some others. This was like over 6 months of time. Once I connected with the man that would be come my training master. We spoke over a period of time. He didn’t want to waste his time. He had rules; such as we would work towards “no limits “ training. Trust is the ultimate key to success here. We had a safe word, BUT it would only be used once. If I used the safe word, he would stop, I would dress and leave and we would be done. This sets up a trust and safety, that the master cannot push you faster than you can progress and it pressures the sub to try harder, and push his limits. I made it through 9 months of training, progressing to totally no limits. It was truly an experience of a life time. My training master is my master for life. He doesn’t own me or anything else. I respect him, but if he requests something of me or wants something I comply out of total respect and subservience to him; and I always will.

Agree. @subBottomKink you’re right on. Definitely know the risks, but as a raw CumDump it’s always a risk. Thx.

Is this a real question? Was BZ hacked? To answer...of course raw, bareback, every time, always, perpetually, eternally, forever, etc., etc., load me up, leave your sperm inside me!!

Agree with @phukhole, it ranks up there as two of my favorite nights of CumDumping and give it was 6 and 7 years ago, it was another step in my journey as a bb, no PReP CumDump.

BZ is an amazing non-judgemental space.

JamesL100 - my two times at the horse market; there was little tit play of me, the mare..a few stallions would grab my tits, but not many. They were focused on other parts of my body. But, a few stallions, when I was on my back, would take my wrists and put them on their tits. I took this as their direction to squeeze and twist their tits; at least until they brushed my hands away.

I’ve been to the Berlin Horse Market twice, once in 2015 and once in 2016; both times in a red hood. To answer a few questions; I was 38 and 39 when I went. FYI - As a total CumDump, I try and take care of myself. I’m reasonably fit, big white ass; but I was concerned they would reject me, age and stuff..no abs. So I just emailed them and the guy that answered my email did say I would be inspected at the door and some mares are rejected. He said I could send pictures. So I did send 3 “real”pictures and a few days later his email said I was “mare material,” but to get there early. So months later when I was in Berlin, Germany for work, I went early. There were 4 guys already in line. So you go in, they inspect you (I had my email printed in my backpack...haha). They tell you the rules, you agree. You go into a room to strip, only shoes, nothing else. Then you get to go into the main area. It is a bit odd as you’re totally naked, standing in the big space, other naked mares standing around, as they come in. The mares were a range of body types, ages, but they were all reasonably fit. Then it’s time to put the hood on. At this event it was 1/3 red hoods, 2/3 white hoods, which surprised me. While I was standing around I started chatting with a much younger guy (28 yo); Bernd. He helped me understand. I asked why so many white hoods, he said fewer guys on PReP and a lot of STDs at the event...I did come away with gonorrhea at both events and added syphilis at the second event. I was number 9, writing on my back and on my right butt cheek the stable helper wrote “USA” and always patted me on the back and called me “American.” “Are you OK American?” He was nice...all the helpers were great!!! Hoods on, they position you in different places. My new friend Bernd and I got positioned next to each other. As a CumDump, I like to count loads and cocks inside me. As the evening began, you wait awhile, then stallions come up behind you, grab your hips and just stick it in u. Soon I realized I was losing count of the number of cocks in me. There was a lot of testing my ass by cocks going inside me. I could hear Bernd getting Covid stuck in him too. Soon I was being led off somewhere, then there was 3 stallions that started using me. Lots of fucking, but no cumming. Once they were done I was led back to what I believe was the center area. Soon more cocks in me. Then off to another area. Then back. I needed a break. When the helper gave me a break, there were two other mares in the room, we all looked sweaty and a bit haggard. Then I was back out. Someone else mentioned it can get a bit rough. While not terribly rough, you are forced to your knees frequently, I was pushed hard over a padded bench multiple times, and once I was pushed into a vinyl covered mattress, then told to get on my hands and knees ...it does take a little getting used to following orders blindfolded. I did one more break, met Bernd in break area. He looked rough. I made it through to the end...btw so did Bernd...haha.. we are still friends today. Probably got 8 or 9 loads in me, but I lost track of the number of cocks in my ass and mouth...maybe 30 or 40? Don’t know. Advice... While hot and very, very fun for a CumDump like me!!! If you are not well experienced taking multiple cocks of various sizes, you may want to be careful. There were some really big cocks and several amazingly long ones that reached way into me. The average cock size was pretty big. I stretched before I went and was glad the big ones I took weren’t first. Bottom Cleaning - if you go, make sure to travel with your deepest cleaning gear. Practice your 2-day eating ritual before. It’s just too much fucking to not be clean and it’s not tolerated to be dirty. You don’t want that stress. You just want to follow the stallions and have fun! Ass-to-mouth is a must! I love it, but by the the end of the night, my jaw was very sore and the cock’s definitely tasted of sweat, a lot of ass taste, and cum. If that’s hard for you, rethink. STDs, prepare for it. This was 5 and 6 years ago, but I assume it’s similar today. Bernd and I left together, early in the AM, dark of the Berlin night, light rain (seriously I’m not making that up) walking and laughing, talking of cocks to see if we could remember any of them, cum dripping down our inner thighs, wet spots on the back of our jeans, sore mouths, the stink of sex all over us, talking of how sore our holes were. We ended at my hotel. He stayed the night. Had a great sleep. Like I said, we’re still in touch today. So everyone, definitely go! It was definitely an experience I will always remember. Since I’m a total CumDump bottom, it’s unlikely I will ever attend as a Stallion, but my two trips as a Mare, we’re memorable! Hapoy to answer other questions.

Hope he lets us know how successful his event was.

I’ve been bred by homeless guys both in SF and in LA. It’s best if you go with a buddy, but I’ve found multiple guys very friendly and receptive to taking my ass and breeding me. When I go now I take bags of clothes, pants, socks, underwear, etc. but whenever I have stopped by I’ve had multiple men welcome the opportunity to fuck an ass.

Several years before PReP, I would take anonymous cocks at bookstores with condoms. My first “anonymous bareback” recollection that ultimately has led me to today chasing Poz conversion was when I got stealthed by a really hot guy in an adult video booth. I was bent over, jeans at my ankles, ass pushed out. He was fucking me with a condom. He fucked a long time and I thought I was in heaven having this hot stud fuck me. Finally, he grunted, a few hard thrusts, and he pulled out. Afterwards I always checked the condom. He pulled it off his dick quick and threw it into the basket. As we were both pulling our pants up, I started feeling wet and cum was dripping out of my hole. I fingered my self and I was full of cum. I grabbed his arm and said, “what did u do to me?” He pulled his arm away from me, opening the booth door to leave and said, “giving you what you really deserve, sometimes you don’t get a choose buddy.” Then he was gone. I’m standing outside the booth door, one hand holding my jeans that we’re almost on the floor, my wet ass exposed, guys leaning against the wall staring at me. Back in the booth I squatted and squeezed out his huge load (and it was a huge load), I looked at the condom. It had a hole, he’d had only the ring at the base of his penis, he’d been wholly bare inside me. I went home, my pants wet. I cried that night, but soon I was remembering how good it felt and how hot the risk was. I also jerked off and it was hot So after what happened I kept reliving all that cum coming out of me (it was a lot I have to say). Dreamed about it. But I kept taking condomed cock. They were never quite so satisfying. I kept thinking not just about bare, raw cock, but the risk of it. Finally I wanted more. I wanted anonymous bareback, it was the real freeing of me; my liberation. The stealthing of me was 6 months or more behind me and now I dreamed and fantized about it. So my second time I went to the old Bijou Bookstore in Chicago. They had an upstairs glory hole maze area, some open areas with a sling, etc. I snagged a prime both, big butt hole cut in the side next to another booth. I stripped 100% naked...I could feel the old cum on my feet (true pig) and put my butt hole against the opening and said I to myself that I would take whatever cock wants to enter me. I was there almost 4 hours...9 P.M. to 1 A.M. on a Friday night. The first few cocks had condoms and that was fine. I was breathing heavy until I realized they were covered and after each one I checked..no cum in me. It was the 4th cock, (I distinctly remember 4th) white guy...he fingered.. spit. Slowly tested me. When he pushed in, I reached back and felt the base of his thin cock and realized he had no condom on. He quickly pulled out and said, “sorry guy, I’ll put it on.” I pulled away and said, “it’s ok if u go bare.” That was my first acceptance of personal responsibility for going bare, and accepting the excitement and risk. He slide in me...it felt so fucking amazing!!!! When he got close he kept saying, “I won’t cum in u. I won’t cum in u.” I told him to cum in me and he immediately did, then he zipped up and ran away. I squatted and pushed his cum out. My heart was racing...what did I do!!! But as soon as that booth door opened again my ass was back on the hole..a few more condom guys used my ass..then as the night wore on, another guy put it in raw and never even asked, never said a thing, ejaculated, left. Some guys started with the condom, then ditched it. My cock was rock hard, my heart was racing. Towards the end of the night, this guy came in, I heard him unzip, his fingers slid into my wet hole. Then he pulled them out. He pushed my ass away. I turned to look, he’s bent over, looking through the hole, he says, “you take raw cock?” I gulp, my face reddening as I look at him, “yes.” First time I admit to a guy face to face I’m going raw. He says, “you got Poz loads in you?” I say, “I don’t know.” He pulls away, stands up. I think he’s leaving, then I feel his hand tapping my butt. I push back against the hole. His good size hard cock roughly pushes into me and he fucks until he cums.” He pulls out. As he’s leaving, he says to me, “...fucking whore.” I got 6 raw loads that night and I was liberated!!!! I was free!!!

I really enjoy a guy top with a PA. Medium sized cocks with a PA are really fun. I’ve done large cocks with big PAs, it can take a bit to get comfortable, but I find the feeling intense. Some bottoms worry about it tearing them inside their rectum..I’ve never had that experience. And like the previous guy mentioned, the moment the tops hard cock is pressing on the out side of your hole and you feet the steel, it’s hot!!!

I used them when I was young and versatile. Over 12 years ago, as I became more and more bottom focused, I started skipping them for feeling raw cocks and cum inside me. Six years ago when I found my calling as a total CumDump; no cock refused, I never touch a condom or let one touch me. I always say NO COCK EVER REFUSED, but now as I think about it, I have refused men who want to wear a condom. I turn them away!

Ridiculous!!! I agree, this dude is in a relationship and hiding it! There is no other alternative. He could be on PReP if he wanted and other STDs are easily treatable if you are not chasing. No doubt in my mind; he’s cheating on someone. Sorry way to go through life.

Hey guy... wish I was as young as you when I started. You may look for a great older CumDump to break u in. Or my experience is u take charge and organize your own corruption the way you want it! I’m sure many many Alpha tops will stop by to use and corrupt u.

When I’m being an anonymous CumDump, which I luv to do...I’m naked, in position, ass up, blindfolded...what turns me on is when the door opens and closes and I hear the top standing behind me, the belt unbuckles, pants unbutton, a zipper sound, the pants sliding down, being pulled off each leg, one leg at a time, the the sound of underwear being shucked off...then the first touch of the cold anonymous hand on my ass....that fucking turns me on!

Love it!!! If a top likes it I’m there to pleasure him.

Just in the last 6 years I’ve totally taken over 1,000 cocks/cum loads. For past 6 years I’ve been a total CumDump, NO COCK OR CUM LOAD EVER REFUSED.