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  2. Would love to be whored out by a top one time. I only did a anon session a couple of times by myself but that's not the same as giving someoneelse the control of deciding who fucks you.
  3. Hello beautiful, My messages to you have been rather sporadic lately, and I’m trying to get back into the discipline of sending them daily. I had a singing lesson today, and it went pretty well. One of my piano coaches taught me to smile and laugh whenever I make mistakes—as a way of showing compassion and kindness to myself—and I carried that into my singing. Each time I slipped up today, I just smiled and laughed, and my teacher smiled along with me. It made everything so much lighter and less stressful. Singing isn’t meant to be stressful—but I still think it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever done in my life. I understand the theory and I know what I need to do, but I can’t quite get my body and my voice to cooperate yet. Still, I’m having a ton of fun with it, even if it’s challenging. Piano, on the other hand, is going really well. I’m learning jazz and experimenting with different rhythms—it’s sounding good, and I’m starting to get the hang of it. I don’t know if I’ll continue singing and piano long-term. This feels like a three-month “season of music” for me, and after those three months, I’ll reassess whether I want to keep going or not. We’ll see where it takes me. My conversations with Brian are slowly and naturally fizzling out—which is what I want—but my conversations with Suf have become more fun. We did have one serious moment where he said he thought I might be falling for him. Not going to lie—I kind of am—but I know he’s emotionally unavailable, and I respect that. I told him we all have our own gardens. For him, after breaking up and now going through a healing process, his garden is still just soil. One day, it will bloom, and that’s when he’ll be ready to invite others in—but right now, it’s not the time, and I know that. So now, our conversations are light, fun, and casual—and I really enjoy that. There’s no pressure, no stakes. I always look forward to his messages. Have a good night, buddy. Love you always. Chat soon xx
  4. I knew a married pastor with kids who bred me once a week for a few years. It was so hot. He loved cumming in me and calling me his bitch or whore. So fucking hot!
  5. It took me 5 years to get rid of them. And yes - sex life gets way better. No more pain, no scratching… I wish you alle the best bro! Keep on fighting!!
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  7. I wouldn't say no to getting my hole offered to random strangers.
  8. This is absolutely one of my favourite things to do. There is something so deeply satisfying about turning up somewhere, popping on my blindfold hood and waiting for the tops that someone has arranged to arrive and use my holes. No right of refusal. No right to see their faces. Just holes to be plowed and seeded. I have a top friend who does this - sort of - he tries, but he just isn't very good at it. He seems too detached (won't update his profiles to say what's happening etc) so it's never as satisfying as it has the potential to be. If there are any tops in the UK who are interested in this (even doing it remotely - I will check into a hotel and you can use the apps and sites to send whomever) I'd love to. Or better in person. Hotel rooms, cruises, your home etc are all great places for me.
  9. fuck I love your stories. My vote's for A.
  10. Absolutely, Love when a man makes me suck on his thumb, and then his other fingers!!!
  11. i wonder where i can meet these straight deprived married men i can regularly suck
  12. There are many good writers here but MackyJay you are one of the REALLY good ones. Hope things are going better for you.
  13. Wonderful!
  14. I have two bottoms that I whore out. Love the control and domination. Any bottoms in Netherlands who want a dom top to whore them out, let me know.
  15. No matter how much they claim to be straight, I still consider them bi or at the very least hypersexual if they are just fucking to get off. I long ago came to terms with the idea that I'm both hi and hypersexual. I don't seem to have it in me to form a romantic attachment with another man, like I can with a woman, but am very much into physical pleasure with either sex.
  16. I love bi porn and cucking not much of a bi reader BUT THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME ffuckhot
  17. Hello, I've been into this lifestyle from almost 10 years now and I’ve had a few dynamics in past these years, and I have trained a lot of subs on Skype,Discord and kik right now just looking for a sub or slave to train or maybe talk about the lifestyle and stuff. I am looking for someone with very few to no limits. If you can't do pics and vids at first that is fine as long as we get to know each other. I am also fine if you don't want to show face. Our relationship won't have to strictly just be Mistress/ Sub as we can have pause moments and connect and get to know each other in a friendly manor. I also love to give punishments. I love taking care of my sub, making sure He is happy, spoiled and filled with attentions. I love to give and receive aftercare and I am very affectionate, and loving. I take time to think about my tasks and customized them to what your fantasies are. Because I spend quite a bit of time thinking about tasks and how for you to get the most out of doing them, this is why proof is important to me. Love hearing about what your kinks / fantasies and limits are and then working out how to complete these in tasks or as part of your everyday life. PM me here, or send me on kik: Misttress537339 or text me on telegram at Mistress55333 if you're interested, I've had a great success with this previously
  18. I still have FB’s I met on bbrt and squirt from years back. nowadays it is mostly trash esp in big cities - fake profiles and time wasters. One just have to prepared for no-show and not plan too much around potential meet-ups. Having said that I recently met some guys on bbrt and squirt who came over to my hotel in London and dump their loads, nice. I like these married men away on business and horny to fuck. In semi-rural areas, they are more genuine - guys giving info which locations good for cruising etc and then offering to show you the way 😁
  19. Cool story. Wasn't my 1st choice but hot nonetheless. And as much as I like stealthing stories my choice this round is A
  20. They do not close the doors for the night. Open access 24/7
  21. Breeding the Mormon Boy. Was in London yesterday and opened up sniffies at about 8PM. Hot 20 year old blond boy messaged me almost immediately asking if I could host and breed. I invited him to my room and he showed up in less than 5 minutes. He was fucking perfection...beautiful face, incredible body, and horny as fuck. I asked him how many times he had been fucked that day...he said he was at sweatbox and was fucked for 45 minutes but the guy never came..he was desperate for cum. He immediately stripped off his clothes. He was rock hard with a massive dick. He stripped me then licked me from toe to armpit...really aggressive and desperate licking...this boy was horny. I asked if he liked multiple tops and he immediately gave me his phone and asked me to invite anyone to join. I started by replying to the dozens of messages in his sniffies and invited everyone. I was in an easy access hotel so an impromptu orgy was no problem...the boy continued licking my body and begging for cum. I left the door open then started to fuck his ass. Shortly after another guy came in watching me...then he stripped and asked me to step aside. One by one, then 12 guys came in and fucked this kid as I watched...I knew it was dying down so then I stuck my dick into his hole and bred in the 13th load...mixing all the cum nicely... After I shot my load I fingered him and asked him to push out the loads...I fed them to his hungry mouth... He then asked me if he could beat off...I of course said yes and just watched this perfect boy masturbate... He came with a huge force and shot his load over his head...I scooped it all up and let him lick it off my tongue. Then we laid next to each other hugging...I asked him where he was from (Utah) and why in London (visiting with his family)...this was his last day and only "free" day in London. He got on Grindr and took two more loads in my room then left with a big smile on his face.
  22. I have always been into older guys. I had a mentor as a teen. He actually had to go through a whole thing screening him to make sure he wouldn't have sex or do any kind of sexual things with me. I think he even believed himself at first but eventually we came to a compromise where he would fuck me on my 18th birthday. I arranged it carefully without telling him so he'd technically be the last dick I rode as a minor and the first as an adult. I was a teen so I still had a few hangups over age but he was skilled. He'd been molesting and grooming me for a couple years at that point but I was into it 90% of the time and had definitely been interested in him seeing me as sexually available. I liked being a bit transgressive at that age so it was very exciting for me to turn legal already impailed on a man's 7" cock who had been an adult from the moment I was born. It was good sex. He was 38. He insisted on using condoms though unfortunately but it was still one of the more memorable times. I definitely came off as kind of sweet and naive back then so he was pretty pleased and shocked when he came in my throat. For a while, I got shamed a lot as a legal teen by older adults for my sexuality, worse it was often adults who had openly expressed interest in me at some point. I think having gay men who clearly wanted me suddenly turn around and do that to me was pretty bad for me psychologically at that age. I made it through the 90's and early 00's with most queer adults around me who had gravitated to me because I was out even as a kid as queer and kinky and was unapologetic and insisted others could conform around me. That wasn't really common then so I had a lot of queer adults dead set on protecting me from absorbing any shame... only to run into their own turned against me when I was old enough to legally thank many of them in my favourite way. My age definitely went into it because while some older friends just gave into me trying to seduce them (even as a minor... often out of confusion around my age) I also had many friends older than me who did figure out my age and wanted to try to be a role model they didn't have... and they thought that meant not fucking me even though I love fucking my friends. It was confusing because how they looked at me and how hard their dicks were when we hugged or cuddled suggested they would've enjoyed it. It wasn't like I didn't get a bunch of negative messages growing up, I had just always been able to shrug them off and... so suddenly I got hit by a wall of shame. Like it all caught up at once. I've always wanted older guys but it took me into my 30's to start actively seeing out tops 20+ years older again. I would politely turn down guys that much older before. It started off with just noticing at bathhouses that when a lot of hands were on me or guys were taking turns fucking me, the older guys somehow managed to be both be really decent and considerate to me as a person and also fuck my brains out like a depraved slut. I started asking older guys to show me around their cities and breed me, often offering myself as free use while they played tour guide in their cities, and I did this whenever I traveled or was in a new place for work and that was always really fun. I met such nice, hot guys and they all fucked me so good. It's so rare I run across guys older guys who aren't much fun or who aren't skilled fucks. I also enjoy a little more intimacy (but without a lot of drama or having that put under a microscope) and many older guys enjoy that, too, in addition during a lot of licentious and depraved fucking.
  23. So hot
  24. Hey guys or should I say pigs. It's as if I cut out two and a half years out of my life because for that long I endured three spinal decompression surgeries three-staff infections for which I was hospitalized for 9 days and 2 months of antibiotic at home. And my body was c-shaped so I couldn't walk and lived basically in the house between two chairs and my sling Fuck yeah my leather sling saved me this is the story of a temporary disabled daddy pig and his magical sling. First of all let me be clear I live in slnm that's St Louis on the mighty Mississippi the bottom capital of America. (And you thought SLmm meant something else? LOL 😆, Gutter head.) I'm so fucking happy to tell this story that I'm back from just basically being nowheresville. I really know what people go through being disabled and I hope I can get out of this some say I'll get 50% back some say I'll get 70% back others say I'll get more but one thing about St louis. I'm celebrating 50 years here I wasn't supposed to leave when I moved here when I was 17 I traveled the world for 42 years in my job and I never left these same few Square miles. I love this town because it is fly over usa. I love the hot weather. The humidity. You can have Florida. I love this town it has the cheapest happy hour in the country drinks are still 4 bucks. Beers are still about three bucks. At happy hour. Originally grew up in chicago, Oak park, I went up there a few years ago and the same cocktail at happy hour was $12. Bite me. I love this town because everyone always tried to change it. How can we be like Boston or some other city. Only this city has three monuments telling you to get the hell out of here and go somewhere else. The arch is a monument to Westward movement, the Horace Greeley Monument well you know where he told you to go young man, and St Louis himself on a horse in front of the art museum which was the previous Monument before the arch was built, yelling at people to get the fuck out of France but this has a homo theme throughout. I live just eight blocks from the Mississippi River one of the biggest cruise areas in the world huge bike trails Big Forest two parks and fucking on the riverfront. Ironically named after a Catholic nun sister Marie Charles but you know Justice is served she was not a very nice person I know because she was one of my clients so what goes around comes around honey. Anyway I've got two stories to get back to in the cam sex fiction one is trailer trash Tina and the other is Scotty's treehouse. The former is based on a true story out at my trailer 60 Mi South in buttfuck French village.. the other is Loosely based on a story well actually it's all fiction down at the riverfront eight blocks from where I reside. So why would I leave I've got everything here down at the trailer I live in the homo Heights area and the woods are a cruise Woods God the place had my name on it I had no idea. Really. Anyway I hope you can enjoy the stories in the chem sex fiction and this daddy is glad to be back When the Smoke Clears I will have a titanium ass a titanium lower back and a titanium neck so I'm not only aspartame Daddy because there ain't no sugar in my place. BYO shit. But now I'm titanium Daddy in between you and me it's no 6 million dollar man. Which today would be the equivalent of $44.5 million. I don't know what it all bought me it hurts like hell I have to force myself to walk yet not fall and break anything for the next few months. No complaints the hospitals and the doctors were great why are neurosurgeons so fucking hot. I had two spinal surgeries back in 2013, and he was hot too) and the Infectious Disease ones were all good for the staphylococcus. I wanted to make a tat of staphylococcus but it's not bad boy enough they look like circus balloons real bright colored. I did think of something sinister mass murderer John Wayne Gacy who grew up not far from where I did, was a clown on the weekends I could have a tatt Gacy  passing "ballons" out to the children. anyway Daddy's back well he's stumbling back time to put up my sling. Oh Heavenly fuck that thank you for my C shape sling. You see with a c shape body I had a poor muscle relax and send them each night you couldn't sleep very long. The sling was perfect two young men everywhere some of you are fucking fickle some of you are responsible but all of you. Are fucking hot but I have just one complaint aren't there more tops among you? At my age I'm expected to be the top and it's the same old story when I'm well rested first night not up all night I'm out still up angry top. But the second night I'm just a bottom bitch craving loads. I made the mistake of Hosting Sunday through Monday and well I know why I never went out on Sunday night cuz Monday was that day at work with all the meetings. But I'm changing my routine anyway I'm taking a break from hosting so much. I'm not sure if that's all mm is the bottom capital of the world on my first night when you show up and on my second night I often think so  Thank you for listening. I wasn't looking for any sympathy just gratitude that I hopefully can make it out of this wilderness. And at 65 Medicare works and since I've had to go through the Social Security website all my shit is there since I've since working since 1975 in high school. I will have time to get back to my two chem sex fiction stories in that tempex forum. Trailer trash Tina and Scotty's tree's house are based on the areas I described out of my trailer and down at the riverfront Cruise. The names are changed to protect the innocent. Daddy is going to put up his sling I'm not expecting anyone but it sure wss a comfortable bed and fuck seat when I needed it. Oink.

    1. TaKinGDeePanal

      TaKinGDeePanal

      Glad you're still with us. 4 bulging discs here (T7 T8 L4 L5) plus ankylosing spondylitis here. 

  25. I mostly use them when I travel, and there are definitely places in the world where they work. Where I live about the only thing they've ever been good for is amplifying my sexual frustration, but the same is true for rt cruising there too.
  26. Not in a relationship so I'm not cheating on anyone, and I absolutely love public fucking.
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