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Part 12 It then hit me, I was smiling about getting probably pozzed? What was I thinking? I had thought I was completely straight, wife, kids, never touched another guy and now what? I had taken so many cocks in my formerly virgin ass in one night and seemed they were all hvl toxic HIV positive and had let them all fill me with this cum. Not only that but I found I had loved almost every single time and wanted more. I couldn't seem to get enough. What the hell was I thinking? My mind was in a complete whirl as to what had happened and what am I going to do now? I had been drunk to start with, but now I was stone-cold sober and still craving more cock. I was having a really hard time wrapping my head around it. I could only seem to come back to one thing and that was, how do I get some more cock to pound my hole with. What a dilemma I should get the hell up and get dressed and get the hell out of there. To where though was a good question? I slowly sat up and looked around for my clothes. They were scattered all over the room. I got out of the bed and started to pick them up and found that I had so much cum in me it was starting to seep out of my ass and run down my legs. It was like a river. I must have taken a gallon of cum up my hole to pour out like this. My hole was so opened up at the moment I could not clench it enough to stop the flow. What a mess and yet so hot too. For some reason, I couldn't fathom I found myself reaching down and scooping some of the run out into my hand. I brought it up to look at and without thinking about it, I suddenly realized I had brought it right to my mouth and was licking it up and swallowing it like some nectar or something. As it dawned on me what I was doing, I was shocked but as I finished what I had I had an uncontrollable need and found myself scooping more and then more until I was pushing my fingers into my hole and almost dragging more out to drink. I was drunk on cum and was getting hard again from it. I had completely forgotten about gathering my clothes and drank until I could not get any more out of me, actually driving my fingers into my ass to get every drop I could and then finally licking my fingers and hand clean of every last drop. I was crazy for more and could not understand why. It had become like a drug to me and I needed more somehow. What the hell was I doing? Why was I like this? My mind in complete turmoil and wondering if I should now get dressed or wait naked to see if more guys would come in and fill me with more of their precious cum. I was in uncharted territory for me and had no idea what to do. Should I get dressed and get the hell out of there? Should I get dressed and go look for more guys to fuck me? Should I just lay back down and wait and see if someone comes to do me again? Maybe, I should just walk out naked and go to the bathroom and see if someone sees me and comes and ravishes my ass? I could not even think straight. I giggled at that as I guess after what I had been doing for hours, I didn't see how I could think 'straight' at all anymore. I finally decided the hell with clothes for now and walked into the hallway to head to the toilet. I walked in and for some reason, my insides churned a little and I sat down on the stool. I hardly got sat down when my bowels let loose with a torrent and I glanced down to see it looked to be mostly more cum, wow I didn't think there was any more in me but wow a lot and as it finished dribbling out I took a piss too. My damn cock was partially up though and it almost went straight out onto the floor but I clamped my legs at the last moment and held it back and then I reached down and squeezed my cock to stop the flow. Then thinking about something I had read once, I aimed it at my face, opened my mouth and let it go straight into it and swallowed all I could get with the last just running down my chest and stomach. By the time the last bit came out my cock was standing straight up and hard as a rock. WOW, what a turn on that was. Just then the door, I had forgotten to lock, came open and in walked one of the guys who had been fucking me. He took one glance and just walked over and took his cock out and I opened my mouth and he began to piss and as he did he drove his cock into my mouth so that not a drop got out and I had to swallow fast as could be. As he finished he too was getting hard and I sucked him for a bit. Then he reached down and grabbed my legs and tipped me back and pulled my ass up in the air and drove his cock deep into my ass. He grinned at me as he pumped hard and deep into me. I grinned back like a dummy or something. He pounded my ass for a good 15 minutes and then drove hard into me one last time and I could feel his cock pulse as he filled my hole with another load of toxic cum. My own cock was throbbing too but I didn't cum yet. God, it felt so good. He pulled out and told me he was going to go tell the other guys my hole was almost empty and in need of more filling. I got up and went back to the bedroom to lay down and wait.

just fucked my load into some cute little teenage faggot in an alleyway just off Yonge . Hooked up with the slut online and got him to meet me near the alley(I made him wear only a pair of shorts and tank top) then follow me into it.walked to an area between 2 trash dumpsters and made him strip naked got him on his knees and pissed all over his face and body then got him to suck me hard then bent the 120 pound slut up against a trash dumpster and fucked him hard till I blew my load in the boys tight little pussy.i told him I was fucking him behind a dumpster to remind him that he is disposable trash. I said "did you notice I didn't ask your name? that's cause I don't give a fuck what your name is. You're just some trash that takes loads in the alley"then I made him tell me he was worthless trash over and over while I fucked him. Managed to piss on him again when I was done .got him on all 4s for this one.

My ex was poz. We got tested when we got together. His viral load was high. His CD4 was low. He wasn't surprised, but he also wasn't sure what would happen. His plan covered everything for him. It was his decision to start the cocktail (back then) or not. He chose to do it and ..... was sick as fuck. It was really tough for him.... and secondarily, me. But, he got through it and so did I. For years we fucked raw. His numbers were really in a good place and we understood U=U... we were living proof it was OK to fuck raw with the right numbers. We also had a lot of 3sums, and I realized that I enjoyed fucking raw - but didn't necessarily know (?) or believe (?) the status of some of the guys we fucked around with together. I went to Anon Testing clinic that was local every 90 days. I had to decide whether to go on PrEP and go out there and fuck raw or take the chance. I opted to join a local clinic that was studying MM relationships where one partner was poz and the other..... not. I started the program and .... no regrets. But - I HAVE definitely been shamed by some real dickheads about being a pussy, and what's the big deal - if you get pozzed, just take drugs..... etc etc. Not a lot of guys, but I would bet around 10 guys I 'thought' were cool. This wasn't jokin' around or fun shots. These were head-on brutal comments. I grew up in a small town and was bullied as a kid. You never forget that. So when these assholes started giving me grief for MY life decisions - I quickly realized this was just... bullying. I tossed them to the curb. I totally understand some guys are chasers and enjoy that lifestyle. And I cheer them on. I know some guys have opted to NOT treat and do their thing. And I cheer them on. And I remember what my ex partner and I went through for a few months and the effects of his meds on his high cholestrol and other health issues - and I thought - nope. I totally love fucking and getting fucked raw. But I refuse to be bullied for my decisions. I think we need to do better as a community. Cheer one another on. Not berate. Just 'my' view on this one based on my real-life experiences. Cheers guys

"This is odd!" Blackie exclaimed, stroking his beard, more than merely curious about the situation. "Yes, it is!" Katt confessed "But this discussion needs to remain between us, at least for a while! Not many men have been able to rock my world. Obviously, you were the first! Javi came along and I fell in love with him. Unexpectedly, in the short time I've spent with him, Alex has become the third. Do you think he'd be insulted if I gave him some product as my way of thanking him?" His curiosity satisfied, Blackie heaved a sigh of relief. "You're absolutely right! For some reason, I quickly felt comfortable with Alex and yes, he rocked my world! While he did make that remark about feeling like a whore accepting a discount, I think he'd be pleased that you think enough of him and accept in in the spirit in which it's given. In case I haven't said this before, Katt, you rock my world!" Reaching into his backpack, Katt took out a pen, paper and an envelope. He wrote a brief note and pulled out some product from his backpack, putting it in the envelope along with the note and sealed it before putting it in Alex's shorts. Quickly, he got dressed. "See you soon!" He said giving Blackie a peck on the cheek as he walked out. "Do you mind if we chill for a bit?" Alex asked as Blackie returned to the bedroom. "Hot and sexy as Blackie the pig is, I'd like to get to know Blackie the hot and sexy man!" While slightly taken aback by this revelation, Blackie was nonetheless pleased. More often than not, guys were satisfied with what happened in bed. "Not at all! Feel free to ask me anything as long as I can do the same!" Alex squeezed Blackie's knee and looked intently at his soulful brown eyes. "This is probably prying and if you'd rather not answer, just say so and I'll understand. Do you know who pozzed you?" Though the question was totally out of left field, Blackie had no qualms answering it. "Actually, it was Katt!" He said, emphatically.

Earlier I was chatting to a horny Algerian top, ripped hairy body, thick 8” cut dick. He wanted me to bttm for him & a few mate, a fuck n go but for 6 guys. I instantly agree & heased over to his place. They were all very hot guys, big fat dicks from 7” to 9” cut, they fucked me hard & deep breeding their thick loads in me, all excited one guy, very cute very muscular young lad. He seemed a little shy & they teased him & told him to drive me home, which he did. His name is Asim, 23, gorgeous green eyes & huge muscles. He’s also quite short which really tuned me on. While sat at some traffic lights I reached over & started to feel his dick in his jean & asked why he didn’t fuck me, he got instantly rock hard & said he wanted to fuck me but he prefers 1on1, I told him to fuck me when we got to mine. We got as far as the stairs on the way to the bedroom my joggers of, on my back legs spread his jeans round his ankles & his big fat veiny 8.5” cut raw dick digging into my cunt hard & deep! He smash me good & blew a huge load inside me. Before he pulled out I reached down & fondled his balls telling him I wanted all his cum in my cunthole. Round 2 on my back again holding his gorgeous hairy muscular arse & he drilled me & bred me deep in my guts. While he recovered laying on his front I was caressing his muscular meaty hairy arse & gently let my fingers slide in his crack & rub his hole, he groaned & started grinding up on my fingers, I spread his hairy cheeks & deep rimmed him, he was groaning loudly & begging me to fuck his arse. I lubed & plunged my dick in his arse & fucked his tight hole, I was so turned on it only took a few minutes before I bred his tight muscular arse. I was still rock hard inside inside his arse & my balls were still aching to breed him so I carried on fucking much to his pleasure, pounding him hard & deep. I flipped him on his back & spread his legs & plunged back in him till I should my second load in him. 10 minutes later he was fucking me doggy as hard as he could, he was hitting the spot & I told him I was getting very close to orgasm. He fucked me harder & we both groaned louder then seconds apart we both climaxed .

My name is Robert Kendall Allen, and this is the story of how I got pozzed. My mother was barely 18 when I was born. I never really knew my dad since my mother wouldn't marry him. She told me nothing about him except that he went away to college while my mom went to the local community college and worked while she raised me with help from her parents. I heard that my dad ended up moving away. I'm not sure where he moved, but I know he never returned to our small town in Illinois. While he had left the town in which he was raised, nevertheless I always would get a birthday card every year from him. He never missed a birthday, until today, the day I turned 21, and this omission is not his fault since he has no idea that I moved out of the small town where I had lived for the first twenty years of my life. Here's how I ended up leaving home; a couple months ago I my mother caught me in bed with another man. Actually the guy was one of my high school teachers. He had been fucking me since my junior year. To say she freaked out would put it mildly. After my teacher left she told me I had to be out off her house by the end off the week. I didn't wait that long and by the next day I had all my shit packed in my car and left. I had a buddy who lived close-by who let me crash with him in exchange for sex, so when I wasn't at my crappy job at the local WalMart (or servicing my straight bud) I was on my laptop seeing who was out there with whom I could play while I temporarily stayed with my 'friend'. I've always been attracted to the older, daddy types. I've never used a condom and knew the risks involved with bareback sex, although I never really chased the bug until now. While on-line I discovered Breedingzone.com and Bugshare.net. The stories always had my dick hard. The thought of getting pozzed up by an older guy and becoming his boy filled my dreams (and my jack-off sessions). I then discovered Barebackrt.com and started my search for the perfect man to knock me up. I concentrated on the listings for Chicago, knowing that city would afford me an excellent chance of meeting the right man to poz me, and when I decided to make the trip to Chicago, I also decided to post my itinerary on bbrts, mentioning I would be at Steamworks, and that I looking to play with an older poz guy. I threw all my belongings in my car and drove the 3 hours to Chicago and quickly found my way to Steamworks, parked my car and went inside, asking for a locker since my funds were limited. I stripped out of my street clothing, and draping a towel around my 28" waist, I went to explore the place. I quickly learned that there were a number of older men who'd love to 'take care' of a boy like me, 20 something, 5' 9", 135 pounds, blond hair, blue eyes, lean, smooth build. The one common factor that these Daddies shared was that they were all interested in pozzing-up bottom boy - like me. It didn't take me long to find the man of my dreams. He was in his 40s, about my height, muscular, with blond hair and blue eyes (like me) with a nice piece off meat between his legs (it had to be 5" semi soft). I didn't pack much less and at full mast I am nearly 8". What caught my eye was the biohazard tattoo he had just left off his trimmed pubes. It seemed that I caught his eye as the two of us did this 'dance' as we moved around the place. I lost him for a while until he came up behind me saying seductively "I've been waiting for you to get here." "You saws my post on barebackrt?" "Yes, Boy, I did. Where are you staying in town?" "Don't know yet, just thought I'd check this place out and see what I might 'find'." "What are you looking for?" I answered him, "Anything that may 'CUM' my way" with what I hoped was a seductive smile. With that, the dreamy guy introduced himself as 'Greg', and invited me to join him in his room. I introduced myself as Kendall, using my middle name, thinking my middle name might give me a fresh start. I followed Greg back to his room and once we were inside he shut and locked the door. Greg had a room with a bed on one side and a sling on the other. After we were in his room Greg pulled my towel from my waist exposing my entire body to his inspection. He leaned over and kissed me, his tongue entered my mouth as his hands explored my body. He was touching me in all the right places making me feel so good. I was hoping that this might be the man who would give me what I was seeking, that Greg was the poz Daddy who would take care of me. Greg placed his hands on my shoulders and gently pushed me to my knees. I knew what he wanted and took his cock into my mouth, showing him my skills at sucking cock. His rod easily slid into my throat, engorging as time when on. Soon enough I found myself working on an 8" thick cock. After I had worked his cock to to his satisfaction he pulled his hard tool from my hungry mouth and as I looked inquiringly up at him, Greg looked down at me and said, "You're a damn good cock sucker boy, you ever party before?" I knew what he meant from the stories I'd read on breedingzone, "No Sir, but I'm open to the idea." Greg got an evil grin on his face as he led me over to the bed. He had me sit down as he rummaged around in his bag. He pulled out two syringes and a little baggie containing a white crystaline powder. I assumed (correctly, I later learned), it was Tina. He filled both syringes just over half way with the drug. He then added water and waited for the contents to dissolve. Greg then pulled out a tourniquet and worked it over my bicep. He had me pump my fist a few times as he looked for a good vein. Greg spoke to me as he swabbed my arm with some alcohol, "You're going to feel a little pinch when the needle is stuck in your arm. I'm going to pull back and get a flash of blood in the barrel to make sure I've hit the vein. Then I'll empty all this in your arm. When I remove the tourniquet you'll probably feel a warmth rush up your arm. You will feel like you can't breath as you cough out a few times. Then the drug will hit you as your heart begins to beat faster and you'll feel very warm. I want you to go with the feelings and ride the rush. Once you're ready I want your mouth back on my cock as I do myself." Greg had me lay back on the bed as I watched. He found a prominent vein, suck the needle in, pulled back a little to get a small flash of blood and as he pushed the plunger down emptying the contents into me he said, "Ready or not, here it cums!" Greg released the tourniquet and, just as he described I felt a warmth go up my arm into my chest. I felt as if I couldn't breath, I coughed hard two or three times, and then sensed a flush and my heart began to race. I also heard a distinct ringing in my ears and felt as if my eyes were rolling into the back of my head. As I rode my first rush, I looked up at Greg as he smiled down at me. I knew I needed to pleases this man and would do anything he commanded. I just lay there for what seemed like an eternity (but in reality was a couple minutes) when I knew I had to pleases this man, this God who I hope would be the man to not only give me the bug, but maybe he would make me his boy. I knew I needed to pleases this man. I got down on my knees and between his legs to service him as he administered his own slam to himself. I took his semi hard cock deep into my throat. I never knew that I could swallow a man like I was doing to Greg at that moment. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Greg apply the tourniquet to his arm I watched as he swabbed the vein he was going to use. I could see him stick the needle in himself as he drew back to get the small flash in the barrel. Just as he had done to me moments ago, he emptied the entire syringes into his own arm. I heard the click as he removed the tourniquet. He coughed out almost like I had as I knew the second the drugs hit his system. I felt his cock throbbed to its hardest I had felt in my throat as I swear I could feel him cumming, or maybe he was just precumming, but it felt like a ton was flowing out of his dick. Greg didn't say a word as he placed a hand on the back of my head and began to fuck my throat. I felt for a moment that he was going to cum right then and there when he stopped. He lifted my chin and I rose up with his touch as he kissed me with a passion I had never felt. Each of his touches was electric. I knew I wanted this man and he was about to take me, make me his right then and there. My hope was that he'd make me his forever! As we kissed he led me over to the sling. I climbed in without any difficulty and he helped me put my feet in the stirrups as I laid back looking up at this magnificent man. He kissed my feet, licked my inner legs as he worked his way between my legs. He paused for a moment as he licked my balls and sucked my semi-hard dick. The sensation was incredible. I could feel myself getting a little harder but I never reached my full potential. Then Greg went back to my balls and then onto the area between my sack and hole - I felt an increase in pleasure beyond what I had ever known. When he finally found my quivering hole, I thought I was going to explode. I uncontrollably began to moan and writhe around. The more he licked and worked his tongue inside me, the more I wanted his cock, the more I wanted to be he poz bitch. "FUCK GREG! I need you inside me. I need your poz cum, your DNA coursing through my veins." Greg didn't speak a word - he just shoved his hard cock in, balls deep, looking down on me as he began to slowly fuck my ass. I could feel every inch of his cock slide in and out of my ass. I'm not sure how long he had been fucking me, but I was certainly enjoying every second. After a couple of minutes of steady fucking, he began to pick up his pace, fucking me harder and faster only to stop, lean in and kiss me before he'd start fucking me some more. He occasionally would pinch my nipples or squeeze my balls as he worked my hole with his cock, keeping up this rhythm for what seemed an eternity of pleasure. After quite a length of time he asked "You ready for my dirty seed, boy?" "Fuck, yes. Your dirty seed will make a great birthday present." Greg then grunted and slammed hard into me as he grunted "OH FUCK! I'M CUMMING! TAKE MY CHARGED LOAD BOY!" as I felt his cock thicken and spasm inside me. I swear I thought I could feel his load as he deposited it inside me. Greg fought to catch his breath as he leaned in to kiss me, his tongue making its way deep into my mouth. After we kissed he pulled back and said, "So today is your birthday in so many ways. Today you'll be born into the poz brotherhood. How old are you today?" as his still rock hard cock was slowly pumped my hole working his charged seed into the walls of my ass. "I turned 21 today." Greg never acknowledged that he heard me when he started to slam fuck me again, "I'M GONNA CUM AGAIN!" as his cock once again spasmed inside me once again filling me with his poz seed. "Did you say you're 21 today?" "Yes, sir I am. And you're making it a special day for me, especially since I didn't get my yearly birthday card from my father." Greg looked a little shocked at what I told him but he seemed to brush it off. Suddenly he asked, "Why didn't you get you father's birthday card?" as he continued to work his hard cock inside my cummy hole. I told him the details of how my mother had kicked me out of the house and why I made the decision to seek out a mature man to poz me and (hopefuly) take me in. As I told Greg all this he seemed to know me. He looked down at me with the biggest shit-eating grin I'd ever seen as he began to fuck me harder and harder. He wad fucking me so hard I thought the sling was going to break. Greg grunted out as he seeded my hole again. He had deposited so much cum inside me already some was spilling out as he continued to fuck me as, I'm sure, more was being worked deeper inside me. We kissed again, but there was something different about this kiss. It was more like a kiss two lovers would share. After we stopped kissing, Greg looked at me still with that grin, "Your using your middle name, your first name is Robert." I was shocked. How did this guy I just met know my real first name!? "How did you know that?" Greg never stopped fucking me. He just looked at me as he kept pumping away. "I know your real name because I'm your father." Hearing that had my semi-hard cock going rock hard. Greg kept in fucking me as we kissed again and again. I felt his cock grow harder and thicker deep inside of me. We kissed as he shot yet another load inside me at that same exact moment I shot what I hoped to be my last neg load thinking 'MY OWN FATHER POZZED ME!'

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I rarely wear deodorant. Love going to my local bar during Sunday Beer Bust and sharing. Usually sniff, lick, and rub the scent all over my goatee. Love when guys return the favor!

Hooked up with a Thai guy on BBRTS in Bangkok this afternoon. I’m staying at the Bangkok Babylon hotel and had already taken two loads that afternoon at Babylon’s bathhouse before the hookup. The guy’s cock was described as big in his profile and was big byThai standards but actually was smaller than mine and so I was initially a little disappointed as he took his jockstrap off. I’m pleased to say my disappointment did not last as he was very hard and knew how to use it to good effect. He fucked me good and came in my hole. But it wasn’t over. He continued to fuck my cum filled hole and did not seem to soften or slacken at all. He explained he could come multiple times and he demonstrated by breeding me a second time. After a shower and before leaving he offered to come back the next day. I plan to take up his kind offer.

I started sucking cocks in the park when I was a teenager... but I was SO nervous and shy. I'd give one blowjob, go back 2 weeks later and give another (but jacking off every day thinking about it). I wish I'd given in and been a bigger slut even sooner. I could have had SO much more fun

I’ve never topped, never cared to top and don’t care if my family knows I’m a cumdump bottom. I love being the submissive “woman.” My gay friends all know who I am and they also know I’m a BB boy.

I'm surprised to get this many positive feedback. Hope you enjoy this next installment. ; ) --- He explained to me the origin of his covenant and its purpose. His persuasion skills could challenge that of Jim Jones. In his words and explanations, everything made sense and I was beginning to believe in the existence of a higher being. Even more, that we had a purpose. There was no koolaid to be drunk, just his cum to made me join him. It started after he got ‘it’ that he decided to repent temporarily. On his knees, praying for a sign, he realized that there was no use and that he was in charge of his life. Fully charged. That moment of nothingness was also his first so called prophecy that he needed to establish an order as a response to the wrath that God has put on those who sodomize. By now, he had 9 brothers in his covenant with 22 out of the city. Funnily enough, he even told me that when he was renovating a house last year, he cut the owner a huge chunk of the final price as a Welcome Gift for joining his covenant. The owners name? Monsieur Courtois. Of course he did. Estelle couldn’t stop throwing her parties that summer where all of us would come and use the sauna in her backyard after swimming in her pool, now expanded. I now know why the slab on the pool had Latin words on it. It was Robert’s little signature. “Oh Lucas? Yes...that man has vigor. He understood the mechanics of this covenant and got me an early 18th century edition of Paradise Lost, hardbound of course. Came from a publishing house in London, whose owner was a friend of the British ambassador. That’s the thing about this covenant, the perks are unparalleled. I specifically choose who’s in and who’s not. In the senate, not far from here, I know of a certain republican who our brothers had restrained and came in him all night while he begged to be filled with more of the covenant’s seed. It’s practically hard to pull some strings from him, but it is doable. The contracts I’ve gotten made me buy this house, which was what God intended now I discovered you next door.” I believe that this man who has his cock in me at this very moment is a reincarnation of Machiavelli. How calculative and precise he was. What did he say to convince of these people to join a secret society like his? Influential people everywhere. Foucault was right, power is exercised, not possessed and Robert exercised his through the covenant. His cock was still in me when we lied on the floor while I listened to his manifesto. He said that his covenant aimed to collect those who understand the grand narrative of how the world works in accepting God’s purpose of the curse that He struck on us sodomites. Quoting Baudrillard and some other philosophers I don’t recognize, I could tell that Robert has crafted his covenant in an enigmatic fashion that only certain knowledgeable people would understand. It was elitist at best and he intentionally kept it that way so that he could procure the crème de la crème. Covered in sweat, he told me that he’s going to shower and brought me to his bathroom. I looked at his marble bath tub and he understood that a bath would be more fitting. It was onyx black and had a few candles around it, still unlit. I can tell that Robert was also a man of taste. It was all Dyptique. Even the ones in his ‘shrine’. It was all in black, custom ordered to display the 7 deadly sins instead of the scent name. He ran the bath water while he sucked my cock, edging me every time I felt like I was about to come by pressing onto my perineum to resist my cum from flowing. When I finally came, we got into the tub. It fit the both of us. By then, the clock was almost 1. “What did you tell your parents about your whereabouts this evening?” “I was actually quite honest. I told them I was here and that you could help me out with a project I was doing on cults.” I half-joked. He gave me a sharp look before I continued. “Well, I told them that you needed some help to touch up your house after you told me that you needed some help so they encouraged me to go since I would be home alone. Plus, my mom actually likes you since you always come home on Sundays from Church with your canollos, never missing her out in the garden. How rare it is to see a man who still remains loyal to God she’d say. Action speaks louder than word though I say, since she hasn’t been to church in forever.” “Canolli. And yes, I find your mother to be very cordial. I wonder if she would still be if she knows you’re here with me now.” “I wonder if she knows that a man who goes to church would also be fucking people into his cult.” “Don’t call it a cult. It’s a covenant. A cult would ask its members to kill themselves. Or celebrities. We don’t cause the Sharon Tates of the world. Cults do.” “Falun Gong is a cult and they seem to be sharing its 5000 years of civilization motto through some stupid meditation and kumbaya every morning. Hardly different than yours when you factor out the Jesus part of it.” I argued. “It’s not a cult either. They don’t call themselves a cult and neither do I when it comes to mine. You will not disrespect it. Blasphemy is what you’ve done. Do not transgress any further.” “Look, there’s no point in even arguing with you. You’re going to just use your ritualistic words to make me do anything you want and that’s why I’m here, with you right now. Your hard on isn’t that subtle.” I could feel his cock under my knee now, indicating that my ass would be worked out again. “And do you want it? In you right now? Don’t think you’re in the covenant yet. I haven’t stopped my medications since a new brother joined a few months ago. Around your age” “You know I will yield to your demand. Who was it?” curious as I was. “A boy who goes to Georgetown. Justin was his name. When I told him where I lived, he asked me whether I knew you. You guys fooled around in high school, no? Just from his stories I can tell how both of you were suitable for this covenant as we need some new young faces. A new generation. To sow the seeds that will be reaped. But don’t worry. I completely forgot about him when I finally saw the person who had taken his virginity.” Jesus was all I can think of. Jesus Christ. If I say it out loud, Robert would chastise me for using the God’s name in vain. Was this all part of the grand narrative that Robert was talking about? Was it my purpose to join this covenant? Was it set in stone for me to accept my role as a brother that would punish those who wish to be punished? “I told Justin that any brothers he thought of bringing must be vetted by me. Who was he? What can he do for the covenant? What contributions can he bring to further realize our mission? Last month, Jason thought of bringing you in, seeing that your parents firm represent some powerful people in this town. Domestic and international. But I wanted to check myself first. Not only are you majoring in math, you’re also minoring in literature. A well-read man is a must to join us. Tell me, is there anyone from Cornell that craves for cocks like mine?” I have underestimated everything about Robert. He had plan everything. The reason why I am here now is because of his forethought and attention to details, just like the way he constructs every project he’s worked on. My parents never told me to pick up law since I detest their work, but I can see now that it’s a possibility, knowing that it would be beneficial to Robert and his mission. Fuck, I really am convinced and attracted by this man. Was I special or was I just another Jason? I didn’t reply but held his cock instead. “Right now, I’m craving.” I said, reaching to him and trying to kiss him before he stood up and threw my head in the tub, as though he was going to drown me. He pushed his cock in me while my head was submerged in the water. He pulled me out at times for me to catch my breathe while making sure that I would suffer. I could feel my own hard on too as he fucked me repeatedly without any breaks. That 10 minutes felt like 10 hours in Gitmo. I came before he did and when he came, he slapped my ass so hard that it imprinted my cheeks. An outline of his palm that took a week to disappear. I was still not satisfied. After we dried off, he escorted me to his bedroom. A California king bed with 4 posters that had linen drapes. Above the headboard, a taxidermized head of a ram was hanged, with a demeaning expression. Its horns were long and curvy which was carved in some writing I couldn’t see properly. Latin I suppose. Robert pushed me on the bed after instructing me to wear a white loincloth made out of silk. It was tied with a rosary bead that had an inverted cross to the front. Who is blasphemous now? I was then tied at each limbs with leather straps that too were decorated with rosary. He then began chanting, “In the name of the true father, the son, and Behemoth, I ask you to submit yourself to me and find it in your soul to accept your role in the covenant for there is no God but me right now in making sure that my cum fills you up, never satiated but desperate for more.” “I submit.” Was all I could say before I felt him thrusting in me again. This time, slowly but never missing a moment to catch his breath. I was worn out but I was only able to plead him to go faster. He then pulled my head up while I was spread out on the bed like an eagle to face the ram above me. For a moment, I imagine it whispering to me in an archaic form of English, “Wouldst thou like to live in sin? Wouldst thou like the seed of thy master? Accept it shaft.” Robert was still thrusting me and I started to imagine that the ram would descend from the wall, forming into some sort of Minotaur, joining Robert. It felt like I was in a trance as I could suddenly see the Minotaur climbing down and going underneath me, inserting his cock into my hole as Robert was too. Double penetration was a first time for me and I shouted even more when they both were fucking me. This continue for a while until I felt the Minotaur coming in me, with cum as hot as boiling water. I now understand what the covenant was. It was something mystical, something that one has to experience. Robert was still in me and still fucking me, about to come. When I came, Robert came too and rested his body on me. Both of us covered in sweat. Suddenly, I looked up and the ram head was back where it was and that it was just Robert and me on the bed. Was I imagining everything? I also felt Robert’s cum in my hole. It wasn’t as heated as I remembered. Was it all real? I couldn’t tell. I wanted to leave immediately because what I couldn’t absorb what had just occurred. I told Michael that I had to go, leaving him confused. I ran to my house with his cum flowing out to my leg and rushed up to my room. My mom knocked the door and asked why I was late. I told her I got carried away watching Robert’s new TV. I went to the window, expecting Robert to be there but he wasn’t. Instead, I saw him open the door to a group of men who were wearing black hoods. Before I got into my bed, I looked in the mirror and saw a scratch on my shoulder that I knew wasn’t Roberts. “What have I gotten myself into?” was the last thought I had in my mind before I dozed off.

Part 11 What the heck I was doing was beyond my understanding. I now knew these guys all had HIV, maybe full-on AIDS and I was letting them fuck me with no protection. All I knew at this point was the fantastic feelings of those hot cocks in my hole. Completely sober now, but wanting more even as my, formerly virgin hole was getting somewhat sore, I found myself wanting more cock in there. I could even now feel the huge amount of cum that had been deposited in me leaking out and down my legs. It was like an addiction. Dangerous as hell, but I couldn't seem to want to stop. I wanted more and more and the hell with the consequences. Maybe the booze had made me lose my mind. As I lay there thinking about what I had done. I felt no compulsion to get up nor even get any clothes on. I just wanted to lay there and enjoy the aftermath of fantastic sex. I had no idea what to do now, so I just laid there, with, I am sure, a dumb smile on my face. I wondered if any more guys were going to come in and want some of my ass. I could still feel some of the huge amount of cum in my hole seeping out. I found myself reaching between my legs and scooping some of it up on my fingers. I then raised my hand up to look and found not only my fingers were coated in cum but, also a glob of cum and I brought it to my mouth and licked every drop up like nectar. I laid there, with my legs spread wide and my knees bent, just enjoying the feeling as my hole was still tingling. It was a little sore, not surprisingly so after never having been fucked before, but the vibrations of so many cocks pounding my hole and hitting my prostate more than made up for any discomfort. I had been laying there for a good half hour, alone with my thoughts, when the door opened and three of the guys, who had all fucked me before, walked in. One of them asked me how I was doing and I, basically, was only able to look up and smile kind of goofy like. He turned to the others and told them it looked like I had liked it. Before it actually registered to me, they all stripped off their clothes and approached the bed I was on. The guy who had done the talking was crawling between my legs before I realized it. As I noticed it finally, I saw that his cock was already hard and dripping and was headed right at my hole. I was frozen in place as he reached out and lifted my legs up, spreading them even wider, as his hard throbbing cock drove completely into my waiting hole. He only hesitated a few seconds before starting to fuck me deep and hard. I found myself, completely involuntarily, thrusting my ass hard onto his cock on every in stroke. It was amazing all over again. He pounded my hole mercilessly for a good 20 minutes and without any warning he drove home in me and I felt his cock throbbing as he released his cum deep in me. He wasted no time and got up pulling out of me. The next guy immediately climbed on me and rammed his cock all the way in me one thrust. I groaned but not in pain but pure pleasure. Like the first guy, he only hesitated before a full-on assault of my hole. It was amazing and after another 20 minutes, he rammed home whispering to take his gift. My own cock was hard as steel by now and almost hurting needing release. I had no time to even grab my cock before the second guy was off and out of me and the third guy had climbed on me and rammed his cock in me and started to fuck me. He started slow but then picked up the pace soon till he was almost trying to drive clear through me. He didn't last as long as the first two, only about 10 minutes, but his pounding did the trick for me and my cock erupted between us making him slam into me deep as he roared that he was pozzing my hole for sure. I only smiled thinking he was saying that probably way too late.

Part 9 What the hell I was doing now? I am sobered up and still spreading my legs for a load of toxic cum to be shot into my hole? I guess I just wanted to see what it actually felt like when sober and see if the feelings were what I barely remembered from being drunk. This guy, I didn't even know, climbed on the bed with me and got between my legs and lifted them up and over his shoulders and then without lube or waiting, he drove his huge cock into my hole. He dropped his mouth down onto mine to stifle my scream of pain. My eyes shot wide open, staring deep into his. He bottomed out quickly and then just laid there for a bit, kind of grinding around in little circles with his cock loosening me up, I guess. Then he leaned back a little and looking at me asked, "Are you ready for this, now?" I just nodded and he started to slowly withdraw his cock till just the head was still in me. Then, he rammed it back in hard and fast, surprising me so much I couldn't even move at all. He then slowly pulled back again and then roughly back in. Each stroke rubbing my prostate and driving me crazy with pain and pleasure at once. I had no idea what the hell I was doing, this was completely crazy, but for some reason I wanted this knowledge, this understanding of what it felt like knowing what was coming. He continued to slowly pull out and slam fast and hard back into my hole. The pain was going away more and more till all I could feel was the pleasure of his cock as each stroke in and out rubbed against my pleasure center. The intense feelings kept growing in me until I thought my cock was going to burst. Then he got faster and faster and harder and harder. I could literally feel his cock expanding and getting harder. His breathing was becoming more ragged as he approached his orgasm. Then he leaned back and looking deep into my eyes, he whispered, "Here it comes. I am cumming in you, now." As he said this last thing, he drove into me as deep as he could, grinding his cock into me and I could feel it pulse. As he was cumming, my own cock erupted, spraying my cum all over both of our stomachs. He planted his lips on mine and his tongue drove into my mouth and I was returning his kiss just as hard. We both seemed to cum forever. I could hardly believe how intense it was. Then, as we were coming down from our orgasms, he just kept grinding his cock into me as if to drive it through me. Our kiss getting hotter and hotter. Just when I thought it could not go on any more, I felt his cock start to throb, again, and he spoke softly, even as we kissed, saying, "I am cumming again. I can't believe your hole is just pulling more cum out of me already." The pulses just seemed to go on and on. Seeming like hours, but only a few more seconds and then I could actually feel his dick starting to soften. Soon, without stopping our kiss, it fell out of my hole and I could feel some cum running out of my full hole. We continued to kiss for several minutes more. Then as our lips parted he rolled off of me, holding me tightly in a hug. As we laid there he was rubbing my own cum around on my stomach and then he reached down and scooped up a bit of his cum that was seeping out of me and his hand came up to my mouth and he stuck his cum covered fingers in and I was sucking his and my cum off of his fingers. I was staring at the ceiling then and wondering, How the Hell Did That Happen?

In all of the fetish videos I have seen, the top pisses in the pig's mouth and the pig just lets it run out. What a waste! If I am drinking straight from the tap, I am DRINKING, not gargling with it. How about you guys?

Following on from my previous Dads Secret my shock, my grandad, dad and uncle and cousin now all live together in one big house, off course we all leave our loads in each other, except for grandpa, he never takes a fucking load, closest I got was rimming his hairy arse when he was drunk., but hey ho, I loved my life with my family and knowing my uncle Paul was coming to stay a while as part of his probation, he had been in Prison for the past 10 years. He was Mom's youngest brother and was her favourite before she passed. He had twin boys Callum and Jake, guess they maybe a couple of years younger. He got on well with my Dad and uncle Will over the years too. Anyway he got married to a girl from another town and his job took him away from our little town, so I had hardly seen him since he was in prison, sometimes Callum and Jake would stay with their Grandad who was a widower and my other Grandad who went away with my grandaddy and Robbie on fishing weekends with other singles family parents at a retreat, my gandaddy always said it wss a special bonding place. Then I heard that he was divorced and that his wife had left him. I couldn't believe it at first since I could not believe anyone would not like my uncle ,Then the great news came. He was coming home from prison which meant he would be staying with us for a while. It certainly was great news, but it also worried me a little. Jake and Callum had naturally grown a lot and at eighteen stood six feet tall. Both had black hair and eyes, wide shoulders, a well-developed chest and abdomen, and very strong legs from a regular work outs My fantasies were of them - strong muscular men, men with hairy legs and thick, juicy cocks. I wasn't sure if they played with Grandaddy ot their grandpa?? My Uncle Paul was a hunk. He stood six-feet-one, with black hair and eyes also and what a body. I had never seen him naked, but I knew that he was quite muscular from our rough-housing games when i was younger. Dad mentioned uncle Paul would be sleeping with me. We did not have an extra room, and I had a double bed so this was the only place for him. DAD REMINDED ME OF THE FAMILY SECRET.but I thought of him sleeping next to me naked and taking me in his arms. That was enough to get my dick hard and wet with pre-cum. (I'm a heavy leaker) A few weeks before his arrival, I decided to cool it and not masturbate till he came, so I would be able to control myself with him around. Of course, I seemed to have a continual hard-on, and my underwear was always sticky with all the precum I leaked during those days. Dad uncle Will and grandaddy was still using my arse and mouth daily, all reminded me to be careful around Uncle Paul as he was ex policeman and positivly straight. The great day finally came and the next thing I knew I was being smothered to death by my uncle in a big bear hug. He was sexy with a white tee shirt showing off his muscles and a pair of very faded jeans which showed off his strong legs. As I looked him over I began to drool at the sight of his crotch which was to say the least, well-packed. "Well, haven't you become the sight?" Paul said. "it's great to see you too, Uncle," was all I could say. I was pleased that he had noticed all the changes in me. He brought his stuff to my room, and we talked as he unpacked his things. "It's sure great to be back, Steve. I think I'll take a shower." At that he pulled of his shirt. I hoped my mouth hadn't fallen open. Here was the guy of my dreams undressing in front of me. And what a body... his chest was chiseled with muscles with very large pecs and two dark and oversized nipples which were standing erect right now. His abs were tight and his chest was covered with a light layer of dark hair which made him even sexier. He then pulled off his pants. He wore white Jockey briefs, and I almost couldn't keep my eyes off his pouch. His legs were hairy and, like the rest of him, strong. He then pulled off his briefs to reveal a long circumcised dick with an overabundance of crotch hair and two large balls hanging very low in their sac. This was one hell of a man, and my cock wouldn't help but start to react. This was going to be harder than I thought. He grabbed his towel and headed for the shower. "Why don't you come and sit by the shower, so we can keep talking? he asked My knees were trembling, but I finally made it to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet and we talked about everything. I, of course, kept watching him as he lathered up his chest and then his groin. His cock seemed to get a bit bigger as he washed it, and I wondered if we were evenly matched when erect. I handed him the towel when he was finished, and after drying off he pulled on a pair of clean briefs - packing his crotch in the pouch. Then he pulled on his jeans and another tee shirt. By then I was all wet as my cock had leaked tons of pre-cum. We went around town and he said hello to his old friends and looked around to see if there had been any changes. Dad and Uncle Will hugged him and chatted too, We never talked about his ex-wife, and I figured it was better not to ask. After supper, he told my Dad that Jake and Callum with their grandad at the retreat, Dad also confirmed his Dad my Grandaddy was also their with Robbie Bedtime finally came, I was undressing as Paul came into the room. As he saw me standing there with only my white briefs and socks on he let out a whistle. "Well, nephew, you really have grown. You're turning out to be quite a man, and I can see you've been training." "Thanks, uncle Paul, I have to admit you've got quite a build for an old timer." "Old timer eh! We'll have to see about that." He said as he pulled off his shirt. That's when he jumped me, and we fell on the bed in a tangle of arms and legs, laughing and grunting as we tested our strength. But I soon learned that I wasn't quite ready to beat him. He had me pinned to the bed and was sitting on me. I could feel his heat and my crotch started to react while it was crushed under his. Being afraid that he would see my hardon I gave up, and as he let go I jumped up and headed to the shower. But before I closed the door, I felt I noticed his gaze in the direction of my crotch, and there seemed to be a gleam in his eyes that had not been there before. This troubled me as I thought he had guessed my feelings and was angry. After the shower, he said nothing about the incident, and we got ready for bed. I always sleep in the nude, but with uncle Paul in the room I kept on my briefs and hopped into my side. Paul pulled off his pants and jumped in also, and after talking for awhile he slowly fell off to sleep. I, on the other hand, was having a very difficult time, as my cock was hard and hurting and seeking release. I tried every trick I knew to get it down, but lying next to this hot man was difficult. He moved around once and his leg brushed across mine. Our bodies touched and I thought I would come right then, but he turned the other way. I finally managed to fall asleep, but my dreams were wild and erotic, so I had a very restless night. The next day was extremely hot and humid, and we decided to go swimming. I took Paul to the swimming hole that we used to go to when I was young. It was a quiet place, and we were the only ones there. I was wearing my blue speedos, and he had on a pair of red ones. We jumped into the cool water and swam around. Pretty soon we got into a splashing game and started wrestling around in the water. My head was reeling. Now I could feel the softness of his crotch as it rubbed against mine. Our swimsuit material was very thin. At one point he gave me a bear hug and I reciprocated. Our crotches were solidly rubbing together. I felt my cock start to grow, but there was another great feeling too. I suddenly realized that it was the feeling of his cock against mine as his had grown also. He looked at me with what seemed to be surprise and then let me go as we swam around laughing. I was trying to catch my breath and calm down, but that feeling of our two cocks together kept coming into my head. Finally I was calm enough so I could get out of the water without a full erection. My suit was strectched though, and I guess it was easy to see that I was slightly excited. I noticed that when uncle Paul got out he was in the same predicament, but I put it down to the friction during the wrestling. After all he wasn't attracted to men.... When the day was over and we were getting ready for bed it still was very hot and the humidity made it very uncomfortable. As we undressed uncle Paul said, "Listen, kid, I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable or anything, but I'm used to sleeping naked, and in this heat I would rather take everything off it that doesn't bother you." "I'm glad you mentioned it. I usually sleep in the nude too, so go right ahead, that is if you don't mind if I do the same?" "No problem" he said as he pulled off his briefs. His cock was semi-erect, and it was beautiful as it hung there between his legs. I noticed that its head was all wet, probably from the heat. I knew that my cockhead was too, but from precum that kept on leaking ever since our wrestling that afternoon. So I pulled off my briefs and let the warm air caress my cock, as it stood slightly out of its resting place. I noticed he looked over as we got into bed and lay above the covers. It was too hot to even put on a sheet. We lay on our backs and talked for awhile, and then he fell silent. I thought he had fallen asleep since I could hear that his breathing had become deeper. I lay there and started thinking about our rubbing together that afternoon. I tried to think about other things, but to no avail. My cock started to react once again. It slowly lifted and stretched and throbbed with my rapidly increasing heartbeat. Pretty soon, it was rock hard, and a large bead of pre-cum leaked out of the slit. It stood straight up and when I made it jerk it would almost hit my belly and come back straight up again. "That's a hell of a cock" I thought I heard Uncle Paul say?? Dad came in the room in his tight briefs and told Uncle Paul and Me that Grandparents were back tomorrow, Callum would share in with my dads bed, Jake in Uncle Wills bed with him. No problem saud Uncle Paul, they are both good boys. I COULD NOT WAIT....

I travel with an older version of the ErgoFlow power shot from the Mr. S website and have normally had great luck with it. It regulates the flow but still provides a deep clean. The only issue I’ve had is with a few hotels whose shower heads were too large for the bag to clip onto. But it just means a little spilling from the top. Both me and my tops have been satisfied with my cleanliness and i sometimes fuck for 12 hours.

I tried this once at a hotel and the damn shower head would NOT come off (I’ve replaced shower heads before and this was the only time I couldn’t get it off, literally stopped because the metal was bending but the head wasn’t loosening at all), I thought maybe hotels permanently fixed them on somehow. I’ll give it another try at this place. Thanks.

I’m a little different with this, I’m pretty sub and the way I’m wired, I get off most on doing what my Top likes. I like the way I feel in panties on all sorts of levels, but what makes it work for me is if my Top asks or wants me to wear them. I associate stuff like that with a Tops desires, so as much as I may like wearing them, doing so independently feels like topping myself. My own individual twist I guess

Diesel cars never caught on big here in the USA but I understand they are common in Europe. I have read that since the gasoline cars get similar mileage now their sales are off lately. the engines are tougher and last longer, so that may be the main advantage now. Kinda like us older guys.

OMG I got so hard from reading, that I had to pump up and shot a load! More please!!

Oh....the casting couch? 😉

When the camera stops rolling there's auditions, rehearsals, that sort of thing😈.

Hey Scorpio, I'd say there's good news and there's bad news. The good news is that you are unlikely to get something on a single incident. I've been to bathhouses multiple times, and I don't think I've ever gotten anything there, even though I've been an unprotected bottom. As a top you are at a significantly lower risk. The last study I heard suggested 1/5th the chance for the top compared to the bottom. That said, as bad news, in the past year, I've had to be treated for HPV in the throat and ass, and I've had gonorrhoea and syphilis. Some of those are harder to diagnose in women, and some have worse effects on women's bodies. Also, the fact that the guy could take you so fast and was so lubed means that likely the lube was someone else's cum. While that's hot (to me and to a lot of guys), it's a bigger risk. Personally, playing raw with other guys is not something that is optional for me. If I have periods of time when I can't for whatever reason, I feel like life is not worth living. For others it can be more optional. You're going to want to choose how you proceed based on how important this is for you. Can you realistically keep yourself away from this in the future? Or is this a part of you that can't be denied? The only way to keep your wife from any risk is to avoid having sex with her for a few weeks to a month, then get tested. If you're determined to keep this from her, I'm not sure what you tell her to explain your abstinence. If this part of you can't be denied, you have to have some communication with her. It's a hard conversation, but "honey, I feel like I need to play outside our marriage to feel fulfilled" is a lot easier than "honey, I just gave you the clap", and nothing compared to "honey, I just gave you HIV". It's just good planning to try to find someone to play with who plays a bit less. It seems worth the time to find a more regular fuck buddy compared to playing at the bathhouse with a cumdump bottom like me (or your friend) who's already loaded. If you need it to be anonymous, you might keep it to blowjobs? Maybe your bathhouse has one of those ramps where the tops go up and the bottoms go down so that the cocksuckers don't have to kneel? That way you could make sure one of us sneaky bottoms doesn't back up on you... As far as asking if he is neg or poz, it's largely irrelevant. If the guy who sat right down on your cock is negative, it's most likely because he's on PrEP. If he thinks he's negative and he's not on PrEP, he's likely newly poz and highly contagious. Likely a guy who is poz and has known for a long time is managing it with meds and is not contagious at all. But there are people who are poz and have a high viral load. And then there are guys who would lie to you in either direction, and a ton who don't know. And there is the status of the lube in his ass that is likely someone else's cum, and there's no way to ask about that. You're really concerned about the viral load, and this is just not something that you can assess with a one-word question. In your situation, getting on PrEP yourself makes sense, as this is the one that your wife is least likely to forgive you for giving her. If you can't PrEP up and have to be absolutely safe, you are mostly OK with just getting blowjobs, and maybe sucking a bit not to completion. For me sex doesn't count unless his cum goes inside me, so this isn't an option, and I have to be open about who I am and what I need. I wish you all the best in figuring out how to navigate this.

A Man verbally degrading me when he's balls deep in one of my holes is the hottest thing ever. Being slabbed, spit on, and called a whore, bitch, slut, or faggot makes me suck better. If I weren't a faggot whore I wouldn't be being used by a hot anon Man. When a Man knows I'm a whore he knows he can do anything to me.

That's the best part of sucking cock. When I'm into it, I feel throat while he's busting. His cum all goes in my stomach and the feeder gets maximum pleasure. I love hearing a hot Stud moan as he feeds me. Love when Men grab the back of my head, giving me no choice but to throat and swallow. I think feeders are impressed when they pull their cock out of my mouth to find the dick cleaned of all cum.

I prefer to suck off straight Men. Maybe their wife/gf isn't servicing their cock well. Or some straight Men like to dominate a faggot in order to feel like the Alpha Male he is. I def am eager to submit to straight Men. When I was in my early 20s I was sucking of a married, straight Man twice my age. He was muscular, dominant, and hung. I was at home with his 8" dick balls deep in my throat. He treated me like a bitch boy then sent me away after he shot his load. To this day, he gave me the best facial I've ever received.

i discovered i had a pussy at a very young age, 7 or 8, way before i discovered my penis sexually. A neighbor boy, who i had i crush on, took me inside His house one day and showed me and enema nozzle and explained in gleeful detail what it was used for. Cognitively, i knew nothing about sex or being gay at that age, but emotionally, He was probably the first dom in my life. And looking back, i can see how He had a dom nature, even though immature, and i had a sub nature, also immature and we just naturally attracted to each other. As soon as i got home, i found our enema and he nozzle and inserted it into my rectum associating it with him. After that, pretty much anything i could think of went into my hole. i had no idea what i was doing, but i was unknowingly training my hole to receive. i was religious and resisted having sex with a guy till i was 27, but by then i had a ton of experience taking it up the ass. i didn't own an actual dildo or plug till way later after i was divorced, but my hole was well trained by then. When i was in my twenties, before i had my first cock, i had one particular tool at work that i penetrated myself with. i worked at a high school as a maintenance person and my office was private, in a mechanical room with a large collection of tools. There was one solid metal tool, a pipe thread cutting tool , that was my favorite. The pic i linked is similar, but the newer ones are smaller than the one i had. There was more of a ball shape at the end that was about 2 inches in diameter. the shaft about and inch and a half across? It was solid stainless steal and i'd put the cutter side in a vice and then impale myself on the ball and shaft. I was probably more open than most guys when i took my first cock lol. i almost never use dildos now because emotionally it just feels to much like i am topping myself, but it's rare that i need one now to prep myself for cock. i estimate i've had between a thousand to two thousand cocks, my hole has a life time of conditioning to receive. Mind you, i'm not like some fisters who have size trained, i bow to them when it comes to gape, but as far as natural conditioning to take cock... i'm there. Every time i have to 'go' , i have a particular sense of urgency because my hole is no longer built to retain. i have to use my cock squeezing muscles to hold it in (good exercise lol). It's a daily reminder that i have a pussy for cock primarily and a hole for waste removal secondarily.

its so many things for a true cumdumpster faggot like me. the first part is doing my duty as a pussyboy fucktoy by getting fucked bareback by as many men as possible.for me there is no such thing as getting fucked by too many men or taking too many loads. I was born to get fucked and take loads. not just from hot guys or guys that turn me on, but from each and every guy that wants to fuck me or just needs a whore to dump his load in or use its body to jerk off with.the more guys that fuck me the more I want. I love how guys know im such a dirty whore that all they have to do is get in line to fuck me up the ass.i love feeling completely anonymous strangers unload their balls in my fuckhole without knowing their name, stats, status or what they look like. And I love that groups of men stand around watching stranger after stranger fuck me bareback and know that literals anyone can breed me.i love putting on a show naked being used as the dirty slutty faggot whore I am. and I love that so many men see me as nothing but a fuckslut

I’ve finally got to the point where if a guy tries to fuck me with a condom at a sexy club, I’ll turn round and say no. I used to put up with it coz I thought I should- but they’re just too fucking uncomfortable, AND they make me feel I’m gonna shit myself lol. Sometimes guys try to ‘reverse stealth’ me and slip one on when I’m not looking. As if I wouldn’t be able to tell! Thankfully, as a species, they seem to be becoming rarer, but I’ll still have a bad night now and again when they seem to multiply like Tribbles.

I am already there

Finally, after 2 months of planning, got it today. 2 months ago, I took my car for a wash and valet at a back street car wash, i like this one as it always has foreign lads cleaning cars etc. 2 have caught my eye, sexy hot lads, one russian, 28, two kids, dark hair green eyes, beard, tight trackie bottoms,, great body good package, i always watch them closely and chat with them watching them, bend stretch, admiring bodies. 2nd lad,Romanian, beard, brown eyes, awesome body, big package, smile you could dive into, melted me, i was quite chatty with him, he had a hairy arse as he was bending, he was 26, had 3 kids. So for weeks, i have got to know them, jokingly the other week, romanian asked me if I was married, no i said, why? I said I like men, i like to have sex with men, he looked at me, smiled and said Men??? Yes, he lit a cigarette and ssked if I wanted some, for some reason, i dragged on the cigarette from his mouth and took it back in his mouth. He was constantly watching the other lads and became distant, this is how it goes every week, today I went nearer clising time, left 2 bottles of poppers on my car seat, he looked hot, tight T Shirt, short, tight trackies, fuckin awesome. Most of the lads left, he was finishing with another lad present who did not speak english, tidying up etc. He asked about the poppers, i told him what they were for, also I said, if you cum whilst sniffing these you will have the best sex ever. Paying him, ready to leave, he told me to pick him up round the corner in 10 minutes!! I was trembling, 10 minutes later he is in my car, 20 minutes later his beautiful thick sweaty uncut cock is in my mouth in my kitchen, his body is awesome, muscular legs, cheap calvin classics, i showed him how to sniff poppers whilst I sucked him and licked his dangling balls, he was groaning and speaking weakly in his native language. I told him to sniff deep whilst I turned him round, felt his hairy arse and started to lick his arse, he said no, married.. i said sniff its ok, and bent him over my kitchen top and I ate his beautiful arse, it was a sweaty clean hole, beautiful. This guy was a hottie, I was rock hard. He was almost drinking the poppers, i chanced it, but bent over in front of him, and put his rock hard thick uncut dick in my arse, he again, weakly said, no Married, but sniffed and slid his bare dick in my lubed arse, he then fucked me roughly, right up to his balls, i held onto my table, he was speaking in his own language, then he fast fucked me and came deep in my arse, resting in me, he just lay in me, till his dick went soft. He said I am Married, I said I know, did you enjoy, he said yes.please do not tell anyone, off course I wont I said pulling my shorts back up. I then dropped him back to the car shop, i gave him the poppers, he was happy, he said next time you come to shop, I will give you extra polish, I said its ok, just giving me your cock is fine, he shook the poppers at me and said Yes.. Awesome hour...I was happy after the 2 months of waiting.

Got fucked by a guy with a 00 gauge PA, ladder and scrotal piercings....DAMN HOT!

Pt 2 We then dozed off, but was woken by both my grandads and cousins getting back early, no room for Robbie, Grandpa told Robbie to get in with uncle Paul and Stevie can share with both grandads as they have a big queensize bed. After granpa and granddad had fucked my ass hole for most of the night, i had taken 2 loads from each of them.They were both rugged stocky blokes, very virile. We had fallen asleep in their bed with me cradled between the two of them, grandpa had beautiful nipples, that i just instantly started sucking on. It shouldn't have come as any surprise, then, that my other granddad was shoving his big cock into my tender and already well lubed tender hole but by the time he dumped another big load of his man juice into my puckered hole I was totally enjoying myself. It was the perfect way to start the day. After he slid his fat cock out of me, I jumped up and said, I feel like going for a run. I threw on an old pair of running shorts and a tank top. Because I was feeling pretty horny after waking up with a cock buried deep in my ass and an ass full of cum, I decided to forego any kind of underwear under the silky shorts.i loved the feeling of cum leaking after I started running, with the sensation of the back seam of the shorts rubbing against my still throbbing ass hole with every step and my cock and balls flopping around in the front and staying semi-hard the whole time.I ran a couple of miles. Before I knew it I was home and barging in through the kitchen door. Dad was sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee and wearing granddad's white dressing robe. Stevie, he said, "You look like something from a gay porno magazine. I'm surprised you don't have a bunch of hungry cocks trailing after you. I went over to the corner and purposely bent over to display my ass while I took my trainers off. I then reached for a glass and filled it and then leaned back against the counter top. Dad was looking me up and down and he finally said, you know son I keep thinking of you as a boy and here you are a grown, sexy man. You've really grown up to be one hot fucker. Dad asked, How's your ass feel after last night? My hole is still throbbing and I loved every minute of it. I can't even think about last night without growing a boner, as you may notice. My cock had grown full length again and was standing straight out from my hiked up shorts leg. Bring that big thing a little closer dad said. I walked over to where he sat and he turned the chair so that I stood between his legs, then he grabbed the sides of my shorts and yanked them down while I lifted my shirt off over my head.i was so sweaty, my hard dick sprang free of the shorts, coming to rest up against dads face. He moved further forward so that his face was buried in my sweaty crotch, inhaling the aroma of my wet balls. He moved back on the chair a little so that I could see his hard cock standing up in his open robe. Sit your ass up here on the table.dad said and as I sat down he maneuvered his chair so that he was sitting between my spread legs with my hard cock bobbing right at sucking level in front of him. He shrugged off the robe and once again buried his face in my sweaty crotch. I felt his hot tongue lick my balls and then my cock head, it was like a massively pleasant shock through my whole body. Then he licked under my balls some more before trailing his tongue up the underside of my rigid cock. He wrapped his hand around the base so my dick stood out from my body and slowly licked up the precum leaking out of my piss slit to coat my cock head. Dad hitched his arms under my thighs so that I had to lie back on the table. He pushed my legs back so that my ass was spread wide and gaping in front of him. This asshole looks sort of pink and puffy dad said and I bet a couple of horny old grandads spent most of last night banging their big dicks in and out of it. Yes I said Dad, they fucked me hard. Dad moved in closer and said, this ass hole smells like its full of daddys cum. I felt his hot tongue gently licking my hole and cleaning up both my granddads, also his dads cum, and then he started fucking my hole with his tongue., he was just eating my hole out on the dining table, spunk on his beard.I was quietly moaning. Dad led me to his bedroom and I climbed onto the bed, lay down and spread my legs so that dad could crawl up in between them. He grabbed my dick and I could feel his tongue exploring my piss hole and cleaning out the juices. Slowly, he slid my cock into his mouth until his nose was buried in my pubes and then slowly slid back up to the head. Dad got up on his hands and knees and rotated around so that he was straddling my body in a 69 position, his big hard cock sliding into my mouth while he once again sucked my own cock into his mouth down to the base. I loved the taste of his dick in my mouth and his salty precum and the scent of his big balls resting against my nose. I could look up and admire his perfect ass and his little pink puckered hole, remembering how i fucked it a few times in the cottage and club. I wanted to taste it and I eased his cock out of my mouth, and then licked up his balls till my tongue found his fuck hole. I licked at his hole like I was eating a feast and dad squirmed and started bobbing his mouth on my cock harder and faster. I pulled down on his hips until his ass was covering my face and my tongue could fuck in and out of his hole. My cock was so hard it felt like it would burst. Dad started to ride my face, his hole tight around my tongue and seeming to suction it even farther up his hole. He had my legs spread wide and was using his finger to fuck my own lubed ass hole. I could feel cum starting to boil up out of my balls and I thrust my cock down his throat just as the first shot of cum blasted out of its tip. Dad went crazy, grinding his ass hole against my tongue and suctioning the hot juice out of my balls with every spurt. I was pinned to the bed, helpless, as he sucked every hot drop of my cum into his belly. Finally, my cum stopped spurting and dad held my dick in his mouth, nursing out the last drops in my balls. He lifted his ass off of my face and flopped over on his side beside me. How was that? he asked. Dad turned and moved up on the bed and took me in his arms and kissed me, thrusting his tongue deep in my mouth. I could taste my own cum and I felt my cock starting to twitch with life again. I reached down and grabbed dad's big cock in my hand and told him what I wanted him to do, just as Uncle Paul walked in to get a sweater. WTF said Uncle Paul......

I love dick. I don't just suck dick. I make love to dick. All my attention and energy goes into servicing the dick. I'm a slut for cock. A hot Jock that's a complete stranger could just look at me and grab his crotch and I'd drop to my knees and worship that dick. I have no interest in getting my dick sucked though. I'm a cocksucker and a btm fag so I don't use my cock for sex.

I sometimes still think about what could have happened if I had given in. I was 16 when I finished highschool and would continue my studies in a bigger city (I would be turning 17 in September when college started). So in August I went hunting for a room. My parents weren't too happy about me living on my own so young but commuting wasn't an option. I knew I was gay but never had a sexual experience. I replied to one ad and was invited to view the room. The "house committee" consisted of four guys, all about between 18 and 20 (was my guess) to judge and select the potential new housemate. One of them an absolutely gorgeous guy but the other three pretty attractive as well in my hormones fuelled mind. The 'room' was actual two tiny rooms. One just large enough for a bed and a wardrobe, the other just big enough for a desk and chair. Not really what I was looking for. But the guys were very persistent and tried to talk me into taking the rooms. The peculiar thing was there were no doors, They had taken them all out saying they were such good friends they didn't need doors. Now, I was young and had no experience but I wasn't stupid and my gaydar went off the hook with these guys. Something in the way they looked at me maybe and some questions they asked. I chickened out. I was too nervous about moving in with four very likely gay guys in a house with no privacy. I found a room in house that turned out to be around the corner from the local cruising park (didn't know that when I rented it but it was very convenient when I found out...). In September I saw the gorgeous guy at a gay/mixed danceclub and he recognised me too. We made some small talke and then he said it was a pity I hadn't taken the rooms. He patted my ass and said "we could have had so much fun". I always wondered what would have happened if I had taken those rooms. I would probably would have been their in-house cumdump! And would have put me on the path to become a slut sooner. Although a few months later I had my first sex with the clerk at an adult video store who made me suck his dick and fucked me for the first time. But I always wondered....

im always proud to tell guy that i suck my fathers cock.they usually ask "you mean your daddy or your biological father?" and i always say "BOTH"

don't forget young faggots, there's nothing wrong with sucking your fathers cock. you were born to suck cock.that means any cock.that means as many cocks as you can get in your slutty mouth. suck off every male relative you can.suck off every male friend and classmate and teammate and acquaintance you can. do your duty and fulfill your purpose as a faggot. jerk men off with your mouth and throat any chance you get and thank them for letting you

I would love to be fucked and bred by BALTHAZAR from LONDON UNCUT Any time. https://timfuck.treasureislandmedia.com/movies/london-uncut

Part 10 We laid there for a good half hour and then the door opened and in walked 2 of the other guys who had fucked me before. As soon as they entered, they closed the door and all of them stripped naked. They all, also, had raging hardons, and I just knew what they intended to do. They were there to fuck me again, but did I want this anymore? I didn't think I did, but my own cock, for some reason began to harden at the thought. I had no control of it and the harder it got, the more I became a wanton fuck pig. I wanted them all for some reason. They didn't waste much time before the first one climbed on the bed and grabbed my legs and raised and spread them He leaned into me and his cock started to sink into my ass. I found myself lifting my ass up to drive his cock into me faster, till it was all the way in. As soon as his balls hit my ass, he started to fuck me with a fast and furious pace. In and out like a pile driver as he lifted my legs and ass higher and higher, till he was pile driving me almost straight up and down. I was moaning from the overload of pleasure I was feeling and was meeting every thrust into me with a push upward to impale myself as deep as possible. He kept up the intense pace for a good 15 minutes and then he was getting more and more breathless and I knew he was going to cum in me again. He ground into me trying to double me as far as possible and my own cock was only an inch from my mouth. Then he got up and the next guy took his place. This next guy was almost identical in his fucking as the other one. He drove into my hole powerfully and deep as he could get, bouncing me on the bed as if to break it to the floor. He kept it up for at least 20 minutes, longer than the first guy, and then he was cumming and breeding my hole again grinding it as deep into me as possible. I was gasping for breath. The third guy then climbed on me. This guy went slower but on the instroke was far harder than the other two. He was laying total waste to my hole. His pile driving doubling me in half more and more and my own cock getting harder and harder from it. The pleasure was almost too much and my mouth was hanging open. Then I was aware that they had loosened my back up with their pounding so much, that on every in thrust down into me was driving my own cock into my mouth. I wrapped my lips around it tightly and sucked my own cock for all I was worth as my ass was being plowed. Soon he was breathing harshly and whispered that he was going to cum. I sucked my own cock even harder in anticipation. Then he almost screamed, grunting and grinding his cock into hard and deep and as his cock started to pulse, I felt my own cock start to spurt into my mouth and sucked and swallowed as fast as I could. OMG, THE FEELING JUST KEPT GOING AND GOING. I wanted more somehow, but had no idea why.

Ongoing Stealthy Fuck Buddy (Conclusion) I turned around excited to know that I turn him on that much. It's such an amazing feeling; knowing that there's a sexy hung handsome stud who wants to own your ass, who wants to fuck you, and fill you, and mark you as his property in the most primal way possible. By giving you the very essence of his manhood. At that moment, I had surrendered myself completely and all I wanted was to feel his big dick inside me, impregnating me. And then, I felt it. The synthetic impersonal barrier that is a condom. "What the fuck?!" I thought to myself. I mean, we were just talking about breeding and I laid it out for him that I was willing to take his load. But, I knew that we had already agreed, that that would be our one caveat; to always use a condom. Thankfully, he had lubed up pretty well and even with a condom his dick felt great. Not amazing, but great. When I felt his balls pressing against my taint, and his cock head pressing my prostate, he said, "I want you to know something, I want you to feel my dick rubbered up. Feel how my cock feels stretching your hole, protected." Then he pulled out, and I hastily whispered, "Please put it back!" He slipped back inside me and this time, it was the glorious sensation of just HIM. His bare skin spreading my tight hole, wrapping my anus tight around his circumference; bareback! "Do you feel the difference? Because I sure do! I want to cum inside you so badly, and feel my cum sliding around my cock. But we promised each other that we'd use condoms, so I've been tearing the condoms because we are using them after all, but I want to cum inside you and breed you and make your hole mine but no more pretending. Tell me what you want!" The whole time he'd been picking up speed and been banging on my prostate I was almost at the edge and all I could say was what I'd been thinking of since I met him, "Please cum inside me! I want your cum, I need your cum inside me, make me your hole. Cum inside me please, Adam, I want your cum!" When I said his name, something triggered in him and he hilted himself balls deep inside me. I could feel his thick breeding rod pulsating as he shot volley after volley of cum inside me and that took me over the edge. I cried out loud and shot rope after rope of cum onto the sheets. My asshole spasmed around Adam's cock and milked every last drop of cum out of him. He kept pumping and considering that his sperm was joining his previous load; it squelched around his cock and moisturized my hole. He collapsed on top of me, kissed my cheek and said, "I'm sorry, I should have asked you before sliding into you bare." I laughed and said, "Asked me?! I've been dropping so many hints hoping that you'd figure out how badly I wanted to feel you bare, ha ha." "Ok Good, cause I don't intend on going back to condoms. From here on out, I want to feel your hot hole wrapped around my cock and my cum belongs inside you, got it!" "Yes Sir!" I playfully responded and with a goofy bright smile, he leaned down and kissed me. We lay there for a few minutes, just enjoying each other's company and all too soon it was time for him to go. We've been getting together more often, and the sex is exciting and amazing. A couple of times he's put on a broken condom and we pretend that I don't know he's breeding me and those times are the hottest. He seems to get off on making me guess but now, if he uses one, he always pulls out, takes off the condom and slides back in and tells me, "I'm cumming inside you, baby. My sperm is going to try and impregnate you. And you're gonna keep my babies in you after I'm gone." And I do, happily.

Please accept my sincerest apology for my post. I personally know how difficult it is to write a story and to continue the thread of that story. I've never received total acceptance of what direction I took a story nor in the development of the characters. I know better than to criticize an author. I can not undo what I wrote but am very contrite in having published the words. Please, continue this story. You and the story deserve a better reception and acclamation for your effort and the tale it tells. The above is my apology sent to this author, Jizznfillme, and am now making the same apology in public. I have embarrassed myself. Please, Jizz, continue this tale. Bill

Part 6 Somewhere in time, my legs finally came down and I was out like a light, again. Sometime later I woke up with my legs in the air again and on someone's shoulders and another cock deep in my hole. What the hell? I was starting to come down from the drunk and was now more aware, but what the hell was going on. This guy was plowing the hell out of my ass and my cock was hard as a steel bar from it. I found myself thrusting hard against him, trying to get more and more of that cock in me. In short order, I felt him grow a little more and then felt his cock throbbing in me as he was cumming in my ass. I was a little disappointed as I was hard and had a nice tingle in my cock that needed to be done. He got up and was soon gone. Another guy had laid down beside me though and one of his hands took ahold of my cock and stroked it as his other one turned my head towards him and he planted a kiss on my lips, prying his tongue into my mouth. I was too horny to object as I wanted my release. Then his hand let go of my cock, making me groan in frustration, and then his fingers were entering my hole. In almost no time at all, I could tell he had more than one in me. It actually felt like he had all 4 in me. He began to drive them in and out of me hard, dragging his fingernails on the way out. The scratching hurt but the pleasure made me forget it. Then he began to raise up over me, spreading my legs as he got between them. Then I felt something hit my balls as he pulled his fingers out of me one last time. I gasped as I realized it was his cock and it felt huge. He lined the head of it up with my hole and I felt it all around my hole and thought, I better stop him as there was no way that monster could fit in me. Before I could say anything, his mouth was back on mine and then I felt my hole stretching impossibly. He kept kissing me and pushing and then with an audible pop, the head of his cock entered me. I almost came unglued with the pain of that. He held still for a few seconds is all, and the slowly he pushed more and more of that gigantic cock into me. I could only gasp. It took a while but then I felt his balls finally hit my ass and as they did he broke off the kiss and told me, "Nice hole you have to be able to take all of my 12" cock in there. I can't wait to dump my nice toxic load deep in you and make you one of us." I had no idea what he was talking about but didn't get to ask as he started to fuck me and fast and hard immediately. I gasped at the pain and pleasure combination. He kept going and going and going. Soon, the pain started to fade and the sheer size of him made the pressure on my hot spot in there was constant. I started to cum within the first couple of minutes, but the pressure kept my cock hard and tingling continually. He pounded my hole harder and faster than any of the others, on and on and on. I was beginning to think he would never cum. I felt my own cock erupt twice more before his movements started to get a little more jerky and his cock somehow grew more yet. I knew he was getting ready to cum. It had to have been a good 45 minutes since he had started. Then he almost roared and buried his cock as far into me as he could. It felt like something deep inside me tore a little as all of his cock entered into me and started to throb like a bass drum in me. I felt myself cum again. This was crazy. I don't think I had ever cum that many times before in this amount of time. It was marvelous. I rose up to meet him making sure every inch was in me as we ground our bodies from head to toe against each other. Then, I was out again. I awoke to find myself completely clothed. What the hell? Had that all been a strange dream? But, as I thought that, I knew it could not have been as my ass was sore as hell and my pants felt extremely wet in the crotch area. What was I doing and how did my clothes get back on? I was still pretty much dazed and disoriented. Then the door opened up and a guy came in carrying a drink. He said he had heard that I was probably in need of a refresher. I had no idea what he was talking about. I took the drink as I was thirsty for sure and took a gulp. WOW, it had to be almost 75% 151 Rum. It was a good thing that is my normal drink or I might have gagged like crazy. Tasted good though and I thought, what the hell, and drank almost half of what was left in one more gulp and then downed the rest in a couple of drinks. Might have been a mistake, though, as it hit me really hard and I felt myself almost fall over dizzy. They guy just laughed at me and said, "I didn't expect you would drink all that in such short time. What you have been doing and now another huge drink like that. You may end up with a lot more in you that way." I couldn't seem to understand him much. The Rum was taking control again. I was soon laying down and almost out of it. The guy said, "Well, it looks like it may be my turn, now." Whatever that meant. He said, "You must really want filled with our toxic cum the way you are drinking." I still had no idea what that meant. He was taking off his clothes while saying that.

Part 5 I was cumming so hard that at first the ight coming on didn't register. Then someone was saying, "Hey, wow, you're actually breeding the straight guy!?" The guy who had just fucked me, didn't answer, he just smiled as he got up. I was still too stunned and drunk to speak. Just still laying there trying to figure out what the hell had just happened. There were two guys that had come in the door and I realized that they had been the two in the living room making out, before. They were both naked with hard cocks in hand and definitely large ones, at that. As the guy who had just fucked me got off of the bed, they both walked up to the bed and were staring at my hole as I had not lowered my legs. One of them said, "Wow, not only did you breed him but you did it bareback as well and there is cum leaking out of his hole." I was still trying to comprehend what had happened and didn't register that much. Then one of the newcomers, leaned over the bed at my ass and then his head dove in and his tongue licked my tender hole. I found myself moaning involuntarily and then his tongue entered my hole and I gasped. Without my control my legs just opened wider up as he rimmed me good, licking up the leaking cum and then driving his tongue into me to get more. Then he quickly climbed on the bed and the next thing I knew, he was on top of me and his big cock was driving into me. I tried to say no, but his mouth covered mine and his tongue drove deep into my mouth stifling my protest. Then he leaned back a little and told me, "I can't help it. Your hole is so hot and tight, I had to do this." Then he commenced to fuck me hard and fast. Almost immediately, I found myself thrusting my ass at him to get more an the intense feelings pleasure overwhelmed me. again. We drove our entire bodies at each other in a frenzy of lust. I just found myself carried away by the feelings and closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. He pounded my hole crazily and for a good 5 minutes, before I felt a change and his cock seemed to grow and get harder and his thrusts became erratic. Then he almost yelled, "Here it comes. I am going to fill your hole so full of cum. Get ready to take my poz load deep." With that he drove into me as deep and hard as he could and I felt his cock throbbing. He ground his cock around and around in me as he was cumming and then as his cock finally softened he slipped out of me. He quickly got up smiling and said something about, I hope that takes hold good in you, whatever that meant. The other guy almost pushed him out of the way as he climbed between my legs and wham his cock was driven deep into me before I could say anything. He was immediately pounding away. I was totally lost to lust. I couldn't protest, just went with it and continued to thrust my ass hard as he thrust into me. We were both in a huge rush. I could feel my cock growing and tingling again. He reamed my hole with almost a vengeance. We drove at each other, over and over and over. All too soon, although it was another good 15 or so minutes, I felt his cock get harder and then my own cock also, Then with a last deep crashing thrust, I felt his cock start to throb as he was cumming in me and my own cock blew another huge load almost at the same time. We ground at each other, both of us moaning and groaning in passion. Then it was over and as his soft cock plopped out of my hole he was saying, "Man, that was intense. I love pozzing a hole and now a formerly straight one at that was really wild." I still did not understand what he meant, but didn't care at the time. I was spent and satisfied completely and could hardly move. I just laid thiere for a while with my legs still in the air and spread savoring the feelings.

Part 4 My mind was trying to focus on what the hell was going on, but that 151 Rum had me too befuddled and the fantastic feeling at my ass and the tingle of my cock wouldn't let me focus. I was just really enjoying whatever was going on. It was nothing I had ever felt before. My hole seemed to be on fire with wanting more and more of that licking it was getting. Then that finger seemed to probe a little deeper than it had before and hit something inside me that caused me to raise my ass up higher with a jolt of pleasure. It felt like his whole finger was deep in my ass and tongue was still probing and licking all around it. I was almost ready to bounce. Wow, what a feeling it was causing. Then the finger seemed to rotate, around and around my hole and every time it came around it would hit that one spot and I would moan and jump with pleasure. Then it felt like his finger got bigger, but I kind of thought wait, no, it seemed like he now had two fingers in me and wiggling them around almost like a drum beat on that spot in there, I was definitely bouncing now and actually thrusting my ass onto them even. Whoever this was sure knew how to make a guy feel pleasure. His fingers and tongue were driving me wild and then I was thinking maybe there were more than two fingers in me. I tried to focus more but the booze still had me dizzy, so I just tried to relax and enjoy as I was sure I was getting close to cumming again. It was fantastic and I wanted it, needed it. Then, all at once, as if the person knew it, another hand reached up and took ahold of my cock and squeezed the base of it hard, stopping the sensation of cumming. I groaned, but then his hand let go and the sensations started over again, driving me almost crazy with pleasure. I still had no idea who was down there in the dark, but at this point the need was too great to care. My ass and my cock were both feeling so good, all I wanted was to get off and cum hard. My hole seemed to be stretched more than I thought possible and it felt like there must be more than just two fingers in there, but who cared, it was fantastic and that tongue all around the edges of them and even probing between them at times was formidable. I could not even hold still and was moaning like crazy from it. Then the fingers started going in and out also which was another whole different sensation, getting faster and faster and harder. Sometimes on those in and out thrusts, there was a little pain, very small though, as a fingernail or two would scrape some, but the heavenly feeling overroad that completely. Then I felt the tongue move away from my hole and started to lick its way up across to my balls. The fingers were still digging into my ass but the sensations were growing more intense as I felt the tongue stop and then a mouth took each of my balls in, one at a time, an sucked them slowly and gently, then moved up to the base of my cock and then the tongue came back to tickle lick its way up my shaft and the around the head and then my whole cock was swallowed to the base in one gulp. I felt myself getting ready to cum again, and again, it was anticipated and my cock was released from the mouth and a hand grabbed the base squeezing me hard to stop it. I almost screamed in the need for the release being denied. It was almost agonizing. Then that mouth engulfed me again with a slow up and down bj of pure ecstasy. I was almost continually groaning now from the intensity of the marvelous feelings. I was writhing on the bed and alternating driving my cock into that wonderful mouth and grinding my ass on those fingers in my hole. The fingers were really moving in and out of my hole faster and harder and hitting that special spot inside me and every time they hit it I moaned more. Even the feeing of the fingernails dragging on the outstroke seemed to increase the need to feel more and more and the slight discomfort only made the instroke that much more fantastic. Then I became aware that the person had stopped sucking my cock and lips were gently kissing their way up my stomach and a hand was pushing my t-shirt up as the kisses rose up my body. I quickly let loose of my shorts I was still holding and reaching down grabbed my shirt and raising my body slightly pulled it off over my head and tossed it with my shorts. I became aware slightly that whoever was moving up me seemed to be bare skin against mine too. Then those marvelous lips moved to one of my nipples and the mouth closed on it and sucked it and even nipped it a little with teeth. I groaned even louder. It was as if my nipple was directly wired to my ass and cock and I involuntarily arched my back trying to feed more of my breast. Then the mouth let go and went across my chest to my other nipple and again the same relentless feelings erupted in me. My nipples were tingling, my ass was on fire and my cock felt like an iron bar and I was trembling from head to toe. I never wanted this to end it was so great. The before I knew it the lips were climbing higher up me to my neck, nuzzling and nipping and sucking from one side of it to the other., Then, all at once the fingers dragged out of my hole, causing me to groan again at the empty feeling now there. I couldn't help myself as I moaned, NO, and tried to push my ass lower to feel them again. As I did this I felt something odd touch my hole now. It felt much bigger than the fingers had. This went through my mind as I was telling them to please put them back in, when the new object touched my hole just as I was wrapping my arms around the person and both of the arms grabbed my legs raising them higher as the object poked into my hole a bit. My eyes went wide open then as I finally realize that this person, who had given me more pleasure than I could remember, was another guy. I froze in place, which was my complete undoing then, as HIS cock, I now realized, penetrated my hole and drove deep into me. Being much larger than his fingers it hurt some but when he hit that spot inside me, again involuntarily, I thrust my ass up higher which drove his cock as deep as it could get into my very depths. As his cock bottomed out in me and before I could say anything, his mouth all at once closed on my wide open mouth and his tongue drove almost into my throat. I was so shocked I couldn't move or with his mouth on mine say anything. Then before I could recover his cock started its back stroke rubbing against my hot spot and then back in again. I found myself raising my ass up without knowing how, meeting his inthrust and slapping our bare skin together hard. He then started to fuck me in a rush. The fantastic feelings hit me like a ton of bricks and I found myself moaning with the pleasure and driving my ass back at him on every in stroke of his cock. I could not seem to stop. I wanted this release that was building in me. My cock was throbbing like never before. We drove at each other in a frenzy of lust. Time seemed to almost stand still. Over and over he drove his cock into me as if to push it clear through me and into the bed. Harder and faster and more and more. For a good 15 or 20 minutes we ravished each other. Then he leaned back and broke off the kiss and looking me directly in the eyes for the first time, said, "OMG, I am going to cum. I am going to fill your ass with my seed and you will be changed forever as my toxic cum swims inside you. Take my HIV cum and love it." I was cumming myself so what he said didn't register and being still quite drunk it took a while anyway. I just thrust my own ass hard onto his cock and could feel his throbbing and my own cock was throbbing between us. Then, without warning, the whole room lit up, as someone had come in the door and switched the light on.

Always enjoy ripe men, sweaty laborers or guys after the gym. Get that ball and pit stink in my beard.

I go for my first hair removal treatment and since I have very little hair to begin with it goes quickly. This will be my first night at the building and I’m kinda scared as all I will have on is the baseball cap , shoes and this small jock strap with my ass handing out. I’m on the floor for my shift and the place is busy in the main area with guys fucking and sucking, as I walk around taking orders. It’s then I found out what light & heavy points are syringes and on the tray with alcohol wipes with a rubber strap. There a few green light on so I’m taking orders as fast as I can and I relies my dick is rock hard and I’m wet. Everyone is very nice to me with a smile and a tap on my ass cheeks as I smile back. The person at the bar says you are a natural shaking your booty as you walk around. I see people of all ages here all doing some kind of sex act and most I have never seen before , like in one room they ask for 5 heavy point, shards, spike lube and poppers. I come back later when the light is green and I see he has his arm up the other guys ass and he is begging for more so he ask me to hold a bottle of poppers under his nose. The fister is smiling at me as he can see I’m rock hard , he says I see you have never seen something like this before, I say WOW you are so right as he laugh and say one day this might be you in the sling and little does he know I have never had anything up my hole. My shift is over and as I leave the bar tender says you did great and hands me the envelope I walk out the door past the doorman & security then I open the envelope and I see $500 in it WOW that is 2 weeks pay busing tables. Some days they ask me to go in and clean up for a few hours witch I do as I get to see what all the side rooms are about without anyone in them, some have slings , benches , OBGYN tables and one room that is the special room with Bio Hazard symbol on it’s walls , I wonder what goes on in this room as in the 2 week I have been here this room I have not seen it used during my shift. Larry comes by and says I’m doing a great job and needs my help on the second floor for a few minutes. We get off the elevator and it’s WOW as this is like a palace with 12 rooms we have to move a bed from one room to another, from what I hear a private party will be going on here. I see a this hot looking guy with a body to die for in a small speedo come up to Larry and say something to him and he looks worried , he ask me if I want to make $300 real quick, I say YES. This HOT guy leads me by the hand and gives me what is going to happen. He has a client who want a rough fuck with 2 Tops and say I have never done anything like this and he laughs and says you have seen what goes on down stairs, I smile and tells me to take shower as he will be here soon.I get out of the shower and the client is here and says to me how old are you and the HOT guy slaps him on the face as I see him giving him a slam and says look at that dick that is going to be raping your hole soon. We get him sucking our dicks and HOT guy starts fucking him first and soon dumps a load in him raw, the client is told to turn around and starts to suck the dick that just came out of his ass and now it’s my turn and the very first time I’m fucking anyone in my life. I’m told just go balls deep and I do and I feel the cum from Hot guy making it easy as the client is grunting , I'm fucking him as fast as I can going all the way in and pulling out then all the way in balls deep and it does not me long to cum with a load like I was pissing in his hole as I pulled out my cum is splashing all over us and HOT guy tells him to lick my dick and all the cum up that is on our bodies. I’m still hard as I slap my dick on the client face as HOT guy says this is what a real man is, later HOT guy says I’m a natural and I say at what and he laugh as a working boy. As I leave Larry say thanks as I help him out of a sticky situation then hands me $300.

Difficult. Socially: Nowadays I don't really feel like I am part of a LGBT "community". But that is probably because here in NL nobody raises an eyebrow anymore about same sex relationships, marriages or gay couples having kids. It's all very "normal" (if I may call it that). Sure, there are exceptions but overall gays are not different from straights in public or in society. Politicians won't dare to make any insulting remarks. They would be slammed in the press and on social media and it would be political suicide. Even the Christian parties in parliament (except for one very small one ) won't dare, they just say they don't really 'approve'. Nobody listens to religious people anymore anyway, hardly anyone goes to church anymore. Religion only plays a very tiny role in society over here. It was very different when I started out when I was 17 late 70s and moved to the big city to study. I had crushes on teachers even in elementary school but at that age I didn't even realize what that was. I just thought I liked them. It wasn't until high school that I realized I was different from most and felt left out. Surely I was the only one having indecent thoughts about other guys? There must have been others but I didn't know them. When I was 13/14 I started to realize there were others and that there was a name for it: gay (or 'homo' at that time). And there were lots of them in bigger cities far away. So when I moved to the big city for college at 16 - soon to be 17- and I worked up the courage to go to a 'gay' student bar (drinking age at that time was 16, it's 18 now) I felt overwhelmed. Here were boys/guys dancing and flirting with each other and just having a good time with not a scare in the world. There were parties and discussion and social groups and support organizations. That's the first time when I felt I was part of a "community" and I belonged to something. And it felt very good. All this has changed over the years as it has become common now. As for sex: Only took very little time after going to that bar for the first time (and having discovered the cruising area by word of mouth) that I sucked dick and was fucked for the first time in an AVS. And scored tricks in bars or clubs with whoever thought I was hot (looking for confirmation?) or hot for that night or who thought I had a hot ass and was 'easy'.... And I was 'new meat' so there were plenty of them, whether they were my age or old (i.e. anyone >30 at that time). And I loved being part of the "community" of men that simply liked having sex with other men without any hang ups. Hanging out with friends (who you were not going to sleep with!) guessing who would be going home with whom and tease them about that the next time. And them teasing me too of course ("really!! Him? How could you! Was he any good? What's his dick like?). Haven't stopped having sex with strangers since. Considering the number of gay men is so much smaller than the number of straight men I still feel I am part of a 'group' but I don't feel I am part of a "community" anymore. Maybe I would still feel that way when I would be a regular at a certain bar and you know the other regulars there (not necessarily have sex with them, just 'friends') but there aren't any around where I live now. Long reply but I hope this make sense?

I castrated myself via alcohol injections over time. I really do not have photos of that. I finished them off by a visit to a sadist who clamped me with a burdizzo. While I have video of that, I do not share it much. She was quite clear on wanting to avoid any publicity regarding that. Additionally, I had some issues healing....had some medical treatment.....and got locked up in a psych ward for a bit. Anyhow, becoming a eunuch, like getting pozzed has been about the experience and the feelings of having control over who I am and how I can modify my body to match my thoughts. Would be glad to share more if you want to PM me, or Skype some time. It is really interesting seeing the reactions I get from sex partners. Some guys simply want no part of fucking a eunuch. However, there have been many guys who really get turned on by the idea. As for me, I love how I feel as a eunuch. I have been able to transfer the center of my sexual drive from my balls and the testosterone they used to create....to being a fully mental activity......really powerful for me....and I have enjoyed better sex since killing my nuts. The combination of being poz and being a eunuch has been even a more amazing step to mind-blowing sex. Certainly, I am sure this is not for everyone, but for me, it is EXACTLY what I want.

The following is purely a work of fiction from my perverted mind and any similarities between anyone living or dead is purely coincidental also any statements made to the benefits of having HIV or taking meds is totally fictitious as well. I had only occasionally been in touch with Andy over the past few years - a Christmas card here, a birthday card there and so on. In my first year as a grad student I became fairly ill with an opportunistic parasite which left me pretty weak and unable to go to class for a couple weeks. My professors were nice enough to let me make up the work and I worked on my thesis during the recuperation time. I also for the first time started taking meds to control beat back the HIV and give my body time to build-back my immunization system. Up until then my viral load had been high but so had my T cell count, the doctors became alarmed when my T-cell counts began to plummet. I had lead a healthy active life up until then filled with lots of sex and sports and I wanted to continue being active so I relented and started taking the medicines they prescribed for me. I never told Andy of my condition and he never really asked much, even when I had the sniffles at his wedding. I just said it was 'allergies' as I made out with him the night of his bachelor party. I always had feelings for Andy, kind of like an incestuous brother, and I suspected he had some feelings for me. Andy had arraigned for me to come up to his rural town to take a look at the junior college where he wanted me to coach. With the timing occurring at spring break I accepted his offer to travel to see him and the school It was about an hour and half plane flight. He met me at the baggage claim area. I was still in great shape, even though HIV had some damage to my physique. Andy however looks fantastic - like time had stood still for him. We both had gained a little weight but with Andy it looked more like muscle mass than going to fat. He was fit as a fiddle. It was midterm so I had a couple months to toy with the Idea of taking the job but he wanted me to come up and see the school and he hoped he would sway me to accept the offer. Andy didn’t bother getting me a hotel and let me know I would be staying with him for the week. Andy’s apartment was close to the college and, like Andy himself, the apartment was immaculate. It was clean, tidy and tastefully furnished, although somewhat sporty and very much looking like a bachelor pad. I looked at Andy and inquired about Sue. He replied that they had divorced after the baby was born and that he would tell me the details later after I got settled in. He took me to the second bedroom and pointed out a dresser and closet I could use to store my clothing. Naturally my interest was piqued and I wanted to ask Andy what had happened, but Andy was very tight-lipped about the details. Andy suggested a walk to get some food and see the campus, so I changed my shoes to something more comfortable to walk in and Andy lead the way down the street to a tree-lined neighborhood with lots of fraternity style houses and cute bungalows. As we walked I noticed quite a few hot guys in minimal attire and some nerdy ones looking very preppy. Andy explained their spring break was still a week off and so classes were still in session. As we walked closer to the campus there were even more hot guys to gawk over and some cruised back. I was pleasantly surprised. We arrived at the campus burger joint and we placed our order with a hot twink clerk. Andy and the clerk seemed to know each other. He was very flirty with both of us and Andy blushed, smiling as we sat down. Then his smile broadened into a shit-eating grin and he quietly said the clerk was a recruit for next year’s team and very available. Andy had set me up knowing my weakness for cute athletic twinks and the clerk's weakness for slightly older 'daddy types'. I told him he was terrible - tempting me with such treats. With lunch out of the way Andy then gave me a tour of the campus and introduced me to some of the professors and staff. He ever made a point to show me where the glory holes complete with complimentary condom dispensers. (I scooped up a few for later - if it came to that.) Andy also showed me several make out / hook-up spots. Andy informed me that this was a progressive college in a conservative town. He even introduced me to the campus chief of police. At one of the glory holes he had me sit on the toilet while he jerked at the urinal and sure enough a hot college guy came in and played with both of us. I asked if this wasn’t a risky venture and he replied if nobody complains then it’s never investigated. And being a progressive college very few complaints are filed for lewd activity and that much of the police force came in to get their rocks off since a little over half of the officers were either bi or gay. This completely took me off guard and the job was becoming more and more tempting. I was a High school coach and while I found most of my team players hot and all, but I would never touch them or play with them, it was just out of the question. Here not only were the players of legal age but it looked as if some were ready to take the plunge into gay sex. Andy could sense my excitement and the next stop was the athletic facilities. He toured me around the locker rooms and the coach’s offices and introduced me to several of the coaches and students who he knew. My excitement was building not to mention my level of being horny, by the time he escorted me back to his office I had a raging boner. I sat down in a chair opposite his desk and Andy locked the door and came up behind me and began caressing my neck and shoulders he bent over and kissed my neck. He then walked around and sat behind his desk “tease” was all I could say and he grinned at me and said “Frank , you are the reason I no longer am married to Sue”. “What” I was dumbfounded I stared at Andy as he explained that the time we had spent together in high school and college were some of the happiest times of his life. And that after his son was born all he could think about when having sex with his wife was when the two of us were kissing and fondling each other and when fucking Sue, he always found himself thinking about me as he blew his load. I thought 'Wait a minute, stud. Perhaps need a time out here'. Andy backed up a bit and told me how although we never did anything beyond second base he fantasied about it all the time. He then told me how Sue had caught him getting head behind this very desk and how he had come home one afternoon to find Sue muff-diving with a another woman. They were both gay and it really wasn’t much more than a marriage of convenience. Although he loved his ex-wife for giving him a son, he wasn’t interested in having sex with her anymore. Andy then approached me and stood me up and we kissed deeply he fondled my raging boner and whispered in my ear that that would have to wait till later and we kissed some more. He got me so excited it was just like in HS and in the dorm room and I shot my wad right then in my shorts and he chuckled. Andy walked me back to the apartment and ordered a pizza for dinner, apologizing that he wanted me more than food at that moment. Andy and I were sucking each other off when the pizza boy arrived, Andy answered the door in his robe just barely concealing a jockstrap. The pizza delivery guy was a young college student who suddenly didn’t have change but was willing to take his tip. We had him naked in record time and Andy ended up plowing the stud for all he was worth. I then slipped on a condom and fucked the youth as well feeling the load Andy had already shot up the boy’s ass being used as lube for my wrapped up cock. The delivery guy sucked the juice off of Andy’s cock as I dumped a load into the reservoir of the condom. I peeled off the wrapper and let the boy slur p off my juices. Andy then introduced the boy and Miguel one of the divers on the team and told him I might be coaching next semester. Miguel left and we chowed down the pizza, we made out some more and Andy lead me to his room were we cuddled and made love all night. In the morning Andy told me he wanted me more than ever and when he said wanted he meant all of me, including the part I wouldn’t give him senior year of high school. I looked at Andy and asked him if I caught his drift and he nodded yes he wanted me in him. I looked at Andy and told him I was positive and had been for the past 7 years. Andy said he already knew and that he knew about the trucker and he was deeply hurt that I wouldn’t share with him the gift I had been given so young in life. I cried and Andy wiped away the tears and fondled my raging cock then turned around and slid his hole down the length of it, pushing me deep inside of him. “Andy is this really what you want” he replied with a emphatic yes and began working my rod with his ass muscles so I began fucking my best friend slowly at first then fasted, harder and rougher as I brought my self to a crescendo of lust for my best buddy. We fucked at least twice a day for the remainder of the week before I had to fly home and return to my duties as a High School coach (To be continued –tough decisions made easy)