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Oh sorry, he says, he sees what it does with me. But again that wicked grin I don’t understand at all. Mark is kind and down to earth. Actually he is a real straight and normal guy. Fuck. I just say. Fuck. And then: I wanna try. Mark looks shocked (but is it shocked?) No way man, he says, your sobriety. No fucking way. Fuck you, I say. I wanna try. I’m not gonna supply you for your relapse, Kyle, he says. Ok. I say, I’ll get it off Grindr. Grindr is full of people here in berlin who are offering party drugs. They sell shite there, he says. He looks at me. There is a silence that seems to last forever. You sure, he asks I’m shaking inside like crazy. I didn’t know the physical reaction to the idea of using would be so strong. I am sure, I say. And now it’s me who has the wicked grin I haven’t grinned for a long time. He goes through his backpack and finds a glass pipe. I’m nervous like a little girl. If I am going to relapse, I think, I can’t think of anyone better than Mark, who I know so well, who I trust so much. And suddenly I become aware of my overpowering desire to fuck him. Mark laughs. You’re absolutely sure? Yup, I say. I already get so excited when just watching him put some of the rocky powder in the pipe. Not for a second I feel reluctant to give up a decade and a half of sobriety. Mark holds a lighter under the pipe, sucks it a little and I see the white smoke He laughs. This is so insane, he says and offers me the pipe. I laugh too. Fuck it, I say, and I inhale the white smoke. It’s my first time doing meth. It just wasn’t around when I was still using and drinking. I freebased coke quite a lot, so that’s what I am expecting but not getting from this pipe. It feels a bit of an anticlimax. Mark sees it. Just wait he says. I suck again and hand te pipe over to him. You have to suck a few times before it hits. It’s not like coke, he says. I stare at this boy who obviously is not the boy anymore I have always known. As if he reads my mind he says: only once or twice. I give the pipe to him and he takes two long drags and hands it back to me. Take two really long inhales he says. And hold it. He takes off his shirt. I suck really hard on the pipe and hold in my breath and suddenly it hits me. Oh fuck, I say and I get a really stupid grin on my face One more, he says while he picks up his phone. What are you doing I ask before putting the pipe to my mouth again Cancelling eric he says. And while the meth hits me I am so grateful. Grateful I am doing this with him, grateful he is cancelling his party. He turns the lights lower and puts on some minimal techno. How you feeling he asks Fucking fantastic, and I give the pipe to him And…, he says I giggle. And fucking horny. Oh man. In a way this feels so wrong and at the same time so right. He laughs and takes his pants off Aren’t you hot, he asks I just laugh. He loads the pipe up again. Take another hit. I am spinning already, but suck some more of the white smoke in my lungs. Mark is playing with his cock with his hand in his boxers. I can see it’s getting rock hard. And suddenly it all hits me like a truck. Wow. I say. Jesus fucking Christ. Wow. Yeah it’s good, huh. He lights the pipe again and sucks the white smoke in his lungs. While holding in the smoke he says: you know we are going to fuck, right? I stare at him. Who is this fucking kid, that I thought I knew so well? I guess so, I laugh. Take your fucking clothes off then, he says. What the fuck? Shouldn’t I be the one who says that. Shouldn’t I be the one in charge? But I comply. And take everything off. There is no shame, no guilt I am doing this, I don’t care one flying fuck I am naked and about to have sex with the kid I have more or less always have seen as my adopted son. He takes another big hit and then walks over to the couch and climbs on to my lap. He grabs my head and puts his mouth close to mine and I open it, receiving his shotgun. Fuck. I am so horny. I feel his hard on poking my stomach. I am surprised I don’t get hard. He again reads my mind and says: Tina dick. And then he sticks his tongue in my mouth. I’m spinning. I am so fucking high, I grab his body and pull it towards me and his eyes are shining, smiling. Fuck, I say. This is so fucking good. And we haven’t even started yet he says with a devilish smile. He gets up, gets a viagra out of his backpack and puts it in my mouth. He gives me my glass of Diet Coke to swallow it. Who are you, I say. Not that you are going to fuck me, but at least you’ll get hard, he says I am not, I ask. Fuck dude, I only had gay sex for the first time three weeks ago. I am not going to be fucked. He looks me in the eye. But you are, Kyle, he says, you are. I am going to fuck the living shit out of you. I don’t know if it’s the drugs or him or him saying that, but I nearly pass out there and then.

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The club was hot, in every sense of the word. Lots of cute guys dancing, lots of bumping and rubbing. A few of my friends and I had been out on the floor, working up a sweat and a thirst. I was in my short-shorts, showing off my nice, smooth legs, wiggling my butt as I teased a couple of older men. My friends taunted me that I had a thing for daddy-typed twice my age. Actually, though, I only played games in public with them. I limited my sexual adventures to younger guys like me, in our early twenties. I made my way to the bar to order something cold. As I waited for my drink, I felt a hand on my shoulder. “Andy?” a voice behind me asked. I spun around and found myself staring at an older guy with an amazing muscular body, thinning dark curly hair, and swarthy Italian features. He looked familiar. It took half a second to place him – then I realized who he was. “Larry!” I exclaimed. “I can’t believe it. It’s been years.” He gave me a warm smile. “I wasn’t sure you would remember me.” “Larry, I could never forget you. I guess I can tell you now: I had such a crush on you in camp that summer.” The memories flooded back. I was sixteen at the time and just beginning to understand my desires for other men. Larry, then in his late 30s, became the first object of my man lust. And I wasn’t the only one. There were two kinds of guys in our group. The more masculine and muscular athletes followed Larry because he was an incredible physical specimen, and they looked up to him. Then there were the other boys, the emerging twinks like me, who fantasized about sucking Larry’s cock (which seemed huge when he changed into his bathing suit) or even giving themselves to him. I’m not sure I even knew then what anal sex was. I just wanted him to hold me, climb on top of me, and let me run my tongue along his chiseled, hairy body. He was the very definition of a man, and as I started to admit that’s what I craved I naturally became fixated on him. While he didn’t reciprocate in any way, he also didn’t seem to mind. Some of my camp peers had teased me about being queer and even used the f-word, but Larry always put a stop to it. And now here he was, like a wet dream come to life, inches from me in a gay dance club. Not just that, but he was clearly checking me out as we made small talk. He complimented me on my dancing. Then he leaned close and said I had grown into a very sexy young man. I felt myself tingle all over. Could this really be happening? My first crush, my hopeless young desire, was now hitting on me? The DJ put on music for a slow dance. Larry took me by the hand and led me onto the dance floor. He held me in his arms as we swayed gently to the sound. I ran my hands up his strong arms, thrilling as I touched those powerful muscles that had captivated me years before. He massaged my bubble butt and I felt his cock grow hard as it pressed against me. I thought to myself, This is unreal. I am in Larry’s arms and he wants me as much as I want him. Then he gazed into my eyes. I closed mine, and I felt his lips press against mine in a soft kiss. He did it again, and I parted my lips, inviting his tongue to explore mine. The world seemed to collapse into this one spot where we made out on the dance floor. My head was spinning. If he hadn’t been holding me close, I might have fallen over. When the song ended, Larry went to get us both a drink. One of my friends came over to me and snidely asked what I was doing with “that old guy,” and I told him to fuck off. Larry led me to a quiet corner where we flirted and kissed some more. “Would you like to come back to my place?” he asked. I smiled and told him that I would love it, In a few minutes, we were in the back of an Uber, holding hands and stroking each other’s thighs. I wanted to undo his pants and suck his cock right there, but I managed to restrain myself. Once in his apartment, we resumed kissing. It was more intense than at the club. I couldn’t get enough of touching his muscular body, especially those thick arms and massive shoulders. Larry had been a football player in college and two decades later he was still built like a linebacker. Larry paused kissing me and said, “Andy, I’m going to undress you now.” He lifted my tank top over my head, tugged my shorts down, and then slid down my thong panties. My cock, about 5 inches, stood up, already rock hard. “Your turn,” I said. When Larry peeled off his shirt, I saw again that amazing physique that had so turned me on as an adolescent. His abs seemed to have been carved from granite. But when he pulled down his briefs, I saw something else – the poison symbol tatoo above his incredibly thick cock. I took a deep breath. I realized that I was about to make a momentous decision. I needed to think. What better way to stall than to suck Larry’s thick cock? I dropped to my knees in front of him and took his massive tool into my mouth, teasing the head with my tongue. Then I licked his heavy balls, filled with toxic seed. He groaned and held my head gently in his strong, masculine hands. My mind cleared. I knew what I wanted, what I needed: Larry’s seed inside me. I had dreamed for so long about this moment, and now it was going to reach another level of intimacy. He was going to give me his most precious gift, transforming my very existence. I stopped sucking him and looked into his eyes. I could see in them his desire. I stood up and lay down on his bed. He leaned over his nightstand and picked up a condom. I had to think fast if I was going to get what I wanted. To this point, I had always been careful with my male partners. Even my steady boyfriends had used protection when we fucked. Now I wanted Larry inside me raw. “Please don’t use a rubber,” I said softly. Larry pointed to his tatoo. “Andy, do you know what this means? I’m HIV positive. I’m not taking medication and my viral load is sky high.” “I’m on PrEP,” I lied. “Don’t worry.” Larry gave me a big smile. “That’s great. I hate covering myself. That’s not what sex should feel like.” I was on my back, head on the pillow. He now moved on top of me, his weight pressing me into the sheets. We kissed deeply for a long time, his tongue exploring my mouth, dominating it. He ran his hands along my smooth skin, making me quiver with lust. I responded by tracing the outlines of his hard, sculpted muscles with my delicate fingers. Then I ran my hands up and down his hairy back. You are so much more manly than I am, I thought. It delighted me. Larry’s hard cock pressed against my thigh. I reached down and gently pumped it, eliciting a deep groan from his throat. After a few minutes, he whispered to me to turn over and drew me onto my hands and knees. His tongue found my tight hole and it was my turn to whimper as the heat radiated throughout my body. A pause. Now it was his thick finger, covered with lube, gently probing and then entering my ass. A second finger, stretching me, then both moving in and out, slowly at first and then faster. “Please, Larry,” I begged, “Fuck me. I need you inside me.” Another pause, then I felt his knees move between mine and his warm thighs press against the back of mine. Larry placed his hands gently on my hips. “Are you ready?” He asked. I nodded. I felt his cock running up and down my crack. He reached for some lube and rubbed it on his cock. Then he placed the tip against my hole and began to push firmly into it. My sphincter opened to his cock. The familiar burning sensation and momentary pain as my ass adjusted to the intruder, then the warmth. I felt an intense fullness. As he slowly went deeper, the pleasure radiated throughout my body. This wasn’t like sex with guys my age who wore condoms. The physical sensation and the realization that I was being fucked raw by a man I had dreamed about, a man who might gift me was beyond anything I could imagine. “Oh, yes! Yes!” I gasped. “I want more.” Still deeper. I felt like a complete slut. Finally, I felt his crotch hair scratching my butt cheeks. Larry leaned forward and rested is chest on my back. “Andy, you are so tight,” he murmured. I turned my head sideways and we exchanged a deep fuck kiss. He started to move in and out, withdrawing slowly and then plunging all the way in. Occasionally he would tease me by pulling out to his tip before thrusting in. I heard his groans and my high-pitched “Ah!” responses. I sounded like such a sissy! I was now Larry’s bitch; my ass was a cunt for his pleasure. I had fulfilled my fantasy. “Turn over,” he ordered. I obeyed and drew my legs up and apart. Such a female gesture, inviting penetration. Larry smiled at me as he again placed the head his hard cock against my hole. In one swift thrust he entered me and I gasped loudly at the sensation. He lay atop me, humping with his hips, in-out-in-out. I wrapped my legs around his back. He resumed kissing me, deeply, passionately. Then he raised himself on his arms. I rested my slender legs on his broad shoulders. I gripped his powerful forearms with my dainty hands, then stroked his abdomen. My touch seemed to drive Larry into a frenzy. I love it when my top reaches this point, totally absorbed in his own pleasure, approaching the point of no return. I couldn’t have stopped Larry now even if I wanted to. I didn’t want to. Just the opposite: I wanted it as much as he did. “Cum inside me, baby,” I pleaded. “Breed me.” The top’s familiar pause, just before orgasm. Then the deep, throaty roar, Larry’s cock pistoning rapidly in and out, his balls slapping against me. It went on and on. And I felt inside me a new warmth and a wetness I had never before experienced. His poison seed, filling my back passage, starting their journey to take over my willing body. Larry collapsed on top of me, breathing hard. I loved his weight, his sweaty skin against mine, the warmth of two male bodies together. As I teased his back with my fingers, I clenched my ass, hoping to keep Larry hard within me for as long as I could and hold his seed. His breathing slowed and I realized he had dozed off in my arms. Finally his cock softened and slid out. Some of his cum dribbled out, leaving a wet spot under my ass. I turned on my side, and Larry nestled against me. I could feel his cock, still slick with his jism, against my ass. As I lay there, I wondered whether Larry and I would be more than a one-night stand, whether I would tell Larry if I tested positive, and whether he would be angry with me for wanting his toxic babies. So many questions. But they would have to wait. Tonight I only wanted to feel his wonderful, bare cock inside me again. So I turned back to him, slid down to his cock, and went back to work with my tongue.

Chapter 1 – Just Jack There’s only one thing that makes fisting any better, and that’s finding a hot guy who wants to fist you as much as he wants to be fisted by you. OK, maybe there are two things. Finding out that the hot guy also wants to party with you. Taking or giving a fist while spun is the ultimate in sexual satisfaction. Luckily, I had hit the jackpot with Jack. He hit me up on a basic site, but I recognized him from a party and ass-oriented site. When I asked if he had a profile there, he said that he did, and I should check it out. I told him I had already looked at it and was good with everything he described. He went over to look at my profile, which has some more revealing pics, and we quickly agreed to meet. I told him that I could host in my basement playroom. The room is accessible from the outside, has a bathroom attached if we needed it, and was furnished with a couch, bed, sling, and all the necessary toys, lubes, and such that we’d need. I didn’t mention the recently added St Andrews Cross, but I hoped we could use that, too. The entrance to the playroom is at the back of my house, next to the garage. I told Jack to park outside the garage and strip down before he came into the playroom. It’s sexy to meet a new guy naked for the first time. I’d be naked, too, when he came in. He said he’d bring a few things for our play time and would be there around 7. At about 6:45, I took a few hits off my pipe, blowing some nice clouds. If he hadn’t smoked already, it would be easy for him to catch up with me. That got my ass itching for something in it, so I lubed up one of my smaller dildos and worked it into my ass. I figured I’d fuck myself with this for a while, then put it aside when Jack got there. Of course, there was some hot fisting porn on the tv, too, to help keep me riled up. I heard his truck drive up and pulled the dildo out. I went to meet him at the sliders that led into the room. He stripped down to an orange jockstrap and was reaching into his truck to grab a bag. I liked what I saw and fingered my jock-clad ass. When he turned around and saw me at the door, Jack broke into a big smile. This promised to be a good night. He had told me that he was 67 and in OK shape. But he had done himself a disservice. He was in great shape, with well-sculpted pecs and a nice ass. He had a hairy chest, and I had noticed that his ass was hairy, too, when he was reaching into the truck. I opened the door and greeted him. He came in, dropped his bag, and grabbed me into a hug and kiss. My cock responded nicely, as did his. We hugged and groped a bit, and then we moved over to the couch. He dropped his bag on the floor near the bed. I’m 5’7”, and Jack was easily over 6’ tall. Like him, I’m hairy, but I also have lots of hair on my back and ass. Jack’s back looked to be smooth, and he had light hair on his ass with a denser thicket around his hole. I weigh about 180 and guys tell me I’m built like a fireplug. That may also have something to do with how my body flushes red when I party. I picked up my pipe and torch and handed them to him. He melted the crystals until the smoke was swirling and took a nice hit. He handed the tools to me, and I did the same. When he handed everything back to me after his third hit, I took in the smoke and then leaned in to shotgun it into his mouth. We played back and forth for a while until it was time to start the real fun. Jack put his index finger in his mouth and then stuck it in my ass. He made a hook with it, rubbing my prostate. He used that to get me to stand up and walk over to the sling. Jack felt I should be first in the sling since I was hosting. I got situated, and he sat down on the stool in front of my ass. “Tongue, toys, or fists to start?” he asked. Hell, I’ll never turn down a rim job, so I said, “That sounds like a great order.” Jack chuckled as he leaned in and spread my ass wide. “Fucking hot hairy hole,” he said as he dove into my ass. He started licking and sucking on it, getting it all wet with his saliva. Next, he started tongue fucking me, driving his tongue deeper into my ass with each new thrust. It felt great, and I knew poppers would make it feel even better. I opened my bottle and offered them to Jack. “Naw, man, I’ve got my own down here.” I sniffed deeply and felt my ass relax and open more. Now, Jack was getting even deeper into my ass, and I was grinding it on his face. When my poppers started to wane, Jack sniffed his and dove back into my ass with a vengeance. He sucked and prodded my hole, getting it ready for the next big thing. He leaned back when he was done. He kept fingering over and into my hole. “So, a toy is next,” he said, and I nodded. My toys were laid out on a table nearby, but he went to his duffel bag and rooted around for what he wanted. He pulled out a dildo that was in a spiral shape. I’d always wanted to try a spiral toy since it can (literally) be screwed into you. He lubed it up and said, “Let’s see how much of this you can take.” Jack got about a third of the dildo in my hole with ease. Once we got there, whether it was the width or the depth, he had to stop for a moment. This is where the design of this toy works well. He could twist it and let my ass take it further in. Each turn let it penetrate a bit deeper. This is a long toy, so it was going to get in deep. When I felt it at my second hole, I asked for a poppers break. It’d go through without them, but it would be a hell of a lot more fun with them. I inhaled, first through one side of my nose, then a quick exhale, and a long draw on the other side. That one I held as Jack started to screw the toy past my inner hole. It slid in readily, my hole opening to take it, and the poppers made it feel even better. Jack seemed to like me being poppered up, so I knew there would be more of that tonight. He had it all the way in. I could feel the base at the entry to my ass. Now, Jack started to pull back on it. Without unscrewing it, the ridges of the spiral really hit all the right places. It felt great as he pummeled my ass with the dildo. He pulled it all the way out, then said., “I’m gonna bump this ass before I fist it.” It looked like we were going to have a crazy night, and I just nodded in agreement. Of course, to shove the shard in meant that he’d have to work some fingers into my ass, but I could wait for the fist. Jack picked out a nice shard and put it on the tip of his index finger. He showed it to me and then slid it into my hole. It was opened up enough from the toy and had a good bit of lube to let his finger go in easily. He deposited the shard and then pulled out of my ass. The burn set in quickly. I could feel it as the shard melted in my ass and was absorbed by my bloodstream. While we waited for the shard to dissolve, Jack fed me his dick. I reached around for his hole, and he said, “Don’t you worry. You’ll be in there soon.” The shard melted and I was feeling the effect of the new influx of chems into my body. Booty bumps make me extra horny for some good ass work, so I told Jack it was time for me to take his fist. He looked up at me from his seat and grinned lasciviously. He raised his hands to show me the application of lube, then directed his attention to my hole. First, he poked three fingers from each hand in and used those to stretch my hole. After that, he shoved all four fingers from one of his hands in and pushed in past the knuckles. He used his thumb to caress my hole. Then, he added his thumb into the fingers in my ass and shoved his whole hand inside me. Fuck, he felt good. His hand snaked its way through my ass, getting in deep right from the start. He was using the same sort of twisting motion as the toy to drive his hand further into my ass. He got in past my inner hole and was fingering my colon. I go nuts when a guy gets in there, and he breached that barrier quickly. Jack then pulled back to give my hole a stretch. He had made a fist and moved it back to give me a major stretch. Now, when he twisted his hand, he wasn’t going deeper; instead, this was letting me feel the stretch as his knuckles circled the inside of my hole. He was a guy who knew how to make an ass feel good. I picked up the poppers and took a few good snorts while he was at my entrance. Once they hit, I reached back to spread my ass wider, and I also moved down a little bit in the sling. This gave Jack better access to my ass and let me feel things from a different angle. I was also bucking around in the sling as he stretched me, so I pulled him in a bit deeper from time to time. He’d always pull back to the point where he knew he had a big stretch going on. Then, Jack pulled his hand out of my ass and sunk it back in again. He repeatedly did this, letting my hole feel each new insertion. He was a great sister, and I wanted to give him as good a ride as he gave me. I said we should switch places, and he was fine with that idea. Now, Jack was in the sling with his hairy ass spread for my enjoyment. Enjoy it, I did. His ass was covered in light hair that got darker and denser as it approached his hole. Hairy asses drive me wild. I love watching the hair get darker as it gets matted down with spit and lube, and watching a toy or fist moving out of a hairy hole gets me excited. Seeing the hairs cling to whatever is being pulled out is a sensual moment, and I really enjoy it. “Same question. Tongue, toys, or fists to start?”. Truthfully, I was hoping he said tongue. He was going to get his ass eaten at some point, but I really wanted to start now. Maybe it was because I had leaned in and was puffing breaths on his hole, or maybe he just really wanted a rimming, but he answered, “Same as you”. I looked up at him and said, “I’m going to take some poppers and then dive into your sweet hole.” He grabbed his bottle, too, and started to inhale. We were going to start out as poppered up ass pigs. It’d be hot to see where we ended up. After doing the poppers, I stuck my face in his ass. I went straight for his hole with my tongue out and ready to penetrate. It slid into his hole, but then I shifted over to licking and sucking his hole. When I eat ass, I treat it as if it’s a mouth that I’m making out with. Some suction, some tongue, a bit of spit, maybe even some light nibbling outside the hole. Jack was loving my work, as evidenced by his moans and movements. He spread his ass wider for me so that I could get my tongue in him as deep as possible. I ate his hole for a good long time. Jack’s fur held a great musk, and I wanted to get it all over my face. It excites me to smell a man’s ass on my face or beard when he is using me. It’s just another part of the primal connection that two guys can have. When I was done eating his ass, I stood up and got a shard for his ass. I picked out a good-sized rock and slowly worked it into his ass. Once I deposited it, I stayed inside for a little longer, rubbing his prostate and making his cock leak. Then I leaned forward, moved the pouch of his jock aside, and sucked in his cock. Some more precum came out, which I eagerly lapped up. I nuzzled my face and nose in his bush, picking up more smells. Jack said, “Smell my jock,” so I put my nose in the pouch. Like me, he had been wearing this jock for a while, and it had accumulated a wonderful aroma. That made me want to check out his pits. Of course, his nipples were on the way, so they got a few licks and tweaks. Jack had his arms thrown back over his head, exposing those wonderful, hairy pits. As I neared his pit, I could smell the aroma of sweat and pheromones that is such a turn-on. He had obviously showered before coming over but hadn’t put on deodorant, so he had a natural musk to him. I reveled in the scent, rubbing my face all over to get the smell everywhere. Then, I went in for some kissing. All the while, the shard was melting in his ass, and the T was flowing through his body. I went back to the stool and was looking at toys to use on him. Jack looked down at me and said, “Fuck the toys. Stick your fist in me now.” Nice! I lubed up both hands and began to work his hole. Fingers from one hand went in, rolled around, and then fingers from the other hand were added. I stretched his hole wide and stuck my tongue into the pink center. He shuddered in delight when he felt my tongue inside him, but I knew it was my fist that he was really craving. So, I plunged my hand inside his ass, going in just past my wrist. Jack’s ass had opened nicely to let me in, but I waited a moment to let him adjust to the invasion. Then, I began my crawl through his ass. He had a soft interior, with only a few bones in the way, but they were easy to get around. At one point, I encountered a barrier, but it only took a flex to the right, and I was through it. That let me into his colon. Jack loved all the feelings and picked up the poppers. I waited until he was done and then resumed my activities. I had been going in for depth but was now going to work inside his ass. He had spread his legs wider when the poppers hit, so I did slide in a bit deeper, but it was my time to begin working his ass. I twisted my hand around, letting my knuckles graze across all his inner walls. I pulled back out of his colon and then went back in repeatedly, which had him moaning in pleasure. Flexing my hand between a fist and extended fingers let him feel a variety of sensations, too. Jack said, “Stretch my hole with your fists,” so I pulled all the way out and then placed my smaller fist at his hole. I pushed, and it slid in. I spent some time twisting around just inside his hole, loving the way the hairs around his ass swirled in whatever direction I was moving my hand. When I’d pull out, the hairs would cling to the lube on my hand, exciting me even further. The next entry was with my other fist. This one was larger and took some more effort, but Tom took it like a champ. I started to alternate between my fists in quick succession, giving his hole a great workout. He had me take a break for him to hit the poppers again, and then we really went for it. I added more lube to his hole while he was snorting the poppers, so he was ready for the invasion. My fists pummeled his ass. I’d shove in one, pull it out, shove in the other, and keep repeating that. Jack was responding well to this work, nodding emphatically while his eyes were closed as he rode the poppers high. I left my bigger right fist in his hole and then prodded around my arm with the fingers from my left hand. All four fingers managed to squeeze into his ass around my lower arm. I circled those fingers around his hole, letting him feel the stretch everywhere. Eventually, Jack signaled for a break, and I pulled my hands out of his ass. He got out of the sling with my help, and I wrapped him in a hug. We hugged and held onto each other for a while, then walked over to the bed, where we collapsed. I suggested some liquids and a break. Jack agreed to that plan. While we sipped our sports drinks, he asked if I’d be interested in having his husband join us. He showed me some pics, both posed, and action shots, and the guy was hot. Jack said that he was 55, had a great cock, and loved fisting. From the pics, I knew that he was bald, had a greying beard, hairy chest, and ass, and a sweet-looking hole. His cock looked good too. His name was Matt. Jack then said, “The thing is, he likes to slam. Are you OK with that?” I assured him that I was. Then he asked, “Do you slam too?”

Part 2: Have you ever heard the tale of the Two Wolves? We all have two wolves inside us, trying to control differently and the wolf that you feed is the wolf that wins. I sat there with my hands on the keyboard, torn. My mind vs this carnal desire. Everything I had ever wanted vs a physical, emotional desire that would take everything I had ever wanted away from me. I tried so hard to remove my hands from the keyboard, but I felt powerless to do so. I saw the warning signs, I knew that this was not just sexual, it was so much more, so much more dangerous. I must have sat there for what seemed like an hour letting my two wolves battle, with neither wolf seeming to gain an edge, but then something happened that pulled the dark wolf ahead, he messaged me. Dan: Hey, you’re online Me: (fingers on the keyboard shaking with nervous excitement) Me: Yeah, I just had a couple minutes free and wanted to say hi Dan: It’s been a long time, I wish you had more than a couple of minutes Me: yeah, I just came home early, and my wife will be here soon Dan: Well, I’m glad you did Me: me too Dan: glad you still think about me Me: I do Dan: I still think about you too, a lot Me: Dan: I think about that night in your car and how I should have taken you by the hand and led you inside my apartment Me: you think I would have followed? Dan: I think you would have been nervous, but I think you wanted me to take you inside Me: maybe so, I was incredibly scared though Dan: you really were! You were shaking when I touched you Me: lol Dan: but I think you would have relaxed once we got inside, and we were alone Me: maybe, but I was scared half to death Dan: I would have been gentle with you Me: I believe that Dan: who knows what that would have started. I think if we had made love that night, it would have changed a lot Me: how so? Dan: We would have been closer, more connected, and you would want it more than you can imagine so you would have come back Me: I can see that being true Then during the chat something happened that I didn’t expect: Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat) Me: ignores it Dan: please Me: I don’t know Dan: don’t turn your camera on, I just want you to see Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat) Me: (accepts) I have my video off, but he can hear me. I see him lying in bed, its dark the bed is a mess as he is laying there on the sheets with no shirt. Dan: Are you there? Me: (nervously) yes Dan: it is so good to hear your voice, I wanted you to hear mine and see me, all of me He points the camera down to his rock hard cock and starts slowly stroking it Dan: Do you like it? Me: (my voice cracks) yes Dan: it likes you Dan: it wants you and only you I find it almost hard to breath now Dan: Do you want it? Please PLEASE tell me you do Me: I do! Dan: Good baby, I knew that you did Dan starts stroking a little faster and moaning. My cock is rock hard and I pull it out and start to stroke it with him, trying not to cum, but being so turned on. Dan: FUCK! It feels so good to be inside you. Finally, we are together Dan: Tell me you want me raw Me: I want you! Dan: Tell me you want my bare cock inside you Me: I want you inside me Dan: come on baby, please take me bare. I need it, I need you Me: I want you to fuck me raw Dan: Fuck yes babe! I slide my huge bare cock inside you, you feel so much better than I had ever dreamed. I whisper in your ear that we are together now. Tell me you want it! Me: I want it babe! I do! Dan: I start fucking your faster and deeper, I hear you moan with pleasure as I get deeper and deeper. I tell you that we are going to be together forever now, there is no going back now, it’s just you and me baby. I know you want it. I am so close to cumming right now, and I am so caught up in the story I would do whatever he wanted, I have fully lost control! Me: I do want it babe: Dan: tell me you want me to cum inside you! Tell me you want cum flowing through your veins! Tell me that you belong to me now! Tell me that I am yours and you are mine! You’re going to leave your wife behind to be with me. Please baby! Fuck please! Me: Cum inside of me baby! Cum deep inside of me, I am yours! Dan: Fuck, I can’t hold it back anymore! I am going to cum! I push as deep as I possibly can inside of you trying to ensure my cum is injected directly into your veins. And I lean over and whisper in your ear, my poz cum is my wedding vow to you, there is no going back for either of us as my cock starts pouring a river of poz cum inside of you. Me: I want it! I see dan on camera shooting out a huge load all over his bed and I do the same, cuming all over my office chair. I sat there for a minute trying to regain my composure. That is the most intense sex Ive ever had and it wasn’t real. But now I am starting to come down from my high and reality is sinking in. What the fuck have I done! If I thought I had created a dangerous situation before, what I have I done now! Dan: Oh my gosh! You’re the best fuck I’ve ever had! And I am SO happy that you feel the same way about me! Me: Dan: Babe, I promise you that I am going to treat you so good. I am going to make you happy, trust me. Me: Dan: We need to make this happen soon! I know you’re ready too! Me: Dan: you still cleaning up after that great fuck? Lol Me: Me: Gotta run, wife just walked inside!!! Sorry Dan: What? Tell her about us, its time! We are together now! Dan: She needs to know about us so we can start with our life. I logged off without responding to the last two messages. I sat there thinking to myself, what have I done. I have no control over myself and I’m going to throw my life away. I just told him I wanted to divorce my wife and marry him. I cannot be trusted. The next day I thought to myself, ever since 9th grade, I have worked towards 1 goal, become a lawyer, have a successful practice, have the hot trophy wife that everyone wants, have a membership at the country club, take vacations to Aspen, the Bahamas, nice places. And I have all of that right now, but I am trying my best to throw all of it away. And don’t be mistaken, it will ALL be taken from you. If your wife finds out, you will get a divorce and her father will drag you through court so long that you won’t be able to take on other cases, not that any other cases will come to you. Your father-in-law will be sure to spread it to the far corners of the earth that you cheated on your wife with a homeless HIV drug addict, whatever he can say to ruin my reputation and he is well enough connected to do so. If you cannot control your desires to have a guy fuck you, you can easily find another guy. A guy who isn’t infected with every std possible, a guy who isn’t trying to own you and keep you locked in a cage. There must be some guy out there like me, that wants something secret. If the urges ever get that bad, that is what I will do, Dan is no longer an option. For almost a year and half, I hardly thought of dan. I forced myself to believe that it wasn’t an option, and if the urge ever occurred, I just told myself, well you need to try something different, dan isn’t an option anymore. Most of the time, I would just go and jerk off and occasionally I would watch a little porn and then JO, but that seemed to work, it satisfied the craving. Over the next year and half, my business grew, I had 2 other attorneys working for me and not to mention a very sexy assistant. And my relationship with my wife got better, I honestly believe this happened when I hired my assistant. She got a little jealous and more interested in me. Things were going good. Right around the year and half mark, I got a pretty big case, back in my college town, back where dan was, and I had to go back there for the first time since I graduated, over 12 years ago. Our first in court appointment on the case was on Thursday morning at 9am. Now, I live two and half hours from there, so leaving at 6:30am isn’t that difficult, but I thought it would be best to drive up the day before and get a hotel room, just so I’m prepared you know. My wife actually offered to come and stay with me, but I told her that I wanted to go over the case material in the hotel room, so she decided to stay back. The nostalgia of being back in your college town, what can i say, it felt great. Something inside you makes you feel young again, young wild and free! But none of that was true, it just felt that way. First thing I did was I went to the gym, then I came back to the hotel and ate dinner at the hotel bar. I sat there for almost 2 hours having drinks, flirting with the bar tender. She was younger, in college, tattooed up and just looked sexy as hell. I have to admit, I was very tempted to invite her up, this is probably the first sign that I’m letting college nostalgia effect my head. But, you can never tell with bar tenders, is she flirting with me because she wants a tip or something more, and there was no way I was going to stay down there another 3 hours until they closed. So I left her a $100 tip, (yes, I was definitely trying to show off) and told her it was fun talking with her and left. I got up to the room and took a shower and then with just a towel wrapped around me sat on the bed and turned on the tv and grabbed my notes, time to go over the case material. But, I was buzzing pretty hard from the drinks and found it hard to concentrate. So I thought I would jerk off really quick and the first thing that popped in my mind wasn’t the sexy bar tender, it was Dan. I told myself that Dan wasn’t an option, but I’m not going to talk to him, I’m just going to Jerk off thinking about him, the guard then came down. That is where it all changed course. It put dan back on the table, it no longer was “Not an option”. I allowed myself to think about him, about our last conversation, and right now my mind wasn’t focused on the part about me losing everything I had ever worked for, it was focused in on the part with his extremely long cock. I was already getting hard, but there was something inside me that wanted more, like just going to jerk off was drinking a diet soda, I didn’t want diet soda, it wasn't going to satisfy this craving, I wanted more. I almost immediately had my laptop open on the site ready to log in and then there was this subtle howl, the other wolf was trying so hard to change my mind but I didn’t even take the time to think it over. I pressed the “login” button. Immediately I see that I had almost 35 messages from Dan since the last time we spoke, this did bring me back down a notch and alarms started going off Dan: Last night was so fun! Love you (a few days later) Dan: I can’t wait to see you baby! Love you so much! (the next day) Dan: Just thinking about last night, I am so happy that we feel the same. Love you (a week later) Dan: Hurry back on here, I miss you! (another week later) Dan: ok, this is starting to make me mad. I need to talk to you (The next day) Dan: Look, you and I both know how you really feel. You want this more than I do, quit being an ass. (a few weeks later) Dan: I guess you decided to stay with your whore wife. Who cares about me huh? What about you? You know that you want me, you crave me, I am the only one who can make you happy! (the next day) Dan: ok, I guess I will have to call your wife and tell her about us. I guess you’re not big enough of a man to do it, so you need me to come do it for you. (a month later) Dan: You should see the guy I fucked last night, he reminded me so much of you in college. He took a huge load! (a month later) Dan: What are you going to do when I come to your office and just walk into your office and bend you over your desk and fuck you raw as everyone hears you begging me to cum inside you! (several months later) Dan: omg! I can’t believe I sent that message; I was so drunk and was out with this really hot college guy that I’m dating now and I didn’t even remember sending that. Sorry, hope you’re ok. (6 months later) Dan: Hey! Just wanted to say hi, haven’t talked to my husband (lol) in a while so thought I would say hi. Hi hubby. Lol remember that night haha (1 month later) Dan: sends video message of him jerking off and as he is cumming he says “Oh fuck, I can’t wait until I get to cum inside you again babe” (the next day) Dan: sorry I meant to send that to someone else. Hope you’re ok (a few months later) Dan: Funny story, I was talking about you last night with my boyfriend and he totally wants to meet you! (a few days before now) Dan: Hey just think about you, wanted to catch up and say hi and see how things are going. I read them all several times, thinking it all over carefully. This guy is not stable, he is dangerous. He would do anything possible to infect you, rape, stealth you, anything. He sincerely believes that by doing this, we will essentially be married because where else can I go? I can’t go back to my wife, and who would start dating me when I have HIV+, Hepatis, and Herpes, whatever std he has. I would have nowhere to go, so I guess I would just marry him, and he would move in with me and I would buy him a car and we would take vacations all over and he wouldn’t have to do anything. So, he will do anything possible to get his toxic load inside you. That brought me down, but I still wanted to Jerk off thinking about him, so I pulled up that video he sent me and watched him stroking his long cock and shooting his load and hearing him say he was cumming inside me. I watched it over and over with my hand on my cock, but I couldn’t bring myself to jerk off, I didn’t want to cum. I wanted more! Me: Hey man, things are good, how are you? I see you have a boyfriend now, I am happy for you. Within 5 minutes: Dan: Just working, great to hear from you. Me. Work, work work, lol all work no play Dan: lol, you never let me play! Me: you have a boyfriend to play with (not believing he has a boyfriend) Dan: he doesn’t have to know Me: Dan, you don’t want to cheat Dan: You don’t tell him, I won’t tell your wife, I little secret Me: lol, secrets can be dangerous Dan: I like that Me: I know you do! Dan: so do you! Me: I do? Dan: What are you doing online? Me: Sitting in a hotel supposed to be working but doing something else Dan: I wish I was something else 😉 Me: lol, I didn’t say letting something else do me Dan: You should say that Me: really? Dan: Yes Me: Your boyfriend is going to be mad at you Dan: He knows about you, about us Me: what does he know Dan: he knows everything Dan: why are you in a hotel working? Wife kick you out? Me: lol, no. I’m here in town for work. Dan: You’re in town right now? Me: for tonight, I have a court early tomorrow Dan: Where are you staying? Me: The Montgomery Dan: Of course, the nicest hotel around Me: Lol, business expense Dan: what are you going to do when I come over Me: how are you going to get here? Dan: call a cab Me: you don’t know what room number I’m in though Dan: are you really there Me: (sends picture out of window) Dan: You can’t tease me, let me come over! Me: I can’t I have to study, you have a boyfriend, I have a wife Dan: We broke up last week Me: oh, I’m sorry (still not believing he ever had a boyfriend) Dan: Please! We don’t have to have sex, I just want to hang out Me: Really? You think you could come over, be alone in a bedroom and just talk? Dan: Yeah, I mean hopefully you will give me a hug and maybe a kiss, but we don’t have to have sex unless you want to. Me: I really need to study for this case Dan: I’m taking $20 out of the register now to get a cab, that’s enough to get me there, someone else will have to bring me back 😉 Me: you cant steal from your work you will lose your job Dan: I will pay them back somehow, you can loan me $20, right? Me: and now you’re talking about staying the night, you just said we wouldn’t have sex Dan: Just called the cab Me: you still don’t know my room number Dan: That means I have 10 minutes to get it from you before I get there. Me: Dan, hold on a minute! Dan: Already called the cab Me: Really hold on, lets think about this Dan: too late, what is your room number Me: Dan: I guess I could ask the front desk Me: Dan, come on. Lets talk this through Dan: we have been talking for years! If you don’t want to have sex, we won’t. Me: Dan: Getting in the cab Me: 5 minutes later Dan: (sends photo of the hotel) Me: what the hell! Dan: Should I ask the bar tender or the front desk for your room number? Me: hold on one second Dan: They’re really going to be “why is he going up to his room” Me: Dan, seriously hold on one second. Dan: Front desk it is Me: Ok! Dan: Ok what? Me: NO sex, right? Dan: up to you! Me: 412 I am pacing through the room, not knowing what to do before I realize I am still just wearing a towel. There is a knock at the door, “hold on one second”. I turn off the lights except the tv and the lights coming in the window and grab some shorts tee shirt and throw them on really quick and go to the door. I slowly open the door and see dan, much older and skinnier than I remember, but it has been over 10 years, and he isn’t the healthiest person I know, so he hasn’t exactly aged well. He walks in and the door shuts, he hugs me and kisses me, and I pull back a little. Dan: I’ve missed you so much! Me: I missed you too, but I cant…. Dan: I know, but you would have just talked all night Me: did you really steal from your work Dan: yeah, I had to, what else could I do. I had to see you Me: Dan: give me a hug! Dan steps in gives me a hug, as his arms wrap around me, he pulls himself in close and lingers, as he slightly pulls back and say’s I’ve missed you so much and leans in and kisses me. He sits down on the bed and taps beside him, come sit down! I hesitate and he grabs my hand and pulls me to him. He is sitting on the edge of the bed, and he pulls me to where I am standing directly in front of him, he then puts his hands behind me, on my butt and pulls me in and hugs me, with his face right next to my dick. He slowly turns his face to where his face is directly on my cock with nothing but a thin pair of shorts between us as he takes in a deep breath. He then lays back on the bed holding onto my hands pulling me on top of him, he puts both of his hands behind my knees pulling my legs to his side, so I am straddling him. Dan: this feels so good Me: I thought we were just going to be friends tonight Dan pulls himself up close to me and puts his right arm around me and twists to the left rolling over on top of me between my legs. Dan: you said we could hug and kiss As he leans over and starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat, for a second I kiss him back but then reality awakens me as I push him back. He pulls back and smiles. He then leans down and kisses me more forceful this time, again I kiss him for a second, but then stop, but he doesn’t. He starts kissing my neck and with his right hand he moves it below my left knee, pulling my knee up as he starts grinding on me. I feel his cock getting harder and pushing through his pants and pressing up against me. Completely out of my control, my cock starts getting hard, but I still try and stop him. Me: hold on dan Me: Dan! Hold on a second Dan just moans and keeps kissing me and grinding more forcibly. Me: Dan STOP! Dan gets up and with both hands pulls my shorts off, I try to stop but it happens so fast I didn’t even see it coming, he unbuttons his pants right in front of me as I am laying there on the bed. Me: Dan we need to stop now Dan: it’s ok, I promise, I will keep my underwear on, I just want to blow you like I did before. Me: Please, we need to stop Dan pulls his pants down and is standing there in his dirty white underwear, he drops to his knees and takes my cock in his mouth. I gasp for air, it feels so good, I am convincing myself that I will let him blow me and that’s all. It feels so good, my hips start to move. That movement you feel when you know the other person really wants it, I couldn’t control it. Then I feel his finger pushing inside of me, he must have had lube in his pocket, but he is pouring lube inside of me pushing more and more into me with his fingers, he goes from one finger to two to 3. I actually start to moan, then I feel him mouth leave my cock and go to my stomach, my chest my neck, my mouth and I kiss him back. Then I feel him pushing his bare cock towards me, I turn my head and say “NO!” Me: we can’t do that, ok? Dan: its ok baby, its ok As he keeps pushing it towards my lubed-up hole but I am blocking him. Then dan puts his hands around both of my wrists and holds them down as he continues to try and push his cock in me. Me: Dan, stop! We can’t to this. Not like this, we have to use a condom stop! Dan: its ok babe, I know you want this Dan removes his right hand from my wrist and puts it behind my knee pulling my knee up towards me giving him better access, with my free hand I try to stop him so he takes his left hand and puts it on my throat, with one hand holding my knee up and the other directly on my throat, leaving all of his wait pushing down on my throat, it’s hard to speak or even breath. Then I feel it, his bare cock is pushing in me, with one more push, his hard bare cock is about 1/3 of the way in me. He then removes his hands from my leg and throat and collapses on me and starts to kiss me. Dan: You feel so fucking good! I knew you wanted this As he starts taking slow strokes getting deeper and deeper. as he continues to speak under his breath with every stroke Dan: It's ok babe Dan: You know you want it, i know you really want this His breathing is getting heavier and heavier Dan: You know you fucking want this I am lying there in shock at what is happening, but at the same time this is the first time I have ever had anything inside of me, ever! So, I am also feeling this feeling. Dan keeps going harder and harder and getting deeper and deeper until he finally gets his entire bare cock buried inside of me, he then looks me right in the eye and kisses me and says Dan: you feel so good! I am already about to cum Me: dan, don’t cum inside of me please. I’m not ready Dan: It’s ok baby! I love you, I wouldn’t do this if I didn’t love you. This is the only way As he starts fucking me again, I try to push him back, but he just grabs my wrists again holding me down and fucks me even harder until he takes one last thrust that makes me grunt, and then I feel his cock exploding inside of me. Dan: fuck! i'm cumming baby, i'm cumming I just lay there feeling his huge cock pumping over and over again pouring his poz load inside of me. He collapses on top me and I hear him say “I love you baby” as he rolls off to the side and lays there trying to catch his breath. I am just lying there, and what is kind of funny is that I’m not thinking about his poz load inside of me. I just keep thinking “was I just raped”. I honestly don’t know. I feel like I was saying no, and tried to stop him, but at the same time he was saying stuff like “I love you and I miss you”. And, I was rock hard and my clock exploded too. Do you cum if you’re actually getting raped? I honestly didn't know if this was actual rape. I laid there thinking that for about 20 minutes before it dawns on me that his toxic load is still inside of me. I get out bed without waking him up and go sit on the toilet for 30 minutes hoping it will just all come out of me. This is when I realize what has just happened. There is no going back now, everything he wanted he may have just got, everything I have ever wanted I may have just lost. I went and laid back down, trying to sleep, but that wasn’t possible. A couple hours later he woke up and went to the bathroom, I tried to pretend like I was sleeping, but I hear him walk out of the bathroom and comes lays back in bed beside me. He lays right next to me, and I continue to pretend to be sleeping, as he starts kissing my neck and then he starts rubbing my cock again. I just lay there as he continues on, but soon my cock starts to get hard, and I hear him say “there you are” I kind of moan from pleasure and move my hips as he starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat. It feels so good, I kiss him back and he climbs on top of me, between my legs, I feel his cock getting hard and rubbing against me and he is grinding his rock hard cock up against me. Dan: I fucking want you Me: Mhmmm Dan: do you want me Me: (I open my eyes, no longer pretending to be asleep and look him in the eyes. Here I am in my thirties, in my prime, with a $100k car in the parking lot, and here he is, old, sickly, doesn’t even have $20 dollars to his name, and he wants to own me, he wants me to give him everything I have and how do I respond, I bite my lower lip, looking him in the eyes and shake my head yes, yes I want you. You can have me, you can have everything!) Dan: (smiles) tell me Me: I want you Dan: No, I need to hear it all. Do you want me to fuck you raw, do you want us to be one Me: yes, I want you to fuck me raw Dan: you want me to cum inside of you, my toxic poz load inside of you Dan: you can’t go back to your old life now, you will be mine. Is that what you want? Me: yes, I want you so badly Dan: (Grins so big) Dan: If you want us to be married, grab my bare cock and slide it in you I do as i'm told, looking him in the eyes the entire time, I reach down between his legs and grab his bare cock and aim it towards my hole. As I am doing this dan looks me in the eyes and says: Dan: be careful here, if you do this, I am going to poz you. You can’t go back to your wife, if you try to run, I will find you and ruin you. If you put my cock inside you, we are together forever and if you even think about leaving me, I will ruin you! Im laying there with his huge bare cock in my hand aiming it directly towards my hole and I hear him say all this and I realize that he isn’t going to force himself on me this time, its my decision and it's totally up to me. If I do it, I have to leave my wife and essentially be married to him, or he is going to ruin me. He is giving me an out. He is letting me stop and say goodbye to him. He always thought if he got the chance to fuck me, that I would be the one to give it all up for him, and now he is giving me the option to stop it and let him go or to choose a life with him. It is all running through my mind, what do I do? I know what i have to do, i look him right in the eye: Me: I do! Me: Your load has the power to make us one. I don't want you to use a condom, I don't want you to pull out. If you infect me now, I will be yours forever. Dan smiled really big - everything he had wanted for 12 years was about to be his Dan: This is our wedding, you're mine now He then stuck his finger in my ass and started fingering me without lube and doing it very rough, I could feel his fingernails scratching my inside. I clenched up and grunted from the pain, but he didn’t stop, he just went harder and harder. When he finally finished, he pulled out his finger which was covered in blood. Dan: there is no chance you won’t get infected now, you ready? I reached down and grabbed his cock and aimed it towards my hole. I was his.

Chapter 5 "Let me explain something to you, son," says the older and larger of the two cops. He's stripped down to a white T-shirt now, a tuft of hair peeking out above the neck. For some reason I focus on this detail. He nods over towards the dresser and the plastic baggie. "That there, you're looking at ten years in Wakefield, any time we say" he said. "Cute little boys like you are popular in there." As he says this he brings his face up close to mine for emphasis. "You think your arse is hurting now? Two weeks in there and you'll be shitting through a tube for the rest of your life, you understand?" Through the gas mask I make eye contact with him, and see no compassion there, only disgust and contempt, drilling down into my soul. There's nothing to breathe but poppers, poppers so strong that I can see a huge dark yellow spot in the center of my vision, pulsing and drawing me towards it like I'm moving through a tunnel. He flexes his fist and punches it forward. My insides squeeze around it, my arse lips clamp down on his thick hairy wrist. I can't help it, my body writhes like a thing possessed, I'm trying to relax but there's no way, not with this information coming at me. My entire fucking life is about to be over. The burn from the booty bump he gave me a few seconds ago is still strong, but starting to give way to a deeper, spreading warmth in my guts. I have no idea how strong it was, but if the electricity starting to course through my nervous system is anything to go by, it's a lot stronger than that first slam. But it's coming on slow, slow, slow, like it's teasing me. I'm praying for it to come on faster, and sweep me away from this hell. "So what that means, son," he says, punching in and pulling out for emphasis, "is that we fucking own you now." He starts a slow, deliberate fist fuck, rotating slowly, opening and closing his fist to work my arse harder. It's not getting any easier - when you're getting fisted you're supposed to be completely relaxed. A good fister will take their time, calming you down and waiting until you're ready for each further penetration. But this isn't fisting as a loving, intimate act. This is fisting as pure domination, pure punishment, to show me he's the boss. And it hurts. "Any time we call you, you drop what you're doing, you go where you're told and you do what you're told, no questions." he says. His forearm forces its way deeper into me, then slowly out to the wrist again. "You serve us, and whoever else we tell you to. However they want to use you, however long they want, no limits, no stop words. You understand?" I look into his eyes dumbly. "I said, do you understand?" he reaches forward and grabs me by the throat, squeezing so hard my eyes almost pop out of my head. As I struggle for air, pleading silently for him to let me live, for this to be over, he punches his fist even deeper into me, even harder. He must be up to the elbow by now. The sudden, intense pain causes ripples of even more intense electric pleasure to surge through me, stronger and stronger. "Do. You. Understand" he says in almost a whisper, his face right up against the gas mask, his eyes boring into me. Looking deep into his implacable eyes, I finally understand what he wants from me. I can feel the human part of my mind starting to slip away as the booty bump starts to reveal its true power. Slowly, never breaking eye contact, I nod. This is the contract. I am now just an animal. These men are my new owners. Now if only they would just let me breathe...

He just sits there with his legs wide. His boxers still on and he keeps sucking on the pipe. Then he moves the chair he is sitting on towards me. He looks me in the eye. I am pretty sure you have wanted to have sex with me for a long time, he says. But I want you to know I am going to be the boss tonight. Do you get that? Of course, I answer. I think he means, that he will set his boundaries because he is so new to this. But that thought is immediately shattered when he lifts his right leg and holds his foot right in front of my face. Lick it, he says. I’m spinning and just look at him. He now pushing his foot right into my face. Listen, if you wanna do this you are going to do what I tell you to. That needs to be clear. I can’t talk. But I just grab his foot, his sweaty, smelly but beautiful foot and start sucking on it like my life depends on it. His other foot starts gently kicking my cock and my balls. I get such a kick out of it. He suddenly pulls his foot away and I miss it but he straddles me and sticks the pipe in my mouth. Suck baby, he says. I carefully inhale but he pulls the pipe from my mouth slaps me hard across my face. I said suck, bitch. It’s the combination of things that make me so wasted. The kick of relapsing, the drugs of course but most of all my treatment by him which is so completely unexpected. You are going to be my bitch tonight, Kyle, he says. I have been thinking about this for years and when I did meth for the first time a few weeks back I knew this was the way I could make you mine. So you’re going to be my fantasy tonight, understand? I hold in the smoke and am losing it. I’m so wasted and so turned on. Lie on the floor, he says. I get on my stomach, but he orders me to turn around so I lie there on my back, spacing out. He places his knees on either side and then lowers his ass on my face. I can hardly breathe. I don’t know this feeling. I feel like a total pig and I start to ferociously eat him out. I try to get my tongue as deep in has ass as I possibly can, and I hear him moan. He rides his ass on my face, up and down, up and down. He hits my cock which starts to get harder. I hear him laugh. Oh you’re enjoying this aren’t you. You fucking little pig. He suddenly gets off me and I beg to get his ass back but he slaps me in my face, hard. I decide. Everything tonight, he says. He turns around and so I have that beautiful cock right in front of my face. I open my mouth to swallow it, but get another slap in my face. He raises his voice. I said I fucking decide EVERYTHING tonight. He slaps me and then spits in my face. I never liked degradation games before, but now I only want one thing: to be his bitch. Man, I am so fucking high, I say. Thank you. Thank you. You’re not even halfway there, mate, he replies. I can’t believe it. He walks to the bedroom and comes back with a bottle of poppers and a bottle of lube. Get up. Snort. He holds the poppers under my nose. It hits me harder then poppers ever hit me, and the weirdest feeling comes over me. I need to get my ass touched. Again, as if he reads my mind he says, turn over. On hands and knees. I do what I am told. He gets up, fumbles with his jeans that lie in the floor and suddenly I get wacked with his belt on my ass. It fucking hurts but I want more of that pain. Another lash and I moan in ecstasy. He laughs. Then I suddenly feel a finger, lubed up entering my ass. Even though I usually top, I want to tell him my ass is his, but I can’t speak; can’t find words. I feel like I am literally in heaven. He pushes his finger in and pulls his finger out. Have my ass, please I wanna scream, but I can’t. His finger is out and doesn’t come back and I want to beg, beg him for it back. And then it comes back and I’m in bliss. But then it starts to burn. Burn quite heavily. Just breath through it, he says. I do and the pain slowly subsides. But something else comes in its place. A horniness I have never felt before. I am off this planet. I need you to fuck me, I hear myself say. Please fuck me my master. Whack. Again the belt over my ass. Go to the bedroom, he says. I do and he follows. The bed is quite high up and he makes me bend over so my stomach lies on the bed and my legs stand on the floor. Again the belt, but I devour the pain by now and the feeling in my ass is sensational. I feel the head of his cock slowly circling my sphincter and it is driving me mad. Please, I beg, please. He laughs. You’re a pretty pathetic fag when you’re high, he says, aren’t you? And then in one go he thrusts his entire cock, which is neither thin nor short in my ass. It hurts. It hurts like mad, it might have been more than ten years since I have been fucked but at the same time the pain is exhilarating. Oh god, thank you, I stammer, thank you. Yeah, you’re a good bitch, he says while he places a hand over my nose and mouth which makes it hard for me to breath. I wiggle to get out of it but at that time he starts slowly fucking me. I don’t even care I can’t breathe no more, this is all I want. I think I can lie here all night and just be his hole.

Hey guys. This is the first story I've written in awhile. I used to have an account as btm4bbrn, but deleted it awhile back for personnel reasons. This first chapter has a bunch of lead up, I promise there will be more exciting chapters soon. As always, feed back is always a appreciated! Check out my other stories. They are: Scorpion Bikers Turned Over Christmas XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Chapter 1 This is a story about how I, a once straight college jock boy, was turned into a bottom slut for black cock overnight by a random stranger. A little about me. My name is Riley, and I am about to start my Sophomore year of college. I'm about 19 years old, and stand about 6'2" and 170lbs. My white body is not overly muscular, but I was pretty toned from playing sports in high school and hitting the weights during my freshman year. I have brown hair, with a high fade on the sides that led to longer hair on top that I kept in a messy look. It all started as I was waiting at the gate to catch my flight back to college. I had just flown into Chicago from Iowa, and was waiting to catch my connecting flight. I grew up in a smaller midwestern town and I was going to college in Georgia. I did not want to be so far from home, but I had gotten an academic scholarship. Due to the distance, my parents decided to pay for me to fly back to school to save on a multi day road trip in my car that was not all that reliable. They had drove me down to school last year, but this year they decided that I could make the trip down myself. I sat at the gate, waiting for the 830pm flight, scrolling through Tik Tok on my phone with my airpods in. I noticed movement in the corner of my eye, and saw somebody sit down across from me. I looked up and saw a very large black man sitting there, also scrolling through his phone. This man looked to be in his late 30's, and he was wearing dress slacks and polo shirt. This man was ripped, with bulging arms with big veins that were stretching the sleeves of his shirt. His pants were tighter, and I noticed his calves and thighs looked solid against the fabric. He looked to be about 6'4", with hair buzzed short on the sides that led to longer curly hair on top. He and black scruff on his face, and I could see some tattoo's stretching out from under his sleeves and going down his arms, but I was unable to make out what they were. I went back to my phone, and soon heard the gate agent come over the PA to say that the flight was delayed due to maintence. About an hour later, the gate agent came back on and told us that they were unable to fix the issue and that the flight would be cancelled. The next flight would be the next day when they were able to get a spare part in. I groaned and pulled out my cell phone, calling my girlfriend over my airpods. I had been dating Audrey since the middle of my freshman year, and we had managed to do the long distance relationship over the summer. The phone rang, and she eventually picked up. I told her about the flight, and she was upset that it was now going to be even longer until we were able to see each other, even if it was only another couple hours, or at most a day. I told her I would spend the night in the airport since I didn't have money for a room, and we said our goodbyes and hung up the phone. No sooner then right after I hung up the phone and took my airpods out did a hear a voice, and realized the black man sitting across from me was talking to me. "Bro you really planning to spend the night in the airport? Thats fucking brutal!" the man said. "Yeah dude, headed back to school and I'm pretty tight on money. Looks like I'm camping out tonight" I smirked and said back to him as I gathered my things. "Nah man. I just booked a room at the airport hotel here. It's got two beds. I can't let you stay here over night buddy thats just wrong". I told him I appreciated the offer, but I would be fine staying for just one night. The man was persistent, and would not talk no for an answer. He was adamant that I take up his offer, telling me he just felt bad knowing I was gonna be sleeping on the floor in a crowded airport. He eventually wore me down, and I agreed to stay with him, mostly because it was apparent he was not going to take no for an answer. I figured whats the worst it could be, it's only one night and it beat sleeping on the floor in a crowded airport. Little did I know this decision would change my life forever. I grabbed my backpack and followed him, as he drug his small carry on bag behind him. We made small talk as we walked across the airport and over to the hotel across the street. I found out his name was Adrian, and that he was here visiting for work and trying to get home as well. I told him I was going back to college, and that I was from Iowa. We stopped at the baggage carousel on the way out of the airport to grab my luggage, but the airline said the luggage was already loaded into the plane and they did not have the staffing to have anybody unload them. I just laughed to myself, my day had gone from bad to worse.What next I thought to myself. I did not have any spare clothes or anything to wear besides what I had on. Adrian just laughed and "Boy they are really screwing you over tonight. Don't worry we will figure something out", and with that he kept walking. We got checked into the hotel, and Adrian insisted we grab food at the restaurant in the hotel lobby. I tried to just sit there and not order anything since I did not have money, but Adrian insisted I order and that he was buying. I ordered a burger and a water, and we made small talk as we ate. Adrian asked about school, home, and if I had a girlfriend. I filled him in on Audrey, and he just smiled and said "good for you bro." I found out he was single, and had just joined a business firm after getting out of the military and he was traveling for work. Adrian sat and drank whiskey while I sipped on water as we visited. I wanted nothing more but to get to the room so I could get to bed and get on my flight the next day, but Adrian seemed to be in no sense of a hurry. We continued talking, mostly him asking me questions and staring at me with his brown eyes. His attitude was matter of fact, and he was kind of arrogant, but who was I to judge a man who was giving me a place to stay and even bought me a meal. Eventually the restaurant said they were closing and forced us out. We grabbed our things and I followed Adrian up to the room. Once in the room, Adrian told me I could hit the shower and wash the travel dirt off of me. I didn't particularly want to shower, but he said it in a way that made me feel like I should, and I felt like it was the polite thing to do if this man was suggesting it. "I know you don't have anything to change into, I'll see if I have anything for you to wear buddy" he called out as I went into the bathroom. I told him that was not necessary and got into the shower. I turned off the water and got out of the shower. As I pulled the curtain back I noticed all of my things were out of the bathroom. My clothes were gone, and my wallet and cellphone were missing from the bathroom counter. What the fuck I thought to myself. "Hey Adrian have you seen my things?", I yelled out of the bathroom. "Bro I grabbed them, come out here I found something for you to wear". Jesus I thought to myself, this guy is just over the top. I tucked a towel around my naked waist, and awkwardly walked out of the bathroom. When I came out of the bathroom Adrian was standing at the foot of the bed, wearing only a pair of black boxer briefs and a gold necklace. I could see his chest was firm and round, and the crotch of the boxers had a rather large bulge. This threw me off at first, but then I quickly figured Adrian must be getting ready to hop in the shower himself. "Get the fuck over here faggot and get on your knees". What the fuck I thought to myself, there's no fucking way. This guy must have me confused for something else. "Ah...ha...I don't swing that way buddy, remember I told you I have a girlfriend?" This seemed to put Adrian into a rage, and I saw fire in his eyes. He lurched forward, and grabbed me by the throat with one hand, and grabbed my dick through the towel with his other hand. I immediately panicked, and tried to back up and break free, but this man towered over me and was much stronger. He held me with a firm grip, and I struggled to breath as he held my throught and it felt like he was going to rip my dick off. "Did you think you were getting all of this for free boy? You think you were just gonna take advantage of a free room, eat a meal on my dime, and not have to pay for it? No I know your white college ass is broke as fuck, but you're gonna pay another way. Maybe next time you should think twice about staying with random strangers". My heart race and I panicked, not knowing what the fuck was going on or how I was going to be able to talk myself out of this predicament. "Please..just let me...go man I'm so sorry" I struggled to get out, with the large black hand still firmly around my neck. "You got two options here white boy. Either you can walk out of this room right now, stark naked and figure out what to do with yourself, or you can spend the night with me and work off your debt in other ways with that sexy body of yours. If you stay, you're gonna become very friendly with my big cock before you catch that flight tommorrow. Also, I got your phone and wallet locked in the safe, so those will be staying with me until I decided to give them back in the morning". Adrian eased up on my throat, and asked "Well whats it gonna be boy?". I sat there in silence, not knowing what to say or do. It felt like I had a frog in my throat and my stomach had dropped to the floor. I had no idea what other option I had other than to stay, because god knows I couldn't walk into the lobby naked as the day I was born without being arrested. I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. I was repulsed at the thought of what this man planned to do to me, but I decided that I would do what I had to do to get through the night and get on my plan tommorrow and let all of this be a distant memory. "I...uh...I guess I will...uh...guess I will stay Adrian" I gulped and looked down at my feet, wishing I could just crawl into a hole and disappear. My hands were trembling and I dreaded what the rest of this night might bring.

So there is this kid mark, I met when he was sixteen. We worked together on a project and hit it off. He was from a small town in the south of Germany but worked regularly in Berlin. Even though I am in my forties, there is a seventeen year old hiding inside myself so we hit it off brilliantly. My Bf and I more or less adopted him. He would stay with us when he would have to work in Berlin, sometimes weeks on end. It was always fun when he would come around. He kinda looked up to me. I was well known in my line of work while he was just starting out. It was always great to be around his youthful energy and see him grow up over the years. When he was 22 or so he started experimenting with drugs a little, xtc and ketamine (he didn’t like coke) and even though I had long term sobriety I would love hearing his stories. Three years ago both of us went through quite a lot of turmoil. I broke up with my bf of fourteen years and he broke up with his high school sweetheart, this girl he had been with since he was 17. It was kind of beautiful how we dragged each other through these periods of mourning. Now I had never been sexually attracted to Mark; he was more or less like my son, it didn’t really cross my mind. Until one day when he was staying at mine and walked somewhat sheepish into my living room and asked if he could use my clippers ‘Of course’ I said, ‘why ask?’ ‘I want to clipper my pubes’ he said, almost blushing. I laughed out loud and told him of course he could use them. He went off to the bathroom and five minutes later I hear a scream. What’s up, I ask from the living room. I cut my balls, he replies. It’s kind of bleeding You want me to have a look? Ehm… yes please, he says. When I come into the bathroom he stands there kind of helpless with the clippers in one hand and his balls in the other. Come I say, and lead him into the bedroom with some tissues. May I? I ask Of course, he says. I put a tissue against the tiny wound and hold it there till the bleeding stops. Ehm… would you mind finishing it, he asks with this weird grin, blushing again. I laugh. You’re evil, I say. And grab the clippers from his hand and while gently pulling the skin of his ball sack straight I clipper the hairs of it. I’m pretty focussed on this so at first I don’t notice he has a raging hard on. I touch his hard cock for a brief second but I don’t feel comfortable at all so I leave it at that. But something had been unleashed. And apparently not only with me. I’m still in a bit of a dark period because of the divorce. He has to work in berlin so he comes to stay. He’s going out with friends tonight so he is freshly showered and does two lines of coke at the dining table. Even though I have been clean for nearly twenty years, it doesn’t bother me at all. It’s a closed book, not interested no more. I go to the kitchen to get some tea. When I get back I notice next to the little envelope of coke a small baggie with white powder lying there What’s that, I ask Oh Tina he says What, I ask Meth, he says Jesus, I say He fucking blushes again. I might go to a party tonight. What party? He doesn’t answer I sit down on the couch and don’t say anything. I just look at him. Just… eh.. a house party. My heart is racing. It can’t be. A sex party, he says. Straight, I ask. No, he laughs. Not really. He looks at me with a grin that I don’t know from him at all. Actually… really not. But you’re straight, I say grasping for air. More wicked grin. That’s where this comes in. He waves the baggy at me. What the fuck; I say. And out of the blue I become so jealous. He must notice. Oh I am sorry man, he says. You’re saying meth makes you gay? I ask exasperated. No not really, he answers and he laughs out loud. It makes you not give a flying fuck about your sexuality or whatever; you just want to have sex. Jesus Christ, Mark. I’m stunned, I say. He laughs. Yeah me too, he says. How often do you go to these parties? This will only be my second time, he says. Eric took me there last time. And then I found out what kinda party it was and I wanted to leave but then someone offered me a pipe. And I got so fucking horny. I am completely flabbergasted. Such a strange array of feelings. I’m shocked, surprised, but also extremely jealous and although I hate to admit it, horny as fuck.

Took a load from this young kid before he moved away for college.

I played safe for years and then met a really hot guy who only goes bare. He persuaded me to go on Prep and waited until i was on prep before delivering his first load. I have not looked back since. The difference is amazing and the mind fuck of having a load planted inside me is something else.

“It’s good to see you two getting along finally, just so you know I happened to be passing your rooms last night when I got in, and wondered if you’d like to join me tonight for a boys night out, I assure you, you will not regret it and you will have fun” I started to say I might have plans tonight as I wanted to take Adam out to a club and have some fun with him. Dad inquired what club, but I didn’t want to say, so I relented and said “fine we’ll go to boys night out with you, but I doubt you and your cronies can make it fun” I would end up retracting my words by this time tomorrow. 1) Jake It had been an interesting holiday week, my middle son, Shayne returned from his sophomore year in college the Wednesday before Christmas and after all the hugs and warm greeting sits me down to tell me he has been recruited to play water polo for the local university, and want to move home to save on expenses. I see nothing wrong with this and agree, knowing my stepson Adam is not going to take this well. The day after New Years my Wife tells me she is headed out to a business conference and won’t be back for a week or so. Work was slow as it always was around the holidays so I decided to see how my boys would react to being left on their own for a night Shayne was 20 Afterall and Adam had turned 18 a few months ago. I did not understand what was going between them, but I figured maybe if I left them to bond creating a more peaceful homelife. I was in my mid forties and still very fit, I stood 6’2 and a healthy 185# of lean muscle. I had instructed the boys I was going out with some buddies for a boy’s night out, not really giving them a clue as to what I was up to. I arrived at the local Bath house just after six thirty, there was a small line to get in, but I was still able to secure a large room with a sling. I went to my room undressed and wrapped the towel around my middle, grabbing the douching tubing from my duffle I proceeded to one of the many clean out stations, they really were small private bathrooms with a tubing attachment built in next to the toilet. I cleaned out my rectum and returned to my room. Placing the tubing in the compartment with my duffle bag I locked the contents up and donned a spikey chest harness and sporty jock and headed out to cruise. I made a circuit of the dark areas then took in those in the video room. I checked out the merchandise in the jacuzzi and glanced into the dry sauna. I opened the door to the steam room and entered it smelled of poppers and sex, I walked across and sat down my bare ass on the tiles, my thick cock barely contained in my jock. I set back and stroked my cock through the mesh fabric and waited, the door opened and a youngish guy entered, I could not make out his features through the steam, he paraded around looking over what was offered, then came up to me, he looked me over then dropped his towel. He had a nine plus inch cock, not incredibly thick but certainly a mouthful. I reached out and touched it, he moved closer and I bent in and began to suck the head in then I looked up into his face, oh shit I know this kid, he was my stepsons best friend before moving away, I could never forget that face even though it was older now. The thought occurred to me I was sucking my stepson’s boyfriend and felt a little guilty, but also very aroused. I pulled him in and his cock snaked down my throat, I could taste his precum and it was sweet, I worked his dick till he exploded in my mouth. I held some of his cum in my mouth and turned him around and licked his hole, realizing it was already filled with cum I pushed the cum from my mouth into his hole and then tongued his hole some more. I pulled him down into my lap and I felt his hole wrap around my cock as he sank down into my lap. I pumped up into his ass as we soon were drawing a small crowd, Robert leaning forward and sucking on the cocks being offered. One twink in the crowd splashed his face in cum then began streaming his piss over Robert and I, Robert gulping down what he could. Damn Robert was as kinky as me, I blasted my seed into his rectum then leaned in and whispered my room number to him and said “I’d love to have more of you tonight, Robert” he froze upon hearing his name and looked back at me, suddenly he realized who had just bred him and collapsed on my lap. He blended into me as streams of piss covered us both and he soon shot onto the tiled floor. I stood up, Robert still impaled on my throbbing cock, and carried him to the door, he opened the door and I stepped out sliding his ass off my cock I turned him around and hugged him, planting a huge kiss on his lips, I suggested we head to the showers to clean up. I walked behind him admiring the spunk slowly leaking out his anal cavity, we entered the shower, and I soaped him down as he once again hard, I slowly stroked his cock, which I realized was considerably longer than mine. A couple of twinks Robert seemed to know approached and once again began hosing Robert down, as he dropped to the floor to take their urine onto and into his body, fuck he was kinky. The four of us soaped up and cleaned up then I guided Robert back to my room. I pulled him in and kissed him rubbing my hands all over his body, he stopped me for a second “you are Adams Stepdad, aren’t you? He inquired and I nodded “fucking hot” as he began returning my kisses, I led him over to the bed, turned him around and draped him across the sling, leaned in and began eating his hole slurping the cum out of him. I was tempted to mount him again, but I stood him up and escorted him out the door again, we wandered back to the dark maze and found a lot if hot action going on. I commented on the number of twinks tonight to him and he explained that it was the lgbt youth group celebrating a anniversary and he knew most of them. I raised eyebrow at him, he stuttered and stammered “not like that, or at least not yet” as he shot me a devilish grin we continued deeper into the maze, hot studs at every corner doing just about everything that can be done. As we approached a large open room near the center I guided Robert to a fuck bench and grabbed a twunk over to service him, he slid his cock in Robert and I picked up the sharpie that was next to the bench and put three slashes on his butt, the stud pumping into Robert grunted and place another slash next to mine. A line of guys lined up and I moved over to the sling, even in the dim lighting I could tell the guy fucking was a twink not much older than Robert. I walked up to him from behind not seeing his face and encircled his body, pressing my hard cock into his crack, I whispered in his ear “you want it” he nodded to the affirmative and I moved a hand to his crack, only to find he already had cum in his hole and was gaping, I lined up my cock and slid in. he was tight but he felt so good, as he pushed into the guy in the sling he pulled off me a little then as he pulled out his ass engulfed my cock grabbing on and milking me. He leaned his head back and turned his face to me as I kissed him passionately. As my eyes adjusted to the dim light I opened my eyes to behold my youngest son impaled on my cock, as I looked down at the guy in the sling I realized it was eldest being plowed by his brother. The realization of me fucking my boys had me shooting like a fire hose. Mark felt me Cumming in his hole and unloaded into James. I turned Mark around as he pulled out of James and the look on his face was utter shock, bordering on panic , I pulled him to me and kissed him. Another twink had taken his place and I pulled him over to Robert, who had 6 more hash marks on his ass I guided Mark into his well-used hole and coax him into breeding his stepbrother’s boyfriend, in my mind at least. I spent the next couple hours playing with my boys, watching them have fun, fucking, sucking, rimming, and having it done to them in return, Robert ended up with around 14 hash marks in his ass and Mark and James attested to at least a half of dozen loads each, and having loaded up at least a five or six guys each over the course of their time at the baths. I brought them all to my room and we hung out for a while in my room, recuperating and building up our strength. We discussed what brought them to the baths on this particular night and realized that Mark and Robert were in the same lgbt youth group and James was attending with some college fraternity. I gave each a hug and a kiss and got them to agree to meet me back here during Twink night which started in just ten hours. It was four in the morning when we parted ways, and I headed home. When I got home, I did my best to be quiet and made my way through the kitchen and up the stairs, I passed by Adams room, where the door was open, but the room was empty, the bed barely rumpled. I continued down the hall and peeked into Shayne’s room to discover my son and stepson cuddled up together, spooning tightly, it actually appeared that Adam’s cock was impaled into Shayne rectum. I slowly exited the room and went down to my bedroom, stripped off my clothes and took a short shower to rinse off the sex that was clinging to my body. I reached into my nightstand and withdrew a butt plug applied some lotion and inserted it to keep in whatever spooge was left inside me. I lay on the bed piecing together what had occurred tonight. I also began planning what the day and evening would hold, I needed to convince Adam and Shayne to accompany me to the baths for Twink night.

Chapter 2 I felt a sudden slap across my face, and I saw white in my eyes and I felt a burning sensation. This dude just slapped me across my face for no reason, what the hell. "It's not Adrian any more white boy, you can call me Daddy or Sir. White slut boys like you need to know your place." Adrian let go of my dick that he had been firmly holding and twisting this entire time. My dick stung like crazy as the blood rushed back and it the numbness started to wear away. The brute of a man sat at the edge of the bed and just stared at me with this piercing brown eyes. "Don't just stand there baby boy show me what we got to work with. I knew I wanted to fuck your preppy little college ass when I saw you sitting there in the airport, with your little booty shorts that only went down to the middle of your thigh, like all you little slutty college boys wear, and those white tube socks and white Converse. Goddamn you looked so fuckable, it took me all I could not to fuck you right there. I couldn't believe you agreed to come to my room. I knew right then my dirty dick would be in your ass tonight". My face went beet red hearing Adrian, or I guess "Daddy", talking to me like that like I was some kind of chick. I squirmed and didn't know what this man was asking me to do. I also wondered why the hell he referred to his dick as "dirty". He suddenly reached up and ripped away my towel, and I stood there fully nude with my cock hanging free just a few feet from this stranger. "Ok ok, looks like baby boy has a nice little baby dick. Not bad for a white boy, but I know you're not pleasing any women with that thing". I was so embarassed, but I also felt my anger rising inside me hearing this man insult me like that. My cock was about 6 inches long and nicely thick, and I had never heard any complaints from the women. It was average from what I had seen in locker rooms growing up. "Turn around and lets see the business side. Show me that college dumpy. Lets see if those cakes look as nice as they did in this little shorts you were wearing". I slowly turned around, awkwardly, having never been in this position before. "Oh look at those two tight white cakes. Goddamn my big cock is gonna look so good pushing between them. Spread those cheeks faggot let me see that little pucker." I reached behind me and pulled my ass cheeks apart, with my eyes closed, hoping that would somehow help spare me the embarassment if I pretended I wasn't in the room. I felt Adrian brush his finger around my crack, pressing at my hole. "Thats a tight pussy. You ever put anything up this tight ass boy?'" he asked me. "N..No....No Sir" I told him back with a shaky voice. "Mmhmm. I knew you were a little virgin college prep. Thinking you're straight jock with a girl. Wait until you get this black rod up that ass pussy. I guarantee all you little white fucks are the same. Once you take this cock balls deep you'll be begging for more. I bet you'll be a true little cock slut by morning". I told myself there was no way in hell I would ever let myself enjoy this. I was a straight man who loved women, there was no way I would ever enjoy a dick up my ass. "Bend over my lap here boy I wanna get started". I shuffled around and laid across this mans lap, like a little kid who was in trouble. I could not believe I was doing this. "This is whats gonna happen now slut. I'm gonna slap this ass around a bit, bring a little color out of it. I think it helps my boys realize whos in charge here". I rolled my eyes, as if I didn't already know I clearly was not the one calling the shots here. As I laid across Adrian's lap I noticed a new tattoo that I had not noticed before. Just above his waist line of his boxers was a weird symbol, kinda like the ones you see in the chemistry lab on dangerous chemicals. I don't think what Adrian told me totally clicked, because when I felt the first blow to my ass cheek I let out a squeel and stood out on my tip toes, trying to move. But Adrian's other hand held my firmly in his lap."I like when they squeel and squirm", Adrian said to nobody in particiular. "I'm gonna gonna forgive you this time white boy, but a good little faggot always thanks Daddy when he gives him something". "Yes sir" I responded, just before another blow struck my ass. "Thank you...Sir" I grunted out, with tears my in eyes from the pain. This was followed by a quick succession of three more slaps to my ass cheeks, which I quickly thanked him for to avoid any trouble. This went on for what felt like forever, with no random order. My ass would get spanked once, followed by a long silence as I laid across his lap, followed by three slaps, silence, then two slaps, silence, then three again, and then 1. My ass felt like it was on fire and I was pretty sure I was not gonna be able to sit for a week. Tears from the pain were rolling down my face, but I tried to keep it togther to show I wasn't weak. The weirdest thing was that my my cock got hard as Adrian beat my ass, and stayed hard the entire time. This didn't go unoticed by him, "Look at that hard little dicklet. Looks you are already turning into a little faggot, hard like that just from getting your ass slapped around. Straight men woudn't do that." As quick as it started, I was suddenly pulled off Adrians lap and told to get on my knees. I didn't know what he had in store for me next, but I was so happy to get a break from the spanking. "That ass is red as a tomato boy. You should see my handprints all over it. Its kinda cute. If you forget who's calling the shots tonight you will find your ass bent over my lap again until you remember who's in charge. Stay on your knees fag I gotta grab some stuff for our next lesson". Adrian walked away and I could hear him digging in his suitcase. I was afraid to look over, mostly because I didn't want to see what he was doing, but also because I didn't want him to think I was disobeying him. I kept my eyes looked on the flower pattern of the bed comforter in front of me for several minutes before I heard Adrian walking back. "Put your hands behind your back". As I moved them behind me, Adrian quickly grabbed one wrist and put some kind of leather strap around it and buckled it. This same process was followed by my other wrist. As soon as both wrists had the straps secured, I felt Adrian pull them together and I heard a clasp. My hands were stuck behind my back, and could not move them or get out of the straps if I tried. "That should keep those little white hands out of the way as you suck my big cock" Adrian whispered in my ear as he now grabbed my foot. The same process was repeated on my feet, the only difference was there was about a foot of chain between the two straps that allowed me to move them, ever so little but I could still move them. Adrian told me "I always care a little fuck boy kit when I travel, just in case I come across a little white slut boy like you who needs to be broken". Adrian came back around and sat on the bed in front of me. I remained kneeling in front of him, with my heart racing. I didn't know what was next, but I knew I had now given up total control to Sir. This was my first chance to really take a good look at Adrian up close. I could see his chest had a small amount of hair that covered his tight pecs. His stomach was tight, he didn't have a 6 pack but it was firm with a definite v shape. He had bulging veins that ran up both arms. It was apparent he spent some time in a gym. My eyes again noticed the biohazard tattoo, but I still had no clue what it meant. I could see the large bulge in his boxer briefs staring at me, intimidatingly. Of course this guys got a big cock I thought to myself, nervously, not knowing how I was going to manage this. "Time to meet your new friend fag" Adrian said to me as he roughly grabbed my head and rubbed it against his crotch. I could feel his cock rubbing against my face through his boxers. I could smell a musk, and a hint of piss. My own cock continued to betray me and was hard as a rock, even though I told myself I was not enjoying this. "I like you little bitches to have your hands tied down when they suck my cock for the first time. Keeps 'em out of the way, and that way you fucks can't try and push away the first time this big hog stretches their throat." Adrian pulled his boxers down to his ankles and he pulled my face in closer to his crotch. "Get that mouth on my cock slut boy. Keep this teeth off my dick or you're gonna regret it." I knelt there, frozen, not sure I could find the strength to put this big cock in my mouth. His cock was semi hard, and was already 6 inches and thick, with a big set of balls hanging low below it. Even his cock looked like it worked out, it had veins running all around it in all of the right places. "You like what you see? Thats what a real mans cock looks like fag boy. Get a good look at what gonna break that cherry ass here in a little bit". I must have waited too long, because Adrian grabbed his cock with one hand and pulled me by the hair in closer, "open that little mouth bitch and start working on this cock before you really regret it". I took this as encouragement and took another mans cock into my mouth for the first time. I had the big pink head in my mouth and it tasted kind of salty and felt fleshy. I started to suck, trying to replicate that way Audrey went down on my dick when she gave me dome. "Back and forth, just like that. You're getting the hang of this baby boy. You're doing good. You sure this is the big black cock in that pretty mouth?" I didn't answer, my mind numb with focusing on working this cock in my mouth, with the focus of maybe getting him off now and saving my ass. His cock was now rock hard, and looked to be about 8.5" long, and fairly thick. My mouth really had to stretch to take that log into my mouth. I was able to work about 4 inches in before I would gag and sputter. I felt a light slap to my face, and I looked up at Adrian with his cock filling my mouth. "Daddy asked you a question you little faggot. When I talk you better answer. This the first cock in your mouth boy?" "Mmmpmmph" I tried to answer back, with saliva now running out the corners of my mouth and running down my chin. Adrian continued pulling my head by the hair up and down his hard cock, back and forth, for what felt like forever. I could feel it twitch in my mouth, and Adrian would let out an "oh fuck baby", "goddamn work that cock", fuck that mouth feels so good on that big cock". I had a weird sense of pride that Adrian was enjoying this, and that I was doing a good job. Adrian was getting rougher and rougher with my mouth, and I was talking more of his cock. I could get about 5 inches, but every time it hit the back of my throat I would gag and sputter like I was gonna throw up. The back of my throat was starting to hurt as his cock head repeatedly slammed into it. Adrian took a more sympathetic tone, and told me I had to breath through my nose and just open my mouth and swallow his cock. He kept a hold of my hair, and rubbed my face softly with his other hand. His foot rubbed at my cock, "Look at that little white dicklet, hard as a rock. I knew you were gonna love being a fag. You were always a little fag deep down inside. I just had to bring it out". Tears ran down my face, I was unsure if it was from shame or from the cock in my throat. Maybe both. "I didn't tell you earlier, must have slipped my mind" Adrian smirked, as he continued "if you do a good job tonight you might get a gift later". What the fuck was this guy talking about. At this point, as my mouth was still being fucked by his cock, I didn't care and thought nothing of it. I am sure it was just some other twisted game he was trying to play with my head. After about 15 minutes of sucking Adrians cock my mouth was a total mess. There was spit and slobber running all down my face and chest. Adrian pulled my head back one last time and told me that was enough sucking his cock. "Not bad for your first time, don't worry we will train that little mouth to deepthroat my cock. Time to get on the bed put this cock up your pussy and take that cherry". Adrian pushed me forward onto the bed and I felt his body on the bed behind me. I knew I was about to get fucked and my heart was racing. I thought there was absolutely no way I could take his cock. "Da...Daddy....I don't think that big cock is gonna fit up my ass. It's gonna wreck me. Can I just keep sucking it until you cum?" I asked Adrian, trying to sound cute hoping he would take sympathy on me. I felt his hands softly rub my ass checks. I could feel his hard wet cock head touch my ass from time to time as it moved back and forth. He tapped my ass cheeks and told me "Baby boy this big cocks going up your ass tonight. You're not the first cherry I've broken and you're gonna love it once it's in, like all little white fuck sluts do. But it's gonna hurt like hell first". I was sick to my stomach and sweating. My heart was racing. How the fuck was he gonna fit the cock up my ass.

Following last night events, I spent the day chatting with Rob & Marcus, making plans for the evening and they told me both their bf’s will be joining plus 3 of their friends, BINGO! I finished my meetings and had a drink before I headed back to my suite to get myself ready, pulled out the plug, allowing all the cum I kept in me to flow out my gaping hole and I drank most of it, douched to get ready for tonight’s events and had a quick shower. Had about an hour for the gang to arrive so I hopped on Girndr to find a quick load and bingo, a 30 yr wanted to dump a load before heading out to a show, 5 min later he was in my room, I didn’t bother with clothes so I bent over the bed, he quickly pulled out a nice 7” cock, spat on my hole and rubbed the head on it, before he shoved it in and till he was balls deep in my cunt. It was a quick and rough fuck, just what I needed to pre-lube my cunt and for him to unload his 3 days load. No longer the 10 min after he was leaving and I was feeling ready for the night! Since Rob & Marcus worked at the hotel it wasn’t an issue for them to get up to my room and apparently they also shared the news with some of their coworkers. Bingo! Then there was a knock on my door, I opened it completely naked and still flushed from the previous fuck. They were all so hot, young (19-25) making all blush from excitement from what's coming. As they stepped in they waisted no time and stripped and I was on my knees, surrounded by 7 beautiful looking men, hung and hard so I immediately started taking turns sucking them 1 by 1, showing them my skill of deep throating as I encountered them to throat fuck me. Soon after we moved to the bed, I was put on my back and the fun began as they started plowing my hole 1 after the other while the rest face fucked me or sat on my face for me to rim their holes (Love it!!) After they each unloaded in me at least once like that, Marcus mentioned I can take 2 of them in my cunt together so we switched positions and a double penetration session began! I was in heaven and came hands free several times while my cunt was being ripped open by the lads and their big cock! The best combination was being plowed by an 11" thick as fuck cock (couldn't close my big hand around) and his equally thick 10" partner. I saw stars from the joy I was having!!! They all came in me like this as well (apparently aside Rob, one more was blessed with Hyperspermia so it was equivalent to 5-6 loads at least from each of their shots!!! By now when we finished this round, my cunt was a complete mess, gaping and overflowing with 2-3 loads from each and I was put back on my back since they wanted to fist me for a bit, which I obviously begged them to. it started slow and pretty quickly it turned into having my cunt punch fucked and also having 2 hands shoved deep in me! I noticed Rob getting a text and moved away from my sight, apparently 2 of his colleagues were at the door so he went to let them in and join the party. this went on for a bit more, then they wanted to fuck me some more and allowing the new guys a go with my holes too so we did just that, they all took turns, some more double penetration and I was rewarded by at least 1-2 loads from each of them before they shoved my biggest plug in me to keep all their loads in. when they decided to finally finish it was nearly 4 hours later and we all were sweaty as fuck and the room wreaked of cum and sex we took turns taking showers Apparently they called room service for some food and drinks and managed to also replace the sheets and all the wet towels, guess it’s convenient they worked there lol So we ate and drank a bit, chatting like we knew each other for ages and they all brought up their favorite moment from the night events, complimenting my endurance as a good cumdump ☺️ I was in fuck heaven when they left, we all exchanged contact info and we would definitely keep in touch. I will be flying out later tonight so I won’t have time for another big session but hopefully I’d get another load from Marcus, Ron and their coworkers before I leave oink! Till next time 🙂

My first was bareback, and took his load. after that I preferred it raw unless the top really pushed for a condom but now its BB only condoms are for pussies

We can't talk globally, there are many and many situations where social background forces you to condition your long-term life. Many people who coming out might find themselves homeless and moneyless! I honestly could have taken the step towards my guy much, much before and kick the abuser out. But it would have meant "I kick the bad one out and let my guy live with me" both of us coming out from life unhappily shared with unwanted people, and no space on our own. It would have broken everything. This way we have been certain he could have his own place, and that's all! I just share this because my guy and I have talked about this story, besides the sexy part. The character Dan is homeless, has nothing to lose. The other one is rich, so the homeless can even earn something, a better quality of life... Btw, if there are kids around, situation is even worse! Forced to live an unhappy life for the kids' own good, but unhappiness is inevitably transmitted to them in an endless chain. I appreciate some stories and authors here, because they are not just "cum and go". Stories give also some inspiration to discuss about a subject. And confront.

Longing for part 3, with his full conversion to POZ!!! This topic (straight marriage vs. gay relationship) triggers me. Besides poz/neg issue. I read it together with my guy and he said "without your courage I might still be unhappily married to my wife" I didn't force sex though. I needed air. Coming out from an abusive relationship. I think many closeted men stay like this because their wives just iron, wash clothes and cook for them...LOL I'm kidding, of course. But maybe not that much

First updated in a while: In December i found a new regular top who is poz and off meds for 7 years. Ive taken his load on 4 occasions so far and haven’t tested since. So far no obvious flu although i did have a very unusually sore throat for around week and a half in January. Meeting him again early next month and will post updates xx

Recently at a party I met some really nice men that I felt safe enough to hug and stuff. Now I fantasize about threesomes with them and their partner... God did I just open pandoras box to becoming a full out fag?

Oddly, if I recall correctly, it was a Democratic president, Obama, who opened the door to Cuba and tried to draw it into our sphere of influence (to keep it out of the influence of our adversaries) and it was a Republican president, Trump, who slammed that door shut with his typical bellicose and incoherent foreign policy screeching. The reality is that Republicans have no interest in Cuba whatsoever except as (a) a source of votes among Floridians of Cuban descent and (b) an election issue about the big bad commies right in our back yard. It was a Republican president who planned the disastrous Bay of Pigs "invasion" with no real commitment to a winning effort, leaving it to a Democratic administration to play "mop up" as the frightened Cuban government turned to the USSR for support - and leading directly to the Cuban Missile Crisis. Just like the economy, Democrats are forever being tasked with cleaning up Republican foreign policy messes.

Visiting London for a business trip and i arrived yesterday evening, while I was checking in the concierge was checking me out and we exchanged some small talk and i headed to my room and waited for my luggage to be brought up by the bellboy. I stripped down the second I walked in the room cause i thought it would take a few minutes but then heard door knock so I covered up with a towel and opened the door to find a stunning young man, black and taller than me, I laughed and apologized as he organized my luggage in the room and he too laughed and mentioned the liked the view with a grin. bingo. i dropped the towel and tolled him he could come up anytime for some fun and gave him my number as he mentioned he'll finish hus shift soon. as I was waited I hopped in the shower to freshen up and make sure my hole was nice and clean and opened the apps as i was getting hungry for loads. immediately i was hit by a blank profile 2 meters away, sending a body and cock pic. he had a swimmers body, 19 and what looked like a nice thick 8" dick, i invited him to my room and he said that he's just changing hus clothes from the uniform cause he also worked at the hotel. bingo!!! 5 min later he knocks on the door, I didnt bother with clothes and opened the door naked to his surprise lol, he was gorgeous looking and l let him in and we started kissing while i stripped him off his clothes and he was feeling my hole and cock as well, I dropped to my knees ans shoved his hard cock all the way in till my nose was buried in his blond pubes and he gasped. a few min later he pulls out, raised me and dropped me on the bed on my back, pulled my legs up and started eating my hole like a pro, shoving his tounge deep and expanding it using his fingers, 1, the 2, 4 until I begged him to fuck me now!!! he asked if i wanted him to use a condom or not so i just pulled him closed and guided his big raw cock to my hole, he took the hint and started to penetrate me, it felt sooooooo good and in no time he was balls deep. gave him the nod and asked him to fuck me hard, and fuck me hard he did! 30 minutes of rough fucking me deep, choking me and calling me a cumdump slut (which totally turned me on!) till he started shouting he was about to cum and I just held him closer and deep in me till he deposited a huge load! he kept hard and started fucking me gently a feeling my cum filled hole around his hole he told me he had Hyperspermia and can cum large volumes multiple times!!! BINGO!!! so he slowly picked up the pace till he was fucking me hard again, this time i was in doggy as he was pounding me hard working towards his second load till it arrived 15-20 min later, flooding my hole with so much cum adding to his first load. he looked at the time and told me he had to get to his bf but they might come back later together! i cleaned off hus cock and tasted his sweet cum and while he was getting dressed I found my big plug and asked him to shove it in so i could keep all his cum in. as he was leaving the black bellboy messaged and said he'll be off in a few minutes ans asked if i wanted him to come over now. i filled him in that i already had 2 loads in me and he got excites and said he'd be right over. less then 5 min later he was in my room, stripping and revealing a muscular body and an impressive 10" thick cock with a huge head that got me drooling! on my knees, with a plugged hole and full of cum i started deep throating his beautiful cock, feeling his huge head widening my throat making my eyes water. he gently started skull fucking me while he bent over feeling up my plugged wet hole. this went for a while and he told me he can fuck for long ans cum multiple times. bingo! then we moved to the bed, back on my back and he started to pull out the plug and my hole was leaking so much cum so he asked me how i managed to score so many loads so fast so I told him it was actually just 2 loads, his eyes lit up and asked if Rob fucked me and he described exactly the previous guy that loaded me up lol as he was telling me they were friends that played together also with their bf's he shoved his huge cockhead in me making me feel so full and happy. very soon after he was balls deep and fucking me very long and hard, making me squill from pleasure till I realized I was cumming all over myself hands free, causing my hole to grip his cock tight and him to flood my hole with big load number 3 of the evening!!! He pulled out and climbed on top of me, bringing his cock to my mouth to clean while i was clenching my hole tight to keep all the cum in me, feeling is sloshing inside me. he never got soft and soon after be laid on his back and i was riding him hard. I enjoyed it so much i didnt was it to end! his second load took him longer and he was we fucked almost 45 min, both working up a sweat till he was panting and dumping his 2nd load deep in me. by now my hole was a complete mess and felt so good!!! we cuddled a bit keeping his big cock lodged in my hole making out and he never got soft. soon he was rocking back and forth slowly fucking me deep, this went on for while and we switched positions all the time, doggy, on my back, riding him, standing up, bending over the big window hoping someone will watch and more. the best part was when he asked if i brought a dildo with me so i took out my 10" dildo and he started shoving it in me and then he added his own cock. by now my hole was so well lubed with so much cum and stretched from being pounded so hard I took it in like the good cumdump i am. he managed to cum 2 more times as he double penetrated me with the dildo, making me cum 2 more times hands free! by the time he was spent we were both 2 sweating bodies, my hole was buzzing and overflowing with cum which was plugged again. we headed for a quick shower and he said that he'll chat with his bf and Rob and try to organize a group fuck for us all, and maybe they'll bring more friends. bingo!!! 4 hours since i checked in was full of 5 loads, by hotel employees, having plans with 4 hot lads to fuck me hard and potentially even more to join. i went to sleep a happy cumdump last night with my hole remaining plugged lol in the morning before breakfast I managed to score one more load from a hot 40 year old dumping a quick load before he left to the airport. now i am in meetings, chatting with Rob and Marcus organizing the activities for the night. so far they'll be 6 guys (some are also working at the hotel) and they are talking with more friends to bring over. This is going to be a fun trip!

Another look Justin: Jeremy:

I rolled off Shayne then looked over at him with a sheepish grin. A. “I think were on our way to knowing each other” S. “you might be right, now come here” Shayne pulled me up close to him as I became the little spoon and we cuddled together his cock buried in my ass, and soon fell asleep. We changed positions a couple time me spooning him and sliding my tool deep in his gut breeding my step-bro 1) Shayne I had been in the middle of a hot jack off session for my Just For Fans web site when I heard shuffling coming from the room next door, I reached over and turned off the lamp on my night stand and clicked off the ring light, sending my room into almost complete darkness, lit only by the strip LED lights over my headboard and around my ceiling. I used my keyboard to stop the recording and crept closer to the door of the shared on-suite bathroom. I could hear my stepbrother pissing in the toilet, then exiting his room. I had known Adam my whole life, his parents and mine were friends from college and from what I gathers members of the same swingers group. I remember as a toddler seeing little Adam in the kids’ corner, the babysitting club the members would take turns watching over while the others enjoyed themselves swapping partners for the evening. As we grew older, I watched as Adam developed into a strapping youngster. My parents divorced a year before Adams, his dad headed to the west coast to a new job and life, my brothers and I living with my mother with our dad living the next town over. Adam lived with his mom, and we saw each other in school and on athletic fields as we both were highly active in sports. My mom started dating Adams dad when I was about ten and they got married when I was 14. The wedding was nice but a little awkward as it seemed like Adam was ignoring me the whole time, spending much of his time with his best friend Robert, while I spent time with my brothers, Mark and James, but I couldn’t stop glancing over at Adam, maybe with a hint of jealousy. I had known I was gay from a early age but was able to hide it by being athletic and active, shortly after my eighteenth birthday, however I went to the local department store and purchased a “Burner phone” you know the pay as you go variety. I knew that as long as I was near a obtainable Wi-Fi signal it would be free to use it, I left the store and headed over the local coffee shop, bought a latte and sat at a table setting up my new phone, I logged into the shops internet access and installed an application I had heard of called grindr. While grindr was downloading and installing I went on the web browser and created a Gmail account using an alas and linked grindr to it. I was sitting in a back corner of the shop and I proceeded to set up my grindr account, Rookie Jock 6’1 158# sandy brown hair, green eyes I’m a Virgin, need someone to show me the ropes. I filled in as much as I could then went to the rest room, being single use I had a lot of privacy, I fluffed up my cock to a semi hard state, pulled down my pants in the back to show my ass below the waist band of my jock, pulled up the front of my tight fitting tank top to expose my abs, and held my hand out. I turned myself so my ass was visible in the mirror and took a torso selfie which showed from my shoulders down to my knees my cock distinctly prominent in my basketball shorts. I took a couple shots and then sat on the toilet deciding which one to post. I uploaded the picture to my profile and proceeded to pee away the latte. I exited the bathroom and wen and bought another latte and headed back to my car, halfway there the phone binged what I soon would recognize as the grindr alert, I stopped and opened the app, there was a tap and a message: Hey there rookie, experienced trainer ready to show you the ropes I looked at his profile, he was close and very attractive, I wrote back: Hey there hot stuff if you got time to teach me I’m available now, and you’re close I’m off in ten minutes if you want to meet up, come to target customer service desk, ask for Al I continued walking to my car and then drove over to the Target and parked. I walked in and a hot guy with a nametag saying Albert stood off to one side of the customer service desk, I walked up to him and asked you Al? He smiled and asked if I drove here, and I replied yes, and he sheepishly said his car was in the shop and needed a ride home. I said sure, hoping to rid him of the red polo and khaki short in a brief time. We got in my car and he directed me to his home, I walked him to his door as he didn’t really show much interest in me, a far cry from his grindr messages. He unlocked the door and peeked inside, after confirming his roommate was out, he asked if I would like a drink and I followed inside. As soon as the door closed behind me, he pounced like a cat grabbing my arms and placing them over my head, bringing them together and holding them with one hand. He kissed me deeply and groped my cock in his other hand, he pulled back and apologized for his rash move as I moved a hand behind his neck and pulled him into another kiss, it was the first time I kissed a boy that way and I was rock hard, straining against my jock strap. As he led me to his room pieces of clothing were discarded and by the time, we reached his bed we were completely naked, other than our socks. He had a chiseled body and a 7-inch cock which was drooling precum. We continued kissing and he nibbled his way down to my 8.5-inch tool and sucked it into his mouth, my first blow job, he sucked on my cock then my balls and worked his way around to my pucker. He began licking and kissing my hole, probing and stretching me open little by little, then I felt his cock head press into my hole, It hurt at first and he stopped for me to adjust to the intrusion before ramming it fully into my rectum, his precum coating my walls making them slick as he pumped in and out, he pulled out and flipped me over so I was staring into his eyes as he plunged back in, fucking me hard and fast. He tensed up about ten minutes later driving his cock in deep and he grunted: ‘Fuck yeah I’m Cumming take that dirty seed you faggot, take my AIDs baby deep inside, fuck yeah impregnated another sorry ass mother fucker” I was in heaven feeling his seed in my body, he leaned in and kissed me again his cock twitching inside me my cock throbbing between us. As we came down off our orgasmic highs I suddenly heard clapping in the doorway, Al’s room mate stood there his enormous cock in hand stroking and rubbing the precum into his head and shaft, Al got up and his roommate norm walked over “Do I get sloppy seconds, cause that looks like a hot piece of ass there needing to be bred” Al looked down at me, then at Norm and back at me. I nodded and gestured for him to mount, he slid in to my hole stretching me more, Al’s cum lubing the way as he proceeded to plow my ass for around ten more minutes, then he pushed harder into me and breached my inner ring causing me to gasp but soon had my ass spasming around his shaft milking out his load. He leaned in to kiss me then whispered in my ear “hope you decide to keep my strain, I’m Al’s Poz daddy” Al pulled me aside after getting me a Gatorade “you can stop this from happening just go here and get some PeP” he handed me a piece of paper with the address of a clinic, it also had a couple of websites I should try out: Sqiurt.org and Breeding Zone. I kissed him a thank you and whispered back I hope you’ll have me back. I had been attracted to my little stepbrother and wanted him to like me but all he seemed to do was ignore me even when I moved in for the holidays. That was about to change as I pulled on my Jock Strap, adjusted my junk down so if it chubbed it would fill out the pouch obscenely. I headed down the stairs to find Adam in the kitchen making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. He was in a pair of plaid boxers and a large tee shirt which covered down just below the crotch of the shorts, just enough to hide the gaping fly but not long enough to hide the shaft that was snaked down his leg. He noticed me as I flipped on the overhead light, he glanced over to me his gaze starting at the bulge in my jock and raising up over my tank top covered torso, my abs clearly on display then met my eyes. Adam darted to the table, but not before I noticed his cock had inflated and a stream of precum was dripping from the tip which now was poking out the leg hole. He left a streak of precum across the kitchen floor as he quickly sat down. I proceeded to the electric kettle and turned it on, grabbed a cup from the cupboard and a packet of hot chocolate from another cupboard, poured hot water in the cup and stirred the mix into the cup. I took the seat next to Adam and slapped my hand down on his knee. He appeared to be very nervous and I proceeded to start up some small talk, hoping he would loosen up, my hand moving up his thigh I noticed it was damp as I got close to his cock. I grinned to myself, I was turning him on, I drank my chocolate and he ate his sandwich. I realized he wasn’t ignoring me rather avoiding me. He got up and placed his sandwich plate in the sink and turned to leave, I gulped down the last of my drink and popped up behind him, encircling him with my arms and pulling him into me, my crotch pushing into his ass crack, it was obvious he could feel my hard cock as I told him “ I think it’s time we got to know each other better” . I dropped my one arm leaving the other wrapped around him and guide him up stairs, we passed his room and I directed him into mine, as we approached the bed I turned him to face me, he looked scared as I took my hands and cupped his face pulling him in for a kiss, I would soon know if he wanted this as much as I wanted him. He started to pull back then lunged into my kiss, we were soon swapping spit as our kisses became more passionate. I stopped kissing his mouth and began kissing his neck and ears and down his body. I soon had his large cock in my throat and was fingering his hole, he moaned and speaking in gibberish as I turned him around and began eating his ass, my fingers jutting in to help stretch him open. I fucked my stepbrother hard my cock spasming in him just moments after my initial entry coating his ass and inners with a nice coating of semen, came twice more before dismounting him, the little blue pills I took before my jack off session had done the trick of staying hard throughout. Adam turned the tables on me and I was soon impaled on his monster cock he being about a inch longer than my 8.5 member and a bit thicker he pounded into me with the same vigor as I had bred him. We chatted a bit before cuddling into each other, I spooned him and he wiggled his cum filled ass up against my hard cock and I was soon inside him, he occasionally would wiggle and fuck himself on me and I fell asleep shooting another load into his gut. We must have shuffled during the night as when I woke at around three, I was impaled on his cock which was pulsing in my anus and shooting another load into me. I was a happy brother on the road to knowing my stepbrother better. I awoke around eight in the morning with Adam draped over me, his head in the crook of my arm, breathing in my musk, his body half on top of me, his legs straddling mine. I kissed his forehead and tried to move my arm from around his head, his hands came up to stop me and he pressed his nose further into my pit his tongue lapping out at my sweat, I had showered just before going online and hadn’t bothered to reapply deodorant so it was all sweat from the workout we had last night. It turns out my stepbrother was as kinky as me, maybe more so. I pulled his face to mine and kissed him passionately. “Good morning sleepy stud” I said to him, he smiled and replied “I had no idea you could ever be into me like that” I laughed and we talked some more. He asked about the scorpion on my hip and I told him about Al, then went on to tell him how I had gone to the clinic and gotten PeP and took it along with Getting on PReP, I then told him about finding cruising areas around town and at college and liking hooking up with guys and going to the baths on a regular basis. I told him about the time I had gone off PReP and went beck to Al and got bred multiple times before he took me to the baths on a special night “CumUnion” I believe it was called and being a hot college twink I was bred multiple times, Al had taken a marker and written things like “CumDump” “no Loads Refused” “Poz Me” all over my body had even put a tally board over my abs, neg and Poz written across my belly either side of my button, and guys would breed me and put a hash tag in the column they were, turns out I got twenty three Poz loads and 14 neg ones, the following week he took me to a hot Latino tattoo artist, Julio, with multiple tattoos adorning his body, a beautiful bio hazard one encircling his left nipple. He gave me a scorpion one on my hip, three weeks later after suffering from the flu Julio colored in the stinger in red. We had chatted snuggled up together for just about and hour before getting up, taking a shower together, Adam depositing another load in my hole in the shower, had went down and made breakfast together. I then invited him to go to the gym with me and we quickly cleaned up breakfast and gathered our workout clothes, he drove us to the gym in which we had a membership and we proceeded to do some cardio and free weights, today was my chest and arm day, Adam said he normally works on legs on Saturday’s, so he spotted me on some machines and I on him. We returned to the locker room and stripped down, Adam said he normally showers and goes on with his day, I told him he missing out on recovery option of the dry sauna and steam room, he indicated he avoided them due to feeling uneasy, I gave him a playful punch, teasing him about getting a hard on with just the thought. We rinsed off in the shower, I helped him a little, him slapping me away afraid someone would see us, I was soon to educate my stepbrother, that our gym wasn’t as homophobic as he had assumed. We exited the showers and walked over to the jacuzzi tub with two guys already soaking in it, one was a middle-aged daddy type the other a college aged guy with a sheepish grin on his face. I hung up my towel and slipped into the water, Adam followed suit although a little weary. Both guys looked like they wanted to eat Adam up, as Adam made his way across the tub to me, the college aged boy reach over and brushed against Adam, touching his cock. He sat next to me and I whispered “see they’re very friendly here, he smiled and stretched out his leg across the tub brushing his foot alongside college boys thigh and stroking his growing cock. The college boy moved over towards Adam as the Middle-aged gent soon was beside me. From the arm movements above the water, I could only guess what was happening below, the boy leaned in and whispered in Adam’s ear something then the two exited and moved on to the dry sauna. Frank the older man then asked if I was getting too hot, I smiled and lifted myself to sit on the edge of the tub as his mouth enveloped my cock. He was a first-class cocksucker and I soon exploded down his throat. He excused himself and I was left alone sitting above the tub. I swung my legs around and got up to join Adam and the college boy in the dry sauna. As I opened the door the heat hit me and as I glance in I noted the boy with his legs over Adams shoulders, Adam’s cock working like a piston in and out of his hole, Adam introduced him as Mario and continued to pound the boy, Adam grunted as he deposited his load in the boy, he moved aside and I took my place and began to fuck Mario in earnest, having just cum down franks throat I was sure it was going to be a marathon ride but Adam kissing and caressing me had me shoot in record time. Mario got up and kissed both of us, then Whispered in my ear “hot tattoo, hope it takes” I Whispered back “it might since you just took my latest conversion as well” he looked at me with a toothy smile “what’s your locker number, I’d like to give you my number” before leaving the room. Adam and me walked into the steam room together, we sat at the far end and started making out when the door opened we pulled apart, I pulled him back into me as the new guy approached, I reached out with my free hand and cupped his balls as his cock bounced against my arm. I sat up and the new guy, a black guy somewhere between Adam and my age straddled my lap and sank down on my cock. He started bouncing up and down on my tool and casually said “nice to see you back again stud, been not long enough to tell but I got a good feeling this is going to take” I explained to Adam I had hooked up with Sam on Christmas eve after my work out, that Sam was on the water polo team at the university nearby, of which I was to join when the semester started up in a couple of weeks. Sam was grinding his ass into my groin pushing my cock deep into his guts making sure I breached his inner ring, causing him to have a anal orgasm, which as always soon had me shooting my toxic load up yet another chasers ass. Adam pulled Sam off me lap and forced him to clean off my cock as he sauntered behind the guy and shoved his cock in one motion pushing past Sam’s inner ring causing him to orgasm repeatedly. Adam had to hold Sam up as he plunged in and deposited his load as well. Sam was weak in the knees when Adam finished painting his guts. We both supported him and set him on the tiled bench, pink froth of cum slowly oozing out his well used bussy. We left Sam in the steam room and proceeded to the showers to clean up, we dressed in our street clothes and Adam drove us home. While he was driving I opened the note Mario had left, it contained his phone number and a list of his classes as well as a invite to join him at Twink night at the local baths, which was tonight. When we got home and began prepping lunch as it was now close to one in the afternoon, my dad entered the kitchen, he was in baggy shorts and a tank top which did little to hide his nice body and sculptured chest. He looked at us and stated: “It’s good to see you two getting along finally, just so you know I happened to be passing your rooms last night when I got in, and wondered if you’d like to join me tonight for a boys night out, I assure you, you will not regret it and you will have fun” I started to say I might have plans tonight as I wanted to take Adam out to a club and have some fun with him. Dad inquired what club, but I didn’t want to say, so I relented and said “fine we’ll go to boys night out with you, but I doubt you and your cronies can make it fun” I would end up retracting my words by this time tomorrow.

Last night our new Scottish buddy, Hamish destroyed my arse. Hamish is a 6ft 4in barrel chested bear of a man with a monster cock. His cock is easily 8in. His cock helmet is thick and uncut but his cock gets thicker and thicker with every inch until he’s wider than a coke can at the base at his massive balls. He wanted me doggy on all 4s. He planted his cock helmet in my arse and punched it through my ring. He forced me flat on my belly Then he started to thrust his cock deeper inside me. With most guys once their helmet is through my ring the rest of their shaft is the same girth and I can easily take that. With Hamish, every inch he thrusts up my arse opens me even wider. It was hard work but I was determined to take him all. I howled like a fukkin dog as he impaled my arse inch by inch on his hard meat and eventually he was all the way in. He started fucking me steadily and was soon pounding my hole. I felt his load hit my guts, as he grunted. He pulled out and rolled off me. He said gimme 20 minutes then I’m going again. This time cuz I was already fucked wide open. He shoved his cock up me in one hard thrust - still made me moan. He pumped load number 2 inside me. I’m mostly top but I love being fucked by Hamish he makes me feel like a horny bottom who craves cock. My wide open hole is testament to that

Chapter 2 This is the one we call the "black mamba" - about nine inches long, and thick enough to hurt if you aren't experienced. I first mastered it successfully about three months ago, after almost six months of trying. Now it's my starter dildo. M lubes it up and places it on my belly while he works his lubed fingers up my arse. He likes to use only the smallest amount of lube possible. M then walks over to the bed and picks up the dildo harness, steps into it, tightens it up, and spends a while fixing the black mamba into position. He takes his sweet time. My eyes are swivelling as the drugs accelerate. By the time he's ready, I'm almost screaming for him. He takes up his position between my legs and teases my wet hole with the blunt end of the dildo. He takes a roll of toilet paper and slowly makes a wad of it. Then he soaks some poppers into it. "This is what you want isn't it," he says, and holds the wad of poppers-soaked paper over my mouth and nose. He's rough, the fumes are way too intense, I can feel the chemical burn on my skin. I yelp and try to jerk my head away, but he's way too strong for me. He likes to hold me down and force me to take whatever he decides to give me. "I'm going to hold this here until you stop fighting." It's no good, I can't hold my breath, I'm forced to just breathe in the fumes until I'm flying high as a kite. "Relax. Or this is going to hurt," he says keeping the poppers pressed over my face as he slowly works the dildo into me. The pressure increases until the bulbous head breaks through my arse lips and I buck with the sharp pain. He pauses for a second and barks "relax!". I try, but it hurts, and I cry out as he pushes it further in. "You took this easily last time," he grumbles. He keeps pushing. He looks like a kindly old man but there's no mercy from him. He isn't one of those considerate types who hold still waiting for you to "get used to it". He just keeps pushing it slowly further and further into me. He is in control of my body, there's nothing I can do to get away. I know I'll just have to take it. But I can't do it, I can't relax. Then I realise ... this is what I wanted. All those weeks and days and hours of waiting, this is what I was waiting for. And now I'm getting it. So then I just stop fighting. I close my eyes and relax into the intense pressure. The fat dildo just keeps stretching my insides wide open, deeper, deeper, and I breathe in the poppers, and I let it in. "That's better," he says looking down intently at my stretched hole. At some point the tip hits something deep and tight, and I tense up and cry out in pain again, but again he just barks "relax!". I try to explain that it hurts, but the gag muffles me. He slaps me roughly on the face, "shhh". He keeps pushing. Eventually he settles for a slow, shallow fucking rhythm. He lets my insides rest for a while, and the pain eases and I relax a bit. Then he suddenly rams it deeper again without warning, I cry and tense up in pain, he barks at me and slaps me. "Quiet. We'll have security knocking down the door." Then we repeat the cycle all over again. Gradually I get used to the intensity of the sensations. Eventually I'm open, enough so he can ream the black mamba all the way in and out without pause. I still feel the intense pressure but no pain, I'm used to it now. It's part of being fucked. It always takes work like this to get opened up. It isn't "fun" at all. But once I'm open and taking that dildo easily, M pats my head and says "good boy", and I feel stupidly proud of myself. I don't understand why I keep wanting to be subjected to this torture, the pleasure is intense but so is the pain and suffering. I also don't understand why M keeps typing stuff into his phone the whole time. At least, I don't figure it out until later.

I had gotten dressed, and then with my cunt plugged and my cock locked, left Sir’s apartment. He had given me an address a few blocks away and no other information. My heart was pounding and my cock was drooling through the slit in my cage. I had no idea what to expect. Holding the fat plug in my well used hole made it difficult to walk as quickly as I wanted to but I made it to my destination quickly. The plug pulled at my hole as I walked. I loved it, it felt like I was still getting fucked. I rang the apartment number Sir had given me. The door buzzed open, and I walked in. The apartment was on the third floor of the walk up, and looking at the stairs I felt my hole contract around the plug knowing the struggle I was going to have keeping it in and getting up the stairs. The plug banged against my prostate each time I climbed a step and by the time I got to the third floor I was out of breath, and my cock was leaking so bad that there was now an obvious wet spot in my shorts. I knocked quietly on the door to the apartment and it swung almost immediately open. I was a little taken aback to be greeted at the door by a twink who had to be barely 21. “Come in,” he said, smiling. He had light sandy blonde hair, bright blue eyes and wore nothing but a jockstrap. His thin body was almost entirely hairless apart from a little blonde trail sticking up from the band of his jock. “Take off your clothes,” he commanded as he closed the door. “Yes Sir,” I said and pulled my shirt off over my head. He laughed lightly and smiled a broad toothy smile, “I’m no Sir. I’m a pig cunt like you, well like you’re going to be.” He pulled the front of his jock down to reveal a shockingly tiny metal cage where his cock should be. “Sir is waiting for you in the bedroom. He loves breaking in new boys. Although,” he reached behind me and patted the base of the plug, “from what I hear you’re pretty broken in already tonight. Just through there," he instructed, gesturing towards a half-open door at the end of the hall. The twink walked away through another door, and I walked down the hall. I opened the door to find a dark basically empty room on the other side. The only thing in the room was something I had only seen in porn videos before, a sling. “Get in the sling faggot, I don’t have all night,” said a deep voice from behind me. I turned around to find myself face to face with a handsome black man of about my height. He had a square jaw and clean-shaven face. His hair was so short it was basically stubble. He was stouter than Sir but looked strong as hell. My eyes continued south to his cock. I almost gasped. I can only describe his cock as mammoth. He had the dimensions of a tall boy of beer. My cunt throbbed around my plug and a string of precum oozed from my dick. “Get the fuck in the sling,” he said again, and came towards me. I backed-up into the sling and then, grabbing me by the waist, he tossed me into it. Automatically I flung my legs up and stuck my feet in the loops in the chain. “Look at this fucking cunt. Michael’s done a good job cunting you so far. I see why he sent you to me. Normally he waits a couple of days before sending me a new boy. My cock tends to make them nervous but in the end, they all end up begging me for my seed. Do you want my seed too boy?” “Yes Sir!” “You want me to breed this pathetic faggot pussy, and pump you full of my cum?” “Yes Sir!” “Good. Push that plug out of your cunt then boy. I wanna see your pussy gape.” I closed my eyes and pushed, slowly at first and then harder. The plug was stuck deeper than I had realized and it took a forceful push to get the base past my cunt ring. Once it did though the plug shot from my hole and landed on the floor below with a dull thud. I could tell my pussy was gaping open. It felt cold and I could feel air inside myself. “Fuck. You sure you only started wrecking this cunt today?” “Yes Sir. I’d never been fucked raw before today.” “Damn bitch. Your cunt was made for this then. You’ve already got the lips of a blown-out pussy. It took my bitch months to get this sloppy.” He rubbed his fat cock head against my pussy and moaned. Without any effort, his head was slipping in and out of my hole. Being plugged for so long along with the loads I was still holding inside of me had made me looser and wetter than I knew was possible. He dropped a big wad of spit onto his cock and, looking me dead in the eyes, slammed his cock balls deep into my cunt. I groaned, his cock was wider than Sir’s and possibly longer. My pussy stretched just a little bit more than it had been before. I loved it. I didn’t have to wait to get used to it. There was no pain, just the glorious feeling of my hole stretching around a beautiful, perfect cock. He pulled his cock completely out of my hole, and turning to the open door shouted, “Get in here boy.” The twink appeared almost instantly in the door way. Now completely naked, his silver cock cage glinting in the light. Without being told the boy fell to his knees next to the sling and opened his mouth. The man shoved his cock down the boys throat and at the same time shoved four fingers into my cunt, “Lick this boy's cunt juice off my cock and get me wet again for his pussy.” After a few minutes, he tore his cock from the boy’s greedy mouth and replaced his probing fingers with his cock in one deep stab. I grunted again. The boy got up off the floor and walked over to the corner of the room where there was a small chest of drawers. He grabbed a phone and started taking video. The man was pulling his cock completely from my hole and slamming it back in over and over again. I was a whimpering mess and the twink was zooming in on my face to catch every moment of my ecstasy. “Come over here and film this boy’s cunt. He’s going to want to see his pussy take my cock later.” The twink moved next to his Sir as he changed his pace and started quickly hammering me. I felt like he was slowly pulling my guts out of my body, like my internal organs were being rearranged for me and there was nothing I could do about it. My moans changed to yells and his cock slammed past my second hole breaking me open. My legs were shaking and my arms had gone limp. I couldn’t move or do anything. The rocking of the sling kept ramming me back harder and harder onto his cock. I had completely dissolved into a silent mess by the time he said, “I hope you’re ready for this seed boy. I’m going to change your life.” He grabbed the chains and pulled me to a stop as he bottomed out deep inside my cunt. Growling, he pumped his seed into me as far as he could. My body felt numb but my hole was alive with electricity. I felt his cock swell with each pump, and I swear I could feel his flooding me. When his cock finally stopped throbbing he shook his head a little and breathed for a minute. Then he withdrew his cock from my cunt and left the room saying to his boy “Plug that faggot up and send him back to his Master.” The twink picked the plug up from where it had fallen on the floor and pushed it back inside me. I barely felt pressure now, my hole just welcomed it back inside me. He then helped me out of the sling and handed me my clothes. Just before opening the front door he said, “You did really well. Your Sir will be pleased.

I spent my whole life slipping out of hetero relationships, some nearly perfect. Ive been with men from a young age but always found myself more attracted to the womans body. In college I was dating a beautiful blonde cheerleader, sex was amazing and she was a free spirit. She asked my biggest fantasy, i said 2 girls at once. She brought a friend, no jealousy, they even sucked my dick together and kissed. Asking her her biggest fantasy however brought me back to a recurring problem in my life. She said she always wanted a bi boyfriend. I asked what she meant, a boyfriend that lets other guys suck his dick? she said, no, a slutty guy that likes guys fucking him and he doesnt care who. My nerves got the best of me, how could she know, i moved 500 miles from home theres no way. Well, i left it alone for a while. One of the places we hung out near campus was a small club and for as long as we were going there, A fem black guy and his group occupied a large booth. They were always there always in that booth. from the first time going he hit on me relentlessly, I usually ignored him, but somehow today i was having a hard time, i kept thinking of my girlfriend watching me getting fucked over and over. I went to the bathroon and Gary followed, he took the stall next to me and leaned over and went mmmm. As i went to zip up and walk away he stepped back, his 8 maybe a bit more uncut dick hanging in the air. My past rushed into my head, my dick swelled in my pants, my mouth watered, my ass tingled. I walked out, grabbed my girlfriend, went back to her place and fucked her twice. It was still early and i couldnt get that dick out of my mind, i asked her about her fantasy, and asked if she wanted to watch her boyfriend or just know he was a slut. Watch. I asked if she wanted to go back out. asked her to dress slutty, she smiled and pulled out fake leather pants and a a tiny skirt, held them up. i told her skirt and I took the pants. i put them on. they were skin tight and she went through her drawers and found a fishnet shirt and gave it to me. she looked and told me i looked fuck hot, gay, but hot. We went back to the club and when we walked in, I thought Garys eyes were going to pop from his head. I winked at him. Almost instantly he was grinding my ass as i danced with my girlfriend. I asked if he wanted to fuck me, he said yes, I said she wants to watch. he said fine lets go. We went to his place. we didnt get far and i was on my knees sucking his dick as my girlfriend verbally encouraged. telling me how good i look sucking dick. I wrestled those pants off and he scrambled to his room for lube and a condom. I grabbed the condom, lubed his bare dick and pushed my ass down on it. No condoms, no pulling out. It was his first time barebacking. He told me over and over how good it felt, till he came in me hard. I looked over to see my girlfriend frantically masturbating. I got up, walked over and started fucking her, a minute later i feel gary pushing his dick back in me. i came pretty quick in her pussy as she was cumming. i lifted her legs and went to eating my cum from her pussy as gary finished his second load in me. Now, what seemed like a fun night and maybe a perfect night was the start of the end, i couldnt resist, i kept going back, Gary was fucking me a couple times a week, and pretty soon it wasnt enough. His friends started fucking me too. That wasnt enough, I went to raves and parties, clubs and parks anywhere i could get fucked by more and more men. I wouldnt go home till i was full of cum.. I forgot about my girlfriend, my schoolwork, my job. my life was dick and it didnt take long before i was getting invited over large group gangbangs lots of drugs and cum until i failed out of school, again. I hit the reset button, moved away to start over again.

As I mentioned in my thread about blocking the state of Louisiana - Utah has been blocked for a while now because they've been aggressively anti-porn. Well, one of the Senators from Utah just introduced legislation that will do two things… Require sites with porn to verify the age of visitors. Redefine "obscenity" to include 99% of porn. You can read about it here: https://www.xbiz.com/news/270761/utah-republican-senator-mike-lee-introduces-bill-to-outlaw-all-porn-nationwide Age verification (#1) has a whole host of problems. The UK has been trying to figure out how to do it for YEARS and they keep failing. In their case their idea is to have ISPs ban sites that don't comply, but that's becoming more and more impossible technically. Once "Encrypted Hello" matures and is widely deployed it will be almost impossible. The issue for a site like this one (and my other porn sites) is expense. I'd either have to pay a service to vet every visitor to the site, or I'd have to do it myself. Both are cost prohibitive and the number of visitors who'd jump through the hoops is miniscule so the drop in traffic means less revenue - which makes it even more cost prohibitive. There's no way this site or my porn sites could continue in anything close to their current form if that happened. But the real problem is that the guy wants to redefine what's "obscene" (#2). Right now only things like scat and blood are clearly obscene. Most porn is just a form of free speech / sexual expression. But his new definition of "obscene" is basically anything that has the primary purpose of giving you a hardon - which means pretty much all porn. If his bill passes it means all porn will need to have some aspect of "artistic merit" or other form of legitimacy. If you ever watched Paul Morris' original "What I Can't See" it's weird because he juxtaposes the blindfolded cumdump with a guy alone in a room jacking off. The compare and contrast between those two extremes made "What I Can't See" somewhat of a documentary - or a kind of editorial on male sexuality. That approach gets around the new definition. The problem is we have decades of content that don't meet the new definition. And distribution of those older videos will become a felony. As you can see this is FAR beyond the silly, amateurish game of whack-a-mole that UK conservatives are trying to play. This is full-on "American Taliban" or the US version of Iran's Morality Police. It's actually criminalizing porn. The problem is that the bill is likely to get a lot of Democratic support. Take a moment and read the article in Deseret News about the bills (Deseret News is a well-respected, Mormon-affiliated newspaper) - it's all about "protecting the children". What Democrat is going to pick pornography over protecting children? I mean Kamala Harris co-sponsored FOSTA/SESTA which was a disaster for sexual freedoms and has made the lives of sex workers far more dangerous. The Democrats are better than the Republicans on sexual freedom, but they're not great. So it's actually likely that this bill will get a fair amount of Democratic support. As a result I won't be surprised if it passes. Then there will be lawsuits. But those will end up at a stridently conservative Supreme Court. This entire thing started because Clarence Thomas asked Congress to redefine obscenity back in 2020. He knew that with a different definition of obscenity he could outlaw porn. So the legal challenges are doomed to failure - all they'll do is delay the inevitable. As stupid and trite as it sounds, outlawing porn will be to men what Dobbs was to women. In some ways it may be worse since porn is part of the daily life of most men - so the effect will be felt constantly. So what happens if it passes? Well, we're all kinda fucked. Presumably the idea of a paysite could still survive. They'd just have PG-13 pics and videos on the tour. BUT will Visa & Mastercard want to process the transactions now that the content has been legally declared "obscene"? Even certain types of piss play can cause sites to lose Visa/Mastercard right now because they might be obscene. If the credit card companies pull out of adult, then you're left with crypto - but it's against the terms of service at places like Coinbase to use their service for porn. Zelle won't be an option since that's organized by banks that don't want to be involved in porn either (even when it's not legally obscene). Assuming some sort of payment service is available a company like MindGeek (which owns most of the major tube sites including PornHub as well as many paysites including Sean Cody) could possibly survive. They would have their own age check service (they already built it when they thought the UK was going to mandate it), and there would be enough content on their free and paid sites to make it worth the hassle for guys to get verified. But I don't see a viable solution for all the little sites (like mine). Move to another country? Maybe - but we're talking felony-level offenses and most countries have extradition agreements with the US. This kind of existential threat is why I've come down really hard on right wing comments on this site the last few years. This was sadly predictable and if you voted Republican over the past ~decade you brought us to this point. When Trump got elected I said at the time that the danger was what he would do the courts. Well, it's happened. All I can say is "fuck you if you voted for Trump!" (or you didn't bother to vote). 🤞

I have talked to a poz top with a very high viral load, and he said „my VL is that high, that it can even infect someone who takes prep. Prep won‘t help you if i shoot my pozload in your ass“. Is that even possible? Is there a risk to get pozzed when you correctly take your prep but the top is highly toxic?

I was traveling for work and checked out Grindr. Being in a smaller town there wasn't much around. I came across a profile of a mid 40s black guy. Toned body, claimed he had a ten inch cock. I was skeptical, but he showed me his album and I could see he did have a big cock. He was in a hotel 40 minutes away, and I agreed to meet up with him. I prepped and left. When I got to the hotel he opened the door wearing only a pair of jeans and no shirt. His cock was rock hard and looked MASSIVE. It went down to his mid thigh and looked like he seriously had a cucumber in his pants. I went inside, and he grabbed me and started kissing my neck and pinching my nips. I was rock hard immediately. I got on my knees and he dropped his pants. He was going commando, . and he wasn't lying about the ten inches. I thought there was no way I was going to be able to take something that big in my ass. I started sucking it and my mouth barely fit around it and I could only take about half of it down my throat. My hand didn't close when I stroked it. Eventually he decided it was time to fuck me. I told him the only way I would be able to get that big cock in right away was if I rode it. I slowly slid down his cock, and after a bit I had the whole raw cock in my ass and his balls were resting against my cheeks. My ass had never felt so full. After I stretched a bit I started going to town. The guy stopped me and told me he was close and didn't want to come yet. He pushed me back, his cock never left my ass, and started fucking me doggy. He came after a bit and collapsed on my back. His cock never went totally soft. After a few minutes he was hard again and started fucking me again. His cock still had never left my ass. I was amazed. He blew a second load and collapsed on my back again. After a minute his cock shrunk and slid out of my ass, followed by a little of his cum. I told him I wanted a 3rd load and he told me if I could get him hard again he would. I started sucking his dick again and after about 15 minutes he was rock hard again. Fucked me rougher than the first two times and gave me a 3rd load. I left there wanting more. I could tell my whole was gaping and I could feel my boxers were already wet with his leaking loads as I walked thru the lobby to go home. His loads leaked from my ass the whole way home.

Another great story begins from catcher4you!

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Last night after coming home from dinner I was a little buzzed and the boyfriend and I were cruising grinder, not expecting much. There were the standard bots and flakes. We were about to give up, but one blank profile we could not figure out if it was real or not. It belonged to a 20 year old top that “needed to dump a load quick”. Despite him being rather pushy and annoying the pic he sent us was pretty hot, with a nice dick pic. We invited him over figuring the chances of his showing were about 50/50. My man does most the talking, and says we are down for oral and he didn’t think I was up to bottom. If he did show it would be a fun cock to suck, since I didn’t really feel like bottoming and the boyfriend is a TOTAL top. Half hour later the door bell rings and, I guess they twink-top is real. The boy comes in and ready to go from the moment he walked in. Standing there in the living room he drops his pants and I drop to my knees. I begin to service a cock so hard it could only belong to a horned up 20 year old. It’s a nice cock. Cut, well proportioned, and well trimmed; but it’s much smaller than the pic he sent. But a decent average sized cock Since I am used to servicing my mans huge cock that is beer can thick I like working the smaller ones. I can really work them like a porn star. We get him naked and on the couch switching back and forth on who’s is throathing his cock. He’s quite impressed with both of our oral skills. While he is tickling my tonsils with his dick, and I’m making good eyecontact, he asked if I would like to get fucked. I shrug my shoulders and agree. The kid follows us into the bed room where I lay on my back on the edge of the bed, take a hit of poppers, and lube his cock. I throw my leg into the air and he shoves his cock it to the hilt in one go. Which it burns like hell at first. I make him slow down at first. I can tell this won’t take long. My body adjusts to his cock. He comments on how good my ass feels, as I use my muscles to massage his cock. My boyfriend stands back and watches the well built twink fuck his boyfriend. He’s playing his this phone and taking pics of me getting plowed by this horny, yet inexperienced top. He asked if he “can blow inside” and I reply with a simple “yes.” After about 3 minutes of fucking me starts saying something about how he has to meet friends soon. I realize this means he just blew his load, and we doing the typical freak out of a young closeted boy that just had an orgasm. He quickly got dressed, asked if we were feee next weekend and rushed out the door, leaving me and my dripping hole on the bed. The boyfriend lets him out and meets me back in the bedroom. Where I give him the best sloppy head I can. I could tell he will be back, and will be even more eager to breed my hole now that he knows I’m not opposed to taking loads.

I'm guessing that sperm cells live longer in a woman's vagina if only because the vagina is a more-or-less single-purpose biological entity - it's not used for excretion of either urine or feces, so nothing "going out" is going to disrupt the sperm cells. And the tissues lining the rectum are different (in some ways) than those lining the vagina, so that may have some impact as well.

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No cleaning stations so you'll need to do that in advance. They do have two sets of rooms; one set in the main building which are, in the main your typical little bathhouse rooms. They have some additional rooms in the annex where the open play area is located and there are several larger rooms, like the Voyeur Room, which I rented once last year so they guys could watch me getting fisted by a guy who wanted to meet me there and put on a show. If you check out the Flex website, you can find all the details there, and I believe it also lists the costs.

Damn. Would've loved to have watched that! You're fucking hot too!

Me taking another anon dick n load!

I have had some GREAT Homeless Men fuck me as they like; I have brought Homeless Men home to my apt to fuck me and there have been occasions where they have actually stayed from 1 day to 3 or 4 days and had thoroughly used me for their pleasure... However; the best were about the ones that I encountered and di not want to come back to my apt; so some just fucked in alleyway; a couple used to fuck in behind dumpsters behind buildings; some I took to the Bookstore to fuck me or a Bathhouse (at the Bookstore it was pretty hot due to all the others there looking at me with these Men and taking them into the Booth with me - mot times left the door open so they could see.... Of all these there were a few who took me to their encampments and some just did one on one but there were occasions where it turned into a little group session and I was the Guest Pig Bottom... And even on more than one occasion I spent the entire night at camp with them..

In Fort Lauderdale. We have: 1. Club Fort Lauderdale with modern and very impressive facilities 2. ClubHouse II, an older facility with older patrons open in the same place for the last 48 years, can be fun. 3. Wilton Social Club, the newest bathhouse. Opened. just last year, I haven't been there yet and 4. The infamous and always fun 321 Slammer which is not exactly a bathhouse but a gay sexorama extravaganza open 5 days a week. No complains here.

After I finished masturbating I feel straight to sleep exhausted from my flight. I woke up at what must have been the middle of the night. As I went downstairs I heard moaning coming from the living room. As I leaned my head in I saw the tv playing gay porn. Not just any gay porn either but really intense grimy stuff. Men were getting fisted, some had their cocks locked up, others were smoking or injecting things. On the couch sat my dad with his back turned to me. He was holding a cigar with one hand and stroking his cock with the other. As I watched I realized my cock was getting hard and I had the overwhelming urge to stroke it. I snuck back up to my room and tried pulling up some porn on my phone. To my surprise it seemed like all the straight porn had been banned so I resorted to watching gay porn. I soon realized the thing inside my ass was a butt plug. I kept pushing on it when I stroked sending waves through me. I eventually shoot another load to a video of a hairless man getting fucked by a big hairy one. When I woke up in the morning I was sweaty and covered in my cum. I went straight for the shower. It was in a shared bathroom between me and my dads room. As I got into the shower I noticed there was a weird tube attached to the wall, after looking at it a bit I realized it was a fleshlight. I purposefully ignored it wondering just how many sex toys were in this house. After my shower I got dressed and went downstairs where a bowl of oatmeal was waiting for me. “Made you some breakfast son” my dad said “it’s my husband’s special recipe, everything a boy needs” he was wearing another wife beater and jeans that were tight on his broad frame. “Uh thanks dad” I said as I began eating. It had a strange taste but not wanting to be rude I finished the bowl quickly. I got up to get a glass of water from the sink when my dad stopped me. “Not so fast son, our waters under advisory so no tap water. I’ll go get some more bottles today but there some in the closet” he said pointing at a closet across the kitchen. The water bottles were on the bottom shelf and looked like they might have been opened but I guzzled it down anyway. It tasted strange but I just attributed it to the oatmeal still stuck in my mouth. I went to sit on the couch feeling lightheaded and fuzzy. My dad walked up and said something I wasn’t paying attention to before leaving the house. After he left I turned on the tv wanting to watch something. However when I turned it on it started playing strange porn. I felt thirsty and grabbed another water bottle to drink as I tried to change the channel. The porn showed small hairless men getting fucked by big bears while wearing lingerie. It then switched to hairy men fucking each other. As I stroked my cock mindlessly to the porn I realized something, the one thing all the men getting fucked had in common was that their cocks were completely limp. I then felt that my cock was not only limp but maybe even smaller than normal. I gave up on my cock and began fucking my hole with the butt plug id left in me. I was bent over the coffee table watching the hypnotic video as I felt the pressure of an orgasm build up and explode out of me. The coffee table was now covered in cum and I knew I needed to clean it. The only way I could think to was to begin licking it up. My tounge ran across my slightly sweet cum before it ran into something crusty and bitter. I licked a bit more as the image of my father fisting his cock infront of the coffee table came to mind. The bitter crust was my father’s, but with my head spinning and the strange video filling my mind I didn’t care and kept licking the table clean.

I completely agree with you on this one, @hntnhole- in fact I’d take it up a notch, and say that there can actually be something quite spiritual about anonymous breeding. When the identity of the individual fucking me is removed, then I feel that I am being fucked not by Mr. Nobody, but in fact by Mr. Everybody. He becomes the embodiment of all men, and as I disappear into that vortex of lust and sexuality as he thrusts his way into my body, I feel that through him I am making a connection to all of mankind, and by extension, the universe in general. It’s a wonderful thing, and I am driven to repeat it over and over again- hence the whole cumdump thing.

I enjoy my bottoms belly down on the bed, legs wide apart with a pillow under his crotch to raise his ass up - great position for rough deep thrusting and balls-deep breeding. On his back, in a sling, cock height - great view of my cock fucking his hole.

Three years has gone by, since this author last posted a new chapter of this well written and horny saga! I'm sure that I'm not alone, in hoping to read a few more chapters one day!

Some years ago I finished a PhD. I don't normally go for commercial arrangements, but I thought about paying for a porn star's time as a reward for myself. I was indecisive and didn't make a firm choice for a while though, and in the end I ended up fucking a porn star for free! He was Dolf Dietrich, performed in a live sex show at Hard On in London and afterwards had me (and most of the rest of the club) upstairs in the club. He had a great ass (shot two loads in it, which is unusual for me) and is actually really seriously tall - about 6 foot 5 or thereabouts. I didn't get to fuck the other performer though, Yoshi Kawasaki. Still thinking about giving myself that much delayed reward, lead candidate right now is James Castle.

Here I was taking this man’s cock raw, Hell he has been fucking me for almost 5 months now. The feel of a raw cock as it fucks me makes me horny and lust after more cock. This is, after all, why I'm here. Hell, it’s not as if I don’t get fucked raw or fuck ass raw on a regular basis, but there was something more about this man pounding into my hole, making my hole twitch and open up, that gets me more excited. As he always does. At 24 years of age I was desired by older men. Hell, even the younger ones wanted me. My 5’11” height, 185 pound body, tight from running and going to the gym was in good shape at least for now. I keep my chest shaved because that’s how I like it, even though hairy chests are hot in my book. As the pig in me became ever more pronounced I started pumping my nips to make them into fat erasers, ready to be pulled, sucked and chewed on. I had seen a site online with men that had hot bodies and big puffy nips like I was starting to develop and thought Why not? I never knew working my nips could add so much pleasure to the sex. I guess my brain is simply wired for this. How did I get here? I always knew I was gay. I regularly jerked-off in high school fantasizing about my phys-ed teacher, but my first actual sexual experience occurred when I went off to college. I was working at the local restaurant chain when one of the regulars asked if I wanted to hang out with him and he ended up being my first, but, that is a story for another day. My first raw cock was spur of the moment and afterwards I was scared shitless. I had let the guy cum in my ass. Would I get HIV? Was the guy sick? I worried about it until I realized I was boned-up, thinking about what I had done. I had taken raw cock and loved it. After that I never asked tops to use rubbers, and when I fucked a guy I only wore one if the guy asked. The long and short was that if my partner didn't ask we didn't use them, and within a year of this I found I was no longer using them at all. In fact, wouldn't hook up with anyone who wanted to use them. Back to the present, I dropped my shirt and pants, got up on his bed, presented my ass doggy style. I always went commando, so I was ready for this man to fuck me with his nine inch uncut cock. His body was still in good shape and his tattoos made me want him even more. Did I mention I could never get enough and needed him to fuck me and share another of his loads with me? By share I mean plant it deep inside of my ass. As he shoved his cock into my body, he grunted, remarking with annoyance to find there was a load already in my ass as as he liked to be my first of the day. He never liked it when we used any lube although, if it was cum, he would allow it. He pounded me hard from the get go, just to remind me that he was in charge. As always. My ass was pulsating around his cock, milking it, and my slutty inner ego took over wanting, all but demanding that he shoot his load into me. With luck I would get another out of him later. I wanted him to cum in me planting his seed deep into my hole. As he fucked me my thoughts wandered for a few seconds. It wasn't that I was becoming a pig. I was a pig. And a nasty one at that. I couldn't fuck or get fucked enough. Anything the other guy (or guys) wanted to try with me I was happy to go along. I was taking plenty of loads up my ass and was even using a plug to keep the loads up there. I started working my ass and it was able to stay tight, even as I accommodated any sized or shaped cock. And yeah, I enjoyed sucking the guy clean afterwards, tasting my ass juices and his seed. But how still did I allow it to go this far? When Steve spoke it brought me back to the present, asking "You okay?" My response to him was simply "Fuck me harder.” He flipped me onto my back and began piston-fucking, which caused me to moan even louder. I could feel my ass getting slick with his precum. He was a big cummer and I usually left with some of it leaking out of me. He fucked me like this for about another five minutes. He was never one to last too long, and true to form he asked "Where do you want this hot load?" with a special emphasis on the word hot. "Blow your load in my ass! Share your DNA with me!" Then he asked the question he often asked when fucking me, "What do you want from me?" "I need you to POZ me, and mark me as the true pig I am" was my reply. Chuckling, he replied "I think that's just what we're gonna do." His veiny cock was thrusting longer and deeper now, his breathing increasingly labored. I knew he was about to blow his load. And cum in me he did. As always, he filled my hole with a huge load which combined with the remains of the load I had taken earlier. I clenched down to keep his seed in my ass so I would be lubed for the next guy that day. Steve never liked for me to linger so I pulled up my pants and quickly left. As I walked down the hall I opened the door to Eric’s room. He was already undressed and sporting a boner for me. He told me he heard us next door and knew he would be next. At one time he must have been a real looker of a man but HIV and AIDS takes a toll on men especially the men of this ward. Eric was very thin now and had a bloated stomach. Soon he would be bed ridden but I promised him I would let him fuck me until he couldn't any longer. He also promised as he has a very highly potent cum and he was going to make sure that my ass was bred with it. In fact all of the men of this ward wanted to make sure I shared their loads until I had all of their strains in me. This ward was an HIV ward and all of the men in it were infected and sick. How did I become this bottom pig? In fact you may say at this point a chaser, since I was more than willing to take their loads. In fact I needed to, but that's a story for another day.

Part 2 I woke up the next morning with the visions of last night still burned into my mind. I really didn't know what to think. So......Colt was gay. THAT part really didn't bother me much. I mean, it IS Texas. It's really conservative, and queers are not totally accepted.....BUT....not everyone is so closed minded. And we had been so close for so long that I couldn't just turn my back on him. I loved the dude. But the rest of it? The rough, brutal sex, the drugs, broadcasting it on the internet? That's what I had trouble accepting. If Colt wanted to have a nice boyfriend, that was one thing, but everything else he was doing? I didn't know how I felt about it. It was pretty fucked up. But as I layed in bed and absentmindedly stroked my cock, I kept seeing Colt taking that big, black cock up his ass. I didn't want to, I was trying to think of pussy, but Colt kept creeping back in. And I didn't understand why thinking about it got my cock so hard. I wasn't gay! Other than jerking off with my best friend, I never thought about cock. But for some reason, I kept seeing it going up Colt's ass. I quickly jerked myself off so I could get on with my day, but I still thought about it all day long. And all the next day too. Monday at school, I was the one avoiding Colt. I just couldn't face him yet. Not after all I had seen. It was Thursday before Colt approached me. "Hey Austin." He said, coming up to my locker after last period. And yes, my name is Austin, Austin Allen Collins, and I live in Texas. You might think I was named after the city, but you would be wrong. I was actually named after Stone Cold Steve Austin, my dad's favourite wrestler. But any way, Colt approached my locker. "Austin," he said again, "I know I've been kind of an asshole lately." "You don't say." I replied. If he was about to apologize, I wasn't going to make it easy for him. "Yea, look dude, I'm sorry, I really am. I've been going through some shit and I guess I just needed some space." "So, you just push me aside? Is that what best friends do? We've always told each other everything, so what's changed, dickhead?" I prodded him. I didn't expect him to fess up to anything, especially not here at school, and frankly, I didn't know if he would ever fess up. But over the last couple of days I had done a lot of thinking, and had decided I would try to be here for him, if he wanted it. "Look man, I'm sorry. I really am and I want to make it up to you. I got some killer weed and I'm free all weekend. Come on, we had a great time on your birthday." "Yea, then you turned back into an asshole. What's up with that?" "Come on bro.....I'm sorry! I have been a total dick and I know it. But we're brothers! Please forgive me. Come on, we'll get some beer and have a great weekend. My parents will be gone again!" I looked at his face and he really did seem to be sorry. But knowing what I knew about him, and that he was obviously really struggling with some heavy shit, I gave in. "All right asshole." I said. "Just me and you, all weekend. And you better get some good beer, not some piss water shit!" "I promise!" He smiled. "It's going to be a great best bro weekend!" I just shook my head as he walked away. Maybe he was planning to come clean this weekend. I actually hoped for his sake he would. That's a big fucking secret he's hiding. Friday night found us at his house as promised. He had a case of beer and a fat sack of weed. We hit the bong, then hit the video games. After a couple hours, several beers, and a lot of weed, things started to feel back to normal again. We were both just sitting there in our boxers and feeling good. Colt's fly gaped open and I could see his big, soft cock nestled against his large balls. It made me think of him shooting off as his ass got plowed. I tried not to think about it, but I couldn't stop. Throughout the night, Colt kept getting text messages. He would quickly respond to them, then pretend nothing had happened. He also got a couple of phone calls. "Aren't you going to answer that?" I asked him as his ringtone played the Toby Keith classic 'Beer for my horses.' "Naw. Voicemail can get it. This weekend is all about me and you, bro." He said as he grabbed my knee and gave it a squeeze. We kept on playing video games for a while, and I knew he wasn't going to bring it up, so I tried. "So what's been going on dude?" I asked. "What's this shit you've been going through?" Colt looked uncomfortable. "I'm not ready to talk about it yet." "Why not?" I asked. "Remember we tell each other everything. We've been jerking off together for years, what do we have to hide?" Colt just chugged on his beer. "I can't just yet. But I will, I promise." I let it drop. I figured he would tell me soon enough, so we continued with drinking, smoking, and gaming. Pretty soon it was 2 am and we were drunk and high and decided to hit the hay. As we lay on his bed, we both just stared at the ceiling. Now that we didn't have video games in front of us, the images of last weekend filled up my head. It was tearing me up inside and I couldn't control myself any longer. I ended up blurting out, "I know." Colt was silent for a moment before asking, "You know what?" "I know your secret dude!" I could hear Colt taking deep breaths in the dead silence. Finally he asked, "What secret is that?" God damn him! I was over the games and the lies and was determined to drag the truth out of him. I rolled over on my side and faced him. "I saw you. Last weekend." Colt rolled on his side with his back toward me. I continued, "I was tired of your bullshit so I went over to your house, and I saw, through the window." More tense silence followed as Colt processed what I had said. Finally he whispered, "You don't hate me?" My heart hurt that Colt actually thought I could hate him. "No dude, I don't hate you. I'm here right now, aren't I?" Colt rolled to face me. "I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I didn't know how to bring it up. The thought of losing you scared me more than anything." "Dude," I said, looking him right in his eyes, "We're family. And you don't turn your back on family. No matter what." Colt just smiled at me, a look of relief on his face. "I mean, if you want to be gay, be gay. I don't give a fuck. I got your back bro. But all that other shit? What's that about? Do you really like that?" Colt was silent for a moment, averting his eyes from me before he replied, "Yea Austin, I do. I mean, I really, really do. I kind of always have. I used to check out all kinds of crazy shit online, and I always thought it was hot. Then I started chatting with Dante and Carlos, and when I turned 18, I met up with them and things just progressed. You think I'm a sick fuck, don't you?" I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling again. "I don't know what to think, man. I'm trying to be cool with all this. So what was up with the camera? Why did they say people had paid to see this?" "Well," he began, "Dante and Carlos have this internet business, and people from all over the world pay to watch these shows. 50 bucks a pop. And they're good guys. They split the money with me. Last weekend I made a thousand bucks." "A thousand bucks?" I asked incredulously as I turned back to him. "Yea, I'm their most popular guy right now. I bring in a HUGE audience." I was still trying to wrap my head around everything. "But, doesn't that kind of make you a whore?" I asked. "I don't really think about it like that." He replied. "I mean, I'm going to be having sex anyway, so why not make some money from it?" I remained silent as I pondered this. Colt just continued to look at me while he waited for the next question. "So, what about the drugs, dude?" I continued. "What was that shit you were smoking? And what was that brown bottle?" "Well, that brown bottle was poppers. They help you to relax. And the other stuff was Tina, or meth." I shot up on my elbows and looked down on him. "Meth? Are you fucking crazy?" "Relax man." He said. "It's not as bad as you think. Once in a while it's ok. You just have to control yourself. Look at me, I've been doing it for a couple of months now, do I look like I'm addicted?" I had to admit, he did look perfectly normal. "But, you were so fucked up that night." I said. "Yea I was." He laughed. "And I felt great! T is amazing shit! It's like a hundred times better than weed. It makes you feel so good, and it makes sex incredible!" He opened up his nightstand and pulled out a pipe and a baggie. "You wanna try some?" "What the fuck?" I asked, shocked. "You got that shit right here?" "Yea, come on. Give it a little try. It'll make you feel so good." I stared at the pipe in his hand before shaking my head. "I don't know man...." "Come on. It won't hurt you, I promise! You're my brother and I love ya, would I steer you wrong? Just give it a little try. It's awesome!" "Fine." I conceded. "I'll try it just this once to shut you up!" Colt's face lit up and his eyes sparkled as he started loading the pipe with the crystals. "Fuckin A dude! You're gonna love this!" He handed me the pipe and lit the small torch, melting the shards as he rolled the pipe. "Now," he said, "Put the pipe up to your lips and when the bowl fills with white smoke, inhale and hold it." I did as instructed, inhaling deep. It had kind of a weird taste to it, but wasn't too bad. Then I exhaled, and a large white cloud filled the air. "Now, take another one." Instructed Colt as he looked at me with a big smile on his face. I inhaled another big hit, and I started to feel warm and tingly as a rush went through my body. Colt took the pipe and inhaled a couple of big hits himself before asking me, "How do you feel?" "Warm and tingly." I replied, giggling a bit. "Good, now take a couple more." I took 2 more hits and my body started to feel like it was on fire. It was like I could feel every nerve in my body, and every nerve was telling me I was super horny. Colt took 2 more hits and handed me back the pipe. I took one more hit and the pipe was empty, which made me feel sad. Colt could see the disappointment on my face. "Don't worry buddy, I got plenty more." He said as he reloaded. "We're gonna get you feeling REAL good." I giggled a little more as he handed me the pipe, and I took 2 more hits. By now, I felt like I was floating and was kinda dizzy, but felt more alive than I ever had before. And hornier. "I got an idea. Instead of wasting smoke when we exhale, let's do a shotgun." He suggested. "What's that?" I asked. "When I take a hit, instead of just exhaling it, I put my mouth over yours and you breath in the smoke as I let it out. That way, we both benefit from the hit." I looked at him through my high state and giggled some more. "Sure, why not? I've done this much. Bring it on bro!" Colt hit the pipe and then slowly moved his face toward mine. My heart was pounding in my chest as he gently placed his lips against mine. I thought it would gross me out having another dudes lips on mine, but it didn't. Colt's lips were soft like a girls. I opened my mouth a little bit, and Cole started exhaling into me. I inhaled and felt his hot breath as it filled up my lungs, causing my cock to stir. He pulled away and looked deep into my eyes as I exhaled the smoke that had been in his body. "Your turn." He said, putting the pipe up to my lips. I took a big hit and leaned into him. When our lips touched again I felt a bolt of electricity jolt through my body. We opened our mouths and as I started exhaling, I felt his tongue enter my mouth. Instead of freaking out, I found myself responding to him. My own tongue inched forward until it was touching his. Gently, at first, our tongues rubbed over each others, but soon, I had melted into him and our kissing became stronger and more passionate. He grabbed my waist and pulled me into him as our mouths tried to devour each other. It was weird at first, his hands on my body. These weren't soft, small girl hands. These were large, strong, rough man hands that were pulling my body against his, our bare chests rubbing against each other. He rolled me on my back and placed his larger body on top of me, our hard cocks pressing into each others rock hard stomachs. His rough hands explored my body, feeling like fire everywhere he touched me as his tongue raped my mouth. I ran my hands over his back, his strong, muscular back, relishing in the feeling of touching another man for the first time. I felt his powerful arms and grabbed his rock hard bubble butt as I moaned like a whore. After furiously making out for what seemed like an eternity, Colt pulled off me and looked down at my face, brushing my sweaty hair off my forehead. "You're so beautiful." He said. Now the straight guy in me should have been bothered by that, I suppose, but I think he was gone at this point. "So are you." I replied, looking deep into his eyes. Colt just started kissing my neck and chest before he planted one of his sexy lips on my nipple. He started sucking and nibbling on it, causing my cock to twitch as I gasped and moaned. He worked his magic on my nips before kissing his way down my stomach. He grabbed my 9 1/2 inch cock in his big hand and I gasped again at this new sensation. It felt so different than when a girl grabbed it. So much better. He licked the precum off the head before placing it in his mouth. He sucked on the knob as I squirmed before he slowly sank down on it, taking the entire thing down his throat. Holy shit! No bitch had EVER taken more than half my cock, and my best friend swallowed it with no problem! I groaned as I felt his throat muscles massage my shaft. Colt slid up and down my cock taking it to the root each and every time. He pulled off and grabbed some lube from the nightstand. Lubing up his finger, he started to insert into my ass. Now, I really should have stopped him at this point, but I was so high and so horned up, and everything up to now felt so amazing that I didn't even try to stop him. Colt slid his finger into me until I felt a jolt go through my body and my cock jumped. "Feel that baby?" He asked. "That's your prostate, and it makes you feel super good! Now just relax and let your bro show you how good it feels!" Colt stuck a second finger into me and started really rubbing it. I involuntarily spread my legs apart to give him better access. My cock felt like it was having one long, slow orgasm. "Oh yea baby." He moaned. "Look at all that precum! Your cock is like a river!" I looked down, and my stomach was covered with a big pool of it. Colt just leaned over and lapped it up like a puppy. Then he went back to sucking my cock. He added a third finger into my hole, and buried them as he worked my prostate. Soon, my whole body was shaking and I cried out as I exploded into the most intense orgasm I had ever had! Colt buried my cock in his throat as the first couple of jets shot off. Then he pulled back and took the rest of my cum into his mouth. After I stopped shaking and had given him the last of my load, he crawled up to my head and placed his mouth on mine. As I opened my mouth, Colt released the cum he was holding. We kissed as we rubbed my cum over each others tongue. Colt pulled off and loaded another pipe. "This one is all for you baby." He said, handing it to me. I didn't question him as I hit the pipe. He licked his finger and stuck it in the baggie, giving it a light covering of powder. "Now, this is going to burn a little bit." He said. "Just trust me baby, it'll pass." He stuck his finger in me as I took the fourth hit on the pipe, emptying it. I hissed as my ass burned while Colt finger fucked me. But he was right, it passed and was replaced by a new hunger. Colt made out with me as he lubed up his huge cock. "I want to take your virginity baby." He cooed in my ear. "Would you like that? Would you like your brother to take it? To be the first man inside you? Come on. Tell me you want it." "I do Colt!" I moaned. "I want it so bad! I want to feel you inside me!" "Good boy. That's what I want hear. Now, hit this." He said, handing me a brown bottle. "You're gonna need this!" I hit the bottle like I had seen him do before, and a new warmth rushed through my body, relaxing me. Colt climbed between my legs and lifted them up. "Now, when I start pushing in, you push out like you're taking a shit, got it?" I nodded. Then Colt started. He pushed against my butthole and I pushed back. I could feel my hole stretching and burning until it got to be too much. "Stop, please!" I begged him. "It's too big!" "Shhhh, I have faith in you." He said as he handed me the bottle again. "Take a few more hits." I hit the bottle a few more times as Colt kissed my neck. I could feel my asshole relax a bit as Colt started pushing again. I pushed back and Colt gave a sharp jab with his hips. His head popped past my anal ring and I let out a scream. Colt just covered my mouth. "Shhhhh baby. You did it. I'm inside of you. I'm so proud of you! Just relax and hit this some more." I hit the bottle a few more times and the pain subsided a bit. "Ok baby, ready?" He asked. "Cause here it comes. Now look at me. I want to see your eyes as I take you!" I looked at him through my tear stained eyes as he slowly started pushing into me. My insides felt like they were being ripped in two as his massive log sank into me inch by inch. I whimpered as he went deeper and deeper until eventually he had all 10 inches buried in me. "Oh baby, oh yeah! You did it!" He congratulated me as he kissed my neck. "You took all of me! I'm so proud of you. You got all of your brothers big fat cock buried in you!" He held it still for a while as my body adjusted to it. Then, he started to slowly fuck me. Just a little bit at first. Then gradually more and more. "Oh yea. Open up that pussy for me! Give me that hole! Give up that hole to your brother! Oh yea, you're loosening up baby, I can feel it. I'm gonna start really fucking you now!" And he did. I wrapped my arms and legs around him and held on tight as he started pounding me. The pain had passed and all I felt was immense pleasure. "Oh god Colt. Oh yea, fuck me man! Oh God you feel so good inside me!" "Oh baby, I've wanted this for so long. I love you so much Austin!" We started kissing again as he pounded my no longer virgin hole. He rode me hard for a solid 5 minutes before he started panting. "Oh god I'm gonna cum baby. Are you ready? Are you ready for your first big load of man cum in your pussy?" "Fuck yea bro, do it! Give it to me! Cum in me Colt! I love you too!" Colt squeezed me tight into his big, muscular body as he let out a roar and pumped me full of his seed. My cock shot off again between our rock hard stomachs as I was filled up with his cum.

5. My phone buzzed just as I got to the street: “Good job boy, you’ve made me very proud,” the text read, “You passed the test. Go home, get a good night sleep.” “Thank you Sir,” I responded quickly “Do you work tomorrow boy?” “Yes Sir, all day.” “Not any more, you’ll call in in the morning. I’ll send you more instructions tomorrow.” I went home, stripped off and climbed into bed. I stunk of sweat and cum, which only made me hornier. My cock strained against the cage for release, but without the key I couldn’t do anything. I tried to sleep, but I was just too horny. I started to pull the plug out of my hole slowly, feeling the base bust past my ring loosening my already abused pussy. I couldn’t get over the wet slick feeling of my used-up hole. In a day I had gone from a condoms only mostly oral bottom to a pig, a faggot, a whore cunt. I slammed my hole harder and harder. I grabbed my phone and took a video as I fucked my cunt with the massive plug. Watching it, the plug buried deep inside me, made my cock drip precum. I was in shock. My hole was swollen and puffy, my pussy lips wide and fat spread easily around the plug as it slammed in to the base and then tore back out again, cum frothing out of me the whole time. I pulled out my computer and started looking at porn, rougher porn that I had ever looked at before. I was watching boys getting fisted, taking loads from men while blind folded, getting gangbanged. I watched a video of a boy taking a dildo so deep that you could see it pressing out of his stomach. My cock was dripping constantly, most of the time I say with the plug lodged deep inside me but occasionally I would rip it out and slam it back in just to keep my cunt loose. Eventually I feel asleep, and woke up groggy and stiff when my alarm went off. I called into my shitty retail job pretending to be sick. My boss didn’t seem too convinced, but I didn’t care. Then I waited. My hole had tightened up a little as I slept and the plug was lodged deep inside me. I tugged against it, my hole was tender but it quickly relaxed opening back up. With a plop the plug came out of my cunt, and I moaned. I pushed it back in as my cock dripped out of the cage. After an hour of looking at more porn and working my hole back to its gaped destruction from the night before Sir texted me. “Come over now boy. I need to blow my load before work." “On my way!” “Remember boy, no showers till I tell you. And wear a jock, if you don’t own one wear nothing.” “Yes Sir!” I basically sprinted out of the door, in a pair of basketball shorts, a t-shirt, and a white bike jock that barely hid the cage on my cock. Sir answered his door completely naked and already hard. He pulled me into his apartment, and, grabbing me behind my neck. he roughly spun me around and pulled my short down. Right there in the entry of his apartment he pulled the plug from my hole and stuffed his cock inside of me with not even a drop of spit. I groaned. My hole was so wet and slack from all the abuse it had taken that I took him without any pain. I spammed my cock back against his cock, hungry for his load. “Good boy, take that fucking cock. Daddy’s gonna fill you up with a big load to start your day.” “Yes, please Sir!” I slammed back even harder. He grabbed my hips and hammered into my pussy even harder. “Take this fucking load boy.” With a deep growl, he began pumping deep inside my cunt. After a minute he pulled out, patted the back of my head, and then stuffed the plug back into my hole. “Pull your pants up slut. Now look at me.” I turned around, pulling my shorts back up. “Here’s what you’re gonna do now. You’re going to go home, and spend the day collecting loads,” he was looming close to me, his face inches from my face, “You will get fucked by ANYONE who offers to load you up. Do you understand me so far?” “Yes Sir.” My heart was pounding. “You will wear the jock you have on now the whole time, you will not try to make yourself cum. If you cum while someone is fucking you, you will eat your own load and film yourself doing it.” “Yes Sir.” “Now for your night I have something special planned. I’ll text you an address and a time. You will be prompt. You will be plugged. And you will be prepared to do anything I ask of you. Your arrival is expression of your consent that I may take control of you. Do you understand?” “Yes Sir.” “Good. Now, get the fuck out of my house.”