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You’re HIV positive? Why didn’t you say something? Things went so fast and I began shooting my load unexpectedly But I am on meds and undetectable, You are safe, I’m sorry!! Are you OK? I don’t know, but I do know that that was the best sex I have ever had by far! I know from health class that I have no risk, Can I ask you some questions? Sure, anything when did and how did you get infected? A little over a year ago, My boyfriend pozzed me up, I knew he was poz and we fucked with condoms for a while but I wanted to fuck bare and I talked him into dropping the latex. You intentionally got infected? Yes, the best thing I ever did. For years I’ve talked to poz guys and they told me how erotic it was to take positive cum and how freeing it was when they got infected. And how horny they became when they pozzed up. They also said how much of a rush it was to shoot positive cum in a negative ass. I was shocked at that, but my cock was so hard and my cunt felt so great being fucked, I could only say “ Fuck me again and again” Jamie said “Are you sure?” “I’m sure I want you to fuck me again and you being poz seems so [banned word] but so erotic, I’ll worry about that tomorrow. All I know is that I enjoyed your fucking me so much that I want MORE!! Fuck me hard and shoot your erotic, positive cum deep inside my cunt! My body is yours to ravage!” We did not sleep. Jamie fucked me 4 more times and when he shot his load yelled”Take my poz cum!!!” I loved it and shot my load twice hands free!! By the morning, I could only think about being fucked and the idea of of being pozzed and how hard my cock got and how twitchy my cunt got. I couldn’t think of anything else!! I realized I was gay and I loved how that made me feel. And the idea of taking poz cum became such an erotic idea that I knew I was going to become HIV positive and LOVE IT! That morning I asked Jamie why he was on meds if it was so hot to poz a negative hole? He said his parents and doctors insisted but he was considering stopping them. He wondered if that was a problem with me. I thought about it and said “ If you stop your meds would still take your cum “ Jamie kissed me in the most passionate way and said “ Thank you for that. You will love taking charged loads and will realize how amazing it is to become HIV positive. I’m stopping my meds today and we will make passionate love multiple times each day until you become a fulfilled POSITIVE gay man! “Your life will be changed. It will be so much fun and you will experience sexual pleasures you haven’t even imagined. I have so much to show and teach you” I kissed and sucked on his nipples then went down to suck his cock. With the room being lit by the morning sun, I realized that the birthmark I saw above his cock was a really a biohazard tattoo. I sucked his cock until he shot a load in my mouth. It tasted so good. I swallowed some and shared the rest with Jamie. I wondered where I will put my tattoo when I poz up? My cock got so hard thinking about my first tattoo! I love Jamie’s nipple piercings, I think I will get mine pierced as well! “How long will it be before the virus comes back after you stop the meds?” I’m going to poz you up by Halloween!! My cock became hard as a rock and had precum pouring out of it!! I CANNOT WAIT!!

I am 18 going off to school. I’m average in body size and shape very smooth but a very nice 7.5 thick but cock. I’ve had no trouble finding girls because I like thin flat chested girls. When I approach them they are so grateful that they give it up so easily! My current girlfriend is so different, aggressive and loves anal sex. I met her at a party. She had a very short haircut wearing jeans an a tight silky polo shirt with amazing huge nipples imprinting on the shirt. We hit it off immediately! We went up to a bedroom and she jumped on me, stripped me, took her clothes off. And immediately started sucking my cock. She didn’t suck like other girls, who usually hated to suck ,she sucked like she loved it and was able to deepthroat me!! She was flat chested but had huge beautiful erect nipples. I’m a nipple lover and these were amazing!! We were all over each other. But when I went to go down on her she insisted no action on her pussy only on her anus. It was the first time I eat out an ass, rimming, she called it, but i actually really enjoyed it. She inserted my super hard cock up her ass and amazingly went in easily. She must have prelubed. Her ass felt so amazing on my cock. Much better than pussy. We fucked like demons and came together!! it was the best fuck I ever had!! And I didn’t know her name!! Keep your cock inside me she demanded. I’m Stevie she said. Did you ever have anal sex before? I’m Peter, no, it was amazing!! Keep your cock in me and fuck me again!! I got hard immediately unusual for me and we fucked for another half hour and had mutual explosive orgasms again!! Then Stevie said that I just fucked a man!! She was transgendered. I was flabbergasted!! Was that best sex you ever had? I had to say yes!! I just considered her a very kinky girl and dismissed it. We went out or more accurately fucked on three other occasions. The we both went off to school. I lucked out. There was a lottery for double rooms with private bathrooms and won one of them. When I was dropped off at school I found the room to be great good sized and a great bathroom!! I met my roommate, a nice guy, personable, the kind of guy you like immediately. I thought I saw thru his shirt that he might have had pierced nipples!! That surprisingly got my cock to twitch and got an immediate chubby!! He recommended after we unpacked to walk the campus and see what was around. We actually got along well, and he definitely had pierced nipples. I think Jamie noticed that I noticed. We found the dining hall eat and went over the next days activities. We found out we were both economic majors and had many of the same classes. We got back to the firm, we went to some partying on the floor had some beers. About midnight we went back to the room. Janies said he wanted a shower and I said I did too,I told him to go first. To my surprise he stripped naked next his bed before going in the bathroom. He had pierced nipples that were huge a beautiful and an uncut Huge cock. I thought I saw a birth mark in his trimmed pubes just above his cock. Jamie caught me looking and seductively smiled and took his shower. My. I got instantly hard and I think he noticed. I was so embarrassed. He came out of the shower and toweled off in the room. I took my shower and went to bed in my briefs Jamie was naked When the lights were out we started talking. I like your piercings Thanks I’ve had them a few years, I really like them. They made my nipples bigger and more sensative. Did it hurt much being pierced? I asked. A bit but it was well worth it I always liked nipples and yours are amazing!! Thank you Peter! I’m gay Peter is that a problem? No not at all. Are you? I don’t think so. That’s an odd answer!! I then told him about my transgendered experience and how good anal sex was and now when I jerk off I can’t cum unless I’m thinking about anal sex Have ever had sex with a man? No, unless you count Stevie. Do you have a hard on Peter? After a pause I said yes. Yes I would count Stevie, Jamie whispered. Jamie got out of bed, turned on the bathroom light a closed the door enough so the room was dimly lit. Became over to my bed, took his hand to mine and got me out of bed He gently kissed me and I returned it He got on his knees took off my briefs and took my erect cock in his mouth for an amazingly sensuous oral experience and then led me to his bed. We kissed passionately stimulated our nipples gently with our tongues and then took my first cock into my mouth. His cock was at least 8 inches uncut. The taste was intoxicating!! He turned around without removing his cock from my mouth and ducked my cock Then he started rimming me!! I never felt anything so wonderful!! Jamie slid his cock out of my mouth put my legs over my shoulders and continued to rim me. He slide his fingers in my anus then two then three then four. He removed them and his magnificent cock pushed against my cunt and slid in slightly. Amazingly I felt no pain but more pleasure than the rimming!! Over 10 minutes he pleasurably inserted his huge cock and starting fucking me!! I LOVED it!! I felt like I was going to cum or piss!! The Jamie said he was ready to cum I said cum in me He said he shouldn’t but he couldn’t help himself and shot 8 shots of cum in me and I followed by soaking my chest with a huge load!! After several minutes I could feel his cock getting harder and he fucked me again for a half hour and shot another load in me. It was wonderful!! When we came to our senses I asked Jamie why he didn’t want to cum in me initially? After a few minutes he said because I’m HIV positive!!

Last night, bathhouse Club Pitt, took 2 loads there. One fully anon. Then put a Sniffies add up and got 4 more loads driving around the city

Prefer a little resistance at first, but it is also fun to just be able to slide effortlessly into a sloppy hole and hear that sloshing sound.

I had an interesting fuck this morning. I woke up hella early to get to work so I could finish early and get back home. I was cruising sniffies and getting messages by many random men offering their cock or their holes for me to either bottom or top. Couldn’t decide, too many choices, so I went with meeting up the nearest guy who could host. The bonus was a rub down before playing. I’ve been doing so much physical work last few days and every muscles been aching so I decided this was the best option for today. I head over to this guy’s apartment and he opened up door to reveal a very sexy fit body and super handsome face. He’s a hot dude and I’m instantly hard thinking about getting inside him. Original plan was he’d massage me and then I’d fuck him and breed him good. I got undressed, laid down on his bed, face down. He starts rubbing massage oil all over my body and rubbing my muscles deep and hard. I’m in heaven, this was so much needed today. Usually anytime I get massaged like that, especially if I’m tired, I’ll fall asleep. This happened. I’m in a deep sleep all of a sudden. I come out of it to find him balls deep inside me. It took me a moment to fully realize what the sensation was. I thought maybe he was massaging my ass and fingering me, but quickly realize his cock is deep inside me going in and out. I squeeze my ass muscles in a reflex to my ass being penetrated and I hear him grunt and spasm as he cums. He falls down on top my body and regains his composure. I thank him for the unexpected gift of being bred. That sensation made me so hard that I begged to let me breed him. He was happy to oblige and actually told me to lay back on his bed with my cock in the air and he slid his ass down my cock and worked my cock so good. I was in heaven (again) as he brought me so close to orgasm and then stopped, would start again and this went on for awhile. He handed me poppers which help me relax and not cum so quickly and we fucked like that for about an hour until I couldn’t hold back any longer. I hit the poppers again and the. Grabbed him and swung him around so he was on his back and I was on top missionary and fucked him so hard and made out while shot my load. I made him cum hands free. I scooped up his cum and licked it up and we cum kissed . hot time and I look forward to another session again real soon.

i LOVE walking through the grocery store, looking at items, thinking about how that would feel to take inside my ass...i do it every time i go shopping! Once, at a hotel, i used the light fixture above my bed...it was FANTASTIC!!!

[Note to readers: I wrote this story as audio porn. For fun, copy the text into a program like Word with a “read aloud” feature and listen. That way you can also edit any way you like. Have fun!] *** Hi Andy. Come on in. You must be wondering why I invited you to meet me in a hotel room. No sweetie. It isn’t that. I may be your ex-girlfriend but I’m now a happily married woman, and I don’t cheat on my husband. Besides, after our recent conversation, I couldn’t have any interest in you. After all, you confessed that you’re actually gay and you’ve been hiding it from your wife for years. I could never have sex with a gay man. It would just be too weird. But I decided I had to help you come to grips with your true sexuality. You look puzzled. Let me explain. I’ve arranged for one of my gay friends, Kyle, to meet us here. He’s going to help you explore your desire for other men. I know this is very sudden. But as a friend who loves you, I knew I had to push you to be who you really are. Trust me: this is going to be the best afternoon of your life. Let me tell you a little about Kyle. He’s really handsome, very masculine, a no-doubt-about-it top. You said you like to fantasize about bottoming for an alpha male. He totally fits the bill. Oh, one more thing: Kyle is HIV positive and he isn’t on meds or PrEP. He even has one of those tattoos. You know – the poison symbol. Of course, if you insist, he can always use a rubber. Why don’t we wait to see how it goes. He’s downstairs in the lobby. I’ll text him. While we wait, pour yourself a drink. It will help you relax. I want you to do one more thing for me. You said you have a strong feminine side. I want you to let it out today. Here – I want you to wear my watch and my engagement ring. Go ahead, put them on. Oh, how adorable! They’re so pretty. I wasn’t sure the ring would fit, but you have small hands, rather girlish. *** That must be Kyle at the door. I’ll let him in. Hi, Kyle. This is Andy. Andy, say hi to Kyle. Why don’t you two get acquainted and…oh my! That was some kiss! I guess gay men don’t waste any time when they hook up. Andy, do you want me to leave? No? Are you sure? Good. I was hoping you’d let me stay and watch. Sweetie, when you take off your clothes, please wear my watch and ring. They look so cute on you. Don’t you think so Kyle? Makes him look like a real sissy? Is it OK to call Andy a sissy? I thought that was a slur. Oh, I get it. A top can call his bottom a sissy. It’s really sexy to watch two gay men making out. I’m getting turned on like I do when I watch gay porn. I’ve always wanted to watch a man suck another man’s cock. Andy, would you please go down on Kyle for me? He does have an amazing dick. Yes, Andy, get on your knees. Oh, that’s just so precious! Andy, it seems so natural for you to have a cock in your mouth. Kyle has such a big cock. Doesn’t he, Sweetie? I know, I know – you can’t talk with a cock in your mouth. No need. I can see how much you like it. And how much Kyle likes it too. Kyle, don’t choke him! I love watching you fuck Andy’s throat but remember this is his first time. He probably just practiced on his dildo, not the real thing. I’m going to take some pics with my phone. Hope you don’t mind. Andy, I’ll send these to you later. Hope I don’t mix up your phone number with your wife’s. Just kidding, sweetie. *** Kyle why are you stopping? I was hoping to get a shot of your cum on Andy’s face. Oh. I get it: you’re going to fuck him now! OK. I’ve never seen a guy lick another man’s ass before. Andy, do you like Kyle’s tongue in your tight hole? From the expression on your face and your moaning, I guess so. My watch and engagement ring look so cute on you when you grip the pillow. Do they make you feel like a sissy? Uh-huh? Oh, Kyle stopped to get some lube. I guess he’s about to fuck you, sweetie. What? A condom? Kyle, do you have a rubber? No? Well, Andy what do you want to do? Hold my hand, sweetie, and look at me. I think you should just let it happen. Yes, I mean bareback. Don’t let the moment pass. You’ve wanted this for too long. Great decision. Go ahead, Kyle. *** No worries, sweetie. That was just his first try at penetration. Yes, Andy, Kyle is very big. I know it hurts at first. But you can do this for me. You want to, don’t you? Kyle, what should Andy do? Good. Sweetie, you heard that, right? Relax and breathe. Kyle is going to pump your cock, too as his dick pushes into you. Ooo! There it goes. I can see the head of his dick is in past your sphincter. How does that feel? It burns, huh? Very warm, too. Kinda nice. Or maybe even really nice. You like the fullness, don’t you? I thought so. I’m going to go around to Kyle’s side for some photographs. God, that’s incredible. Andy, it’s like your ass was made for Kyle’s cock. It’s incredible to see him slide so deep inside you Andy. He’s almost to the base of his cock. You’re going to love these photos. Aren’t you glad you decided to let him fuck you bareback, sweetie? I knew it. Kyle, I think he’s ready for you to go faster. Yes, that’s it. Andy, he’s really starting to pound your ass now. Don’t you feel like a little bitch? Isn’t this what you always dreamed of? Do you like it better this way, on your belly? Kyle’s weight on top of you. He’s so strong, so manly. Don't you love being so submissive to your partner? I think he’s getting close now. God, I just love the sound of his balls slapping against your ass! What a hot, sexy, sound! Fuck him, Kyle! Fuck him! Fill his cunt with your toxic seed. Oh, yes! Yes! That’s it! Can you feel that, Andy? Kyle just pozzed you. Can you feel the wetness? Don’t pull out Kyle. Let your seed impregnate him with little toxic babies. Andy wasn’t that perfect? Aren’t you happy that Kyle didn’t cover himself? That seemed like such a big load. I think you’re going to convert from just that one load. You guys probably need a little rest before you go again. I’m going to leave now, but why don't you stay together all night? Sweetie, you can give me back my ring and watch tomorrow. I can’t wait to tell my husband why I’m not wearing them. He always said he thought you were a faggot. Your wife? What about her? I know, Andy. But just text her and make an excuse. And then plan your next date with Kyle. You two make such a cute couple.

First Time I met Jim online, I don't quite recall the site now, but it was probably Adam4Adam or an AOL chatroom. Either way, we hit it off right away, conversation wise, enjoying much of the same activities, nudity and outdoors. At that time I was in my mid 20's, learning about my gay identity and what I was really in to and meeting Jim gave me a chance to ask any type of question I wanted. Of course by this time I had some sexual activities with men, but they were either very quick or book store adventures sucking cock. Jim was twice my age, in his upper 40's, and his experience and knowledge of what he liked led us on the same path of my discovery. Jim was lean, hairy chest, slightly shorter than I as I am 6'4", but he had an amazing cock. Jim's cock was 9" and uncut. This was my first experience of a man that was uncut and it was very exciting. Of course this started with pictures and lots of discussion of what Jim liked. Jim described himself as very 'oral' and a top guy if he fucked. I already l knew I leaned towards a bottom guy even though I hadn't declared that to Jim. One day Jim finally invited me out to his house, to see that beautiful cock. I jumped at the chance. I showered before heading out. When I arrive and Jim's house the door off of the kitchen was open and I knocked on the screen door. Jim called to me and said, "come on in Tim". As I walked into the kitchen, Jim was on the other side of the room standing against the counter. He was wearing a t-shirt and boxer shorts. Immediately what I noticed, and focused on, was Jim's semi hard cock behind those boxers and the massive amount of precum staining those boxer shorts. I had never seen anything like it, certainly in life, but in pictures on the internet. Jim was a very heavy precummer, and most of his boxers were almost transparent with precum. "Do you like, Tim?", Jim asked as he noticed was staring with lust and amazement. "Wow Jim, I have never seen a man leak so much precum", I replied. "It is so sexy". Jim reached down and lightly rubbed his cock through his wet boxers, "would you like to see more? We could go into the bedroom". I did hesitate, "yes please". Jim led me to his bedroom which had a nice big four poster bed. When we were both inside, we faced other and Jim started to take off his shirt and lower his boxers. I had to stand in awe as this fit, hairy, hung man revealed what I so desperately wanted to see. Jim was hung at 9" and uncut. His cock was hard and seemed to be sticky from all of the preum he had been leaking. I reached out and touched his shiny wet cock head. I let my finger run circles over it, and of course more yummy precum started to flow. "Please undress boy", Jim said. I wasted no time and kicked off my shoes, t-shirt, and lowered my shorts. I wasn't wearing any underwear and was now very hard myself. "Let's get on the bed", Jim said as he walked around the bed to the other side, cock bouncing the entire time. I reached out and stroked Jim's big cock, my hand immediately becoming wet with this precum. As I held his cock I moved in front of him and rubbed my ass against his body. I let go of his cock and leaned over the edge of the bed, reaching back to rub my now exposed ass. I didn't know if I wanted Jim to fuck me without a condom, if he wanted to fuck me, or if I could even take that big cock in my ass. Jim leaned over me, resting his body on my back. I felt his big cock between us, the wetness of his precum just above my ass and crack. I was letting lust and desire guide me now, I wanted him in me. As I was sure he wanted to fuck me, he was now grinding against my ass, as I gently pushed back into him, then all of a sudden Jim said, "I need you to suck my cock Tim", and stood up behind me. I was in bewilderment as I thought we were both heading towards Jim's big cock in me. I stood up as well. Jim climbed up on the bed and laid on his back. I climbed up on my side and laid next to Jim, somewhat on my side so I could see his body and cock. I reached out with my hand and started touching his cock, eventually wrapping my fingers around it and slowly stroking it. I was focused on nothing but that cock and sliding the skin back over his wet cock head. With each stroke up his shaft another drop of precum oozed out of his cock head and on to his pubes. It was just so sexy to see and be a part of. Jim looked at me in the eyes, "Tim suck my cock, I need to cum so bad". I didn't need to say anything, but slowly lowered my head and opened my mouth. First thing was to clean off that lovely cock head! Jim's precum continued to flow so I slid his skin back with my left and and took his cock head into my mouth. His cock tasted so good, the saltiness that was already present from all of his leaking. The thick cock head on Jim filled my mouth as I sucked and tried to make more of his shaft. Jim's left hand found my hair and was rubbing the back of my head, neck, and shoulders. As I sucked on Jim's gorgeous cock, more precum flowing into my mouth. I had to take gulps eventually to deal with his precum and my saliva. As I did this, I was slowly grinding my now hard cock on Jim's lower leg. My left hand was working going between Jim's shaft and his furry balls. I continued to moan as I sucked on his big cock and grinding my cock into his leg. Jim started some dirty talk now, telling me to suck his big cock, "you like that cock don't you boy?". I just moaned around his thick wet cock. I couldn't do anything else. "do you want my cum Tim, do you want me to empty my balls into your mouth?". Jim kept asking. I lifted my mouth a little of his cock and got out, "please cum in my mouth, give it to me sir". Jim was lifting his ass off the bed now, thrusting into my mouth. I was holding Jim's full balls when his own hand went to his shaft. I knew he was getting close. Jim's tummy was rising and falling rapidly now and his precum was flowing even more now, if that was possible. I knew I too was getting ready to cum just by grinding on Jim's leg. I moved my left hand from Jim's balls to my own cock so I could cum when he did. "are you ready boy? I am getting so close". Jim said in short breaths. "fuck, here it comes". Jim started to shoot in my mouth. As soon as the first jet hin my mouth, I knew there was going to be a lot so I pulled my had a little of his cock so I could take it all in. "swallow my cum boy! Fuck! Feels so good", Jim kept saying. This was all I could take, I immediately jacked my cock harder and was rewarded with my own orgasm, my cum flowing out between Jim and I. I had to start swallowing Jim's load and milked his cock to get the last bit of his cum load into my mouth. "Tim, you don't have to swallow my cum if you don't want to", Jim said. After I have finished swallowing I looked at Jim, "it was my pleasure sir. I love your cum and how much you have". Jim laughed, "well when you don't cum that often it does build up". We both laughed. "I see you had to cum too, glad you did Tim". "sorry for the sheets and mess Jim, I couldn't help it."., Lightly holding Jim's shrinking cock and admiring it. I said, "maybe someday you will fuck me with this gorgeous cock". Immediately Jim said, "let's get you cleaned up before you go, Tim". Jim moved to get off the bed. I felt bad all of a sudden, like maybe I had done something wrong. I didn't think I had, but wasn't sure. I too got off the bed and followed Jim into the bathroom, both of us wearing nothing but socks. I admired Jim's thinner, fit, body and that hanging cock of his as he got a washcloth warmed in some water from the sink. Very sexy to me. Jim handed me the washcloth, "just throw it on the counter when you are done Tim". And Jim moved back into the bedroom where I could see him putting on some new shorts. I thought to myself maybe this is his behavior after an orgasm, distant and in a rush to 'wrap things up'. I know that feeling sometimes so I didn't let it bother met. I knew at some point I would have to ask him about this, especially if this was to happen again. Meeting Jim Again After being with Jim at his house I decided to give it a few days before reaching out and starting up a conversation and possible connection again. Before I could reach out, Jim sent me an email saying how wonderful the other day was and how much he loved me sucking his cock, my sentiments exactly, but I didn't want him to know how eager I was to suck his cock again. Plus, I didn't want to be told to leave right away, I still wasn't sure about that scene. I waited as long as I could and then sent a reply. "Jim. I had a wonderful time with you too. I think your body and cock are so amazing and I loved tasting you and having your shoot your load in my mouth." I was getting hard now just emailing him. "I would love to taste you again, and maybe even more. Please let me know when you have time to get together again" I signed the email and sent it. I was so horny now thinking about his gorgeous cock and all of that precum. I was hoping to hear back from Jim soon. It didn't take long before I heard back. Jim suggested I come over tomorrow for a repeat performance. I agreed immediately. The next day I made the drive out to Jim's house. This time Jim was wearing jeans and a t-shirt. Jim gave me a big hug and I could tell he was aroused already. "Great to see you again Tim, I have thought a lot about you". As we parted, I said "same here Jim, I have thought a lot about you and your cock." Jim said, "good baby, I want to show you my cock". I just smiled, and Jim took my hand and let me to the bathroom, which was off his bedroom and had two entries. We entered via the hallway and Jim stopped, turned to face me and took off his t-shirt. as I stood there, Jim reached down and unbuttoned his jeans, he was not wearing underwear and he pulled his big cock out, which was growing very hard, very quickly. "suck my cock Tim, I have a big load for you", Jim said. Of course I wanted more, but couldn't help but indulge myself on his gorgeous cock. I quickly knelt and took his shaft in my hand. There we were, in Jim's bathroom. His jeans unbuttoned, opened, cock hard and me on my knees taking in that gorgeous big cock! Jim kept up the hot talk, which turned me on even more. "yeah suck that cock baby. I want to swallow my hot cum load". Yes, he was turning me on and I just kept going on his cock, swallowing his precum when I could, and moaning in response. I knew Jim was getting closer, his cock was so hard now and swelling. I had already started jacking my cock with my other free hand and wanted to cum when Jim did. Jim put his hand on my head, slighly pulling my head back a bit, then with his free hand wrapped it around his cock. "I am cumming, uuuuuummm. open your mouth for me baby". I opened my mouth wide, and put my tongue out. Jim had pulled his cock out enough that he could stroke his cock and and then he started cumming....I could feel each jet of his hot cum hit my tongue and the back of my throat. As soon as he shot twice I started cumming with him. I moaned loudly and shot my cum all over his leg and feet. "fuck yes boy, cum. take my cum in your mouth", Jim said while he continued to shoot. when he stopped shooting he eased back into my mouth. "swallow all of my load baby boy". I was swallowing and getting every bit of cum I could out of his balls and into my mouth. When there was no more cum, I took control of his shaft and gently cleaned the top of his cock. I finally let go and leaned back, letting his gorgeous softening cock fall free. I admired it so much. Jim leaned down and said, "thank you Tim, I needed to cum so bad". He then leaned in and kissed me, letting me taste his tongue and share the remnants of his hot load with him. When he broke free I looked down at his feet that had my cum dripping on them. "sorry about cumming on your feet Jim", I said and looked up at him. "oh, no worries at all, it was very hot!" Jim said. Jim helped me up, asking, "do you want to clean up before you go?". Immediately I knew I was being sent on my way, once again. "No thanks", is all I said and got organized enough to go. I started walking to the door, and let myself out as I heard Jim say, "great to see you". I looked back, "you too" I said and turned to leave. Puzzled by Jim After leaving Jim's place I was more puzzled than before and wasn't really sure where things stood between us. Yes, I absolutely loved sucking his cock, but I thought I let it known my interest was having him in me. I wondered if I should just wait the standard week for Jim to reach out or just throw my thoughts out there and realizing I might scare off this gorgeous man with a gorgeous cock. I just knew deep down I wouldn't be satisfied just sucking his cock all the time. Plus, how Jim ended things after our encounters was off putting to say the least. I typed out an email to Jim and fired it off. "Dear Jim, I hope you are doing well. I wasn't sure when I was going to hear from you again so I thought I should express some feelings I am having regarding us hooking up, getting together. First I should say I love your cock, sucking your cock, and your cum. I have really enjoyed this with you and believe you enjoy it too. However, there are two things that have been bugging me when and after we get together. As you already know, I consider myself to be more of a bottom and I thought last week I had shown you that by bending over your bed for you, but then again maybe it wasn't clear enough. I want your big cock in me so bad, I think you would be a perfect top man for me and could teach me how to be a great bottom. I am not very experienced in bottoming, but want to be and want you to teach me. The other thing is the way we depart when I visit you. It isn't really a departing, but rather you cumming and then showing me the door. While enjoying your cock I am fully into it, but after you it is another story. It seems you can't wait to get me out of your house. I just don't understand that. Like I said before, maybe this just ran it's course and I may not hear from you, but I really want to understand you. I hope to hear from you, Tim" and I hit sent. I waited for a few minutes, thinking of Jim's cock and how perfect I thought it was, but after time had gone by I realized Jim wasn't going to respond any time soon. So be it, time to move on. Before I left for work I checked one more time, nothing. When I got home from work I debated about checking my email but ultimately decided to check it and maybe jump on Adam4Adam. To my surprise, there was a response from Jim. "Dear Tim, please let me say I am sorry for my behavior both times, I honestly feel terrible and felt bad after you left both times. I truly was afraid if we interacted much I would want you to stay and then things might progress into something more, something more physical. I am so fucking turned on by you and afraid how things will get out of hand to easy with you. All of this is not good to say over email, you can't really see my reaction or feel my apology. Tim, I am sorry. If you would like to come out again, please do. Maybe Saturday? We can just sit and talk, there is something I need to tell you anyways, and I feel bad I have waited this long. please let me know if you can come. Jim" Wow, I wasn't quite sure what to say. On one hand I was very hesitant to run out to meet with Jim, I felt as thought I would end up sucking his cock and him kicking me out. I didn't want that again. On the other hand I wanted to hear what he had to say and let him explain his behavior. It took me about fifteen minutes to decide. I responded to Jim's email. "Jim, Thank you for your words. You really turn me on, but I need to feel as though I am not a receptacle for your cum load. I need to know why you always want me to get out of your house. I will be over Saturday around noon. See you then, Tim" I still wasn't sure if this was the right way to go with him, but I really wanted to know, and deep down Jim really turned me on. Weakness is my lust. Saturday arrived and I was actually nervous and excited to be heading to Jim's again today. I showered and cleaned out, not really thinking that this will lead to him fucking me, but out of caution for anything to happen. I dressed pretty casually; shorts, jock, tennis shoes, and a t-shirt. I would play with my cock on the drive out to Jim's, thinking back to his big wet cock and his cum loads that I loved. As I entered his drive way, I had settled down and the butterflies had come back to rest in my stomach. I didn't have to knock on the screen door, Jim was waiting for me and opened the screen door. "So good to see you Tim, thank you for coming out", he said while pulling me in for a hug. Jim was wearing loose fitting gym shorts, a dark green color, and a blue t-shirt. I hugged him back. This long hug lasted a little while, which felt great. "Please come in. I was sitting in the living room enjoying a glass of wine. Not sure if you are interested, but if you are just let me know". Because I was so nervous, I agreed to a glass of wine. Jim smiled and poured me a glass of red from a bottle he had open on the counter. He handed me the glass and asked me to follow him to the living room. Jim's glass was on the coffee table in front of a very nice, 'comfortable', couch. Jim sat at one end and I at the other. Jim faced me on the end cushion, pulling his legs up under him folded. As I sat down opposite him, I almost got to glimpse up his shorts and thought for a second I could see his soft uncut cock, but that must have been my imagination. I had taken my shoes off prior to sitting down so now I was able to get comfortable like he was. I reached my glass out to towards him, "cheers". Jim got his glass and clinked his glass to mine, "cheers Tim. Thank you so much for coming out to talk." Jim kept his glass in his hand and said, "Tim, I would love to kiss you right now, but I know I need to talk to you first". I just smiled. Jim continued, "Tim again I have to say I am sorry for my behavior when you were here last, the last two times. It was very rude of me, so I need you to know I am sorry. I hope you can forgive me." "I do forgive you Jim. What do you need to tell me?". Jim took a moment to gather his thoughts. "Tim, when you were here last week and we had gone into my bedroom. We got naked and before we got on the bed you managed to get in front of me, bent over my bed. I can't tell you what that did to me, and my cock. I was so turned on, obviously leaking like crazy, and I wanted to bend you over further and eat your ass, and slide my big cock into you. Sorry to be so blunt, but that is the truth". I didn't understand, that is what I wanted, and if he wanted it to...this wasn't making sense, and I told Jim so. "why didn't you?" Jim looked at me intently. "Tim I didn't try and fuck you because I am HIV positive. It was already bad enough I was leaking like crazy and the thought of my precum getting in your hole somehow, I just didn't want that to happen." I was now silent. This man, that I was lusting over so badly, was poz? What the fuck! My luck. "Jim, what in the fuck? You never mentioned that in our conversations nor in your profile online." I immediately saw Jim deflate a little and felt bad for that harsh reaction. I continued, "Sorry Jim. Truly I am not upset about you being poz, not at all. I just wish I had known, that you had told me from the beginning". "I know Tim, I am sorry. I wanted to tell you that first time you came out, but you were so hot and I was so horny, I needed to cum so bad. Honestly, when you bent over the bed, I almost gave in. My wet cock was laying in your crack, leaking above your ass. I know you wanted me to fuck you, or I think you wanted me to fuck you, but I didn't tell you and told myself I couldn't." I could now see Jim's cock beginning to show beneath those shorts and this embolden me to ask questions. "Jim, can I ask you something?" I said. "of course Tim, anything you want". I thought about how to ask, "are you on medication?" "Yes Tim, I have been for years now". I continued, "so doesn't that make the chance of me getting pozzed unlikely?". "yes, in a way. me being on meds makes it a lot harder for you to become infected, there is still that small chance, especially if we were to have raw sex on a frequent basis." Jim waited a minute to let me think about that, but continued, "don't get me wrong Tim, since I have become positive, I rarely have protected sex with condoms, but if you would feel more comfortable with that I would gladly do that." I sat in silence for a moment, thinking about Jim, sex with Jim, safe sex with Jim, and then raw sex with Jim. Then I looked at him, "Jim, thank you for saying that. really. For me, I think if we were to have safe sex, I probably wouldn't want to have sex. You turn me on very much, and your cock is amazing", I started blushing a little bit, "I want to feel you in me naturally, no condom". Jim smiled then said, "you are just so damn cute, and hot. Thank you Tim. If it happens we now won't worry about that". Jim drank the last bit of his wine, stood, and offered me a refill, "care for me to top you off", while reaching for my glass. I handed Jim my glass, but it was now that I noticed Jim's cock was certainly semi hard and I could make out a wet spot on his shorts. I was just staring. Jim noticed, "sorry Tim but you got me going with that last statement. When I start to get hard, hiding my dick is one thing, but my wet spots. not really that easy", and he laughed. "When you get back Jim, I have another question for you, I hope that is ok?". I said. "Of course Tim, anything you want to ask is ok with me." Jim trailed off, but added, "I want to share it all with you", and he winked at me. This started setting me off. Jim walked back into the kitchen, and he seemed harder in his shorts than he was just a minute ago. When Jim returned with two glasses his cock had softened a little, but his shorts were wet, wetter than they were. Jim handed me my glass and sat down on his side, facing me. "cheers Tim, here is to new found friendships and fun". We clinked glasses and Jim said, "ok Tim, what would you like to know?" Looking at Jim I asked, "do you really like fucking Jim? I mean I wasn't sure for a moment." Jim put his glass down and jumped up, "hold that question Tim. Would you mind if I get a little more comfortable?" "Of course not, take your time". Jim walked off quickly to the bedroom. I heard him opening things, and within in a few minutes Jim returned. As he walked past me he had a bare ass, with only a thin jock running between his ass cheeks. He had removed his shorts and put on a jock. Jim sat down again and grabbed his wine glass. I was checking out the front of his jock now. The jock he chose was made of mesh material and you could see all of Jim's big cock packed tightly in this material. "Ok, sorry, I feel much better now. My shorts were going to get wet and sticky, better to have some flow". He laughed. "What did you ask? Oh right, do I really like fucking? Simple answer is fuck yes I do". I took a sip of the wine, "ok, what do you like about it?" I could immediately see Jim's eyes glaze over and his cock started to get hard. "oh Tim, where to start? To me, there is nothing sexier than seeing my skin covered cock head resting on a wet tight hole, just before starting to push in. Fuck, I love that. I also love that feeling of my bare cock inside of a hot tight ass. Knowing that I am leaking more and more precum in him and seeing that on my cock as I pull out". Jim reached down with one hand and squeezed his now swollen cock through that mesh material. "damn I love it. You know that when I became poz I stopped having that type of hot sex with men, unless they were already poz, but on meds." Jim let go of his cock and looked at me. "Tim, what about you? You like to be fucked, right? How much experience do you have being fucked or have with raw sex?" Jim then caught me off guard, he put down his glass of wine and leaned over to my side of the couch, kissed me fully, and said "please make yourself comfortable too if you like". He then sat back down and got his glass of wine. I thought to myself, sure. I set my wine down then stood up and dropped by shorts so now both Jim and I were wearing jocks. Mine wasn't as sexy as Jim's, but it left my ass open and that felt great. "Thank you Jim, feel much more relaxed now". I said as I grabbed my wine, but purposely pulled both of my feet up on the couch in a way that my hole was slight exposed to Jim, although slightly covered by my jock. I saw Jim looking right at my hole for a second then he refocused on me. "so, to your question, absolutely I like being fucked. Since I started experimenting with men, mutual jack off sessions or sucking cock at a video theater, I knew I wanted to be fucked, that is where every fantasy or every porn viewing session ends, me wanting to the bottom of a total top man." As I had been talking, One of Jim's hands had dropped to his hard cock and slowly rubbed it through the mesh material. As he did that, I had subconsciously lowered one of my hands and rubbed my ass cheek right along my jock, in my crack. He was so hot to watch. Jim broke my focus, "that is hot Tim, thank you for sharing. And what about raw sex with a man? have you done that already, or have you always wanted to?" I was no looking at Jim again. Thinking back to a few of the men I have let fuck me. "Yes, I have certainly thought about it, and I have had a man in me raw, but he didn't cum in me." Jim quickly asked, "did you want him to?" All I could say, "yes". "Nice", Jim said. He pulled his jock aside and let his big dripping dick out. Even from my end of the couch I could see his cock leaking down his shaft, without him even stroking. Jim started to get up, "baby I need to get a towel for this leaking, be right back". He stood and walked past me into the bedroom/bathroom. While Jim was out I put my wine down, stood and removed my jock. Just felt much better to be free. I sat back down, grabbed my wine, and awaiting Jim's return. This time when Jim returned I could see his big hard dick bouncing in the air as he walked by, cloth in hand. I did have my feet up again so Jim would see my bare hole. Jim sat back down and that cloth in his hand. "damn leaking" and he laughed. Jim then noticed my hand down near my bare hole. "very glad you decided to get more comfortable. And I don't want to embarrass you at all Tim, but your bare hole looks so fucking sexy." I did blush a little, but thanked Jim. "so, this man, you wanted him to cum in you, did you know his status, Tim"? I paused a moment, then almost feeling bad about my decision back then. "I did not know his status. it was just very in the moment and the chemistry was right". Jim nodded in understand, "I have been there, I know Tim." While nodding his understanding, Jim was still patting his cock head dry, as he was still leaking. "Jim, you precum so much, do you ever use lube?" "Sometimes I do Tim, it just depends on the situation. My precum is very slick and is a great natural lube. Wanna see?" I had already felt Jim's precum, and tasted it, and began to mention this, but Jim had already gotten up, leaving his cloth behind, and knelt before me. He took his leaking cock in one hand and stroked it a few long hard strokes with a huge amount of precum on his index finger. I thought Jim was going to let me touch it again, but he said "not with your fingers Tim". He reached for my open ass with that same index finger and looked at me, "spread your ass for me Tim". In a little shock, with my one hand, I spread my ass cheek apart, exposing my hole. Jim reached down and starting rubbing his precum soaked finger all over my tight hot hole. It felt absolutely amazing. "See? It is pretty good lube, but if a guy only leaks a little bit it can just become more sticky after some fucking", Jim said as he pulled his finger back and sat back down. I was still in shock, I watched Jim sit back down, cock still rock hard and leaking. I asked him, "Can I try a little more?" as I got up to went to him. I grabbed his big cock and stroked it two or three times, really getting a good about on my fingers. I sat back down across from Jim and spread my legs wider. Watching him, I inserted my fingers, covered with his precum, into my tight hole. I started moaning and sliding my fingers in and out. Jim rose off the couch and reached for my hand, "I need to fuck you Tim, do you want that too?" "Yes baby, please fuck me now!" I took Jim's hand and he led me to the bedroom. I still felt a little wetness around my hole and couldn't wait for me! "Tim, bend over the bed like you did that day". I smiled and bent over the bed, just as I did that day I tried to let Jim know I was interested in him fucking me. Jim knelt, spread my ass apart, and drove his tongue into me! I immediately squirmed.with pleasure. Jim took hold of my ass cheeks and spread me open further so he could shove his face in my ass. I was moaning, "fuck that feels good Jim. I need you to fuck me, please". My cock was hard and leaking on Jim's bed. after a few minutes of Jim assaulting my hole with his tongue, He gave my crack one long lick and then stood up. "Tim, turn around and look at my hard cock drip. I am going to fuck you with this cock. Do you want me?" Jim's cock was so hard, and leaking down his shaft. "Yes please baby". I jumped up on the bed, on my back, and pulled my legs up so Jim knew I wanted him NOW. Jim started running his fingers through my crack across my wet hole. He then grabbed his cock and started squeezing out gobs of precum. Each time taking the sweet natural lube and rubbing it up and down, over my hole, and inside of me. This went on for half a minute or more until Jim said, "there Tim, I think you are ready". With his cock in one hand, and the other hand spreading my ass cheeks apart, Jim eased his wet cock head right to my ring. "Your ass looks so good and tight baby boy, push out a little for me baby", Jim said. I started to push out a little bit while staring at Jim's face. Jim was looking down at his cock head slowly entering my hole. My mouth dropped open as I felt his cock head finally open me up and push through. That first pop of a nice cock entering you, it felt amazing and the look on Jim's face confirmed that he was feeling the same sensations on his cock. Jim started rocking his his body in and out gently, letting my hole get used to his cock. With each slide forward Jim entered me a little more. His hand had moved from his cock to my leg, and now he was holding both of my legs up while rocking his cock in and out. I could really feel my ass getting wetter and wetter with each thrust of Jim's cock. He was leaking a tremendous amount of precum in my neg ass and I was loving it. "Fuck Jim, I love your precum", I moaned Jim looked at me and smiled, hands holding up my legs, and then pushed in the remaining inches until I could look down and see his pubes pushed against my balls. I was so full of this perfect man! Jim let go of my legs and leaned down so his face was above my face. I wrapped my legs around his waist to keep him in me. Looking me in the eyes, Jim said, "I am so deep in you Tim, and leaking so much. do you like it?" whispering to him I said, "yes Jim, I love your cock and precum". Jim ground a little deeper into me, kissed me and then said, "it is my poz precum Tim, is that ok?" "yes!", I said. Looking into his eyes I continued, "please give me all of your juice baby" and kissed him back harder. Jim growled a little broke the kiss. He raised up, as I released my leg grip on him, took my legs and put them over his shoulders, and started pulling his cock out of me. Then he pushed back in. Tim built up a nice rythm to this, going a little faster with each thrust in me. I looked down at my own cock, I was so hard and leaking a little puddle above my pubes. I loved the way this man fucked. Jim saw me looking at my cock leaking and pulled his cock all the way out of my ass and laid it next to my cock, he was still leaking, next to my puddle. "Our cocks look so good together Tim". I was now touching Jim's big, uncut cock. "Jim, I fucking love your big cock and how much you leak. damn you are sexy." I looked up at him while running my fingers through his precum mess. "baby, my ass is so empty, please fill me again". "Tim, once I am back in your ass, I am not pulling out until I fall out. Are you ok with that?". "fuck yes baby, please cum in me". Jim took some of his precum from the tip of his cock, and inserted a covered finger in my mouth. As I sucked on his finger, Jim said, "fuck yes boy, I need to cum in you so bad". Jim took his finger out of my mouth, grabbed his cock and lined it up with my loosened hole. He worked his cockhead back in past my ass ring then looked up at me as he sank all nine inches of that gorgeous cock into me. My head fell back as I took all of him. Once he stopped, I felt he was buried in me. "get ready Tim, time to let go". Jim then pulled all the way out and shoved back in slowly. He started picking up his pace. With one hand he reached down and grabbed my cock, stroking me at the same pace he was now fucking me. His pace just kept picking up and soon Jim was pulling all the way out and slamming back into me. Then he slowed down again, looked at me and asked, "ready for my cum load Tim?". "yes baby, fuck me, cum deep in me, give me your hot poz cum". That was all it took. Jim slid all the way into me and jacked my cock hard. "I am cumming boy" and I felt his cock swell inside of me and oh fuck, I felt the shot of his hot cum deep in me. that was all my cock needed, I started exploding all over my stomach at the same time. As I was cumming, Jim bent down to my face again, speaking to me softly. "feel my cum baby boy? I am breeding you as I should do all the time". I couldn't agree more. I looked into Jim's eyes, "please fuck me again Jim. I want to go home with two of your hot loads in me". Jim kissed me deep as he slowly slid out of my now seeded hole. Later that night, with me riding him, Jim gave me another of his hot loads deep in my ass. Epilogue: Jim and I continued to hand out and fuck throughout the summer. After roughly two and a half months Jim finally made me like him. I spent a week at Jim's house, with him helping me and taking care of me, and seeding me whenever I could do that for him. We had a lot of fun after the summer until later that year when Jim had to move for work. It was a tough decision to let Jim go, but it wasn't a good time for me to leave. We stayed connected for a long time, even after Jim found a great bottom man. I will always remember Jim, and even got his initials and a plus sign, tattooed on my ass cheek "JS+ 2012"

Yes My teammate on swimming team in high school We were both 15 at time He fucked me bareback and came in my ass

I've realized I'm not into watersports. I did it with my ex (giving and receiving urine in mouth and body) but I'm not into it - that's not an experience I look for. Does it happen to urinate in the shower for my current guy and I? We don't complain but we don't "sexualize" the act. Not to speak about solid body discards - be it poo or be it puke- it's even more disgusting! Besides that I'm not into chems. Or, even worse, the idea of someone filming me having sex, turns me off and makes me run instantly - I admit, it's due to my profession, I've seen too many sextorsions and revenge porn, I don't find it intriguing at all! For the rest, my body and tongue have no exploration limits. Forgot to mention that I don't enjoy much licking a hairy ass or armpits, we both shave those body areas. Going beyond my body, I don't enjoy sexual experiences with complete strangers - just bend over and receive, or uncover your penis and give.

So many young guys get educated when going off to college.

Was horny again and was looking for guys on the apps. Quite early this builder guy messaged me needing to dump his load. Of course I could refuse. He wanted me blindfolded on the bed ass up. I obliged. He came in fucked, dumped his load and left. Not long after a regular fuck buddy of mine messaged me that he’s horny. He came over and fucked me good. He’s a heavy cummer s and the cum was already running out of my hole. He usually fucks me twice but I didn’t have enough time. At lunch I messaged this Latino guy on Romeo he was down to fuck my cummy hole. At the same time I was messaging another regular who loves fucking me preloaded. After the Latino came and dumped his load I went to my regular. He was already hard when I got there. He fucked me and licked my hole. When he dumped his load and pulled out there was a big puddle of cum on the floor.

This. It’s almost always other bits of my body that tire first, usually knees, or if I’m face down arse up on a fuck bench, then it’s my inner thighs from keeping my legs spread wide to give the top full uninhibited access (same when I’m on my back). But as long as I keep moving round and changing position, I can keep going for hours. I guess my arse has just got used to being abused over the years- sure, there are occasions when a long rough pounding from a super hung guy will still wear it out, but it’s pretty plastic these days, and seems to recover quite quickly. Fuck-wise, I reckon I must have approached triple digits on one day at Folsom in Berlin recently, but I was good to go again the following day.

Mine too, makes me wanna go down the same path.

My favorite plots. From hetero to gay, then from gay to poz! And after that, from poz to gifter takes just a short while!

I have to say my experience is that guys seems to love a sloppy hole! I recently started taking a fist and my tops say my cunt feels much more sloppy, used and slutty. They can take their time and I can grab their dick with my ass muscles when they need it. I think they love the idea they are using a sloppy slags well used cunt! Just saying! 😈😈😈

Not found a point I get sore and need to stop yet. Possibly years of practice has helped? What I find to be the issue is what position I’m in, if I’m standing with bent legs not being supported by anything it’s the legs that ache and make me stop for a bit not my ass getting sore. However if I’m bent over something or in a sling then it’s a case of ‘em line up!!

Had an exgf get an HIV scare and I was still reassuring her she'll be fine but needs to be proactive and get tested, fuck I was so turned on by it, I wanted to her her break down with the "bad" news and be there for her as a supportive BF and let her knew I'm committed to her and "our" disease. Sadly no such luck.

Today, my latest. I was sitting by a hotel pool getting some sun and kinda snoozing. I got hot and took a dip. I had on a cute tiny thong bottom, my usual swim attire. I had been in the water cooling off when a kinda thug looking guy, tatted and tough looking came through the pool gate and sat right where my towel was. He straight up told me I had a cute ass and asked me if my hair was real, which it is, lol. We chatted a bit and despite his rough demeanor he seemed nice. He was working a job for construction nearby it turns out. I was kinda horny and started to pull and tweak my nipples casually while chatting and I could see him squirm in his chair due to his developing hard on., as he watched me play with my pierced nipples. I could not take it any longer and took a huff of poppers just to get over my shyness. He saw me huff the poppers and asked me what they were and by then I was in the middle of the hit and I think I told him something like they were to relax my backdoor. He stood up and took my towel and said to me, you get out (of the pool) asd come to my room. I stepped up the ladder and he took my ass cheek in hand and shoved his fingers up me and slipped my towel around me and gathered my bag. His room adjoined the pool so it was a short walk. I hit my poppers again, he fingers still up me as we walked, and when we got to his porch he said to have a seat and he would be right back. He came back with a joint and we smoked it, mostly me and he gave me a beer and I drank that, deep throating the bottle. I opened my mouth and let my tongue drop out to let him know I was ready and huffed the poppers again and then sitting there he stood in front of me and pulled his jeans down. His hardon was huge and purple and I opened my mouth wide for him to use. Several pumps and I felt warm cum running down my chin. I licked him clean, kinda disappointed he went so fast when I tried to stand up he told me we are not done. He took me inside and pushed me down on the bed and told me to kneel on the bed and then he pushed my head into the pillow and I felt his hands push my thighs wider to spread me. I felt him spit on my hole and then the constant and increasing pressure of a cock wanting in. I hit my poppers agai and I felt him go in. I heard him groan and not sure what I did other than say something like OMG and f-- me sir. Which he pounded me silly then for multiple times.

I drove an hour and half to Philly for the bathhouse and got four loads by hot daddys- three black and one white. I love that sling room. I then fucked this jock that was a great whore. Came twice.

My hungry ass. God I need a big cock deep inside it

Chapter 5 – Plugs, Bumps, and More Toys Chapters 1 through 4 describe my initial meeting with Jeff and the dinner that led to an intense fisting session. We’ve been partying, and he just dumped his load in me while his hand was inside me. Now, we’re taking a break, laying on the bed, cuddling, and making out. “Damn, that was intense!” “It sure was. We have great chemistry.” I reached down to finger Jeff’s hole and was reminded of the plug he had inside him. The Gape Keeper had been in him the whole time he was fisting me and must have felt amazing in his ass when he fucked me. This made him realize that my ass was empty. He walked over to where all the toys were and picked up The Post, a new toy that I had just recently gotten. In fact, I hadn’t done more than a quick ride when it came in. He lubed it up and walked over to the bed. “Legs up”, he commanded. I moved to the edge of the bed and lifted my legs, exposing my happy hole. Jeff fingered it before trying to insert the plug. This one is thick from the start, and he had difficulty getting it in. Instead, he put the plug on the floor, and I sat on it. It really is a big stretch from the start, but once it’s in, it is not going anywhere! Of course, Jeff had to check to ensure the plug was well seated, and he moved it around inside me. As we lay on the bed feeling each other up, we talked some more about what we were into with another hot guy. There wasn’t much that at least one of us hadn’t explored, so we were confident that we were both open to suggestions. We were drinking some sports drinks to rehydrate. I told Jeff that I usually get T dick, which meant that it would be unlikely that I would breed him tonight. He looked at me and said, “Cum isn’t the only thing you can load me up with.” Hmm, maybe some piss play was in the offing. After some recovery time, Jeff pulled out his own bag of T and recommended bootie bumps for us. We needed to extract the plugs to do that, and I volunteered to bump Jeff first. Now, he scooted to the edge of the bed and lifted his legs. The Gape Keeper had been in there a while, and the X Lube had dried out a bit, so I sprayed it with a little water. I always keep a spray bottle with water in it for this type of situation, and it served well in this case. The extra water rehydrated the lube and let the toy move freely around his hole. Of course, I did spend some time just playing with the toy while it was in his ass. But then, I pulled it out so that I could booty bump his sweet hole. It looked so beautiful, gaping open with all the hair around it matted down with lube. I slid a few fingers in to prep him for the bump, then picked up the bag to find a good one for him. “I’ll slide this in, then put the plug back in your ass, OK?” Jeff nodded, so I used two fingers to slip a good-sized shard into his ass. I spent a bit of time moving around inside him to distribute any powder that might be on my fingers. Then, I pushed the plug back in. “I already feel the burn! Now, it’s your turn.” The plug in my ass was still well-lubed, but Jeff needed to tug pretty hard to get it out. The design of this one has a nice ridge on it, and my hole needed to expand to let it out. Once it was out, he played a little bit, then inserted a shard and then the plug. Now, plugged and bumped, we started to make out. A booty bump makes me even more ass focused than usual, but we needed to give those shards some time to melt. What better way to wait than by shoving our tongues down each other’s throats? Damn, Jeff is a great kisser. He had the right mix of tongue and lip play, getting me really horned up. At one point, he grabbed the pipe, melted some crystals down, and took in a huge cloud. Then, he lowered his lips over mine, and we shared the smoke back and forth. My head was spinning from the T and the sensuality of it all. Jeff looked at me and said, “I want something bigger in my ass.” He didn’t need to ask twice. We walked over to the sling, still with the plugs in our asses. I asked if he wanted my hand or a toy, and he wanted to start with a toy. He liked the feel of the Gape Keeper, and so he selected a Mare Maker from Topped Toys as the replacement. While it is only a little bit bigger, the added depth makes it an amazing ride. Jeff got himself situated in the sling while I lubed up the toy. This one is smooth, with a seriously thick middle section. They have one more that is larger than mine, but this toy is another wild stretch. Once it was ready, I sat on the stool to prepare to insert it. Of course, that meant that the Gape Keeper needed to come out. I was merciless this time and just pulled it out quickly. I knew Jeff’s hole could take it since it was still well-lubed from when I inserted it after the bump. Even though he grunted when I did it, his smile told me he enjoyed it. I dropped the Gape Keeper and lined the Mare Maker to his hole. Then, I started to push. The initial entry was easy since his ass was open and well-lubricated. Then, he realized how wide the toy was and held up a hand for me to slow down. I stopped, and Jeff picked up the poppers. He took a deep hit in each nostril, holding the second one in. I waited until he nodded at me with unfocused eyes, and then I pushed some more. The poppers had relaxed his hole enough that the rest of the toy slid right in. This beast is almost 12’ around, and his ass swallowed it like it was a finger. So fucking hot! I let the toy rest in his ass, just tapping on the base to send some shivers up his ass. He needed some time to get used to having this inside him before I was going to pull it out. Once I knew he was ready, I started to pull it back. I wasn’t going to take it very far back this time, but I wanted to work his ass over with the dildo. He was moaning and flexing his ass, letting me know he was enjoying my ministrations. It was sexy to see his hairy hole expanded around the toy and to watch those hairs move through the lube as I moved the toy. Eventually, I moved to longer strokes, pulling the toy almost all the way out before sinking it into his ass again. Jeff was moaning in pleasure as I showed his ass no mercy. The Mare Maker was living up to its name and turning his hole into a fantastic gape. Jeff told me he wanted to do some poppers and then have me really work his ass over with the toy. I kept it deep in him while he hit the brown bottle, and once he was ready, I pulled it all the way out. Then, I shoved it all the way in. I repeated the full removal and deep insertion several times, knowing that the feelings would be intense. They’d be multiplied by the poppers, and the T. Jeff had his head thrown back in the sling and was fully submitting his ass to my handiwork. It was another amazingly sexy and sensual moment between us. After this, Jeff wanted to play in my ass. Of course, I was OK with that. He asked if I had any butt plugs that were larger than the Gape Keeper he had used earlier. The one he used before was the 75, so I got up to grab the 100 version. This meant an increased circumference from 7.5’ to a full 10”. I lubed it up, checking in with him if this was an OK size. He nodded lustily, and I got ready to insert it. Jeff was holding the Mare Maker in his ass, making some smaller motions with it. I moved his hand away and started to pull it out. To make things interesting, I started with a slow extraction but pulled it out quickly once it was over the thickest part. I dropped it on the floor and shoved in the larger Gape Keeper. Jeff took it easily. I gave him a moment of rest in the sling before helping him out and jumping in myself. Jeff asked if I wanted a fist or a toy. Like him, I went for a toy. This time, I had him grab the Hankey’s Dog dildo. I love taking the knot in my ass, and I knew that Jeff would enjoy fucking me with it. He got it lubed and ready. The movements to get into the sling moved The Post around in my ass. It’s not long, but that is a seriously wide fucker. When we were ready, Jeff moved it around a bit and realized that he needed to rehydrate the lube. He sprayed some water from the bottle nearby and twisted the toy around in my ass to get the newly wetted lube better distributed. Once convinced that it was slippery enough, he yanked it out of my hole. The ridge audibly popped out of my ass. He put it down and got the Dog ready to enter. Jeff quickly got the dildo inserted in up to the knot. This is the large size, so the knot takes it from 8” to almost 12”. I held up my hand when I felt the knot at my hole. Whether I needed them or not, doing some poppers before swallowing the knot would be fun, so I picked them up and did two healthy snorts from the bottle. Then I nodded at Jeff, and he applied pressure to force my ass to open for the knot. Between the poppers and the T, my ass opened, and the knot easily passed into my ass. I was in that wonderful popper fog when all you see is a glowing eye, and your brain is aflame with need. I pushed down with my ass to take it even deeper and soon felt the base resting on my hole. “Fuuuuck,” muttered Jeff, seeing me take the whole toy. He let me get accustomed to it, making minor motions and tapping the base. The knot on this dildo rests right at my prostate, so those taps were creating seismic sensations. Then, he started to turn the toy in my ass. The knot is not even around the toy. It basically creates an area with greater width than the rest of the dildo, so rotating it lets the knot travel all over my inner canal. Even as the poppers were wearing off, I was bucking around as he worked my ass. Then, I felt the signs of a coming orgasm. Jeff must have sensed this because he increased the urgency of his actions. He added in some small in-and-out motions, and my cock started to spew out its load of cum. My entire body was shaking with the feelings, and I clamped down harder on the toy, making the orgasm even more intense. Jeff waited until I had returned to my senses after cumming. Then he drove the dildo home and stood up, still holding the toy deep inside me. He leaned over to clean up the cum that was on my hairy belly and in my bush. His tongue felt magnificent as he hoovered up the cum and licked all around my cock. I knew I was spent after that, so Jeff removed the toy and replaced it with The Post. He helped me out of the sling, and we stumbled over to the bed. We cuddled and fondled there for a while, then I suggested we try to get some sleep. We removed the plugs and moved to my king-sized bed to take a rest. We didn’t need all the space since we fell asleep wrapped in each other’s arms.

My guess is you need to have trains ran on your ass more often. I think your hole will build up some toughness as you take more cock more often. It was sort of like that with my mouth, except for me it was fatigue. After a few cocks in a row, or a longer blowjob, my mouth would get so tired, I would lose some suction. I've been sucking so much cock the last three years, I've built up the strength of my cocksucking mouth so I have much less trouble with that now.

To be a rubber doll kept in a steel cage in someone's basement.

“Wait,” I moaned. I was hesitant but I didn’t catch myself refusing as someone pressed a bottle of poppers under my nose for me to huff back on. I was suddenly beginning to regret giving Mac head in front of them, or even staying there after arriving after realizing he’d invited friends or was parting. I’d anticipated a rough, sloppy fuck with Mac, but instead I was feeling woozy, high, and suddenly rushed. “Wait, what? You said you wanted to get pigraped,” Mac said, handing me the blunt as I wiped spit from my jaw. The other men eagerly undressed and the table with all the party supplies was pulled back. Someone smeared lube in the crack of my ass and roughly shoved a finger in. The lights were even lower now and I couldn’t make out who was who, save for Mike and Mac who were the biggest of them. Someone put their dicks to my lips but I was reaching for my beer, and it was given to me to quickly take a gulp and then I was pulled back again, Mike’s hard black dick being shoved down into my throat. I gagged and choked. Mac was fingering my ass as the other men helped to hold my legs up, hold facing off the edge of the couch. I felt his fingers come out and then one go back in and scratch around. The sensation burned and I moaned and tried to pull back but my hands were grabbed and I was pinned back, Mike laughing and cursing as he fucked my throat. “Yeah, slut, suck that dirty dick. Give him another bump and split his shit open.” Mike issued as my mouth ached trying to stretch around his humongous dick. I could barely fit half of it down into my throat, but as his words registered I began to freak out and try pull away. The grip around my wrists tightened and I realized it was Mike holding my leg as I opened my eyes. Mac looked angry as he reached behind him and then shoved his finger back into my ass. Burning again. “You said you wanted to get pigraped – what’s wrong? Stupid bitch…I told you to be careful what you wish for,” Mac said, attitude no longer playful. With that he grabbed his dick, stroked it down twice and shoved it head first into my hole, ripping me open and slamming it all the way in. My asshole felt like a rubber band, and I could have sworn I felt it snap and send a hollow feeling through me. Mike quickly yanked his dick out of my throat so I wouldn’t bite and covered my mouth as I screamed a shrill pitch. Voices laughed and cheered him on. Fuck that stupid hoe. Tear his shit up. He ain’t goin no where, I dropped some G in his beer – give this bitch his first dirty nut. Tears filled my eyes as Mike looked down at me, still covering my mouth as he stood chuckling like a parent often does at a child. G? Wasn't that the daterape drug? I wasn't sure. I wasn't even sure if I was feeling the effects of it or not. I was still in angst waiting, thinking the bump was going to make me hallucinate or something. My asshole was still on fire, feeling Mac’s thick dick plunge back and forth inside of me, yanking my asshole and guts back and forth. The pain and pressure pressed upward into my stomach and finally began to dull after a few moments. The two recording it on their camera phone came in close as Mac began to grunt and curse me and call me a nasty pig bitch. “You’re hole is gonna be ruined when I’m done with you bitch. This shit’s gonna be all nasty and open and full of poz nut. Everyone’s gonna know you’re a whore.” Someone laughed and someone grunted. My eyes went wide with fear as Mac sped up with his thrust and Mike tightened his grip. “Give it to him! Knock that pussy up.” Mac growled and planted his dick as deep inside of me as he could and I could feel his nutt spurting up inside of my ripped open guts. I was high now, and tired, thankful that the painful thrusts were over for the moment, but I trembled as I lay pinned back on the couch. Was he really HIV Positive? Mac laughed. “You’re a pig now, bitch. For life.” I tried to growl something from underneath Mike’s hand, but it came out muffled. Then he removed it. “What’s wrong?” “I told you to wait… You didn’t tell me you were poz.” “You didn’t ask. You said you wanted to be pigraped. Shut the fuck up, bleed, and take some nut. You wanted to be a stupid faggot for niggas you didn’t know.” Someone else moved in Mac’s place and began rubbing his dick over my aching hole, smearing the blood and the cum all over the head of his dick. “Stop. Please. For real,” I tried to say but they pinned me back again and laughed. “Breed this bitch so I can wreck this bitch and fist all that dirty nut in him till he rosebuds.” A rag doused in Maximum impact was put over my mouth and mymind went numb as the next guy plowed my hole. By the time I came to, they were already switching up. I’d been bred again. Mike laughed and flopped his humungous dick over my crotch. “You gonna need another bump for this dick bitch. But you gonna take it.” I squirmed. His dick had to be at least 12 inches long and THICK as a beer can. I didn’t want my hole to be ruined by him roughly plowing me like a dirty whore. Secretly, I think I hoped he’d come to my rescue and sweep me off to the bedroom, but he wouldn’t. Instead he quickly forced another bump up my ass and used his two fingers to rub it into my swollen bleeding tissues. Then someone gave put the poppers under my nose and I hit it for what seemed like forever. Finally, as Mike stroked his dick back to length at my hole, they pulled the bottle away and let my head zoom as he pushed forth inside of me. “Oh!” I howled. “Yeah bitch. Let Daddy wreck that pussy. You gon keep giving this shit up.” “He wasn’t as rough as Mac was. Instead he moved forward slowly, buring himself as deep as he could inside of me, making me take all of it into my second hold before pulling out and thrusting back in. I moaned and groaned and finally he readjusted himself and began slamming my hole with that dick. I screamed out and cried. “Wait! Stop!” “Shut the fuck up pig. Hold him in place.” I was helpless as they continued to rape me. My mind was flying with the drugs and I was suddenly fading in and out. The beer. They must have put something in the beer. But I knew that, didn't I? Thinking about it, I spaced out. When I came to, I was in the bedroom on my back, having my face pissed on while Mike continued to terrorize my insides with his giant dick. “Nasty bitch. Take this nutt.” Mike grunted as he shoved himself deep and quaked as his dick released another heavy nutt inside of me. “That’s like 15 nuts now Mac,” someone laughed. Mike quickly removed himself to take another hit of the pipe and get a drink and Mac sat on the bed between my legs and began to smear Crisco all over my hole as he puffed smoke out from a lit cigar. His face looked like a growling bears as his brows bent and the clouds gathered around his barely shaven, bearish face. “No,” I said. I’d didn't wanted to be fisted. The thought disgusted me. I didn’t want to be so loose and open that no one would be satisfied with me, or want to do anything other than fuck me like a hoe. And I definitely didn’t want to end up with a rosebud or with my insides poking out like most fisting bottoms. But more poppers were brought to me and hands gripped me down. Mac laughed and flicked his car carelessly, leaving ass falling onto my greasy hole. “No means yes when a pig is getting raped,” he said. “I’m gonna make sure you’re hole is ruined bitch.” Four fingers went in with ease. I moaned out and he spit on me. “Shut the fuck up. You ain’t goin no where. You better lie there and take it so I don’t have to punch this shit open and send you to a hospital.” I wanted to cry, but instead I relaxed as he slipped his fifth digit in and bean to slowly work my hole. More poppers were given to me as I moaned loudly, and then finally, hands gripped me tightly and I could feel himself forcing his way in. I screamed out. Someone covered my mouth and cheered him on. “It’s almost in. Almost in… Almost.” POP! I felt my hold close up around his wrist, burning, aching, like my torso was being split in half. I huffed on my own breaths and choked as I cried. They laughed. “Work that shit open. Fuck this nasty bitch. Wreck that hole.” I could feel his hand turning inside of me, pressing back and forth against my insides, looking for the next opening, and then he pulled back and I grunted and growled in pain and anguish. “Yeah bitch! Open that pussy up. Push that shit out.” I pushed out and his hand started to move back out of me. Before it came out he pushed it back in though. I thought it was going to kill me. “Mmm…somebody get another bump. And give him the pipe, he’s gonna need a hit,” Mac ordered, slowly pushing his hand in and out of my sphincter, stretching it out. “Oh my god,” I managed to cry from beneath the hand over my mouth. Mac laughed as he pulled his hand out and another bump when in me. Someone put a glass pipe to my lips and told me to inhale. I did, and then I laid back feeling my dick get hard for some shaming reason. “Look at his dick gettin’ hard. You nasty, dirty ass faggot. You deserve every disease you get and every dude that rapes you,” Mac said, slapping me and then spitting on me. His hand went back to my hole and shoved up inside of me roughly. I screeched. He laughed. They held me down and started to shove poppers at my nose and dick down my throat again while Mac continued fisting my hole out. Mike came back in and sat at the head of the bed where I was being fed more dirty, sweaty dick. “Yeah, Mikey think’s he likes it. When Big Mac gets done, that hole is gonna be OPEN! You're gonna have a big ass, sick rosebud, bitch. Ain’t nobody gonna want you so you might as well keep giving it to us. We gonna pimp you party bitch. And when Mac's finished, I’m getting both my big ass hands in that lil pussy and then we got more dick on the way. Oh yeah, we got at least 5 other guys on the way now and like 30 more to call.” They laughed as I went limp and felt my holes opening wide. I have no idea how many guys raped my raw ass. I want to say 22, but I was too fucked up to be sure. When they finished I found myself gathering my senses as quickly as possible, ready to go home and hide. The mattress in the bedroom was a greasy mess of cum, crisco, lube, piss, a rather large blood stain, and even shit. I had shit on my face too, but couldn't remember everything. I was almost half asleep on the ride home in the truck with Mac, and after hiding in my room and avoiding anymore contact with with him for over a week, I got an email. It was short. "I told you a lot of bitches regret asking to be pigraped. Call me when you can't nobody else to fuck that nasty pussy now. If you test Poz, that hole belongs to me bitch. If you test Poz for HIV and Hep, it's my man Mike's, but we'll all still dump in that hole anytime..."

As a top, I prefer loose sloppy pussy. No need to take breaks and the wetter the better. Agreed that most bi guys, myself included prefer holes that feel more like real pussy and most gay dudes prefer a tight hole.

was just chilling, turned on an app and worked on my project last night without looking at the messages before I went to bed. Up early and found three interesting messages along with the pictures, one especially, an older one, in his late fifties. He was just what I needed and got really horny looking at his hot pics. Immediately sent him a quick note saying, I was up for a challenge. Also sent the messages to other two guys, just incase thing didn’t work out. I was feeling extremely horny and looking for an extra loads and daddy had promised a big big one. He sent a short video to prove it and I was hooked. Quickly, used the toilet, showered and cleaned myself for a possible action. Returned to my desk, the hot daddy ask for a video call, I immidiately gave him my whatapp. He called and asked to see all what I had to offer. I particularly love how his body built, firm body, hairy chest and decent size cock and extra thickness. We agreed and arranged for the time and place. Just an hour before the meeting, I received a message saying if I was interested in 3some. Of course, I said, asked for some details and let it be. The hot daddy would definitely worth seeing. Arrived at a hotel’s lobby and met with a smart looking guy in business suit. In the person, He looked very straight and had manly voice which I love. He led me to the elevator and once inside, he pulled me for a hungry kiss. We sucked on each other face and his hands squeezed on my butt. Wow, daddy was in a hurry and the elevator’s open. We stepped out and headed to the room. He quickly opened the door and locked. The guy was big and tall, he lifted me up and litery carried me to bed. Dropped me onto the bed, watch daddy boy, watch daddy he said. He undressed, shirt, pants, shoes but left the boxer on. Ya, he definitely got what I wanted. He pulled off my polo shirt, took off my short and lift my feet up, and gave my asshole a loud kiss. “Nice hole and hairless just how daddy love it” he began to feast on my hole, licked my butt, balls and cock. Daddy was loving it. I just enjoyed daddy and wonderring where was the third one. Daddy digged deep into my hole with his thumb and with his last big kiss on my already dilated hole he finally got onto the bed, on top and completely covered me. We kissed, and he tongue fucked me. At this point I took an opportunity to pull daddy boxer down, nice muscle butt and I gave him a gentle slap. He responded quickly, pulled himself up and offered me the thickest cock I had ever see, 7 inches with huge mushrooms head. He smiled proudly. I immediately wrapped my lips and worked on his fuck tool. Amazingly strong manly and nothing I had experienced before. I sucked his balls and lifted his cock and balls up to licked his hole. Daddy went wild and sat on my face. I worked on my technique and his cock leaked heavily with precum. “Time for ass fucking boy” he flopped me and put on all four then literally sunk his teeth on my ass lips and pulled them out. Hurt a bit and with less than a 10 seconds he grabbed on my hips pushed his thick cock in one slammed. I saw stars. Daddy didn’t give me anytime to adjust he pulled out and the drilling began. After 5 minutes into the fucking, it felt amazing with his raw energy and aggressiveness. It was hard and heavy, suddenly I heard a heavy breathing and daddy yelled. As promised, it was a huge load and took daddy a lifetime to completely unload all his seeds….,,,,my hole was well used and happy. he collapsed on my back and stayed in the position until his monster slipped out. He grabbed the cellphone to took video, I couldn’t believe how it looked. Big gaping hole filled with hot seeds. He played with my ass, back, thighs and gentle fingers fuck my cum filled hole then I heard a foot step and turned my head and saw a bare 18 years old high school boy. He was completely naked and looked nervous. “Here my boy, come over here, inspect his hole”. The guy was 5’4” slim, crawled onto bed and positioned himself behind me. With his daddy encouraged he put his cock at my hole and gave one push. He fucked for 4 minutes and cum…… once it all done, we took showers and getting to know each other. The couple just met 4 months ago and the daddy wanted his son to experience new adventures. Daddy is married and only can play when time permits. Today, my asshole still hurt and love every minute of great fuck…..

thank you for your consistency in keeping the stories alive and writing to completion. We never have to be disappointed that a storyline is left hanging. Your stories are hot and nasty! Please keep them coming!

The lust for power knows no bounds. "A Sept. 25 Instagram post (direct link, archive link) shows Vice President Kamala Harris being interviewed by CNN's Dana Bash. "I wonder what you say to voters who do want to go back when it comes to the economy specifically, because their groceries were less expensive, housing was more affordable when Donald Trump was president," Bash asks Harris in the video. In the clip, Harris responds, "Next question, please." The post's caption reads, "Always deflecting the questions." The post was liked more than 2,000 times in a day. But video of the interview posted by CNN shows the clip in the post was altered to change Harris' answer to Bash's question about voters and the economy. Harris did not deflect the question by saying, "Next question, please." Rather, Harris said she and President Joe Biden inherited an economy that "had crashed" because of Trump's "mismanagement" of the COVID-19 pandemic. The video and a CNN transcript of the exchange show Harris went on to say, in part: "When we came in, our highest priority was to do what we could to rescue America. And today, we know that we have inflation at under 3%. A lot of our policies have led to the reality that America recovered faster than any wealthy nation around the world. But you are right. Prices in particular for groceries are still too high. The American people know it. I know it. Which is why my agenda includes what we need to do to bring down the price of groceries. For example, dealing with an issue like price gouging."" [think before following links] https://www.yahoo.com/news/harris-said-next-query-race-131349379.html?.tsrc=daily_mail&segment_id=DY_VTO&ncid=crm_19908-1202929-20240928-0&bt_user_id=fp6nqOlCAq9IA0cwjkKdqREnkz62OKIMQzkNAUh0cSo2dpOIZD67SMYJJeb8dlaQ&bt_ts=1727528033681

Two disappointing days which I blame on hurricane Helene (not that it wasn’t a serious event) The area was largely quiet with most guys staying in…I was able to suck off 4 at the interstate 10 rest area, and an amazing bbc at my home. So only five for Thursday. Friday was somewhat better, exploiting all outdoor venues, Navarre Beach, Opal Beach, Oak Tree Park, Beasley Park, and two rest areas. My most prolific the rest area in 10 west of Holt. I arrived early (or late😊) at 3:30 am and loitered at the pavilions behind the restrooms. My body language, attire, and attitude clearly expressing “open for cock” I sucked off 10 over about two hours and headed to my second stop with the addictive smell and taste of fresh semen. The excess sperm and saliva deliberately left dripping from my mouth and face…it seems to be appreciated by most that I have been used. The stops at the beach pavilions were low yield but probably due to my impatience to find the honey hole of men that would line up and feed me endlessly….the cocks were 2, 3, 1 and 2 respectively. I dropped ads for hosting from 5-8pm at one of my properties…that seems to be a good window for men after work before they head home. I had 3 visitors. I ended at the eastern rest stop from10pm to midnight and enjoyed my final 6 cocks for the day. While the turnouts were small, a 24 hours focus really makes the difference with a total of 24 for Friday. Interestingly that brings the 4 day total to 100 with a day left. For today (Saturday) I have reserved a motel in the right area of town with a tolerant manager, open corridors and a reputation for a hookup spot. . [think before following links] https://www.oyorooms.com/us/94465/ Ads for an open door event have been placed, I plan to hit to or 3 other locations, but have a base where I can quickly connect and meet.

Only been to The Vault once when visiting London. Loved it! Everyone was so horny and I had sex for hours. Didn't see one condom! 😉

Here is the next chapter. I have more chapters written, but I'm editing them for content and length. I'll post them as I feel they are ready. Getting Away, Part 3 Matt awoke the next day and couldn’t shake what he’d done the night before with Snake. He was really turned on by the sex. But he was really upset at himself for letting a highly promiscuous guy he’d just met cum in his unprotected ass. Again! After he’d promised himself he would not engage in unsafe sex. Matt was drinking his coffee and listening to some NPR news story about Al Gore and George W. Buch campaigning in Florida in the same day. Matt realized he was barely listening to the radio and was instead stroking his cock through his briefs. He was rock hard thinking about Snake’s amazing cock fucking him last night. Paul got up and stumbles to the pot of coffee Matt had made. He was looking a little rough. Although they shared a bed, Matt hadn’t seen Paul after he and Snake fucked in the field. Matt allows Paul some peace to drink his coffee, Paul leans on the counter next to Matt and places his head on Matt’s shoulder. He is definitely hungover. Matt asks about Paul’s night and Paul grunts. Matt says, “I’m going for a run. Then I’ll come back and make breakfast for us.” Matt puts on a jockstrap, running shorts and running shoes and was off at a good pace. As he is running through the camp site, it was coming to life. He sees some guys having coffee outside, others doing a walk of shame/fame, workers cleaning up after the Moonlight Swim, and in one of the RV parks Matt saw a couple guys, including "July bottom," that he met last night. He jogs over to say hi. About 6-7 RVs of guys are making brunch and drinking mimosas. Before he takes off, Matt learns there is another Moonlight Swim tonight and a DJ. He waves and takes off on his run. It is just a few minutes when Matt again sees a hub of activity and guys walking to a kind of wooden band stage, chow hall thing with a faintly Native American theme. He runs by and sees folks setting up what looks like coffee and freshly fried donuts. Matt sees some of the fun guys he was in the pool with the night before and thinks he’d definitely like to spend some time with them later. So, Matt pauses his run again to say hi. The guy who had loosened Matt’s swimsuit laces the night before quickly puts down his donut and comes over to talk to the, once again, mostly naked Matt. Matt agrees to meet them at the pool later. Matt leaves off on his run again listening to the good-natured banter behind him. At this point, Matt decides to turn out of the park and really stretch his legs for a few miles. Matt needs to think. Running helps him think. As Matt runs, he replayed the events of last night and realizes that while Snake had clearly wanted to fuck him bareback; it was Matt who sat on Snake’s beautiful cock knowing they didn’t have a condom and Matt who had asked Snake to cum inside him. Matt knew it wasn’t safe behavior, but he couldn’t help but be turned on by it. He admits to himself that he wants Snake to cum inside him again. But Matt also knows that he should play safe. He really didn’t know Snake at all and what he does know is that Snake loves fucking guys, is good at it, and has many partners. Matt assumes that Snake fucked most of them bareback too. Matt runs what seemed to be about 3 miles before turning for the park. By the time Matt returns to the park he was sweaty, has decided to use condoms with Snake the rest of the weekend, and that he was going to make French toast and bacon for Paul because that would help with the hangover. Matt jogs back, sees Paul nursing his hangover on the porch, checked on him, gives Paul a kiss on the cheek and gets in the shower. In the shower, Matt congratulates himself on making the decisions he made to engage in safe sex and overcome his desire to feel Snake cum inside him. As Matt starts cleaning out he thinks about Snake cumming inside him again, Matt’s cock hardens. By the time Matt is done cleaning out, he is so turned on by the thought of Snake cumming in his ass that he jerks off in the shower while fingering his ass with shampoo. Paul and Matt eat breakfast and decide to head over to the pool with a cooler of Bloody Marys and snacks. Matt remembers to bring condoms with him in the pool supplies. When Paul sees the condoms, he asks if Matt used one last night. Matt blushes and says he forgot them when he changed clothes. Paul pulls Matt in for a one-armed hug and says, “Slut.” They laugh. Matt is in the white speedo today and a very loose, revealing tank top cut all the way down the sides to his waist. When they get to the pool and are setting up, a couple bears whistle at Matt’s outfit. He says, “It’s August. It’s hot. Why not?” One of the bears says, “You look very sexy today.” The boys all intro themselves and the bears group grows as their friends arrive. It is a very chill late morning. Around lunchtime, a group of the bears are going back to their camping area for burgers. They invite Paul and Matt who tag along and bring their cooler. As they get close to the camping area, Matt sees Snake over by a fairly disused cabin. Matt goes over to say hi. Snake perks up when he sees Matt and says how hot he looks in his white speedo and tank top. His rough hands immediately feel under Matt’s shirt and his ass. Snake says, “Fuck you look so hot.” Snake kisses Matt. Matt feels Snake’s cock. Snake is already chubbed up and as soon as Matt touches the cock, it becomes rock hard. Snake’s hand slides into Matt’s speedo and he grabs Matt’s ass. Matt moans. Snake says, “I gotta fuck you.” Matt says, “Fuck yes.” Then Matt hesitates and says, “I brought condoms this time. We really should use them.” Snake looks at Matt. This hot, sexy twink is really one of the best fucks Snake has had in a while so Snake stifles his impulse to tell Matt "what’s the point of a condom now?" Instead, he humors the boy. Snake says, “Whatever you want babe.” And as he says it, he slips Matt’s speedos down his legs and they fall on the ground. The guys making lunch are watching all this happen. Paul rolls his eyes, chuckles to himself, grabs the spatula out of the distracted cook’s hand, and tosses a couple of burgers on the fire. The bears are all staring at the sex scene unfolding in front of them. They watch as the camp site worker gets the tank top off Matt who is now completely naked, and leads him inside the cabin. With the door open and completely in eyesight of the group of bears, the camp site worker undoes his pants, takes out an awesome cock and slaps it on Matt’s ass. At this point a couple of the bears walk over for a better view because clearly Matt and the worker don’t mind an audience. Matt is slightly bent over some bags of garden supplies with his legs spread and Snake’s cock rubbing in his crack. Matt reminds Snake of the condoms and lube in his bag, which is miraculously just inside the cabin door and not outside with Matt’s clothes. Snake kneels to get the supplies, grabs the condoms, goes to hand a couple to Matt and they fall to the floor. Snake grabs the lube. Matt leans over to pick up the condoms as Snake turns back to Matt. He sees Matt’s hole as Matt leans over and he can’t stop himself, Snake’s tongue goes right for it. Matt is surprised but moans as the wet tongue slips into his ass. A small group of the bears are now less than 30 feet away as they watch the scene unfolding. Matt’s ass is getting eaten intensely by the camp worker. The preppy, good natured twink is moaning like a slut as his ass his eaten. They see the camp worker lubing and jerking his cock as he eats Matt’s ass. They see the condoms on the floor and assume the boys are going to fuck. But they are not surprised that this preppy boy would play safe – almost all of the bears play safe, almost all of the time. Matt and the camp worker reposition themselves, so Matt is on all fours and the camp worker is eating his ass and lubing Matt’s cock. Matt is loving the attention, and the wet tongue feels amazing on his ass. He sees the condoms on the floor in his sex induced haze and he is happy he brought them. Matt feels Snake’s impressive cock rubbing on his ass and he moans knowing soon it will be inside him. Matt remembers how good it felt last night. Bareback! Cumming Inside His Ass! Filling Him Up! Matt reminds himself to be a good boy. Matt strokes his cock. He wants to be fucked so badly. Snake watches the twink getting lost in his desire to be fucked. Snake knows he has Matt almost where he wants him. Snake wants Matt to take it bareback so he leans his body on the twink's back and kisses Matt’s neck. He rubs his cock in Matt’s crack and catches the head on Matt’s hole a few times. Snake says, “Fuck babe. I want to fuck you the same way we fucked last night.” Matt softly moans, “Me too. But….um” Snake says, “Can I put it in bareback again? I mean you already have my cum inside you right? Can I add some more in you?” Matt feels Snake’s cock pushing on his hole and it feels good. Matt looks at the condoms on the floor knowing they should use one. Matt says, “Just fuck me.” Snake smiles and says, “Bareback?” Matt lets himself get lost in lust and says, “Yes. Fuck me bareback.” The bears don’t know what the boys said to each other, but they watch as the big cock slides slowly and determinedly into Matt’s willing hole. They notice that the camp worker did not put on a condom. This preppy twink they’ve been hanging with and lusting for all morning is get fucked bareback right in front of them. The preppy twink who gives off “good boy” vibes is taking it bareback with unopened condoms literally right next to him. One of the bears cums in his swimsuit watching the scene. Another drops to his knees and fishes out the hard cocks of three of his friends and starts giving head. In the cabin, Matt and Snake are in the midst of a hot fuck. Matt is moaning and pushing his ass back to meet Snake’s thrusts. Snake is holding the twink’s hips tightly as his cock is buried bareback up this ass, again. Matt loves how he feels full of Snake’s cock and when the cock rubs his prostate, Matt grunts and moans in pleasure. Snake is as turned on by getting Matt to give in and take in bareback again. Snake wants one more thing to make his conquest of this twink and his amazing ass complete. He smiles as he fucks Matt thinking about it. He knows Matt will do it but doesn’t know if he’ll do it enthusiastically. Snake picks up his pace for a bit, then grinds his big cock on Matt’s fuck button, then picks up the pace, and grinds on the fuck button again. He does this a few more times. Snake thinks he’s got Matt in a fuck stupor now and he says, “I’m getting close babe. Where do you want my load?” With no sense of his own voice Matt starts moaning, “In me. In me. In me.” But it is so soft that while Snake knows what Matt is saying instinctively; Snake actually can’t hear the twink's words. Snake says, “I am close babe. I can’t hear you. Do you want me to cum inside you or pullout?” Matt responds, louder this time, just loud enough for the bears to hear him; “Don’t pullout. Cum in my ass. Cum inside me.” Snake is so turned on by the twink’s complete reversal from safe sex/use a condom nature less than 15 minutes ago into a cumdump begging for his load. His conquest complete, Snake shoots a load in Matt’s ass. Matt is jerking his cock and shoots on the floor of the cabin. Two of the bears cum on their friend as they hear the preppy twink beg for cum in his ass. The bear sucking cock focuses on the cock in his mouth and jerking himself as his friends loads drip down his cheeks. Snake surprised and overwhelmed by his orgasm slides out of Matt’s ass and sits back on his haunches, then leans against the bags of garden materials, exhausted. Matt joins Snake against the bags. He feels well fucked but is not as tired as Snake. For the first time, Matt looks around. He sees his bag, the lube, the unopened condoms, and then outside he sees his clothes. Matt is startled….OUTSIDE! He says to Snake, “Oh my god. I didn’t know the door was open. People probably saw us fucking.” Barely aware of his surroundings, Snake says, “And we gave them a fucking great show if they did watch. You are a great fuck.” All Matt can think is that guys probably saw and heard him get fucked bareback. Matt’s mind is moving a mile a minute trying to process how he was so set on condoms this morning, brought them today, and still gave in to wanting bare cock inside him. Snake runs his hand over Matt’s naked, sexy, athletic body and says, “Come here.” He pulls Matt to him and kisses Matt in a way Snake hasn’t kissed a guy in a while. Snake feels true appreciation for how he feels right now and the things this twink did to exhaust him so much. He says, “That was probably the best sex I’ve had in years. I am going to want some more. Is that okay with you?” Even Snake is surprised at how kind, respectful and caring he sounds. Matt smiles, says yes, and kisses Snake back. The boys hear a noise outside, quickly disentangle themselves, and Matt gingerly goes out to get his shirt, speedo and flip flops. He sees it was the two of the bears. One is on his knees covered in cum and the other one is standing over the first having clearly just shot his load. Matt, feeling a little better about putting on a show, smiles awkwardly and says, “Did you boys enjoy the show?” The guys both say they did and how hot it was. Snake gets dressed. Matt slips on his speedo, shirt and flip flops, collects his things and walks back to their campsite for lunch. The bears keep talking about how fucking hot the sex scene was….”like out of an 80s porn” one says. The other says, “But he shot inside, so not totally an 80s porn.” The two bears laugh and agree. Matt realizes these guys aren’t judging him, but laughing with him. Matt’s anxiety about the situation slips away. The self-confident, preppy, good natured attitude returns. Matt turns and sees Snake watching him walk away. He smiles and waves at the man who just filled his ass with cum. They get back to the campsite. Matt grabs a burger and sits on a big rock next to Paul, who is on the ground. Paul smiles, leans his head on Matt’s leg, looks up and softly asks, “Used a condom this time?” Matt looks at Paul, who is smiling knowingly up at Matt, and says “Asshole.” Both boys laugh.

Final part! But also, part 0 of In Sickness? If you haven't read it, now's the time once you finish this! –––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––– Part 0: Decorum The next couple of weeks went on like nothing happened. Some sex here and there, watching TV together when we got back from work, very usual stuff. About three weeks later, though, I woke up very ill. Cold sweats, high fever, and so on. Of course, that happened to be a day where James would go spend the night at a friend’s place. I could barely move, but I still managed to grab some water and paracetamol. The pills helped slightly, but it was still unbearable enough that I called off work. Throughout the four to five days I went through that, James was barely any help, but what else was new? By the time I was able to think coherently, it clicked — what if it was something I caught during the orgy? Long story short, I got tested, waited, got the call at home. HIV, positive. Chlamydia, positive. Everything else negative. I felt devastated. I felt awful. I felt shitty. I knew I shouldn’t have agreed to that orgy. I had no idea who I got it from. I stuck my dick in 6 people, and they each had other people’s cum in them. I had so many questions, worries, crises, but I knew I had to first be responsible and tell James. I did have sex with him a couple of times after that night, and he needed to get tested too. I waited for him to come back from work on the couch, and once he arrived I told him to sit down. “What’s going on, princess?” He said, dismissively. “It’s not princess —— whatever, that’s not the point. There’s something you need to know.” “What is it?” My heart felt like it was on my neck, but for his sake I had to muster the courage to inform him. “After I stopped being sick, I worried it all was caused by something I caught at the orgy and… uh… and… it… was. I got the call earlier.” His face turned serious, but oddly unreadable. “Oh. So… what do you have?” “HIV and chlamydia.” He stood silent. “I know it’s a shock, but don’t worry about me too much… I mean, I’ll go on treatments so I can live like normal, and gono is curable so ——“ “I can’t do this.” Now I stood silent. “… what?” “I’m breaking up with you, Brett.” “What? Why? Why now?” “You’re dirty now. I can’t be with someone with AIDS.” “But I’ll go on the pills, I’ll be okay, and it’ll mean I can’t infect you…” “That’s good for you, but I can’t do it. What if the pills don’t work? Plus, what are people gonna say about me if I keep dating you when people discover you have AIDS now?” “I don’t have AIDS, that’s not the same ——“ “Whatever. You have to respect my choice. We’re over.” “Are you really doing this to me right now? I’m at my lowest point and you’re gonna just… just leave me?” “You’re gonna be okay. I mean, it’s your first relationship, right? You get over those quick. And you’re an adult, Brett. You have to deal with the consequences of your actions.” This is what made me immediately snap. “Consequences of my own actions?” I yelled at him. “You convinced me to go to that orgy! You made me do it even though I didn’t want to! I always thought we were exclusive but I went to this sex party because of you! Because I wanted to make you happy! And then I found out you’re a ‘regular’ according to some stranger there? You’ve been fucking around all this time, putting yourself and me at all these risks, but now it’s my fault I caught this!? This was all your idea, James! You put me in this situation and now you’re gonna leave? I thought you fucking cared about me! I thought we’d be together through the hardships! I wanted to be with you for long, even marry you! But I’m nothing but dirty infectious trash to you now!” “Oh please, Brett, lay off. You know I don’t want to get married to anyone. I told you, you’ll be okay. Just move on.” I fought as hard as I could not to break down crying in front of him, but some sobs were able to escape. After a couple of minutes of silence sitting down on the couch which felt like hours, he got a notification on his phone. “I’m off to Andrew’s place, I made plans with him to watch that new show that came out I really wanted to watch.” “Oh yeah?” I asked between sobs. “What show is that?” “It’s, uh… It’s… I don’t remember the name. Andrew’s the one that wanted to watch it.” “You said ——“ “I gotta go.” James left the apartment and waited outside for his cab. At least he had the decorum not to ask me if he could use my car. The moment I heard the car go I broke down loudly, as the mélange of feelings overflowed. The sadness, the anger, the frustration, the loneliness, the worry about the future, the diagnosis… I don’t know how long I cried, in some ways it felt like a blip of time and in some ways it felt like days. It was dark when I regained composure. I decided to grab all my stuff, pack it up, and leave the apartment. I knew I had at least the whole night, but I did not want to see James’s face again, so I did it as quickly as possible. I considered at least writing a note for him, but he didn’t deserve it. I took all of mine I could from the place, loaded it in my car, and drove away. I stayed in a hotel for about a week. At work, there was a notification they opened a spot for my position in a city across the country, and in an impulse to run away from everything I took the opportunity. Once I moved, it took me a while to get over James. In the moment, I really thought I wanted him. I blamed myself for it all — I knew consciously that nothing was my fault and yet, I thought being ‘dirty’ was the source of all my problems. If I hadn’t gone to that orgy, James would still love me. If I hadn’t been pozzed, I wouldn’t be lonely. And I mean, he did love me, right? Even if he cheated, if he didn’t love me he wouldn’t have stayed with me. …right? About 4 months later, Facebook reminded me of a photo uploaded ‘on this day’, the only photo that James let me upload to social media for ‘privacy’. I shouldn’t have, but curiosity got the best of me, and I unblocked him and looked at his profile. A month before that, the man, my ex, who for the whole length of our relationship claimed to be against marriage, proposed to that Andrew guy. Part of me was heartbroken — he obviously did not love me, if he lied to me about his thoughts regarding marriage. Part of me was relieved, however — nothing I could’ve done would’ve made him stay. I could move on quicker. Over time, I started venturing out to see if I could date someone else. Maybe I wasn’t ready yet, but that didn’t matter to me. I even looked in those sites where people look specifically for poz guys (I think it was something like ‘breeding area’?), but I couldn’t find anyone I was into or that would want to go on a date with me. It was no longer just about my status, since all the mess made me let go and gain some weight, not to mention other insecurities. I truly thought nobody wanted me. I would die alone. I did some things to cope: some drugs, shopping, even multiple tattoos, including a scorpion one to “own” my status. They did the job in the moment, but I’d still end up feeling like shit soon after. About two years later, after one more person in a dating app rejected me, I got so angry I threw my phone across the room. The phone was totaled, screen fully broken, and since it was an older phone it was difficult to repair. Since I needed to upgrade to something new anyway, I went to this retail store near my apartment to buy a new one; I figured I had saved enough anyway. I went in, and this cute guy with a slim figure and brown hair helped me choose whether I should pick a normal model or a Pro model. He rang me up at the cashier where I paid, and before I walked away, he told me he put his card in my bag so I could call him if my phone didn’t work as expected. How nice of him. I got home, unboxed and set up my phone, and looked through the bag. There was a note, not a card, handwritten by the worker. “hey, you, think i saw you on grindr once but i had plans with someone else. i thought ur kinda cute ; ) call me if u wanna meet, my # is on the other side ; p —casey, the store guy” ––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––– And then goes Part 1: That man. I'm loving this little storyline I'm making, and I'm already a good bit into the following story!

You have it bad & it sounds like your role in life. As a very masculine looking guy, you will be popular. You just need to work out where your marriage is going. Keep your cunt up & enjoy life as a cum dump.

In london this week looking to get fucked by rough selfish tops, no cock/load refused Day or night staying in hotel near hyde park. pvt me for room number

As long as everything else is working properly, I don’t care how many, or few, little guys are swimming around. I have no desire to have kids. Adopting would be best anyway. We don’t need any additional little humans running around. Let’s take care of those who aren’t wanted first.

I just wish I'd been sodemized, if my parents hadn't divorced and we'd kept going to our friends house between Sunday morning and evening service my 13 year old friend was already feeding me after church, he'd probably been in my hole soon.

Woods on a warm moonless night are also hot 😛

Chapter 9 i had waited a week, my mind stewing. Rather than go and see my family doc I made an appointment at the sexual health clinic. I was told to fill in the forms prior to going in. Under the risk category I ticked the box ‘men who have sex with men’ . Was I finally halfway to admitting what my true sexuality was? ‘hi I’m Archie’ the medic introduced himself. ‘So explain the issue Neil, I’m here to help not judge’ ‘I think I may have hiv’ I blurted. ‘I’ve started having sex with guys and I was Ill a week or so ago’ ’ok , so did you wear a condom or was the guy fucking you?’ Archie continued. ’er it was different guys and it was all bare, I kinda preferred that’ I responded feeling a bit more relaxed now it was out in the open. ‘ I know what you mean’ Archie continued’ im gay and I’m bareback only! Oh and I’m poz as well so don’t worry I know what you’re going through’ Archie took my blood for the tests and I sat outside waiting to be called back in. ‘we’ll Neil, I have the results. I won’t beat around the bush, yes you are hiv positive.’ The words hit me like a hammer. What would I tell Jess. I could hide it but my thoughts immediately went to cock. I couldn’t help it. Archie was continuing to tell me things but his voice was a blur. What could I do. I had a feeling my choices were being made for me. ‘So do you want meds immediately, or wait and come back in a couple of months when you have processed things?’ ‘Er wait’ I think I mumbled. ‘it’s a lot to process Neil, but one thing I can advise is to enjoy your new status. Don’t deny who you are, you love cock, and guys , just enjoy going bare now you know who you are’ Archie’s words washed over me. I did know who I was. I also knew deep down that I just wanted men now, I looked around me as I walked from the clinic. I was noticing the guys not the girls. My mind was set. I needed to tell Jess. I got home and the house was dark. I walked in and Jess was sitting alone with my iPad. She was upset. ‘When we’re you going to tell me? ‘ she said ‘tell you what?’ I stammered. ‘That you’re gay? I’ve looked at your history. It’s all guys, it’s all cock, lots of it. Not a girl to be seen. I thought the piercings were odd’ it was now or never’ sorry. Yes I’ve been fighting it for a while. Yes I am gay. Sorry’ I mumbled. ‘I’ll leave’ I turned and left. I rang my sister for somewhere to stay. She took me in. It also involved coming out to her too which she found amusing. ‘So my big bro likes cock then! We will have to compare notes. ‘ it broke the tension, but immediately I felt better. It was a weight off my mind. The following day my sister called Jess to go and collect my things. I wandered round town to kill time. Again I wandered into the gay village and past the tattoo parlour. I peered in . Lana was there again. I entered. I’ve come to finish that tattoo. ‘Ok come through’ she waved me through the back. ‘What are you having?’ ‘ I want that bio hazard finishing’ I said ‘you’re right I’m poz’ I continued’ and I’ve split with my girlfriend and come out, so you can now do that apple in pride colours’ ’im never wrong with things like that, I knew you were a cocksucker the moment I saw you.’ She added’ I think you should also have another piercing, leave it to me, trust me’ i left an hour later with my new tattoos and a PA. I was feeling a new person , the real me. I got back to my sisters and she had returned with my stuff. ‘ Jess was really unwell’ she said. ‘She thinks she’s picked up that bug you had the other week’ my cock became hard just thinking about it. That sex we had after I had seroconverting, I must have pozzed Jess. I couldn’t tell her, if she asked I would blame it on her holiday tattooist. But the thought that I had pozzed her made me horny. Time to go to the sauna again , I thought, and now breed some more neg guys! My new sleazy life was about to start!

Because it felt great

I got puzzled my first week in london when I moved here from Ireland in June 2004. I played with who slammed me for the first time using his needle.i knew he was poz and I got both HIV and Hep C in that shot. I didn't go on meds until I went full blown in 2011. I have some mutations in my strain which means I develop AIDS quickly once I'm off meds. In 2018, it only took 7 months to go full blown, KS and everything

So you are saying that I'm the only one interested in big cocks and after BBC's to get fucked, and worried about whether cocks are cut or uncut? I can understand that there are many fetishes and that people with undetermined genders may be a turn-on for some. But the huge majority of guys I read about here and in other sites are after men who look like men. The more masculine looking the better.

I’m afraid this is to be expected, and properly considered, it’s not a question of inclusivity. If one asks, why are all these gay guys so interested in penises? The simple and obvious answer is because they’re gay. But digging a little deeper, gay phallocentricity may have roots from the psychological to the practical. It may be in part because the phallus (along with the testicles) more than any other trait, defines masculinity - all the other physical traits are by definition secondary sex characteristics. Psychologically, the cock is the representation of masculine power and virility, and we see this reflected in many ways throughout art and culture - indeed, it’s practically impossible to avoid it. It is little wonder if gay men associate it with their yearning to connect with a masculine other; the cock is both the flag and the pole it flies from. On the practical side, polling around here consistently suggests that approximately 66% of gay men identify as bottoms or vers bottoms, and another 24% identify as vers Tops who occasionally bottom - meaning that about 90% of gay men are looking to be penetrated in some way at some time, and two-thirds of them want it either predominantly or exclusively. This means they’re looking for someone who can penetrate them, and preferably do so in a filling manner that requires some degree of endowment, thus the importance of the cock as an object. But there is an additional, and perhaps critical element. The phallus is the fount of semen. Ultimately, the brass ring in most encounters is that someone will ejaculate, either in or on someone else. The production and sharing of that fluid - the absolute essence of the masculine - has an almost ritual sense about it, even in the most impersonal or transactional of exchanges, and it absolutely requires the phallus. While a transman may be able to overcome a limitation or obstacle presented in terms of the ability to satisfactorily penetrate a partner in a fully masculine expression, he will unfortunately not be able to produce a load of cum. The transman may feel that a bukkake gathering is not inclusive in that he cannot contribute a load like the others, but what is to be done? He may feel unincluded because his own new endowment, an entirely legitimate part of him and possibly even functional to the degree possible, does not equal the dimensions admired in certain other men. He may find himself, in a phallocentric point-of-view, in the same position as those biological males on the small end of the size average for human phalluses, and obliged to deal with that set of unnecessary absurdities just as he’s finally gotten a footing in the world as the male he is. It’s regrettable, but the point is that to be male is to be cock-centered to some degree, and in the sexual arena, it ends up being pretty much the point, much of the time.

This was salvaged from Bugshare.net, the 'Strictly Stories' section. ************************************************************* I am a so called pretty normal guy... on the outside anyway. I have a good job and I make decent money. On the inside I am a complete sex nut who loves big cocks and bareback fucking. I am in Alberta in Canada and I am looking for like minded people to have sex with and pnp. The best lube is oil based Platinum Wet to start out with. Then after two or three loads of cum have been shot in me I just use sperm to lube the way. After I take the second or third load inside of me I get so turned on I have to fuck until I am to tired to keep going. The bath house here in town is the best place for these sessions. I have gone in there and pretty much fucked for 10 or 12 hours straight. I like it a lot more when I am fucked bare but even if someone wants to play safe and use a condom its ok by me. I get very horny being fucked with a condom knowing that the guy is going to take it off and put it into the garbage can when he is done. I can then empty the condom into my ass. I saved five loads like that one night and put them all into one condom. I put a couple of twists into the condom and pushed it into my loose ass while I pinched off the open end with my fingers. After it was in and turned I clenched my ass ring and slowly pulled it out. The condom came out of me clean and empty. Now I was lubed. The next guy who came to my room just hovered there by the door and watched me. He opened the front of his white towel and let me see his shaved crotch and low hanging balls. He had a very thick cock that looked even bigger being shaved. He commented that not many guys can handle his knob and he didn't want me wasting his time if I thought I couldn't take it. I had been fucked by seven guys so far that night and I had just filled myself up with five loads of cum so I was more than ready for possibly the biggest cock head I have ever seen. He came over to the bed, where I was laying on my stomach, and started touching my well fucked hole. He started off with his ring finger and slowly started pushing it in and out of me. He asked me how many loads I had in me as the cum trickled down my butt crack and ran onto my balls. He kind of scooped and wiped the cum off of my balls and pushed it back into my hole. He growled in his throat and barked at me asking "how many loads?" I told him six or seven and he jumped onto the bed and roughly spread my legs open. His cock rubbed up and down my ass crack and he asked if he could fuck me raw and blow a load inside of me. Of course I responded 'yes' and he leaned into me and pressed his knob against my gushing hole. He spread me like I hadn't been spread for awhile. His knob sort of looked like a horse's knob because it flared out to his foreskin and kept the foreskin peeled back. He worked himself in and I could feel the pressure building. I had been fucked by a couple of well endowed guys that night but this was way bigger. I pulled away a bit and reached back to feel him with my hand. His shaft was as big around as a pop can but looked normal because his swollen purple head was so massive. I reached for my lube and tina and told him to stop playing and use me like the cum craving slut I was. Again he pushed into my ass and slowly slid inside. Just as he got to the widest part of his light bulb sized head he just stopped and held it there. He asked me if I wanted to be bred by his toxic cock and filled with poz cum. He said he had three friends that would like a shot at breeding me as well and that they were waiting for us back in his double room. He told me to take a big snort of meth and get ready. I did a couple of nice sized lines off of my bed side table and then another and then he buried himself in my hole. As the meth hit my brain and his cock bottomed out deep in my juiced ass I felt an amazing rush of tingly pleasure. I was being deep fucked bareback by a guy that just told me he was HIV+ and he wanted to give me the bug. I am not sure if it was the drugs or the huge beautiful prick stretching me to my limits but the thought of him infecting me was making my cock hard. He started slow and firm and he was going all of the way in and then almost all of the way out. Every time his purple swollen knob strained against my abused hole as he pulled out it felt almost like a dog's knot. (Yes, I've fucked-around with dogs!) He picked up the pace and he started to really slam his bare dick into me. His big cock stirred the cum cocktail in my ass and I could feel a cramp start in my colon as the other seven loads were rammed up in my ass. His cock and knob were so thick that there was no where for all of that cum to go except deep into my guts. If the seven loads inside of me are poz as well then I am completely toxic. His prick popped out of me and cum oozed out of my bum and covered both of us in the slippery mixture. He rubbed it into my ass and then buried that amazing knob in me again. He fucked me hard and fast for about ten minutes and I could feel my orgasm coming on as he pinned me to the bed and fucked me. I could feel him swelling up even more inside of me as he blasted my sloppy hole with his wad of hot cum. He slowly pulled his still hard swollen cock out of me and told me to lay still with my ass up in the air. He grabbed one of the used condom and turned it inside out and put one of my socks in it and put it up my gaping ass. He said he was saving the cum inside of me for his friends. He ordered me to stand up and get ready for the walk to his double room in the back by the motorcycle. I stood up , grabbed my lube and my towel and started to go. He opened the door to his room and there were three large hairy men laying on the bed watching a gay porn movie. One guy who looked like a biker gestured to the corner and said get in. I looked over and saw the leather sling hanging there. I walked to it and got in as they handcuffed me to the sling by my hands and feet so I could not get away if I wanted to. The biggest, scariest guy came over and asked me if I was up for some no-holes barred fucking. He said I could stop now with no hard feelings but if I said 'yes', then I was their fuck toy until they were done with me. I hesitated for a second and he slapped me hard across my face with his open hand. “Answer the question bitch” he growled and I said in a shaky voice “Yes I want to be your fuck toy.” I was still flying along on the meth I had snorted earlier and for some strange reason the instant pain and the sound of the slap made my cock start to grow. He squeezed my hardening prick and growled into my ear that I really had no choice in the matter anyway. He explained that they were all HIV+ and they were all going to infect me with their charged up viral loads. They stood around me as I laid there in the sling spread eagled with my dripping asshole open for them. The big hairy biker told me in his menacing voice that they were all going to slam meth and I was too. The big guy reached into the nearby locker and brought out an all ready loaded syringe. The syringe appeared to be over sized for one injection but then I saw them all getting ready at the same time and knew we were going to share it. He slid the needle into the first vein until blood came back into the syringe and carefully gave him his share. As the drug raced through his system he exhaled hard and sat on the edge of the bed while the others took their turns. Biker guy sucked blood from each vein he spiked and mixed it inside the barrel of the syringe with the others. He gave himself a hit and he was shaking with excitement as he slammed it into his arm and I watched his cock jerk to life. From my spot in the sling I could see they were all hard now and precum leaked from their drug induced erections. I knew it was my turn to get fucked up as he wrapped his belt around my bicep until my veins swelled up. They came over and stood around me stroking them selves and took turns fingering my dripping hole. The cum was running down my ass crack and pooling in the sling under my ass. The small mean looking guy took a large tub of Crisco out of the locker and started to dump it onto me. All four of them worked it into my skin and my ass and onto their own swollen cocks. Small guy started to work his fingers up inside of my slippery hole and soon had two and then three in deep. He soon managed four and as I opened up he started to push harder and I felt him getting to the widest part of his hand. He dumped oil onto my ass and held his hand steady and told Biker guy to slam me full of meth. I felt the pin prick as the needle went in and I watched him draw some blood off and slowly push the entire contents into my arm. I watched mesmerized as the blood and meth mixture disappeared in my vein and my whole body became hyper sensitive and the rocket ride of my life started. My ass convulsed around his fingers and he pushed harder as every nerve in my fuck hole went into overdrive. The small guy said my ass was twitching and it was sucking his hand in. He pulled back and made a fist and pressed it against my Crisco lubed hole. I opened up completely as he slipped his fist passed my once tight sphincter and it took my breath away. Then pleasure beyond anything I had ever felt rolled over me as the crystal filled my brain and his fist filled my ass. The rush of the drugs and the feel of his wrist rubbing my anal muscle made me almost convulse as a total body and mind orgasm swept me away for awhile. I must have blacked out for a minute but as I came back I could feel him fisting me almost to his elbow and bottoming out deeper than I thought was possible. He was pulling on his thick uncut rod and as he got close to coming he slid his hand out of me and rammed his wet prick deep into my cum hungry butt hole with one hard motion. He fucked my hole hard and deep for only a couple of minutes before shooting a huge load inside my guts. This signaled the rest of them to fuck me one after another using me like a whore for over an hour and a half. They fucked me raw and the smooth feel of their bare cocks pushed me over the edge time and time again. I think the meth kept them hard because after the small mean guy came he was hard again within fifteen minutes. This was my fantasy that I had been masturbating to since puberty. Being fucked hard by four thick cocked hairy men bareback and having them take turns seeding me with their musky man juice. As the pace sped up I felt one of them tighten up and I felt him squirt inside my hole adding to the cum all ready in there. This seemed to spark the next guy who stepped in between my widely spread ass cheeks and pounded my first two loads deep into my colon. He grunted out that he was coming and he pulled his huge mushroom head out of my well fucked hole and shot his hot load all over my open ass. He sprayed cum all over my balls and my ass was gaping so open that it shot right up inside of me. The guy who fucked me first in my room now scooped up all of the cum on my balls and thighs with his thick hairy fingers and pushed it all into my ass. He rubbed more cum onto his massive cock head and slid it deep into my ass. I felt myself being filled with his hot meth piss and my buzz came on like a freight train. I saw them all standing there with their cocks in their hands waiting to piss in me as well. One of them grabbed the garbage can and put it under my piss and cum filled hole. It was just in time too as my anus opened up and a gush of piss and cum squirted out of me and splashed into the garbage can. The meth in his piss got me stoned all over again and I knew I was going to get pissed on again so I was turned on by the prospect. I took the second piss filling without any trouble and asked for the third guy to go again and fill me up with his piss. By the time he was done peeing in me I felt like I was overfilled and I could feel a cramp building inside of me. I now had two bladders full of hot piss inside of me and my head was spinning from all of the meth that was entering my body. They held up the can again and I sprayed piss out of my ass in a torrent and there was lots of thick white cum mixed up with it. One of the biker type guys left the room for a minute and went to the bathroom to grab a roll of toilet paper. When he got back he stripped the paper off of the cardboard roll and greased it up and slid it into my ass. He then stood back a half a step or so and started to urinate into the tube and filled me again with his hot piss. I enjoyed the feeling of the hot liquid inside of me and the ringing in my ears from the meth high turned me on all over again. The biker guy who slammed the meth into my vein asked me if I was done for the night. I replied that I wanted to be fucked and filled with cum by more guys and would they go and find as many tops as they could and bring them back to me here. He brought out another syringe and slammed me with more crystal. I went up so fast I lost track of where I was for awhile and when I came to the room was filled with men who were fucking me one after another. I saw that the door was open and there was a line up at the door to use my hole. Time kind of ran together for me for awhile as I was fucked and filled with load after load until I was laying in a large puddle of slippery cum slime. The biker guy told me I had at least ten more loads shot into me since they had opened the door to their room. He told me that they had gone to the steam room and started talking about the cum whore in room 406 that was taking on all comers... bareback. A little crystal meth and an insatiable longing to be fucked and filled by as many cocks as possible led to me being bred well and true. I am not sure how many loads I took that night but it must have been around 20 or 25... maybe even more. I lived out my wildest fantasy that night and I am sure I will do it again in the near future. I am going to Amsterdam in the spring so I will be looking to take as many loads as possible in a one week orgy of fisting, bareback fucking and hopefully some good drugs. I have never told anyone about my gay sexual adventures before but when I read the stories posted here on BNskin I just felt a kinship with all of you perverts. I am that pervert and I like the feel of hot cum in my ass. Thanks for reading my story. PS. This is a completely true story with no embellishments added.