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Yeah well I am a wandering vagabond... basically a homeless traveler. Soon I'm on my way again. First Costa Rica where I hope to get some good loads. Then El Salvador... the sauna I used in San Salvador wasn't so great for foreigners. I want to go back to find another sauna and see if that is any good. After El Salvador I will continue my trip to Merida, Mexico where I have two friends that did me good last time I was there... one of them wants to whore, or pimp me out at a local dirty sauna... can't wait. Probably continue to Mexico City and check out some sleazy saunas and collect some bareback loads. My life as a wandering cumdump takes me to various dirty and wild places... maybe that is why I feel kinkier as I travel and experience more as I go.
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In my very young days while I was traveling the world I was mainly a hetero sexual with some homo sexual feelings down at the bottom. And I would never use condoms with the women I met in all the countries I visited. Later I found out that my seed was of no good quality... Much later when my homo sexuality started to take a more definitive role in my live, I still wouldn't want the use of condoms by the tops. I'm a bottom. I consider my self a bi-sexual now. Females for love and sex and males for sex only... But I get the gay sex much easier and more often. I like my females dominant in bed... and with males, as a cumdump by now... wel yes, also dominant. And I want that load deposited in my ass... and I want to feel the skin of that cock and not an awkward piece of rubber. I have very good coordinated ass muscles and with a bare cock in my bare ass, I can milk it and get the joy of a hot load of cum...
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I love taking anonymous loads in my ass at a GH. But before I knew well and good what to do at GH, I was once sucked so nice by a guy [I think he was the front desk guy in need for a quicky load] and his wet mouth just had received a load on the oposite hole of the booth. So basically I was sucked by a mouth still very wet with a load. Jeez that felt good... ! ! ! I just exploded my own load in his mouth. But the last time I was at a video booth in Prague, I just pushed my hole against the GH and soon felt a nice wet cock just slide right into my hole.
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Everybody can only speak for themselves. For myself, it was a pretty long road which in hindsight wish sometimes I had more guts. But it is what it is. I was slowly getting used to going into saunas and sex video and book stores. Saunas being the favorite choice. And the transition from Condom to Bare was also lined with fear. When I could get my hands on Prep, that fear was basically gone, and I could concentrate on enjoying the slut aspect of my desire. Prep is hard to get from where I am, so I would only take when really needed. But that meant that I would forget it or take a chance going bare without this extra protection and just take a bare load inside... Not taking a bare load is not an option for me and would mean a very disappointing time. So without Prep I would feel scared but still take the load and so far I have been lucky only to had other STD's. That said, the fear also slowly turned in en extra kinky excitement. Besides that I have become, from a One on One bottom, a lover of gangbangs and I would take cumloads without knowing and sometimes not even seeing the top. Being used as a unlimited cumslut is hereby for me very satisfying experience. And even with this, I know that I am not at a max of my experience. Practice makes it better and more fun. And also the journey to your goal is also fun and part of the excitement, knowing that with each sex session you take one or more steps towards your destination as you perceive it. And then you find out you want to go even further... So get on Prep and see how it goes. Take your time and remember to enjoy yourself.
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What testosterone replacement med is that? I would love to know more about it.
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Looking for loads in AMSTERDAM 25th - 28th Feb 2023
ffWhole replied to Btmguy37's topic in Dutch-Speaking Europe
Amsterdam is real easy... Just search Google Maps for anything gay and be careful for pick pocketers... The Sauna is nice and really safe with lockers. Start there. You'll get your bare loads. -
Same here... 2023 is going to be very interesting... Bare, no Prep, no load refused, no questions asked, all in.
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Yes me too... Especially in South America they can be very sleazy and obviously dirty. But I was in Sevilla, Spain in a very small one. Not popular with the higher class gays, but exactly with older and dirtier, kinkier gays... Had quite a few loads in my ass, even from the front desk attendant, who just couldn't resist. I went to the more nicer, cleaner and more modern one in Seville too and did not get a single load. In Montevideo, Uruguay, I was in one where I was taken by an old wasted looking guy and used for a very long time... He would alternating fuck me, eat my ass, or try to fist is. That was very memorable. In a very dirty sleazy one in Santiago, Chile - I was waiting for about half a day for the bus south - I was taken roughly by a couple of guys while the rest of the group was either watching or letting their hands slide over my body... I tried to clean up as much as I could before taking a 14+ hour bus trip down south. In Amsterdam I was often fucked without really even seeing who fucked and loaded me up... In Prague I had no luck [twice] in the sauna but I was given an anonymous load through a glory hole in a dark and dirty place with video booths. In Madrid too, I got bareback loaded up with I don't know what cum... It was dirty, smelly and loud. Small with all kinds of clientele. Old and wasted... a couple of older bears and muscle gays... I'm 63 and still negative but I can't be quite sure... I found that as an older bottom you get discarded quickly, but as soon as one top thinks: the hell with it. A hole is a hole... and the rest sees what a cumslut you are, they'll want a piece of my ass as well... It only takes one to get the party started... Hope the story continues... brings back a lot of good memories... Thanks to the writer.
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In February; start traveling again... hell I don't know... I am a Nomad. This is probably my last big trip. A good traveler has no fixed plans and is not intent on arriving. make the decision as a bareback bottom, whore myself at saunas, etc. and either take Prep or forget about that too and let the dice fall as they roll. I am already a bareback bottom and love gang bangs but never went full out without Prep...
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Looking for loads in AMSTERDAM 25th - 28th Feb 2023
ffWhole replied to Btmguy37's topic in Dutch-Speaking Europe
Go to the NZ Sauna, real close to Central Station. [search Google Maps] You are sure getting loads there... -
It really depends... if this is your only top for the night willing to fuck and load you, and after he is done, the sex mind also shut down.... then let him take all his time.... If there more cocks with loads to be had, I would let the sloo goo a reasonable amount of time, to work towards his personal ecstasy, but if he's struggling to even keep it hard, I'll start quickly contracting my ass muscles. Regularly I will be able to have [not dead] a struggling cock shoot his load pretty fast.
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Yes, I go back in February, to my PozDaddy.
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Be careful with the sauna in downtown Medellin. You get a key for the locker but the guy at the counter had one too and when I got back he stole my money from my wallet in my pants... This was many years ago, but still.
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What Is Your Current Hiv Status? (Poll)
ffWhole replied to a topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
Not sure... I think Negative but haven't been tested for a while... Prep is very hard to get and so I try to be careful with the pills I still have. Sometimes going bare without Prep... So yes I take my silly chances and might as wel go entirely without Prep and let the dice roll. Still insecure... maybe next year I decide. -
You're not alone I think... maybe most men don't like to talk about it... Once I've cum [I'm 63, bottom] I get this kind of switch off mood over me... But I've noticed that if I stick to the environment - like a gay sauna - and just take a break. Go sit in the pool/jacuzzi/steamroom for a moment or while... my stamina for sex returns. Especially when I see sex happening around me again. I love real cumslut, kinky hard gangbang action and when I get back in the action and back in a sling than I'm good again... As a bottom I have a big problem getting a hardon so coming is very hard for me anyway. So I like to wait with my climax until the end when I am close to leave the sauna or any other venue. I try to find a good top or preferably small group to get fucked by and if there is a bottom rimmer around who loves to suck and eat my ass out and maybe suck my small cock - even the better... Get a top to climax inside of me and then shortly I like to climax hard as well. But sometimes... Sometimes you'd wish - as a bottom - you could be like a woman and orgasm time and time again and just keep going. I've been told their orgasm is for some also hard and not as climatic as with men.
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When (if ever) did you feel the need to taste someone's cum?
ffWhole replied to MoonDreamer's topic in General Discussion
As a youngster I made the mistake to try my own cum... My problem is that after I had my explosion, I would always become non sexual... so tasting my own cum would disgust me. I would later bottom and when I finally went bare, I wanted the load in my ass. It would take me a long time to get used to sucking cock... Then I was with a guy who had a nice dick and his precum tasted pretty good so when he came, I swallowed and it was actually pretty nice... I myself did not cum yet. After that if I sucked cock and wasn't sure if I liked it, I would have him cum in the back of my mouth were there are less taste buds... I still prefer the load in my ass and then preferably multiple loads while being gang banged... -
My pucker... hope you guys like it and jerk off with my photos - let me know please.
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Why Did You Start Barebacking?
ffWhole replied to west933's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
Because raw felt much, MUCH better... and I loved the feeling of getting loaded with cum and leaking.... It's way more natural. Condoms just don't work for me anymore... it is such a turn off... even when I watch a porn movie - doesn't matter if it is gay or straight... the moment I see a condom I move on... I don't ask or tell and just have sex... and I am not always so precise with taking my Prep but that just adds to the sleaziness that is in my character - being a bottom cumslut. Here I am leaking a nice load from a undetectable Poz daddy in Mexico... I got bred by him a couple of times and I loved getting fucked bare by him.
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I had a few of my fun parts filmed my one of the bystanders in the room. The work doesn't look professional but I am glad the guy took photos and filmed me so I can look back on the happy time getting fucked and fisted... I'm over 60 and bottom and kind of bland not special, so I doubt I would be a candidate. Besides where I live there are no studios.
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You yourself should go on Prep if you are not already... As a reminder - it won't stop other STD's. Then stop asking because most are tops on Prep or Poz but medicated and thus undetectable so near to entirely safe... Poz guys not on meds will still be safe if you take your Prep diligently and the risk is almost nil.. People don't want too much drama... If you want to stay safe, rubber up or stay out of the sex groups.
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A weekend ago I went to a versa fisting friend who had another versa fisting friend there to.... I hadn't had a fist in me for more than eons ago [years and years] and my pelvis is very narrow. I was with the friend before and we played around with large dildo's and I could easily take 1" wide dildos without much problem and soon went to thicker - 1.5" wide. I can't take it very deep - maybe 15 or 20 cm. Last week the second friend was an experienced top fister and he went slow with a lot of lube. He managed to get his fist in and like I said, my problem was my pelvis bones, not my ass muscles and sphincter... I was surprised that after so many years he got in. His hands were small - as are mine. He got through my second ring as well but there it stopped. I fisted him later as well, and he took some enhancements so I saw on his face he loved it... I went very slow as well. Now he gets fisted on a regular basis but he also agreed that he could get a lot easier in me then I could get into him... I guess relaxing and a mindset helps a lot... I will go back another weekend soon and see if they can try pull my pelvis bones apart a little... it should be flexible to a degree... I want to have the guy with the small hands try to wiggle my intestines so he can go in deeper... It's a pity we can't post videos here otherwise I could show what pleasure it is/was.
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Well said... I am same... bottom only, need to be used hard.
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Same here, although my male side of bisexual came much later. Love having sex and love with women, but sex as a bottom with a gay man is a lot easier so a lot more... Cruising and saunas are my favorites and then hookup sites...
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No fuckin idea... I don't keep track. Who cares anyway... Nobody is asking and when I am getting fucked, they can't help notice that I am cumslut so they can think what they want.
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My very hungry hole....
