subbytch
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14. I desired to be carried off, controlled, and used by the guys around me. But really understanding and accepting that was decades away. I scribbled notes about it. Imagined it. Twisted TV and books into 69 shaped knots around my secret, deepest places to give it some kind of hold. But it was the 80s. Homosexuality was still "wrong." AIDS was everywhere. Fearful faggots like me paid my secrets in shame. It's taken decades to unwind that shame and embrace what I always knew.
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Twins, brothers, or cousins. It's a hard one to find, though.
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50. Bottom. Faggot. Gawd I love the younger tops. Those that love older dads love me. COVID has put a crimp in my finding a permanent Alpha Top for my cunt. But I keep looking never the less.
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I get that not everyone is everyone's type. That extends to skin colors as well. Whether that is something learned, biological, or phobic, is another discussion. But whatever your preference isn't, being a dick about it isn't required. "No X Y or Z" on a profile is an example of being a dick. Insulting someone who hits you up for not being what you want is being a dick. Talking about how people of X race aren't attractive, as if that were the case for everyone, is being a dick. "I'm flattered, but we're not a match" is a perfectly acceptable way to nicely turn someone down. Don't be an ass about what you like and don't like.
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Being faggot to twin tops is such a fantasy of mine. Don't know if it will ever happen, though I keep looking for it. That said, I'm actually sad to read that you guys have to hide even when you are having a three-way with someone else. You both are consenting adults. And the third person is doing something that is a cultural [banned word]. They have no room to complain or to judge! I understand why you feel its necessary to do it. I wish the world was a different place.
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I finally broke down and got used yesterday. Four months. I felt so good... and so empty today. I'm now self quarantining for two weeks to make sure I didn't get anything. This is all so frustrating.
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I'm a total faggot beta bitch -- in the bedroom. I want a dom top to use me hard, especially younger ones. I so get off on the difference in ages and sizes. In the real world? Not really. I have my alpha moments, my betta moments, and whatever other moments exist. Getting along in society requires the ability to be all of those things. Dating, too. Though I prefer guys that can switch on being alpha when it comes to sex. So hot.
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Is faggot a derogatory term or are gay men able to reclaim it?
subbytch replied to a topic in General Discussion
When I'm being bred by a dom top, it's perfectly fine and appropriate. Outside of a sexual context, it's pretty much fighting words. -
I haven't been bred in two months. I was looking forward to the quarantine ending -- and then I realized there still was going to be a high risk of infection for many, many months after. Blargh. I have no idea what level of risk I'm comfortable with post-crisis and pre treatment or vaccine.
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Two things: one, my PrEP doc has been "encouraging" all of his patients to continue taking PrEP and not to shift to a 2-1-1 or to stop altogether. In conversation, he mentioned clients who'd stopped their PrEP for the run of the pandemic, "cracked" under the isolation, hooked up, and both felt guilty and were afraid they'd gotten HIV. He said the worst thing would be to have COVID and an HIV infection. I understood his point. We need touch and interaction, some more than others. There are going to be people who despite their best intentions, break down and have sex. Two, that's different than people who've said "fuck the pandemic" and decide to fuck around anyway. While both are examples of being human, I'm sympathetic to the former, and not so much the latter. ps. I'm horny as fuck. I'm not breaking. This is hard -- sexually -- on most everyone trying to be responsible.
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I love to be slapped while being fucked. I'll mention it. Play it by ear with new people. Beg for it from tops I've fucked with many times. I see there's a bit of an art to it, too. Some tops just slap to jar your head, randomly, to perform dominance. That's not as much fun as the guys who know exactly when to slap, where on the face or side of the head to slap, and know how to do it so they aren't playing at being dom but actually are.
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Younger tops. Definitely. I love being a bitch to younger guys. Hands down... and cunt up. 🙂
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Congrats! It's so hot. Totally opened me up to all the fantasies I'd ever had.
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Today was the third time it happened. I'm really surprised at how awesome it is to bend over, have cock inserted, and feel the warmth arrive inside.
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People who have STIs aren't "dirty." Most people with an STI don't know they have one, which is why "I'm clean, UB2" is a terrible method for reducing the chance of getting one.
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Getting fucked by a younger top, a son, is so much fun. So hot. So preferred. The tough part is finding a younger top that knows what they are doing. It's hard to find anyone who knows what they are doing -- I'm not even sure I know what I'm doing yet! -- but when it all synchs up, it's magical. I'm one happy bitch on those days.
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It's the choice between choosing to take a medication to stay healthy and having to take a medication (indeed more than one) to stay alive. Your call. Also, why do you think you can't take charged loads if you are on PrEP? PrEP was about being able to take any load with a minimum of worry.
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The first time I traded my cunt with a top was both fearful and liberating. Fearful in the sense that there was an ingrained notion you weren't supposed to share such a pic. Liberating when it was accepted, gushed over... and then gushed in about two hours later.
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Still on my bucket list.
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Does the size of the top’s cock matter?
subbytch replied to BreedingTop71's topic in General Discussion
I used to argue no, that except at the extreme end of things, it didn't really matter. Now, I'm wondering if I was a bit wrong. The other night I fucked around will a small frame guy with a normal size cock, 6", narrow. Nice. After many months of sex with guys in the 7-8 inch and thick range, the cock was less comfortable, less pleasurable, more... annoying than anything else. We had fun that night, though. He really liked fucking, fingering, licking and such... it's just that I didn't get as much pleasure out of the average size cock as I have with larger cocks. I don't know if I'm slowly slipping into power bottom territory or not, but it was a curious observation to make. -
Cunt... pussy... they both work. They are both pretty damn hot when it comes to sex. As with many others here, having my hole called a cunt by a guy pounding it.... calling me a cunt by the guy pounding it.... is just one of those little bits of awesomeness that make sex all that much more fun.
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You are probably douching too deeply. Unless you are fisting, if you are shooting water into the lower colon itself, it takes forever for all of that to run back out. For most sex, it's just about rinsing out the rectum. 2-4 "shallow" shots are usually enough to do that. A deep clean into the nether depths of the body are a bit of an overkill.
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Does the size of the top’s cock matter?
subbytch replied to BreedingTop71's topic in General Discussion
It's not a deal breaker, but really small cocks aren't as fun as modest size cocks... nor are they the challenge that giant cock are. -
The rough part as a bottom is when you bring your "A" game, pushing to be open to a top's imaginative desires --- only to discover they don't have any. As the bottom, you have to keep suggesting, saying you are open, indicating you are willing to go further and are met with blank looks by the top. I like a top who pushes me to be a better bottom. It's so frustrating to drag a top even half-way to where I am.
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Really, it's just about age and biology. Some bottoms get hard when fucked, some don't, and some it changes over time, with age, with alterations of hormones. Me? I love being soft when getting fucked. Super submissive that way. Love seeing that in porn films too. Love it when, with a limp dick, I get the cum fucked out of me as well. That said, I also like having a hard dick and having it used and abused either while being fucked or during foreplay. That's also fucking hot. The best tops I've been with have worked with whatever presented itself -- one way or the other. ?
