drscorpio

I was diagnosed with second stage syphilis two summers ago. I was given a large injection of penicillin in my rear. I had a really strong reaction that evening which is normal. Another test was done a few weeks that showed I didn't need further treatment.

If the rash spreads to the palms of your hands or the soles of your feet, there is a good chance it is syphilis. That's how my doctor recognized my secondary stage case; he was sure even before the test came back.

This story just keeps getting better and better.

Go by yourself. Having someone else there with you just complicates your getting any action.

Ok. I missed your point. I agree with this last post.

Honestly, if big pharma were REALLY behind PrEP, it wouldn't be so fucking hard for some people to get on it. When they decided to push a drug, it takes no time for everyone to be taking it.

All the bloodwork was fine except my Hep B antibodies aren't good enough from getting vaccinated in the 80s. So I have another month before the ID doc will write the prescription (after the second Hep B vaccine shot).

Just tested neg as part of bloodwork for going on PrEP

Since the original poster hasn't been on the forum in two years, and he told us it wasn't his story to begin with, there is no reason why you shouldn't add a chapter if you want to.

Sorry - *hugs* Tomorrow is another day

I can't speak as a poz guy, but the general expectation at baths, adult book stores, and with glory holes in general is "don't ask, don't tell." You should assume everyone there is poz when you are evaluating what you are willing to do.

Sometimes, I only know the top has cum because he stops and pulls out. Often, but not always, I can feel the change in friction when my ass is suddenly slick with cum. Every once in a while if he stops and holds still I can feel his cock pulsing as it shoots. The most memorable time was getting fucked in the maze at Midtowne Spa in Dallas. It was almost completely dark in there that day, so dark I could just barely see the outline of the walls and the men. A guy I never really saw pushed me up against the wall at the back of a dead end path and slid inside me. I was facing a dark wall, so I could not see anything. The music was loud, so I could hardly hear anything else. The only sensations I had were of his big cock thrusting into me over and over, and his strong hands gripping my hips. When he came I could feel every throb, and I even thought I felt the load splashing into me. I am not sure it's possible to feel that, but I did.

That is a scam.

It's not auto correct exactly. The site censors certain words automatically. There were some problems early on with "the S word." It used to just put *****; I guess rawTOP thought "Sarah Palin" was funnier. I went in and put S****** where you had typed the word. Hopefully it will be less jarring than reading that woman's name.

This is truly hot and twisted! Great story

Thanks! I appreciate it. I wish we could still get "likes" too.

The Craigslist ad featured a pic of my ass and read, "Looking for guys to fuck me bare and shoot their load inside. Send a pic of your cock." He answered with a picture of a big, uncut black cock around 9" and beer-can thick and his phone number. A couple of texts clarified that he was in town for work and looking to host in his hotel room. Since I was already clean, I was on my way. I like going into a hookup with some mystery; don't tell me too much. "The guys I work with are in the rooms on either side, so don't knock" reminded his text as I pulled into the parking lot. "The door will be propped open." That's how I found it. I opened the door and slipped into the dimly lit room. I closed the door and walked into the main part of the room. He was an average built 6'3" guy in his late 30s lying naked on the bed stroking the big piece of meat. I said, "hey." He said, "Get naked and get on this cock." I complied and slipped his rod into my mouth. It had been clean this morning, but now his uncut cock was musty with just a hint of cheese. I loved the taste. I sucked in enthusiastically as it grew to full hardness. "Keep the noise down. Don't get your teeth on me," he warned quietly. I took it as deeply as I could without risking that, but the girth made it impossible to take all the way. After a few minutes, he pushed me off and climbed off the bed leaving me on my belly. "You're going to take this cock raw without any complaints." It was more of a comment than a question. "You're going to fill me up with your load," I replied in the same quiet tone. He chuckled. "If that's what you want." He spit into his hand and pressed the big head against my hole. He pushed firmly into me in one slow, insistent thrust. I suspected he wouldn't be much on foreplay, but I had been working my hole long and hard with my big dildo and some silicone lube before I left home. That meant although it took my breath away I was able to take his forceful entry with a level of pain that only heightened my arousal. As he began to thrust into me, I began to moan. He fucked me hard at a steady pace with the full weight of his body pressing me into the bed. "You like that big, bare cock?" "Uh huh," I moaned. His speed and force increased little by little. "You want me to cum inside you?" he asked. "Definitely, give me that load!" Harder and harder he pounded. "You sure you want my load?" "Give it to me!" With one last painful thrust, I felt his big black cock throb inside me. "Chubby white boys like you always want my nut," he observed as he lay on top of me slowly coming down from his orgasm, "and I like to give them what they want." I murmured agreement. "Let me rest here a few, and I will give you one more," he offered. There was no conversation this time just moans and gasps from both of us. By the time his second orgasm came, I was feeling more than a little sore and stretched out. A few moments after that, he pushed himself off me and went into the bathroom. "Get dressed and get out. I'm done," he ordered. So I did. He must have shot a huge couple of loads because I couldn't keep it all in my abused hole. I felt it running down my legs as I made my way back to the car. At home, I had that big dildo back in my ass ready to rub out a load when I heard another text arrive. "You didn't ask about my status, but I bet you want to know, slut. My VL is sky high. Enjoy everything I gave you." My cock shot hard without me having to stroke.

I am sure it will be worth the wait.

The fact that you are a load-taking slut does not in anyway mean you were asking to be hurt and taken advantage of. You need to try to let go of that. If your therapist seems to be blaming you at all, go get a better one. I have had tops go a little too far a few times. I employed the "get back on the horse that threw you" technique and went right back to taking cock and cum. But it sounds like what happened to you went way beyond anything I have been through. Still you have all my support. I hope things get better for you.

if he doesn't have anything and neither do you, then there is nothing to worry about.

If you trust him, go for it. I take loads all the time. I highly recommend it.

Bareback sex carries risks of HIV and other STIs. If you can't handle the risk, don't do it. You didn't give us enough information to give you much guidance. Do you know anything about his health including HIV status? He might like fucking virgin boys because he is totally free of any STIs, and that is his strategy for staying that way. He might like fucking virgin boys because he is Poz or infected with other STIs and gets off on infecting innocent men.

I think the thing smartass is confusing himself with is the belief that condom usage is anywhere near 100% effective in preventing HIV. The best estimates are condoms fail 5-10% of the times they are used, and that assumes that they are being put on correctly. I have a buddy who converted from being fucked with a rubber. His versatile fuck buddy apparently had a box of out of date condoms that broke way too easily. His buddy had taken a load sometime previously with one of these bad condoms and not noticed the break. Sometime later he fucked my friend, and neither of them noticed the break. It turned out he was at the most infectious point after recently converting and passed it along. This all came to light because my friend had such a powerful fuck flu that they caught his conversion as it was happening. He was feeling very sick, but not testing Poz yet. PrEP offers a comparable level of protection to a condom, and you are COMPLETELY in control of it. You don't have to depend upon another guy putting on the rubber correctly and making sure it doesn't break.