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I just got a text message from a clinic in central London reminding me to restart PreP and warning that they were diagnosing more people with HIV because they'd stopped using the medication over lockdown.

Sign me up please.

Got fucked by an Aussie guy just before lockdown who enjoyed wearing his cock ring out to bars etc, flaunting a HUGE bulge in his pants.... had all the sluts drooling for it...

We're everywhere tbh.

Love being topped by cute younger or smaller guys.

Unf. You came to the right place. Nothing hotter than being absolutely filled with cum. You could breed me all night long.

General guidance in the UK (where Prep is free) is that daily is easier and safer, but EBD is promoted as an alternative dosing method. If you're not having frequent anal sex EBD offers a means of contraception against HIV; as studies have demonstrated; it's not as effectively as daily. but certainly more effective than prayer. For long sessions on the end of various cocks, you continue to take a pill daily until until two sex-free days have passed, or you resume dailiy dosing. It's not recommended for people with Hep B. There's also a method of structuring your EBD called the Ts & Ss method; after 7 days of daily doses, you step down to four pills per week (Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday & Sunday) which keeps enough prep in your system to guard against moderate sex (say once a week). It isn't recommended for more active sex lives. I was a daily user pre-lockdown. I'm currently event-based dosing and clean as a whistle. Taking a few weeks off work at the end of September and plan on cycling back up to daily though 😜.

Love it when that second hole just POPS open... you can really milk a long thick cock when it's deep inside you.

A cute nerdy clean-cut guy I met on scruff, who was timid with his clothes on and a beast with his clothes off. We'd talked/swapped photos about a year ago but couldn't get it together - i figured he was a bit flakey but I was wrong. My hungry ass had me hitting up a few locals yesterday and he said he was free. Arrived at mine and quickly got to shucking our clothes... I dunno about anyone else, but my brain isn't wired for accurately judging cock size in photos - I always seem to underestimate. He was long, thick and hard as steel. Couldn't keep my hands and mouth off it, really put me in the hypnotic whore mindset - and his eyes popped out when he pulled off my shorts to find my red hot ass-less briefs - If possibly they made him even harder. I'll let anyone fuck me but sometimes there's chemistry and sometimes there isn't and you just get your head down and let him do your thing... We were a good match. He pounded me thoroughly till we found a position that worked for both of us and he shot my load all over my sheets just as he asked if I still wanted his load in my ass - as if there's any other place?! He stayed hard after; shoulda asked him for a second load but my tender hole needed a break. I licked his cock clean which I've never done before, but he deserved it. Will gladly add him to my roster.

Finally managed to hook up with a cute nerdy local yesterday - we'd been talking for ages - I'd seen his cock in pictures but they didn't prepare me for the real deal - objects may look smaller than they appear.... this man was THIIIICK... I've taken enough cock now that my ass is pretty accommodating but even with poppers, he left me feeling thoroughly used.

Yeah once a thick cock's really stretched you out, nothing else compares.

Depends on the top and the cock. You can usually tell they're getting into a rhythm and powering to the finish line. I love a verbal top who tells me he's about to cum that usually puts me over the edge... Once, with a particularly thick top with a big load, I felt my ass getting flooded.

I was 13, in a dorm with three other boys all my age. I was a late developer compared to most of them - and one had a huge cock and an even bigger exhibitionist streak so most nights, after lights out, we'd all participate in a game where one of us, Ben, would try to catch the rest of us mid-wank... but it was really just a pretext to jack off in front of each other, which is what we ended up doing. I copied them and had my first orgasm.. instantly became an addict. Aside from the occasional sexual encounter back then, I spent the next few years watching, listening to other guys or being caught myself... I was obsessed.

The trouble is, as Hillary demonstrated - you need to win hearts and minds - and insulting swathes of voters is the wrong way to go about doing that. A lot of people voted for Trump, or didn't vote at all...for all kinds of reasons. Americans can avoid it happening again, but only by being constructive, dropping the hatred spewed at a lot of people who already feel looked down on and left behind - and fixing a broken system that encourages tribalism, where lawmakers have a vested interest in playing politics rather than fixing problems.

As a Brit, I love America, I spent a lot of my childhood there, I have friends over there and I want to return as soon as possible - and @dirtyarizona you and I share a loathing for extreme lefties. I have nothing against Capitalism - I think it's vital for societies to thrive, though the most successful countries on the planet mix a little socialism in with their capitalism - the fire department is socialist; the army, police, corporate bailouts are all socialist policies championed by republicans. (And here in the UK our uber-socialist NHS (because it's 100% centralised) has been able carry out some exceptional research on Coronavirus treatments that caused leading US economist (and right-wing Libertarian) Tyler Cowen to write in Bloomberg over the weekend "The Brits are on course to save the world.") #humblebrag But ideologues like Mitch McConnell (and plenty of democrats too) and 24hour for-profit cable news with endless pundits paid to speculate for hours on end and fight for "their side" fuelled by I'm sorry... the disaster that is your current President (who, lets face it is neither republican nor democrat)...Has turned America into a "sh•thole country"... And any American's reading this, my friends, you are the victims. Plenty of you will be doing fine, but as a society generally, it seems from over here like you are fast running out of the sticking plaster that's holding your country together. In much of the rest of the Western world we're suffering plenty, from bad politicians and corruption and tribalism and Coronavirus, but we're not leading the world in fatalities, or protesting in the streets and getting run down by Jeeps, our police don't execute victims curb side, or fire tear gas to stage photo-ops; or arrest reporters in Minneapolis - In that video: The City of Lakes looked like downtown Baghdad c.2003. I'm thankful that state and local governments can act as a buffer to a lot of what's being done (or more importantly what's not being done) in Washington - unlike in Russia where Putin is largely free to do what he wants and the Russian people suffer enormously - but regardless of your politics, in just under four years America has gone from leading the world, inspiring nations and finding compromise to being... this huge dumpster fire on the far side of the Atlantic that we look at with pity and to feel better about ourselves. What do I like about Trump? In less than 100 days he might (hopefully) be fired, though I do wish Biden were a decade younger. What do I dislike about Trump? If a supporter of the current President said: I like that he pretends to be religious to court religious voters. Or I like that he got rid of environmental and financial regulations, so it's easier for my business make money - fine. I don't like those things, but at least it acknowledges reality. But the biggest thing that irks me is that his most ardent supporters like him for reasons that don't make sense "I like that he doesn't care who dislikes him." - when the only thing he truly cares about is his image (and it's got nothing to do with policy). Or "I like how he turned the economy around" when at best, he fostered an already strong economy and made it a little stronger, while everything else fell apart... Anyway, peace and love to all my American brothers on the other side of the pond. I hope to be back there soon to take your big US cocks.

Coffee's for cumdumps.

I was sexually curious throughout school. I was obsessed with big cocks. At boarding school, there was plenty of opportunity to scope them out. I fell head over heals for my friend who was one of those kids who developed early. At 12 he had a huge, man-sized cock. Loads of hair, big balls...and he loved showing it off to me! Unf... In the UK, you switch from prep (junior) school, to normal boarding school at 13. Raging hormones. Dorms with four 13yo boys - I routinely caught guys jerking off, though never summoned up the courage to offer to help - i was painfully shy. In my dorm we jerked off together several times. I was obsessed with sex, most guys were and everyone talked like they'd done it...and was fucking left and right! I wanted to join the club. By watching my dorm mates, I quickly figured out how to orgasm, and though I don't remember the first time... I was immediately hooked and a few months later I shot my first load. In my first summer there, I got chatting to the only guy in my year I thought was legit gay (there were rumours). We talked about cocks and preferences and I hinted about what I was after. He took me back to my dorm and sucked me off before wrapping my hand around his seemingly huge cock (everyone was developing ahead of me), making me jerk him till he came all over my shirt. We could've been caught at any moment. I was shocked, felt a bit abused. Six months later around my 14th birthday, I went to see him in his dorm in the main block. He took me to the bathroom, put me on the floor, undid my trousers and fucked me - pulling out to cum all me. I don't remember much: It was uncomfortable as hell, the floor was wet and he came really fast. We walked to a dorm full of people staring at us - they knew exactly what was going on, and for good measure he told them what we'd just done. They didn't seem phased. It kinda freaked me out at the time and I didn't experiment for a while after that - though I wish I did. The kid was a bit of a sociopath and we didn't hang out much before or after these encounters. I later discovered he had worked his way through a bunch of kids at the school and continued to fuck the new arrivals all the way into his final year when he was 18...

Super tasty!

It's quite incredible just how resilient the human body can be. I'm looking forward to Thursday, I'll be sure to add the experience to Last Loads.

Lol this is true, but I'd have thought that professionals who use common sense would also use condoms.

I've not paid for sex yet, I haven't had the need, but the experience has been on my bucket and every now and then I play a little fantasy-league and browse a few escort sites imagining what orgies of my own personal pleasure I might be able to concoct and with what combination of beautiful muscle boys... A few weeks ago I was propositioned by one-such familiar face on Grindr. The boy is very pretty, short, toned and with an ass that won't quit. Not the brightest tool in the shed in a way that my experience suggests may make him dynamite in the sack - something about not overthinking things. His insanely sexy ass means he mostly gets work as a bottom, but it turns out he's otherwise a top - constantly horny and has a preference for larger guys about 10+ years older... So a freebie with a beautiful younger lad is on the cards and being the newly indoctrinated cumslut that I am, I want to take his load which he's eager to give me. We've loose plans to meet on Thursday - but there are so many things my PreP doesn't cover. it's safe to assume he's had a fair amount of cock, and I know he's willing to go bare... But surely no worse than lying face down in a bathhouse and letting whomever play hide the salami with me which is also on my to-do list. In truth, the risk is most of the thrill. Has anyone else gone bare with a professional? And if so, did you escape unscathed?

Hey friend; I know you say you're not depressed, but it certainly sounds like it. You can be depressed and want the best for others. It's that you don't want to look after yourself or feel you're not worth it, the tiredness and wanting to be left alone. The current crisis can throw anyone into a spiral, but if you're already reeling from a very unpleasant situation with work, and feel that you're not making progress in life and don't have a support network of friends around you, your mental wellbeing is going to disintegrate. HIV is treatable and you're a young guy with lots to live for; the fact that you currently don't feel this is true, doesn't change the fact that there is happiness in your future - and as far as I know, Brazil has free healthcare right? So you can get treatment for free? I'm sure there will be others here who can go into more detail but to answer your questions: 1) Though I've never been homeless, a very close friend from school lives as a hermit and traveller. It stemmed from a lack of self-esteem and his mental health has only gotten worse as time went on; his detachment from the world has left him isolated and afraid of human contact and intimacy - except when he's high (which he is more and more) - when he tells me via a string of messages how important I am to him. Though I understand the urge to shut yourself off from the world, I've seen the damage isolation does to people - you should fight that urge and work to build a support network of friends and acquaintances around you. How easy that is to do in the current climate, I don't know, but if you can seek out meetings of likeminded people; people who share your interests and hobbies and start socialising, start giving yourself purpose and structure, you will feel better again. 2) Others will be able to answer this better I'm sure - but there's no defined time limit. The aquired diseases that kill you are called opportunistic because they take advantage of your compromised immune system. If you're healthy and take care of yourself, these infections don't have much of a chance and you can live a normal life - but if you stop taking care of yourself...at some point you will most likely get sick and suffer a very tragic, preventable and unpleasant death, from a wide variety of infections and cancers. We should all take care of our health, HIV or not, and that means regular checkups with the doctor, and medication if necessary - your status doesn't mean you have to live an extraordinary life. 3) Monastic retreats for periods of reflection are (in the UK at least) available to most people. You need to find monasteries that can accommodate you and usually they're short term stays. I do think you could find one in Brazil but i honesty think you'd be better off building yourself a little structure in your life - you can always go on a retreat later on. You're not alone, I know you feel like you are. There are people out there, myself included, sat on the other side of the planet, writing to you right now to tell you that this is a blip on the road of life that you can and will overcome. Your life is precious and you feel right now is a result of some terrible circumstances all piling on top of each other, but you will feel better one day. Don't make any decisions based on how you feel right now. Keep taking care of your physical health while you work to mend your mental wellbeing and then when you're feeling better, ask if you still want to live in the way you described.

Your work is stellar!

You should post them sexy! Would love to read about where that incredible ass has been.