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Stay strong! I’m sure things will start looking up for you soon!

Hot story. Really hot that your girlfriend encourages you to get fucked. Did you tell her you took his load?

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There are a lot of shirts like this on Amazon. I wear one that says “CUM IN MY ASS” when I go to the bathhouse. There are others that say “cum in me bro,” “I love cock,” “cumslut,” “I swallow cum,” etc.

I bring a small bottle of Swiss Navy silicone lube. I lube up beforehand, and then reapply as needed. Silicone lube never goes dry or sticky, so you’ll never need the whole bottle.

I’m above average in girth. I’ve never fucked a man’s ass, only pussy and my ex-wife’s ass. The pussy that I’ve fucked has had varying degrees of natural tightness, and my ex’s anus was extremely tight (she hated anal, no matter how much I tried to train her ass, how much foreplay we did, how much lube we used, or how patient I was). For me, regardless of the level of natural or artificial lubrication, the looser the hole the better it feels. Tighter holes feel painful on my dick. Just my two cents.

Taking loads of hot cum in your hole without fear or anxiety is easily worth whatever initial embarrassment you might feel from talking to medical professionals about PrEP. I’ve gotten zero judgment from any of the medical professionals I visit, from the front desk staff to all the nurses, physicians assistants, doctors, pharmacy techs, pharmacists, and insurance reps. I go to pick up my scripts with my girlfriend, so even though the pharmacist and techs don’t have access to my charts, they know I’m bi and taking loads. But the fact is they don’t care. My sex life is really not a big deal to anyone in the medical field.

I don’t shave the rest of my body, but I do trim my pubes and shave my balls and hole. I like the way it feels. I think I want to start waxing or lasering instead.

I'm picturing a close up of his cock flooding my hole, and my ass greedily slurping his cum.

I really want to try DP sometime. I’ve only had one experience with group sex while bottoming, and I really enjoyed getting spit-roasted. I love stretching my hole at home with big dildos, but they’re not as good as the real thing. Two real cocks stretching my hole sounds amazing.

The more research I’ve done into herpes and other STIs has helped set my mind at ease about it more. Get tested regularly so you can treat whatever you get. Regarding herpes and genital warts, I would inspect every dick to make sure the guy isn’t having an outbreak. As I understand it, however, it is possible (albeit less likely) to transmit herpes even if the person does not have any visible sores. The more I looked into herpes specifically, it seems like it’s less serious than it’s made out to be. My impression was that a significant percentage of the population has it, and a significant percentage of the people who have it never have an outbreak. Doctors won’t test for it unless asked specifically to do so or you have symptoms, and insurance companies often won’t pay for testing. That tells me it’s relatively common and benign. Gather more information, and then protect yourself as well as you can before, during, and after sex. If you do that, you can go forth and be confident taking as many loads as you want.

The bigger the better. I like to use large toys, and my biggest dildo is 2.5” wide by 9” in length, bigger than pretty much every cock I’ve encountered. I want to go bigger on dildos. Would love to get double penetrated at some point too.

Weed provides me with a similar feeling to poppers in that it lowers my blood pressure and relaxes my smooth muscle to some degree. Not to the same extent as poppers, but it lasts longer. I also find it difficult to get an erection at all when smoking/eating THC, and can get paranoid about social interaction. I don’t have those problems with poppers. But weed affects people differently I’ve found—maybe you don’t have those side effects. I recently had a bathhouse experience like you’re looking for. Got fucked bareback by five guys with big cocks, got spit-roasted for my first time ever, and took four loads in my ass and two in my mouth. Can’t wait to do it again. My advice for your bathhouse trip? - Research the busiest days to go. Squirt.org is good for checking out the popularity of local cruising spots including bathhouses. - Get a room. You can prep there and relax if you need a break. Or you can open the door if it’s busy waiting for loads. - Draw attention to yourself as you walk inside and go to your room. Wear your sluttiest clothes. I wore my tank top that says “Cum In My Ass” and had my jock strap peeking out the top of my shorts—got a lot of attention as I walked in. Make eye contact with anyone who remotely looks like they have a nice cock. - When you’re ready, start cruising the place. The first time you see a group of guys in a more public area of the club (video room, hallway, darkroom, slurp ramp) make your move. Don’t wait because you think there are only a couple guys and you want to see what the rest of the club has to offer. Go up to the first guy who catches your eye and ask if you can stroke him. Then get on your knees and stick your ass out. Swallow him whole. Hopefully there are more guys nearby. Try to catch their eye while you’re sucking the first guy. Once you get two cocks, more will join in. - If it doesn’t work and all you get is one guy, no worries. Cruise around and try again. Be aggressive and slutty. You can’t get enough dick. Act like it. Happy hunting!

I have so many videos of me taking huge dildos, and one sexy one of cum leaking out of my hole, but nothing where I’m getting fucked. I’d love to have video proof of the real thing. I want to be filmed taking multiple cocks and loads at the center of a bareback gangbang.

This too shall pass. When I first started sucking dick—before I started getting fucked, when I was naive and stupid and ignorant of the pleasure a cock in my hole could give me—I was swallowing load after load. The first cock I sucked belonged to a married guy who came so fast and so hard and so much that he got angry, thinking I was lying to him about never being with a guy before. But it didn’t matter who or where. Guys on the DL, gay guys, bi guys, at their place, at my place, at the bookstore, at the bathhouse... all of them gave me their cum easily. Then I ran into a dry streak. No matter what I did, no matter the guy, no matter the place, I couldn’t make anyone cum in or even around my mouth. It felt like torture. But it didn’t last forever. Time passed and I started getting loads again. No idea what happened. Just be patient. You’ll feel that hot seed in your hole again before you know it.

Yes, I’ll get the vaccine as soon as I can.

March 10, 2019. I had gotten fucked for the first time the day before, a Saturday at Flex bathhouse in Phoenix. Sunday night I went to Chute. It was pretty dead, but I got on Grindr and the handsome big-dicked employee who worked the front desk hit me up so I told him to come to my room. I sucked him but he had to get back to work so he quickly filled my mouth with cum. I would’ve taken him in my ass, but he was *really* big and it would’ve taken me awhile to get comfortable with it. I was about to leave when a younger black guy approached me to ask if I could help him find his room. I told him sure, helped him find his room, and helped him find my ass when he asked if he could fuck me. He was a shorter, thin guy with a long thin cock. I tried to roll over on my back but as he pulled out he said he had already cum. 😕 Kind of a disappointment for my first time bareback. I’ve made up for it though.

This attorney is a filthy cocksucker who gets fucked.

That Nicholas Kristof article was eye-opening, and child pornography and sexual slavery are huge issues that need to be addressed. I just wish there was a better way to target problematic material without sweeping up other material in the overbroad dragnet that inevitably follows something like this. Poppers trainers and trans/sissy hypno porn are not illegal and have nothing to do with child pornography, and yet my playlists got deleted anyways. Kristof’s suggestion in the article that major credit card companies should suspend operations with Pornhub is an ill-fitting remedy, throwing the baby out with the bathwater. Accepting Kristof’s invitation, as he clearly has no niche sexual interests that have been over-regulated by Puritan moralists: he is a prude, and an ignorant one at that.

I am kind of livid right now. It seems Pornhub has removed all playlists referring to poppers, and I just saw that they deleted my trans playlist too. I had dozens of videos saved to each playlist, and the poppers one was definitely one of my go-tos. I’d like some fucking answers. This is some Puritan Tumblr bullshit.

I cleared out my schedule and walked into the bathhouse around 11 a.m. wearing a tank top that said “cum in my ass.” The parking lot was pretty full, maybe 20 cars, so I knew I was going to have a good chance at getting what I wanted. As I paid and walked to my room there were several guys checking me out. After getting settled and doing one last clean out in my en suite bathroom, I grabbed my poppers, lube, key, and towel and started to explore. I made my way down the hallway past the lockers, past the new gloryhole wall, to an open area between the darkroom and theater rooms with a wide bench and a small TV showing porn. One of the guys that had been checking me out was sitting on the bench stroking and staring at me as I walked up in my jock strap, towel slung over my shoulder. Wearing the jock makes me feel so sexy. My ass exposed showing all these men and their cocks that I’m a slut. In past trips to the bathhouse, I had been shy and afraid, waiting to find the perfect cock. This time I knew what I wanted: lots of cock and lots of cum. There was no time to waste. I walked right up to this guy and bent over to reach under his towel and take the place of his hand. He was a middle aged well-built bearish guy. His cock was slightly below average size when fully erect, but as I started stroking him he swelled up nice and thick. Before I could get down on my knees he grabbed my cock and pulled it through the fly in my jock strap, stroking a bit before taking me in his mouth. It’s often difficult for me to get hard with guys, but between his mouth and my cock ring, I was fully torqued in no time. I didn’t want to cum yet, so I pulled away and got down on my knees in front of him. I pulled his cock out and put it in my mouth. I could taste his precum as I licked his meaty cockhead and slid my lips down his shaft. I took him into my throat before sliding back up. I wanted to taste those balls. I buried my face in the base of his cock, licking and sucking on his full scrotum and inhaling his scent. As I was sucking cock out in the open like this, my ass up and my hole on display, I could tell a group of about five or six guys had gathered around to watch. One guy standing to my left sat down next to Guy #1. I reached out and started stroking him too. He was older and clean cut, but he had a noticeably longer cock, even when semi-soft. Once I stroked him fully hard, he was easily eight inches and fairly thick. I pulled back from Guy #1 and started sucking Guy #2. I couldn’t quite deepthroat him, but I was trying. A third guy, a shorter, stocky guy with a big belly, stepped up behind me and started massaging my ass. Guy #3 was soon probing my pre-lubed hole with multiple fingers. Guy #2 asked if he was fisting me. I didn’t know how many fingers he was using, but I knew he wasn’t fisting me. Maybe save that for next time. Guy #2 stood up while I was still sucking his big beautiful cock, and Guy #1 got up to join Guy #3 at my ass. I grabbed my lube and reached back to stroke both of them and show them what I wanted. I took a hit of poppers as I felt Guy #1 and his thick cock start to push into my asshole. I’m so turned on that my hole opened for him without a problem. He could tell he was in and started to pound away at my ass. Some combination of the poppers, the new angle with Guy #2, and the pounding from Guy #1 gave me a much easier time opening my throat for that eight-inch meat. This was my first spitroast, getting pounded at both ends by big dicks, and I was loving it. Both guys were loving it too. Guy #2 had started moaning, telling me what a good boy I was and to take his cock deep. Guy #1 started to pick up his pace, slamming his hips into my ass, and I could tell he was getting close. He spasmed and grunted that he was cumming in my hole. As he pulled out, the air hit my slick cunt and I could feel a stream of warm cum dribble down my taint and collect around my balls in the pouch of my jock. Guy #3 stepped back up to my ass and started to finger me again (he really loved fingering ass apparently) and another guy stepped in and grabbed my dick underneath. Guy #4 leaned his head down (I’m pretty tall, so there was enough room under my torso) and started to suck me. He was only able to suck for a minute because Guy #3 was lining up his cock to pound my ass. Guy #3 started fucking me and it was only a short time before he blew a second load of hot cum inside me. I had been sucking Guy #2 the whole time, alternating between throating his shaft and lapping at his big balls. After Guy #3 was done with my ass, I told Guy #2 that I wanted to feel him in my hole. He sat down on the bench and I got up off the floor, turning around and showing him my ass while I grabbed my lube and poppers. He told me what a lucky boy I was to have so much hard dick around me. I lubed up his cock and aimed it at my hole, taking him slowly inside for a couple short strokes before pressing down further and taking him past my second sphincter. I took a hit of poppers and started moaning like a bitch while I bounced up and down his monster cock, feeling him filling me up. I got into a good rhythm feeling him deep inside me. One guy, must have been Guy #4 who started sucking me earlier, started grabbing my nipples. A few more guys were standing at the other wall—two of them were looking at me enjoying the show, and the third was on his knees in front of them, bobbing away. I moved Guy #4 over in front of me so I could suck him. I wanted to taste some semen too—couldn’t let my ass have all the fun. Guy #4 had a pretty average cock, but nice smooth balls. I was able to grab those and gently stroke them as I continued bouncing on the guy behind me. Guy #2 kept telling me how much of a slut I was, and that I was a good boy. I pulled off the cock in my mouth to tell Guy #2 I wanted his cum. He said he wanted my mouth again. I wanted this guy’s cum so bad. I rose up off his cock and turned around. I motioned for Guy #4 to get behind me and got on my knees to survey the beautiful cock that was recently churning my insides. His thick head and shaft were glistening with lube, and the base was surrounded with frothy cum. I went to town, slurping his cock deep again, imagining him spurting deep in my throat. I felt Guy #4 grab my hips and thrust inside my cum-filled hole. He pounded me for awhile while I sucked Guy #2 in my second spitroast. Guy #2 told me I was greedy for wanting so much cum, and then started asking if I wanted it. I gagged and nodded as my eyes teared up. I wanted him to shoot in my throat, but he pulled back and started stroking. I opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue. With each thrust from the guy in my ass, I tried to get my mouth around the cock in front of me again. He shot a rope that hit my cheek on the way over my left shoulder, and then kept producing small eruptions of thick cum from his cockhead that dripped down over my mustache and onto my tongue. I lapped it up and licked my lips. At the same time, Guy #4 came and quickly pulled out of my ass—I could feel one last spurt on my hole as he pulled out, but I was still mostly focused on the big cock in front of me. I grabbed it, sucked on the tip, and finished squeezing out the last pearls of his cum into my mouth. I had taken four guys in my ass, three in my mouth, had experienced my first and second spitroasts, was full of cum at both ends, and had cum on my face and dripping from my hole. I was also pretty sweaty and my knees hurt a bit. I thanked the guys, packed up my bag of poppers and lube, and got up to head back to my room. I finished out the rest of my bathhouse visit with relatively little fanfare in comparison. Took another anonymous load from a slim big-dicked Hispanic guy in my room, and then shot my edged load while on my knees in the darkroom as a big-dicked younger guy fucked my face. Can’t wait to go back.

I don’t get hard when I bottom. I enjoy stretching and focusing on my hole. Focusing on getting hard for me would involve doing some form of kegels and clenching my ass, which would make bottoming at least somewhat painful and less enjoyable.

Update: went to Flex on 10/19 and the steam room and showers were the only things I saw closed. The pool, hot tub, and dark room were open, and they installed new gloryholes in some of the hallways.

I don’t know what kind of guys are saying it takes 15 minutes, but that’s unrealistic for what you want. It sounds like you want to be clean for half a day to a full day, and to be clean enough for an above average cock (your 8-inch dildo), and to be so clean that there is no trace of fecal matter. And you want all that in 15 minutes. Not gonna happen. My guess is any guy saying it takes 15 minutes is preparing for an immediate single fuck that will probably last all of five minutes, with an average dick, just trying to get most of the fecal matter out of the rectum, and more than likely won’t be anxious, squeamish, or embarrassed if his top stimulates his sigmoid sphincter and some fecal matter gets on the top’s cock or he leaks out some brownish-tinted cum. I don’t think you need a special trip to the medical doctor to help you with this. It sounds like your experience is all within normal limits. Maybe talk to a therapist if you continue to be so anxious about it that you can’t be in the moment during sex.

I think it’s all relative. To me, I don’t see any objective truth to the claim that “there’s nothing more personal” than intercourse. For me, kissing is more personal than intercourse because I perceive my consciousness and others’ consciousness as being located in the head—thinking, seeing, tasting, smelling, and our primary means of communicating. Putting your mouth together with another person’s mouth implicitly requires most of your primary conscious sensation organs are close together. That makes more sense to me subjectively (although I don’t think there’s any objective truth to any particular view).