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i believe, more often than not, in an argument between our emotion and our reasoning, emotion will win out most often. Your desire to be a 'cumdump' and your subsequent failure to get there are both emotional dispositions, so i think you are on the right track to look for a "ritual" or way to get past your emotions vs just reasoning with your self. It can be hard to shift our entrenched feelings, especially the ones we have strengthened through habit. i'd suggest altering your approach, change the venue. i don't know what your cruising spot is, but maybe try starting with that choice. If your "cruising spot" is, say, a park or sauna that involves you being out in the open and seen, choose a different venue like a cruisy restroom with a GH or an ABS with lots of booths and GH's. A GH makes the process a lot more anonymous and can refine the hookup process down to cock and hole. Some guys simply get in a booth, close the door and back their hole against a GH and wait. That takes a lot of the visual concerns out of the equation. But i'd suggest not going to the same place/places, totally switch it up. Go to a different city, different venue, etc.. That way your mind and emotions will not have familiar things to hang onto and support your fears. Just choose a random ABS you've never considered before, find a booth with a GH and present. As others have noted, we all have concerns about whether we are desirable and fears of rejection. But i'm guessing you have already thought of that, still doesn't alter reality, eh? Maybe also change up your expectations and definitions. We've all experienced and been defeated by unrealistic expectations in life (doesn't just apply to sex, eh?). To me, a "cumdump" is just a guy who wants another guys cum inside of him, it does not have to do with numbers, types, venues, etc.. Sometimes you get one cock, sometimes five, but in both experiences, you are still a bottom who wants a Mans cock and seed inside of him (aka, a "cumdump") . Not getting that does not make you any less of a "cumdump,' it just makes you a less fulfilled or satisfied cumdump lol.

Just left. my regular Sweet Latino FB, we seem to keep each other pretty damned happy... i'm literally shaking as i type this. Lately He seems to like when i suck Him first... i adore Him, so my heart and soul is poured into licking, kissing and sucking His Cock, balls, thighs and surrounding area. i love having His scent on my face, it's an added sweetness to the connection. Plus, i can look up and watch His face and His pleasure is so obvious it feeds both my soul and my lust and i get more intense. To me, this is one of the best parts of compatible sex when the chemistry is there, each of our lust/desire/need naturally feeds and fuels the others. He gets to this point where His cock is so hard it looks and feels like He is going to bust through His skin, and about that time He growls: "I'm gonna fuck the shit out of you." And, He does. The other night He left me with a gaping, round cream pie, today my hole is like it was the other night after getting that gape fucked hard a second time where it looks like a loose pussy after. i'm literally dripping, which doesn't happen very often since i purposely clench to keep every drop of seed inside. Definitely at that conquered hole state where it's still in a state of complete surrender. Feeling a warm and fortunate state of bliss.

i had been receiving bare cocks and loads for >30 years before testing poz, and i've long been in the >'1000 cocks club.' As it turns out, i was getting routine testing and had decided to go on PrEP, but didn't turn out that way. Psychosexual urges are hard to resist, and often impossible to comprehend, but i'd encourage you to go on PrEP. Untreated HIV is a death sentence, and not a friendly or sexy one at that. If you have ever cared for someone dying of AID's it's a devastating disease. We are all fortunate that pretty much no one in this era need die of AID's, it is a treatable disease with few, if any, side effects for most. But It takes away an element of freedom. You are tied to a daily dose of medication. We are lucky to have that, but it is still a tether, a dependency. i do not regret on fuck or load i have ever received... i am grateful for every one, including the one that pozzed me. But i am not grateful for HIV. It's a disease that takes away a human freedom, it's not a 'gift,' any more than Covid, or the flu or a stroke or a heart attack. It's a pathogen and the opposite of life giving seed/semen. i would not wanna eat poisoned food, no matter how much the Guy Who made and served it was, why would we purposely wanna eat the same guys poisoned seed? lol, it's a mystery, but i understand that not all urges/desires are reasonable. Still, i'd try to avoid giving in to the "chaser/gifter" urge if you can.

Couple of thoughts. From my read, it seems you have not actually experienced what you are writing about? I.e., you have pretty much been exclusive with one FB? i suggest there is a difference between imagined desire and reality, and until you actually experience the multiple cocks you imagine, you won't really know the "who you are" part. Right now, it doesn't seem you are a 'cum dump," it's a desire or fantasy, not an actual reality. You have an exclusive relationship with one Man who breeds you about every other day, and you are not satisfied by that. Do you feel you have identified what it is about being with a Man that feeds your need/desire? Is it purely physical. i don't believe it ever is, but i think some try to restrict it to physical only and sort of hide from the emotional/psychological reasons that drive them. i find a lot of guys never dig in and figure out what is driving their needs/desires, and end up feeding them generally instead of specifically. It may be you can get what you need/desire from a couple of FB's, or you may find you're at the other end and never want to be fucked by the same guy twice. So, my two considerations would be: try to understand more specifically what and why you want/need with another man/men, and secondly step in vs jump in. You don't really know till you try, but it doesn't have to be an all or nothing decision or process. From where i sit, you've already identified your main "mental hurdle" right now, it seems to be the two year relationship you have with the Man breeding you. That kind of arrangement seems very one sided to me. He is not exclusive, but wants/expects you to be? In a sense, he is doing/getting what you want, but restricting you from doing the same.

Tried to write about this last night after it happened, but got redirected to another site. Turns out my VPN was going through Salt Lake City Utah, a "Taliban State" that bans sites like BZ. Changed that this morning, even though i have a thing for Mormon Guys. my Sweet Latino FB called from work saying He got off work at 830 and was really horny, i told Him i'd be ready. Truth is, i'd prepped earlier hoping to hear from Him, so was just a matter of a quick refresh and was glad i hadn't eaten dinner yet. He's into sucking me sometimes, and i let Him. He never makes me cum and has told me He doesn't think He'd like cum, so it works for us. my psychosexual wiring is such that i don't relate to having a "cock" to penetrate or fuck with. To me it's more of a male type of clitoris that can get sexual stimulation, but not made for fucking with. i love when a Man purposefully uses it not to make me ever cum that way, but just to make me hornier for Him. We inadvertently have that, though He doesn't seem to get the ideas behind 'mind fuck.' He's a sweet Top and i love His personality, so i'm pretty pliant with Him. He also loves getting His cock sucked and while sucking me said: "let me know when you want to suck mine." i suggested He Top 69 me, so He came over my face and i received His Cock. He didn't get it though, and i had absolutely no space to move (He's a solid mass of muscle), and i was pinned under Him taking His Cock all the way. i seem to have crossed a barrier in my cock sucking abilities and take cock into my throat a lot easier now, barely ever gag? So i pretty much just held His whole cock in my throat for awhile, tonguing it. He likes when i suck Him though, so ended up between His thighs, licking and sucking Him... which is better. i get into subspace that way and He seems to like when i get that way, which just feeds my 'worshipful' disposition more. At one point He got very close to orgasm and said: "I'm going to fuck the shit out of you." i got on my belly and He pushed right in without lube and took me a few to get past the sudden pain (rarely have that). Pretty sure He came quickly, because i got 'lubed' very fast, but He always keeps fucking and is a multiple cummer. When He's done, He always just pulls out and rolls off me and takes a shower. i always reach around after so i can feel His seed with my finger, and felt my round, gaped hole. When He came in after showering i asked Him to put His finger in my hole and feel what He made, but He didn't seem to get where i was coming from, so i didn't pursue it lol... but fuck, i love the molding/shaping effect a Top can have on my hole. i love that 'mark.' He left me with such a sweet cream pie, i felt the desire to share it and opened Grindr. i almost never cruise Grindr, usually a wasteland, but have had some success recently and got hit on almost instantly. Ten minutes later a Guy walked in my back door and into my dark room where i lay on my bed ass up ready for Him. He stood at the side of my and said He needed to get hard, so i offered to suck Him. He started out short and thick and grew quickly to a nice 7-8 inches with sweet girth. He liked getting sucked to the hilt and started fucking my face... was sweet cupping His balls as we enjoyed His Cock. He asked me to stand at the side of the bed so He could fuck me. i'm tall and had to squat down, but it was no big deal to do so and He pushed in to my cream pie. His cock was BIG, lol. i'm still surprised by being filled and stretched, even after all the cock that's been inside of me, the thrill and sense of gratitude never goes away as i gasped and received Him. As He fucked, my cream pie became sloppier and sloppier and He swelled and His breathing changed signally He was gonna bust, which He did with wonderful satisfaction on His part. i love perceiving a Mans satisfied lust, fuck it's the best feeling on earth. As He withdrew, i clenched as best i could to hold His seed... harder to do when standing, but i fought gravity and also reached around and covered my now vacant and wrecked hole with my hand to keep His seed in and felt what a sloppy gash i had. Felt like i had about a gallon of cum in me, and my hole was no longer round and gaped, but His big Cock had pulled and shaped it into a mass of pussy like swollen lips. After He left, i turned my light on and there was a sizable puddled of cum on the floor. i sent Him a quick message on Grindr telling Him what a sweet fuck He was and thanking Him and fell asleep full of seed.

i think you've gotten some great answers already, and mine is similar (i.e., it generally depends on the bottoms , and Tops, understanding and experience level). i think one of the thrills of Man on man sex is the long term opening and molding effect. As i experience sex with Men, part of the way Men mark and 'impregnate' another man is by shaping his hole. Like others have mentioned, receiving lots of Cock can gradually change your hole into a fuck slash vs an ass pucker. i remember when i realized i no longer have an ass hole made for retention, but a fuck hole that's been changed, opened and molded to receive Cock and fucking. i see sex as part of the human creative process. Some are wired as 'creators' (to varying degrees) and some are wired as 'creations' (to varying degrees). i love being the clay or canvas a Man uses His creative energy/desire/need with and my hole shows a lifetime of Men exercising Their creative energy. Check out the thread: "Let's see your holes," it's like an art show.

i do not think being honest about Who You are is "selfish." i think it's a question of compatibility. yin goes with Yang, yin doesn't go with yin, Yang doesn't go with Yang. If we were taught to look for compatibility in relationship vs the notion that 'love' is sacrificial, arrangements like marriage would perhaps have a better than 50% success rate lol. Instead, some cultural conditioning promotes quid-pro-quo over compatibility, which i think is never mutually satisfying, and not very tenable long term. It makes a lot more sense to me to A) know your self B) connect with someone who knows their self C) communicate D) find compatibility A Top with a bottom has a lot better chance of satisfaction and success than two Tops together, or two bottoms? Compatibility can result in a symbiotic connection (and even bond), because each naturally gets what they need/desire just by being who and how they are. If a guy is fucking me or letting me suck him just because i want it, i'll pass. i want to be with Someone Who wants Their cock sucked ,or wants to fuck, as much as i wanna suck Their Cock or get bred by them. To me, anyone who wants You to suck their cock, when You do not like to suck cock, is setting their self up for disappointment because they are turning sex into a mechanical experience. To me, a big part of sex is connecting mutual lust, and they are not getting Your lust if You have their cock in your mouth and don't want it. What a waste of time and energy... and cock.

" How could you get HIV from contact with blood? Text The risk of HIV transmission through blood comes when the person has a detectable viral load and their blood enters another person’s body or comes into contact with a mucous membrane. These are parts of the body with wet, absorbent skin such as the: eyes vagina head of the penis inside of the anus mouth. There’s also a risk if blood from a person who has a detectable viral load comes into contact with a cut or broken skin, giving HIV a way through the skin and into someone’s bloodstream. If blood gets onto skin that isn’t broken, there is no risk. In a medical setting, it’s possible for HIV to be transmitted by someone accidentally cutting themselves with a blade or needle they have used to treat a person living with HIV. This is called a needlestick injury. The risk of being infected in this way is very low. However, if someone thinks they have been exposed to HIV through a needlestick injury, post-exposure prophylaxis (PEP) may be an option." [think before following links] https://www.tht.org.uk/hiv-and-sexual-health/about-hiv/how-hiv-transmitted#:~:text=Body fluids including semen and,during vaginal or anal sex.

If you're "weird," so am i. Beyond the physical limitations i find riding (physically, i think reverse cowboy is a little better, but not much), for me it's mostly the psychological side of it. i feel like i am the one doing the fucking, and that seems top to me. i can understand that a Top may want to just lie back and enjoy sometimes, and i do not feel top at all when i'm sucking cock, it still feels bottom to me. i think on either side, Top or bottom, it comes down to our individual wiring and perception of things. i too am in the >1000 cock club and can count on one hand the number of times i have ridden. A big part of receiving a Mans Cock, for me, is the energy of Him being in control, and that feels very reversed for me if i am riding.

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i'm curious about IPL also. i've tried everything... at home. Tried a Remington ilight pro plus, i have a cabinet full of shavers, electrical trimmers, got my own waxing set up. I just ordered the Ulike Air+ because it's on sale and $80 less than the Ulike Air3, with not much difference in tech, both have great reviews. i did have results with the Remington, but it was really bulky, tedious and unwieldy to use, so i stopped. All the youtube reviews i have seen on the Ulike IPL have been positive, also they have a cooling technology to protect from burns. We'll see, looks a lot easier to use, twice as fast as the Remington, this one is results in 4 weeks? Again, all the reviews i've seen are positive, so it's worth a try to me. Here's the Ulike Air+ i ordered [think before following links] https://www.amazon.com/Ulike-Sapphire-Ice-Cooling-Technology-Long-lasting/dp/B09BN5GMRL/ref=sr_1_1_sspa?crid=2PPF13SOLSB88&keywords=ulike+hair+removal+device&qid=1685897374&sprefix=ulike%2Caps%2C206&sr=8-1-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUEzUlJIMFZaRVFITlQ0JmVuY3J5cHRlZElkPUExMDA2NzY4Rk9FTjEySFhFMzRUJmVuY3J5cHRlZEFkSWQ9QTA4MzYwNTMyWDFZMjhCUzZZVjVCJndpZGdldE5hbWU9c3BfYXRmJmFjdGlvbj1jbGlja1JlZGlyZWN0JmRvTm90TG9nQ2xpY2s9dHJ1ZQ== i'm not a gorilla, but i have hair everywhere. Want try it on my ass, chest, back, stomach and bikini area, balls and shaft? Shaving just doesn't work well for me, i get ingrown hairs almost overnight it seems? Also, keeping the stubble away is a pain in the ass... literally, and that is the number one complaint i read from Tops who do not like a shaved ass (sand paper stubble), I've tried razors (which do the closest shave in my experience) rotary and foil shavers (less ingrown with those, but not as close and good luck with cracks and crevices). Trimers... just not close enough. Waxing? i didn't have much success doing my own waxing. To get it all took repeat pulls and again, getting to the places i wanted hair gone is really awkward...and this from a guy who does yoga lol. From everything i've read and youtube vids, IPL seems to have come a long way since i tried it 7 years ago, so i'm going to give it another shot. i'll update.

Palm Springs and Fr Lauderdale... i went to Lauderdale in March and PS in May, enjoyed both. i wrote a long post about my time in PS if interested.

i'd like to know is what you are thinking and feeling about the experience retrospectively? Are you angry? Do you feel violated? Turned on? Ambivalent? It seems to me the fact that you told Him to stop means you at least suspected He'd continue to fuck you till He bred you, had you not said "stop". Which is as much as any of us can speculate since none of us can truly know what was going on in his head. The fact He didn't deny anything makes a pretty strong argument for Him trying to breed you though. It also seems to me you were not angry or turned off when it happened because you were fine with switching to oral and taking His cock and seed down your throat?

Just left... cum and go. Just wandered onto Grindr and He hits me up. He'd hit me up the other day but i had to work. Not used to getting anything from Grindr, but He wanted sucked and to breed. i let Him know i was cum sloppy and He thought that was hot, so He came over. We kissed... was a great kisser, then i led Him back to my room dropping my shorts on the way, ass presenting. Went down on my knees when we got there and took His cock in my mouth. His cock was short, but a hole stretcher, very thick. and uncut. Fuck, He was so good to suck on, i got in the zone right away and He liked it, which amped me up when i know a Man is enjoying. Maybe too much, i asked if He wanted to fuck, and He fucked me lying on my belly, but had a hard time staying in, so i flipped on my back and He had to keep pulling out because He didn't want to cum to fast. But i was loving it too and wanting His orgasm and seed and He went deep and unloaded as i reached under and caressed His balls. i love holding and caressing a Mans balls while He empties them into me, so awesome. Now i have to hold His and my other fuck buddies loads in. A sweet task.

Bout half hour ago. my sweet Latino FB. He just left a bbq with His friends and was horny. i was making dinner, but jumped in the shower and prepped, didn't take long. When i got out of the shower, i saw His car parked in my driveway. Oh hell yeah. i texted "ready" and less than a minute later He was in my unlocked back door, straddling my legs and sliding His fat Cock in. i felt sorta sloppy already to myself, idk, but He drove right in and fucked me beautifully as always. i never tire of His energy and desire to breed, He showered and asked when i am off work next... i don't go back till thursday and He said: "good to know, maybe i'll hit you up after work tomorrow." Yes please, my hole is cum sloppy and feels good when i walk or sit, all slippery and full.

i don't know if this question can be answered objectively, but i can trace being bottom with a healthy dose of sub back to age 7. i had a crush on another 7 year old boy in my neighborhood, Danny Newberry. In retrospect, i can see He had Top/Dom attributes even at that age, even though we were both just clueless kids. One day while playing at His house, He took me into His bathroom and showed me an enema nozzle. He was very excited as He described to me what it was and where it went, and as He described it, He described it happening to me. Nothing happened between us, but as soon as i got home, i found our enema nozzle and, thinking of Him and following His description, it ended up in my ass. Sort of a first experience of being 'dommed.' After that, everything ended up in my ass... i discovered it as my sex organ way before my penis at 14. Growing up religious, even though i knew from 7 i'm attracted to guys, i was conditioned to be straight... and top as part of that conditioning. i married a woman at an early age and was able to top her, but it was never right. Not only was a gay, but we were both bottom and sub psychologically. Being married and trying to force myself to be a top is what burned into me that i am total bottom. i look at marriage to a woman as a sort of prison like experience. How straight guys will sometimes have male lovers or sex in prison, but as soon as they get out, they only want a woman. In my case, my conditioned religious belief was my "prison." Once i 'got out,' there's been no going back. i've tried topping guys a few times, i LOVE everything about a mans ass, but i have zero drive, need, desire to penetrate another male and 100% drive, need, desire to be penetrated by a Man. It's so much more than physical for me. So, yeah, it feels like i have always been bottom or "born bottom."

Mostly an introvert who has adopted extrovert attributes as functioning/coping mechanisms. my jobs have always been very social and require extroverted activity and attributes.

Prior to the pandemic, i was seriously looking at relocating to PS. Plenty of sex available with 40% of the population being gay. Not sure i want to live in the desert though. It was close to 100 degrees the whole time i was there, and it's only May, the summers they're brutal and are perfect in the PNW. That's not as big a deal for me as work though. i can go anywhere, i'm in demand as a critical nurse, but working in a hospital is very hard. i work in a teaching hospital and have good trust relationship with everyone, that's a huge factor in the job since caregiving is a team effort, having trust and knowing those you work with is a big deal. i can text a doctor that i need an order for this or that, that i suspect this or that, and i get a good and quick response. That's because we know and trust each other... i hate to have to build that kind of network again with 100 plus doctors, hundreds of nurses, pharmacists, respiratory, physical therapy. Lot's involved in moving and changing jobs. But i still struggle with it because i wanna be perpetually bred and know i can get that there.

Tuesday. i guess i didn't write about this one because in this case it was from sucking Cock? Not the same, but it was still a beautiful experience. Surprisingly, to me, a Guy from Grindr. i don't have a paid membership there, though i typically do have one on most of the hookup sites i participate in. Not sure i have ever successfully hooked from Grindr? This guy felt sketchy from the start, i had to explain everything to him and he was feeling very flake like. He kept disappearing, then reappearing. Would not say what he wanted, despite my taking the lead and being very specific and up front, he was using euphemisms like wanting to "have fun" and a "good time." Which, truth be told, makes me a little crazy when guys use those terms because they communicate absolutely zero. Even after me telling him i'm a total bottom and a cocksucker and explaining i like to suck cock and be bred, his only response was "i like that too." WTF, i hate pulling stuff out of a guy. For some that means they like to suck cock and get bred, others it could mean that like to get sucked and breed ass... but He was not volunteering anything even when i asked. Just about gave up and at one point he said: "you have to promise to keep this between you and me." Lol, complete stranger, so i asked: "do you have any experience with this?" And he responded; "i guess it shows." i told him that explained a lot and i lightened and became more encouraging to help him with his trepidation. i told will just do a BJ this time, and he was okay with that and came over. Visually, He was my kinda Man, smaller frame, slender, build, sorta shy and polite. He wanted me to wear my nursing scrubs and told me He'd only done this when He was younger on a dare. i knelt in front of His and lowered His pants around His thighs and had His cock in my mouth fast... didn't want to spend time being awkward, and He got right into it and hardened up fast. His breathing and moaning let me know He liked it, and He told me "i'm close," maybe wondering if i'd swallow? idk, but at that point i took His cock into my throat and He shot... not a lot. He did not have a big load at all, like maybe He'd jacked off prior kind of load, but enough to know He came. i again was encouraging and honest, telling Him how much i loved sucking His cock, thanking Him for His orgasm and seed... and, He asked for my phone number. So, He's in my phone and i in His.. Hope He turns into a FB and is not having first time regrets or conflicts. Still, was sweet, loved being with Him.

Hey Guys/guys, i spent last week on sexcation in Palm Springs (PS) and thought some might enjoy a detailed write up. This is my first "sexcation" since the 2020 pandemic. i did go to a gay resort in FL a couple of months ago, but my main motive was to meet and be with a particular Man, so it was different. There's been posts on BZ about sexcation, so i know it's a thing for some. Caution, it's gonna be long, but i'll try and break it up so those with reading phobias can just skip to the parts that interest them lol. Transportation: i flew from Portland OR on Alaska Air (i have their travel credit card), a 2 hour nonstop flight. i always get a rental car, so i fly into either San Diego, Ontario California, or Palm Springs, depending on the best air fare i can get. Sometimes the savings will cover most of the cost of the car i'm getting anyway. San Diego is about 2 hours from PS, Ontario is about 1 hour, but either is an easy drive. i recommend if you do rent a car, get the waiver insurance. Yeah, it sucks to pay for, but i have used it several times in PS and it's always been hit and run when the car is parked, either at the resort or at a store or restaurant while out. i also like renting from the car rental agency vs through a travel service like Expedia, etc.. i find they car rental insurance is better, no deductible and you can just walk away. If there is damage using a third party waiver insurance that often is available from travel agencies, you still have to do all the paperwork, file claims, etc.. Walk away waiver insurance is way easier and usually about the same cost. i rented from Fox car rental and it was 1/3 cheaper than any other rental agency and was seamless and easy. They try all the typical upsell bs of any car rental agency, but were just as good. In all my years of renting cars, i have never gotten the car i rented online when i pick it up. i think this is pretty standard, they just give you whatever they have. i always rent a small or midsize car, and i always end up with an SUV lol. The last two times it's been a 4Runner. No biggie for me, but gas is a dollar a gallon more in CA than most other places in the US, so if that matters to you or you plan on doing lots of driving, it's a consideration. i only used 2/3 of a tank the whole time i was there and it was $75 to fill it with regular gas @ 5.79/gal. Accommodations: i stayed at All Worlds. There are several 'gay' resorts (most clothing optional) in PS. i've stayed at All Worlds about half a dozen times. i've also stayed at Canyon Club and CCBC, and a quick google search will present you with several other options. All Worlds is a cut above the usual seedy, do it yourself 'gay hotels,' the owner has obviously put some money into renovation. By no means 5 star accommodations, but more like 3 star compared to the usual 2 star of the others i have been to. PS is an old resort town and the places i have been to all seem to have been built in the 50's or 60's and you can see signs of age no mater how much make up has been applied to the facade. my shower had the original plumbing and the hot water pipe rattled like the end of the world every time i turned it on. But it worked. As a total bottom, i always travel with a shower attachment/shower shot and i change out the shower head when i get there and keep the hand held attached soi can exchange the shower with my shower shot for prep. (As an aside, while in Florida, i stayed at Inn Leather, and the room had a sling and a shower shot already installed... that was a first). my room had a fridge, but no microwave. There is a microwave by the ice machine outside the room. Bed was comfy, clean room, Netflix TV and some porn, Mini Spilt HVAC vs a window unit. The window was fogged, needed replacing, so guys can see in. Ceramic tile floors. Decent digs, decent shape. No breakfast, not even an orange or waffle, just 'complimentary coffee' a couple of hours in the morning. Monday-Thursday, there is no staff on site, office is closed and you have a phone number to call for issues. No housekeeping unless you request it. i was there 5 days and didn't see a housekeeper once. Well, i saw Him, He was cute, but he didn't clean my room. That may be a thing now? my room didn't get cleaned the whole week i was in FL either? Bottom line, accommodations are minimalist at best. They have a kitchen for 2 hours with coffee only. They have a room with "gymnasium" on the door, but when i asked the owner, he told me that was from a former owner and there is no gym. i went 6 days without lifting and got really sore starting back up at the gym when i returned home. Hospitality is not at the top of their list. Indeed, if you read some rules, some have encountered some cranky behavior from the owner. in his defense, he has done more to fix the place up and maintain it than most of the gay resorts i have been to, but also the least hospitable. He puts his money into his facility, not into providing service to his guests. 'Free'wifi that actually worked. Cost was $727 for 5 nights with $90 tax, total cost was about $820 ( that covers double occupancy). i find All Worlds is easier to get a room and less expensive than CCBC... which is a pretty popular gay resort in PS. Sex: i have mixed feelings about the sex availability at All Worlds. Is it good? i think that depends on the individual, lots of factors, so i'll share my thoughts and experiences. i stayed Wed through Monday. When i arrived Wed, i checked in online and got access codes to an after hours gate and to my room, wifi password, etc.. The office was locked and i did not see any staff wandering about till Friday. Which can be a plus or minus depending on what you like and how you use the facilities for sex. You can have a 'guest' (read: "out side hook up") M-Th without being charged, but Fri-Sun, there is a cover charge because All World is also essentially a sex club. They have built what they call "The Maze," and truthfully, it's some of the better sex club accommodations i have been to. They have an indoor and outdoor maze. The outdoor maze is just so so. plywood dividers with large glory holes, half of which were falling down. Also, the owner must be very short because ALL the GH's in the whole facility were very low to the ground, though well sized, not good for anyone over 6 feet tall. Weird. not even a mix, all the same low height. The indoor Maze was nice, 4 slings, for very large beds, lots of booths with those low GH's, sitting areas, porn throughout, couple of restrooms, a padded saw horse type fuck bench. And big. But, it is only opened Friday -Sunday. When i got there Wed, it was locked, also on Thursday and it was deader that the proverbial door nail at the resort during the weekday. my first hook up was at a Lowes restroom. i think if i went back to All Worlds, i'd work it better. my favorite sex is walk in where i leave my door unlocked and ajar and lie face down/ass up on my bed for Guys to walk in and breed me. my best experience with walk in in PS was at CCBC. i pretty much got fucked all night there. All Worlds? Only one guys followed me back to my room and came in.. he tried to fuck me but couldn't get hard, so i didn't get fucked once in my room. i had several offers from Guys off site Who wanted to do walk in with me, but they all asked on the week end and would have had to pay a $35 entrance fee, so of course, no takers, and the after hours gate is blocked on weekends, so you have to go through the office and pay if you are not a guest. Their policy also states emphatically that guests cannot have a visitor Fri-Sun without paying the $35 entrance fee. Normally, for walk in, i give the hook up the gate code and my room number, but cannot do that at All Worlds unless it's M-Thur. The Maze is very active on the weekends, a decent crowd and variety every mix you can imagine. If you like a sex club atmosphere, it's pretty much as good as any, maybe a little above average. There's an outdoor pool with lots of lounge chairs and zero shade. Also an in-ground hot tub, older and the jets are not very powerful or adjustable. Both are clean and the grounds are above average and well maintained. i'd say about 50-60 guys around all the time on weekends looking to hook. My Sex: my sex started out slow. As mentioned, my first fuck happened in a bathroom stall at Lowes... which was really hot. Guy chatted me up from Squirt and we hooked there. i met LOTs of guys online who wanted to do walk in breeding. PS is 40% gay, so there are lots of horny Men there, sort of a west coast gay Mecca. But guys want easy access in my experience and a lot of them are put off by having to go through a gate with a code. i saw several online ads on Bareback from guys around PS doing walk-in cum dump at places like Hotel 6 or Travelodge that have outside doors and easy access. If walk in sex is your thing, i think it could be easier and cheaper to do a sexcation in that kind of facility. i'm considering trying that next time, or maybe staying at a place like Travelodge during the week day, then switching to a gay resort on the weekend? my weekend started slow, but ended up great. i met one guy who i really liked, the one mentioned earlier who followed me back to my room and could not get hard to fuck me. He was a really sweet Guy, so real and considerate. He tried so hard to fuck me, way longer than he should have, but his personality was a total turn on for me. We made out some and i even tried to fuck him (i think @NWUSHorny would have been proud of my effort). i loved his ass, smooth and beautifully shaped... i love a mans ass, i'm just not wired to fuck it. i was able to get hard, but didn't stay that way, so only fucked him a little and got soft pretty fast. It's not my plumbing, depending on how a Top is with me, i can get rock hard for hours, it's my psychological wiring... just notta top. That was my only in room activity. At the indoor Maze, the bed was my favorite place. i'd lie face down/ass up presenting. i sucked a lot of cock that way, but most didn't want to cum. i watched other guys on the bed next to me breed and suck, smiled, enjoyed, encouraged them and their pleasure. One Man was fucking a guy next to me for some time and i was encouraging both of them. The bottom seemed to get tired, i think he may have been inexperienced because the Top seemed to be chasing his ass for most of the fuck, like the bottom was both enjoying but having a hard time taking it. The Top pulled out and re-entered him a couple of times, then the bottom seemed to be tired or the Top seemed to give up on him, and the Top came over to me. i thought He would just fuck me some like He did the other guy, like He was not ready to cum. i was VERY hungry and appreciative when He slid in and when full on slut with Him... couldn't help it, He felt so fucking good, and my ass immediately went into rhythm with His fucking, squeezing and moving with Him... i was in heaven. Apparently, He also enjoyed because He soon said: "i'm close" and went balls deep and unloaded in my gut. When He pulled out, He got up, stood by the bed and said: "clean that dick up," which i happily did. i got several fucks and loads lying that way. Got my share of rejection, not a second look situations. Typical of the venue, some are friendly to all, some are snobs, some are just disinterested, some are shy, new, inexperienced. All the usuals. One guy came back 5x to get sucked, was verbal, which i like if it's not bully verbal, which he wasn't. But it was incongruent with him. He had a nice uncut cock, but it never got hard, despite his apparent enjoyment. Yet his verbal was like he had the biggest, hardest cock in the world lol, telling me how much i liked sucking it. i am a cock sucker, but if i don't perceive a certain kind of lust/desire/enjoyment in the other guy, if he's just going through the motions, i'm done. By the fifth time he returned, i was done. Another guy obviously wanted 'cock' and i don't see myself as having one of those. i think it's pretty obvious when i am presenting my ass and face down, and i don't think he misunderstood. But he did have smarts and technique down. He had GREAT touch and found my sweet buttons really fast touching my ass and thighs. He found the buttons that make my ass raise up so he could get his hand under me and get to my penis. i have to give the guy credit, he knew what he was doing and he also came back half a dozen tries and was practically mauling my testicles trying to get to my penis, even after i pushed his hand away, it did not deter him. His touch was so good though, He did manage to keep me off balance and ambivalent. Best load of the week was on Sunday when the place had pretty much emptied out, just a few guys wandering around, the Maze was empty... about 6 pm. i left my room and wandered in an lay on the bed prone and a few minutes later a Man walks in, Who i didn't see when i came in? He immediately got on Top of me and slid what felt like an enormous cock inside of me, idk, but the shape or size was hitting my p spot perfectly. He was making feel good sounds which always ramps me up by a factor o 100x. When a Man feels good using me is when i feel most complete, and He was rutting deep inside of me obviously enjoying... and He got the same feedback from me, i was totally into Him. i came very close to cumming hands free, but He shot His load and i thanked Him, He smiled appreciatively and left.

it wasn't a 'hate fuck' but i had a FB who had about 3" (really), and was >300 pounds. It was always anonymous where i'd by lying face down. He was very self conscious and didn't want me to see Him because He was embarrassed by His weight and Cock. But, He was all Top... and that is what attracts me most to a Man. i always get turned on by a Man Who wants to fuck me. A couple of times He had so much anxiety that He couldn't get erect. i could sense His anxiety and always downplayed it, not because i'm altruistic, but because i genuinely liked this guy and loved the Top in Him as well, and so much of what that entails, i just really wanted Him to succeed at being Who and how He is, that feels good to me when a Man is happy and fulfilled. When He did come to realize that i genuinely cared and liked Him, the ED issue went away. He always impressed me with how He got in. He'd climb onto my bed as i was waiting prone, straddle my closed legs and penetrate me Him in a sitting position. i loved having Him in me, despite His 3 inch Cock, His desire made up for it for me... and He always left a huge load in me.

i had a lot of cock the last several days in Palm Springs. i'll prolly write about that in a different thread as a sexcation for those interested. Too much to put here. my Sweetist Cock and connection just left. Yep, my Latino FB. been a couple of weeks He had a medical issue, but is fine. i flew to PS last Wed, and He was calling me on Thur (in OR) asking when i was going to be home. Call me a romantic, but i love Him... not in a traditional marry me way, we just have a great FB chemistry that's mutual and never gets old. He is so sweet to me, i just want to have Him in me, His energy, Who and how He is, His raw lust and pleasure just make it beyond a hook up for me. He Fucked me awhile, then wanted to suck me... i always let Him, never makes me cum, but He seems okay with that, then He wanted me to suck Him, which absolutely, i love being between His thighs, kissing and licking them, getting His scent all over my face. Fuck yeah. Then He wanted me to ride Him reverse... and i got a second load and am very full and happy right now in so many ways.

CCBC has been my best experience in PS, All Worlds has better facilities, the owner has obviously shelled out some money to improve the property. Butt then, my first load this trip was in a Lowe’s restroom, so obviously sex supplants classy digs with me. At CCBC I got a great combination of walk in breeding in my room (all night long), and their play area is an ongoing orgy, what’s not to love? Been about 6 years though, All worlds always has a room, CCBC is harder to get reservations… and the hosted Cumunion this weekend. Didn’t go, AW was very busy Fri-Sat, dead on weekdays. They finished “Th Maze” during the pandemic and did a decent job. I’ve only been to Hawks in Pdx (underwhelming), and I’d rate the maze as superior, both crowds and facilities, big outdoor area as well, lots more than CCBC.

^This^ Was at a gay resort in Palm Springs the last 5 days. They have a built in sort of sex club called "The Maze" (@ All Worlds). i have mixed feelings about All Worlds, it's sort of like staying at a sex club, except "The Maze" is only opened Fri-Sun. So it's pretty dead week days, and pretty crowded on week ends. The crowds at a sex club (generally) make for a lot of variety and a lot more choices. Tops may be rutting and getting fucked often does not mean getting a load. Makes sense to me. If someone has bought an all day pass, they may wanna lengthen Their stay and sample holes. It seems most bottoms want/need seed. i do. For me, the connection is interrupted or incomplete if a Man doesn't have an orgasm with me, so especially in that kind of environment, i have to cognitively prepare myself to get fucked and not necessarily loaded. It' comes with the turf. Once i do that, i find i can appreciate from a different angle. i love Men/men. i would rather go without than have a guy who does not want me as i want him. Happened last night. Guy with a massive cock and legs spread, offering. Sunday night, no one around and my bottom cocksucker instincts kicked in and i went down on him He got on his cell phone, seemed to be texting, but obviously was not into what i was doing... so i left. Just because he was there and presenting, doesn't mean i was what he wanted, and that's fine... i only want mutual. The Maze has about 5 big beds, which is my favorite, i like to lie on my stomach and present. Often there is several guys on the bed. i watched a guy getting fucked yesterday and the Top was a sweet Fucker. At one point, as i lay there watching, we made eye contact and i gave Him a thumbs up , He smiled and winked back, obviously enjoying Himself. The bottom was also obviously enjoying himself, and i was happy for Him. While i was watching, two guys fucked him. The first fucked him for some time, but the bottom seemed maybe less experienced? idk, he seemed to be taking it, but having a challenging time of it and the Top had to sort of chase his hole at times? After He fucked him awhile, He left him and came over to me and mounted me. i was VERY horny from watching, so i was like a starving bottom and as He entered me (His Cock was big), i pressed up into Him receiving Him. He obviously liked what He felt, which just fueled my lust and i was full on hungry slut with Him. It wasn't long and He announced He was cumming, which surprised me, i wasn't expecting to get His seed, but He had a big load, and i got it and He collapsed on top of me after. Was sooooo fucking sweet. i thanked Him (a lot, i was really grateful lol), and He got up and asked me to clean His cock, which i did happily and He went on His way. This is only my second time in this kind of setting since the pandemic, and it seems to me different now, that there is a lot more rutting now than cumming? Idk, it may be me that has changed and i just notice it more. i've made a mental and emotional adjustment now. If i'm in a public kind of venue, i don't have the expectation of getting seeded... of course i want it, but i don't expect it. If my sole need at the time is to get seed, then i'm better off looking for 1:1. Either way, i think it is petty and immature to try and take or keep a Top from another bottom, it fucks up the whole vibe of a group of Men/men getting together to meet their desires and needs.