drscorpio

I have never turned a guy away because of the size of his dick. If he is willing to load my hole, then I am willing to take it. That said, I do love a big cock.

I was drawn to black and Hispanic guys in my 20s because they were generally more likely to bareback. All the white guys I met were still condom nazis.

I worried about giving into my fantasies about taking loads from other men. I had a talk with my husband; we had been monogamous for 6 years at that time. He and I decided to open our relationship. We tried a "Don't Ask, Don't Tell"policy, but we soon realized that we actually wanted to hear about each other's sexual adventures. Within 2 years, we were going to bathhouses together where he would put me in the sling and recruit guys to breed me. It would be a shame for you to carry guilt and shame about your fantasies, if it turns out he shares them.

I find a bath that is as hot as you can comfortably lounge in is very helpful.

I always bareback. My husband and I both get off on me taking loads from other guys whether they are fuckbuddies, old lovers or strangers at the baths. He doesn't mind if I take loads when he is not around as long as he gets to hear about it. I love taking my husband's load, but I love taking other guy's as well. Which number is that?

Last summer, I was diagnosed with secondary syphilis. I assume the initial chancre was internal. I never had any idea I was sick until I broke out in a rash. Even that was complicated by the fact that I had been clearing brush in our yard the week before, so there was no thought it was syphilis until the rash spread to my palms. Apparently that is a clear indicator of the disease. I got injected with penicillin, and it all cleared up in a week or so. The Jarisch-Herxheimer reaction is incredibly painful although it only lasts a few hours. It didn't help that I wasn't told about it until after the fact, so I had no idea what was happening.

Great story! Thanks for sharing it with us.

The shame will pass once you realize and accept how much pleasure and fulfillment sex brings to your life.

Then there are those of us who have the opposite problem with our spouse. My husband totally gets off on getting men we know socially in my ass. He fantasizes about threesomes with our friends all the time.

I think it has caused more people to talk about it which has led to more people admitting to their friends they do it. So I think it has indirectly.

I had tried to talk to my doctor about going on PrEP before, but he told me I was worrying too much. Today I was in again for something unrelated, and I decided to give it another try. After a few minutes back and forth, it became clear he didn't know shit about the topic. So I did some education. He went online while I was there to look up more information. He is going to refer me to the infectious diseases specialist he refers anyone who is positive to since he does not feel he knows enough about it to supervise me on PrEP. We went ahead and drew blood for an HIV test since that has to be done anyway. I am excited to be getting the ball rolling. I will speak to my insurance company tomorrow. I suspect I will end up contacting Gilead as well.

Just keeps getting hotter! This is my new favorite story on BZ.

I meant "user"

I hope you are. I hate to see you tying yourself up in knots over this guy. He seems like a use.

You are very welcome

Another story from the archive I found on my hard drive. This was my favorite story to beat off to when I first started thinking about taking loads from strangers. **************** We first met and fucked maybe four years ago. At the time I had no idea of his status. He picked me up at a club. Before we left for my place, he made sure that I’d let him fuck me bare. He was a great, rough fucker and gave me three loads up my ass. A few weeks later a friend of mine pointed him out at a club, and warned me to stay away from him, as he’s poz. I didn't say anything, but I really freaked out inside. I got tested twice after that, both times negative, so I didn't get infected then. After that I stayed clear off him for three years. Last summer we left a club at the same time, and walked together for awhile. When we passed a dark park, he started to come on to me and said he wanted to fuck me. We went into the park and I sucked him off, but wouldn't let him have my ass. I did swallow his load though. but the idea of getting fucked by him haunted me. A few weeks later I saw him again at a club. I went up to him and said I would let him fuck me if he still wanted to. Once again he made sure that we could do it without rubbers, before agreeing to come to my place. When we got to my apartment I told him I was neg. I told him I usually played safe, but I’d let him do it bare cause I was so hot for him. I could see that this really turned him on. I barely got to taste his dick before it was buried deep in my hole. He stayed the night, and I got a total of four loads up my ass. He also made sure that I kept his seed inside me and let it absorb. We've been together maybe five times after that. He’s never said anything about his HIV-status, and I've never told him that I know about it. I know he’s very promiscuous, usually a top and never uses rubbers. It seems he especially likes young guys who look kind of innocent. I’ve often seen him leave a club with guys who look about 18. As far as I know, none of my friends know I've been fucking with him. at least I haven’t told them. A lot of my friends fuck bare, but I don’t think any of them would confess to bugchasing. We never discuss HIV or anything like that.