sse4me

- So my question is for guys who bottom raw: What do you get from barebacking that you couldn't get from being fucked with a condom? I sense what you enjoy sensing as a top, knowing my lover’s seed is inside me, not in some ridiculous rubber. I want to absorb that semen into the walls of my rectum and colon, to be part of me, If it has a virus in it, so much the better! I love the risk of getting impregrated! - Do you really feel when a dick is raw inside you, is there a difference in how it feels in your ass? My hole can’t feel the difference between a raw cock and a covered dick. It’s a mental thing, knowing it is skin against skin. Then again, perhaps I haven’t felt enough covered cocks to know the difference. Just because he said he rolled one on doesn’t mean that he actually did. Or, maybe my hole is too loose to be able to tell the difference, - Would you be happy barebacking if the guy pulled out before cumming or is the load very important to you? Absolutely not! I need to have his cum inside me! I need to know that I am absorbing his semen into me. I won’t let even one drop of it leak out! I have barebacked, with rare exceptions, since my very first fuck. I wanted to know my top’s load was in me that first time and my mindset has never changed, regardless of the HIV risk. Second, third and fourth guys breeding my hole have been able to tell that someone else has been there before them, even without being tipped off. I know I’m slippery inside there after my enemas, but those loads of pecker snot must make me really slippery in there. In the beginning, I was happy just knowing my lovers semen was inside me. Now that I am more aware, I love knowing that his swimming sperm will travel deeper into me, and hopefully will carry a special gift even deeper into me.

Once I heard of PrEP, after starting to look for known charged loads, it sounded interesting at first. But I quickly realized that being on PrEP would remove the sense of risk that I was searching for. Besides, as a hetero top, I hated using condoms and simply didn't believe in them. I have always felt that semen was menat to be deposited into holes. It was the responsibility of the one with the hole to provide the protection. Now that I'm the one with the hole, my opinion hasn't changed, and I am fully ready and willing to accept the consequences.

It wasn't a fantasy...... Boy oh boy, I went home with a totally wrecked and raw hole, in more ways than one.

Getting your hole and innards ripped up by a spiked PA is beyond words.... Be still, my heart........... I can still remember the pain, and the excitement. Ah........................................

Whiskey will work too. Just use common sense and work up to your limits bit by bit. The carbonation in beer makes that option less desirable, but I suppose flat beer would be okay. But good beer (as with good wine or distilled spirits) is too good to inject back there.

Very nice writing for your first ventures. Keep it up. I'm looking forward to the next chapter. I'm thinking there may be an "encounter" with the guy at the rental counter, and then of course, there is his brother who is in trouble. This could work out to be a very nice, multiple chapter story!

I know I've commented before on the writing of lancguy14, but need to add more. Getting nailed by two cocks like these need to be on your bucket list. Dicks tend to be 6" long or a bit better, and straight. Once in a while you encounter: a. A cock with a thick, bulbous head like Gary's. That's rare, but incredible, as lancguy has described. The entry of a cockhead like that is incredible, and once inside, with its tapering shaft, you want to savor the expansion of your anal canal as your top works it back and forth, almost dreading the pain when he finally pulls it out. If he's long enough to enter your second ring into your colon, so much the better! This is a rare and wonderful dick to experience. Lacking that (a real cock like that), there are toys available that are similarly proportioned, that when wielded by a pegging buddy, are almost as good. b. Cock's that are sizable, but which get thicker toward the root, toward the balls. Those are very nice too, though I prefer cock's with a thick, bulbous head that then tapers down its shaft to yet a still nice diameter. c. Cocks with piercings: Whether it's pierced with a PA or there's simply some sort of straight bar with balls on the end, a pierced cock, properly thrusted (as many women avow, it's not just what you've got, but how you use it) in and out of your hole as well as inside you, can make up for what may be lacking in length and girth. Add a piercing to a thick, long cock, and get that guy's number as you'll want him back for more fun! But, back to cocks with thick, bulbous heads... My head swirls with thoughts of reliving being blessed by the sight of them, the anticipation of, and then, entry, of that huge head. Then the bliss it renders as he strokes it back and forth inside you, up into your second ring (sigmoid sphincter), dreading, yet yearning for the stab of pain as he pulls back out of your anus... Rereading this post brings back those special moments, with an incredibly shaped cock, regardless of the status of the semen which it will deliver, impaled deeply within me, and is why I have this story bookmarked.

My first fuck as a bottom was bareback and with few exceptions (my tops' choice every time) was raw too. I just love knowing his load is inside me. Playing the CL game, I always advertised for ddf/neg tops, but had no illusions about lying, even though I didn't know the term "stealthing" at the time. I simply knew that a guy would lie to be able to pump out a load, (I certainly lied to enough women) but I figured most guys were indeed neg. During that period of time, who knows how many poz loads I got, but if your took loads from over two hundred cocks up your ass, statistically, at least three had to be pumping a hot one. No matter, I recently tested neg, but a while ago I decided that sooner or later I'll take a load that will convert me. Some guys take hundreds of poz loads before converting, if indeed they ever convert (it seems most eventually do, even if it takes years of barebacking) and others get knocked up from just one load. In the end, what happens, happens, and enjoy the journey. The bottom line is that you, and the rest of us, need to simply enjoy doing what gives us enjoyment and pleasure and accept the inevitable, whether it means we remain neg or convert to poz. I'll continue to take bareback loads while enjoying the pleasure of taking them. You can enjoy the fun of going to bathhouses and taking loads you may or may not know are toxic. Simply enjoy the fun at the bathhouse and live with and accept as your destiny, whatever happens.

What writing! My hole could feel his entry, yearning for for that toxic gift.

Toon, you are really good at writing dialogue!

Very good writing! This, being the leadup to Halloween, many Dracula / Christopher Lee movies have been on TV. This story is a nice alternative to all of those winsome young girls getting their necks bitten, without their pussies being loaded with vampire cum. Oh, the young lovelies experienced rapture while being bitten and having their blood sucked from their necks, but to have been injected with toxic vampire semen just wasn't in the cards back when those movies were made. How sad.... Also, as Lee has passed way, storylines along this veil will not include him.

That was an excellent story, and the kid got what he deserved for dissing the older, chubby guys. Now he's their cumslut.

I'm a bottom, so I'm just imagining how good it feels for the top when he knows the condom has slipped off or has broken and he's now about to stealth his victim with a good, hot load.

What a great way to take a charged load! Never trust that a cock is covered. Even if he says it is, by the time he's finished cumming, chances are it will have broken or slid off his cock, even if he didn't mean for that to happen. Condoms break all the time. Besides, cocks aren't supposed to be covered and loads were intended to be pumped inside holes. Nature didn't invent rubbers. If cocks were intended to be used, then they would have been part of a cock. Play the "covered game" if you wish, but know that accidents happen and other times, you're getting stealthed and getting the load nature intended you to get, tame or lethal.

I've been stealthed and love when it happens. I posted a story here, supposedly fiction, about a fuck buddy I used to play with. Bill always insisted on using a condom. I thought it was because he simply wanted to be safe and not get infected. Well, in the story (and in real life), during a get-together when he was having a difficult time cumming, I told him to just fuck me as hard as he could and to not worry about my hole, as long as he came. Well, he came alright, giving my hole quite a pleasurable workout,, but he paniced as he pulled out and saw that the condom broke and that he'd cum inside me. I told him that there wasn't a problem as I'd recently tested neg. He said that my hole wasn't the problem, but that he was poz and not on meds. That's something we never discussed as he had always insisted on using a condom. I didn't convert and we continued to get together a couple times a month. Another time he unloaded into me after the condom rolled off his cock. He fished it out of me and, of course, it was empty, though obviously, I wasn't. I'd taken another one of his hot loads. The same things have happened to me with other guys, condoms breaking or falling off, and I'm certain most of those times I was being stealthed, but I honestly don't think Bill ever stealthed me. We were simply buddies for too long and were too close for me not to know whether or not that was his intention. Regardless, if you bareback, expect to get stealthed, not by everyone, but by someone.

In my earlier post, I was wrong - the result - pozzing - was noted. Anyway, I just re-read the story and it's one of the best on this site. A young gay kid gets well fucked and converted on vacation. Some of the lies men tell women is simply one of the lies men tell: 1. I'll only stick the head into you. 2. I won't cum inside you. 3. I'll pull out. (Yeah, after I cum in there.) 4. I'm not quite ready to cum. Just a few more strokes and I'll pull out. (Yeah, after I spurt balls deep in your hole.)

Brad deserved every drop of the tainted seed he received that night.

What a wonderful way to get pozzed, by being stealthed and then being told about the load's toxicity so you can sweat out the arrival of the flu.

Yes, excellent writing! I wish this medical practice actually existed so I could get treated, the old fashioned way, with every toxic drop deposited into my rectum, or, if the cock is long enough, into my colon.

Peter did the right thing. Poz-neg relationships are too complicated to work. The neg partner needs to get converted by someone, either by his partner, or better yet, to get it over and done with properly with a good conversion party, whether the neg guy is willing or not. It's simply better to get the conversion over and done with in order to move on with life. The conversion is for his own good, whether or not the relationship lasts. It frees the neg partner to take any cock without worry and stress. As for slurpy sounds from pricks thrusting in cummy holes, what a wonderful background sound to the grunts of your top pumping a huge load deep inside you.

Nice.....

This was a wonderful story. An emerging gay kid getting raped, and then gang raped, by toxic cocks. It was his destiny.

That tease got exactly what he deserved, a good stealthing! Even though it's only a fantasy, it ought to be real.

I already replied to a different thread posted by you, about your same worry. I understand your fear of getting tested and finding out you're poz, but for gawd sakes, man up and get tested. I'll bet you dollars to donuts you're neg. As others have written, to answer your question, the tops who are poz are also versatile and got infected by a hot load. I'm a total bottom and at one point about 6 years ago, I got loaded about 3 times a week for three years. I lost track of the number of dicks that had loaded my hole, some who fucked it so roughly, or who were doing sloppy seconds or sloppy thirds, and made it bleed. Then there were the bathhouse visits and a few randy evenings at, or after a bar, as well as quite a few fuck parties. If my hole is still uninfected, yours must be too.

The odds of you being poz are slim, but why the reticence to get tested? If indeed, you are poz, you're actually a hot commodity. And if you're still neg, regardless of whose infected hole you shove your cock into, you're likely to remain neg, so bareback with abandon.