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A Couple in the Bar My boy and I were taking a much-needed vacation to reconnect and have some down time. We’d both been traveling a lot for work and hooking up with other guys, nearly always bareback. He would send me texts that his top hookup would take of my boy’s hands on his ass, cheeks spread wide, and his hole oozing fresh cum. It always boned me up and then I’d likely log onto one of the apps and find a guy to come over to my hotel and take my load. It was risky, but super hot. We’d talked about starting up PrEP again, which we’d both been on before we started seeing each other, but somehow never got around to it. So, we went to a seedy gay bar in a midwestern town and saw a handful of hot guys. I spotted to very sexy men, one older, one younger but clearly a couple, a beefy guy with a shaved head and a slightly-wasted look. His boyfriend was a scrawny twinky guy, also with a buzzed head. After a few beers, I went to the bathroom to take a piss in the trough. The daddy guy followed me and stood right next to me. He made grunting oink noises and I saw him pull out his meaty cock with a huge gauge prince albert piercing. He took a piss while looking at me and oinked knowing I was drooling over his cock. He told me he’d see me around and left the bathroom. When I got back to our spot at the bar, the younger guy was chatting up my boy while the daddy was ordering a round of beers. I got back to them and the daddy gave me a bottle. My boy excused himself to the bathroom and the younger guy followed, winking at the daddy. Of course, they were in the bathroom a little too long and the daddy invited us back to their place for the night. I knew the reason for our vacation was to reconnect, but this was too hot of an opportunity to pass up. I gulped my beer down and headed to the bathroom to find my boy bending over the trough as the younger guy was on his knees eating my boy’s hole. I cleared my throat and my boy sheepishly looked up at me. I told them we were headed back to daddy’s place and my boy pulled his jeans up and tucked his leaking hard cock into them. We made a quick exit as daddy paid the bar tab. Thankfully, they lived right around the corner, and we walked there, with the daddy’s hands down the back of my pants and the younger guy clearly fingering my boy’s spit-lubed hole. They tore our clothes off of us as soon as we were in their small run-down apartment. My boy and I were shoved down on the bed on our backs, and the guys climbed on top of us and we made out hardcore. I went down on the younger guy while my boy blew the daddy. I rarely bottom, but I knew I wanted that thick cock and prince albert inside me, and I thought it would be hot to see my boy take it too. My boy was lapping at daddy’s balls and said, ‘these seem really full. You good for a couple of loads?’ Daddy just oinked in reply. The younger guy and I made out on our knees as my boy sucked my cock. I leaned forward to spread his ass open and guided that raw daddy dick into his hole. I love that moment of delivering a new raw cock inside him. The younger guy got in front of my boy’s mouth and shoved his dick in. He had be get behind him and spit on his hand, lubing up his ass. My dick plopped right inside him. It was clear that regularly taking daddy’s dick had really loosened him up. As we fuck each other’s boys, their faces were next to each other and they started making out, lunging forward as they took our cocks. Daddy started cursing and really pounding my boy. I knew he was close to losing his first load. Sure enough, he started to cum inside my boy, without slowing down or even offering to pull out. My boy had just taken this daddy load without even knowing his name. Daddy caught his breath and asked me if I was close. I shook my head no. ‘He’s too loose for you, right?’ I nodded, almost embarrassed. But the daddy grinned knowing it was his girth that had ruined his boy’s hole. Daddy had me lay down on my back and his boy mounted my dick facing me. The boy bent forward as daddy slapped his cummy cock on his boy’s ass. I heard a camera sound as my boy snapped a photo of our cocks going into the boy's ass. I felt that cool metal plop inside his boy’s hole alongside mine. The boy groaned as his hole was stretched to the limits. My boy knelt down, fingering his cummy ass and ate daddy’s hole as we fucked away. I was close to cumming, and I knew I wasn’t finished, so I let my cock plop out of the boy’s ass. I crawled out from under them and made out with my boy, fingering the goo dripping down his thigh. I needed a piss and offered it to anyone who wanted it, but they all shook their heads ‘no’ so I headed to the bathroom as my boy got on his knees next to the boy and invited daddy to go back and forth between their holes. Seeing those guys fuck made it tough to walk away, and difficult to piss with a full hard-on. I heard my boy groan as daddy entered him. As I finally went down enough to piss, I noticed two bottles of B******* on the counter, and I knew it instantly to be one of those newly approved one-a-day HIV meds. These guys were POZ, but medicated. I noted there were two names on them, Brian and Dan, but didn’t have a clue which man was which, only that they were both POZ and I wanted to take their cum. When I got back to the bedroom, they had changed positions. My boy was on his back holding his legs up. The boy was pounding his ass, about to breed him with his POZ cum. I laid down next to him and pulled my legs up. He looked over at me and smiled, blissed out and full of raw stranger cock. ‘Babe,’ I said. ‘They’re POZ.’ He had a momentary look of shock as the daddy oinked again and his boy announced, ‘I’m cumming! Breeding you good!’ Daddy nodded as he pressed forward and that cool metal ring teased my ass. My boy kissed me hard as daddy slipped inside my tight hole with nothing to lube me up but his leaking precum and our boys’ ass juices. Daddy didn’t stop until he was balls deep inside me, then he hammered away. I was lucky he was close to cumming or he really would have ruined my hole. The boy knelt beside daddy and slid his finger into my hole alongside that thick raw cock stretching me out as much as I’ve ever been. Daddy looked straight into my eyes and nodded, ‘Gonna breed you, slut, just like I bred your boy. Fuck yeah!’ With that, he picked up his speed and jackhammered my ass. I felt a soothing wetness and warmth as his cum seeped into my guts. He collapsed on top of me. Feeling his weight and furry chest grind into me was amazing. He slowly got softer until my tightness pushed him out of me. I went to the bathroom to clean up and daddy followed me saying he liked to watch his prey cleaning up to ensure they didn’t try to push out his seed. I didn’t, and he pointed to the meds on the counter. I said it was hot taking POZ cock even if it was medicated. He looked a little confused and then picked up one of the bottles. He took the cap off to show that the foil liner was in place, unopened. He then handed me the bottle and pointed to the date. I noted it was dated last year. He told me his boy convinced him to start treatment after infecting him… and that he’d convinced his boy to stay off them, just as he had. I got lightheaded as I realized that my and my boy had just taken unmedicated loads. I steadied myself and saw my boy in the doorway making out with daddy and the younger guy. He smiled at me and reached out to me, pulling me into the four-way kiss. My boy led us both back to the bed side by side and laid down on his belly, ass up, encouraging me to do the same. Daddy and his boy bred me and my boy at least two more times that night. We got daddy’s cell and promised to take their seed anytime they wanted to share it.

When I got home I had another shower. I’m pretty used to a hard deep fucking but I wasn’t prepped for the tool that raped me in the dark room. But even thinking about it made me hard again and while my hole still hurt I fingered my cunt and pulled the sweet cum from my hole and lapped it up. My mind also wandered to Jacques - astride the bench as a muscled twink rode his massive member. I recognised the twink from the gym - is once licked his arse out in a sauna having watched him being gang fucked by three black dudes. They were happy to let me watch and lick their cocks clean after they’d successively dumped their loads in his tight pussy. Now, I admit I was jealous. Not only because he had been fucked by the hottest guy I knew, but also that Jacques had turned me down. I flushed with embarrassment and anger and yanked my cock up and down until I spewed a wad of cum into my hand and ate it. Towelling off, I slipped into bed next to my boyfriend and fell asleep, my mind wandering into a scene where I had Jacques deep in my cunt and the twink riding my face with his cummy hole. My life resumed its humdrum routine. Work, swim, wank and occasional fuck with my boyfriend. We didn’t party that often mainly because he suffered the worst come down but getting cock elsewhere was always considered fine. As he was fit as fuck and carried a massive weapon between his legs, my boyfriend was always getting sex and even had a number of regulars that he would see. Sometimes they’d come round and I’d witness him fucking them. Sometimes I’d join in, or watch or sometimes he’d watch as we did each other for his amusement. The following day I went downstairs bollock naked and still horny to see my boyfriend’s legs spread and a young guy desperately trying to swallow his cock. As he drew breath he looked up, saw me and gave a quick start. “Suck it, boy,” growled my boyfriend as he pushed the boy’s mouth back on to his cock making him gag and flounder for breath. He was my boyfriend’s typical fuck. A young, slim skater boi - smooth, lean and with a hard tight arse he liked to break. He’d had this boy around a couple of times, usually after the boi had had a spliff. Last time his yelling could be heard in our driveway so it was a good thing we lived in a detached house. The boy had seen me before and today he didn’t react when he saw me standing there with my morning wood. He was wearing exactly what he was told to wear, the cum n’ piss-stained jock my boyfriend had been abusing him in for at least a year. A jock that had become piss and cum stained after I had worn it for a few sessions of hard abuse by my boyfriend. Even from where I was standing I could catch the scent of it, and it made my cock drip. I winked at my boyfriend as he took two deep huffs from the open poppers bottle before placing his hand on the back of skater boi’s head and starting to skull fuck him, his gagging and retching echoing around the room. I wandered around to take a closer look and realised that my boyfriend must have been mega horny that morning. There were hand marks on skater boi’s arse and back and as he was kneeling I could see the tell tale marks that he had already been fucked, fingered and abused - his cunt was red and raw, and there was already cum dripping onto the floor. I smiled to my boyfriend and knelt down to take a closer look. I traced my tongue down the boi’s slim back to the top of his arse, which he pushed out in eager anticipation. I didn’t need a second invitation and buried my face in his hole. I could smell my boyfriend’s precum and cum and as I grabbed the boi’s arse I pushed my tongue in. As well as precum and cum I also scented the sweet metallic smell of blood. So I reckoned my boyfriend hadn’t even let him strip but had probably fucked him up against the hallway wall the minute he had arrived, dry and unprepared. Knowing my boyfriend he hasn’t even been generous enough to offer him a hit of poppers, basically fucking his cunt raw without any lube or preparation, masking his squeals of pain with his hand over his mouth and nose. Skater boi moaned as he felt my tongue in his already battered gash, pushing out the load for me. I loved a guy’s first load of the day, it was thick and rich and very salty. I swallowed it gratefully and positioned myself ready to fuck him. Handing me the poppers my boyfriend signalled his approval by leaning forward and tweaking my tits. I slid my cock into the boi’s arse and released a moan myself as I felt his wet insides grip my hard cock. I slowly started to pump my boyfriend’s spunk back in his hole as the poppers took effect. I watched my cock slide in and out for a while, not even close to cumming, feeling my balls slap against his arse. But I knew what my boyfriend really wanted. What he always wanted when he had a boi cunt and was this horny. Pulling the boi off his massive cock I lay down and turned the boi towards me. He didn’t need any prompting and slid down on my cock looking relieved that he could just about managed it. I smiled at him and handed him the poppers. He smiled as I forced him to take four deep hits. I pulled him towards me and gripped his head. His smile quickly turned to confusion and panic as he felt my boyfriend slot in behind him. His eyes widened as he felt his massive cock try and force itself into his already occupied arse. Trying to pull away he was powerless as we both held him down. I watched as his eyes dilated even more and his started to moan in apparent protest as the second, bigger, thicker cock forced its way past the relatively tight entrance of his boi cunt. Fuck the boi was tight and I reckoned hadn’t been double fucked that often if at all. I could feel my boyfriend’s shaft squeezed up against mine, forcing skater boi’s arse muscles to stretch, mixing my precum with his as the boi was forced to take both cocks. His moans quickly became breathless grunts of pain as my boyfriend started to slowly fuck him with ever increasing pace, sliding deeper with every thrust. Feeding him a few more hits of poppers, I held skater boi’s head as he intoned the words “God” and “Fuck” in perfect time to the increasingly harder, deeper synchronised thrusts of both cocks. Skater boi’s sweat was dripping into my face and his cock was hard against my stomach, precum dripping onto my six pack. I gobbed in his mouth then kissed him, sliding one hand to his engorged cock and wanking him. His face dropped to kiss my neck as the black cock drove deeper than ever, our balls stuck together by leaking arse juices, cum and sweat. Suddenly skater boi started to moan loudly as cum shot from his hard cock and over my stomach, chest and neck. Holding his head down I looked up to see my boyfriend’s face contort as he delivered a second load, feeling it explode alongside my shaft, coating our cocks and burning the insides of the boi’s arse. As his fucking subsided I couldn’t hold out any more and with a yell deposited my own load into skater boi’s ravaged passage. We lay there, locked together for a few moments before I felt my boyfriend’s cock slide out with a satisfying slushy pop. Seconds later he pulled my cock out and I felt his tongue lick my shaft clean before turning its attention to the boi’s arse, brimming with our cum. He moaned as he sucked out the salty load and slapping skater boi’s head out of the way, dropped the milky deposit into my greedy mouth before snogging me. Untangling ourselves, he picked up his boxers and slipped them on as I snogged the boi, sharing the last of our seed with him as he slowly recovered from the unplanned double fuck. My boyfriend collected the boi’s clothes, dropped them next to us and then headed upstairs for a shower. Skater boi’s hand went to his arse, feeling the temporary damage to his youthful hole. I grabbed his fingers and licked them clean before I slid out from under him and we stood up. As he bent over to pick up his jeans I knelt down and pulled his arse onto my face again as I pushed him against the sofa. He didn’t resist as I licked out his arse, exhorting him to push everything out. I swallowed the final sloppy contents of his fucked arse before turning him around to lick his cock clean. Then I sat back and watched as he dressed and headed out without turning back, with only the slightest of limps due to the attention given to his butt. He’d be back and next time probably take my fist I thought. Closing the bottle of poppers after one final sniff, I placed them on the table, wiped the head of my cock clean and licking my fingers and then headed upstairs. Shower. Shave. Work. Swim.

Super horny and the "date" I had lined up fell through, so I went online and found a guy taking loads in his hotel room. Messaged him and told him I was looking for anon ass an hoped it was sloppy. He told me to come over and yes it was. Got to his room, door was unlocked, lights were out, and his beautiful white ass was in the air and ready. I teased his hole for a minute and asked him how many loads he had so far today. He said four. I stuck my finger in and it was definitely well lube with cum. I was rock hard by then and slowly pushed my way inside him. His hole was tight and slick and he obviously loved having hard cock inside him. Gave him a long slow fuck and if felt amazing shooting my load inside him. I kept going as long as I could after, getting really turned on thinking about my cum mixing with those four other guys inside his hot ass. Once I felt myself getting limp I pulled out and left. I think 5 is my favorite number now.

Decided that I needed to get back to exercising when I remembered that a friend lived near the 40 mile or so walking/bike trail called The Silver Comet. My friend was busy but lent me his bike. It was such a great sunny day that I headed off on his bike with attached water bottle. As we have been having a heatwave here in Atlanta, and since school was back in session, the trail was virtually empty. A very people but nobody interesting until this very athletic guy wearing skintight cycling gear rode up to where I was and said hello.He promptly passed me by and I did not think about it again til I saw him stopped ahead of me at an abandoned railroad crossing. I checked to see if he was ok, and thats when I could see his hardon and his smiling toward me. He then took his bike off trail and I followed him with my bike til we were deep on the woods. He kept checking behind to make sure I was following him til he stopped.I went over to where he was standing and he told me to bend over ,of which he pulled my shorts down and started fingering my hole. As I moaned, he told me to shut up, spit on fingers, and then my furry ass, and quickly inserted his cock pounding me hard and deep with one hand around my waist and another over my mouth as I started to scream til he unloaded what felt like tons of cum in my ass. As I pulled up my shorts, he gave a quick smile, mounted his bike and pedalled away. I felt that was a good start to exercise so I turned around and headed back to my friends house to get my car and drive home.

Me: Master, how long will you make me wait before turning me into a vampire with drug resistant HIV. You know I want this. Please. I will get down on my hands and knees, degrade myself if necessary. Cumvampire1800: I know that, and how much you want to bleed for me! Me: i think about it all the time cumvampire1800: My fangs cutting the soft and hard flesh the blood spurting into me as i feast on your lifes blood! While my toxic serum pours into your body, giving you life yet. Me: exactly. yes cumvampire1800: And to suck you to the point of ejaculation and then go further! To wait until I feel your innocent seed in my mouth, before giving you mine. Me: that is like a furance erupting in me cumvampire1800: More like the light being slowly drained out! Yet you will feel the serum entering your body, going through the cock, to your balls, pouring into your body. Pozzed instantly. Me: u won't go too far I mean sucking the life out of me. I find it amazingly incendiary to think of being pozzed instantly while you drink my cum and then my blood. cumvampire1800: No I won't leave you lifeless, but there will be times i bet you will have concerns! Then I will have to show you the difference between passing on your seed and feasting on some poor stud's blood until he is lifeless. Straight men make the best ones for use to feed on. I will show you all. You know you will grow no older than you are now. Perhaps even become younger if you get enough blood from virgins. Me: ok. I love breeding college boys. High school if they are of age. cumvampire1800: You must be prepared: when i feed most men become queezy and are ill prepared for the reality of what is happening! Me: i thi\nk u may have mentioned that. Me: scary they can be brave and oft fearless, however things change dramatically when its their own blood and its ebbing from them and more importantly from such a crucial part of their bodies! Especially when they do not realize what they are getting in return. They won't die. And their seed will go on to infect others. Me: that is quite vivid. How soon can you be here, sir. Cumvampire1800 You have to summon me. I will send you instructions on how to do this. If you do it right, I will appear before you at once. Me: is there lovemaking, well...sex, before the...act? Cumvampire: if that is your wish. I am very good at making love. You will feel my fangs as I move over you. You will be so drugged by my spittle that you will not resist nor fear. At least not until the orgasm is occuring. Me: Are you saying I am chosen to receive this. To carry on. With you. Cumvampire: Yes. To a degree. After I bring you into the fold, I will show you the difference between feeding and passing on the seed. Me: Is it true I will be able to have any man I want? Cumvampire: (laughs a long time) Why don't you wait until this happens to find out. Surely you do not want to know all now. By the way, I have sent you the sheet of instructions. Now I must go. I believe I shall see you sooner than you realize. Me: Sooner the better.

I just took a straight mans load while his wife watched. They hooked up with me from a guy who fucked me and told them I would be down to take his load easy and that I would let his wife watch him fuck me. she likes to watch him fuck slutty faggots and he needs a hole to bareback cause his wife is neg and he's not so they find femme cumdumps for him to use as long as she can watch. he had me wear one of his wives matching bra and panties and slutti stockings, highheels and a wig. fucked me in their hotel room. he fucked me mostly from behind and when he was ready to cum he pulled almost all the way out and she jerked him off into me then pushed him in me balls deep. she ate his load from my ass.like licked it and sucked it out of me.he jerked himself hard and slid back in and the wife sucked my cock (not bad for a female) so when he came the second time it actually made me cum in her mouth. funny thing is the last time I came in a girls mouth was the same way.she ate his load from my ass again and then I dressed and left

Not quite my last load, but a really hot true experience. I was visiting Palm Springs and planning to go to the Cumunion party Saturday night and posted an ad on BBRT looking to get preloaded. I was emailing back and forth with a guy and thought we were about to hookup, unfortunately he turned out to be a total flake, when I got a response from another guy whose profile was. So I responded back that I thought I was about to hookup, and asked if he liked sloppy seconds, he responded by saying it was cool and asked if it was I was okay with a quicky in his carport. He responded back with a location and said hurry. I jumped in the car found the location and the hot guy waiting for me on the street just outside of his carport. We went just a few feet away from the street between his house and car, and his neighbors window just a few feet away on the other side of his car. We immediately kissed and I grabbed his dick through his lose shorts. He pulled his shorts were pulled down enough to expose his cock and balls and bent over and started sucking on him. I lowered my shorts enough to expose my ass, and he started fingering my anxious fuck hole. In less than a minute he spun me around and stuck his tongue up my ass to get me wet. He quickly replaced his tongue with his dick and briefly gently fucked me to be sure I was ready, he then sped up and started pounding me and quickly started grunting and filled me with his cum. When he pulled out I turned around and gave him a kiss before going down and licking him clean. I stood back up kissed him again and said that I needed to visit Palm Springs more often, he agreed and asked me to hit him up the next time. I was fucked, bred in a semi public setting and on my way to an orgy within 15 minutes of arriving at this guys house, which I found really hot. I did go on to Cumunion and let the tops that were fucking me know they were getting sloppy seconds. Just before I left the Cumunion orgy I took a load from a really hot guy I had just pumped my last load into. All in all a really hot night.

I had forgotten about the mail oder catalogues! I remember going through those when my mother wasn't looking, going straight to the Men's underwear section and drooling over the hot bodies and bulges 😉

Very hot fucking story. Love it when guys resign themselves to taking raw poz cock and toxic loads, especially if with their boyfriends. Would love to take a toxic load like that.

I'll put a load inside you. And get a couple other buddies on it 🤤

Way fucking hot! Love to be daddy's slut!

It's all about the big hard cock in my ass. The cum is totally secondary. The only time I want it quick is if I've already got another guy on the way. 😎

To all you DaddysHand fans I have good news to report from my dear friend! I heard from him today for the first time in a month and he is still alive! He is still ill and focused on his health at this time. He is currently working on chapter 43 of Charles story. His writing has slowed down but he’s writing as many chapters as he can before posting. So please be patient as more chapters will be coming! I wish for all to pray 🙏for his health to continue to improve as I pray 🙏 for my friends continuing recovery.

Condom porn bores me to death... don't even watch it. Sperm is meant to go in the ass and that's where it needs to go before I'll watch it. The sleazier, rougher, edgier the better ! Love POZ porn and POZ talk but they're hard to find.

PART 8 　 What had I really done now? My ass was on fire from a beautiful pounding but then the guy tells me he has AIDS. I saw his fingernails and knew he had cut me up inside and the dumped his load in me. I was going to get HIV. What the hell, but my ass was still tingling and for some reason my cock was still hard as a rock. Why was I so turned on? Damn, I felt like I needed more now. Then someone walked into the clearing. I started to reach down to grab my clothes when he said, "Might as well leave them there," and as I looked up he was pulling his clothes off too. His cock was already hard and sticking straight out and I stood there mesmerized by it swinging as he approached me. He grabbed me and turned me around and pushed at my back to bend over. I offered no resistance and did it. Then I felt him just drive his cock deep into in one thrust and felt his balls hit my taint. Then he was thrusting in and out of me as hard as I had ever had it. He was literally trying to destroy my hole and I was loving every second of it. He didn't last long though, maybe about 5 minutes and then he was saying, "Here it comes. My nice hot POZ cum to fill your ass up good." I could feel his cock pulsing and refilling my ass with HIV cum. As he finished and was pulling out, I noticed that three more guys had showed up. They all had their cocks out and were jacking them, waiting their turn on my abused hole. I didn't even straighten up as the cock was pulled out of my ass and soon another one was deep in me. I could only wonder at how great it was feeling. I wanted more and more and soon had three more loads of cum up me. Each of them screaming as they were cumming, "Take my poz load you whore." 　 Noone else showed up so I got dressed and staggerd to my car. My ass was destroyed and was now starting to hurt some with all the pounding it had taken, but it was also throbbing with a need for more, soon.

Part 2 I spent the whole next morning in my cubicle, working. I didn’t see my boss all morning. Lunch time came and went. It was about 1:30 when my phone vibrated. It was the text message that was promised. It read: 9:30 p.m. at the Full Moon Motel, Lakeshore drive, Room 13 The rest of the day my mind wondered, what did I get myself into. I finished the workday, still no sight of my boss, hurried home and got ready. I got in my car and drove out to the motel. I was shocked when I saw it. Not only was it sleazy looking, but it also looked like a setting of a horror flick. I drove around the hotel, only a few cars were parked in the lot. The room I was looking for was on the back side of the hotel, you could not see the road from here, nor can anyone see your car from the road. The lot was dark, and most of the lights were out or flickering in the open halls. I parked and got out. The numbers were missing from door 13, You could see the the out line where the numbers used to be, etched in the paint. I knocked and then waited. “Right on time,” my boss said as he motioned for me to come in. He was still fully dressed in his suit. I went to say something and he put his hand to my mouth. “Strip” he said. I kicked off my shoes and then reached down and pulled off my socks. He moved over to the bed and sat on the corner. I watched him rub his crotch as I undressed. I pulled my shirt over my head, revealing my smooth defined chest. I started to play with my nipples, pulling on them. I reached down and popped all the buttons on my button fly jeans, exposing my crotch hair to my boss, since I had no underwear on. “Turn around and drop those jeans, Let me see that ass” he said. I turned my back to him and slowly pushed down my jeans as I did I bent over, opening my crack up to him and exposing my hole. I carefully stepped out of my jeans, throwing them over with my shirt. “Even hotter out of your pants” my boss said, “That ass has drove me crazy for a while” I reached back and spread my checks more, giving him a better view of my hole. I pushed it out and sucked it back in. Teasing him. “Strip me” he said. I stood up and moved over to him. While he was still seated, I untied his tie and laid it nicely in the chair near the bed. I went behind him and helped him out of his suit jacket, again putting it nicely on the back of the chair. I, then, unbuttoned the cuffs of his shirt, rubbing my hands over the fur on the back of his hands as I did. He stood up, as I began to unbutton his dress shirt, with each button undone, his hairy chest was exposed. It was a forest of black fur with just a few white ones mixed in, causing my cock to get harder. Once fully unbuttoned, I pulled the shirt tail out of his pants and took off his shirt. “Can I please Sir” I asked him, and his only response was a nod. I ran my hands in his fur, exploring his muscular chest hidden within the hair. I slid my hands down his furry stomach to his pants. Undoing his belt first, I continued to strip him. I was about to undo the button on his pants when he cleared his throat. “Shoes” he said. I dropped to my knees, putting my face right in front of that massive bulge. My hands were busy untying his laces, carefully so I would not knot them. I pulled each shoe off and then his socks, still staring at his crotch. I reached up and undid this pants and lowered his zipper. His dress pants slowly slid down his legs, without my help, revealing his black boxer briefs. He stepped out of his pants, allowing me to place them on the chair, folded neatly. He had put his fingers inside the waist band of his underwear. “Tell the boss what you want” he said. “I want your massive cock” I replied. “Where do you want that massive cock” “In my holes” He pulled down his underwear and stepped out. His cock was almost hard and bounced as it popped out of this underwear. He offered them to me. I brought them to my noise and sniffed. I could smell his musk on them. As I was sniffing his underwear, he reach around and put a finger in my hole, slowly circling it. “Pre-lubed, you are a good whore” I pushed back on his finger, which slid into my hole. I took a big sniff of his underwear, taking in his musk. His finger pushed in deep, then slowly slid back out. I pushed my ass back to meet his finger coming back into me. “A very good whore” he said silently. I could feel his cock pressing against my upper thigh. It was driving me crazy, I wanted to touch it, suck it, get fucked by it. With his free hand, he began to move his cock, first sliding it over my ass cheeks, then slapping them with it. He dropped it down on the top of my ass and left it resting there. “Get on the bed, on your back.” he said, “and get those legs high in the air” I didn’t hesitate, even though I wanted that cock in my mouth, I wanted to taste the musk on it. I was on my back with my ass at the edge of the bed. I lifted my legs up and then brought them into my chest, giving my boss full access to my hole. He positioned his cock at my hole, circling it with his head, gently pushing in against my hole. I closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling. “I brought some condoms, they are in my pocket” I said. “Don’t use them, so we don’t need them” he replied. 

I went to protest, but he was pushing his cock into my hole. I took a deep breathe and pushed my hole out, giving him less resistance. My hole stretched to open around his cock head. I wished I had some poppers, but I didn’t forgot them. I moaned as he slide his massive cock into me slowly. His head popped in and I could feel the meaty shaft sliding into my hole. He didn’t stop until he was all the way in. I could feel his crotch hair against my ass, as well as his huge nuts. Once in he pulled my legs apart and laid on top of me, pressing his full weight on me. I could feel his hot furry torso against me. “See, my wife won’t let me fuck her at all, with or without a condom” he said. He slowly was moving his hips in a small circle. “it’s not that she can’t take my big cock” he said, “she took it fine early in our marriage” He started to pull his cock out slowly, teasing my hole. “I wasn’t the faithful man to her” He was now slowly pumping his cock in and out of my hole, bringing the head back until it was pulling at my hole from the inside and then pushing it back in. “I fucked women and men” I was moaning loudly by now. His cock felt so good in my hole. HIs fur was tickling my smooth skin. “Even took a cock or two up my ass” I wrapped my arms round him, feeling his furry back. He was a walking ape. “I wasn’t careful” he said. The pumping of his cock in and out of my hole was picking up speed. I reached down and grabbed at his furry ass checks, pulling him into me more. “Caught something I couldn’t get rid of” That registered into my mind quickly and I began to panic. I moved my hands between our chests and started to push him back. Fuck this whole fantasy of mine just went to a place I didn’t think or want it to go. He was much stronger than I was and pushed back.

this story is pretty much based on a true story, - it was my first time, and we really did fall in love... sadly our paths took us different directions many years ago - and although we are still in touch, I've been without a soulmate since. At first glance you would assume I am just an average, conservative kind- of –guy, and I would tend to agree with that assumption. But after my last “ordinary” relationship with my boyfriend failed, I decided it was time to break my boring routine and try to enjoy some of the more adventurous things in life that I had always passed on. Now that I was spending my nights alone, I was relying on my computer more for sexual stimulation. Thank God there is no shortage of porn on the internet. I would surf for any hot movie that caught my eye, usually with some hot muscled jock. I’d recline back in my chair, and start to lazily play with my cock while the stud in his jockstrap got his hole licked and fingered and slowly stretched open. Buy the time his pink pucker was quivering for some dick, I would usually have a finger or two up my own ass, and my own dick would be hard as a rock and leaking drops of precum that would mix with the lube I was using to stroke my shaft. I always tried to match my speed and intensity with the hot fuck session that was on the screen, so that I would cum at the exact same time as the guy in the movie shot his load deep in the ass of the jock stud he was fucking. After my own ass finished clamping down on my fingers and the aftershocks of shooting an intense load wore off…I would clean up, shut off the computer and climb into bed …alone…and realizing that computer porn would never make up for the 'real thing'. As time went on, I noticed that my taste in movies was starting change, and those muscled jocks I had watched were now replaced with hairy muscled leather guys. I also started looking in the local chat rooms for some actual “real” connections. I felt myself being drawn to scenes that involved a lot of ass play…guys in harnesses that were stretching open the holes of other guys in slings. Soon it wasn’t just hot dicks plowing pink holes...it was dildos and fists stretching open hot hairy butts. I was mesmerized, and my ass was starting to take on a mind of its own. After years of vanilla sex, my hole was starting to get hungry for more. I bought some toys...and some poppers...and began to start mimicking what I saw in the movies . I also started popping into some of the local chat rooms, and found out there were a lot of guys online that were really heavy into the leather scene. I posted a profile, but was always to nervous about ever starting a conversation with anyone. Here I was…just an average conservative guy, who was starting to feel the pig awaken. These guys were already knee deep in the pigpen, and I knew I’d be a disappointment to them when they realized I was just a newbie. I didn’t own any leather, and I only had one jockstrap…that I used for my online photo. So one night, I was feeling especially horny, and logged into the chat room, got my toys, lube and poppers out, and settled in for another solo session. Within a few minutes I suddenly got an IM from another guy in the chat room. He was a hot hairy muscle daddy, and he introduced himself by letting me know how much he loved the photo of me in my jock. He was hot, and sexy, and I started to wish I could muster up the courage to give in and let myself go, and be the perfect pig boy he surely was looking for. After some online flirting, he invited me to come over. I was horny as hell, but scared to death, so I politely declined his invitation. I told him the truth, that I was brand new to this, and way too inexperienced to be much fun for him. He immediately replied, asking if I was into PnP. I hated to admit, I didn’t even know what that meant. Pain and Pleasure? Piss and poop? Christ..what was I getting into? He responded with a “LOL” and explained it meant party and play. Using recreational drugs to take the edge off, or enhance the pleasure. I told him I had done poppers…but never had tried anything else. He asked if I was interested in experimenting a little, and told me that he would love to be the one to introduce me to the wonderful world of Pnp Pig Sex. Wow….all of a sudden my cock became instantly hard..and I could feel my ass twitch with excitement. I didn’t know what it would be like, but suddenly I had a hot leather daddy wanting to take me under his wing, and show me all the mysterious pleasures that had become so intriguing to me. In one last effort to stall…I asked him what exactly he had in mind. He told me that I would need to come over, and that I would need to trust him. He promised to walk me thru everything once I was there and ready to play…but he didn’t want to waste time writing about it when he knew it would be more fun to experience it. He gave me some simple instructions…take a shower, clean up…and out, wear my jock, and pick up some Gatorade, or water, or whatever I wanted to drink. He promised I’d need to replenish my fluids because he was going to make sure we had a long hot sweaty night. I got directions to his place…and I was burning with excitement. I couldn’t believe this was actually going to happen! I hopped in the shower and hopped in my car and within 45 minutes, I found myself knocking on his door. He opened the door…and looked even hotter than his pictures. His head was nearly shaved with a military style buzz cut. He was shirtless, except for a leather harness, and his tribal armband tattoo. His nipples were pierced, and his hairy pecs were hard and muscular, and shadowed over his flat abs. A thick treasure trail of hair disappeared into his black leather pants and silver studded belt. He looked just like one of the guys from the movies. He immediately smiled at me...which made me feel immediately more relaxed…and he invited me into his place. As soon as I stepped inside, he reached around me to shut the door, and immediately put his arms around me to pull me in close to him. He rubbed his hands on my chest thru my t-shirt, and pressed his pelvis up against my jeans. It took me by surprise..a little, but it immediately broke the ice, and I wrapped my arms around him, and ran my hands over his muscular shoulders and arms. As my hands reached his, he took them, and smiled again, and pulled me into the entryway. “Come In, stud” he growled…get comfortable, take your clothes off, and let’s get to know each other. He led me to a room off to the side, which had all of the things that you would need to film leather porn. “Welcome to my playroom!” I was speechless, and took a long deep breath to try to slow down my heartbeat. I think he could sense my nervousness, because he pulled me close once again, kissed me, and pulled me down onto the couch. “Just relax..I promise, I will make sure you enjoy every minute of this, and if you ever want to stop…just tell me…we won’t go anywhere that you aren’t comfortable going.” We kissed again..and I was immediately turned on. He took my shirt off…pinched my nipples, rubbed my crotch…and I was instantly hard as a rock. My hands were all over him as well…and I started to let my inhibitions go. “Let me go get something to help us relax, and you get out of those jeans and shoes. I’ll be right back.” He left for a second, and came back with a little travel shaving kit. He pulled out a bag of weed, and some rolling papers, and a lighter. As I got undressed, he rolled a really thick joint, lit it, and took a hit. He held the smoke in his lungs for a very long time, and then let it escape his lungs in a low growl. “Okay…your turn…it’s just pot…and it will help take the edge off, help you relax, and get you a little horny.” I took the joint, and followed his instructions. I took a deep inhale, and worked really hard to fight the urge to cough as I felt the smoke burn inside my chest. I held it in until he told me to let it out…which seemed like 10 minutes…but was really only a few seconds I’m sure. “Good boy” he said, and rubbed my neck. He took the joint back for another hit and we both sat back on the couch and started feeling each other as we passed the joint back and forth. It wasn’t long until I was feeling the effects. It was a fuzzy, drunk kind of feeling, but it felt good, and I WAS really relaxed, and starting to get a really deep new feeling…it was horny…but a whole different kind of horny. I started to really get into our touching and kissing, and before I knew it we were done with the joint, and greedily sucking each other’s dicks in a 69 position on the couch. Next thing I knew, I felt his fingers and tongue start playing with my hole. It felt so good. I knew it was the pot…but Damn! This was awesome. I was sucking his huge dick, and moaning, and grinding my ass against his face and fingers. He spit in my ass, and started working in two of his fat long fingers. God it felt so good. “Good boy..you like that don’t you…there is a little pig in there just dying to get out isn’t there?” “Yes sir” I muffled between taking breaths from sucking his huge cock. “Nice” he moaned, and began working my hole into a frenzy. “I think you’re ready for my next surprise” he said as he reach over to his travel bag, and pulled out a tiny little baggie, with some white powder, and a tiny little silver bullet. “Coke?” I asked. “Nope, Tina" he replied. “Tina?” I repeated. “Yep. It's sort of like coke, but better for sex. You can smoke it, snort it, put it in your ass, and even inject it directly into a vein - but it goes right to your ass. And you will want more than my tongue and fingers up there.” “So, how are we doing it?” I asked. “We’ll go easy at first, just a little bump off the silver bullet…and we’ll make sure you have some time to let it kick in. You’ll probably feel a bit of a rush at first..like a jolt of caffeine, but in about 20 minutes, you will feel it start to warm up your ass, and I bet your hands won’t be able to let go of your dick." "Okay" I replied, adding “ although I think the pot has already done a pretty good job of that.” We both took a hit from the bullet, and the instant effect was just as he described. I was really starting to realize I was in very good hands. He was letting me know what to expect, before it happened, and his description was very accurate. We went back to exploring each other’s bodies, and before I knew it, my ass was tingling, and I was pulling on the head of my dick like I was pulling taffy. I was groaning a low guttural groan that I had never heard myself make before. We did another hit off the Tina bullet, and I was really starting to feel the effects. “Okay, boy. I think we’re ready for some more serious play. Your ass is really getting hot, and I want you to get in that sling, so I can open you up, and fuck you.” I hopped up so fast, I think my brain was now in my ass and following his instructions. He helped me get into the sling, and then lubed up my hole, and his cock, and I moaned in ecstasy as his beautiful thick cock slid into my hungry hole. We started out slow, and his fucking gradually grew in force and intensity. Getting fucked had never felt so good. He gave me another bump of tina, and then grabbed a bottle of poppers, and held them under my nose. “You said you have done poppers before..right?” “Yeah.” “Good…then take good hit, so I can pound your ass really hard.” I inhaled deeply, and he did the same, and no sooner had he recapped the bottle, he grabbed the sling and started pounding my ass with wild abandon. “FUCK…YEAH…” we both screamed. I was pulling on my dick as hard as I could, but noticed it wasn’t getting as hard as I usually do…but I really didn’t care. It still felt good..but it was my ass that was feeling amazing. I felt it squeezing and clamping down on my hot leather studs hard dick as he pounded my ass, and arched his back while his eyes were rolling back in his head. This was incredible. It was better than any fantasy I could imagine. He gave me another hit of poppers, and then reached under the sling and started banging the shit out of my ass….I could tell that he was about ready to cum. Between the pot, the tina, the poppers and the fucking…my head was reeling. I had never felt so turned on. I was suddenly brought back to my senses as I heard him shout and yell, and felt his hard cock slam deep in my ass as is shot the hottest, most forceful load I’d ever taken. My ass involuntarily clamped down, and made sure that every drop of cum was worked out of that amazing dick, and not a single drop was spilled. He immediately slumped forward, drops of sweat landing on my chest, and kissed me passionately and deeply. My hips were grinding involuntarily, not wanting to let his dick escape my ass as we kissed. Finally, his dick slid out, but I was still pulling on mine, soft…but sensitive. He saw my face register a bit of disappointment – both for my failure to get hard, and also for the sudden emptiness in my well fucked hole. He immediately reassured me that the soft dick was often a result of the Tina, but not to worry…all the pleasure was going to become more and more intense in my ass. He asked if I was ready to try some toys, and if I was ready to try a different way to do a hit of Tina. I must of looked a little nervous again, because he immediately kissed me again, and with his lips still pressed to mine, he whispered with a hot breath "Trust me.” And I did. Once again, he reached into his black bag. This time he pulled out a thick syringe. My eyes widened with fear, because I was not real fond of needles. “Don’t worry” he said. It’s not a needle. Just a water syringe. But it’s got dose of Tina in it, mixed with the water. I’ll squirt it into your ass, and within seconds you’ll get the effect. Just hold it in, and when I get your first toy, it should be absorbed. You'll love it..and you’ll be ready for some bigger toys than the ones you have. Cool?” “Okay…I said…you haven’t let me down yet.” He pulled the cap off the syringe, and showed me that indeed there was no needle on the end. He put a little lube on the edge of the syringe, and gently worked it into my hole. “Ready?” he asked. I nodded. “Okay…here we go.” I suddenly felt the liquid slowly start to fill my ass, and I envisioned it mixing with his load. I was suddenly hit with an amazing rush of warmth that nearly took my breath away. “See…it absorbs pretty quick. You should be flying by now.” My heartbeat suddenly picked up, and my breathing became quicker. He pulled the syringe out, pinched my nipples, and then took my hand away from my dick as he sucked my soft cocked like a vacuum. I yelled in absolute pleasure! Oh my god it felt so good. FUCK YEAH…DAMN…my ass was on fire…I needed cock bad. It felt so good. “There’s my little piggy” he smirked as he stepped away. My hand went back to my dick, and I started pinching one of my nipples as he back away. He reached over to a table and pulled away a black cloth, and revealed a table full of all kinds of dildos and sex toys in all sizes. One of them was just as big as mine at home…but they got bigger and bigger as they lined up along the table’s edge. He grabbed one, and smeared it with a generous dose of lube, and then started slowly working it into my ass. I couldn’t believe it…it was like my ass had a total mind of its own. I was no longer in control..and I suddenly felt my hole stretching open further than I’d ever been opened up before. But it felt so good. I took a deep breath, and moaned again. He got it about halfway in, and then held it in place as he reached over with his other hand to grab the bottle of poppers. I took another deep hit of the poppers, and suddenly, I was in a whole new world. My eyes rolled back in the back of my head, and then I felt my entire ass open up as that huge dildo slid right in to its giant rubber base without any pain or resistance. HOLY SHIT….It was so fucking deep …OH FUCK! I could feel that giant rubber dick deep in my guts and it felt so good! He started to work it in and out. Slowly at first, and gradually picked up speed. I got lost in the pleasure…and closed my eyes and floated in that sling as that giant dick stretched my ass. Every now and then he would touch my chest, my dick, my face, and give me occasional hits of poppers...all the while giving me deep low groans of encouragement. He soon went for a bigger toy…but I was too lost in my ecstasy to really notice. I did feel a little bit of pressure as he eased the bigger toy in, but it was soon followed with another deep hit of poppers, and I was off in my own world again, as that giant invader laid claim to my open hole. I have no idea how much time had passed, and hour…maybe two. I gradually started to feel like I was coming down, and my senses were returning to normal. I looked up…like I had just regained consciousness, and smiled at my sexy teacher. He smiled back…and we didn’t even need words at this point to share the mutual pleasure we were both feeling. He slid the toy out of my ass..and I was shocked…somewhere in my soaring high…he had upsized again to a third, even bigger toy. I never would have believed I could take something that huge…but he showed it to me from between my legs, just to prove to me that I was more pig than I realized. We laughed a bit, kissed some more, and then he grabbed my bottle of Gatorade and a towel. I was sweating profusely. Took a deep drink, toweled off a bit, and started to catch my breath. At this point I thought things were winding down. He was standing closer to the table, taking a drink of his own bottled water, so I started to sit up in the unsteady sway of the sling. “Where you going boy…you had enough?” “Oh…I thought we were winding down” I sheepishly said…immediately feeling slightly worried that I gave the wrong signal and disappointing my new leather daddy. “Well, I have one more surprise for you, if you want. I thought I’d try to take it up one more notch…that is if you want to” I couldn’t possibly imagine what he had in mind. I was absolutely in awe of what we had done so far, so if we still had one more level to go, I wasn’t sure I could take the overstimulation of my senses. “You want to really let go of your inner pig…this is the best thing there is.” He reached into his black back again, and pulled out two thin syringes with an orange cap on the end. I was puzzled, because the last syringe was much bigger, so I didn’t know if it was a smaller dose to just bring the action back up a little, or if this was something totally different. “Okay, let me tell you about this, and then you can tell me if you want to keep going or not”. This syringe has a needle. So this dose of tina will go right into a vein. It’s called “slamming.” It’s just like getting a shot at the doctor, or giving a blood sample. “That doesn’t sound too bad” I timidly replied. “Well…this will definitely take you one level higher than the booty bump. You will feel this rush in your entire body, you will immediately feel the Tina take effect, and I guarantee, you will be amazed at how fast you let go of all your inhibitions….do you still trust me?” “Yes” I answered. “Then trust me, I think you will like this a lot. I will make sure that it’s quick, painless, and I will be here to make sure you stay calm enough to truly enjoy the amazing rush.” “Okay” I said…but I might not be able to watch, I don’t do so well with needles. “No worries”, he said. “You do whatever you want. Let’s get you out of the sling though, because I want to do you first, and then I want you to go kneel down over the arm of the couch with your ass in the air. I will then do my slam, and come over and take good care of your ass while you ride the rush,. “Okay…I’m ready” He went back to his back bag one more time, pulled out a black elastic strip for a tourniquet, and 2 small white envelopes…alcohol prep pads. He came back over to me, with the syringe, pulled my arm out and looked in the crook for a vein. He quickly tapped the large vein, and then started to wrap the black elastic around my upper bicep. My vein started to bulge, and my heart was already racing with a little bit of excitement, and a lot of nerves. He opened the alcohol prep pad, and gently wiped it over the inside of my arm. I was scared to watch…but I couldn’t help it. I was fascinated. It was like my leather daddy was getting ready to give me a shot…like a nurse. It was somehow, very touching, like he was taking care of me…and all of a sudden all of my worry melted away. I kept watching as he took the orange cap off of the syringe, and exposed the tiny thin needle. He turned the syringe upside down, and flicked it on the side to knock the air bubbles out of it. He looked at me deep in my eyes, smiled again, and asked “ready?” I nodded yes. Okay..turn your head if you want. “I’m okay” I said. “I trust you”. He gently placed the tip of the needle at the edge of my vein, and I took a deep breath. He gently eased it in, with only a slight pinch, and then I felt a little pop as the needle went into the vein. I kept watching intently. He pulled back slightly on the syringe, and I saw a wispy red cloud rush into the syringe. He took the tourniquet off my arm with his other hand in a single soft pull, looked at me one more time, and said, “Here you go baby, this is gonna be intense…you might have a cough..But that’s normal…it’s the tina hitting your blood and your lungs, don’t be scared…just enjoy it.” “Okay…go for it” He slowly started to push the plunger downward, and the reddish liquid started to disappear into my vein. I immediately started to feel a tingle all over my body…like when you put your tongue on the end of a nine volt battery. The more of the slam that went in, the more I tingled...I got this warm all over rush, and my chest started to expand with a heavy breath. I felt my eyes open wide, and my ass squeezed so tight, if there had been anything in there I would have snapped it in half. The last bit of liquid in the syringe went into my arm, and then I suddenly felt the uncontrollable cough. Two coughs…and then I WAS SOARING!!! SHIT! SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT!!!. He pulled the needle out and immediately covered the skin with the alcohol pad. He lifted my arm above my head, and then reached around the start digging at my ass with his giant meaty paws. OH GOD!! I NEED YOU IN MY ASS! “Feel good Baby?” “FUCK YEAH” OH SHIT..that’s all I could say. I started to feel my legs go week. “Go kneel over the couch, get your ass lubed up real good…I’m on my way” I staggered over, reached for the giant bottle of lube, pouring out more than I could control. I leaned over the couch and started shoving lube into my hungry hole, stretching it open, shoving fingers in, and trying to get my whole hand in. I was in ecstasy…I was finally out of control, feeling piggy as all hell, and ready for anything. I didn’t even notice my leather daddy administer his own slam, until I heard his own cries and groans of pleasure suddenly shout from behind me. “Oh, yeah….piggy….let me work that ass” “Yes sir!” He came from behind be and I saw his had come over my head; he handed me the bottle of poppers, and then reached for the giant bottle of lube. “Take a good long hit…you are about to be sent into a whole ne w world.” I took the deepest hit of poppers that I had ever taken…and I held it deep in my lungs…like the pot smoke from earlier…and suddenly I felt my entire ass just relax and open up like molten lava, and I felt my daddy’s hands working to stretch my ass open. First it was three fingers….then four…..then another mind numbing hit of poppers, and then I lost all awareness of anything…all I know is that my ass had never felt more full. I was gyrating my hips, and wagging my piggy tail like I needed to get my hungry hole filled with a buffet of anything that was in reach. I suddenly felt my ass stretch just a bit far..and then a soft pop, or suction sound. I had his whole FIST! HOLY SHIT! I WAS IN HEAVEN!! I screamed in pleasure, my daddy was yelling encouragement… and I had never been so wildly out of control. He flipped me around to the front of the couch, laid me on my back, held my feet above my head with one hand, and handed me the poppers again with the other. I took another hit…and then so did he…and I couldn’t get his fist in my ass again fast enough. I was riding his fist, and then his forearm, and then suddenly I started to let go with a *******ial spray of piss all over my chest…he grabbed my dick with his free hand, and held it up so that it sprayed all over my face, and then his. It had a bitter taste…the first time I’d ever tasted piss. “”That’s tina piss boy..It’ll keep you flying high too…but I’m not taking my hand out of your ass yet ..but when I do…it will be so I can shove my dick up your hungry hole, and piss my tina right back into you” He kept his word…he fisted me to the point of an uncontrollable orgasm…I didn’t even touch my dick..and it was still soft…but I was coming all over myself. It was mixing with the damp piss stains on my stomach. He gently pulled his fist out of my hot hungry ass, and then shoved his dick in. He looked down at me, and with an amazing softness, he stared right thru to my soul, I started to actually tear up, and cry with absolute abandon. It was the most beautifully hot and touching closeness I had ever felt to another person in my entire life. I trusted him, and he took me placed I never knew existed. And then, just as I was catching my breath, and stopping my tears…he leaned in close, whispered once again…”good pig”, and then kissed me gently on the lips….it was then that I started to feel the warm tina piss filling up my hot hungry ass…and my soul nearly left my body, and floated up to my new slamming soul mate.

SPEED BREEDING: Garrett was a self-proclaimed ‘ugly old troll’ but he had a fucking killer dick. His dick was long, thicker than a beer can - I know, I measured it several times and every time I stood in awe –his dick had numerous weird bumps and humps on it like some Medieval fairy tale, and spewed unmedicated POZ cum like an Arabian Stallion. I first met Garrett about 20 years ago at my very first “Sunday Funday” at one of the local gay bars. I don’t really do the whole gay scene, but the friends I was living with after just moving to town the day before took me with them as they were regulars and it was the place to see and be seen on a Sunday afternoon after all the queens had left church. We had not been on the patio of the bar for 5 minutes before my friend tapped me on the arm and held his drink forth like a royal scepter to point at a man sitting just in the shadows of the patio roof, “See him? That one? DON’T EVER talk to him. We NEVER speak with him.” He then proceeded to give the financial review and resume summary of all the ‘DC power queens’ in attendance - those he expected me to bow to, kiss their fucking hand, and pretend like I gave a fuck about their Martha Stewart Living chintz condo. I was at the bar, trying to get drink refills for my two friends and I to no avail. I had moved further and further down the bar trying to get the bartender’s attention and was literally leaning up on the bar on my forearms practically yelling at the jerk and was about to give up when someone squeezed my right arm, “Let me,” he said. It was Garrett. I shrugged, he said one word, “THOMAS!” and the bartender could not turn and pay attention to him fast enough. I was in awe. As Thomas was busy preparing my order I gave Garrett my thanks, “It’s nothing,” he said, “Thomas shows up at my door about four nights a week after the bar closes begging for my dick and load up his ass so the boy knows what’s at stake.” I blanched a bit at his bluntness, turned to see who else might have heard, then Garrett set his hand on my arm again, “I know what your friends over there say and think about me. I know what they all say and think about me. Ask me if I give a flying fuck! Half these fucking queens are ankles up on my bed at least once during the week as I fuck the shit out of them so here’s to you!” Wow - and I instinctively glanced down at his crotch and saw a fucking GIANT bulge straining his summer whites. Garrett’s hand was back on my arm, “You trying to get fucked?” I didn’t know what to say to that either. He spoke up again, “THOMAS! Double shots - Tequila - NOW!” The bartender bobbed his head, stopped the drink he was mixing, and poured four shots of Tequila in front of us. I’m more of a beer guy, but figured what the hell. I matched Garrett shot for shot and was soon stumbling through the crowd as I followed him to a door at the back marked NO ENTRY. He turned the lock, we stepped in, “YOU’RE NEW IN TOWN RIGHT?” GARRETT ASKED, “ I KNOW I WOULD HAVE REMEMBERED THAT ASS. PULL THOSE FUCKING SHORTS DOWN.” I obeyed without question, but once the pain of his raw cock ripping my hole open took the edge off the liquor I begged him to pull out and put a condom on. He just laughed, stuck a bottle under my nose and said, “Sniff this powder,” then kept fucking me. Before I knew it Garrett was rubbing my head like I was a pound puppy, “That’s some good ass boy. Just loaded you up. Here’s my number. Any time you need some good dick you just call.” The door opened and closed and I was alone. I tried to pull myself together, but felt pretty fucked up so when I left the stock room we had been in. I stumbled down the stairs, out to the curb, and caught a cab back to my friends’ place. I was together enough to call the bar from a pay phone, to have them paged, and to let them know I had come home and crashed and was not feeling well. I deflected their questions the next day and really did not think much about what had happened until I found the crumpled up paper in my pocket with the number. I called it. Garrett picked up on the second ring. There was no preamble, “Yeah I remember you. You need some more dick huh? Stop at the liquor store on your way. I need a bottle of Vodka.” Just over an hour and two shots of vodka later I was bent over in Garrett's hallway as he bred me with his massive, deformed, raw dick. With my pants still down around my ankles and his cum dripping from my hole, he led me to his bedroom pushed me onto the bed, undressed me, shoved some coke in front of my nose for me to snort, then handed me a bottle of poppers as he eased back up my cummy ass and started exploring. The coke made me high as fuck and one load was not enough. Two was not enough. Unlike my friends - and their friends - who I knew were prudes and would have had some snide comment, Garrett just smiled, patted me on the arm and said, “No worries. I know just who to call.” Less than 20 minutes later there was a horse dick sized BBC plowing my ass raw as Garrett sat quietly in the living room watching his TV. Once done, with BBC cum odor still filling the air, Garrett smiled, “Feel better? I’m sure you do. I always do after he fucks me. Yes, yes, I know I have a big dick, but as you know, sometimes there’s just nothing that feels better than a big black man fucking the hell out of you. OK. What are you doing Friday night?” I was fucked silly right then and could barely form two words, but Garrett went on, “Look. I throw a party one Friday a month at a parking garage over on P Street. It’s a sex party. Everyone thinks it’s Dean’s, which it is, but he’s the front man really. I own the garage, but that is neither here nor there.” (Not until a couple years later at the reading of his will would I come to realize yes he owned that property, which was bought by Whole Foods, as well as a majority of the club where I first met him, and a bunch of other shit in town that no one ever knew about). “The party attracts several hundred people over the course of the night, but a select bunch are invited into the VIP area. You can make some good cash if you help me. All I need is for you to offer that thick white ass to whoever wants to fuck and breed it - no questions asked. I will give you all the coke you need, it will be totally anonymous - your queenie friends and the fucking royal court will never know you are there let alone part of my Speed Breeding set up. You like? Speed Breeding? One of my guys manages it, but it’s my idea. There are two, maybe three bottoms - total cum dumps - who will have their ass up in a curtained off area. For $20, any top gets 5 minutes to fuck and cum if he can. The more cum you take, the more tips you get, the more money you make. You got a fucking hungry ass and you can still call me anytime you need some raw dick, but I’d really love to set you up for the Speed Breeding. I think you would be fucking perfect - what do you say?” HELL - I WAS DRUGGED UP, MY HOLE WAS FUCKED OUT, AND MY GUTS FILLED WITH CUM - WHAT DID HE THINK I WOULD SAY? Stay tuned for part 2. (*From the author: If you like the story let me know - post a reply or give a reputation. Thanks to everyone who takes the time to read these stories and for the continued support!)

*This is mostly fantasy with a little reality thrown in* ---------------------------------------------------------------- Part 1(?) It was Friday night and the beginning of a three day weekend, so what better way to celebrate than to get a little twisted at my favorite bathhouse? I arrived around 9:30PM, even though the parking lot wasn't full yet and paid my entrance (thankfully my bag wasn't checked) and walked straight to my room. Nice, I had gotten lucky and was assigned a deluxe room with a queen-sized bed. After stripping down I opened my bag and pulled out my supplies. A pipe, two lighters and the bag of stuff that would make this night. I also had remembered to bring my blindfold so that any tops with hesitations wouldn't feel shy. The porn playing on my TV was one of the few bareback flicks they had in rotation, a hot number with four smooth Marine boys. I immediately got to packing my pipe and, staring intently at the screen, flicked my lighter on and held it under the fresh bowl. As the white smoke started to swirl around and intensify I took a deep breath. Blub blub blub, went the water in the pipe and immediately the chambers turned bright white as I tasted the slightly unpleasant first taste of the tina. After my lungs could not hold anymore I set the pipe down and instinctively grabbed my cock as I exhaled a huge cloud over the hot boys on TV. "Beautiful," I muttered under my breath, as the thought of these muscle men passing around a pipe and getting spun took hold of my mind. I was rock hard within seconds and took another large hit. After a few minutes I decided to dim the lights and crack open the door to get a feel for the crowd that was present thus far. A couple guys walked by but didn't stop after making eye contact... which is why my preferred position is face down, ass up. I closed the door and took a couple more hits, which was starting to make my freshly cleaned hole twitch for some action. Leaving the pipe slightly visible in the shadows (I get turned on at the thought of getting walked in on while smoking,) I donned my blindfold and settled in diagonally on the bed, facing the wide open door. As expected, within five minutes I felt the familiar sensation of a hand on my leg running up to my ass. My excitement was piqued and I wiggled my butt a little to let this stranger know he was welcome in my ass. "Fuck yea, that's a sweet hole," a deep voice growled. I reached around to feel a heavy, thick cock of about eight inches. I couldn't help myself and turned my body to wrap my lips around his tool as he started to finger my hole. "Mmmmmhmmmmmmm" was all I could muster with my mouth full. "Oh fuck, you're partied up, aren't you boy?" the voice asked and I knew he had seen my pipe sticking out from the wadded up towel by my bed. "Uh huh," I said eagerly. "I love breeding party sluts like you, take a couple hits while I fuck you." This was exactly what I had been hoping for and I wasted no time in lowering my blindfold to grab my pipe. I could see my anonymous fucker now as well. He was a tall middle aged Latino man, with the hint of a six pack and a beefy belly, just how I like them. "That's right," he nodded, "Blow those clouds in the mirror while you watch me fuck your party hole." He slipped his unusually thick meat in my hole as I let out a gasp; his cock was narrow at the top and wide at the bottom, stretching me open as he bottomed out in me. I took a hit and let out another white cloud as he smiled approvingly at me and started to pump my ass. "Fuckin' hot, boy. You love my cock in there, huh?" as I moaned in repsonse.. "Fuck yeah, dump your load in that party hole!" I pleaded with him as he quickened his pace and took another hit for his viewing enjoyment. "Yeah" he growled with his eyes closed, signaling he was close. "Cumdump party boy, fucking lookin' for loads and tina huh?" "Fuck yeah, fuck yeah!" I moaned even louder as this is the type of degrading dirty talk that gets my cock hard no matter what I might be on. "I'm gonna fuckin' unload in you boy," he said quickly as he started thrusting like crazy. "Fuck yea, I'm gonna make that hole mine! Uh! Uh! Uhhhhhhhhhh, arrrgh!" he yelled as he slammed into my hole, his cock throbbing with the volleys of his seed shooting in me. "Mmm, fuck yea" I panted as he pulled out and got ready to leave. I just laid there as I was, with a run of cum dripping down my hole and sac for any other guy to see. "Leave the door open." "I got a couple friends coming tonight," he said as he turned to walk out. "They like to blow clouds and love whoring out little chemsluts like you." "You let them know where I am, I'll be here all night."

I tested POZ a few weeks ago and began meeting with my team on August 6. On my second visit I asked why the t-cell count wasn't part of my initial blood work. My doctor (an infections disease specialist who otherwise impressed me as very competent) said that it was there... and then pointed to my CD-4 count (which is 13!). Did I misunderstand something?

Ever since I started opening up my hole to loads, I feel like being a cumdump is becoming more and more a part of me. My travel plans now reflect this, so I travel to events or places like Southern decadence or Berlin where my hole can be used for hours and many days In a row. Yet even after days of being fucked and loaded, I still want more and I find myself thinking about doing more degrading things to capture loads...like letting the most repulsive troll or the homeless use my hole. I worry sometimes about being addicted to sex and whether this is a healthy lifestyle for me. Does anyone else feel this way or struggle with that? I’d love to hear your thoughts.

Here's one... https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph55e3e006372f1

I tranferred to Heretic on Saturday night and will probably start at Atlanta Eagle for blackout soon. BTW, at Heretic on Saturday I was getting sucked by a guy with a t-shirt "Manifest Staff" so I asked if Manifest really will reopen. YES, as soon as red tape and neighborhood issues are resolved. Wait for it. YAY

I accept I am a faggot. Any sexual encounter I've ever had and ever will have is one where I submit and am used in order to pleasure Real Men. I didn't choose to be a faggot. The only choice I have is to get on my knees or not. If I don't want to be a faggot ill have to be celibate. So far, I've chosen to do my duties. Do you guys feel the same?

Was planning to go to this group we have in town on Sundays. But a blk buddy hit me up, and im not one to turn down a 9 thick cock. Got prepped, and went to his place. Sucked him hard, he took me to the bedroom and got me doggie, pounded me then flipped me over and got in me deep. He flipped me back over and made me beg for his load. Love the feeling of a thick cock pumping cum in me. He shot for a good 5 min. I showered and headed to the group party. It’s held in a closed bar. Arrived, stripped. Found a buddy that was there we kissed and sucked. A muscle guy came over and i sucked him hard and bent over a bar stool and he slid deep in me. Another buddy showed up and made a bline for me and stuck his cock in my mouth. Muscle guy pulled out and buddy 1 slid in. We fucked for a bit. We stopped and went out side and made out and this sexy muscle daddy made me suck His cock. Went back inside and got up on the bed doggie. My buddies took turns pounding my holes and they both dumped their loads in me. Before I could get up another guy slid in and pumped a load in me. Love being a cum dump

Totally up to my top. I have surrendered so if he wants a quick dump n go or wants to fuck me for as long as he likes I am all good with that. My role is to take his cock and get his load and how he arrives at that point is entirely a matter for him. I just do what he wants

Just for everyone's FYI - I ordered Tavin EM from Dynamix (USD$69 for 90 day supply) and the process was fine. Got my written script on 9/10, ordered on 9/13 (you need the written script and a scan of your passport), was shipped out on 9/17 (from Singapore, made in India like all the others including Truvada) and arrived today, 9/21. I'll wait until Oct 7th to start, that way I have about a month overlap (get the next written script then order, ship and arrive with overlap so I don't run out...).

I love spycam porn clips but I wonder how you can hide a spycam in a hotelroom? At home I could imagine you could find a way to set up a hidden cam but there aren't many possibilities in a hotel room.

I produce what one guy who got in my cunt and enjoyed it's slickness called "ass cum". I take fibre supplements and douche as little as possible.

All about love (Part 1) Sometimes we open our eyes and we realize we are alone in this world. Lucius was in a world of his own. He had learnt what it meant to love and lose. When he was four years of age he lost his Daddy in a fatal car accident. One morning the man kissed his boy good-bye, telling him he loved him, only never to return. Then Lucius learnt what it meant to live with a desperate and depressed mother, who couldn’t get over her husband’s sudden death. More and more she fell into a state of weakness and one night, he was six years old, she kissed her son good night and told him she loved him. The next morning he found her not moving in her lonely bed. His grandmother took him in and tried to replace his father and his mother. She gave him all the love she had, to make up for the loss he had to endure in his young life, only to die of a heart attack when the boy was ten years old and attending school. The police and a DHS worker picked him up from his class, explaining he could never go back to Nana’s home and that her last words were, that she loved him. Then he took a journey from one foster home to another, but never did he stay long. He knew what it meant, to rely on the grown-ups and then to be abandoned by them, so he decided it would be best, not to show any emotions and he made himself intolerable. When he reached the age of sixteen he ran away from yet another foster home and lived on the streets, doing everything in the book to earn money, but before long he started to steal stuff from shops to sell them on the street - to buy himself food. Then he burglarized the homes of others to get money for drugs. And then he sold his body for another shot of heroin. One night he was in a club, he begged his dealer for some dope. He promised he would pay him in a couple of days but he needed a shot now. His dealer wouldn’t give him the shit for free, but then he told Lucius, that he might had a job offer for him. He would know people who might take him in and supply him with smack, if Lucius would agree to work for them. Lucius, now 18 years old, was shaking badly. Although he used the drug for a while, he still looked quite attractive. Of course it was inevitable that in time his body would give in to the ravishes of the drugs, and he would assume the look of a typical wasted junky, but at this point the only suggestions of the addiction was a certain vacant expression in his eyes and the fact that he was extremely thin. His pusher drove him to a rundown house on the bad side of the town. After he knocked at the back door they entered a filthy complex but didn’t care to look around much. He needed a shot urgently. Another guy, his name was Cole, was sitting in one of the rooms and listened to Lucius’ story. You could see in his cold eyes no sign of sympathy. He explained to the twink, that nothing in life would come for free. Since time was running up Lucius didn’t even care, what kind of work he had to do. He was in need for his next fix now. Cole stood up and walked towards Lucius. He stood in front of the kid and looked down at him. He massaged his dick through his fabrics and asked him, to show how much he really needed this shit. Lucius understood immediately and opened Cole’s pants. He grabbed the hardened dick and started kissing the leaking dick head. His tongue made love to the pushers piss slit and cleaned it thoroughly. He sucked the dick into his mouth like there was no tomorrow. He jacked this guy’s cock off while giving him a good old blow job. The pimp started face fucking poor young Lucius’ to check his gag reflex obviously. Soon the pimp reached his climax and shot his load down the boy’s throat - who swallowed the semen, like a whore. Cole turned around and handed the pusher some money and told him then to piss off. Turning back to Lucius’ he called two of his men and ordered them to drag Lucius to the room 18. There should be a free mattress. Lucius looked at him begging him for his shot and he barked to his men to give him a fix and then let the Johns use his new merchandise, to keep the money cash flowing. When they entered the room, there were 5 mattresses on the floor. On 3 there were guys involved in some heavy fuck actions. Young guys, like himself, were being fucked by older males. They didn’t even look up, as the three entered the room and moved to one of the free mattresses. “Take off your pants and short” one guy ordered. Lucius undressed completely and looked at both guys like a puppy in need. One guy left for a short while, only to come back with a needle and a syringe and other stuff. They gave him the urgently needed shit and left him dozing off at the filthy mattress. Not long after that, a trucker entered the room. He looked around and saw three whores already taken, but then he discovered the ‘sleeping beauty’ Lucius and started to unbutton his jeans. He grabbed his 8 inch dick and jacked it off, then he went down on Lucius who hardly recognized the guy approaching him. “How old, bitch?” he asked Lucius. Lucius tried to focus on the intruder, but he wouldn’t reply really. He was so high, that he didn’t complain about the guy pushing Lucius’ legs up and spreading it so far away, that his hole was accessible. ‘Fucking drug addicts’ the trucker thought and jammed his cock into the defenseless boy. He made a grunting sound. Although Lucius had whored around before, he was still tight, because he never exceeded in getting fucked by guys. “Tight bitch” the trucker moaned. His dick felt like being snipped off, by the tight boy’s anal passage. He had to work hard to get his whole cock into this narrow whore. He felt his body being used distantly and knew he should fight against it, but he didn’t care. His legs were tightly pressed against his chest. The trucker used the hollow of the knees to hold him down and use greater force to penetrate him. Since it was a bareback ‘flatrate’ night at the ‘Biohazard’, the Johns paid only one fee and could fuck as much as they liked the whole night and were allowed to change the boys as often as they wanted to. On all 4 mattresses drugged up boys, all of Lucius’ age, being abused and fucked hard by their Johns. They showed no mercy. They hammered their big cocks into the entries and tried to inflict some damages also. You could clearly hear the moaning and groaning, from other rooms also. The trucker didn’t even look at his boy whore. His eyes were closed and he enjoyed the sensational feeling violating this extremely tight cunt. He tried to jab his cock into the asshole as hard as he could, to show Lucius who was the man in the house and the boy reacted finally a little. “Take my toxic seed fucker…. *groans* take it all up your ass…. *grunts* yeah….. do you feel me…. *moans*” He fucked Lucius hard fired his bugs into the defenseless boy. Another John entered the room with an adolescent boy and told the young guy to undress his tight pants and open up for him. Lucius’ first day at a Biohazard whorehouse might change his life forever most certainly, but definitely not for good…

Ryan was startled by a hand feeling his torn up hole, he had no idea how long he had slept, all he knew is he was still tied up and he was ready to leave. He wished Jonny would come back and get him. His hold was sore and then a cool wet feeling all over his hole and a finger slide in him. All the way deep and then two, they spent more time and three twisting around until who ever it was had four fingers in him. Ryan wished he did not like it but as the guy played with his hole Ryan got even hornier and started to moan. The guy pulled his hand out and then nothing, Then a new hand started to feel his ass, this guys hand was much bigger. The guy spit on Ryan's back and slide one, then two and three fingers in and it felt fuller then the other guy and twisted them around and then slide his forth in stretching Ryan a bit and then deep in him. Ryan moaned in pleasure and the guy pulled his fingers out and Ryan pushed his ass back wanting more. There was a new hand and this guy started with two finger and then three and finally four. He pulled out and then pressed back and it felt like a huge butt plug but when the guy entered Ryan he realized it was the guys fist. The guy let it rest there without moving it and Ryan tried to pull forward but could not get away and then poppers were fed to the kid. Ryan relaxed some and the guy pulled his fist out and Ryan gasped and without warning shoved it back in and did it three more time and Ryan screamed stop please and the guy did as he pressed his fist deep in Ryan. He tried to collect himself while they started talking to each other. Fuck dude that ass looks amazing. I can not wait to feel his hole, never imagined the kid would be able to take you like that when I responded to the AD "Slut boy pussy needs fisted to wreck it." Ryan hard spray and thought thank god I love that shit and soon he was inhaling impact and placed out while the guy inside him fist fucked him and opened him up and finally pulled his fist out and shot his load all over Ryan's prolapsed cunt. Ryan could not tell who was next he but soon he was moaning and whimpering and saying how much he loved it. OMG he kept saying as his hole was being stretched open and the guy started to work a second fist in and Ryan thought no please, he did not say anything as the guy kept stretching and big hands put poppers under his nose and the guy whispered in his ear open that fucking cunt boy. Be a good boy and let him get both hands inside you! Ryan whimpered I can't and he hard spray again and then he was floating and his hole opened up more but the guy was still not inside but close. The guy with the big hands grabbed Ryan's throat and started choking him, fucker he said open that whore cunt of yours and as Ryan was about to loose consciousness the guy behind him slide his other hand past his ass ring. The guy let go of his throat and as Ryan gasped for air he hard the guy say good boy, that fucking whore cunt just opened up for us! The guy in his ass slide one hand in and out and left the other in and then switched and this went on for five minutes and then he shoved his dick in with one hand and shot his load as he fucked his hand or jacked off Ryan could not tell. The guy with the huge hands said now it is my turn fucker. He went back and slide his hand to the knuckles and twisted them around. You like that boy, Ryan said yes that feel amazing. You ready, Ryan did not have time to agree he was ready as that huge fist pressed and twisted his was inside Ryan and he gasped and moaned and said no I can't but the guy just kept pushing and Ryan opened up and wished he had more poppers or impact. Something, he asked if he could get some and the guy said fuck, whores do not need that shit. If you wanted it you should have asked me before I got inside you. The guy then pulled his has back and Ryan felt like he was being stretched from the inside out and it hurt. Please don't that hurts, shut the fuck up. It is only gonna hurt a few times and then you will love it. The guy kept constant pressure as he slowly pulled his hand out and he watched Ryan's ass lips slowly stretch around his hand as he opened it wider and Ryan started to cry from the pain. Then relief he thought, the guy was out of him and then he felt finger stretching his hole apart and a plastic feeling nozzle and wetness. Ryan started to feel warm and he though he must have given me some T. That lube made him horny and he pressed his ass back and the guy who he found out was Kurt slide his hand back in and fisted him for an hour until he had both hands inside the boy. Ryan was flying and loving it. Without warning the guy stopped and shot his load all over Ryan's back and left the room. Ingrim came back in the room and untied Ryan. He slide a butt plug in him and told him to get dress his owner was on the way to pick him up. Ryan thought Jonny is coming back for me. Once dressed he was led to the front and made to get on his knees and hand put behind him and a ball gag in his mouth. Ryan was confused but waited patiently.

Ryan's dick continued to grow and the Spike with a bulb on the end slowly pressed against his urethra and then slowly forced it's way and as his dick head pressed up and the other spikes pressed on either side. It hurt yet had a sensation like he needed to pee or cum with that big bulb in his dick. His dick would grow and then get soft as the pain set in. It was making him wiggle and squirm and yell into the ball gag. It was all very muffled as a good looking guy about 5'11 175 nice arms and chest and a tatted sleeve on one arm down to his wrist walked in. Ingrim told me you were a cute young man, he could not have been more than five years older then he was. I see Ingrim has been having fun with you. Let me see what is under here and he slowly peals off the band aid on the right nipple and then the left. Looks like you like jewelry a lot boy. They look really good on you, also like the rings on your taint. I hear you have more to come. I have been asked to help you understand what the value of your body is. Each guy you are with will want something different from you and you are only worth what you can give them. Nod your head if you understand. Ryan started to Nod his head up and down in agreement. Good boy, Jonny your owner said you were obedient and a quick study. That will come in handy today. My name is Rock, I love young innocent boys like you. You used to do girls right, Ryan Nodded in agreement and Rock said, I fuck them now and again but mostly to get them pregnant. Don't see much use for them unless I can knock them up. They are not as much fun as a hot innocent boy. Rock walked over to a bench and pulled out the bag he had there. He started pulling out metal as it clanged and then he came over and clamped two metal large pieces on Ryan's balls. Ryan could feel how cold it was except the rubbery part at where his balls met the metal pieces. They had to be in inch each and oddly it was making Ryan's dick yard. Rock lift up Ryan balls and grabbed the butt plug and pulled it out. Ryan yelped in the ball gag and Rock said, Ingrim always wrecks a boy cunt, well looks like you will need something bigger. Rock went to the far end of the room and pulled into the light a machine with a large dildo on it. He unscrewed it and pulled out an even larger one and screwed it on. Then he turned to Ryan and said that is better. He pushed it over and then climbed up on the bed and pulled down two restraints and pulled each leg up and slipped it round each of Ryan's feet and let them rest in the air exposing his ass and balls. Ryan then felt the big dildo as his hole and Rock lubed it up and left it there. Next he felt the two metal clasp on his testicles move and then tighten. The dildo was pushed and it slide into his ass and then one foot was released and Rock said leave your leg up boy. Then the other and he repeated himself. Ryan lowered his legs a little and his balls were stretched and he did it again and they really hurt. He lifted his legs and relief., See Jonny was right you are a quick study. You know realize that if you lower your legs you will pull and stretch your testicles and if you lower them enough you will do some real damage. You do not want to do that do you boy? Answer me and with that Rock shocked him with electric. Ryan jumped and his legs lowered enough to make him feel like he was being racked. Nod your head fucker if you understand me. Ryan nodded and Rock said good boy, now I am going to start the fuck machine. Once you open up I will push it further in but for now we need to stretch that pussy. Ryan heard the motor as the dildo pulled back and little and then shoved itself back in and back and fourth. Ryan began to enjoy it and Rock hit him again with electric but this time on one of his testicle and Ryan made a load muffled roar and lowered his legs and sounded off again before pulling them back up. This went on for twenty minutes till Ryan was crying and then the motor stopped, the dildo was deep in and his balls were slightly released. The cage came off and then rock started to lick the boys body. I love a clean boy with no tats. You have a few more days before you are marked up and I get to have you anytime I want you. I just paid Jonny for your use. Ingrim also! Ryan thought fuck, what happened with just a few hours. The ball gag was removed and Ryan was given something to drink and a straw. He hoped it was the juice that relaxed him that G but nope. Rock did not believe it for his work. He then started up the motor as he tightened the cord on the kids testicles and Ryan began to moan until he dropped his legs too low and a yelp came out of him and then the electric shock on the other testicle and this screech out of the boy and Rock said that's it boy.. More of that get me so hot. He punished Ryan for another ten minutes and then let him rest as he grabbed his half hard dick and a sound and started working it in the boys urethra and the boy moaned and whimpered. You like that boy don't you. You are such a fucking little whore this went on for five minutes and then without much warning Rock said open your fucking mouth and he got up and fucked Ryan's throat with his 8" dick till he came down his throat. He got off the bed and zipped up as he ran his hand across the boys abs and Ryan thought now is he gonna let me up. Boy you will get better, you have a lot more work before we let you go and he walked out of the room leaving Ryan there speechless looking up. Holy fuck I can not keep doing this he thought.

Ryan followed Jonny for five blocks and they arrived in front of a brick building with no signs and very few windows. Jonny opened the door and told Ryan to go in and take your shirt off. Ryan followed instruction and this very tall unattractive skinny guy came out into the light. Ryan looked up at him he must have been 6'7 white guy but ugly as shit. The guy said not a word but touched Ryan lightly with his huge hands feeling Ryan's washboard abs. He then stopped and the giant told Ryan to turn around and drop his shorts. Jonny said boy do as you are told. Ryan turned around and dropped his pants and the guy grabbed his ass and felt his bubble butt. He slide on hand in his boxers and the other around the front and pulled his boxers down. The guys traced Ryan's ass and then spread his cheeks apart and bed down and blew on the boys hole. He then started to click that boy's hole and slide his tongue in that lose hole. Fucking good pussy Jon boy the guy said. Come back at 3 PM today and you can have your boy back and I will give him everything you ordered. Ryan was scared and did not want to be alone with this beast of a man. Jonny told Ryan do everything Ingrim tells you to do, I will be back at 3PM and he better tell me you were a good boy. Ryan said nothing while Ingrim went back to eating his hole. Ryan started to moan and Jonny said one more time do you hear me boy? Yes I will do everything Ingrim tells me to do as he moaned. Jonny walked out and locked the door on the way out. Ingrim loved to eat pussy, he ate Ryan for more than 30 minutes. He had taken a break at 15 minutes to undress and slide his legs in between Ryan's and that was the first chance Ryan could see Ingrim's baseball bat sized dick. Holly fuck Ryan thought as he reached down to feel Ingrim's big dick. Ryan pulled back his foreskin and there was so much pre-cum he pulled it back and bent down further to suck it out of the foreskin that acted like a cup holding all that man nut. Then Ryan pulled the skin down and sucked his big fat head while Ingrim got a better angle on the boys cunt and Ryan moaned and thought fuck how long is that tongue he is so far into me it feels amazing. This went on for five minutes, Ryan was getting dizzy and he pulled off Ingrim's cock and his ass pushed back into the guys tongue and without Ryan doing a thing Ingrim grabbed his legs folded them forward and pushed Ryan forward and gently sat Ryan down allowing his big fat dick to rest right on the boys wet and hungry pussy. Ryan moaned as the head pushed against his wet hole and Ingrim just let it rest there allowing his precum to lube that hole further and Ryan's hole slowly opened to the biggest cock he had ever taken. No poppers, Impact or drugs; Ryan could feel every inch of that big cock spreading him and opening him up. Two inches and then three, it was all just stretching and Ingrim had so much girth and no lube. It felt like a fist without much lube he suspected or from what he could remember about taking a big fist. Ryan gasped for air and started to say too big, you are way too big. Ingrim said no, I m just right your hole is too small but we are gonna fix that. Your owner has traded you for a few tats. I got the better end of the deal since your hole is still so tight. This is one of my favorite things to do. We have hours to open you up so relax. Ryan asked if he could have poppers or something. Imgrim said sure, told the boy to reach back and feel his chest pocket. Ryan did and there was a small bottom of poppers and Ryan took it out and started to huff. Ryan started to relax and his hole opened up but still there was not enough lube to allow that fat dick to sink deeper. Ryan hit it again and now he was horny to be fucked but still he was too dry to get much deeper. Ingrim told him enough for now boy and slowly pulled him off his dick and Ryan appeared to be disappointed as he stood there. Ingrim said boy don't worry we have all day go sit on the couch and I will be right over. Ingrim came over with a glass pipe and a glass of red punch. He handed Ryan the drink and Ryan drank it down, it was bitter but he was thirsty and Ingrim leaned down and kissed the boy. Ryan kissed him back but thought fuck this guy looks like someone you would see at the circus or maybe through inbreeding. They continued to kiss and Ryan closed his eyes and imagined Jonny kissing him and they made out. Ryan reached out and held onto Inrgim's big dick as they made out and then Ingrim pulled off of kissing Ryan and came over and sat by Ryan and light the pipe and blew a cloud. He told right to get ready to inhale. Ryan waited as Ingrim sucked in the white smoke from the pipe and then blew the cloud in Ryan's mouth as Ingrim pressed his mouth against Ryan's and then Ryan broke away and coughed as he blew out the smoke. Ingrim told Ryan lets do it again and before long Ryan took five shotguns. Ryan was buzzed and flying and Ingrim leaned in and kissed him and they made out for several minutes and then Ryan felt Ingrim's big finger slide under his balls and to his little pucker rubbing one of the rings on the way in and Ryan spread his legs and Let him finger his hole. Ingrim told ryan to lift his legs and as Ryan did Ingrim moved hi hand and when his finger touched his pucker again it was wet as he circled his hole and slide a finger in and then two. Ingrim made out with Ryan again as he finger fucked him with three fingers. Ryan moaned and told Ingrim "that feels so good" Ingrim broke the kiss and took his fingers out of Ryan's hole and he told him to leave his legs up as he grabbed the lub and slide the nozzle into Ryan's hole and squirted. Then he grabbed Ryan's hand and put lube on his palm and told Ryan to lube his dick. Ryan did as Ingrim slide his fingers back into the boys hole and this time slide four in and moved slowly back and forth and after Ingrim's cock was all lubed up Ingrim grabbed Ryan and lifted him onto his rock yard dick and Ryan slowly inched down two, three, four till he was seven inches onto Ingram's baseball dick. Then he pulled Ryan up and let Ryan's weight slide him down to eight inches and then again and he was ten inches in. Ryan would moan on the way up and make pained whimpering sounds on the way down. Eventually 11.5 inches were in and Ryan was resting on Ingrims lap. With the right angle there was another inch but there was plenty of time for that. Ryan was speechless as he sat his insides totally impaled. Imgrim felt the boys washboard abs and Ryan looked down as he did and he could see the outline of that huge dick pressing his abs out. Ingrim laughed and said fuck let me rub my dick through your abs. Don't move boy. Ingrim pressed harder on Ryan's abs and Ingril said boy wish I could grab my dick and jack off inside you. That would be hot, since I can't your pussy is gonna have to open up if you are gonna get me to cum. Let me show you how to take a few hits off the pipe, it is clear you are gonna need it to relax enough to get me off. Ryan inhaled and blew clouds for four hits. Ingrim said it is working boy do it four more time and by then Ryan was so tweaked up Ingrim grabbed the pipe and began to lift Ryan and let him drop on his dick, one inch and then two and finally three until he was lifting him for nine inches and letting Ryan's wait impale himself on Inrgim's bat sized dick. Ingrim worked Ryan like this for ten minutes and then he held Ryan's legs up as he tilted Ryan to his chest and slide his cock back and forth in a slight fucking motion and then slammed deep in Ryan as he moaned fucking whore cunt take my dirty load. Ingrim held Ryan there and then stood up with his dick still in the boy and took him into the bedroom and got on the bed without dislodging his dick. Once on the bed he spooned Ryan and slowly fucked Ryan's cunt and eventually shot another load deep in the boy. He then grabbed a restraint from the headboard and fastened it to Ryan's right wrist and then one to his left wrist. He slowly pulled his dick out of that wrecked cunt and went to take a shower but before he did he put some plastic and a towel under the boys hips. He cunt was a little bloody and Ingrim knew his load may leak out with some ass juice. Ryan wondered what the hell was going to happen next, horny as hell but he could not touch himself. He tried to get a hand out but the restraints were too tight. Ingrim appeared and lubed up a butt plug and lifted a leg and slid it in. Ryan like it and it make him want to cum, he hoped Ingrim would touch up and help him get off. He instead grabbed the kids balls as he pulled out what looked like two metal plats and Ingrim put them into place and held them with one hand and twisted a lever with the other and they slowly closed on Ryan's testicles. Ryan said what are you doing please don't hurt me, please. Ingrim ignored him and slowly Ryan's balls started to flatten and he could feel a pain in his gut like he had just been racked and the pain was intense. He could not cry but wanted to, please take them off. Please! Ingrim smiled, then he grabbed a cage, like the one Mike used but this one was smaller and had spiked at the top. Ryan wondered what they were for little did he know that when his dick would grow the spikes would press against his sensitive cock head. One in the center was rounded and should press into his urethra. Inrgim then put a ball gag on Ryan and left the room. Ryan looked up and noticed a mirror on the ceiling and looked at himself. Two band aids on his nips, ball vice on his testicles, cage on his penis and a butt plug in his ass making him spread his legs a little and he could see the rings on this taint. He could not believe his eyes and as mortified as he was it was making hid dick grow.

Ryan woke up shaking a few times and Jonny still had him tight in his arms. Ryan seemed to like it but the butt plug in his ass was uncomfortable. Jonny was pressed up against it and the pressure was making Ryan horny. Jonny felt Ryan squirming and said bitch go to sleep. You need to rest you have a lot planned for the next three day. Ryan asked if the alarm was set and Jonny said. You called off for the next two days so do not worry about the clock. You have a lot planned for you. Ryan dozed off and thought dreamed of his girlfriend and wondered what her pussy would feel like on his Tina dick. Ryan really needed to cum but the way Jonny was holding him he could not even touch his dick. Ryan finally fell asleep again and when he work he was alone in the bed with his hand tied to the headboard. He had a blindfold on and a ball gag in his mouth. WTF he thought, Minutes later he felt a hand tracing his body and then another hand going from his legs to his nipples and tweaking them and every time Ryan would jump and moan muffled by the ball gag. Then like the night before a mouth started sucking and licking his dick and the other his balls. Ryan started to really enjoy it but it took a long time to feel his dick grow even a little bit. He then felt his balls being tied and separated . They were tightly tight and fingers rubbed and licked them. Ryan felt like it was working to make him harder. Suddenly the guy stopped and came to Ryan's side and put ice on his left nipple, He heard something be lit and then the ice one more time and without a word a needle was slide through Ryan's nipple and a ring was fed through it. His nipple was cleaned up and the guy sucking his dick took a bread and said nice, looks good! Ryan was mortified he wanted the guy to keep sucking his dick but he has never wanted his nipple pierced. He thought, hope that is it. Soon the guy was on his right side and ice again and Ryan tried to move and the guy grabbed his face and said if you do not want your tit messed up you will not move. Ryan settled down and the lighter and ace and then this sharp pain as the needle went in and then a ring. This side hurt a lot more and Ryan bleed more as the key took a lot more time cleaning it up. The guy sucking Ryan was getting Ryan close, he could not believe with all that pain that he could still want to cum and then he unloaded and grunted and twisted and twitched and the guy swallowed Ryan's cum. Suddenly the guy who had sucked Ryan pulled his legs back and alcohol was rubbed on Ryan's Taunt and then ice and again the needle and a small ring and this happened five more times. Fuck this kid wears his jewelry well one guy said and then they left. Ryan laid there wondering why they left the ball gag in and dozed off and he woke to Jonny taking his ball gag off and untying his arms. Boy you need to shower and get ready, we have some plans. It is time to take that butt plug out too in the shower. Let me know if you need help, your hole probably tightened right up around it. Be careful with your piercings, You do not wan to hurt yourself. Ryan walked trying to get used to the piercings at his taint and showed. It felt so good to clean up. His body was sore but he was still horny as hell. He finished and dried and as he walked into the bedroom Jonny was waiting for him. He put large band aid on the two nipple rings and left his taint alone. Here put these on, loose boxer shorts and a t-shirt and a pair of shorts that were way too big but Ryan kept them up with the belt. They left and Ryan wanted to ask Jonny where they were going but he just followed Jonny and thought why the fuck did he do this to me.

Ryan let with the butt plug still in him. He had such mixed emotions, he was still horny since he had not cum but he was wrecked inside and his hole hurt. He wanted to cry but needed to cum to much to do anything but get back to the hole so he could cum. Ryan got back to the hole but had to learn how to walk with the butt plug in him. He arrived and there was a guy in the center but that worked perfectly since Ryan needed to cum. He got in the booth and looked and the guy seemed to be a young guy and he made no movement so Ryan tapped his foot and the guy got up and flushed and left the bathroom. Ryan was alone now so he moved to the other stall. He waited horny as fuck and played with his dick but was having some trouble staying hard. He heard the door and in walked a really tall guy. He could see his head above the stall and the guy entered the end booth. He unzipped and fed his dick through the hole. Ryan was disappointed because he needed to cum but got down on his knees and sucked this fat dick and it grew and grew. Fuck this guy had a hot dick Ryan thought and he knew he would get hard sucking the guy but he was not. He knew he loved it but nothing. Ryan worked the guys dick for twenty minutes and he never moaned or said a word. Without warning the guy shot his load in Ryan's mouth and he left his dick there for Ryan to suck. Ryan heard a little noise on the wall above him then the guy pulled out and the guy slipped a note to Ryan. Be here tomorrow the same time, the guy left without a word ever being said. Ryan waited and played with his dick it was so sensitive even if it did not want to get hard. He sat there for ten minutes and finally someone walked in and sat in the last stall. Ryan tapped his foot and the guy got up and put his dick through and Ryan sucked his dick. He had a respectable 7.5 dick and the guy let him suck his dick and then bent down and looked through the hole and said let me suck you. He had to be 60 years old and he looked like he did not have any teeth. Ryan was so horny he got up and put his dick through and the guy sucked him and Ryan moaned but was not getting hard and the guy took a break and said party dick. Then the guy started to gum his dick and work him it felt amazing Ryan thought and before long Ryan was mostly hard and two minutes later he came in the guys mouth with a really hard moan it almost hurt to cum but felt so good. It had never felt so amazing to shoot a load Ryan thought. He thanked the guy and tucked his dick in his pants and left. He needed to get over to Jonny's place soon.

Anyone wanna breed me in the public toilet at my place of work around 6pm tomorrow? Bugs welcome.

I was 18 and cruising the old M4M chatrooms on AOL. Met a guy who invited me over to his house. I had only sucked two dicks ever and taken one up my ass (by a friend), this was my first anon meetup. I went to his house and there was a blindfold on the doorknob and note saying to put that on and come in. I put the blindfold on and went into the house and stood there and heard a voice say "Strip." so I took off my clothes and once I was fully naked, I felt a force from behind me as he reached around and squeeze my tits and kicked the back of my legs, forcing me down on my knees. He came around and stuck is cock in my mouth and fucked my mouth for a bit. He then pushed me down on my back and brought my legs up in the air and over his shoulders and I felt his cock slide into my hole. I don't remember how long he fucked me for, it felt like forever but in reality it was a short period of time. He came in my ass and then told me to get dressed and leave. As I walked back to my car, I could feel the cum sliding out of my hole and I knew I needed more...

I lucked out and found a great "rapist" during the CL days. He was about a 2hr drive and was looking to explore this idea. Over the course of the last few years we have done over a dozen rape plays. Our first time we chose a simple unlocked door, sleeping victim. I drove down and got a cheap room. Cracked the door and had few drinks and then txt him the room number. He told me to wash up, drink, and go to bed. I had worked a 10hr shift that day so I passed out pretty quick with the tv on. I don't know how long it was but I felt him get on the bed. I started to get up, and that when he pulled my shirt over my face and pushed onto the bed. Before I was even awake he had flex cuffs on my wrists and pinned me down. Next he forced my legs apart, ripped down my boxers and lined up his cock to my hole. I started to fight so it was a little high when he shoved it in. I yelped and tried to wiggle away. The pain was way more than I thought. He thrust about 8-10 times and blew his load. As soon as he was done he pulled out, cut one wrist free and was out the door before I knew it. I laid there in pain for a good 10min trying to figure out what happened, why I did it, and why I was so turned on. The next morning I inspected the aftermath in the mirror. Some blood and cum but no real damage. I was shocked to find the cum because he wanted to use a rubber. I found out way later that he had put one on but it broke because we didnt use lube. 2 days later I get an email full of questions as to how I felt afterwards. I was shocked at how much the rape shocked me. I was anally sore for a solid week, but I loved it. I hated the rape while it was in progress but I loved it after. Its gotten eaiser, but more brutal since

Happened to me this weekend. Had a great Arab guy hit me up on Scruff. He was visiting New Orleans for Mardi Gras and I live right next to a few hotels so I often get lucky. He was a straight man. Hairy beast in his mid forties, huge 8” dick, 6’4” and 300lbs, built like a beast. My perfect type. Invited me over to his room. I go in and he opens the door buck naked in a pair of black socks. He is hotter than his pics. I go in and he locks the door behind me. Inside I see two other Arab men similar age, one of them a thinner leaner guy about 6’1” and another more chubby guy about 5’11”. They’re both sitting there on the couch in their smelly socks and stroking their cocks. The chubby guy with a nice curved 7” cock and the thinner guy has the thickest beer can thick 9” cock. I turn around and look at the top I was talking to. He smiles and shrugs, “Three men is better than one, no?” I had no idea what do do. I quickly just got down on my knees and started to gulp down on the skinny guy’s cock while playing with the chubby guy. Spent the next half hour deep throating them and choking on their cocks before they took turns plowing my hole. Tall top went first and pushed in without using any lube except my spit. All the while I had the other two’s cocks interchangably in my mouth. He went on for about a good fifteen minutes before he loudly started to grunt and inseminated me. The chubby guy went next. His curve definitely rearranged my internal organs. He was faster and came in less than five minutes. The thin man went last, and even though I had just been fucked by two guys, it really hurt bad and I screamed. I tried to push him out but the other two held me down. He kept forcing his donkey dick in me. And went on for what seemed like forever but was probably about twenty minutes while his friends laughed and made fun of me calling me a dirty slut and whore. And just before he came he looked straight into my eyes and said, “iinaa amtalakak” (I own you!). And spit in my mouth and then groaned loudly as he spasmed inside me. Once he was done he slapped my face and the other two let go of me. From that point on, they literally just ignored me and pretended I didn’t exist. I quickly grabbed my clothes and thanked them. They still refused to acknowledge me and continued to laugh and joke in Arabic. They didn’t know I understood Arabic in bits. I gathered they were talking about how my “pussy” was tighter than their wives but that it no longer was gonna be tight anymore. I smiled. Then quietly left with three loads and a fucking hot memory for life....

I wrote the original story over a year ago, I appreciate the feedback I’ve received and never got to writing that second chapter but I owe it to those who patiently waited (and asked ;-)) —Again, this is mostly fantasy with inspiration drawn from reality— *Part 2* “Knock knock.” I awoke with a start. How long had I been asleep? It felt like hours but it was more like a few minutes since the porn scene on TV had not changed. “Knock knock.” Oh right, someone was at my door. “Yeah?” I called out while scrambling to hide my contraband in case it was a nosy worker. “It’s me” a familiar voice said and I opened the door to see the Latin stud who had promised to come back. And sure enough, he wasn’t alone. “Sorry, I dozed off,” I said, closing the door behind us. “What’s your name again?” He smiled. “Sorry, I didn’t give it to you earlier. I’m Gabriel.” He motioned to his friend. “This is Jairo, one of my buddies I was tellin’ you about.” My cock started twitching as I surveyed our new company. He was Latino as well, but in his late twenties with closely buzzed hair, several tattoos on his arms and torso, and the hint of a six-pack I was instantly reminded of some boys I went to high school with. I extended my hand to shake. “Hey man, I’m Dino.” He caught my hand at the middle and I had to quickly change my handshake into a fistbump. “Sup bro. Nice ass!,” he added. We stripped off our towels and it was my turn to gush. He was already hard and his cock looked to be about nine inches with a wide, uncut head and a thick vein framing the shaft. “Fuck! That’s nice,” I blurted out, I pulled out the pipe and lighter and offered it to both of them. “I like shotguns by the way,” I said and Jairo nodded as he lit the bowl and rolled it while I got on my knees. He bent down and blew into my mouth, and I wrapped my lips around his head while exhaling a solid cloud of vapor. I felt a tingling in my head as the smoke rolled and directed my senses towards pleasuring the piece of meat in my mouth. “Mmmmmmmmm!” was all I could muster as I started bobbing my head back and forth, adjusting to his girth and length. “Fuuck yea... that’s wassup,” they both grunted in approval while Gabriel started stroking his own, now hard, cock. He then took a long hit and I only pulled my mouth away from the dick in my mouth long enough for a hot, cloudy kiss. More tingling in my brain. “Fuuuck,” I growled as he grinned at me. Jairo patted the mattress, “Up on the bed, I wanna see this dick splitting you.” I eagerly did as I was told and in an instant was on all fours with my ass pointed up. “Fuckin hot,” I heard as Jairo ran his throbbing member up and down my still cum-glazed hole. I started whimpering like a slut in heat as he teased me. “Yeah? You want this bareback dick in you?” he whispered in my ear as I nodded in earnest. “Please.... please stick it in,” I pleaded. “You got it, boy,” he laughed and pushed the head past my hole in one blink. “Oh shit!” I exclaimed as my eyes widened in a mix of pain and pleasure. I turned around to see Jairo closing his own eyes in apparent satisfaction. I knew he wanted to inch his way in but I couldn’t control myself and thrust my ass back on the entire length. “Oh, oh FUUUCK! SHIT,” Jairo moaned as my hole flexed, placing his hands on my sides while Gabriel handed me the pipe. I was so lost in my haze I hadn’t realized he was recording me with his phone. “Nice,” I said, indicating the camera. Looking into the lens, I took the longest hit I could hold while at the same time Jairo slowly started to fuck me. The feeling was bliss and I slowly exhaled another solid cloud of smoke. Gabriel slowly nodded in approval behind the camera and I began thrusting myself to meet Jairo’s jabs. “Fuuuck! Ah! Ah! Ah!Ahhhhhhhyyyyeeeeahhhh,” I screamed into the pillow as he bottomed out and almost hit my second hole. “You like that?” My answer must have been written on my face; “‘Course you do,” he said with a shit-eating grin on his face. “You’re so good... fuckin’ slut getting what he needs.” “Uh-huh,” I automatically nodded as Gabriel set the phone down to give me another shotgun. “Turn over, so he can fuck you missionary,” he muttered and resumed recording. I flipped over and held my legs wide for Jairo to continue his assault on my hole. Facing each other, I now noticed a biohazard tattoo near his hip. “Oh shit!” I thought to myself. I admit I had been turned on by pozzing stories and videos but it was something I never acted on. But now, in my drug-fueled swirl, the flash of hesitation I felt evaporated and a primal desire gripped me as I became fully turned on by the fact that this cholo was barebacking my negative hole with his poisoned rod. “You like charged dick, huh boy?” Jairo asked as he entered all the way and bent forward to kiss and pacify my whimpering with his lips and tongue. He straightened up and closed his eyes. “Oh fuck, oh fuck,” was all I could say as I relaxed my body and looked up at the two men with me. “Shit, puto, I’m getting close,” Jairo suddenly said after a few minutes, biting his lip. “Ready for my babies?” he asked and his pace picked up. “Knock that pussy up?” My mind was on autopilot as I gasped out “Yeah! Yeah! Flood me, knock me up with your poz juice!” “Yeah?! You sure? Well - here - it - fucking - COMES! F-F-FUCK!!!!” he yelled and slammed his weight on me as I felt his cock pulse rope after rope of his dirty seed into my hole. “Yeeahhhhh, poz him up, that’s it, that’s it boys,” Gabriel said as Jairo steadied his breath and slowly pulled out. “Don’t worry, you’re still getting more,” he added as I looked longingly at his cock. He straddled my face and lowered himself so I could greedily slurp it clean of all the sweet juices dripping from his foreskin. “Damn bro, you’re fuckin’ down with it. I like that,” Jairo said need a cigarette and shower, catch you in a bit?” “Fuck yeah, for sure!” I said, laying down to relax and let the rush subside. We fist-bumped again and he stepped out, leaving Gabriel and I alone. “You like G?,” he asked and pulled a small bottle and dropper from a bag he’d brought with him. It’d been a while since I’d taken any but I absolutely loved the way it made me even more of a pig. I nodded. “Ooh, yeah.” I took the bitter dose, washed it down with my Gatorade and began the waiting game. That’s all for now!

PART 9 　 I headed home with a well satified but sore hole. I could feel cum leaking out into my pants all the way. I walked into the house quickly and up the stairs to our bedroom. I took the pants off as the rear was pretty wet with cum and some was running down my legs also. I jumped in the shower to clean up. As I was washing my ass I felt the cum still oozing out of me and stuck a couple of my own fingers up me and it really poured out then, finally slowing and stopping. My fingers felt great in me though. My cock had gotten hard as well as I ran my fingers in and out of my hole. My hole was sore as hell but felt too good to stop also. As I continued running my fingers in and out, my cock erupted again, spewing my cum against the wall of the shower. I got out and got dressed and then grabbed my other pants I had had on earlier and took them into the bathroom to clean up some. I could see a lot of cum in them. I couldn't stop myself and brought them up to my face and stuck my tongue out and lapped the cum up. It was delicious. I then tucked the pants deep into the laundry so they would dry before being found. I then went down to supper as if nothing were different, but my mind was on how to get away to get fucked more. I could not seem to think of anything else now.

PART 7 　 I got back in my car and just drove around for a bit, wondering what I was doing. I could think about nothing but cock in my ass for some reason. A week ago, I had been completely straight and no real thoughts about gay sex and now here I was with at least three loads of cum up my ass in a week. Damn, it had felt so amazing. I had just let some anonymous guy fuck me in an adult store through a hole and had loved it. My ass was on fire and I felt I needed more. What to do? I found myself pulling into a park here in town. I pulled over to think some more. I got out and made my way to a picnic table. I had brought along a can of Coke and opened it and was sipping and trying to wrap my head around what I was doing and what I was going to do. I was thinking so hard I didn't notice that another car had pulled in and a guy approached the table I was at. Then he was asking if he could join me and sit there also. I just kind of nodded ok without paying any attention, really. Then it dawned on me he had sat down on the same side of the table as me. Glancing his way, I noticed he was sitting astride the seat with one leg under the table and the other somewhat straight out on the other side. He had on shorts and as I looked I could clearly see that his cock was hanging somewhat out of one leg of his shorts. It looked to be quite large and I could not take my eyes off of it. My ass was still tingling from just being fucked about a half hour before. As I looked I could see it start to come up some. He saw me looking and stood up and dropped his shorts off and as he did his cock was really starting to stand up. It was big. As I tore my eyes off of it and looked up, he was smiling and motioned for me to follow him. He kicked the shorts completely off then and started walking towards a pathway. Mesmerized, I got up and just followed along. We got just a short distance down the path and it widened up and he stopped. I walked up to him and he, without a word, reached out and I let him start pulling my clothes off. I couldn't seem to move. He soon had me naked and himself as well. He I turned my head to look back and he lined his cock up with my hole and just thrust in in one lunge. The last thing I noticed before it was covered up by my body was that he had a tattoo just over his cock that looked like a biohazard sign I remember seeing. Then he was deep inside me and I was groaning in the fantastic feelings he was causing my ass. He started somewhat slow but that was just a few strokes and then he was pounding my ass with a fury. Every thrust inward he would grind around and then back out till just the head of his cock was still in me and then back in hard and more grinding like he was drilling for oil or something. It was amazing. My own cock was soon hard as a rock too. He kept up the drilling for a good ten minutes and then all at once he pulled out. He leaned over me and finally spoke, "You are loving this aren't you? We had to make sure it really feels good forever." He then thrust at least three of his fingers up my ass and ground them around hard and as he pulled them out I felt his fingernails drag out and I almost screamed from the agony. He then rammed his cock back in me hard as he dropped his hand in front of my face and I could see blood all over his finger tips. He was again destroying my hole with his pounding, hard and fast and deep and still grinding into me. He then said, "I'm getting close now. Get ready. Here comes my nice poz load up your ass." I had no idea what he was talking about but as he was cumming my own cock erupted too. He ground in me hard for a bit and then pulled out. As we straightened up he said, "I hope you enjoy my nice gift." I said, "I am loving cum up me now." He said, "Not the cum but what is in it." I said, "What do you mean, do you have an STD?" He grinned and told me, "Kind of one. I have AIDS and now you will too. That's why I scratched your ass up good to make sure it took." I could only just stand there in shock as he put his shorts back on and took off.

PART 6 　 We finally got up, showered and got dressed. We then packed and checked out of the room. Then we went our seperate ways. I still had no idea what had happened nor the way I was now changed forever. I arrived home, shortly, to pick up where I had left, or so I thought at the time. I tried all week to keep things back to normal and forget about that night, but could not get it out of my mind. It had been so erotic, so intense and the best sex I had ever had in my life. I literally thought about it by day and dremt of it by night. It was driving me crazy. I fould myself in the bathroom, jacking my cock and even thrusting a finger, or two or three up my ass as I had mind blowing orgasms thinking about that night. 　 By the end of the week, I could not take it anymore and tried to call Len, but found he was out of town on business and would be gone for at least a couple of weeks more. I was devastated and in terrible need. I had heard there was an adult arcade, frequented by gay men, who went there for sex. I headed there straight from work on Friday. I had no idea what to do there actually, but purchased some lube and condoms in the front and headed into the arcade to see what would happen. I entered the first booth I came to and found a hole in the wall. I looked through, but nobody was in the other booth and then the door there opened up and a guy came in. I really had no idea what to do. He ran a finger across the bottom of the hole and I figured it must be some kind of signal, but what? I just stood there not knowing what to do. Finally I heard him whispering to me. I knelt down to listen. He asked me what I was into. I told him I wanted to be fucked. He grinned and told me he would love to. I stood up and dropped my pants and turned around as he asked. I backed up to the hole and soon felt his hand on my ass, caressing it and then rubbing my hole. He was nudging myhole, when I remembered the lube, and pulled away and haned it to him. He soon had my ass slick and his finger in me. I was tingling all over. Soon I felt another finger and then another as my breathing got faster and I was soon moaning in pleasure from his fingers slowly fucking my hole and twirling around and around opening me up more and more. After a while, he pulled his fingers out. OMG, I felt so terribly empty. Soon, though, I felt a large hard pressure against my hole and knew he was trying to get his cock in me. The feeling was intense and soon I could tell he was in me and driving in deeper and deeper. The I felt the thrusting as he started to fuck me. After about 10 minutes, it all at once dawned on me that I had forgotten to give him a condom and he was in me bare. I started to pull away to get him to put one on, when he grabbed my hips through the hole and really started to pound my ass. I almost blacked out from the sensation of pleasure that erupted from this and thrust my ass back at him hard. After a few more really hard thrusts, he drove as deep in me as he could and I could actually feel his cock pulse and wave after wave of cum erupt in my used hole and then I was cumming hard too. A few more thrusts and he pulled out, and as I turned around, he told me thanks and pulled his pants up and was out the door. 　 It took me several minutes to get composed and then I was thinking what an idiot I was to have let him use me like that and dump and unprotected load of cum up my ass. What if he had something, what would I tell my wife? I got my pants back up and got out of there to go think what the hell I was doing.

Part 10 I was awake most of the night, wondering if Danny knew that he was stealth and had toxic cum shoot up his hole and down his throat. I wondered if he would soon convert to being poz. The strange thing was that my cock grew rock hard thinking about what we had done. Too late to change anything. I got up early to prepare for “anything” and even left for work early. I was the first one in the office, hell I was so early that the floor lights were not even on. I went to my desk and started to work in the dim light that was available. “Damn you’re early” one of my co-workers said. “Yeah, I didn't finish a report on Friday for a meeting with the boss today,” I said, “was too lazy yesterday to come in and do it.” I worked until my meeting with my boss. Knocking on his office door I was a little nervous of the unknown. “Come” my boss’s voice said from behind the door. I entered and quickly moved to the chair and sat down. “Interesting day we had yesterday” he said. “Yes Sir,” I replied, “I was hard thinking about what we did to my neighbor.” He stood behind his desk, dropping his cock on it. His pants were unzipped and his horse meat and balls were hanging out. “Drop your pants and bend over the side of my desk,” he ordered. I didn't hesitate and followed his orders. My pants and underwear were around my ankles. He started stroking his cock causing it to grow. With he free hand, he pushed the speaker button on his phone, the dial tone killed the silence in the room. He dialed a number and the phone on the other end began to ring. As he waited for the other person to pick up, he moved behind me and slid into my hole. I moaned just as a voice started to speak through the phone. “Hey Jake, what's up?” the voice asked. “My monster dick and it's sliding up my whore’s ass,” my boss answered. “Yeah?” the voice asked. “I don't lie when it concerns my cock." I heard the faint sound of a zipper being pulled down and rustling of clothes coming through the speaker. “You have my attention, Jake,” the voice said. “Pulled your cock out, huh?” my boss asked. “In hand and stroking.” My boss started to pump in and out of my ass a bit faster. I moaned a bit in both pleasure and pain. “You up the ass of the employee that you infected?” asked the voice. “Yeah, he's my whore now,” my boss responded. "Oh, and by the way, we raped a Marine yesterday and stealthed his neighbor.” “Fuck man,” the voice replied approvingly. My boss undid his belt, opened his pants and let them drop to his ankles. I could feel bare skin hitting my ass. “When are you loaning me that whore” the voice asked. “When you want it?” my boss responded. “Having a party this weekend,” he said, “still don't have a party favor.” “He's yours,” my boss said, “but I get his Friday night from about 6:00 to about 10:00 PM." “Party will just be getting started about then,” the voice said. My boss started to speed up fucking my hole. I moaned more and more. “Vocal bitch, huh?” “Yeah but a cock deep in his throat will drown that out” my boss said. My boss was really pounding my hole now. I could hear the voice over the phone start to groan. My boss’s cock was now rock hard. “About to give him my poz load,” my boss said. “Fuck man dump that strain into him.” My boss grabbed my hips and really pounded my ass. I was sure that my co-workers could hear me getting fucked in the boss’s office. “Damn Jake, about to shoot,” the voice said, “wish it was up your hairy ass.” “Shoot it, Rick” my boss grunted. “I'm cumming” was the only thing I heard from the receiver as my boss slammed hard into my ass, his cock pulsing and twitching as it shot HIV deep into me. “Shooting up his ass,” my boss moaned. “Shot in my hand Jake, going to eat it.” “Fuck yeah,” my boss sighed with satisfaction as he pulled his cock from my ass, barking “Clean it” to me. I dropped to my knees and took his spent cock into my mouth and sucked it clean. “Balls back in your court Rick. Top that call.” “Might take a while” he replied, “later bud.” “Yeah got another assignment for the whore.” I continued to suck my boss’s softening cock. He worked my head back and forth on his cock for a few minutes. I kept his soft cock in my mouth as he gave me my instructions for my assignment. “Take the elevator to the fifteenth floor, after you exit turn left and head into the men's room. The floor should be empty, under renovations and no work today. In the men's room, go to the last stall, enter, but do not lock, remove your pants and underwear and bend over holding on to the toilet, ass towards the door and wait.” I nodded, his cock still in my mouth. “Get to work!” I left and head five floors up. It was eerie walking off the elevator to an empty floor. I found the men's room, pushing the door open, I discovered a dark room. It smelt of old piss. As I entered I felt for the light switch. I flipped it on, but that didn't help much. The room was barely lite. My eyes adjusted slowly. I carefully made my was to the last stall. The door creaked as I pushed it open. I walked through the door, as I unfastened my belt and pants, kicking off my shoes and brushed them aside as I listened carefully for any movement outside the men's room. I unzipped and then pushed my pants and underwear down, stepping out of them. I did a half-ass fold and tried to put them on my shoes. Bracing myself, I bet forward, pulled my shirt up, but found it would slide down, so I pulled it off and dropped it on the floor. There I stood bare ass naked except my socks. I could feel the cold tile floor through the socks. Chills traveled through my body. My mind seemed to be playing tricks on me, as I heard almost every quiet creak and groan of the building. I almost jumped as I heard the door to the men's room open slowly, then shut. I closed my eyes as footsteps moved through the men's room to my location. The footsteps stopped right outside the stall door, which creaked open as the unknown person pushed it inwards.

Growing up I had sex and sex play with male and female cousins and it was great fun. To my knowledge no one was damaged physically or psychologically and we're all happy, productive adults today -- both gay and straight. I don't know about parent/child, etc., but one step away was hot and fun!

I think it comes down to non-consensual behavior is wrong whether from a family member or not, and it comes down to forgiveness, the person who did it, and in some ways forgiveness for oneself as there is usually an "enjoyment" factor To me it is completely separate from incest. I think there is nothing more beautiful than a willing father and son fucking. I am friends with more than one set of fathers and sons that have had willing sex, and none of them ever regretted it. If fact, you'll never meet an emotional closer father/son.

I meant to document a weird weekend I had in NYC and finally getting to it months later. It had been a hot September Friday so I had on a white tank top, grey mesh shorts, sneakers and a jock. Me and a friend got a hotel room and went bar hopping until he met someone and took him back to the room. I went to the Eagle around midnight and looked around. I had a few beers and went to the rooftop deck and took my tank top off. I had started going to the gym again after I realized that my late 20s body wasn't going to keep itself in shape so I've got a decent body, nice slightly furry chest and butt. A couple guys came over to me, late 40s, in leather and we started talking. One thing led to another and I had showed them my jock and some of their fingers were roughly probing my hole. I'm into keeping my hole stretched and ready at all times so they could easily prob around. We made our way to a corner where it was dark and a few people gathered around. The one guy turned me to face his friend and pulled my shorts down to the floor and spit on his dick and stuck it in to my hot and ready hole. Then he said, "Oh fuck yeah I knew the fucking slut would take a bare cock right here. I'm gonna cum in his hole quick." The guy I was facing as I was getting fucked grabbed my jock package and squeezed and kissed me roughly. His other hand reached behind me and felt his friend fucking me. Then his hands found my tank top tucked in the waist band of my jock and pulled it out. As his friend grunted and came in my hole, he held the tank and said, "you won't be needing this anymore." And he handed it to his friend who used it to clean off his cock and they pushed through the people around and disappeared. I bent down to pick up my shorts and felt more fingers at my hole. Two more guys fucked me before I had to piss so bad it was uncomfortable. I made my way through the crowd, shirtless in small grey mesh shorts that were low enough that you could see the bands of the jock and the top of my ass cheeks. I'm sure I looked pretty slutty with the 3 loads of cum seeping out of my hole. By the time I made it to the bathroom I was ready to explode but there was a line snaking it way in. I finally got to the trough and could release my load. A lot of eyes were on me even though I was in the corner and I started getting hard as the piss flow slowed. The guys behind me and next to me had their dicks out but were not pissing. I turned and pulled my fat 6 inches and big balls totally out of my jock and a guys hand started stroking me while another hand fingered me. I was loving the attention but could see people keeping a wary eye out for staff so decided to move somewhere darker. So I put my package in my jock and made my way around another lap. I found myself at the rooftop deck again next to a guy and we talked. We hit it off and he was enjoying ordering me around. He said it was hit that I lost my shirt and that I should lose the jock. So I took off my mesh shorts and slipped off the jock and handed it to him and slipped the shorts back on. My cell phone pulled the waist band down to the top of the root of my cock. My shortly trimmed pubes were showing and the guy, Lou ran his fingers through my pubes and pulled me to him and kissed me roughly. His hands pulled and pinched and prodded me everywhere. He said, "good slut, you like assplay? I want to destroy your hole." My ass tingled at the thought and it was 330am anyway so we made our way to the door. He led me down the street saying he knew a place we could go. I asked if he meant the bathhouse and he said, "no, even better." I wondered what could be better! We walked quite a few blocks, me shirtless and without underwear. Just shorts and sneakers with dick swinging and Lou in a button down open dress shirt with necklaces showing and nice pants and he continued his trash talking about destroying my hole and how he didn't take trash like me home but he would use me somewhere else. We arrived at a nondescript building with a small front counter where lou paid $75 for a key. We went down the hall to a seedy Lille room with a small bathroom. He ordered me to get naked and get some white powder out and a cut straw and dug out a big hit of power and put it under my nose and ordered me to inhale. We both snorted and he pushed me on my back onto the bed and he pushed his hand into my mouth. Then he worked the hand into my ass. I bared down hard as his fist passed into my hole. He just kept calling me a used up slut and fisted me hard. Surprisingly, the cum from before and my own ass juices allowed him to work my ass for hours. Soon 3 hours had gone by and the phone rang to tel us our time was up. He answered and told them he wanted 3 more hours and hung up. He handed me $40 and Someone knocked at the door and i cautiously opened the door trying not to expose my nakedness and handed him the money. We snorted more and he had me back on the bed, my dick shriveled and my ass gaping. He had me push out my lips and guts and repeatedly smacked my exposed guts calling me a slut with a useless little dick. He continued to pound my hole, trying and getting his second hand in but he could only punch fist with one hand. The phone rang again and he renewed for another 3 hours. He kept at my ass destruction, still with no lube. He enjoyed fisting the piss out of me too, leaking all over my chest and stomach and on to the bed. When he finally let me up to piss, it took forever to start and I had a real weak stream. I think my prostate was swollen and inflamed. Suddenly I realized it was noon and hadn't checked in with my friend so I texted him that I was ok and hanging with a guy and would be in touch later. Our time was running out so Lou grabbed me by the balls and sat up over me laying in the bed and jerked off and came all over me. He got in the shower and told me to get dressed so I put my shorts and sneakers on. He dressed and we walked out the street. He said "I'm done playing with u but you aren't done. I'm walking you to the bathhouse where you will continue to offer yourself. I'll get you in and expect you to service anyone who wants it for the entire 8 hours. In fact I'll go ahead and buy you an extension to 12 hours." So we walked a few blocks to the bathhouse where he walked me to the front door and I filled out a form and he paid and walked me to the door. As I was being buzzed in he held the door open and told me to strip. I handed him my shorts and he walked away with them saying he would see me in 12 hours.

I lent back on the bed, fingered my hole feeling the wet sticky cum slowly leaking out. My eyes were closed and I dreamed of taking more cock, feeling raw dicks sliding inside of me, feeling their loads shooting into my ass. My cock was hard but I didn’t care about it, I had a hunger growing inside of me that needed to be slaked. My phone buzzed, with my free hand I grabbed it and checked the message. It was from Chad. I got a few buddies who are interested. You feel like traveling or just wanna stick your ass in the air and have the cock come to you. Come to me, I want more and fast. I responded. You’re at the Hotel Edison right? Yeah. Great. Two guys already said they would be willing to come over. What room? I hesitated for a moment, my fingers stilled in my hole, could I have a parade of guys coming to my hotel room? Then very suddenly I decided that I didn’t care, and responded. 225 Great. First guy will be there in probably fifteen, he just lives on 56/8. I might come over in a few hours but I’ve got another boy who needs my seed first. I told my friend you would open the door naked and serve him as he sees fit, if he likes the service he gets he’ll tell the next guy to come over. Understand? Yes. Good. I’ll talk to you after boy. Have fun. I put the phone down, my hands trembling. Chad had said the guy would be here in fifteen minutes, almost ten minutes ago. I got up and paced around the room, my hole twitching with anticipation, my crack still felt wet and slick with Chad’s cum. Just when I was thinking maybe I should turn on the tv for a distraction there came a sharp knock on the door. He was early I thought. I walked to the door, still naked, and looked through the peephole. All I could see was a broad torso clad in a cut of t shirt that was barely wide enough to cover the man’s broad pecs. I stepped back and opened the door, keeping my naked body out of view of the hallway. The man stepped in and smiled at me. He was tall, even taller then Chad probably six-four or so, he had the solid massive build of a footballer and the strong scruffy face of a lumberjack. Arms knotted with veins and muscles stuck out from the deep cut sides of his shirt, which bore an Equinox gym logo. Thick bushes of dark brown hair jutted from his pits matching the deep color of his beard. His shaved head glinted slightly in the light. All around him hung the slight delicious odor of sweat and sex as if he had already fucked a boy once today. Although, guessing from the fact that Chad was probably balls deep in some boy’s ass right now, that probably wasn’t too far from the truth. “Hi,” I said rather sheepishly. “Damn,” he said in a deep voice broadened with a thick Brooklyn accent, “Chad said you were a hot fucked but…damn.” He crossed his arms over his chest grabbing the bottom of his shirt and pulling it off over his head revealing a rippling muscular torso. He had the sort of body that took perfect calculation to achieve, obviously bulging muscles softened by a thin layer of fat that gave him a naturally built look. Thick dark hair covered his body reinforcing the lumberjack. He toyed with one large pink nipple while he looked my naked body up and down. “So here’s the deal boy, with me there are no names, you just do as I say and I’ll give a good report to the next guy in line to breed your hole. You don’t do as I say and I tell him to go home. Got it.” “Yes,” I replied breathlessly. “Good, so get on your knees and we my cock, cause Chad’s cum and your spit are the only lube your gonna get from me.”

I had been sucking guys off for a few years already and had gotten into cum swallowing a lot, but still always got fucked and fucked with condoms. I met this guy online one night and went to go see him. He was Latin, early 30's, buff, beautiful body, smooth, great ass, and a very hot 8+" uncut dick. All of my favorites. He worked for FedEx, and had that beefy kind of body that comes from working for a living, and had a boyfriend whom he really seemed to be into, but lived far away. I became his fuckbuddy. He was very aggressive, and when I would suck him, he would force his dick into the back of my throat, whether I wanted it or not, and always had me swallow his cum. Very masculine top kind of guy. He was so my type that I became like a puppy dog around him, and he basically could have told me whatever he wanted me to do and I would have done it. You know the type. He was my ideal, and I idolized him. Anyway after meeting a few times and me sucking him off, he began to fuck me, always with a condom. We never even discussed it. Being brought up in the age that I was (I am 29 now), I grew up with condoms as a matter of course, and never even considered not using one. Over the next month or so I alternated between sucking him off (and swallowing his delicious cum), and him fucking me with a condom, him blowing his load into the condom in my ass. Again, I was really into this guy. One night about 3 months after we first met, maybe our 20th time together, he was fucking me, with me on my back, and was getting close, and pulled out to keep from cumming. I was looking at him, and noticed that his hand was on his dick, although I couldn't actually see his hand or his dick from my position. I did notice though that the motions he was making were one of removing a condom. I thought that he was going to switch positions and put his dick in my mouth and cum there. Instead, he repositioned himself just outside my ass, ready to slide in again. I believe he thought that I didn't know he had removed the condom, but I was pretty sure that was what he had done. He slid just the head into me, and his eyes kinda glazed over, while he held it there. Several thoughts went through my mind right then. The first was "whoa, you can't fuck me without a condom.” The second was "this guy is trying to fool me, and not tell me he was barebacking me." But the third but most dominant thought was "oh my god, I can actually feel his dick instead of a piece of rubber, and it felt like a thousand times better than any dick in my ass ever had because of that skin to skin feeling." As I said, the third thought was the most dominant, and the feeling of his dick inside my ass (even though it was just the uncut head at this point), was more incredible than anything I had ever felt before. As I also said, I was completely in lust for this guy (although I didn't admit it to myself), so I didn't say anything. He pushed the rest of his dick into me, and kinda groaned, in obvious pleasure. I could actually feel his foreskin inside me sliding around over his cockhead and into my ass. I still thought to myself "we shouldn't be doing this", but I couldn't resist it, I was lost in a pleasure I had never felt before. He fucked me bareback for my first time for less than 3 minutes, each of us lost in our individual worlds of ecstasy, and then he pushed all the way in, and held it there, not moving at all. With the added sensitivity of the skin to skin bareback, I could then feel his dick throb and contract inside me. With these strong, hard pulses, I realized he was cumming inside me. I then felt a warm, wet feeling inside my ass, and realized I could not only feel each and every contraction of his dick as he was cumming, I could feel his warm cum flowing into me. I shot my own load, while his dick was finishing its spasms, and blew all over my chest and face my orgasm was so strong. What an incredible feeling it was to feel him cum like that, so natural, so intimate, so masculine to have him inside me so completely. I think he felt kind of guilty once the moment had passed because he pulled out and grabbed the condom from the bed, and went to the bathroom, and didn't say much. He still thought that I didn't know. Later when I got home, his cum had begun to ooze out of my ass, until eventually a huge load of sperm came out. I was kinda fascinated by it, never having had that experience before. I didn't see him again for about 2 weeks after that, while I think he tried to reconcile what he had done with me, and not told me. Obviously, he had barebacked before, and preferred it, I just didn't know it. I also had to wrestle with my own feelings of guilt, and shame, and fear over the risks that were involved in what I had just done. The bottom line was though, that I wanted him again, and wanted to feel that again, I was like an animal in heat. Two weeks later we got together again, and no mention was made by either of us of what had happened. We did our usual of sucking, and then he fucked me again, with a condom, but just like the last time, he "secretly" took it off halfway through and finished fucking me bareback. I didn't say anything about it either, and again felt the incredible pleasure of his dick natural inside me. Over the next month we met again regularly about 8-10 more times, with repeat performances, and I think he realized that I must have figured out what he was doing, because I'd leave with his cum in my ass, and he must have figured that I knew once I'd gotten home. Finally, one night as he was eating my ass, and getting ready to fuck me, he just lubed his cock, without a rubber and while watching me slid into my ass. I said nothing, and from that point on, we never used a rubber again, or made a pretense of using one. We never discussed it at all, we just always barebacked now. I must have taken over 30 loads of his cum eventually into my ass, and loved each and every one. One night we were supposed to meet up, and I got stuck and couldn't make it. He got angry with me for not showing up, and blew me off, refusing ever after to meet with me, since I had disappointed him. I became desperate, because I was so into this guy. I think back on it, and think he was trying to break things off with me, and this was an excuse, but at the time I just couldn't bear the thought of loosing out on him, and how hot it was to feel him fucking me the way no one ever had before. I doubt you could call it love, but I was definitely in lust with this guy, and it really hurt to loose him. Although I didn't realize it yet, I had also become addicted to barebacking, and the incredible feeling associated with it, as well as the mental fascination and turn on it provided. I met up with other guys and used condoms, but the feeling wasn't anywhere near as good, and in fact the condoms began to irritate me, and I couldn't take getting fucked as long with them, and became dissatisfied with being fucked with a condom, but continued to do so. Eventually I met up with a really hot guy, and when we got together, he wanted me to fuck him bareback. I was kind of surprised, and somewhat naive I suppose still, but I tried it. What an incredible feeling that was to slide into him, without that piece of rubber on my dick, and how much more sensitive it all felt. I came in less than a minute, like a 17 year old having sex for the first time it was so good. I realized then, that I hated condoms, and would never be satisfied again using one as top or bottom. I began looking for other guys who were into barebacking as top or bottom, and realized there was a whole community and group out there, that I had no idea existed. I started to become obsessed with barebacking, and met exclusively guys who were into that, giving and taking cum loads in the ass. Eventually I met one guy who was into it as well, and we messed around a few times, and he took me to a sex party (which I had never been to either). I didn't realize then, but it was a bareback sex party. I had no idea what to expect, but when we got there, we were required to undress completely, and put our clothes into a bag, which was stored. It was in a loft apartment, and there must have been over 100 guys there, all buck naked, mostly buff guys, and all were sucking and fucking like crazy. I was in awe, never having seen anything like an orgy like this in real life, and then I realized they were all barebacking. I got nervous, not knowing any of these guys, but I wasn't too shy, and didn't mind the whole group aspect of it, but was unnerved by it all. My friend who brought me, took me over to an empty area, and started eating my ass, and then slid into me bare, fucking me until he came. By the time he was done, a crowd of about 6 guys had gathered around us to watch (I learned at that time I enjoyed being watched and showing off), and as he pulled out, there was another hot guy behind me, who immediately slid into my wet, cum filled ass. I started to stop him, because we hadn't even said anything to each other, and I didn't even know him, but he was already all the way in to the balls, a good 8 inches of uncut dick. That same ecstasy washed over me feeling is uncut bare dick in my ass, that I had felt with the first guy in my story, so I just enjoyed it, and let him go. An even bigger crowd formed around us, as he blew his load into me, and I was lost in my own private heaven. I lost a lot of my inhibitions then, and over the next 4 hours, got fucked by 14 different guys, all blowing their cum into my ass until it was literally flowing out and down my legs, which was no doubt a turn on for a lot of the tops. I fucked 3-4 guys myself that night bare, and came in them, spreading my own cum around the party. I left with an ass full of cum, thoroughly exhausted, and still trying to reconcile the fact that I had anonymously barebacked and taken/given cum with over 2 dozen guys. It took me about 2 months of worry, and battling internally with what I wanted and what I had always been taught was the right thing to do, but in the end, I acknowledged that I would never use condoms again, I was addicted to barebacking. I sought out parties to go to, and found a lot of them, and over the 3 years that have followed, have probably taken over five to six hundred loads of cum in my ass, and love every minute of it. I still think back to that first guy, and wish I could be with him again, but he disappeared. He doesn't realize it, but he hooked me on how natural barebacking feels, and that I could never do it any other way again.