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PART 5 (One or two more and then it'll be done). Gabe and I entered the house and could hear laughing and moaning coming from inside. He grinned at me and said “I told you they were pigs. Bet you Jake has a cock up his ass already.” Sure enough, we walked into the living room and Jake was stretched out on the sofa with a hot young guy’s cock up his ass, and another one in his mouth. Both of the guys appeared to be early 20s, about Jake’s age, with nice fit hairy bodies and cocks that were deftly using both of Jake’s holes while he moaned and begged for them to fuck him harder. Around the room there were eight other guys of various ages and body types, in various states of undress. Some were actively fucking or sucking, and others were just watching the show, slowly stroking their cocks. I immediately wanted to shuck my clothes and get one of those strangers up my ass, but Tony had other ideas. He saw Gabe and I enter the room and waved us over to where he was sitting in a chair getting a blowjob from another young guy. “You guys finally made it. What the fuck happened?” We both looked at each other and laughed. “We got sidetracked by some hot country boys on the street. They ended up taking us into a dead end side street and breeding us,” Gabe said. “I was lucky Pierre and got two loads in my cumdump!” I said. He roared laughing and said “you’re gonna fit right in in this family, Adam. You saw an opportunity to get more dick and you grabbed it. Good boy. There’s a reward for that.” Tony grinned again and laughed. I licked my lips and smiled at him. The boy on the floor looked up and smiled at Gabe and I, then went back to deep throating Tony’s beautiful Daddy cock. Tony said “you boys are wearing too many clothes. Take em off. NOW.” Then he smiled and laughed. Gabe told me to follow him so we could leave our things in his bedroom. We quickly shucked what little we were wearing. He pushed me down on the bed face down and said “on your knees,” and I quickly complied. He pushed my upper back down so my ass was in the air, and then popped the huge buttplug out of my cunt. I moaned loudly because my pussy felt so empty, but Gabe didn’t want any of the cum in my hole to come out. He licked my ass briefly to catch any escaping sperm and we swapped places. I quickly yanked on the plug in his pussy and made sure that his hole closed up with no loss of cum. He pulled me down on the bed and shoved his tongue in my mouth. We made out for a minute and then he slapped my ass and said “come on, faggot, let’s go get some more jizz. I don’t know about you, but my pussy’s HUNGRY.” I laughed and agreed. I was coming down a bit from the tina that Tony had given me earlier and wanted to get spun again so we could fuck all night. I had a feeling the reward Tony had offered Gabe and I for servicing the boys in the truck would help in that department. We went back to the living room where everyone was either using their hard cock or taking a hard cock. Jake was still on the couch getting spit roasted by the same two guys, but they’d switched ends so each one could try both of his cunts. Tony was still sitting in the chair, getting a slow, easy blowjob from the boy on the floor. Gabe walked up to Tony and kissed him, saying “hi Daddy. Glad we got here in time for the fun. The boys we played with on the way over here were really hot. We got their number, too!” Tony looked at him in mock shock “and you didn’t invite them to the orgy, son? I raised you better than that! If a man has just used your pussy you invite him to take another crack at it. Or take a crack at your buddy’s cunt. Bad boy! No soup for you!” Gabe did his best sad puppy dog eyes impression and Tony just grinned and laughed. “Go text them and see if they wanna come over. Go! And grab Adam’s phone too.” My phone? What for? Gabe ran back to his room to get his phone, and by the time he returned a minute later, was smiling. “They’re coming over. They should be here in a half hour or so, Jack said.” “Good,” said Tony. The more the merrier. I have a feeling there’s gonna be a lot of dripping cumdumps when we’re finished here tonight. He laughed and looked impishly at me. “Now I have your reward, Adam. You ready?” “I sure am!” I was expecting a nice shard of tina up my ass to get me spun up for more loads of cum in my hole. “Now give Adam his phone.” I looked at it, wondering what he was on about. “Look at your last sent text messages.” I froze. Along with a couple of messages from friends wondering what I was up to tonight, I saw that Tony had sent four pictures of me sucking Tony’s cock and getting fucked by Jake….TO MY DAD. I started to freak out a little bit. “Why the….What? Why would you!?” Tony reached over, grabbed me around the waist and pulled me toward his chair and sat me on the arm of it, still with his huge hard cock planted in the anonymous cocksucker’s mouth. “Well, funny you should ask that, Adam. Turns out that your father and I used to work together years ago. I met you a few times when you were younger, and wondered at the time whether you were a cocksucker. I could tell by the way you looked at me that you’d at least thought of it. I was pretty sure that you were already a slut, even as a teenager. I didn’t want to make a move because you were under age, but you had that hungry experienced cocksucker look in your eye. Anyway, your Dad and I used to go on business trips together and we used to fuck around a lot. He took pretty good care of himself and his big hairy ass got stuffed with my cock regularly. We would get out of boring work meetings, rush back to the hotel, rip our clothes off and spend all night drinking and fucking. He was super on the DL and still married to your Mom. But I heard later that they got divorced after he left the company and we fell out of touch.” I was still kind of spun and having a hard time processing all of this. The drugs, the orgy, the story Tony was telling me. It was a lot. “Anyway, I still had Justin’s number and after I sent those pics from your phone, I started texting him myself to explain, and invited him over. He’s in my bedroom right now.” “He’s what? Oh fuck. I gotta get….Oh fuck.” Gabe came over to me and put his arms around me and said “it’s OK, don’t sweat it, Adam, we’re here with you. It’s gonna be fine. More than fine!” I reached over and pulled his furry chest to me, kind of freaking out. Tony pulled me close too and said “we’re gonna have a GOOD TIME, son. Go talk to him. Gabe, take Adam to my room and let him talk to his Dad.” I followed Gabe up the stairs to the master bedroom. The door was closed, but there were some muffled sounds coming from the other side of the door. Gabe knocked and quickly opened the door without waiting for a response. There he was. My sexy, beefy, hairy bear of a 50 year old Dad, sitting on the bed with a sexy 20 year old Twink riding his cock, lost in lust. They both looked up, startled by the sudden intrusion. “Adam!? Oh baby. I’m so glad you’re here. I got started without you. Come here.” He waved me over to the bed and turned to the guy riding his dick and said “let’s take a break, Zach.” The Twink boy stopped riding and said “oh sure.” He sounded disappointed and Gabe said “Come on Zachy boy, let’s go downstairs and find you another cock to ride.” Zach smiled and they both laughed and left the room, closing the door behind them. I set my phone down on the dresser and crawled onto the bed. My Dad’s arms enveloped me and he pulled me down to his thick barrel chest, covered in swirls of jet black hair. I’d caught glimpses of his cock before, long and thick and uncut, but I’d never seen it hard before. It was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen. My cunt throbbed in a special way as only a boy lusting after his Daddy can. I laid on his chest and said “fuck, Dad, I’ve wanted this ever since I was little. I had no idea you liked to fuck men.” “Oh baby boy, me too. There are so many things you don’t know about me.” He grabbed me behind the head and pulled my face to his, his thick, trim beard scratching my cheeks. We kissed for a long time, and just laid there, not saying a word, reveling in the lust we were both feeling, not sure what to do next. After 15 or 20 minutes where we just laid on the bed, made out and talked quietly, there was a knock on the door and Tony opened it. “You guys ok?” He looked concerned, worried that he’d made a mistake. I smiled big and said “fuck yes!! Thank you!” Tony came over and laid down on the bed so I was between the two hottest men I’d ever seen. Tony and Dad started to laugh and laugh and laugh, clearly it was some kind of inside joke I was not party to, but I didn’t care. “Come on faggots,” I said. “Let’s go get spun and fuck like animals.” They both laughed and Dad said “fuck, yes!” They followed me down the stairs to the living room, where the orgy was in full swing.

Jack awoke late the next day. He had dreamed about what was coming next. He did not want to wait. He knew that he wanted this and he knew there was no going back. The phone Tom gave him started ringing. "Tom?" "Yes. I am going to ask you a question and please be open with me. Did it seem like you were visited last night while sleeping?." Jack did not know how to react to this. "Yes. I feel like what is bringing us together is really working hard to make sure it happens." Tom then said, "I will meet you at your room at 8 tonight. It will happen." Tom hung up. Jack was not sure what to do in the mean time. He decided to spend day getting ready for that night. He ate breakfast quickly and then hit the local drugstore. He bought some things he thought might help make things better. He was so excited he was so full of energy until early afternoon. He seemed to be dragged into sleep again. He heard a voice tell him that it would make sure he had all the energy he needed. He awoke two hours later. Just enough time to get ready. He fully cleaned himself inside and out. He decided to just wear the robe from the room. right at eight he heard a gentle tap on his door. He opened it to see Tom standing there. Somehow he looked more beautiful then ever. Tom then kissed him as he came into the room. It was a long passionate kiss that lasted until they reached the bed. Tom stopped and told Jack to remove that robe. Jack did as he was told. His naked frame was there for Tom to see. "You are so beautiful." Jack blushed at this. Tom placed two small bottles on the coffee table by the bed. "Undress me." Tom commanded. Jack did as he was told. He never saw a body more beautiful. Jack kneeled down before him, almost worshiping this man, this demigod. Jack gave in to what he was desiring right now. He started to give Tom a blow job. Tom was a good 10 inches hard. so no way was Jack going to take it all in his mouth but knew all of it was going to be inside Jack's body. They moved to the bed and Tom was ready to make it happen. He grabbed the two bottles from the table, "one is poppers and the other is lube," he said as an expiation, "My own special blends. Do you want to be on your belly or back?" "Back, so I can look into your eyes." Tom smiled at that. It was time. Tom took his lube and rubbed some on his cock and on Jack's butthole. Jack was scared, not about getting pozzed but about how his butt was going to be able to open up enough to take it. Tom handed him the popper bottle and said to sniff it. Jack complied and his head started spinning he felt both extreme pain and pleasure at the same time. He knew that Tom was staring to fuck Him. Tom's dick was tearing up hin insides. Jack knew he was starting to bleed inside his ass. It got more intense with every stroke. His ass was on fire and he loved it. "You are a great fuck, I am loving this. We are going to have lots of fun." Tom was on a good rhythm and Jack's ass had started to get his juices flowing. Jack even was able to match Tom's rythim with his ass moving perfectly. Tom was a madman. He seemed to not be able to stop when he grunted, "I am about to cum be ready." Jack heard that and he shot a load. His last negative one he suspected. Jack was full of emotions, pleasure, pain, fear and happiness when Tom gifted him with his poz seed. Jack could feel it going deep into his guts. He even felt it go into the small cuts that had opened up in him. Jack knew that meant the blessed jizz was going into his blood stream. He was getting the infection that he knew he wanted. Jack thought Tom was going to stop. Instead he took hit of poppers and told Jack that he was just getting warmed up. Jack's eyes rolled into the back of his head as Tom got more violent with his fucking. "I am a multiple time cummer. I am going to be giving you more loads." Tom did as he promised. He dropped four more loads. Jack thought he coud do more but he could not take anymore. Tom seemed to know this so he stopped. Tom held Jack in his arms and said that he should sleep. Jack did. He woke up to find he was on his belly and Tom was fucking him again. "I got horny holding you." Jack woke up two more times that night to Tom doing the same thing. Jack was never happier. The next morning and Jack's last day in the room, Tom was cleaning up when he said that he wanted Jack to move in with him. "I will take care of you until we get you a new job and a new place. I also want to make sure you are well taken care of when you get that sickness that first brought us together. Tomorrow we can go get your things and start you on your new life. Plus, I am throwing a few parties and I want you there." Jack was happy, truly happy at last.

PART 18 ron had told me to park in his driveway and i barely knocked before he opened the door and ushered me in. I had cleaned up a little bit still had on my usual surfer look, shorts and a tshirt. Ron just had on basketball shorts and even soft, his cock left a strong outline in the thin silky shorts. “Let me show you to MY playroom,” Ron said as he guided me along the hallway. His playroom was all mirrored walls, with not one but two tv’s playing porn. Along the wall opposite the tv’s was a twin bed. Before i even had swung my eyes around the room, his shorts were on the ground. I took that as my cue and pulled off my clothes. I was now naked facing a man old enough to be my dad. Maybe he noticed it on my face, the nerves, because he softened his voice a little as he spoke. “Chris, look at me in the eyes. Two weeks ago you were a kid jerking off thinking about sex with a man. Now all of a sudden you’ve met not one but two guys and you are naked in a guys room. It’s a lot.” I’d been staring at his eyes so i hadn’t noticed but as he nodded at me to look down i now saw it. Ron had been stroking his cock and it was like steel. “Look at it. Look at my cock. Let that feeling take over. You’re in the playroom. It’s just us. Be the Chris i know you need to be. Do you want to be the nervous Chris that misses out? Or do you want to be the little piggy Chris i met at Tom’s? The one loves taking cum So much he begs poz guys to bred him?” Completely broken, i dropped to my knees, my mouth inches from his cock. “ i want to be your bottom please. And i want you to cum in me. You can do anything you want.” I opened my mouth as he guided the head of his cock into it. Eyes closed, i just put all of my focus on Rob’s cock, trying to be a good cocksucker for him. I took more and more, gagging a few times but trying to fit all of in into my throat. I swirled my tongue around the head and along his shaft. I just wanted to please my top. Finally he pulled me off his cock and pushed me back onto the bed. He threw me a bottle of poppers and i wasted no time. “Good boy keep hitting that bottle,” he whispered. I felt the cold lube on my hole as he worked me open with his fingers. I arched my back and pushed back into his hand, my Hole hungry and the poppers kicking in. “Two deep hits in each nostril Chris. Do it.” He was pushing me. Then again “two more each side. Hold it on hold it in. How’s that feel?” I was flying harder than i ever had. “It’s it’s ok my god. Please. Please Fuck me. Please!” I was practically crying out for it. “You mean my poz cock? Is that you want? My big poz dick Inside you? Is that what Chris needs?” Now i did beg. “I want it please. I want it inside me. I want you to cum inside me and give it to me. Please cum in me. I need it” Ron looked down at me and i could feel the pressure of his cock head against my hole. It was so close.

Anyway, don’t be ashamed. Because you know what? When you find that rare, total top, who feels equal but opposite, it’s so worth it. Those guys who just need to penetrate a hole with their cock. The guy who loves ass so much he just can’t keep his hands off yours all night. The guy who comes back every few minutes to fuck you again, because while the vers guys might be great fucks too, the chemistry between total top and total bottom just can’t be beaten. You get it, and he gets it. So don’t be ashamed. Do it for those total tops we absolutely worship. In the meantime, keep being a slut, even for guys who don’t fully appreciate it in the same way we do. That brings its own sense of pride and purpose.

I have always been a proud bottom. I do not top at all. I tried once but it was a complete failure and I never wanted to again. I was pozzed at 19 so I have now been poz for over 19 years. In about the last 5 years I have been approached by many many bottoms that want me to convert them. They either make me feel shame for being poz and not wanting to share it or continue to ask me until I loose interest in even having a friendship with them. About 7 months ago I started locking myself up in chastity so that it would be even another deterrent in spreading my dna. I was just asked this week why I don’t top?

I find that communication is key when promoting safety while fisting. You should have at least a mental inventory of your injuries and sore spots. Playing sober, especially when playing with someone new and untested, is essential to your safety. Check cleanliness of hands, fingernail length and sharpness, and keep a small nail kit in your fisting gear. Also callouses can really scrape as bad as knuckles. DO NOT USE numbing agents or ointments like lidocaine. DO bring Vitamin A+D Ointment for aftercare. I recommend fists first then toy play as toys can make you sore. Large toys are way more dangerous to use with other people than fists. Toys can not tell you how tight things are, how deep in your hole the toy is, or if things are tearing. Another good rule of thumb while fisting is to not let a top bind your feet or legs. I had a top try to shove up into me while I was bound. He wanted to get in me past the elbow. Luckily I was able to outmaneuved him and unbind myself. I have only been injured by being rough fucked without lube by a large top. It caused a deep fissure and once while cleaning out. Proper fisting practice actually reduces the likelyhood of fissures and hemorrhoids. AND gives you better muscle control. Tops shouldn't shove their fists in you. They should push only until the point of tension. The bottom should then accept/allow the fist into his hole. ⁸

Good attitude boy! For me the entire point of chastity is to shift the subs focus from his dick to his cunt. His cunt as far as I am concerned is his only sexual organ. His dick is merely for pissing, nothing else. He must NEVER EVER masturbate with his dick, not even think about it; Masturbating is only allowed using fingers and dildos, with arousal only occuring within the subs cunt. Dick doesn't interest me in the slightest, and I don't like a sub to ever play with his, EVER, so chastity is a perfect piece to the dynamic of a Dom/sub scenario. As time passes by a sub will naturally learn to become ever more submissive and subservient.

Hmmmmm. 🤔 Well first of all, making someone feel shame because they are poz and not wanting to share it due to sexual incompatibility is just childish. If a Top were to be nagging at me to allow him to fuck me I'd be like, I'm a total Top, what part of that can you not comprehend, argh. I find it fascinating that a bottom would relentlessly try and persuade a fuck from another bottom. It just not make any sense. None at all. If someone is not interested just move along, not that difficult. I am sure you are being polite with your responses, and that should be respected. Go and pick on a Dick that is actually bloody interested! lol What is next, to be made to feel shame because you won't have sex with a woman, I mean, where does it all end. There is negotiation, and there is annoyance. Please do not allow anyone to make you feel shame lovely man, over anything. I despise the manipulation of emotions, it is just complete utter bollocks!

PART 4 Gabe and I drove toward their their house, following Tony and Jake in their car. He spent the whole time blowing my soft tina cock and playing with my hole. I could feel him slide his fingers inside, then pull them out and suck the mixed loads of sperm off his fingers. My pussy was dripping and I knew there was going to be a stain on the seat of my car, but I didn’t give a shit. I’m sure it would smell amazing from he dried cum tomorrow. But all that mattered was my hole and getting it plowed some more. We’d been driving for a few minutes when we got separated from Jake and Tony. I was trying to keep up with them, but they made a traffic light and I had to stop when the light turned red, so it gave me a chance to concentrate on Gabe playing with my cunt. He was small so his fingers were able to get far up inside my hole, despite me needing to drive. We were sitting at the traffic light where I lost Jake and Tony when I realized that someone next to me in a much taller car was looking down, bug eyed at what he was seeing. I looked over at him and he grinned back at me and gave me two thumbs up. I could see him nudging the person who was driving, who leaned over and looked as well. He could clearly see me getting road head from Gabe. I could see them high five each other and laugh. They had no way of knowing that my cock was shrunken and not remotely hard from all the tina that Tony had given me. I didn’t care, it still felt amazing. The light turned green and the voyeur’s truck sped up and got ahead of me, and then slowed way down. There were very few cars on the street, since we were in a part of town that had a lot of auto repair shops and warehouses. The guys in the truck slowed down even more, then signaled for a right turn and went down a small side street where there was a sign that said DEAD END. Gabe popped his head up off my cock and pulled his fingers out of my ass, licking the cum off them and said “what’s going on, Adam? Dad and Jake are expecting us, and my hole is hungry!” I looked at him and said “I think we’re going to have an adventure on the way to your house. Text your dad and tell him we’re going to be late and that we’ll explain when we get there. Also tell him where we are, just in case there’s trouble.This won’t take long.” I slowed down, signaled for a turn myself and followed the truck to the end of the street. I parked on the opposite side from the truck and turned off my lights. I was nervous because I didn't want to get into a dangerous situation, but I was thinking with my cumdump. The tina and the loads in my hole wanted more. I turned off my head lights and could see three guys standing in front of their truck on the other side. “Come on, Gabe, let’s have some fun!” I got out of the car and closed the door, leaning on the side and said “hey guys, what’s going on.” There wasn't a street light at this end of the block but I could see that they were all scruffy country boys, in town to blow off some steam, get drunk and fuck some holes. They were all around 20, two of them were tall and skinny with ball caps, shorts and tank tops and the other one was short and more beefy with the same shorts, tank top and ball cap on. They all laughed and one of the tall ones said “you tell us. Looks like your little buddy there was giving you a nice blowjob.” I looked over and Gabe was smiling. I laughed, smiled and said “he was. He’s got a pretty mouth. You want a test drive? I give pretty good head too.” He laughed and said “fuck yeah! Get over here and suck my dick. I haven’t had a good blowjob in weeks. Really need to nut.” I looked at Gabe and grinned. We both walked over to the front of the truck and the boys all came around and the two tall ones pulled their shorts down to reveal long floppy uncut cocks, perfectly mated to tall skinny boys. They all had similar crew cuts and scraggly facial hair, the kind that boys try to grow when they’re young and want to see what it’s going to look like. Gabe and I both knelt down in front of them on the asphalt street and took their semi-hard cocks in our mouths. FUUUUUCK. I was immediately in heaven. The tall boy smelled amazing. A nice mix of sweat, foreskin funk, furry taint and piss that made my pussy clench. I desperately wanted to suck his cock, but I sure hoped he’d wanna shove it up my hole and load me up. He quickly got hard in my mouth and started to moan. His cock was about 7” long and thick, with a nice overhang of foreskin that let his cock head peek out when his dick got to full mast. I sucked his cock voraciously and obediently took it all the way down my throat as countless men had taught me to do since I’d started sucking cock as a teenager. He moaned and put one hand behind my neck and the other on my chin. He pulled me onto his cock and it easily slid down my throat which left us both moaning. Gabe was doing a similar number on the other tall guy while the shorter guy stood there with his cock pulled out of the pouch of his jockstrap, while he slowly jerked off. The short guy had a beautiful fat, uncut dick which looked like it would feel amazing up my ass. I came up for air and turned to him and said “you wanna fuck my hole?” His eyes lit up and he grinned really big. “Fuck dude. Really? YES!” I pulled my shorts down so my hole was accessible and turned my ass to face the short guy. He spit in his hand and rubbed it all over his fat dick. His buddies were egging him on. The one fucking my face said “Come on Jack, fuck his pussy. You know you want it. That fat cock of yours will split him open. Dirty little cunt deserves a good hard breeding.” Jack laughed and spit in his hand again, this time lining his cock up with my hole and pushing. Jack moaned loudly and said “Fuck, Tommy, he’s already loaded up. What a filthy fuckin cumdump. Dude, how many guys have bred you tonight?” I pulled myself off Tommy’s cock and said “fuck if I know. Six maybe? I can’t remember. Two of them were Gabe’s dad and brother.” I could feel Jack’s cock get slightly harder when I said that and he started to fuck me in earnest. His cock felt amazing in my pussy, which was still on fire from the booty bumps that Tony had given me a few hours before. I was doing exactly what my pussy wanted to do. Get bred by a hot boy with a huge dick. We were all aware that we were five rutting pigs fucking outside on a deserted city street, which added to the excitement and urgency. We were out in the open on a side street doing what pigs do best, getting it on so we could shoot and take loads of cum. “Fuck man, look at his pussy just swallow your cock. No bitch ever takes your huge cock that easily. Guess this one is a real dirty slut. Must’ve been getting it up the ass since he was 15.” I pulled Tommy’s cock out of my mouth and said “Thirteen.” Then I plunged Tommy’s dick back inside my throat. They all laughed and Jack kept fucking me, slowly increasing his speed. After a couple of minutes of pounding my hole Jack started to plunge his cock into my hole with increasing force “gonna cum, faggot, gonna cum in your pussy.” I held on to Tommy’s waist as Jack raped my cunt forcefully and then suddenly, he stopped. I could feel his huge cock start to pulse. One. Two. Three. FOUR. FIVE. SIX fucking times. Six volleys of sperm deep in my pussy. Jack loudly whispered “FUCCCCCCCK. Take it you fucking whore!” I held still, continuing to hold on to Tommy’s waist with his cock deep in my throat, while Jack came back to earth. His cock slowly slipped out of my hole and I turned around, so my ass was facing Tommy. I took Jack’s cock in my mouth, cleaning it off, making sure to clean all of his (and random strangers’) cum from under his beautiful, juicy foreskin. Tommy didn’t waste any time making his move. He slipped his cock inside my pussy and met no resistance. “Fuck, dude! This hole is so wet and slick. You must’ve shot a giant load in here.” Jack laughed “you know me, bro, I always shoot huge loads, even when I just came! It’s my secret power!” He laughed again and grabbed his cock saying “PEW PEW!” Like he was shooting a laser gun in a sci-fi movie. Tommy and their other friend laughed some more, and I continued to suckle on Jack’s beautiful cock. Gabe was leaned over, grabbed on to the bumper of the truck and had the third guy’s long cut cock in his cunt. Tommy and Jack started to egg him on with Jack saying “Come on Ben, give it to him. Breed that pussy. Knock the bitch up.” Tommy added, “Good thing these fags can’t get pregnant.” I wanted him to knock me up. I wanted his babies inside me. Every time Tommy slammed into me, I could feel and hear all that hot boy cum covering his dick. Ben laughed and started to pound Gabe hard. Jack pulled up his shorts and walked in front of Gabe who was having a hard time holding on to the truck. He grabbed Gabe’s face and pulled him up and started kissing him hard on the mouth, making out with him and whispering in his ear “let my buddy breed you lil’ bro. His cock feels amazing doesn't it? You’re so fucking sexy, and so fucking furry. But you’re a dirty little whore aren’t you, lil’ bro?” Gabe just moaned and kissed Jack harder on the mouth. Tommy continued to pound me hard for another couple of minutes and soon I could feel him unloading a huge load into my pussy to add to the countless loads in my chute. Soon after, Ben did the same and dumped another load in Gabe’s hole. We were all covered in sweat from the sex, the drugs and the hot night. Finally both of their cocks slipped out of us and Jack knelt down to help us lick their dicks clean which caused Tommy and Ben to tease Jack about being a cocksucker. He stood up, licked his lips and said “Fuck you! I sure am. I fucking love cock, assholes!” They all laughed and clearly played together regularly. Jack licked Tommy’s cock once more before Tommy put it back in his shorts. Gabe didn’t seem to want to give up Ben’s dick, but finally had to stop. We all pulled up our shorts and there was a slightly awkward silence. Finally Jack said “well, faggots, I’d like to do that again. Here’s my phone number.” They all laughed. I had the feeling this sort of thing had happened before and that Jack was the instigator and leader of the group, despite being short and stocky. His two tall friends were clearly his excellent, piggy, sexy wingmen. He handed Gabe and I each a card, which I stuffed in my pocket. Then the three of them each leaned over and kissed us both goodbye, got in their truck and they were gone. Gabe leaned over to me and put his head on my shoulder and sighed. “Fuck, Adam. My pussy is on FIRE now. Let’s get a move on. I know Dad and Jake will be waiting for us. And who knows who else they rounded up. Dad knows a lot of pigs.” I’ll text him when we get back in the car. I leaned down and kissed him on the mouth, hard, pulling his tongue into my mouth, completely in lust with this furry little whore. We broke our kiss and got back in my car when Gabe pulled out his backpack and stuck his hand inside. He pulled out two good sized buttplugs of slightly different sizes.” I laughed and said “more than one?” He laughed in turn and said “I never know how ambitious my pussy’s gonna be. I’ll flip you for the big one.” He pulled out a coin and said “you pick.” I chose heads. Heads it was. “Rats. You get the big one, faggot.” We both laughed and immediately sighed and moaned while the plugs slipped into our cunts. Had to keep those loads inside for the next adventure. I carefully turned the car around and we drove the rest of the way to Tony, Gabe and Jake’s house. There were several cars int he driveway and parked on the street, besides the car Tony and Jake had fucked me in. As I turned the car off, Gabe smiled at me and said “you ready to get nasty, Adam? Like I said, my Dad and Jake both know some dirty pigs. Looks like they rounded them up. I have a feeling you and I are the cherry on top of the sundae." “Fuck cherries, Gabe. I gave my cherry up a long time ago. Now I just want cream.” Gabe kissed me hard on the mouth again, and we both laughed and made our way inside the house, arm in arm.

The best sex that I had was one night at 3:00 am this guy on line told me that he just got out of prison and that he joined skinheads while he was incarcerated only for protection. But that he actually liked black men’s energy and personalities while he was in prison. He said that he had tattoos that were on his chest and that he was afraid for someone to see them now that he was out of that situation. He seemed really interesting so I let him come over that night and we got really high. He took off his clothes and we went to the bedroom. His body was incredible and he had had a banner across his chest that Represented his gang with swastika and some other tattoos . His chest was so defined and he has huge sexy nipples. I was turned on by the fact that this was his secret in prison and that he told me that he was turned on when he saw black men in the showers or in the prison yard but had to ignore them for any association could get him killed. He smelled sexy and manly. He was very clean and smooth all over. So in the room with only the light from outside coming through the blinds. I put him face down and fucked his ass raw. He liked it and begged for more dick after hitting the pipe. I fucked for a longtime, eventually cumming in his hole. He liked the silicone lube which was new to him. He smelled hot and his nipples were making me crazy. I started nibbling on his nipples. And he with out asking just spit on my hole and lifted my leg up and plunged his big cock in me. What made this so hot is he was long and thick with a fat head. He said he had just fucked his girlfriend earlier that night. So he was fucking me with this big dick while I looked at his manly biceps, big shoulders, sexy big nipples with that [banned word] tattoo across his chest that said that this dick shouldn’t be inside a black anything. He fucked me so deep raw and wet with his pre-cum. I was spun and let him stay in me for over an hour. He seemed to just stay hard. It was so hot as he became more aggressive and put his sweaty boxers over my face as he pumped me full of his cum and piss soon thereafter. My hole was so sore the next day. He left around noon the next day. And we got together one more time before I had to leave for a job out of state. I got an email from him six months later and he was in prison again. I think about his smell , nipples and that big dick pounded my black ass in the dark with sweat dripping off of him onto me. That was the best dick I ever had.

I'm going to try something a little different. This story will have just three or four parts. I think it'll be easier to complete it if it has an ending. Hope you pigs enjoy it. This story was inspired by a buddy of mine, Adam. I sent him the picture below and he said "He’d fuck me in the back of the minivan next to the car seat after he tells his wife he has some errands to run." So that inspired me to write a story. 🙂 ======================================== The guy had a blank profile on Grindr. Normally I just cruise on by those profiles unless they send me a picture right away. I never have a problem getting laid because I’m a hot little 25 year old piece of ass, covered in dark fur on my chest and ass and, most importantly, a total slut. I rarely say no when a top asks to breed my ass. I don’t really care what they look like, but the bigger the cock the better. This one obviously caught my eye. Huge and fat, with giant balls, sticking out of his cargo shorts. The picture only showed his dad bod, shorts and that amazing cock. I was desperate to worship it. I wanted to impale my hole on it and feel it slam all the way into my cunt. I immediately fantasized about him fucking me in the back of a minivan next to a car seat, after telling his wife he had some errands to run and wouldn’t be back for a couple of hours. My dick immediately got hard thinking about it and my hole puckered. I replied to him right away and unlocked my extra pictures. He quickly replied and said “Good. You’re not going to waste my time. I wanna fuck you now. You in? I don’t have all night.” Damn. I love it when they’re super horny and completely direct. I couldn’t say yes fast enough, and told him I’d need a few minutes to clean out then he could fuck me wherever he wanted, as many times as he wanted. He told me to meet him in the park, near a cruising area. It was dark, what did I have to lose? Nothing, and hopefully I’d get a few loads in my hole from the t-room afterwards. It had been a few weeks since I had gotten fucked and my hole was hungry. I also had a week off from work, so I could stay up as late as I wanted, being a pig. My phone dinged again. It was him. “Be there in 30 minutes. Don’t be late, boy.” I put down my phone, cleaned out quickly and drove to the cruisy section of the park wearing shorts, a tank top, a tight jockstrap and a cap. My typical cruising/slut/pig outfit. Of course it was in a remote area adjacent to the golf course where few people went. There was a bathroom at the start of a trail that went into the woods and a couple of cars parked in a small gravel lot. He’d seen a photo of my face, but I only knew what his fat cock and cargo shorts looked like. That could be anyone. I stood next to my car, letting my eyes adjust to the darkness, looking at my phone when I saw the lights of a car near the edge of the parking lot flash. I walked over to a large SUV, walked around the passenger side and he rolled down the window. “What the fuck are you waiting for, boy? Get in the fucking car, faggot.” Oh that’s how it was going to go, huh? I got in and looked over to see a hot Daddy with dark hair and a face full of heavy chin scruff. Another week and it’d be a full beard. My cock started to get hard. His was already hard and sticking out of his shorts. “Get over here and suck my dick so I can fuck your pussy. Now.” I quickly dropped my shorts and got in the car, leaning over to take his huge dick down my throat. Nothing sent me further into a cock sucking trance then deep throating a huge dick. Dad Bod Guy wasn’t interested in my pleasure, though. He was only interested in controlling my head so he could fuck my face. He grabbed my neck and pulled me down so I was gagging. Over and over he used my mouth without any thought to my pleasure or desire, because he knew I was a faggot. He knew I was a cocksucker. He knew that using my mouth like it was a hole gave me intense pleasure but even if it didn’t he’d still fuck my face because it felt good to him. My pleasure or distress didn’t interest him. He didn’t let me breathe easily, and fucked my mouth hard, making me gag so much that after a few minutes I started to feel like I was going to pass out. Finally he pulled me up and let me catch my breath. I looked up at his handsome 40-ish face and he immediately spat a huge loogie into my eye. “Filthy fucking whore. You ready for more?” I just moaned. He laughed at me and said “Ready or not, I’m fuckin your pussy. Get in the back.” I got out of the car and crawled in the back, where the seats had all been folded down so it was a large flat area. “Hands and knees, faggot.” I instantly obeyed and stuck my ass up. “Back it up, boy.” He was standing under the tailgate, with his pants off, a small light on the inside illuminating what we were doing. He clearly didn’t give a shit if anyone saw us fucking. I backed up so my ass was sticking out of the tailgate. He was short, about 5’6” tall but built like a rugby player. A thick chest covered in dark black hair, along with a thick middle finished with a big ass, also covered in thick hair. Then there was that cock. , thick, fat, cut and hard as steel. My head was on the floor of the truck, waiting desperately for him. I still hadn’t said a word. I finally opened my mouth and moaned. “Please Daddy. I need it in my pussy. Please fuck me.” He laughed behind me, and said “Oh faggot, I’m gonna fuck you hard. But first you need a little help to take it to the next level.” I couldn’t see what he was doing, but I could hear him open a compartment on the side of the truck, and a zipper open. Then I heard him rustling with a few things behind and felt his finger enter my cunt. I moaned loudly and then, all of a sudden I felt a burning in my hole. Uh oh. He was dosing me with Tina. Fuck. Oh well, I’m a slut who never says no to chemicals, particularly when they’re administered by a hot fireplug Daddy with a giant fat cock. “You like that fag?” I just moaned louder and hissed “YESSSSSSSSSS DADDDDDDY.” I could feel my pulse start to go faster and my cunt get hungrier. He laughed again and said “Get ready. Here we go, little boy.” I moaned louder and then felt his scruffy face pressed against my hole, scratching me up. But I didn’t care because the booty bump he gave me was hitting me hard. I reached back, pulled my cheeks apart and pushed my hole into his mouth. He moaned loudly and continued to eat my ass, making sure to get my pussy as wet as possible. From somewhere behind me, I heard another voice. “Dude, that’s fucking hot. You gonna fuck that whore?” “Of course I am. You wanna use him after I’m done? Bet you he won’t say no.” “Fuck yeah!” I couldn’t see what the guy looked like but the tina in my hole guaranteed that I wasn’t going to say no, no matter who the other man standing there was. Dad Bod Guy (DBG) shoved his face back in my hole and continued to eat my cunt until I was begging for it. “Pleeeeease…….I have to have your cock in my hole. Please, Daddy!” I heard the other door open and a pair of shorts hit the floor. The other guy climbed in beside me, crawled up, turned my baseball cap around and shoved his cock in my mouth. It was fat and uncut with one of those foreskins that covered the head, even when he was hard. I licked under his foreskin and he shoved his cock all the way down my throat. From behind me, DBG pulled his face away from my cunt and I moaned around the fat cock in my mouth. I needed him inside me, but he was still teasing me with his fingers. I pushed back on his fingers and felt that burning sensation again. The motherfucker had dosed me with another booty bump. I looked up and got a good look at the new guy, he was a hot college aged white kid with a blonde buzz cut, a well defined body and a thick trail of blonde hair marching down his stomach to meet up with his pubes and fat uncut dick. He was a hot fucker who was clearly insanely horny. We were all sweating like pigs because we were outside in July. The second booty bump was kicking in and I knew I just needed to go along for the ride and do what I was told. Get both my holes filled with cocks. As many as possible. Finally, DBG (I still didn’t know his name) said “You ready for my cock, faggot?” I took Blondie’s cock out of my mouth and quickly said “FUCK ME SIR! PLEASE!” and then gagged my throat on Blondie’s cock again. He moaned loudly and started to slowly fuck my face. “DAMN, pig. I gotta be careful. I wanna breed your hole. Can’t waste my load in your mouth.” DBG slid his cock into my hole which had been relaxed and well lubed from the ass eating and crystal. He groaned loudly as his huge fat cock quickly buried itself to the root in my cunt. I couldn’t stop moaning with a combination of pain and pleasure. His cock was huge and spit was the only lube, but the drugs were making my asshole really hungry and their cocks were filling both of my holes full of fat Daddy and college boy cock. DBG started to pound my pussy really hard, and from out of his mouth came a non-stop stream of filth. “You fucking whore, god what a well used pussy you have. Just fucking opened up for my cock without any lube. Filthy little fag. I Love fucking little whore cunts like you…..” And on and on. I was in fucking pig boy heaven. His dirty talk trailed off after a few minutes, as his speed picked up and I could tell he was close to breeding my hole. I desperately wanted his load and took Blondie’s cock out of my mouth to beg for his load. “Please fuck me Daddy. FUUUUUUUUCK ME. I need your load in my pussy! Please knock your boy up, I wanna have your fucking babies! Fucking make me pregnant!” I continued to babble incoherently while DBG kept pounding me as hard as he could. After a couple of minutes more, he slowed down and pounded me hard with a last few thrusts and then suddenly stopped. I could feel his huge fat cock throbbing inside my pussy. I knew he was loading my hole up with sperm just like I’d been begging. I told him I wanted his babies inside me and he’d obliged by dumping a huge load deep in my ass. DBG laid on my back, catching his breath, and his cock slowly slipped out of my hole. I moaned loudly as my pussy let go of its master. He had taken control of me and bred me full of his sperm. I was a really happy boy. Just then the blonde guy tapped me on the face and I looked up. “Turn around, RIGHT NOW. Gotta get inside there, now that you’re lubed up.” DBG handed something to to Blondie and he laughed and said “Another one? Fuck, you’re not messing around.” I quickly turned around, and took DBG’s cock in my mouth to clean it off while, unbeknownst to me, Blondie was putting another shard of T under his foreskin. I was about to get dosed again. Did I care? Of course not. I learned to be a complete drug slut early in life and never said no to drugs. Blondie quickly slid his cock into my hole and started to slowly fuck me. My cunt was on fire with lust and after a few strokes, I could feel the huge load already in my pussy begin to churn a little bit. Then I felt the burn and knew they’d dosed me again. Blondie started to fuck me hard, I knew he was really turned on by how hard his cock was in my mouth and now I could feel his dick in my hole, even harder if that was possible. His cock wasn’t nearly as fat as DBG’s but it was longer. He was really reaming me out, lubed by DBG’s huge load of sperm. I knew he wasn’t going to last long and after just a couple of minutes he jackhammered my hole and added his load to my cumdump. I fucking loved it and reached around behind to hold his cock in my pussy as long as I could. After a couple of minutes, DBG finally got me out of my cum stupor and said “hey faggot. You want more loads? It’s a nice warm night and only 10, bet some randos are lurking around who’d wanna piece of that pussy.” Blondie pulled out of my hole, which just made it ache for more cock. He and Blondie both laughed as they got dressed. I just laid in the back of DBG’s car catching my breath, spun out of my head from the booty bumps they’d given me. After a few minutes, DBG reached over and said “Hey fag, come on. Don’t drip cum on my floor. Here are your clothes, go put them in your car, and put your keys in your shoe.” I looked kind of bewildered and confused. He slapped me across the face and brought me back to reality. “Now, boy!” I scrambled out of the car and heard the tailgate close behind me. I squeezed my cheeks together to keep the two thick loads inside my hole. Blondie slapped me on the ass, laughed and said “you are gonna get your hole raped hard, kid.” Then he turned to DBG and said “Hey, Dad, here,” and tossed a thick bag of tina to DBG. Wait. WHAT? DAD? If I hadn’t been completely spun out of my mind and afflicted with tina dick, I would’ve been instantly hard. They both smiled at me and DBG said “Yes. I’m his Dad. Now come on faggot. You’ve got an appointment with some stranger’s cocks.”

This morning I fucked my boy Drew. Nothing unusual in that; I fuck him most days but this morning he went the extra mile to satisfy me. When he woke me up he was wearing his military boots and the regulation jockstrap I like him to wear. He straddle my chest and lowered his jocked balls on to my face “smell my balls Daddy, I’ve been wearing this jock to the gym every time for a month” Gotta say it smelled awesome. He selected a ockring for me and fastened it round my cock and balls. Then he put my boots on me. He got down on alll 4s, looked over his shoulder at me, grinned and said “fuck me daddy” I slid deep into his ass and rode him long snd deep. He said all the things I like to hear; “Daddy, your cock is massive, I want your load, breed me daddy, “ I love my boy’s ass and mouth but today he really milked my balls dry.

Let me just say, one bottom to another, that I would love to make you cum. You're the kind of guy that makes a top hard and makes a bottoms melt. So, to a certain extent, you can take that kind of interest from other bottoms as a compliment even if you don't want to reciprocate. As for the poz interest, I've been approached by both tops and other bottoms because I'm poz. I've found that it is usually someone who is newly on prep, and now that they feel protected, they want to see what it's like to fuck with someone who's poz. They always seem disappointed or surprised that I'm not into the whole "gifting" stereotype. For them, poz is a commodity interest that has nothing to do with who I am as a person. Chastity. Yeah, I got tired of going to theaters and always having guys try to play with my cock. I got a little silicon cage to make it a little clearer that I want that left alone. The first time I wore it, some guy actually took it off me to try to play with my cock. Some people are clueless. I've quit trying to be subtle and will just tell them: If you're not going to fuck me, don't touch me. I don't know why some people have to try to shame others that don't meet some arbitrary standard that they hold. When someone tries to throw some shame at me I either ignore it or respond like it's a compliment. Meanwhile, in my head I'll remind myself that you can not be shamed or degraded by others -- you can only degrade yourself. And I have to say that over the years I've done some degrading thing and most of them were pretty hot. 😋

sorry its taken a little while guys life has been hectic of late but yeah here is part 9 hope you all enjoy Part 9 Alverez was the first to slip through the doors trying to avoid the inky black corruption glistening on the metal, his nose was hit by the heady pheromones of sweat and cum. And He almost slipped on a patch of the black fluid causing him to brace his hand on the wall only for it to land in more of the substance he pulled his hand back and the viscous black ooze dripped down his glove. He would deny it but a small part of his brain urged him to taste it, he shook the thought away as Gray moved into the large room behind him. Gray winced at the smell muttering under his breath about it smelling like a bathhouse and looked around the shadowy room the only light coming from, flickering monitors and from a hole in the middle of the floor where red and toxic green pulsing light spilled out, he realized they were on an upper floor the middle of the room hollowed out to allow for the people working up here to be able to see down into the main lab area. Gray moved over to look down in the pit and gasped a large containment lab had been set up the cube of glass taking up a lot of the ground floor. Inside creatures were writhing and pushing up against the glass the black corruption and the flashes of green light making it hard to see clearly. So it took him a moment to realize what they were doing and he stepped back shocked at the carnal scene playing out below him. Alverez was poking at the monitors when he heard Gray’s gasp, he turned quickly to see the techie paler than he had been a second ago his face a mask of horror “Gray what’s up man speak to me” Gray pointed at the end of the baloney shaking and almost a whimpered “I think I found the other scientists … there all those things you described” Alverez blinked but nodded “makes sense … if that thing got Jackson it will have gotten the scientists too …...Gray we have to get out of here man where is the way out” Gray looked over the balcony again and saw a number of pipes from the containment cube leading to a metal hatch on the floor and nodded down. Alverez moved up beside him and nodded seeing it “alright let's move, we don’t know how long before that thing gets back” he looked at the cube again his eyes lingering “I hope Jackson is not in there” They moved across the lab eyes scanning the darkness and flickering shadows for threats or Jackson neither were found as they moved down the stairs, the lower floor was bigger than they had both thought the lab looking much more sinister in the red emergency lights and the strange green glow of the creature's veins, the black corruption almost everywhere seeming to drip from every surface. autopsy tables and medical apparatus only added to the horror movie vibes. The pair moved behind some of the autopsy tables trying to keep out of sight of the orgy of monsters for as long as possible their moans, screams and wet slapping noises load enough to echo off the walls. Alverez kept looking at the cube as they moved. His eyes taking in the carnal acts, he gulped as he could feel his iron hard dick strain against his trousers. When Gray asked what he was doing he said he was looking for Jackson, Gray had nodded and moved on ahead a little way poking though some piles of cloths on the floor. Alverez watched as one creature pinned down by a group of four others, they descended on it wrestled with it. In a moment it was pinned, the creature was now on top on one of the others its back to the others chest its arms held back another moved to lay on top making creature sandwich and both top and bottom forced their massive dicks together into the middle creature with squealed as its hole stretched past what Alverez could believe with what sounded like pleasure, before an enormous dick was forced down its throat by a third monster, the last creature got behind the one skull fucking the pray and pushed its dick massive cock inside its ass resulting in another cry of pleasure all five creatures writhed and moved in sensual bliss. Alverez's hand was rubbing the fabric over his engorged head knowing that he had to stop or he would blow a load right here knowing it went against everything he had been taught it was against his god, but his mind went back to that memory of Gray and Jason fucking in their hotel room, except now in his mind there were like the creatures he bit his lip feeling the flow of pre cum from his dick he was so close. almost in unison the creatures let out grunts and screams of exultation, only for them to separate and the scene to play out again a few moment later like a sexual ballet, Alverez licked his lips as he watched the pray creature stand and black fluid pour from its ass dripping down its leg almost at the point of climax himself from just watching, his fatigues damp with precum. He knew he would not leave this place unchanged he needed what he had just seen or it would haunt his dreams and nightmares for the rest of his life .... fuck his religion this was his religion now. Gray called him over a few moment later pointing at a pair of boots and socks discarded in the pile of cloths … “Jackson was here but I don’t think he is going to be Jackson anymore” he looked at Alverez “are you okay dude you look flushed” Alverez nodded and quickly lied “yeah man just the heat in here let's find and open that exit so we can get the hell out of this place, once were out we can call for backup” Gray raised an eyebrow but they moved on they got to the steel hatch a few moments later it was solid and bolted to the wall. Both men looked at each other and winced Gray was the first to speak “were going to have to cut though it” Alverez groaned “that's going to take a while even with the cutting torch man” he pulled it from his backpack and gave it to Gray “you start I'm going to keep an eye out for the alpha” Gray nodded his assent saying something about it being a good plan but Alverez was already watching the cube again barely aware of his surroundings his eyes transfixed his cock growing hard it was like watching a snake beautiful but deadly and knowing that playing the snakes game the venom would soon be in his veins changing him forever. It was some time before the smell of fresh untainted precum wafted to the creatures in the cube who let out hunting screams and started to throw themselves ageist the hardened glass. But not long enough as Gray had barely cut a gap big enough to maybe squeeze causing him to panic. Though it was substantially less time before the creatures constant screams were answered by hunting screams from the upper level.

Very well said.

I’ve tried discussing this with guys and a lot who aren’t total tops or bottoms just don’t get it. Bottom isn’t a sex position for me, it’s a state of mind. Beyond the physical feeling, being penetrated just makes me feel alive, whole, fully human. I’ve been asked if I “can’t step up to the plate and be the top when needed.” I can, physically. I’m awful at it and get little to nothing out of it. Last time I did it was at Cumunion. I enjoyed the physical feeling, sure, and the novelty value. I enjoyed the look on the bottom’s face as I penetrated him (poor guy mustn’t have had many good tops!) But was it fulfilling, in the way that bottoming is got me? Hell no. I’ve been called lazy. I am not lazy. I’ve been to group fucks where I’ve taken cock all night long, and the next morning I’m being ordered up on the new arrival’s cock. And I ride it with as much enthusiasm as 12 hours earlier, while he sits there. I’ll keep going and will power bottom if needed as long as there’s a top to penetrate me. I’m just not a top.

I have a really fat penis. Most guys, unless they are high use size sluts like me can't accommodate it. And that's fine with me. When guys ask why I don't top (I do on VERY rare occasion) I tell them the truth: I love bring a bottom and feeling guys stuffing my giant hole with their cocks and hands and anything else they can find. Being sodomized is a huge pleasure high for me and my favorite way to experience male sex. Guys ar welcome to suck me and milk me for loads, but the massive pleasure stimulation sodomy gives me ensures I am a happy as a total pig bottom. As with having a loose hole, being a bottom for my fellow male is something I am totally proud of.

Chapter 69; *Aesthetic Evolution* Ayan left for work very early, followed by myself & Todd some hours later for my clinic appointment, leaving Ramon on his own. - Don't forget to call Edward, he's expecting your call this afternoon. - Yes Uncle Todd, I'll call him. We had a very short wait at the clinic as I was called into the consulting room having only been waiting for a few minutes. Just as well, as we would both have a VERY busy day ahead of us, and for one of us it would prove to be a viral crescendo. The Doctor to call us in was none other than the Doctor who fucked me three days ago. - Take a seat Mr Reef ... Afternoon Todd, good to see you. Here to offer your friend some moral support during his life changing situation? Todd nodded whilst his chest rattled and a coughing fit ensued. - I want you to go to the emergency clinic upstairs for our ''positive'' patients and get that seen to. We all took a seat. - Okay Mr Reef, we have your latest blood results in. I am afraid to say you viral load has leapt from 247 million to 690 million. That is a dramatic increase! We have now also now detected a few med resistant strains. We have also detected a further two HEP C genotypes. Your CD4 count which stood at 800 has fallen to 536, a decrease of a third. We'd like you to seriously consider starting treatment. I was told to drop my trousers and underwear and get onto the examination table, where it was confirmed that my anal warts had gone, and there was no sign of Gonohorrhea discharge from my penis. A follow up appointment was made for me for one month from now as I wanted time to think about if I wanted to start treatment now or not. We left the consulting room, but as we made our way to leave the building Todd stopped and entered a large diasbled friendly toilet prompting me to join him. He shut and locked the door; - Get naked. This man of experience you did not say no to, and you submitted! As I stripped he did too and once he was naked he took from his bag and put on his leather executioner hood from home, and leant against a wall. - Kneel before me *He barked* In my kneeling position I looked up and he looked down at me with his yellow eyed cheek sunken gaunt face and just intensely stared at me with a slight smirk as he remained completely silent. He nodded towards his very sharp spiked pierced dick which made me automatically look down in that area. I could tell he was not very well what with his chesty rattling cough, yet that did not stop him now having a full mast throbbing erection. His AIDS dick throbbed as it pointed up towards the clinic ceiling, with Gono pus slowly trickling down his throbbing viral Poz-meaT; - So, you are now free of Gono, and we cannot have that now can we hey. I want you to get up and keep scooping up the pus that is oozing from my highly charged up P☣️Z Piston and push as much of what you can deep inside of your piss slit, c'mon, get up you nasTy poz fucker ... GET up! I got to my feet and got to doing what I had just been told to do, and could feel the tingling on the tip of my dick as I pushed in his dirTy Gono pus as deep into my piss slit as I could manage. I had not been concentrating on doing this for long when Uncle Todd from out of nowhere grabbed me, spun me around and threw me to the opposite wall and pushed my head sideways and pressed my face onto a bright poster that was advertising to take ''PrEP.'' As my face pressed against a large bright picture of a PrEP pill he grabbed hold of his spiked Death-Dick and slammed it deep inside of my guts. He fucked me slowly as his chest rattled against my back; - That was quite a significant drop in your CD4 count so early on. Hold on tight PiG, your fucked up ride has well and truly officially begun ... Fuck YEEAAAAAH! He fucked me for a short while but didn't cum. He had other ideas for todays agenda. We both dressed and left the clinic with my Gono NEG Dick & CunT now once again incubating his creamy pus. The scene had been set, I was now without doubt totally P☣️Z, was already sporting a septum piercing, and my transformation would receive a few more finishing touches. Uncle Todd took me to a hairdressers and requested that I have my hair all shaved off to that of a skinhead. As soon as the hairdresser had finished I looked into the mirror to see this septum pierced poz pale looking skinhead staring back at me. It didn't look anything like me, but I knew it was me ... The NEW me! Uncle Todd then took me to the tattoo salon where the tattoist shaved my pubes off and tattooed a 'Biohazard' symbol in place of my pubes, and a Scorpion 🦂 on my left Pec! BUT, the tattooist was not finished there, as the AIDS stud instructed for me to have the same Dick piercing as he has, with a spike going through my urethra one way, and through the head to my dick the other way. FUCK, it HURT.

Chapter 62; *Making Edward watch* Ramon didn't say anything, and I picked up the toothbrush, looked into the phone camera and gave a sinister smirk, and slid the toothbrush into my PiG's cunT. Edward's boyfriend, and my PiG! And why not eh. Something for everyone! 👅 I brushed the sweet soft velvety cunT walls of the sexy young man that was giving himself over completely to me, twisting and turning, poking and prodding, much to repeated protests from Edward for me to stop what I am doing, and for Ramon to go home. I took the brush out, and there were those bristles, a nice bright red. - Look at that Ed my friend, his system is now open for the HIV virus to enter without struggle. I had a scapel on the bed ready for this moment. I picked it up, and taking hold of my throbbing dick of poz death made an incision into one of the veins. SUPER CHARGED up blood quickly trickled over my shaft which I used as lube and without any slowly opening Ramon up and gently sliding in I just jabbed right in, balls deep. The blood from my bleeding Dick now covering the surface area of his sweet soft tight cunT inside with its FRESH open wounds. Ramon yelped out in pain as he became stretched in an instant. It had to be done this way though as to increase the risk of transmission further still! 😈 - Oh Ramon, PLEASE stop this. WHY are you doing this. As soon as I get home we are going straight to ER and getting you straight onto PEP. Neither Ramon or I said anything at first as I continued my job of giving this young man what he really wanted, and I continued pumping away hard and fast with every now and then looking into camera giving one of my sinister smirks at a distressed Edward. I eventually withdrew my bleeding death Dick, and when I did I saw it was completely covered in blood. I then moved the camera phone so it was now directly ahead of Ramon, so he and boyfriend Edward could see each other head on. I came back behind and slid back in which was met with another yelp. As I began to fuck him again I said; - Now PiG, if you want me to stop fucking you, you will say to me; ''Please Stop''. If you want me to continue, you say; ''Turn me into your poz bitch Sir. InfecT me with your dirTy DNA''. - Oh God, please NO! *Exclaimed Edward* - Turn me into your poz bitch Sir. InfecT me with your dirTy DNA *Ramon quickly replied* This was the first time I had fucked anyone since my Lew back at home, since I became poz myself, and I suddenly felt this surge of a deep animalistic aggression, and from this poinT on I fucked Ramon with a deep sexual violence, really ramming into him with no thought, care, nor mercy. All my emotions from the past few months bubbled up and came from the power of my hips. I could hear Edward wailing in his office begging us to stop. But nothing was going to stop us now, especially as I could now feel my balls very quickly building up to release the highly charged FILTH! Now it was time to show Edward the final act. I withdrew my bloodied throbbing shaft from Ramon and got him to be on all fours sideways to the camera, making him at first lick my bloodied shaft clean, Ed watching on helplessly as his boy took to task. I moved back behind him and slammed in once again, this time holding still. - PiG, are you ready for my highly charged up T☢️XIC load? - Yes Sir. - Good boy. Now come up from your all fours pozition and kneel with my bleeding bloodied shaft imapled balls deep into your NEG cunT! - Yes Sir. As soon as our sweaty bodies were pressed against one another I wrapped my arms around him very tightly and turned my head slightly so my mouth was near his ear, and my eyes were subtly looking into the camera phone. I now began the final descent. Ramon was gonna get what he wanted, and I was making damn well sure Edward watched the whole damn poz show! 😈 It was only a few minutes in that I could feel myself getting VERY close to busting my nut. Giving out my first gifT of many! I spoke loud and clearly so all 3 of us in the room could hear; - Now I am getting VERY fucking close PiG ... BUT, you have got to really BEG Sir for what it is you really want, and you shall receieve it. - Oh Fuck ... Oh Fuck ... YES ... I have waited for this exact moment for years, to get knocked up. - Knocked up with what, PiG? - HIV Sir. - How badly do you want it? - I don't want it Sir, I NEED it. I really NEED you to infecT me with your strain of HIV Sir. PLEASE, infecT me. Charge me up and change me for good. Turn me into your nasTy dirTy poz PiG. Make me yours. PLEASE Sir, infecT me. Fucking breed my cunT NOW Sir. I am begging you ... PLEEEEEASE. Dump your nasTy filth DEEP inside my guts. - And if I dump my biohazardous T☢️XIC waste up your NEG cunT, who will you then completely belong to? - I will completely belong to you Sir. You will OWN me. No one else. PLEASE Sir, impregnate me with you gifT for eternity. InfecT me RIGHT NOW ... PLEEEEEEASE Sir. - It will be a complete pleasure PiG. Especially considering my viral load on Monday of this week stood at an obsecene SIX HUNDRED AND NINETY MILLION, with another poz blood slam receieved today. - Oh Good Lord NO. PLEASE STOP. Steven, I demand you stop fucking my boyfriend this second. Ramon, get out of there darling. Please go home NOW! This only served to make me fuck faster & harder, make my dick grow even thicker as much more blood got engorged into it with my nasTy excitement, and smirk wider into camera. I was now fucking with shorter harder strokes as my literal grip around Ramon's chest tightened. If he wanted to get away now, he would not be able to. I HAD him! - Are you ready for it boy? I'm EXTREMELY close now to cumming deep inside of your guts, highly likely infecting you with HIV which will include the aggressive CRF19 strain and different med resistant strains, plus HEP B & C, and maybe Syphilis too. If you want me to stop and pull out you have to say right this second, else you are gonna get it, and fucking get it damn good! - Sir I ... - Yes PiG-boy? - Sir, I want you to infecT me right now with all you have to give. Make me HIV positive. Go on. Turn me into your HIV Bitch. OWN me. Fucking BREED my NEG cunT. PLEEEEEASE Sir, I am begging you ... I NEED you to make me HIV positive. I NEED you to infecT me immeditaly, go on Sir .... Do IT! *Question is, should I now pull out?*

I think this will likely have only one (perhaps two) more parts. Enjoy. PART 3 Tony continued to whisper dirty stuff in Jake’s ear while casually playing with his own cock, which was sticking out of the zipper of his shorts. The tall guy in my ass felt amazing and I was loving having both of my holes filled with cock. The booty bump that Tony put under the tall guy’s foreskin was really kicking in hard, and my brain could only focus on one thing. COCK. COCK and more COCK. I desperately needed loads of cum in my pussy and couldn’t remember what other purpose I had, other than letting men use my holes to shove their dicks in and breed. The tall guy started to pick up the pace and said “you want my load, pig? Tell me what you want, you fucking whore.” He slowed down and continued to berate me “Come on faggot. If you don’t want it I’ll give my load to that other boy over there. He looks like he has a hungry pussy too.” Tall guy looked over at the other boy kneeling on the floor, still sucking the older daddy’s cock. "Your pussy hungry, bitch?” Deep moans came from a few feet away from me and the other boy said “fuck yes. I need cum in my hole.” Fuck. Someone else was going to take the load that my pussy desperately needed. No fucking way. That little bitch wasn’t getting this stud’s sperm. I desperately needed it inside me. My brain came out of its cock induced stupor and I moaned loudly. “Fuck bro, No! I gotta have it! Breed my cunt. Knock me up, I gotta get your load. I need your babies inside me.” He slapped my ass and laughed in a nasty way. “Fucking greedy little chem pig. You’re gonna get my load, don’t worry faggot.” He laughed again and picked up speed, holding on to my hips while he pounded my cunt mercilessly. I moaned loudly and kept begging him for his load, “come on dude, fuck my pussy, I gotta have it. Breed me! Fuck, yes, breed me stud!” My begging sent tall guy over the edge and he pounded me even harder, pulling his cock all the way out and immediately slamming it back inside, coming close to but never quite satisfying my greedy fagdump. Finally, he slammed into me a few more times, even harder than he had been doing and said “Gonna make your fucking cunt pregnant, whore. Here it comes.” He held his long, thin cock in my hole and I could feel it throbbing inside me. “Yes, yes yes! Knock me the fuck up, bro! I gotta have it. Keep fucking raping me! God I need cock. FUUUUUUUCK.” The guy had clearly shot a huge load up my ass, and it was all I could do to hold on to Jake’s waist. Jake stopped fucking my mouth and just held his cock still so I could slow down from the vibration I was feeling from the tina plus the fucking the tall guy had given me. He pulled his dick out of me quickly and spun me around, pulling Jakes dick out of my mouth. “Clean my cock, faggot.” He shoved his sperm covered cock in my mouth and I gobbled it down all the way down my throat. The tall guy slammed his dick in and out of my mouth a few times, then pulled it out and said “OK, pig, that’s enough.” He pulled up his jock and shorts and tucked his long cock in the pouch, and said “I gotta go, faggot. See ya round.” He bent down, looked me in the face and spat, saying “fucking whore.” He took off, leaving me standing in the middle of the bathroom floor, feeling a little woozy. I grabbed on to the metal partition between the sinks and the urinals and said “Guys, my head’s kinda spinning.” Jake and Tony laughed and Jake said “it’s ok bro. Take a deep breath. We got all night.” I held on to the metal partition and tried to catch my breath. Jake and Tony still had their dicks out and were both hard as a rock. My pussy was still really hungry and I realized that there were a some new guys in the room. The daddy getting his cock sucked by the other pig on the floor grunted, moaned and dumped his load in the boy’s mouth. He quickly packed his cock away and left while the boy on the floor stayed there, moaning and playing with his tits. Tony said “Go, pig. Now.” He pointed at the door and slapped me across the face playfully. I finally looked over at the three new guys, all early 20s college boys, one tall and skinny, the other two short and beefy, who were standing near the doorway, rubbing their dicks through their shorts. I walked over, just wearing my jock and knelt down in front of the three of them and reached for the one in the middle, one of the beefy guys. He unbuttoned his shorts and they fell to the floor. Faced with another fat uncut dick, I simply opened my mouth and swallowed it. I heard “suck it, faggot,” and he reached around the back of my head to roughly pull my mouth onto his cock. All the way down my throat in the first stroke. Heaven. He didn’t care what I wanted. A slut with a mouth was in front of him, so he was going to fuck it with his dick. I was just there to be a hole. His buddies pulled their cocks out and began to stroke them. The tall, skinny guy had an equally long and skinny cut cock and the other short beefy guy had a short, but impossibly fat dick. My pussy twitched in hoping I’d get it inside me. In the meantime, I concentrated on getting my face fucked by a really fat uncut cock, aka my new best friend. Jake and Tony walked over to where we were standing and Tony pushed Jake down onto the floor. He was a top to me, but to his Dad he was just a little pig boy, slut, whore cocksucker who occasionally needed to be reminded of his place. First via an unexpected booty bump and now by being “forced” to suck some stranger’s cock. Jake let the tall guy shove his long, thin dick down his throat and started to moan. He was kneeling on the concrete floor next to me, spun cocksuckers hypnotized by the delicious cocks using our mouths for their owners’ pleasure. Suddenly, I felt another presence on the other side of me. The twink boy who’d been sucking cock when we first entered was on the other side of me, trying desperately to get the enormously fat cock of the third college boy in his mouth. He was a small kid, perhaps 18 or 19, and not more than 5’4” tall. He had a really cute face and a chest covered in blonde fur. If I was in a top mood, he’d be a boy I’d love breeding, but he, Jake and I were all kneeling on a dirty concrete bathroom floor sucking their cocks. Bunch of faggot bottom boys. After a few minutes of cocksucking and loud moans coming from almost everyone in the room, the guy I was sucking turned to Tony and said “Can we fuck your faggots?” Tony laughed and said “only two of them are mine, but sure. I don’t think any of them will object to getting a nice load of sperm in his cumdump. Stand up pigs.” We all stood up and each one of us turned around so the guys could easily access our pussies. I could hear the guy behind me spitting on his dick, and he reached out to feel my hole and said “nice, I got the pre lubed model. Ready or not, faggot, I’m fuckin your cunt.” He slammed his long fat dick in my hole, not really caring if I was opened up. I knew this was going to be a brutal fuck. He was showing off for his buddies, and we all knew it. The tall guy was balls deep in Jake “fuck dude, this one is lubed up too. What a bunch of fucking sluts.” The little Twink kid squealed as the third guy’s absurdly fat cock was lubed up from a bottle he brought with him. Tony walked over to the top and whispered in his ear. I saw him hand something to the guy and he laughed. Another booty bump. The kid was gonna need it. He was pretty small and the cock the guy was trying to shove up his ass was enormous. But he looked like he’d been around the block a time or thirty and knew his way around getting a cock up his ass. Tony pulled out a bottle of poppers and I could hear the kid take 5 or 6 enormous hits off the bottle. He sighed and the guy behind him just sighed and said "holy fuck. No one’s ever taken my cock so easily before. What a filthy whore. Dude, your boy’s a fucking whore.” He and Tony both laughed and the guy started his fucking rhythm to match his buddies who were fucking me and Jake. I could hear the kid next to me say “FUCCCCCCCK,” and I knew the booty bump Tony gave him was kicking in. Now we were all spun to one degree or another and doing what dirty faggots do. Get fucked up the ass in a sleazy public toilet. The three of them were clearly really turned on by the situation and I knew they wouldn’t take long to breed us. The one fucking me went first. He was moaning loudly and started to speed up his merciless pounding of my cunt. I was having a hard time standing up, and started to beg him for his load. “Fuck me bro. Give me another load. I need to get knocked up. Gotta have your babies. Gotta get bred. Make me pregnant.” I kept up with an endless stream of filthy talk to get him to the edge so he’d give me his hot college boy load. Finally after a few minutes he started to jackhammer my cunt and then held still. I could feel his enormous prick throbbing in my cunt and knew he was adding his DNA to my hole. For a second I wished I was a girl so I could get knocked up for real, over and over again. He held his cock inside me and I could feel it still pulsing, throbbing in my cunt. Then the tall guy who was fucking Jake started his ride down the roller coaster. He loudly whispered “fuck dude, I’m coming. Take. My. Fucking. LOAD, YOU WHORE!” I looked over and I could see his nuts pulling up every time he shot a volley of cum into Jake’s pussy. The guy inside me was still hard and slowly fucking my cunt, frothing up the loads that were inside my hole. Finally it was the turn of the guy with the giant dick fucking the little furry Twink. He didn’t say anything, but we were all watching him pummel the kid’s hole. I couldn’t believe he was taking that huge cock so well. Finally the guy held still and I knew he was breeding the kid with a giant load of cum to match his giant dick. Finally they all pulled out, pulled up their jocks and shorts and left without a word. The furry kid turned and got on his knees immediately, shoving his cute face up against my pussy, sucking the loads of sperm out of me. I reached around and pulled his face into my hole so he could mine for jizz gold inside my cunt. Jake and Tony were making out and walked over to where I was so I could hold onto them while my pussy got eaten. I was in fucking heaven, spun out of my head and turned on like I’d never been before. Finally he slowed down and stood up, passing me a nice huge snowball of cum into my mouth. We made out for a minute or two, passing the cum loads back and forth between us until they were gone. He walked over to the corner and grabbed a backpack, pulling out a jockstrap which he pulled on around his pretty, completely soft cock and big beautiful furry butt. Tony walked up to him and said “you ready to go, sport?” “I sure am, Dad. I had a great time tonight.” Tony laughed and smiled. He could see me, shocked again, and said “yeah, this one is mine too. Gabe, say hi to Adam. He’s coming home with us. Aren’t you, Adam?” I was completely shocked but my pig brain said “am I?” I grinned like an idiot and said “Sure!” I pulled up my jockstrap and Gabe and I walked out of the bathroom, arm in arm, making out. I grabbed my shorts from the trunk and put them on, but left my tank top off. Standing by my car, Tony walked up to Gabe and said “why don’t you ride with Adam. You boys can get to know each other better. We’ll meet you back at the house.” Tony reached over and kissed Gabe deeply, and I could see Tony playing with Gabe’s pussy again. He moaned. “Daddy! Come on! Let’s go. You can have my hole whenever you want.” Tony laughed and slapped his butt cheek. “I can’t resist that big, furry ass of yours. OK, son. See you there.” Then he turned to kiss me and said “get a move on. My cock needs your cunt, boy.” I smiled and kissed him back, hard on the mouth. “We’ll be right behind you, Sir.” I got in the car thinking how lucky I was to have a week off work. Gabe reached over to play with my cock while I was driving and I could see I was in for a long, fun night.

I may get hard during foreplay, especially if kissing is involved. That gets me totally hard. Other than though, I'm always soft during a fuck. In fact, I really hate it when a top fucking me tries to play with my dick. I've always gotten my pleasure from my hole, so during a fuck all my focus is on my hole and his cock. The more he uses me, and the less he pays attention to my junk, the better a fuck it is for me. I don't need to cum. I get all my pleasure from getting bred by my top.

So this is just the foreplay. Would love some feedback as there are so many directions to go after this. Thanks for reading. -sewerffag@gmail.com I’ll just get right down to it, cuz that’s what we’re here for right? So my meth dealer is fucking sexy/sleazy/I’d fuck him when I’m sober/I drool over him when high and is the kinda confident macho bro that knows it. I’d guess he’s right around 40 but his demeanor and look is younger, as if he’s not maturing past his early 30s. He works out plenty, and while he's definitely always high, he handles his drug well, so well that he’s made it apart if his swagger, upping his sex appeal (course this aspect probably only appeals to meth users). Now, he’'s definitely straight because he always has hungry, territorial bitches hangin on him when I come to pick up, but like most straight guys who know they're hot, hung, and have an inflated ego (false or otherwise) he teases the fags shamelessly. Whores for attention, and I’m a sucker for an attention whore. One Friday afternoon when I am over to pick up, I know he’s horny and in a mood because he is shirtless and wearing these navy blue Gym shorts (why is it always gym shorts?) that he sags, showing off some nice furry crack and about an inch of what looks like dingy CK boxer briefs. I’ve seen these shorts numerous times but it dawns on me just now that if he didn’t sag them so much they’d only fall to about mid thigh, peculiarly short for such a bro. In any case his huge cock flops visibly around in them when he saunters towards me, his muscled ass stretching the worn navy nylon in the back, and a few holes show flesh or underwear beneath. Without fail he always manages to bend over or squat at least once each visit in locations that are blatant appeals to my obvious faggot desires. Sure, he knows that I know that he knows I’d get on my knees and beg for it if he allowed me the opportunity, but what he doesn’t know are the all the diverse and extreme ways I would beg to service him. It is this knowledge, this indecorous depravity, that allows me to barely maintain my confidence around him. I was sure that if given the chance and motivation I could blow his mind by getting him to blow his load in 3 minutes or less, and change his life forever. The fucker sure gives me a run for my money though...those first few clouds he offers me, knowing I haven't smoked in a while so he can watch me go from composed business-casual gay to sweaty, needy, chemwhore in 60 seconds flat. I just can't help it. That bitch Tina immediately hijacks my brain, silencing any self control, dignity or hesitations and ignites a pathetic hunger, an inexhaustible need… My eyes (and my kunt) dilate, my cock twitches, and I salivate from both holes and my cock all at once. Unconsciously I rub my inner thigh and readjust my cum swollen balls and swelling cock. I know that I'm staring at him, at his muscles as he flexes his arms ripping the bong, the size of his hands, and then my eyes following the massive cloud he blows purposely down onto his crotch. The perfectly timed twitch of his cock through the swirling smoke, a trap I realize immediately when he snickers and my eyes snap to his leering back at me. Without breaking eye contact he leans forward, let’s spreading wider (those fucking gym shorts!) and passes me the bong. “Here ya go man, best shit I’ve had in a while. Been making me wicked horny all day. Take a couple good rips off that while I weigh you out.” I don’t even hesitate or don’t break eye contact till he smiles and looks away to go about our transaction. Torch clicks, crystal melts, chamber fills and I suck that bong like the glass cock it is. He watches me exhale a thick cloud even bigger than his and whistles. I’m already power lunging my 3rd rip when he leans back into his chair, folding his beefy arms behind his buzzed sandy blonde head and exposing those ripe pits. He slouches more, legs spreading further and crotch pushing forward even more and resumes his leering as I exhale... even more slowly this time, letting the smoke ooze from my mouth while meeting his domineering gaze. At this point I don't really care that he's smirking down at me, in fact it does exactly what it’s meant to: makes me want him, to submit to him more, helplessly falling deeper into his well practiced thrall. Now, as an unwavering, no reciprocation necessary, worshiper-of-cock kind of cocksucker, I have no problem dropping to my knees and servicing any man who knows how to put my grateful holes to good use but in my experience (or my assumptions) not many straight men really know about us faggots and/or just aren't interested. This guy though? I’d bet my left nut he knows exactly what to do with me. I pass the bong back to him and it’s then I realize there’s no one else in the house for once...just him and those fucking gym shorts with that big old dick print and some ripe fucking pits. Usually, I come in, give him cash, smoke a few hits and then leave, but this time he has invited me in, sat me on his couch across from him and is casually getting me twisted bong high. “So Cassandra thinks you’re a faggot” he states. “She says you’re kind occasionally come into her club cuz they’re still closeted and trying to play it straight in front of their bro friends. ‘They’re always so awkward and never want a lap dance but they always tip real well,’ she says. You ever had that experience?” He more insinuates than asks. “No actually, I embraced my faggotry at a young age so I never had to ‘fake it.’ More often I am the person those bros call when they leave the club. All horned up, buzzed, and looking to use some hungry hole or be serviced with out the emotional shit their women make them go through,” Hell if he thought he would catch me off guard and shame me into…whatever he had in mind, he thought wrong. This response shocked him for a moment as he coughed and sputtered out his cloud, looked at me dead on checking to make sure I wasn’t bullshitting him, and then smiled. “So after Cassandra told me this, I did a little research. Fuckin Tumblr opened my eyes real wide. I’ll admit I had no idea you guys really existed…and what really got me going is that you exist to worship, service, whatever the fuck I want. The moment you walked in today I knew Cassie was right and that you will gratefully do whatever I tell you.” The fact that this last part was a statement and not a question made me whimper under my breath. He passed me back the bong and said, “Finish that faggot. I can tell you’re about to loose your shit just being in my presence and for what I have in mind, I want you all ready to go. Then you can show me if you faggots are worth a real man’s time. “

Jack was bored with life. He was an adult but he was still living with his parents. He had a good job at the local hospital and could afford his own place but, his parents were guilting him to stay. They were taking most of his pay for rent and utilities, mostly because they did not want to spend their money anymore. They also had child protection on all the computers in the house, even Jack's. It was done through the WiFi some how, like the one where he worked. He worked overtime as much as possible because he had nothing else to do. He wanted to go out and meet people. He wasnted to get laid. He was 20 and still a virgin. You see there were lots of women around. Jack was pansexual but liked guys best. He wanted to meet guys to fuck around with. He wanted his first to be a guy. His community no one was openly gay, bi or pan and no one talked about the subject. He told his parents and they just said it was youthful rebellion. Jack was in great shape, played a lot of sports in school and used to take MMA lessons until he graduated from Trade School and had to work full time. His parents thought that no one who did all that could be into men. They were not even religious or anything. They just were stupid. They spoiled his younger brother and sister, twins, and they became brats. They were 18 and still not adults. Jack decided to just go to bed after work tonight. He ate dinner at the hospital canteen took a shower and went to bed. He was not ready for sleep just yet though. He had a hidden compartment in his bed where he kept something he had fond a while ago. Someone had dropped it or tried to get rid of it and Jack found it. It was a porno collection but not a normal one. It was a collection of stories and pictures downloaded from the internet and printed out. It was all about men getting "pozzed." Jack had read every story so many times he had them memorized. He knew every detail of the pictures. He knew about the tattoos of scorpions and biohazard symbols. He knew some of the stories were fictions but, a couple were true accounts. Those were favorites of his. Jack read those tonight. He was reading them more and more recently. His desire for him to be the one getting pozzed was getting stronger. He knew that he wanted this more than anything. He thought it would never happen though. He resigned himself to the fantasy. He stroked his hard dick until he csme into his blankets. He went to sleep with the feeling of his cum rubbing against his leg. He liked how it felt. He thought this would be his only source of happiness for a while. Little did he know that fates were working to change things for him. Part 2 coming soon

Certainly anyone who nags or tries to use shame to coerce someone to have sex - in ANY role - is in the wrong, and if it's repetitive enough, grounds for blocking/avoiding. That said: I will speak from the perspective of someone who's in his mid/late fifties, who's been out for right at forty years, and who himself is essentially all bottom. As we bottoms age, our opportunities for goodly amounts of sex shrink. There are always far more bottoms than tops, anywhere you go (especially if you count the "bottom/versatile" men who are technically versatile but top maybe once for every two hundred times or more that they bottom). While there are certainly some tops who'll say "I prefer older guys because they know how to take a fuck" - and a small percentage of younger tops are actually more turned on by gray hair and the like, in my experience far more tops relish the thought of the new, the un-broken-in, the eye candy that marks them as the stud who landed the hot boy. So opportunities are going to start drying up - not necessarily tomorrow, or next month, or even next year. But at some point, it's going to happen. And if you've been the sort of bottom that never, ever would top another bottom, even if you're more than adequately equipped to do so and capable from the standpoint of maintaining an erection, then you certainly won't have any ground to stand on hoping someone *else* is going to switch to top *you*. And if you're okay with that - recognizing that at a certain point your sex live is going to markedly dwindle and continue to do so for the rest of your life - then get whatever you can while you can. Because that bottom/versatile guy you turned down the opportunity to flip-fuck when you were 30 is probably not going to be in the mood to top you when you're 55 or 60. And neither will the 20-somethings, 30-somethings, 40-somethings, etc. that themselves are refusing to top each other, much less us "oldies". And obviously, yes, there are exceptions. Just don't count on being one of them as your sexual equivalent of a retirement plan.

i wish that was my ass

Cum should never be wasted. The idea of spitting out a load you’ve been fed strikes me as very disrespectful. I’ve never spit out a load. Not even once. Whenever possible, I intensify the moment for my feeder (and myself) by placing his open hand on my throat so he can feel me swallow his seed - preferably while looking him in the eyes. Most guys that I’ve done that for said it’s the first time they experienced it and that they liked it.

Chapter 72; *Ramon's parTy invite* Two weeks had passed since I returned to work after my two weeks off, thus is had been two weeks since Uncle Todd had been taken into hospital. One week after admission Uncle Ayan informed me that he Uncle Todd was still in intensive care, that he had now lost his sight, and his CD4 now stood at 0. Today (Monday) after two weeks since his admission I asked after Uncle Todd, only to be told very quickly that he was comfortable, and that I need not ask again. Uncle Ayan seemed to have closed down from anyone knowing more details. Tuesday morning came and it had been 16 days since Ramon had taken a blood slam from Uncle Todd with my nasTy T☢️XIC filth, and he today had woken up feeling flu like, very achy and he felt freezing cold, even though his skin felt very hot to the touch. His sexy olive skinned chest was also sporting a rash. He went to bed that Tuesday evening a number of hours before his usual bed time. He felt absolutely fucking dreadful. But this was just the beginning 😈 During the night he woke several times drenched in severe nightsweats, and for the next two weeks he was constantly sweating heavily, at night, and during his waking hours. A week before Ramon's fuck flu started he had arranged with Aiden to do a dancing gig at Aiden's club on the following Friday night, and now it was Wednesday morning the day after his Fuck flu had commenced the dancing gig was now only two days away. Just like he did with me Aiden sent out an invite in name of the much sought after prize in the city; Edward's boy, that everyone knew was completely out of bounds, until now that is. The invite read as follows; <><><><><><><><> Good afternoon patrons, Friday the 12th of September will see a double dance act perform. The supporting act sees the return of Stevie-boy, the English PiG who arrived here two months ago that you wonderful P☣️Z PiGs knocked up. And headlining the dance show will be none other than Ramon, Edward's boy! Ramon & Edward are still together, but due to a change in circumstances this HoT piece of highly sought after NEG MeaT is available from this night onwards. At the time of this invite Ramon is NEG, however the usual parTy rule of absolutely NO condoms permitted will remain enforced, so come and corrupt the active bug chaser with your T☢️XIC DNA! Reserve your tickets the usual way. Tickets available until midday on the day of performance. The parTy will begin from 10pm last right through until 10am, with the performance beginning at 10.30pm. <><><><><><><><> Aiden checked ticket sales 1 hour after he sent out the parTy invite, and he had completely SOLD OUT, with emails already pouring in saying they tried to get a ticket but it was displaying as sold out within 20 minutes of the tickets going on sale. Well, everybody in the city had been hankering after the sexy bubble assed Latino PiG for years, and now everybody was being presented with a golden opportunity to USE the ass that had all this time been strictly prohibited. Aiden made a decision and sent out an update; <><><><><><><><> Good afternoon once again patrons, Some of you will be aware that all 100 tickets sold out within 20 minutes. We at Aiden's club always set that limit as we like to try and create as much space as possible. However, we realise that this is an extremely special event so 50 more tickets will be going on sale. Grab them whilst you can because once they are gone, that is it, there will be no more tickets to be made available. <><><><><><><><> Within 10 minutes of these additional 50 tickets going on sale, they too had also sold out in super quick time. 150 citywide P☣️Z locals all coming to watch Ramon dance, and then, FUCK him. Of the 150 parTy goers 66 had either never been on meds, or been off of them for 2+ years, 53 had been off of meds for 6+ months, and the remaining 31 poz fuckers decided that on the day they bought their ticket to stop their meds as to hopefully be at least partly charged up for the gig in 16 days time. Edward came into the bedroom with some soup, and yet another wet cold flannel to cool a very much overheated Ramon down; - Hey Darling, how are you feeling? - Fucking dreadful Daddy *he said in a feeble croaky voice* - Here's some soup. Edward mopped his boy's red hot forehead with a cold flannel ... - I just called Aiden and said that you are too unwell to dance on Friday. I guess Stevie will have to go solo again. As soon as Edward left the room the sero converting Ramon was on his phone sending a message to Aiden; "Hey Aiden, it's Ramon. I understand my silly boyfriend Edward has said I am too sick to dance on Friday. I am indeed very sick. I am in bed with the fuck flu. A couple of weeks ago I was fucked multiple times and received blood slams from someone who is highly infectious. I KNOW what is happening now is definitely the fuck flu. However, no matter how awful I am feeling Friday evening I shall be there. My dance parTy is STILL going ahead. Maybe some meTh could help 😈 I shall see you then."

Chapter 63; *Ramon's disappearance* I was literally now only about 20 seconds from cumming and my side stare into camera became even more arrogant with poor Ed crying. Well, if he wasn't going to knock up his bug chasing boyfriend someone eventually would do the deed for him! 😈 My breath now started to become extremely erratic, my entire body began to tense, and my 20 second countdown continued. I carried on fucking this hot NEG PiG for around another 15 seconds ... ... 5 ... 4 ... 3 ... My breathing was now all over the place and every muscle in my T☢️XIC body fully tensed until they could not tense anymore ... ... 2 - YES Sir ... Flood my guts ... Give me your virus! 1 ... ... I slammed in and held in balls deep as my orgasm officially began. I could feel my bloodied T☢️XIC poz Dick throb, twitch and pulsate as it started to unleash it's now extremely powerfully potent seed absolutely bursting with the HIV that this NEG piGGy craved and so much more. I felt him all of a sudden shudder with his whole body opening up which saw his NEG cunT backing down as far on my poz Dick as it would go. I thought I was all the way in, but greedy poz loving Ramon made sure he swallowed up the last half inch of my fuck weapon as my perineum continued to propel my death-seed spraying deep inside his guts. He tilted his head back to rest on my shoulder and looked into camera, his smile beaming with pure euphoria; - Oh YES ... Oh Fuck YES ... I feel your P☣️Z dick throbbing deep inside of my NEG cunT ... Thank you for gifTing me your wonderful DNA ... SIR! He continued to smile into camera, looking at his boyfriend Edward who was now sobbing hysterically; - I am coming home right now, and we are going straight to the emergency room for PEP. Once my entire load was implanted deep inside of my first ever gifTee I turned my new PiG and I around so we were both once again facing the camera head on. My right hand delved into his Jock Strap and started to milk his perineum which caused him to yelp; - What are you doing to him? I scooped up the flowing Gono pus into my hand and showed it to the camera. - Look what I have here Ed. - Is that my my Ramon's cum? - No, that is his Gono pus that I gifTed to him on Monday. Not a very attentive boyfriend are you for not noticing. I withdrew my still fully erect bloodied T☢️XIC Dick and fingered the Gono pus into Ramon's battered cunT. - I've seen quite enough, I am coming home! And with that Edward abruptly ended the call. My PiG cleaned up my bloodied cummy P☣️Z meaT, we then cuddled and kissed, and then he was in a sudden extreme rush to leave; - I'd love to stay, even stay the night, even the entire weekend, BUT, I know I will be dragged to the emergency room, and I don't want that. He gave me a gentle kiss, smiled sweetly, got dressed, and fled. 20 minutes later there was an insane banging on my door. I went to answer it and could see through the spy hole that it was Edward. Time to face the music. I opened up and he stormed in marching into every room like a demented Chicken! - Where is he. What have you done with him? - He left 20 minutes ago, is he not next door? - No. Damn you Steven! DAMN you! He frantically tried calling his Latino cutie, but his phone was switched off. - If he calls you or shows up, you make sure he comes home. DAMN you Steven! He left in a fit of anger. As soon as he did I sent some app messages to the sexy boy, but it was clear his phone was switched off as that 'one tick' remained meaning not only had the messages not been read, but not even been delivered. I was now of course curious too to what was happening. It was now 1am and I was thinking about turning in to go to sleep, it had been a heck of a day. My Doctor Fuck, learning of my new MASSIVE leap in my viral load, and potentially pozzing up Ramon, when talk of the devil a message from him came through. ''Hey SEXY Sir. Thank you so MUCH for today. Your wonderful dirTy nasTy load is still buried deep within my piGGy NEG guts. I HOPE they won't be neg for long. As soon as I left yours I went home and grabbed some vital pieces; Money, house keys, phone charger, some clothes and toiletries then fled the building to a nearby Coffeshop. I called Uncle Todd and told him that I needed somewhere desparately to stay for a few nights but not to tell Edward if he called him asking where I was. He did call Uncle Todd but true to his word he feigned ignorance. I have explained everything to Uncle Todd and Uncle Ayan, and they are very supportive, and we have all chatted a lot, about the pros and cons of being poz, and everything else in between. I asked them if you could come over at some poinT during the weekend as I'd love to see you. I would love for you to fuck me again, maybe even take a blood slam from you. I want your HIV to take hold of me, claim me. I am going to turn my phone off now as I already have 47 voicemails from Edward. I shall turn my phone on briefly in the morning to see if you have replied. I HOPE you do. With much Love, YOUR nasTy PiG!''

Right? That shiny wedding band right next to my face, it makes me all the more hornier and tickles my mind even more when I know this guy indeed is cheating on his wife because he couldn't keep his horniness locked in, that I service him and provide something he doesn't get. And the cherry on top of that is when they also told me they have indeed sired sons. That's what I think about when I stare at their wedding rings as well and really suck their virile cum out of them. Oh the really discreet ones are so much fun! Short but intense. I remember some Turkish fathers who were just horny and wanted to try my mouth and a really really randy Polish and another Bulgarian guy who were probably so frustrated by their lack of wife pussy that they came in me in like 2min haha

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Chapter 57; *Ramon's offer* My weekend was uneventful. Even the few messages from my boyfriend Lew back at home did not pique my interest as all I could think about was last weekend at the warehouse parTy, and my my time after with Uncle Jim. As a Dom Top if there was anyone I could truly sub for long term, it was him. Monday quickly came and before I knew it I found myself in the waiting room at the clinic for a short wait, having just filled in a questionnaire at reception; - Mr Reef!? - Yes. I stood up, grabbed my bag, and walked towards the devilishly handsome Doctor. I'd not seen him before. - Hello, lovely to meet you, would you like to follow me please. The Doctor turned so he now had his back to me as he led the way to the consultation room. I found myself admiring his high tight ass that sit perfectly underneath his brown corduroy trousers. Fuck, I would love to tap that. Maybe he had called me in to give him a good breeding. We reached the room and he opened the door; - In here ... Please take a seat. - Thank you. - Did you have a good weekend? - Non eventful really, just a quiet one at home. - Okay, right. I was reading through your file last week and noted we didn't do the usual routine swabs of the throat, anus, and penis, and everything considered I think it would be wise to get them done. - Sure. That was my Gono & Syphilis infections soon to be busted what with the unmistakable Gono pus discharge and Syphilis sores that had both taken up residence in and on my poz Dick. - I also see from the questionnaire you filled out at reception that since we done your initial bloodwork that you have had hundreds of partners, and have been receptive with Oral & Anal sex, have participated in FFisting, and had Chemsex. Does that sound accurate to you? - Yes Sir ... I mean, yes it does. Ooooops, a Freudian slip there which made the Doctor smile. - Okay, then I think it is a good idea we repeat all your blood tests, and get you back next week for the results, and to discuss treatment for all of the infections. I was made to pull down my trousers behind the curtain and lay on the examination table. Keeping in line with testing protocol I had my inflamed sore Penis, Throat, and cunT swabbed, had my bloods taken, then was made to wait in the waiting room again for a little while longer this time. Once again the handsome Doctor called me into his consultation room; - Well Mr Reef, as I am sure you are aware, we found Gonorrhoea in your Penis, but, you are also positive in your throat and rectum. We shall give you some antibiotics via an injection to cover for that, but you must abstain from sex for at least the next 72 hours. We will also treat your anal warts today with liquid nitrogen, and I'll give you a shot for the Syphilis too. I received two antibiotic injections in my glute muscles to treat the Gono & Syphilis, and had my cunT warts frozen with the liquid nitrogen which stang like hell. - I have made two follow up appointments for you, with the first for this Friday at 12pm to inspect your Penis & Anus for the current active infections, see if you are responsive to treatment, and next Monday at 2pm for your blood test results. I will be requiring you to douche for Friday's appointment as I will be carrying out a thorough examination of your rectum! After todays appointment I went home, made a cup of tea, and spent some time messaging people, including my boss Ayan who wanted me back in to work next Monday when the clinic wanted me to come in for results / treatment discussion. He replied saying that I could also have that day off, BUT, Uncle Todd will be coming with me to my appointment. Having been home a few hours there was a knock at the door. Looking through the spy hole I saw it was my bug chasing neighbour. - Hey Ramon, what's up? - Can I come in, I NEED to speak with you? - Sure, of course you can. As soon as we arrived into my living room he stripped down to a tight fitting white Jock Strap that framed that perfect bubble Latino ass of his perfectly. His NEG Latino ass! He had not uttered a word. He got down on all four's, arched his lower back which thrust that olive skinned NEG ass of his out into the open, ready for taking; - Edward has gone out for a few hours, and I know you are very recently infected and extremely T☢️XIC with what I want, and NEED. I am douched, and have taken a toothbrush to my cunT until I saw red on the bristles. Knock me up stud. Give to me what my boyfriend refuses to. Show me who the real boss is around here. FUCK, I had to abstain from sex for 72 hours, and already temptation and been strewn onto my path. My poz Dick leapt to full mast in a heartbeat within my Gono pus sodden underwear. I knelt between his legs, spreading them wide apart as possible, stuck two fingers inside him, loacted his prostate, and slowly rubbed it. This boy was super tight with his soft velvety wet and warm NEG cunT clamped firmly around my two fingers, and it wasn't long before he was moaning very loudly. Not that I had to worry about the neigbours hearing. 😉 Upon taking my fingers out they were unmistakably coated with his cunT blood. Indeed he was fully PrEPared. It was very clear he knew exactly what he wanted. I licked my bloody fingers which did not help the temptation that lay before me as they smelt and tasted very sweet, like a spring honey. Should I knock this sexy bitch up right now, or make him wait?

8. Shotgun Doesn't Count "Spunk-coated velvet." "First time here, boy?" the other man asked. "Yeah," I said. "I go to college with Seth." "You're a senior?" "No," I said. "Freshman." It was weird to have such a casual conversation with Sarge's cock still in my ass. But the men were so casual. "Nice. A freshman," he said. "I knew you'd like him, Doug," Sarge said. "And he'll love what you have." "You know how I like to share," Doug said. He still had the boy nestled between his legs, his lips stretched around Doug's cock. It wasn't massive, but neither was it small. It was more than enough to fuck me. I bottomed out on Sarge's cock. It was surprisingly hard for a man who had just cum. My head cleared for a moment, and I looked over Doug again. He was older, but still quite muscular. He had brown hair that was already flecked with grey. There was an impressively flat stomach, with the familiar "99" inked above his navel, and the biohazard tattoo below it. My ass twitched. "I think he wants your dick," Sarge said. "His ass is twitching." I was still staring at Doug and the boy sucking him off. It seemed so natural to be doing it, even having people watch you. I wasn't even sure if I would mind someone taking pictures or a video. I almost wanted to show off. I was letting all these hot men fuck me. I was proud of my conquests. Doug turned to the boy between his legs. "I think Kenta deserves this load, Clint," he said. Clint pulled off of Doug's cock. "I think you can make him very happy," he said. He turned to me. "Doug's got a gift for fucking." "And at the end, a very special gift for Kenta," Doug said. Cal stood up. He was wearing a small black jockstrap, with soccer shoes and shin guards. "Take care of him," he said to me, as he walked away. "I'm sure you will," Sarge said. He lifted me up off his cock. He made sure that none of his cum dripped out, but I still felt empty after he had pulled out. "He's all yours," Sarge said, as I stood up. He pushed me towards Doug. I stumbled towards the older man, almost falling on his lap. "Careful there," Doug said, and guided me back down to where Clint had been kneeling. In front of me was his erect cock, still wet with Clint's spit. "Why don't you lick off Clint's spit. Lubricate it with your own fluid." I leaned in and kissed the tip. There was a tiny bead of pre-cum there, slightly bitter and salty. I licked it up, wishing that there was more. "Ahh, yeah," Doug moaned, and put his hand on the back of my head. "Take it all, boy," he said, and forced me down on his cock. He pushed it all in. It slid right past my tonsils and into my throat. "Mmmmmmph," I grunted, as I struggled not to gag on his shaft. "That's it," he said. He was strong. I tried to raise my head just enough to get some relief from his throat fucking, but I was no match for him. "It's ok. I love it when you choke on it." He held a bottle under my nose. I inhaled as best I could; with his cock buried deep in my throat, it was hard to breathe. I was quickly thankful for the poppers' help. I felt my throat relax, and then my panic disappeared. I didn't even mind when another inch of Doug's cock slid into me. It was just a crazy dream, and the effects on my body were strangely distant. "That's it boy. It's your cock. Embrace your slut." The poppers were back under my nose. This time I was a greedy pig, and huffed deep. "The more, the better," Doug said. "It's only going to help." On his advice, I took another hit. After my lungs were full, he took the bottle, and held it under his nose. He inhaled almost as long as I did, and then held it. I was on my knees and my head was spinning. I wanted his dick, but when I leaned in to suck on it, he held my head back. "Wait," he said. He put away the poppers, then stood up from the couch. His dick was now exactly level with my mouth. "Now," he said. "Suck it." I opened my mouth and tried to swallow the entire length of Doug's stiff shaft. It hit the back of my throat, and I gagged. "It's ok," Doug said. "Boys like you gag a lot. As I said. I don't mind." He grabbed the back of my head, and pulled me down on his shaft. I tried to fight it, but he was bigger and stronger than I was. "Relax," he whispered softly. "Relax." Yet, he still held me down, forcing his cock into my throat. It was rough and intense, and despite my struggles, I was secretly glad he was holding me down. I wanted to be used by these men, even if it was occasionally intense or difficult. "Relax," he repeated. "You're doing great." "Mmmmmph," I groaned. He pulled his dick out, but it was barely enough to clear my tonsils. At least I could breathe again, and I tried my best to inhale fresh air. But Doug knew what he was doing, and as I inhaled, he had the poppers under my nose. I didn't care. The drugs would help me relax. "That's it. Breathe the poppers. Then breathe my dick." I kept on inhaling. Of course, this time, the poppers didn't seem to make any difference. I was still on my knees, and Doug's cock was still tickling the back of my throat. "Almost there," Doug said, and put the bottle under my other nostril. I continued to inhale, hungry for the mind-numbing effects of the poppers. Finally, he took the bottle, and did a hit himself. He grabbed my head with both hands, and rammed his dick all the way down my throat. It was at that moment that the poppers took effect. The experience shifted. It wasn't a brutal throat-rape any longer. Instead, it was how a cocksucker pleased a man. If Doug wanted it, I was going to let him have it. "Oh yeah, cocksucker," he moaned. "Fucking warm throat." He was thrusting his hips back and forth. I did my best not to gag, and forced myself to keep my mouth open. The last thing I wanted to do was to accidentally bite his glorious manhood. "Is your hole this good?" he asked. I nodded as best I could, and he acknowledged it by pushing his dick all the way down my throat, and holding it. "Fuck yeah, cocksucker," he moaned. I wanted to breathe, but Doug's pleasure was far more important. The only thing I could think about was making him happy. At least he had the presence to hold my head down, making sure I wouldn't pull off in a fit of self-centeredness. "Not going to breed him?" a voice behind me said. I tried to turn to see who was speaking, but Doug held me in place. "We're getting to that," Doug said. "Plenty of time for everything tonight." "Hate to see that load go to waste. Plenty of boys hungry for your gift," the man continued. "Not an issue," Doug said. He pushed his cock back in my throat, and held it. The poppers had done their work, and his shaft slid smoothly into the depth of my throat. It was uncomfortable and I was scared he was going to choke me, but I was loving how it felt to deep-throat a real man. It took a while, but I finally did start to gag. I could barely breathe, and Doug's cock was thick and hard. Doug noticed, and released his grip on my head. I pulled off, and coughed. "Let's get you fucked up?" Doug said. "Please," I said. Doug sat back down on the couch, just like he had been when the other boy had fucked him. "Get on, boy," he said, pointing at his cock. It was sticking straight up. It was glistening with my spit. "Hope you got it lubed up," Doug continued. "Because that's all you're going to get." I just stared at his perfection. He had the perfect amount of fur across his chest. It was flecked with just enough grey to show his experience, and it was spread across his hard muscles. His dick was stiff and hard, like a man's cock should be. He was so much of what I was not, I could help but want to be his. "Please," I finally whispered. In the background, the music was still playing. All around me, there were muffled grunts of agony as a boy got himself fucked deep, and loud moans of pleasure, as a daddy got his penis pleasured. Despite Doug's soft-spoken nature, I still heard him over the ambient sex-sounds. "Get on boy." I climbed back on to the sofa, straddling his legs, and bending down to feel his cockhead against my hole. He was a man. He didn't have to do anything other than have a cock. It was my job to take it, and I wouldn't ask him to sacrifice anything for my protection. "Please," I whispered again, swaying back and forth, up and down against his dick. "Do it boy," he said. "Sit on it. Fuck yourself on my dick." I reached down and held his dick still. It was impressively stiff; it would be easy for it to penetrate me. I rubbed it against my hole for a few seconds, just enough to open me back up, and for a bit of the semen in my hole to drip out and coat his dick. It felt good, but only reminded me how empty I was. I lined up his dick and lowered my ass. His dick pressed against my hole. I opened up readily, letting his dickhead, and then his shaft into already well-used ass. "Oh yeah, boy," Doug said. "Come on. Let me in." Another few inches disappeared into my hole. "Don't be ashamed. It's ok to be cock-hungry." I stopped trying to pace it, and just sat on his dick. His balls pressed against my hole, and his dickhead was deep inside of me. "Fuck," he grunted. "You've got so much cum up there." "Please," I grunted. I could only think about his dick inside me, and how badly I wanted his load. "Fuck me. Breed me." "Hell yeah," Doug said. He grabbed my hips. His hands were warm and strong. He held me in place as he stroked his dick in and out of me. I could feel something slide back and forth inside of me, squishing around Doug's engorged dickhead. "Feel that?" Doug asked. I nodded. "That's sperm. In your guts. It's so fucking hot, isn't it?" I nodded again. "Let's add some more to your collection, huh?" I nodded once more. The only thing that mattered was fucking myself on his cock. "Hungry, aren't you?" he asked. I nodded. "Let's get you properly fucked up," he continued. He held the poppers under my nose again. I inhaled deeply. In just the past few hours, so many boundaries had been broken, and so many limits had been exceeded. I had let strangers fuck me raw. I had smoked crystal meth. Doing some poppers seemed like such a small thing. He held the bottle under my other nostril, and I took another hit. "That's it boy. It makes you feel so good, doesn't it?" I nodded once more. I was so turned on; there was no way to fully describe it. The poppers only re-enforced how wonderful these experiences were. "You want more?" Doug asked. His dick was deep in my hole, and my head was lost in the clouds. I couldn't imagine what more would mean. Nevertheless, I nodded in agreement. "Please," I moaned. "I need it." I reached down to play with my dick. It was still soft and small. "Go ahead," Doug said. "It's your boy clit. Rub it. Make it feel good." He reached over to one side, and grabbed a glass pipe. "This is also going to make you feel good." He stuck the pipe in his mouth, and heated up the bowl. He puffed slowly but intently. He caught my eye, and winked. He was going to force his hit on me, no matter that he was more than twice my size. He grabbed my head, and pulled me against his lips. I opened my mouth, and let him exhale the thick cloud into me. "Hold it," he said, putting his hand over my mouth and nose. It was big enough that it almost covered my entire face. Between deep-throating him and now the crystal, my lungs were being pushed to their limit. Nevertheless, his dick was twitching in my hole, and that was all that mattered. "Now," he finally said and pulled his hand off my face. The cloud was huge, and my head was spinning. I wanted him to fuck me. I wanted him to rape me. What I wanted hardly mattered; it was only his manhood that mattered. "Fuck me," I grunted. "Fuck me. Breed me." "Fuck you up. Fuck you over. Fuck you down," Doug said. "That's how I roll." He held the torch under the bowl. "Two more for you, don't you think?" I hesitated for a moment. I barely wanted one more, much less two. I couldn't control what I was doing, and more drugs would only make it worse. "Yeah," Doug said. "You're right. Let's do three." Before I could say anything, he shoved the pipe in my mouth. "Good hit for me," he said. I inhaled, tasting the familiar chemical tang. Now, it actually turned me on; I associated it with pleasure. "Don't stop. I can feel how much your asshole loves it." I inhaled and inhaled, before finally, he pulled the pipe away. "Hold it," he said, and started to suck on the pipe himself. He took a long drag, savoring the chemicals. In my guts, I felt his dick leak. His fluids were inside me, and it only made me want his seed even worse. Finally, he nodded at me, and I exhaled. As soon as my lungs were empty, he pressed his warm lips against mine, and exhaled his potent hit. "This doesn't count," he said, just as my lungs filled up. "Shotguns never count," a voice behind me said. This time, Doug let me turn around and see who it was. It was another older man, this time, wearing a pair of low-slung fireman's pants. They were held up by thick yellow leather suspenders, which was good, because the zipper was wide open. The Fireman's cock hung out; he had a long uncut cock. He was semi-soft, and the foreskin completely covered his dickhead. "That's right," Doug said. He put the pipe back in my mouth, and held the torch under the bowl. "Second one. One more to go." I nodded, and inhaled. I was struggling under the drug fog. I couldn't help but stare at the Fireman's cock, wondering what it would feel like inside me. "Now," Doug said. I exhaled one a thick cloud. "Where's there's smoke, there's fire," the Fireman said. Doug laughed. "This one is going to be amazing," Doug said, and put the pipe back in my mouth. I didn't think I could get any more tweaked, and yet, he was forcing this hit on me. "Do it," Doug said. It had a firm assertiveness that made my hole twitch. I wanted him even more for how aggressive he was becoming. I kept on inhaling, and my lungs filled up. Finally, Doug pulled the pipe from my mouth. "Hold it," he said, and then stuck the smoking pipe into his mouth. He took a long draw, then another, before handing the pipe and torch to the Fireman. "Hold it," he said. Next to me, the Fireman lit the torch, heated the pipe, and took a hit. Doug had his eyes locked on me, reminding me that he was in control. He chose when I would breathe, and he hadn't given me permission for that most fundamental act of life. I held it, as Doug held his hit, and the Fireman continued to inhale. Doug caught the Fireman's eyes. "Shotguns don't count," he said, as he exhaled. "Right?" he asked the Fireman. The Fireman just nodded. Doug looked at me. "Right?" he asked. I nodded as well. "Good. You can exhale." I gasped, almost coughing as the thick cloud escaped from my lips. "Hell yeah," the Fireman said, and pressed his lips against mine. He had rough stubble for a mustache, and it scratched me slightly. He filled my lung with another hit. "Oh fuck," Doug started to moan. He had a bottle of poppers under his nose, and was huffing them. "Oh fuck," he moaned again, and screwed the top on the brown bottle. "Oh FUCK," he grunted, and slammed his cock into my hole. "Fucking slutty, cummy hole," he moaned. "Hell yeah," the Fireman said. He had stepped back, to see the two of us joined by Doug's dick. He was stroking his cock. "Lube that hole up for me."

Discussion and barebsck verbal are definitely hot to heat. It's how I like to have sex.

Always absorb. I want his load to become a permanent part of me. However, if my top has other plans, then it still will not be wasted (e.g. eating whatever comes out of my hole or repurposing it as lube).

If the top that just bred me stays inside balls deep, I try to sleep with him in me all night to hep me keep his cum in my guts, and to fuck me more if he wakes up. It's happened a few times and it's what I love.

Locked sluts shouldn't even jack off period.

So true. Chastity is what I was always destined to be in.

I actually like it. The feeling of my little dick pushing itself againt the cage makes it so much hotter

I really try not to pay attention to my clit during breeding. I recently started to lock up my clit and it was only then I noticed that there are times my clit tries to get hard. For me it’s a non issue. My sex organ is getting used. My clit is not important.

way more men have rammed their bare cocks into my sloppy dripping used cumhole when im laying there naked in the bathhouse and just used me to get themselves off

100% bareback. Stopped using rubbers a long time ago. No intimacy or passion when wearing a rubber. Fuck naturally and enjoy fellas!

Part 9 - Secrets and Revelations Conrad sat in the greenhouse on the phone with Joshua he loved hearing his voice, the soft velvet tone that shrouded and cuddled his soul, making him feel special and wanted he was desperate to see him. Picturing Joshua staring in to his eyes constantly telling him how special and lucky he should feel being with him, his funny joke of owning him and how no other man could ever come close to what they shared. He was not wrong and Conrad's placid and very impressionable nature readily accepting every word that came out of Joshua's mouth. A bewitching spell that fell on him from high above slowly but ever so surely taking Conrad over, clouding his perception and only seeing how wonderful and lucky he was. "I will be home soon" Joshua said "then you will be mine again Conrad, in my arms and only I will matter". Conrad sighed in agreement "I miss you so much, miss touching you, miss you making me feel good" he replied. "I know you do Conrad, you make me feel really good and you need me" Joshua said in his teasing voice. "Need to be in bed with you Josh" Conrad replied desperate for his affection and approval. Joshua chuckled "I will fuck you senseless I have months of pent up desire waiting just for you" he said. "Stop it" Conrad replied in a dreamy voice "it is like I can already touch and feel you" he said sighing "need to be with you Josh". "Soon bairn" Joshua said very slowly "real soon. I have to go, remember your mine Conrad all mine". Joshua hung up from the call waiting for Charlie to get back from the shop before boarding the ship. He was extremely happy the way things were going with Conrad, he knew the time to strike was coming with Conrad waiting in anticipation for his return. The weekends of nothing but sex with loving dominating words he showered on him had got inside Conrad's head, impressionable, now susceptible like putty that was now malleable in his hands. Joshua went over to Charlie to help with the shopping bag all smiles and feeling on top of the world. Several nights that week when either Conrad or Simon felt down they were drawn together taking solace with in each other, sometimes sexing the sadness out of their bodies or just sitting cosied up in the lounge talking. No matter what he did or how busy he tried to keep himself everything just reminded him of Jack. The week after Jack's funeral Conrad walked out of the manor with the wheel barrow trying to whistle and thinking of Joshua, his body and that sexy face, he belonged to him and was the only one that mattered in Joshua's life. He started tending the flower beds outside the manor tidying them up then working his way down number 10, 8, 6, 4 and 2. he crossed over and started on number 1 then moved along to number 3. Annoyed that one of the flowers that Jack had planted had been slightly crushed when the new family moved in. He went home and dug up a healthy one from his own flower bed transplanting it to the bed outside number 3. He was oblivious to the owner coming out and walking across the dive towards him. "Morning, so you are the mysterious person who looks after the flower bed along the curbs?" Felicity asked. Conrad jumped a little "Morning" he said standing up "yes they all have hibiscus flowers" he replied. Felicity nodded "I am Felicity Emir we moved in just over a week ago" she said holding her hand out. "Conrad" he said shaking her hand "I live at number 8 with my parents". "Oh the twins right?" Felicity asked, Conrad nodded "horrible day apparently when we moved in" she said. Conrad nodded again "Jack's funeral" he managed to say "he was the gardener up at the manor". "So sad" she said "and you have taken over doing this from him?" Felicity asked. "Have done this for years with Jack" Conrad replied "he got me in to gardening when I was 7". "How wonderful" Felicity said smiling at him "sorry about the one that got crushed". Conrad looked at the plant in his wheelbarrow feeling a strong emotion taking over him "Yeah, kind of crushed just like me". Conrad apologised and rushed off back to the manor trying to control his emotion. Jamal watched him from the bedroom window having been in another argument with his mother over finding work but frankly he couldn't be bothered and still raged at being moved from Guildford to this place stuck in the middle of nowhere. Although his interest in the area suddenly perked up seeing the guy gardening out front, just my type to fuck he thought to himself grinning then paying attention to rolling up his spliff for later. Amused since his mother thought she got rid of it all before they moved but he kept a stash safely hidden away finding a discreet spot by number 1 where he could hide and smoke it. Jamal sat there watching the world go by, except very little went by the gated community. He sat up spotting the guy coming back out from the manor and heading to number 5 and busied himself with the flower bed. Jamal hid his freshly rolled joint and put on his jacket, he had heard the rumours of the previous gardener being gay when his mother spoke with family at number 4 across the road. Jamal casually walked out the house telling his mother he was going to say hello to the guy doing the flowers, her response was for him to be nice and not to aggravate him. She knew her son and his above normal privileged upbringing resulted in a lack of manners or obedience, his father didn't help and Jamal could do no wrong in his eyes being his pride and joy. He walked towards Conrad who looked in a world of his own going around weeding the digging over the flower bed. "Hello oik" Jamal said standing there "nice to see the low life help working as they should". Conrad turned to look at him fuming "What did you call me?" he asked standing up gripping the fork tight. Jamal smirked with his cocky arrogant look "Oik" he repeated again staring at Conrad. "Ah right, so you lack any manners I see" Conrad replied disconnecting from any further conversation. Jamal laughed "Silly little oik" he said moving closer "you need to learn your place in society". Jamal wrestled the fork out of his hand and threw Conrad to the ground placing one foot over his chest laughing and holding him down in humiliation. Conrad grabbed at his foot twisting and pushing trying to get it off only to find the pressure increase. "Learn your place oik" Jamal sneered chuckling at him "the more you fight the harder I press". Conrad grimaced "Get your foot off of me" he shouted at him. "Not until you appreciate how superior I am to you" Jamal emphasied his words clearly pressing down again. "I am warning you" Conrad shouted at him again trying to move Jamal's foot. Felix the butler came rushing out of the manor sprinting down the street like a superhero, despite the placid appearance he was a burly 6 foot late 40's man and doubled up as Simon's bodyguard. Jamal looked up hearing the footsteps approaching very quickly, he cried out falling two feet back from the force of the push Felix issued knocking him flat on his back almost winding him. Felix helped a shaking Conrad up to his feet who had anger in his eyes and tried calming Conrad down just as Simon arrived. "What happened Felix?" Simon asked coming to a stop. "He had Conrad on the floor standing on his chest" Felix said nodding to Jamal who was slowly sitting up. Simon went over to Conrad "Are you okay, did he hurt you?" he asked. "I'm fine" Conrad replied brushing the chest of his coat to remove the footprint. Simon walked over to Jamal and offered his hand to help him stand up, no sooner was he on his feet he crumpled back down receiving a back handed slap from Simon. Simon leant over "Don't ever touch him again do you hear me?" he said angrily. "My father will hear of this and he will sue you" Jamal replied taking a video of the blood on his face. Simon grabbed the phone and smashed it "Don't threaten me or you might just disappear one night". "I will have you" Jamal replied threatening Simon and wiping his face scampering backwards. Simon laughed at him "Bring it on" he teased "but I warn you now you will lose". "I am so sorry" Felicity called out running down the drive "get inside now" she shouted at Jamal. Jamal stood up and looked at his mother "Don't tell me what to do" he said huffing and walking off. "Conrad are you alright" Felicity asked watching him nod "god I am so sorry, he is out of control, I don't know what to do with him". Simon could tell she was at wits end with him "He is rebelling against us moving here" she explained. "Well he can make up for it and do some of hard gardening tasks around the manor under Conrad" Simon suggested. Felicity nodded "Dam right he can, when do you want him?" she asked without even questioning them. Simon smiled "Tomorrow morning at 8am, Felix here will keep an eye on him". "He needs discipline" Felix chipped in "I will break him in" he said. Simon chuckled "Ex army he knows discipline" he said "I will send him here to collect your son". Felicity nodded "Thank you and I am sorry" she repeated "just don't pay him and check him for drugs when he arrives". "Are you sure?" Simon asked and Felicity nodded "Felix you have got your work cut out with him". "You think Sir, easy as squeezing lemons" Felix said confidently escorting Conrad back to the manor. Conrad spent the night at the manor paying more attention to Felix than usual having never really engaging in conversation with him before he was intrigued and asked a lot of questions to Simon about him. The following morning Jamal was fetched by Felix and once inside the gates of the manor he had him stood outside up against the wall and strip searched him in humiliation whilst Conrad watched from the bedroom window chuckling at how angry Jamal looked at his treatment. "Are you sure about this Simon?" Conrad asked a little concerned. Simon walked over and laughed at the sight of Jamal in his underwear outside "Yes" he replied. Conrad turned to him "Nasty public school boy" he said facing Jamal again "quite sexy in a way". Simon agreed and laughed "I will protect you Conrad be assured, Felix will as well". Jamal was sat in the greenhouse with Felix standing guard "Morning Felix" Conrad said arriving. "Morning Conrad, he is all yours and has been briefed, call if you need me" Felix said disappearing. Jamal sat there looking at Conrad "Fucking oik" he said turning to face away. "And a good morning to you" Conrad replied ignoring his remark "helipad needs trimming" he said. Conrad put shears down in front of Jamal "I could stab you with them" Jamal said looking at Conrad. Conrad picked up some pruning scissors "You got two minutes to get there and start" he said walking out. Jamal sat there for a moment "Fuck" he said picking the shears up "where is it then?" he shouted at Conrad. Conrad pointed to the far side of the grounds "Over there" he said turning to watch Jamal plodding over. "Quicker" Conrad shouted stifling his giggle whilst also still very weary of Jamal's attitude and keeping a distance between them. He smiled standing there watching Jamal for a good hour whilst he trimmed the long grass around the helipad, Jamal was slow and obviously detested what his mother had done to him as a result of his behaviour. Despite the chill in the air the day turned out to be a crisp and clear with plenty of sunshine. Felix walked down to the helipad every hour checking on Jamal's progress. When he turned to leave he told Conrad to come up to the manor at 1pm for lunch and bring thing with him. Conrad fond it funny that Felix only referred to Jamal as Thing and said he will only use his real name when he earns the respect to be called by it. At 12.45pm Conrad walked over to Jamal and told him it was lunchtime but first he had to clean the shears. Jamal did as he was told and Conrad inspected them nodding, Jamal looked like he wanted to engage in conversation but Conrad was in no mind to talk to him instead telling him to follow him to the manor kitchen. Felix had put soup and a sandwich on the table in the kitchen for Conrad and gave Jamal beef broth and bread sitting him on a stool in the utility room. Jamal protested that he couldn't treat him that way but Felix ignored him and poured a nice warming cup of coffee for Conrad. The housekeeper Beth walked in to the utility room and laughed seeing Jamal sat there and came back in to the kitchen and kissed Felix on the cheek, Conrad noticed they both wore wedding rings figuring they must be married. "Do you not think this is a bit harsh?" Conrad asked in a hushed voice. Felix grinned "Not after what he did to you" he replied "he will learn to be respectful". "Felix can I ask are you and Beth married?" Conrad spoke tentatively putting his spoon down. "Yes" Felix replied "and Simon helped Beth get residency here in the UK and this job". Conrad nodded "I didn't realise he was nice that way" he said. Felix sat down "Simon has his flaws but I would do anything to protect him for what he has done for us". "I see. I hope he is starting to like me a bit more rather than tolerating me" Conrad said laughing. Felix chuckled "Simon likes you more than you think. Have to admit I never pegged you down as being gay". Conrad chuckled "Same here, everyone said it was because I spent so long with Jack" he replied. "How stupid people are" Felix said "Knowing Jack I don't know how he managed to wait so patiently before having you in the greenhouse". Conrad looked at him in surprise "How the frig do you know that?" he asked. Felix chuckled "It is my job to know everything" he replied "The flower bed was the funniest one". "You saw that as well?" Conrad now sat there looking embarrassed. "Yeah had to watch it twice to believe it" Felix said laughing "sure you know there are security cameras all over the place". Conrad shook his head "That is how Simon knew" he said looking down as his soup "I wish he was still here". Felix smiled "I know, we all miss him Conrad" he said patting his shoulder. They sat and had a very interesting conversation where Felix let slip that he was also protecting him as the people in Simon's lives were important to him. He made Conrad laugh when he told the story of Jack whittling on about Conrad this and Conrad that until he stuffed a bread roll in his mouth to shut him up one lunchtime, he finished off telling Conrad that when he was only 9 Jack already talked about you being the son he would never had. "My god" Conrad said standing up "need to get thing back to work" he said chuckling. Felix stood up "Beth and I like you being around Conrad, Simon does as well" he said. Felix walked over to the utility room "Wash your bowl up then back to work" he barked at Jamal. Conrad chuckled "Hate to get on the wrong side of you" he said, Beth chuckled turning to look at Conrad. "I should teach you some self defence young man" Felix said "It will help you should you need it". Jamal said very little to Conrad over the next few days and was set jobs to do that no one else liked doing, sweeping the terraces and picking out weeds that sporadically appeared on the gravelled courtyard at the front of the manor. Felix had him cleaning the numerous satin coated kitchen cupboards removing all the finger print marks until they shined like new. Felix started giving Conrad some self defence lessons, including nasty tricks to get out of situations by kneeing his opponent in the balls if given the chance. When Felix was satisfied on the third day Jamal was allowed to sit at the table in the kitchen but not to speak to anyone. Slowly but surely Jamal was learning that with a little more respect he was given more in return, from more breaks during the day to eating the same food that Conrad was being given for lunch by Beth. Conrad never expected that working for Simon would mean having more freedom around the manor and provided with food when ever he wanted it, he was fast becoming more and more part of Hibiscus manor life. Simon even made sure that Conrad had time to spend several hours studying in the kitchen after setting Jamal some jobs to do. He was revising for the final written exam. The studying taking his mind off Jack and at the weekend Conrad went out regular as clockwork to tend the flower beds along Hibiscus drive. Jamal weeding the courtyard again kept looking down the drive, nearly every single house he went to the owners came out and chatted to him giving him coffee and biscuits or the odd bottle of wine as a thank you. Happily Conrad looked down the road at the flower beds that were beginning to flourish again with more daylight ensuing each day. Conrad returned to the manor and greenhouse pulling his book out of the bag along with a bottle of water he sat studying waiting for Jama to finish on the courtyard. Jamal approached the greenhouse watching Conrad for a moment before walking in. He sat down opposite Conrad who looked up at him "Have you finished?" he asked. He studied Conrad for a moment "You think this is funny?" Jamal asked. Conrad looked up then went back to his book "I asked if you had finished?" he said again. "Are you bent like that old gardener was?" Jamal asked watching Conrad look up "did you fuck with him?". Conrad sat there in silence "You don't look like a poof" Jamal continued teasing him "you like cock up you?". Jamal was getting irate being ignored by him "Well, answer me shirt tail lifter" he said angrily now. Conrad packed his stuff away and stood up walking out in silence "Fucking arsehole" Jamal called after him. Jamal sat there fuming and bolted up running through the grounds to find Conrad and catching up with him just before he reached his home. What got him angry more than anything was how Conrad completely ignored him and was in no way bothered or concerned. Conrad heard the rapid thump of the feet running towards him and stopped turning coming face to face with Jamal. "You may be boarding school toff but in real life you are nothing" Conrad said walking up the drive to the front door. Jamal looked at him "Yeah well..." he was stumped for words "I'm not an oik" he called after him. Conrad simply turned and smiled closing the front door "Fuck you" Jamal said under his breath going home. In truth Jamal actually was growing to like Conrad, he could see how clever Conrad was and knew his stuff about the gardens, it was the way he ignored every insult that he found amusing. Jamal sat on the window ledge of his bedroom looking over at number 8, he watched for almost an hour listening to music until he saw Conrad's parents leave in their car. Putting his coat on he went out avoiding his mother and walked across the road up to number 8. He rang the doorbell and waited for what seemed an eternity until Conrad opened the door dressed in shorts and a t-shirt. Seeing Jamal standing there he closed the door "Wait" Jamal said "please" he pleaded to him. Conrad opened the door "What, you now want to insult me on my doorstep?" he said very calmly looking at Jamal. "Can you help me learn this?" Jamal asked "I know you don't owe me anything for what I did or have said to you". Conrad looked down shaking his head "Nice try but not good enough" he replied moving to close the door. "I'm sorry Conrad" Jamal spoke with urgency "sorry for hurting you and your feelings about the gardener". Conrad spoke quietly "Jack, his name was Jack. He was well loved along this road for years". "I am very sorry" Jamal said and Conrad could hear some sincerity "will you tell me about him?" he asked. Conrad opened the door "Why would you be interested in him?" he asked looking slightly perplexed. Jamal shrugged his shoulders "I want to understand Jack, you talk a lot about him to people at the manor" he replied. Conrad looked considering him for a moment "Is it too late to get to know you as well?" Jamal asked. "Depends if your going to continue insulting me" Conrad replied looking at him. Jamal shook his head "No, I am sorry. I took my anger out on you for my family moving here" he explained. Conrad opened the door and invited Jamal in. Spending the entire afternoon drinking coffee and chatting where Jamal listened to the story of how he met Jack and his natural love for horticulture rubbed off on him leading to this career choice. Of course he left the details of his real cause of death out and the fact where Jamal had sat in the greenhouse was where Jack would passionately assault him. It was a slow burn since Conrad didn't trust Jamal one bit for the moment. The following day he spent a lovely day up at the manor gardening with no Jamal around Simon came out and helped or tried to, he chatted away to Conrad enjoying the friendship that was building between them. As usual he was invited for dinner and Conrad graciously accepted knowing how much Simon missed Jack and his witty back chat. Monday morning Conrad sat his final exam he had given Felix instructions for Jamal to use shears and cut the grass by the flower beds outside the manor gates. He didn't protest and worked tirelessly making a pretty decent job. On Tuesday morning Conrad came out of his house and find Jamal standing there at the bottom of the drive waiting for him. "Morning" Jamal called out watching Conrad walking down the drive "how was your exam?" he asked. Conrad grinned "I am impressed that you pay attention sometimes" he quipped "hard but think I did okay". "So are you finished college now?" Jamal asked trying to make conversation. Conrad glanced at him "Yes unless I flunk the exam then I have to study again" he replied. Jamal looked at Conrad "Your smart, you will pass" he said confidently "me I am just a useless no hoper". "I would go more spoilt privileged brat to be honest" Conrad replied causing Jamal to stop walking. "Thanks for that" Jamal said sarcastically "your right though. How rich is he?" he asked looking at the manor. Conrad shrugged his shoulders "Rich enough to make people disappear" he said chuckling. Jamal smiled "You are quite funny and decent" he said "you never answered my question the other day?". Conrad opened the gate to the manor "What question?" he asked looking at Jamal wondering if he was referring to him being gay. "If you would teach me about gardening" Jamal replied looking serious. Conrad chuckled and closed the gate "To start with it is called horticulture". Felix kept an eye on Jamal reporting back to Simon that Conrad was now teaching him to look after the kitchen garden. Indeed their friendship grew gradually and now Jamal was spending most days up the manor, dropping his obnoxious exterior and actually turned out to be a really polite and well mannered lad, even Felix started showing him a little more respect. Conrad was putting all his energy in to looking after the gardens, Jamal had a day off that Simon forced upon him that last Friday in February. Conrad sat in the greenhouse alone thinking of Charlie and Joshua who were due to sail back in to Portsmouth on Monday, he was so looking forward to seeing them both. It was four weeks since Jack died and he had become emotionally stronger yet still found himself talking away to Jack like he was still sat next to him in the greenhouse shedding a few tears. Jamal turned out to be a nice distraction and from appearance looked like he was now enjoying spending time with Conrad being taught the intricacies of horticulture, he was totally astonished when Conrad checked the acidity of the soil never realising how much science was involved. Conrad picked a few flowers that looked perfect and packed up early afternoon, Simon and he were going to see Jack and lay some fresh flowers and see the tombstone that Jack had designed. "Ready to go?" Simon asked standing at the door. "Yes" Conrad replied picking up the flowers. Simon handed Conrad a hefty envelope that looked all official "This is for you from Jack's solicitor a little business to take care of first". "Oh" Conrad looked at it and put the flowers down. Opening the large envelope it contained a copy of Jack's will and letter from the solicitor, inside was a separate envelope that he put down on the work bench and read the solicitor's letter aloud "Dear Mr Grayson, pursuant to the last will and testament made by Jack Openshaw and witnessed by Mr Simon Burge, Mr Raheem Mohammed Jazeer and endorsed by Clegg & Simpson Solicitors on the 4th day of December 2017 we hereby fulfil the deceased instruction. The envelope marked 'property' contains the title deeds to Jack Openshaw's property in your name along with numerous other instruction detailed in the attached copy of the will highlighted for your perusal". Conrad looked at Simon holding back the tears and picked up the copy of the will finding the section highlighted "To my dearest friend who I watched grow up, Conrad Grayson. I leave you my house in Alton to do with as you wish. The entire collection of horticulture books and tools currently held by Simon Burge for safekeeping are also left to you. My solicitor is holding a £1.4 million trust fund that will be released to Conrad Grayson to purchase any house on Hibiscus Drive when one comes available, or to be paid in full after 5 years irrelevant. Adam Prestley has been left a sum of money for you should you decide to honour me in a way only you should know by now. It is my way to thank you for bringing much colour and vigour to my life over the years that I was lucky enough to know you and watch you grow". Conrad shed a tear and wiped his eyes. "Wow" he said looking at Simon "I never expected anything from him having given me so much already". Simon sat down next to him and smiled "There is a codicil to the will that I made him add" he said. Conrad looked at him "That is an amendment is it not?" he asked folding the document up. "Yes, you need to sign this to activate the trust fund" Simon said handing him a document. Conrad shifted uncomfortably in his seat reading the document "Why is it done like this?" he asked. Simon handed him a pen "It stops anyone trying to freeze the assets, paper trails you know" he said. "Sounds dodgey, I guess you mean Jack's family" Conrad said hovering over the document with the pen. "A little" Simon chuckled "it protects everything he left to you" he said watching Conrad sign. "I don't understand much of this and probably don't want to" Conrad said nervously. Simon stood up "At least put some trust in me Conrad to look out for you" he said. Conrad watched Simon placing the document in the envelope and suggesting they drop it off before visiting Jack. Conrad stood and kissed Simon on the cheek and picked up the hibiscus flowers for Jack's grave. He didn't dwell or think on what Jack had left him and after dropping the envelope off they walked up the grave where the tombstone had now been placed. Conrad saw the cupid with A, hibiscus flower with C and a scorpion in the middle engraved at the top. Wiping his eyes he laid the flowers down and spoke to Jack in private for a few minutes before Simon came over and spent a few minutes saying some words, he turned and walked back to Conrad. "I have a letter for you at home from Jack" Simon said putting his arm around Conrad. "A letter?" he asked "why now are you telling me?" Conrad looked confused at him. Simon turned to him "I was instructed to give it to you one month from his passing" he explained. Conrad nodded "I see". "It is for you to read in private that is all I know" Simon said opening the door to the limousine. Conrad was pleased that emotionally he had held it together despite the emptiness left by Jack. He was handed the letter that was still firmly sealed and went home to his bedroom almost too afraid to read it. His mother had told him that Charlie had called and confirmed they would be docking on Monday and home on Wednesday. It was just the tonic he needed to cheer him up right now. He felt the envelope and there was something hard inside, slowly he undid it and pulled out the hand written letter, a separate sealed envelope and a key secured to a gold chain fell out. The letter was dated a week after Conrad was diagnosed. "To my loving friend Conrad, this will be hard for you to read since it would be one month from leaving you. I had to think carefully about writing this so not to cause you to much worry or concern and what I am about to tell you must go no further, especially to Simon or anyone close to you. That much you must promise me Conrad and keep this secret. The day you was diagnosed with HIV you had a very high viral load, you will probably understand that what happened next was unethical but I paid the consultant to analyse the virus in your blood, he is an old school friend of mine so it paved the way a little. Simon's strain is definitely in your blood but it is not the dominant strain of virus. It might be hard for you comprehend but you will understand when the time is right why I got your blood analysed. You were already infected before Simon got to you, I know you had sex with Moham but he is very careful and definitely not carrying HIV. Unless there were others you elected not to tell me about the only other person I know of would be Joshua, I saw a slow change in you since you started delving in to bed with this person and I can't help worrying what his motive is but tread carefully and never sign anything over to him. I have instructed Simon to take care of you Conrad, you may not want or be happy about that but it is the least I can do to make sure you are protected and never go without. Simon has grown fond of you even though he may not have shown it over the years he took great pleasure in watching you grow up around the manor, always remember that no matter what lies ahead you can always and must turn to Simon. There is one last thing that I kept secret from everyone and I am leaving it to Adam and you, Simon always paid well and gave big bonuses (I mean big!) and I never spent any of it except to buy my house in Alton that I left to you, instead I took the cash out and placed it in a locked box in the greenhouse. That way the paper trail goes dry as to where the money went, Simon is so loaded with money he has no idea what to do with it. You should have the key which is in the envelope, it is hidden under the third flagstone to the left of the entrance. Take the box and the enclosed letter to Simon he will sort the rest out for you. I trust you Conrad, destroy this letter and never mention it again. Simon is there for you and if you need any affirmation you can turn to Adam he will be willing to help if the time comes. Please take care of yourself and I will be waiting for you, Jack". Conrad sat looking at the letter, parts of it made no sense failing to understand what Jack was actually writing about in places. The last few words he wrote brought tears to his eyes, how he missed the sexy man looking him in the eyes assaulting his arse with that devious but loving grin on his face that Conrad enjoyed looking at. He wiped his eyes knowing that Jack had pin pointed who infected him, it was all making sense why Joshua had apologised for accidentally ejaculating inside him the first time. What was weirder was since that night Joshua never made an attempt to put a condom on. Jack was right and the letter was controversial, he took it downstairs and walked through the kitchen where his mother and father sat talking over some document, he spotted the image of two kangaroos at the top of one letter before Eddie shuffled the papers putting them away. "What are you up to Con?" Eddie asked. Conrad looked at his father trying to discreetly put the documents away "Matches" he said "I need some matches". Jody looked sternly at him "I hope your not smoking weird stuff like that Jamal" she said standing up. "No" Conrad replied looking shocked "give me some credit" he said "I need to burn this letter". Eddie held out his hand "Let me have a read" he said. Conrad chuckled "Err sorry no, it is private from Jack and I need to destroy it" he said. "All very cloak and daggers" his father said noticing Conrad looking at the documents under his arm. "Here you go" Jody said handing him the box of matches. Conrad walked outside to the bottom of the garden to one of the flower beds and dug a small hole. He read the letter one last time using his phones torch. He smiled knowing that only having sex with four men so far he could discount two which left Simon and Joshua, both strains in his body. he crumpled up the letter placing it in the hole then lit it watching it burn completely then covering it with soil. He sat there on the damp grass unable to believe that Joshua had infected him, weather accidentally or deliberately he would need to find out. Conrad chuckled and stood up 'devious bastards all of them' he said smiling and walking back to the house. Walking in to the kitchen his parents still sat at the family table deep in conversation. Conrad sat down with them "I need to tell you both about Jack" he said getting their attention. Eddie sat back and studied him for a moment "Did he... I mean did he touch you when you were younger?". "Jesus no" Conrad replied looking shocked "no, he left me some things in his will". Eddie completely changed and relaxed and Conrad knew his father must had worried about that for a long time after coming out to them. He sat and explained about the house in Alton and also the trust fund that was set up for him to buy any house on Hibiscus drive when one became available. "You could have brought number 3" Eddie said "if you had known before today". "So how much is in that trust then, I mean houses around here go for just under £900k" Eddie asked. Conrad looked at them both "£1.4 million and either way after five years the money is mine" he said. "Hell Conrad" Jody said looking at him "so that means in five years you get all that money?" she asked. Conrad nodded "If no houses come on the market then yes" he replied "the solicitors hold the trust fund". Sometimes you think you know what is going on in life, the three of them sat there in a very awkward silence for a moment, Eddie looked at Jody then Conrad, Jody looked at Conrad then back to Eddie and nodded. Conrad's father pushed the documents he had under his arm forward his hand resting on them. Eddie looked at his wife then Conrad "Conrad I have been offered a job in Australia" he said. "I see" he replied not looking to shocked "I wondered how long it would be" he said "is it close to gramps?" Conrad asked. "Yes" Eddie confirmed "we wanted to speak to you both before making a decision" he said. "You can come with us" his mother said before he could say anything. "No" Conrad replied and smiled "my life is here" he said "Simon wants me to take over from Jack". Eddie looked at him "Like a job?" he asked. Conrad smiled "Yes, £50k a year working the gardens of the manor" he confirmed. "Wow" Eddie said smiling and nodding "you certainly have got yourself sorted out Con, good for you". Jody held Conrad's hand "Darling this is happening quickly, we would need to be in Australia in 2 weeks". "So have you made up your mind?" Conrad asked looking at them both. "Nearly" his father confirmed "we needed to find out if we could get visas and they came through today". "We wanted to give you boys the option of coming with us so we had visas approved for you both" Jody told him. Conrad looked a little down "You have raised us and kind of done your job, you should do what is right for you both" he said. Eddie looked at him "We will have to sell this house though to buy a place in Perth" he said sounding sad. Conrad smiled "So sell it to me" he said looking at them both "that way it remains in the family". Jody looked at Eddie "This is happening then" she said then looked at Conrad "you sure you won't come?". "No" Conrad replied "I can visit you anytime out there" he said "what about Charlie? he asked. Jody nodded "He is going to finish his navy training then transfer to the Royal Australian Navy". Conrad looked saddened "He is going with you then" he said. "Yes" Eddie confirmed "but it won't be for a few years he still has to finish training". "I know that is going to be hard on you" Jody said holding Conrad's hand tighter. Conrad nodded "Yes but we are grown up now we need to follow our hearts" he said smiling at them. Eddie looked over at Conrad "So you seriously want to buy this house?" he asked. "Yes" Conrad replied quickly "how much do you need to buy a place?" he asked. "Gramps has put a deposit down on a 5 bedroom place just north of Perth about £400k I guess". Conrad looked at his father "I will buy it for £1 million it will help you get started over there". Monday morning Conrad called the solicitors and put the wheels in motion and told Simon of his parents plan whilst Jamal was outside cleaning the pool terrace. Simon felt sorry for Conrad hearing that his twin was also going to move to Australia, at the same time though he was hardly here what with the training. "Are you sure you are okay with this Conrad?" Simon asked looking concerned. He smiled and nodded "Yes, well I think so it will be lonely in the house" he admitted. Simon smiled "You can have Jack's room here if you want, just say the word" he offered. Conrad looked a little upset "I can't sleep in that bed" he said looking horrified "it holds to many memories". "I can get it replaced quickly" Simon said allaying his fear "even decorate it if you want". Conrad sat quietly for a moment "You seriously don't mind?" he asked. "No it is more a question if you forgive me enough to stay here when you want" Simon said sincerely. Conrad chuckled "I will never forgive you Simon" he replied "I like you and like being around you". Simon smiled "Good enough" he said calling Beth in and asking her to replace the bed in Conrad's room. Charlie was finding it hard to keep up with everything that had gone on when he arrived home to much celebration and a delayed Christmas. Joshua had gone home to Newcastle and was coming down at the weekend since they were back in training the following Monday. Thursday morning Conrad grabbed Charlie and took him up to the manor, he had been given permission to show Charlie around where he now worked. Charlie though was more interested in seeing this Jamal or Jam as Conrad referred to him as but was no where to be seen since Simon banned him from coming up whilst Conrad showed Charlie around. For the second time in his life Charlie met Simon and was invited in for lunch with them leaving shortly afterwards to visit his girlfriend. Conrad scratched his neck rubbing his fingers over the gold chain remembering the key. "I have something to do Simon" Conrad said lifting the chain and key over his head. Simon looked confused "What is that for?" he asked nodding to the key. "Jack left me a box hidden in the greenhouse that I have to give to you" Conrad said standing up. They both walked across the gardens to the greenhouse where Conrad counted three flagstones to the left and felt it give slightly. Simon helped him lift it up and retrieve a large metallic box that was quite heavy. Conrad sat down and used the key to open the lock and lift the lid. sheet covered the contents and there was a letter addressed to Simon that Conrad handed to him. Simon opened and read the letter quietly whilst Conrad lifted the sheet off to reveal bundles of £50 notes. "Dam" Conrad said looking at the numerous bundles of money "What is it all for?" he asked Simon. Simon put the letter down "Jack's instruction is a 50/50 split between Adam and yourself" he said. Conrad kept looking at it "Come on let's get this up to the manor" Simon said standing up. They walked back to the manor carrying the box where Conrad left Simon to deal with it heading back down to the greenhouse and filling in the hole left by the box replacing the flagstone securely. He returned back to the manor and completed some documents with Simon who joked that Jack was shrewd enough to move the money to avoid any death duties. In all there was half a million pound placed in an off shore account for Conrad and the same for Adam. Conrad sat down reeling at the amounts involved that Jack had left to him. "I have to fly to Monaco this weekend Conrad to deposit the money" Simon said looking up at him. Conrad chuckled "I don't want to know Simon, the less I know the better" he said. Simon laughed "Very wise, stay at the manor if you want Felix and Beth can look after you" he offered. "That's very kind of you Simon but Josh is coming down this weekend and we stay in a hotel" Conrad explained. "No" Simon said almost too abruptly then changing his tone "nonsense stay here, I trust you" Simon said kindly. Conrad smiled and walked round the desk sitting on Simon's lap and kissing him on the cheek "Thank you". Simon stroked his face "You know I use to fuck Jack over my desk" he said winking at Conrad. "Really?" Conrad asked "with all these things on it" he said. Simon laughed "Yes, he always picked them up after we finished" he replied staring at Conrad. Conrad laughed realising he was being moved on to the desk "Oh fuck" he giggled. Friday Conrad sat in the greenhouse close to Jamal showing him how to take a cutting from the hibiscus and potting it on to grow and new plant. They spent several hours creating a whole new batch of cuttings to grow and Jamal was enjoying himself for once happily talking away and revealing what life was like at his all boys boarding school. Conrad looked over at him "Is it true what they say about boarding school?" he asked. Jamal knew what he was getting at but played him a little "What is that?" he asked back looking at him. "You know" Conrad said hinting "is it like prison?" he now asked. Jamal laughed "Kind of" he replied potting another cutting "you mean fucking?" he asked looking at Conrad. "I suppose that is what I mean, does it really go on?" Conrad asked turning in his seat to face him. "Yes" Jamal replied "loads of blow and hand jobs go on constantly" he said. Conrad chuckled "I bet you were a good sucker" he said ducking when Jamal threw a handful of dirt in his way. "Cheeky little oik" Jamal snapped at him "you know what happens to oik's in boarding school" he teased. "No and don't call me that" Conrad replied unable to stop grinning at their playfulness "well?" he asked. Jamal made a ring with his thumb and finger "They end up lose down below from too much cock" he said smirking at Conrad. Conrad threw a handful of compost at Jamal "So are you lose then?" he asked laughing. Jamal "Dirty oik" he said chuckling then looked at Conrad "did you ever do it with the gardener?". Conrad stopped laughing and looked at him "What makes you think I am gay?" he asked in a shocked tone. "You ask way to many questions about boarding school and I bet you have a hard cock" Jamal replied. Conrad stood "Is that so" he said grabbing his cock that was not hard by any means. Jamal walked over to Conrad and rubbed his hand on Conrad's crotch squeezing and feeling "Not hard" he said. Conrad pushed his hand away, Jamal grabbed his hand pulled it against his crotch "I am though" Jamal said. Conrad tried to pull his hand away "Jam stop it" he said finding his hand being forced to massage Jamal's cock. "You want it oik" Jamal spoke in an incredibly sexy way "you want me inside you" he said. Conrad's hand began deeply massaging the cock freely feeling the fullness of it, Jamal slowly turned Conrad around. He had strength and Conrad now found himself bent over the work bench, only this time it was Jamal and not Jack standing behind him undoing his jeans. It was enough to freak Conrad out.

Part 3 - The Wrong Person Conrad had been back from London a few days and it was one of these rare occasions when Charlie was home, the twins spent the day together walking and catching up on their lives. Charlie was heading for a naval career and his training was taking place in Gosport, now he was a few months in and settled he would often come home at weekends and holidays. The training he was undergoing resulted in changes to his body and he now sported a pronounced muscle definition that Conrad was getting really jealous of. Charlie would mock his twin brother until it ended in them play fighting in their brotherly way. "How was London?" Charlie asked laying on the lawn outside the front of their house. "Nice, stiflingly hot though" Conrad replied thinking of the Arab man and rolling on to his stomach. "Going up for a few days tomorrow" Charlie replied looking at Conrad "why don't you come?". "No" Conrad replied quickly "I have some studying to do and promised the Jack I would help him out". Charlie chuckled "You and the bloody gardener" he said smiling "when you going to get me in the manor?". Conrad looked up the road "I can't, the owner freaked out when he knew I had been in the grounds" he said. "Yeah but you have dinners up there" Charlie replied "they must like you, has he tried it on with you?". Conrad laughed "No he has certainly not" he replied with annoyance in his voice. Charlie looked at him "Are you gay?" he asked straight out "It is just you don't seem interested in girls". Conrad paused way too long and Charlie nodded "No, at least I don't think so" Conrad eventually replied. Charlie sat up and changed the subject in consideration "Mum tells me you got another year at college?". "Yeah" Conrad said "decided to do the full RHS certification" he sat up watching the manor gates open. "Why didn't you take the money dad offered?" Charlie asked looking in the same direction to the manor. Conrad shrugged his shoulders "I want to be independent Charlie" he replied. "Did he pay?" Charlie said nodding towards the manor "I have never seen him in all these years". Conrad laughed "No he didn't, anyway he is just a person" he replied "albeit very rich and private". They both laughed and play fought each other rolling around on the grass trying to force each other to eat mud. Charlie had the upper hand and was now trying to force a bunch of grass he grabbed in to Conrad's mouth. They were so distracted they never heard the limousine come to a stop by them and the door opened. It was like Conrad felt a change in him, never before had he got an erection play fighting with his brother, it was the combination of Charlie's dominance over him and a stirring in his soul that made him feel really out of sorts to point of freaking out. "Is this how you spend your time Conrad?" Simon asked making them both jump and Charlie rolled off his brother. Simon laughed and walked over closer to them "Oh yes, Charlie blue eyes pleased to meet you" he said. Charlie stood up and looked Simon over carefully taking his hand "Likewise finally" he replied. "Dam" Simon said looking at both of them "You are identical" he said laughing. Charlie walked over and looked inside the limousine "Beginning to think you didn't actually exist" he said. Simon stood there watching him "Sorry" Conrad said indicating to Charlie "he is nosey". Simon smiled "You got grass in your hair" he said "I have to go away for 2 days". Conrad nodded "Do you want me to look after Jack?" he asked quietly and Simon nodded. "Please, I trust you to stay at the manor if you want, bedroom next to Jack" Simon replied quietly. Conrad nodded "Of course I will" he said touching Simon's arm. "How fast does it go?" Charlie asked "smells lovely inside with all that leather". "I will let you go for a ride in it one day" Simon replied getting back in "Nice to meet you Charlie". With that he was gone down the road, brief but Charlie had finally seen and met the mysterious billionaire but still no invite up to the manor. Jody called out to them both to get changed informing them they were going out for dinner, Conrad now had to think quick to get out of it and said he was going over some things with Jack for the weekend and he needed to learn as much as possible. She looked disappointed and knew that when Conrad wanted to study there was no stopping him, Charlie didn't seem to mind and said he wanted an early night after dinner since he was heading up to London early to auntie Carol's. Eddie comforted his wife feeling a little lost now both of their boys were becoming more independent and men in their own right. She knew this time was going to come any day and Eddie reminded her that they hadn't moved out just and they just needed their own freedom now. Conrad hugged his brother and got Charlie to promise they would all go out for dinner when he returns. He walked up the road to the manor and happy to see Jack waiting at the door who looked at his ruck sack. "Where are you off to?" Jack asked then coughed. "Here" Conrad replied smiling "Simon asked me to stay overnight to look after you". "God sake Conrad I am not a kid" Jack said doing his eye rolling "you don't need to stay". "Tough" Conrad replied "If you complain any more I will sleep with you" he said jokingly. Jack laughed "Don't tempt me Conrad" he replied putting his arm around Conrad's shoulder "seriously". Conrad looked at him and grinned "You fancy me then?" he asked chuckling. Jack kissed him on the cheek "What on earth gave you that idea" he said winking "friends first and foremost". Conrad smiled and nodded "Of course I know, right what grub you got I am hungry?" he asked. Jack laughed and took him to the kitchen "You can go for a swim if you want I will watch". "Pervert" Conrad replied unable to hide his joy and some inexplicable reason why felt incredibly relaxed. Jack was nearly back to himself but still tired and after dinner they had a slow walk around the manor grounds. Jack testing Conrad on each plant they passed until dusk had fallen and they headed back to the manor. Conrad picked up his ruck sack and walked up the magnificent staircase to the upper level, following Jack down a long corridor until they reached the far left side of the manor and Jack opened the doors to the bedroom. "Holy moly" Conrad exclaimed looking at the room and size of the bed. "Your room is next door Conrad" Jack explained "I will show you". "No it's okay" Conrad replied but unable to actually come out with the words. Jack looked at him "You're straight Conrad, sleeping together is not a good thing" he said. Conrad shrugged his shoulders "The bed is big enough, just don't try anything" he said grinning. Jack shook his head "Alright but keep your underwear on and get the RHS Soil Guide out". "So you want to talk dirty with me" Conrad said laughing and jumping on the bed. Jack undressed and slipped in to bed naked and opened the book sitting up, he was gay and well Conrad was undressing so he looked. Conrad caught sight of Jack watching him in the mirror on the wall and poked his tongue out making Jack laugh, he still watched until he climbed on to the other side of the bed hinting to the book Jack was holding. Conrad had seen Jack without a t-shirt of many times but sitting so close to him he could see the little patch of chest hair, sparse in quantity it suited Jack's body and trailed down in a thin line across his abdomen disappearing under the sheet. Every time he held the book up the muscle in his arms would tense forming perfect ovals under the tattoos, he was far from massively muscled but again the proportions sat just right. Conrad had to shake himself out of it several times unable to fathom out why he found Jack's body so tantalisingly perfect. Spending nearly an hour with Jack asking questions all about soil types and how they affect plant growth. Conrad doing his best and only needing to refer to the book three times to be sure Jack wasn't trying to catch him out. Conrad too the book from Jack and closed it leaning back against the headboard. Jack looked at him "You didn't get offended when I watched you undress?" he asked. Conrad glanced at him "No" he replied putting the book down "known you way too long to be bothered by it". Jack smiled "I still find it strange how I watched you grow in to this" he said waving his hand at Conrad. "In to what?" Conrad asked. Jack laughed "This man sitting here beside me, you were only an annoying kid when we met". "Was I that annoying then?" Conrad asked with a shocked look on his face. "God yes" Jack replied smiling "but I loved having you around, you were so eager to learn". Conrad nodded "Does Simon like me?" he asked out of the blue. Jack laughed "He tolerates you and understands how close we have grown as friends" he replied. "Sleep time and don't get any ideas" Conrad said making light of it. Jack laughed "Same goes to you" he replied grinning at Conrad. Conrad turned the light off and laid on his side facing away from Jack, he was tired but his head was questioning if Jack suspected anything. Maybe he was giving off some secret signal that he wanted to be gay, he sat up startled scared by his own thought turning to apologise to Jack and laid back down. Jack woke in the morning lying on his back he lifted his had and saw Conrad on his stomach, his arm and hand rested across Jack's body 'god I want to fuck you Conrad' he said under his breath. His morning wood was harder than ever and any other guy he would have been balls deep in them by now. Conrad rolled on to his back taking his arm with him allowing Jack to slip of out bed and get coffee. Conrad woke at the soft footsteps Jack made crossing the large bedroom dressed in his underwear. The door closed softly and Conrad sat up realising he had shifted over during his sleep and must have been sleeping very close to Jack. A big grin broadened on his face 'I slept with a man' he said laying back down quiet contentment. Jack returned with a coffee and laughed at the very happy looking Conrad then went to shower. The whole of Sunday they spent in the garden mostly naked apart from shorts, it gave Conrad plenty of opportunity to pay lot more attention to Jack. The heavy humidity and body sweating his every close to Conrad let him catch the natural manly scent of his body that was having the strangest effect on Conrad, it was like an intoxicating drug producing an allure of its own and how he was all man despite being gay. Charlie arrived in London and got to auntie Carol's just after midday, on Monday he had to finalise some paperwork at the Naval College but today he spent time catching up with his auntie. Charlie and Conrad loved their auntie like a second mum and she was the only person who could handle both of them growing up which allowed their own mother to have a little break from two energetic boys running around the house. In the afternoon he met up with his cousin Max and they went for a drink along the King's Road. Max was 24 and married to a most charming girl Helen but she was not a streak on Serena who Charlie was dating but they got on very well. Charlie happily joked about Conrad and this Fiona girl he was seeing and at the time very keen on her until he just lost interest in her completely. Max nodded and told him that Conrad never spoke about her and seemed to be more focused on flowers. They were meeting Helen at auntie Carol's place for Sunday dinner, Max and Charlie left the bar and walked along the road. "Christ that bar is busy for Sunday afternoon" Charlie remarked "reckon they must have a happy hour going on". Max laughed "Come on Charlie look closely" he said. "Oh man" Charlie replied "gay bar alert" he chuckled "shall we flirt walking past?" he asked. "Fuck no" Max replied "several straight guys have got beaten up here" he said. "Right so act normally or should we cross over?" Charlie asked. "Don't be daft, anyway it is a notorious pick up bar" Max replied using air quotes to signify it. Harry leaned forward and saw the familiar face walking towards the bar, he stepped out of the bar to get a better look but the guy didn't even seem to register him or even that he knew him. Harry thought he would never see the guy again having fallen hopelessly in love with the so called straight guy who happily took Arab cock for money. Harry's mate Steve sat watching him in his trance like state giggling at him until he saw the person walking towards the bar. "Isn't that the guy you punched?" Steve asked nodding in Charlie's direction. Harry nodded "Oi" he called out several times getting annoyed that the guy was ignoring him. Max looked at Charlie "That guy is calling you I think" he said. Charlie looked confused "Me?" he asked "I don't think so" he said taking a look at Harry. Harry walked up and stood in front of Charlie "You stood me up!" he said "I should punch you again". Charlie looked at him "Just try it and see what happens" he replied "what do you mean stood you up?". "For a drink a two weeks ago" Harry replied "I sat here waiting all night for you". Charlie laughed "I don't think so mate I wasn't even in London" he replied then opened his mouth "Conrad!". Max looked at Charlie "Ties in when Conrad was here" he confirmed to him. "I suppose you think it is funny standing people up" Harry said now looking quite upset. Charlie looked at him "Sorry I never stood you up, I think you met my twin Conrad" he explained. Harry stood there shaking his head "Very clever, a twin brother and does he like Arab cock as well?". Charlie and Max looked at each other "What do you mean?" Charlie replied facing up to him clenching his fist. Harry mocked him "Come on how much did you earn getting fucked in the back of his limousine?". Max had to hold Charlie back "Leave it Charlie" Max said "he is probably winding you up". "What is that suppose to mean?" Harry asked now looking at Max. Max looked at Harry "We are not for any trouble so go back in to your little bar and be gay" he said not afraid of him. Harry looked down his nose at them both "Fucking twin brother now I have heard everything" he said. Charlie angrily fumbled getting his phone out "Here my twin and me if you don't believe me" he said. Harry looked at the phone "God, I'm so sorry" he said quietly "Where is he?" he asked looking at Charlie. "At home in Hampshire" Charlie replied "What you said about him..." he started to ask. "Forget it" Harry said stepping back unable to think straight. Charlie grabbed his arm forcing him to stay "No you don't, tell me what is this all about?" he demanded. Harry looked nervously at Charlie "Seriously it was nothing just a game" he said. Charlie let go of him "Some game" he said watching Harry sheepishly stepping away then stopping. "Listen can you give him my number?" Harry asked almost pleading. Charlie studied him carefully figuring there was more he was not saying "Tell me Why?" he asked. Harry looked at him "Never mind" he said walking inside the bar. Max looked at Charlie who was about to go in after him "Shit that was weird" he said holding Charlie back again. Charlie looked at Max "Your telling me" he replied "the way he looked at me before he knew about Conrad". Max watched Charlie shaking his head "If you ask me he likes Conrad and I don't mean just like" Max said. Harry turned and saw the two guys going on their way, he now knew the guy was called Conrad. It seemed like the last few weeks had been totally crazy and now this his twin brother and he may have just outed Conrad by accident. They walked on quickly running late for dinner talking about this Harry and how weird it wall was. Charlie had never seen another man look at him in such a way, he couldn't describe it, one thing he did know it was no malicious or nasty look more of a longing. He knew there was more to this and would need to have it out with Conrad when he got back home. A lot of things were starting to making sense in Charlie's head, the way Fiona just fizzled out and now this. Was it true he was selling himself for sex? It was a disgusting notion that his twin had stooped that low. At that moment he wondered if he really knew his twin at all now and why all the secrecy. After dinner Max took Charlie outside for chat seeing how distracted he had been all through dinner. "This afternoon has bothered you hasn't it?" Max said sitting down next to him in the garden. Charlie nodded "Surely he didn't sell out for sex?" he asked Max. "Oh" Max replied raising his eyebrow "I thought it would have been about him being gay". Charlie sat there quiet for a moment "Gay thing doesn't bother me" he replied "selling himself for sex!". "I know he talked about sorting out money for that expensive exam he wants to take" Max replied thinking. "But whoring himself out?" Charlie said looking upset "why would he do such a thing". Max patted his cousins leg "I know, but if this guy offered a lot of money wouldn't you?" he asked. Charlie turned to Max with a shocked look on his face "If I was gay maybe for a one off" he replied. Max shrugged his shoulders "Well maybe that is what Conrad did" he suggested. Charlie leaned forward "Do you think it is true though or was this guy playing a game?". Max sat back in his chair "Who can say Charlie, I think you need to speak to Conrad" he said. Charlie looked at Max "It doesn't bother you?" he asked looking surprised at his remark "if he is gay?". "No" Max said "whoever or whatever he is still Conrad" he replied giving Charlie a knowing look. Charlie sat up "I bet it is hanging around at that manor house, that gardener" he said "fuck!". "Calm down Charlie" Max put his hand on his shoulder "you don't know anything for sure and what do you mean?". Charlie looked at him "He has hung around with the gardener since he was 8, bet he groomed him". "Charlie" Max looked sternly at him "don't make conclusions like that, hasn't thig guy taught Conrad of the years?" he asked. Charlie nodded unable to speak "Conrad has his head screwed on he wouldn't have been fooled" Max told him. "Yeah your right" Charlie said in relief "What about this guy we met today?" he asked. Max smiled "I think he is in love with Conrad" he said "he was really upset you know". "Oh god Max, what do I do?" Charlie asked. Max chuckled "Just done go at Conrad like a bull in a china shop" he replied "you could end up hurting each other". Later that evening Max and Helen walked back to their flat and nearing the gay bar they saw Harry again sitting at a table on his own nursing a soft drink just looking at it. Helen said hello to a couple of the gay guys she knew from the area that were having a drink. "Give me a moment I need to speak to that guy" Max said and Helen looked at him strangely "will explain later". Max walked over to the table and sat down "What is your name?" he asked waiting for him to look up. Harry stared at the glass "Harry" he replied solemnly. "I bet today was a shock finding out Conrad had a twin brother" Max said trying to engage Harry. Harry looked up "I didn't even know his name" he said and Max could clearly see the hurt in his eyes. "Did you and Conrad do anything?" Max asked "only you seem to be very upset". "No" Harry looked down at his drink again "I punched him for calling me queer". Max chuckled looking at him "Conrad isn't usually like that he is very placid normally". Harry turned his glass around "It was never meant to be I guess, so much for him being straight". "I don't know for sure if Conrad is gay" Max said pausing "give me your number and I will send it to him". Harry looked up "So it was no joke, they are really twins?" he asked. "Yes" Max nodded "I don't know what went on when he left my place at night but he might be quietly ashamed". Harry sipped his coke "I got butterflies in my stomach every time I saw him walking past" he admitted. Max smiled "I can promise anything Harry, I will give him your number but the rest is up to him" he said. Harry gave the stranger his mobile number then Max stood and walked over to his wife trying to explain as best he could without knowing all the details. He decided he would wait until next weekend to send the number to Conrad after he had spoken to Charlie and find out if he had broached the subject with Conrad. It took only a few minutes to get his paperwork delivered and signed at the Naval college any by mid morning Charlie was on his way home. In his head he was playing it over and over how the conversation should go with Conrad until the train pulled in to the station and he walked the 20 minutes to Hibiscus Drive. Charlie looked along the road to the manor fighting his urge to go up there and punch to the lights out of the gardener. His parents at work Conrad was sat outside head buried in his book and sketching different plant leaves that was part of the big exam he would be taking. He never realised that drawing was going to play such an important part of botany science studies. Charlie walked in to the house and stood in the kitchen watching Conrad who looked just like Conrad. He poured a couple of glasses of water and walked in to the garden. Conrad looked up "Hey nice trip to London?" he asked sitting back in his chair. Charlie placed the water down "Thanks" Conrad said "What did you do up there?" he asked. Charlie sat down ignoring the question "You hate drawing" he said looking at the sketches. "Yeah, getting better at it the more I draw them" Conrad replied "Jack has been a god send helping me". "Jack, Jack, Jack" Charlie said causing Conrad to look at him and put his pencil down. "Out with it" Conrad said "you always do this when something bothers you". Charlie put his glass down "Does he touch you?" he asked "Jack, has he ever touched you?". Conrad sat opened mouth for a minute "What sort of fucking question is that?" he asked looking angry. "Tell me Conrad" Charlie asked raising his voice "did he stick his dick in you or get you to suck him off?. Conrad saw red and blew up throwing the chair away and lunging across swiping his fist and just missing Charlie 'Come on then' Charlie screamed at him standing up and moving quickly around the table to get at Conrad. For the first time ever they exchanged punches in anger, Charlie landing one that cut Conrad just above his left eye and Conrad managed to land a couple on Charlies stomach and arm. Falling over each other in a heap trying to restrain each other and throwing punches wildly. Charlie's anger and adrenaline allowing him to easily overpower Conrad and putting him in a head lock where he rained down punch after punch until Conrad begged him to stop. Charlie let him go and pushed him down on the patio. Conrad's tears mixed with blood now dripping from his nose, Charlie broke down unable to believe what he had just done to his brother. "Oh shit I'm so sorry Conrad" Charlie said sitting down hugging him "I'm so sorry" he repeated. "What the fuck has come over you?" Conrad asked shrugging him off. Charlie sat there head in his hands "I just want to know if Jack has ever made advances on you". "Why?" Conrad asked confused even more now "he has never touched me" he said making it clear. "I'm sorry" Charlie said "Only someone thought I was you in London" he said "and I don't know what to make of it". Conrad quickly looked at Charlie "Who?" he asked in a scared voice. "Some kid at that gay bar on Kings Road" Charlie told him "said he punched you then you stood him up". Conrad nodded "Oh yeah, he seriously thought I would turn up!" he exclaimed. "Are you?" Charlie asked watching him "just tell me if you are". Conrad sat there wiping the blood from his nose "I don't know" he replied. Charlie shook his head "What do you mean you don't know?" he asked helping to clean Conrad up. "Is it bad?" Conrad asked and Charlie looked at him weirdly "the damage to my face?" he asked annoyingly. Charlie shook his head "Cut above the eye, bloody nose" he replied "no secrets Conrad please". Conrad looked at him "Seriously I don't know Charlie" he said honestly "I did do it for money". "You had sex for money!" Charlie exclaimed "whore" he chuckled "was it with a man?" he asked. Conrad nodded looking down "I did it several evenings with him I saw the money and just did it". Charlie kissed his brother on the forehead "As long as that Jack has never touched you" he said again. "What is this hang up you have with Jack?" Conrad asked "I told you he never laid a finger on me, never". "I believe you" Charlie said "kind of jealous that you have such a good friendship with him". Conrad smiled "He has taught me so much Charlie, really helped me prepare for exams, everything" he said. "I know" Charlie replied "So how much did you make selling yourself" he asked smirking. "Fuck off" Conrad replied laughing "quite a bit, some rich Arab guy paid me £9k". "No fucking way!" Charlie replied looking surprised and shocked "you must be quite an ass to fuck then". Conrad sat there looking at the bloody tissue "They call it gay for pay" he told Charlie. "How come you don't know if you are or not, I mean did you enjoy it?" Charlie asked. "Not really it was money" Conrad said "and this guy I sort of met well... yeah he is cute". Charlie stood up and helped Conrad to his feet "Your so gay" he said to Conrad "I still love you". "Of course you do" Conrad replied "or I will tell mum you beat me up". "Oh no bro, you started it and went for me" Charlie replied chuckling putting his arm around his shoulder. Conrad stopped walking "It is going to change us isn't it?" he said "If I am gay". "Nah" Charlie replied "You know I will never let you forget you sold your arse though" he laughed. Conrad cleaned himself up as best he could but unable to hide the bruise above his eyebrow. He stared at his reflection in the mirror wondering what had become of him, the realness of his attraction to men over women still weighed heavily on him but he couldn't help smiling. Dinner that evening was quite surreal for both boys with their mother pestering them wanting to know what happened. They both tried to explain it was a genuine blow up and Jody sat there looking at Eddie commenting that 20 years before they had a fight was really good going, she told them that if they were younger they would have been grounded without technology for a month. Wednesday morning Conrad walked to the manor and meet Jack to do some cuttings in the greenhouse on a hybrid hibiscus they were working on together. He noticed the bruise and cut above his eye and said nothing until later that morning. Aware that Conrad didn't seem to be there and was getting inpatient with his silence that was so unusual for him. Jack handed Conrad a pot "You want to talk?" he asked watching Conrad take the pot. "About what?" Conrad asked putting the pot down and looking at him. Jack indicated to the bruise "That" he said "and you are clearly not yourself". Conrad stared blankly at the pot on the table "How did you know you was gay?" he asked. Jack laughed then stopped seeing the serious look on his face "I like fucking men and it just felt right". Conrad looked at him "I think I might be" he said "stop looking at my bruise". "I have known you a long time Conrad you certainly don't seem gay or inclined that way" Jack replied. "I err.." Conrad stuttered "had sex for money with a man a few weeks back" he confessed. "Oh" Jack said unsure what to make of this revelation "so who gave you the bruise?" he asked. Conrad threw some soil in the pot "Charlie, we had a serious fight, first one ever". "And let me guess... You told him about you having sex for money?" Jack speculated and Conrad nodded. "Sort of that" Conrad said "he also asked if you had ever touched me". Jack grinned "I hope you told him the truth" he said "I would never do that to you". "Of course I did" Conrad replied like he needed to tell him that "doesn't mean I don't love you in my way". Jack chuckled "Conrad loves me" he said dreamily then laughing "sorry I shouldn't mock you". Conrad put the pot down again "Can I kiss you?" he blurted out to Jack. "No" Jack replied straight away "I don't want to ruin what we have". "Please" Conrad asked again going red "I just want to try it, I need to know if I am". Jack looked at him long and hard and couldn't deny he would like nothing more than to kiss Conrad, he also knew that Conrad was probably going through all sorts of emotions trying to understand himself properly. Jack stood up and turned Conrad around on his seat to face him, gently cupping Conrad's face in his hands he looked deeply in to his eyes and moved his head closer. Knowing this would test his resolve but Conrad didn't move and allowed Jack's lips to brush against his own momentarily. There was no kiss, just a touch but it was enough to cause Conrad to close his eyes briefly and elicit a soothing moan. Jack looked at him waiting for Conrad to fight him off, there was nothing, he moved in again and applied more pressure and kissed his lips. Yet again Conrad just made that erotic moan and rubbed his lips together. He decided now or never and leant forward kissing Conrad properly, within seconds their lips parted and Jack slipped his tongue in kissing him passionately. He felt Conrad's hand touching his arm softly, moving his arm around Conrad's neck holding and locking him in to the kiss he felt an electricity that had never appeared with any other man he had kissed. It was like Conrad was willing him to do this, he was responding kissing Jack back, his arms moving around Jack's waist holding him. Fighting the urge to continue Jack pulled back releasing Conrad. "Oh fuck" Jack said putting his hands on his head looking up through the glass to the sky. Conrad was aroused and that was Jack's doing "Sorry" he simply said hiding his erection under the table. Jack said nothing more and got back to helping Conrad with the cutting and grafting. Slight embarrassment between them remained for a several minutes, Conrad definitely felt something after kissing Jack, a type of feeling he never had with any of the girlfriends. To him it was clear and now he began to struggle with that feeling he had been fighting with unknowingly for several years. Conrad finished the grafting of the plant and handed it to Jack "Thanks" he said smiling at him. Jack smiled back "You're a good kisser Conrad" he said breaking the ice "gay... I am not so sure about". Conrad looked at him "I got more turned on kissing you than any of my girlfriends" he confessed. "Probably just a reaction to something new" Jack suggested wiping the potting table down. Conrad nodded "Maybe" he replied "it won't make things weird between us will it?" he asked. Jack smiled "Only if you make it weird" he replied standing up "come on lets go get a drink". Simon was busy finalising the arrangements for this weekends party he was hosting, completely unaware of what was happening in the greenhouse at the bottom of the garden hidden out of view. He sent one last text out reminding each one to bring a bottom guy no older than 30 with them. That evening Moham had his chauffeur drive past the bar several times unable to locate the guy he wanted to take to the weekend away. At 10pm he spotted Harry walking out of the bar and instructed the chauffeur to pull over. Harry had been out with Steve to the movies and stopped by the bar for a soft drink before heading home. Walking past the limousine the window went down and Moham beckoned him over "Moham. Feeling talkative tonight" Harry said knowing that Moham wouldn't reply. Moham looked at him and opened the door "I want to talk to you" he said gesturing to the seat. Harry looked shocked and climbed in with the door closing "What do you want to talk about?" he asked. "The blond lad I had where is he?" Moham asked. Harry was about to ask Moham what the information was worth but thought better of it "No idea" he replied. Moahm sat there and puffed on his cigar "Are you sure?" he said without looking at Harry. "Yes, I can't find him" he replied brushing the smoke away with his hand. "Come to a party on Saturday and Sunday in the country" Moham offered to Harry "it will pay well". Harry cocked his head to one side "Money is irrelevant Moham" he replied. Moham raised an eyebrow "You get to spend the night with a man and get paid nicely. No weird shit". "You promise?" Harry asked "I mean no drugs or anything weird like that?". Moahm smiled "It is all very above board Harry, it just has to be very discreet" he said. Harry thought for a moment "One condition" he said watching Moham turn to look at him. Moham smiled "Name it but I don't promise anything" he replied. "If I am travelling with you don't smoke those cigars in the car" Harry said quite forthright. Moham laughed "Don't worry we won't be travelling for long and dress smartly" he replied. Harry nodded "Okay" he said noticing they were driving across the Thames. He turned to look at Moham who was putting his cigar down then smiling at Harry he indicate for him for drop his trousers. He knew protesting wouldn't help since he was already a captive audience in the limousine. Unusually for Moham he watched Harry whilst undoing his trousers and pulling them down. Moham sat back and Harry looked at the bulge within Moham's underwear, catching his eyes they indicated down hinting for Harry and work on his cock. Harry was a little perplexed and he had never been asked to do this by Moham. Moving his hand over to the bulge Harry could feel it already stirring from the dormant state, Moham rolled his head back shifting forward a little, his hand catching Harry behind neck forcing him down. Kissing the bulge through the fabric he slowly worked the underwear down revealing the thick hard cock that stood a hefty eight inches. He had to check again looking at Moham who had a grin on his face looking down at Harry, gently slipping his lips around the head tasting him for the first time. Taking more and more in to his mouth Harry was drooling copious amounts of saliva trying to coat the cock and make it easier to suck. Even with the little experience he had at blowing cock this was difficult to manage and making his jaw ache. He tried but could only make it two thirds of the way down before gagging and coughing, coming up for hair Moham quickly pulled Harry up pushing him over the back seat. Moham pulled his underwear down and grabbed the soft peachy buns of his arse in his hands. Harry groaned and braced himself now feeling the cock rubbing at his hole teasing it open with gentle nudges until it finally gave. Moham edged the head in looking down at the expanding ass engulfing his cock, the dark shade of his cock against the peachy whiteness of the ass was begging to be taken. Still Harry braced for the full penetration knowing how swiftly Moham took his paid victim. Instead he moaned and gasped feeling Moham pull the head out and push back in repeating this several times. He watched the hole expand then contract until it almost closed before pushing back in. The hole got slicker with the precum flooding out of his cock, each time he pushed the head back in he was now allowing more of his shaft to follow. Harry continued moaning and for once began to enjoy being fucked by Moham, he could feel more and more of the cock filling his arse. The scratchy feeling from the abundance of pubes started rubbing against his hole telling him Moham was fully inside. Moham's arms slipped around his waist and chest, the fucking started with more gentle tones than Harry had ever experienced. The momentum was still fast and the force was building up steadily. Moham tightened his hold around Harry and his head fell forward onto his back, his hips pushed up hard and Moham moaned enjoying the feeling the his balls tightening and releasing their load. Up along his hard long shaft jettisoning out and in to Harry's body. Harry could feel the first thick load of seed entering his body with some force, it didn't end there with Moham experiencing a big orgasm himself he continued shooting volleys of his thick seed like he was trying to get Harry pregnant with each release. Relief across his face when he felt Moham relax knowing the delivery was complete he winced slightly in pain with Moham dragging him from the position and rolling him to the one side eventually ending up sitting on Moahm's lap. He winced in even more pain with his arse settling down deep on Moham's cock, the arms around his waist held him there for about fifteen minutes until Moham pushed his hips up. Harry steadied himself like he was in control this time and slowly rode Moham's cock. It was unlike anything he had ever experienced, his soft moans of immense pleasure and feeling every inch of Moham inside him, enjoyment of being in control of the sex between them. He wanted to play with himself but held back knowing Moham didn't approve of it, Moham liked his pleasure not anyone elses. Hary could feel the change and slight swelling in his arse, Moham moaning in his deep growling sound that got louder. Crossing Westminster bridge Moham pulled Harry down hard, his body pushed up depositing his second load with precise accuracy just as they turned the corner by Big Ben that was striking 11pm. Harry had a secret laugh feeling the pulsing in Moham's cock almost in time with each bong from the bell but failing to reach 11 strikes before he was pulled back against Moham, resting his arse still impaled of the cock that showed no sign of softening. Harry slipped off and fingered his ass gently but as suspected it was fairly dry, the two loads were planted deep in his arse. Importantly though he had experienced a very different sexual game with Moham. The limousine turned on the Kings road and harry finished dressing. Moham handed him £1k and opened the door when the limousine came to a stop. Harry arranged to meet Moham at midday on Saturday and stepping out the limousine he looked back and saw a Moham smiling for once after business was concluded. Harry tried to relive what had just happened with Moham, although he still got paid it was a very different experience. Quite looking forward to the weekend he walked home, he could do with getting out of London and anyway the party sounded like fun. Harry thought that Moham was bringing him along to spend the night with him that got him even more excited. He couldn't forget about Moham bringing up Conrad, he was still a little disturbed and annoyed harbouring a lot of resentment and disappointed feelings that he just couldn't help. Conrad had indeed become a bit of an enigma, an infatuation and one he just didn't know what to do about.

NOTE: These events are purely fictional and more parts will be added over time as well as making edits when needed. Part 1: Hook Line and Sinker I’d only just joined Breeding Zone, but within a few minutes I was contacted by a random guy going by the name of MikeBBTop. His pics looked hot, looking early to mid-30’s with a well-kept body which was slightly toned. I eagerly searched through his pics for a cock pic and there it was a gorgeous thing to see, sitting erect it had to be about 7” with a bit of girth to it (I’ve never been much of a size queen). I examined the pic closely to help me imagine what it would be like, staring closely I notice that just above his cock he has some kind of tattoo, but it’s covered by his hand. I eagerly responded to his message: Hey, I love your pics and I find your star tattoo appealing. I didn’t have to wait too long for his reply Hello willing hole and thanks I like my tattoo as well, by the way you can call me Mike. After a while he asked how dedicated I was to bareback, I confessed that “I want… No, I need to bareback and that I desire nothing more than to be fucked bareback”. He seemed greatly appeased by this news and instantly offered me an invite to his next bareback party. I eagerly accepted the thought of being fucked bare overtaking my every thought. Though this quickly ended when he sent me an invite pack with a cover letter which read: You have hereby accepted your invitation to be a designated no loads refused cum dump at our annual bareback party on Friday the 23rd February 2018 to 25th February 2018. Just reading the letter was enough to make my cock rock solid and my hole ravenous for a cock and its load. The pack also asked for stats, pics, fantasies and my most recent test results, which prompted me to ask “are all the guys tested?” Mike replied immediately “Yes, they’ve all been tested prior to today”. After hearing that I filled out the pack and sent it bac­­k as fast as I could type. Days past, the anticipation of what is to come only got more and more unbearable. In my eagerness I started practicing with my plugs to make sure my hole could take every cock that was offered and wanted to fuck and breed my hole. But now I’m here standing out front of the house on the 25th my hole un touched for a couple days to ensure the first few cocks get a nice tight hole. I reached out my heart beating faster and louder the closer I came to pushing the bell until I felt like my heart stopped, The bell was pressed the point of no return has been reached. The thought of the meal of cocks and loads my hole was going to get made it quiver with anticipation while my mouth drooled at the thought of tasting them...

PART 13 Tom broke off the kiss and looked down at me. “You sexy little stud. I am so lucky you walked by my door. I am gonna keep that little boyhole so happy. And so full,” he whispered. I just nodded up at him. He grabbed me a little rougher than normal and flipped me over grunting “I want to see my cock going in and out of my boy's hole.” He was stroking his already hard cock. Instinctively, I arched my back and went ass up and head down, completely offering my already fucked and cum slick cunt up to him. My legs were spread and my hole was totally exposed, as he started sliding his cock up and down my crack, teasing me. Then he gripped the base of his massive cock and began running tiny circles over my rosebud with his cockhead. It was driving me crazy and i was bucking back to try to get it inside me. Finally, so hungry and teased I couldn’t take it, emotion took over and I practically cried out for it, “Please fuck me!” And with that I felt the pressure increase and my hole began to open up and accept Tom’s beautiful penis. He went slow but steady, and it was a little hard to take but the cum he had already shot into me slickened it up. The fullness increased and I fell into ecstasy again. He was going slow but fucking me with deeper and longer strokes. It felt incredible and I pushed out my hole to try to get even More of him inside me. “My cock looks so fucking hot going in and out if you Chris. Your tight little boy butt. It’s like magic just pulling the cum out of me. I can’t help it. You are gonna make me shoot again. Is that what you want?” he asked in that whisper-moan of his that drove me crazy. “I want it! I want it please!”, I practically yelled. The strokes were longer even, all the way until the point where his head alone was wrapped around my ring and then all the way in balls deep, slowly and steadily. “You want to take another poz load, sexy boy? Is that it? You need that special cum inside your hole, don’t you? Don't you? Deep in your little boy hole,” he grunted. And I lost it. The lust overpowered me and I found myself answering him, “Fuck yes I need it. I fucking need it in me. Cum in me. Cum in me. Cum in me.” Who knows how many times I repeated the last part. He sped up and he was driving deep. It hurt but I didn’t care. The sharp pain of his cock stabbing my guts almost made it feel even better. And then he drove extra deep and his HIV positive sperm erupted into my eager and begging hole. And I had begged. He had asked me and I had begged him to do it. And I wanted it. At that moment all that mattered was that I was his bottom and he had just shared his sperm with me. Given me his seed. He collapsed on top of me. “Please stay in me," I whimpered. “My baby boy already addicted to man cum in his hungry little boy hole. My sexy baby boy,” as I felt him throb inside me as he tried to milk every drop of cum into me that he could. And my mind flashed quickly HIV load number four now. But instead of fear, I was thinking of load number five, which I knew I would need. And need soon. The hunger was just growing. The need to get fucked. And to be bred.

PART 9 I did get some sleep, but definitely not a ton. When I started this, I said I’d tell the truth, and the truth was that I was really conflicted and felt a lot of guilt. Guilty that I did it. That I wanted to do it again. That it felt so good. And Tom, it was like he had this power over me. I mean even last night after I had practically just cum at his place, I was home jerking off reliving what had just happened. But there I was at 11:00, totally showered and clean and feeling, well, a need. Tom smiled and let me in the door, pinning me against the wall as soon as the door closed. “Damn, I had plans to try to be slow, but you just drive me crazy my sexy little boy. Let’s get upstairs and get you naked and let’s give that little boy pussy the attention it needs,” he whispered sexily. It took me perhaps only five seconds to climb the staircase, shedding my clothing immediately upon entering the playroom door. Tom likewise allowed his robe slip off, showing me that tall thin body that I thought was so sexy. His cock was already more than half hard. Not surprisingly the passion and the moment was hitting me intensely, particularly as Tom was stroking himself, using a hypnotic rhythm. That gorgeous giant cock. He didn’t have to ask or direct me. There was no hesitation at all. I slid onto my knees, opened my mouth wide to receive his cock head. Did I think of HIV when I saw the bead of precum coming out of of his slit? Yeah I did. and I also recognized that, even knowing Tom was poz, I couldn't stop myself from liking up his pre-cum. And I savored it. And I just wanted more. I just knew that whatever else, I wanted more of Tom. And I lost myself in a cocksucking lust.

PART 6 The next few days went something like spend 23 hours absolutely beating myself up and being sure my life was over, and the other hour reliving the sex that had taken place and jerking off three times a day. And it was the only thing I thought about jerking off. But there was no way I was ever going to do that again. I tried to avoid even going by Tom’s place, mostly because I was just so freaked by HIV and that he had cum in me and also just because I had never acted like that, like so slutty and desperate for a guy. My resolve to avoid a recurrence aside, it was safe to say I thought about Tom a lot. I would spend hours mad that he could have done that to me, followed by thoughts of how great it was that he had done that to me. It was almost worse. I finally had had the sex I had fantasized about and it had felt SO GOOD, but I couldn’t ever do it again. I struggled to focus on school and work but still found myself obsessing over fact that I had had raw sex. And taken cum. And, of course, I felt guilty over jerking off to it, but I just couldn’t help it. At least I had that, I would tell myself. Five days. Not even a week. I had been at school and then work and it was Friday and I decided to go to the Jacuzzi at the apartment complex. And who shows up about three minutes after I got in the water? Opening his robe he displayed a well-packed Speedo that could barely contain his cock and balls. "Chris, I have been hoping I would see you again. I know you were kind of flustered when you left. I really enjoyed our time we spent together. God, you were amazing.” He said as he settled in the water, directly across from me. “In fact, I was really really hoping to see you again.” I was practically shaking from the adrenaline going thru me. Part of me was so scared of what had happened, but part of me was seriously stuck on the fact Tom had really liked it and he liked me. He had been thinking about me. “I, I have been busy all week with school and work and stuff,” I said quietly. “I bet you need to relax,” he replied, adding “I bet you need to let go, let some of that stress go, let your true self come out for a while.” He had kind of slowly moved around the jacuzzi and he was now close to me. I just nodded at what he said. A recording of our previous meeting was playing over and over in my head. “I think we have had enough jacuzzi. Let’s dry off and go back to my playroom.” And he eased himself out of the jacuzzi his half hard cock pressing his suit out. I stared. And then followed. I knew what it meant going back there. And I was going anyway, after all I had said to myself. It was that easy for him to get me. We walked silently back to his place. As soon as we were in the door he suggested "Let’s just leave our suits down here,” as he stripped off what little he was wearing. I followed suit. Ten seconds in his house and I was naked. I followed him up the stairs into his play room. Shutting the door he stepped over to the entertainment center and inserted a video as I took a seat on the bed. As the video flickered through the opening credit, Tom joined me on the bed, his tongue invading my mouth. “I jerked off every day thinking about you and your sexy body and little boyhole,” he whispered. "I jerked off so many times thinking about you," I admitted, adding "I know I shouldn’t do this but I want to so badly,” I whispered through our kiss. "Shhhhh. Don’t worry, baby boy. This is your playroom. Your place to be your true self and to do what you want to do. What you need to do. And my baby boy needs his hole fucked again doesn’t he?” Tom whispered, his inches from mine. Unbidden, my had was already stroking his cock, which, I thought, felt like steel. “I want you to fuck me so bad,” I blurted out, surprising myself. But it was true. What had been a want these last few days was now a need. Tom was so hot. His cock was so fucking big and perfect. And he wanted me just as much I could tell. Looking me in the eyes, he asked me the question of which I was afraid "And what about my cum: Are you gonna take my cum again?” His cock leaking precum in my hand, the heat of his body, his smell. It all pushed me to the edge, where I was just his. And I was my true self. And my true self knew that every thought I had had about Tom always ended with him cumming in me. “I want your cum. I want you to fuck me like last time until you cum in me. In my hole, “ I replied. Just like that, I had somehow ended up in his room. And this time, he knew right away that my ass was his to use. And the cum. I was trembling still, a ball of horninss and nerves. This super hot guy was HIV positive, and he had a huge cock that was rock hard. And I had basically just asked him to fuck me and fill me up with sperm. And this time, cock hunger won out quicker than fear as I slid down to my knees and opened my mouth wide, ready to serve.

PART 5 Everything went into overdrive and I felt a surge of lust go through me like I had never experienced. And my was throbbing yes, but my hole was spasming and just felt so, so... hungry. Tom looked down at me, “You like poppers Chris?” “Fuck this is so... oh my god,” was all I could get out. “You should see the way your hole is just going crazy. It looks so sexy convulsing like that," he remarked with a smile. “Please lick it again. I want to feel it so bad. My butt, it’s just, holy shit, I never felt like this before,” I sputtered. My entire focus seemed to be on my hole. I knew my dick was hard, but I didn’t care. I just needed his attention on my hole again. “Chris, I can’t lick it now, I put that lube on and it doesn’t taste that good.” He edged closer to me and handed me the bottle again. I automatically did two deep breaths in each nostril. I was just flying now. And he came in and pointed his rock hard cock, with precum dripping from its head, and slowly began rubbing my exposed hole with his cockhead. And oh fuck it felt good. I ground my ass against his cock, bucking and teasing, but he just teased back. He was so good at it, driving me further and further over the edge. The thought that he didn’t have a condom on registered but he wasn’t fucking me, so I dismissed it immediately. Besides, it felt so fucking good. He seemed to sense when the poppers started to fade and urged me on again. “Three hits, Chris. Three hits in each nostril. Or else, no more hole-rubbing,” he whispered. I wasted no time hitting each nostril with three deep pulls from my new friend, this little brown bottle. He went back to work teasing my hole as I writhed and tried to stay still, when it felt so good that I just wanted more. He was so subtle that I barely felt him increasing the pressure against my hole. And his teasing got more pronounced,as he focused on the center of my hole. Slowly and surely, he increased the pressure and it was now impossible to deny the gentle burrowing of his cock. But it was okay. He wasn’t fucking me. My breath was coming out in sharp gasps by now and it all felt so good. When he said “Four times, Chris. Four big hits on each side. Do it. Do it my sexy little boy,” I immediately complied. And I was already so spun. And those last hits broke my final will. I didn’t even realize it had happened til after it had happened. It was like my body made the decision for me. About thirty seconds after those four hits on each side, with his firm pressure against my hole and his cock already burrowing into my opening, I literally heaved myself up and impaled myself onto his cock. The head popped through my ring and two inches of hard raw shaft followed. He held me firm. I didn’t take anymore cock in me, but he wasnt gonna let me back off either. I half screamed and half moaned. The burn of pain in my ass subsiding already. “There’s my little bottom boy. I knew you’d show yourself. Such a tight hole. A hungry tight hole,” he whispered. And he was now working more of his cock in, pushing me to take it but not trying to hurt me. “Hit the bottle again sexy. Hit those poppers and let that little hole relax,” he murmurred. I know I did hit the poppers over and over,but lost count of how much each time. And by now there was zero denying that he was fucking me. His cock was sliding in and out and he worked it deeper and deeper. Nothing had ever felt this good. Then I remembered he wasn’t wearing a condom. “Tom, what about, what about condoms?” I got out between gasps. “I don’t have any sexy. Besides it feels so good like this. Skin to skin,” was his reply. And it did feel so good. And he was going even deeper and fucking me more aggressively and the poppers... I lost it. “Don’t stop. Don’t stop. Feels so good. So good. Big fucking cock so good,” I babbled. And then he was whispering in my ear, “Your hole is so hungry I can feel it, like you are pulling me inside you. I’m almost balls deep. You know what’s gonna happen when I am buried all the way inside you? I’m gonna cum. Deep up in you. And you are gonna let me aren’t you?” I was grunting and gave no sign of discouragement, but that wasn’t enough. He continued, “ Say it. Say it’s okay for me to cum inside you. I’m not gonna let you have it if you don’t ask for it.” I didn’t even think about it. I was facing a primal need that immediately rendered my decision. “Cum in me, Tom, I want you. Give my your load inside my ass," I managed to get out as he was so close to bottoming out in me. “Oh yeah, fuck yeah, I'm so close so close to filling your hole up with cum. Take it. Take that big dick. Earn that cum load,” he whispered. With a last hit if poppers, I finally blossomed and he sank that last bit into my boy hole. It hurt in that good way that instantly made me want to feel again again. He was delivering short hard strokes with the result he was balls-deep in my ass. "Oh fuck yeah. Gonna give it to you. Gonna fucking cum. Fucking fill you up. Yeah yeah FUCK YEAH, take that fucking load. Take that fucking hot cum. Oh, fuck,” he groaned in a deep voice. “Oh god. Oh god,” was all I could get out. Over and over. In the back of my brain I realized my torso was dripping with cum - a load I had blown, but which I somehow hadn't realized when I was actually cumming. The feeling of my hole being fucked so deeply had overwhelmed my orgasm. My cock hadn’t mattered compared to the ecstasy of my asshole. “Please stay in me,” I whispered. He looked down at me and announced "You are the sexiest boy I have ever fucked. I swear your hole NEEDED dick. And cum. It needed that too didn’t it sexy boy?” A s I started to come down, the alarms went off in my head. Holy fuck, this guy came in me. And it felt like he came a lot too. I had no idea if he was safe or anything. I slowly backed off his cock, which fell out of my hole with a plop. I was losing that fuck high quickly. How could I have lost control like this? Because he was so fucking sexy, I answered myself. And those poppers. It made me feel like I had to have his dick in me. My body needed it so bad it override my brain. I started to back off him and got up on very very shaky legs to find my clothes. I was a little embarrassed now that I had acted slutty and lost control and I had even asked him to cum in me. I asked him too! Apparently Tom could sense my developing freak and reassured me, “ Hey sexy, I know that was a lot at once. I am so happy I met you though. You are so hot. And I would love to do this again and again. It can be our secret, if you want. But I hope you want more. And the look in your eyes says you do.” By now I had my shorts and shirt on. I knew I had to ask. And I was so scared as I quietly asked “Tom, are you... are you safe?” He looked at me and patted the bed to sit down next to him, asking with a slight smile "Safe? What does that mean? Was I gentle not to hurt you? If that’s what you mean, yes. Or do you mean something else?” He was gonna make me say it. "Meaning HIV," came my whispered reply. “Chris, I want you to think about what we just did. Think about how much you liked it. How badly YOU wanted it to happen. How it just got better and better. Like you always dreamed man sex could be. And I have more to show you and more to share. And you will be back. Maybe in a day. Or a week. Or two. But you are gonna come back here for more man sex with me. And it’s going to be raw like now. And you will ask me to cum in you again. You will even beg. And to answer your question, yes I am HIV positive. And yes, you took a huge load of my cum.” His gentle smile never faded. I don’t remember my reply. It was all about getting out at that moment. I am sure I said goodbye as I left as quickly as I could. I stumbled on still rubbery legs to my place, extremely aware of the wetness in my hole and asscrack. His semen was slowly leaking out of me. I shut the door behind me and locked it, made it to my room and fell on my bed. My head was spinning. HIV positive cum was inside my ass. What was I gonna do? And then his speech at the end. As if I'd ever do that again! But as my thoughts continued to unfold for every ten fearful 'Oh fucks!', there was a long thought of the knowledge I had just had sex that was so amazing I didn’t even think it was possible. But there was no way I was ever doing it again. No way.

I think you misunderstand how things work in the UK. This isn't America. We don't have religious politicians (meaning they keep their faith private), we don't have a religious right and we don't have religious lobby groups. To get elelected you don't have to talk about God or suck up to religious groups. We have very robust laws stating that what people do in the privacy of their own homes is no one else's business and human rights legislation which states that sexual expression is protected. The Conservative party who are in power legalised gay marriage and have many politicians in prominent positions who are openly gay. Compared to US conservatives they are totally gay friendly. That said this government does seem to be concerned about porn but there is literally a 0% percent chance than anal, or any other kind of sex will be made illegal. It would be technically impossible to do and enforce.

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