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Cheating after my first 3some The first time my bf and I decided to try being open was during a bear event in Dallas. This was my first bf and my first bear event so super inexperienced. Most of the week, passed without anything crazy. Couple of flirtations here and there but nothing concrete. Our second to last day there I met this guy on GROWLr who was a “chaser” and was into both me and the bf. After a couple hours of hanging out and flirting etc we decided hey let’s try this. After some conversation, the guy let’s us know he’s positive but since my BF and I only play safe with others this wasn’t a big issue. After the bars we came back to our hotel room and everything passed pretty hotly, the guy fucked me and so did my bf, the guy safe and my BF raw. The guy came inside me, inside a condom and right afterwards my BF came inside me raw. We bid the guy goodbye and were settling down for bed. After a few minutes we notice that the hookup left his phone in our room. I happened to know which room he was in (one floor above ours) so I really quickly got dressed in shorts and a shirt (no underwear) and ran the phone up to the guy. He answered the door very quickly, said his roommate was asleep but thankfully my knock did not wake him up. We got to chatting at the door and I was letting him know what a good time I had and that I wish I was able to take his load the same way I did my BF. The guy asked if I ever played raw but I told him that going into this weekend the bf and I agreed that safe play was the only way to go. After a few minutes of chatting at the door, the guy asks if I want to come inside. I ask him about his roommate that is sleeping and how we can keep talking inside? He tells me he has no plans to chat anymore if I come inside the room. Instant boner and without even thinking, I’m taking his hand and following him into the dark room. He pulls me immediately into the bathroom and starts making out super hotly. Arms and hands are everywhere and I can feel his Dick pressing against my stomach. He asks if I emptied out since taking my BFs load and I tell him that I haven’t had the opportunity yet. That seemed to really turn him on and he immediately starts eating me ass. I am in ecstasy as his expert mouth works my hole back to being lubed and ready for dick. After a few minutes he stands up and without asking me, just starts pushing himself into me. I immediately remember he’s poz but before I can even say anything he’s balls deep in me, thanks for the BFs load inside me. He feels so so good that I just lose control. He turns off the lights in the bathroom, turns on the shower and just starts going balls deep in me, withdrawing all the way to the tip and back in me again. I can’t even object as he pounds his raw dick into me. I feel his pace increasing and hear his breath and suddenly he’s holding my arms down, almost to the point of pain and starts slamming into me, hard. I’ve never felt myself be so open and receptive to someone as much as I am now. He whispers in my ear that my ass is his and he’s going to give me his special gift. It wasn’t until afterwards that I realized my begging for every drop of his gift was inviting him to blow his toxic load deep into me. I left the bar leaking out his load and only hungry for more.

The gangbang continued for quite some time, and although Jason and I were the main focus of everyone's attention, on occasions when I got a break from sucking cocks I looked around the room to see some others having an outing as a bottom. Eventually I moved to one of the cabins for a long threesome with Jurgen and one of his friends, drifting off to sleep with my boyfriend deep inside me. I woke at least once in the night and could tell there was still action going on in the boat, presumably involving Jason given how enthusiastic many of the guys were at having another cumdump in attendance. The following morning I slipped out of the cabin and headed out on deck while everyone else still seemed to be asleep, stopping by the galley en route to get myself a coffee from the posh machine. Once outside I lit up a cigarette from a pack I found on a table, and leant on the railing to watch the sunrise. I had a peaceful half hour or so alone out there, enjoying the sights of the bay coming to life as the sun rose higher, before I heard someone joining me on the deck. "Morning" said Jason, leaning over the railing beside me. "Oh, hey" I replied. "Didn't expect to see you up so early." "Yeah" he said, "I needed to get out of that cabin before they woke up with morning wood. Bit sore this morning." "Not used to that sort of action?" I asked. "No" he replied. "Never had more than one in a night." We leaned over the railing in silence for a while, before I reached for the cigarettes and lit another. "Give me one of those" Jason said. "Yeah?" I said as I offered him the pack. "Another one of my bad habits you've picked up?" "Yeah" he chuckled. "Always end up smoking the day after I get fucked." He lit up, took a deep draw, and then exhaled the smoke as he looked back out into the bay. "I suppose you're wondering about me" he said, not taking his eyes off the horizon. "Yeah" I replied. "I mean, before last night you gave me no indication you were into this sort of thing." "I know" he said. "I wanted to say something when we met up, but something stopped me." "Are you ashamed?" I asked. "No, not any more" he replied. "I mean, I was, but recently I've stopped feeling that way." "When did you start sleeping with men?" I asked. "Last night" he replied, smirking a bit. "Honestly, that was my first night sleeping with a guy. But if you mean when did I start having sex with men, that was at uni." "You mean you just had hook-ups and then left?" I asked. He paused to take another deep drag of his cigarette. "Yeah, on the few occasions I did it at a guy's place or in a hotel. Mostly it was other places." He paused again. "Parks, toilets, clubs. You probably know the drill." "I do" I said. We stood in silence for a little while again, finishing off our cigarettes. "You know" I said, "pretty much everyone who fucked you last night is HIV positive, and not many of them are on meds." He nodded. "Are you?" he asked. "Yes" I replied. "Some of the guys here worked to get me pozzed a few years ago. I've been on meds since then, mostly." "Did you know they were pozzing you?" he asked. "Yes" I said. "I realised it's what I wanted." He was silent for a while. "It's what I want too" he eventually said, almost whispering. "I don't know why, and I know it's a bit fucked up, but once I realised that I don't want to be spending my life pretending to be something with a woman, and actually just want to be getting used by men, thinking about getting the virus sort of followed on soon after." "So you're not poz already?" I asked. "No, although who knows after last night" he replied, before turning to face me. "I hadn't actually planned on doing what I did last night. But I saw you getting fucked so openly, and I just sort of let go." "Fair enough" I said. "I think I would have got gangbanged anyway, so it was good to have someone to share the burden with." He smiled at me. "Any time" he said. "It seems like you're a bit of an expert in how to be what I want to be, so it would be good if you could show me the ropes while I'm here." "Ropes" I said, smirking, "so you want to be tied up?" He laughed. "Hey man, I'm up for anything". "Are you sure?" I asked. "I mean, if you are, and you do truly want all this, then there's a couple of guys here who could take you on the same journey that I've been on." He gazed at me for a bit, before reaching out for the pack of cigarettes to light himself another, offering me one in the process. "Yes" he eventually said, breathing out a big plume of smoke. "I mean, I don't know that I want to end up with all the tattoos that you have, but if I can leave Sydney with what I came here for then I'll be happy." "So you want some going away gifts?" I asked. He looked at me quizzically. "Gifts" I repeated. "You know, gifting, the act of passing on HIV to someone else." "Oh" he replied, chuckling. "Maybe you better start with getting me up to speed on all the lingo." "No problem" I replied, smiling, "but I think that will have to wait to later." I nodded towards the lounge area, where a few guys had appeared and were getting coffees. However, Gus and Steve were just standing there looking out the window at us, and the looks on their faces told me all I needed to know. "We're about to get fucked again, aren't we?" Jason said, having looked round to see what I was staring at. "Yep" I replied. "Awesome" Jason said, turning back to face me with a smile on his face. "I'm about ready for a few more gifts." THE END ---- Thanks for all the 'positive' comments on this story 😉 I shall leave the rest of their story up to you readers to imagine. Will Jason get what he came for? Will he actually end up getting some ink? Will any more of their school friends turn up bearing a dirty little secret? Over and out.

The fat black man fucking me indicated he was about to cum. His equally fat black cock was tearing me up and I loved it. The bathhouse was surprisingly busy for a Tuesday night. I was hunched over a fuck bench holding on for dear life as the raw fucker battered and buttered my hole with his load. A faint wave of guilt interrupted my pleasure at being bred when I thought of my boyfriend Chet who at the moment was discussing the latest Mark Kurlansky book at his weekly book club meeting. He had no idea I spent my Tuesdays hunting down loads at any number of adult establishments. The guy pulled out and I caught a glimpse of his half hard cock shiny with lube and cum swinging heavily below his gut. Before I could decide whether to stay or go the old guy in the corner who had been jerking off to the show made up his mind. He stepped up and slipped his cock into my well used hole. He was not as big as the black guy but plenty big enough. I moaned as he eased himself into a slow fuck. Then a voice from the dark shattered my idyll. "Well look who we have here," Brad, one of Chet's best friends sauntered up to me from out of the shadows. Fuck!!! Brad was a big oaf of a man, red blonde and furry. I had always been curious about him, wondered what he was packing. Unfortunately I was about to find out. He stood in front of me his big legs wide, arms crossed, a shit eating grin on his malicious face. I was not exactly trapped but I was loathed to push the old man off me before I got his load and besides I was already busted now all I could do is wait to find out the cost of my betrayal. "Sooo...," Brad drawled, "while the hubby is off chatting about the best seller list and drinking wine spritzers you're here getting your slut hole filled." He was right but I had to try to get out of this. Unfortunately my sex addled and desperate brain was not up to the task. I tried to bluff, " It's not what it looks like." Of course it was exactly what it looked like. "This is my first time. I was curious, please don't tell Chet." I was yammering on but Brad cut me off. "Don't insult my intelligence buddy. I might look like a ditch digger but my brain works just fine. I saw your piece of crap Tacoma when I pulled in here." Hey, my crazy brain protested inwardly, my truck was not a piece of crap. "You know Mark that works the counter? We go way back. I still throw him a bone once in a while and by bone I mean I fuck him. The guy has no discretion, gotta mouth like a fish wife. He says you are in here every Tuesday without fail. Says he even fucked you once on a break. Soooo...you gonna stick with your bullshit story?" The old guy was still fucking me even as he soaked in all Brad had to say. He chuckled at the last line. I did not know what to say so I remained quiet. Brad moved closer, his groin so close but not touching. I tried not to look but his bloated meat was so hard to resist. It was big and pink and tasty looking. My pride, what little I had left kept me from reaching for it. He trailed a big mitt down my back to my ass, kneading my cheeks and pulling them apart so the guy fucking me could get in deeper. "We always wondered, me and the guys that is, what your hole would feel like. You're a good looking man. I never imagined I'd have a shot with you, nope not in a million years." His hands kept moving. "Not you with your GQ looks, $200 shoes and vintage ties." The guys did tend to give me a lot of grief over my 'fancy' cloths and expensive hair cuts. "But look at you, under that glossy refined exterior is just another slut cum dump begging for loads. I started to protest, again he shut me up. "Don't even!", he cut himself off by roughly grabbing my chin so he could look me in the eye. "I've been watching you this whole time. I saw you get fucked through a glory hole. And what about that fat slob that just seeded your hole and this geezer." He gestured at the old man who was still banging away. "No offense intended." The old man cackled, "None taken. I fucked this guy before. I ain't never seen him turn down a dick." "Cut the crap and just admit you are a cum dump." "No load refused," added the old man laughing heartily and sounding like a craigslist ad. I slumped in defeat. My secret was out. "Okay Gramps," Brad was taking charge," time for you to breed this bitch. I've got plans for his ass and they don't include you." "Alright, alright," the old man huffed, " getting close, so close." Then he let out a long squeaky moan and I knew he was getting his nut. Also I recognized the moan. He had fucked a load into my ass more than once. He was probably a Tuesday night regular also. I rarely bother to turn and look at the guys fucking me on the bench. I love the sleazy anonymity of it. The geezer pulled out and gave my ass a slap. "Have fun boys, looks like you two have some catching up to do." He wandered off throwing a wave over his shoulder, "See you next Tuesday." Bastard! I tried to get off the bench but Brad was having none of it. I settled back down too afraid of him to argue. "You just get comfy. We are waiting for someone." "Who! Who are we waiting for?" I started to panic fearing he had called Chet. "Is it...is it..."I was so breathless I couldn't even say his name. "Calm down buddy. It's not Chet. Just a mutual friend looking forward to getting to know you better and I mean that in the Biblical sense." Oh shit that could only be one person, Brad's pal, the biggest asshole in the metropolitan area, BJ." And as if on cue he stepped into the room a smile so big on his face I thought his jaw might split and fall off. BJ, one of the guys, was one of Chet's oldest friends. They went to high school together and I think that was the only thing they had in common. Chet was too much of a sweetheart to tell BJ to get lost and BJ liked Chet's liquor cabinet too much to exit the scene. BJ was not even his real name. He earned it by getting caught twice in high school receiving blow jobs from classmates in the restroom. BJ was every bit as big as Brad but where Brad was bearish BJ was big boned and raw skinned with hard spare muscles and without an ounce kindness in his ugly mug. He reminded me of Willem Dafoe. I detested him. He was a lazy creep, always skirting the law and his mouth was always spouting invective. BJ was one of the few men (him and Trump) that I had no desire to see his package. Every other guy on the planet, even the lowliest, grossest slob, I have to wonder about his his dick. I mean when its poking through a gloryhole what does it matter. Not BJ though. It was not his body I objected to, it was him. "Hey GQ," BJ's nickname for me, "fancy meeting you here. Enjoying yourself?" He walked around me his eyes roaming over my body greedily. I remained quiet. "You are being rude GQ. Hogging the fuck bench like this. Why don't you hop off and give one of these other fags a go." There was no one else in the room but us. They each took and arm and helped me off. I have to admit my legs were a little wobbly. Recent events had over taken my stability and reality. They guided me over to a wide padded bench and sat me in between them. "You know GQ every time I look at that pretty face of yours I have the same damn thought. I'm a fucking broken record." He slapped my knee, hard. My flinch only served to widen his already ridiculous smile. "You want to know what it is?" I shook my head. "Oh come on, aren't you a teensy weensy bit curious." His grip on my knee became painful. "Okay, okay," I gave in trying to push his hand off my knee. "Tell me." Now I should point out I am not exactly a 90lb weakling. I am 6'2'', 175lbs, but both these guys had a couple inches on me and way more muscle. BJ was terrifyingly strong. "When I look at you," he snarled, "I want to feel that arrogant face of yours pushing into my ass." God no! He wants me to eat his ass. Now don't get me wrong. I am a devoted ass eater and the hairier the better but fucking BJ. NO WAY! It would be too demeaning, too gross. He could see the refusal in my face. I looked him the eye and I have never seen a more disgusted and hateful expression. "I know what you think of me GQ. I know you think you are better than me. That I am trash, that I only use people for what I can get. And who knows you might be right but I am not the one that just got caught cheating on his boyfriend and not only cheating but whoring out his hole to anybody with a heartbeat and a hard-on so you tell me old pal who's trash now? Which one of us is on the moral high ground?" My heart lurched. He was right. I did think I was better than him but was I really? BJ did not give me any more time to ponder the issue. "Don't worry about it sport," he ruffled my hair like I was a five year old. "I am totally willing to come down to your level, your lying cheating morally corrupt level. You can keep cheating on your boyfriend like you want and I am going to blackmail your ass...so I can get into your ass. You can keep your happy Martha Fucking Stewart life with preppy little Chet but on Tuesday nights you're mine. And Brad's of course." He gave Brad a friendly punch on the shoulder. I had to make one last attempt at getting out of this. "C'mon Brad you are better than this," I pleaded. "Don't let this asshole lead you into something you will regret. Brad shook his head but with no regret. "Sorry bud, this is a dream come true." He wrapped an arm around me and pulled us closer and despite the agony my soul was in I noticed how damn good he felt. "I have jerked off too many times dreaming of this moment and there is no way in hell I am letting it slip by. Besides you know, deep down, you want this. Hell I notice you checking out my package all the time." He had me there. I spent many a social gathering staring at his crotch trying to decide if he was cut or not. BJ interrupted. "Enough jibber jabber, my ass isn't going to eat itself." Two seconds later I was on my back staring up at BJ's hairless and wrinkled pucker. He pressed his hole to my lips and I clamped my mouth shut. He wiggled his ass back and forth, the silky weight of his sack caressing my chin. "Time to get busy GQ. I am not going to say it again. Either your tongue goes up my hole or I get my cell to call Chet." I gave in and pushed my tongue out. A few licks and his hole opened up like a spring flower. A few more licks and I was in deep and god help me he tasted so good. My cock was rock hard. My cum dump instinct took over and I was busy trying to push my head up his ass. I couldn't believe I was eating BJ's ass and loving it. I hated him but could not get enough of his hole. I could hear Brad talking to someone. Then I heard, "Go ahead and fuck him. He's not going anywhere." A moment later I felt the head of a cock rubbing up and down my asshole. When he paused I pushed out and managed to get it in me. "God damn," the guy swore, "he's a hungry bottom ain't he." Then he slammed the rest of his cock into me and I was breathless for a moment with both the pain in my ass and the lack of available air due to BJ grinding his hole hard in my face. I had no complaints. Except for being caught out life was fucking great. I had a raw anonymous cock in my ass and tasty asshole to feast on. There was nothing to do but enjoy. The top did not last long. He shot his load and departed but was immediately replaced by another and I wondered if it was Brad. Turns out it was not. Brad wanted my hole good and loaded before he had his way with me. BJ did not seem in any hurry to disengage his hole from my tongue so I settled in for a long rimming session. When I did get a break I asked the guys if they had any poppers. I was in total slut mode now. "You continue to shock me GQ," said BJ. "Be right back." He headed off towards the lockers but not before suggesting to Brad that I might be more comfortable in a sling. I followed Brad to the sling room not bothering to hide my eagerness. He patted the sling gesturing me to get in. Shyly I asked him if I could suck his dick before he fucked me. I still felt awkward about the situation but Brad's cock was even more beautiful than I had imagined and I could not wait to taste it. He shook his head as he pushed me into the sling, pulled my legs up and fastened the shackles to my ankles. "You're gonna be sucking my dick a lot. Don't worry your pretty head about that. You and my meat are going to get very well acquainted but right now its not about what you want and what I want is to see you fucked raw. I want to hear you beg for my meat in your cheating slut hole." BJ soon reappeared tossing me the little brown bottle. He had even thoughtfully removed the annoying plastic seal. I immediately took a hit and felt my hole pulse with the chemical high. As much as I hated BJ I wanted him to fuck me more than anyone. He teased my hole with his cock backing away every time I tried to get him inside. He was loving it and to be honest so was I. "Beg for it," he insisted," tell me what a piece of shit slut you are." "Please fuck me BJ, please. I want your load so bad." "What's my name?" his voice turned harsh and he gave my nut sack a smack. I flinched and started over over. I was too slow in responding with his real name. "David," I gasped when he menaced my balls again sending shivers of pain through my body. "I'm a lying, worthless cum dump that doesn't deserve your load David." I shouted. "It's too good for me but I need it." I rambled on doing a shit job I am sure but I knew he was going to fuck he just wanted to humiliate me first. I didn't care. I wanted cock. Luckily I managed a hit of poppers as he slammed his full length into me. It was brutal but felt so fucking good. It was a hate fuck and I have never been so turned on in my life. I couldn't touch my cock for fear of blasting off. Losing all self esteem and I pulled at BJ trying get him close enough for a kiss. His look of disgust only served to make my cock harder. "You really are pathetic," he spit before pressing his lips to mine and exploring my gums with his tongue. I kissed him greedily trying to make sure every inch of his rampant cock was lodged in my greedy hole. When he shot his load my bliss went into overdrive. His ugly mug contorted and his muscles strained as he concentrated on his nut making sure I was fully bred and loaded. He pulled out too soon offering Brad a turn. Brad mounted me quickly and BJ came to my side to have his cock cleaned. Brad was a fun fuck, his boyish smile never leaving his lips as he watched me clean cum and ass juice off my rival. Instead of breeding me Brad went to my other side and pushed his cock into my mouth. BJ surprised me by bending over to share giving Brad a blow job. When the orgasm came BJ took most of the jizz but then pushed it into my mouth. We shared a cummy kiss snowballing Brad's load. My cock was a hair trigger at this point. As soon as Brad put his lips to my cock I exploded. I moaned into BJ's mouth and spit frothed cum dribbled out as the most extreme orgasm I had yet to experience shattered my body. Brad joined us for a three way kiss so share my load. Brad and BJ helped me out of the sling and we all headed for the showers in silence. I had no idea what to say or how I should feel. What I did know was that I wanted these two men again. I wanted them to use me as they saw fit. As we all dressed I turned to BJ. "Next Tuesday," It was a question. Grabbing his bag he shrugged. "I'll think about it," but the wink told me my hole was going to get well acquainted with BJ's cock. I stopped at Barnes and Noble on the way home and bought Chet a $200 gift card.

Came across this story I wrote about... gosh, 12 years back now? Based on a true story, some details may have been embellished. I'll let you decide which details those are. ----- Who You Are In The Dark: A Bookstore Encounter I used to make an occasional trip to the adult bookstore in the town I went to high school in, even after I had moved away from the town to a different city about two hours south. Located just off of I-80, as well as being next to a truck stop AND strip club, there was an interesting mix of clientele. The store itself was well-lit and friendly (so far as these places go), and the front clerks were always business when you bought your entry to the back arcade. The arcade itself was pretty standard. A big rectangle, with about a dozen rooms off the hallway, each large enough for a comfortable two, and more if you were so inclined. All manner of movies would be playing – straight, lesbian, gay, bi, trans, there was literally something for nearly every taste. And just off the viewing rooms was a large, open rec room (for lack of a better term.) A pool table, several arcade games, vending machines, a big-screen TV – just a nice place to take a breather between hookups. There was a definite 'no sex' policy in the rec area, and it was the only place in the back that had a camera. It was in this room that I found myself on one of my visits. It was spring, and even a weekend, but there were not many visitors to the store that night. I had made a few rounds of the rooms, without much success in finding any interesting or interested parties. I took a break from the dark rooms to get a soda and shoot a few solo games of pool. There was one other man in the rec room, a gentleman who was probably in his late 30s or early 40s. At this time, I was around 22 or 23, so this was an 'older' guy to me. He was fairly handsome, well-dressed and with hit of gray at his temples and in his goatee. He was a bit on the husky side, but I've always had a soft spot for that type. I recall that the TV was playing a James Bond marathon, and I would stop playing every few minutes to watch the screen. I was never a Bond fan but, hey, TV. At one point, the other guy saw me watching and asked who my favorite Bond was. "Honestly, I was never a Bond guy," I answered. "Never really got into the movies." "You're missing out," he said. "Brosnan is my favorite. Handsome guy." "I'll drink to that," I said, and took a sip from my Diet Coke. "Had any luck?" he asked, nodding his head toward the back rooms. "Nah. It's kind of dead tonight. Weird for a weekend." "Yeah. I gave up after awhile, settled down to watch some TV, see if anyone else showed up." "I hear ya. I'm shooting pool by myself. That should tell you how slow it is." He stood up from the couch. "Thought I might take another stroll around the booths, see what's good. You should come," he offered. Without waiting for a response, he walked back into the dark hallways. I finished off my soda, abandoned my pool 'game', and followed a few moments later. He had already vanished into the hallway, but it wouldn't be hard to find him. It was a rectangle. I took a slow stroll around, looking into the booths. A few others had wandered in while we had been in the rec room, but I was looking for someone specific at this point. I found him in one of the corner booths, watching the end of a male-male fuck scene, sitting and rubbing his crotch through his slacks. "Mind if I join you?" I asked, poking my head into the room. "I'd be offended if you didn't," he answered, and patted the empty spot next to him. I joined him in the booth and closed the door behind me. I sat next to him and it didn't take long before he grabbed my head and pulled me in for a kiss. This close, I could smell his cologne and taste the faint hint of tobacco on his breath. It wasn't the reek of a heavy smoker, just the tang of nicotine. I noticed the wedding ring on his hand for the first time, which turned me on even more. My cock was quickly hardening in my pants, and by the sudden way he gripped it through my shorts, he noticed. He pulled his mouth from mine, grabbed my hand and placed it squarely on his crotch. He resumed kissing me, our hands massaging each others hardness. We made out for quite awhile, and eventually I found myself pulling back a little to take off my shirt. He followed suit, and I appreciated the view as he revealed a fair but solid belly and a not-quite-firm chest, covered with just a light dusting of black hair. My own stomach and chest were fairly firm, the result of a post high-school dedication to losing weight and exercising, but covered with just about the same amount of hair as his. He stood me up and pressed me against the wall, his bare torso pressing against mine. "You're hot," he said, and dropped to his knees. He unbuttoned my shorts and let them fall to my ankles. I was commando, and my hard dick sprung gratefully free immediately. "Damn," he groaned, and swallowed my 6 ½ inches with gusto. He sucked with the ferocity of a man in need, occasionally moving to lick and suck my balls into his mouth, rolling them around with his tongue. I grabbed the back of his head at one point and began fucking my cock into his mouth. "You like my dick?" I asked, a little more aggressively than I usually am. "Does your wife know you like sucking cock?" He mumbled something around my rod, and continued to suck as I force-fed it to him. I didn't want to cum yet, so after a few minutes of this, I relented and pulled back. "Not yet, man. I want to enjoy this. It's your turn," I said, and pulled him to his feet. I slid down the wall until I was on my knees and at eye level with the clear bulge in his slacks. I fumbled with his belt for a moment, but managed to undo it and unfasten his pants. They slid down his solid thighs, and left me facing his white briefs. I could see the outline of his cock, and it was even more impressive than it had felt under my hand before. I pulled his briefs down, and his own cock stood at attention. It was about 8 inches, and pretty thick. I could fit my hand around it, but only just. The slit was leaking precum, and I took a slow lick to taste his juices, pulling my head back enough that he could see the line of his fluid stretching from his cock to my tongue. "Fuck," he said, and pushed his dick toward me. "Suck it. Suck it for me." I obliged, and went to work on his dick. Slowly at first, as it was a bit bigger than anything I'd taken at that point. Slowly, I managed to work my way about two-thirds of the way down the shaft. He started thrusting his cock into my mouth, gently at first, but with increasing speed. At some point, he managed to force it all the way in, and I found my nose buried in his pubic hair. "Oh my God, you suck better than my wife," he moaned, and continued fucking my mouth. My gag reflex kicked in and I started choking on his dick. This just turned him on more, and he grabbed the back of my head, shoving the full length of his rod into my throat. "Fucking choke on that dick," he ordered. "Choke on it like a bitch." I obliged, without much choice. My throat convulsed around his member, and he let out a long string of swears that made me think he was cumming already. He finally let go of my head and pulled his dick from my mouth. I looked up at him with watery eyes. "Good?" I asked, my voice rough from the throat-fucking I had just taken. "Really good," he affirmed. "Lay down on your back.. I want to lay on top of you for awhile." I slid out of my shorts completely and spread my clothes on the floor, giving me some semblance of comfort. I laid back and watched him finish disrobing, sliding his pants off. He did just as he had said, and laid his bare flesh against mine, and we resumed our passionate make-out session from before. All at once, the room went completely dark. We paused for a moment, and realized that the movie had ended and the TV had shut itself off to conserve power. Strange, since these things were usually on a loop, or the clerk would have noticed the end of the movie and started it up again. We lay there in almost complete darkness, the only light being the dim hallway bulbs shining in from under the door. I felt him now, rather than seeing him, and enjoyed the sensation of this stranger laying atop me, the smell of him becoming a little stronger as my senses compensated for the darkness. We soon began making out again, and his tongue explored my mouth. I answered in kind, and we continued kissing for quite awhile. I could feel more precum from his dick leaking onto my thigh, and spread my legs a little wider. His dick slipped between my legs and probed gently against my hole as we tasted one another. This went on for awhile, the precum from his dick making my hole slick and his cock head pressing gently at my opening. Suddenly, he stopped. "I don't have a condom," he whispered into my ear, sounding disappointed. "Oh," I answered. "Okay." That was all I said, neither giving permission nor denial to continue. I felt his tongue in my mouth again, and the hardness of his dick pressing into me. The heat we were generating in the room started taking its toll, making both our bodies slippery. After several minutes of this, I felt his dick pressing firmly against my ass, and the head of his cock penetrating into me. I gasped with pleasure, and a little discomfort, as his thickness popped into me with only sweat and precum for lube. "I don't have a condom," he repeated, and continued pushing his length into me. "I'm in you bareback." "Feels good," I gasped. He moaned softly and bit my collarbone as he bottomed out, his balls coming to full rest against my ass cheeks. "You're tighter than my wife. Wet, too," he said, and began sliding out of me, and it felt like he nearly pulled out entirely before thrusting back in. "I'm not wearing a condom," he kept repeating, as though I had somehow forgotten that I was in pitch darkness with a married man's raw dick in my ass. "I know," I said. "But I'm not stopping you." That seemed to be all the permission he needed to begin fucking me in earnest, his thrusts picking up speed as my insides stretched to accommodate his cock. A few times, he pulled completely out and I felt empty for the briefest moment before he shoved himself fully into me. He fucked expertly, even in the dark, and began nibbling on my earlobe. I gasped in pleasure and found myself digging fingernails into his back, not even realizing my hands had wrapped around him. "Make love to me," I whispered into the dark. "Oh god, yes. You're so much better than my wife. Her pussy has never been this tight and wet." We fucked like this for what felt like an hour, in complete darkness, our moans and grunts occasionally punctuated by my whispered begging for his dick and his gasping replies, telling me how good my hole felt on his cock, how I was a hotter fuck than his wife. I started to feel the sweat from his face dripping onto me, some of it landing on my lips or in my mouth, the salty taste turning me on even more. "Do you want me to pull out or stay inside?" he finally asked. I was feeling so good at this point, I missed his meaning. "Stay inside," I answered. "Keep going." It was when his tempo started to increase and a guttural string of swears came from him that I realized what he had actually meant. "Oh my God," I asked. "Are you going to cum inside me?" "Fuck yes, I'm going to cum inside you. I'm going to get you pregnant. I'm going to knock you up, and you're going to take it," he said firmly. He thrust his cock fully into me and let out a fairly loud, "OH FUCK!" and I knew he was shooting. "Fuck, fuck, fuck," he repeated, and I felt his seed filling me, the warmth and wetness spreading through my insides. "I'm cumming inside you. I'm cumming so hard," he panted. As I finally felt his orgasm start to subside, he began fucking his load into me, his rod plowing my cum-slicked hole. Eventually, he relented, and I felt his cock withdrawing from my ass. The head of his dick pulled out with an audibly wet 'pop'. We lay there in darkness and silence for a few minutes, the heat of our sex slowly dissipating. Finally, I felt him stirring. "I shouldn't have done that. I didn't have a rubber. I shouldn't have fucked you bare. I'm sorry, man. I just got caught up in the moment and.. I mean, I don't have anything, but I just.. I'm sorry and.." "Dude. Chill," I said, reaching out a hand in the darkness to caress his cheek. "It's cool. I pretty obviously wanted it, too. I didn't stop you." "You sure it's okay? I mean.. I've never done that." "It's fine," I assured him. "Though I may actually manage to get knocked up with as much as you shot." He laughed a little, his nervousness slowly waning. "Yeah, I did shoot a lot. I meant what I said. You really are a better fuck than my wife. She won't even let me say things like 'fuck' or 'pussy' when we're having sex." "Ouch," I answered. "For what it's worth, I'm okay with everything that was said and done here." "Hot," he said, and I felt him lean down to press his tongue into my mouth. "I should go, though. This really was amazing. Do you come here much?" "Every other month or so, usually make an overnight weekend trip." "Well... I won't make it awkward, but I do hope I see you here again." "Me, too," I said, and meant it. I felt his weight leave me. There was an awkward silence for a moment, until he laughed. "What's so funny?" I asked. "I just realized it's completely dark in here and I have no idea where my clothes are." We laughed together for a few minutes and fumbled around in the dark, eventually finding his clothes. He dressed in the darkness and left, giving me one more hungry kiss before he departed. I stood there for a moment, naked, with the door to the hallway open, cum running down the inside of my leg. I finally dressed and headed out. I was halfway home before I realized I hadn't even cum. "Totally worth it," I thought.

First time writing a story — bearish dad type here in a work trip. I had a great motel room. Door right from the parking lot to the dark room. Wearing a jock and a leather vest, I posted on bbrts and sniffles to get any and any cummers. First was an older white guy who fucked like a machine while squeezing my neck to block blood flow. That was unexpected and fucking hot. He loaded my ass three times which was also unexpected. I then had a black man stop in who had good sized equipment that sprang to life after sucking him a bit. He had me bent over the bed and went to town. The curve of his dick hit deep and sometime painfully - but it goes with the territory -and I soon found a position that fit my insides better - or he rearranged them to suit and I still not sure which! The last guy for the evening was the best one. Great sized equipment on a white man on a mission. He took deep slow strokes and enjoyed my loaded ass. The sound of the loads being used as lubeas he picked up speed was awesome. (And he did some video to preserve it. Nice!) After he took some taking long hits of popper and moved me doggie style, he drove his swimmers in to join the mix and just kept his meat in me flexing and pulsing. It was a great evening and I cannot wait until the next time.

Since one of my used-to-be regular fuckbuds is finally fully vaxxed (issues with illness not politics), we decided it was time to have some fun. He wanted to bring a friend and since neither of us host, we decided to return last Friday night at the baths. All of us prefer public, semi public, or exhibition scenes. We got to the baths at about 9 just to hang out a bit and chat. Alternated between hot tub, steam room, sauna, and cool showers, and we made sure we all wanted the same things. Vers and no loads refused. From each other or others. Not an eloquent story teller at this point because lust took over. We each took the other’s loads and then went off to find some more. We each left at about 430 am with 11 loads (me), 13 loads (FB), but the award for the night went to his buddy who found the sling in the (very) dark room and took (he thinks (because he lost count in a fuck haze) 22 loads. We wanna go back next weekend and try again to see if we can outdo ourselves.

this story is based on actual events that are currently unfolding… —————————— “Roll a dice, daddy, let me know what number you get,” my 20 year old twink boy texted me. “What?!,” I replied. He was interrupting me at work. “Just do it,” he texted back. “Then give me the number, I’m doing it to.” ”Hey Siri, roll a dice,” I said to my phone. “Six,” she replied. “I got a 6,” I texted my boy. ”Funny, me too,” he replied. “So I guess Siri wants me to lay off prep for 12 days before we meet in Fort Lauderdale for Halloween.” He’s such a good boy, sharing my dark desire to make him a poz boy. I went back to work. Later that day he sent me a screen capture of a spinner he’d created on Google, on his phone, along with this message, “Damn, it seems google wants me to do all three.” Sure enough, his virtual spinner had several options: just dick, toothbrush and blood slam; as well as combinations of all 3, just dick and toothbrush, etc. (see photo of his spinner attached) His spinner clearly points to the most toxic possible outcome: dick, toothbrush, blood slam. ”Okay son,” I replied. “For this story to to have the ending we want, you’re gonna need to log on to Bbrt, search for the right HVL men and invite them to breed you when we get to Laudy.” Then, I chose the next game. I called it, “An AIDS Daddy A Day.” The cumslut is to chat up a new man in Fort Lauderdale, of the 134 who matched our search criteria, every day before we meet there this weekend. This is where the story becomes dynamic, you can be cast as the story unfolds in the next chapter. As we move from Siri and Google to in person shenanigans, you can join his toxic little Lauderdale games, too… Do you have the seed that grows into the perfect ending?

PART 3: Host removed his dick and went back to his room. I was flying, I was clenching the butt plug so fiercely. I was gyrating on the bed, horny for cock. My phone buzzed a few times as I heard someone enter the room. This must have been the guy Host had asked over. I could hear some breathing and clothing being removed, but not much else. Then silence. I waited for a few minutes, wondering what he was doing, when I felt a depression in the bed and a hard cock slap my ass. My phone vibrated. The guy inside me said, "You are getting messages eh? Go ahead, open them, let people come join." This was gonna be hot. He slapped his dick at my ass a few times as I lifted the blindfold up a touch so I could access my phone. I had a bunch of messages, a few from host, a few guys I had already messaged, and some new guys. One of the guys I had sent my location to was already on the street and waiting for me to confirm. I was feeling a bit overwhelmed and a little too high to really function, so I just opened the message from the guy on the street. "Hey, I am here. You there?" ... "Hey?" ... "Hey man, I just watched a guy walk into your house... are you hosting multiple?" "So horny here man, let's fuck". That was a minute ago. Clearly he seemed okay with the setup. Just as I was about to reply, the guy slapping his dick against my hole plunged in, somewhat dry, but my hole was loose and wet so it wasn't too bad. He went deep right away and leaned over my head. I groaned and whimpered, feeling the expanse of his raw cock filling me up. He must have been at least 7 inches and somewhat thick. It felt amazing. I dropped my phone in the process and he picked it up while his dick was lodged deep in me, unmoving. "You getting some messages eh slut, hot... oh someone else is here to fuck you now? Awesome. Im gonna snap a photo with my dick in your ass and send it to him". I just groaned. He replied, "Actually, let's take a video. Groan again slut... you want to get used by raw stranger cock?" I groaned again, and whimpered, "Yesssss..." He started pistoning in and out. "He is on his way up, get ready slut." I slipped my blindfold down again and just got on my hands in doggy and let hiim pound me. My face was hanging over the other edge of the bed slightly. The guy inside me was picking up a steady rhythm and it felt amazing. I was lost in the sensations and felt another body enter the room. I was soon filled with another cock in my mouth. The new guy was here and ready to fuck. The dick in my mouth was a nice thick cut dick. It was oozing right away and the precum tasted amazing. I started slathering it up right away, taking a few breaks while getting fucked to snort poppers. During this time the two men never said anything to each other, but I could here their grunts and moans which felt like a performance and I was the guest star. "Fuck man, Im gonna bust soon. Take it." The man inside picked up the pace and started pile driving me. Each thrust had the dick in my mouth jam the back of my throat. I was slipping from my position on the bed. It hurt, but in the best possible way. Just when I thought I was gonna lose my breath and struggle, he planted himself deep inside and busted. "Fuck yeh faggot, filling you up. ughhhhh." Just as he did I felt the cock in my mouth spasm, filling my mouth up with a huge load. I wanted it in my ass, so I was a bit disappointed, but also so incredibly horny that I just kept in my mouth, swirling it around his dick while the dick in my hole started going softer, eventually plopping out as the guy leaned back away from my ass. "Fuck that was hot, you cum too?" I heard the guy in my mouth go, "yeh." He pulled out of my mouth and walked away. The guy on my ass got off the bed. I figured I was going to have to get some more guys over. I swallowed the cum in my mouth and used my hands to look for and grab my phone. I could hear the sounds of someone getting dressed and foot steps walking away. Just as I booted up my phone again and slipped my blindfold up, I realized one guy was still here as he got on the bed and I felt a hard dick enter my hole. I was so surprised. The guy who came in my mouth was now fucking me? I looked at the messages in my phone and saw one from host. "Fuck man, you are really enjoying it. You should let me take over and line guys up." I fumbled with my phone but responded, okay, and just started forwarding him the profiles of guys who had messaged me. He can take over. The guy inside me started fucking me roughly. I put my phone down and sniffed some poppers and readjusted my blindfold. He was so silent, just heavy breathing and the sound of his body slapping mine at the waist and ass. He didn't last long. He bottomed out, groaned, more like a growl, and let loose. Filling me with another load. He pulled out and got dressed without saying anything and left. I was exposed, with a cummy hole pointed towards the door to the room. I heard the downstairs door open close, followed by the bathroom door opening and close. Host was in the room. "Fuck man. There are so many guys interested." He inserted the butt plug into my ass. "Damn, this is so hot. How are you doing?" I wanted more drugs, but felt like I couldn't move or get what I wanted without coming clean and telling the guy fucking me what was happening. I decided to try and lie. He seemed naive and foolish. I responded, "Hey, my ass is a bit sore. Can you dump some of my numbing powder into the lube, over there in my bag, mix it around, and put it on my hole?" I was worried he was going to figure it out, but he replied, "yeh man. hot." He really was naive. This was going to continue to be really interesting.

Okay, I have to tell you about my most bizarre hook-up. I pick this guy up at the local gay bar, the only one for about 200 miles, so pickings are slim. We go out to my car and I should have known things were going to go south when he told me where he was staying, at the sleaziest establishment in town. Don't get me wrong, I loooooove sleaze, its my middle name but when he revealed he was wearing a diaper....Um, I hesitated. I don't want to sex shame, to each his own but I am not into that scene. I soldiered on. The things we do for cock. Sigh. We get to his room and I want to use the bathroom before I peel off that diaper, can't believe I am admitting to this and the bathroom is disgusting. Total filth. Again not a clean freak but another notch on the 'get the fuck out of here' stick. The diaper is removed and I go down on the guy. I am working away, doing my best and when I open my eyes I can clearly see the nits and crabs currently colonizing his crotch. I actually tried to carry on! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!! I was so fucking horny for cock I was willing to keep shagging a petri dish of a human being. So gross. I did quit the blow job (to my credit) and he sensed he was losing me. He goes to an armoire and pulls out a bra. Yay! Puts it on and tries to entice me back into bed. He read me so wrong. I suddenly realized I had about one million things I needed to do before the end of the day. He had no problem with that as there was a football game he wanted to catch on the tube. A sports fan, who would have guessed. Needless to say that is one encounter I do not jerk off to.

It's not bad enough when they show up and in person look like someone did an age (and wear) progression to their face pics, but then they have some bizarre kink/fantasy thing that they never bothered to tell you about either, which they then demand that you get on board with... Like the guy who showed up at my door and looked like age and meth had both taken a toll on him, and then demanded that I pretend I was a ROBOT while we had sex. Lets just say that I made sure my robot malfunctioned and went into overdrive and plowed him like an out of control fuck machine for being such a twat.

found this on a hard drive - NOT MY STORY Andy was chatting on the internet, as usual, looking for a hot guy to fuck him, as usual! He is a tall, sexy looking young guy with a nice body and a charming smile. Andy never has any trouble finding spunky men to fuck his ass. He loves to be the btm, and loves to do it bareback. He has not caught the bug so far, mainly, he thinks, because he always asks the men who are about to put their raw dicks inside him if they are "clean". So Andy read through the profiles that were on offer, and was drawn to one in particular. The guy was in his forties, much older than Andy, but he had the most beautiful penis Andy had ever seen. The guy, named Paul, had many pics in his profile of his cock, long fat and hard, sliding in and out of smooth young boy cunts, dripping with thick white cum. Even though Andy was a young hot guy, he secretly lusted after older, rougher looking men, and Paul was perfect! His body looked strong and masculine, like a solid built rugby player or something, and his eyes were deep and inviting as they stared out of the computer screen. Andy was just about to flick Paul a message, when he noticed something on the profile. It said "Full blown poz for 7 years". Andy had fantasize about being pozzed up before, but he always kept it just a fantasy. So he sent a message to the guy saying "Hi" and "Nice Cock". The guy messaged back and they got really into it, chatting about how great it would feel to have a one on one charge party for Andy tonight, and get him all loaded up with poz cum. After a while Paul asked for Andy's phone number and he admitted that he had no intention of going through with it, that he loved life too much to let his sexual fantasy ruin it! So they left it at that. Andy then went and lay down on his bed, with his dildo, and started to slide it slowly up his ass. He sniffed some poppers and wanked off, until he was close to shooting his load. He could not get the image of Pauls cock out of his mind, and he imagined that Paul was fucking him then and there, with no condom, and pumping his ass full of cum. Andy went back to the computer, without cumming, and started chatting to Paul again. Paul said "Hey, why don't you cum over, and we can have safe sex, it will be hot, there is no reason why we can't have some fun, if we are both sensible about it (-: "So Andy fought with his better judgment for a while, but finally his hard-on got the better of him and and he jumped in his car and headed over to Paul's house. When he got there he was struck by how masculine and relaxed Paul was, he was a really sexy guy! They kissed as they stood in the living room together, and Andy felt a kind of electric energy in the air. They went to the bedroom and got undressed in front of each other, their eyes all over one-another's bodies. "So, is this the first time you have ever knowingly been naked with an HIV positive man?" Paul asked "Yeah it is" said Andy nervously, he was so excited about their bodies making first naked contact, he reached out and pulled Paul on top of him, and they kissed deeply, Paul's tongue going so far inside Andy's mouth that he felt as though he was being fucked already. Paul stopped kissing him and looked into his eyes, his 8" thick hard penis was digging into Andy's groin, he said "Feels good doesn't it?" Yeah, it feels amazing" Andy replied. They continued to kiss and Andy felt the full weight of Paul's body on top of him, it felt like the best sensation in the world. Paul worked up a huge gob of spit in his mouth and slowly let it fall into Andy's mouth. Andy opened his mouth and let the spit enter him, loving the feeling of it. They kissed again, and then Paul said "Come with me". He led Andy to the bathroom and made him kneel down. He put his hard penis at Andy's lips, and began to piss, a strong stream of piss that went down Andy's throat. He swallowed it all down, his own cock hard as a rock with lust for Paul. After drinking all Paul's beautiful hot piss, they went back to the bedroom. You like having me inside you, don't you? My piss, my spit?" "Yeah, I love it" said Andy. They rolled around on the bed and Paul began to mount Andy. "I'm not going to put my dick in you, don't worry, I'm just gonna press my cock head against your hole, so you know how great it feels to have a poz cock touching your ass" Andy lifted his legs high and wide, and Paul pressed the huge head of his penis against the tight asshole before him. Pre-cum oozed from the hole at the tip of his penis, and he rubbed it into Andy's tight hole. Paul gave Andy a bottle of poppers and they both inhaled deeply. They kissed and Paul spat another large gob of spit into Andy's open mouth. "This feels so good, doesn't it" "Yeah I've never felt anything so amazing in my life" "You know, if you are into barebacking, its only a matter of time until a guy will poz you up, you may as well do it on your own terms, and with a guy you really like" "I'm scared though, I don't want to feel sickness and pain" "Don't worry, after you convert, and get the fuck flu, you wont feel sick for years, and you can enjoy sex the way it was meant to be. You can become the sperm-slut you know you are, deep inside" Andy looked deep into Paul's eyes, as the head of Paul's penis stayed firmly placed at his boy-cunt. "Oh man, I want to put the rest of my cock head inside you Andy" They sniffed some more poppers, and then Paul pressed a little harder on Andy's hole, and the pre-cum slicked it up so he could put the whole head inside. Andy took another hit of poppers, and then they kissed deeply again. He had never felt so good, his whole body was tingling and he wanted to feel Paul's penis fucking him so much. "Man, your penis is so beautiful, I love it in me so much, I need it man. I wanna take your beautiful sperm inside me" he murmured. "Oh yeah, I wanna put the whole thing in you, I wanna fuck you so hard, I want you to be a slave to my penis, to my sperm. I need to shoot my poz cum in you Andy, can i fuck you man?" They both took another hit of poppers and then Andy said "Yeah, give me your cum, I need it" Andy opened his legs as wide as they would go, and lifted his ass up as high as he could, and Paul pushed himself down, so that Andy's legs were pressed back, and their faces met perfectly. Then it happened, Paul drove his huge hard penis all the way into Andy, and their bodies connected together. "You're gonna have my cum inside you forever man, I'm gonna change your body, you're never gonna be the same again" His cock slid in and out, sometimes all the way out, then all the way in. Andy was trembling with lust, he had never experienced sex like this before, he had no idea his body was capable of such pleasure! The took deep hits of poppers, and Paul kept fucking him deep. "Oh God, man, I'm gonna destroy your body with my sperm, I'm gonna fuck you to death, you're my cum slut now, your a dirty piece of shit, you deserve my AIDS sperm boy" "Oh yeah, I need it, I'm worthless man, just fuck me up, poz me up, I need your HIV, I need your sperm so bad" said Andy, completely lost in the hotness of the fuck. "Fuck man, I'm gonna cum, my sperm is gonna take over your body, give into it man, let it enter you, don't resist it" "Oh man, Oh yeah, fuck man, give it to me, fuck me up man!" The energy in the room was so intense, Andy could feel that something amazing was about to happen in his body, and that he should not try to stop it. They kissed again, long and hard, and then Paul began to cum. He fucked into Andy hard and fast, and deep, and then shot his load of thick white sperm right into Andy's open hungry ass hole. "Oh man, wow, that was amazing!" Andy was stunned, but he remained horny, so Paul jerked him off, while his penis was still hard inside Andy. "This is your last neg load boy! You're never gonna be the same after tonight" Andy was overcome with lust and he shot a huge load of sperm onto his stomach. Paul collapsed on top of him and they lay in each others arms and fell to sleep. A few weeks later Andy came down with the flu, and eventually he tested poz. He was now a pozzed up cum slut, on the prowl for a re-charge...

I was woken up and my training began, I was kept chemmed up more or less all the time to keep me high, horny and compliant, I was kept in a part of the house with no windows, just a bathroom, bedroom and ‘playroom’, I did not know what time it was or if it was day or night. The first part of the training was one of his favourite things, or so he said, I soon found out he seemed to have and unending supply of ‘favourite things’, but when he ate my arse that first time like a man possessed, I’d seen rimming in porn but this was on another level, his stubble on my smooth cheeks and in my arse crack, his tongue was like a rod of iron, I’ll say this for him he really loved to eat arse. However most of the time, whatever time it was he had his cock in my mouth or arse, he taught me how to relax my boy ring to let him in and how to use my anal muscles to massage his cock as he fucked me “you are not just a hole boy, any slut can be a hole but you’re a pussy boy, you need to learn to keep that tight cunt pulsing round a man’s cock, using your boy hole to massage his dick so his pleasure is paramount” Other times he would teach me how to suck for what seemed like hours, how to control my gag reflex to take more and more of his cock into my mouth and throat, always on my knees either between his legs as he sat or before him as he stood. Soon he progressed me to sucking a dildo as he fucked me or visa versa, “you gotta learn to be able to use your mouth, hands and your boicunt at the same time to please men, your body is a vessel for their pleasure, your only aim is to serve and in time through that you will learn to gain pleasure from doing that”. In time he had me on all fours sucking a dildo, wanking another two as I fucked myself on another. He had me learn to take other toys, his most favourite were anal beads, he loved to coach me to take them in teasing my hole with them making me relax my hole to take them and delighted in the uncomfortable training as he made me to use my arse muscles to push them out, if I could not push one out the rest went back in until I could push all four out. He started to milk me, tied to a bench and restrained as he attached a bottle to my cock and then massages my balls while using vibrators and probes to stimulate my prostate so I would dribble copious amounts of precum into the bottle and make me cum over and over until my balls felt like shrivelled raisons and I could cum no more, one day he chuckled as he slapped my arse “ya know your boy milk is really selling well, it’s so sweet and tasty especially with discerning gentlemen’s morning coffee”. At first he kept me naked all the time but soon he started to ‘dress’ me. Not anything fem, it was more ‘boyish’ or bdsm related, collar and boots, soccer kit, scouts’ uniform, old fashioned English school uniform, phys ed kit. He took lots of pictures of me, especially with me showing off my bubble butt, crack and smooth pink hole. In amongst all this he had me complete my uni work remotely, he made sure my grades were up as high as my training as a bottom boy.

My sister collected Peter and myself, and I left the house with mixed feelings, I wanted to leave and be away from the danger of being injured by the aggressive nature of the men there, (I already had tissue paper between my bum cheeks as I was bleeding from my anus), but at the same time I just wanted to get high and be the centre of attraction. We drove back to Peters place, he and my sister talking, apparently even after costs, they made a fair bit of money, some on entrance fee some on party favours, my obvious thought was that I should get some of the money, after all I was one of the party favours, but they talked about splitting it three ways, my sister, Peter and Daniel. There wasn’t a party every weekend, just most from what I could gather, and so for the next three weeks there were no parties planned, however, there was different stuff to do, a few days after that party, Terri came to Peters house we spent the day together Terri showing me how to walk in high heels, one foot in front of the other moving with my upper body straight so my bum moved as my feet crossed in front of each other. We also talked about make –up tips and even such things as to how to please a man. That evening Terri stayed at Peter’s house in bed with myself and Peter and I had to practice on Peter some of the things Terri had shown me. I learnt a lot from Terri, I learnt that all the people who worked for my sister had different roles to play, for instance, Terri was a Dominant T-Gurl, meaning that he fucked as much as he got fucked, sometimes guys and sometimes girls and sometimes T-gurls. He also sometimes performed at parties and sometimes in films, all the girls and T-gurls did. He showed me some of his stuff on the net, including something I had never heard of, hypnosis videos for turning straights into sissy fags. Helen was being developed into an extreme body modified all-round whore hence her nipple stretching, she would also be getting some tattoos, I said there is nothing wrong with a few tattoos, but the ones Terri showed me on the net where pretty extreme, whole body, nipples, arsehole, also things like piercings to her cunt, lips, nose, cheeks and what seemed most extreme to me, tongue splitting, apparently it can be used to give a guy an amazing blowjob, Helen was to have hers done along with a tongue stud in each half of her tongue and then after that, anything that customers might consider and suggest. My mother on the other hand being a bit more mature at 42 was to be an all-round whore but specialising in extreme anal, anal prolapse, anal fisting, extreme dildos, etc. I was being developed into a girly gurl, I would only ever be a bottom, with one or two very few exceptions and those only in the very near future. What I thought where vitamins Terri told me where in fact Hormone replacement Therapy, that sometime in the future would see my tits grow and my penis would become smaller and my balls no longer produce sperm, I didn’t really know what to think of this, but the more I thought about it, the more I wanted it, I was transitioning, I was pleased with the pleasure I brought to real men. Terri did advise me to never ever piss off my sister, one of the mothers of a girl working on the street attacked Tracy, I had never heard about this, she wanted her daughter back, no longer the drug addled whore my sister turned out to fuck winos and old men. Some weeks later that mother was working alongside her daughter and also specialised in the most extreme of kinks both at parties and on film sometimes with her daughter. And of course, all of us carried HIV, needle sharing was common place and both girls and T-gurls were encouraged to not only fuck customers but to fuck them up too, anyone would think my sister was on a one person mission to infect the world. The following week, my sister and I took the train into one of the major cities, from there, we went to some kind of clinic. I already felt very conscious about how I dressed, usually stockings or tights, (pantyhose), G-string, thong or lace panties, always a micro skirt or dress, high heels and thin tops. Today was no exception and yet as I entered the clinic, no one took any notice of me, I was just another patient or customer or whatever, totally different from my journey here where some people especially women, looked at me with disgust as did some men, but others openly leered at me, even going so far as to try to look up my skirt. Not here in the clinic. My sister booked us in and we were shown to a waiting room where my sister filled out some forms, I know I would have struggled with them with my long polished fingernails. Before long we were led to another room where I was told to strip, I did so immediately, no questions, over the past few weeks I had become compliant, it was my sister who asked if I should strip totally. The woman in the white coat remarked that it just made things easier. Areas of my face where started on, with a cool gel applied and at this point I still didn’t know what was happening to me, I couldn’t see much I was wearing dark goggles, I felt like an almost tugging sensation on my skin, “What’s happening?” “Just getting all your body and facial hair removed” The treatment lasted most of the day and included under my arms, my chest, my back, my legs, my groin and of course my bum crack and hole, that was the most embarrassing as I knew the person working on me would, once they had removed my butt plug, be able to see the extent to which my bum hole was now a bois pussy in constant use. Later on in the day I was taken to another room, placed in a chair and had a female assistant told me to relax, everything would be fine, my sister held my hand and told me that I was about to have lip fillers put in, when the assistant finished, my lips felt as though I was permanently pouting, almost like they were sticking out a little from my face, my sister even before the woman left the room commented, “Wow, amazing, all the guys are going to want to fuck your pretty mouth now” I was still naked except for a hospital type gown and I was taken to a third room, given some creams and told to apply them to the areas that had been lazered, and then told to dress and come back in 4 weeks for follow up treatment. My sister told me we would in fact becoming back sooner than that, next week I was to have my make-up applied, I like make-up, I didn’t realise at first why it would be done there, why we had to travel all that way and my sister obviously noted the confusion on my face, “It will be tattooed on, eyebrows, eyeliner and lip blusher but to further enhance your lips, you will have lip blusher you can never have lips too big for sucking cock” We left the clinic and went shopping, my sister choosing the sexiest lacy and racy clothing and holding it in front of me, also getting me to try on skirts and asking the assistants what they thought, yes I was embarrassed, but at the same time I was once again the centre of attention and I loved that. We eventually left the city and got back to Peters place, and as my sister had promised, a couple of days later we were back in the city so I could have my makeup tattooed on, it was fine, it didn’t hurt except a little on my lips, when I looked at myself in the mirror, I couldn’t help but think my lips where so big, they were just inviting to be fucked. I really didn’t look just like a girl anymore, now I looked like a whore, but when men looked at my chest and my two little bumps for tits, they would know what kind of whore I was. The funny thing was, that I wasn’t just attractive to men, the occasional woman would look at me too, not in disgust but somewhere between lust and curiosity, not very many, just one or two. Back at Peters, life went on as normal, quite boring when Peter was at work, but fun times when he was at home, lots of fucking and sucking and one night Peter even brought back two friends a married gay couple, the four of us had fun, and it got me to thinking, would Peter ever want to marry me? And if he did, would I? or even would I have a choice? How would it happen? I asked one of the guys he brought over and he said they got married in a register office, both in suits with friends there. Of course I couldn’t imagine myself in a suit anymore, obviously not gurly enough for me, but a wedding dress……………what the hell, Peter would not marry me and no one ever will, and in a wedding dress? Am I going completely nuts? The problem being I had way too much time on my hands and it left me time to think. Then, approximately a month after my first party, things changed, I fell ill, my head ached, I sweated, my glands in throat and groin came up and even as sick as I felt, Peter still insisted on using me, I hated him at that time, he didn’t much ask for blow jobs in that time but he still used my pussy a lot. I also heard from him that a few days before I got sick so did Helen, no one else seemed to get it and by that time I knew what it was, I had been checked and so had Helen and my sister took great delight in reading out our results to us when Helen was at Peters one evening, we were both Poz but, that wasn’t the end of Tracys so called great news, although I might have disagreed with her on the concept of “great news”, apparently Helen was pregnant and of course no one knew who the father was and the final bit of news, our mother was sick with the same symptoms we had had, they would wait for her results and if Poz, the three of us would be tattooed together and of course there would be the inevitable party.

Given that research has found most guys only enjoy between a dozen and two dozen sex partners in their entire lives, I am gratified to see so many promiscuous guys like me, enjoying that number or close to it in a single day. More males need to embrace and indulge their natural inclination for sexual promiscuity nd Pleasure.

Yeah. Go to Atlanta and go anon ass up facedown at the Red Roof Inn. Was thinking today about going to Atlanta and Flex Bathhouse.

Chapter 2 The top regained his breath, quickly pulled up his pants and headed past me up the trail. He jovially called out, "Your turn. " It was only then I realized my shorts were around my ankles and my eight inch erection was firmly in hand. The totally naked bottom was now standing taste testing samples of cum from his ass. He smiled and beckoned me towards him. As I took in his masculine beauty I now knew the source of the earlier magnetic force that drew me to these woods. I found myself shuffling down the hill and stepping out of my shorts to keep from tripping. He was already bent over when I reached him and immediately took my rigid cock in his mouth. The wet warmth felt exquisite and an energy like the final fanfare of a fireworks display pulsed through my veins. I couldn't control myself and as quickly as I declared "I'm going to cum " he spun around and consumed my raw hard cock with his ass hole. I was blasting as soon as the head entered him and kept shooting volley after volley as I bottomed out and slammed full force against his ass cheeks. The explosion felt nuclear and I wouldn't have been surprised to see my load shooting back out of his ears. I collapsed on his back and gasped to get my breath. A little composure regained and he turned to clean my still hard cock with his mouth. At this moment I ⁹now noticed an audience of three men had joined us. Each stroking their exposed hard on. The grey haired guy from earlier stepped up and plunged in to fuck the handsome bottom. Every now and then he would scoop a little cum from the bottom's ass and offer me his finger to suck. I hesitated at first, but remembering my pact with myself thought 'what the fuck, why not?' My first resistant lick tasted great. Meanwhile the bottom began playing with my hole with moistened fingers. Now and then he would prod and eventually he penetrated my outer ring. As if following my part in a well orchestrated script I found myself spinning, bending and offering my ass. The bottom's mouth was on it in a split second, his tongue probing inside, and his short cropped beard pleasantly scratching my perineum. I knew I had died and gone directly to heaven. My hole was bereft when he pulled away but then I quickly noticed something hard pushing at my virgin hole. Without a thought I reached back and spread my ass cheeks. I was pushing back against the hard thing with as much force as I could muster. As the pain tore me apart the reality that I had just impaled my ass on the bare cock of a guy that had just been bred with a high viral load became crystal clear. At this exact moment I could hear the grey haired guys ragged breath and declaration, "Cummin in your ass man!" Instantly remembering from porn earlier how often this became a chain reaction I found the good sense to pull off the cock I was riding. I did not have enough good sense to keep from spinning around and taking his load deep in my mouth. If the earlier taste hadn't confirmed it I now knew I was instantly addicted to this warm sweet and salty creamy fluid. I was still cleaning his cock as another observer entered the bottom's ass. Scrambling to find my shorts I realized I had tossed my shirt at some point and was totally naked save my running shoes. I retrieved my shorts, hastily pulled them on and ran. I ran all the way home totally forgetting my locked up bike. Thankfully no one was home and I bolted directly to my room collapsing on my back on my bed. For the next seven full minutes I gasped for breath. Then I got up, locked my door, stripped and lay back on my bed. I jacked my boner as I replayed every detail of the afternoon's events. When I got to the raw cock up my ass I exploded in orgasm with the load spraying my chest, face and the wall over my head board. Once again I was gasping to regain composure. Eventually I could hear the family arriving. I reluctantly pulled on some clothes and went down to join the dinner meal. Everyone could tell I was totally distracted and no one objected when I excused myself the moment I finished my plate. I was back in my room, door locked, naked and lost in bareback porn for the next three hours. If a condom appeared I closed that video down and was searching for the next raw screen, usually featuring hairy muscled hunks. Then I came upon the video where the condom breaks and the negative bottom begs for the poz tops load. It is only about 1.5 minutes long, but I found myself mesmerized and watching it over and over for the next half hour. Remembering my bike I cut another baggy tshirt down, pulled it and shorts on and headed back to the woods.

I fell asleep for a bit. I was dreaming that my cock was being sucked and I found Larry sucking my super hard cock. Good morning , Larry mumbled as he was sucking. It was 2 am. He started climbing on top of me sitting on my hard on saying his ass was in need. The lights were on and he said he was amazed how smooth I was as he pumped my cock as I was thrusting to match his rhythmic ass squeezing of my cock. I shave all my body hair except for my pubes, been doing it for years. Makes me feel sexy. You look so sexy smooth, No better complement could have been given to me. I really started pounding, pulling on his nips and he pounded in kind. Larry yelled he was cumming just as I shot my load. Larry collapsed on me and we fell back to sleep. I awoke a bit later and started sucking his cock clean, I really enjoyed cleaning that beautiful cock and the taste was wonderful. Larry awoke and his cock instantly got hard. How big is that beauty? Almost 10 inches and 7 and a half around. I can’t believe well you took it and you came as well. You were born to do man to man sex. Fuck me again. I was begging. With pleasure. We changed positions, and Larry started rimming. Wow your ass is still open and relaxed, as his tongue went deep inside me. God that feels great I whispered. Fuck me now. Larry handed me the poppers and was soon flying and soooo horny. Larry said I was so relaxed and was so in need he entered me. Amazingly I wasn’t sore at all and he slowly slid inside me. You are a born bottom the way you take me. Fuck me hard fuck me til I cum I yelled. Unlike our first fuck Larry ponded me from the beginning. It was a totally differently feeling. I couldn’t believe it could be better. But it was, more animalistic both of us pounding. Then the feeling began, the need to explode, pee cum and even the need to shit. Something new. This time I let everything go, without holding back. Then the orgasm. I shot 5 or 6 spirts of cum then the whole body spasms lasting what seemed like forever. During my spasms Larry yelled and shot his load, I don’t remember how many volleys but a lot because I could feel his cum filling me even during my spasms of pleasure. Larry didn’t fall on me but kept looking at me. What? I whispered. He just said that was the most unbelievable fuck He had ever had. Me too I replied. You don’t understand he said, THE BEST!! You are one in a million. He then fell on me kissing me passionately. You are converting!! I was a bit confused but felt so wonderful I didn’t care. We woke up before the alarm. Larry sucked me off and I gladly reciprocated. God his cum and cock tasted so good. We got up and started telling me about mundane sex preparation like enemas. He examined me and admired my smooth fit body. Except for my forearms which are trimmed and my trimmed pubes there is no hair no pit chest or leg hair. You have such a sexy body. Smooth is perfect for you. I blushed. We got dressed after showering together and registered. I took my IPad with me. I had research to do. Thankfully at major meetings there were only morning session with elective stuff in the afternoon. As usual the meetings went slowly. I spent my time researching about gay sex, sexuality and the terminology such as rimming felching snowballing double penetrating which spiked my interest, and spit roasting which sounded hot. Top bottom, versatile. Very informative. I was leaking precum like crazy. Thankfully I wore dark pants. Other terms caught my eye, gifting and chasing. I knew all about HIV. I talked about it with my patients. I had a relatively large gay population and had many HIV positive patients. Some of them admitted to me that friends came up to them and asked to be infected. That appalled me but I learned not to judge. Reading about it strangely was a bit erotic to me. I read patients stories how they avoided HIV but when they got infected they were RELIEVED and the were much happier. At first it was foreign me, but the more I read the more I understood. Larry leaned over and asked what I was reading. I told him I was researching about Gays and the lifestyle He looked at my wet spot and smiled. I read about gloryholes and adult book/ video stores and gay baths. I read about cut uncut safe , bareback pre and post exposure prophylaxis. I was so turned on by all of it. It was 1130. I told Larry I wanted to go to the room. I was super horny and needed cock. And I had lots of questions. He wanted to leave as well. When we got to the room I was all over him. Nearly tore his clothes off and started kissing and licking and sucking every part of his body. I was the aggressor, I made him lay on his back sucked his cock and just using spit and precum and no poppers I sat on his cock. His cock felt different in this position. (I’m glad we cleaned out this am). Surprisingly his cock still slid in with some in and out pumping, easily and pleasurably. I pumped and pounded him like there was no tomorrow. Then that feeling came. I shot ny cum and hit his face as I went into my pleasure spasms. He shot his load while moaning loudly. Once we recovered and I cleaned his cock Larry asked. What was that about? We need to talk. I said. Sitting naked together I told him about the research I did. Yes? He asked. Can you find us a third? What? Really? Yes. I want to be spit roasted and I want to be double penetrated. I was serious and Larry knew it. Let me try Grindr. What’s that? A hook up app. About 15 minutes Larry said he contacted someone in the hotel at a business meeting leaving tonight who is agreeable and would love to join us and can be here by 3. Set it up. Once the arrangements were made Larry and I talked. I told him my research made me realize I was gay and I decided to make up for the last 25 years. Everything I read about turned me on and I want to experience it ALL. Larry nodded and said he understood, completely. We laid on the bed and cuddled. Thank you for opening my eyes. I opened your mind and body he replied. A half hour before the meet we cleaned out got plenty of lube and poppers. If he’s truthful he is at least as big as me, Larry said. You could be having a great time. Hope so. A knock at the door right on time. He was 6 feet fit and a hunk. I’m Nick. After a few pleasantries we disrobed. He wasn’t lying. He was huge. Larry explained my situation and Nick smiled. I went up to him, a brief kiss and started sucking his cock. As I sucked him Larry got behind me and slid his cock in me. We all got into a great rhythm. I was in heaven. Nick was fucking my face and I took him to his pubes. Larry pounded me. After 10 minutes the switched. I was loving it. After about 20 min we stopped. Why we stopping? I asked. The main event is double penetrating. Larry said. We have to lube and popper you up to take both of us. Larry injected lube in my ass as I was sucking Nick. He had a 10 inch slightly less thick cock than Larry. It felt and tasted great but different from Larry. Do all cocks taste differently. I NEED to find out. Nick, get on you back at the end of the bed. Peter suck him and get him hard then sit on his cock facing him. I complied. Nicks cock went down my throat like it was made for me. I got up and slowly sat down on his cock. It felt great, different but great I need to feel more cocks up my ass. Larry came behind me. Bend over on top of Nick he said. I did and kissed him. Wow a nice passionate kiss. I felt Larry’s cock. Snort these poppers. More than before. You will need it. Soon I was flying and begging Larry to enter me fuck me. No matter how much it hurts. The push came. More and more pressure his PA and head popped in. The feeing was indescribable. Pain but intense pleasure. Larry stayed still for a bit so I could adjust. Then he slowly pushed in. I kept hitting the poppers until he was all the way in. I felt intense erotic pressure some pain but a new pleasurable feeling. After a few minutes rhythmic fucking began. Faster and faster. I was having a pleasure cluster of feelings. That now familiar feeling started. I’m cumming I screamed and I shot my cum over nicks abdomen. Nick and Larry shouted as the shot their cum in me. Then we all collapsing each other. After 10 minutes the cocks slid out. We were all grinning from ear to ear. I gently cleaned Nick’s cock and my cum, then Larry’s I thanked them. Kissed Nick and fed him my cum which he swallowed. He dressed and left. Larry then said. We need to talk. Yes we do I replied. I have much to tell you. Larry replied I think you are amazing. I want to help you experience everything . We kissed passionately.

Larry gentle sat Me on the bed and laid him down. He kissed and licked me from my lips, neck, pits and nipples. He spent several minutes licking and sucking my small nipples, but I loved it. No one had ever done that before to me. My cock had never been so hard and was leaking an amazing amount of precum. He came to my cock and started sucking and deep throated me. I never felt like this. Then without warning he stopped and straddled my hips, licked his fingers lubed his ass and began sitting on my hard erect cock. Larry then said, Relax, I want you to feel how much better a mancunt feels compared to pussy. My cock slowly entered him, he went in and back out but each time deeper. My precum was lube enough. In a few minutes I was completely inside him. The feeling was indescribable, it was amazing. Then he started pumping in and out. Oh don’t stop, my cock has never felt so good. It only took a few minutes and I shot volley after volley of cum up Larry’s ass. He then squeezed and milked my cum completely out of me He slowly pulled off of me then much to my amazement he began sucking my cock. Then he said that it says thank you to your top for shooting his cum inside you. It shows appreciation and it tastes great as well And it feels great as well. Then he kissed me and he was right. It did taste great. He laid next to me and he asked how a manpussy felt. I told him it was the best much better than pussy. He told me that when my hardon came back he would prepare me for his pierced cock. It would take a bit but promised me I would love it. I told him I couldn’t wait, my cock was already getting hard. I never rebounded so quickly and wanted him to start. Larry kissed me passionately put my legs over his shoulders and began a gentle licking of my ass. What are you doing? That feels amazing. It’s called rimming, essentially French kissing your mancunt. I pushed my ass into his face and grinded my ass with gusto, it felt soooo good. I guess you like that. Let me get something. Larry went to his suitcase and got a bag and too out lube and a brown bottle. Here, inhale this up each nostril 3 deep breath each. These are poppers they will help your ass relax and take my cock easily. I did what he said. In seconds I was feeling great and super horny. Then I felt Larry’s finger go up my ass and start massaging my prostate. My God that feels great I almost screamed. I started to become very vocal. Push harder!!! A second finger entered and both massaged my G spot. More!! I yelled. 3 more snorts on each side Larry ordered and I eagerly complied. Now 3 fingers then 4. DON’T STOP!!! I almost screamed. Then Larry said you are ready, do you want my cock inside you? Please!!!!! I begged. Hit the poppers again and I snored 3 times each side. He took out his fingers and I felt his cock and PA push on my manhole and the head popped in. What an amazing feeling!! He pushed in a tiny bit then backed off then in again. Deeper each time. Damn it felt good. It took10 minutes but his thick pierced 10 inches was up to his pubes. You OK? Larry asked. Never better. Take another hit of the poppers which I did the he stated sliding that cock in and out. He started to fuck me slowly getting more aggressive. I was in heaven. After 10 minutes or so I felt something indescribable, I didn’t know it I was going to pee or cum or both. It was so intense. I think I’m going to pee I yelled. Larry said to relax and let it cum, don’t fight it. After a few minutes I let it go. Then the most intense orgasm I ever had started. I shot tons of cum, started shaking and spasming. It lasted a few minutes and then Larry shouted he was cumming and I felt my insides filling with something warm and wonderful. Larry fell on top of me. We were both exhausted with unspeakable pleasure. I couldn’t believe how satisfied I was. Several minutes went by and Larry pulled out of me. Remembering what he told me I moved down to his cock and sucked him clean. It tasted sooo good, his cum and my ass juices. I then kissed and shared my bounty with him. Larry then licked up my cum, I couldn’t believe how much cum I shot. He kissed me and pushed a bunch of cum in my mouth and I pushed it bank. We shared it over and over, then I swallowed it. Cum tastes so good. I wanted more. You are beginning to become a real man Larry whispered in my ear. Soon you will be totally coverted and become that real man you were meant to be. I hope so I whispered back.

I am a physician going to a week long medical convention. Unfortunately I registered late and there were no rooms left. One of the other participants told the hotel he was willing to share a room and I reluctantly accepted. I usually hate these meetings but needed the education certification credits. I’m usually bored out of my mind at these meetings. I recently separated from my wife. We had not had sex for years but even so never stepped out on her. Just jerked off. I checked in early in the afternoon the day before the start of the meeting and was told my roommate had checked in. When I open the room door, my roommate was coming out of the shower and was toweling off. He was tall and fit, but what I noticed were his beautiful huge pierced nipples. I have always had a nipple fixation. When I look at pictures of boobs, I just looked at the nipples, not the size of the breast. In fact I liked small tits with big erect nipples, just like the Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, the Swedish version. And his nipples were my vision of perfection and with the piercings, extra perfect. He noticed of course and he apologized, but I said no worries. As I always do I looked at his cock and saw a huge thick cut cock with a large PA, my cock stated to get embarrassing hard, and I saw him look down and take notice. I always liked looking at guys cocks at the gym but never got a hard on, but his was amazing. He noticed my interest. He saw I was getting embarrassed and wrapped his towel around his waist. Sorry he said, he didn’t expect me so early. I said no problem, and went to unpack and turned away from him to hide my raging hard on. I never get a boner seeing other cocks. My face was so red. Nice piercingsI mumbled. Thank you he said. I hope that isn’t a problem with you. I’m sure you realize it, I’m gay, I have had many gay patients and I have no problem with gays, and told him no problem. I’m Peter holding out my hand, I’m Larry. When we shook hands I felt an electrical sexual charge run thru my body and my cock instantly began to harden. Never had such an experience. The handshake was firm, gentle , and sensuous at the same time and much longer than necessary. Nice to meet you Peter. We had some talk about the meeting coming up, and found he hated them too and though they were a waste of money, so he was glad we could split the cost. I told him I was glad too. I lied I would rather have a single. Larry got dressed while talking, he was a very fit with well trimmed body hair. As we talked I found he was a really nice guy and made conversation very easy. So easy I asked him about his piercings. He acted like it was the most normal question ever and started talking about them. He like me has a nipple fetish, too and explained that 10 years earlier began pumping them. He explained what that was and banding them. Over a few years of regular pumping and banding the enlarged from tiny nothings to half inch in diameter constantly erect nipples. Five years ago he had them pierced so he can show them off at the gym. And he loves the look of them. Then he asked if I’d like to look at them again, in a way that seemed totally normal. And I said yes like I was agreeing to look his new watch. He then quickly removed his polo shirt. God they were beautiful. I am critic of nipples and I was amazed at them. The rings enhanced their beauty. Like my rings? Larry asked while he fingered them. I struggled to say yes as my cock hardened. Larry noticed my desire in my eyes and the bulge in my pants. Lets go to the bar for a few drinks before dinner, my treat, Larry suggested and I agreed. After a few drinks Larry knew all about me. Married with a lousy sex life , and separated. Larry told me about him and his life was just like mine. He married, had a mediocre sex life, cheated on his wife but the sex wasn’t much better until 10 years ago when he was at medical meeting and was seduced by a fellow doctor. He experienced the most incredible sex with him. Three days later he realized he was gay and has never been happier. At that point we had dinner with great conversation and food. Let’s get a nightcap he suggested and I agreed. Throughout the evening I had at least a partial hard on and was leaking like crazy I was sure glad I had dark pants on. In the bar we got a booth in the corner. The talk became more sensual and we talked a lot about our sexuality. Larry placed a hand on my thigh, looked into my eyes and smiled I returned the smile and put my hand on his and moved it up so he could feel my hard cock. i think it’s time to go Larry suggested. Absolutely I said and we headed for the elevators. In the elevator he discreetly massaged my ass. Once in the room we looked in each other’s eyes and gently and passionately kissed, This is all new to me I whispered. Larry said don’t worry I will show you. You will be transformed after tonight, I promise. Be gentle, I promise. Larry kept lights on. He slowly undressed me, kneeled in front of me and took my 7 inch thick cut cock in his mouth. I never had my cock feel so wonderful. He took me completely down his throat. Then he pulled off my cock, I don’t want you to cum yet. We kissed again and I tasted my cock and precum, it was amazing. Now undress me and do the same to me,Larry whispered in my ear. I slowly removed his shirt. His nipples were calling me, I sucked and pulled them, softly biting them. I was in heaven sucking on these perfect nipples. Larry was moaning in pleasure. I unbuttoned his pants and he stepped out of them. He cock was bulging his briefs. When I pulled them off, I couldn’t believe what I saw. 9 inches of thick cut cock with a huge head with a thick semicircular PA dripping copious precum. I never saw anything so beautiful . I slid my first cock in my mouth. What a wonderful feeling and what a uniquely wonderful taste. I sucked for a while but choked a bit. Tilt your head back and stuck out your tongue, Larry said then slide your tongue and my cock back in your mouth. I did that and amazingly his cock slid down my throat without gagging and I felt his pubes on my face. I swallowed that huge cock and piercing all the way down my throat!!! It felt good!! Larry slid his cock out of my throat with a little cling when the PA hit a tooth. You did amazingly well. Did you like sucking it? I almost shouted , YES!!!!!! Larry stood me up and kissed me passionately. Want to go on? Yes please. I was begging, Be prepared, after tonight your life will be changed, for the better. There will be no going back. I promise you will become fulfilled and and soon will become a real man. Is that what you want? Yes, I whispered as he led me to the bed.

My birthday and Halloween are around the same time so I always celebrate big. It also marks the end of Locktober when my cock is locked away in its cage. By the end of the month the horn is unstoppable. I was sitting in the steamroom at the sauna thinking what I could do to celebrate becoming a real man at 30 and the season. There were a few other guys around; an extremely skinny tired looking twink and a stick thin older man and a bear. Just then a fit jock swaggered in and sat down. The twink said “hey, wanna play?” and the jock replied “not with you, bug boi” and with that got up and walked out – the bear followed. The old man said “stupid lad, doesn’t know what he’s missing” and the twink pulled out a monster cock and winked. I instinctively removed my towel and the twink noticed. He said “you horny enough to take this weapon?” I nodded. “Your locked cock horny enough to take this toxic venomous snake inside you?”. I said “wow I’d been nearly a month and I’d let you do anything. The thought of a twink making me into a real man – a breeder is what I need”. The twink led me to his cabin, laydown and told me to get on board. He passed me a bottle of poppers and I sniffed greedily whilst he said “guys your age can’t resist my twinky charm – but I’m man enough to breed and young enough seed multiple times a day – if you want poz then push back”. I did, feeling his fat cock filling me. I rode him for a good ten mins before he pushed me off and onto the mattress, flipped me over and pushed in me – pounding me hard. He grunted and rode me hard until I felt his balls swell against my ass and he pumped ropes of toxic cum into me. He then unlocked the door, noticed the old guy sitting in a seat opposite and said “bet cause he’s locked he’s gagging for more”. I replied “yes daddy, breed me up”. The old guy didn’t need asking twice. He plunged straight in and pounded for a bit but came pretty quicky. The old guy said “thought you’d be another one of those dumb jocks who thinks they are too good for us". I said “sorry sir, guess I have been in the past, but now I’m becoming more of a man in so many ways”. The twink had a checky glint in his eye and said “think he should make up for it?” and the old man smiled and said “think he’s started already but yes how?”. The twink asked if I would be prepared to take all loads on Halloween and come to his poz party – every load poz except my converting balls and I’d get tricks and treats – beautiful men and men I might think we’re trolls. I said I would and to make sure I didn’t chicken out I’d stay locked to ensure my balls were blue and ready to bust. He replied that was perfect and gave me the address. I knew conversion was guaranteed…

Usually I'll be chatting to guys on and off on apps and it'll take weeks before we actually hook up. Well I was talking to this hot Irish guy who is married to an equally hot guy, they're both tops so are basically looking for holes to use either alone or together. This scenario is perfect for a slut like me as one of my fantasies is to get doublefucked by a couple and have them making out with each other while their cocks are rubbing against each other or filling me with their cum. Well after only a day or so of chatting I told this guy that I was off to London for a week and we agreed to meet up when I'm back. Then around midnight on the day I'm going, I get him telling me he needs to fuck me now, I'm pretty tired but who am I to refuse? So I send him my address and get ready, and then at like 1am he arrives and from the offset is totally in charge. It was so freaking hot. We're talking head holding while deepthroating, facefucking, fingers in mouth whule being fucked. I was genuinely his bottom boi fuck toy and he pummeled every single built up frustration into me . Plus he started being really verbal in a beautiful Irish accent, asking me if I liked the taste of that cock, and making me beg and plead loudly throughout for more. When I wanted him to fuck me, I had to beg, then when I wanted him to cum inside me I had to beg. And each time he'd stop when he was getting too close, telling me I wasn't ready for his Irish spunk yet. Throughout he told me what a cumdump I am, how my only purpose is to be fucked, seeded, and discarded and it turned me on so much. Eventually we ended up standing with my face pressed against a wall, his bicep around my throat choking me while he fucked me from behind. He made me beg for his seed again but I could barely speak and then he said "Well I guess you're getting this fucking load anyway" and started fucking me as hard as he could, eventually shooting what must have been a three day load inside, I felt it mostly because of the position but fuck it felt like a deserved reward. Afterwards I cleaned his cock off, he kissed me, and got dressed and headed off. It was so good to be able to head off to London with my hole already seeded. I've been chatting to him and his husband while he's been here and it looks like they wanna fuck me together as soon as I'm back. Perfect 😈

I was 7 my first time. My best friend and I crawled into the dogs house (it was really roomy) and traded blow jobs. Loved it but was frustrated because I instinctively knew there was more to it but had no clue about cum. It was 14 years before I got to suck another cock. That was 14 years of agonizing frustration. I was so obsessed with sucking cock. When I moved to Seattle and discovered Basic Plumbing it was like coming home. I spent countless hours with my face pressed to those glory holes. I am surprised I don’t have a permanent oval mark on my forehead. As for me 7 worked just fine but I wish I had been more aggressive finding cock.

right off the bat we are just better at it. plus even the girliest, sissiest, t-girl faggots like me are still guys really deep down and we like it rough, dirty, nasty and kinky. you can do stuff to a faggot that you can’t really do to a woman and even if you can you know they don’t enjoy the shameless degradation like we do. guys love how they can do literally anything they want to me, anytime, anywhere, any number of guys and I don’t give a fucke who the guys are, what they look like, or even what their names are. men don’t have to pretend to give a fuck about me and can actually spit in my face and tell me I’m worthless trash and I will still beg them to cum inside me and thank them for using me. they can choke me, piss on me, fuck me with cum from used condoms, pass me around, whore me out, shove whatever they want up my ass, dress me up however they want or strip me naked wherever they want and I will just take orders and be used, no strings attached, no questions asked. you don’t even have to tell me your name or show me your face and I will suck your cock, take it up my ass and take your load. faggots are good, easy, and we know what we are to the men who use us. fucktoys, nothing more. I am basically a human fleshlight, for anyone to use.

i would love to get my hands on that interview with Treasure Island he did when he was first starting out - talking about taking poz cock. can't find it anywhere.

I was once stopped by the police at a known cruising area and asked what I was doing (I had unwittingly followed an unmarked police car in a bit of entrapment). As I hadn’t got out or made any signal, all they could do was to ask if I knew this was an area known to be used by homosexuals. I feigned surprise and used my innate charm on them (!) as I said I had no idea. They knew I was lying and I knew they knew. But there was bugger all they could do. Years later, I lived with a gay cop (yes, I know…) and his husband for a while and we laughed about it. More seriously, I was stopped when leaving a sauna and had to give my name and address. It turned out a guy had reported being raped and I was a potential witness - although I’d seen nothing and, not having my contacts in, could barely see my feet, let alone what was going on around me. I was chary about being called as a witness, but the whole thing fizzled out and I heard no more. I arrived at Hampstead Heath one summer night some years ago and was perturbed to find two cops there. I needn’t have worried. They asked if I knew where I was going and to have a good time!

I was 9 when I was first introduced to a man's cock. An older neighbor first started playing games in the bathroom with me, which led to WS and me drinking his piss. Then he taught me how to blow him and enjoy everything that comes out of a cock. I was cunted by him when I was 10. For the uninitiated, being "cunted" is when a boi learns that his hole has a higher purpose, and that is becoming a cunt and being used to help other men achieve their orgasm. I was glad for the introduction then, and happy that I got an early start and training on becoming a cum dump.

Not personaly in terms of actual being interviewed etc. But have on more than one occassion been a top at a cumdump scene in a hotel that has been broken up by management due to it being reported by other guests. On a professional level, I work in the porn industry (off-camera) and there were a few instances (both where I worked and those I heard of) in which during 2020/early 2021, porn shoots were broken up/had to be delayed due to getting caught violating COVID rules (don't be fooled by the whole "this is unreleased footage" thing - many studios continued filming!).

Slut level success depends on how you go about getting sex. In my experience, these days, most hookup apps have more ghosts than a haunted house. I'm not fond bath houses as they tend towards too much cat and mouse cruising. Sex cubs, on the other hand are spaces where all the guys know they are there to fuck like dogs in heat and do so openly and promiscuously. Ditto that for sex resorts on event weekends. I tend to have way better experiences at sex resorts nd sex clubs than any other outlet.

Any trip I take is built round the opportunities for large amounts of promiscuous sex with other guys. When i am traveling, the hookup aps are always open and I select places to go--Palm Springs, Fort Lauderdale, Orlando or events (CLAW, Folsom, sex resort events) where I stand to get maximum use by a lot of guys. If I'm driving I keep my body ready for sex, pre-lube with oil base lube and cruise at every rest stop n the way. If I' flying, still get my body ready, pre-lube and all, and cruise guys in the airport while I'm waiting on my flight, while looking at the hook-up apps. In the last 4 weeks I have spent 4 days at a sex resort in GA getting used at Fist Fest followed by a week at a sex resort in Fort Lauderdale where i enjoyed casual open promiscuous use--getting fucked and fisted, and even getting to top a hot guy who could actually take my thick rod. guys like me with massive sex appetites and a love of many anonymous sex partners, travel built around the ability to play is essential. In another 4 weeks i will spend two weeks back in Fort Lauderdale for the 10 sexual Olympics that is Pig Week, to Orlando in early March for a week (lots of horny guys at Disney and Club Orlando, and CLAW in late April for the many sex parties there and the casual sex throughout the day. People often wonder how guys like me run up partner counts of hundreds of guys in a year; this how. My dream is to go on sex road trip world tour, spending at least 4 days in any given place to have sex with as many guy as I can (long stays in sex centers like Berlin) the world over, and film as much of it as i could.

I find many water based lubes are too slick and then very quickly become tacky. Silicone lubes might work for you if used sparingly. Have you tried Vaseline? I find it gives your cock a bit of a grip (so to speak) without becoming slick. If cum as lube doesn’t bother you try saving your loads and using that instead of store bought lubricants.

I remember the 1st three guys to fuck me. It is probably due to who they were. The first was my father. I had been exploring his body while he was passed out drunk for a few months when he caught me and started using me as his cock-sucking urinal. After a few months months he fucked me for the first time when I was 14. The second was a 26 years old married neighbor, when I was 15, as his wife watched. The third was my older brother. He caught our dad fucking me. My older brother confronted me about it. I convinced him my dad was not abusing me and that I wanted and enjoyed our dad fucking me, letting me suck his cock and swallow his cum. I told my brother according to dad and our neighbor I was a good cock sucker and with a hot fuck-hole. I am not sure if my brother was turned on, or repulsed, however, he had me suck his cock a couple times that week, and by the weekend he was fucking my ass as well.

It’s a new one for me. I wanted to get fucked by the boss and was about to say so when his son showed up and would not go away. I had to text him! That worked. Between the son and the house cleaner we could not shag in the house. We met at the new pheasant coop and got busy. Took his load in less than ten minutes and am back to work. Satisfied but now my hole wants more. It’s the poppers. They make me so greedy. 😉

By the way the start of my sexcation this year is Leather Pride in Palm Springs then a gay cruise to Mexico. I will be fucking my way east stopping in Texas, New Orleans, Florida, Kentucky, Indiana and Michigan. Stay tuned I will be sure to write all about my adventures on the BZ. I plan on trying out Sniffies all along the way. So far no luck with that site.

My last load was inside a cumdump friend of mine who knows how I like to breed a sloppy mankunt. He texted me very early morning today, Sunday, after he had spent Saturday night collecting anonymous loads at the tubs. He texted me to say he was on his way over to offer up his still hungry hole to me. He claimed he had 7 loads in his ass but it seemed to be a lot more. After adding my load to the mix, I got down at his leaking ass lips and spent a long time felching back (and sharing with him) the gut warmed slop. One of my favorite lusts! Anybody else like felching as well?

I know what I want to do. What is that? Larry asked. I want to experience everything I’ve missed. Before this trip I had a hard time cumming when I had sex In 24 hours I’ve cum a dozen times and I want more I’ve read so much and now I’m ready to act. I want to take and give as much cum as I can to as many guys that I can. The more the better. Do you understand the risks? Asked Larry. Of course I do. HIV? Of course. I don’t care. I never asked you your status or Nick’s. Yet you have talked about being a real man and “converting”, are you poz? I don’t know admitted Larry. My last test was neg 10 months ago but I got the “flu” a few months ago. I bet I’m poz. Nick is poz and on no meds. It was on his Grindr info. I told him to not tell you. You mean stealth me? Yes. I realized how much I like you and was trying to find a way to tell you. I’m really sorry now. Don’t be sorry. You have liberated me. I know what I want now. I’m glad you seduced and stealthed me. Really? Yes!! I want to start to chase and poz up. I want you to fuck me now and then take me to a raunchy adult video store to suck lots of cock and get fucked as much as possible by strangers preferably by poz guys. Larry’s mouth was wide open. OK he managed to say. We have to get you tested to be sure you are positive so I can always think you are the one that pozzed me. I want that. Larry nodded and then approached me and ga be me the most passionate kiss I have ever had. We began to make love. Poz me please. Fuck me and charge me up I whispered. I will was the answer. I thought I had experienced the best sex ever an hour ago, but this was just more than I could comprehend. Larry’s cock hit new areas on my G spot and when I climaxed I spasmed and shook. Larry’s climax was announced he was pozzing my ass. I realized I was falling in love with him. Once we recovered we showered and got ready for my first bookstore experience. Larry knew of one nearby and he warned me it was raunchy but busy. Outstanding I replied. By the way I saw a fair amount of blood on my cock with this last fuck. I know. I tasted it and thought I saw some as well. I did not clean out. I wanted to keep my ass full of poz cum. Everyone who fucks me will drive it into my bloodstream. I was never horned as much as I was at that moment We arrives about 8 pm. It was busy and only Tuesday. We paid and walked around and found a booth that was roomy with gloryholes on each side. Larry told me about rubbing my finger on the whole to invite a vock to come thru. We put on a gay bareback video. I rubbed my fingers and a vock appeared only 6 inches but I began sucking. I was enthusiastic and in a few minutes I was rewarded with a large load of sweet tasting cum. I kissed Larry so he could get a taste. I went to the other hole and repeated my invite. An 8 inch beauty cut cock presented. I greedily sucked him and deep throated him. He pulled out and spoke to me and told me to show him my ass, which I promptly did. I felt him rimming me which felt nice and then his cock pushed into me. Larry took out his cock and I sucked on it while getting fucked. My ass was flooded in a few minutes and the cock was gone. Wow was that hot!!!! Anonymous fucking. Larry turned me around and felched me. Wow I’m in cum dump heaven. I swallowed 8-10 loads. All tasted great but each tasted differently. Larry tasted each one. I took 5 anonymous loads up my ass. Some said thank you but one announced I took a poz load. He was very surprised when I thanked him and asked to clean his cock. But he let me. Yum!!!!! We left after a few hours went to a diner for a quick bite. Larry and I just smiled at each other, Cheshire Cat grins. I was so happy. So was Larry. I couldn’t wait to fuck him when we got back. I was leaking and had a semi hard on and I didn’t care who saw. We got back to the room and I attacked Larry kissing him pulling and biting his nipples sucking his cock, rimmed him and fucked him hard. Take the last of my negative cum I yelled as I shot another load in him. It tasted so good when I felched him and licked the load he blew. We shared it then I swallowed it. Larry was amazed at my transformation in less than 2 days. I was so satisfied and happy. I finally knew who I was and embraced it. What’s next? asked Larry. Show me how you got your nipples so big. Just so happens I brought my nipple cylinders and pump with me. Show me. Larry brought everything out and pumped each nipple left it on for 20 minutes then slipped an O ring on and removed the cylinder. My nips were 5 times their original size. The pumping felt so hot and the banding kept them big and erect. They looked so hot. This has to be done daily for more than a year before they stay big permanently Larry said. I was hooked. I’ll have to buy cylinders and start pumping. Leave the bands on until they fall off to get maximum size. Sensitivity should increase as well. HOT!!! Whats next asked Larry. Baths. Chicago has great ones. One famous and one raunchy. Famous first and raunchy the next day I answered. Wow you really are transformed Larry said. Then he said let’s go to bed. You have poz cum that needs to be worked in for maximum effect. Yes!!! I said. We have work to do in preparation for tomorrow. I looked at my pumped nipples. The were a sight to see. I should take pics to document how big they get. My nips were smaller than yours when I started. Larry said admiring his pumping. We have some serious fucking to do. Let’s go to bed.

Thought this story looked familiar. found another version of it from my bugshares archive. Andy was chatting on the internet, as usual, looking for a hot guy to fuck him, as usual! He is a tall, muscled, sexy and young, and never has any trouble finding hung dom men to fuck his ass. He loves to be the bottom, and loves to do it bareback. He has not caught the bug so far, mainly because he tries to hook up with guys who claim to be clean or “Neg” checking profiles on Craigslist or BBRT, and avoiding anyone with a poz status. But the supply of neg tops was limited, over time Andy found himself glancing at some of the ones with “Poz but undetectable” He started finding himself reading Poz porn and poz erotica, and a growing part of him knew it was only a matter of time before e took the ultimate risk. One night Andy came to a profile he had never noticed before. The guy was in his forties, much older than Andy, but he had a cock most guys would kill for. The guy, named Paul, had many pics in his profile of his cock, long fat and hard, sliding in and out of smooth young boy cunts, dripping with thick white cum. Even though Andy was a young hot guy, he secretly lusted after older, rougher looking men, and Paul was perfect! His body looked strong and masculine, like a solid built rugby or football player, and his eyes were deep and inviting as they stared out of the computer screen. Andy was just about to flick Paul a message, when he noticed something on the profile. It said "Full blown poz for 7 years". Not ‘undetectable’ or ‘on meds’ but Full Blown Poz. Andy didn’t know why, but he felt his cock twitch reading that. Andy had fantasized about being pozzed up before, but he always kept it just a fantasy. He sent a message to the guy saying "Hi" and "Nice Cock". The guy messaged back and they got really into it, chatting about how great it would feel to have a one on one bareback party for Andy tonight, and get him all loaded up with raw seed. After a while of pushing, Andy finally admitted that he had no intention of going through with it, that he loved life too much to let his sexual fantasy ruin it. He felt like he had let Paul down, that he’d never hear back from him. Andy then went and lay down on his bed, with his dildo, and started to slide it slowly up his ass. He sniffed some poppers and wanked off, until he was close to shooting his load. He could not get the image of Pauls cock out of his mind, and he imagined that Paul was fucking him then and there, with no condom, and pumping his ass full of cum. Something about that, the image of Paul’s Poz Pecker in his ass, blasting raw poz seed up his ass made him loose it. He blasted a huge load of cum all over his body, About an hour later, Andy went back to the computer and saw a new message from Paul. It said: “Hey, why don't you cum over, and we can have safe sex, it will be hot, there is no reason why we can't have some fun, if we are both sensible about it, I promise I won’t do anything your not comfortable with" Just reading it made his dick hard again. He fought with his better judgment for a while, but finally his now rampant hard-on got the better of him and he jumped in his car and headed over to Paul's house. When he got there he was struck by how masculine and relaxed Paul was, he was incredibly sexual and seemed to have an aura of masculinity around him. They kissed as they stood in the living room together, and Andy felt a kind of electric energy in the air. They went to the bedroom and in moments got undressed in front of each other, their eyes all over one-another's bodies. "So, is this the first time you have ever knowingly been naked with an HIV positive man?" Paul asked "Yeah it is" said Andy nervously, he was so excited about their bodies making first naked contact, he reached out and pulled Paul on top of him, and they kissed deeply, Paul's tongue going so far inside Andy's mouth that he felt as though he was being fucked already. Paul stopped kissing him and looked into his eyes, his 8" thick hard penis was digging into Andy's groin, he said "Feels good doesn't it?" “Yeah, it feels amazing" Andy replied. “It’s going to feel so much better, there’s nothing more intense than a Poz Pecker inside you.” They continued to kiss and Andy felt the full weight of Paul's now sweaty body on top of him, it felt like the best sensation in the world as Paul’s musky sweat dripped down on him. Paul looked down and grinned. “Your going to make such a good Poz Pig.” And spat in Andy’s mouth. Andy opened up and let the spit enter him, loving the feeling of it. They kissed again and again, cocks grinding against one another until at last Paul said "Come with me, it’s time we took things to the next step". He led Andy to the bathroom and made him kneel down. He put his hard penis at Andy's lips and held it there, letting Andy look at the huge 8inch long poz cock. After a few seconds Paul moaned and began to piss, a strong, hot, musky ******* of dark urine that went down Andy's throat. He swallowed it all down, his own cock hard as a rock with lust for Paul and the total domination being inflicted on him. After drinking all Paul's beautiful hot poz piss, they went back to the bedroom. “You like having my fluids inside you, don't you? My piss, my spit, my sweat?" "Yeah, I love it" said Andy. They rolled around on the bed and Paul began to mount Andy. "I'm not going to put my dick in you, not yet, don't worry, I'm just gonna press my cock head against your hole, so you know how great it feels to have a poz pecker touching your ass" Andy lifted his legs high and wide, and Paul pressed the huge head of his penis against the tight puckered neg ass before him. Toxic Pre-cum oozed from the hole at the tip of his penis, and he rubbed it into Andy's tight neg hole. Paul gave Andy a bottle of poppers and they both inhaled deeply. They kissed and Paul spat another large gob of spit into Andy's open mouth. "This feels so good, doesn't it" "Yeah I've never felt anything so amazing in my life!" Andy moaned as the raw, unprotected poz cock sawed deeper against his hole. "You know, if you are into barebacking, its only a matter of time until a guy will poz you up, you may as well do it on your own terms, and with a guy you really like" "I'm scared though, I don't want to feel sickness and pain" "Don't worry, after you convert, and get the fuck flu, you wont feel sick for years, and you can enjoy sex the way it was meant to be. You can become the sperm-slut you know you are, deep inside" Andy said nothing but just looked deep into Paul's eyes, as the head of Paul's death dick stayed firmly placed at his young neg boy-cunt. He felt his heart racing, like he was on the edge of a cliff and about to fall. "Your ass is so amazing Andy, you needt o give your ass up to cock, you know it. Just relax, give it to me, let me put the rest of my dirty, diseased Poz Pecker inside you Andy and all your fear will be gone." They sniffed some more poppers, and then Paul pressed a little harder on Andy's hole, and the pre-cum slicked it up so he could put the whole head inside at any second. Andy took another hit of poppers, and then they kissed deeply again. He had never felt so good, his whole body was tingling and he wanted to feel Paul's penis fucking him so much. “Man, your penis is so beautiful, I love it in me so much, I need it man. I wanna take your beautiful sperm inside me" he murmured, I’m just so scared. "Don’t be. I wanna take away your fear. I wanna put this whole thing in you, I wanna fuck you so hard, I want you to be a slave to my penis, to my seed, to my toxic DNA. I need to shoot my poz cum in you Andy, can i fuck you man?" They both took another hit of poppers. "Yeah, give me your cum, I need it" Andy opened his legs as wide as they would go, and lifted his ass up as high as he could, and Paul pushed himself down, so that Andy's legs were pressed back, and their faces met perfectly. Then it happened, Paul drove his huge hard toxic penis all the way into Andy, and their bodies connected together. "You're gonna have my cum inside you forever man, I'm gonna change your body, you're never gonna be the same again. Once I blow my load, my Diseased DNA is going to fucking wreck your hole! " He grunted as his cock slid in and out, harder with each thrust, all the way out then all the way in. Andy was trembling with lust, he had never experienced sex like this before, he had no idea his body was capable of such pleasure! They took deep hits of poppers, and Paul kept fucking him deep. "Oh God, man, I'm gonna destroy your body with my sperm, I'm gonna fuck you to death, you're going to be my cum slut now, you dirty piece of shit, you deserve my AIDS sperm boy! My Poz Pecker!" "Oh yeah, I need it, I'm worthless man, just fuck me up, poz me up, I need your HIV, I need your sperm so bad" said Andy, completely lost in the hotness of the fuck. No longer caring about pain or sickness, he felt like his brains were being fucked out of his head, that soon all that would be left of himself is an ending desire to Fuck! "Fuck man, I'm gonna cum, my sperm is gonna take over your body, give into it man, let it enter you, don't resist it. Here comes my seed slut! Take it! Take y my Dirty Poz AIDS Seed!!" The energy in the room was so intense, Andy could feel that something amazing was about to happen in his body, and that he should not try to stop it. They kissed again, long and hard, and then Paul began to cum. It felt like burning hot bullets of pure poison were being injected right into his body. He squirmed as his insides seemed to burn, then it become pure pleasure as the AIDS took over. "Oh man, wow, that was amazing!" Andy was stunned, but he remained horny, so Paul jerked him off, while his penis was still hard inside Andy. "This is your last neg load boy! You're never gonna be the same after tonight. Once you empty this load, your going to have nothing but MY toxic seed in you forever!" Andy was overcome with lust listening to Paul talking. He tried to hold off but it was all too much and he shot a huge load of sperm onto his stomach. Paul kept stroking him wanting to utterly drain and milk him of his neg seed. As Andy moaned from being so sensitive, Paul started to fuck his ass once again. After another ten minutes of fucking, the two reached another orgasm. Andy knew this time he had been drained of th last of his neg seed as Paul collapsed on top of him and they lay in each others arms and fell to sleep. A few weeks later Andy came down with the flu, and eventually he tested poz. He was now a pozzed up cum slut, on the prowl for a re-charge...

I am a Paramedic, and have always been turned on by other guys, even though a lot of females flirt with me, especially the hospital nurses. I must be reserved especially when in the fire house with the other guys, which most act they are homophobic. At least the bunk room is split, so the EMS personnel won't disturb the firefighters due to the number of calls we receive in a 24 hour shift. We got a call for a medical transport of an HIV patient to the DC Hospital NIH (National Institute of Health). This was a medical transfer from a regular nursing home, to this specialized facility due the fact the patient, was actually an AIDS patient and apparently not responding to medical therapy and this was going to be a last chance effort to get him stabilized. No one wanted to ride in the patient compartment with the patient, scared the close proximity would be contagious. I took this opportunity to get an education. Of course precautions were in place, both myself and the patient had masks on, and I was gloved up as well. The patient was to have EKG monitored during the trip along with an IV drip. The ride was going to be approximately 1 1/2 hour due to the heavy traffic during a rush hour commute. Once the trip began, my patient, which I will call Ken, was very talkative, and soon I had him comfortable and relaxed. He told me he had developed AIDS about 10 months prior, and was in a long care nursing home for treatment, but knew he was on the terminal list. During our ride, I confided in him that I was gay but not out of the closet, and needed to be discreet. He said he had not had a lover in over a year, but never regretted being gay, and his only release was when he could jack off. I told him that he was a cute guy and I could see how he probably didn't have trouble getting a lover when he was in his prime. He reached out from under his blanket which covered him in the cot, to pat my leg and thank me. I reached out to take and hold his hand when he did this to give him some comfort. He commented about the all the precautionary steps taken to keep him isolated, but it did make him feel like the plague victim. I then removed my glove to hold his hand and removed his gloved hand as well, so we could be skin to skin. I had been reading stories on BreedingZone and they always turned me on. I knew i was negative, but gay, and still horny. He said it gave him a little rush that I removed my gloves to touch him, and he thanked me and said it actually made his cock stir. The Medic Unit was an enclosed compartment, with only an intercom connecting the driver with the patient area, and the windows were treated dark so you no one could see in from the street. WHen he told me he had gotten excited, I lifted the blanket to check him out and to see if he had an erection. Of course when I did this, it excited him even more and he began to get hard. I reached out with my bare hand and took hold of his growing cock. He said it had been such a long time since anyone had touched him. I gave him a compliment of his size and girth as his cock grew. Our talk was just about at whisper level since we didn't want the driver to hear us. I told him it turned me on too to have his cock grow in my hand, which was about 9 inches and the width of a cardboard tube on a paper towel roll. He and I had our eyes locked together as I slowly stroked his cock..and he told me he would not last long if I kept that up. We both had pulled down our masks so we could see each other more clearly. He asked if i was scared I would catch his AIDS, and I told him not to worry, I can make my own decisions. He told me he was extremely turned on by me and my tender care. I guided his hand up my leg so he could touch my cock and see how hard I was . I knew we had at least and hour more of our transport, so I open my pants and let them slide down to my ankles and let him stroke my cock. (I figured it was only fair since I had his hard cock in my hands as well) I figured, when a person is on death row in a prison, they give him a last meal, so here my patient was basically on death row in a hospital setting, and going to his final place to die, so why not give him some final release. My precum was flowing, and he would put his fingers to his mouth and lick it off, telling me how sweet it tasted. When he took the next scoop of my precum in his fingers, and began to raise them to his lips, I stopped his arm and directed his fingers into my mouth and sucked them clean. His cock jumped and precum began flowing out of his cock. With his two fingers in my mouth, and our eyes locked to each other, he hooked his fingers behind my teeth and began to pull me closer to his face. WHen he removed his fingers, I kept moving closer and I kissed his lips, and our mouths opened and we frenched kissed for about a 3 minute continuous passionate kiss. When we broke our kis, I remained close to his face as he whispered to me..."Oh fuck !" my hand had not left his hard cock as I stroked it...and I leaned down and put his hard cock into my mouth and began to suck him. He began moaning, and his had reached from my cock to my ass cheeks and began rubbing and touching my hole. I was so turned on by this, I wanted more, much more. He was now very hard and his precum walk flowing like a slow leak of a water pipe. I grabbed his hard that was on my ass, and moved his hand so he could touch his precum that was a steady flow from his cock, then when his fingers were covered, I moved his hand and wet fingers back to my ass which he proceeded to push into my tight ass. Again, he moaned.."Oh fuck" and I looked him in the eyes and told him I am game for it. Since we were in a back up, and traffic was moving in a crawl, I unhooked his seat belts and turned my ass around and backed up to him, and he turned onto his side so his cock was pointing to my ass. As soon as i felt the tip of his cock touch my ass, it was like fireworks. I arched my ass back as I felt his lubed up cock begin to enter my ass. He grabbed my hips and pulled me back onto him as his cock slid up into my ass to his balls. We sat still for a bit, and I moaned for him to fuck me. I squeezed my ass cheek muscles and he said he better pull out, because he was going to cum soon. I told him to put it in me and to poz me up....next thing I felt was his cock twitching in me, and about 12-15 huge squirts of his toxic seed was shooting deep into my ass. We stayed still for a about 4 minutes, with him still inside of me, since our traffic jam ham come to a complete stop, I didn't want the extra movement to raise suspicion with my partner that something was going on. I turned my face to look back at him, and he whispered "thank you". I told him it my pleasure too...then we began to make out again for what seemed to be about along 15 minutes, and until traffic began to move again. When I pulled off of his cock, most of his load remained up in my ass, but a glob did fall onto his leg. I leaned over and sucked it up. I pulled up my pants and readjusted myself...and knelt on the floor to be closer to Ken...and we began to make out again for the trip. Before we arrived at the hospital, I gave him another blow job and he came in my mouth in which I swallowed. When we dropped him off and took him up to his room, I purposely left the clipboard on his night stand as we moved him over to his permanent bed. When my partner returned to out unit, I commented I left the clipboard, and needed to run back up and get it. The nurse was just coming out of his room when I got there, so when I went inside, I went over to his bedside and asked him to meet me in the bathroom. I helped him and guided his IV pole, as we entered the restroom. I moved his robe out of the way as I dropped my pants and asked him to fuck me again. He got rock hard again and with his precum dripping again, and the huge cum load he put up in me already, I was pretty lubed up to take him again. I leaned over the sink as he fucked me deep and hard...the noise of the squishy cum in my ass was a turn on for us both. HE moaned he was going to cum again so i asked where he would want to put it? He moaned back in me again to breed me with his DNA....I moaned back, "Yes, give me it". Ken had passed away a week later after I visited him one more time, he was too weak to go to the restroom, but we made out and I gave him one more blow job and swallowed his cum. Even after that, I still did not convert poz. So, now I am still turned on to play with poz guys any chance I get.

Young sailor, had a few encounters, but met a group in the hot tub who told me that I was cute and to come sit on their cocks. Obviously, I knew better, but invit d an older Cuban guy with a fat dick to meet me at the room in a few. He arrived, I sucked his cock and he grabbed my legs and made me feel like a real bitch. On his shoulders my legs were thrown over him and he pushed his hard big ass dick into me. I should have let him continue, but he didn't want a condom and I insisted. He pulled out and put on a condom super tight so it could break and jammed it back in. Damn, it felt good, he then aggressively flipped me over and started pounding deep. I didn't know at the time but he had removed the condom, this was the first time I had cum hands free with a cock and didn't know it was possible, as he put it in to the hilt, no mercy. I moaned like a good little bitch as I came and stayed in position so he could do his business. He thrusted hard and faster as I was pinned to the cheap sheet and mattress in that room, hands grabbing the linen wanting it to end, and he must have cum inside of me then.He pulled out, and I offered to suck him to cum, but he acted wierd about it. I noticed no cum in the condom and he quickly left. Afterwards, I smelled my fingers after touching my beaten down boy pussy and smelled cum. He blasted a fat load into me. I wish he would have hooked up later since he had done the deed, to pump me full of his cum on a daily basis. I still fantasize about that stealth load 12 years after the fact with him secretly breeding my ass.

I really crave to find a man who will kiss me - before he fucks me, as he's fucking me, and after he's fucked me. Doesn't have to be a lot, doesn't have to be intense. Just want to really feel a man behind me, his cock in my ass, and his hand grabbing my head and bending me around to deliver a kiss which is followed by dirty talk and how he's going to own my ass and make it a pussy.

Cardiff tonight anyone? Travel or accom

I couldn't agree more !!! Fortunately, I was not cut as an infant, and I very much appreciate that fact. So to the "tight-foreskin" problem. Mine was when I was small. My dad threatened to have my foreskin cut if I didn't figure out how to keep clean. Not that I knew I was gay - I didn't - but I was horrified at the prospect, and diligently worked on stretching the foreskin. It didn't take all that long - maybe a couple of years - before I had developed the ability to pull it back over the head, and also a nice, loose overhang. When I finally figured out what my cock was meant to fuck, I had noticed how some Cocks had an attractive overhang of foreskin, which - to my eyes anyway - only made it more attractive. When I suck an uncut cock, I particularly like to pull the foreskin taught, with the guy on his back, and let the foreskin fill up with Cockdrool ... a delicious "appetizer" if ever there were one. In the event I want it up my gut, and as everyone knows, Cockdrool is also an excellent lube, second only to Sperm itself.

Whenever one feels horny at the thought of it and whenever the opportunity presents itself. In my case, age 12. A slightly older friend and I were walking together after school, took a quiet out-of-way-path for a change, and he brought up getting his cock sucked. I was instantly aroused by the idea of his cock in my mouth. Behind some trees, he pulled it out and I began to lick then suck it. Heaven! Even more heavenly when he shot his load into my mouth. Yes, I ate it! I knew I wanted to.

My First: My Uncle. My Second: My Second Cousin. My Third: My Next door neighbor.

It had been some hours since I was delivered to this place by Peter and Aidan, and I was starting to show signs of wear and tear. I had stopped counting loads at twenty, and that was quite a long time ago. When I had first walked in the room, I was set upon by a group of men of all shapes and sizes who swarmed around me and began groping and rubbing me all over. One had eventually encouraged me to bend over a little, before a whole succession of them took turns rimming and fingering me. Eventually I started to be given several huffs of poppers that got my head swimming, before I was suddenly pulled up, pushed towards a rig in the corner, turned around and lifted off my feet and into a sling. Before I really knew what was happening my ankles were raised and pushed through some leather hoops, and then my wrists had been lifted and secured to the chains using the cuffs I was wearing. The rimming had continued for some time after that, but eventually moved on to a lot more fingering. I repeatedly felt them nicking my insides with their nails while they were doing this, causing me to wince and yell out until a big chubby bear turned my head to the side and stuck his girthy cock down my throat to silence me. He didn’t pull it out until the first of the cocks had been pushed up inside me and the fucking had begun. Every single man in the room had fucked and bred me while I was in the sling, ordering me to take their “toxic loads”, “hot loads” and “personal strains”. I was strangely numb during all of this, just looking up at each of them as they pounded me hard. All of them had tattoos of some description, including biohazard symbols, scorpions, skulls and crossbones, and one of them with a giant cobra winding down his torso to the snake’s flared, open mouth above his groin. I concluded these were all markings to indicate their status as aggressive poz fuckers. Once I had been bred in the sling by everyone, I was allowed a bit of respite and fresh air in a small courtyard out the back. I chose to stand to get the blood back into my arms and legs, which invited several men to come up behind me and push their cocks into my sloppy rear end. At some point a cigarette was pushed between my lips, and I happily stood there and smoked a couple while being gently fucked. I had enjoyed smoking a bit as a teenager, and as I stood in this place knowingly having a deadly virus repeatedly pumped into my backside, my previous health concerns about puffing on cigarettes seemed to fade. In due course I was then taken back inside, pushed onto a padded bench, strapped down and a blindfold put on me. A pair of headphones was then put over my ears, blocking out almost all sound and pushing me into a state of sensory deprivation. From then on all I could feel was the hard pounding I was taking up the arse, as well as the taste and stretching of the occasional cock pushed into my mouth and down my throat. Based on the tang of blood and cum on some of them, I guessed they were fresh from breeding me. This is how my night continued. Time seemed to lose all meaning, so I never knew how long I had been in each position before I was released, taken back outside and allowed to drink some water and smoke a few more cigarettes. However, the final time I was escorted outside (after having been on my knees on a mat taking a succession of double-fuckings) dawn had broken. There were considerably fewer men present by then, and my final stint indoors was a more sedentary affair as I got on all fours and took a few low-energy spitroastings. Once it was all over, I was hauled to my feet by a couple of hairy, slightly chubby guys in leather while everyone else remaining headed out and left. The two guys had surprisingly gentle expressions on their faces, and took the time to check how I was. They then escorted me through a side door to a filthy bathroom where I was able to take a quick shower while still dressed in all the the leather gear, and then once they dried me off with a raggedy towel they led me out of the building to a white van. I was put in the back, which was fitted out with a dirty mattress, and then they climbed in the front and set off. As there were no windows in the back I just lay on the mattress, braced myself against the sides and closed my eyes, passing out into a deep sleep almost immediately. I therefore had no idea how long we had been driving when I was awoken by one of the guys opening up the back door to allow the fluorescent light of a garage to pour in. I climbed out and then followed them into a house attached to the garage, which I was surprised to find was just an ordinary dwelling. “Here you go” said one of the guys, “welcome to the Moulin Spooge.” “The Moulin Spooge?” I croaked. “Just a fun little name we have for our home” replied the other. “Now, let’s get you to bed so you have some energy for this evening.” “This evening?” I asked. “Round two” he replied. I sighed, too tired to even ask any more. I allowed them to lead me into a bedroom, where I collapsed onto the bed face first. I felt my legs being lifted and my boots removed, before sleep took me over and I passed out, not knowing what the evening would bring but knowing I would take it all.

One of my best buds got started sucking his uncle like that. His uncle was about 16 and horny and hot as fuck. They played till my bud was 19 when he moved in with a gay couple. He started sleeping with his granddad and getting fucked by him when he was around 11 too. The granddad started his uncle early. Runs in the family.

If it was the 1992 version - "The New Joy of Gay Sex", I was one of the models for that - I'm in 2 one on one panels and a couple of group panels - and you're right, the fisting panel in the book was very hoT (I worked for the artist that summer as well, so got to be at other modelling sessions beside my own). This was the most recogizable one of me - the bathroom stall where the photo the artwork is based on was at The Crown and Anchor in P'Town and was shot during the slower afternoon - the owner and the bartender watching and jerking... I was 29 and appear as the bottom in the panel and truly the Daddy gave me a nice fuck as we did, but despite appearances, I was top/vers and he was bottom/vers in "real life", so to the delight and a bit of consternation of the onlookers, when the camera shoot was done we switched places and I banged him for all I was worth... leading to him taking my fist, then both fists, back at his place... and we got PAID for that! (artwork by Fowler, NJofGS, 1992)

Chapter 7 - Two Boys in Boston *Ding* Brian awoke to the text message tone of his phone. He looked at his alarm clock. “11:07am”. He had slept late, unsurprising after the night he just had. He looked at his phone to check the message. “How are you feeling baby boy? You snuck out on me last night.” It was from Adam. Lying in bed, Brian was still naked, covered in dry cum. As he swung his legs off the side of the bed to get up, he realized his ass was still feeling the effects of being invaded for the first time. It was sore; his whole body was sore really. He stood and reached down between his legs to find his hole, no longer virgin. He stuck his thin bony index finger inside himself and thought he could still feel Adam’s cum. He walked across his bedroom, opened his closet door, and looked at himself in the hanging mirror. His hair was more messed up than on a normal morning. He could barely make out the cum against the pale skin on his thinly defined chest. His soft cock hung off of his slim frame, just as it did before, but it felt different now, having been in another man’s mouth. He turned sideways to see his ass protrude from his thin frame, serving as a reminder what he had done the night before. Brian unlocked his phone and tried to figure out what he wanted to say to Adam. “Hey, yeah, I woke up and wasn’t sure what to do with myself so I came home.” He sent. He wrote out another. “I don’t know how I feel. Like I said last night, sexy but scared. I haven’t even graduated high school and now I’m poz.” “Well, I hope so Brian. Fingers crossed that I successfully infected you, but you’ll have to get tested to know for sure. Might not have.” Brian had just accepted that Adam was probably toxic enough to convert him. His thought process hadn’t yet gotten far enough to think that maybe he hadn’t. Even getting loaded up with toxic cum was no guarantee. As that dawned on him, in that moment, he felt relief. Maybe he just had a super hot hookup and lost his virginity, and he wouldn’t have to suffer the consequences. “I’ll let you know” he sent off to Adam. “Please do. And I hope I’ll be seeing you again, either way.” Brian let that message sit. ***** The next day, Sunday, Brian returned to Boston, but this time it was for accepted students day at Boston University, where he had decided to spend the next four years of his life. Brian was excited to go to school in the city. BU’s campus was smack dab in the middle of Beantown, a stone’s throw away from Fenway Park and everything else the city had to offer. He was quite nervous about it, having always been a quiet, reserved kid, but he was hoping that going to school here would help him break out of his shell a bit. It also didn’t hurt that he thought being in the city would be a boon to his burgeoning sex life. But an accepted students day was not an environment where Brian would typically thrive. Surrounded by kids his age that he didn’t know, his anxiety was close to bubbling over. For some reason, he always thought people he didn’t know were judging him, and even though he told himself he didn’t care, of course he did. He was hopeful he’d meet some people, but he had a hard time getting over his shyness, making it difficult to strike up conversation organically. At least, he thought, he wasn’t a virgin. He consciously knew that, of course, that did not matter, would not come up, and could not be seen by other people, but in case it did, he was feeling good to have checked that box. The morning started out in a large lecture hall, with some Dean or another welcoming everyone to campus and to the start of the next phase of their young lives. Brian had found his way there from the parking garage and sat down, not knowing what else to do, and was reading through the day’s schedule while waiting for it to start. When the speakers finished, the students sorted themselves by college, and Brian found the College of Arts & Science group, where his major was. As the group walked down the corridor towards a smaller lecture hall, Brian heard a familiar voice. “Hey Brian” He turned his head and saw Jake a few steps behind him, walking quickly as if he had been trying to catch up with him, a smile on his face that Brian knew well: relief to find someone he knew. “Oh, hey Jake. I didn’t know you were going to BU too.” “Yeah, I was going to go to USC, but then when I looked at how expensive plane tickets back and forth were, I decided maybe going to school so far away wasn’t as good an idea as I had planned.” He chuckled a bit, and Brian wondered if that was true, or if that was the story Jake had come up with to cover that he was afraid to go to school that far away. If it was the latter, Brian knew how he felt. “So, you in Arts & Sciences too?”, Jake continued as they walked down the hall. “Yeah, I think I’m going to do computer science, how about you?” Brian replied, trying really hard to keep his cool. It wasn’t abnormal for Jake to be talking to him, they had class together and were friendly enough. Still, they were here amidst a big crowd of future college students, but alone as the only ones who knew each other. Ever since Brian had begun to accept his sexuality, and his feelings about Jake, it had been harder to talk to him. He was afraid he was going to accidentally blurt something out that gave him away, or that he would find out that Jake was straight, an asshole, or otherwise unattainable. “Oh, cool, that makes sense for you. You always were wicked smaht”. Jake giggled at his cheesy attempt at an exaggerated Boston accent. “I’m international relations right now, but might do economics, I don’t know. It’s cool running in to you here, it’ll be good have a friend around.” Neither of them realized it, but they both blushed ever so slightly when Jake said that. Brian was thrilled to hear Jake refer to him as a friend and insinuate they’d be seeing more of each other, and Jake was worried he had been a bit too vulnerable with Brian. He didn’t know him well enough yet to be sure he wouldn’t be judged. The two boys spent the rest of the day together. With Jake around, it was easier for Brian to chat up some other new people, but neither of them ever broke away from the other. They decided to go to the same info sessions, walked around the activities fair together, and chatted about what dorms they wanted to live in. As they walked out of the housing session and sat down outside to figure out where they were supposed to go next, Jake was looking at his phone as he asked “Um, so, what would you think about being my roommate? I mean, I don’t know if you’re wanting to meet new people or whatever and I know we don’t know each other super well so no worries at all if you’re not interested but I just thought it might be cool.” He looked over at Brian quickly to see if he could sneak a peak at his reaction. Brian could sense the nerves in Jake’s rambling question. One of the benefits of being a quiet kid was he was skilled in empathy; plus he recognized those nerves in himself. He never expected to hear them from Jake, though, who always gave off such a confident air at school. Brian couldn’t be sure of what was provoking the nerves, but his heart fluttered at his suspicion, or maybe his hope, that Jake was nervous for the same reason Brian had been nervous all day. And now, he had a chance to share a room with his crush, which could be great, but could also be a disaster. “Umm…” Brian began to respond. “I won’t be offended if you don’t want to, I get it.” Jake rushed to interject. “No, no, I think that would be awesome!” Brian responded just as quickly, letting instinct reply after he began to sense Jake’s disappointment. Brian was beaming inside. He was beginning to really think that their day together had been more than coincidence and convenience; that it had indeed been filled with chemistry. If he had more confidence in himself, and if he wasn’t still in totally in the closet, he might have asked Jake out right then; that’s how sure he was that their interactions that day weren’t normal, and that they were was a spark between the two 18 year olds. His mood quickly soured, however, when the pair were sitting in the day’s final session, a mishmash of add-ons that were combined in to one. Campus security, ID cards, sexual health… Brian’s heart sunk, from the highest place it had ever been, deep down in to the pit of his stomach as the presenter talked about the health center’s resources and free, no-questions-asked STD tests. It was the first time all day that he had thought about what had otherwise consumed him that weekend. He was sure that, if he was poz, this was all ruined. As Jake and Brian walked together back to the parking garage, Brian barely spoke. Jake noticed the consternation on Brian’s face; their friendship already strengthened immeasurably over the course of just one day. As they got to Jake’s car, which was closer then Brian’s, Jake asked “Are you okay Brian? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” “Oh, yeah, sorry, I’m fine.” “You sure?” he asked as he opened the passenger door of his car and dropped all the swag he picked up that day on the backseat. Brian could see the genuine look of concern on Jake’s face. “Yes, yes, thanks” Brian smiled wide as his feelings for Jake took back control of his attention. “Hey, I’m really happy we ran in to each other. Thanks for keeping me company. I’m excited to be your roommate this fall.” “Me too Brian… Um, I’ll see you at school tomorrow, huh?” “Yeah, absolutely! I can’t wait!” Brian replied before he could catch himself. The sparks were flying now. Everything said had been innocuous, but it had all been said with just a little more emotion than would have been normal for two straight boys. They could both sense it, too. Jake decided in that moment to take a chance. He took Brian’s hand in his own, quickly leaned in, and kissed him. Brian was stunned, and Jake didn’t hold the kiss more than a few seconds, worried he had made a gigantic mistake. He pulled away and looked in terror at Brian’s face for a reaction. “Oh, I’m sorr…” he started to say. Brian recovered from his split-second paralysis and squeezed Jake’s hand an instant before he could pull it away. In one swift motion, he pulled Jake back towards him, moved his free hand to Jake’s neck, and connected for another kiss. This time it lasted a bit longer, as they made out with each other for a brief moment or two before disconnecting. Brian took a step back, caught his breath, and with wide eyes and a gigantic smile across his face, confessed “I’ve been wanting that for a long time”. “With me?” Jake asked lightly as his voice quivered, genuinely unsure if that’s what Brian meant. “Yes, with you.” “Cool” They both laughed at Jake’s Han Solo-esque response. A group of other students had come in the parking garage and were heading towards them, so Brian calmly let go of Jake’s hand. He wasn’t afraid of being caught with a boy (in fact, he craved that); he just didn’t want to cause a scene. “So, I’ll see you tomorrow then?” asked Brian. “Can’t wait.” Brian turned and walked away down the row of parked cars, glancing back with a smile towards Jake, who was watching him leave before getting in his own car. When Brian finally got to the Jeep, he sat down in his drivers seat, put his head back, and took a big deep breath. He couldn’t help but give a little fist pump to himself; he had never felt so happy in his life. It was tempered slightly by the nagging concern of how the weekend’s pozzing adventure was going to affect his new relationship with Jake. But he put that aside for the moment and drove home happy, singing along with the radio at the top of his lungs.

Sexpigs, STDs/STIs come and go. If you collect them, then so be it! If you want to get them treated, see your doctor and get the appropriate antibiotics and/or shots, stay off sex for at least 7 days (from experience, I know this is VERY hard to do!), and get right back into the bb forest we SO love to lurk in. STDs/STIs/ are blips, but curable blips.

Yes step dad at 9 oral. First intercourse with him at 13.

I'm surprised that he seemed ashamed/embarrassed to be preloaded with spunk - surely that is a beautiful and wonderful thing and something to be enjoyed by both of you??