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Chapter 1: Moving in What a ride my life I've had over the last year! Gifted by my step dad, also seeded by my real dad who is also toxic. Converted my best friend who I experimented with. And now moved in with him, helping him on his quest to create his first son, just as I created him! My new life with Marc was a huge success. I ended up transferring to his college, and we rented our own three bedroom home. We rented the home from one of the professors at the school who was gay. Instead of a rental deposit, we let him deposit his seed in both of us. If payment happened to be late, he came by to collect it, and he waved the late fee using our asses instead. Let's just say he was never mad when we were late! In addition, he owned a boi who was our yard guy. He would come to mow the yard simply shirtless and a leather collar around his neck. On his collar was a biohazard dog tag. When he finished the yard, we'd invite him in for a shower, a cold beet or two and then give him our toxic recharges! Our place wasn't much, but it was ours. We shared the master bedroom, and had plans to make one of the bedrooms our playroom. It apparently had been a playroom before, as there were still hooks in the ceiling for a sling. This was perfect as now we wouldnt have to get a sling stand! This would leave a second bedroom open to possibly rent out. Needless to say, the sex was amazing. Knowing that my child was living and growing in him was not like anything I've ever imagined. On our first day there, we decided to fuck in every room. Granted this was no easy task. We did have a nice bed, but the living room consisted of a chair and a TV. Fortunately the house included a washer and a dryer. The dining area had a small table, but we didn't feel it was safe to fuck on, and wasn't even sure it was study enough for either of us to be bent over. On our first day, we went shopping at thrift stores where we picked up some cheap kitchen items and bed linens and towels. When we got back, we immediately stripped and Marc started washing the dishes. He made sure he was bent over the sink with his ass pointing up and out. That was all I needed, and he got exactly what he needed! My load oozed out of his hole when I pulled out, dripping all over the kitchen floor. We used one of our new towels to clean it up. Well what was left after Marc licked up my cum from the floor. Marc then draped the towel over his rock hard cock and we headed to the washer. As I was loading the washer, Marc was eager to load me. Once I closed the lid I bent over the washer. Marc started to mount me as the washer was filling with water. I told him to eat my ass as it was filling, and then start fucking me as it started to agitate. My cock was rock hard against the machine as it was filling. It created an amazing feeling. The sound of the water, and Marc eating my ass was incredible. As the washer started to churn, Marc quickly put his cock up my ass. Pumping away in rhythm to the washer. It seemed as though it was forever before he deposited his seed deep in me. Once he finished, I jumped on top of the washer and Marc sucked my cock. As he was doing so, the washer went into its spin cycle. My balls were resting on the washer and the vibrations quickly sent me over the edge.

Chapter 2: A Perfect Couple We quickly loaded the dryer and headed to our bed. We had not washed the comforter on it yet, but figured we'd just get it cummy and sweaty anyway. Our time in the bed was quite romantic. We laid side by side with Marc's cum still dripping from my ass. We started deep kissing and running our hands through each other's hair. I started to nibble on Marc ear, which I've not done before, but he loved it. My tongue slowly entered his ear and although already semi hard, Marc's cock rose to full attention. I didn't want him to cum just yet, so i moved my mouth to his neck. My first thought was it would be cool to give him a hickey. Marc moaned in pleasure as I sucked on his neck. Marc changed it up some, pulling away from me, and started to lick and suck my nipples. He knew this always got me going. I had been working on enlarging my nipples with clamps and suckers, hoping they would one day be like my step dads. Marc knew me well, and before I came, he moved away from my nipples, gently kissing my stomach on a trail to my balls. He gently took them in his mouth and started sucking on them. Occasionally taking his mouth off of them, and running his tongue up and down my pre cum covered cock. I then moved away, putting us into a 69 position. The best part of this was that we both exploded in each other's mouths ar the same time. We continued to make out and cuddle in bed. I told Marc i was so happy that things developed like they did. He agreed, saying he had always dreamed of the first time we fucked, but never imagined himself wanting to be pozzed by me. I asked if he had any regrets, and he said only one. It was that I hadnt pozzed him sooner. I asked him why he felt that way, and he said just look at us now. Laying in bed sharing our intimate moments together. Making love, not just having sex. He said he wasn't sure if it was the power of the poz Brotherhood or how we had progressed from being experimental friends to true lovers. I said i think it's a little of both, and he agreed. The buzzer went off on the dryer, and we retrieved the warm sheets from it. We put them on the bed, and threw the comforter over us, grinding our cocks together. Somehow we didn't make love though. I asked Marc where he wanted to take things. He said he truly enjoyed moments like this, but knew we both liked piggy play with each other as well as others. I agreed saying once we were settled, and the playroom was complete, I was sure we would have plenty pig sex with other college guys who couldn't host in their dorm rooms. I then asked Marc if he had thought of becoming a father himself. He said he had thought about it, but unsure. He said he has seen how it had changed our lives for the better, but didn't want to strain the relationship we had. I assured him it wouldn't, but respected any decision he made. Marc asked the same of me, and I said I was also uncertain. I suggested we just let the Honeymoon continue, and decide later.

(First attempt at a story. Be gentle. Based partially in fact. Somewhat embellished) Part 1: Reginald I got a text from Reggie today out of the blue. "Can u cum over?" I've taken his load on many occasions. Hot black guy who only really likes to fuck white guys. A lot of the time I can't say yes because I'm married and my husband Timothy doesn't know I fuck around behind his back. Today, though, I was absolutely saying yes. Timothy was at work all day, and i was home bored and horny. What he doesn't know can't hurt him, right? Reggie ordered me to get to his place asap. I knew he expected me to be ready to take his load. He shoots huge loads that fill me up and make me feel complete. Of course I would beg for his load. When I got to Reggies house I stripped to my jock and went to work getting his dick hard. He's taught me how he likes it. I want to do a good job for him. I want to make him feel good. I always try to please him in any way. While I sucked, he started loading the Tina pipe. I hasn't had any of that in a while. I've been teetering on relapse. Now all I wanted was to follow the clouds into a world of sexual experience. He got me really spun. He didn't hit the pipe at all. He just kept encouraging me to do a little more. Finally I put the pipe down and refocused on his cock. I wanted to beg him to fuck me right away. I'm always impatient. Reginald doesn't like it when I beg, so to please him I just worship his cock and try to get him turned on enough that he wants to fuck me. Reginald picked up his phone and started videoing me giving him head. I had told him once that he could record me but onky if he was careful not to snow my face (I'm cheating on my husband for God's sake). He likes getting my face on camera though, and I want him to keep giving me his loads, so I let him do what he wants. Usually he fucks me doggy style, which is my favorite. This time he put.me on my back and had me lift my legs in the air exposing my jock strapped ass to his camera. "Fuck yeah faggot. My group chat loves when I send vids of you. You have fans. You ready to show them how much you love getting fucked by a black man?" The Tina really does mess with my judgment, because in the moment I didn't see anything wrong with anything going on here. Reginald finally fucked me. He didn't disappoint me. He knows how a white faggot needs to be fucked. As he fucked me on my back, with the camera still pointed toward me, he asked me questions? "Why are you here instead of letting your husband fuck you?" "Besides me, who do you cheat on your husband with?" "How often to you smoke Tina?" Each question I answered honestly and ccompletely. Each answer, Reginald recorded on video that alternated between my face and his big black dick going in and out of my hole." Somehow, in my spun state, none of this bothered me. Finally one last question: "Do you want my cum faggot? Tell me how much you want it." I shouted my need for his cum with visceral emotion. I did need it. What I didn't realize is the sequence of events this would put in motion.

I was smoking with a homeless dude that was always in the alley behind my apartment and ended up letting him fuck me out there. When my ex boyfriend and I lived together, lots of times I would use the excuse that im tossing trash in the dumpster and having a cigarette and id go down to the alley or the sketchy dark laundry room and let the homeless crackhead fuck me. Id guess he fucked me probably 15 or 20 times before we moved to a different place. He was gross but it was a hot fantasy to cheat on my boyfriend with a homeless crackhead so I let it happen over and over.

New experience last night. A top dragged me to a porn cinema (which is right next to my place and that I had never noticed) and just fucked me in every corner in front of everyone. He took photos to expose the pig boy I am. Ended up getting 3 loads over the night

Part 15 It turned out that one of the 18-wheelers I'd seen when I arrived was Robert's, and before long we were in the back of it. We were both naked and I was on my knees slurping up and down the full length of Robert's long thick dick again and again taking every dark inch down my throat and my lips easily stretching around it's full girth. Just as Robert had said, after I had taken three or four deep draws of the smoke from the pipe it was no problem to take all of him into my mouth and throat. He kept encouraging me, telling me how good my white-boy's mouth felt around his massive black cock, and saying he couldn't wait to bury it balls deep in my hairy white ass. That made me moan and work harder to get his cock covered with as much spit as I could. After I don't know how long he pulled me off of his shiny pole and pulled me onto his lap making out with me. I could feel his wet hardness in the crack of my sweat soaked ass and it only served to fuel my hunger to have that monster inside me. He broke our kiss and gave me another one of his wide white-toothed grins. “You fucking love that black dick doncha bro?” he chuckled. “Oh my gawd yes!” I told him. “You ready to let it own your sexy hairy ass?” he asked lewdly. I ground my butt back against his meat gyrating up and down on it. I had never been so horny in my life or needed to get fucked like I was needing it then. Not even all the times Chad and I had gotten nasty together. I somehow knew it had something to do with what we were smoking and as long as Robert kept giving me more I was ready to be his cumdump all night if he wanted. I stroked my cock and looked into his dark eyes and told him I was ready for all of it. Robert reached beside him and grabbed the pipe and lighter. “Take three big hits man. I want you fucked up and high as hell before I wreck your tight hole.” He glanced at my left hand briefly and a new darkness filled his handsome face and sexy eyes. “Your tight married hole!” “Do it,” I'd whispered to him with an urgency in my voice. “Slam that black weapon in my tight married hole and give me the kind of fuck I've never had before!” “Hot dirty fucking cheater,” he growled as he watched me blow out a third cloud. He took the pipe and lighter from me and laid them aside then steadied his back more firmly against the compartment seat behind him and spread his legs wider, nudging the dripping head of his magnificent cock against my chemmed hungry hole. “It'll be easier at first if you fuck yourself down onto it,” he told me. “Do it pig. Get your ass on my dick and fuck yourself with it.” Nervous and excited and aroused all at the same time I obeyed and moved into position. Taking a deep breath I began pushing down and immediately felt the heat of his massive cockhead pushing against my pucker. Suddenly a bottle of poppers was shoved under one of my nostrils and I instinctively inhaled twice then repeated the process in the other nostril. The rush hit me right away and I felt my hole flex and vibrate then felt the head of his tool pop smoothly past my anal ring into my ass. I gasped at the feelings but kept going rocking back and forth and up and down struggling to take more of him inside me. I was moaning, I was crying, I was begging him to stop and to go deeper in the same breath as he let me set the pace. He kept telling me how hot my ass felt and he kept feeding me poppers and more smoke from the pipe until I felt the bristly pubes at the base of his cock press against my ass. He had every hard thick pulsing inch inside my ass, deeper than anything had ever been before. I took a break from telling Chad and Greg about that night with Robert. I was sitting in the chair Greg had been in earlier and my hot little brother and the hunky desk clerk were on the bed. They had situated themselves at the head of the bed and Chad had his back against the headboard, his muscled legs splayed out in front of him and Greg was riding Chad's rigid dick bareback taking every inch balls deep into his married manhole with each downward movement. He was as much of a bareback pig as me and Chad I said to myself and smiled. “Looks like you guys are getting turned on hearing about Robert,” I said with a chuckle. “You fucking know it bro!” Chad cried out. “It sounds fucking hot as hell!” I picked up the pipe and lit the flame under it as I watched the two masculine guys in front of me enjoy each other's body. I exhaled a good-sized cloud and said, “That night WAS hot as hell! And it'll be the same for all of us when he gets here.” Then, looking at Greg, I asked if he'd ever been with a black guy before or ever had a cock as big as Robert's. Moaning as Chad thrust up into his ass Greg said “no” to each question, then added, “But I want to. I want both.” The knock at the door seemed very loud. I smiled at Greg and said, “I think you're going to get to have both real soon, stud,” then opened the door to let my black mentor in. (to be continued)

I was in Houston on a family visit and lasted only three days before I knew I needed some dick and I needed it bad. I was staying with my family so getting off was really difficult and I had a 4-day load built up. Finally my opportunity to get out of the house came and I told my mom I was going to visit some friends and would be home late. So, I showered and got all cleaned out and lubed my smooth hungry ass and put on my favorite jock. I love to play with a sparkling clean butt. I like the confidence that there will be no surprises and wanted to be ready for anything. There was only one place that was going to get me where I needed to go; a bookstore - a sleazy, dark, smelly, nasty cum-soaked bookstore. It was just after dusk when I pulled into the parking lot which I noted was full. I got that exhilarating feeling in the pit of my stomach and suddenly became aware of my erect nips. I paid my entrance fee and went immediately to the back rooms. It was totally dark and took my eyes a moment to adjust. After a minute or two, I started making my way through the darkened maze. The smell of cum and poppers were strong. The fuck music was pounding away. The halls were lined with people standing around and checking each other out. I was only there about 5 minutes when I was approached at the end of a dark hallway. As I turned around, I brushed up against a tall guy. Before I could excuse myself we made eye contact and my fucking heart sank. I pegged him at about 26 or 27. He was about 6’3” or so, excellent body and black as night. He didn’t smile. He didn’t wink or anything. He just looked at me, grabbed my hand and started walking back down the hall slowly. He led us into a vacant booth and shut and locked the door. He yanked his T-Shirt up and over his head and behind his neck exposing a beautiful worked out chest. His skin was flawless and his pecs were tight and the color of coffee grounds. He grabbed the back of my head and pulled me to his left nipple which I took to like a baby calf. I started licking all around it. It was shimmering and glistening in the light from the porn playing on the monitor. This turned me on so much I dove in and started chewing. He started moaning and twisting my hair pushing my face harder into his nip. He raised his left arm back and over his head exposing his deep dark pit. The smell was incredible. I licked from his nipple up to his pit and soaked it completely - taking it all in. I was high from it. My cock was raging in my jeans. I had my hands around his waist and felt his taunt hard butt. I rubbed across his crotch. It was warm and had a nice mound. His junk was stuffed tightly up in his jeans and felt impressive. I started unbuttoning his jeans and he helped me. He pulled his jeans and underwear down to his knees in one fell swoop and just stood there. I looked down and saw his ebony colored cut cock sticking up past his belly button. He had a tight black bush which was naturally trim. His cock was fat. I mean really fat. It was cut and had a nice thick head on it. I reached out and wrapped my hand around it. The heat that emitted from it was awesome. I guessed it to be a solid 8”, maybe 9”. It wasn’t so much the link that was impressive but the girth. I felt pressure on my shoulders pushing me down to my knees. I stopped him, for a moment to get out of my jeans as fast as I could, grabbing my poppers from the front pocket. I was down on my knees and smelling black bush in a flash. The smell of his crotch was spellbinding. I kissed his cockhead. I licked his dick and on the sides, underneath and all around to get it wet. I was so fucking horned for this dick that when it was soaking wet with my saliva, I grabbed his rock-hard ass cheeks, took a deep breath and stuffed that fat fucking pole down my throat. As soon as the head got stuck at the back of my throat, I felt his hands on the back of my head and together we stuffed the rest of it in. He let out a guttural moan and I started to gag a little; but immediately got it under control. I was leaking spit onto his balls, but my front teeth were eating his bush. I had this big black obsidian cock buried down my throat. He was moaning and started fucking my throat while I was tugging on his balls and working my jaw and throat muscles like a starving whore. I started jacking my own cock, but let it go for fear of blowing too soon. He pulled out and modeled his cock for me. I think we were both surprised that I was able to take him all the way. He looked down and wiped a puddle of saliva from my chin and smeared it onto his cock and shoved it back into my mouth all the way. I could hear him say little things under his breath like, “Take that bitch.” and “Eat that fucking black dick.” These were the first words I heard him say. After about 5 minutes my jaw was getting tired so I released his cock and dove for his balls. He lifted one leg up so I had better access. I was anxiously trying to stuff both of his smooth balls into my mouth at the same time to do a little tea-bagging, but it was difficult. Finally he reached down, grabbed his left nut and helped me stuff it in. My mouth was full and my cheeks were puffed out. It took a moment to figure out my breathing, but once I found a rhythm, I started bathing his balls with my tongue. My man was moaning and writhing above me. He was dipping down to get more of his nuts into my mouth and pulling up and down to intensify pressure on this nutsack. He had two handfuls of my hair to help him drive his nuts back and forth. His hard shiny black dick was slapping against my forehead leaving a slimy residue on my face. He finally pulled his nuts slowly out of my mouth causing a “plop” sound and then lifted me up. I stared up at him wondering what was coming next. Then I felt his big hands slide down my back to my ass. I arched my back pushing my ass out onto his hands. I wanted there to be no confusion as to what I wanted. He touched my pucker and I began to purr. He turned me around and bent me over. I was immediately nervous that I didn’t have enough lube. As he was rubbing his cock up and down my ass crack, I was loading up on saliva and spreading it on my hole. I reached back between my legs and got his cock really slick and wet appreciating that I had the foresight to pre-lube my hole before I left home. He slid down and stuffed his tongue next to my finger and took over eating my hole. Dude has skills. He stood up and I felt the head of his cock at my hole. Heat was generating off of it. I craved this fat dick, but knew it wasn’t going to be easy. I started pushing back on him while he added pressure. Then I felt the fat head pop through my ring. We both froze for a second. I was expecting the pain to be intense, but there was nothing except the need to get the rest of this dick in me. He sensed that I was fine and together we slid that black rod all the way to his nuts. I was stuffed full of hot black cock. He shuddered and groaned. I could feel the ripple of his body, then traveled though his cock. This boy needed to fuck. He flexed his cock to demonstrate his powers. I pushed back to make sure I had everything he had to give. I heard him say, again under his breath, “That’s it, white boy, give me your pussy.” He took my ass and spread my cheeks completely apart and pulled out to the head and slammed back in. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I knew our fuck was about to get intense. I was bent over with my legs spread. I grabbed my poppers and took a hit. I lifted one leg up on the bench to give him better access. I heard him say. “Oh fuck yeah.” And then it started. My stud started to fuck me like a porn star. Pulling all the way out and shoving all the way in. I was working it from my angle. I was matching his thrusts lunge by lunge clinching my ass muscles every time he bottomed out inside me. I could feel his fingers tracing his fat cock all around my ass lips. I could tell he loved feeling that ass stretched out around his fat dick. I was in an altered state. I was lowly moaning and working my ass, but I had crossed over into that place where my ass became the center of my universe. I was completely, at this point, self-serving. My boy leaned over and rested on my back while he continued to plow. Then he let go of my ass cheeks and started tweaking my nips. That got me hotter. His face was right next to mine and I could feel his breath. Then he turned and shoved his tongue into my mouth and we started kissing loudly and sloppily. He never missed a fuck-beat. I could feel his moans reverberate through my tongue. It was as if his cock and his tongue were somehow connected and working in unison to penetrate me at every angle. I reached back under my legs and felt his cock piston-fucking my hungry ass. It was hot, gooey and hard as steel and making the filthiest wet fuck sounds that could be heard all the way in the hall. When he pulled out I could tell he was close to blowing. He was totally still and pushed my hand away from his cock. We both froze for a moment. I looked down at his enflamed cock head and could see it throbbing. I expected his load to start spilling out, but nothing. After a few seconds he turned me all the way around and again pushed me down to his cock. I swallowed and licked my own ass juices off his dick. I opened my throat and swallowed him whole. He bent over my back and while holding my head down onto his cock, put three fingers into my ass and started working them all around. Then he added a forth. He lifted me back up and I took my position again and reached back and guided his dick back where it belonged. I knew he was going to go for it because he took my poppers, opened the top took a long hit and then pushed the bottle under my nose. He grabbed on to my waist and started driving. He picked up his pace and his breathing got heavier. I braced myself to take a serious pounding and encouraged him to go for it and not hold back. I told him I needed his black cock in my hole. The intensity increased and I started to feel his inner thighs tremble. My spine started to tingle; I was in a complete state of bliss. He started “huffing” and pile driving me hard, twisting on my tits. I started jacking my cock, which was so close and on the verge of exploding; my eyes were fixed onto the ceiling. The poppers had put me into a complete state of whoredom. My load started boiling up from the center of my being and I let out this guttural groan that was heard all over the bookstore. I started spraying my load all over the floor. While pushing my ass back onto this cock, my hole began to spasm all around his juiced up cock and that pushed him over the edge. I reached between my legs at the precise moment that he shoved his cock balls-deep. I quickly located the main vein where his cock met his balls and I felt it swell and pulse. And then it pulsed again; and then again and again and again and again. I thought damn, this fucker is loading me up good. Finally it stopped and he collapsed on my back with both our hearts racing and his cock stuffed deep inside me. We both struggled to catch our breaths. ”Breathe.” he said, “Just breathe.” Then we began to breathe again. I flexed my ass muscles to let him know I was still alive. He flexed his cock in return. He withdrew very slowly and my ass snapped closed. I turned around and squatted to clean his dick. It was so warm from being in my ass. I licked it and sucked all his juices off and left him perfectly clean. I reached back to feel my battered and overly fucked hole. I had to appreciate what it had just gone through. My ass was actually still warm to the touch. I was very satisfied. My black champion dressed in a matter of seconds. He patted me on the ass and left the booth. I sat down on the bench in a dazed state, trying to recover. I closed my eyes and tried to re-imagine what just happened. I was jarred back to reality when someone quickly opened my door and slipped into the booth. I began to object, looking around for my clothes, but he interrupted me saying, “Man I heard you all the way from out here. That must have been one hot fuck. Is this cool?” I looked up and there stood this youngish Hispanic guy probably early 20s. He had a few tats, a couple piercings and definitely looked streetwise. I said sure and he locked the door and and sat next to me. I started pulling my shirt on and looking around for my pants. I was drenched in sweat. “Fuck man that dude was hot. I wished I had been in here with the two of you.” He started feeling me up and worked quickly towards my ass and started circling around my pucker which was soaked and sticky. This was getting interesting. Then he inserted is middle finger. “Damn, man that dude nutted in you.” He then stood up, unzipped and lowered his pants and squatted between my legs. He lifted my legs up exposing by ass. He looked straight at me and said, “I fucking love eating out a hot black load, man, please feed me.” He dove in and started slurping and sucking my ass. At first, I didn’t know what to actually do, but feeling him chomp and chew was really getting me hot. So, I leaned back and spread my legs even more and started jacking. I thought about my hot black stud blasting his raw load up my cunt and started really getting into the ass eating. My Latin twink looked directly at me and said, “You gonna feed me that load? Come on push it out.” I was a little unsure of myself. I grabbed my poppers and took a snort and really started getting into the groove as my little friend started really sucking on my ass. I pushed out on my pucker which he caught between his teeth and nibbled. Somewhere along the way I decided to relax and was getting into this scene when I could feel something happening. All of a sudden, as I was pushing out, I farted. Shocked, I looked down at my little friend and he looked up with an astonished surprised look on his face. He was absolutely covered in cum. Perfect thick, white pearly dribbles of cum covered his face from the top of his forehead to the base of his chin and dripping down. He smiled and said, “Holy fucking Christ!” He dove back in between my cheeks and started slurping like a mad man. He looked so hot with all that cum on his face. The black dude shot the biggest load I have ever experienced in my life. The Latin stud had every intention of eating it all out. I let him go to work while we both jacked our individual cocks. Finally, after several minutes, and a complete cum bath, he grabbed my cock and jacked me until I shot my load. He collected my load in his hand and crawled up to me and we started making out, passing the black guys load between us. Then he took my load and added it to the mix. We continued making out and I licked cum off his chin and forehead and fed it back to him. He stood up and moaned and jacked his cock and I caught his load spurting and covered his cock with my mouth. Of course, I fed it back to him and we made out like teenagers moaning into each other’s mouths. We calmed down and assessed what had just happened and just broke out into a piggy smile. He looked at me, said through naughty smile, “You are one nasty motherfucker. I think I love you.”

Got this really great fitting chastity cage about 3 weeks ago and haven't cum since. Needless to say, I was very horny. I decided today I wanted to show it off so I decided to spend Sunday afternoon at one of the local bath houses. I haven't been to either one in close to a year. I pulled up a number generator and figured if the number was even I'd go to Flex and odd I'd go to Chute, based on the odd or even addresses they have. The draw was 4 out of 5 odd so Flex it was. I decided on the way that it was time to try out the Sling Room and see if I get some action this time. So when I got there it was free and I took it. After stripping in the room I walked to the open shower with caged cock fully on display. A few took a look but nothing positive so I took a cruise and found a lot of action in the dark maze. I found a guy next to the group jerking a nice hard decent size cock with huge balls. A started fondling and cupping those balls. he motioned for me to get on my knees but I motioned to follow me. We went to my room and I sucked him. After some serious work it was apparent he wasn't going to cum so I told him to stop by later. I waited a few minutes, stripped, got the sling adjusted, opened the door, put my feet in the sturips and put on my blindfold. After a few minutes someone came in and started touching me. Man, he knows how to treat a hole. He lubed up my hole and took his skilled fingers to my hole and eventually his tongue. He got the cage and did a great job at teasing me. Then he inserted some finger, I'm not sure how many but it felt good and he started working over my prostate. I pinched my nipples and I got so horny. He did such a good job it felt like his finger was in my urethra and I was squirming all over in the sling. After about 20 minutes of teasing I was leaking in my cage and horny as hell! He said he'd be back in a while. He left and about q minute later someone walked in and slid a finger in my hole. Then I felt his head at my hole and I took a large hit off poppers and in he pressed until I felt his balls against my ass. Then he started long strokes. As some point, someone came in and started tweaking my nipples and it also felt like he was feeling the guy up. When the guy fucking my hole asked the other guy if he liked his big falls I knew it was the guy I was sucking earlier. His pumps got faster and harder and eventually he grunted and I knew he was making his deposit. He pulled out and left. A short time after that, I heard someone walk in and after a minute of silence I felt another cockhead at my hole. Another big hit of poppers and I felt the head, which was sizable, begin invading my hole and stretching me wide. His cock was long and thick and slid past my prostate with each pump. After I started moaning he spoke and told me he sure had me worked up. If was the finger guy from earlier. He must have pumped my hole for 20 minutes or more and close to the end I felt his cock swell, his breathing faster and he started pumping my hole with a reason. He let out a grunt and buried his cock balls deep in my hole. I felt about 5 squirts. After he caught his breath and started softening he thanked me for the letting him use my "great hole" and pulled out. After he pulled out, I heard a plop on the floor and the cum ran out of my now opened hole and landed on the floor under my ass hanging over the sling. After that, they called for the free burgers and hot dogs and I saw most guys migrating to the pool to eat so I figured I had what I wanted and packed up and left with at least part of the loads still in my hole. I will be going back soon for more sling time!

Part 5 as soon as his orgasm ended he unceremoniously pulled his cock out of my sore hole, slapped my ass and walked over to the desk where his sandwich was waiting. "wow thats nice food, very fuckign fancy but its all good". he started munching on whatever food he had ordered "worked up an appetite there, need to build my strength up. And dont worry I have somethign for you to eat as well - get over here and get your cock-washer on my dirty dick and get cleaning" he spread his legs and waggled his softening cock in front of me. reluctantly I crawled over and sucked on his cock cleaning his spunk and my ass juices off his nob my room phone buzzed and the homeless guy (DAMM I STILL hadtnt asked his name) answered. he listened for a second and just said - "come on up and let yourself in" "right slut back on the bed the way you were before", "huh" he slapped my face - " I SAID, GET YOUR FUCKING SKANKY CUMHOLE BENT BACK OVER THE BED!!!" after each word he slapped me on the face I quickly got back into position and about a minute later I heard the door click and open. I looked around and saw two men walking into the room. one was a barman from downstairs and the other was the fucking SNOBBY CONCIERGE from earlier. the humiliation was too much and I blanked for a second. when I regained my senses I could hear the three men talking about me like I wasnt even in the room "So he likes it up the arse? "Fucking loves it man, I didnt wanna fuck him but he begged me for it. PAID... ME to fuck it. yeah I fucked this slut twice today, once here, once in an alley - this slut takes it up the ass like a pro" I realised where this was going and immediately started to protest "NO NO NO, No more fucking PLEASE" the concierge came over and knelt beside me so we were face to face. "listen faggot, you either shut the fuck up and take our cocks or Im going to throw you out of the hotel" the homeless guy laughed and said "but dont worry you can share my sleeping bag and I know some of my street friends would love to meet you" I knew I was defeated. "ok" both the concierge Jason and barman Steve (they were still wearing their name tags) started striping. I tried reasoning with them. "Guys im really sore, please be gentle or i wont be able to stop myself screaming and disturbing other guests. please please be gentle" "Dont worry about that" steve said grabbing his grubby shorts from the floor and stuffing them in my mouth - steve had clearly been workign a long hard shift and his shorts were very ripe but they did the job as no-one heard my scream as Steve shoved his bare cock up my arse his cock wasnt nearly as big as the homeless guy (i REALLY gotta ask him for his name) but my hole had swollen shut and was resisting entry. steve was young and had stamina but clearly wanted to shoot a load and leave as quick as possible but Jason had other ideas. he wasnt willing to wait and despite Steve getting close Jason made him pull out and he rammed himself up my poor bruised shit-pipe. his cock wasnt long but it was thick and it really hurt. Jason and Steve kept tag-teaming my poor battered asshole while homeless guy finished his sandwich. finally steve couldnt hold back any more and shot a MASSIVE load up my guts. it was easily more than the homeless guy had produced with both loads Steve pulled out and grabbed his shorts from my mouth - "gonna need those. but cleaning my cock will shut you up" I sucked on his cock trying to take my mind off the stretching and hammering my asshole was being subjected too. Jason was an older guy (late 40s) but he had amazing stamina. he fucked me for another 15 minutes before finally blasting his seed deep inside me as soon as Jason finished shooting he pulled out and got dressed Quickly. "Sir, I know your company books you a room here regularly so Im not going to report your activities. however if you continue to stay here you will service me every visit" he left the room. the homeless guy grinned and went to the bathroom. I could hear him taking a dump and then he showered for ages. When he came out of the shower he looks so handsome and clean and cute and furry faced I totally forgot what he had done to me that evening. "Can I stay the night?" "Sure" I was totally exhausted so I decided I would just set the alarm get some sleep and get up early in the morning to finish packing. I climbed into the huge kingsized bed and the homeless guy climbed in the other side. I was just drifting off to sleep when i felt his nob at my arse hole and his hand over my mouth. oh shit its gonna be a long night

Got texted a few days ago by my 31 yo Vietnamese-born pigson asking if we could get together for some naked fun after his work yesterday. I'm always game for his smooth body. I'm moderately hairy. He's tanned and I'm white. Good contrast! I douched and got ready for 6 PM. He was at my door with a broad smile and a hard-on in his shorts. I smiled at him and had a boner in my trackpants. That makes two of us! LOL! After coming we kissed and I led him by the hand to my bedroom. Off came the clothes in seconds. I started to suck his juicy cock. He reciprocated on my cock. More kissing and touching. We went into a 69 position to suck each other's cocks. He has big balls which I got to suck on individually. He was so turned on by this -- his cock got harder! He put 1, then 2 fingers up my hole. This usually stiffens my cock even more. He loves to put his fingers in and take them out, repeating. Well, it didn't take me long to blast a several day's load down his throat. He obediently cleaned off my cock and kissed me with a cummy kiss! HOT! Afterwards, he went to town on my ass. I LOVE to rim and get rimmed, so does he. Then came his dick. I love to tighten my ass muscles around his cock as he's fucking me. At first I was on my back, then he wanted me on my tummy as he continued to fuck me. I could tell when his breathing got laboured that he was close to cumming. He told me so and squirted a huge load into my ass. I asked for him to stay in my ass for a bit. He then exited and I got to clean off his cum-covered cock. He resumed rimming my cummy hole and fed me some of that joy on my lips! After cleaning up, we went to a new Korean restaurant not far by for some excellent Korean food! I love cummy dessert before the main courses! OINK!

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Just now in this great play area. As I arrived he was about to leave. This might be my chance to see if I missed cues from him around the campfire last night. Cuddling cues, I'm not so good with subtlety. He said, 'there's no one around. ' I said, 'there's us.' We were lip locked hands all over our crotches in an instant. Soon we moved into the play area, edge of the bleachers and stripped. We were both impressed with each other's packages. Mutual sucking occurred, back and forth, forth and back. At one point I thought he was close, and I was secretly thankful. I had decided where I wanted his load. "I want you to fuck me. " Turning my back to him before he could answer. His cock started teasing my hole, so I had my answer. We only had spit for lube so it took a bit, but, then ... wow. What a bb fuck he laid into me. I kept thinking I heard sounds of getting close, and then he'd ramp up the pace, clear signs, again only to ramp up. At the fourth I felt tell tail signs that he was breeding my hole just as I had been begging. I took great delight in calling this out for any bypassers to hear. Too bad the bleachers hadn't been full of other tops ready to repeat what I had just experienced. Super fuckin hot writing this with his hot load basting inside my ass.

Part 28 Was this really happening? Was I really sucking on my own son's rockhard cock and playing with his cummy asshole? The voice in my head was carrying on excitedly as I heard Jeremy's own excited voice talking out loud as I deepthroated his thick meat again and again. “Oh fuck yeah! Deepthroat that dick! Take my cock all the way to the balls daddy!” I groaned hungrily hearing his words, knowing it really WAS his dad working his young dick, working to make sure he enjoyed it totally. His precum was flowing down my throat and I was wondering how long it'd be before I got to taste his full cum load. Standing next to Jeremy I heard Drew saying, “Tell him, dude. Tell him how much you've been wanting to have sex with him, with your own fucking father. Let him know what you want.” In a deep sensuous voice I heard Jeremy speaking. “Oh fuck dad. I've wanted to do this with you for a long time. Feel your mouth on my cock. I want to taste your cock too. And, and I want you to fuck me daddy! Oh gawd I want your dick in my ass dad!!” It was all I could do to keep quiet hearing Jeremy say these things, realizing he was meaning it all. Then Ryan upped the ante when I heard him asking Jeremy, “You wanna fuck your dad too doncha dude? Wouldn't you like to sink your hard bare cock in your dad's hole and fuck him until you cum in him?” Jeremy and I both moaned at that and I felt Jeremy's whole body tremble. “Fuck yeah! Would you like that dad? Do you want me to fuck you too?” he asked. Not daring to speak and not wanting to release his turgid dick from my throat I moaned loudly letting him know I definitely wanted him to fuck his daddy's ass. As I slid two fingers inside Jeremy's wet stretched hole I heard Kevin's voice. “You've never topped before have you Jeremy?” he asked in a low voice. There was a pause and I looked up at my son's blindfolded face then heard him say, “No. Never have.” “It'd be so wild for your dad's ass to be the first one wouldn't it?” Kevin continued as he caught my eye and smiled wickedly. “Hell yeah it'd be hot as hell!” Jeremy exclaimed. Drew took over at this point and said, “It looks like your dad wants that too, dude. He wants to be his son's first fuck. Are you ready bro?” Already??!! I screamed in my head even as my hole twitched at the thought. “So ready!” Jeremy breathed out. Drew pulled Jeremy back from between my legs causing his wet cock to exit my mouth. With his mouth right next to Jeremy's ear Drew looked at me and said, “Look at that hard wet cock Daddy J. Your son's cock. You ready to get fucked by your stud son and let him breed you with his incest cum?” I wanted to yell out loud that was exactly what I wanted and was ready for, but I bit my tongue and nodded eagerly as Drew grinned wickedly at me. Not taking his eyes off mine Drew took Jeremy's wet warm cock in his fist and started jacking it slowly. “Yeah, Jer, you should see the look on your dad's face. He wants you to fuck his hot ass and give him every inch of your raw cock and every drop of your sweet cum. Your sweet incest cum,” he said causing Jeremy to moan and shudder. “Before he fucks you I think you need to fuck him first, though. Right?” I was stroking my own steel-hard cock and fingering my cum-filled hole waiting for Jeremy to answer. When he did he spoke directly to his “roleplay dad”. “You want me to fuck you dad before you fuck me? You want your son's cock drilling your hole?” I groaned loudly not concerned at that moment if it gave me away or not. But apparently it didn't. Drew chuckled again and told Jeremy it sounded like his dad just said “yes”. “First though, you and your dad need some more fuck smoke to get you both really ready to cross that line.” Saying that, he placed a pipe between Jeremy's lips and I watched my son start to inhale the white smoke. At the same time Ryan sat down next to me on the bed and fed me a pipe as well, whispering obscenities in my ear as I eagerly filled my lungs with two deep hits of the fuck smoke. Done with the pipes for the time being Drew led Jeremy around the side of the bed then told him to get up on the bed and lay on his back while Kevin pulled me up off of the bed. Standing at the foot of the bed I saw Jeremy stretched out naked in front of me, his muscled body covered in sweat, his hands rubbing across his pecs and nips and his long throbbing cock towering above his body. Again, Drew took charge and directed the next moves. “Okay, Jeremy, your dad's going to climb on the bed and straddle you then sit down on your cock. You're going to love how fucking great his ass is going to feel on your dick dude! Once you feel him all the way down on your cock whenever you're ready start thrusting up into him and fuck him. Okay?” Jeremy stroked his dick and groaned and said, “Hell yeah!” Then he said in a commanding sex-filled voice, “Cmon, daddy! C'mon and sit on my dick you nasty pig! Sit on my cock and let your son fuck you full of cum!” (to be continued)

Yes it did. I didn’t realize until I left how dependent on each other we were.

i've done this too at gay resorts, CCBC among them, All Worlds in PS, Inn Leather in Ft Lauderdale, Las Vegas. Works with varying results. For years most of my sex was anonymous walk in, especially when CL was a thing. And it's always door ajar, not wide open... though at the gay resorts, my window curtains are drawn and i'm on display ass up and ready. Some Guys close them when they come in and fuck, others leave them open. i feel safe doing it at a gay resort, and will sometimes pass on anonymous walk in at home if i get a feeling the guy is sketchy. At home i have pretty good set us, a back door that walks almost directly into my bedroom. To me, it's similar to cruising restrooms or ABS or sex clubs with rooms, but not as safe. Of the thousands of cocks i have had, easily 95% have been anonymous and some form of walk in breeding.

Used by 3 tops over 24h. Time to go to bed!

Mine 😊

My first experience was with my step dad. I am the youngest of 4. My real dad died when I was a baby so when my mom met and married my step dad I had really never had a father until then. When I was 9 my mom separated and then divorced my step dad. The house was really turbulent at that time. My siblings were in high school and a handful for my mom. My step dad got a job in another state and through a series of events I was asked if I wanted to go and live with him for a while. I jumped at the chance given the chaotic state of our house at that time. He is a very warm and sweet man so I loved him early on. We ended up moving into a one bedroom apartment because he didn’t know how long I was going to stay. At first he was staying on a pull out couch the was not very comfortable. I was 9 sleeping in a queen bed so it made sense to sleep together. I now know as an adult that I was infatuated with him. He is 6’3” has always had an incredible body and carried his masculinity well. He is a back sleeper and I am a side sleeper so I would spend my mornings just watching his large masculine body sleep next to me. I was young and didn’t know anything about sex but I knew I wanted to lay next to him. He wore only boxers to bed so occasionally I would get a glimpse of his massive cock when it would fall out under his shorts or through the hole in front. The first time I touched it was by accident. Maybe it wasn’t an accident but I tell myself that. I woke up to it in my hand. I must have grabbed it in my sleep. I couldn’t let go. I loved feeling it in my hand. I looked over at my dad and he had his eyes open and was just staring at the ceiling. When he knew I was awake he looked over and connected eyes with me. I was shocked and scared. He just said….it’s ok. I didn’t let go. After that I found myself holding onto it more and more. He never pulled away or said stop. Sometimes he would get hard and I was in awe of its size and girth. He is 9.5 thick. I would just hold it and rub it. Not knowing what I was doing to him as a man. The first time he came from me touching him was shocking but I was so happy to make him happy. I had never seen cum so he had to explain what it was. I was not afraid of it at all and wanted it to happen again and again. Naturally our relationship evolved to me sucking his cock. The best I could. I loved it. When he would cum I would love it. I started to taste it and then of course eat it. We played like that for a few years until I was 13. I started to feel my body and needs change. I wanted to cuddle more and feel his body on me. We would spoon and of course I was always the little spoon. I still am at 5’5” as an adult. By then we were sleeping naked and I really liked it. He would rub his cock on my back and instinctively I knew I wanted something more. It slowly evolved to him sliding between my cheeks and rubbing until he came. I loved the feeling. Around my 13th birthday I started to get more aggressive and would grab his cock and point it at my hole when he came. I liked the warmth of his cum on my hole. Soon after I started to rub the head of his cock on my hole. Sometimes it would start to stretch my hole and I would feel him start to penetrate me. His size is so big I didn’t think it would ever fit in me. Over months we continued to play like that until he was getting more of himself inside of me. Eventually he was able to fully fit inside of me with ease. By this time puberty was really kicking in and I was aching to get bred nightly. I was also cumming hands free sometimes and loves the orgasms. This relationship evolved as i developed to become traditional. He would joke how he could not keep up with my need and would beg to take a night off. I would always find a way to have sex with him though. This went on until I went to college out of state. We are still very close but no longer have a sexual relationship. I have zero regrets.

I'm a 42 year old bi man married but wife is ok with me being with other men as long as I keep it very discreet a few years ago we moved to a town in Western Colorado where there are very few men that are tops so for the past two years have mostly hooked up with guys that wanted to bottom or just trade oral though I am personally a complete cock whore when I can be. Last night that changed after a year of not getting fucked I was finally able to scratch that itch. I was on grindr trying to find a guy I could suck off on my lunch break when a 29 year old top contacted me we chatted a bit and decided that we would meet for sex after work instead of head during lunch. As we chatted we realized we had met before one time and I was very excited during our one short meeting I found him very attractive Neither of us could host at our homes so we met at his store like I said he is an attractive man of 29 short maybe 5'7 Hispanic with dark completion and eyes with a well trimmed beard when I got to his shop with little conversation he led me to an upstairs office still saying almost nothing he showed me he had lube then started kissing me his hands going to my cock almost right away We made out for a few minutes before I dropped to my knees pulled his shorts down and began sucking his 7 inch cock that was already rock hard dripping precum I only sucked him for a couple minutes as I was worried he would cum and I wanted him to fuck me we had talked about fucking bareback while chatting but hadn't in person so as I pulled off my own shorts and went and bent over his desk I didn't know for sure how it would happen but after he put the lube on my hole I didn't hear a condom package open and I felt his bare cock Like I said earlier it had been over a year since the last time I had a cock in me so at first he had a hard time with how tight I was he wasn't particularly thick but still took some effort but after a few minutes he was fucking me fast and hard right on his desktop as he got close to cumming he asked if I wanted him to cum in me I told him fuck yes he then asked if we could cum together so I began stroking my cock as he kept fucking I felt him get ready to cum and actually shot my own load over the floor second before I felt him tense and cum inside me for a nice large load After re recovered and pulled out I put my own shorts back on while he did the same gave him one last kiss and left his store driving home felt my ass sloppy with lube and cum felt that was a perfect way to break my dry spell

It’s no secret that introverts are not as vocal about their feelings as extroverts. In fact, the quiet ones often feel like their thoughts are better off left unsaid. But if you’re paying close attention, there may be some telltale signs that an introvert secretly likes you. - They answer the call. - They give you half of their 'alone time' (this is a huge sign!) - They go out with you to socialize. - They make you their priority. Look forward to hearing your thoughts if there is anything else to look out for Have a great day and week Carlos 😀

Chapter 17: Building a New Life The flight back to Los Angeles was a completely different experience for Laszlo, compared to his last trip. Then, Laszlo had been trying to sleep, curled into a ball to try to hide his misery at having to say goodbye to Daniel. Now, the two of them sat side by side, in First Class yet, hands joined across the extra-wide console armrest and laughing and joking up a storm. Laszlo had already heard the whole story of Daniel’s startling meeting with the General Manager of the resort, and he was teasing Daniel about whether he planned to uncover any more surprise relatives on the way home – maybe that cute flight attendant, or perhaps the Uber driver in L.A. Daniel just laughed it off, but inside he had to wonder a bit. Laszlo had also asked Daniel about something that had made him curious. “Daniel, just wondering, neither you nor Ken look particularly Asian – in fact you both look thoroughly Hawaiian – but you both have Japanese surnames. What’s with that?” Daniel chuckled. “There’s a lot of different bloodlines mixed into many of the people in Hawaii now, after a century of being a mid-Pacific centre of commerce. There were many Japanese families living in Hawaii long before the twentieth century, and intermarriage had already begun even that far back. Just about every nationality on the Pacific Rim is now represented in Hawaii’s population. My father, as it happens, did look more Japanese than any other nationality (mainly by chance) but it was the other side’s bloodline that ended up dominating my looks.” “Very handsomely too, if I may say so.” They both laughed. Laszlo had remembered what Daniel had said about refusing to name his maternal parent as his “mother” when talking to Ken Murayama, and he didn’t press the issue. It wasn’t the time yet, and perhaps never would be. Instead, he went on another perfectly natural tangent. “And then there’s the whole question of getting you to meet my parents.” “In Hungary?” “Hardly! No, they live in Boston, right where they’ve been ever since they settled there when I was about 3 months old. My dad was an English professor back in Budapest, and my mother taught in a school for foreign children so both of them were fluent in English already. Dad is still teaching at Boston U., now specializing in central European history & cultural studies. My mom is running a daycare centre for the children of university staff.” “You told them about us.” “I did, and they were happy – especially happy when I told them that both of us had exited the porn biz for good. I can tell you, they were not impressed when I let them know that’s what I was doing to earn money for school, but they’re the kind of people who just shrug their shoulders and leave it up to you to live your own life and do it well or make a mess of it.” “Not many people like that in my family.” “So I imagine. But Daniel, have you ever thought of it this way? So many guys in our position will tell you that there’s the family that you’re born into, and then there’s the family you choose for yourself – and which one is more important? “Well, that’s true.” “And you’ve chosen yourself a great one! There’s Jim and Steve, Marina, Lianne, Rodrigo, Brad, Arian, your uncle Ken now….” “And you, most of all.” He leaned over to kiss Laszlo. “Let’s see about a date to fly up to Boston.” “Or for them to fly down to Los Angeles. Although I must admit, I’ve always wanted to see Boston for myself.” “Then Boston it is.” Just then, the flight attendant came by to offer a cocktail and to take their orders for the main course for dinner. After the flight landed in Los Angeles, they claimed their bags – including several boxes of Daniel’s possessions – and then headed out to meet their Uber, pushing a couple of baggage trolleys. “I thought you said you’d gotten rid of most of your stuff,” Laszlo accused – but with a twinkle in his eye. “So, anything I say can and will be used against me – is that it?” “One thing’s for sure, none of these boxes is big enough to hide your surfboard.” “I left it with Rodrigo. He was always borrowing it anyway, didn’t have a longboard of his own in the islands – and I sometimes borrowed his boogie board when I felt like trying something completely different.” At the apartment, the Uber driver offered to help with all their things. When he carried the last box in, he turned with a rather hopeful smile, like an eager puppy dog, as Daniel tipped him extra – and then his face fell as he was courteously but firmly escorted out the door. “Why do I get the impression…” “…that he was interested? Oh, he was. No question. But I wasn’t. Maybe we’ll see him again some time after we get more settled in.” Laszlo soon found out just what Daniel had in mind, when he set right to work, unpacking boxes and finding places to put his things away. “Do it now” certainly appeared to be his motto. And indeed, when the whole job was at last finished, and they wiped the sweat off their faces, the time was still only 11:30 pm. “Not bad. Good to get that all out of the way. Where do we take these boxes to recycle them?” Laszlo drew him away. “It’s called Tomorrow Morning. I’ve got another priority right now.” He proceeded to hold Daniel, then looked deep into his eyes. “Welcome home, életem szerelme.” “I like that. What does it mean?” “It’s Hungarian for ‘love of my life.’” That was all it took to trigger the kissing. In a few more minutes they were in bed together, not to get sexual – they were too tired for that – but just to cuddle easily and warmly together, “like an old married couple,” as Daniel put it. Over the next few weeks, as life slowly settled back to normal, they were able to fit in some social meetings between Laszlo’s sometimes-weird class hours and Daniel’s new part-time job at one of the classier WeHo bars, filling drink orders and flirting with the cute boys right up to quitting time. He’d gotten the job with a bit of help from Steve, who was working for the holding company that owned the place. The bar job was actually a good fit because it got him out of the condo during the times when Laszlo was most likely to be hard at work at his desk, on research, writing, or reading for his classes. But Daniel quickly discovered that there was much about urban gay life which had slipped his mind during the last year and a half of being a Hawaiian surf bum. Now he had to relearn, quickly, that there was flirting and then there was flirting. Some of the guys gave it a light, amusing tone, but some were far too pressing and blatant. To add to his occasional frustration level, there were the ones with extra-thick skulls who kept on referring to him and calling him “Hawaiian Nine” even after he told them – repeatedly -- that he wasn’t going by that name any more. Daniel had days when he began to feel as if he should be running an old-style charm school for gayboys, teaching them how to be a little more laid-back, a little more subtle, learn how to listen more and talk less, and not to be in such a damned hurry to get laid as fast as possible all the time. Or, as he put it one night to Laszlo, “I’d forgotten how many of them are already getting themselves three-quarters of the way to a premature climax just from saying hello.” Laszlo’s reply was very much to the point. “Speaking of which….” as he dropped to his knees and began pulling Daniel’s pants down. After he’d sucked on Daniel’s dick for a couple of minutes, he stood up and rapidly whipped his shirt and shorts off, then went back to work. Daniel laughed, between moans, as Laszlo worked on his cock with determined zeal. “Wow. You’re not wasting any time tonight, are you?” “Mm-mmm.” Laszlo’s reply was unintelligible because his mouth was full of nine inches of prime cock, dark and firm and tasty. Daniel took that as his cue to pull his shirt off too. When Laszlo came up for air, Daniel kicked his pants away and wrapped his arms around Laszlo. But Laszlo, to his surprise, said, “Fuck that. I’m not in a romantic mood tonight. I want you to shove that big cock inside me, fuck my brains out, and breed me – as many times as you need to.” Daniel said no more. Pushing Laszlo down across the bed, face down, he plunged his face in between those tempting ass cushions and began tonguing and digging into the knot. In no time, he had Laszlo loosened up. Daniel stood up, spat a couple of times in his hand, wiped it on his dick, and then planted the head against the hole and, with one huge shove, buried the whole thing deep inside Laszlo’s ass. Laszlo let out a yell as Daniel began plowing butt, then kept gasping and moaning and yelling some more as that thick slab of meat ripped repeatedly into him. Daniel was letting loose all the frustration and irritation he’d built up during his bar shift, and Laszlo was egging him on, encouraging him, and (although Daniel didn’t really sense it in the moment) making himself into the outlet that Daniel needed at the moment. In no time, as it seemed, Daniel’s cock swelled up and blew a first load inside Laszlo’s tunnel. But his cock didn’t soften at all, nor did Laszlo expect it to. He braced himself, rearing up on his knees and reaching back to grasp Daniel’s body as Daniel resumed slamming him at full force, driving that big nine-inch club all the way, wrenching Laszlo open in a way that no one else had ever been able to match. He wrapped his muscular arms around Laszlo, who always loved to feel those hefty forearms and biceps gripping him like this. As Daniel continued driving his way forcefully inside his boyfriend’s ass, Laszlo could feel the repeated impact on his prostate and suddenly realized that he was mere seconds away from exploding. “Fuck, Daniel… keep fucking me… you’re making me cum… gonna shoot….” “Yeah, Laszlo, fucking blow that load!” Daniel’s deep, animal snarl lit Laszlo’s fuse and his cock contracted, powerfully expelling a huge white spurt which leapt right onto the wall above the bed with an audible splat. Daniel felt Laszlo’s hole seizing his cock in a death grip, and forced his way deep before blasting off, spraying another big load deep inside Laszlo’s body. Finally, his cock began to soften and slipped out. Then Laszlo turned around and faced him with a smug smile on his face. “Now you’re ready to kiss and cuddle.” Daniel belated realized what Laszlo had actually done for him. “Aren’t you sneaky? I love it.” Then, as they finally laid themselves down, side by side, and embraced properly, “You always seem to know what I need before I realize I need it.” Laszlo laughed. “That’s my job. Now: your job. You have to figure out what I need.” As he spoke, Daniel was reaching around to cuddle and squeeze Laszlo’s ass cheeks some more, but then he spotted how Laszlo momentarily winced with pain. “Oh, shit. Did I rip you?” “Not precisely, I don’t think, but it’s definitely going to be sore for a day or three.” “I’ll get some ointment for it.” “There you go, Daniel. You’re learning fast! That’s exactly what I need.” Daniel got up, found the tube, and opened the cap. “Phew! Why does this stuff have to come with such a foul odor?” “Well, obviously, it’s so that you don’t forget and start eating again.” That got both of them laughing. But then Laszlo said, “Shit, I’ve got to clean that mess of the wall before it leaves a big stain.” “That’s because you haven’t gotten a waterproof, easy-to-wash, faux leather headboard like the ones they put in hotels.” It was another matter altogether when Laszlo dropped into the bar the following Friday evening after enjoying dinner with a couple of his classmates. He sat quietly at a table in a corner, waiting for Daniel to finish his shift at ten o’clock. As he sat there, nursing a glass of wine and thinking how hot his man looked in tight black pants and no shirt, his view was suddenly blocked. He looked up to see Silvio looking down at him. “Hi, Laszlo. How’s it going?” “Silvio! Wow, I never expected to see you here!” “Why is that?” “I was sure you were straight.” “Really?” “Well, I saw you leaving the office one day a few months back with a beautiful young woman, and you looked very cozy with each other.” Silvio laughed, but it was a laugh with no humour in it at all. “That was my younger sister, Laura. She was helping to cover for me. She knows I’m gay, but she also knows that if my old-fashioned parents find out, my mother will rip me apart with her designer fingernails and my father will chop the remains into smaller pieces and feed them to the dogs.” Another guy would have laughed at the melodrama. Instead, Laszlo’s mother hen side came right to the surface. “Sit down, Silvio, and for heaven’s sake get a drink. We need to talk.” He waved to Daniel, who promptly dropped what he was doing and came over. “Daniel, this is Silvio. Get him whatever he wants.” “That wine looks good – I’ll have one of those.” Daniel was back in a minute with a brimming glass. He too had picked up on the young man’s unhappy vibe. “Thanks, Daniel.” “Join you as soon as I can. I have to get back to the screaming hotties at the bar.” They watched him go, and then Silvio turned to Laszlo and said, “Now I know why your face always seemed so familiar at the office. You’re Arpad Nagy, and he’s the Hawaiian Nine.” Laszlo laughed. “I was – and Daniel was. Now that we’re a couple, we’ve both retired for good.” Silvio took a big slug of his wine and then stared out at nothing in particular. “Silvio, that sounded pretty heavy-duty, what you were saying about your family. Is it really that bad?” “Okay, maybe I went a bit overboard, but yeah, it’s pretty rough. I’d love to come out, but I just can’t without ripping the entire family to pieces. If it was just me, I’d do it, but there’s Laura and there’s my kid brother, Marcello, and I can’t bring myself to inflict all that hate on them as well, I just can’t.” Laszlo thought quickly. This man was definitely caught in a trap and needed help. “Silvio, I’d love to help you out. But the guy you really need to talk to is Daniel. Sounds like you’re in the same kind of situation he was in, when he left home over a decade ago. I can’t relate to it myself, but he’ll know what to say and how to advise you. Let’s just hang out here. He’ll be off work at ten and then you can talk with him.” Silvio laughed then, the first sign of true amusement he’d shown yet. “When I think of all the times I was jacking off to his movies, wishing I could meet him in person – talking was always the last thing on my mind.” That got Laszlo laughing too. From then on, the conversation flowed more easily. Silvio was curious about the behind-the-scenes aspect of the porn industry and how it worked. Laszlo gave him some amusing stories to help fill him in on the nuts and bolts, as opposed to the nuts and cocks, of making porn. And at ten o’clock, Daniel joined them. “Finish those up, fellows, and let’s head out. I’m exhausted and I just want to get home.” On the way back to their condo, they chatted about everyday stuff. After they got in the door, they sat down in the living room to talk. Silvio filled in Daniel on his situation, and Daniel realized that he was going to have to think through carefully what he wanted to say. He proceeded to explain what he felt was the dynamic of the situation, very slowly and methodically. “Silvio, I wish I could tell you that there’s an easy way out of this bind. There isn’t. I learned that, and thousands of other gay men have learned it too. The whole thing turns on the problem that we are human beings, we have feelings for others as well as for ourselves, and we shy away from hurting others, especially those who’ve caused us no harm. “Just to show you what I mean: my mother, ultra-religious, threw me out. My father tried to stand up for me and she threw him out too. My brother and my sisters took dad’s side, and the whole family fell apart at the seams. Then my father switched sides, blaming me for the whole mess – and now none of them will talk to me. I just watched it all happen from a distance (I’d already moved from Hawaii up to L.A.) and it was like watching a slow-mo video of a car crash. “The thing I realized, years later than the time when I needed to know it, was that I wasn’t responsible for any of that mess. None. Zip. Nada. Silvio, we are responsible for our own actions. In your case, that means the choice to live as the man you are, or to hide from your true self. What we are never, ever responsible for is the way that others respond or react to our choices. Put that way, you need to think about how much you are actually losing if you feel that your parents are capable of treating you in such an abusive way just because you’ve told them you’re gay – especially since you are already sure that they would.” He then looked at Laszlo, waving a hand in an “over-to-you” gesture. Laszlo took Silvio’s hand, and said, “Look at me, Silvio. Look at me and then look at Daniel. You can see that both of us are concerned that you should be able to live as fully as possible. Would you see such concern from your mother or your father?” Silvio shook his head. “So here’s the other big thing that both Daniel and I had to learn. The family you were born into isn’t always the most important one in your life. There’s also the family you choose for yourself, the family that treats you as a human being with worth and dignity, instead of demanding that you fit inside someone else’s framework of how they think you ought to live. I hope you’ll always look on us as part of your family of choice, because we care about you and want only for you to be as fully yourself as you possibly can.” Silvio spoke, for the first time in minutes. “I’m going to do it. I have to – for me.” And then he put his head down and sobbed. Laszlo put an arm around him and held him close, stroking his back and murmuring soothing and quieting tones. Daniel moved closer, too. He put an arm around Silvio’s neck and drew his head down towards his own shoulder. The three of them sat there together while Silvio cried out his frustration and unhappiness. “It’s a big decision, Silvio. I just want you to know that we’ll be here, to listen to you, to comfort you, to hold you – afterwards.” At last, Silvio pulled himself up. “Is it okay if I stay here and sleep on the sofa tonight? It’s too late to get the bus and it’s a long walk back to my apartment.” Daniel immediately responded, “Of course it’s okay, and you can sleep with us if you want to. You shouldn’t be alone if you wake up in the night and get overrun by your fears again. Come on. And no funny business if you don’t want to.” That was how, half an hour later, the three of them were snuggled into bed together, with Silvio in the middle between Daniel and Laszlo, each with an arm draped over him in a comforting way. After the emotional nerve storm of the evening, all three of them slept well and deeply. In the morning, over coffee and breakfast, they both encouraged Silvio again, and Laszlo loaned him some clean clothes so he could go right over to his family home and get it done then and there. About ninety minutes later, Laszlo’s phone rang. “Hello?” “I did it. And they kicked me out. Can we talk some more?” “Of course, come right back here. I’m in for the day. Daniel’s here too. Just come right over as soon as you can.” In another hour or so, Silvio was back, and the three of them were sitting on the sofa again, with Silvio in the middle. Silvio was a sight for sore eyes, and not in a good way. There were several parallel scratches down his cheek – “my mother’s fingernails” – and he was showing the beginnings of a beautiful black eye – “my father has a heavy hand.” It didn’t help any that his eyes were all red from weeping out his anguished emotions. “Silvio, can you tell us what happened?” “My father… he talked about me as if I had the bubonic plague or something. ‘Get out of my house, you fucking sick pervert, right now. I don’t want you here when your brother wakes up. You’ll give him the gay sickness too. Get the fuck out and stay out!’ That’s when he punched me. And that’s when I lost it.” “What?” “I nailed him right in the balls with my knee, hard, called him and my mother a disgusting pair of hateful animals, and shouted, ‘I disown you both!’ – and then I walked out and slammed the door behind me.” “Shit.” By this time, they both had their arms wrapped around him, trying to comfort him. Laszlo looked over his head at Daniel with a helpless “what do we do now?” expression on his face. Daniel took the bull by the horns, almost literally. He tilted Silvio’s face up and began to kiss him. Silvio flinched away, slightly. “What…? You want to…? Even when I look like this?” There were a million ways Daniel could have answered but they were all summed up anyway in one single word: “Yes.” And he resumed kissing Silvio, running his hands up into that head of dark curly hair. Laszlo caught the vibe from Daniel and moved in behind, wrapping his arms close around Silvio’s muscular body and kissing his neck, then began massaging his nips through the tee shirt. Daniel slowly dropped one hand down and found Silvio’s crotch – and the cock that was already stiffening behind his trousers. Silvio responded by dropping his hand and finding the big snake inside Daniel’s shorts. Daniel stood up and led the way to the bedroom. “Let’s shower,” he said. The three of them pulled all their clothes off and stepped into the extra large shower stall. There, they stood under the cascading water, taking turns soaping and massaging each other. Daniel and Laszlo concentrated most of their efforts on Silvio, washing away all of his hurt and humiliation, using their touching as a language to communicate to him that he mattered in the world, that he wasn’t all the vile things his parents had called him. By this time, all three of them were hard. Laszlo turned off the water, and Daniel stepped out first, getting towels for all of them. They dried each other off, and slowly made their way to the bed where they laid down. Once again, Silvio was lying in the middle, but now with a hand wrapped around each of their cocks, sliding slowly up and down. He looked at Daniel and then at Laszlo, an unasked question in his gaze. Laszlo answered the question Silvio hadn’t asked yet. “Whatever you want to do, Silvio. This is your first time as an out gay man. Just enjoy yourself.” With a grateful smile to Laszlo, Silvio leaned over and took his cock into his mouth. He’d plainly sucked some cock before, but his technique was pretty rough and ready. Laszlo wasn’t worried. He knew that this Italian beauty would be making up for lost time soon enough. Meanwhile, Daniel bent down and took Silvio’s rampant tool into his mouth, giving him one of those signature expert blowjobs which he’d perfected in a couple of dozen film scenes and in dozens more private encounters. Silvio moaned, and the humming sound communicated via his throat muscles to Laszlo’s cock, which surged in response. But now Silvio was sliding down, licking at Laszlo’s balls and then spreading his legs farther apart so he could begin to play with Laszlo’s ass. As he did that, his body was turning over towards Laszlo. Daniel took advantage of the opportunity to release Silvio’s cock and bury his face inside that beautiful olive-skinned ass. Silvio cried aloud, “Oh, fuck! Never had that before! It feels incredible!” Laszlo asked, “Never had your ass eaten?” Silvio shook his head. “It’s all good. Here, do the same things to me that Daniel is doing to you.” Silvio promptly dug into Laszlo’s crack and began working his tongue along the sides, and down to wash over and dig into the target. Daniel redoubled his efforts on Silvio’s hole, and Silvio – obviously a quick learner – transferred it all to Laszlo, who moaned aloud in appreciation. In no time, as it seemed, he had his tongue penetrating Laszlo’s ring, and was adding a finger for good measure. Laszlo was gasping and quivering in his excitement, now definitely ready for a cock in his ass. But Silvio was hesitating a bit, and Laszlo could guess why. He rolled over and looked at Silvio enquiringly. “Do you want rubbers?” Silvio asked shyly. “No,” Laszlo answered firmly, “strictly bare only. I want to feel every inch of your cock sliding into my body, and I want you to fuck me and shoot your seed inside me.” Silvio smiled as he reached for the tube of lube which Laszlo had placed within easy reach. A small squirt on his finger to go inside Laszlo, a bigger squirt on his eight-inch cock to get it ready, and he was good to go. So was Laszlo, and he pulled his legs back, reaching to draw Silvio closer to him. Daniel had sat back to watch the scene unfold and was pulling gently on his thick tool to keep it ready. Silvio planted his dick against Laszlo’s hole and began to push. Since Laszlo wanted it, the time for his hole to open up and swallow Silvio’s tool hole was only a few moments. Then Silvio began pumping. After a minute or so, the sight of Laszlo getting fucked by this Italian stud had so aroused Daniel that he moved up, straddled Laszlo’s body, and began to sit down on his dick. Silvio paused to watch as Daniel’s ass opened right up and took Laszlo all the way to the root. But Laszlo was having none of that slackness on Silvio’s part. “Come on, keep fucking me. Pound me hard!” And there was Silvio, slamming at top speed in and out of Laszlo while Daniel had leaned down to kiss Laszlo as he humped his ass up and down on top of Laszlo’s cock. Nobody could last long at the speed they were going, and Silvio suddenly grunted out, “Cumming…!” “Yes, Silvio! Flood me with your seed!” He slammed back in, and his cock began flexing and squirting into Laszlo’s gut, all while Daniel kept riding hard on Laszlo’s cock. Finally, Silvio’s orgasm slowed to a halt – but his cock refused to get soft. Instead, after a brief rest, he began pumping again. “Fuck, yeah! Keep going and fucking fire off another load!” Silvio was speeding up, going faster and faster, his hips almost making a blur between the rapid tattoo of smacks against Laszlo’s butt. Daniel, too, was riding faster and harder, and bringing Laszlo closer and closer. And then it happened. Laszlo’s face screwed right up in a grimace of ecstasy as his cock erupted into Daniel’s ass, all while Silvio kept pounding his hole for him. But then, when Silvio roared that he was going to shoot again, Daniel suddenly pulled off Laszlo’s hard dick and bent over, shouting, “Slam it into me, Silvio, and fucking cum inside my ass!” After a split second of disbelief (he’d always thought of the Hawaiian Nine as being nine-tenths top), Silvio reacted, pulling out of Laszlo’s hole and driving deep inside Daniel in one insane thrust. Just in time, too. Almost before he even had time to hit bottom, his cock blew up in a second orgasm, not even five minutes after the first. This time, he blew out so much that the juices began squeezing out of Daniel around his fast-moving dick before he’d even finished cumming. Finally, all three of them calmed down from that insane final burst of erotic energy. Silvio lay on his back, again in between his hosts, and gasped for breath. Daniel was also straining after more air. Laszlo was not as tired, but certainly feeling all gone with the joy of getting bred by this newly-out gay boy and then breeding his own man just a few minutes later. Before long, the three of them had all dozed off in a tangled heap of bodies and limbs. Daniel was the first to awake, about thirty minutes later. He gently detached himself from the other two and headed into the study to make a phone call and to send out a single email. He was just hitting the “Send” button, when Laszlo stuck his head in and said, “There you are! Good grief, can’t you ever stop working, even for a second?” Daniel made an exaggerated “Shh” gesture, and waved Laszlo over, to show him the email. Laszlo read it over, his eyes getting big and round as he did so. Daniel again made the “silence” gesture, this time a clear invocation to say nothing about it, and then the two of them headed back to rouse their guest. They urged Silvio to stay the rest of the day, and the night, with them, and he agreed eagerly, plainly enjoying the hot sex as much as he valued their company at a time of such huge emotional upset and disconnection. Daniel said, “I have to work the bar tonight from eight till close at three. Why don’t you fellows come on down around nine or so, and hang out? Laszlo can use the time to introduce you to a few of our friends who also hang out there – especially Steve and Jim, they told me they’d be coming out tonight. High time for you to make some connections into the gay community.” Silvio agreed readily. After Daniel left for work, Laszlo and Silvio went out for dinner to one of the more laid-back restaurants nearby, enjoying a big plate of assorted hot two-bite appetizers with varied meat, fish, and vegetable fillings, as well as sharing a bottle of wine. Then, around nine they headed down the street to the bar and sauntered in the door – to be greeted by a massive storm of cheering. After a quick phone call to his boss to approve his idea, Daniel had sent out a group email to all of the old Hawaiian Nine gang and a sizable number of other friends in WeHo. If you’re free tonight in WeHo, Come on down to Shooting Stars at 8:30! It’s a Coming-Out Party for Silvio!!! He just joined the tribe this morning, so Come on down, enjoy some tunes, Dance up a storm, share food, drinks and kisses, And we’ll show Silvio a whole lot of love! Let’s make this the biggest night of his life!!! The bar was packed. Almost the entire Hawaiian Nine gang were present, and many of the people who’d gotten the invite had shared it and invited others as well. Daniel’s boss had sent out for multiple platters of fruit, veggies, cheese and crackers, shrimps and dip, crabmeat pate, and more, at his own expense – and had even arranged for another guy to cover on the bar, so that Daniel was free to host the gathering. The DJ had been informed and had put together a special set list for the night. Across the wall above the bar was strung a huge, improvised banner with “Welcome Out, Silvio” printed on it in bright pink glitter paint. All the patrons were briefed to expect him to arrive around nine o’clock. When he walked in the door to be smacked in the face by a solid wall of cheering, Silvio turned to Laszlo. “What the fuck, Laszlo?” “Look at the banner over the bar, Silvio. It’s a party for you!” Silvio stared, dazed, at the banner, and then at the mob of people already bearing down on him. “Why me?” “Because it’s high time, and more than time, for you to meet your own community, and start to form your own chosen family. Let’s get our shirts off!” End of conversation. For the next hour, Silvio was swarmed with hot shirtless guys wanting to congratulate him, to tell him how proud they were of him for coming out, to offer him a drink, to kiss him, to ask for his number, to pull him onto the dance floor, to invite him home -- it went on and on until it was actually making him a bit dizzy. But Laszlo kept close, and stepped in to rescue him when he could tell that it was all becoming overwhelming. He led Silvio away from the crowd, over towards a big pair of tables in the corner, surrounded by a gang of mostly men, and a couple of women. Here, he was welcomed heartily by the Hawaiian Nine family, with everyone drawing him into the group. They planted him at a seat near the middle of the table and sat all around him, introducing themselves one by one. As they went around, Silvio realized that some of the familiar faces were performers who had appeared in one or more Hawaiian Nine films which he had seen. But he also met Will and Eddie, the faithful camera operators and occasional walk-on performers, Marina, the general of the jockstraps, Lianne, the business administration whiz, and Jim, the quiet background supporter of Steve. Even Johannis and Miguel, the one-hit wonders, had turned up (they’d gotten the word from Marina and drove in from their home in San Diego). It took Silvio a minute to recognize the mild-mannered Steve as the famous Rod Rammer, until Steve took off his glasses with his best Clark Kent manner. Steve in particular took a real shine to Silvio, having spotted the sizable bulge in the front of his pants, but Marina was equally attracted – being Italian herself, she was susceptible to a handsome Italian stud. It was Laszlo who quietly explained to Silvio that Marina was actually a transwoman who had never bothered to have any gender change surgeries and still had her male appurtenances. Almost before they’d finished the introductions, several trays of food landed on their tables and they all dug in. Later on, a group of them hit the dance floor all together, with Silvio dancing in the middle of the circle of his new friends. Laszlo watched, with a quiet smile of delight on his face, seeing Silvio forgetting all about his miserable morning as his new community drew him in and welcomed him. As the time neared midnight, Daniel took the microphone from the DJ and called for silence. As might be expected in a typical gay party bar, it only took ten minutes or so to get everyone to be quiet at the same time. After briefly explaining the events of the day, Daniel invited Silvio, the newly-hatched gayboy, to say a few words. “Last night, I walked in here for the first time. I’d never been to a gay bar. I had no idea what to expect or what to do. Then, out of the corner of my eye, I saw a familiar face – a man I had met when he came in on a workplace term placement at my job. Come over here, Laszlo!” When Laszlo had stepped up beside him, and Silvio had draped an arm over his shoulder, he went on. “The luckiest thing I ever did in my life was to confide in Laszlo about my situation last night, and to ask for his advice. Laszlo and Daniel took me home with them, and they persuaded me that it was time to drop my fears and become openly the man I had always been in secret. It was scary as hell, but they gave me the courage to do it. Then, when the horror show was over this morning, they let me come back and cry on their shoulders until I felt better. And if that wasn’t enough, Daniel then turned around and organized this incredible party for me. “One thing we talked about was how we have to form our own families to take the place of the ones who’ve abused so many of us. These two guys are, and will always be, the first friends to take their places in my family of choice!” Another huge cheer erupted as Silvio hugged and kissed Laszlo and Daniel, then turned to face the crowd with the tears streaming down his face again – but this time, they were happy tears. The party roared on at full volume into the wee hours, and the groan of disappointment at three o’clock when the DJ shut down and the lights went on was at least five times louder than on any normal night. Daniel, Laszlo, and Silvio all stayed to help clean up the mess once the other patrons had left. The manager tried to chase them out, but they all insisted. The time was closer to four than three when they finally called it a night. As they walked out onto the street together, Silvio started to ask, “Guys, are you sure it’s okay if…?” “Yes.” Daniel and Laszlo answered simultaneously. “You don’t even know what I was going to ask!” “You think? I know that ‘can I stay with you’ tone of voice now.” Laszlo’s voice had a nicely balanced mix of the triumphant and the sarcastic. Silvio had to laugh. “Okay, you got me fair and square.” It was Daniel who said, seriously, “And the answer is yes. Of course. We’re family now, Silvio.” Back at the condo, they all hugged and kissed some more, as Silvio struggled to find the right words to thank them for what they had done for him – and to him. Daniel and Laszlo waved it off, but it was Daniel who thought to say, “When you get the chance, Silvio, pass it on.” The three of them tumbled into bed, still half dressed, and slept the dreamless sleep until well into the next morning, while the cycles of life in WeHo gradually revived, and the city grumbled and growled and roared slowly into life outside the building.

Several times a day. I usually get myself off. In addition to hook ups. But … if I know ahead of time, I’m going to hook up, I may save the load for the bottom.

It was last night. Went cruising in my city's main spot. Saw the guy walk into the bushes with his bike, I looped round and met him in there. We rested his bike on a tree, bent over the tree, we both used our spit as lube and I fucked him raw. No questions asked. Another guy joined and we took turns until I shot my load deep in him then left.

My prep involves douching several times with a bulb. Over the course of 30-45 min, when I think I'm done I use a big dildo to fuck myself and make sure I'm good to go. If not, douche again. Have found that using a toy to verify is a great way to be sure.

Depending on what Idalia the hurricane does, there could be delays in new chapters being posted.

Haven't been bred in a while. Went to the park at 6am and a lot of action going on while the joggers started showing up. Made eyes with an older latino guy who was a grower. I started sucking him while he sat on the bench, but he was pulling down my shorts and playing with my hole. He pulled me up, turned me around, and started fucking me. We kept ducking behind the bench each time joggers ran by. Finally I started begging for leche and he finished.

I came to the same conclusion having stayed at the Axel in Gran Canaria- it’s a gimmick. I tried it once, and had no luck, so I wandered the hallways to see if anyone else was doing better- they weren’t. In fact, during my entire 10 day stay, I didn’t see anyone using the “Please disturb” sign at all. Possibly it’s different during Pride, etc, but in ordinary times it’s a waste of time, and not a reason to choose Axel over other hotels. Most hotels in GC (including Axel) seem to positively discourage the open/unlocked door thing, with 24-hour receptionists and keycards, etc, which generally limits your pool of men to other guests staying in the same hotel. And to be fair, there’s not much need for it when there are so many clubs and bars where you can bend over and whore yourself out all night.

Since I was a child I lived in the same neighborhood, with the same neighbors. I played on the street with the usual people, until we grew up and moved away. All the houses in the neighborhood had a child my age, except that of the neighbor on the right, who lived alone. Everyone said he was gay, so no one came close to him. But I always thought they were envious, because he had the biggest house in the region, with a pool and everything. My parents always treated him well, invited him to my birthday parties and he gave me great gifts, so I was always courteous to him too. When I was fourteen, my mother was diagnosed with cancer, and it was Pablo, the neighbor, who took care of me while my father was in the hospital with her. In the two years that followed until the death of my mother, we created a bond almost like father and son. At that time, I already knew that he was really gay, I had met some of his boyfriends, and he was the first person to whom I told that I was also gay. What I didn't told him was that I had a secret crush on him, after all, a skinny teenager like me would never have a chance with a mature, 36-year-old man, wealthy and well resolved like him. I had already spent countless afternoons in the pool at Pablo's house, and when he went swimming with me, I would look at his strong, hairy body, with that big volume in his trunks and all the tattoos he had on his body. He told me to wear swim trunks, but I always wore shorts, so he wouldn't notice my erection. My father was very depressed after my mother's death and started drinking, so whenever I could, I would run away to Pablo’s. He had even given me a copy of his key, so I could come in and watch TV or use the computer when he was gone working. One day, as usual, I went to his house during his working hours, thinking it would be empty. I was starting to settle in the living room when I heard a groaning noise coming from his room. I went there in silence and came across a scene that left my jaw dropping. Pablo was fucking another man with all the pressure. The guy was under him, in a chicken position, while Pablo fucked him mercilessly. His hairy, juicy ass was in front of me, as were his huge balls. The guy moaned and screamed like he was in paradise. For a moment, I thought the man under him had seen me, because he whispered something in Pablo's ear after looking at the door. But I was well hidden in the shades and they just kept fucking, without looking in my direction. I was looking at that scene for some time, my dick exploding in my underwear, when I heard Pablo saying: “Do you want my cum?” ”Yes, I really want it”, the other man shouted in ecstasy. “And what kind of cum is it?”, asked Pablo. “It's poz cum.” "Say what you want then," ordered my neighbor. “I want you to poz me, to fill me with HIV.” Hearing that was strange. First, because I didn't know that my neighbor had HIV. Second, the other guy was getting fucked without a condom on purpose, literally begging to be infected. A few seconds after that, I heard Pablo howling, and I knew he was coming inside the passive's ass, injecting him with his virus-contaminated semen. I turned away in silence, left his house and ran to mine. My cock was still hard and drooling in my underwear, so I ran to the bathroom and touched myself remembering the scene I had just witnessed. I came as I never had in my life, I had to restrain myself from screaming otherwise I would get my dad's attention. I didn't fully understand why the guy wanted to be infected with a virus that had no cure, but I realized how that would feel in sex. Because it was bigger than just sex, they were creating a bond that would last until the end of their lives, something totally irreversible. I never mentioned any of that to anyone, obviously, because people would find it strange and try to get me away from Pablo. I continued to act normally with him, but in a way our relationship was no longer the same, because I knew his secret. The more the time passed, the more I understood the fetish that man had to be pozzed by my neighbor. It was literally putting your life in the hands of the other, and I didn't know a better person than my neighbor to have that kind of trust. I started researching the subject on the internet and discovered that there was a whole community with this type of fetish. The more videos I watched, the more I became horny about it. I even lost track of how many handjobs I gave myself imagining my neighbor doing that to me. It was in these researches that I discovered that a tattoo that he had just above the swimsuit mark meant that he was positive and that he was proud of it. One day, when we were sitting by the pool, I got some courage and said: “I really like your tattoos, when I turn 18, I want to get some done.” "Tattooing is something that when you do the first one, you get addicted," he said. “Would you be upset if I had one just like yours?”, I asked. “Which one?” he wanted to know. "The one over the swim trunks," I said innocently. “I think it's very beautiful.” He smiled a little condescendingly, as if I had no idea what I was talking about and said: “That one has a very special meaning for me, someday I’ll explain it to you.” I didn't ask anything because I already knew what it meant, and he closed the matter too. But I realized that from that day on he started looking at me differently, as if he were evaluating me. At that time, I was starting to gain some muscle, because I was going to the gym and my body was starting to develop as well. There was hair growing in corners that I never imagined I could have it, and I left everything to be natural, just as I had seen that Pablo was. I thought he could be evaluating me in that matter, seeing the changes in my body, but he never said anything. Time passed and our relationship remained the same as always. It was childish of me to still hope to be with a man twenty years older than me, who thought about me as if I was his son more than anything.

Key phrase there is hiding valuable. I keep stuff in the car and I have a cheaper throw away tablet and phone that is used for hookups like that. If it walks, who cares?

Haha love it. Yeah they really didn’t seem to give a shit about anything when I was there before. I was walking around the halls wearing a chastity cage and nothing else in the dead of night at one stage (make of that what you will) and nobody said a word to me. On a more relevant note to this thread, I’ve remembered a guy rang up to my room from the front desk before. Can’t remember if the staff let him up in the lift then or if I had to come down, but he got in no hassle.

this needs to be turned into a full-length feature film

Part 3: The Volunteer Session 1: Alec dropped his head back against his pillow and sighed. As his orgasm subsided his guilt and stress returned. Now a Junior in college, and approaching his twenty second birthday, Alec was still in the closet and was becoming increasingly anxious about it. He’d never even been with a man. He’d never been with anyone. The other guys on his rugby team teased him. They didn’t understand why he never showed interest in girls when they went out. Truthfully Alec wasn’t even sure why he wasn’t out to them. They’d never said anything particularly homophobic or problematic. In fact, they’d probably be supportive of him. Despite that something still kept him in the closet. One specific fear kept him from acting on his attractions. He looked over at his computer which was still playing porn. On the screen was a guy not unlike himself. He was young, with bright red hair, a broad chest, big round pink nipples, and a solid muscular thick middle. The guy was lying flat on his back with his legs pressed into his chest, while a big fat raw dick pounded in and out of his hole. The guy was moaning, covered in sweat, his face glowing in rapturous ecstasy. Alec looked at the guys face again and felt a pang of jealousy. That was what he wanted, he wanted to be like that guy, laid out taking an absolute pounding; but it terrified him. That was what had kept him in the closet, what made him keep his distance from people. It was why he never hooked up, and why he’d never admitted out loud he was gay. As much as he wanted it, gay sex terrified him. He closed his laptop and got up to get a towel. Alec normally kept his masturbatory practices to a minimum. It saved him from confronting his fears too much if he just ignored his hormonal urges all together. He got his energy out though going to the gym and playing rugby normally. However, being the very start of the school year rugby hadn’t started up yet, none of his classed were giving too much work, and he’d already been to the gym on the particular Saturday when Alec made a life altering series of choices. After wiping the cum from the dark blonde fur on his chest, he pulled on a pair of shorts and tried to watch TV, but his mind kept wandering. He should take a shower, he thought, he smelled like sweat and cum. But he didn’t, he sat on his couch, not paying attention to the show in front of him, his mind drifting to sex. His dick was getting hard again. Then he did something he usually regretted for doing because it indulged an interest that made his time in the locker room hard. He lifted on burly arm and took a deep sniff of his musky pit. His dick was instantly throbbing. Fuck it he thought, and moved back to his bed. He kicked off his shorts and grabbed his computer. His doppelgänger reappeared on the screen, the scene restarting right as the top unloaded inside Alec’s proxy’s hole. God, he wanted that. He wanted to know what it felt like to feel a man inside him. He wanted to know what it would be like to feel him orgasm. But that required him to actually have sex. What if it wasn’t what he’d imagined? What if it hurt? What if it didn’t feel good? What if he was bad at it? He’d been through this thought pattern hundreds of times. It was truly nothing new. What he did next however, that was very new. For the first time since he’d moved out of his small hometown and come to college, Alec thought it was time he did something about his fear. Something small. Here in the time of the internet, he thought, surely there was someone else who had gone through what he was experiencing, and had figured out a solve. Some guide to bottoming, some blog someone had written, there had to be something out there. He clicked away from the porn site and pulled up the search bar. “Gay bottom training,” he typed in. Then he sighed, rolling his eyes at himself, and the very predictable search results. The first three were just porn, videos on random sites of guys being fucked and used. Not that that wasn’t hot, but it wasn’t actually going to help. Then there were articles from the Advocate “Bottoming 101” full of well-meaning tips for prepping and caring for one’s hole. Nothing about overcoming a fear of the whole business. Then, halfway down the first results page, a website caught his eye. “Learn to be a bottom in 4 easy lessons.” Alec clicked. Learn to bottom in 4 easy video lessons from your home. Our researched method will have you confident and ready to take on any top in just two weeks. First video is free. Click the link below. First video is free Alec thought, sure… probably he’d learn nothing but maybe. Plus, if it didn’t work it’s not like he’d lost anything other than some time he’d have spent just jerking off anyway. He read on. Our method was developed based on the psychological research of Dr. Jonathan Marks. Dr. Marks has studied gay and queer sex and sexuality for more than a decade through multiple studies which have been published in the American Medical Journal and other respected medical texts. Our paid subscription service not only comes with the videos but offers a connection to a remote counselor to help you through your journey. Each subscribed member will have access to two video counseling sessions during the program, and unlimited emails with their counselor. Alec paused, was a psychologist what he needed? A counselor might not be a bad idea. Even if the videos didn’t do anything talking to someone might. He’d never had that before. He’d never had a single gay friend. He’d never known anyone who’d actually experienced what his fantasies might be like. Oh fuck it, he said, there was literally nothing to lose here. If it helped it helped, if it didn’t, he was no worse off. He scrolled back up to the link to the free first video, and after a moment’s hesitation clicked on it. A new window opened on his screen, and the video buffering wheel appeared. Then after a moment of blackness a handsome man in a white lab coat appeared on the screen. “Hello,” he said, dazzling white teeth flashing as he smiled, “I’m Dr. Jonathan Marks, and welcome to our bottom training videos. There are lots and lots of places that claim they will teach you how to bottom or give you the hottest tips on how to ‘take a man’s dick,’ however, none of them hold a candle to our researched back methodology. For some guys bottoming is both scary and difficult. We are going to help you through that. Over the course of the next four sessions you we will talk you through letting go of that fear, and overcoming whatever obstacles lay between you and becoming the bottom you want to be. “Once you’ve subscribed to our program, and I hope you do, you’ll be prompted to schedule a video counseling session with one of our specialists. We recommend doing that within two days of watching this first video. After that session you next video will be unlocked. Four days after that you will receive your third video and a prompt to schedule a second remote counseling session. Then in about two weeks from today, you’ll receive the link to your last video, and after that… the world is your oyster. “Now, it’s very important that you do watch these videos in a private space. Even if you are alone it is best to used headphones. If you don’t have your headphones in just yet, pause the video now and swap.” What on earth am I watching Alec thought, but then again thought, fuck it. He got up and got his headphones from his backpack and, still naked, lay back down on his bed with his laptop propped up on his legs. “Good. Some of what you’re going to be asked to do in this first video may feel silly or strange, but it is very important to the process that you keep an open mind and just relax. Now, take a deep breath, and let’s begin.” “Let’s begin,” another voice echoed and overlapped Dr. Marks. This voice was warm and deep. Like honey personified it seemed to ooze with a natural sweetness. It was disarming, but also commanding. “Take a deep breath,” the voice said into Alec’s ears. Alec did as he was told and took a deep breath, his broad chest rising and falling slowly. “One more deep breath. Take the air deep into your lungs, feel it filling your chest. See your rips expand, your diaphragm relax. Hold the air inside of you. Now let it out from between your lips. Slowly empty yourself. Let your body sink into itself.” A little dot of light appeared in the black screen. “Focus your eyes on the dot in front of you. Let your vision shrink to that dot. Block out the outside world. Block out everything else around you.” The dot seemed be growing and then shrinking very slowly and almost imperceptibly. A low thrum started to fill Alec’s mind. He couldn’t pinpoint if it was some his mind playing tricks on him or if it actually existed in the soundtrack playing in his ears. It felt overwhelming, but at the same time soothing. It had the same slow pulse as the dot in front of him, and soon, without trying to make it happen his breath had matched that pulse. Alec settled back a little deeper into his pillow with both hands tucked behind his head, his eyes fixed on the screen. “Let the world drop away. All your focus in on the dot, and my voice. They are the only two things in the world. Your whole world is that dot, and my voice. As the dot begins to expand let it expand around you. Let it envelope you in its warm glow. It is safe in the bright white light of the dot. There is no fear in that light. There is only pleasure. Everything feels good as that light washes across yours skin. Feel it now, you feel its warmth, like the sun on your skin on a warm summer’s day. It is hot but not unpleasant.” On the screen the little white dot had begun to grow, still pulsing slowly with the thrum but soon the whole screen was bright white. “Relaxing is the first step to reaching your goals. You already understand your place. You just need to learn to accept it. You will find that your body had been prepared this whole time in ways that your mind had not. Your body is ready, your mind must get out of your way. You want to be a bottom.” A new voice came in to Alec’s mind, it was small and quiet as if it were far away, a little more than an overheard whisper on the breeze, “Yes, it feels so good. Keep going. Give it to me. It feels so good.” The phrase repeated over and over like a mantra, drifting in and out of Alec’s perception. “You want to be fucked. You need to be fucked. You want to give in. You need to give in.” --- Forty minutes later Alec lay on his bed, staring at his computer screen. It had gone dark but he hadn’t noticed yet. His breathing was still slow and steady. His eyes locked on the screen but slightly out of focus. He still had both hands behind his head. His cock lay, soft between his legs, leaking a steady stream of precum onto his sheets. Session 2: Alec had felt dazed when he came around after the first video. He wasn’t positive what had happened, had he fallen asleep? He wasn’t sure. Still he immediately followed the link to pay for the next three sessions, he felt an overwhelming certainty that he had to do the next three sessions. He’d spent the rest of the day in a fog, and had ended up jerking off two more times before falling asleep early. Then next day he felt restless and agitated. He had this nagging feeling that something had happened that he didn’t understand. Yet, at the same time, he felt good. He felt good in his body. There was a warmth to his skin. Touching himself felt electric. Before he’d even got out of bed his hands had drifted down his body and he lay back stroking his morning wood, his eyes closed imagining a man on top of him thrusting into his hole. Soon warm ribbons of cum shot from his cock and landed all over his chest. He trailed his finger through the puddles of cum and sucked it down. He felt a heat radiating through his body. It seemed to pulse slowly, like waves lapping the shore. The heat bloomed and centralized drawing his attention to his hole, which for the first time in his life felt like it was winking open. Though his lust so often focused on his hole, he’d never felt this heat before. It came with a sudden burst of confidence. As lost in the feeling as he was, however, it slowly began to fade, leaving a gnawing feeling of something lost in its wake. That was how it went for the next four days till Alec’s counseling session. He was horny. Horny enough to jerk off a couple times a day. Each time he came he’d feel that heat would sweep through him, focusing more and more on his hole. His muscles would relax, he could feel the tension leaving his body, and his hole would blossom for a brief moment. Then the wave would pass, and the feeling of having lost something magical would appear. He started to crave that feeling of warmth, that openness. He was struggling against that feeling of loss when he sat down at his computer to do his first counseling session. He’d tidied up his room, and pulled on a clean shirt but hadn’t bothering to wipe all the cum off his chest from his last orgasm. Sitting down at his desk his heart was pounding as he clicked the video conference link. Alec suddenly found himself linked with a shaggy haired blonde twink sitting in an unassuming office. He had bright eyes and big grin on his face. Over his button up shirt he wore a white lab coat that gave him an air of officialness. “Hi there, I’m Toby,” he said in a lilting voice, “I’ll be doing your video counseling sessions, I work for Dr. Marks.” “Hi, I’m Alec.” Alec felt awkward. When signing up for this just meant filling out a survey and sending it out into the either without having to think about who was on the other end it had seemed easy. Now that he was confronted with a human being it felt entirely different. “I understand that this can be a little odd,” Toby continued, “But don’t be nervous. I promise you there’s basically nothing you could say that would shock me. Now, I’ve found it easier with this program for me to just be a little blunt up top. It seems to break the ice. So allow me. You’re here because you want to be a better bottom, or you want to become comfortable with bottoming. Is that right?” “Yeah… I…” “Perfect. We can help you with that,” he flashed another dazzling smile. “I just need to know a few things about you which will help me tailor your next video session to your needs.” “Alright.” “Have you ever bottomed?” “No.” Alec felt sheepish but answered as steadily as he could. “Have you ever been with a man?” “No.” “Have you ever had penetrative sex of any kind?” “No.” “Have you ever played with your own ass?” “No.” “So you’re a virgin, but you want to bottom?” “Yeah.” “If you want it why have you never bottomed?” “I’m… well… I’m scared. I’m just.” He took a deep breath and pressed on. “I’ve tried touching myself, but I’m just really really tight. I watch porn of guys getting fucked and it looks so hot, and like it feels so good, but I’m terrified. I think it makes me even tighter.” “I’m sure it does. Alright Alec, that’s all really good information. Now, you watched the first video I’m assuming?” “Yeah. A few days ago.” “Great… great. How have you felt sense then? Has anything changed or felt different?” “Well.” “Anything at all.” “I’ve… um… I’ve been jerking off a lot.” “Alright.” “And when I cum… there’s this moment, like right after I cum, there’s this moment where my whole body feels hot.” “Interesting.” “And in that moment, in the couple of seconds before the heat goes away… my hole… it feels like my hole relaxes. I’ve never felt anything like that before.” “That’s great. That’s really good. After your next sessions lean into that. Relax into that feeling. Don’t try to hold onto it too tight. Just let the waves crash over you. That’s still really good progress though. “Alright. That’s all great information Alec, I think I have enough for this session. I am sending over the link to your next video right now. Please watch it as soon after this meeting as you can. As was outlined in the first video, you’ll get the link to your next one in four day’s time, then we’ll schedule your second session. Things are a little slower here than they sometimes are, and I see from your information that you are local. If you like we can schedule your second counseling session to be person at our offices. I will send you that information too, just in case that interests you. Many of our local subscribers enjoy the more hands on approach we can offer at an in person session.” “Yeah… thank you… I’ll think about it.” “Great! I’ve sent you the link. It’s been wonderful talking with you Alec, and I’ll see you in about a week!” “Thank you! Bye.” “Bye, bye.” Toby closed the meeting, and Alec was left looking at a blank screen. He felt his cheeks flush. He looked at the time. He had nowhere to be for the next couple of hours. Why not watch the video now? He moved over to the bed with his laptop and got his headphones out. On an impulse he pulled of his shirt and lay back onto his bed. Propping the computer up on his knees he clicked the link Toby had just emailed over and opened the video. The screen of his computer went black, then the dot came back, followed by the low drone, and lastly the voice. “Welcome back boy. Take a deep breath and relax. Let the world drift away. Feel yourself floating towards the white dot in front of you. It surrounds you. It fills you. You feel its warmth on your skin. The warm feels familiar now. Feel that warms seep into your body. It spreads through your limbs, opening you up, penetrating you. It relaxes you. Your whole body feels more relaxed. “You’ve felt this heat before. You’ve felt it every time you’ve cum lately. Its been fleeting, but intoxicating. You want to feel it more. The heat is pleasure.” The screen, which had gone completely white as the dot grew, faded to show a man’s hole. It winked and puckered. The skin around it glistened with what could only be cum. “Feel the heat gather in your body. Its become a ball of warmth in your chest. Now it drifts downward, slowly. It travels through your body, taking away fear and nervousness as it moves. In its wake it leaves only peace. Feel it as it moves downward from your chest. Very, very slowly, that heat lands in your ass. It envelops your ass. It causes you to lose the last of the tension in your body. You feel your hole relax. It feels good. You feel yourself blossoming. You feel yourself opening. Its easy. “The heat you are feeling is arousal. The same heat that can make your dick hard can make your hole open. The heat is lust. It’s the lust you’ve felt for men before.” The video changed to a close up of a large thick cock sliding easily in and out of a slick well used ass. “You’ve seen men you want to be fucked by before. You’ve felt this lust, but it’s been squashed by your conscious mind. Now with your mind silenced you feel this lust in its pure state. Let go of your mine. Leave those inhibitions behind. Let the lust take you over.” Session 3: Alec was hornier then he’d ever been in his entire life. No matter what he did he felt this nagging need to be naked and touching himself. It pervaded every moment of his conscious mind. Sitting in class he’d feel his dick get had for no reason at all. More than that, he’d feel the now treasured heat start to rise in his body at random. It would course through him. Like tension building in a spring, it would increase. It made his cock leak, and his hole twitch. He’d never felt those little spasms till before but now he longed to feel them constantly. He knew the video sessions had something to do with is, and couldn’t wait to get to the next one. If things kept increasing like this… he let his mind wander. Thoughts of being fucked had filled his imagination. Before, he’d had wistful musings in the abstract, never anything specific. Now, his day dreams were full of brutal fucking from men of all sorts. Tall men, hairy, smooth, buff, slim, thick, all of them were on top of him pumping his hole. The only consistent thing about his imaginings was that all of these men had thick dripping cocks, that stretched him wide before they filled him with their cum. Alec dumped his gym bag by the door, and pulled his shirt off. His dick was already throbbing. The gym, rugby practice, really any physical activity made his condition worse now. He had left practice with begging his cock to stay soft till he at least made it out of the locker room. He’d only been party successful, but he didn’t think any of his teammates noticed the thickening bulge in his briefs before he could get his jeans back on. Now alone in his room he stripped down to his briefs, grabbed his laptop and felt back onto his bed. He took a long sniff of his pits, basking in the thick musky scent, and rubbed at his hard dick. He opened his porn Twitter and scrolled. A week ago, his porn had been fairly tame, it had really only consisted of guys getting fucked. Now he pulled up the thread of a thick hairy guy with video after video of him ruining his hole. Alec watched, his own hands playing across his sweaty body, as the guy sat slowly down on a wide thick black dildo. The look of ecstasy on the man’s face made Alec’s stomach flutter. He took of his briefs, allowing his dick to spring free. He shifted down his bed and propped his legs up. Still watching the guy bounce up and down on the dildo, Alec’s hands drifted to his own hole. He pulled his legs out of the way and ran his fingers around his pucker. This was now a semi routine part of his masturbatory habits. The first time he’d felt himself shaking as his fingers dragged across his virginal hole. He’d felt the hair that grew in his crack, playing with it, swirling his fingers around before landing lightly on his sphincter. It was tight, and puckered. It seemed impossible that anything could ever enter it. Yet as he watched guys on his computer stretch their holes wide, the warmth had risen inside him till it burst out and his hole relaxed. He’d actually felt the tension go out of his pucker. It has winked open for a moment, and it had been glorious. From that moment on little by little he’d pushed himself. It became easier to find that first moment of warmth, to get his body to relax. Soon he was spitting on his fingers and pressing them against his winking hole. The slickness felt good, it produced yet more warmth. Wave after wave of heat crashed over him, till after three days of toying with himself it finally felt right and he pressed his fingers into himself. It had been as if the sun itself had exploded inside his chest. Sweat sprung up all over his body. Electricity zapped across every nerve ending his mind. Fireworks erupted in front of his eyes. He was fingering himself. Not a trace of fear, or trepidation, lingered in his mine, the pleasure was too great. Now, a full twenty-four hours after Mt Vesuvius itself had erupted in his soul, sending the most powerful orgasm of his life rocketing from his body, it was easy to get his fingers back inside himself. As the man on the screen wrecked his hole with the massive dildo, Alec fingered himself. He twisted his digits in and out, working first one, then another into his body. When he pressed the fourth finger into his ass, now twisting himself like a pretzel on his bed for more leverage, he came without ever touching his dick. He lay there painting, he slipped his fingers from his quivering hole and scooped up his load from his stomach. He licked a little off first, and then scooped up the rest and worked his cummy fingers back into his hole. His head crashed back onto his pillow, his eyes rolling up into his skull, as he felt the warm slickness of his load dripping into his guts. He felt giddy. The warmth he’d discovered relaxed his hole yes, but it had also released him from his own mind. He found his fear of his desires slipping way. Like a voice fading as its origin got farther and farther away. He could barely hear it now. Now, that he’d gotten his fingers inside his own hole. Now that he’d felt the warmth of his own load. He could almost imagine himself actually going through with it. Finally giving in and losing his virginity felt possible. Embracing who he was felt within his grasp. The fear of having to act on his desires was but a whisper that crept up on occasion, but lacked the power it had once held over him. His phone chimed and he looked down at the notification. It was an email from Toby. After their video session he and Alec had been exchanging emails a couple of times a day. The first few had been stiff and formal. It had taken a day of emails back and forth for Alec to get over his nerves at putting his journey down in an email. Once he typed “and I came all over myself with my finger shoved in my ass,” the first time however, the damn had broken. From then on, his messages had been unencumbered by nerves and completely unfiltered. He’d told Toby each time he’d managed to take another finger, of how good it felt to cum with his fingers in his hole. He detailed his fantasies, and confessed to Toby before anyone else in the world how much his rugby teammates turned him on. “After practice, they all smell so good. Sweaty and hot. Its like the air is thick with it. It makes me so horny. I want to lick the sweat off their bodies. I want to feel them against me. I want them to fuck me.” “That’s good,” Toby had responded. “Its good that you’re embracing these fantasies. Let your mind go. Don’t put pressure on yourself. Pressure what feels good. If having a group of guys pound your hole feels good, do it.” “I don’t know if I’m ready for a group of guys to pound my hole,” Alec’s next email had begun, “but it does sound hot. I’m still nervous about getting fucked. I know that playing with my hole feels good. Not just good, fucking amazing. It’s the other stuff. It’s the actually getting with a man. I’m just worried… I don’t know. Its hard to let go of that much anxiety. Its getting easier though. Truly, before the videos I would never have been able to admit that the idea of getting gang banged turned me on. I was too scared to admit that I wanted to get fucked by one guy let alone a whole room of them.” “Honestly you’re making amazing progress,” read Toby’s latest message, “I’m really impressed Alec. Keep going, and give in to what feels good. If a gang bang feels like too much pressure to start, find one guy. Start easy. Here’s the link to your third video session. Given everything you’ve told me I think it would be a good idea for us to do your second counseling session in person. We can really talk. I can probably help you get over any last nerves you might have and you can do your last session here. If that goes well there are some other programs we run here that I think you’d really enjoy. Think about it. Four days from today would be Friday. I have spots open all afternoon. Let me know. Talk soon, Toby.” Alec’s heart was thudding in his chest. He told himself that it was out of excitement for his next video session, which was partly true. The other part, however, the part that he was trying not to think about was his fantasy that Toby would be the one to fuck him in the end. In among all the other mystery men he’d imagined using his hole over the past few days Toby had started to appear. More and more frequently when Alec imagined himself being opened by a fat cock for the first time it was Toby spreading his legs. Toby was a professional, he worked for a doctor, Alec was being invited to their clinic, Toby wasn’t going to fuck him. Still he dreamed. After staring at Toby’s email for long moment, he clicked reply and responded, “Does 3pm work?” Feeling like he’d just done something dangerous he grabbed his headphones from his bedside table, lay back on his bed again, and clicked the video link. The trance came quickly now. The white dot appeared on the screen, the drone filled Alec’s earbuds, and his mind went blank. A soft serene look spread over his face, and his eyes went slightly glassy as if he was very far away. He lay, attention fixed on the screen, with one hand behind his head, as the next step in his transformation began. “Good boy, welcome back. Your progress has been remarkable,” the voice said. “Every day you become more and more the bottom you are meant to be. Embrace it. Let the last shreds of fear drift away. Watch now as the white dot in front of you grows. Feel its heat surrounding you. It envelops you, warms your skin. The heat sinks inside of you. It’s a heat you know. It’s a heat you long for. It relaxes you. It opens you. This heat travels inside you, it swirls around your body. Slowly it centers itself in your hole. You know this feeling now. It is familiar to you. It is lust. It is joy. It is pleasure. Feel the heat open up your hole. Give into it. Feel the pleasure that can come from your hole. It is blissful and overwhelming. Its becoming a need, an itch you must scratch. As good as playing with yourself feels you know you need more. You know that soon you must give in. “Soon, you must release yourself. You must let go of your feel. Your curiosity is too much. The heat is too much. You long to feel a man inside you and soon you must give in. It is the only way. You want to be fucked. You need to be fucked. You need to be used. “You are a bottom. Bottoms are made to be fucked. Bottoms are made to be used. You are a pig. You are a slut. You are a cock whore. You are a cum dump. You need to be used. You need to be bred. Give in. Release yourself. Become who you are meant to be.” Session 4: Alec felt like he was in heat. His libido was in overdrive. He’d never thought it possible to be this horny. Immediately after his last video session he’d felt the heat building within himself and had an uncontrollable urge to play with his hole. Without thinking he’d wet four fingers with his spit and pushed them into his hole. He sat on his hand, his wrist bent at an awkward angle just to get a little bit more of his fingers inside himself. It wasn’t enough. An image floated up from his mind, maybe it was from a porn video he’d watched he wasn’t sure. A massive dildo sliding in and out of a man abused hole. Alec slid his fingers from his hole and grabbed his phone. His hands shook a little in his excitement as he googled where the nearest sex shop might be. Twenty minutes after the third video session he was dressed and heading to the bus. He’d been in a hurry when he’d pulled on his shorts and hadn’t bothered with underpants. He felt exposed now that he was out in public and his dick refused to go completely soft. Still he was on a mission and nothing was going to derail him. Sitting on the bus it seemed like everywhere he looked was a hot guy. He normally tried to stop himself from checking guys out. It only led to thoughts he hadn’t been comfortable with. Now, there was no stopping his eyes from wandering. The burly bus driver’s bulge drew Alec’s eyes, then a guy in loose fitting basketball shorts. A man in trousers with an obvious dick print off to one side stood in front of Alec. His cock twitched at the tantalizing sight. He felt insatiable. Every man he looked at was a potential top. He felt sweaty and overwhelmed when he got off the bus a half hour later in a part of the city he’d never been to. He walked up a block and around the corner. Just off the main drag of the Gay Neighborhood was a little hole in the wall shop, and his destination. He was nervous but his resolve never faltered. He had finally broken through his fear and he knew what he wanted. “Can I help you?” A man asked from behind the counter as Alec walked in. Alec turned to see a big bald man with a heavy beard. He had a thick ring through his septum and was dressed all in leather. Alec felt his mouth go dry taking in the man’s appetence. Thick muscular arms covered in fur rested on the counter in front of him. “I,” Alec pause for a second, swallowed and then said in a confident voice, “I want to buy a dildo.” The man grinned and said, “Right this way.” He led Alec to the back of the store to a wall entirely filled with sex toys. There were dildos of every shape and size, butt plugs, cock sleeves, everything Alec had seen on the internet laid out before him. He scanned the wall, he knew what he was looking for. He could see it perfectly in his mind. There it was. A big, monstrous looking black silicone cock. Without a moment’s hesitation he reached out and grabbed it. “Damn kid, that is not what I was expecting.” “Gotta start somewhere, and my fingers aren’t cutting it any more,” Alec said, with a wicked glint in his eye. “That’s your first…” The door to the shop jangled and the man turned to look towards the entrance. “Wow, alright, anything else kid?” “Nope just this, well and I guess some lube.” “I like a guy who knows what he wants.” The man lead the way back up to the front of the store. Standing next to the counter was a cute jock, probably round Alec’s age. He looked vaguely familiar, maybe from the university guy Alec wondered. “Hey kid,” the store clerk said. “Back for more?” “If you’ve got time.” They guy responded with a sly smile. “For your pussy I’ve always got time.” The clerk gave the jock a lecherous grin and smacked him on the ass as he walked by. Alec was instantly hard. Was the clerk going to fuck this guy here in the store? Suddenly he felt jealous. He wished he was the one about to get railed. “Ok, the dildo, and the lube, sure you don’t need anything else kid,” the clerk said, now back behind the till? “No, uh no,” Alec said, snapping back. “That’s all. Wait!” Alec said, suddenly seeing the jockstraps hanging behind the counter. “That Bike Jock please, medium.” “That’s how you boys all start,” the clerk said with a grin. “Have fun, and come back when you’re ready for something rougher.” He grabbed at his crotch. Alec almost said he was ready right then, but he felt a little self-conscious after already hearing the clerks plans to fuck the jock who was now hovering towards the back of the store. “I’ll remember that,” Alec said, and left. Alec’s heart was pounding the whole ride home, and his cock was throbbing. By the time he was back in his apartment there was a wet spot in the front of his shorts and he was covered in sweat. The arousal he felt at being propositioned by the sex shop clerk had him in heat. He tore off his clothes, and naked ripped the packaging off his new toy. Before slathering it with lube he noticed the new jock he’d dropped on the floor in his haste. He quickly unpacked that too, jumping into it, and then raced to his room. He opened his computer, pulled up a video he’d seen earlier of a guy being gang banged, and got to work. He rubbed lube all over his new toy. His heart thudded so hard he thought he could hear it as he lowered himself down. Shaking he pushed himself against the broad rubber head. For a long moment he felt only pressure, then in a burst of all-encompassing heat, the head slipped in. Alec groaned, it was better than he could have ever imagined. He sank down, resting first on his heels and then just sitting down. He impaled himself of the silicone cock, and let out a long breath. Bliss overtook him. Without realizing it he shot a load into the pouch of his new jock. He felt sexier than he’d ever felt in his life. He felt complete. He felt full. It was perfect. Why had he ever been afraid. Being penetrated was the greatest feeling on earth. His mind was empty, every critical thought overwhelmed by the pure pleasure of finally feeling his ass stretch open. Slowly he started to ride the fake cock. He bounced up and down making the head press into his prostate. He was moaning and whimpering. He was in heaven. For three days every moment he wasn’t otherwise occupied Alec was either bouncing on that dildo or twisting his fingers in and out of his now open hole. The morning of his appointment at Dr. Marks office with Toby he woke up early, already feeling the hunger. He skipped the gym and instead immediately turned on porn and started playing with his hole. The dildo slid in easily. He was use to its broad head by now, his hole opened and welcomed it in. The glorious burst of white-hot heat pulsing through his body as he steadily lowered himself down. He bounced as he scrolled for porn. It felt good to be full. It felt like he had finally unleashed a part of himself. He ran a finger around his hole, feeling his lips stretched around the thick shaft of his dildo. He played at his ring, poking and prodding. It wasn’t easy, but his hole was hungry, slowly he worked a finger in along the plastic shaft. He moaned, and whimpered, now stretched wider than he’d ever been. Slowly he pulled himself off of the dildo, pushing in more fingers as he went. He slicked himself with the lube from his toy as he pressed hungrily into his open hole. Two fingers, then three, twisting and pushing with in him. He pushed back against himself, will his hole to open wider. His pinky made it inside his hole, his hand now shaped like spear. He lent back into it. With his eyes closed he felt his knuckles against his ring. He knew what was next. He’d seen it in porn. He’d watched other guys do this. He just, until this moment, had never envisioned himself doing it. He pushed in with his hand, and out with his hole. There was a long agonizing moment and then… his hand was inside his ass. He was fisting himself. Stars burst in front of his eyes. His head was buzzing. All the air seemed to have been knocked out of him. A thick load of cum had dribbled out of his semi hard dick onto the floor. He fell forward, his chest on his bedframe, his knees still on the floor, with his hand lodged inside his ass. He was shaking. It was the most intense thing he had ever felt. This was what he’d needed all along. He needed to be stretched to the max. His hole still felt loose and used as he sat in the waiting room of Dr. Marks’ office a few hours later. Alec liked the feeling. It was a constant reminder of what he’d done. Every time he moved, even a little, his hole reminded him that it was made to be stretched. There was more though. He’d also found a new resolution he’d never had before. A determination to make something happen that was all together alien and exciting. He was not leaving this office without getting Toby to fuck him. He didn’t know how, but he knew that he needed it to happen. Suddenly there he was, Toby. Tall and slight he came through a door off to the side of the reception desk. “Sorry to have kept you waiting Alec, come on through.” Alec followed him through the door and into a nondescript corridor. It looked like any other doctor’s office, doors opening off of one side of the hall. Toby led him down to the last room at the end of the hall, and then closed the door behind them. “Have a seat,” Toby said, gesturing to a couch along one wall. Alec sat, his heart pounding in his chest. “How have you been?” “Great!” “The sessions have been working?” “More than I could have imagined,” Alec looked down at his hands, and smiled to himself before continuing. “I told you in an email that I bought a dildo.” “You did…” “Well. This morning I went even further.” “Did you have sex with someone?” “No. I was riding my dildo and then I started fingering myself too. I was riding it and pushing my fingers in. Eventually I got off the dildo and worked my whole fist inside myself.” “Wow. I’m impressed. How did it feel?” “Fucking amazing. Oh my god. I never thought… it was glorious. Now I feel so loose and open, and,” he made eye contact with Toby hoping he was getting his point across, “ready for anything.” “Ready for anything? That’s an interesting way to phrase that. Now, Alec, you’re here in person today because last time we talked I mentioned that I thought you might be right for some of our other programs here. Before we go too much further with your counseling session, I want to talk to you a little about those.” “Alright, sure! If they are anything like what I’ve been doing I’m in.” “The one I’m thinking of is much more rigorous but in the same vein. The fact that you’ve already fisted yourself just from the basic bottom training hypnosis makes you a perfect candidate. Being part of this program would mean twice weekly session here at the office, possibly moving up to three times a week. You’ll also need to be comfortable around our staff, this program requires regular physical exams, that will necessitate you being nude.” “I’ll take my clothes off right now if you like,” Alec was on the edge of his seat. His determination to get Toby to fuck him becoming a desperate clawing need. “Oh really?” said Toby, his eyes glinting. “You want to show off your new-found skills?” “Possibly, maybe something else…” “What is the something else? Its important that you ask for what you want Alec.” “I want to get fucked.” He paused, “I want you to fuck me. I’ve been thinking about it since we first talked. I want you inside me.” “Perfect. You’ve done so well Alec. Here,” he handed him a clip board with a sheet of paper on it. At the top it read ‘Bottom Boy Training.’ “Sign here at the bottom of the page, this is the consent form for the next program.” Without reading a single word on the page Alec took the paper and scribbled his name. “Good boy,” Alec continued. “Take off your clothes.” “Really?” “Really. I’m going to give you what you want. Then Dr. Marks, and his assistant are going to come in and take their turns on you. And when they’re done we’ll start your next session. A whole new world awaits you, all you have to do is strip.” Alec tore his clothes off. He didn’t hesitate. He tossed his shirt off to the side, kicked off his shoes, and dropped his pants. Then, dressed in only his jock he looked, panting with excitement at Toby. The twink smiled, and undid his button-down shirt. He was thin and smooth with little round nipples. The only hair on his torso besides his pleasantly bushy pits was a wide and wild treasure trail that disappeared into his slacks. Alec’s mouth was dry as he watched Toby unbuttoned his pants. Toby kicked his shoes into a corner before pushing his pants to the ground. For a moment they both stood there in straining jocks, Alec’s white and Toby’s bright pink, before Alec made a move. He dropped to his kneed and grabbed Toby’s narrow waisted. Unprompted he pressed his face into Toby’s crotch and for the first time in his life came into contact with another man’s penis. A thin piece of fabric was now all that separated him from his quarry. He pulled the pouch of Toby’s jock aside and was almost smacked in the face as Toby’s dick sprung up. Alec wasn’t sure what he was expecting when he imagined Toby’s dick but it wasn’t the monster in front of him. Thick and wrapped with veins the throbbing purple head pointed straight at Alec’s mouth. He opened his jaw as wide as he could and swallowed. He gulped and panted, as he worked more and more of the beast into his mouth. Toby made little sounds of encouragement, and put his hands on the back of Alec’s head. “Good boy,” Toby cooed as Alec coughed and spluttered. “Get my dick nice and wet. Show me what a good bottom you’ve become. Show me what a good drone you’ll be.” Alec would have happily choked himself into unconsciousness on Toby’s cock. After a lifetime of wondering and fear the release of finally getting what he’d wanted was euphoric. Toby, in the end, took control of the situation and hauled Alec to his feet. He looked at the big desperate rugby jock in front of him. If only his teammates could see him now, Toby thought. Alec’s face was red, his eyes watering, and his cheeks and chin were smeared with spit and cock juice. He looked ravenous. His big furry pecs were heaving with his quick panting breaths, and though his cock seemed to be soft in the pouch of his jock the fabric was soaked through with precum. “Bend over the table,” Toby instructed. Alec did as he was told and bent over, presenting his hole to Toby. The twink got behind Alec and spread his big hair covered cheeks. His hole was pink and tender. Alec had clearly been telling the truth, his hole had been through worked out recently. Slowly he knelt down, and still spreading Alec’s ass wide, he dove in with his tongue. Alec practically screamed the first time Toby’s warm wet tongue flicked across his hole. He’d thought that playing with himself had been blissful but this was otherworldly. He felt the heat again. It flowed through him like lava. It set his nerves on fire. At the same time, however, it made him open and pliable. His eyes glazed over just a little, and in the back of his mind he heard a voice say “you must release yourself. You must let go of your feel. Your curiosity is too much. The heat is too much. You long to feel a man inside you and soon you must give in. It is the only way. You want to be fucked. You need to be fucked. You need to be used. You are a bottom. Bottoms are made to be fucked. Bottoms are made to be used. You are a pig. You are a slut. You are a cock whore. You are a cum dump. You need to be used. You need to be bred. Give in. Release yourself. Become who you are meant to be.” “Fuck me,” Alec groaned, “Please! Toby! Fuck me! I need it. I need to feel you inside me. I need to be bred! I need to be used.” “Good boy. Listen to the voice, let the training wash over you. Give in to pleasure.” Alec heard Toby spit, then felt something new against his hole. It could only be one thing. Though he’d never felt it before he understood instantly what it was. Toby’s cock was pushing against his hole. Alec pressed back, and Toby’s cock sunk a few inches inside him. They both moaned. “Good boy,” Toby said pushing more and more of his dick inside of Alec. It was bliss. It was everything Alec had ever wanted it to be and nothing he had feared. Being fucked was the greatest thing he had every felt. He was overwhelmed by it. His body was on fire and he never wanted it to end. He bucked back on Toby’s dick desperate for more. He lost himself in Toby’s pounding, giving himself over. Toby grabbed Alec’s big muscular hips and hammered himself into the jock’s hungry hole. Dr. Marks had trained Toby well. He knew what he had to do. Even though Alec was an easy subject, already willing and interested, you still had to really pound them the first time to make the training stick. If Alec was to join the other two in the next stage he had to breed him hard and fast. Sweat dripped down Toby’s narrow frame and he ravaged Alec. Alec moaned and whimpered, his hole his only focus. He grabbed his own ass cheeks pulling them apart for Toby trying to get him deeper. “Please fuck me, please, please, please,” he said over and over again. “I’m going to breed you boy. Are you ready to take your first load?” “Yes! Please breed me! I I’m a cum dump! I need to be bred! I’m a pig! Give me your load!” “Good boy. Take my fucking load!” “Yes!” Alec shouted as for the first time ever he felt a man unload inside him. His guts suddenly full of warm spunk. He felt every pulse and thrust of Toby’s cock. A thick load pulsed from his own forgotten dick, filling the pouch of his jock. He let out a satisfied sigh, and collapsed forward onto the table. “How do you feel Alec,” Toby asked. “Amazing.” Alec sounded hazy and blissed out. “Are you ready for more or do you need a minute?” “More!” “Good boy.” --- “Welcome to Week One of Bottom Boy Training. You’ve done so well. We are so proud of you. You’ve come so far. You’ve given in. You got over your fear and now you understand how good that feels. You’ve let yourself be who you are. You’ve become the bottom you’re meant to be. You’ve become the piggy, cock hungry bottom, cum whore you’re meant to be. You’ve experienced the joy of being bred and now you know how much you need to be bred. Taking loads is what gets you off. Wrecking your hole, your cunt, is what gets you off. You long to be stretched out and pumped full of sperm. Its who you are. Relax. Let your hole open. Let your lust grow. Let your depravity grow. Give in. Become the insatiable cum dump pig cunt you’re meant to be. You know how good it feels, why fight it?”

Got some group fun the other night with a couple of bears in their 50s …proper daddy bears , beards hairy and hung ..were looking for cubs to fuck the snot out of 🙂 I turned up at their place and I was stripped inside of 2 min old blokes tongue down my throat and his mates on his knees eating my hole. The bloke snogging me had a fucking thick cock and I was bent over to suck it …big head loose foreskin tasty pre-cum …you want this inside you don’t ya son ? …I wasn’t sure but I was going to try. Dragged me upstairs to the bed room and got me on all fours they swapped and I was now sucking the other guys cock …not as big as his mates but a good cut cock …on his knees fucking my throat…the dad with the massive cock was lubing and fingering my hole …getting me ready …poppers were under my nose and I gratefully snorted deep …head rushing …big dad had half his hand in me …fucking blissed out for a min. Then he said “ready son” …I just moaned having 8” of cut cock testing my gag reflex. Felt that big head pressing at my hole …he was so slow and obviously knew what he was doing …slowly pushing and backing off …opening my hole bit by bit …fuck it was stretching me …he sighed as he finally got balls deep. “Feel good son?” …”yeah daddy” …felt amazing so stretched and just felt like if he moved id cum. Other dad said “love watching him fuck tight lads” ….he lifted my head and snogged me again then returned his cock to my mouth. Big dad slowly started to fuck me ..he was right on the button and I was drooling pre-cum which the other licked of his fingers as he wanked me… I had to ask him to stop cos I didn’t want to cum yet. Big dad started to fuck hard and deep…bit of pain on the deep thrusts but omg it felt good …the shaped and I was sucking Big dads cock as his mate got in me easily and started to slam my hole …both of them fucked me on and off for about an hour …I was begging for their loads by the end ..the smaller of the two shot his load in me first and said “oh baby boy you fucking dirty bastard” …big dad was in me as soon as his mate pulled out …on god that was hot …he fucked me deep and hard and “fuck lad going to breed ya” …that got me over the line and I shot as he filled my hole. He pulled out and fingered my hole string up the cum…”you tighten right up when you’ve cum” …I practically blacked out from the force of cumming …im defo going to be these blokes cum dump …I was wobble and grinning as I got my shit together …”think he liked it?” Said big dad …his mate said …”yeah hes cum loads” So thanks dads when my arse can cope I’m going to come back

While I’ve never hosted an open door fuckfest, there have been numerous times that I’ve been invited to one. Door is unlocked or open, and I just let myself in. Sometimes I’m the only one there and sometimes they were others. I have hosted several come dump fuck fest. But there’s another guy there. It’s as if I am pimping him out or he is pimping me out. If I’m the pimp, he’s there on the bed. Ass up, hole, open, ready. But I’m close by keeping tabs. I’m watching the guys who are coming and going, basically, I’m there as my buddies protector. I may get sucked off or I may fuck someone for a few minutes. but I’m the one in responsible charge to take care of him and step up and help if something goes wrong.

Chapter 2 Who's Who: - Caleb: main character, 18 y/o senior at St. Denis High School with a strong interest in messaging strangers on sex apps. - Mr. Sanchez: teacher who caught Caleb jacking off in the school bathroom during class while cruising sex apps; threatened to turn Caleb in to the principal if Caleb didn't satisfy Mr. Sanchez's big dick. * * * As Mr. Sanchez's office door closed behind him, Caleb's thoughts ricocheted about. He wondered nervously whether he had done enough to keep Mr. Sanchez from making a report to Principal Lenox. With a curious mix of excitement and anxiousness, he wondered what Mr. Sanchez planned to do later at their lunch-time meeting. Moreover, what is it that Mr. Sanchez had been sending and to whom on Caleb's cell? Snatching his focus from these thoughts, however, was the slickness of the cum lubing Caleb's ass cheeks as he walked down the hallway. Caleb's cock swelled inside his pants as he dwelled on this feeling, which was wholly new and entirely pleasant to him. Caleb walked himself back to first-period calculus — the same class he had left earlier to go masturbate in the boy's bathroom. Was it still first period, though? Without his phone he couldn't check the time, and for the life of him, he couldn't remember if he had heard the bell or not while Mr. Sanchez had been pounding that big, raw dick into his teen butthole. Whatever the case, Caleb needed to retrieve his backpack. He swallowed his nerves as he pulled open the door to Mr. Jacobs' room. The familiar eyes of his fellow classmates were on Caleb as he walked into the silent room. It was, indeed, still first period. The books and papers on everyone's desk indicated quiet time for assignment work. In a hushed tone, Mr. Jacobs gently called Caleb over. "Everything okay, Caleb?" "Yes, Mr. Jacobs." "You were gone for quite a while. I was just about to send someone to check on you." "I'm fine." Caleb declined to preempt Mr. Jacobs' curiosity as he hurriedly considered the implications of various explanations. By not giving Caleb an excuse note, Mr. Sanchez had put Caleb in an awkward position. How was he to justify the mid-class detour to let Mr. Sanchez please himself inside Caleb's lower intestines? Brow furrowed, Mr. Jacobs searched Caleb's face for information that words had not furnished. "Is there a reason you were gone for most of class, then?" "Mr. Sanchez asked me to his office." "He gave you a pass, yes?" Caleb fidgeted in the face of Mr. Jacobs' insistence. "No, I think he forgot." Eyebrow raised, Mr. Jacobs replied, "Mr. Sanchez is not one to forget. If he let you back without a pass, that tends to be for one reason only." Caleb, unaccustomed to having to justify his actions, felt butterflies in his stomach -- a strangely complimentary accompaniment to the soreness in his rear. Mr. Jacobs opened his desk drawer and pulled out his cell. After a few taps and swipes, he set his cell on the desk, screen down, and looked back up at his nervous student. "I'm going to need you to stay after class, Caleb. Head back to your seat." Caleb made his way to the back of the class, moving through the curious glares of his classmates. He surmised their silent efforts to reconcile his behavior that morning with his always-follows-the-rules reputation. Mr. Jacobs' statement about the reason for the missing pass bounced around inside Caleb's skull, but he could not bring himself to believe that Mr. Jacobs could possibly know what precisely had transpired in Mr. Sanchez's office. Could such extraordinary events be guessed with so little context? The most forceful doubt that kept the thought turning in Caleb's mind was the fact that Mr. Jacobs had conferred with his cell phone. Why would he want to check his personal device instead of any of the official communication channels internal to their school intranet? As Caleb took his seat, the pressure of the chair against his ass made for a fresh reminder of how his hole had been made to satisfy Mr. Sanchez's substantial manhood. Caleb found the feeling both discomforting and satisfying. He wondered how Mr. Sanchez's DNA was fairing inside his freshly fucked rectum. Caleb's hardening cock began to push his pants upward into the underside of his desk. The rustle of his classmates' belongings signaled the impending bell tone, which followed on cue. The class emptied of all but Caleb and Mr. Jacobs. Unable to hide his erection, Caleb remained at his seat, hoping his post-class conversation with Mr. Jacobs would not force his erection into view. "Caleb, you can come on up here, please." Caleb stood up and moved to the front of the room. Mr. Jacobs walked over to the classroom door, and as he was locking it, with his back still to Caleb, said dryly, "Nice erection." Caleb's eyes widened in embarrassment. Mr. Jacobs turned to face his silent student. "You know you should be more careful letting a grown man like Mr. Sanchez inseminate you without protection, my dear boy. You're just asking for HIV." Caleb's stomach flipped. Any doubt that he had about what Mr. Jacobs knew evaporated. The mention of HIV added a more ominous dimension to the trouble that Caleb already knew himself to be in. What else did his math teacher possibly know? "Take your clothes off, and get up on my desk. Lie on your back and hold your legs all the way back for me. I have to make this quick." Caleb's heart felt as though it wanted to leap out of his rib cage. He complied with the old man's instructions, adjusting to the coldness of the desk against his naked back. "Mr. Sanchez load you up good?" The crude directness was surprising coming from the mouth of the otherwise straight-laced Mr. Jacobs. Of course, neither would Caleb have imagined presenting his freshly bred hole to a gray-haired, balding, gaunt old man like Mr. Jacobs either. Caleb watched between his lifted legs as his calculus teacher fumbled his thin, long cock out of his unzipped fly. "You going to answer my question, slut, or are you looking to fail this quiz?" Without waiting for a response, Mr. Jacobs plunged his index finger deep into Caleb's hole, stirring the fresh cum inside, then pulled it out, and promptly shoved it right into Caleb's mouth. "Go ahead and suck Mr. Sanchez's baby batter off my finger, slut." Caleb sucked on his calculus teacher's cum-drenched digit eagerly, savoring the unique saltiness of Mr. Sanchez's load. Mr. Jacobs withdrew his finger from Caleb's mouth and quickly gripped his surprisingly bright-pink dick, plunging it right into Caleb's cum-lubed hole without warning. Caleb let out a surprised, "Unh!", as Mr. Jacobs muttered, "Oh fuck!" Mr. Jacobs' abrupt bottoming out inside the teen's anal cavity left a pained look on Caleb's face. "Grip my cock as tightly as you can with your ass muscles, Caleb. Mr. Sanchez will absolutely destroy you if you let his load leak out before lunch." Caleb squeezed his ass muscles tightly around his math teacher's long, bare dick as it continued to press painfully against Caleb's second hole. Mr. Jacobs looked fixated at the place where the base of his cock came into contact with the teen's fuckhole. "You ever take grandpa cock bare before, Caleb?" Mr. Jacobs slowly started moving his dick back and forth inside Caleb's cum-filled ass. "No, Mr. Jacobs." Caleb savored the feeling of having a second raw cock forcing its way into his already used fuckchute. "Well, maybe I should change your homework assignment and have you bring a bottle of dick pills to the assisted living facilities around here to do some community servicing. It would look great on your college applications, for one thing. And I bet you could easily get a dozen loads in your juicy ass before school if you started early enough." Caleb moaned and then replied, "Yes, Mr. Jacobs." He felt the old man's cockhead poking painfully at his second hole. "You are every bit the nasty slut Mr. Sanchez said you were." Mr. Jacobs picked up the pace of his fucking. "Ow, ow!" Caleb exclaimed softly, trying not to offend Mr. Jacobs but unable to ignore the pain he was feeling. "You want me to slow down, Caleb?" Caleb nodded, wincing. Mr. Jacobs looked directly into Caleb's pained eyes and began slamming his cock harder and harder into the boy's hole, pummeling the teen's tightly closed second hole over and over with his snake-like dick. "Ah, fuck!" Caleb inhaled sharply, still not realizing that his effort to grip Mr. Jacob's cock tightly with his anal opening was also keeping his second hole from relaxing against the assault it was enduring. "I'm going to make you into my little first period pussyboy, Caleb. Would you like that, slut? You want to be your teacher's little pussyboy?" Mr. Jacobs pounded the teen's fuckchute even faster. With a pained voice, Caleb managed to say, "Yes,... sir… aah…." "You come into my classroom smelling freshly fucked and full of cum again, and you can expect exactly the same treatment, you understand, slut?" "Unh! Yes, sir…." In spite of his efforts, some cum managed to leak from Caleb's hole down his ass crack and pooled on Mr. Jacobs desk. Mr. Jacobs' thrusts reached their peak as he continued slamming Mr. Sanchez's load deeper into Caleb's guts. "Here comes my load, pussyboy!" Mr. Jacobs grunted loudly as he began coating the teen's insides with his thick grandpa load, adding to Mr. Sanchez's frothed up cum. Caleb did his best to keep gripping Mr. Jacob's spindly, raw cock as tightly as he could. "Keep gripping my dick like that, Caleb. I want you to milk every last drop of cum into your pussy." "Yes, Mr. Jacobs." Caleb watched through his legs as the old man's thrusting slowed and came to a rest. Caleb continued gripping his ass muscles as Mr. Jacobs began his slow, methodical withdraw. "Careful not to spill, boy. You gotta keep all that cum in you through lunch, remember." "Yes, sir," Caleb replied dutifully, the pain in his voice having been replaced by relief. "Good boy. Now show me your hole." Caleb tilted his pelvis upward and pulled back on his spread legs even more. Mr. Jacobs picked up his cell and snapped some closeups of Caleb's pink, cum-glistening hole. The gray-haired calculus teacher then took a few steps back, pressed something on the screen, and staring into his phone, asked Caleb, "How many loads you got in you, boy?" "Two, sir." "Good boy. You going to be my personal pussyboy from now on?" "Yes, sir." "Now tell all the horny old men watching this that you love raw senior citizen cock." Caleb hesitated. "Say, 'I love raw grandpa cock in my teen pussy.'" "I love raw grandpa cock in my teen pussy." "Now get your creamy boypussy to class, slut. You're going to be late." * * *

Final part I returned to breed my sweet raw neg ginger twink 3 more times that week. Each time I put so much poz seed in his unsuspecting hole it was guaranteed he would get the fuck flu soon. The last night I put 3 loads of my highly toxic cum in his stupid neg 20yr old bussy. Like always when I flew out of the city I logged out of my stealthing Grindr account. I keep one that I used in my home town and one I used while traveling aka the stealthing one. About 3 weeks later when I was in another city for work and logged into the special Grindr account I got the regular messages. But as I scrolled through my messages I found the chat with ginger had several missed message: “I loved being your boy daddy! When will you be back again?” ”I miss your big raw dick in my boy hole daddy” “You have created a monster daddy. I have taken 5 loads in my ass the last week since you last bred me.” “I am feeling sick daddy. I need to go to the doctor” ”OMG daddy help!! They think I may have HIV!! But everyone that came in me said they were neg. I am waiting for my results to come back.” “Its official, I have HIV. I need you to get checked.” “My other partners all came back neg. Did you get checked?” “Are you there man! Did you give me this shit?” ”Answer me!!” ”I know it was you. But I am no longer upset. I just want your big raw daddy dick in me again.” “Please daddy! I haven’t started meds yet and not gotten laid since I was tested. I need your dick!” ”Fine!! I guess I must go and spread my seed to make you happy. I found online about gifters and stealthers. It all makes sense when I think every thing you told me. I won’t start meds and hopefully pass your seed on. Let me know if your ever want to fuck my hole again.” He smiled at the messages and blocked the stupid ginner. He was happy he would embrace his true nature as a poz piggy bottom slut and that his toxic strain would pass on to other through him. That was his 29th confirmed poz baby. After blocking the ginger he got a message from a hot twinky 19 year old boy. He could wait to hit number 30.

Part III When I got to Pablo's house, he started kissing me before closing the door and we were taking each other's clothes off. Before I knew it, we were both completely naked in his living room. I looked at the object of my desire and saw that it was immense. Pablo's cock must have been at least 10 inches, with a large mushroom-shaped head. It was straight, thick and with many veins. My mouth watered. I always wanted to swallow that dick, and now I finally had the opportunity. "Lick my armpit," Pablo ordered, raising his arms. I couldn't resist and buried my nose in the black hair and fed up with his armpit. The smell of sweat made me drunk and I was raving with lust. I couldn’t hold back anymore, so I stuck out my tongue and gave the first lick. He had a salty taste that made me horny. He guided me to the couch and I was soon sitting on top of him, my mouth going from one armpit to another. Pablo's dick was poking my back in the meantime and my ass was already clenching at him. “Can I suck your dick?,” I asked. "Not yet," he replied. “First lick my feet.” It was all new to me, but I was soon kneeling on the floor and putting his toes into my mouth. It was giving me more pleasure than I ever felt in my life. I never thought that something like a man's feet could be so exciting. I licked as much as I could, running my tongue over his ankle, the soles of his feet and his toes. So, I went up, kissing Pablo's legs, until his dick was right in front of me. I looked him in the face and he nodded, allowing me to proceed. So, I ran my tongue over the glans for the first time. I had never sucked a cock in my life, but instinct took over me the moment I tried Pablo's. The taste of his cock was meant to be tasted by me and I was soon swallowing his pre-cum. "You taste so good," I said. "Spit a lot on that dick," he warned. “This is the only lubricant you will gonna have.” I kept sucking and trying to swallow as much as I could, but it was impossible to put everything in my mouth. Pablo tried to force it a few times, but it made me retch. So, I was sucking on the head, the balls and the furry bag. He smelled a lot like sweat, as if he had run, but that wasn't bad. On the contrary, his manly musk made my lust grow even bigger. Sometime later, Pablo made me stand in front of him and started to suck me. He was a professional in that and managed to put everything in his mouth. When I felt his tongue curving for the third time, I couldn't take it and came in his mouth. I thought he was going to be pissed with me, but he swallowed every drop of my seed. "This is your last neg cum," he explained. “The next time you come, my AIDS babies will already be taking your body.” When he said that, my dick jumped, like I was ready to come again. Pablo then turned me on my back and started to open my ass with his hands. Soon, I felt something wet and realized it was his language. I gave a loud groan and felt him smile with his face in my crack. The more he licked me, the more I let go, moaning louder and louder. That was so good, that I couldn't take it anymore, so I asked: “Please fuck me.” “Do you want this huge cock inside you?,” he asked. “That's what I want most.” “Then I'll give it to you.” Pablo took a pillow from the sofa, placed it on the floor and laid my head on top of it. I was lying on my back, so I could see when his body climbed over mine. "I could take you to the bedroom, but I want to fuck you here on the floor, like the whore you are," he said. “Yes, use me as a whore, I want to be that for you.” He kissed my mouth and started biting my neck. Soon, we were is position. I had my legas up on his shoulders and he was between them. “Are you sure you want this?,” he asked. “Yes.” "There's no turning back," he said. "I know," I said. “After I start, I will not stop. If you try to run away, I will rape you until I fill you with poz cum.” “I want this, I want you to rape me and put your babies inside me,” I cried. Pablo spat on the head of his cock and began to force his way into the edge of my anus. It was hurting a lot, but I was completely silent and still while he invaded me. I heard a pop noise when the glans penetrated me and I let out a breath. "Yes, take a deep breath," he said. I obeyed and he took a hard lunge, burying his whole dick inside me. I screamed and tried to run, but he held me in place and looked me straight in the eye. "Hold on, bitch," he said. “You wanted this, now you'll have to put up with it.” I started to cry because of the pain and he licked my tears as if they were a prize. What was I doing? I always wanted to have sex with Pablo, but only now reality was reaching me. It was my first time, and I was letting a guy with HIV stick his cock without a condom inside me. And it excited me a lot more than it scared me. Pablo then started to move in and out of me. Even with the pain, my penis was still rock hard and he noticed it. He was taking his time, letting me get used to his massive cock, sliding in and out slowly. "You are no longer a virgin," he said after some time fucking me. "This is strange," I said. “How do you feel about having that cock inside you? You can take it like a pro.” "It hurts too much," I said. “But this is the best pain I've ever felt. It's good because I'm doing this with you.” “And the HIV part?,” he asked. My dick immediately gave an involuntary contraction and he noticed it. I blushed with embarrassment and Pablo started to laugh. It made me relax and he then increased the speed of his thrusts inside me. He found a nice pace and he started to fuck me hard, cursing me, calling me a lot of names. It excited me more than anything. I ran my hand over Pablo's biohazard tattoo and he smiled. I could hardly wait to get a tattoo like that. "I'm almost there," he said after a while and I started to masturbate to keep up with him. “Cum inside me,” I asked. “Breed me.” “Do you want my seed?” he asked. “Yes, I do.” “And what kind of seed is this?” “It's fucking HIV seed,” I shouted. “I want it, fill my ass with your cum. I want to be part of the brotherhood; I want your DNA inside me.” "Here it goes," he said in a shout. “I'm giving you AIDS, son. Now I will be your father forever.” I felt his cock pulsing inside me as spurts of cum flooded my insides. At that moment I came too. I never came so much in my life, it hit everywhere. Pablo fell over me exhausted and laid his head on my chest. We were both tired, sweaty and completely dirty with cum. "You are mine now," he whispered in my ear. “Welcome to the brotherhood of AIDS.” "What happens now?," I asked. “We have sex every day, putting as much poz cum inside you, until you are officially converted. If you want, I can call some friends who have the bug to help me give you the gift.” “I would like that.” We continued to lie on the living room floor for a few moments. The adrenaline of what we did passed, but I felt no regret. In fact, it was the happiest day of my life. I was about to say that when the doorbell rang and I heard my father's voice outside saying: “Phillip, are you there?”

A big part of it is also knowing your body and its rhythm. If you haven’t done it I would recommend doing the “beetroot test”. You eat beetroot and when you poop red you know it’s through. If you do this several times you will know roughly the time of your bowels. It can vary greatly between individuals, the normal is usually between 12 and 24 hours. Now that you know your bowel normal time you also should know what affects it. Basically any kind of eating will move things along. So will coffee. So will even any kind of calorie rich drink (like beer) though to a lesser extent. I’m towards the low end of the time for normal bowel movements so I have to time my eating and cleaning appropriately. I find that to stay clean for a long session the best thing for me is to eat only one meal on the day and not too early or too late. If too early it can come out before the end of the night, if too late I won’t be able to deep clean properly. Before cleaning deep I allow at least 2-3 hours since eating. Then I will get about 1l of water in as early as possible. This will not run clean for about 1 hour but it’s important to get that water in deep early to be able to finish cleaning in a reasonable timely manner. Also DO NOT OVERDO the water into your colon. Whatever gunk is in there will take some time to make its way out and you won’t get better results from douching 30 times, only a sore hole. So try and get water deep in early and then focus on douching clean after about 1 hour. Then after cleaning for about 45-60 min I will move or take a walk. After about 20-30 min of activity whatever didn’t come out already will do so. Then after that I’m really clean and ready to take loads! Finally, do as others suggest; don’t eat corn, burritos, hot sauces, etc basically anything that makes you gassy or gives you weird bowels. Avoid such things!

Stay safe!

This is because the chat site has not yet been moved to the new servers. It will not work until that is complete. Per @rawTOP's post earlier in this topic:

Having stayed at the Axel Hotel in Berlin on several occasions (including as recently as 2 weeks ago), I can confirm that the "Please disturb" sign is more of a gimmick, if anything. There are six floors to the hotel and guests only have access to their floor. Access to other floors require key access in the elevator and, therefore, there is very limited foot traffic. I have hung the sign on my door before, but no one stopped by sadly. I would also look at all the door handles every time I walked the corridor to and from my room, but no one else hung the sign. It's a shame really, because it's a really hot idea 😄

Part 14 At Chad's and Greg's urging I filled them in on some of the details of my previous encounter with Robert, the trucker. (I didn't share all the details knowing the time for that would come later after Robert arrived.) After explaining to Greg that I had met Robert during the same time Chad had been out of town and had his first dp fucking, I told him that Robert was the guy who had introduced me to crystal and how much I quickly learned to love using it with sex. With Chad out of town, I told them, I was horny as hell. I'd already fucked my wife three times the day I ended up meeting Robert but it didn't satisfy my lust. I loved fucking her and always got off with her but I was needing something that she could never give me. I needed some hot no-strings-attached raw man-to-man fucking and sucking and breeding. It was about 10:30 on Friday night. Jess, my wife, was working a double shift at the hospital where she was a nurse and I knew I had plenty of time to indulge my dark cravings. I'd heard Chad and others talk about a park not too far from my house where pretty much anything and everything took place after dark especially on weekends. Letting my hard cock lead the way I made my way there and parked close to one of the two entrances, noticing quite a few other cars and trucks already there as well as a couple of 18-wheelers. I took a couple of quick hits on the joint I'd brought with me then got out of the car and started walking in no particular direction. After a couple of minutes, with my eyes more adjusted to the night's dark light, I noticed a couple of guys slightly to my left emerging from the edge of trees. As they neared me I could make out that they were both very hot men and both were bare-chested. Probably late 20's I guessed. Passing me the shorter guy grinned at me, looking me up and down. “You're hot dude!” he said, as they both stopped. “If we didn't have to leave we could have a good time tonight.” Not sure what to say I quietly asked where I could find some fun there that night, explaining I hadn't been there before. The taller beefier guy had pointed back in the direction they had walked from and told me there was a path there and to follow it, assuring me I'd find what I was looking for very soon. The younger one blatantly grabbed my crotch in one of his hands and whispered, “The guys'll eat you alive tonight stud!” Then they walked off toward the parking lot. Trembling I took a deep breath and started walking again. After only a few feet I was able to make out the path entering the wall of dark trees and feeling my cock surge I'd started following the path. Sure enough within minutes I started encountering a number of guys – some alone, against a tree, stroking a hard cock, some in pairings of two-or-three or more with mouths and asses being filled with cock as moans echoed through the wooded area. My mouth went dry watching and listening to the activities going on around me as I slowed my pace and kept walking further along. After five or ten more minutes I stopped to watch two naked hard-bodied guys spit-roasting another guy between them. The one guy that was facing me was black and at least 6'3” tall and built like the proverbial brickhouse. His smooth chest had a sheen of sweat all across it and he was pummeling the ass of the white guy bent over in front of him, who from his grunts and mumbled groans was enjoying the dicking he was getting. At the same time his mouth was impaled on the third guy's dick. He was white, with broad shoulders and a narrow waist, probably about 6'. He had his back to me. It was obvious from what both tops were saying that I had walked up on the final minutes of the hot 3-way. The black guy slammed mercilessly against the white guy's ass, the sound echoing off the trees. “You ready white boy?” he growled. “You ready for my black dick to breed your spun white ass?!” The guy being fucked managed to pull his mouth off of the dick in front of him. His face was a picture of sweaty eagerness and readiness. “Fuck yeah!” he answered. “Give me your fucking nut man! Breed my white ass with your dark seed and knock me up!” With that the black guy thrust hard and held still as he obviously was giving the white bottom exactly what he'd asked for. I had at some point dropped my shorts and was stroking my meat and felt like I might cum at any moment. The black top pulled his cock from the hole he'd just bred and stepped back and the guy who'd been getting sucked took his place, ramming his own dick inside the offered hole. The black stud was catching his breath when he glanced up and noticed me. He grinned a sexy grin and walked over to me. Without a word he put his big hand on my shoulder and pressed me down until I was on my knees. In front of me was a massive slab of dark flesh still hard and covered with cum and ass juices. I knew what was expected of me and with no waiting parted my lips and slid them down over his cockhead using my tongue to start washing his cock clean. It had to have been 10” at least. (I found out later it was just over 10.5” and thick.) I'd never had any kind of sex with a black man before but the idea of it was always a big turn on for me. I felt his hand at the back of my head as he eased more of his thickness toward my throat. I'd never had a cock that big and only managed to get about seven inches in my mouth before I started struggling to get my mouth open wide enough. He finally let me ease off of his cock and pulled me to my feet, shoving his tongue hard into my mouth. After making out a few minutes he pulled back and grinned again at me as I stood there panting. “Never had a dick as big as mine have ya?” he asked. I told him no. Leading us to a nearby log he reached out and picked up a pair of shorts put his hand in a pocket and pulled the hand back out, now holding something. “I got something here that'll help you take every motherfucking inch man. You want it?” Not even knowing what I was agreeing to I nodded my head, knowing I wanted this black stud's entire cock down my throat. He brought his hand up and I could see he had a glass pipe in it and the pipe had a bowl at the end of it. He was also holding a lighter and when he flicked the lighter to life placing the flame under the bowl I could see a pile of small white rocks in the bowl. They immediately began to melt filling the bowl with a thick white vapor. The black adonis grinned at me again and said, “I'm Robert and this is Tina,” indicating the smoke-filled pipe. “Smoke some of this with me man and I promise you'll be able to get my whole black cock down your throat and up your ass. How about it?” I moaned and let Robert give me my first ever hit of tina leading to a night I'd never expected. (to be continued)

@norefusal Sorry to hear you had a bad experience. To answer your questions 1. Yes I would do it again, but there is some kind of thrill with the way it happened. 2. I'll be honest and say that yes, I do carry a lot of guilt. I think it happening the way it did lets me off with some of it, but I was still cheating. The idea of photos or video being taken is as much a thrill as a worry. It's quite intense. Although this was my first time fucked, my first ever sexual experience was sucking cock, so as I said above it's been a long time coming.

When Jack said my days are numbered I have no idea what he is talking about. This morning I'm not feeling well as I feel fatigued muscle aches and a sore throat. Jack put his hand on my forehead and then said you are hot. Jack gives his friend Doc a call. Doc comes by and starts to inspect. Doc: temperature 103 I am sure this boy is going through seroconversion. Doc is laughing as he turns me over and spreads my ass cheeks to look at my hole and says Jack you did a beautiful job of wrecking this boy hole. Jack & Doc take me upstairs as they shut down the live stream. Jack says we must get you healthy for the next part of my plan. I have not seen myself in a mirror in weeks, but I do now, and I'm shocked as I'm all skin & bones. Jack since I've been here he has had me on the Porn Star diet. Nothing but clear liquids. Jack told me the next few days are going to be hard for me, and in a month, I will take a blood test to make Jack's toxic babies are my bloodstream. Jack is right the next 4 days were hard with fever and chills while sweating. Today I got out of bed the fever broke and I'm feeling better. I do notice I have a raging hard-on so I take a shower as I stick a few fingers in my hole and wish something was fucking me. Jack is feeding me real food now and I'm feeling much better as Jack is looking at my dick and is laughing as I need to take you shopping and that hard-on took care of at one of the clubs or bathhouses. Jack is not fucking me or giving me any drugs, as he wants me to return to usual looking. Doc: a month later boy I did a blood test, on me and you tested positive for Hiv. Now Jack does not want you on meds as he will explain it to you later. ,Jack: Im dropping you off at the local bathhouse you will spend the day there. Today those under, 25 get in free so I want you to Top 2 of those under 25 and deposit your load in their ass after you finger their hole like showed you. I'm scared shit as Jack drops me off at the bathhouse. I enter the guy behind the desk asks to see my I. D. hands me a condom with a packet of lube

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Thank you for all the positive feedback. Hope you continue to enjoy the story. Chapter 2 I walked the short distance to his apartment. It was just your average 3 story apartment building. I climbed the stairs to the second level and entered the door that was left open a crack. There on his knees looking up at me was the angelic face on that sweet twink. He was completely naked as instructed. I walked up to him slowly and bent over. Took his chin in my hand and kissed him hard! My day old beard rubbing against his alabaster skin. I pulled away from his now plump lips. The haze in his eyes told me he was already hooked. “Your going to be a good boy for daddy and do as I say?” ”Yes daddy!” He said in an unexpectedly deep voice that made my dick jump. “Good boy! Open your mouth so daddy can throat fuck you!” Good ginger did as he was told as I unzipped my pants and pulled out my semi hard dick. I put the head in his mouth as we made eye contact. “I will be easy at first boy, but you will be face fucked. If you use teeth I will slap you!” Ginner nodded in understanding. I started slow and shallow. His warm mouth getting me fully hard. My toxic precum leaking into his mouth. After a few minutes I started to go deeper and faster. He was a good cock sucker and knew how to keep his teeth shielded. As I started to throat fuck him balls deep my sweet ginner started to make those perfect gagging sounds. His face turning red. Spit starting to run down his chin. I was precumming so much charged cum down his throat. After about 20 mins of face fucking his twink throat I was ready for that raw neg hole. I pulled my dick from his throat, picked him up with out a word, and dropped him over the back of the near by sofa with his ass in the air. The perfect height to drill him in. I slapped and squeezed his bubble butt a few times. “Such a hot bubble butt boy!” ”Thank you daddy!” I got on my knees and started to kiss his hole and taint. Short light red hair dusted his crack. As I started to eat his hole a deep moan broke the from his throat. I continued to eat that hot tight hole. I could tell it had very little use. I spit on his hole then sucked on two of my fingers. I worked those fingers into his tight hole. I could tell it was near virgin. My poz dick jumped at knowing that meant he would tear. I made sure to search the insides of hos neg hole as I fingered and stretched him. His deep moans and whimpers were the only noise in the house. “You ready to take daddy’s dick boy?” ”Yes, sir! My hole is craving it! You are neg right daddy?” “Good boy, yes daddy is clean. I will fuck you gentle at first. Then harder. Once we start I won’t stop till I nut in you. You agreeing to that boy?” “Yes daddy!” As the words left his mouth I pushed the head of my dripping poz dick into his tight pink hole. Causing him to gasp for breath. I let it sit there for a minute. My poison precum drip into his hole. Then slowly started to inch all 8 fat inches of my dick into his raw neg twink hole. In 5 mins I was in him and he had stretch just enough to accommodate my massive toll. It was time. I hit high gear and started to pound his raw neg non prep hole. He tried to run from me but I put my hand in his back and pushed him back into the arch over the sofa. He was crying, moaning, and begging for more and to be gentler in a garble of words. I knew his neg twink hole was tearing with each strong thrust. His tight hole was starting to give. I knew there would be plenty of points for my highly toxic cum to seep in. As I continued my onslaught his moans came loader and his crying stopped. He started begging over and over for me to keep fucking him. I loved when they embraced their inner pig. I knew this fuck would show this boy he was meant to be a cum dump. I had been plowing his hole for about 15 mins when I felt my balls tighten. I knew it was going to be a big load as I had not cum in 3 days. “You ready for daddy’s load in your ass?” ”Please pull out daddy! I have never been came in before” ”No you agreed before we started. Tell me you want my babies in you now boy!” “Yes, daddy, please impregnate me!” I grunted as I felt my first big shot of charged cum flood his freshly fuck and torn hole. Stupid twink had no clue what I was knocking him up with. Five more shots of seed were planted in his ass balls deep. I pulled out form his hole and saw blood on my softening dick. I pulled up my pants and slapped him on the ass. “Good boy, if your lucky I will cum load you again.” I didn’t give him time to respond. I walked out of the apartment and went straight to my hotel a few blocks away. I went to my room and stripped and took a shower. I jerked a second load out in the shower as I replayed the scene in my head. I came so hard knowing that I just changed that neg sluts life forever. My phone had several notifications on it Grindr, but I ignored them. I sat at the desk and started to do my work. It was so much easier to concentrate with a full belly and empty balls. All thanks to the stupid Grindr twink. Stay tuned for Part 3.

1 - Lito Cruz and that massive uncut cock, hot body 2 - Cutler X and that beautiful big cock and hot body 3 - Ray Dalton - love the tats and he has an awesome body 4 - Bobby Blake - I saw some hot porn in the 90's with him... lusted after him ever since. 5 - Drew Sebastian - hot tats, hairy bod, big cock, handsome dude 6 - Kieran - he hands out a good solid fuck and has an excellent angle on his cock. Sure to be a hard ride 7 - Peto Coast - love the way he takes control and he has an awesome uncut cock 8 - Rocco Steele - big, solid due, big solid cock that would definitely stretch my hole as he talks dirty with that deep voice. 9 - Jerry Stearns - sexy guy, some grey hair, beautiful big cock, hot body. 10 - Rhyheim Shabazz - handsome man, incredible body and a meaty big cock (bonus here is that my fantasy would be a flip flop fuck with him!)

Hell yeah, I love sucking young hard meat. I'm 54 and my fuckboy Drew is 23. When he's lying on his back on the bed masturbating, when he cums his load ricochets off the wall behind the bed. Now imagine how that feels when my mouth os on his cock and he cums. His load blasts against the back of my mouth and within a few seconds my mouth is full - and I mean, full of his sperm. I gotta start swallowing while he's still cumming cuz his full load is too big for my mouth. So yeah I'll suck young dick any hand I get

Have been on this site about 10 years and love the posts. Just read the incest page and thought I would share. My cousin and I started to play around when we were about 8 years old. every summer when I would go with him and my aunt and uncle to their cottage. We would sleep in the same bed. Didn’t take us long to start playing. Sucking mostly at first....when we became teenagers we got into fucking. We lost track of each other for a long while....both married woman and had kids. We reconnected about 10 to 15 years ago. He is single, I have a male partner. My cuz and I now meet up as often as we can. Great hot sex....made even hotter because of the family connection

PART II Note: I'm sorry that it took so long for me to post it, but my English is not that good and I had to translate it. Now the story... When I turned seventeen, my father started dating again. Since my mother started treatment, he was very much on his own, so I was happy for him. The new girlfriend was giving him excitement to get back on track. But that meant that again I was getting less attention than necessary. My father would usually spend the weekends at her house and I would be alone. Pablo always called me to stay at his house, but I was already thinking that it bothered him too much. With all the attention he gave me, his sex life was certainly not the best. So, after a while I started to decline your invitations and be alone at home. My life came down to going to school in the morning and spending the afternoon at home jerking off while reading reports from people living with HIV. Some things I learned from reading these reports is that the person who wants to be contaminated needs to be very sure beforehand, because it is something for a lifetime. But after she makes the decision, it's pretty liberating too. The first stages after contagion are the most complicated, because the person has a kind of flu, which shows that the virus has started to multiply in your body. But if the person starts treatment soon thereafter, she can live long years and decades without major concerns. And sex certainly becomes better, because a condom, whether you agree or not, is something that gets in the way and decreases lust. I tried to masturbate a few times using a condom, but I didn't even come close to cumming. I thought that was totally boring. And after you already have the virus, what else can happen? It is the worst thing transmitted through sex, all other diseases can be treated and cured. And everyone who is dealing with this needs to have regular checkups, so it's easy to find out if you've got anything else. And that is when total freedom arises. Having sex without a condom and without major concerns. Having sex with anyone you want, without knowing the right person, and without having to worry about anything. The freedom to feel it raw, to flood another guy with your spunk and also to be flooded with his seed. I wanted that. And the hornyness that I felt imagining myself being pozzed was something that always made me explode when I came. Of course, most of the times I imagined my neighbor doing this to me, but I also put myself in the place of the bottoms I saw in the videos. People at school didn't know about my sexuality, so I wasn't really close to anyone. I was that type of student who talks to everyone, but who doesn't really have any close friends. That special person for me was Pablo, and he was not at school. My eighteenth birthday was fast approaching and I was in no mood to celebrate. I had no family in the city besides my father and no one at school that I would like to invite as well. So, when my dad went to his girlfriend on Friday, not even remembering that my birthday was on Saturday, I realized that I had made the right choice not to make a big deal. I spent the entire Saturday at home, lying in the living room watching TV, as usual. It was about nine at night, I had just showered and was lying in my pajamas watching another episode of the series, when the doorbell rang. It was Pablo. “Hey, birthday boy”, he said. “You remembered?!”, I said confused. "Of course I did," he said and I realized he was a little drunk. “Aren't you going to ask me in?” "Sure, come in", I said. When I closed the door, he gave me a huge bear hug. The man was almost six feet tall and I wasn't that tall, so I buried my head in his strong chest. The truth is, I hadn't felt well all day and I was happy that at least he had remembered. “I wanted to come earlier to bring your gift, but I spent all day thinking and making some decisions”, he explained. “Sorry for leaving you alone on your birthday.” "You are here now," I said. "I am," he said without letting me go. My cock was already growing with that hug and it was impossible that he wasn’t feeling it, so I decided to break the contact. “Where's my gift?”, I asked walking away. "That's what I had to think about today," he explained. “I don’t understand.” “Phillip, I have looked after you as if you were my son for years, but that is not what you are. And I know that you don't see me as a father either, you feel horny about me.” “No, I ...” I tried to argue, but I had no idea what to say to him. “No need to be embarrassed, because I also feel horny when I see you”, he said hurriedly. “Do you?”, I asked doubting. “Of course I do, you grew up to be a beautiful man, but you were always my boy, so I never saw you like that, until the day that ...” “What a day?” I asked anxiously. “The day you saw me fucking that guy at my place.” “Did you know? I’m so embarrassed!” “He saw you at the time and told me that we were not alone, so we did a show for you to see.” “I had no idea ...”, I said blandly. “I thought you were scared, that you didn't understand, but when you talked about my tattoo, I realized that you were smarter than I thought.” “Then why have you never done anything before? Why are you just telling me that now?” I wanted to know. “It's still difficult, I had to drink to build up the courage to have this conversation with you. And there was the fact that you were a minor before.” "But I'm not now," I observed. “No, you are not.” He then closed the distance between the two of us, held my head tightly and gave me a deep kiss on the mouth. I had never kissed anyone before, so I let him guide me and explore every corner of my mouth. His hands roamed my body, feeling and spoiling me, so I found the courage to do the same, placing my hands on that body that I always wanted to touch. As much as I had been working out for almost two years, my body was nowhere near as big as his. His arms held me tightly and I felt those muscles tighten. The curve of his waist, the hardness of his chest, the six packs of his hairy belly. Everything was a paradise under my hands. Then he broke the kiss and said: “You sure you want this gift?” “Yes,” I said. “We can use a condom if you haven't decided yet, if you think it's too early.” “I want to, I'm sure. It would happen someday anyway and I prefer it to be you.” “You can't go back; my viral DNA will stay with you for the rest of your life.” “All I want is to have that part of you always with me.” “You will be the mother and I will be the father of the bugs that will grow and multiply within you.” “I saved my virginity for you to do that.” “I'll give you what you always wanted, but not here. Let's go to my house, I want to fuck you in my bed like you saw me fucking that other guy.” It was difficult to take my hands off of Pablo, I was afraid that breaking the contact he would give up everything on the way to his house, but I took the key, locked the door and followed him to his place.