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Denial is a powerful thing. Denial can blind you to facts and make it easier to lie to yourself. Denial can protect you from harm. Denial can make you stronger… and weaker. And denial can hone desire. The first time I saw Kurt it was Tuesday, April 25th and he was fucking a guy at the bar. I remember the date because of “Miss Congeniality”. I also remember it because I had agreed to meet there for a first date with a guy I met on Grindr. Naturally he never showed up. Go figure. Technically Kurt wasn’t fucking the guy “at the bar” but in the bathroom. At the trough urinal to be precise. After drinking three beers while waiting for Mr. No-Show, I needed to relieve myself… and there he was. Nailing some twink while they were standing at one side of the trough. The twink was braced up against the wall and Kurt had his hands on his hips and was drilling away. The remaining open area of the trough was occupied by another guy who was ostensibly pissing, but mainly watching the show. And then there was me. Standing there. Utterly frozen. Now, I wouldn’t say I’m a prude, sexually. I’d definitely had my fair share of sexual experiences. But my sex to date had been fairly straightforward and shall we say, tame. Definitely not of the “fucking in a bar bathroom” variety. Sure, I’d jacked off to porn like this- but I’d never encountered it in real life. So I think I was kind of stunned to have stumbled into such a scene at my local gay bar. Stunned—yet titillated at the same time. Instantly I had that nervous excitement about it in my guts. Like “this is wrong, but why does it excite me”? Looking back, I’m not sure what it was about Kurt that attracted me so completely and so quickly. I mean, I didn’t usually make a habit of lusting after guys who go around fucking in public toilets. But I was instantly mesmerized by him. Perhaps it was me attaching the sight of him the heady aroma of stale piss, ripe pits, naphtha, and pheromones. Or maybe it was my body tuning into the pulsing waves of sexual confidence radiating from him. Or maybe it was because I was horny and he was just a fucking ridiculously handsome man. Kurt was one of those empirically hot men- the kind you see in Colt magazines or 80’s porn. He was tall. Like a good head taller than me. Swarthy. Muscular. Broad chest and back. Short black hair and a thick beard so dense you could just make out a slash of a mouth in there. A jaw and nose like they’d been sculpted by an LA cosmetic surgeon. A dark pelt of fur covered his substantial chest and taut stomach. Thighs like a Greco Roman wrestler. Was he Italian? Greek? Lebanese? Whatever it was, he was fiercely handsome and built like a fuck tank. That night he was in biker boots, jeans and a leather harness with metal arm bands accentuating his ample biceps. He also had leather wrist cuffs on- like a modern day sex gladiator. As he pummeled the twink, I just stood and stared at him. It was like seeing a unicorn—the kind of guy that never really seemed to exist in real life. The guy pissing eventually left and freed up the trough, but I couldn’t move even though I really had to go. Kurt seemed to sense my presence. Without missing a thrust he called back over his shoulder in a deep voice, “You wanna use him next? I’m just about through.” This sort of snapped me out of it. I kind of stammered a bit and said no, thank you and that I just needed to pee. I moved to the free area next to them, as far to the side as I could manage in order to give them space. I was just freeing my dick from my pants when Kurt looked over. And I made the mistake of looking back. Time seemed to stop as we locked eyes. He stopped thrusting and just stared at me. And I stared back. He was just so beautiful that I felt I should look away. That I wasn’t worth being scrutinized by him. But I couldn’t look away. I was completely immobilized. After what felt like an eternity he spoke. “Don’t piss yet,” he commanded as he continued to stare into my soul. I merely swallowed and nodded my acceptance. Kurt started thrusting again and picked up his tempo, never taking his eyes off mine. Have you ever had a guy look you in the eye while he’s fucking someone else? All that naked lust projected at you. It’s animal. Almost feral. And even though you aren’t being physically penetrated, all of that Alpha energy has a choke-hold on your most primal core. His unblinking stare is daring you to look away from the stolen intimacy. But you won’t look away. You can’t. You are utterly frozen- powerless- waiting until the release of his seed releases his hold over you. Let me tell you. It’s intoxicating. Like nothing I’d ever felt before. It felt like we were in our own time bubble until suddenly he grunts loudly and I know he’s emptying himself into the blissed out twink. He slowly pulls out, gaze unwavering. I finally broke eye contact to look down at the meat that was slowly exiting the twink’s ass. Damn… it was long pullout. A thick, long, glistening cock with a fat, ruddy head eventually popped free of the hole. An enormous PA glinted in the half-light as his cock swung free of its anal confines. I swear Kurt wagged it a bit knowing that I was watching it. I could feel myself blushing. “Now you can piss,” Kurt commanded in a low voice. “Inside him.” My eyes snapped back to him. “Whu- whu- what?” I managed to squeak out. Kurt’s eyes glittered darkly. “Piss. Up his ass. He’s a worthless fuckin’ urinal and I wanna watch you use him as such.” I hesitated. I’d never done anything remotely like this before, and to be honest the whole scene felt like a fever dream. It was all so surreal. Things like this just didn’t happen to me and my brain was shutting down. My skin was hot and felt like it was vibrating. I found myself highly aroused, which disturbed me. It’s like he tapped into some dark sexual side of me that I didn’t know existed but longed to be released. And much like a dream, I felt like I was just being swept along in the story. “Do it. I wanna watch you piss my cum deep into his guts.” I still hadn’t really moved from my side of the trough, my fly undone and my dick out and really needing to piss at this point. Normally I’m pretty pee shy (and also shy about guys seeing my erect dick), but Kurt exerting control was overcoming my shyness and making my cock stiffen regardless. I saw Kurt’s eyes flick down to my groin and then a tug of a grin at the corner of his mouth. “Yeah, you Clark Kent preppy-types. You look like good boys, but there’s always a Superpig hiding just below the surface. All you need is that phone booth.” In a daze I slowly took position behind the twink, and slid my steel-hard dick inside his slick, well-opened chute. I could feel the wet heat of his ass engulf me, but my cock and body was dissociated from my brain. It was like I was watching myself do all of this from beyond myself- aware of it all, but also a bystander. “Fuck him,” Kurt growled. I’m embarrassed to say that I lasted all of perhaps 30 seconds. Kurt, the scene, the fact that this was so beyond the pale for me fairly short circuited my brain. My orgasm caught me by surprise and sort of startled me back to reality. “Oh my god. I just came in him. Without a condom,” I said in a confused whisper. Kurt looked at me with hooded eyes. “Good boy. Now relax that bladder. Fill this urinal up.” Was I really going to do this? I’d just cum inside a random guy at the bar and now I was being asked to piss his ass? All this in the bathroom at the bar on a dead Tuesday night? I could feel myself relaxing into the idea, but also warring against it. The urge to piss was strong and my erection waning, but I was still clenched. Kurt leaned in to whisper. “You’re gonna piss in him… for me. Because I’m giving you permission to give in to your desires. And because you know it will please me.” His hot breath on my neck made me shiver. Or was it merely a pee shiver? Or was it a shiver of my naked desire to please this fucking Alpha sex god? Whatever it was, the last of my inhibitions with the scene fell away and my bladder started emptying into the twink. Something I feel I should mention- I have a big bladder. I’m one of those guys at the movie theater who after the movie lets out, I’m at the urinal for a solid 3 minutes of pissing. Like, the urinals on either side of me will change over at least twice while I’m standing there. I get really self-conscious about it because I always think I might look like a [banned word] or something hanging out in a bathroom. So I always aim for the water so guys can audibly hear that I’m actually going still and not wanking it. (Yeah, I’ve had lots of time to analyze this). After a minute or so, Kurt asks the twink, “He pissing in you?” “Oh god damn yes sir! So much piss sir! I’m getting so full sir!” Kurt looks at me again with a smirk- his glittering, dark eyes raking my very soul. “Good boys.” I eventually finish, and slowly pull out of the urinal kid. “Now clean off his dick,” Kurt tells him. The twink rapidly drops and takes my dick in his mouth and starts sucking me. While this is happening, Kurt is tucking his flaccid equipment back into his jeans and buttoning up. Kurt has washed up and is walking out of the bathroom before I snap out of this weird sex trance. I quickly pull my dick from the twink’s mouth and zipped up. The twink silently resumed his standing post at the trough, awaiting others while I headed for the sink. As I was washing up, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I didn’t even recognize the guy on the other side. What the fuck just happened? I don’t fuck random guys. And I certainly didn’t engage in water sports. Who WAS this person? Had I been drugged? I kind of felt a bit sick to my stomach. But I felt something else too… satisfaction? I splashed water on my face and toweled off before leaving the bathroom. When I made it back to the bar, Kurt was nowhere to be seen. I felt like I needed some answers so I quickly flag the bartender over. “Excuse me, but have you seen a big, burly, dark haired guy who was in a harness and…”. The bartender cuts me off with a harsh, appraising look. “Kurt just left,” he interrupts. “Don’t tell me he’s dickmatized another one?” Another one meaning me. “Oh… no. I just, um, wanted to… talk…to him. Maybe?” The bartender snorted. “Good luck, kid,” he said as he shook his head. “You’re gonna need it.” * * So his name was Kurt, that much I’d learned from the bartender. But where had he come from? Why hadn’t I ever seen him out before? Granted I almost never went to the bars, but still. Someone like him I figure I would have noticed at some point. Or heard about. Or seen online. Or something. Needless to say, I became obsessed with him. Like all-consuming, can’t-focus-at-work obsessed. Every waking moment I was replaying the bathroom scene in my head. My dick was getting raw from jacking off to it. I looked for him on the apps. I looked for him when I was shopping at the grocery store. I started rotating to other gyms in my network to see if I could catch a glimpse of him because he obviously worked out. All to no avail. I also started going to the bar more frequently in the hopes of running into him again. I started to go every Tuesday at the same time as before. But since that wasn’t yielding any results, I started peppering in other nights of the week. And Friday happy hours. I even started asking Charlie (the bartender) about him. As I was becoming a regular, I’d gotten on a first name basis with him. This particular night I plaintively asked, “You seen him recently?” I didn’t even have to give a name anymore as Charlie knew exactly who I was talking about. Normally he’d just roll his eyes at me and shake his head. “Actually, he was in two nights ago,” Charlie told me. Rats! I’d missed him! “And…?” I asked like the needy bitch I was becoming. Charlie looked uncomfortable. “Um, well. He picked up some out of towner, and they left together.” I was crestfallen and Charlie noticed. “Look kiddo. You need to set your sights on a different guy. Kurt is… well, I don’t think he’s a good match for you. I mean, he’s off-the-charts sexy, and you know the fuck would be epic. He’d probably split a little guy like you in half! But he has… issues. And I don’t think he’s exactly your scene. You’d just find yourself used and discarded like a teenage boy’s tube sock. That’s it. “Look. You are cute as hell with a bangin’ little bod on you. And you seem like you got it together, with a good head on your shoulders- at least when it hasn’t been turned by Kurt. You need to put yourself out there and find a nice guy, like yourself. Or even a not so nice guy if you just want sex. You honestly can get yourself any man you want at the drop of a hat!” “I’m not *that* nice,” I replied sullenly. “And evidently I can’t get *any* man.” Charlie just sadly shook his head. It wasn’t until a couple months later that I was at the bar (also on a Tuesday, as it was becoming my regular night) when I saw Kurt again. I almost didn’t recognize him at first. His hair was a bit longer and he was completely clean-shaven. He was also wearing rimless glasses that went with his business-casual drag for the evening. But it was him. It was definitely him. He was leaning up against the bar, beer in hand, in a tight, navy blue polo that looked like it was straining to contain him. He was also chatting with another guy who had his back to me. Kurt was smiling and laughing a little at what the other guy was saying and I felt jealously uncoil in my guts. I positioned myself in Kurt’s line of sight, and tried my best not to stare. It wasn’t working. Kurt wasn’t looking- he only apparently had eyes for this other guy. I drank down my whole beer this way… waiting for Kurt to notice me. Or at least to acknowledge my presence. It didn’t happen. When the other guy finally excused himself to the restroom, I decided it was time to make my move. I walked up to where Kurt was standing and leaned on the bar next to him. “Hey Kurt,” was my opening line. Smooth. He slowly turned to me and then casually tipped his chin down to regard me. His eyes were amber. I wasn’t expecting that. Seconds passed as he stared blankly at me. “Do I know you?” he finally said in a somewhat bored voice. “Um… no. Not exactly… But, um… there was this one time that we….” My voice died on my lips as Kurt’s friend returned. Kurt flicked a dismissive look in my direction and immediately turned away from me and started talking with his friend again. They spoke as if I were invisible. “So—friend of yours?” the guy asked. “Nope. Some rando… He just came up and started talking to me. It was really awkward. So, you wanna get out of here?” “Fuck yeah, daddy, I want my gift! Let’s go!” And then without another look in my direction, Kurt and his “plus one” left for the evening. My eyes stung as I stood at the bar. It was taking a massive effort not to cry right then and there; not like it would have mattered in the mostly dead bar. But still, public bawling over a guy was not high on my to do list. Maybe it was my jealousy, but all I kept thinking was ‘why did he leave with that guy’? I mean, I didn’t think he was all that cute. He was some average, mid-30’s, banker type with a receding hairline and a paunch. Was *that* Kurt’s type? What did he see in him? It was like a gut-punch to the old self-esteem. Eventually Charlie sauntered over, a concerned look on his face. “You ok, kid?” “Charlie, he looked at me like I was something he scraped off his shoe. I haven’t been made to feel like that since high school,” I said. “I mean, what’s that other guy got that I don’t got?” “A death wish,” Charlie mumbled. “What was that?” I asked, curious about his choice of words. “Nothin’ kid. I’m sorry you’re still hung up on him and I know it hurts a bit, but it’s for the best. Hell, they’re called ‘crushes’ for a reason.” He poured me a bourbon and set it in front of me. “Maker’s Mark… for affairs of the heart.” And then he took his leave, so I could nurse the drink, and my wounds, in private. * * After that, I became a bit less of a bar fly and a bit less stalkerish. Kurt still crossed my mind, but now instead of horny, it made me angry. Although I will admit that I found his facebook profile during one of my weaker moments. It was fairly private, so I couldn’t learn much. And it didn’t look like he had posted much in a few years. All I could see were a few pics of him with a guy named Bo who looked like he could be my older brother. However, I had so far managed to resist the urge to request friendship, which I saw as a definite win. I was slowly weaning myself off of Kurt, and getting back to somewhat of a focused life. And it felt good. So a month later when I saw Kurt again, it sort of caught me off guard. Although it really shouldn’t have- as it was at a sex party. Now, let me be clear. Sex parties are not my forte. I’ve only been to like 3 of them, like, ever. And while they are kind of exciting, I think perhaps I give off the wrong sort of vibe or something? Maybe I look too goody two-shoes? Or like I won’t participate? Or I look like I’m nervous (because I am). Whatever it is, I never seem to get laid at them. Maybe a little sucky sucky, but that’s kind of it. Which can be a bit depressing when you see others having loads of fun, so to speak. Anyway, my waning crush on Kurt had left me in a bit of a randy mood- considering I had been so focused on him that I hadn’t had sex in months. So I hit up a friend of a friend of mine whom I knew to have semi-regular sex parties at their fairly large (and sluttily equipped) home. As luck would have it, they were hosting one that coming Saturday evening as a July 4th “Bang Bash” and yes, I was welcome to “cum”. I received an email with directions and timing and rules (along with their strict no drugs policy). And by the time Saturday rolled around, I was fairly well vibrating I was so damn horny. Not wanting to seem too eager, I waited until 45 minutes after the party start time in order to arrive. I didn’t think I could take arriving early and being scrutinized by other party guests. It would make me even more self-conscious than I already am. When I arrived, I was shown where to put my clothes. As I disrobed, I was informed there were about 50 or so guys already there, the basement was in full swing, and that I should head on down. So I quickly got down to my jock, sneakers, and backward Cubs cap. One final check in the mirror convinced me I looked cute enough for this and I made my way downstairs. My glasses fogged briefly as I entered the humidity from the sweaty bodies. You could smell sex and poppers in the air. The basement area was illuminated by red bulbs, some rainbow LEDs and occasional bursts of laser lighting. House music throbbed to provide an ambient noise level to mask some of the fuck noises and lower inhibitions. It was a very heady combo, I’ll admit. I wandered around as I seem to do at such events, never quite sure of where to look or what to do with my hands. I saw several guys standing and/or kneeling as blow jobs were underway all over the place. A couple of guys were fucking in a darkened corner—the slap of flesh keeping time with the music. I watched them fuck for a little while. They were oblivious to my presence. As I wandered more I saw guys making out in groups of 3, 4 and more. There were guys on a couch and bent over chairs. It was a smorgasbord of sex. And then I saw him. His profile was unmistakable as he stood in a small knot of guys surrounding a sling. My stomach clenched and I nearly turned around to go back upstairs. But something made me hold my ground. I could tell that there was a guy in the sling, and that he was being fucked. I was hesitant to go watch- even though I wanted to- because of him. Suddenly a small voice inside me said, “Fuck him! You were invited here. It isn’t his party. You have every right to watch too.” So I made my way over to the sling. And thereby to Kurt. I stepped up to the side of the sling across from Kurt, keeping my eyes glued to the guy fucking the hot, furry, muscle cub who was currently getting his ass well and truly used. I had to will myself not to look over at him, but damnit if I wasn’t going to do my best to ignore that fucker the way he’d ignored me. It wasn’t going to be easy though, because in my peripheral vision I could tell Kurt was staring at me. Hard. Muscle cub by this time had found my cock and fished it out of my jock. He was jacking me and I was quickly wickedly hard. I shifted myself up toward his head so he could suck me while he was getting fucked. I shifted my gaze to the muscle cub’s face as he worked my cock. Anything to hold my attention and to keep me from looking at Kurt. Muscle cub was cute. Blonde. Stocky. Shoulders and arms for days. Nice pecs on him. And seeing him in such a vulnerable position on his back with his legs in the stirrups made my loins stir. I didn’t know if I wanted to do him… or be him. Probably a bit of column A and a bit of column B. Again, it was like I entered a sex trance and I was disconnected from my cock and this activity—I was aware of it but it was like I was dissociated from it all. Plus, I mean, again who *was* this guy who was actually participating at an orgy? Normally I couldn’t even get hard if there was more than one other guy in the room as I was too embarrassed and self-conscious. But tonight it was different. Because he was here. Dimly acknowledged in the back of my brain burned this solitary idea. I wanted to strike back at Kurt. I wanted him to see what I was doing. I wanted him to watch me fucking this guy’s mouth. I wanted to show him I could take pleasure without his permission and without even acknowledging him. In a misguided way, I was trying to wound him like he had wounded me at the bar. Although I honestly had no idea why I believed this would even phase him or where this idea had germinated. All I knew was that fucker was going to notice me and remember me this time. The guy fucking the muscle cub came suddenly—and very demonstrably. The cub pulled off my cock to moan in delight and say “Oh fuck yeah! Breed me!” As my eyes swept to the man emptying himself inside the cub, I stumbled. In a weak moment, I glanced over at him- I swear it was involuntary! And just as if he were medusa, my breath caught in my chest and I was immediately petrified under his gaze. He’d buzzed his hair down to fuzz, and his beard was at that heavier than 5 o’clock shadow stage. He was naked except for his harness. And tonight he wore a steel cock ring which matched the PA. This was the first time I’d seen the full expanse of his body, and my god he was beautiful. Like, everything was just perfectly proportioned. Everything except his fairly enormous cock. As we stared at each other? Waves. My god, the pulsing waves of pure, unadulterated sex that bombarded me from this man were unlike anything I’d ever felt! I could feel the thrum in my skin. Again, I blame the stench of man-sex and poppers and the July heat of the room and the music and pheromones. I didn’t even feel the cub’s mouth on my dick anymore (he’d evidently gone back to sucking me at some point- I honestly hadn’t noticed). I was lost in Kurt’s stare which was a grappling hook in my heart. With a small head gesture from him, I pulled my dick from the cub’s mouth and walked down to the now vacant end of the sling. Still locked into his eyes, Kurt reached out and placed a hand on my shoulder and added a slight pressure downward. I knew what he wanted, and even though I’d never rimmed a guy before, I obeyed. I slowly sank down, and started tonguing the cub’s furry pucker. The heat of his butthole and the tang of semen hit my tongue like a one-two punch, and it shocked me. A fuse blew, and I just started to eat his ass with abandon. The cub was moaning and begging for more, and I could feel him pushing out some of the cum for me. Tasting what he’d collected from these other men in this way drove me into a frenzy. In a hazy way, could tell my brain wanted to analyze what the fuck was going on with me, but I was too busy being swept along in the sexual current of the moment. I felt Kurt’s hand under my chin, gently lifting me upward. Again, he didn’t have to tell me what he wanted. I just knew. I absentmindedly reached for a condom, opened it and rolled it on. I spit on my hand and lubed up, although I didn’t need much. The cub was already well lubricated from several others. While continuing to be held by Kurt’s stare, I slid into the cub and started fucking him. Slowly, I let the sling rock back and forth, feeling the cub’s hot, hairy little hole slide up and down my shaft. Through my stare I was trying to telepathically communicate to Kurt that this is what *I* wanted. I wanted to be in the sling, him to be sheathed inside me— my hole working his shaft. Me giving him my body and giving him pleasure, and taking pleasure in return. During the fuck, Kurt moved closer. I felt his thumb and forefinger encircle my cock at the base as I fucked the cub. I was keenly aware that this was the first time he’d touched me, and I shuddered. On the outstroke, I could feel Kurt using his hand to work the condom up my shaft. Then he lined me up and I thrust back in. Then on the outstroke again, Kurt’s hand working the condom up. By the 4th stroke or so, it was just now at my head. He deftly pulled it off. Without missing a beat, he lined me up again and I slid back inside the cub. Kurt was again directing me as he wanted and I was his slave. He then leaned in close to me again and gruffly whispered, “Now breed him. He’s a cumdump and I wanna watch you give him what he wants.” I obeyed. I grabbed the chains of the sling and looked down at the muscle cub I was using as directed. He really was a cute guy, the kind of “aw shucks” guy it looks like you’d want to date and take home to your parents. At least until you found out he was a dirty, fucking slut. Which right now made my dick that much harder. His hole felt like wet silk on my raw dick. As I was building tempo, Kurt moved up to the head of the sling and tucked his prodigious unit in the cub’s mouth. Only about 1/3 of it fit and the cub was gagging on it. Kurt made eye contact with me again and held it as he grabbed the boy’s head and fucked his mouth. I smirked because I could tell that was doing this for me. He *knew* I would like seeing the cub struggle with his meat. He spoke to the cub next, in a deep voice that seemed to cut through the noise in the room. “Beg for his load, slut. I wanna hear you beg for his cum like the filthy cunt you are.” The cub stopped sucking long enough to start up a litany of entreaties for my seed. “Please breed me! Please cum in me! I wanna feel you load me! I need it! Please! No loads refused! I’m a fucking cum whore and I live to be filled! I want your DNA to be part of me! Knock me up, man!” Hearing the hot stud begging for me to cum was the final push to get the load to boil out of my balls. I buried myself in him and let go. Volley after volley of my pent up seed and frustration throbbed into his guts. “Oh fuck! I feel him cumming! I actually FEEL it!! Fuck that’s a lot! Oh FUUUUUCK!” the cub whimpered. And through all of this, my eyes never left Kurt’s. Even though I had just cum so much that it felt like my balls turned inside out, I was still in a sex trance. I was empty, but now I needed to get filled. I pulled out of the cub and made my way over to Kurt. I figured it was going to be now. This was going to happen. Kurt was still rock hard from our scene and I aimed to be on the recipient end of it. As I approached there was a brief look of confusion which flickered across his face. When I was in front of him, I reached out and grabbed his massive tool. He flinched at the contact, and pushed my hand away. Not to be deterred, I dropped to my knees in front of him and moved to take him in my mouth. He instantly jumped back away from me and barked out, “No.” It was like a hypnotist snapped his fingers and I suddenly found myself naked on a stage in front of strangers. One of the party rules was “consent”. If someone said No or wanted to stop- you stopped. That was the rule. And if you didn’t stop, you were asked to leave or escorted out. So there I was, as it were. Just a boy. Kneeling in front of a boy. Asking him to fuck me. And being patently rejected. It was so “mixed message” after everything that had just transpired that I actually started to laugh. I had so many emotions roiling about that I didn’t know what to do or how to react. Seeing how Kurt looked at me, I was instantly filled with hot shame. Which was then rapidly replaced by seething anger. I stood up slowly and gave Kurt my best “what the everloving fuck” look. He just looked back at me with pinched brows and shook his head. So I walked over to the nearest fuck bench, bent over with dramatic flair, and proceeded to make a show of lubing up my ass. And I aimed to get filled one way or another. And if Kurt wouldn’t do it, anyone else would do. Any and all of them. And that fucker was going to watch them do it. One guy immediately walked up and stuffed his dick in my mouth. I asked for some poppers, took a hit, and went to town servicing him. I was on a mission. During this, I felt a couple different guys walk by and caress my ass. One even fingered my hole a little… but then they would walk away. Nobody seemed to want to fuck me. I kept wriggling my ass and trying to tempt guys, all to no avail. Why was nobody fucking me? Even the guy feeding me his cock didn’t cum and he wandered off. I was prepped. I was ready. I had a muscular, round ass from hours of squats and miles of biking. And I was a pretty darn good bottom from what I’d been told. But tonight I was on a fuck bench island—alone. I was starting to feel pretty despondent, when suddenly I feel a guy’s cock start to nudge around my ass. Finally! I hear the lube bottle open and feel him slick up his dick behind me. A lubed digit briefly slipped in my ass to open me up. And just as the head starts to slip inside me, it stops and pulls out. “What’s your deal, man? I was gonna breed that fine little ass!” “It’s off limits for you. Go fuck the cumdump in the sling.” It was Kurt’s voice. Why the fuck was Kurt was cock blocking? This made absolutely no sense. “Fuck you, man. You don’t own this hole. And this little fucker is begging for a load!” said my would be fucker. “Seriously man, just walk away. He doesn’t want your toxic seed.” Toxic seed? Was the guy poz and was he going to fuck me without a condom? I stood up from the bench. “Dude, are you poz and were you going to fuck me without a condom?” I asked the guy. He looked at me with disdain. “Whatever, dude. It’s a bareback sex party.” And he stalked off. Kurt was standing there with his arms folded over his chest. “Are YOU the reason nobody’s been wanting to fuck me? Have you been cock blocking me this entire time??” I asked him incredulously. “I just saved your ass. Literally and figuratively. You’re in a sex haze and not thinking clearly. Did you really want his dirty dick to load you up with poz cum?” Kurt asked flatly. “Well… maybe I DID!” I retorted like a child. Kurt stared me down until I looked away. “I didn’t think so,” he answered smugly. And this pissed me off. “You know what? I’m out. Thanks for ruining what was turning into a good night. Let’s not keep meeting like this, shall we?” I spat as I walked away from him. I stormed upstairs, got dressed, and left the party. I drove home angry. Hurt. Sad. And … relieved? Relieved that I’d dodged a poz load in my ass all because of Kurt and his apparent conscience. I was more confused than ever about who the fuck this man was. * * I didn’t see Kurt again until the end of summer. And other than occasional angry thoughts about him, I didn’t much think of him during the time after the sex party. The only time he seriously entered my thoughts was during the one hookup I had in the month of August. Looking back, it was painfully obvious I was trying to find a clone of Kurt. The guy was big and dark and muscular—but the connection just wasn’t there. The sex was perfunctory and unfulfilling and left me fantasizing about Kurt while I jacked myself off on the guy. I ate my weight in ice cream afterwards, because feelings. Anyway, I really felt I had turned a corner when Labor Day rolled around. It was time for Tom and Hal’s end of summer pool party. I was in a mood and pretty down on myself, so I almost didn’t go. If Tom wasn’t such a good friend, I’d probably have begged off, coming up with some lame excuse. As it was, I sucked it up, put on the pink speedo that showed off my assets, and headed over. When I arrived, Tom met me at the door- a big shit eating grin on his face. “About time! And man have I got a surprise for you!” and he started singing “Matchmaker” from Fiddler on the Roof. “Oh no. Don’t you remember the last time you tried to set me up? I thought we’d learned our lesson, because *that* went so fucking well,” I admonished. “Look honey. How was I supposed to know he was still married?” he shrugged. “And a sub bottom with a diaper fetish,” I reminded him. “Everyone has little kinks, darling,” he laughed. “Exactly what part of ‘change me! Baby make boom-boom’ did you think I would find endearing?” I asked with a raised eyebrow. Tom waved me off. “This one is different. You are 100% his type, and he is SO yours. I mean, this guy is so EVERYONE’S type. Trust me. This time, this yenta is onto something big. And from what I hear, I do mean BIG!” I sighed and resigned myself to the fact that I had to just go with it. It was just who Tom was. I’d humor him, meet the guy, it wouldn’t work (like all the others because it was seriously like Tom didn’t know me at all or what I liked), and I’d go on my merry way until next time. Tom left me in the kitchen and scurried off to go find Mr. Match, so I made myself a drink. I heard him coming back with someone in tow (Tom was loud) just as I was completing my margarita. I turned around and… yeah. Him. Tom smiles huge and says, “I’d like to introduce you to…” “Kurt,” I finished, my disdain apparent. Tom’s smile falters. “Oh, have you two met?” he enquires. “Oh yeah. On a few separate occasions, isn’t that right Kurt?” Kurt just stood there, looking like he wanted to be anywhere else at the moment. For once he wouldn’t meet my eyes. I took the opportunity to add an extra shot of patron to my marg. “By the way, Tom? You’re wrong about me being his type,” I said in the shittiest voice I could muster. “He actually finds me quite repulsive—that is when he can even be bothered to remember who the fuck I am. So if you’ll excuse me, imma go find your husband and drink. Heavily.” And with that I left them standing in the kitchen. Several drinks and an hour of avoidance later, I was on an air mattress in the pool, trying to relax and soak up the last of the summer sun. I felt the waves gently rock me as someone slid into the pool. A few moments later, a shadow covered me as someone stood next to my float. “Hey,” he said. Because of course it was Kurt. I tilted my head over and opened my eyes. God he was even more beautiful wet. And today he was sporting hair that was a bit longer and just starting to wave a bit, and a full mustache with heavy beard stubble. He was a wet, sexier Tom Selleck. Or Pete Kuzak. It was his best look and it physically hurt me to look at him, so I closed my eyes. “What is it, Kurt?” I sighed. “You’ve successfully managed to suck almost all the joy in my life for the past few months. What are you going to do for an encore? Anally rape my mother while pouring sugar in my gas tank?” He chuckled. “That line is from the movie Clerks. And No. No encore. More like a truce.” I looked at him again. “I was a jerk and I’m sorry,” he said with a shrug. “And I think that for today, on this last day of summer, we should just hang out and… be. Maybe get to know each other in a different space. What do you say?” I thought about it for a good minute. I mean, really thought about it. Do I continue to be butthurt? Or do I just say fuck it and let him off the hook? Even though his eyes held mine again, there wasn’t the heat. Instead they were saying “please”. Which broke me. I relented. “Fetch me another drink, Farm Boy, and we’ll see,” I said. “Fetch it yourself,” he says and then proceeded to dump me off my air mattress into the pool. I sputtered as I came up and he was laughing like a kid and smiling. Smiling AT me. I’d never seen him smile before, not like this. Not directed at me. Being on the receiving end of it was absolutely blinding. Like a million photographer flash bulbs going off. And he had dimples, because of course he did. Fuck me sideways. The next couple of hours in the pool drifted by lazily. We talked about everything and nothing. The Clerks quote had opened things up and we chatted about favorite movies and art and just hung out. Other guys at the party desperately wanted Kurt’s attention, but whenever they would swim up to chat, he would shift over to me. Feeling his bulk casually brush up against my side, or his furry leg touch mine set flame to my skin. One time he even draped his arm across my shoulders possessively and my insides melted. Seriously turned to goo. I slowly reciprocated and put my arm around his expansive back to his waist. This time he didn’t smack it away. It was the first time I was actually touching him after all these months—the heat of his tan flesh under my hand made my heart stutter. I’d had more than a few cocktails at this point, so I was feeling giddy and buzzy, but in a really warm and delightful way. I was also punch drunk from the attention Kurt was paying me. Feeling cocky, I popped back onto a pool float and lay back with my hands beneath my head. “Push me around the pool,” I jokingly command him. “As you wish,” he replied. Fuck me. He did know the Princess Bride after all. I felt his hand move from the float to my side and I felt sure that I was in for another dunking. If that happened, I’d make him pay. But no. We were in the shallows of the pool and he was gently pushing me around- his large hand on my upper rib cage. Then his hand shifted a bit, and I felt his finger on my nipple. At first it just rested there, but instantly the entire focus of my being was concentrated on that little nub of flesh. Then his finger lightly circled it and brushed it. I shivered, and my cock sprang to life in my speedo. “Looks like someone is having a good time,” said Tom cheekily, and I quickly dumped myself off the mattress and into the cool water. I was immediately self-conscious again of being sexual in public and separated myself to the far side of the pool to get my drink. I hear Kurt haul himself out of the water and excuse himself to the restroom. Meanwhile my mind is racing with a million thoughts. What was happening? Was Kurt flirting? Did he actually want me? Did I WANT him to want me? What would we do? Would we finally have sex? My boner would NOT go down as my mind raced down alley after alley of all the things I wanted to do to Kurt’s body. Eventually I was able to quell my visible desire and decided that I too could use a bathroom break. I figured it was also a good time for a drink refresher too. When I looked for Kurt to see if he wanted something from the bar, he wasn’t around. Meh, I figured I’d just surprise him with something and I headed up to the house. When I opened the bathroom door, I’m the one who got the surprise. Kurt was there, leaning against the sink with his dick halfway down Tom’s throat. I think I said something like, “Oops! Sorry” before stumbling blindly away, tears burning my eyes. It was like my heart had been ripped from my chest and crumpled like a ball of foil. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t form coherent thoughts. I had to get out of there and away. Just… away. The next thing I remember was sitting in my car and bawling my eyes out. I’d been duped again and let my guard down. I was smarter than this. And How DARE he have this much power over me! But the truth was he did have that power and it sucked. He’d hurt me again. And the really fucked up thing was, I would probably continue to let him because I was just that pathetic. I felt the passenger side open up and someone crawl in. I figured it was Tom, come to apologize. “You know, Tom? Bathroom doors come with locks for a reason. Mainly so your EX-best friend doesn’t stumble in on you sucking off the love of his life,” I said with as much venom as I could muster. “It’s not Tom… it’s me.” Because of course it was him. And suddenly a switch flipped and I was furious. “Get. The fuck. Out of my car,” I said dangerously. “Seriously. Get out. Get OUT! Fuck you, fucking dick! Did you come to gloat? To Rub it in? Fuck you and your mixed messages. Fuck you for messing with me. Is this a fucking game to you? Is this FUN? Tormenting me? Teasing me and then gutting me to the core? Is THAT what gets you off you sadistic FUCK!” “No, this isn’t a game. And this isn’t what gets me off,” he said quietly. “Then what is it? What the FUCK is going on between us? Why would you come at me with your ‘lets just be’ B.S.? Then proceed to tease me all day? You aren’t blind or stupid—you KNOW what you do to me! You KNOW how I feel about you. You toyed with me deliberately only to go off and fuck Tom’s mouth!” “I didn’t do it deliberately, I honestly just wanted to try to befriend you today,” he mumbled. “And I didn’t go off to fuck Tom’s mouth. He busted in on me jacking off in the bathroom and he just dropped and started sucking. I… I wasn’t thinking clearly at that point…I should’ve stopped him, but….” “But?? BUT WHAT?? Any hole will do, is that it? Anyone’s but MINE?” I shot back. “I… I just really needed… I needed to get off, ok?” “You needed to get off. AT the pool party. Because it couldn’t wait until you got home?” I said incredulously. “Seriously. It couldn’t wait?” “No, it couldn’t wait!” Kurt was becoming visibly agitated and upset now. “Why the fuck not? Seriously, who just jacks off randomly at a party?” “I was doing it to protect you!” he said, his voice escalating in volume. “Protecting me? From whom? Tom?? You thought you’d protect me from Tom’s mouth by FUCKING IT?!?” I shouted back. “I WAS PROTECTING YOU FROM ME, GODDAMNIT!” All the air seemed to go out of the car, and Kurt was shaking. My anger dissipated quickly and my intuition was telling me something important was happening. I turned to Kurt and just looked at him— patiently waiting for some sort of explanation. Kurt wouldn’t look back. He just looked at his hands as he gripped the dashboard. He took a deep, shuddering breath and began. “I was protecting you from me. Being near you today? I thought I could handle it. I saw the way you looked at me at the sex party. How hurt you were and it gutted me. I told myself never again. So when you showed up today, I thought to myself, Kurt? Here’s your opportunity. Here’s your chance to make amends and maybe not be such an asshole. I really thought the best protection for you might be if I were a buddy, you know? Just a buddy who could look out for you and protect you. I thought I could handle it. But christ. Being near you today? Seeing your body? Joking around and hearing you laugh? Touching you? It made me fucking crazy- like I wanted to jump right out of my skin. I tried to tamp it down, God I tried. To just be a normal guy and not… not think with my prick. But you look so goddamn much like him and I couldn’t control myself and my dark thoughts started spinning out of control and I had to stop them. Stop myself. So I went to the bathroom to jack off. To relieve the sexual pressure so that I could maybe go back to just being a nice guy and maybe a friend. If I could just cum it might be enough to get through being near you the rest of the afternoon. But I didn’t lock the fucking door and Tom came in and he just… started sucking… and I just really needed the release or else I was going to do something I would regret so I just let him keep sucking even though I should have stopped him. I know I should have stopped him! It wasn’t his mouth I wanted. But when my demons are released it’s like trying to stop a freight train and then you walked in and everything went to fucking hell ….” Kurt still hadn’t looked at me. And he still hadn’t answered the big question. “Kurt,” I said gently. “Why do you feel you need to protect me from yourself? I’m a big boy- maybe not in stature- but I can make my own decisions. I’ve wanted you to fuck me for a long time.” “Oh you can’t say that! PLEASE don’t say that!” he cried. And tears started to flow from his eyes. “Why not? It’s the truth. I want you like I’ve never wanted any other man before. You electrify me in a way that nobody ever has,” I said as I reached out to touch his leg. He flinched and looked up at me, stricken. “Electrify? As in Charge?? HA!” He laughed mirthlessly as his body was wracked with sobs. “I’m HIV positive,” he finally whispered. “But it’s more than that. Much more. I’m sick. Not HIV sick, but sick in my very soul. I have a darkness in me. A twisted desire to infect other guys with HIV. You asked what gets me off? THAT gets me off. The thought of infecting guys makes my dick hard! Christ! I’m getting hard right now just talking about it and I’m fucking bawling while I bare by soul to you! How fucked up is that?” There was a pregnant pause as he took a deep breath. “And how sick is it that I want to infect you so you’ll be mine forever?” It was barely audible, but I heard it. “Kurt…” I started. “His name was Bo. Love of my life. I was fairly newly poz when we met, and he wasn’t. But we were determined to make it work. I loved him and He knew me, REALLY knew me. Knew my darkness. Knew my fetishes and kinks. My demons. And he loved me anyway. He loved me so much that he begged for me to knock him up. To infect him so we would always be together. I railed against the idea for a long time, and we were always so careful. SO careful! I needed him healthy and whole. But he wore me down. He said he was ready. He PROMISED me he was. That he could handle it and he wanted it and he wanted it from ME. He even told me that he would go get pozzed up from someone else, just to be done with it all. So finally I relented. I let the demons out and I did it. I fucking did it. It took on the first try too, because I’m fertile. And I gotta tell you, man was it hot. It was so goddamn hot doing it. I loved every fucking second and being the one to make him poz. Fuck, it blew my mind. When I bred him that night it was like all my love emptied into him too. Only he lied to me. He wasn’t ready for it. His family found out and they disowned him. Some of his friends turned on him and called him a fool for not being safe and stupid for being with me. They abandoned him. His conservative job found out and canned him. He lost health insurance. It was all so messed up. But I thought we were working through it all ok. We had each other and I loved him and that was enough right? But he got depressed. Really depressed. I came home one day… I came home…and… I’m the one who found him.” Kurt had tears just streaming down his face now- cathartically releasing all the pent up emotions that must have been eating away at him. “Bo is dead because of me. The love of my life died because I can’t control my sick desires. I was weak and he is dead. And I vowed never again. Not with someone that I care about. And then you walk into a bar bathroom, the spitting image…” “But Kurt, we can still do stuff. Be intimate. All this doesn’t make me want you less, if anything I want you more now. We can be safe….” I offered. “Safe? With me there IS no ‘safe’. You’ve seen me in action, when I’m amped up. I’m a fucking pig with a big cock and a bigger sex drive. Once the demons are loose, there’s no stopping them. You say “safe” but you don’t understand. You don’t KNOW. I’m telling you even now sitting here, after all this, I still want to infect you. I see you and I am overcome with desire. I want you so badly that I can’t focus. You are so beautiful and sexy and I want nothing more than to tear up that meaty little ass of yours. I want to fuck you so hard you bleed. I want to fuck you until your spine cracks and your spleen is bruised. I want you whimpering as I cum so deep inside that it will never come out. And then I want to do it again and again and again until you convert. Then we’ll be a matched pair and I’ll own you for life. You say ‘safe’. How do you think you’ll be safe with me? I’m way bigger than you. You don’t stand a chance. Don’t ask me to pull out, because I won’t. You think you’ll be safe if I use a condom? Don’t you think that at some point my dark side will win and I’ll sabotage the rubber so my seed leaks into you? Or I sneak it off and stealth you? Or drug you and then rape my poz load into your ass? God, my cock is hard right now just talking about it! With me there IS no such thing as safe, don’t you see? That’s why I’m telling you all this. That’s why I let Tom suck me. That’s why I pushed you away at the sex party. That’s why I pretended not to know you at the bar even though I wanted nothing more than to ditch that other guy and take you back to my place to destroy you. That’s why I sprinted home that first time at the bar. It’s me… protecting you… from me. Before I can’t control myself and it’s too late.” We sat quietly in my car, the only sound an occasional sniffle from him as we sat amid the enormity of everything he just unloaded. My mind was reeling from his revelations and his stark honesty. There was so much conflict going on inside me. My feelings for him. My attraction. His status. His dark fetish. His struggle. But above it all, just being in the car with him had me vibrating. My guts were a knot and… And suddenly, I was calm. In a moment of clarity, I knew what I was going to do. Kurt spoke again, dejectedly. “I know this was… a lot. And I’m sorry. I truly am sorry. Please understand that I think you are so… so beautiful. But you deserved to know. And now maybe you’ll understand I can’t see you again.” His hand moved to the door handle. Before he could make another move, I launched myself at him, grabbed his face, and kissed him. I wish I could say it was one of those beautiful, perfect moviestar kisses—it wasn’t. He’d been crying. I’d been crying. There were residual tears and snot. I came in too hot and our teeth sort of clacked together. It wasn’t pretty. But it was also fucking hot as hell. It started off with me ramming against him and him sort of yelping as I startled him. His body was tensed like a clock spring. I kept our lips pressed together unmoving- waiting to see what he was going to do. Suddenly the fight seemed to go out of him and he relaxed. Then our kiss morphed into a gentle “I see you, Jake Sully” kiss. And then it deepened, and turned more urgent until we were two horny teenagers making out in a car. And I gotta say—the stache and stubble combo? Holy fuck. Feeling his stubble rake across my jaw lit me on fire. Kissing Kurt in this moment was the most intimate, most sexual thing I think I’d ever done with another man in my life. It also felt I was kissing a brewing storm… and I never wanted to stop. As my hands wandered down to his straining groin, he suddenly stopped and pushed me away. “Fuck, this is what I was afraid of! I am barely hanging on, here. We have to stop.” “Have you heard of PReP,” I asked him breathlessly. “Sure,” he nods. “Well, I’m on it. And I triple dog dare you to try to get me pregnant, Kurt.” He closed his eyes then. “Drive,” he commanded as he fastened his seat belt. * * We drove to his condo in a blur. I drove fast, but not so fast as to get a speeding ticket (or DUI). He wanted to fuck me at his place because it was set up with everything that we would need. I honestly don’t remember getting from the parking garage to his unit. Once parked we were on each other again with reckless abandon. We managed to get out of the car, but he pushed me up against it- his hands all over my body. He ended up going down on me as I leaned against the car- my synapses shorting out as I felt his mouth take me inside. Then I tried to return the favor, but the 0 gauge PA kept clattering against my teeth which really bothered me. We stopped so he could unscrew a ball and take it out for me. I sucked his dick briefly in the elevator- I didn’t care if there were security cameras. Let them fucking watch me service this god’s dick! I just needed to feel him in my mouth. His dick is fucking enormous. Two and a half hands worth and my fingers didn’t touch around it. Big fucking head like a pit viper. He probably was going to fuck me in half with it, and I was beyond ready to surrender to it. Eventually we got to his condo and he had me go prep using his shower shot while he got the place ready for me. I did as I was told and made sure to spend a little extra time, as I knew he would be going extra deep. I stepped out of the bathroom into a dimly lit scene. “Come here,” I heard him say in his deep, sex voice. My feet were instantly compelled forward to the bedroom. He had a blood red light bulb in the bedside lamp, to set the mood. He had a sling set up, suspended in one corner from eye bolts in the ceiling. One of the walls had a large mirror there so you would be able to watch yourself during, were you so inclined. And the wall opposite the foot of the king sized bed had a 60” TV mounted on an articulating arm, so porn could be watched at any time. And he had filthy porn playing—lots of biohazard symbols everywhere. As I stepped into his den of iniquity, our eyes met and he said, “Last chance, bud. Or abandon all hope.” I walked up to him, staring deeply into his eyes. I feel that familiar sex trance coming on and this time I welcomed it fully. With that all my inhibitions fell away and I felt free. I knew Kurt wouldn’t judge me and anything was on the table. I chose my next words deliberately. “So, that guy that you were talking with that night at the bar when you pretended not to know me? Did you poz him?” I saw Kurt’s nostrils flare as his eyes glittered in the red light. “Yes. Yes I did.” “Tell me,” I say. “What’s to tell? He was a dumb fucking bug chaser. I found him on BBRT and told him I could help him out. He met me at the bar after work. I brought him here and gave him what he wanted.” “And what he wanted was your toxic seed. Did it take?” I asked. I knew my questions were goading Kurt on and getting his demons going. “Oh yeah. I told you—I’m fertile. He called me two weeks later to tell me he got the fuck flu. He was so happy.” “And was it a good fuck? Did you enjoy breeding him? Did it satisfy you?” I asked. “It was ok. He’d been chasing for awhile but everyone’s pretty well controlled these days so infections are rare. And he really wanted it so it didn’t feel like much of a challenge. It’s sort of hotter when the guy doesn’t want it, or doesn’t know he wants it.” Kurt’s cock was so hard at this. That’s when I noticed he’d changed his PA. The one in now was a curved barbell of sorts, but there were conical spikes screwed onto the ends. Kind of like what you’d see on a dog’s collar. I reached down and fingered it lightly. His cock jumped at my touch. “Is this your weapon of choice for my guts tonight?” I asked. “You triple dog dared me to get you pregnant. I aim to keep my record intact,” he growled. “So, about a month before I ran into you at the bar, Charlie told me he’d seen you with some random guy from out of town and that you’d left with him. You get him pregnant, too?” Kurt chuckled. “You keeping tabs on me?” he asked. “Just some light stalking. You know I’m obsessed with you.” Kurt reaches up and starts lightly stroking my nipples. My nipples are hard wired and with his touch, bolts of electricity coursed through me and made my dick jump. “I honestly don’t know if I got him pregnant or not- it’s definitely possible since I gave him a double dose. I may get a two-fer if his wife pops poz too.” “Fuck, really?” I asked. Even though I had started out as just playing a role to turn Kurt on, hearing him talk this way was getting me very turned on. Was I a secret chaser? Or was I just some sex pig that had finally found someone to help me realize my true self?” “Yeah. The guy was in town on a business trip. Married. To a woman. He was at the bar because he was bi-curious, the stupid fucker. Had cheated on his wife a few times with guys but only bottomed twice before. Such an easy pickup! He took me back to his hotel room so I could be his third time. Man, he was definitely not prepared for my cock. He cried while I fucked him.” “And you got him to risk it and go bareback?” I asked, definitely curious at this point. “Not at first. He insisted on a condom because he was ‘married’. But I deliberately didn’t use enough lube. I wanted to rough him up a bit and also possibly have the condom pop. That happens sometimes due to my size and my… vigor. Whoops.” He grinned and I had to laugh at the way he said it. “Unfortunately, the condom held, but he was really crying and it was tearing up his ass something fierce because fuck he was tight, so I told him it would feel better skin to skin. I had him take a hit of poppers, stripped off the condom, lubed up, and slid right back in. “I stealthed him quick before he came to his senses. And then kept going to make sure I massaged that load into him. As I was working up load 2 he did ask me not to cum in him. I said ‘Why change things now?’ and shot a second load deep. That’s when he kind of freaked out a bit and kicked me out of his hotel room.” “Was this a good fuck?” I asked, as I moved behind him and knelt to tongue his butthole. As soon as I made contact in his furry crack, I went into overdrive. He moaned. “Fuck yeah! There’s nothing better than breeding a married “straight” guy. I love it when the guy struggles to take my cock. I like it when they cry too- feels more like rape, even though they never ask me to stop. And I love sending them on their way with my little gift. Their cheating asses are getting what they deserve. Plus it’s hot thinking that they might pass it on to their wives or to some other guys along their path of sexual discovery.” “I have a question for you,” I say, pausing in my rimming. “At the sex party, why didn’t you just let that guy fuck me and breed me? Maybe I would have popped poz and all this conflict would have gone away.” Then I dove back into his perfect ass. “I thought I already answered that. I needed to be the one to do it so that you’re mine forever. I couldn’t let some other guy have that honor. Not with you. Especially when I could stop it. Do you know how many poz guys I chased away from your hole that night? At least 5. The last guy was definitely toxic, although you would have liked his dick.” I stopped rimming him and stood up. I stood on tip toes and whispered into his ear. “I think it’s time for you to impregnate me. Give me my first dirty dick.” Kurt kissed me fiercely then. It wasn’t like the first one in the car, or even the parking garage—this WAS a Hollywood kiss. Longing and long-denied desire pouring out in a flood between us. I’ve never been kissed like that by anyone before—or since. All I knew was that my mind was fried and I was complete his now and forever and all I could think was “dick dick dick… in in in…. now now now… “. He picked me up deftly, and placed me into the sling. My feet were placed in the stirrups and cinched in snugly. He looked down on me with unbridled lust, and I’m sure I looked back with equal amounts. He bared his teeth and chuckled menacingly. “You stupid fucker. Your ass is mine now. I’m gonna give you my AIDS.” “Stop talking and fucking do it already,” I goaded. He let out a fierce growl and lubed up his dick. Then he lubed up my hole, making sure to roughly finger the lube into me. Then I felt his cock head and the sharp PA resting against my pucker. I sucked in a sharp breath in anticipation. He tossed me some spray poppers and a cloth. “Here, you might want to try these. I’ll do you a solid and wait until you’re flying.” “I want you to know something,” I said as I uncapped the spray can. “I’m not going to be like that businessman. I’m not going to cry. I’m not going to beg for you not to cum in me. I’m not as innocent as I seem and I don’t need your mercy. I’m tough. And I’m a greedy fucking bottom who lusts for big cock. I need this. I need YOU. I think I’ve needed you my whole life. And my body is yours to destroy as you see fit.” I hit the spray poppers and soon my head fuzzed and everything got warm and tingly. I felt a sharp pinch as he entered me, and then discomfort as his girth slowly slid inside. I figured Kurt was just going to fucking pound me until I passed out, but no. He slow fucked me. He worked his enormous tool back and forth inside me, stopping when it started nudging my second ring and then sliding languorously back out. A couple times he pulled all the way out with a sharp plop (which I admit stung a bit) before pushing slowly back inside. I’m not gonna lie, what he was doing was feeling fucking incredible. So much cock was in me and I felt so stretched! But there was also the added sensation of the metal dragging in my guts. And then there was his gaze. I could almost taste his lust. “I thought you were going to fuck me,” I growled. “Patience, young padawan,” he said. “I’m just tilling the soil for my seed. There’s a method to my madness, you’ll see. I can’t just ram you with this particular PA in. It’s kind of uncomfortable for me and the cones tend to come loose. One time I lost the whole thing inside a dude’s shitter- now that was interesting breeding session. Also, I’ve been cautioned by the piercer that with my size, this type could get caught deep in your colon and hook us together in a rather compromising position. And that wouldn’t be very much fun now, would it?” I shook my head. “Plus we can’t risk damaging that beautiful baby-maker you got,” I agreed. “You like it?” he says cockily as he flexed it inside me causing me to gasp. “It’s the biggest dick I’ve ever taken and its going to ruin me forever for all other cock,” I told him quite sincerely. “Oh, its’ going to ruin you all right.” He grinned wickedly. He popped out again, and started removing the PA. “You should be good and scraped up now. Plenty of places for my seed to latch,” he said matter of factly. “And now the real fucking begins.” He relubed and I hit the spray poppers again, just in time to get fuzzy before his onslaught. I know everyone is now expecting a merciless rape of the sabine women scene, but it wasn’t like that. He was definitely all about taking his pleasure, but not at the expense of mine. He re-entered me fairly slowly and when his dick came to my second ring, he patiently worked me open until he could get all the way inside. Then he short stroked himself deep in there in order to make sure I was good and open for his dick before he started giving it all to me with force. And for me? Nobody had ever fucked me this deep before. And definitely nobody that I was so in tune with. I literally don’t remember some of the fuck once he got going, because I was riding wave after blissful wave. I was having anal/full body orgasms left and right from the way his cock was hitting inside me. I’m pretty sure I was making loud, guttural noises and probably scaring his neighbors. I honestly don’t know how long he had been fucking me before I regained my voice. 20 minutes? 2 hours? It was all a blur. But he was buried in me and grinding when I decided to ask for more. “Kurt? Will you put in the big PA for me? The 0 gauge that you had in the night we met? I’ve never been fucked by one and I need to feel it.” “You sure? Because it will probably bruise your sigmoid colon a bit,” he said with a touch of concern. “Yeah, I’m sure. I wanna be able to feel you inside me for days after this fuck.” He pulled out slowly and went to his dresser. This was a captive bead PA and he had bought the special tool for popping the ball in and out. With an audible snap, I knew it was in and that I’d soon be feeling it. “This is more than I could have hoped for,” he said during the lull in our fucking. “You’re taking me like a champ, and I’ve already been leaking tons of precum into your cunt. This is the hottest sex I’ve ever had and you’re helping me edge up one massive load. You’re so getting infected. I don’t care if you are on Prep—it’s not going to be able to save you after this.” “Promises, Promises,” I joked. “Now, play with my nipples as you enter me and get ready to see stars.” It took a bit to get the 0 gauge in me, but in me it went. All the way in me. And yeah, I felt it. The heavy weight of it moving inside me as he thrust into me. The pleasure pain as he drove that ring and ball repeatedly into my second ring. He did work my nipples as he fucked me now, and my hole went crazy on his dick. This set up a steady litany of accolades from him, where extolling my virtues as a professional bottom cock pig. I could tell we were nearing the finale at this point, and truthfully I wasn’t exactly sure how much more my guts could take. Poppers were failing to dull the pain he was punching into me now. “Look at me Kurt,” I commanded. And our eyes locked one last time. “I… I’m pretty sure I love you,” I stammered while staring intently at him. “It was love at first sight. From that first moment our eyes met in the bathroom, I knew. I just… knew.” Kurt was fucking me hard now. “It was inevitable. We were always going to end up here, right here. With you trying to knock me up. Because this connection of ours would not be denied.” His hands were fiercely gripping my hips and he was literally throwing my ass onto his dick. His groin slamming into me with abandon with smacks echoing off the concrete walls in his condo. “You know how much I love you, Kurt?” I grunted out between thrusts. “No. Tell me,” he ground out. “You know how I told you I was on PrEP?” I said, through gritted teeth. “I lied.” He came in me then. With a guttural moan that was somewhere between triumph and anguish, he came. Deeply. And hard. He was planted all the way up inside me when he launched volley after volley after volley of his charged semen into me. And I felt it. Not just the throbbing of his cock up inside me where no man had ever been, but I felt his cum. I felt the shots hit inside. The wet heat. All of it. And somewhere during his orgasm I had my own. My own prodigious load shot everywhere. I felt it hit my face, but it painted me from chin to navel. When he finally stopped cumming (like 2 minutes later, his cock still up in my second ring), he looked down at me with something that looked like sadness in his face. “Is it true?” He asked. “Is it true that I love you?” I said, playing dumb. “Absolutely. I’ve been head over heels for you for months. Since I first saw you.” “No, I mean… the PrEP thing. Is it… true?” I looked at him and shrugged. “Yeah, it’s true. I’m not on it. Never was.” Kurt started breathing rapidly and he started to shake a bit. “Oh god. You LIED to me! No no no! Fuck! This is going to be Bo all over again! I can’t handle that. Fuck, what have I done? Oh god, I never should have…” “Hey!” I snapped, and Kurt stopped. “You didn’t do this. I did. I chose. I decided that I wanted you to own me forever, so I let this happen. No. I MADE this happen. And if I had changed my mind, I would have stopped it. It *is* possible to stop Mr. Ferris Buehler, you know.” This elicited a small smile from him. “I’m sorry I lied to you. I won’t do it again. Ever. I promise.” I looked deeply at him so he could see my earnestness. “Ever. And although I look like him, I’m not him. You gotta trust me on this.” He nodded. I was still on my back in the sling and he was still in me at this point, and my load was starting to run everywhere. So, I scooped up what I could from by chest and belly and held it out to him. “If your fertileness is to be believed, this is my last neg load. Take it,” I said. “It’s always the Clark Kent types,” he said with a snort. And without breaking eye contact, he lowered his head to my hand and lapped up my cum. Then he held my hand while he slowly sucked each of my fingers clean. “How’s it taste, big guy?” The corners of his mouth twitched a bit before answering. “Positively delicious.” “OH MY GOD YOU DID NOT!” I guffawed. “What?” he shrugged. “If you can quote cheesy movie lines to me, then I’m gonna make puns so bad they’ll give you AIDS.” And then he smiled at me. And it was blinding. * * After our breeding session, he carefully removed my feet from the stirrups and I wrapped my legs around him tightly. Determined to keep him planted inside me forever. He lifted me out of the sling (with my help) and we maneuvered to his bed. With much shuffling and grunting, we managed to scooch all the way up, until I had a pillow under my head, and he was laying with most of his weight on top of me. We kissed slowly and deeply like this for a long time. As we were resting (he was STILL in me, although my hips were starting to cramp at this point), I started thinking about a positional change. “Hey, when do I get to fuck you?” I asked. “I don’t get fucked, I fuck.” He stated. “Although if I were to get fucked, it would be you. You seem to know what you’re doing.” “And you seemed to enjoy watching me fuck those guys,” I said. “I enjoyed MAKING you fuck those guys. There’s a difference. Although I’m sure they liked it. A hot fucker like you dicking them down? Plus you got a pretty good dick on ya for a little guy. Not as good as mine but….” I smacked him and he playfully said “ow”. He chuckled while I made my hole dance on his dick a few times. I grabbed his face and looked at him. “You know, I think I’ve always been a pig. Or more accurately a pig-in-waiting. I was just so focused on being the good boy that everyone wanted me to be. Always so tentative. Afraid to cut loose. I guess I was in some pretty deep denial. Until you. Then it was all ‘Suuuuper Piiiiig’. I guess that makes you my phone booth.” “What’s a ‘phone booth’?” he asked in mock seriousness. It was right after this that I was brought up short by a sudden and paralyzing thought. Once again, my insecurities were rearing their ugly head, and my mind started running unchecked down dark alleys. “Kurt… if you do manage to seroconvert me, is that it then? Party’s over? You move on to another hole and we just become buddies that wave to each other at the clinic or…” my voice trailed off, suddenly fearful. He looked at me like I was an idiot and shook his head. “God I love pozzing up stupid guys! Mwa-ha-ha-ha!” a said with a fakey, evil laugh. Then his face got serious. “Weren’t you listening, silly? I said I wanted to poz you so that I would own you forever. Forever doesn’t mean for the two weeks of daily breeding until you get the fuck flu.” This time it was my turn to nod that I understood. “Daily breeding, you say?” I said, slowly cocking an eyebrow. “With an ass like yours? At least,” he growled as he snuggled into my neck. “Oh! I just had another thought,” I said cheerfully. “Oh god. Is *this* how it’s going to be with you? You ‘thinking’ all the time, asking dumb questions and interrupting snuggies?” he smirked. “Oh, I think you’ll like this one. So, once I pop poz and before I go on meds, how would you like to watch me knock up some guys? I’m thinking maybe like a nice, dumb 18 year old high school jock. Get him good and pregnant before his college career?” “Am I answering your question?” he asked, as his cock rapidly started swelling in my soon to be destroyed (again) ass. And then we kissed. And five very positive years later, we’re still kissing.

Drew awoke to a sharp pain; he was getting fucked again by a thick dick. The guy had slipped in while he was napping. Drew could not see but this guy was 28 years old and stood 6’3 blonde with blue eyes and some tats and a huge club of a dick 10” and thick with a PA. Drew was whimpering and begging him to stop but the guy kept calling him the straight whore. Fucking slut for dick tonight, the real entertainment for the club. Although Drew could hardly think he kept begging the guy to stop and wondering what the fuck was the club. There were more guys, Drew asked if the guy fucking him was the last one and the guy fucking him laughed and said the night was just beginning little whore. The guy picked up the pace and started breathing heavy and shot his load in Drew. Fuck yea, the guy said. That ass was a hot as the guys said online. What the fuck, online? They info about me online? He started to try to get out of the restraints again but soon realized he was making no progress, he stopped when the door opened again. The guy just stood there, Drew wondered what was next and then he felt a hand on his ass, then another hand then the guy licked and at Drew. Sucked on his little hole and make Drew start moaning. Fuck that is one sweet pussy the guy said, then he ate it some more and then lubed up two finger and worked it inside Drew. Drew kept moaning as the guy finger fucked him. The guy had long skinny fingers, he pulled them out and slide a shard between them and slipped them back into Drew and spread them, so the shard fell, and finger fucked him more and then pulled out and repeated it with a second share and a third finger. He fingered fucked Drew for another five minutes and pulled out and lubed up his 7.5 by 9 cock and pressed it against Drew’s hole. Drew was spinning and the guy slowly pressed, and Drew felt some pressure and some pain as the dick head pressed Drew’s ass lips apart and stretched his ass ring. The guy kept constant pressure and Drew started to realize how big dis dick must have been for him to feel this much pressure and pain and the guy slapped Drew’s ass and barked open the fuck up. The slap and his gruff tone started Drew and the guy kept pushing and soon Drew’s ass gave way and the guy slide inside two inches. Good Pig, now open the rest of the fuck up. The guy kept sliding a out a little and then pressing hard inside Drew and soon he had another inch and five minutes later another. This went on for 20 minutes and soon the guy changed his tone and said there you go little straight boy pig. I knew you could take me. Drew was now just moaning in a painful but guttural way, the guy kept slow fucking him a little pull out and then sliding in and after another five minutes Drew relaxed enough for the guy to pull out almost to the tip and then slide back in and pick up the pace and ten minutes later slide all the way inside Drew and grunt and say fuck yea. Love that fucking cunt. The guy stayed inside Drew as his body shook and he unloaded the last of his load and then he lubed up a butt plug and slowly pulled out and filled Drew with the plug as he told him what a good pig boy he was. Then Drew heard the door and the guy left. Drew was still pinning and wondered how long this could go on. Drew hard the door and then the guy came in and gave Drew a drink, it was more punch and he told drew to drink up. Drew was thirsty and drank it all and then the guy put another straw up to Drew’s mouth and Drew drank that too, it was a different flavor and it tasted sweet and salty. Drew’s head was spinning, and he soon passed out. Once he had two guys came in and unfasted him and carried him to an open area. He was put up on sling and fasted in. His blindfold was removed, and a hood was placed on his head where only his mouth and nose where visible. He was cleaned up and the butt plug was removed allow Drew’s hole to close and tighten up. Caged his dick for this next round, the kid had Tina dick, so it was easy to lock it up. After Drew was dried off, in red marker one of the guys wrote – Straight whore for tonight. Cum in his ass – Use the whore. Drew lay there for 30 minutes and began to stir as guys started to come in and touch his body. Drew began to tingle all over and moan some and ask where he was. The guy had been instructed not to speak to Drew so no one answered but the hands continued to explore and rub his nips, body, chest, legs, stomach and balls. They guys were told to leave his ass alone too. Guys would feel him up and leave and there always seemed to be four to six guys around him at any time. More then 50 guys had come in. Guys the announcer called out as the music died down. You have all been invited due to your generous support to watch the destruction of a straight boy. Drew was drugged out of his mind, he wanted to leave and to get up, but he was fastened in and uttered no, not me. The few guys who heard him laughed and the announcer began to introduce the rest of the cast. We have a few new cast members but let me start with our returning stars. Nigel is back from South Africa with his 10” monster BBC, Devon with his 8” thick beer can dick, Stephan with his 11” driller and our new cast members are Jamun Latin dream with his fat uncut 10.5-inch dick, there was a pause and the announcer said, guys I know you are excited as cheers would irrupt after each guy was announced and would enter the room. There are two more the announcer said, and you each where given a paper and each of our starts has a number. Once I announce the final two stars you will pick the two you want to see Double Penetrate our little straight whore. The crowd roared and once that calmed down the announcer introduced Ike the 12” Iron dick and Michel the thickest dick alive out he was soft, and it was as thick as the beer can dick soft. The guys gasp and then clapped, and everyone began to cast their votes. Then the announcer said he is right over there. Check out the merchandise to the entertainment for tonight. One by one they headed over to drew and began to play with him and Stephan the driller leaned Drews head and began to slide his dick in the boy’s mouth. They started playing with Drew’s nipples and Jamun squatted and started eating at Drew’s ass. This went on for five minutes until Jamun got up and lubed up his dick and pressed it against Drew’s hole and slowly slide his big dick inside Drew. Drew tried to pull away, but the guy had Drew’s head and began fucking his throat. Jamun’s big dick was disappearing in Drew. He was calling him a straight whore and telling him what a great pussy he had. He fucked him for five minutes slowly and then picked up the pace and long dicked him till he shot in Drew ten minutes later. Driller left Drew loose and Drew gasped for air. Driller went around and slide his dick as far as he could into drew, it was almost full length. Then he pressed and it popped in the rest Drew did not have a dick in his mouth and he was able to utter no before Nigel grabbed his head and slide his dick inside Drew’s mouth and throat. The guys like watching Drew take that BBC down his throat and they seemed to know he was next in Drew’s ass. Stephan fucked Drew deep for a long time and after twenty minutes he finally shot a load in Drew’s ass. Nigel pulled out of Drew and went back to use his ass and shoved his dick inside forcefully making Drew scream before Devon shoved his beer can dick inside Drew’s mouth shutting him up and muffling the rough deep fucking, he was now taking from Nigel the crowd cheered and encouraged Nigel saying fuck that straight boy, breed his fucking ass. Make him the whore we all know he is. Nigel shoved his dick in deep past Drew’s second ring and shot his load as his body shook and he make a deep guttural noise and then slowly withdrew his huge dick. Devon kept his dick in the boy’s mouth while Iron Dick the 12” hard like a rock dick slowly slide inside Drew. The guy started out gentle and he slowly slide inside Drew till he got to his second ring and then applied gentle pressure pushing inside and then slowly pulled out and he kept this up for five minutes getting Drew’s second ring used to opening up and then once he felt Drew was sufficiently open he began long dicking Drew and harder then before and he motioned for Devon to unplug the boy as he pushed the sling forward and then let Drew impale himself on his Rock hard dick. Drew was crying by now, begging him to stop as the guy said boy you have one deep cunt and soon you will have one wide cunt. Best kind of boy cunt, wide and deep. He stopped the sling and pressed deep into Drew and leaned down like he was going to whisper and said boy you want me to come don’t you so this will stop. Yes, Drew screamed out and the guy laughed and said boy you better home I don’t cum the big dick right beside you are going to stretch you out. Devon slapped Drews face with his meat and the boy just cried more. This drew cheers from the crowd and Iron dick begin fucking Drew for another five minutes and then shot his load deep inside the boy. The crowd went wild, the loved the way he fucked, and he tore up the boy’s ass, but it meant that Devon and the even bigger guest were going to fuck Drew. Devon moved to the boy’s hole and put his fat thick head on the hole and although Drew had been stretched it did not slide in. Devon lubed it up more and pressed it harder and nothing and he began fingering him two and three and finally four. Then when he tried to fuck him again the head popped in and Drew lost his breath. Then started saying no, please no! Devon steadily pushed into Drew and Drew finally passed out from the pain. Devon after some work and lots of pressure finally got all the way inside Drew and began fucking him slowly till Drew relaxed his cunt and Devon began enjoying the fuck. Twenty minutes in Devon begin panting and shoved his dick in and shot his load. Drew began to come to as Devon shot and then slowly pulled out. Devon looked at This huge even thicker dick leaking on Drew’s lips as the guy jacked his hard dick and then walked around and took Devon’s spot and pressed again Drew’s hole and Drew tried to say no but Devon was making him clean up his dick. The guy pressed and moved several times to change his angle and he finally grabbed the sling and pulled it onto his dick and Drew’s hole gave way and that fat dick popped inside him. The guy slow fucking him and press to the right and left stretching Drew. Inch after inch until he lodges his super thick dick inside Drew. Devon pulled out and Drew could only say fuck, fuck that is way to big fuck. The guy flexed his dick for Drew and all you could hear was a little moan from Drew and then no take it out. The guy started to pull out and then solely pushed it back in as Devon whispered in Drew’s ear. Baby, he is already inside you just take him. Drew shook his head no as the big thick dick moved slowly in and out of his stretched-out love cannel. Devon was handed some poppers and he fed them to Drew. Drew began to spin and his hole relaxed some and the guy started fucking him with some more speed and Devon feed the boy more and more poppers and then without much notice the guy fucking him shot his load deep inside Drew but left his dick inside Drew until he shrank in side and then pulled out. Drew lay there spent while the guy cheered and called him a slut, whore, cunt, cum dump etc.

He sat waiting in the auditorium. It was his fifth audition in a month. He needed work and he kept getting rejected. Jason was 30 years old. 'Old' in the world of stage performance. He was 5 foot 9, 130 pounds, grey eyes, with dark brown hair, ripped and shredded. The guy on stage was messing up his lines. Yet he had that twinky look, a smile that could melt any man or woman. When the guy finished his audition it was Jason's turn. Afterwards he was walking out to his car. The young twink was on his phone texting and walking. He walked into Jason and knocked him over. 'Hey, watch out where your going grandpa!' Jason couldn't believe this guy. He was the one not looking where he was going. 'Are you okay? What a little cunt.' The director was helping Jason up. He had the most intense hazel eyes. He easily lifted Jason from the ground. He was 5foot7, well built, with big biceps, salt-and-pepper hair, probably in his late forties. His jeans was tight. Jason could see the outline of his cock. It looked thick. 'Jea what a tool. Thanks' Jason felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. Shit! He wss going to be late! It was his friend Ted's birthday and he was going to meet some of their friends at a local gay bar. 'I have to go, have a birthday party to go to. See you around.' The man said goodbye and Jason walked to his bike. Jason got to the bar. They were drinking shots and having a good time. A group of guys came in. It was the director and some of his buddies. Their eyes met. It seemed like an eternity that they were staring at each other. Jason only looked away when one of his friends told a particularly funny joke and everyone laughed. He went back to his conversation with his friends. A waiter arrived at their table and delivered a drink to Jason. The waiter said the drink was from a guy at the bar and pointed to the director. Jason went over. He had to thank him. 'Hi, I didn't expect to see you here. Thanks for the drink. I'm Jason'. 'Its a pleasure. I'm Greg. I know you're name. Both of us were at the audition today and I can't forget your performance' Jason felt flattered but he didn't want to get his hopes up. 'So how is the party? Enjoying yourself?'. ' It's okay. And you? Are you also here with friends?'. 'We were actually going to go to a house party. We were just here for pre drinks. But when I saw you I knew I had to buy you a drink. Would you like to come over to my place for a drink?' The way he was smiling and his eyes lured Jason in. 'Sure, let's go'. He smiled back. Greg got an uber. Jason climbed in. He was a bit nervous. He didn't usually hook up randomly. In the past he was in 2 monogamous relationships. The drive was silent and it wasn't long until the uber came round a bend. It was a seafront villa in Sea Point. It was massive. Greg climbed out first and opened the door for Jason. He walked Jason in. They went to the spacious living room. There were lots of paintings against the wall. A projector and screen. The room was filled with antique furniture. In the middle of the room in front of the chaise lounge was a table with a whiskey decanter and an artisanal box that was probably filled with cigars. Jason and Greg had a few drinks and talked about the industry, their backgrounds and interests. During their conversation Greg's phone rang. He excused himself. Jason was feeling mellow from the alcohol but also curious. He walked around the room and looked at the art. He was curious about the artisinal box. He had never had cuban cigars and wanted to confirm if the box contained them. Maybe he could slip cigars into the conversation and try them. 'See you've found my parTy stash' Jason was holding a funny looking pipe with a bulb in his hand. Greg was standing in the doorway. Jason felt guilty for opening the box. 'Im sorry. I thought there were cigars in the box'. 'Not cigars but you can also smoke it. Have you ever smoked weed?' 'Yes, in college. Can you smoke weed in this?' Greg chuckled. 'No, its used to smoke Tina. Have u ever smoked Tina? Jason shook his head. He was still shook from being caught out.' Want to try? Wait, I'll show you how its done' Greg took a small bag filled with crystals out of the box. He filled the pipe with a few shards. He put a lighter under the bulb. Lit it, swiveling the pipe around. He slowly drew in smoke that was starting to fill the bulb. He held his breath for a few seconds and blew out a big cloud. Jason was mesmerized. Before he knew it Greg was holding the pipe out to him. 'Your turn. I'll hold the lighter' Jason put the end of the pipe to his lips. Greg lit the flame. Jason saw the T in the pipe melt. He slowly drew in smoke like Greg did. 'Hold it' He held the smoke in for a bit and later blew out a big cloud. 'Not bad. I'm impressed. But I think you can do better. Let me show you again'. Greg took the pipe inhaling the smoke a bit longer, releasing a thick cloud. He gave the pipe back to Jason. Jason had a competitive streak and even though he hadn't done this before, he wanted to hold his own around Greg. Greg smiled even more. It was going to be even easier than he thought it would be to corrupt this fine piece of ass. He could see that Jason was getting spun. His next shot of T he shotgunned with Jason. Jason liked this. He was itching to kiss this handsome daddy. They locked lips for a few minutes. Both of their hands searching each others bodies. Greg put the pipe back in the box and went back to kissing Jason. Both men were hot from all the rubbing against each other. They removed their shirts. Greg had a hairy chest with nipple piercings. Jason liked the way they looked. Greg was admiring Jason's six pack abs and developed pecs. He pressed Jason against the lounge chair. Jason could feel Greg's hard cock against his groin. It must be even longer and thicker from the dick print he had seen. His own cock felt limp. Which was strange. Yet Jason felt extremely horny. His body felt like it was tingling. Each touch felt intense.

I had a long day at work Tuesday and though I was tired I desperately wanted to get my dick wet. A twink, visiting from LA, hit me up on bbrt offering his preloaded hole. It's hard to turn down a juicy pussy so I bolted over. While I was about to walk out of my door, he hit me up to say another guy wanted to come over and asked if I'd be cool with us taking turns on him. I told him, the more the merrier. When I arrived, I found the door unlocked and entered to find the other guy already there and eating the twink's hole. He was a hot, hairy, thick, fat-dicked daddy. Woof! The daddy moved aside and I sucked some of the cum out of the twink's hole while the daddy started eating my hairy ass. After a few minutes I couldn't resist any longer and I buried my cock into the twink. His cunt was so wet and silky, but it was clear that he was winding down from a long day of getting pounded, so he asked for a break after a while. During that break I started sucking the daddy and the twink told me if I wanted to sit on his dick for a bit I could. So I planted my ass on top of the twink's rigid cock and started to ride. It didn't take long before he wailed "I'm cumming" and flooded my hole. The daddy was laying next to the twink jerking his fat hairy meat. I slide off of the twink, moved over and sat on the daddy's rod. He put his hands behind his head to expose his ripe pits, that I fell face first into and breathed it in like a hit of natural poppers. Now hungry for his seed I pumped that dick with my freshly bred hole until he growled like a dog and released balls deep in me. When leaving, the daddy and I exchanged numbers. Then I rode my bike home, with cum leaking out of my ass. After taking off my running short-shorts I was wearing, I saw that they had a wet streak.

Straight Drew Drew had taken a job at a small diner down the street after work to save up some money for his vacation and to makes end meat. He had his hours cut back at his daytime job it was getting harder and harder to pay the rent and keep food on the table. Drew was 5’8 140 blonde with blue eyes and a bubble butt for days. Guys at the restaurant would make comments and when Drew first started it bothered him, but he has gotten used it because the guy guys are the best tippers. Most of the guys were good about not touching him but Doug and older muscled dad generally had to grope Drew and it got to the point that Drew was very uncomfortable and would have one of the other waitresses attend to him when Doug came into the restaurant. Drew had avoided Doug for weeks and soon Drew would be on a month-long vacation while he had paid time off at the factory and he could finally travel and see friends. He had planned on quitting once he was back and thought he would not even want a second job once he was back. Drew had asked his boss for some extra shift before his vacation and he and Drew was able to pick up a few and then his boss told him about an opportunity to show off for a rich customer. Drew said, “you know I do not do anything like that.” His boss said yea, I know you are straight, it would only be showing off your hot little body for money. No touching, groping or other activities. Drew knew he was short the money he needed, and he agreed once he knew he would make $500.00 for the night. He made his boss repeat that he would not be groped and no sex. He boss told him yes, that is the deal. Drew said he was in; his boss gave him the address via text and the time to be there. Drew was to show up at 8 PM. Drew googled the address, and he could not find any information on it, so he decided it was safe and he headed out to the address. When he got off the bus, he walked a block and there the house was. It was a very nice house with a big yard. He walked up to the house and there was a note on the door, it had Drew’s name on it. He opened it and it read, the door is unlocked, please come in and there is a brown paper back by the door. You will find your outfit for tonight and please place your clothes in the bag. Drew rolled his eyes and walked in and grabbed the bag after shutting the door and it electronically locked. Drew glanced over and there was no handle, just a pull and a code on the door. He tested it and it was locked tight. Drew tensed up but went head and took of his shirt and slipped off his shorts and then pulled out a jock that looked like it had suspenders. It was bright blue with black strips; Drew shook his head but figured he had come to far to turn back now. Drew slipped out letting his dick hang in the hall and worked himself into the jock and then sipped the strings over his head. Once he had them on his shoulders a voice spoke and said you must cross them. Drew Fiddled with them and he eventually figured out how to have them cross across his chest and to the opposite shoulder. The voice said, Perfect! Now, open the box in front of you. Drew opened it and there was a key with a note. You have been invited to this party as the entertainment. You are the only one with a key to the event so hold onto it. You are to go down to room 7 and there is a table in the middle of the room. You are to go in, there will be a drink on the table for you. You must drink it all and then lay on the table with your ass up and face down and wait for instructions. Drew thought there had to be more to this but if this was entertainment and this is all he had to do for $500.00 he could do this all night. Drew walked to room 7 and opened the door and there was a glass of red punch there and he drank it down fast as he had built up a real thirst with his nerves and then hopped up on the padded table face down. His little bubble ass framed in the jock was a site to see. The voice range out again, it startled Drew and he jumped a bit and the voice said spread your ass checks. What ever Drew drank had relaxed him because this would have grossed him out any other time, but he just shook his head and put his hands on his ass checks and pulled them apart. He heard the guy says good boy! Drew was repulsed and flattered all at the same time. The voice came back on and told him to go to room 3 and he was to drink another drink and this time to lay on the table face up. Drew thought he remembered room three, it was around the corner, and he walked back to it and went inside and again drank the drink and got up on the table face up. The voice came on much quicker, Drew’s head was spinning now or was it just the room that was spinning. The voice said pull your jock to the left with your left hand and show off your balls and dick. First lift your dick straight up and Drew had a heavy bush and hairy balls and a fat dick on the boy for beings o skinny and short. Five minutes of his showing off the goods he started to get aroused, and the voice finally said. Go to room 11 the shaving station. Drew thought, fuck what are they shaving. I shaved before I left the house. He went to a room and there was a large wooden angled table pointing at a slight angle with a large hole in it. He did not have to be told and again drank the juice that was left for him. He was told to strip and get on the angled table and put his dick and balls through the hole. That was not hard to do since the hole was huge. Drew was woozy and rested on the table and he heard the door but could not see anyone. Then he felt his dick being lifted and a buzzer. Fuck he thought, someone is clipping my pubes. The razer stopped and then he felt cool and then a razer on his skin. What the fuck he thought, and then a cold wet rag washed up his pubic area and then the guy lifted his penis and grabbed his balls and shaved the right one and then the left. Drew heard the voice speak. Drew listened and turned around and put his ass through the opening. The guy grabbed his right check and then his left and spread his hole and blew on it and then the voice spoke again, and Drew was told to spread his checks and as Drew did the same clippers and wet feeling and then the razer on his hole taking off the small amount of hair Drew had on his little hole The guy left without saying a word and drew was told put his clothes back on and go to room 11. Drew picked up the little jock and thought fuck these are not clothes and after he was dressed, he went to room 11. Drew left the drink, and a voice came on and it said Drink boy. Drew walked over and slowly drank the punch and then a voice appeared, a different voice and it told drop to climb on the padded hours. There were two spots to put his feet and two spots for his arms to rest and the padded area for his body. Drew felt weird like this, he rested there and unbeknownst to him as he dozed off the guy who saved him came in and strapped his feet and wrist and slipped a blindfold on and drew awoke as that was being fasted on him. He spoke out, hey. What are you doing, this is not what I agreed to and please let me out as he pulled on them trying to get loose! This unknown man who fastened him never said a word but instead chucked little before leaving. Drew was left for 20 minutes, and the punch was relaxing him and then he hard the door. Drew said, who is there, but there was no answer. Then he felt his ass being pulled a part and his hole being blown on and suddenly there was a wet feeling and lots of pressure. Drew said, yea, lets stop that, fuck what are you doing and after a minute or two of protesting he was moaning and ever so often would tell the guy to stop. This went on for five minutes or longer. Then the guy pulled off and slapped his ass which started Drew and then Drew heard the door. He then felt a different pair of hands on his ass spreading his checks apart and then he began licking his hole and driving Drew crazy and his moaning began again. This guy really gave it to Drew, and he was so much better than the first guy, Drew began to push his hips back giving his hole to the man. Then he felt the first man put poppers under his nose and he was told to inhale and then they were moved to the left nostril, and he was told to inhale, and his head was spinning, and his hole wanted that guys tongue more than ever. Then Drew spoke for the first time since the second guy was in the room, he said softly; eat my hole. The guy with the poppers whispered in his right ear, you have to say that louder boy. Drew cleared his throat and said louder, eat my hole please. The guy in his ear said good boy! Drew moaned even louder, and the guy tongue fucked him. This went on for ten minutes and then that guy pulled off and Drew heard the door. He felt the first guys hands on his ass and then it was wet again but not a tongue. Then Drew heard wheels rolling toward him and them something inserted inside him, then a warm feeling and he felt full. The guy left the room with the hose inserted inside him. The longer it was in there the warmer Drew felt and he started to feel tingly all over but especially in his hole, balls and dick. Drew heard the door and then he felt the hose coming out and then a finger slide in and pull out and then a slap on Drew’s ass and he let loose of the chem piss he was storing in his ass and cleaned out his love canal also. The guy cleaned drop up and gave him one more clean water enema and then he licked and tasted Drews hole as he fingered him. Most of the time drew liked it but there was also two times Drew felt a sharp pain and then later a warm sensation. Drew was flying after the chem piss, and the two booty bumps he had taken. The guy stopped play and licking and lubed up Drew’s hole and slide a long skinny dick inside Drew and began fucking him making Drew moan and although he wanted him to stop, he could not say a word. Ten minutes later the guy started breathing heavy and drew said please no and shortly after the guy shoved his dick all the way in and came inside Drew. The guy slipped out and slapped drew on the ass and left the room. Drew caught his breath and figured it had to be over. It was no where near over and the guy who was the expert ass eater came in and spit on Drews ass and pressed his lubed but much thicker dick on Drew’s pucker and after three minute was unable to slide in. He left and Drew thought, fuck that was close and then he heard the door and two sets of footsteps and soon poppers were again put under Drew’s nose and that fat dick was against his ass ring but this time he opened for that big dick and let out a little scream as the dick slowly stretched his cunt. Drew’s whimpers would get louder as the guy started to fuck him with more speed and force. Five minutes later the guys slammed into drew and let out a huge grunt and just kept his dick inside. The other guy rubbed Drews face and throat and coxed Drew into opening his mouth and the guy slide his dick in Drew’s throat and Drew started to suck on the guy as he encouraged him. That’s it boy, suck on that man cock. Open your throat you little whore. Drew hated someone calling anyone a whore but somehow in the moment he was turned on by it. The guy in his ass started to fuck him again and soon Drew was taking it from both ends and neither of the guys lasted long and within minutes the guy in Drew’s mouth shot his load and the guy in his ass followed shortly after and then they both pulled out and left the room. Drew rested but wondered what was next, he still wanted his $500.00 and he knew he deserved it now. His body was tingly still, and he hated that he had let those guys fuck him and cum in him. What the fuck he thought, I am straight, and these guys know it. He then heard the door and he thought for a moment that they would let him go but no, strong hands on his ass and then a fat finger slide in with a shard of T. The guy fingered Drew’s cummy hole and then slide another finger in while Drew was feeling the warm of the Tina, the slide another one up inside Drew and now had three of his fat fingers in Drew which made Drew moan like a bitch. The guy spoke for the first time, good little whore. Open that boy pussy! It felt good Drew had to admit but fuck this is not what he wanted ever in his entire life. Then he heard the guy say, good boy, fuck yourself with my fingers. Drew had his ass pressed back as hard as he could on the guy’s fingers as they slide inside and out. Then the guy pulled them all the way out and before Drew’s hold could close, he slides in the fattest cock. Drew felt so full and tight around that fat dick. Drew lost his breath for a moment. The big guy behind him slow fucked drew for twenty minutes and Drew’s hole loosened the more the drugs took hold, and he soon shot his own load out a his tina dick as it hung off the bench. Neither he nor had anyone else touched his penis. The guy was fucking harder, and Drew’s hole had tightened back up once he shot is load so he was hurting as the guys who his load and instantly withdrew his huge dick and slapped Drew on the ass and said you were well worth the drive. Drew had no idea what that meant but he was just glad it was over and that he had finally cum and drew dozed off for another little nap.

I slept for hours, finally being woken by the amount of light in the bedroom. I soon needed an urgent piss, and as I got up, donned the now rather used leather jockstrap I had left on the floor, and headed for the bedroom door I noticed a real ache in my rear end. Those guys the previous night had really done a number on me. While I urinated, some of the things Gus and Steve said to me the night before went back through my head and I felt a significant churn in my stomach at the prospect of what might await me. If anything I was more nervous about this next stage than I had been about getting pozzed, presumably because they clearly intended to change how I looked and that wasn't going to be something I could just hide from friends and family back home. I stood at the toilet for a while after my flow had finished, before drawing a couple of deep breaths, washing my hands and then heading downstairs. I was only wearing the jockstrap, but assumed there would be no issue with that. Gus and Steve were in the kitchen drinking coffee, and both looked up at me and smiled as I came in. "Morning" said Gus. "You sleep well boy?" "Hi" I replied. "Yes sir." "Good lad" said Steve. "Ready for the day?" asked Gus, giving me a sly smile. "I don't know" I replied. "What will you be...be doing to me Sir?" I continued. "Nothing you don't want" said Steve, giving me a more gentle look than Gus was. "We'll be taking you to a few places, giving you a few options, and then you can decide for yourself." I nodded and looked down at the floor. "What sort of places?" I asked. "Just wait and see" said Gus. "Now" said Steve, getting up and heading across the room, "you can't go out like that, so Aid has dropped these over for you." He handed me a cloth bag, which when I looked inside appeared to have some of my clothes. "He also left this for you" said Steve, turning round and picking up a box off the counter that he also then handed to me. I opened it up to reveal another smaller, flatter box inside, which seemed pretty fancy and heavy. I opened it up, to be confronted with the largest silver chain I had ever laid eyes on. "Wh..." I mumbled, looking up at the two of them. "Don't ask us" said Steve. "He told us it was a gift for you from an admirer." I plonked the box down and lifted the chain out, only then realising just how heavy it was. At least an inch wide, it had to weigh a kilo or more. "Well" said Gus, "you better put it on." I hesitated, and then undid the boxy clasp and put it around my neck and re-secured it. It felt so heavy, but also so good. "Sexy stuff" said Steve, winking at me. "Someone must really have a thing for you." I turned towards the oven to get a bit of a glimpse of my reflection in the glass, and loved what I saw. I had never worn any jewellery, nor even thought about doing so, but I was immediately taken with how this beast of a chain looked on me. Gus had begun rummaging through both boxes the gift had been in, but then turned towards me and shrugged. "No card, no nothing" he said. "But someone you've put out for must really have wanted to see you in this." I stood gazing at my reflection for a bit longer, before I felt a sharp slap on my exposed buttcheeks. "Enough of the self-loving" said Steve as he bounced away from me. "Get some proper clothes on over that jockstrap, then have something to eat. The coffee's hot." About an hour later I had eaten, and was dressed in a pair of cargo shorts and a tight black tank top, whilst the new chain was on full display. We then headed out in their car again, driving a little while to a set of shops on a quiet road in some part of the city I didn't recognise. I still didn't have my mobile phone, so remained in the dark once more about where on earth in Sydney I was, something I was getting used to as I largely just did what the guys told me to. After parking the car we wandered up to a tattoo parlour, which hadn't yet opened so we paused on the pavement outside to have a cigarette. In time the owner appeared on the other side of the door to turn over the Open sign, and then we went in. "G'day Gus, Steve" said the owner, a big bear of a man wearing a muir cap. "What can I do for you today?" "This is the friend we called you about the other day" replied Gus. "He's here to see what you're proposing." "Ah, I thought so" replied the owner, looking me up and down. "Got yourself a bit of a stud this time. Well, let's get to it then." This time, I thought, as we headed through a curtain into a back room. Clearly I wasn't the first to be going on this journey. The owner walked over to an island desk, and pulled out a portfolio from a shelf below it. He opened it up at a certain page, and then turned it around towards me. I slowly walked over to see a series of sketches on a generic man's body of an array of tattoo art, including some designs on the upper arms and lower legs. However, what really caught my attention were the sketches from the front and back, the former showing a large biohazard design on one of the pecs, whilst the back one had a scorpion design below the neck and then fairly large letters on the upper buttocks spelling out CUM DUMP. My eyes must have widened significantly, as both Gus and Steve started laughing. "What do you think, boy?" chuckled Gus. "I..." I mumbled, unable to really form words. Was this really what they wanted to put on me? Could I say no? Did I even want to say no? Why was my dick getting hard? "You don't have to say yes or no now" said Steve. "What Irwin here is going to do is draw on some of this with a marker so you can see how you feel about it for a few days. Then, if you want it, you can get his brother in London to actually ink it in when you get home." I stood there staring at the images, before a wave of calm mixed with euphoria rushed over me. "No" I said. "No?" asked Gus. "No marker" I said quietly. "I want the needle." I'm not sure where this was coming from, but I also knew I was sure about it. Maybe it was a rash decision, but as I stood there looking at the sketches of some generic man, I somehow realised who I was and what I needed to be. I *was* a cumdump. I *was* probably well on my way to being poz. Why not just be that man? "Are you sure?" asked Steve, who looked a little ruffled as I turned to face him. "You don't have to." "No, I want to" I said, then turning to the man whose name I now knew was Irwin. "When can we start?" "Blimey boy, you don't beat around the bush do you?" he replied. "Well, I've got no bookings this morning so we can start right now. But it will take a few sittings to get it all done." "Fine" I said, maintaining eye contact with him. "Let's start on my arse and then work through the rest from there." My sudden and unexpected determination was clearly not something any of them had been prepared for, but things soon moved on and Irwin got me prepped to begin. Gus and Steve hung around for a bit, but decided to head on out to pick up some of the other things they had initially planned just to show me, given I was clearly up for a big change. Getting tattooed hurt, there's no denying it, but I barely flinched or uttered a noise as Irwin began to transform my smooth, tanned, unadulterated skin. By the end of a marathon session he had adorned my behind with its permanent advert to other men, the outline of the scorpion on my upper back was mostly done, and he'd even made a start on my arms. The biohazard would come when I had truly converted. Gus and Steve picked me up later on, and took me to another place in some other suburb. There, while working around my need to not sit down on the new letters stamped on my behind, my ears were pierced and big silver studs put in them, and my nipples got the same treatment. It all hurt like fuckery, but I seemed not to care. From there we went home, and I spent the rest of the afternoon and evening in various positions trying to get comfortable, smoking to deal with my restlessness, and eventually riding their cocks and taking their viral loads in a bid to feel something more pleasurable. By the time I went to bed my head was somehow both numb and super busy. In the space of a couple of days I had gone from being a hot young guy with any future he wanted ahead of him to someone who was permanently marked as a poz cumdump slut both on the outside and, probably soon, the inside as well. How would anyone at home ever understand? Would I even be able to resume any degree of normal life? Would I be rejected by everyone I knew and loved? These thoughts, and the pain in various parts of my body, plagued me for hours until sleep took me and I passed out.

** While this story may sound realistic, I assure the reader that it is fiction. ** As regular readers know, I am a total slut who loves to get a room in a seedy motel and take anonymous loads from strangers. Of course, COVID put a major crimp in that fetish, but I've been able to resume somewhat, having had four encounters since the beginning of May. This is the story of my most recent. To help release some of the pent-up slut energy I've been nursing since March 2020, I decided that rather than just an afternoon, like I normally do, I would take an entire day off and spend it taking random loads. On the appointed day, I headed out of the house but instead of driving to the office, I drove to a cheap motel on the outskirts of town, near the highway. I always find that a motel with easy access from a highway exit helps increase my success. I arrived at the motel a little after 7:30 am, and while the desk clerk gave me an odd look when I asked for a room, he was happy to take my money. Key card secured, I headed for the room. I have used this motel a few times before. While it's convenient to the highway, one of the drawbacks is that it's a chain motel and therefore is 'family oriented' - short for there's no porn on the TV. Porn and poppers are a fun way to spend the time in between visitors. Still, I like it because it's relatively clean, and more importantly, the room doors all open to the outside so no one has to walk through a lobby. For a few days before I had been posting on sites like Doublelist and BBRT announcing that I would be available, so I had a ready group of guys to whom I could send the room number while I prepped. I went into the bathroom and douched. I had not eaten at all the previous day so I would stay nice and clean. Properly prepared, I taped the door latch in the open position, switched off the main light so only a faint glow came from the bathroom, and got on the bed. Laying on my stomach, I perused the apps. I updated Grindr and Sniffies to indicate that I was available, and checked my burner email account. As I had hoped, the pings began, and in short order I had sent the room number to even more men. I figured it was only a matter of time before the first guy walked in, so I grabbed my blindfold and positioned it over my forehead, ready to be pulled down at a moment's notice. I was glad I had - in less than a minute the door opened and in came the first of what I hoped would be many today! I pulled down the blindfold and got up on all fours with my ass pointed at the foot of the bed, but he pushed me back onto my stomach. I hit my brown bottle as I heard him undress, then the click of the lube bottle cap. In no time he was on top of me, his hard cock sliding into me like a heat-seeking missile. I could smell his aftershave and was sure this was someone dumping his load on his way to work. As I felt his cock spasm in my hole, the door opened and someone else walked in. The first guy quickly departed as I felt a set of hands caressing my ass - then another. Two tops! One positioned himself on the bed, directing my mouth to his cock. It was thick but not long, so while at first I had trouble wrapping my mouth around it, I was unable to deep throat him. Still, he tasted clean with just a slight hint of salt. While this was going on, the other pulled me up onto my hands and knees and explored my freshly creamed hole first with his fingers, then his tongue. It was at this point that the door opened again and I heard a voice. "Sorry we're late," he said. "Traffic." "Shhhhhh," the guy working my hole responded. From that point, no one said a word. 'We're late,' the newcomer had said. How many had come in? It took at least two to make 'we'. Could it have been more? It was still early in the day, and already I was on my way to breaking my previous record - a paltry nine loads in four hours. Soon the tongue and fingers were replaced by a cock. He slid into me easily but filled me completely. My walls stretched around him as he began pumping in and out. Soon I heard him gasp as his cock danced in my hole, giving me my second load of the day. The guy in my mouth hopped off the bed and took his place. No one replaced him in my mouth. In less than a minute he grabbed my hips and held still as he pumped load number three into my guts. Spent, he slid out and brought his now-flaccid cock around to my mouth. I greedily sucked the cum and ass juices off. It tasted amazing, sweet and creamy. More pressure on my hole told me one of the new arrivals was about to take his turn. He felt huge as my hole opened up to let him in, but he slid in effortlessly. He began taking long, slow strokes as someone else climbed onto the bed to feed me his cock. Then I felt the bed move again as someone got on it from the other side. There were at least three! In no time, I was alternately sucking the two cocks offered to me while the third continued to slide in and out of my hole. I was in heaven! The brown bottle made regular trips to my nose as I serviced these three men. At last the first one quickened his pace, and I felt him release a gush of cum deep inside me. The other two got off the bed and to my surprise, began alternately slamming their cocks into my well used hole! They took turns, each one slamming home before withdrawing to give the other access. They were both as well-hung as the previous guy, and they were hitting my prostate in such a way that I wasn't sure how long I could take the assault. The precum streamed from my cock as they massaged my prostate over and over. Just when I thought I might have to tap out, one grabbed my hips and power-fucked his load into me. He withdrew and fed me his cock so I could taste the cum on it. I savored it as the third took his place behind me and rammed home. In a few short strokes, he was giving me his load. Like his friend, he too fed me his cock to clean off. I had no idea what time it was, but I had no doubt that an hour had not yet elapsed and here I was with six loads in me already! I felt a little woozy from all the pounding (and the poppers), and shifted forward so I could again lay on my stomach as the three guys went out the door. I needed a short rest and to check my phone before the next guy showed up. "Not so fast," another voice said. Wait, had a fourth top arrived with the other three, or had someone else come in while they were fucking me? I had no idea and anyway, it didn't matter. I was there to service all comers. I resumed my position on my hands and knees, waiting to take yet another cock on my way to breaking my record. "You're gonna feel this," he whispered, and I again felt pressure on my hole. I heard the click of the lube cap and the cool drizzle of the liquid as it oozed down my crack and onto the head of his cock. He was MASSIVE. I had never had a cock this big inside me before, I could tell. I reached back to feel him and felt as though I was grabbing someone's forearm. Was he going to fist me? But no, I felt both his hands on my hips as this gigantic cock penetrated me, stretching my hole and rectum to dimensions they had never been stretched before. It hurt with a burning, searing pain but I was determined to take that cock. I took mighty huffs from my brown bottle, gritted my teeth, and thrust back to meet him. I felt a burning pain as my poor asshole struggled to accommodate such a huge piece of man meat. I kept hitting the brown bottle to loosen myself up. Thankfully he was gentle, easing out and then slowly sliding back in as I got accustomed to his size. Gradually I did loosen up, and he began to go faster. My mind's eye pictured the gape I would have when this stranger was done with me as his pace picked up more and he plowed me relentlessly. At last he let out a low, animal moan as he unleashed his cum deeper than any man before. He pushed me forward and I lay on my stomach on the bed, his giant cock still embedded in my ass. He lay on top of me with his mouth close to my ear. "The last six guys who fucked you," he said, "were all poz. None of us is on meds. Hope you enjoyed it." I froze. My vision went blurry and I was unable to hear anything. I rarely if ever ask a guy's status before he fucks me bareback. I accept the risk that some of the guys who fuck me might be poz, but I had never envisioned this kind of scenario. Six well-hung poz tops using me in quick succession. If the first five hadn't torn me open, the last sure as hell had. Surely it had to take. I was knocked up. By the time I regained my senses, the last guy was out the door and I heard a car - presumably theirs - driving away. I lay there on the bed trying to digest what had happened, and what the implications might be. After a few minutes the door opened, and another top guy walked in. As though on autopilot, I got back up on my hands and knees as he undressed. I felt a finger slide inside me, then two. "Wow," he whispered. "That's some gape." Then his fingers were in my mouth, feeding me the cum out of my ass - the mostly poz cum. Six out of seven guys, that's what, about 85 percent? But I surprised myself. I sucked greedily on his fingers, cleaning off every bit of that cum as he climbed on the bed. His already-hard cock slid into me. He steadied himself with his hands on my shoulders, and proceeded to pump my eighth load of the day into my destroyed hole. He dressed and left without another word. Now that I was past the initial shock, I found myself craving more cocks and more cum inside me. The rest of the day was just that. Men came and went, adding their loads to the poz ones brewing inside me. I didn't know anyone else's status, and I didn't care. I felt free. And of course, no one asked me my status, or if I had a toxic brew inside me before sticking their raw cock in my hole. It was my little secret. By the time I finally got dressed around 5:00 pm, it had been nine hours and I had been fucked by 23 men, a new personal best. I went home, plugged my hole, then showered and took a well-deserved nap.

Chapter 19 Walter just kept yelling to stop that he wasnt a fag. I could easily see he wasn't either. His cock just laid there limp, his face had no sign of joy - he was in pure misery. For some reason the thought of his suffering turned me on so much I started pounding his un-lubed hole even harder. "Alright Walter I'm about to paint that torn up hole of yours with my toxic seed." "No please stop. Just let me out and I wont say anything to anyone. Just let me go." "Too late for that here is cums...." I shot volley after volley into his torn up bleeding hole. After i made sure every drop was out of cock I just started laughing.... "alright guys he's all urs." He continued to resist and say no. I was getting over hearing this and knew I needed to setup the ante. Duke come here and rub ur cock across his lips. I snapped some pics using his phone. Ok now kiss him and let me get some more pics. Walter tried pulling away but he couldn't do much and I got some more pics. "Ok now start cooperating or I will start by sending these too your parents." It literally had no impact and he went on about how he wasn't a faggot and anybody who saw these would know I was being forced. Grrr he wasn't going to be so easy to break after all. Even though he was on his 5th load in his str8 boy hole. I called for some reinforcements. About 30 minutes later in walked Austin with his new rent a family. "Hey guys. This one is a true str8 dude and I can't seem to break him." "Looks like he might be broken already judging by that cum dripping from his ass." "Fuck you guys. I am not fag. Get the fuck away from me. Let me go." "Oh shit. Fiesty little one isn't he. What do you have in mind?" "Well he's not much use to me if he's going to act like this so whatever it takes to break him." They all looked at each other and giggled. They immediately shot him up. They took turns on his ass. He stopped putting up any fight. He just laid there - you could tell he was alive but not present. It was crazy. Then had Felix get to work on him too. By the time they were done he had nipple rings, a PA, both of his ears pierced, and they were working on a scorpion tat by his treasure trail. "What you have here is not a bottom whore but rather a top. He will need a couple more visits from us to get him fully in his place. But since its convenient look at what we taught Austin here." He motioned and Austin immediately mounted Walter and didnt stop until he added his load to the mix. "Now he can have a dual purpose to really have full circle potential." They then left and I stayed there watching more guys use Walter... What was I to do next?

Written along with @swimslut. Both of us will be adding to the story. Chapter 1 - Setup My name is Ryan. I am 21 years old and just finished my second year of college. Now I’m back home for the summer, with my parents and 18 y/o brother Braden. Little bro is cute, with bright blue eyes and shaggy brown hair. We never explored sex together until.... Living in the city during college exposed me to A LOT of new things. I the freedom to hook up with anyone at any time, and had access to all kinds of porn (unrestricted by my parents’ content filter). One of favorite fuckbuds is a 27 y/o short-haul trucker named Marc. He works out of the city where my college is located, and his job brings him to my hometown about twice per month. About a week after I moved back home, Marc told me he was in my area. I invited him over. Braden’s swim practice was scheduled until late and my parents were going to a reception after work. It was a perfect opportunity for a sleazy hookup. I had downloaded LOTS of videos while I was at school, free from my parents’ restrictions. So I stripped naked, put on a sketchy gangbang video, and started stroking my 7-inch dick. I was so focused on the video that I didn’t hear the front door open. Apparently, Braden’s swim practice was interrupted by a power outage and they sent everybody home. I didn’t hear him walk upstairs or watch me jerking off through the open door. I had no idea he was there, until he threw his t-shirt on my bed. The sudden motion startles me out of the corner of my eye. I spun around to see him dropping his pants, leaving only his speedo from swim practice. His entire body is smooth, as is typical for swimmers. A bulge seems to get larger and larger each second. Me – HOLY FUCK bro. How long were you standing there? Braden – Long enough. Me – I was just.... Um….. Braden – Just um what? Me – Dude, you gotta go..... I have a friend coming over, and, uh...... You gotta go. Just Go. Braden – Why? Is this what you do before your friends come over? My gaze is so fixated on his bulge that I don’t notice him smirk back at me. I hesitate. Me – I was just trying to relax. Braden – You relaxing has got me all horned up! Who this friend you have coming over? Do I know him? Me – Don't ask so many questions! ...... Actually..... Fuck it. Bro, take your speedo off and come here. As my slick-shaven little brother walks toward me, I pump a wad of lube into my hand. I grab him by the dick, line up behind him, and begin to stroke him while we watch the porn together. Part of me is jealous because his dick is about 2 inches longer than mine. Braden is raging hard and leaking precum. He’s either really enjoying the gangbang vid, or really enjoying me stroking his cock. Hopefully both. I lube up my other hand, and start prodding at the entrance to his hole. He lets out a soft moan. I insert my index finger, and he opens up much too easily. So I go for two, then three. Me – Seems like the rumors I’ve heard about you are true. You really are the swim team slut. Braden – That’s how I got started, but that’s not the half of it. I bet you haven’t heard about everything. Since Braden is so loose and apparently so experienced, I decide to slide my cock in him. I bend him over slightly and get just past the cockhead when the doorbell rings. Me – Fuck! Marc is here. I slide my dick out, turn around, and put on some loose gym shorts. I didn't bother wasting time for a shirt. With my hardon popping out of my waistband, I order Braden to stay while I get the door. When I open the front door, my hardon is so obvious that Marc immediately laughs. He walks in, takes off his shoes, and we both head up the staircase. Marc – Looks like you're excited to see me *e slaps my dick through the shorts* Me – Yeah, uh..... Just so you know, there's someone else here. My little brother came home early from swim practice. Narc – No problem. So we just gotta be quiet? Me – Uh, no.... Actually, it’s the opposite..... Marc – Huh? Me – I always heard rumors from some guys at our school that my brother Braden is a major cockwhore. I discovered a few minutes ago that it was true. If it’s okay with you, it will be all three of us? Marc – *laughs again* Your own brother, huh? A pair of fags. Me – We can both fuck him, but make sure I am the one who get your load. You know why I want it. Marc – Yeah, no shit. We arrived at the open doorway, take one look at Braden, and step inside.

I go online too a hookup app that I use and went to check my messages I see there is only 1 so I open it and start reading it. He says he is new to the scene and new to the area and was looking for FWB but he was more vanilla than anything else. He is 48 years old 5'10 160lbs average size build likes to give and receive oral and possibly looking to get fucked. He did have an interest on having a guy being tied or strapped with his wrist and ankles to a bed or sling while he gave head. Me being versatile and horny I sent him a reply back saying I was interested,after exchanging a few messages it was clearly going to be me showing up at his place to get head and depending on the connection possibly me fucking him( but I wasn't going to hold my breath) I did agree that if he wanted to tie or strap my wrist and ankles to the bed he could. During our conversations I did ask him if he liked to PnP and he said no. He asked if I did and I said I did but I didn't have to. He asked me why I PnP and how did I do it. I said I PnP because 1 it gets me more hornier and I am more open-minded plus it helps me be more relaxed and I told him I prefer getting right to the point. He asked how much do I point I said normally between a .4-.5. (but I only add enough water to dissolve the crystal) that was the end of the conversation about PnP. We agreed on meeting up the following Friday night. I went home after work grabbed something to eat took a shower and showed up at 7 pm. He opened the door and invited me in he seemed very nervous and I said if you don't feel comfortable we can just go our separate ways and he said no he was fine after some small talk and something to drink he said let's go to the bedroom I went to stand up and got real light headed and dizzy that I had to grab the arm of the chair before I fell, he grabbed a hold of me and said are you ok,still somewhat light headed I said yeah, I guess I stood up to quick but the longer I stayed standing the more I got light headed I made it to the bedroom and as i had my back to the bed trying to figure out why I was feeling like this he turns around and says you sure your ok as he pushes me backwards and I fall on the bed and he jumps on me before I even realize what he is doing and he takes one of my wrist and straps it to this Velcro strap that attached to the bed and grabs my other wrist and does the same thing once my wrist are strapped to the bed he gets off me and I say what the hell you doing he just laughs and says whatever I feel like doing as he starts to take my shoes off and my pants as quick as he was strapping my wrist to the bed he was just as quick with my ankles. Here I am butt ass naked strapped to a bed as he says to me that as soon as the other guys show up the fun will begin then puts a ball gag in my mouth and walks out the door and shuts it. I try to get my thoughts together and start looking around the room and on the bed for anything that I can use to get myself free but all I see is the nightstand so with my fingers I try to open the drawer but the keep slipping whenever I get it open a tiny bit so I try again and I am able to open it enough where I can push it open some more using a couple fingers before it stops opening I lift my head up to see way it stopped opening and my eyes open wide as I look and see the draw is has a bunch of new needles and a bag filled with T and a couple other things then in the corner I see this see this big glass tube and some clear liquid in it. I realize why I felt lightness and dizzy he had spiked my juice with the G he had. Now I know I have to try and figure out away to get myself out of the straps and out of the house when I hear the doorbell ring and a few voices. Then I hear someone say so everything going as planned. The only voice I recognize I hear him say oh yeah it went just as planned he drank the juice without tasting the G he is actually in the bedroom tied to the bed and naked and just to make sure he couldn't yell I put a ball gag in his mouth then I heard them laughing. Then I hear one guy say this is getting easier to trick a guy over thinking that your somewhat inexperienced and get them to come over. The voice I can recognize I hear him say well it was your idea to trick these guys. What this our 2nd or 3rd time doing this then he says I just hope that we don't get caught. The other voice says listen if he goes to the cops they will not find a trace of anything happened here. The house is on the market no one lives here and we always make sure we clean up so don't worry about it. Let's go see our new victim and get him ready so we can use him. Then he says the other guys will be showing up in a little bit and according to the replies I got from the ad I put out there this one is probably the most guys we have had yet. The 1st voices oh really and the 2nd voice says yeah I was actually shocked by all the replies they all that he was good looking and guess who is making a special appearances, he said Sal and Keith. The 1st voice says no way really and then it sounded like he was concerned as I hear him say to the other guy are you sure that's a good idea after what they did the 1st time and the 2nd voice said I couldn't say no to them they would have came no matter what. I just hope the guy in there can handle them. The 1st says well I don't want to be in the same room with them as they use this guy I am very experienced and I can't even handle half of their cocks they are way to big and thick for me. I hear the door open and in walks 3 guys plus the guy who had tricked. And when one of the guy starts to speak I recognize the voice who was doing all the talking before as he approaches the bed and walks over to the nightstand and pulls out the bag of T and a needle and looks at the guy who tricked me and says how much? He says he does a .4-.5 but only adds enough water to dissolve the crystal. The other guy says ok so a .65 will be perfect I lay there struggling and once the point is set he grabs my arm and says don't move you don't want me to miss do you as he sticks me and pulls the needle out and I start coughing and feel that the warm rushing feeling kick in and all I hear is let's the fun begin. Part 2 coming soon

Lots of different sex themed nights at Paddles in Chelsea. From Bear party to Blow Buddies. 250 W 26th Street, basement level (between 7th and 8th Avenues). Look for the gray door propped open. There’s also SpermBank parties in Brooklyn

It sucks. I’m sure Chatturbate and others are next. All in the guise of stopping human trafficking but the reality is it will all move somewhere else. You can still drive Harry Hines and see the working girls (and boys) out doing their thing. Onlyfans by and large gave a platform for everyday folks to make a little extra money to chase their dreams or feed their habits and who was hurt? Are some of the people forced to do it? I’m sure. But again, they’ll now be forced out in the streets and bars to make that money and that’s WAY riskier to them. So who’s really getting hurt here?

I think the lack of replies to your question speaks volumes and tells you all you need to know about the New York sex scene as far as a visitor is concerned. I used to live in New York, many years ago now- but I still have friends there and visit regularly (or at least did, pre-COVID). While I’m sure there is a very vibrant sex scene if you are ‘in the know’, it’s very hard to break into if you are a visitor. Sex clubs and bathhouses as we know them in Europe or other US cities are virtually non-existent, presumably a hangover from the post-AIDS crackdown on such venues. Of course, there are always the apps, but a lot of the time guys can’t host because they can’t afford to live alone, and with the ongoing spread of keycard access and COVID protocols, even doing the hotel cumdump thing seems to be becoming increasingly difficult. New Yorkers have always had a problem with what they call the “Bridge and Tunnel” crowd (ie: anyone who doesn’t live on the island of Manhattan), and seem to prefer to play amongst themselves- something I have always thought a bit strange, as a steady stream of tourists always brings a welcome flow of fresh meat to the sex venues of Europe (in normal times, at least). I would seriously think twice about a sexcation in New York, particularly if you are planning to use up precious paid vacation days. Perhaps consider spending them somewhere else in the Northeast? Last time I was there, I gave myself a few extra days, and hopped on a train to Montreal where I had a fantastic time.

I love knowing I have a man cunt. Love the feeling of my soft puffy lips. If anyone wants to assist in its development then please contact me!

of course the older you get the more you see it as now it is affecting you. I am in my 60's and went to the bookstore last night ( was somewhat spun ) and saw a guy who really can play with my ass and it gets me going. We left the door open - I was naked when he was fisting me. During the time a number of people looked in and as usual a number looked shocked- where did they think they were- but over the night 4 guys came in and they closed the door( always a good sign) when they pulled their pants down I repositioned my self so they could get to my hole with no problem and 3 of them fucked me bare leaving their cum inside of me. The last guy was somewhat different- he came in and was looing at the porn playing and played with himself, he asked if he could change the channel and I said sure. He put on straight porn and then I was pissed with myself. Well he kept playing with himself and I finally said if you want to leave any cum in my ass to be used for lube when fisting, I said fine. That opened up the floodgates opened. He fucked me and fucked me and came at least 3 times- he would fuck hard and I encouraged him to do so. He also took off all his clothes. it was so good- if he could have raped my ass, I think he would have done so. We must have go at it for 45 minutes. When we stopped he said I was the first person he ever fucked ( hard to believe) and he wished he had not waited for so log. He had always wanted to do so and see if fe liked it. From how sore my ass was today, he did enjoy it.

One solution is for you to try getting more into topping, having profiles that say "you are a top" and that describe what kind of bottom you are looking to fuck and breed. I can guarantee you will get replies from guys you like. Ageing affects the chances of sex hook-ups, that's for sure. When I was in my early 20's it was easy to get someone to fuck me. On a week long holiday in NYC when I got to the YMCA my neighbor across the hall had been taking loads for a while. While I organized my stuff in the room I heard sex noises coming form that room across the hall and made me very horny. When I heard the guy leave, I came into the room and started playing with the hole from across the hall, sucked out some of the cum, and got the 45 yr-old guy so horny that he just fucked me and quickly bred my hole. I went to my room and left the door open and a few minutes later the guy takes a shower and leave the Y. With his load in my hole I now wanted more... Now, I know I wouldn't do as well as I did then. But I have some tricks up my sleeve, like using in the saunas some glow-in-the-dark signs with slutty language. Many guys have told me they came into my room because of the signs. I have another trick that is also a fetish of mine.

For people's information, intermittent or "2-1-1" PrEP has been recommended in France for years, following the successful IPERGAY trial, and it also appears in the pending update to the US CDC PrEP guidelines. Data do not bear out worries about drug resistance. The components of Truvada and Descovy (more PrEP products are coming, including injectables that last a month or two; see the draft CDC guidelines) are also recommended as part of first-line HIV treatment regimens. Were resistance common, this would not be so. Safety assessment/testing is part of the CDC guidelines. For example, for the small number of PrEP patients who encounter kidney problems when taking Truvada or Descovy, periodic testing will detect the problem. Although PrEP does not protect against STIs other than HIV, CDC guidelines require medical professionals to provide quarterly STI testing to at-risk PrEP patients, including men who have sex with men. Often, this is a condition for refilling a 90-day PrEP prescription. Given that many sexual infections are asymptomatic in men, frequent and routine (i.e., from a medical provider with whom you have an ongoing relationship, so you'll get your results and be able to return for treatment if necessary) STI testing makes PrEP users safer than non-PrEP users, who tend to test infrequently and rely on unfamiliar clinics (many clinic visitors never return for treatment). STIs in PrEP patients will be detected and treated quickly. Most of all, it's important to discuss PrEP with, and receive comprehensive PrEP care from, a medical professional. (Depending on state practice guidelines, this need not be a doctor; in California, for example, PharmD's and other non-doctors can prescribe PrEP.) Intake testing; regular safety, HIV and STI testing; and support for adherence all matter. It's more than filling a prescription!

It’s the one thing that puts me off going to Berlin. To make all that effort and spend all that money, only to be turned away from the club you’ve been so looking forward to visit… Although the London club scene is much smaller, one thing I love about it is that there is no overt ageism when it comes to club/bar entry policy. You see all ages and all types enjoying themselves, and this creates a welcoming environment for everybody. It also gives hope to younger guys that there isn’t a cut off later in life: you can continue to indulge your fantasies for as long as you feel able.

My older brother was one of the best tops I ever had, and he arranged some of the best 3-ways and gang bangs of my life, so I can relate to your story

Just sucked a nice load out of a married cubby hairy guy with thick uncut cock in a department store. He fucked my face and then pulled out almost all the way but shot his tasty load with his cock in my mouth which I gulped down immediately. Now I want more

Chapter 2 “So how many poor guys have you ghosted on grindr Daddy?” Leon interrogated. “Umm I dunno. Too many I guess. Look I’m really not sure about this.” My mouth dry as I was hit with reality. “Don’t this is just between us. Plus you clearly needed it. You had my cock in your mouth less than five minutes after you got home. Clearly you’re a born cocksucker.” Leon said cockily. “Plus you’re going to make it up to all those guys you ghosted with me.” Leon pulled out his Alpha cock and started jerking it. Fuck what if someone saw. Fuck what if they knew me. “Tell me Daddy what do you think of my cock?” Leon asked. “Honestly. It’s one of the most beautiful cocks I’ve ever seen. And I’ve watched a lot of porn.” I admitted. “What’s beautiful about it Daddy?” Leon pushed. “Well. Umm. It’s so perfectly proportioned. Perfect thickness for its length. They way the head pokes out from your foreskin is so enticing. As the taste. Fuck I missed that taste.” I gushed. Fuck where was this coming from. I was usually so restrained with my secret. “Fuck you really are a cock hungry slut aren’t you Daddy?” Leon chuckled. “Yes” I replied sheepishly. “Yes what? Daddy” a commanding tone in his voice. “Yes Sir” I said with a bit more confidence as we stopped at the lights. “Good Daddy. Now suck it” he ordered. “What?” I said terrified. “Suck my cock while we’re stopped” he commanded. I don’t know why I obliged but a leaned over and took his cock into my mouth again. Fuck I really had needed this. I didn’t even mind the gear stick digging into my chest I just needed his cock. His cock had swelled to full size. It seemed even bigger than back at the house. Fuck he wasn’t even fully hard back at the house. He was even tougher this time pushing me down onto his cock and starting to thrust into my mouth. “Remember no teeth and you better not spew anything up this time Daddy. I don’t want you making a mess.” He said as he thrust hard into my throat. I started to gag as his cock slipped to the back of my throat and further. He held me down and I started gag and choke. I tried to push off but he held me down until I started to spew up as the gagging got too much. “So disappointing Daddy. Clean that up you filthy slut.” He shouted. My eyes watering I licked up the slick spitty vomit off hia cock. As acrid as it was I was hungry to please him. I started licking up and down his shaft and took the head into my mouth before taking his cock further into my mouth again. I was startled from the trance of his intoxicating cock by the sound of a horn blasting behind us. A keep pulled out from behind us and stopped at my window. A burly looking man saw me with my mouth full of cock. “Faggots” he screamed before speeding off. “You going to have to get used to being called that Daddy” Leon laughed “now yoj better start driving again. I think you’ve had enough cock for now.” I felt humiliated. I felt ashamed. But my little cock couldn’t have been harder. We pulled up at Leon’s house. A rundown looking share house not far from the uni. As we got out Leon came around to my side of the car and pushed me against the door. “You liked that Daddy didn’t you? Being caught? Being called a faggot.” Leon asked never breaking eye contact. “No it was so-“ Leon cut me off “Don’t lie to me. You’re a Daddy faggot” he said grabbing my hard little cock through my pants. “Your little faggot cock got hard from sucking me off for all the world to see. You clearly wanted to keep sucking even after being caught and called a faggot.” He groped my little cock hard. “What’s really pathetic is even hard you’re not even as big as me soft.” He laughed “imagine being smaller at 34 than some barely 19 effeminate twink” At that moment Leon pulled me in and kissed me deeply. His tongue invading my mouth. I’d sucked cock in highschool but had never kissed a man. It was more passionate than any kiss I’d had with my wife. I started to kiss him back and explored his mouth with my tongue. I started to moan and grabbed his ass. I’d not even noticed how big it was. The definition of bubble butt. “Slow down Daddy. I know you’re a public slut but let’s take this inside.” Leon said pushing me off him. “But first open wide.” I opened my mouth to ask why and Leon hocked a spit from the back of his throat and spat it right into my mouth. Without even thinking I swallowed it and said thank you Sir. “Come on Daddy faggot our night is just beginning” Leon said with mean grin.

Hi guys, please share your most humiliating sexual experience on here, anyone else get a kick out of humiliation? I have a few, but the one that stands out to me was from around 2005, I was dating a guy who had very little sexual desire so I would find myself looking else where. I also on the quiet used to flirt with a bar man in a gay bar and we had a few sex meets when the bar closed up for the night. The bar man slept around and made no secret of the fact he loved sex and with as many men as he could, and that to me was a big aphrodisiac. Especially when I would rim him and could taste other mens cum in his loose hole. I questioned him once how he had worked a 10 hour bar shift but had fresh cum in him, he said his boss used him when ever he got the urge. I really did not like his boss, he was a unattractive, cocky bloke in his late 50s, who sweated a lot and in my opinion the biggest loose mouthed gossip in the bar. Cut to two months later, I had broken it off my the guy I was dating and I had the horn so I took myself to the only gay sauna in the city. It was around 12 noon and I expected one or two people would be in, especially the older guys who I liked to play with. I showered, did the rounds of the rooms, watched some porn and then took myself off into the steam room. The steam room had been on all night so it was extremely hot and some very dark corners. I passed the time relaxing and watched dark figures moving about and hearing the sexual groans. I joined in, tasted some old men cocks as I love to do and sat on a random cock, and after about 20 minutes it was too hot I had to get out of there and hit the shower. Now I am not the most bless guy in the penis department and you can guarantee I am usually one of the smallest when flaccid in any showers or nudist beach. When I walked into the showers there was three older guys all having a play and my pecker stood to attention. I figured what the hell so got on my knees and took each in my mouth in turn and I was so engrossed in tasting older dick that I did not see other guys had stopped to watch. I felt a soapy finger enter my hole and work me well, and after I had felt a hand grip my head I swallowed old man cum....quickly replaced by the second one..by this time I could feel someone knelt behind me and a rubbered cock head enter me. I did not look back, I just carried on sucking old man cock. By this time I had lost track of who had come into the showers and I was sucking any cock put into my mouth...This time I noticed a big belly kept pressing against my forehead as my head bobbed up and down on the chubby pecker...I looked up and there was the bar owner looking down at me and giving me the dirtiest grin...I tried to pull away but he gripped my head hard, all the time sneering down at me. I felt so humiliated and embarrassed that my dick shrunk to the size of a cashew nut and I was on fully display to all. I tried to get up but it was no use and a few guys who were stood back watching walked up and shot their load over my face. Then I heard the bar owner grunt and a small amount of cum shot into my mouth. Hoping he would pull out and walk away he just kept hold of my head for a few minutes until he was fully deflated. By this time the shower room had emptied out and it was just me and him, and he stepped back leaving me on my knees and just smirked and said "I can't wait to tell everyone" and pressed the shower head to clean himself off. I did not go back to the bar for another week and when I was in there I had random guys coming up to me asking how I enjoyed the sauna. I was mortified and had no more meets with the barman.

The Poz Ranch Chapter One With my ear presses tightly against my bedroom door, I could hear the voices talking in the other room. I couldn’t make out what they were saying, but I did recognize most of the voices. One was my dad. I never heard mom’s voice, but I think I heard her sobbing. Another voice belonged to our Pastor, but two other male voices I didn’t know. This whole situation began when my dad looked at the history on my computer and discovered I was going to gay porn sites. He freaked out. Luckily, I was out with my friends the day this happened, which allowed him to cool down a bit. When I got home, I was sat down and questions were asked. “I have seen your browser history, Cody,” dad said as he paced in front of me and mom sat quietly holding a box of tissues. “Would you like to tell us what I discovered, Cody?” dad asked. A knot was forming in my stomach and a huge lump was in my throat. My hands were sweaty. All I could do was look down at the floor. “Look at me and tell me what I discovered!” dad shouted. “I was looking at porn sites, dad” I said timidly. “What kind of porn sites?” “Gay” I relied softly. “Speak up Cody. I didn’t hear you. Your mother didn’t hear you!” “Gay” I said again, this time in my normal volume. Mom was now sobbing in her chair, head down, face hidden in her hands. “Deprived, sick, and against your religious up bringing” dad bellowed Mom’s sobs grew louder. I just sat there, looking at dad paced in front of me. “I have contacted Pastor John to see what help he can offer.” “No dad, can’t we just work this out in the family” “Not going to happen. You are sick, maybe even possessed. Pastor John will know where we can get you help” dad said. I laughed in my head when dad said I was possessed. Gay demon, that is funny. “I know there are places that will pray, work or who knows to get the gay out of you.” At that moment, I knew that my life was about to change. I had read articles about the practices of these conversions camps. You pray and they beat you, spit on you, and other horrors; to try to cure you of the sickness. Yet, I wasn’t sick, at least not in my mind. I was just me. Being gay wasn’t me entirely, just a part. “Go to your room” dad commanded, “and there you will stay” I got up and moved a distance away from him, not knowing if he would hit me as I passed. I quickly moved down the hall to my room. “I’ll bring your meals to you” mom said in between sobs. That was three days ago. I was in my room or my bathroom since. In solitary confinement. Dad had removed my laptop. I was isolated from the outside world. Bringing us back to my ear pressed to the door. If only I could hear what they were saying and plotting for my “cure.” I finally gave up and returned to my usual sitting spot on the side of my bed facing the window, watching the world go by. About a half an hour later there was a knock at my door. “Come in” I said. The door opened and instead of dad’s head popping in, it was Pastor John’s. Paster John was a rugged looking man, someone you would know think was a man of God. He was at least six foot and two hundred fifty pounds of muscle. He had dark brown hair and always a three day scruff beard on his face. “Cody, may i have a word with you?” he asked Yes, Pastor John” He walked around to where I was sitting. He gently sat next to me. “Cody, your actions have put your parents in a difficult position and with my guidance they have come to a decision, a very difficult decision. What they have agreed to is out of love not hate. I hope in time you can see that” he said. I sat silent beside him. “The two men that accompanied me to your house are representatives of a ranch out in the desert. A ranch that turns boys like you into men. It will be very hot and a lot of hard work.” Tears began to run down my checks. “In two days you will be leaving here. No need to pack any of your belongings. Everything will be provided. Buck up and prepare yourself. You have some hard times ahead of you.” That said, he got up and walked out of the room. Leaving me alone with my thoughts and tears.

Sitting across the kitchen island from my best friend and his new boyfriend pretending I couldn’t tell my best friend was getting fingered was not how I had thought my night would go when I was invited to this dinner party. Mike and I were about the same age, I was 24, and he 25. We had graduated college together and both moved to NYC from the Midwest about a year ago. Like most gay boys do when they come to the city we had gone through a slutty period, bringing boys home all the time, and occasionally hooking up with each other. That had all stopped about a month ago when Mike met Jack. Jack was in his early forties, big and buff with a bald head, thick beard, and an obvious mat of chest hair. Mike had immediately stopped spending as much time at home when they met, sleeping more and more often at Jack’s place. When he did come back to the apartment he was coy about what they had been up to but strongly implied that he had been fucked to within an inch of his life most nights. I wasn’t jealous but I certainly missed my friend. I had been excited when Mike said that Jack wanted to get to know his friends and was arranging a little dinner. Things had started out very casual, we had a drink in the living room; Jack told us a little about his best friend who was on the way; and we eventually moved into the kitchen so Jack could do some more cooking while we waited on his friend to arrive. Now, with Jack’s friend almost an hour late I was sipping on a beer chatting with the two of them across the island while Jack’s hands were clearly down Mike’s pants and at least one finger was deep inside Mike’s hole. Mike and I both advertised that we were vers but leaned more towards being bottoms, and while I was a little shocked at what I was seeing I was also kind of turned on. I hadn’t seen Jack lube his hand in any way before sliding it down Mike’s pants which made me think Mike was already lubed up before this started. I wondered if it was just lube or if Mike had a fresh load in his hole too. My cock twitched at the thought. It was right around then that the door buzzer went off and Jack slid his hand out of Mike’s pants to answer it. Before I could ask Mike about what had just happened, Jack came back into the kitchen saying his best friend had just arrived and was walking up. Erik was almost a carbon copy of Jack except he had a close-cropped hair cut instead of a shaved head. He wore a black leather vest open over a white t-shirt that did nothing to hide his broad chest, erect nipples and massive amounts of chest hair. To say he was hot is a wild understatement. “Hi boys,” he said, his voice low and warm. He gave Jack a big hung and a kiss then the same to Mike. The way Mike leaned into the kiss I suspected that Mike knew Erik better than he had let on when inviting me to dinner. Jack set Erik and I up with drinks and then left us in the living room to chat while he and Mike finished up getting dinner ready. Erik and I sat on the large couch making small talk and sipping beers. His one arm was up on the back of the couch, and I could just see through the arm hole of his t-shirt a dark furry pit. My cock twitched. This man was every one of my fantasies combined. Erik was funny, and the conversation flowed easily despite how often my glance drifted downward to the bulge in his black jeans. We both stopped talking however when we heard a low grunt from the kitchen followed by a whimper. I cocked my head to the side listening. “Sounds like Jack couldn’t wait till we left to dump another load into your buddy.” I blanched at how bluntly Erik had put it but there was no denying the muffled sounds of fucking coming from the kitchen. We listened as the sounds got rougher and Erik started to rub his crotch. “If they don’t finish soon I’ll have to whip this out and jerk off,” he said, “Unless you’ve got a better idea.” Just then the unmistakable sound of a stifled climax occurred, and a minute later Mike came out of the kitchen looking a little flushed announcing that dinner was ready. The dinner itself was delicious, and totally unscandalous. We talked about our jobs, where Mike and I had gone to school, how Erik and Jack had met years ago, families, pets, goals. It was really fun, and totally wholesome. After dinner Jack moved us back to the living room, and got everyone another round of drinks. Erik and I settled ourselves back on the couch, though he was sitting just a little bit closer this time, and his outstretched arm almost brushed my shoulders when I shifted back on the cushions. Mike and Jack too a smaller love seat and Jack’s hand immedicably ran down Mike’s back and once more slid down his shorts. Eventually the conversation turned to Erik saying to me “So do you have a boyfriend cutie?” “No I’m single just now. I’ve been going on dates, of course, but no one special.” “How,” asked Jack incredulously, “you’re adorable.” I blushed. “Oh leave him alone,” Mike came to my defense and pushed Jack lightly on the shoulder, “he’s not done with his slut phase yet.” “Cause you are?” Jack said jokingly, and flexed his fingers inside of Mike causing him to moan. “No,” he said without embarrassment, “I just found someone who likes me being a slut.” “Damn right.” Jack pulled Mike out of his seat and onto his lap, and kissed him deeply. They started to make. Erik’s hand slid off the back of the couch and only my shoulder, “Come here boy, I don’t care if you’re a slut. In fact, I like my boys slutty.” He pulled me towards him and into a wet kiss. I melted into his arms. I felt a little taken aback at how quickly the evening had changed but Erik was so hot that I didn’t really mind. I let his big hands explore my body, and slowly pull off my shirt as my hands found his big erect nipples and started to play with them. He growled into my mouth, “Keep playing with my nips boy and you’re going to end up with my load in your hole.” I bit his lip softly and started to play with his nipples even more. He growled again, and practically tore my shirt off of me. When our kiss broke so my shirt could come off over my head I saw that Mike had already been stripped down to a jock and was on his knees with his face buried in Jack’s crotch. Jack had also lost his shirt revealing his massive pecs, pierced nipples, and salt and pepper fur covered body. God Mike is lucky I thought. “Look at how open and wet your friend’s hole looks,” Erik whispered in my ear. He was right Mike’s hole look more used that I had ever seen it before, even after we had just fucked. “I bet you wish your hole looked like that right now. Used, and wet. Open and full of cum.” “Yes Sir,” I moaned. I wasn’t really sure why I called him Sir but it felt right. “Mike, go undress your friend for Eric,” Jack said and pushed Mike off of his dick. As it sprung from Mike’s mouth I was shocked. Jack had an eight-inch cock that had to be as thick as a soda can, and it had all been hidden inside Mike’s mouth. He had always been a good cock sucked but damn. Mike stood up and walked over to me. The pouch of his jock bulged but didn’t quite make the outline of his dick as I knew it. He kissed me deeply, then smiled, and undid my pants. He pulled them down and tossed them aside as I stepped out of them. Then he did the same thing with my briefs. I was now the only one completely naked and I felt exposed as my hard dick slapped my stomach. Erik spun me around, he had taken off his vest and shirt. His nipples stood out from the thick covering of black chest hair that swirled across his torso. My gaze drifted downward to his bulging crotch and my mouth watered. Without being told to I dropped to my knees and started unbuttoning his pants. “Erik, don’t forget the house rules,” I heard Jack saying, “You breed a boy in my house that means I get to use him when you’re done.” “After the number of loads I’ve dropped in your boy it seems only fair.” So Erik had been fucking Mike too I thought, as I worked his jeans down past his knees to pull them off, and if I kept going they were both going to fuck me tonight. I pulled Erik’s jock aside without a second thought and swallowed his fat, blunt mushroom head. “Well I think he likes the sound of that too,” Erik said, “Do you want your best friend’s man and I to breed your hole?” I nodded, never taking Erik’s dick from my mouth. “Good boy. Mike said you’d be fun.” Mike had set this up? I’d have to thank him later. Erik’s dick was growing in my mouth, I had no idea how long it was but it was thick and I wanted it deep inside my hole. I had always like giving head but ultimately preferred to get pounded. “Get up boy, and bend over the couch. Your little friend is going to put on a show for you while I get you hole ready for my cock.” I stood up, and moved around the couch so I could rest my chest and arms on the back with my ass stuck out. Erik got behind me and spread my cheeks wide with his rough hands. I felt his warm breath and then his tongue flicked over my hole. I groaned. It was a loud moan from Mike that drew me out of my ecstasy to look over and see him siding down on Jack’s fat raw cock. He was facing Jack and I had a perfect view as his slightly hairy hole widened and stretched to accommodate the massive dick sliding in. Mike slid down with ease, he was obviously use to this cock, and full of cum it turned out. He started to ride and the loads already inside his hole frothed around the invading member. Erik was hammering away at my hole with his tongue. I felt like I was becoming putty in his hands, my knees were shaking and I was desperately horny. “Look at how Mike’s hole just opens up for me now boy,” Jake said over Mike’s shoulder, “The first time I met you, you said you were used to taking big cocks didn’t you boy?” “Yes Sir,” Mike panted. “That wasn’t true though. It took almost a week of me fucking your to get you hole open enough for me to just slide in.” “Yes Sir.” “Now you’re my horny little slut aren’t you.” “Yes Sir.” “You love it so much you wanted our best friend to get a taste of being a cumdump didn’t you.” “Yes Sir.” “Turn around and take off your jock. Show off what a slut you really are.” Mike got up, dropped his jock and turned around. I realized why his bulge had looked weird in his jock. His cock was locked up tight in a clear plastic cage. I felt my hole twitch around Erik’s invading tongue. “He likes that,” Erik said from behind me, “I just felt his pussy quiver.” Jack pulled Mike back onto his lap, and I watched as his cock vanished into my best friend. Mike locked eyes with me and smiled as he squatted over his man’s cock and started to ride it. “How,” I stammered, trying to speak between the moans Erik was forcing out of me, “How long have you been caged.” “Three weeks,” Mike said, only a little out of breath, “Jack said it would help me focus on taking his cock, and he was right. I haven’t cum since and all I can think about is his cock.” “Don’t lie Mike,” Jake said laughingly, “It’s not just my cock. You had two loads in your hole before you got here today. The truth is, locking up Mike’s cock made him into an absolutely insatiable cum whore. He’ll take anyone’s load now.” “Yes Sir.” My hole twitched again, and Erik let out a low grunt of appreciation. “And now you’re going to watch us turn your best friend into a horny little cumdump too, aren’t you baby.” “Yes Sir.” “So here’s the deal boy,” Jake said, Mike still riding his cock, “Erik here is in need of a boy of his own, as much as I like sharing Mike.” I felt Erik’s tongue leave my hole and felt his hands on my hips now. He was rubbing his slick cock against my well tongues hole as Erik spoke. “So he’s going to spend some time getting to know your hole. Then I’ll take a crack at it, and really make sure you have what it takes to be a cumdump for my best friend. After that we’ll see where the night takes us. If in the morning you and Erik decide it’s the right fit, we’ll lock your cock away too and you’ll be his. Sound good.” “Yes Sir,” I answered. “Good,” Erik said and then sank the first four inches of his cock inside me.

I love a good Love Story. It was so good, it was better than Sleepless in Seattle.

wanted to add and forgot was those who won't have sex with older men had better be good as Karma is a powerful thing and some day they too will be old

The past days have been eventful. The first encounter I had was with my regular vanilla top, who Tuesday afternoon fucked me superbly on his bed until he came six inches deep inside me and then fingered me until I came. (He is the one who took the photo of my spread ass framed in his backless brief.) Next that day came a session of fisting with another regular. I first fingered him, then fucked him, and then finally began fisting him. We went on for an hour and a half; he is an amazing fisting bottom. Part of it is practice, but much more is natural talent and passion. The final session was yesterday, an extended session with an old vers guy. I did play with him at length, with fingers and with my dick, but he topped me amazingly. For a period of a half-hour, I felt as if I was vibrating as I lay back in the sling as he kept putting long and thick toys in me ever deeper. The climax came at the end, when he put me back on the sling, opened me wide with his speculum, and then pissed a load into my gaping rectum. I do so want to do more.

I’m sticking with my fantasy instead.

I used to visit berlin in the days when I was a lot bigger, and I think it massively depends on the places where you go. I always study the schedules and have a Plan A and a Plan B just in case. I've never seen or heard of on the door discrimination at Laboratory for their usual parties, although Snaxx has a reputation for stricter door policy we've never had a problem - but I hear the door guy dislikes tourist twinks. Like most places, be prepared than once inside you will be pretty much invisible to most guys if you're not conforming to the ideal type. Biohazardmen at Connection was similar - easy to get in, but tough going in the cruising spots. I (and others) have been turned away from entry to Jaxx (too old when I was 43). The guy on the door of New Action who is the owner of New Action and Slut Club in Hamberg begrudgingly let us in, but was *exceptionally* rude to us. He told my friend he should pay triple entrance fee because of his size. Actually I remember a barman at Slut Club coming on to the same bear-ish friend, only to ask him in the darkroom "I don't want to do anything, I just wanted to know, how do you even have sex if when you look down you can never see your penis?" On the positive side, some of the smaller less commercial clubs and venues are *far* more welcoming... to name a few: Scheune, Bull Bar, Ajpnia, Woof, Quaelgeist, Bose Buben... We've always avoided the tourist seasons of BLF and Folsom as the city is saturated with ultra competitive bottom guys, and I think a lot of the locals are put off by that. Much better to plan a more relaxed trip during normal times and experience Berlin with real Berliners.

From what I have been able to find after a quick scan of available research, Truvada (and its generics) do not *appear* to interfere with each other's effectiveness. Instead, it appears that a more likely result is *increasing* the levels of both medications in your system. See: [think before following links] https://www.drugs.com/drug-interactions/metformin-with-truvada-1573-0-971-1696.html However: I would note that each one, separately, CAN impact kidney function. Taken together, they may accelerate a decline in kidney function - but a good doctor will be monitoring kidney function on both accounts (for prescribing/maintaining PrEP, AND for treatment of diabetes), so he or she should note any change quickly. If by chance you have different doctors prescribing the two medications, make sure each is aware of the other; the doctor handling your diabetes care may find that a different medication will do the job as effectively and with less chance of kidney damage. (It's possible that this impact on kidney function is what results in the increased levels of both drugs, as it's the kidneys that remove a lot of stuff from your system.)

Chapter 18 I went into the room and there was Walter passed out cold. I wasn't sure how long this was going to last but knew I need to move quickly. "Ok let's get him to car. We are going to take him down to the shop." Duke helped me get Walter into the backseat of the car and I drove us to store. I parked in the back and I texted Felix I was here. He met Duke and I at the back door and let us in. I immediately went to the sling that was still constructed and we put Walter into it. I made sure we not only to clasp him in but also used the locks. Now we just needed to wait for Walter to wake up and the rest of the crew to get here. About 40 minutes later the guys started coming in. One of the guy goes, "So what's the plan? Can we just get to having our fun now or what?" I said, "Not yet, We are waiting for him to come too and give us permission in that camera. Our goal isn't just to use him but for me to own him like I do Duke here." "Well we wait can we play some with Duke? He's pretty fun." I looked for at Duke who was practically drooling at the thought of being able to have group fun again. "Fine, you may play but save your toxic cum for this guy right here." Duke got out of his clothes in like record time. He had one cock in his mouth and one in each hand. Duke wastes no time in pleasing a guy. He's a 100% natural. About 20 minutes later Walter started to wake back up. "Where am I? What the hell? Let me out of this!" "Walter, I would love to let you out but you need to do something for me first." "I dont have to do shit for you. Get me the fuck out of this." "Yes, actually if you want to get out of this then you really do. I brought you here because I want to show you what happens to boys that don't listen to me. Take your buddy Duke over there see those guys on him and what he's doing?" "OMG he's a fucking fag. How can he let them just do that? That's fucking disgusting. Get me out of here. Please I dont want to be like him." "Well then you need to listen to me. If you dont listen youll be just like him. Better yet you will end up dirty, diseased, and nobody will want you anymore. That's what you're seeing right now. Duke tried to not listen so he got what he deserved. Hey guys... show of hands who has toxic poz cum." All there hands went in the air. "See do you want that for yourself Walter?" "No, absolutely not!" "Are you going to be a good boy and listen to me then and do everything I say?" "If it means avoiding that situation over there then yes." "Ok first, I want you to look into this camera state your name, date of birthday, and that you give consent to be recorded and that recording being used however I decide. That if I get anything wrong that I willfully wrong along the way that I will let toxic poz guys breed my virgin hole." Without argument he did just that in the camera. I thought to myself wow this is going to be too easy. "Ok guys get in here it's time to play a game with Walter here. Felix put the blindfold on him." Felix put the blindfold on and the guys gathered around Walter. "Alright you and you rub ur cocks on his chest. Walter you must tell me which cock you think belongs to your friend Duke and which to a stranger. Don't get it wrong as there are consequences." "Uh, i'm not doing this. I am not taking some poz cock." "Last chance to answer." "Im not playing this stupid game get me..." Before he could finish the sentence I rammed my cock right into his virgin hole without any mercy. He screamed the loudest i've ever heard. "Alright take the blindfold off and somebody get him some poppers." I looked down at him, "I was going to try to be gentle but you've pissed me off. Now all these guys will be using u and unloading in you. You don't have a choice. I already have your consent on tape and I have ur phone here that's unlocked. Piss me off more and I will send ur parents a video of u in this cling being a giant cum dump for poz seed. So you need to make ur choice now how the rest of this is going to go...." (Let me know if you want this story to continue and have any ideas ..."

PART TWO It had been about six years since I'd been raped in the toilet block. I'd spent the next few weeks in absolute fear of what had happened to me there and I half-knew what to expect when I went to get my test results back. My worst fears had been realised when I found out that I was now HIV positive. I got referred to a clinic where they gave me the usual talk about it not being a death sentence any more but I couldn't help but think that my life had been ruined all because of one fateful late night run. I was given my prescription for medication to ensure that I was undetectable which I kept up and travelled for the next few years from place to place. I didn't tell my family and didn't want to share my life with anyone because how could I? What woman would want to be with an HIV+ guy knowing I couldn't give her kids? By the time I returned, both of my parents had died and being the wonderful but very needy person that she is, my sister had found refuge in the arms of someone from her work. From all I'd heard her say about him he sounded a pretty manipulative piece of work but she seemed happy so that was the main thing. On my return home, being pretty much penniless, she was very pleased to tell me that she'd signed a contract and got me a job for a year as basically a personal assistant for her boyfriend. I was neither here nor there on it but thought it'd be a good way to save some money before travelling again & my money starting to run out also meant that my prescription was starting to run out too. I was due to start my new job on the Wednesday (that's when their pay period started) when my sister invited me round for dinner with her & her new beau (& my boss) on the Monday night. I'd hoped that we were able to do it on the weekend but Kathy said that Bruce was always away on weekends with work and that he could only do during the week. I was a little nervous knocking on her door to meet them but Kathy ran to the door & wrapped me up in a big hug & introduced me to Bruce who I had to say, looked pretty intimidating. "Really pleased to meet you Bruce, and thankyou so much for giving someone like me a job without an interview or anything!" "Hey, that's no problem at all, Kathy's told me all about you & she shows me all your pics on Facebook & Instagram. With everything she said, I knew I had to have you." As the night wore on and the wine flowed freely, parts of their relationship just didn't add up. Kathy had never been around to Bruce's place, AT ALL, and he always seemed to be busy on weekends. He said that it was because he was doing work on his place, "as a project" and that kept him busy on the weekends when he wasn't away from work. I could understand that might have happened for some of the time that they were together, but the whole time? It just felt weird. While Bruce was getting something for dessert, I asked her if there were kids or marriage on the cards and she said that they were still using condoms as Bruce said he didn't feel ready for kids at this stage. That also struck me as weird but Kathy said Bruce wanted to make sure nothing untoward happened, but like I said, she seemed happy. I also had the feeling that I'd met Bruce somewhere before but I just couldn't place where. I'd probably run into him somewhere at college or something like that. It was getting late and Kathy had gone to the bathroom, I decided that I should probably leave too so that I could get a couple of good nights' sleep before starting work and I didn't want to get too messy in front of my new boss. "C'mon, stick around for another glass. I can open a new bottle if you'd like?" Bruce asked me as he was looking in the fridge. "Nah, I'm good. I should probably hit the road before it gets too late." "Ah that's a shame Ryan. Are you.........POSTIVE?" As he said that last word he stood bolt upright, and looked me dead in the eyes, a devilish glint in his eye and a massive smirk on his face. Oh no......that voice....IT'S HIM!!!!! END OF PART TWO

Glad people are enjoying this. As always let me know what you think and how it might unfold. Thanks for all the support xx Chapter 4 I lay there still going over the entire night in my head over and over. How did this happen? What choices did I make to lead to this moment of me laying in my own cum in this hot twink’s bed leaking poz cum out of my once virgin hole. I’d always been so careful to hide my true self and now all that hard work was unravelling. What was even more confusing was I didn’t feel ashamed. I felt excited. What was wrong with me? *ding ding* My phone lit up. Sarah: Where are you Brian? Fuck. I looked at my phone. It was 3am and I had four missed calls from my wife. Fuck fuck fuck. I texted back. Felt tired so pulled over to nap. Be home soon love xx I jumped out of bed while Leon lay there sleeping. His soft cock lying against his flat toned stomach. The tip laying against his pink scorpion tattoo. Fuck he was right. His soft cock was bigger than mine hard. I quickly got dressed and headed to the front door. I tried the lock but it had one of those dead bolts from the inside that requires a key. I tried the lock but it just wouldn’t give. “Need some help with that” came an unknown voice behind me. I turned to see one of Leon’s housemates from the couch earlier. He was much shorter than me about 5’3” to my 6’2”. He was a bigger build than Leon but still fit with a little bit of a belly and hairy all over, he was wearing nothing but a jockstrap. His chest was big. I noticed one of his nipples was pierced and he had the same pink scorpion tattoo on his right pec. Must be a friend group thing. My eyes naturally drifted down to his crotch. He had a clear outline of his cock. He didn’t look as big as Leon but still impressive. “You and Leon certainly had some fun tonight” he said walking over to the table by the door and picking up a set of keys “my name’s Jack by the way”. “Yeah umm I guess we did” I stammered. He slowly approached and place one had against the door beside my head while placing the key into the lock. “You’re pretty lucky Daddy fag. Leon has a lot of Daddy’s after him but he only liberates a select few” Jack said licking his lips. “So tell me. Did he give you his special gift?” Fuck he knew? He knew exactly what I was. “Yeah he did. I just really need to get home. Thanks for getting the door” I said as I turned to leave. *Whack* Jack pushed my body into the door before I was able to open it. He held my body to the door and got right up close. “We kind of have a rule in this house. That if I like a look of a fag Leon brings home that I get the sloppy seconds” he spat into my ear. “Please I can’t. I need to go home. My wife is worried about me” I pleased. Fuck why did I say that? “Wow Daddy’s straight and married? Not for much longer if Leon’s gift takes” he laughed. Fuck he was right. The reality started to sink in. My panic was broken when I felt Jack’s hand slide down the back of pants and rub my slick Cum filled hole. “Wow faggot. Leon really filled you up. How many cocks have you taken to manage his Monster cock?” He asked. “You won’t believe this but none. I was a virgin before tonight” I replied. My little prick started to twitch as he invaded my hole with his fingers. “While that does sound unbelievable Leon does have a way of turning out natural born faggots” Jack laughed. Soon he had three fingers in my hole and I started moaning like the cock hungry slut I was. I was already starting to think like Leon and Jack talked. “Sounds like my newly turned fag needs it” he said excitedly as he pulled my pants down to my ankles. I heard the waist band his jock snap. I turned my neck to see his cut cock. It looked thick. Thicker than Leon’s but maybe only two thirds as long. The head was pierced with a thick PA the ends were little cones. Not the balls I’d seen in porn. He started to rub the head against my hole while using his cum covered hand to jerk his thick cock. The slick Cum looked pink. My hole stung as his PA rubbed against it. “Listen fag. I don’t know what discussion you and Leon had before he fucked you raw but I hope it goes without saying that I won’t be wearing a rubber. It’s kind of useless as my PA tends to break them anyway. Understood?” He said firmly. “Yes Sir” I responded feeling powerless to object. “Good fag” he said slamming my head against the door “spread your legs and bend your knees”. I did exactly what he said. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t craving another cock in my hole. I’d felt empty since Leon was done with me. I felt the pressure of his head pushing against my hole. I wanted to feel it in me so badly but he was struggling to get past my hole. He was certainly girthier than Leon. “Relax fag or I’ll have to force me way in” he spat pushing my head back into the door. I tried to relax as best I could. But I was finding it hard to concentrate. I couldn’t stop think about how my day had unfolded. The pressure got greater. His big cock head pressing into my hole. I felt it slowly open painfully as his PA scraped my ring on the way in. I let out a yelp. “Shut it fag. If you wake Leon he might insist on taking over” jack snapped as he put this hands around my throat. His cock started to slowly push open my ass as I become light headed as Jack’s hands tightened around my neck. “Good Daddy. You’re a total natural. You’re wasted in closet. Lucky for you I think those days are numbered” he whispered as he pushed deeper, tightening his grip. I was struggling to breathe as his cock head hit my prostate. Just touching it as his balls hit mine. My little prick was now rock hard. But barely dribbling after cumming twice tonight. Jack slowly started to pull out of my hole. I could feel his PA catching the sides of my ass. The pain was like nothing I’d felt tonight. I tried to scream but his hands around my neck stopped anything coming out. I don’t know if it was the pain or his grasp but vision went blurry then eventually black. I don’t know how long I was out for but I came to to the slapping sound of Jack’s balls hitting my ass. His hands were now on my shoulders and he’d found himself a rhythm. My ass was on fire but I couldn’t feel anymore tearing. “Faggot’s back” jack said panting as he fucked my ass his cock head hitting my prostate with each stroke. I steadied myself with one hand as my other hand wrapped around my cock, covering the whole thing with one hand. His cock head hitting my prostate over and over felt so different to Leon’s sliding past it as Jack’s head seem to land right on it every time. His thicker cock had stretched my ass to what felt like it’s limit. “Leon will hope that it was his cum that knocks you up. But let’s be honest if the virus happens from tonight alone you’ll never know if it was mine or Leon’s toxic seed” jack panted getting tired from the merciless fucking. What?! They’re both poz? Fuck fuck fuck. My brain was screaming get him out of you. But my hand and cock had other ideas. I jerked my little dick harder and faster than I’d ever before. Each time his pummeling cock hit my prostate I got closer and closer. “I’m getting close faggot” Jack whispered in my ear “get ready to take your second poz load in your once neg cunt”. His cock swelled and throbbed inside my wrecked hole. His pumping sped up until I heard him yell - “I’m cumming faggot”. His hips bucked and his strokes slowed as he pumped 5 big loads into my ass. As he did my little cock spurted three small ropes of cum against the door. “Good faggot, goos faggot” jack said tiredly as he slumped into my back. He held me there for a moment kissing the back of my neck, one arm around me chest the other massaging my thigh. Eventually he pulled his cock out of my ass and I collapsed to the floor. I could barely stand without his support. “While you’re down there fag clean this up” he said waving his semi hard cock in my face. It was slick with a pink cummy slime. I struggled to my knees and tops his softening cock into my mouth. The taste was bitter and like iron and I couldn’t get enough of it. I eagerly cleaned my ass slime from his cock. “Don’t forget the door faggot” as he pushed me off his cock slipping it back into his jockstrap. I did as I was told and licked my cum off the door it tasted a lot sweeter than his cock. Jack out his strong hand under my arms and lifted me to my feet. He leant me against the door and leaned in planting his lips on mine. He kissed a lot rougher than Leon and it felt less special than with Leon. But I still kissed him back. Eager to explore another man’s mouth. His stubble scratched my face. He licked some cum off my chin and spat it back in my face. “Keep it there fag” he said with a smirk “now you better get back to your naive wife”. *click* He unlocked the door and turned me around slapping my ass causing it to sting as he pushed me out the door. “Don’t be a stranger Daddy” he said closing the door behind me. I slowly walked to the car. My ass on fire. Cum leaking out into the seat of my pants. I looked in the rear view mirror as I started the car. My eyes bloodshot, pink cum glistening on my face and the largest grin you’ve ever seen.

Part 4 - The Morning After The State Visit "Good morning your highness, your coffee" Eldred said placing the cup down. Alex turned over in bed slightly confused "Where is Jackson?" he mumbled. "Reassigned to the crown prince your highness" Eldred replied bowing his head. Alex stared at Eldred looking angry. "I will return shortly your highness" Eldred said. Alex sat up "No need I can dress myself thank you, walk away" he commanded. Slowly the words began sinking in and Alex sat up in bed seething and waiting for Eldred to leave, he jumped out of bed and paced around naked the bedroom several times then grabbed a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. Without even thinking what he was going to say he strode angrily out of his apartments towards the staff areas and Major Lipscombe office. In the other wing Alden stood there in the mirror studying and watching Jackson carefully, every move was delivered with precision and minimal fuss. Expecting massive backlash from the change he had orchestrated from his brother, Jackson showed no outward sign of annoyance that had Alden questioning if there was any physical contact going on. If there was then Jackson was very tight lipped about it yet it had to be done before things escalated and the rest of the palace found out and it became the gossip story of the month. "Thank you Jackson" Alden said turning to face him, "I hope you will enjoy being my valet". "As you wish your highness" Jackson replied bowing his head. Alden moved away and turned to look at him "I had to do it, you understand don't you?". Jackson looked curiously at Alden "It is not I you need to explain things to your highness" he said going straight to the point. Alden shifted uncomfortably on the spot "I know, he is going to hate me even more when he realises". "The Prince is your brother, there will be not question that he will be upset but he loves you" Jackson replied. Alden nodded "Are you in love with him?" he asked completely out of the blue and Jackson stopped dead in his tracks. Shaking his head "No your highness we are not in love" he replied, "Affection yes but not love". "Good" Alden replied, "I won't need you until this evening, walk away" he said in a very kind tone. Jackson bowed again and took his leave from the crown prince, he felt a little embarrassment that Alden had picked up on them so quickly. Lipscombe had collared both of them before their duties started that morning and without explanation they were switched princes. Right now he could only think of how Alex would react and if he would stand for this. Jackson checked his watch and decided to head to the staff restaurant for some breakfast before heading to the gym in the palace basement. Lipscombe nodded avoiding any conversation with Jackson and went back to his office along the corridor and sat behind his desk going through the footman's rotas for the coming month. Suddenly he became aware of a commotion in the corridor and rose from his seat. The noise meant only one thing, a member of the royal family had entered the household staff area and but all accounts it was one unhappy person. Numerous staff addressed him standing still and bowing as Alex entered and stood there, catching many of the staff by surprise as it was very rare that royal family came into this part of the palace. Two footmen quickly put gloves on and bowed in unison 'Your highness how may we assist you?' they both asked. Alex stopped realising he had only been in here a few times as a child and had no idea where he was actually heading. "Lipscombe's office please?" Alex asked knowing the staff would talk about this for days. "The open door at the end of the corridor your royal highness" one of the footman replied. Alex nodded "Thank you" he said hearing the scuttling of chairs in the staff restaurant. The staff called out "Your highness" in chorus as Alex past by in a hurry. Lipscombe appeared at his door "Your highness" he said bowing, "May I help you?" he asked. Alex pushed his way into Lipscombe office "Return my valet" he said loudly. Lipscombe closed the door "I am sorry your highness but I promoted Jackson" he explained. "Well you can demotehim then!" Alex said getting quickly flustered with him. "Your highness, it was a request from above to promote him" Lipscombe tried to explain. Alex turned to look out of the window "Who?" he asked. Lipscombe thought quickly on his feet "Senior members of the royal household your highness" he replied. Alex turned to face him "Fine I will take it up with the King" he said moving to the door. "As you wish your highness" Lipscombe replied breathing a sigh of relief way to quickly that let his guard down. Alex picked up on it and opened the door "Remove Eldred as my valet I will do without". Lipscombe returned to his desk "Eldred is your appointed valet your highness" he said. Alex walked over to the desk "I do not want him in the my rooms. Just remember you are replaceable" he remarked. His words shocked Lipscombe "The Royal Council appoints the head of the household" he reminded the prince. Alex looked at him "I know, and the Governor is head of it" he replied. "You are well informed your highness" Lipscombe said with a slight mocking tone. Alex half smirked at the major "Be careful Lipscombe, do not underestimate me, we may have a mutual dislike for each other and I can fix that". Lipscombe was taken back by his backbone standing up to him. "Remove Eldred immediately, do not disobey me" Alex repeated. Lipscombe stood there watching the prince storming out ending their conversation, he would need to talk to Alden quickly before the prince put a spanner in the works. The scuttle of chairs sounded again as he rushed along the corridor and one of the footman reappeared and opened the door for Alex smiling and bowing his head 'Your highness' he said in respect to the prince as he walked past. Despite his anger Alex took a moment to look at him then thanked him for opening the door, usual protocol was to be oblivious to the footmen and pass through the door, occasionally a nod was made to signify acknowledgement. Artem the footman was stunned at the prince for not only speaking but also looking at him on his way out and he quickly glanced around to make sure the Major was no where to be seen, Lipscombe would hit the roof if minor members of the royal household engaged in any form of interaction with the family that much he knew from his short time being in the palace. Artem closed the door watching the prince make his way out in to the royal residences, his heart pounded in his chest at the fear of the unknown, he made direct eye contact with the prince who seemed pleasant enough he thought. Alex smirked walking away knowing the door was taking way too long to close meaning that the footman must still be watching him. Apart from his anger he felt a little flushed in embarrassment having stared at the young very sexy footman, desperate to turn his head and have a look he pushed forward fighting that urge to look back. Alex knew his father would not have shown the slightest interest in such a trivial matter or request Jackson to be moved. The only person who came to mind now was his brother, after all Eldred was his valet and the swap pointed directly back to Alden. Angry to even bother confronting him, Alex went back to his apartment and saw the two palace maintenance men finishing with their varnishing of the door to the rooms opposite his apartment. They both stopped and bowed at the young prince before he inquired if someone was moving in to the rooms, it didn't help matters when he found out it was for his crown protection officer who would be moving in the following day. Alex returned to his lounge at sat down, the whole place seemed empty without Jackson bustling around his duties. The one person he had found trust in and be very normal with was gone, he couldn't even send him a text message since their phones were monitored by the palace press team to ensure nothing damaging was sent. Alex changed in to something more presentable for breakfast and noticed that Eldred must have been back and tidied up. At breakfast Alex quizzed his father over the valet situation, his response was sympathetic but he told Alex to sort it out with Lipscombe. All the time he kept one eye on Alden who kept glancing at Alex then looking away quickly in a sheepish manner, it was enough to validate his suspicion that Alden was behind the whole thing. Just before Alex finished breakfast one of the footmen approached with a silver tray and a letter for Alex, he slowly opened it and read the note from the Governor Premier smiling as he did so. "What is it Alex?" his father asked casually out of interest. Alex looked at his father "The Governor Premier has invited me for lunch tomorrow". "That is good news Alex" his mother replied, "You and he did seem to get on well". "Yes we did rather" Alex replied, "He wants to discuss my role going forward" he said. "Good, good" his father said smiling, "And official engagements?" he asked. "I guess that is what he wants to talk about" Alex replied putting the note back on the tray. Alex quietly played with food on his plate, "What is it Alex?" his mother asked. "Not sure about all of this, do I even really fit in" Alex said rambling words together. "Alex you are no making any sense" She replied and her husband stopped her going on. "Come and talk to us after your lunch appointment Alex" his father suggested. "Thank you" Alex replied, "I will need a car tomorrow if that is okay". "Perfect timing Alex, you get your crown protection officer tomorrow" his mother reminded him. Alex nearly rolled his eyes in disdain but knew it was no good and agreed with this mother before telling the footman to issue an acceptance to the Governor Premier. Alex excused himself from breakfast and noticeably he paid more attention to the footmen trying to find the cute one he saw earlier, fruitless as it was he went for a walk in the private gardens. Alone and with his thought Alex was a pile of dynamite waiting to explode, that trapped feeling around his sexuality was playing on him again, then there was the thought of taking on a more active role then finally he shivered remembering the dirty advances of Andreas. Underneath he dam well knew if Andreas had played it differently he would have quite happily had sex with the Greek god. Andreas was incredibly attractive looking but he couldn't get past that slimy tone that whilst sickening also left you feeling degraded and completely inferior to him. He looked up the palace where his royal apartments were situated staring at them blocking everything out. The rest of the day he hid himself away by swimming then hiding out in the extensive grounds of the palace gardens with a book. After a quick change of clothes Alex returned to the garden before dinner and as usual he was over thinking his life and easier it would be without all of this. He was still unsure if he was cut out for a royal life and seeing how his brother had taken it in his stride made him wonder if it was worth all the attention. It was the loneliness and the constant pressure of being perfect in public that he didn't respond well to, opinions were never thought about before so he had no idea how much or if he was liked by the people of Monrovia. He was brought out of his mind boggling thoughts hearing his name called. Alden slowly walked over trying to assess Alex's mood then sat on the bench next to him. "I am so pleased and happy you are getting involved Alex" Alden said in an approving tone. Alex glanced at him "I don't need your approval or sarcasm" he replied sharply. Alden nodded and was quiet for a moment, "I deserved that. I had to do it" he finally said. "Do what?" Alex replied pretending he had no idea what his brother was going on about, suppressing his anger. Alden looked at his brother "Replace Jackson" he said quietly, "Before it got messy and you were the talk of the palace". "Why what do you care, you are next in line" Alex replied with a sharp sting from his tongue. Alden glanced at him "I know you are angry Alex" he said pausing, "I am sorry for doing it but needs must". Alex stared at the palace "He treated me like a normal person, joked with me, made me laugh and brought happiness" he replied. "I know, I could see the casualness between you both" Alden tried explaining himself, "Are you really that unhappy?" he asked concerningly. "You took my only piece of normality away to suit yourself" Alex said raising his voice, "Is life going to be about what you can take from me?" he asked. "Certainly not Alex, I love you bro" Alden replied raising his voice "I did for our family not myself, he should have respected you!". Alex fumed "Well he did even when we had sex!" he blurted out and welling up then regretting what he had just admitted. There was silence as Alden stared at his brother. "Forget it!" Alex said shaking. "Wait" Alden pleaded grabbing Alex's arm, "Gay or not you are my brother and the prince" he said, "You have to man up and face it". Alex sat down putting his head in his hands nodding "I can't fight it Alden" he said, "I am not a strong as you at dealing with all of this". "Alex it comes with practice trust me. Are you in love with him?" Alden asked almost too scared in case of a big lashing out from Alex. Alex shook his head "No, well maybe a little bit of me loves how he makes me feel and I enjoy his company". Alden put his arm around his brother "I love you Alex, unconditionally and no matter what" he said. Alex was amazed at his brothers reaction "You don't seemed shocked by all of this". "Well, I sort of knew from a friend at military school" Alden replied, "I even had a go, you know how it is at that place" he confessed. Alex looked pensieve "What if I want to give up the crown" he said in a hushed tone. "Alex it would break my heart if you did and our parents" Alden said looking at him, "Granny I think would never talk to you again if you did". Alex looked at him "What about my happiness, what if it lies beyond the palace wall?" he asked. "Alex I do not have the answers, who says you can't be happy here?" Alden asked. Alex shrugged "I am trapped Alden, I want a boyfriend, I want to be normal and be in love with someone" he said. Alden chuckled "Alex, you have never and will never be normal, even if you give this up you will still be known as the prince". Alden put his arm around his brothers shoulder "Start by telling out our parents Alex" he said, "They dote on you more than me being the youngest". Alden never let on that his parents had already asked him about Alex and if he had confided in him or was hiding any secrets. As a family secrets was abolished and their parents had always emphasised the point about being open and discussing things as a family, Alex knew it all made sense since their very close knit family could confide in things that went no further than the four walls of the room they were in. Alex nodded knowing his brother was right and it was the right thing to do. It was the first time the two brothers had sat down and had a very real in depth grown up conversation about how each other was feeling. Alex learnt that whilst Alden joked around about Alex being the spare many years ago, all he wanted was to be with Alex instead of being taken away to learn how his life was mapped out. As it turned out Alden was envious of the simple life Alex now had in comparison, there was so much expectation on Alden's shoulders that his young life was being stripped away from him and he had to grow up very quickly. "I know it is harder on you Alden, but you have the stomach for it" Alex said looking at him. Alden smirked "I want you to come on more engagements with me Alex, sometimes I feel sick to my feet" he admitted. "I can't do this without you Alex, promise you will be by my side" Alden said looking all serious. "Get rid of Elethera and I will do" Alex replied half jokingly but making sure his point got across. "Wow you really don't like her do you?" Alden asked hoping his brother would be straight with him. Alex shook his head "No and I am amazed you can't see that she is a crown grabber and Andreas is a dirty pervert" he replied. Alden glanced at him "Did he try it on with you?" he asked changing his tone to concern. "Doesn't matter Alden" Alex replied quickly looking away from his brother glare. "You don't need to answer your look said it all Alex" Alden said getting angry. Alex put his hand on his brothers leg "Nothing happened so drop it, anyway Jackson stepped in and protected me". "That whole family is weird" Alex said, that news was not new to Alden as he had already concluded that. Alden sighed "Okay" he replied shocking Alex that his brother didn't argue about her, "Only if you get involved in the family business". Alex sighed and nodded slowly. "Do the visit to Spain with out parents then maybe go off somewhere and take a break" Alden suggested. Alex partly smiled "I want Jackson back then" he said offering a compromise, he knew all along the answer would be no. "No" Alden replied smirking, "I will get rid of Elethera next year but you can't have him back, I need to protect your dignity". Alex was about to protest before Alden spoke again "Just be discreet with him" he now said. Alex looked confusingly at him. "You know what I mean" Alden said winking at him. Alex nodded "You know if you hadn't replaced him with Eldred I would never have known it was your doing". "Yeah stupid of me to do that, you see why I need you Alex" Alden said chuckling, "But you have Eldred now". "No, I don't want him, he is in Lipscombe's pocket" Alex replied, "I know he tells him everything that goes on up here". "We are running out of valets Alex" Alden said, "You make a fair point though. I have never really trusted him". "Then we get one of the footmen trained" Alex suggested, "After all Lipscombe listens to you and thinks I am stupid". Alden play punched him "Very funny" he replied, "Okay lets talk with Lipscombe in the morning, I will summon him" he said chuckling. "Thank you" Alex said genuinely, "I want to chose my valet though" he said making it clear. Alden smiled as he loved summoning Lipscombe as he got on edge when called, "Come on spare, lets go to dinner". Alex stood up and looked at his brother "You know you are a real royal knob head at times" he said then ran off. Alden cursed and chased Alex around the garden until a footman appeared advising the King and Queen were waiting for them. Alex stopped and finally Alden caught up with him and flung his arm around his brothers shoulder. Unsure when to broach the subject Alex took the opportunity whilst they waited for the Dowager Queen to join them. He talked about his choice to support the International HIV Foundation charity, in return it had opened the doors to questions by his parents and Alex eventually, after taking a deep breath tentatively opened up about being gay and revealing his true feelings. It stopped the conversation dead it in it's tracks for a few seconds but neither of his parents looked overly shocked and they were watching him avidly. The silence around the table for those few seconds almost freaked Alex out and he started regretting what he said. The King turned to his wife "You loose the Victoria tiara then?" he said. Alex sat there confused "Did you hear what I said?" he asked. "Yes" his mother replied, "Dam" she replied as the Dowager Queen arrived and they all stood. "You seem a little upset Helena" the Dowager Queen remarked taking her seat. "You win!" Helena said to the Dowager Queen, "Dam I really wanted that tiara!". "Hah!" the Dowager Queen said chuckling then looked at Alex, "So you came clean then?". Alex looked even more confused than before "Came clean?" he asked furrowing his eyebrows. "Don't do that" his grand mother said, "Well, now we have to find a nice prince for you" she said. Alex looked at his mother "I bet grannie you weren't gay" his mother said, "And now I have lost". "Not only bet, she wanted the Victoria Tiara if she won" the Dowager Queen added smiling. "Just so we are clear" Alex said speaking up, "No fixing me up with royal idiots! I want to find my own person if I may" he said. "Oh no" his granny replied, "I want to see who else I can out with the European royalty" he said smiling gleefully. "Granny!" Alex said in shock, "You make it sound like a witch hunt, have you been overdoing the gin again?" he asked. It was a relief that it was no big deal, also it rather shocked him that his mother and grand mother had bet each other if he was gay. The whole coming out thing had been a real anti-climax, his father was more concerned about how Alex was feeling and sat down with him after dinner and was assured by him not to make any rash decisions and let things settle down for a while and then see how he felt. Alex entered the apartments and closed the door mentally exhausted, his mood was a lot better and he walked into the dressing room that was eerily quiet. Alex took his shirt and trousers off and placed them in the laundry box and was about to take a shower when he felt the familiar hands hold his waist. He jumped slightly from shock and turned around to find Jackson there. Jackson cupped Alex's face in his hands and kissed him passionately then lifted him off the ground carrying him to the bedroom. Alex's body completely relaxed shedding a tear of happiness in Jackson's arms, his emotions surfacing from all the days ups and downs. Now being held by the one trusted person outside his family he couldn't hold on any longer, Jackson held Alex tighter comforting him all the while whilst the excitement eased off and he was able to engage Alex in conversation. Alex looked at him "What are you doing here?" he asked kissing him in between his words. Jackson smiled "Your brother ordered me here to see to you" he replied. "You mean his highness sent you here" Alex said taunting Jackson, "Remember I am royalty". "Not when you moan from my cock pounding your arse you aren't" Jackson replied kissing him. Alex turned to face him "Alden actually sent you here?" he asked needing confirmation. Jackson nodded "Yes, it felt like he was giving consent to this" he replied. He heaved a huge sigh of relief "Yeah he thought if you continued as my valet... well you know". "Palace gossip I guess, but at least I am allowed to sneak up here" Jackson said picking Alex up. Alex laughed and their arms fought each other playfully after Jackson dropped him on the bed, Alex soon found his naked body under Jackson's, legs wrapped around Jackson's thighs, powerless to resist and in a predicament he so enjoyed with this man. Alex moaned softly at the familiar warm moistness of Jackson's cock nudging and slowly teasing open his hole. Alex looked at him and like there was an invisible language between them Jackson leant forward and kissed him softly at first then applying more pressure and enjoying Alex's response with his back arching ever so slightly. The feeling of his body felt so good to Jackson that he wriggled his hips until his cock slid upwards a little finding the goal and penetrating Alex steadily, gliding his cock in slowly and without stopping until he could go no further. The pelvic thrusts providing the sensual enjoyment they both felt. Staring each other in the eyes so deeply. Transfixed and hypnotised, each in their own little world of erotic pleasure. Jackson leaned down and kissed Alex again, it was clear that Jackson was not about to tease or play tonight. His pelvis moving more rapidly delivering powerful thrusts full of purpose. His climax came quickly and Alex made a noise between a painful whimper and pleasure as Jackson pushed down hard with such force. His groans and body tensing allowed him to focus all his energy down through the shaft of his pulsing cock that flooded the prince's arse. Even for him this was a big load and Alex could feel the warmth inside increasing, quickly he sought Jackson's mouth in urgent need to kiss him. The instant their tongues met a chain reaction surged through Alex and he pushed his hips up and began releasing his load between their bodies, Jackson giggled and watched his prince's look of shock at shooting his load without touching himself. After Alex had regained his composure Jackson scooped him up in his arms, his cock still inside Alex and carried him to the bathroom and the shower, only there did he extract his cock by lifting Alex higher. Carefully Jackson extracted the head of his cock followed by a gush of cum dripping down in to the shower tray. Alex giggled at how uncontrollable he was at stopping it from happening, finally Jackson released Alex and allowed him to stand on his own feet where they kissed softly before turning on the water to clean themselves up. Alex rested back against Jackson's manly figure of a body moaning softly at the hands roaming all over his chest washing him. He loved it when Jackson played the part of a real lover, being tender and kissing him softly on his neck and shoulder, in truth there was a part of Alex that had come to love this man.. It was by no means a physical love that needed explanation, it was born out of gratitude and respect for Jackson along with sexual power hold that Alex knew he had on him. He did nothing to fight that in fact it was what made them so hungry for each other. Jackson turned the water off and grabbed a towel then slowly he began drying Alex. "I needed this tonight, needed you in fact" Alex said enjoying their closeness. Jackson kissed his neck "Please don't fall in love with me Alex" he said softly to him. "I promise Jackson" Alex replied softly, "I like what we have and anyway you are to old" he said. Jackson slapped Alex on the arse laughing "Yeah but man I can make you scream" he said smiling. There was a momentary silence that they both happily fell in to, sometimes words were never needed and Jackson picked the prince up carrying him back to bed. Alex laid there with his fingers playing with Jackson's semi hard cock, Alex looked at Jackson who seemed very calm with a broad grin on his face. Alex rolled on to his stomach and leaned over to kiss Jackson. "I met your protection officer today" Jackson informed him, "Very nice" he added. "Oh right, nice as in?" Alex asked wholly unconvinced of the idea of having one. Jackson smirked "Sexy and hard as nails so don't fall in love with him" he said. "Do not worry a CPO is the last thing I want. Shadowing my every move" Alex replied. Jackson kissed him on the head "He will keep you safe" he said getting out of bed. Jackson pulled the sheets back for Alex who climbed under them and waited for Jackson to lay with him. Jackson set him alarm for one hour then kissed Alex and stayed until the prince fell asleep.

Four days since redeeming my mare’s ticket for last Friday’s event. I passed through the screen I took the week before and refrained from hooking up leading up to the event, so feel good that I knew my state on arrival. A little over a week from today I will get another lab test done to see what I can report back here afterwards. This event was smaller than past markets. The nature of the venue made it practical to attempt to take a head count twice just before the hoods went on. I could easily be off by one or two in either direction, but counted 25 both times. Couldn’t tell you much of anything about how many stallions were there that night, for reasons that should be no surprise. The stable hands were amazing as always! I had to be moved from the first spot I’d picked when the event started because it was too light and had tipped up on two legs several times the first time I was mounted. The event had just started, so there were very limited options for being moved to a safer place, but the volunteer who moved me out of necessity that first time must have kept an eye out for that ti change because he came back only a short time later and offered to move me to a sturdier bench similar to the one I’d picked out but couldn’t stay with. He didn’t have to do that, and I hadn’t even thought to ask. That outcome required both empathy to predict an unspoken need and a genuine desire to help make everyone’s night go as well as it could in order to have acted on what his intuition registered. I am grateful so many of those who are chosen to serve as stable hands have those qualities and bring them so willingly to the task! I also want to thank the stallions’ for being the men they were as well. I’m aware that the event organizers had included a request that the stallion’s make a point of being gentle with the mares and do their part to help them keep their stamina for the duration. I make it a point to warm up before arriving, so I noticed a difference in how gentle the first several men who approached me were that tells me this request was heard and respected without complaint. Someone once observed here that the stallions tend to sample earlier in the evening and wait until much later before cumming. That trend did not change, but each stallion who gave me some time on their cock during the early half of that evening seemed to be spending more time with each visit than what I recall. Perhaps that had more to do with there being fewer mares overall, but whatever the motivation, I appreciated the extra time! I was particularly fortunate to have encountered the first stallion who made contact with me that nigh. Before attempting to fuck me, he took a grip around my cock like he was checking its weight, ran his hand down my back like he was assessing how smooth my skin was, and tapped his finger against my ass as if he needed to check whether or it I had applied any lubrication yet (of course I had!). Once he’d done his cursory physical inspection he whispered to inform me that I’d passed his inspection on, offered his prediction that I had the right qualities to be quite popular that night. He told me I wasn’t going to get his load this early, but reassured me he’d come find me when he was ready, then lined the head of his cock up and gave me several slow deep thrusts before pulling out and walking away without saying another word. His feedback was complimentary and kind, and more importantly delivered it in a way that appealed to personality traits that find obedience erotic and seek pleasure from being rewarded verbally for obedient behavior. I had already been in a good mood for what was i imagined the night had in store, but that stallion’s approach pushed me head first across an intangible boundary between my mundane every day sense of self and the market’s sense of rhythm and ritual. I couldn’t have asked for a better way to start the evening. Nor could I have asked for much better of a way to end it. Two of the last three stallions that fucked me that night had been there long enough that they no longer felt compelled to hold back. Not only that, but they also both growled a clear message that they were about to come, just enough warning for me use whatever body language I had at my disposal. The first time I was over the same bench I’d been moved to well over an hour ago and responded by willing my hole to relax and crawling a half pace back in his direction so he could get as deep as he cared to. I could feel the base of his cock spasm barely an instant later when he made one last inward thrust and let his weight keep his hilted balls deep until he had recovered enough to pull out, step back, and exchange mutual gratitude for what had just happened. I was offered a place in a sling they had just become vacant, and was perfectly happy to accept. The event didn’t last much longer, but there was enough time for another stallion to do much the same thing. But with the the sling being shaped the way it is, i was almost sure he was going to take me right over the edge with him. Between the stallion that had just finished before him and the ride he’d given me at the sling ideal angle, I knew my body well enough to know that all I needed to do to get off was to pull my legs back and spread them further apart. He gave me just the perfect amount of warning that he was about to come that I was able to get off right alongside him. I felt every bit of the gratitude I offered for giving me his load and being such a hot top. I’ll report back when I’ve gotten my after market test results, but my past experience with this community has been remarkably good. I’m optimistic, but also being sensible. Which means tonight I am also writing both to reinforce my commitment to getting tested to come full circle next week and also because it’s one way of channeling the frustration that comes with opting out of trying to hook up for another week until that’s done. And I suppose... If someone reading this happens to recognize their side of it in my account, I can’t say I’d be upset to hear from them as a result... Heh.... Good night everyone!

Yesterday I hooked up with a guy from Fabguys, he asked if I wanted it bare and I said yes, not sure why as I don’t usually take raw cock. I called to his place and he had his cock in my hole within a min and shot his load in me about a min later. I hadn’t cum and was so horny after being bred that I went on Grindr and met another guy that evening who fucked me raw and deposited another load. I would have taken more loads had I got the chance, had an insatiable need for cum. This morning I felt a dribble down my leg and realized I hadn’t pushed the cum out, when I opened my hole there was a shit load of cum in me, created a lovely big cum puddle

Keeping this one short and sweet Had plans with a guy that bred me a few weeks ago to come back and party woot first-timer here by the good grace of the dark Lord I was actually able to have "real" uninhibited slutty cumdump whore sex. Can't fucking wait to go back Ps I got there at 12:45am and left at 7am

I took a load the other day and the top gave me a few pumps after he had cum to work his seed into me and then kept his cock inside me for what seemed like a few mins but probably wasn’t . I loved it.

The Poz Ranch Chapter Three As I kneeled there on the cold hard floor, my mind raced. Imagining all sorts of scenarios of what was about to happen. I did feel a bit of shame of being naked and hooded, and being treating as if I was the lowest form of human since I was a fag. Three loud thuds brought me back to my senses. I heard a creak as if an old door on rusty hinges was swinging open. I soon felt two sets of hands hook me under my smooth underarms and lift me. “Walk,” a voice said, “Keep your fucking mouth shut no matter what you hear” I nodded in agreement. “One fucking word and your punishment will be extreme” We moved into what ever room was on the other side of the door. It was quiet. The floor was cold, I assumed it was either tile or stone. They led me into the center of the room. I was positioned and the hands left my body. I spread my legs a bit and put my hands behind my back, clasping them together. “Order of Men,” a familiar voice began to speak, “Today we have a new inductee for the Order of the Fledglings. He was sent to us by his parents, who were ashamed to discover that their only son, their only child was a homosexual. “ I listened closely. He said homosexual as to bring shame. “According to society, the religious society, he is a sinner, a deviant, a sodomite. Today he takes the bold step in changing his ways and embracing the God that all men show embrace.” He was speaking as if he was giving a sermon. Then I realized that this was Pastor John. “Each one of you men will teach this inductee on being a man since he comes to us as a boy. His lessons will be hard and I have confidence that he will learn quickly. Now the time has come for his induction.” Instead of applause, the sounds of thumping feet against a hard floor was heard. My skin came over in goose bumps and I shivered. The two hands were back and I was lifted up in the air. My body was turned and twisted until I was on my back on some thing cold. It felt like an examination table. My arms were pulled up over my head and secured at the wrists. I tried to move them but I couldn’t even move them an inch. I felt something slipped over my feet and pulled down my legs, just below my knee. They were tightly adjusted against my skin. My legs were pulled up in the air and then the restraint was hooked behind my neck. I tried to lower my legs, but the restraint stopped them. “The fledgling is in a position of vulnerability. As you can see, his boy cock is rock hard. Deviance on full display” Paster John said. “Deviance” chanted the audience. “In order to cure this sin, this deviance,” he said, “He must embrace it. Seek the pleasure of sin, burning his soul away from the light into the darkness” “Into the darkness” This wasn’t a place to help with my sinful desires, but a place to embrace it. Pastor John’s speech turned from cleansing my soul to corrupting it. “His body must bare the mark that we all bare. He must advertise his willingness to be unnatural.” I felt a hand caress my ass cheeks, sliding over my crack, allowing a finger to pass gently over my exposed hole. I felt it pucker and twitch as it did. I felt sensations of pleasure pass through my body. Soon the finger began to circle around my pucker causing it to twitch more and more. Slowly the finger moved to the center of it and pushed. My natural reaction was to tighten up, but that didn’t stop the finger. It pushed harder until it opened up and slide in. I felt like I was ripped open. No spit, no lube, no thing. Just a dry thick finger. “Men of the Order, it is time to prep his vessel for its first offering.” I felt the finger move inside, twisting around. The nail grazed my insides, cutting them just so slightly. Over and over my walls were cut. Pain was not too bad, but it lingered at the edge of my mind. “See the red,” Pastor John said, “his vessel is ready” I felt something larger than a finger pushing at my hole. I took deep breathes in, trying to relax but the unknown kept me tight. I felt it push harder. It pulled back and then attacked my pucker again. This time my hole opened and something popped inside. I bit my lip to keep from yelling out. I had to stay silent. What ever this was it kept pushing in deeper and deeper, all the while it was opening my hole wider and wider. I felt like I was being split open. Then I felt something soft, something like velvet next to my smooth skin. The long object was left deep in me. I breathed deep and slow working through the pain. Soon the pain eased enough to tolerate it. That’s when it slowly pulled out until just the beginning of it was inside. There was no pause, it drove deep in me a bit faster and harder. Over and over it pumped in and out of my hole. The pain soon gave way to pleasure. I moaned softly in my throat. My ab muscles were twitching which caused my hole to twitch around this object. Over and over this happened as it moved in and out. My cock was hard and leaking. I felt the building of a cum shot working its way from my balls. The object moved in faster, always going deep inside me. I knew I was not going to be able to hold off, I was going to cum. I began to breathe heavy. My cock twitched and pulsed as ropes of thick cum shot out over my stomach and chest. The object in my hole kept moving in and out, even as I shot. My cock remained hard after I shot. The object was moving in and out faster and harder. My hole was twitching around it. Sensitivity came and went and my cock remained hard as a rock. Over and over this object moved. I felt like another cum shot was building up. Within seconds of the first cum shot, I shot another one. This time it felt larger and caused my hole to twitch even more. The object kept moving in and out, hard now, faster. Over and over. It grew thicker as if it was being inflated and harder with each movement. My hole stretched more. Then it happened. The object rammed all the way in my hole and pulsed and twitched. I felt warmness invade me. “Men of the Order, his body has exhibited the deviance we know go so well with the homosexual lifestyle. His cock and balls responded to his sexuality. Ridged throughout, ridged now. Hands free ejaculation not once, but twice.” “His vessel resisted at first but embraced the invasion, accepting the gift.” The thud resumed, this time faster and louder. “His next lesson with be with Prophet Kace” The room echoed with more thuds then almost quiet. I could hear shuffling around me, as a hand pushed on my chest. No words were spoken when my legs and arms were released from their restraints. I was helped up and moved back through the door, but instead of up the stairs I was taken into another room and sat on a wooden ledge. “Once you hear the click of the lock, you may take the hood off.” I sat and listened. Click. I reached up and pulled the hood over my head. I was inside a small room like a cell. I was sitting on a wooden bed hanging from the wall. Across the room was a small toilet. No windows to the outside, only a small window in the door with bars, but something outside was blocking it. I reached around and felt my hole. It was wet. I put my finger in, then up in front of my face. My finger looked like it had cum on it. Was I just fucked?

I’ve lived so many fantasies without even trying to - they just happened along the way as more and more Dominant men took advantage of an opportunity they found in me. I can’t say I have any fantasies that I would leave unlived if given the chance - but I have a few left that I’m afraid the clock will run out on me before I ever get a chance. They’re the kind of thing that are hard to achieve because you have to find an uncommon sort of man who wants to do them. To live your fantasies sometimes you have to make your own opportunities.

As a bottom i have long been addicted to sex. I have friends to whom sex is an unimportant part of their life - and that is their bag. For me it has been a non stop cock and load fest for the past 20 years and I hope it may long continue. I start getting horny at work on Friday afternoon knowing I am going to a naked party or blackout or hosting a couple of tops at home, or visiting a very regular top who fucks me whenever i want. From midday on i am very unproductive.

You said it! I'll buy the idea of sex addiction in cases where sex addiction is diagnosed by a licensed professional. That assumes broad professional consensus on the criteria, and the existence of research findings about treatments. (Thanks to @ErosWired for bringing up the question of the DSM!) What worries me is the American tendency toward non-professional diagnosis. For example, most married heterosexual men are sex addicts according to the online infidelity "survivor" community, which comprises the r/survivinginfidelity subreddit, an eponymous Web site, and the blogs of numerous non-professional "experts" (read: jilted ex-wives). The husband is a sex addict if he masturbates; if he looks at pornography; if he glances at a younger woman — or at any woman other than the wife; if he is curious about sex acts that the wife isn't interested in; or if he desires sex more often than she does. Any of these transgressions constitutes "infidelity" and is grounds for immediate divorce. This denial of normal human sexual responses is spilling over into the gay community. The advent of same-sex marriage, coupled with the portrayal, for the first time, of gay characters in mainstream TV shows and movies, means that we too are expected to be sexless romantics. Straight people will now "tolerate" you if you hold hands with your husband, but will marginalize you to a greater extent than ever before, if you fuck lots of nameless men in dark alleys. Why would you still want to do that, they wonder, now that we have allowed you to marry your soulmate and move in next door to us, in the suburbs? What's natural and harmless is for men (and indeed, for people of all genders) to fuck as often as possible, to fuck as hard as possible, and to fuck as many people as possible.

Wicked

Part 5 Chris knew to hold his cock still inside Tyler so he could get used to it. They wrapped their arms around each other while they kissed passionately. Hunter could see the sweat beginning to coat their bodies. "Fuck this is so hot boys." Hunter was sitting down again but this time he was on the bed behind Chris. The boys didnt respond probably too into the new sensations of raw fucking. Hunter used one hand to stroke his cock and the other to begin stroking Chris's back. He would take it slow but he was pretty sure that he could cut a few steps that he normally took with other boys he had been with. He could feel Chris begin to rock back and forth slowly starting to fuck Tyler just as he had always wanted to. Tyler could feel Chris's cock head pressing deep into him and touching spots he never even could have imagined. Each time they were touched Tyler would feel like he was being shocked with pleasure. Like the spot was a button that activated tingling and set off another moan. Chris loved that he could do this to Tyler. He was hoping Tyler would enjoy being a bottom because whenever Chris fantasized about fucking he was always the top. He didnt think he could get any pleasure from having a cock in him but he wanted to give that pleasure to someone else. The tightness around his cock felt like he was being strangled. Like if he didnt start rocking back and forth he might get stuck inside Chris. Right now that wasnt sounding so bad. Chris pulled himself out of the kiss and the two boys stared into each others eyes again. "You feel so good and tight around my cock." Tyler smiled. He was hoping Chris was feeling as good as he was. "This feels amazing Chris. We should have done this before." Tyler was breathing hard and moaning and could barely get the words out but those words turned Chris on even more and he started fucking a little faster raising himself back up to his knees and picking up his rhythm. He watched Tyler respond by rolling his eyes into the back of his head. They groped each others bodies and Tylers hands found Chris's ass. With one hand on each cheek Tyler tried to pull Chris deeper. Chris caught on and after fucking with speed he would slow down and push as deep as he could into Tyler getting a loud moan and a look on his face like surprise each time. They were in their own world now but Chris began to feel a heat behind him and then Hunters arms wrapped around his chest. Hunters hands found Chris nipples and squeezed them and pressed his chest against the boys back. Chris moaned. He was feeling so many sensations at once. Hunter looked over Chris's shoulder down to Tyler who looked like he had entered another dimension of pleasure. "You feeling good boys?" He whispered into Chris's ear just loud enough for Tyler to hear. They both moaned "Yes." Hunter pressed himself harder against Chris moving to the new tops rhythm. His hard cock was pressed up against Chris's ass which was now being rubbed with the precum dripping out of the older mans huge poz cock. Hunter whispered again into Chris's ear but this time Tyler did not hear it. "You like when Im pressed against you like this boy? Touching you like this while you fuck that raw cock into your bottom?" Chris and Tyler hadnt done much dirty talk when they were together so this new experience just got him even more excited. For some reason hearing that word raw whispered into his ear right now made his cock jump inside Tyler. He just nodded. "I don't want you to cum just yet. See how long you can hold it so the load you blow in him is as big as you can make it." Chris knew what Hunter was talking about. Sometimes when he had the house to himself in high school he would spend the day edging and finally cumming massive loads the ropes of cum flying everywhere. He wanted to experience that same intense pleasure now as he fucked Tyler. And the feeling of this mans body against him only made it more intense. He could feel Hunters massive cock sliding against him and against his ass crack. He felt one of Hunters big hands pull away from Chriss nipple and moved down to his ass. A finger found his hole and circled it slowly and gently. Another new sensation. He didnt ever think of himself as a bottom but he bent back down to Tyler to make out with him again. He loved making out with this boy but he did it to give Hunter better access to his ass. He liked this feeling and Hunter was the one that was making this happen so if he wanted to play with Chriss ass, it would be ok. Hunter knew exactly what was happening. This was going to be even easier than he thought. Things just kept getting better for him. He grabbed the lube and coated his finger and turned his full attention to Chriss tight and almost hairless hole. He wanted the top first. The only thing better than fucking a virgin raw was fucking a virgin top raw. He circled the hole again and wet it with the lube. Slowly he began to push inside Chris. He could hear the moaning and could have sworn that he was pulling more of his cock out of Tyler in order to get more of Hunters finger inside him. He pulled his finger out and pulled open the drawer at the side table and grabbed the bag of T. This last step was all he needed now. Fuck going slow. These boys were ready now. He pulled out a shard and with the lubed finger pushed it inside of Chris. Chris went from feeling the pleasure of the mans finger to the burning sensation that he didnt know was coming. Chris pulled up from the kiss. "Aw that burns...What are you doing?" Hunter used his other hand to push him back down against Tyler. "Don't worry. It's ok. Youll feel fine in just a second." Hunter never pulled his finger out. As he spoke he again pulled his body up against Chris. Sure enough after a couple of minutes he could hear Chris moaning again and pushing back to get as much of this finger as he could. "Was I right?" Chris was so horny he didnt pull up from Tylers mouth just moaning a "Mmmhmm" and aggressively pushing down onto Hunters finger which just then found the spot it was looking for. Chris kneeled back up in surprise. "Ho....my....that's gonna make me cum." Hunter pulled his finger out. "Not just yet. Remember what I said? Build that huge load." Chris slowed his fucking down and pushed himself deep into Tyler before bending down to kiss him again to calm him from cumming so fast. Hunter could not have planned this better if he had tried. With Chris as still as he was going to be now was the time. Hunter crouched behind Chris and brought the head of his cock to the tops virgin boy hole. He brought one hand back to Chriss back to keep him pressed down on Tyler. And then he pushed. Chris had no idea this was coming. He felt the head of Hunters cock push past his hole before he realized it was a cock and not a mans finger there. He all but screamed into Tylers mouth but didnt move. Tyler pulled back and asked "whats wrong? did you just cum?" Hunter looked over Chris's shoulder and responded to Tyler. "Remember what I told you boys when Chris first pushed inside you?" Tyler looking straight into Hunters eyes nodded. "What did I tell you?" "Breathe in and out deep." "That's right boy. Look into Chriss eyes and tell him." Tyler didnt understand but he did as Hunter said. He pulled his hands up to Chriss face and said "Breathe in and out deep." Chris just nodded and started a deep inhale and a deep exhale. On Chriss third deep inhale Hunter pushed the rest of his cock into the boy stretching the boy deep and wide. Hunter loved nothing more than the sensation of pushing into a tight teen virgin for the first time. Chris's exhale came out as a loud moan followed by convulsions that Tyler had never seen before. Hunters cock hit Chriss spot and the boy just immediately started cumming rope after rope of cum inside of Tyler. Tyler knew he was being bred and he pulled Chris down to him as they began making out again. Chris had never cum like this before. It was the most intense he had ever experienced. He could feel that his cock was still spurting and he also felt the girth and length of Hunters full cock deep in him. What the two boys didnt know is that as Chris came his ass squeezed Hunters cock with each rope of cum that shot into Tyler and pushed Hunter over the edge. Hunter was shaking too but not as violently as Chris so the boy didnt notice as Hunter bred the boy deep. He did everything he could in his power not to scream in pleasure as he gave the boy his first poz load at the same time that the boy was shooting one of his last neg loads into his bottom. Hunter remained composed. He was a pro at this. He wanted to cum another load into Chris before he took a turn on Tyler. When Chris got his breathing back under control. He pulled himself up onto his arms and looked down at Tyler but spoke to both of them. "I guess I couldnt hold it long enough but I think it was a pretty big load. Maybe the biggest I ever shot. I couldnt control it once you pushed into me. Youre so big but it felt so good." Only at that moment did Tyler realize Hunter was inside Chris. "He fucked you while you were fucking me?" Tyler was shocked in a way that kept him hard. He had always fantasized about being watched but the prospect of watching made him hot now too. He hadnt cum yet but he knew he would blow a big load when he did. This news was getting him closer to the edge. Hunter answered him. "Not fucked. Fucking. You ready for me to start really fucking you boy?" Chris turned back to look at Hunter and said "Yeah but can we do it the way I did with Tyler?" Hunter smiled. "Of course."

Hunter noticed that Chris always ended up on top of Tyler. This was how they would fuck he decided. He pulled off his shirt and reached back to the side table and said, "You boys want lube? I'll just set it here if you do." He put the bottle on the bed near them. Chris and Tyler looked over to him and at the bottle and Hunter knew what was going through their minds. "Youve never used lube have you?" The boys shook their heads. "We just cum from rubbing against each other" Tyler said. "We dont need it." "Youve never jerked each other off or anything? You could also use it if you take things further. You know, maybe if you decide to fuck." He left it there. But he did notice that Tyler seemed to be lingering on Hunter's chest. It was hairier than the boys. Maybe Tyler liked older hairy guys. He would test that later. "You boys make a lot of precum anyway so maybe you could use that as lube." The hits were working on Chris and he saw that Hunter was creating an opening for him to push Tyler to do more. He grabbed the bottle of lube and raised himself to his knees. Tyler raised himself onto his elbows looking at Chris. Chris flipped open the top and poured a little of the lube onto his hand. He put it up to his nose and smelled it. Nothing. He looked into Tyler's eyes and grabbed Tyler's cock. He began to stroke Tyler's cock covering it with the lube. Tyler sank down and moaned. Stroking his cock never felt so good. Hunter saw an opportunity and grabbed the pipe and torch. Tyler opened his eyes when he heard the click and again raised himself up. Hunter knew he had him. He put the lit pipe up to Tyler's mouth. "Let's see how big a hit you can take." He turned to Chris. "Try that lube on your cock." He winked. They both knew this could happen. He pulled the pipe away and told Tyler to hold the hit longer. Hunter and Chris could see something changing in Tyler's eyes. After he exhaled, Tyler took another big hit. Chris poured lube directly on his cock and started stroking. It felt amazing. "How are you feeling Ty?" Chris asked knowing that something had changed. Tyler was still holding his second hit and nodded. But when he blew the cloud out, he moaned. "This feels really good." Tyler looked down at Chris' cock glistening with lube and rock hard. He wanted that cock more than usual. He couldnt expain it. Chris took two hits and he could feel that he was hornier than he had ever been before. He wanted to fuck. Without Hunters prompting, Chris leaned down to Tyler and shotgunned his second hit. Hunter stepped back as they made out with more passion than before. Hunter noticed that Tyler's legs were wrapped around Chris' waist. He moved to the foot of the bed and saw that Tylers hole was exposed. Chris' balls hung down but Hunter could still see that tight smooth virgin hole. He grabbed the bottle of lube and poured some on his fingers. He crawled up onto the bed behind Chris. He crouched down and with his middle finger he teased the outside of Tylers hole and pressed his hole without pushing into him. He felt the heat of the boys hole and the moan from Tyler even muffled by Chris' mouth was loud. Chris had no idea what was happening but he liked that Tyler seemed to be loosening up. He moaned in response into Tylers mouth. Hunter tried to push things further. He lubed up his middle finger again and rubbed Tylers hole beginning to use a little more force until he began to feel the boys hole open for the finger. He felt the tightness of the hole wrap around the tip of his finger. Tyler moaned and unwrapped his legs from Chris and spread them out all while still locked in a kiss. Hunter knew what this meant. He pushed slowly in further without stopping knowing how much Tyler wanted this. And more. He found Tylers spot and began to rub inside him. "What? Oh my...that...what?" Chris pulled up and looked behind him. Hunter slowly pulled his finger out so Chris wouldnt sit on his arm. "I think its time Tyler." Hunter smiled. He always loved this moment watching a boy lose his virginity to another virgin. All with his guidance. Tyler nodded. Hunter grabbed the pipe and torch and gave them to Chris. "I want you guys to do this yourselves this time. Big hits. You can do it. In the meantime, you mind if I get naked?" This was the next step in crossing the lines that they had already established. Hunter told them he wouldnt join in the play but that was just to get them into his bed. Both Chris and Tyler nodded. It didnt matter if they were nodding about the hits or Hunter getting naked or both. They were all going to enjoy this. The boys took their hits with Chris lighting the pipe each time. It was almost sweet how Chris took care of Tyler like that. Little did they know. Hunter could see that the increased high was making them hornier and hornier. They were looking at each other during and after the hits like they had forgotten that Hunter was even there. Chris set the pipe and torch on the bedside table and looked over at Hunter who was naked and fully hard. "Woah Hunter. Youre huge." "You boys like it?" Tyler turned after hearing Chris' observation and his mouth was agape. "I'll take your silence as a yes." "Hey" said Tyler. "Whats with the biohazard tattoo? You a chemist or something?" They all chuckled. They were talking about the tattoo just above Hunter's 9 inch cut and dripping cock. "A chemist? Something like that."

I love public and pretty much exclusively fuck in public or in toilets. Most public I can recall recently was last week. On a picnic table at a park nearby. About 3 in the afternoon. Fully naked. It just happened to be quiet and while people were walking in the distance, no one came by or anything.

The term "sexual addiction" was made popular by religious organizations who use sex to control people. The religious de-gaying organizations that popped up during the 70's and 80's referred to being gay as sexual addiction, many equated being gay to alcoholism. The truth is, just about anything can become an addiction. Far more people are harmed by junk food addiction in our society than sex, but pizza and chips don't have a major cultural stigma attached to them like sex does... and particularly non heteronormative sex. Thankfully, that is changing, but we still have a VP in this country who would toss gay people in jail if he had the opportunity.

Yes! i was only fortunate enough to be allowed to join one man and his son in my life. It was quite and experience.

Yeah very true. Fucking sucks

bi cock sucker here, LOVE swallowing and getting facials. Now that Craigslist is history, making it harder.