Lots of us were seduced/raped as boys.one moment we are young innocent and carefree half hour later we know what a man's hard cock tastes like.How it feels to have your cock and balls in a man's mouth hoping he won't bite them off.Getting pinned down feeling his cock force its way in...the pain of forced entry,heart pounding and the violent fucking that ensued.His hand over our mouth so we would be quiet.the feeling of wetness and slime inside as he ejaculated.Scared excited and confused spending the next few weeks trying to understand it all.but we were different now,and the evidence of that experience manifested itself in ways we were not aware of,like watching mens crotches,eye contact...heart pounding as a new man recognised us for the potential sex that could be had from us....and the seduction process begins anew.Bit by bit you come to terms with it.And realize it has changed you.And each time for the rest of our lives everytime a man fucks us we re-live that initial experience just a bit.